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WhenLichtensteininsisteduponhavingLadyEllenTreffinger’saddressJamesrosetothepointofinsolence。“Itayn’tnousetogiveit,noway。LydyTreffingerneverhasnothinktodowithdealers。“MacMasterquietlyrepentedhisrashconfidences,fearingthathemightindirectlycauseLadyEllenannoyancefromthismercilessspeculator,andherecalledwithchagrinthatLichtensteinhadextortedfromhim,littlebylittle,prettymuchtheentireplanofhisbook,andespeciallytheplaceinitwhichtheMarriageofPhaedrawastooccupy。 BythistimethefirstchaptersofMacMaster’sbookwereinthehandsofhispublisher,andhisvisitstothestudiowerenecessarilylessfrequent。ThegreaterpartofhistimewasnowemployedwiththeengraverswhoweretoreproducesuchofTreffinger’spicturesasheintendedtouseasillustrations。 HereturnedtohishotellateoneeveningafteralongandvexingdayattheengraverstofindJamesinhisroom,seatedonhissteamertrunkbythewindow,withtheoutlineofagreatsquaredrapedinsheetsrestingagainsthisknee。 “Why,James,what’sup?“hecriedinastonishment,glancinginquiringlyatthesheetedobject。 “Ayn’tyouseenthepypers,sir?“jerkedouttheman。 “No,nowIthinkofit,Ihaven’tevenlookedatapaper。I’vebeenattheengravers’plantallday。Ihaven’tseenanything。“ JamesdrewacopyoftheTimesfromhispocketandhandedittohim,pointingwithatragicfingertoaparagraphinthesocialcolumn。ItwasmerelytheannouncementofLadyEllenTreffinger’sengagementtoCaptainAlexanderGresham。 “Well,whatofit,myman?Thatsurelyisherprivilege。“ Jamestookthepaper,turnedtoanotherpage,andsilentlypointedtoaparagraphintheartnoteswhichstatedthatLadyTreffingerhadpresentedtotheX——gallerytheentirecollectionofpaintingsandsketchesnowinherlatehusband’sstudio,withtheexceptionofhisunfinishedpicture,theMarriageOfPhaedra,whichshehadsoldforalargesumtoanAustraliandealerwhohadcometoLondonpurposelytosecuresomeofTreffinger’spaintings。 MacMasterpurseduphislipsandsatdown,hisovercoatstillon。“Well,James,thisissomethingofa——somethingofajolt,eh?Itneveroccurredtomeshe’dreallydoit。“ “Lord,youdon’tknow’er,sir,“saidJamesbitterly,stillstaringatthefloorinanattitudeofabandoneddejection。 MacMasterstartedupinaflashofenlightenment,“Whatonearthhaveyougotthere,James?It’snot-surelyit’snot——“ Yes,itis,sir,“brokeinthemanexcitedly。“It’stheMarriageitself。Itayn’tagoingtoH’Australia,no’ow!“ “Butman,whatareyougoingtodowithit?It’sLichtenstein’spropertynow,asitseems。“ Itayn’t,sir,thatitayn’t。No,byGawd,itayn’t!“ shoutedJames,breakingintoachokingfury。Hecontrolledhimselfwithaneffortandaddedsupplicatingly:“Oh,sir,youayn’tagoingtoseeitgotoH’Australia,w’eretheysendconvic’s?“HeunpinnedandflungasidethesheetsasthoughtoletPhaedrapleadforherself。 MacMastersatdownagainandlookedsadlyatthedoomedmasterpiece。ThenotionofJameshavingcarrieditacrossLondonthatnightratherappealedtohisfancy。Therewascertainlyaflavoraboutsuchahighhandedproceeding。“Howeverdidyougetithere?“hequeried。 “Igotafour-wheelerandcomeoverdirect,sir。GoodjobI ’appenedto’avethechayngeaboutme。“ “YoucameupHighStreet,upPiccadilly,throughtheHaymarketandTrafalgarSquare,andintotheStrand?“queriedMacMasterwitharelish。 “Yes,sir。Ofcourse,sir,“assentedJameswithsurprise。 MacMasterlaugheddelightedly。“Itwasabeautifulidea,James,butI’mafraidwecan’tcarryitanyfurther。“ “Iwasthinkin’as’owitwouldbeararechancetogetyoutotaketheMarriageovertoParisforayearortwo,sir,untilthethingblowsover?“suggestedJamesblandly。 “I’mafraidthat’soutofthequestion,James。Ihaven’ttherightstuffinmeforapirate,orevenavulgarsmuggler,I’mafraid。“MacMasterfounditsurprisinglydifficulttosaythis,andhebusiedhimselfwiththelampashesaidit。HeheardJames’shandfallheavilyonthetrunktop,andhediscoveredthatheverymuchdislikedsinkingintheman’sestimation。 “Well,sir,“remarkedJamesinamoreformaltone,afteraprotractedsilence;“thenthere’snothinkforitbutas’owI’ll’avetomakewaywithitmyself。“ “Andhowaboutyourcharacter,James?Theevidencewouldbeheavyagainstyou,andevenifLadyTreffingerdidn’tprosecuteyou’dbedonefor。“ “Blowmycharacter!——yourpardon,sir,“criedJames,startingtohisfeet。“W’atdoIwantofacharacter?I’llchuckthe’olething,anddamnedlively,too。Theshop’stobesoldout,an’myplaceisgoneany’ow。I’magoingtoenlist,ortrythegoldfields。I’velivedtoolongwithh’artists;I’dnevergivesatisfactioninliverynow。Youknow’owitisyourself,sir; thereayn’tnolifelikeit,no’ow。“ ForamomentMacMasterwasalmostequaltoabettingJamesinhistheft。Hereflectedthatpictureshadbeenwhitewashed,orhiddeninthecryptsofchurches,orunderthefloorsofpalacesfrommeanermotives,andtosavethemfromafatelessignominious。Butpresently,withasigh,heshookhishead。 “No,James,itwon’tdoatall。Ithasbeentriedoverandoveragain,eversincetheworldhasbeenagoingandpicturesamaking。ItwastriedinFlorenceandinVenice,butthepictureswerealwayscarriedawayintheend。Yousee,thedifficultyisthatalthoughTreffingertoldyouwhatwasnottobedonewiththepicture,hedidnotsaydefinitelywhatwastobedonewithit。DoyouthinkLadyTreffingerreallyunderstandsthathedidnotwantittobesold?“ “Well,sir,itwaslikethis,sir,“saidJames,resuminghisseatonthetrunkandagainrestingthepictureagainsthisknee。“Mymemoryisasclearasglassaboutit。AfterSir’Ughgotupfrom’isfirststroke,’etookafreshstartattheMarriage。 Beforethat’e’adbeenworkingatitonlyatnightforawhileback;theLegendwasthebigpicturethen,an’wasunderthenorthlightw’ere’eworkedofamorning。Butoneday’ebidmetaketheLegenddownan’puttheMarriageinitsplace,an’’esays,dashin’on’isjacket,’Jymes,thisisastartforthefinish,thistime。’ “Fromthaton’eworkedatthenightpictureinthemornin’——athingcontraryto’iscustom。TheMarriagewentwrong,andwrong——an’Sir’Ughagettin’seedieran’seediereveryday。’E triedmodelsan’models,an’smudgedan’pyntedoutonaccountof’erfacegoin’wrongintheshadow。Sometimes’elayeditonthecolors,an’sworeatmean’thingsingeneral。Hegotthatdiscouragedabout’imselfthaton’islowdays’eusedtosaytome:’Jymes,rememberonething;ifanythink’appenstome,theMarriageisnottogooutof’ereunfinished。It’sworththelotof’em,myboy,an’it’snotagoingtogoshabbyforlackofpains。’’Esaidthingstothateffectrepeated。 “Hewasworkin’atthepicturethelastday,before’ewentto’isclub。’Ekeptthecarriagewaitin’nearanhourwhile’eputonastrokean’thendrawedbackfortolookatit,an’thenputonanother,carefullike。After’e’ad’isgloveson,’ecomebackan’tookawaythebrushesIwasstartin’toclean,an’ putinanothertouchortwo。’It’sacomin’,Jymes,’’esays,’bygadifitayn’t。’An’withthat’egoesout。Itwascruelsudden,w’atcomeafter。 “ThatnightIwaslookin’to’isclothesatthe’ousewhentheybrought’im’ome。Hewasconscious,butw’enIrandownstairsforto’elplift’imup,Iknowed’ewasafinishedman。Afterwegot’imintobed’ekeptlookin’restlessatmeandthenatLydyEllingandajerkin’of’is’and。Finally’equiteraiseditan’shot’isthumbouttowardthewall。’Hewantswater;ring,Jymes,’saysLydyElling,placid。ButI knowed’ewaspointin’totheshop。 “’LydyTreffinger,’saysI,bold,’he’spointin’tothestudio。HemeansabouttheMarriage;’etoldmetodayas’ow’eneverwanteditsoldunfinished。Isthatit,Sir’Ugh?’ “Hesmiledan’noddedslightan’closed’iseyes。’Thankyou,Jymes,’saysLydyElling,placid。Then’eopened’iseyesan’lookedlongand’ardatLydyElling。 “’OfcourseI’lltrytodoasyou’dwishaboutthepicture,’Ugh,ifthat’sw’at’stroublin’you,’shesaysquiet。Withthat’eclosed’iseyesand’eneveropened’em。Hediedunconsciousatfourthatmornin’。 “Yousee,sir,LydyEllingwasalwayscruel’ardontheMarriage。Fromthefirstitwentwrong,an’Sir’Ughwasoutoftemperprettyconstant。Shecameintothestudioonedayandlookedatthepicturean’asked’imwhy’edidn’tthrowitupan’quitaworriting’imself。Heansweredsharp,an’withthatshesaidas’owshedidn’tseew’attherewastomakesucharowabout,no’ow。Shespoke’ermindaboutthatpicture,free;an’ Sir’Ughswore’otan’leta’andfulofbrushesflyat’isstudy,an’LydyEllingpickedup’erskirtscarefulan’chill,an’ driftedoutofthestudiowith’ereyescalmand’erchin’igh。 IftherewasonethingLydyElling’adnocomprehensionof,itwastheusefulnessofswearin’。SotheMarriagewasasorethingbetween’em。Sheisuncommoncalm,butuncommonbitter,isLydyElling。She’snevercomeanearthestudiosincethatdayshewentout’oldin’upof’erskirts。W’en’erfriendsgoesoversheexcuses’erselfalongo’thestrain。Strain——Gawd!“Jamesgroundhiswrathshortinhisteeth。 “I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,James,andit’souronlyhope。I’llseeLadyEllentomorrow。TheTimessaysshereturnedtoday。 Youtakethepicturebacktoitsplace,andI’lldowhatIcanforit。Ifanythingisdonetosaveit,itmustbedonethroughLadyEllenTreffingerherself,thatmuchisclear。Ican’tthinkthatshefullyunderstandsthesituation。Ifshedid,youknow,shereallycouldn’thaveanymotive——“Hestoppedsuddenly。