第36章

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hecontinued,“wasdiscarded;thesetwowastheposehefinallyaccepted;thisonewithoutalteration,asitwere。 “That’sinParis,asIremember,“Jamescontinuedreflectively。 “ItwentwiththeSaintCeciliaintotheBaronH——’scollection。Couldyoutellme,sir,’as’eitstill?I don’tliketoloseaccountofthem,butsome’aschanged’andssinceSir’Ugh’sdeath。“ “H——’scollectionisstillintact,Ibelieve,“repliedMacMaster。 “YouwerewithTreffingerlong?“ “Frommyboyhood,sir,“repliedJameswithgravity。“Iwasastableboywhen’etookme。“ “Youwerehisman,then?“ “That’sit,sir。Nobodyelseeverdoneanythingaroundthestudio。 Ialwaysmixed’iscolorsand’etaughtmetodoashareofthevarnishin’;’esaidas’owtherewasn’ta’ouseinEnglandascoulddoitproper。Youayn’tlookedattheMarriageyet,sir?“ heaskedabruptly,glancingdoubtfullyatMacMaster,andindicatingwithhisthumbthepictureunderthenorthlight。 “Notveryclosely。Iprefertobeginwithsomethingsimpler; that’sratherappalling,atfirstglance,“repliedMacMaster。 “Wellmayyousaythat,sir,“saidJameswarmly。“ThatoneregularkilledSir’Ugh;itregularbroke’imup,andnothinkwilleverconvincemeas’owitdidn’tbringon’issecondstroke。“ WhenMacMasterwalkedbacktoHighStreettotakehisbushismindwasdividedbetweentwoexultantconvictions。HefeltthathehadnotonlyfoundTreffinger’sgreatestpicture,butthat,inJames,hehaddiscoveredakindofcrypticindextothepainter’spersonality——acluewhich,iftactfullyfollowed,mightleadtomuch。 Severaldaysafterhisfirstvisittothestudio,MacMasterwrotetoLadyMaryPercy,tellingherthathewouldbeinLondonforsometimeandaskingherifhemightcall。LadyMarywasanonlysisterofLadyEllenTreffinger,thepainter’swidow,andMacMasterhadknownherduringonewinterhespentatNice。Hehadknownher,indeed,verywell,andLadyMary,whowasastonishinglyfrankandcommunicativeuponallsubjects,hadbeennolesssouponthematterofhersister’sunfortunatemarriage。 InherreplytohisnoteLadyMarynamedanafternoonwhenshewouldbealone。Shewasasgoodasherword,andwhenMacMasterarrivedhefoundthedrawingroomempty。LadyMaryenteredshortlyafterhewasannounced。Shewasatallwoman,thinandstifflyjointed,andherbodystoodoutunderthefoldsofhergownwiththerigorofcastiron。Thisrathermetallicsuggestionwasfurthercarriedoutinherheavilyknuckledhands,herstiffgrayhair,andherlong,bold-featuredface,whichwassavedfromfreakishnessonlybyheralerteyes。 “Really,“saidLadyMary,takingaseatbesidehimandgivinghimasortofmilitaryinspectionthroughhernoseglasses,“really,IhadbeguntofearthatIhadlostyoualtogether。It’sfouryearssinceIsawyouatNice,isn’tit?I wasinParislastwinter,butIheardnothingfromyou。“ “IwasinNewYorkthen。“ “Itoccurredtomethatyoumightbe。AndwhyareyouinLondon?“ “Canyouask?“repliedMacMastergallantly。 LadyMarysmiledironically。“Butforwhatelse,incidentally?“ “Well,incidentally,IcametoseeTreffinger’sstudioandhisunfinishedpicture。SinceI’vebeenhere,I’vedecidedtostaythesummer。I’meventhinkingofattemptingtodoabiographyofhim。“ “SothatiswhatbroughtyoutoLondon?“ “Notexactly。IhadreallynointentionofanythingsoseriouswhenIcame。It’shislastpicture,Ifancy,thathasratherthrustituponme。Thenotionhassettleddownonmelikeathingdestined。“ “You’llnotbeoffendedifIquestiontheclemencyofsuchadestiny,“remarkedLadyMarydryly。“Isn’tthereratherasurplusofbooksonthatsubjectalready?“ “Suchastheyare。Oh,I’vereadthemall“——hereMacMasterfacedLadyMarytriumphantly。“Hehasquiteescapedyouramiablecritics,“headded,smiling。 “Iknowwellenoughwhatyouthink,andIdaresaywearenotmuchonart,“saidLadyMarywithtolerantgoodhumor。“Weleavethattopeopleswhohavenophysique。Treffingermadeastirforatime,butitseemsthatwearenotcapableofasustainedappreciationofsuchextraordinarymethods。Intheendwegobacktothepictureswefindagreeableandunperplexing。Hewasregardedasanexperiment,Ifancy;andnowitseemsthathewasratheranunsuccessfulone。Ifyou’vecometousinamissionaryspirit,we’lltolerateyoupolitely,butwe’lllaughinoursleeve,Iwarnyou。“ “Thatreallydoesn’tdauntme,LadyMary,“declaredMacMasterblandly。“AsItoldyou,I’mamanwithamission。“ LadyMarylaughedherhoarse,baritonelaugh。“Bravo!Andyou’vecometomeforinspirationforyourpanegyric?“ MacMastersmiledwithsomeembarrassment。“Notaltogetherforthatpurpose。ButIwanttoconsultyou,LadyMary,abouttheadvisabilityoftroublingLadyEllenTreffingerinthematter。Itseemsscarcelylegitimatetogoonwithoutaskinghertogivesomesortofgracetomyproceedings,yetIfearedthewholesubjectmightbepainfultoher。Ishallrelywhollyuponyourdiscretion。“ “Ithinkshewouldprefertobeconsulted,“repliedLadyMaryjudicially。“Ican’tunderstandhowsheendurestohavethewretchedaffaircontinuallyrakedup,butshedoes。Sheseemstofeelasortofmoralresponsibility。Ellenhasalwaysbeensingularlyconscientiousaboutthismatter,insofarasherlightgoes,——whichratherpuzzlesme,ashersisnotexactlyamagnanimousnature。Sheiscertainlytryingtodowhatshebelievestobetherightthing。Ishallwritetoher,andyoucanseeherwhenshereturnsfromItaly。“ “Iwantverymuchtomeether。Sheis,Ihope,quiterecoveredineveryway,“queriedMacMaster,hesitatingly。 “No,Ican’tsaythatsheis。Shehasremainedinmuchthesameconditionshesanktobeforehisdeath。Hetrampledoverprettymuchwhatevertherewasinher,Ifancy。Womendon’trecoverfromwoundsofthatsort——atleast,notwomenofEllen’sgrain。Theygoonbleedinginwardly。“ “You,atanyrate,havenotgrownmorereconciled,“MacMasterventured。 “OhIgivehimhisdues。Hewasacolorist,Igrantyou; butthatisavagueandunsatisfactoryqualitytomarryto;LadyEllenTreffingerfounditso。“ “But,mydearLadyMary,“expostulatedMacMaster,“andjustrepressmeifI’mbecomingtoopersonal——butitmust,inthefirstplace,havebeenamarriageofchoiceonherpartaswellasonhis。“ LadyMarypoisedherglassesonherlargeforefingerandassumedanattitudesuggestiveoftheclinicallectureroomasshereplied。“Ellen,mydearboy,isanessentiallyromanticperson。Sheisquietaboutit,butsherunsdeep。I neverknewhowdeepuntilIcameagainstherontheissueofthatmarriage。Shewasalwaysdiscontentedasagirl;shefoundthingsdullandprosaic,andtheardorofhiscourtshipwasagreeabletoher。Hemetherduringherfirstseasonintown。 Sheishandsome,andtherewereplentyofothermen,butIgrantyouyourscowlingbrigandwasthemostpicturesqueofthelot。 Inhiscourtship,asineverythingelse,hewastheatricaltothepointofbeingridiculous,butEllen’ssenseofhumorisnotherstrongestquality。Hehadthecharmofcelebrity,theairofamanwhocouldstormhiswaythroughanythingtogetwhathewanted。ThatsortofvehemenceisparticularlyeffectivewithwomenlikeEllen,whocanbewarmedonlybyreflectedheat,andshecouldn’tatallstandoutagainstit。Heconvincedherofhisnecessity;andthatdone,all’sdone。“ “Ican’thelpthinkingthat,evenonsuchabasis,themarriageshouldhaveturnedoutbetter,“MacMasterremarkedreflectively。 “Themarriage,“LadyMarycontinuedwithashrug,“wasmadeonthebasisofamutualmisunderstanding。Ellen,inthenatureofthecase,believedthatshewasdoingsomethingquiteoutoftheordinaryinacceptinghim,andexpectedconcessionswhich,apparently,itneveroccurredtohimtomake。Afterhismarriageherelapsedintohisoldhabitsofincessantwork,brokenbyviolentandoftenbrutalrelaxations。Heinsultedherfriendsandfoistedhisownuponher——manyofthemwellcalculatedtoarouseaversioninanywell-bredgirl。HehadGhilliniconstantlyatthehouse——ahomelessvagabond,whoseconversationwasimpossible。Idon’tsay,mindyou,thathehadnotgrievancesonhisside。Hehadprobablyoverratedthegirl’spossibilities,andheletherseethathewasdisappointedinher。Onlyalargeandgenerousnaturecouldhavebornewithhim,andEllen’sisnotthat。Shecouldnotatallunderstandthatodiousstrainofplebeianpridewhichplumesitselfuponnothavingrisenaboveitssources。 AsMacMasterdrovebacktohishotelhereflectedthatLadyMaryPercyhadprobablyhadgoodcausefordissatisfactionwithherbrother-in-law。Treffingerwas,indeed,thelastmanwhoshouldhavemarriedintothePercyfamily。Thesonofasmalltobacconist,hehadgrownupasign-painter’sapprentice;idle,lawless,andpracticallyletterlessuntilhehaddriftedintothenightclassesoftheAlbertLeague,whereGhillinisometimeslectured。FromthemomenthecameundertheeyeandinfluenceofthaterraticItalian,thenapoliticalexile,hislifehadswervedsharplyfromitsoldchannel。Thismanhadbeenatonceincentiveandguide,friendandmaster,tohispupil。HehadtakentherawclayoutoftheLondonstreetsandmoldeditanew。Seeminglyhehaddivinedatoncewheretheboy’spossibilitieslay,andhadthrownasideeverycanonoforthodoxinstructioninthetrainingofhim。UnderhimTreffingeracquiredhissuperficial,yetfacile,knowledgeoftheclassics;hadsteepedhimselfinthemonkishLatinandmedievalromanceswhichlatergavehisworksonaiveandremoteaquality。Thatwasthebeginningofthewattlefences,thecobblepave,thebrownroofbeams,thecunninglywroughtfabricsthatgavetohispicturessucharichnessofdecorativeeffect。