第29章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:4236更新时间:18/12/26 16:55:51
Presentlythestranger,seemingsatisfiedwithhisobservation,leanedbackinhisseat,half-closedhiseyes,andbegansoftlytowhistlethe“SpringSong“fromProserpine,thecantatathatadozenyearsbeforehadmadeitsyoungcomposerfamousinanight。EveretthadheardthataironguitarsinOldMexico,onmandolinsatcollegeglees,oncottageorgansinNewEnglandhamlets,andonlytwoweeksagohehadhearditplayedonsleighbellsatavarietytheaterinDenver。Therewasliterallynowayofescapinghisbrother’sprecocity。AdriancecouldliveontheothersideoftheAtlantic,wherehisyouthfulindiscretionswereforgotteninhismatureachievements,buthisbrotherhadneverbeenabletooutrunProserpine,andherehefounditagainintheColoradosandhills。NotthatEverettwasexactlyashamedofProserpine;onlyamanofgeniuscouldhavewrittenit,butitwasthesortofthingthatamanofgeniusoutgrowsassoonashecan。 Everettunbentatrifleandsmiledathisneighboracrosstheaisle。Immediatelythelargemanroseand,comingover,droppedintotheseatfacingHilgarde,extendinghiscard。 “Dustyride,isn’tit?Idon’tminditmyself;I’musedtoit。Bornandbredindebriarpatch,likeBr’erRabbit。I’vebeentryingtoplaceyouforalongtime;IthinkImusthavemetyoubefore。“ “Thankyou,“saidEverett,takingthecard;“mynameisHilgarde。You’veprobablymetmybrother,Adriance;peopleoftenmistakemeforhim。“ Thetravelingmanbroughthishanddownuponhiskneewithsuchvehemencethatthesolitaireblazed。 “SoIwasrightafterall,andifyou’renotAdrianceHilgarde,you’rehisdouble。IthoughtIcouldn’tbemistaken。 Seenhim?Well,Iguess!InevermissedoneofhisrecitalsattheAuditorium,andheplayedthepianoscoreofProserpine throughtousonceattheChicagoPressClub。IusedtobeontheCommercialtherebeforeI146begantotravelforthepublishingdepartmentoftheconcern。Soyou’reHilgarde’sbrother,andhereI’verunintoyouatthejumping-offplace。 Soundslikeanewspaperyarn,doesn’tit?“ ThetravelingmanlaughedandofferedEverettacigar,andpliedhimwithquestionsontheonlysubjectthatpeopleeverseemedtocaretotalktoEverettabout。AtlengththesalesmanandthetwogirlsalightedataColoradowaystation,andEverettwentontoCheyennealone。 ThetrainpulledintoCheyenneatnineo’clock,latebyamatteroffourhoursorso;butnooneseemedparticularlyconcernedatitstardinessexceptthestationagent,whogrumbledatbeingkeptintheofficeovertimeonasummernight。WhenEverettalightedfromthetrainhewalkeddowntheplatformandstoppedatthetrackcrossing,uncertainastowhatdirectionheshouldtaketoreachahotel。Aphaetonstoodnearthecrossing,andawomanheldthereins。Shewasdressedinwhite,andherfigurewasclearlysilhouettedagainstthecushions,thoughitwastoodarktoseeherface。Everetthadscarcelynoticedher,whentheswitchenginecamepuffingupfromtheoppositedirection,andtheheadlightthrewastrongglareoflightonhisface。Suddenlythewomaninthephaetonutteredalowcryanddroppedthereins。Everettstartedforwardandcaughtthehorse’shead,buttheanimalonlylifteditsearsandwhiskeditstailinimpatientsurprise。Thewomansatperfectlystill,herheadsunkbetweenhershouldersandherhandkerchiefpressedtoherface。Anotherwomancameoutofthedepotandhurriedtowardthephaeton,crying,“Katharine,dear,whatisthematter?“ Everetthesitatedamomentinpainfulembarrassment,thenliftedhishatandpassedon。Hewasaccustomedtosuddenrecognitionsinthemostimpossibleplaces,especiallybywomen,butthiscryoutofthenighthadshakenhim。 WhileEverettwasbreakfastingthenextmorning,theheadwaiterleanedoverhischairtomurmurthattherewasagentlemanwaitingtoseehimintheparlor。Everettfinishedhiscoffeeandwentinthedirectionindicated,wherehefoundhisvisitorrestlesslypacingthefloor。Hiswholemannerbetrayedahighdegreeofagitation,thoughhisphysiquewasnotthatofamanwhosenerveslienearthesurface。Hewassomethingbelowmediumheight,square-shoulderedandsolidlybuilt。Histhick,closelycuthairwasbeginningtoshowgrayabouttheears,andhisbronzedfacewasheavilylined。Hissquarebrownhandswerelockedbehindhim,andheheldhisshoulderslikeamanconsciousofresponsibilities; yet,asheturnedtogreetEverett,therewasanincongruousdiffidenceinhisaddress。 “Goodmorning,Mr。Hilgarde,“hesaid,extendinghishand; “Ifoundyournameonthehotelregister。MynameisGaylord。 I’mafraidmysisterstartledyouatthestationlastnight,Mr。 Hilgarde,andI’vecomearoundtoapologize。“ “Ah!Theyoungladyinthephaeton?I’msureIdidn’tknowwhetherIhadanythingtodowithheralarmornot。IfIdid,itisIwhoowetheapology。“ Themancoloredalittleunderthedarkbrownofhisface。 “Oh,it’snothingyoucouldhelp,sir,Ifullyunderstandthat。Yousee,mysisterusedtobeapupilofyourbrother’s,anditseemsyoufavorhim;andwhentheswitchenginethrewalightonyourfaceitstartledher。“ Everettwheeledaboutinhischair。“Oh!KatharineGaylord! Isitpossible!Nowit’syouwhohavegivenmeaturn。Why,I usedtoknowherwhenIwasaboy。Whatonearth——“ “Isshedoinghere?“saidGaylord,grimlyfillingoutthepause。“You’vegotattheheartofthematter。Youknewmysisterhadbeeninbadhealthforalongtime?“ “No,Ihadneverheardawordofthat。ThelastIknewofhershewassinginginLondon。MybrotherandIcorrespondinfrequentlyandseldomgetbeyondfamilymatters。Iamdeeplysorrytohearthis。TherearemorereasonswhyIamconcernedthanIcantellyou。“ ThelinesinCharleyGaylord’sbrowrelaxedalittle。 “WhatI’mtryingtosay,Mr。Hilgarde,isthatshewantstoseeyou。Ihatetoaskyou,butshe’ssosetonit。Weliveseveralmilesoutoftown,butmyrig’sbelow,andIcantakeyououtanytimeyoucango。“ “Icangonow,anditwillgivemerealpleasuretodoso,“saidEverett,quickly。“I’llgetmyhatandbewithyouinamoment。“ WhenhecamedownstairsEverettfoundacartatthedoor,andCharleyGaylorddrewalongsighofreliefashegatheredupthereinsandsettledbackintohisownelement。 “Yousee,IthinkI’dbettertellyousomethingaboutmysisterbeforeyouseeher,andIdon’tknowjustwheretobegin。 ShetraveledinEuropewithyourbrotherandhiswife,andsangatalotofhisconcerts;butIdon’tknowjusthowmuchyouknowabouther。“ “Verylittle,exceptthatmybrotheralwaysthoughtherthemostgiftedofhispupils,andthatwhenIknewhershewasveryyoungandverybeautifulandturnedmyheadsadlyforawhile。“ EverettsawthatGaylord’smindwasquiteengrossedbyhisgrief。Hewaswroughtuptothepointwherehisreserveandsenseofproportionhadquitelefthim,andhistroublewastheonevitalthingintheworld。“That’sthewholething,“hewenton,flickinghishorseswiththewhip。 “Shewasagreatwoman,asyousay,andshedidn’tcomeofagreatfamily。Shehadtofightherownwayfromthefirst。ShegottoChicago,andthentoNewYork,andthentoEurope,whereshewentuplikelightning,andgotatasteforitall;andnowshe’sdyingherelikearatinahole,outofherownworld,andshecan’tfallbackintoours。We’vegrownapart,someway—— milesandmilesapart——andI’mafraidshe’sfearfullyunhappy。“ “It’saverytragicstorythatyouaretellingme,Gaylord,“ saidEverett。Theywerewelloutintothecountrynow,spinningalongoverthedustyplainsofredgrass,withtheragged-blueoutlineofthemountainsbeforethem。 “Tragic!“criedGaylord,startingupinhisseat,“myGod,man,nobodywilleverknowhowtragic。It’satragedyIlivewithandeatwithandsleepwith,untilI’velostmygriponeverything。 Youseeshehadmadeagoodbitofmoney,butshespentitallgoingtohealthresorts。It’sherlungs,youknow。I’vegotmoneyenoughtosendheranywhere,butthedoctorsallsayit’snouse。 Shehasn’ttheghostofachance。It’sjustgettingthroughthedaysnow。Ihadnonotionshewashalfsobadbeforeshecametome。Shejustwrotethatshewasallrundown。Nowthatshe’shere,Ithinkshe’dbehappieranywhereunderthesun,butshewon’tleave。Shesaysit’seasiertoletgooflifehere,andthattogoEastwouldbedyingtwice。TherewasatimewhenIwasabrakemanwitharunoutofBirdCity,Iowa,andshewasalittlethingIcouldcarryonmyshoulder,whenIcouldgethereverythingonearthshewanted,andshehadn’tawishmy$80amonthdidn’tcover;andnow,whenI’vegotalittlepropertytogether,Ican’tbuyheranight’ssleep!“ Everettsawthat,whateverCharleyGaylord’spresentstatusintheworldmightbe,hehadbroughtthebrakeman’sheartuptheladderwithhim,andthebrakeman’sfrankavowalofsentiment。 PresentlyGaylordwenton: “Youcanunderstandhowshehasoutgrownherfamily。We’reallaprettycommonsort,railroadersfromawayback。Myfatherwasaconductor。Hediedwhenwewerekids。Maggie,myothersister,wholiveswithme,wasatelegraphoperatorherewhileI wasgettingmygriponthings。Wehadnoeducationtospeakof。 IhavetohireastenographerbecauseIcan’tspellstraight——theAlmightycouldn’tteachmetospell。ThethingsthatmakeuplifetoKateareallGreektome,andthere’sscarcelyapointwherewetouchanymore,exceptinourrecollectionsoftheoldtimeswhenwewereallyoungandhappytogether,andKatesanginachurchchoirinBirdCity。ButIbelieve,Mr。Hilgarde,thatifshecanseejustonepersonlikeyou,whoknowsaboutthethingsandpeopleshe’sinterestedin,itwillgiveherabouttheonlycomfortshecanhavenow。“