第27章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:4503更新时间:18/12/26 16:55:51
Theoldman’slipswereworkingunderhisstainedbeard。Heturnedtothelawyerwithtimiddeference:“Phelpsandtherestarecomin’backtosetupwithHarve,ain’tthey?“heasked。“Thank’ee,Jim,thank’ee。“Hebrushedthehairbackgentlyfromhisson’sforehead。“Hewasagoodboy,Jim;alwaysagoodboy。Hewasezgentleezachildandthekindestof’emall——onlywedidn’tnoneofuseveronderstandhim。“Thetearstrickledslowlydownhisbeardanddroppeduponthesculptor’scoat。 “Martin,Martin。Oh,Martin!comehere,“hiswifewailedfromthetopofthestairs。Theoldmanstartedtimorously: “Yes,Annie,I’mcoming。“Heturnedaway,hesitatedstoodforamomentinmiserableindecision;thenhereachedbackandpattedthedeadman’shairsoftly,andstumbledfromtheroom。 “Pooroldman,Ididn’tthinkhehadanytearsleft。Seemsasifhiseyeswouldhavegonedrylongago。Athisagenothingcutsverydeep,“remarkedthelawyer。 SomethinginhistonemadeSteavensglanceup。Whilethemotherhadbeenintheroomtheyoungmanhadscarcelyseenanyoneelse;butnow,fromthemomenthefirstglancedintoJimLaird’sfloridfaceandbloodshoteyes,heknewthathehadfoundwhathehadbeenheartsickatnotfindingbefore——thefeeling,theunderstanding,thatmustexistinsomeone,evenhere。 Themanwasredashisbeard,withfeaturesswollenandblurredbydissipation,andahot,blazingblueeye。Hisfacewasstrained——thatofamanwhoiscontrollinghimselfwithdifficulty——andhekeptpluckingathisbeardwithasortoffierceresentment。Steavens,sittingbythewindow,watchedhimturndowntheglaringlamp,stillitsjanglingpendantswithanangrygesture,andthenstandwithhishandslockedbehindhim,staringdownintothemaster’sface。Hecouldnothelpwonderingwhatlinktherecouldhavebeenbetweentheporcelainvesselandsosootyalumpofpotter’sclay。 Fromthekitchenanuproarwassounding;whenthedining- roomdooropenedtheimportofitwasclear。Themotherwasabusingthemaidforhavingforgottentomakethedressingforthechickensaladwhichhadbeenpreparedforthewatchers。 Steavenshadneverheardanythingintheleastlikeit;itwasinjured,emotional,dramaticabuse,uniqueandmasterlyinitsexcruciatingcruelty,asviolentandunrestrainedashadbeenhergriefoftwentyminutesbefore。Withashudderofdisgustthelawyerwentintothediningroomandclosedthedoorintothekitchen。 “PoorRoxy’sgettingitnow,“heremarkedwhenhecameback。 “TheMerrickstookheroutofthepoorhouseyearsago;andifherloyaltywouldlether,Iguessthepooroldthingcouldtelltalesthatwouldcurdleyourblood。She’sthemulattowomanwhowasstandinginhereawhileago,withheraprontohereyes。 Theoldwomanisafury;thereneverwasanybodylikeherfordemonstrativepietyandingeniouscruelty。ShemadeHarvey’slifeahellforhimwhenhelivedathome;hewassosickashamedofit。Inevercouldseehowhekepthimselfsosweet。“ “Hewaswonderful,“saidSteavensslowly,“wonderful;butuntiltonightIhaveneverknownhowwonderful。“ “Thatisthetrueandeternalwonderofit,anyway;thatitcancomeevenfromsuchadungheapasthis,“thelawyercried,withasweepinggesturewhichseemedtoindicatemuchmorethanthefourwallswithinwhichtheystood。 “IthinkI’llseewhetherIcangetalittleair。TheroomissocloseIambeginningtofeelratherfaint,“murmuredSteavens,strugglingwithoneofthewindows。Thesashwasstuck,however,andwouldnotyield,sohesatdowndejectedlyandbeganpullingathiscollar。Thelawyercameover,loosenedthesashwithoneblowofhisredfist,andsentthewindowupafewinches。Steavensthankedhim,butthenauseawhichhadbeengraduallyclimbingintohisthroatforthelasthalf-hourlefthimwithbutonedesire——adesperatefeelingthathemustgetawayfromthisplacewithwhatwasleftofHarveyMerrick。Oh,hecomprehendedwellenoughnowthequietbitternessofthesmilethathehadseensooftenonhismaster’slips! Herememberedthatonce,whenMerrickreturnedfromavisithome,hebroughtwithhimasingularlyfeelingandsuggestivebas-reliefofathin,fadedoldwoman,sittingandsewingsomethingpinnedtoherknee;whileafull-lipped,full-bloodedlittleurchin,histrousersheldupbyasinglegallows,stoodbesideher,impatientlytwitchinghergowntocallherattentiontoabutterflyhehadcaught。Steavens,impressedbythetenderanddelicatemodelingofthethin,tiredface,hadaskedhimifitwerehismother。Herememberedthedullflushthathadburnedupinthesculptor’sface。 Thelawyerwassittinginarockingchairbesidethecoffin,hisheadthrownbackandhiseyesclosed。Steavenslookedathimearnestly,puzzledatthelineofthechin,andwonderingwhyamanshouldconcealafeatureofsuchdistinctionunderthatdisfiguringshockofbeard。Suddenly,asthoughhefelttheyoungsculptor’skeenglance,heopenedhiseyes。 “Washealwaysagooddealofanoyster?“heaskedabruptly。 “Hewasterriblyshyasaboy。“ “Yes,hewasanoyster,sinceyouputitso,“rejoinedSteavens。“Althoughhecouldbeveryfondofpeople,healwaysgaveonetheimpressionofbeingdetached。Hedislikedviolentemotion;hewasreflective,andratherdistrustfulofhimself—— except,ofcourse,asregardedhiswork。Hewassurefootedenoughthere。Hedistrustedmenprettythoroughlyandwomenevenmore,yetsomehowwithoutbelievingillofthem。Hewasdetermined,indeed,tobelievethebest,butheseemedafraidtoinvestigate。“ “Aburntdogdreadsthefire,“saidthelawyergrimly,andclosedhiseyes。 Steavenswentonandon,reconstructingthatwholemiserableboyhood。Allthisraw,bitinguglinesshadbeentheportionofthemanwhosetasteswererefinedbeyondthelimitsofthereasonable——whosemindwasanexhaustlessgalleryofbeautifulimpressions,andsosensitivethatthemereshadowofapoplarleafflickeringagainstasunnywallwouldbeetchedandheldthereforever。Surely,ifeveramanhadthemagicwordinhisfingertips,itwasMerrick。Whateverhetouched,herevealeditsholiestsecret;liberateditfromenchantmentandrestoredittoitspristineloveliness,liketheArabianprincewhofoughttheenchantressspellforspell。Uponwhateverhehadcomeincontactwith,hehadleftabeautifulrecordoftheexperience——asortofetherealsignature;ascent,asound,acolorthatwashisown。 Steavensunderstoodnowtherealtragedyofhismaster’slife;neitherlovenorwine,asmanyhadconjectured,butablowwhichhadfallenearlierandcutdeeperthanthesecouldhavedone——ashamenothis,andyetsounescapablyhis,tobideinhisheartfromhisveryboyhood。Andwithout——thefrontierwarfare; theyearningofaboy,castashoreuponadesertofnewnessanduglinessandsordidness,forallthatischastenedandold,andnoblewithtraditions。 Ateleveno’clockthetall,flatwomaninblackcrepeentered,announcedthatthewatcherswerearriving,andaskedthem“tostepintothediningroom。“AsSteavensrosethelawyersaiddryly:“Yougoon——it’llbeagoodexperienceforyou,doubtless;asforme,I’mnotequaltothatcrowdtonight;I’vehadtwentyyearsofthem。“ AsSteavensclosedthedoorafterhimbeglancedbackatthelawyer,sittingbythecoffininthedimlight,withhischinrestingonhishand。 Thesamemistygroupthathadstoodbeforethedooroftheexpresscarshuffledintothediningroom。Inthelightofthekerosenelamptheyseparatedandbecameindividuals。Theminister,apale,feeble-lookingmanwithwhitehairandblondchin-whiskers,tookhisseatbesideasmallsidetableandplacedhisBibleuponit。TheGrandArmymansatdownbehindthestoveandtiltedhischairbackcomfortablyagainstthewall,fishinghisquilltoothpickfromhiswaistcoatpocket。Thetwobankers,PhelpsandElder,satoffinacornerbehindthedinnertable,wheretheycouldfinishtheirdiscussionofthenewusurylawanditseffectonchattelsecurityloans。Therealestateagent,anoldmanwithasmiling,hypocriticalface,soonjoinedthem。Thecoal-and-lumberdealerandthecattleshippersatonoppositesidesofthehardcoal-burner,theirfeetonthenickelwork。 Steavenstookabookfromhispocketandbegantoread。Thetalkaroundhimrangedthroughvarioustopicsoflocalinterestwhilethehousewasquietingdown。WhenitwasclearthatthemembersofthefamilywereinbedtheGrandArmymanhitchedhisshouldersand,untanglinghislonglegs,caughthisheelsontheroundsofhischair。 “S’posethere’llbeawill,Phelps?“hequeriedinhisweakfalsetto。 Thebankerlaugheddisagreeablyandbegantrimminghisnailswithapearl-handledpocketknife。 “There’llscarcelybeanyneedforone,willthere?“hequeriedinhisturn。 TherestlessGrandArmymanshiftedhispositionagain,gettinghiskneesstillnearerhischin。“Why,theolemansaysHarve’sdonerightwelllately,“hechirped。 Theotherbankerspokeup。“IreckonhemeansbythatHarveain’taskedhimtomortgageanymorefarmslately,soashecouldgoonwithhiseducation。“ “Seemslikemyminddon’treachbacktoatimewhenHarvewasn’tbein’edycated,“titteredtheGrandArmyman。 Therewasageneralchuckle。Theministertookouthishandkerchiefandblewhisnosesonorously。BankerPhelpsclosedhisknifewithasnap。“It’stoobadtheoldman’ssonsdidn’tturnoutbetter,“heremarkedwithreflectiveauthority。“Theyneverhungtogether。HespentmoneyenoughonHarvetostockadozencattlefarmsandhemightaswellhavepoureditintoSandCreek。IfHarvehadstayedathomeandhelpednursewhatlittletheyhad,andgoneintostockontheoldman’sbottomfarm,theymightallhavebeenwellfixed。Buttheoldmanhadtotrusteverythingtotenantsandwascheatedrightandleft。“ “Harvenevercouldhavehandledstocknone,“interposedthecattleman。“Hehadn’titinhimtobesharp。DoyourememberwhenheboughtSander’smulesforeight-year-olds,wheneverybodyintownknewthatSander’sfather-in-lawgive’emtohiswifeforaweddingpresenteighteenyearsbefore,an’theywasfull-grownmulesthen。“ Everyonechuckled,andtheGrandArmymanrubbedhiskneeswithaspasmofchildishdelight。 “Harveneverwasmuchaccountforanythingpractical,andheshorewasneverfondofwork,“beganthecoal-and-lumberdealer。