第23章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:4271更新时间:18/12/26 16:55:51
“Youwilljoinus,M。Roux?“ “Thankyou,butIhavesomeletterstowrite,“repliedthenovelist,bowing。 AsFlaviahadremarkedtoImogen,“Arthurreallyplayedaccompanimentsremarkablywell。“Tohearhimrecalledvividlythedaysofherchildhood,whenhealwaysusedtospendhisbusinessvacationsathermother’shomeinMaine。Hehadpossessedforherthatalmosthypnoticinfluencewhichyoungmensometimesexertuponlittlegirls。Itwasasortofphantomloveaffair,subjectiveandfanciful,aprecocityofinstinct,likethattenderandmaternalconcernwhichsomelittlegirlsfeelfortheirdolls。Yetthischildishinfatuationiscapableofallthedepressionsandexaltationsofloveitself,ithasitsbitterjealousies,crueldisappointments,itsexactingcaprices。 Summeraftersummershehadawaitedhiscomingandweptathisdeparture,indifferenttothegayeryoungmenwhohadcalledhertheirsweetheartandlaughedateverythingshesaid。AlthoughHamiltonneversaidso,shehadbeenalwaysquitesurethathewasfondofher。Whenhepulledheruptherivertohuntforfairyknollsshutaboutbylow,hangingwillows,hewasoftensilentforanhouratatime,yetsheneverfelthewasboredorwasneglectingher。Hewouldlieinthesandsmoking,hiseyeshalf-closed,watchingherplay,andshewasalwaysconsciousthatshewasentertaininghim。Sometimeshewouldtakeacopyof“AliceinWonderland“inhispocket,andnoonecouldreaditashecould,laughingatherwithhisdarkeyes,whenanythingamusedhim。Nooneelsecouldlaughso,withjusttheireyes,andwithoutmovingamuscleoftheirface。Thoughheusuallysmiledatpassagesthatseemednotatallfunnytothechild,shealwayslaughedgleefully,becausehewassoseldommovedtomirththatanysuchdemonstrationdelightedherandshetookthecreditofitentirelytoherselfHerowninclinationhadbeenforseriousstories,withsadendings,liketheLittleMermaid,whichhehadoncetoldherinanunguardedmomentwhenshehadacold,andwasputtobedearlyonherbirthdaynightandcriedbecauseshecouldnothaveherparty。Buthehighlydisapprovedofthispreference,andhadcalleditamorbidtaste,andalwaysshookhisfingeratherwhensheaskedforthestory。Whenshehadbeenparticularlygood,orparticularlyneglectedbyotherpeople,thenhewouldsometimesmeltandtellherthestory,andneverlaughatherifsheenjoyedthe“sadending“eventotears。WhenFlaviahadtakenhimawayandhecamenomore,sheweptinconsolablyforthespaceoftwoweeks,andrefusedtolearnherlessons。ThenshefoundthestoryoftheLittleMermaidherself,andforgothim。 Imogenhaddiscoveredatdinnerthathecouldstillsmileatonesecretly,outofhiseyes,andthathehadtheoldmannerofoutwardlyseemingbored,butlettingyouknowthathewasnot。 Shewasintenselycuriousabouthisexactstateoffeelingtowardhiswife,andmorecuriousstilltocatchasenseofhisfinaladjustmenttotheconditionsoflifeingeneral。This,shecouldnothelpfeeling,shemightgetagain——ifshecouldhavehimaloneforanhour,insomeplacewheretherewasalittleriverandasandycoveborderedbydroopingwillows,andablueskyseenthroughwhitesycamoreboughs。 Thatevening,beforeretiring,Flaviaenteredherhusband’sroom,wherebesatinhissmokingjacket,inoneofhisfavoritelowchairs。 “Isupposeit’sagraveresponsibilitytobringanardent,seriousyoungthinglikeImogenhereamongallthesefascinatingpersonages,“sheremarkedreflectively。“But,afterall,onecannevertell。Thesegrave,silentgirlshavetheirowncharm,evenforfacilepeople。“ “Oh,sothatisyourplan?“queriedherhusbanddryly。“I waswonderingwhyyougotheruphere。Shedoesn’tseemtomixwellwiththefaciles。Atleast,soitstruckme。“ Flaviapaidnoheedtothisjeeringremark,butrepeated,“No,afterall,itmaynotbeabadthing。“ “Thendoconsignhertothatshakenreed,thetenor,“saidherhusbandyawning。“Iremembersheusedtohaveatasteforthepathetic。“ “Andthen,“remarkedFlaviacoquettishly,“afterall,Iowehermotherareturninkind。Shewasnotafraidtotriflewithdestiny。“ ButHamiltonwasasleepinhischair。 NextmorningImogenfoundonlyMissBroadwoodinthebreakfastroom。 “Goodmorning,mydeargirl,whateverareyoudoingupsoearly?Theyneverbreakfastbeforeeleven。Mostofthemtaketheircoffeeintheirroom。Takethisplacebyme。“ MissBroadwoodlookedparticularlyfreshandencouraginginherbluesergewalkingskirt,heropenjacketdisplayinganexpanseofstiff,whiteshirtbosom,dottedwithsomealmostimperceptiblefigure,andadarkblue-and-whitenecktie,neatlyknottedunderherwide,rollingcollar。Sheworeawhiterosebudinthelapelofhercoat,anddecidedlysheseemedmorethaneverlikeanice,cleanboyonhisholiday。ImogenwasjusthopingthattheywouldbreakfastalonewhenMissBroadwoodexclaimed,“Ah,therecomesArthurwiththechildren。That’stherewardofearlyrisinginthishouse;younevergettoseetheyoungstersatanyothertime。“ Hamiltonentered,followedbytwodark,handsomelittleboys。Thegirl,whowasverytiny,blondelikehermother,andexceedinglyfrail,hecarriedinhisarms。Theboyscameupandsaidgoodmorningwithaneaseandcheerfulnessuncommon,eveninwell-bredchildren,butthelittlegirlhidherfaceonherfather’sshoulder。 “She’sashylittlelady,“heexplainedasheputhergentlydowninherchair。“I’mafraidshe’slikeherfather;shecan’tseemtogetusedtomeetingpeople。Andyou,MissWillard,didyoudreamoftheWhiteRabbitortheLittleMermaid?“ “Oh,Idreamedofthemall!Allthepersonagesofthatburiedcivilization,“criedImogen,delightedthathisestrangedmannerofthenightbeforehadentirelyvanishedandfeelingthat,somehow,theoldconfidentialrelationshadbeenrestoredduringthenight。 “Come,William,“saidMissBroadwood,turningtotheyoungerofthetwoboys,“andwhatdidyoudreamabout?“ “Wedreamed,“saidWilliamgravely——hewasthemoreassertiveofthetwoandalwaysspokeforboth——“wedreamedthattherewerefireworkshiddeninthebasementofthecarriagehouse;lotsandlotsoffireworks。“ Hiselderbrotherlookedupathimwithapprehensiveastonishment,whileMissBroadwoodhastilyputhernapkintoherlipsandHamiltondroppedhiseyes。“Iflittleboysdreamthings,theyaresoaptnottocometrue,“hereflectedsadly。 ThisshookeventheredoubtableWilliam,andheglancednervouslyathisbrother。“Butdothingsvanishjustbecausetheyhavebeendreamed?“heobjected。 “Generallythatistheverybestreasonfortheirvanishing,“ saidArthurgravely。 “But,Father,peoplecan’thelpwhattheydream,“ remonstratedEdwardgently。 “Oh,come!You’remakingthesechildrentalklikeaMaeterlinckdialogue,“laughedMissBroadwood。 Flaviapresentlyentered,abookinherhand,andbadethemallgoodmorning。“Come,littlepeople,whichstoryshallitbethismorning?“sheaskedwinningly。Greatlyexcited,thechildrenfollowedherintothegarden。“Shedoesthen,sometimes,“murmuredImogenastheyleftthebreakfastroom。 “Oh,yes,tobesure,“saidMissBroadwoodcheerfully。“Shereadsastorytothemeverymorninginthemostpicturesquepartofthegarden。ThemotheroftheGracchi,youknow。Shedoessolong,shesays,forthetimewhentheywillbeintellectualcompanionsforher。Whatdoyousaytoawalkoverthehills?“ AstheyleftthehousetheymetFrauLichtenfeldandthebushyHerrSchotte——theprofessorcutanastonishingfigureingolfstockings——returningfromawalkandengagedinananimatedconversationonthetendenciesofGermanfiction。 “Aren’ttheythemostattractivelittlechildren,“exclaimedImogenastheywounddowntheroadtowardtheriver。 “Yes,andyoumustnotfailtotellFlaviathatyouthinkso。Shewilllookatyouinasortofstartledwayandsay,’Yes,aren’tthey?’andmaybeshewillgooffandhuntthemupandhaveteawiththem,tofullyappreciatethem。Sheisawfullyafraidofmissinganythinggood,isFlavia。ThewaythoseyoungstersmanagetoconcealtheirguiltypresenceintheHouseofSongisawonder。“ “Butdon’tanyoftheartist-folkfancychildren?“askedImogen。 “Yes,theyjustfancythemandnomore。Thechemistremarkedtheotherdaythatchildrenarelikecertainsaltswhichneednotbeactualizedbecausetheformulaearequitesufficientforpracticalpurposes。Idon’tseehowevenFlaviacanenduretohavethatmanabout。“ “IhavealwaysbeenrathercurioustoknowwhatArthurthinksofitall,“remarkedImogencautiously。 “Thinksofit!“ejaculatedMissBroadwood。“Why,mydear,whatwouldanymanthinkofhavinghishouseturnedintoanhotel,habitedbyfreakswhodischargehisservants,borrowhismoney,andinsulthisneighbors?Thisplaceisshunnedlikealazaretto!“ Well,then,whydoeshe——whydoeshe——“persistedImogen。 “Bah!“interruptedMissBroadwoodimpatiently,“whydidheinthefirstplace?That’sthequestion。“ “Marryher,youmean?“saidImogencoloring。 “Exactlyso,“saidMissBroadwoodsharply,asshesnappedthelidofhermatchbox。 “Isupposethatisaquestionratherbeyondus,andcertainlyonewhichwecannotdiscuss,“saidImogen。“Buthistolerationonthisonepointpuzzlesme,quiteapartfromothercomplications。“ “Toleration?Whythispoint,asyoucallit,simplyisFlavia。Whocouldconceiveofherwithoutit?Idon’tknowwhereit’sallgoingtoend,I’msure,andI’mequallysurethat,ifitwerenotforArthur,Ishouldn’tcare,“declaredMissBroadwood,drawinghershoulderstogether。 “Butwillitendatall,now?“ “Suchanabsurdstateofthingscan’tgoonindefinitely。A