第22章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:5004更新时间:18/12/26 16:55:51
“Well,Jimmy,“heremarked,“Ibroughtupapianoboxfulloffireworksfortheboys。Howdoyousupposewe’llmanagetokeepthemuntiltheFourth?“ “Wecan’t,unlesswesteelourselvestodenythereareanyonthepremises,“saidMissBroadwood,seatingherselfonalowstoolbyHamilton’schairandleaningbackagainstthemantel。“HaveyouseenHelen,andhasshetoldyouthetragedyofthetooth?“ “Shemetmeatthestation,withhertoothwrappedupintissuepaper。Ihadteawithheranhourago。Bettersitdown,MissWillard;“heroseandpushedachairtowardImogen,whowasstandingpeeringintotheconservatory。“Wearescheduledtodineatseven,buttheyseldomgetaroundbeforeeight。“ BythistimeImogenhadmadeoutthatherethepluralpronoun,thirdperson,alwaysreferredtotheartists。AsHamilton’smannerdidnotspuronetocordialintercourse,andashisattentionseemeddirectedtoMissBroadwood,insofarasitcouldbesaidtobedirectedtoanyone,shesatdownfacingtheconservatoryandwatchedhim,unabletodecideinhowfarhewasidenticalwiththemanwhohadfirstmetFlaviaMalcolminhermother’shouse,twelveyearsago。Didheatallrememberhavingknownherasalittlegirl,andwhydidhisindifferencehurtherso,afteralltheseyears?Hadsomeremnantofherchildishaffectionforhimgoneonliving,somewheredowninthesealedcavesofherconsciousness,andhadshereallyexpectedtofinditpossibletobefondofhimagain?Suddenlyshesawalightintheman’ssleepyeyes,anunmistakableexpressionofinterestandpleasurethatfairlystartledher。Sheturnedquicklyinthedirectionofhisglance,andsawFlavia,justentering,dressedfordinnerandlitbytheeffulgenceofhermostradiantmanner。MostpeopleconsideredFlaviahandsome,andtherewasnogainsayingthatshecarriedherfive-and-thirtyyearssplendidly。Herfigurehadnevergrownmatronly,andherfacewasofthesortthatdoesnotshowwear。Itsblondtintswereasfreshandenduringasenamel——andquiteashard。Itsusualexpressionwasoneoftense,oftenstrained,animation,whichcompressedherlipsnervously。Aperfectscreamofanimation,MissBroadwoodhadcalledit,createdandmaintainedbysheer,indomitableforceofwill。Flavia’sappearanceonanyscenewhatevermadearipple,causedacertainagitationandrecognition,and,amongimpressionablepeople,acertainuneasiness,Forallhersparklingassuranceofmanner,Flaviawascertainlyalwaysillateaseand,evenmorecertainly,anxious。Sheseemednotconvincedoftheestablishedorderofmaterialthings,seemedalwaystryingtoconcealherfeelingthatwallsmightcrumble,chasmsopen,orthefabricofherlifeflytothewindsinirretrievableentanglement。AtleastthiswastheimpressionImogengotfromthatnoteinFlaviawhichwassomanifestlyfalse。 Hamilton’skeen,quick,satisfiedglanceathiswifehadrecalledtoImogenallherinventoryofspeculationsaboutthem。 Shelookedathimwithcompassionatesurprise。AsachildshehadneverpermittedherselftobelievethatHamiltoncaredatallforthewomanwhohadtakenhimawayfromher;andsinceshehadbeguntothinkaboutthemagain,ithadneveroccurredtoherthatanyonecouldbecomeattachedtoFlaviainthatdeeplypersonalandexclusivesense。ItseemedquiteasirrationalastryingtopossessoneselfofBroadwayatnoon。 WhentheywentouttodinnerImogenrealizedthecompletenessofFlavia’striumph。Theywerepeopleofonename,mostly,likekings;peoplewhosenamesstirredtheimaginationlikearomanceoramelody。WiththenotableexceptionofM。Roux,Imogenhadseenmostofthembefore,eitherinconcerthallsorlecturerooms;buttheylookednoticeablyolderanddimmerthansherememberedthem。 OppositehersatSchemetzkin,theRussianpianist,ashort,corpulentman,withanapoplecticfaceandpurplishskin,histhick,iron-grayhairtossedbackfromhisforehead。NexttotheGermangiantesssattheItaliantenor——thetiniestofmen——pale,withsoft,lighthair,muchindisorder,veryredlips,andfingersyellowedbycigarettes。FrauLichtenfeldshoneinagownofemeraldgreen,fittingsocloselyastoenhancehernaturalfloridness。However,todothegoodladyjustice,letherattirebeneversomodest,itgaveaneffectofbarbaricsplendor。AtherleftsatHerrSchotte,theAssyriologist,whosefeatureswereeffectuallyconcealedbytheconvergenceofhishairandbeard,andwhoseglasseswerecontinuallyfallingintohisplate。Thisgentlemanhadremovedmoretonsofearthinthecourseofhisexplorationsthanhadanyofhisconfreres,andhisvigorousattackuponhisfoodseemedtosuggestthestrenuousnatureofhisaccustomedtoil。Hiseyesweresmallanddeeplyset,andhisforeheadbulgedfiercelyabovehisevesinabonyridge。Hisheavybrowscompletedtheleoninesuggestionofhisface。EventoImogen,whoknewsomethingofhisworkandgreatlyrespectedit,hewasentirelytooreminiscentoftheStoneAgetobealtogetheranagreeabledinnercompanion。Heseemed,indeed,tohaveabsorbedsomethingofthesavageryofthoseearlytypesoflifewhichhecontinuallystudied。 FrankWellington,theyoungKansasmanwhohadbeentwoyearsoutofHarvardandhadpublishedthreehistoricalnovels,satnexttoMr。WillMaidenwood,whowasstillpalefromhisrecentsufferingsandcarriedhishandbandaged。Theytooklittlepartinthegeneralconversation,but,likethelionandtheunicorn,werealwaysatit,discussing,everytimetheymet,whethertherewereorwerenotpassagesinMr。Wellington’sworkswhichshouldbeeliminated,outofconsiderationfortheYoungPerson。WellingtonhadfallenintothehandsofagreatAmericansyndicatewhichmosteffectuallybefriendedstrugglingauthorswhosestruggleswereintherightdirection,andwhichhadguaranteedtomakehimfamousbeforehewasthirty。FeelingthesecurityofhispositionhestoutlydefendedthosepassageswhichjarreduponthesensitivenervesoftheyoungeditorofWoman。Maidenwood,inthesmoothestofvoices,urgedthenecessityoftheauthor’srecognizingcertainrestrictionsattheoutset,andMissBroadwood,whojoinedtheargumentquitewithoutinvitationorencouragement,secondedhimwithpointedandmaliciousremarkswhichcausedtheyoungeditormanifestdiscomfort。Restzhoff,thechemist,demandedtheattentionoftheentirecompanyforhisexpositionofhisdevicesformanufacturingicecreamfromvegetableoilsandforadministeringdrugsinbonbons。 Flavia,alwaysnoticeablyrestlessatdinner,wassomewhatapathetictowardtheadvocateofpeptonizedchocolateandwasplainlyconcernedaboutthesuddendepartureofM。Roux,whohadannouncedthatitwouldbenecessaryforhimtoleavetomorrow。 M。EmileRoux,whosatatFlavia’sright,wasamaninmiddlelifeandquitebald,clearlywithoutpersonalvanity,thoughhispublisherspreferredtocirculateonlythoseofhisportraitstakeninhisambrosialyouth。Imogenwasconsiderablyshockedathisunlikenesstotheslender,black-stockedRollahehadlookedattwenty。Hehaddeclinedintotheflorid,settledheavinessofindifferenceandapproachingage。Therewas,however,acertainlookofdurabilityandsolidityabouthim;thelookofamanwhohasearnedtherighttobefatandbald,andevensilentatdinnerifhechooses。 ThroughoutthediscussionbetweenWellingtonandWillMaidenwood,thoughtheyinvitedhisparticipation,heremainedsilent,betrayingnosigneitherofinterestorcontempt。SincehisarrivalhehaddirectedmostofhisconversationtoHamilton,whohadneverreadoneofhistwelvegreatnovels。ThisperplexedandtroubledFlavia。OnthenightofhisarrivalJulesMartelhadenthusiasticallydeclared,“Thereareschoolsandschools,mannersandmanners;butRouxisRoux,andParissetsitswatchesbyhisclock。“FlaviabadalreadyrepeatedthisremarktoImogen。Ithauntedher,andeachtimeshequoteditshewasimpressedanew。 Flaviashiftedtheconversationuneasily,evidentlyexasperatedandexcitedbyherrepeatedfailurestodrawthenovelistout。 “MonsieurRoux,“shebeganabruptly,withhermostanimatedsmile,“IremembersowellastatementIreadsomeyearsagoinyour’MesEtudesdesFemmes’totheeffectthatyouhadnevermetareallyintellectualwoman。MayIask,withoutbeingimpertinent,whetherthatassertionstillrepresentsyourexperience?“ “Imeant,madam,“saidthenovelistconservatively,“intellectualinasenseveryspecial,aswesayofmeninwhomthepurelyintellectualfunctionsseemalmostindependent。“ “Andyoustillthinkawomansoconstitutedamythicalpersonage?“persistedFlavia,noddingherheadencouragingly。 “UneMeduse,madam,who,ifshewerediscovered,wouldtransmuteusallintostone,“saidthenovelist,bowinggravely。 “Ifsheexistedatall,“headdeddeliberately,“itwasmybusinesstofindher,andshehascostmemanyavainpilgrimage。 LikeRudelofTripoli,Ihavecrossedseasandpenetrateddesertstoseekherout。Ihave,indeed,encounteredwomenoflearningwhoseindustryIhavebeencompelledtorespect;manywhohavepossessedbeautyandcharmandperplexingcleverness;afewwithremarkableinformationandasortoffatalfacility。“ “AndMrs。Browning,GeorgeEliot,andyourownMme。Dudevant?“ queriedFlaviawiththatfervidenthusiasmwithwhichshecould,onoccasion,utterthingssimplyincomprehensiblefortheirbanality——atherfeatsofthissortMissBroadwoodwaswonttositbreathlesswithadmiration。 “Madam,whiletheintellectwasundeniablypresentintheperformancesofthosewomen,itwasonlythestickoftherocket。 AlthoughthiswomanhaseludedmeIhavestudiedherconditionsandperturbancesasastronomersconjecturetheorbitsofplanetstheyhaveneverseen。ifsheexists,sheisprobablyneitheranartistnorawomanwithamission,butanobscurepersonage,withimperativeintellectualneeds,whoabsorbsratherthanproduces。“ Flavia,stillnoddingnervously,fixedastrainedglanceofinterrogationuponM。Roux。“Thenyouthinkshewouldbeawomanwhosefirstnecessitywouldbetoknow,whoseinstinctswouldbesatisfiedonlywiththebest,whocoulddrawfromothers; appreciative,merely?“ Thenovelistliftedhisdulleyestohisinterlocutresswithanuntranslatablesmileandaslightinclinationofhisshoulders。“Exactlyso;youarereallyremarkable,madam,“headded,inatoneofcoldastonishment。 Afterdinnerthegueststooktheircoffeeinthemusicroom,whereSchemetzkinsatdownatthepianotodrumragtime,andgivehiscelebratedimitationoftheboardingschoolgirl’sexecutionofChopin。Heflatlyrefusedtoplayanythingmoreserious,andwouldpracticeonlyinthemorning,whenhehadthemusicroomtohimself。HamiltonandM。RouxrepairedtothesmokingroomtodiscussthenecessityofextendingthetaxonmanufacturedarticlesinFrance——oneofthoseconversationswhichparticularlyexasperatedFlavia。 AfterSchemetzkinhadgrimacedandtorturedthekeyboardwithmaliciousvulgaritiesforhalfanhour,SignorDonati,toputanendtohistorture,consentedtosing,andFlaviaandImogenwenttofetchArthurtoplayhisaccompaniments。Hamiltonrosewithanannoyedlookandplacedhiscigaretteonthemantel。 “Whyyes,Flavia,I’llaccompanyhim,providedhesingssomethingwithamelody,Italianariasorballads,andprovidedtherecitalisnotinterminable。“