第17章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:4319更新时间:18/12/26 16:55:51
“Hasn’tCousinClarafixedthingslovely?“littleHildawhispered,whenNilswentuptoherstallandaskedforlemonade。 Nilsleanedagainstthebooth,talkingtotheexcitedlittlegirlandwatchingthepeople。Thebarnfacedthewest,andthesun,pouringinatthebigdoors,filledthewholeinteriorwithagoldenlight,throughwhichfilteredfineparticlesofdustfromthehaymow,wherethechildrenwereromping。TherewasagreatchatteringfromthestallwhereJohannaVavrikaexhibitedtotheadmiringwomenherplattersheapedwithfriedchicken,herroastsofbeef,boiledtongues,andbakedhamswithclovesstuckinthecrispbrownfatandgarnishedwithtansyandparsley。Theolderwomen,havingassuredthemselvesthatthereweretwentykindsofcake,notcountingcookies,andthreedozenfatpies,repairedtothecornerbehindthepileofwatermelons,putontheirwhiteaprons,andfelltotheirknittingandfancywork。Theywereafinecompanyofoldwomen,andaDutchpainterwouldhavelovedtofindthemtheretogether,wherethesunmadebrightpatchesonthefloorandsentlong,quiveringshaftsofgoldthroughtheduskyshadeupamongtherafters。Therewerefat,rosyoldwomenwholookedhotintheirbestblackdresses;spare,alertoldwomenwithbrown,dark-veinedhands;andseveralofalmostheroicframe,notlessmassivethanoldMrs。Ericsonherself。Fewofthemworeglasses,andoldMrs。Svendsen,aDanishwoman,whowasquitebald,woretheonlycapamongthem。Mrs。Oleson,whohadtwelvebiggrandchildren,couldstillshowtwobraidsofyellowhairasthickasherownwrists。Amongallthesegrandmothersthereweremorebrownheadsthanwhite。Theyallhadapleased,prosperousair,asiftheyweremorethansatisfiedwiththemselvesandwithlife。 Nils,leaningagainstHilda’slemonadestand,watchedthemastheysatchatteringinfourlanguages,theirfingersneverlaggingbehindtheirtongues。 “Lookatthemoverthere,“hewhispered,detainingClaraasshepassedhim。“Aren’ttheytheOldGuard?I’vejustcountedthirtyhands。Iguessthey’vewrungmanyachicken’sneckandwarmedmanyaboy’sjacketforhimintheirtime。“ InrealityhefellintoamazementwhenhethoughtoftheHerculeanlaboursthosefifteenpairsofhandshadperformed:ofthecowstheyhadmilked,thebuttertheyhadmade,thegardenstheyhadplanted,thechildrenandgrandchildrentheyhadtended,thebroomstheyhadwornout,themountainsoffoodtheyhadcooked。Itmadehimdizzy。ClaraVavrikasmiledahard,enigmaticalsmileathimandwalkedrapidlyaway。Nils’eyesfollowedherwhitefigureasshewenttowardthehouse。Hewatchedherwalkingaloneinthesunlight,lookedatherslender,defiantshouldersandherlittlehard-setheadwithitscoilsofblue-blackhair。“No,“hereflected;“she’dneverbelikethem,notifshelivedhereahundredyears。She’donlygrowmorebitter。Youcan’ttameawildthing;youcanonlychainit。 Peoplearen’tallalike。Imustn’tlosemynerve。“HegaveHilda’spigtailapartingtweakandsetoutafterClara。“Whereto?“heasked,ashecameuponherinthekitchen。 “I’mgoingtothecellarforpreserves。“ “Letmegowithyou。Inevergetamomentalonewithyou。 Whydoyoukeepoutofmyway?“ Claralaughed。“Idon’tusuallygetinanybody’sway。“ Nilsfollowedherdownthestairsandtothefarcornerofthecellar,whereabasementwindowletinastreamoflight。 FromaswingingshelfClaraselectedseveralglassjars,eachlabeledinJohanna’scarefulhand。Nilstookupabrownflask。 “What’sthis?Itlooksgood。“ “Itis。It’ssomeFrenchbrandyfathergavemewhenIwasmarried。Wouldyoulikesome?Haveyouacorkscrew?I’llgetglasses。“ Whenshebroughtthem,Nilstookthemfromherandputthemdownonthewindow-sill。“ClaraVavrika,doyourememberhowcrazyIusedtobeaboutyou?“ Clarashruggedhershoulders。“Boysarealwayscrazyaboutsomebodyoranother。IdaresaysomesillyhasbeencrazyaboutEvelinaOleson。Yougotoveritinahurry。“ “BecauseIdidn’tcomeback,youmean?Ihadtogeton,youknow,anditwashardsleddingatfirst。ThenIheardyou’dmarriedOlaf。“ “Andthenyoustayedawayfromabrokenheart,“Claralaughed。 “AndthenIbegantothinkaboutyoumorethanIhadsinceI firstwentaway。IbegantowonderifyouwerereallyasyouhadseemedtomewhenIwasaboy。IthoughtI’dliketosee。I’vehadlotsofgirls,butnooneeverpulledmethesameway。ThemoreIthoughtaboutyou,themoreIrememberedhowitusedtobe—— likehearingawildtuneyoucan’tresist,callingyououtatnight。Ithadbeenalongwhilesinceanythinghadpulledmeoutofmyboots,andIwonderedwhetheranythingevercouldagain。“ Nilsthrusthishandsintohiscoatpocketsandsquaredhisshoulders,ashismothersometimessquaredhers,asOlaf,inaclumsiermanner,squaredhis。“SoIthoughtI’dcomebackandsee。 Ofcoursethefamilyhavetriedtodome,andIratherthoughtI’dbringoutfather’swillandmakeafuss。Buttheycanhavetheiroldland;they’veputenoughsweatintoit。“Hetooktheflaskandfilledthetwoglassescarefullytothebrim。“I’vefoundoutwhatIwantfromtheEricsons。Drinkskoal,Clara。“Heliftedhisglass,andClaratookherswithdowncasteyes。“Lookatme,ClaraVavrika。Skoal!“ Sheraisedherburningeyesandansweredfiercely:“Skoal!“ Thebarnsupperbeganatsixo’clockandlastedfortwohilarioushours。YenseNelsonhadmadeawagerthathecouldeattwowholefriedchickens,andhedid。EliSwansonstowedawaytwowholecustardpies,andNickHermansonateachocolatelayercaketothelastcrumb。Therewasevenacookycontestamongthechildren,andonethin,slablikeBohemianboyconsumedsixteenandwontheprize,agingerbreadpigwhichJohannaVavrikahadcarefullydecoratedwithredcandiesandburntsugar。FritzSweiheart,theGermancarpenter,woninthepicklecontest,buthedisappearedsoonaftersupperandwasnotseenfortherestoftheevening。JoeVavrikasaidthatFritzcouldhavemanagedthepicklesallright,buthehadsampledthedemijohninhisbuggytoooftenbeforesittingdowntothetable。 Whilethesupperwasbeingclearedawaythetwofiddlersbegantotuneupforthedance。Clarawastoaccompanythemonherolduprightpiano,whichhadbeenbroughtdownfromherfather’s。BythistimeNilshadrenewedoldacquaintances。SincehisinterviewwithClarainthecellar,hehadbeenbusytellingalltheoldwomenhowyoungtheylooked,andalltheyoungoneshowprettytheywere,andassuringthementhattheyhadherethebestfarmlandintheworld。HehadmadehimselfsoagreeablethatoldMrs。 Ericson’sfriendsbegantocomeuptoherandtellhowluckyshewastogethersmartsonbackagain,andpleasetogethimtoplayhisflute。JoeVavrika,whocouldstillplayverywellwhenheforgotthathehadrheumatism,caughtupafiddlefromJohnnyOlesonandplayedacrazyBohemiandancetunethatsetthewheelsgoing。Whenhedroppedtheboweveryonewasreadytodance。 Olaf,inafrockcoatandasolemnmade-upnecktie,ledthegrandmarchwithhismother。Clarahadkeptwelloutofthat bystickingtothepiano。Sheplayedthemarchwithapompoussolemnitywhichgreatlyamusedtheprodigalson,whowentoverandstoodbehindher。 “Oh,aren’tyourubbingitintothem,ClaraVavrika?Andaren’tyouluckytohavemehere,orallyourwitwouldbethrownaway。“ “I’musedtobeingwittyformyself。Itsavesmylife。“ Thefiddlesstruckupapolka,andNilsconvulsedJoeVavrikabyleadingoutEvelinaOleson,thehomelyschoolteacher。HisnextpartnerwasaveryfatSwedishgirl,who,althoughshewasanheiress,hadnotbeenaskedforthefirstdance,buthadstoodagainstthewallinhertight,high-heeledshoes,nervouslyfingeringalacehandkerchief。Shewassoonoutofbreath,soNilsledher,pleasedandpanting,toherseat,andwentovertothepiano,fromwhichClarahadbeenwatchinghisgallantry。“AskOlenaYenson,“shewhispered。“Shewaltzesbeautifully。“ Olena,too,wasratherinconvenientlyplump,handsomeinasmooth,heavyway,withafinecolourandgood-natured,sleepyeyes。Shewasredolentofvioletsachetpowder,andhadwarm,soft,whitehands,butshedanceddivinely,movingassmoothlyasthetidecomingin。“There,that’ssomethinglike,“Nilssaidashereleasedher。“You’llgivemethenextwaltz,won’tyou?NowImustgoanddancewithmylittlecousin。“ HildawasgreatlyexcitedwhenNilswentuptoherstallandheldouthisarm。Herlittleeyessparkled,butshedeclaredthatshecouldnotleaveherlemonade。OldMrs。Ericson,whohappenedalongatthismoment,saidshewouldattendtothat,andHildacameout,aspinkasherpinkdress。Thedancewasaschottische,andinamomentheryellowbraidswerefairlystandingonend。 “Bravo!“Nilscriedencouragingly。“Wheredidyoulearntodancesonicely?“ “MyCousinClarataughtme,“thelittlegirlpanted。 NilsfoundEricsittingwithagroupofboyswhoweretooawkwardortooshytodance,andtoldhimthathemustdancethenextwaltzwithHilda。 Theboyscreweduphisshoulders。“Aw,Nils,Ican’tdance。 Myfeetaretoobig;Ilooksilly。“ “Don’tbethinkingaboutyourself。Itdoesn’tmatterhowboyslook。“ Nilshadneverspokentohimsosharplybefore,andEricmadehastetoscrambleoutofhiscornerandbrushthestrawfromhiscoat。 Claranoddedapprovingly。“Goodforyou,Nils。I’vebeentryingtogetholdofhim。Theydanceverynicelytogether;I sometimesplayforthem。“ “I’mobligedtoyouforteachinghim。There’snoreasonwhyheshouldgrowuptobealout。“ “He’llneverbethat。He’smorelikeyouthananyofthem。 Onlyhehasn’tyourcourage。“FromherslantingeyesClarashotforthoneofthosekeenglances,admiringandatthesametimechallenging,whichsheseldombestowedonanyone,andwhichseemedtosay,“Yes,Iadmireyou,butIamyourequal。“