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Nilslookedinterested。“Theotherwill?“ “Yes。Alaterone。Theyknewyourfathermadeanother,buttheyneverknewwhathedidwithit。Theyalmosttoretheoldhousetopieceslookingforit。Theyalwayssuspectedthathecarriedonaclandestinecorrespondencewithyou,fortheonethinghewoulddowastogethisownmailhimself。Sotheythoughthemighthavesentthenewwilltoyouforsafekeeping。Theoldone,leavingeverythingtoyourmother,wasmadelongbeforeyouwentaway,andit’sunderstoodamongthemthatitcutsyouout——thatshewillleaveallthepropertytotheothers。Yourfathermadethesecondwilltopreventthat。I’vebeenhopingyouhadit。Itwouldbesuchfuntospringitonthem。“Claralaughedmirthfully,athingshedidnotoftendonow。 Nilsshookhisheadreprovingly。“Come,now,you’remalicious。“ “No,I’mnot。ButI’dlikesomethingtohappentostirthemallup,justforonce。Thereneverwassuchafamilyforhavingnothingeverhappentothembutdinnerandthreshing。I’dalmostbewillingtodie,justtohaveafuneral。Youwouldn’tstanditforthreeweeks。“ Nilsbentoverthepianoandbeganpeckingatthekeyswiththefingerofonehand。“Iwouldn’t?Mydearyounglady,howdoyouknowwhatIcanstand?Youwouldn’twaittofindout。“ Claraflusheddarklyandfrowned。“Ididn’tbelieveyouwouldevercomeback——“shesaiddefiantly。 “EricbelievedIwould,andhewasonlyababywhenIwentaway。However,all’swellthatendswell,andIhaven’tcomebacktobeaskeletonatthefeast。Wemustn’tquarrel。Mothermillbeherewithasearchwarrantprettysoon。“Heswungroundandfacedher,thrustinghishandsintohiscoatpockets。“Come,yououghttobegladtoseeme,ifyouwantsomethingtohappen。I’msomething,evenwithoutawill。Wecanhavealittlefun,can’twe?Ithinkwecan!“ Sheechoedhim,“Ithinkwecan!“Theybothlaughedandtheireyessparkled。ClaraVavrikalookedtenyearsyoungerthanwhenshehadputthevelvetribbonaboutherthroatthatmorning。 “Youknow,I’msotickledtoseemother,“Nilswenton。“I didn’tknowIwassoproudofher。Aregularpiledriver。Howaboutlittlepigtails,downatthehouse?IsOlafdoingthesquarethingbythosechildren?“ Clarafrownedpensively。“Olafhastodosomethingthatlookslikethesquarething,nowthathe’sapublicman!“SheglanceddrollyatNils。“Buthemakesagoodcommissionoutofit。OnSundaystheyallgettogetherhereandfigure。HeletsPeterandAndersputinbigbillsforthekeepofthetwoboys,andhepaysthemoutoftheestate。Theyarealwayshavingwhattheycallaccountings。Olafgetssomethingoutofit,too。Idon’tknowjusthowtheydoit,butit’sentirelyafamilymatter,astheysay。AndwhentheEricsonssaythat——“Claraliftedhereyebrows。 Justthentheangryhonk-honkofanapproachingmotorsoundedfromdowntheroad。Theireyesmetandtheybegantolaugh。Theylaughedaschildrendowhentheycannotcontainthemselves,andcannotexplainthecauseoftheirmirthtogrownpeople,butshareitperfectlytogether。WhenClaraVavrikasatdownatthepianoafterhewasgone,shefeltthatshehadlaughedawayadozenyears。Shepractisedasifthehousewereburningoverherhead。 WhenNilsgreetedhismotherandclimbedintothefrontseatofthemotorbesideher,Mrs。Ericsonlookedgrim,butshemadenocommentuponhistruancyuntilshehadturnedhercarandwasretracingherrevolutionsalongtheroadthatranbyOlaf’sbigpasture。Thensheremarkeddryly: “IfIwereyouIwouldn’tseetoomuchofOlaf’swifewhileyouarehere。She’sthekindofwomanwhocan’tseemuchofmenwithoutgettingherselftalkedabout。Shewasagooddealtalkedaboutbeforehemarriedher。“ “Hasn’tOlaftamedher?“Nilsaskedindifferently。 Mrs。Ericsonshruggedhermassiveshoulders。“Olafdon’tseemtohavemuchluck,whenitcomestowives。Thefirstonewasmeekenough,butshewasalwaysailing。Andthisonehasherownway。 Hesaysifhequarreledwithhershe’dgobacktoherfather,andthenhe’dlosetheBohemianvote。ThereareagreatmanyBohunksinthisdistrict。Butwhenyoufindamanunderhiswife’sthumbyoucanalwaysbesurethere’sasoftspotinhimsomewhere。“ Nilsthoughtofhisownfather,andsmiled。“Shebroughthimagooddealofmoney,didn’tshe,besidestheBohemianvote?“ Mrs。Ericsonsniffed。“Well,shehasafairhalfsectioninherownname,butIcan’tseeasthatdoesOlafmuchgood。Shewillhaveagooddealofpropertysomeday,ifoldVavrikadon’tmarryagain。ButIdon’tconsiderasaloonkeeper’smoneyasgoodasotherpeople’smoney,“ Nilslaughedoutright。“Come,Mother,don’tletyourprejudicescarryyouthatfar。Money’smoney。OldVavrika’samightydecentsortofsaloonkeeper。Nothingrowdyabouthim。“ Mrs。Ericsonspokeupangrily。“Oh,Iknowyoualwaysstoodupforthem!Buthangingaroundtherewhenyouwereaboyneverdidyouanygood,Nils,noranyoftheotherboyswhowentthere。 Thereweren’tsomanyafterherwhenshemarriedOlaf,letmetellyou。Sheknewenoughtograbherchance。“ Nilssettledbackinhisseat。“OfcourseIlikedtogothere,Mother,andyouwerealwayscrossaboutit。Younevertookthetroubletofindoutthatitwastheonejollyhouseinthiscountryforaboytogoto。Alltherestofyouwereworkingyourselvestodeath,andthehousesweremostlyamess,fullofbabiesandwashingandflies。oh,itwasallright——Iunderstandthat;butyouareyoungonlyonce,andIhappenedtobeyoungthen。 Now,Vavrika’swasalwaysjolly。Heplayedtheviolin,andIusedtotakemyflute,andClaraplayedthepiano,andJohannausedtosingBohemiansongs。Shealwayshadabigsupperforus——herringsandpicklesandpoppy-seedbread,andlotsofcakeandpreserves。 OldJoehadbeeninthearmyintheoldcountry,andhecouldtelllotsofgoodstories。Icanseehimcuttingbread,attheheadofthetable,now。Idon’tknowwhatI’dhavedonewhenIwasakidifithadn’tbeenfortheVavrikas,really。“ “Andallthetimehewastakingmoneythatotherpeoplehadworkedhardinthefieldsfor,“Mrs。Ericsonobserved。 “Sodothecircuses,Mother,andthey’reagoodthing。Peopleoughttogetfunforsomeoftheirmoney。EvenfatherlikedoldJoe。“ “Yourfather,“Mrs。Ericsonsaidgrimly,“likedeverybody。“ Astheycrossedthesandcreekandturnedintoherownplace,Mrs。Ericsonobserved,“There’sOlaf’sbuggy。He’sstoppedonhiswayfromtown。“Nilsshookhimselfandpreparedtogreethisbrother,whowaswaitingontheporch。 Olafwasabig,heavyNorwegian,slowofspeechandmovement。 Hisheadwaslargeandsquare,likeablockofwood。WhenNils,atadistance,triedtorememberwhathisbrotherlookedlike,hecouldrecallonlyhisheavyhead,highforehead,largenostrils,andpaleblueeyes,setfarapart。Olaf’sfeatureswererudimentary:thethingonenoticedwasthefaceitself,wideandflatandpale;devoidofanyexpression,betrayinghisfiftyyearsaslittleasitbetrayedanythingelse,andpowerfulbyreasonofitsverystolidness。WhenOlafshookhandswithNilshelookedathimfromunderhislighteyebrows,butNilsfeltthatnoonecouldeversaywhatthatpalelookmightmean。TheonethinghehadalwaysfeltinOlafwasaheavystubbornness,liketheunyieldingstickinessofwetloamagainsttheplow。HehadalwaysfoundOlafthemostdifficultofhisbrothers。 “Howdoyoudo,Nils?Expecttostaywithuslong?“ “Oh,Imaystayforever,“Nilsansweredgaily。“IlikethiscountrybetterthanIusedto。“ “There’sbeensomeworkputintoitsinceyouleft,“Olafremarked。 “Exactly。Ithinkit’saboutreadytoliveinnow——andI’maboutreadytosettledown。“Nilssawhisbrotherlowerhisbighead(“Exactlylikeabull,“hethought。)“Mother’sbeenpersuadingmetoslowdownnow,andgoinforfarming,“hewentonlightly。 Olafmadeadeepsoundinhisthroat。“Farmingain’tlearnedinaday,“hebroughtout,stilllookingattheground。 “Oh,Iknow!ButIpickthingsupquickly。“Nilshadnotmeanttoantagonizehisbrother,andhedidnotknownowwhyhewasdoingit。“Ofcourse,“hewenton,“Ishouldn’texpecttomakeabigsuccess,asyoufellowshavedone。Butthen,I’mnotambitious。 Iwon’twantmuch。Alittleland,andsomecattle,maybe。“ Olafstillstaredattheground,hisheaddown。HewantedtoaskNilswhathehadbeendoingalltheseyears,thathedidn’thaveabusinesssomewherehecouldn’taffordtoleave;whyhehadn’tmorepridethantocomebackwithonlyalittlesole-leathertrunktoshowforhimself,andtopresenthimselfastheonlyfailureinthefamily。Hedidnotaskoneofthesequestions,buthemadethemallfeltdistinctly。 “Humph!“Nilsthought。“Nowonderthemannevertalks,whenhecanbutthisideasintoyoulikethatwithouteversayingaword。Isupposeheusesthatkindofsmokelesspowderonhiswifeallthetime。ButIguessshehasherinnings。“Hechuckled,andOlaflookedup。“Nevermindme,Olaf。Ilaughwithoutknowingwhy,likelittleEric。He’sanothercheerfuldog。“ “Eric,“saidOlafslowly,“isaspoiledkid。He’sjustlethismother’sbestcowgodrybecausehedon’tmilkherright。I washopingyou’dtakehimawaysomewhereandputhimintobusiness。 Ifhedon’tdoanygoodamongstrangers,heneverwill。“ThiswasalongspeechforOlaf,andashefinisheditheclimbedintohisbuggy。 Nilsshruggedhisshoulders。“Sameoldtricks,“hethought。“Hitsfrombehindyoueverytime。Whatawhaleofaman!“Heturnedandwentroundtothekitchen,wherehismotherwasscoldinglittleEricforlettingthegasolinegetlow。