第12章

类别:其他 作者:Willa Cather字数:3477更新时间:18/12/26 16:55:51
“Babystockings。Theboyskeepmebusy。“Mrs。Ericsonchuckledandclickedherneedles。 “Howmanygrandchildrenhaveyou?“ “Onlythirty-onenow。Olaflosthisthree。Theyweresickly,liketheirmother。“ “Isupposedhehadasecondcropbythistime!“ “Hissecondwifehasnochildren。She’stooproud。Shetearsaboutonhorsebackallthetime。Butshe’llgetcaughtupwith,yet。Shesetsherselfveryhigh,thoughnobodyknowswhatfor。TheywerelowenoughBohemiansshecameof。IneverthoughtmuchofBohemians;alwaysdrinking。“ Nilspuffedawayathispipeinsilence,andMrs。Ericsonknittedon。Inafewmomentssheaddedgrimly:“Shewasdownheretonight,justbeforeyoucame。She’dliketoquarrelwithmeandcomebetweenmeandOlaf,butIdon’tgiveherthechance。 Isupposeyou’llbebringingawifehomesomeday。“ “Idon’tknow。I’veneverthoughtmuchaboutit。“ “Well,perhapsit’sbestasitis,“suggestedMrs。Ericsonhopefully。“You’dneverbecontentedtieddowntotheland。 Therewasrovingbloodinyourfather’sfamily,andit’scomeoutinyou。Iexpectyourownwayoflifesuitsyoubest。“Mrs。 EricsonhaddroppedintoablandlyagreeabletonewhichNilswellremembered。Itseemedtoamusehimagooddealandhiswhiteteethflashedbehindhispipe。Hismother’sstrategieshadalwaysdivertedhim,evenwhenhewasaboy——theyweresoflimsyandpatent,soillyproportionedtohervigorandforce。 “They’vebeenwaitingtoseewhichwayI’djump,“hereflected。 HefeltthatMrs。Ericsonwasponderinghiscasedeeplyasshesatclickingherneedles。 “Idon’tsupposeyou’veevergotusedtosteadywork,“shewentonpresently。“Menain’tapttoiftheyroamaroundtoolong。It’sapityyoudidn’tcomebacktheyearaftertheWorld’sFair。Yourfatherpickedupagoodbitoflandcheapthen,inthehardtimes,andIexpectmaybehe’dhavegiveyouafarm。it’stoobadyouputoffcomin’backsolong,forIalwaysthoughthemeanttodosomethingbyyou。“ Nilslaughedandshooktheashesoutofhispipe。“I’dhavemissedalotifIhadcomebackthen。ButI’msorryIdidn’tgetbacktoseefather。“ “Well,Isupposewehavetomissthingsatoneendortheother。Perhapsyouareaswellsatisfiedwithyourowndoings,now,asyou’dhavebeenwithafarm,“saidMrs。Ericsonreassuringly。 “Land’sagoodthingtohave,“Nilscommented,ashelitanothermatchandsheltereditwithhishand。 Hismotherlookedsharplyathisfaceuntilthematchburnedout。“Onlywhenyoustayonit!“shehastenedtosay。 Ericcameroundthehousebythepathjustthen,andNilsrose,withayawn。“Mother,ifyoudon’tmind,EricandIwilltakealittletrampbeforebedtime。Itwillmakemesleep。“ “Verywell;onlydon’tstaylong。I’llsitupandwaitforyou。Iliketolockupmyself。“ NilsputhishandonEric’sshoulder,andthetwotrampeddownthehillandacrossthesandcreekintothedustyhighroadbeyond。 Neitherspoke。Theyswungalongatanevengait,Nilspuffingathispipe。Therewasnomoon,andthewhiteroadandthewidefieldslayfaintinthestarlight。Overeverythingwasdarknessandthicksilence,andthesmellofdustandsunflowers。Thebrothersfollowedtheroadforamileormorewithoutfindingaplacetositdown。Finally,Nilsperchedonastileoverthewirefence,andEricsatonthelowerstep。 “Ibegantothinkyouneverwouldcomeback,Nils,“saidtheboysoftly。 “Didn’tIpromiseyouIwould?“ “Yes;butpeopledon’tbotheraboutpromisestheymaketobabies。DidyoureallyknowyouweregoingawayforgoodwhenyouwenttoChicagowiththecattlethattime?“ “Ithoughtitverylikely,ifIcouldmakemyway。“ “Idon’tseehowyoudidit,Nils。Notmanyfellowscould。“ Ericrubbedhisshoulderagainsthisbrother’sknee。 “Thehardthingwasleavinghomeyouandfather。Itwaseasyenough,onceIgotbeyondChicago。OfcourseIgotawfulhomesick; usedtocrymyselftosleep。ButI’dburnedmybridges。“ “Youhadalwayswantedtogo,hadn’tyou?“ “Always。Doyoustillsleepinourlittleroom?Isthatcottonwoodstillbythewindow?“ Ericnoddedeagerlyandsmiledupathisbrotherinthegreydarkness。 “Yourememberhowwealwayssaidtheleaveswerewhisperingwhentheyrustledatnight?Well,theyalwayswhisperedtomeaboutthesea。Sometimestheysaidnamesoutofthegeographybooks。Inahighwindtheyhadadesperatesound,likesomeonetryingtotearloose。“ “Howfunny,Nils,“saidEricdreamily,restinghischinonhishand。“Thattreestilltalkslikethat,and’mostalwaysittalkstomeaboutyou。“ Theysatawhilelonger,watchingthestars。AtlastEricwhisperedanxiously:“Hadn’twebettergobacknow?Motherwillgettiredwaitingforus。“Theyroseandtookashortcuthome,throughthepasture。 ThenextmorningNilswokewiththefirstfloodoflightthatcamewithdawn。Thewhite-plasteredwallsofhisroomreflectedtheglarethatshonethroughthethinwindowshades,andhefounditimpossibletosleep。Hedressedhurriedlyandslippeddownthehallandupthebackstairstothehalf-storyroomwhichbeusedtosharewithhislittlebrother。Eric,inaskimpynightshirt,wassittingontheedgeofthebed,rubbinghiseyes,hispaleyellowhairstandingupintuftsalloverhishead。WhenhesawNils,hemurmuredsomethingconfusedlyandhustledhislonglegsintohistrousers。“Ididn’texpectyou’dbeupsoearly,Nils,“hesaid,ashisheademergedfromhisblueshirt。 “Oh,youthoughtIwasadude,didyou?“Nilsgavehimaplayfultapwhichbentthetallboyuplikeaclaspknife。“Seehere:Imustteachyoutobox。“Nilsthrusthishandsintohispocketsandwalkedabout。“Youhaven’tchangedthingsmuchuphere。Gotmostofmyoldtraps,haven’tyou?“ Hetookdownabent,witheredpieceofsaplingthathungoverthedresser。“Ifthisisn’tthestickLouSandbergkilledhimselfwith!“ Theboylookedupfromhisshoe-lacing。 “Yes;youneverusedtoletmeplaywiththat。Justhowdidhedoit,Nils?YouwerewithfatherwhenhefoundLou,weren’tyou?“ “Yes。Fatherwasgoingofftopreachsomewhere,and,aswedrovealong,Lou’splacelookedsortofforlorn,andwethoughtwe’dstopandcheerhimup。Whenwefoundhimfathersaidhe’dbeendeadacoupledays。He’dtiedapieceofbindingtwineroundhisneck,madeanooseineachend,fixedthenoosesovertheendsofabentstick,andletthestickspringstraight;strangledhimself。“ “Whatmadehimkillhimselfsuchasillyway?“ Thesimplicityoftheboy’squestionsetNilslaughing。HeclappedlittleEricontheshoulder。“Whatmadehimsuchasillyastokillhimselfatall,Ishouldsay!“ “Oh,well!Buthishogshadthecholera,andallupanddiedonhim,didn’tthey?“ “Suretheydid;buthedidn’thavecholera;andtherewereplentyofbogsleftintheworld,weren’tthere?“ “Well,but,iftheyweren’this,howcouldtheydohimanygood?“Ericasked,inastonishment。 “Oh,scat!Hecouldhavehadlotsoffunwithotherpeople’shogs。Hewasachump,LouSandberg。Tokillyourselfforapig—— thinkofthat,now!“Nilslaughedallthewaydownstairs,andquiteembarrassedlittleEric,whofelltoscrubbinghisfaceandhandsatthetinbasin。Whilehewaspartinghiswethairatthekitchenlookingglass,aheavytreadsoundedonthestairs。Theboydroppedhiscomb。“Gracious,there’sMother。Wemusthavetalkedtoolong。“Hehurriedouttotheshed,slippedonhisoveralls,anddisappearedwiththemilkingpails。 Mrs。Ericsoncamein,wearingacleanwhiteapron,herblackhairshiningfromtheapplicationofawetbrush。 “Goodmorning,Mother。Can’tImakethefireforyou?“ “No,thankyou,Nils。It’snotroubletomakeacobfire,andIliketomanagethekitchenstovemyself“Mrs。Ericsonpausedwithashovelfullofashesinherhand。“Iexpectyouwillbewantingtoseeyourbrothersassoonaspossible。I’lltakeyouuptoAnders’placethismorning。He’sthreshing,andmostofourboysareoverthere。“