第66章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4816更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
lovedherwellandIwasfaithfulinmyoathtoher,indeed,notuntilshewasdeaddidIknowhowdearshehadgrowntome。 Itistruethattherewasagreatgulfbetweenuswhichwidenedwiththeyears,thegulfofbloodandfaith,forIknewwellthatshecouldnotaltogetherputawayheroldbeliefs,anditistruethatwhenI sawherleadingthedeathchant,agreathorrortookmeandforawhileIloathedher。 ButthesethingsImighthavelivedtoforgive,fortheywerepartofherbloodandnature,moreover,thelastandworstofthemwasnotdonebyherownwill,andwhentheyweresetasidethereremainedmuchthatIcouldhonourandloveinthememoryofthismostroyalandbeautifulwoman,whoforsomanyyearswasmyfaithfulwife。 SoIthoughtinthathourandsoI thinktothisday。 Shesaidthatwepartedforever,butItrustandIbelievethatthisisnotso。 Surelythereisforgivenessforusall,andaplacewherethosewhowerenearanddeartoeachotherontheearthmayoncemorerenewtheirfellowship。 AtlastIrosewithasightoseekhelp,andasIroseIfeltthattherewassomethingsetaboutmyneck。 ItwasthecollarofgreatemeraldswhichGuatemochadgiventome,andthatIhadgiventoOtomie。 ShehadsetittherewhileIslept,andwithitalockofherlonghair。 Bothshallbeburiedwithme。 Ilaidherintheancientsepulchreamidthebonesofherforefathersandbythebodiesofherchildren,andtwodayslaterI rodetoMexicointhetrainofBernalDiaz。 AtthemouthofthepassIturnedandlookedbackupontheruinsoftheCityofPines,whereIhadlivedsomanyyearsandwhereallIlovedwereburied。 LongandearnestlyIgazed,asinhishourofdeathamanlooksbackuponhispastlife,tillatlengthDiazlaidhishanduponmyshoulder: ’Youarealonelymannow,comrade,’hesaid;’whatplanshaveyouforthefuture?’ ’None,’Ianswered,’excepttodie。’ ’Nevertalkso,’hesaid;’why,youarescarcelyforty,andIwhoamfiftyandmoredonotspeakofdying。 Listen;youhavefriendsinyourowncountry,England?’ ’Ihad。’ ’Folklivelonginthosequietlands。 Goseekthem,IwillfindyouapassagetoSpain。’ ’Iwillthinkofit,’Ianswered。 IntimewecametoMexico,anewandastrangecitytome,forCorteshadrebuiltit,andwheretheteocallihadstood,upwhichI wasledtosacrifice,acathedralwasbuilding,whereofthefoundationswerefitlylaidwiththehideousidolsoftheAztecs。 Theplacewaswellenough,butitisnotsobeautifulastheTenoctitlanofMontezuma,noreverwillbe。 Thepeopletoowerechanged;thentheywerewarriorsandfree,nowtheyareslaves。 InMexicoDiazfoundmealodging。 Nonemolestedmethere,forthepardonthatIhadreceivedwasrespected。 AlsoIwasaruinedman,nolongertobefeared,thepartthatIhadplayedinthenochetristeandinthedefenceofthecitywasforgotten,andthetaleofmysorrowswonmepityevenfromtheSpaniards。 IabodeinMexicotendays,wanderingsadlyaboutthecityanduptothehillofChapoltepec,whereMontezuma’spleasure-househadbeen,andwhereIhadmetOtomie。 Nothingwasleftofitsgloriesexceptsomeoftheancientcedartrees。 OntheeighthdayofmystayanIndianstoppedmeinthestreet,sayingthatanoldfriendhadchargedhimtosaythatshewishedtoseeme。 IfollowedtheIndian,wonderingwhothefriendmightbe,forIhadnofriends,andheledmetoafinestonehouseinanewstreet。 HereIwasseatedinadarkenedchamberandwaitedthereawhile,tillsuddenlyasadandsweetvoicethatseemedfamiliartome,addressedmeintheAztectongue,saying,’Welcome,Teule。’ Ilookedandtherebeforeme,dressedintheSpanishfashion,stoodalady,anIndian,stillbeautiful,butveryfeebleandmuchworn,asthoughwithsicknessandsorrow。 ’DoyounotknowMarina,Teule?’shesaidagain,butbeforethewordshadleftherlipsIknewher。 ’Well,Iwillsaythis,thatI shouldscarcelyhaveknownYOU,Teule。 Troubleandtimehavedonetheirworkwithbothofus。’ Itookherhandandkissedit。 ’WherethenisCortes?’Iasked。 Nowagreattremblingseizedher。 ’CortesisinSpain,pleadinghissuit。 Hehaswedanewwifethere,Teule。 Manyyearsagoheputmeaway,givingmeinmarriagetoDonJuanXaramillo,whotookmebecauseofmypossessions,forCortesdealtliberallywithme,hisdiscardedmistress。’ Andshebegantoweep。 ThenbydegreesIlearnedthestory,butIwillnotwriteithere,foritisknowntotheworld。 WhenMarinahadservedhisturnandherwitwasofnomoreservicetohim,theconquerordiscardedher,leavinghertowitherofabrokenheart。 Shetoldmeallthetaleofheranguishwhenshelearnedthetruth,andofhowshehadcriedtohimthatthenceforthhewouldneverprosper。 Norindeeddidhedoso。 Fortwohoursormorewetalked,andwhenIhadheardherstoryI toldhermine,andsheweptforme,sincewithallherfaultsMarina’sheartwasevergentle。 Thenwepartednevertomeetagain。 BeforeIwentshepressedagiftofmoneyonme,andIwasnotashamedtotakeitwhohadnone。 ThisthenwasthehistoryofMarina,whobetrayedhercountryforherlove’ssake,andthistherewardofhertreasonandherlove。 ButIshallalwaysholdhermemorysacred,forshewasagoodfriendtome,andtwiceshesavedmylife,norwouldshedesertme,evenwhenOtomietauntedhersocruelly。 NowonthemorrowofmyvisittoMarina,theCaptainDiazcametoseemeandtoldmethatafriendofhiswasincommandofacarakwhichwasduetosailfromtheportofVeraCruzforCadizwithintendays,andthatthisfriendwaswillingtogivemeapassageifIwishedtoleaveMexico。 IthoughtforawhileandsaidthatI wouldgo,andthatverynight,havingbidfarewelltotheCaptainDiaz,whommayGodprosper,forhewasagoodmanamongmanybadones,Isetoutfromthecityforthelasttimeinthecompanyofsomemerchants。 Aweek’sjourneytookussafelydownthemountainstoVeraCruz,ahotunhealthytownwithanindifferentanchorage,muchexposedtothefiercenortherlywinds。 HereIpresentedmylettersofrecommendationtothecommanderofthecarak,whogavemepassagewithoutquestion,Ilayinginastockoffoodforthejourney。 Threenightslaterwesetsailwithafairwind,andonthefollowingmorningatdaybreakallthatwasleftinsightofthelandofAnahuacwasthesnowycrestofthevolcanOrizaba。 Presentlythatvanishedintotheclouds,andthusdidIbidfarewelltothefarcountrywheresomanythingshadhappenedtome,andwhichaccordingtomyreckoningIhadfirstsightedonthisverydayeighteenyearsbefore。 OfmyjourneytoSpainIhavenothingofnotetotell。 Itwasmoreprosperousthansuchvoyagesoftenare,andwithintenweeksofthedateofourliftinganchoratVeraCruz,weletitdropintheharbourofCadiz。 HereIsojournedbuttwodays,forasitchancedtherewasanEnglishshipintheharbourtradingtoLondon,andinherItookapassage,thoughIwasobligedtosellthesmallestoftheemeraldsfromthenecklacetofindthemeanstodoso,themoneythatMarinagavemebeingspent。 Thisemeraldsoldforagreatsum,however,withpartofwhichIpurchasedclothingsuitabletoapersonofrank,takingtherestofthegoldwithme。 Igrievedtopartwiththestoneindeed,thoughitwasbutapendanttothependantofthecollar,butnecessityknowsnolaw。 Thependantstoneitself,afinegemthoughflawed,IgaveinafteryearstohergraciousmajestyQueenElizabeth。 OnboardtheEnglishshiptheythoughtmeaSpanishadventurerwhohadmademoneysintheIndies,andIdidnotundeceivethem,sinceIwouldbelefttomyowncompanyforawhilethatImightpreparemymindtoreturntowaysofthoughtandlifethatithadlongforgotten。 ThereforeIsatapartlikesomeprouddon,sayinglittlebutlisteningmuch,andlearningallIcouldofwhathadchancedinEnglandsinceIleftitsometwentyyearsbefore。 Atlengthourvoyagecametoanend,andonacertaintwelfthofJuneIfoundmyselfinthemightycityofLondonthatIhadneveryetvisited,andkneelingdowninthechamberofmyinn,IthankedGodthatafterenduringsomanydangersandhardships,ithadpleasedHimtopreservemetosetfootagainonEnglishsoil。 IndeedtothishourIcountitnothingshortofmarvellousthatthisfrailbodyofamanshouldsurviveallthesorrowsandrisksofdeathbysickness,hunger,battle,murder,drowning,wildbeasts,andthecrueltyofmen,towhichminehadbeenexposedformanyyears。 InLondonIboughtagoodhorse,throughthekindofficesofthehostofmyinn,andonthemorrowatdaybreakIsetoutupontheIpswichroad。 Thatverymorningmylastadventurebefellme,forasIjoggedalongmusingofthebeautyoftheEnglishlandscapeanddrinkinginthesweetairofJune,acowardlythieffiredapistolatmefrombehindahedge,purposingtoplundermeifIfell。 Thebulletpassedthroughmyhat,grazingtheskull,butbeforeIcoulddoanythingtherascalfled,seeingthathehadmissedhismark,andIwentonmyjourney,thinkingtomyselfthatitwouldindeedhavebeenstrange,ifafterpassingsuchgreatdangersinsafety,I haddiedatlastbythehandofamiserablefoot-padwithinfivemilesofLondontown。 Irodehardallthatdayandthenext,andmyhorsebeingstoutandswift,byhalf-pastseveno’clockoftheeveningIpulledupuponthelittlehillwhenceIhadlookedmylastonBungay,whenIrodethenceforYarmouthwithmyfather。 Belowmelaytheredroofsofthetown;theretotherightweretheoaksofDitchinghamandthebeautifultowerofSt。Mary’sChurch,yonderthestreamofWaveneywandered,andbeforemestretchedthemeadowlands,purpleandgoldenwithmarshweedsinbloom。 Allwasasithadbeen,Icouldseenochangeatall,theonlychangewasinmyself。 Idismounted,andgoingtoapoolofwaterneartheroadwayIlookedatthereflectionofmyownface。 Iwaschangedindeed,scarcelyshouldI haveknownitforthatoftheladwhohadriddenupthishillsometwentyyearsago。 Now,alas!theeyesweresunkenandverysorrowful,thefeaturesweresharp,andtherewasmoregreythanblackinthebeardandhair。 Ishouldscarcelyhaveknownitmyself,wouldanyothersknowit,Iwondered? Wouldtherebeanytoknowitindeed? Intwentyyearsmanydieandotherspassoutofsight;shouldIfindafriendatallamongtheliving? SinceI readtheletterswhichCaptainBellofthe’Adventuress’hadbroughtmebeforeIsailedforHispaniola,Ihadheardnotidingsfrommyhome,andwhattidingsawaitedmenow? AboveallwhatofLily,wasshedeadormarriedorgone? MountingmyhorseIpushedonagainatacanter,takingtheroadpastWaingfordMillsthroughthefordsandPirnhowtown,leavingBungayuponmyleft。 IntenminutesIwasatthegateofthebridlepaththatrunsfromtheNorwichroadforhalfamileormorebeneaththesteepandwoodedbankundertheshelterofwhichstandstheLodgeatDitchingham。 Bythegateamanloiteredinthelastraysofthesun。 Ilookedathimandknewhim;itwasBillyMinns,thatsamefoolwhohadlooseddeGarciawhenIlefthimboundthatImightruntomeetmysweetheart。 Hewasanoldmannowandhiswhitehairhungabouthiswitheredface,moreoverhewasuncleananddressedinrags,butIcouldhavefallenonhisneckandembracedhim,sorejoicedwasItolookoncemoreononewhomIhadknowninyouth。