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类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:5023更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
Madnessstillburnedintheheartsofthesewomen;theyhadaccomplishedtheirsacrifice,buttheirfestivalwasstilltocome。 Theydrewthemselvesawaytothefurthersideofthepyramid,and,heedlessoftheshotswhichnowandagainpiercedthebreastofoneofthem——forheretheywereexposedtotheSpanishfire——remainedawhileinpreparation。 Withthemwentthepriestsofsacrifice,butnow,asbefore,therestofthemenstoodinsullengroups,watchingwhatbefell,butliftingnohandorvoicetohinderitshellishness。 Onewomandidnotgowiththem,andthatwomanwasOtomiemywife。 Shestoodbythestoneofsacrifice,apiteoussighttosee,forherfrenzyorratherhermadnesshadoutwornitself,andshewasasshehadeverbeen。 TherestoodOtomie,gazingwithwideandhorror-strickeneyesnowatthetokensofthisunholyriteandnowatherownhands——asthoughshethoughttoseethemred,andshudderedatthethought。 Idrewneartoherandtouchedherontheshoulder。 Sheturnedswiftly,gasping, ’Husband!husband!’ ’ItisI,’Ianswered,’butcallmehusbandnomore。’ ’Oh!whathaveIdone?’shewailed,andfellsenselessinmyarms。 AndhereIwilladdwhatatthetimeIknewnothingof,foritwastoldmeinafteryearsbytheRectorofthisparish,averylearnedman,thoughoneofnarrowmind。 HadIknownitindeed,IshouldhavespokenmorekindlytoOtomiemywifeeveninthathour,andthoughtmoregentlyofherwickedness。 Itseems,sosaidmyfriendtheRector,thatfromthemostancienttimes,thosewomenwhohavebentthekneetodemongods,suchaswerethegodsofAnahuac,aresubjectatanytimetobecomepossessedbythem,evenaftertheyhaveabandonedtheirworship,andtobedrivenintheirfrenzytotheworkingofthegreatestcrimes。 Thus,amongotherinstances,hetoldmethataGreekpoetnamedTheocritussetsoutinoneofhisidylshowawomancalledAgave,beingengagedinasecretreligiousorgieinhonourofademonnamedDionysus,perceivedherownsonPentheuswatchingthecelebrationofthemysteries,andthereonbecomingpossessedbythedemonshefellonhimandmurderedhim,beingaidedbytheotherwomen。 Forthisthepoet,whowasalsoaworshipperofDionysus,gavehergreathonourandnotreproach,seeingthatshedidthedeedatthebehestofthisgod,’adeednottobeblamed。’ NowIwriteofthisforareason,thoughithasnothingtodowithme,foritseemsthatasDionysuspossessedAgave,drivinghertounnaturalmurder,sodidHuitzelpossessOtomie,andindeedshesaidasmuchtomeafterwards。 ForIamsurethatifthedevilswhomtheGreeksworshippedhadsuchpower,astillgreaterstrengthwasgiventothoseofAnahuac,whoamongallfiendswerethefirst。 Ifthisbeso,asIbelieve,itwasnotOtomiethatIsawattheritesofsacrifice,butratherthedemonHuitzelwhomshehadonceworshipped,andwhohadpower,therefore,toenterintoherbodyforawhileinplaceofherownspirit。 TakingOtomieinmyarms,Iborehertooneofthestorehousesattachedtothetemple。 Heremanychildrenhadbeenplacedforsafety,amongthemmyownson。 ’Whatailsourmother,father?’saidtheboy。 ’Andwhydidsheshutmeinherewiththesechildrenwhenitseemsthatthereisfightingwithout?’ ’Yourmotherhasfainted,’Ianswered,’anddoubtlesssheplacedyouheretokeepyousafe。 NowdoyoutendhertillIreturn。’ ’Iwilldoso,’answeredtheboy,’butsurelyitwouldbebetterthatI,whoamalmostaman,shouldbewithout,fightingtheSpaniardsatyoursideratherthanwithin,nursingsickwomen。’ ’DoasIbidyou,son,’Isaid,’andIchargeyounottoleavethisplaceuntilIcomeforyouagain。’ NowIpassedoutofthestorehouse,shuttingthedoorbehindme。 A minutelaterIwishedthatIhadstayedwhereIwas,sinceontheplatformmyeyesweregreetedbyasightmoredreadfulthananythathadgonebefore。 Forthere,advancingtowardsus,werethewomendividedintofourgreatcompanies,someofthembearinginfantsintheirarms。 Theycamesingingandleaping,manyofthemnakedtothemiddle。 Norwasthisall,forinfrontofthemranthepabasandsuchofthewomenthemselvesaswerepersonsinauthority。 Theseleaders,maleandfemale,ranandleapedandsang,callinguponthenamesoftheirdemon-gods,andcelebratingthewickednessesoftheirforefathers,whileafterthempouredthehowlingtroopsofwomen。 Toandfrotheyrushed,nowmakingobeisancetothestatueofHuitzel,nowprostratingthemselvesbeforehishideoussister,thegoddessofDeath,whosatbesidehimadornedwithhercarvennecklaceofmen’sskullsandhands,nowbowingaroundthestoneofsacrifice,andnowthrustingtheirbarearmsintotheflamesoftheholyfire。 Foranhourormoretheycelebratedthisghastlycarnival,ofwhichevenI,versedasIwasintheIndiancustoms,couldnotfullyunderstandthemeaning,andthen,asthoughsomesingleimpulsehadpossessedthem,theywithdrewtothecentreoftheopenspace,and,formingthemselvesintoadoublecircle,withinwhichstoodthepabas,ofasuddentheyburstintoachantsowildandshrillthatasIlistenedmybloodcurdledinmyveins。 Evennowtheburdenofthatchantwiththevisionofthosewhosangitsometimeshauntsmysleepatnight,butIwillnotwriteithere。 Lethimwhoreadsimagineallthatismostcruelintheheartofman,andeveryterroroftheevillestdream,addingtothesesomehorror-riddentaleofmurder,ghosts,andinhumanvengeance;then,ifhecan,lethimshapethewholeinwordsand,asinaglassdarkly,perchancehemaymirrorthespiritofthatlastancientsongofthewomenoftheOtomie,withitssobs,itscriesoftriumph,anditsdeathwailings。 Everastheysang,stepbysteptheydrewbackwards,andwiththemwenttheleadersofeachcompany,theireyesfixeduponthestatuesoftheirgods。 Nowtheywerebutasegmentofacircle,fortheydidnotadvancetowardsthetemple;backwardandoutwardtheywentwithaslowandsolemntramp。 Therewasbutonelineofthemnow,forthoseinthesecondringfilledthegapsinthefirstasitwidened;stilltheydrewontillatlengththeystoodonthesheeredgeoftheplatform。 Thenthepriestsandthewomenleaderstooktheirplaceamongthemandforamomenttherewassilence,untilatasignaloneandalltheybentthembackwards。 Standingthus,theirlonghairwavingonthewind,thelightofburninghousesflaringupontheirbreastsandintheirmaddenedeyes,theyburstintothecryof: ’SAVEUS,HUITZEL!RECEIVEUS,LORDGOD,OURHOME!’ Thricetheycriedit,eachtimemoreshrillythanbefore,thensuddenlytheywereGONE,thewomenoftheOtomiewerenomore! Withtheirownself-slaughtertheyhadconsummatedthelastcelebrationoftheritesofsacrificethatevershallbeheldintheCityofPines。 Thedevilgodsweredeadandtheirworshipperswiththem。 Alowmurmurranroundthelipsofthemenwhowatched,thenonecried,andhisvoicerangstrangelyinthesuddensilence:’Mayourwives,thewomenoftheOtomie,restsoftlyintheHousesoftheSun,forofasuretytheyteachushowtodie。’ ’Ay,’Ianswered,’butnotthus。 Letwomendoself-murder,ourfoeshaveswordsfortheheartsofmen。’ Iturnedtogo,andbeforemestoodOtomie。 ’Whathasbefallen?’shesaid。 ’Wherearemysisters? Oh!surelyIhavedreamedanevildream。 Idreamedthatthegodsofmyforefatherswerestrongoncemore,andthatoncemoretheydrankthebloodofmen。 ’Yourilldreamhasaworseawakening,Otomie,’Ianswered。 ’Thegodsofhellarestillstrongindeedinthisaccursedland,andtheyhavetakenyoursistersintotheirkeeping。’ ’Isitso?’shesaidsoftly,’yetinmydreamitseemedtomethatthiswastheirlaststrengtheretheysinkintodeathunending。 Lookyonder!’andshepointedtowardthesnowycrestofthevolcanXaca。 Ilooked,butwhetherIsawthesightofwhichIamabouttotellorwhetheritwasbutanimaginingbornofthehorrorsofthatmosthideousnight,intruthIcannotsay。 AttheleastIseemedtoseethis,andafterwardsthereweresomeamongtheSpaniardswhosworethattheyhadwitnesseditalso。 OnXaca’sloftysummit,nowasalwaysstoodapillaroffierysmoke,andwhileIgazed,tomyvisionthesmokeandthefireseparatedthemselves。 Outofthefirewasfashionedacrossofflame,thatshonelikelightningandstretchedformanyarodacrosstheheavens,itsbaserestingonthemountaintop。 Atitsfootrolledthecloudsofsmoke,andnowthesetootookformsvastandterrifying,suchformsindeedasthosethatsatinstonewithinthetemplebehindme,butmagnifiedahundredfold。 ’See,’saidOtomieagain,’thecrossofyourGodshinesabovetheshapesofmine,thelostgodswhomto-nightIworshippedthoughnotofmyownwill。’ Thensheturnedandwent。 ForsomefewmomentsIstoodverymuchafraid,gazinguponthevisiononXaca’ssnow,thensuddenlytheraysoftherisingsunsmoteitanditwasgone。 NowforthreedaysmoreweheldoutagainsttheSpaniards,fortheycouldnotcomeatusandtheirshotsweptoverourheadsharmlessly。 DuringthesedaysIhadnotalkwithOtomie,forweshrankfromoneanother。 Hourbyhourshewouldsitinthestorehouseofthetempleaverypictureofdesolation。 TwiceI triedtospeakwithher,myheartbeingmovedtopitybythedumbtormentinhereyes,butsheturnedherheadfrommeandmadenoanswer。 SoonitcametotheknowledgeoftheSpaniardsthatwehadenoughfoodandwaterupontheteocallitoenableustolivethereforamonthormore,andseeingthattherewasnohopeofcapturingtheplacebyforceofarms,theycalledaparleywithus。 Iwentdowntothebreachintheroadwayandspokewiththeirenvoy,whostooduponthepathbelow。 Atfirstthetermsofferedwerethatweshouldsurrenderatdiscretion。 TothisIansweredthatsoonerthandosowewoulddiewherewewere。 Theirreplywasthatifwewouldgiveoverallwhohadanypartinthehumansacrifice,therestofusmightgofree。 TothisIsaidthatthesacrificehadbeencarriedoutbywomenandsomefewmen,andthatalloftheseweredeadbytheirownhands。 TheyaskedifOtomiewasalsodead。 Itoldthemno,butthatIwouldneversurrenderunlesstheysworethatneithershenorhersonshouldbeharmed,butratherthattogetherwithmyselftheyshouldbegivenasafe- conducttogowhitherwewilled。 Thiswasrefused,butintheendIwontheday,andaparchmentwasthrownuptomeonthepointofalance。 Thisparchment,whichwassignedbytheCaptainBernalDiaz,setoutthatinconsiderationofthepartthatIandsomemenoftheOtomiehadplayedinrescuingtheSpanishcaptivesfromdeathbysacrifice,apardonwasgrantedtome,mywifeandchild,andallupontheteocalli,withlibertytogowhither-soeverwewouldunharmed,ourlandsandwealthbeinghoweverdeclaredforfeittotheviceroy。 WiththesetermsIwaswellcontent,indeedIhadneverhopedtowinanythatwouldleaveusourlivesandliberty。 Andyetformypartdeathhadbeenalmostaswelcome,fornowOtomiehadbuiltawallbetweenusthatIcouldneverclimb,andI wasboundtoher,toawomanwho,willinglyorno,hadstainedherhandswithsacrifice。 Well,mysonwaslefttomeandwithhimI mustbesatisfied;attheleastheknewnothingofhismother’sshame。 Oh!IthoughttomyselfasIclimbedtheteocalli,oh!thatIcouldbutescapefarfromthisaccursedlandandbearhimwithmetotheEnglishshores,ay,andOtomiealso,forthereshemightforgetthatonceshehadbeenasavage。 Alas!itcouldscarcelybe! Comingtothetemple,Iandthosewithmetoldthegoodtidingstoourcompanions,whoreceiveditsilently。 Menofawhiteracewouldhaverejoicedthustoescape,forwhendeathisnearallotherlossseemsasnothing。