第45章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4101更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
’Ogod,thouwhoarteverywhereandseestall,knowestthatCuitlahuaourkingisgatheredtothee。 Thouhastsethimbeneaththyfootstoolandthereherestsinhisrest。 Hehastravelledthatroadwhichwemusttraveleveryone,hehasreachedtheroyalinhabitationsofourdead,thehomeofeverlastingshadows。 Therewherenoneshalltroublehimheissunkinsleep。 Hisbrieflaboursareaccomplished,andsoiledwithsinandsorrow,hehasgonetothee。 Thougavesthimjoystotastebutnottodrink;thegloryofempirepassedbeforehiseyeslikethemadnessofadream。 Withtearsandwithprayerstotheehetookuphisload,withhappinesshelaiditdown。 Wherehisforefatherswent,thitherhehasfollowed,norcanhereturntous。 Ourfireisanashandourlampisdarkness。 Thosewhoworehispurplebeforehimbequeathedtohimtheintolerableweightofrule,andheinhisturnbequeathsittoanother。 Truly,heshouldgivetheepraise,thoukingofkings,masterofthestars,thatstandestalone,whohastliftedfromhisshoulderssogreataburden,andfromhisbrowthiscrownofwoes,payinghimpeaceforwarandrestforlabour。 ’Ogodourhope,choosenowaservanttosucceedhim,amanafterthineownheart,whoshallnotfearnorfalter,whoshalltoilandnotbeweary,whoshallleadthypeopleasamotherleadsherchildren。 Lordoflords,givegracetoGuatemocthycreature,whoisourchoice。 Sealhimtothyservice,andasthypriestlethimsituponthyearthlythroneforhislifedays。 Letthyfoesbecomehisfootstool,lethimexaltthyglory,proclaimthyworship,andprotectthykingdom。 ThushaveIprayedtotheeinthenameofthenation。 Ogod,thywillbedone!’ Whenthehighpriesthadmadeanendofhisprayer,thefirstofthefourgreatelectorsrose,saying: ’Guatemoc,inthenameofgodandwiththevoiceofthepeopleofAnahuac,wesummonyoutothethroneofAnahuac。 Longmayyouliveandjustlymayyourule,andmaytheglorybeyoursofbeatingbackintotheseathosefoeswhowoulddestroyus。 Hailtoyou,Guatemoc,EmperoroftheAztecsandoftheirvassaltribes。’ Andallthethreehundredofthecouncilofconfirmationrepeatedinavoiceofthunder,’Hailtoyou,Guatemoc,Emperor!’ Nowtheprincehimselfstoodforwardandspoke: ’Youlordsofelection,andyou,princes,generals,noblesandcaptainsofthecouncilofconfirmation,hearme。 MaythegodsbemywitnessthatwhenIenteredthisplaceIhadnothoughtorknowledgethatIwasdestinedtosohighanhonourasthatwhichyouwouldthrustuponme。 Andmaythegodsbemywitnessagainthatweremylifemyown,andnotatrustinthehandsofthispeople,Iwouldsaytoyou,“Seekonandfindoneworthiertofillthethrone。“ Butmylifeisnotmyown。 AnahuaccallshersonandIobeythecall。 Wartothedeaththreatensher,andshallIhangbackwhilemyarmhasstrengthtosmiteandmybrainhaspowertoplan? Notso。 NowandhenceforthIvowmyselftotheserviceofmycountryandtowaragainsttheTeules。 Iwillmakenopeacewiththem,Iwilltakenoresttilltheyaredrivenbackwhencetheycame,ortillIamdeadbeneaththeirswords。 Nonecansaywhatthegodshaveinstoreforus,itmaybevictoryoritmaybedestruction,butbeittriumphordeath,letusswearagreatoathtogether,mypeopleandmybrethren。 LetussweartofighttheTeulesandthetraitorswhoabetthem,forourcities,ourhearthsandouraltars;tillthecitiesareasmokingruin,tillthehearthsarecumberedwiththeirdead,andthealtarsrunredwiththebloodoftheirworshippers。 So,ifwearedestinedtoconquer,ourtriumphshallbemadesure,andifwearedoomedtofail,atleasttherewillbeastorytobetoldofus。 Doyouswear,mypeopleandmybrethren?’ ’Weswear,’theyansweredwithashout。 ’Itiswell,’saidGuatemoc。 ’Andnowmayeverlastingshameovertakehimwhobreaksthisoath。’ ThusthenwasGuatemoc,thelastandgreatestoftheAztecemperors,electedtothethroneofhisforefathers。 Itwashappyforhimthathecouldnotforeseethatdreadfuldaywhenhe,thenoblestofmen,mustmeetafelon’sdoomatthehandoftheseveryTeules。 Yetsoitcameabout,forthedestinythatlayuponthelandsmoteallalike,indeedthegreaterthemanthemorecertainwashisfate。 WhenallwasdoneIhurriedtothepalacetotellOtomiewhathadcometopass,andfoundherinoursleepingchamberlyingonherbed。 ’Whatailsyou,Otomie?’Iasked。 ’Alas!myhusband,’sheanswered,’thepestilencehasstrickenme。 Comenotnear,Iprayyou,comenotnear。 Letmebenursedbythewomen。 Youshallnotriskyourlifeforme,beloved。’ ’Peace,’Isaidandcametoher。 Itwastootrue,Iwhoamaphysicianknewthesymptomswell。 Indeedhaditnotbeenformyskill,Otomiewouldhavedied。 ForthreelongweeksIfoughtwithdeathatherbedside,andintheendIconquered。 Thefeverlefther,andthankstomytreatment,therewasnosinglescaruponherlovelyface。 Duringeightdayshermindwanderedwithoutceasing,anditwasthenIlearnedhowdeepandperfectwasherloveforme。 Forallthiswhileshedidnothingbutraveofme,andthesecretterrorofherheartwasdisclosed——thatIshouldceasetocareforher,thatherbeautyandlovemightpalluponmesothatIshouldleaveher,that’theflowermaid,’forsoshenamedLily,whodweltacrosstheseashoulddrawmebacktoherbymagic;thiswastheburdenofhermadness。 Atlengthhersensesreturnedandshespoke,saying: ’HowlonghaveIlainill,husband?’ Itoldherandshesaid,’Andhaveyounursedmeallthiswhile,andthroughsofoulasickness?’ ’Yes,Otomie,Ihavetendedyou。’ ’WhathaveIdonethatyoushouldbesogoodtome?’shemurmured。 Thensomedreadfulthoughtseemedtostrikeher,forshemoanedasthoughinpain,andsaid,’Amirror! Swift,bringmeamirror!’ Igaveherone,andrisingonherarm,eagerlyshescannedherfaceinthedimlightoftheshadowedroom,thenlettheplateofburnishedgoldfall,andsankbackwithafaintandhappycry: ’Ifeared,’shesaid,’IfearedthatIhadbecomehideousasthosearewhomthepestilencehassmitten,andthatyouwouldceasetoloveme,thanwhichithadbeenbettertodie。’ ’Forshame,’Isaid。 ’Doyouthenthinkthatlovecanbefrightenedawaybysomefewscars?’ ’Yes,’Otomieanswered,’thatistheloveofaman;notsuchloveasmine,husband。 HadIbeenthus——ah!Ishuddertothinkofit—— withinayearyouwouldhavehatedme。 Perhapsithadnotbeensowithanother,thefairmaidoffaraway,butmeyouwouldhavehated。 Nay,Iknowit,thoughIknowthisalso,thatIshouldnothavelivedtofeelyourhate。 Oh!Iamthankful,thankful。’ ThenIleftherforawhile,marvellingatthegreatlovewhichshehadgivenme,andwonderingalsoiftherewasanytruthinherwords,andiftheheartofmancouldbesoungratefulandsovile。 SupposingthatOtomiewasnowasmanywerewhowalkedthestreetsofTenoctitlanthatday,amassofdreadfulscars,hairless,andwithblindandwhitenedeyeballs,shouldIthenhaveshrunkfromher? Idonotknow,andIthankheaventhatnosuchtrialwasputuponmyconstancy。 ButIamsureofthis;hadIbecomealepereven,Otomiewouldnothaveshrunkfromme。 SoOtomierecoveredfromhergreatsickness,andshortlyafterwardsthepestilencepassedawayfromTenoctitlan。 AndnowIhadmanyotherthingstothinkof,forthechoosingofGuatemoc——myfriendandbloodbrother——asemperormeantmuchadvancementtome,whowasmadeageneralofthehighestclass,andaprincipaladviserinhiscouncils。 NordidIsparemyselfinhisservice,butlabouredbydayandnightintheworkofpreparingthecityforsiege,andinthemarshallingofthetroops,andmoreespeciallyofthatarmyofOtomies,whocame,astheyhadpromised,tothenumberoftwentythousand。 Theworkwashardindeed,fortheseIndiantribeslackeddisciplineandpowersofunity,withoutwhichtheirthousandswereoflittleavailinawarwithwhitemen。 Alsothereweregreatjealousiesbetweentheirleaderswhichmustbeovercome,andIwasmyselfanobjectofjealousy。 Moreover,manytribestookthisoccasionofthetroubleoftheAztecstothrowofftheirallegianceorvassalage,andeveniftheydidnotjointheSpaniards,toremainneutralwatchingfortheeventofthewar。 Stillwelabouredon,dividingthearmiesintoregimentsafterthefashionofEurope,andstationingeachinitsownquarterdrillingthemtothebetteruseofarms,provisioningthecityforasiege,andweedingoutasmanyuselessmouthsaswemight;andtherewasbutonemaninTenoctitlanwhotoiledatthesetasksmoreheavilythanI,andthatwasGuatemoctheemperor,whodidnotrestdayornight。 ItriedeventomakepowderwithsulphurwhichwasbroughtfromthethroatofthevolcanPopo,but,havingnoknowledgeofthatart,Ifailed。 Indeed,itwouldhaveavaileduslittlehadI succeeded,forhavingneitherarquebussesnorcannons,andnoskilltocastthem,wecouldonlyhaveuseditinminingroadsandgateways,and,perhaps,ingrenadestobethrownwiththehand。 Andsothemonthswenton,tillatlengthspiescameinwiththetidingsthattheSpaniardswereadvancinginnumbers,andwiththemcountlesshostsofallies。 NowIwouldhavesentOtomietoseeksafetyamongherownpeople,butshelaughedmetoscorn,andsaid: ’Whereyouare,thereIwillbe,husband。 What,shallitbesufferedthatyoufacedeath,perhapstofindhim,whenIamnotatyoursidetodiewithyou? Ifthatisthefashionofwhitewomen,Ileaveittothem,beloved,andherewithyouIstay。’