第34章

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ThenIsawanarrowrushupwardsandstriketheemperor,andafterthearrowashowerofstones,sothathefelldownthereuponthetowerroof。 Nowavoicecried,’Wehaveslainourking。 Montezumaisdead,’ andinstantlywithadreadfulwailingthemultitudefledthiswayandthat,sothatpresentlynolivingmancouldbeseenwheretherehadbeenthousands。 IturnedtocomfortOtomie,whowaswatchingatmyside,andhadseenherroyalfatherfall,andledherweepingintothepalace。 HerewemetGuatemoc,theprince,andhismienwasfierceandwild。 Hewasfullyarmedandcarriedabowinhishand。 ’IsMontezumadead?’Iasked。 ’Ineitherknownorcare,’heansweredwithasavagelaugh,thenadded: ’Nowcurseme,Otomiemycousin,foritwasmyarrowthatsmotehimdown,thiskingwhohasbecomeawomanandatraitor,falsetohismanhoodandhiscountry。’ ThenOtomieceasedweepingandanswered: ’Icannotcurseyou,Guatemoc,forthegodshavesmittenmyfatherwithamadnessasyousmotehimwithyourarrow,anditisbestthatheshoulddie,bothforhisownsakeandforthatofhispeople。 Still,Guatemoc,Iamsureofthis,thatyourcrimewillnotgounpunished,andthatinpaymentforthissacrilege,youshallyourselfcometoashamefuldeath。’ ’Itmaybeso,’saidGuatemoc,’butatleastIshallnotdiebetrayingmytrust;’andhewent。 NowImusttellthat,asIbelieved,thiswasmylastdayonearth,foronthemorrowmyyearofgodheadexpired,andI,ThomasWingfield,shouldbeledouttosacrifice。 Notwithstandingallthetumultinthecity,themourningforthedeadandthefearthathungoveritlikeacloud,theceremoniesofreligionanditsfeastswerestillcelebratedstrictly,morestrictlyindeedthaneverbefore。 Thusonthisnightafestivalwasheldinmyhonour,andImustsitatthefeastcrownedwithflowersandsurroundedbymywives,whilethosenobleswhoremainedaliveinthecitydidmehomage,andwiththemCuitlahua,who,ifMontezumaweredead,wouldnowbeemperor。 Itwasadrearymealenough,forIcouldscarcelybegaythoughIstrovetodrownmywoesindrink,andasfortheguests,theyhadlittlejollityleftinthem。 Hundredsoftheirrelativesweredeadandwiththemthousandsofthepeople;theSpaniardsstillheldtheirowninthefortress,andthatdaytheyhadseentheiremperor,whotothemwasagod,smittendownbyoneoftheirownnumber,andabovealltheyfeltthatdoomwasuponthemselves。 Whatwonderthattheywerenotmerry? Indeednofuneralfeastcouldhavebeenmoresad,forflowersandwineandfairwomendonotmakepleasure,andafterallitwasafuneralfeast——forme。 AtlengthitcametoanendandIfledtomyownapartments,whithermythreewivesfollowedme,forOtomiedidnotcome,callingmemosthappyandblessedwhoto-morrowshouldbewithmyself,thatiswithmyowngodhead,inheaven。 ButIdidnotcallthemblessed,for,risinginwrath,Idrovethemaway,sayingthatIhadbutonecomfortleft,anditwasthatwhereverImightgoI shouldleavethembehind。 ThenIcastmyselfuponthecushionsofmybedandmournedinmyfearandbitternessofheart。 ThiswastheendofthevengeancewhichIhadsworntowreakondeGarcia,thatImyselfmusthavemyhearttornfrommybreastandofferedtoadevil。 TrulyFonseca,mybenefactor,hadspokenwordsofwisdomwhenhecounselledmetotakemyfortuneandforgetmyoath。 HadIdoneso,to-dayImighthavebeenmybetrothed’shusbandandhappyinherloveathomeinpeacefulEngland,insteadofwhatIwas,alostsoulinthepoweroffiendsandabouttobeofferedtoafiend。 InthebitternessofthethoughtandtheextremityofmyanguishIweptaloudandprayedtomyMakerthatImightbedeliveredfromthiscrueldeath,orattheleastthatmysinsshouldbeforgivenme,sothatto-morrownightImightrestatpeaceinheaven。 ThusweepingandprayingIsankintoahalfsleep,anddreamedthatIwalkedonthehillsidenearthechurchpaththatrunsthroughthegardenoftheLodgeatDitchingham。 ThewhispersofthewindwereinthetreeswhichclothethebankoftheVineyardHills,thescentofthesweetEnglishflowerswasinmynostrilsandthebalmyairofJuneblewonmybrow。 Itwasnightinthisdreamofmine,andI thoughtthatthemoonshonesweetlyonthemeadowsandtheriver,whilefromeverysidecamethemusicofthenightingale。 ButIwasnotthinkingofthesedelightfulsightsandsounds,thoughtheywerepresentinmymind,formyeyeswatchedthechurchpathwhichgoesupthehillatthebackofthehouse,andmyheartlistenedforafootstepthatIlongedtohear。 Thentherecameasoundofsingingfrombeyondthehill,andthewordsofthesongweresad,fortheytoldofonewhohadsailedawayandreturnednomore,andpresentlybetweentheappletreesIsawawhitefigureonitscrest。 SlowlyitcametowardsmeandIknewthatitwassheforwhomIwaited,Lilymybeloved。 Nowsheceasedtosing,butdrewongentlyandherfaceseemedverysad。 Moreoveritwasthefaceofawomaninmiddlelife,butstillmostbeautiful,morebeautifulindeedthanithadbeeninthebloomofyouth。 Shehadreachedthefootofthehillandwasturningtowardsthelittlegardengate,whenIcameforwardfromtheshadowofthetrees,andstoodbeforeher。 Backshestartedwithacryoffear,thengrewsilentandgazedintomyface。 ’Sochanged,’shemurmured;’canitbethesame? Thomas,isityoucomebacktomefromthedead,oristhisbutavision?’andslowlyanddoubtinglythedreamwraithstretchedoutherarmsasthoughtoclaspme。 ThenIawoke。 Iawokeandlo!beforemestoodafairwomanclothedinwhite,onwhomthemoonlightshoneasinmydream,andherarmswerestretchedtowardsmelovingly。 ’ItisI,beloved,andnovision,’Icried,springingfrommybedandclaspinghertomybreasttokissher。 ButbeforemylipstouchedhersIsawmyerror,forshewhomIembracedwasnotLilyBozard,mybetrothed,butOtomie,princessoftheOtomie,whowascalledmywife。 ThenIknewthatthiswasthesaddestandthemostbitterofdreamsthathadbeensenttomockme,forallthetruthrushedintomymind。 LosingmyholdofOtomie,Ifellbackuponthebedandgroanedaloud,andasIfellIsawtheflushofshameuponherbrowandbreast。 Forthiswomanlovedme,andthusmyactandwordswereaninsulttoher,whocouldguesswellwhatpromptedthem。 Stillshespokegently。 ’Pardonme,Teule,Icamebuttowatchandnottowakenyou。 I camealsothatImayseeyoualonebeforethedaybreak,hopingthatImightbeofservice,orattheleast,ofcomforttoyou,fortheenddrawsnear。 Saythen,inyoursleepdidyoumistakemeforsomeotherwomandearerandfairerthanIam,thatyouwouldhaveembracedme?’ ’IdreamedthatyouweremybetrothedwhomIlove,andwhoisfarawayacrossthesea,’Iansweredheavily。 ’Butenoughofloveandsuchmatters。 WhathaveItodowiththemwhogodownintodarkness?’ ’IntruthIcannottell,Teule,stillIhaveheardwisemensaythatifloveistobefoundanywhere,itisinthissamedarknessofdeath,thatislightindeed。 Grievenot,forifthereistruthinthefaithofwhichyouhavetoldmeorinourown,eitheronthisearthorbeyondit,withtheeyesofthespirityouwillseeyourdearbeforeanothersunisset,andIpraythatyoumayfindherfaithfultoyou。 Tellmenow,howmuchdoessheloveyou? WouldSHEhavelainbyyoursideonthebedofsacrificeas,hadthingsgoneotherwisebetweenus,Teule,itwasmyhopetodo?’ ’No,’Ianswered,’itisnotthecustomofourwomentokillthemselvesbecausetheirhusbandschancetodie。’ ’Perhapstheythinkitbettertoliveandwedagain,’answeredOtomieveryquietly,butIsawhereyesflashandherbreastheaveinthemoonlightasshespoke。 ’Enoughofthisfoolishtalk,’Isaid。 ’Listen,Otomie;ifyouhadcaredformetruly,surelyyouwouldhavesavedmefromthisdreadfuldoom,orprevailedonGuatemoctosaveme。 YouareMontezuma’sdaughter,couldyounothavebroughtitaboutduringallthesemonthsthatheissuedhisroyalmandate,commandingthatIshouldbespared?’ ’Doyou,then,takemeforsopoorafriend,Teule?’sheansweredhotly。 ’Knowthatforallthesemonths,bydayandbynight,I haveworkedandstriventofindameanstorescueyou。 BeforehebecameaprisonerIimportunedmyfathertheemperor,tillheorderedmefromhispresence。 Ihavesoughttobribethepriests,Ihaveplottedwaysofescape,ay,andGuatemochashelped,forhelovesyou。 HaditnotbeenforthecomingoftheseaccursedTeules,andthewarthattheyhaveleviedinthecity,Ihadsurelysavedyou,forawoman’sthoughtleapsfar,andcanfindapathwherenoneseemspossible。 Butthiswarhaschangedeverything,andmoreoverthestar-readersanddivinersofaugurieshavegivenaprophecywhichsealsyourfate。 Fortheyhaveprophesiedthatifyourbloodflows,andyourheartisofferedatthehourofnoonto- morrowonthealtarofTezcat,ourpeopleshallbevictoriousovertheTeules,andutterlydestroythem。 Butifthesacrificeiscelebratedonemomentbeforeorafterthatpropitioushour,thenthedoomofTenoctitlanissealed。 Alsotheyhavedeclaredthatyoumustdie,not,accordingtocustom,attheTempleofArmsacrossthelake,butonthegreatpyramidbeforethechiefstatueofthegod。 Allthisisknownthroughouttheland;thousandsofpriestsarenowofferingupprayersthatthesacrificemaybefortunate,andagoldenringhasbeenhungoverthestoneofslaughterinsuchafashionthatthelightofthesunmuststrikeuponthecentreofyourbreastattheverymomentofmid-day。 Forweeksyouhavebeenwatchedasajaguarwatchesitsprey,foritwasfearedthatyouwouldescapetotheTeules,andwe,yourwives,havebeenwatchedalso。 Atthismomentthereisatripleringofguardsaboutthepalace,andpriestsaresetwithoutyourdoorsandbeneaththewindowplaces。 Judge,then,whatchancethereisofescape,Teule。’ ’Littleindeed,’Isaid,’andyetIknowaroad。 IfIkillmyself,theycannotkillme。’ ’Nay,’sheansweredhastily,’whatshallthatavailyou? Whileyouliveyoumayhope,butoncedead,youaredeadforever。 Alsoifyoumustdie,itisbestthatyoushoulddiebythehandofthepriest。 Believeme,thoughtheendishorrible,’andsheshuddered,’itisalmostpainless,sotheysay,andveryswift。 Theywillnottortureyou,thatwehavesavedyou,GuatemocandI,thoughatfirsttheywishedthustohonourthegodmoreparticularlyonthisgreatday。’ ’OTeule,’Otomiewenton,seatingherselfbymeonthebed,andtakingmyhand,’thinknomoreofthesebriefterrors,butlookbeyondthem。 Isitsohardathingtodie,andswiftly? Weallmustdie,to-day,orto-night,orthenextday,itmatterslittlewhen——andyourfaith,likeours,teachesthatbeyondthegraveisendlessblessedness。 Thinkthen,myfriend,to-morrowyouwillhavepassedfarfromthisstrifeandturmoil;thestruggleandthesorrowsandthedailyfearsforthefuturethatmakethesoulsickwillbeoverforyou,youwillbetakentoyourpeace,wherenooneshalldisturbyouforever。 Thereyouwillfindthatmotherwhomyouhavetoldmeof,andwholovedyou,andthereperhapsonewilljoinyouwholovesyoubetterthanyourmother,mayhapevenImaymeetyouthere,friend,’andshelookedupatmestrangely。 ’Theroadthatyouaredoomedtowalkisdarkindeed,butsurelyitmustbewell-trodden,andthereislightshiningbeyondit。 Sobeaman,myfriend,anddonotgrieve;rejoiceratherthatatsoearlyanageyouhavedonewithwoesanddoubts,andcometothegatesofjoy,thatyouhavepassedthethorny,unwateredwildernessandseethesmilinglakesandgardens,andamongthemthetemplesofyoureternalcity。 ’Andnowfarewell。 Wemeetnomoretillthehourofsacrifice,forwewomenwhomasqueradeaswivesmustaccompanyyoutothefirstplatformsofthetemple。 Farewell,dearfriend,andthinkuponmywords;whethertheyareacceptabletoyouorno,Iamsureofthis,thatbothforthesakeofyourownhonourandbecauseIaskitofyou,youwilldiebravelyasthoughtheeyesofyourownpeoplewerewatchingall。’ Andbendingsuddenly,Otomiekissedmeontheforeheadgentlyasasistermight,andwasgone。 Thecurtainsswungbehindher,buttheechoesofhernoblewordsstilldweltinmyheart。