第31章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4553更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
comehere,OTezcat,accordingtotheancientcustom,becauseIamchargedwithamessagetoyou。 Thosewhomyoushallwedarechosen。 Iamthebeareroftheirnames。’ ’Speakon,princessoftheOtomie。’ ’Theyare’——andshenamedthreeladieswhomIknewtobeamongtheloveliestintheland。 ’Ithoughtthattherewerefour,’Isaidwithabitterlaugh。 ’AmItobedefraudedofthefourth?’ ’Thereisafourth,’sheanswered,andwassilent。 ’Givemehername,’Icried。 ’Whatothersluthasbeenfoundtomarryafelondoomedtosacrifice?’ ’Onehasbeenfound,OTezcat,whohasborneothertitlesthanthisyougiveher。’ NowIlookedatherquestioningly,andshespokeagaininalowvoice。 ’I,Otomie,princessoftheOtomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,amthefourthandthefirst。’ ’You!’Isaid,sinkingbackuponmycushions。 ’YOU!’ ’Yes,I。 Listen:Iwaschosenbythepriestsasthemostlovelyintheland,howeverunworthily。 Myfather,theemperor,wasangryandsaidthatwhateverbefell,Ishouldneverbethewifeofacaptivewhomustdieuponthealtarofsacrifice。 Butthepriestsansweredthatthiswasnotimeforhimtoclaimexceptionforhisblood,nowwhenthegodswerewroth。 Wasthefirstladyinthelandtobewithheldfromthegod?theyasked。 ThenmyfathersighedandsaidthatitshouldbeasIwilled。 AndIsaidwiththepriests,thatnowinoursoredistresstheproudmusthumblethemselvestothedust,eventothemarryingofacaptiveslavewhoisnamedagodanddoomedtosacrifice。 SoI,princessoftheOtomie,haveconsentedtobecomeyourwife,OTezcat,thoughperchancehadIknownallthatIreadinyoureyesthishour,I shouldnothaveconsented。 ItmayhappenthatinthisshameI hopedtofindloveifonlyforoneshorthour,andthatIpurposedtovarythecustomofourpeople,andtocompletemymarriagebythesideofthevictimonthealtar,as,ifIwill,Ihavetherighttodo。 ButIseewellthatIamnotwelcome,andthoughitistoolatetogobackuponmyword,havenofear。 Thereareothers,andIshallnottroubleyou。 Ihavegivenmymessage,isityourpleasurethatIshouldgo? Thesolemnceremonyofwedlockwillbeonthetwelfthdayfromnow,OTezcat。’ NowIrosefrommyseatandtookherhand,saying: ’Ithankyou,Otomie,foryournoblenessofmind。 HaditnotbeenforthecomfortandfriendshipwhichyouandGuatemocyourcousinhavegivenme,IthinkthaterenowIshouldbedead。 Soyoudesiretocomfortmetothelast;itseemsthatyouevenpurposedtodiewithme。 HowamItointerpretthis,Otomie? Inourlandawomanwouldneedtoloveamanafternocommonfashionbeforesheconsentedtosharesuchabedasawaitsmeonyonderpyramid。 AndyetImayscarcelythinkthatyouwhomkingshavesuedforcanplaceyourheartsolow。 HowamItoreadthewritingofyourwords,princessoftheOtomie?’ ’Readitwithyourheart,’shewhisperedlow,andIfeltherhandtrembleinmyown。 Ilookedatherbeauty,itwasgreat;Ithoughtofherdevotion,adevotionthatdidnotshrinkfromthemosthorribleofdeaths,andawindoffeelingwhichwasakintolovesweptthroughmysoul。 ButevenasIlookedandthought,IrememberedtheEnglishgardenandtheEnglishmaidfromwhomIhadpartedbeneaththebeechatDitchingham,andthewordsthatwehadspokenthen。 Doubtlessshestilllivedandwastruetome;whileIlivedshouldInotkeeptrueathearttoher? IfImustwedtheseIndiangirls,Imustwedthem,butifonceItoldOtomiethatIlovedher,thenIbrokemytroth,andwithnothinglesswouldshebesatisfied。 Asyet,thoughIwasdeeplymovedandthetemptationwasgreat,Ihadnotcometothis。 ’Beseated,Otomie,’Isaid,’andlistentome。 Youseethisgoldentoken,’andIdrewLily’sposyringfrommyhand,’andyouseethewritingwithinit。’ Shebentherheadbutdidnotspeak,andIsawthattherewasfearinhereyes。 ’Iwillreadyouthewords,Otomie,’andItranslatedintotheAztectonguethequaintcouplet: Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart。 Thenatlastshespoke。 ’Whatdoesthewritingmean?’shesaid。 ’Icanonlyreadinpictures,Teule。’ ’Itmeans,Otomie,thatinthefarlandwhenceIcome,thereisawomanwholovesme,andwhoismylove。’ ’Issheyourwifethen?’ ’Sheisnotmywife,Otomie,butsheisvowedtomeinmarriage。’ ’Sheisvowedtoyouinmarriage,’sheansweredbitterly:’why,thenweareequal,forsoamI,Teule。 Butthereisthisdifferencebetweenus;youloveher,andmeyoudonotlove。 Thatiswhatyouwouldmakecleartome。 Sparememorewords,I understandall。 StillitseemsthatifIhavelost,sheisalsointhepathofloss。 Greatseasrollbetweenyouandthisloveofyours,Teule,seasofwater,andthealtarofsacrifice,andthenothingnessofdeath。 Nowletmego。 YourwifeImustbe,forthereisnoescape,butIshallnottroubleyouovermuch,anditwillsoonbedonewith。 ThenyoumayseekyourdesireintheHousesoftheStarswhitheryoumustwander,anditismyprayerthatyoushallwinit。 AllthesemonthsIhavebeenplanningtofindhopeforyou,andIthoughtthatIhadfoundit。 Butitwasbuiltuponafalsebelief,anditisended。 Hadyoubeenabletosayfromyourheartthatyoulovedme,itmighthavebeenwellforbothofus;shouldyoubeabletosayitbeforetheend,itmaystillbewell。 ButIdonotaskyoutosayit,andbewarehowyoutellmealie。 Ileaveyou,Teule,butbeforeIgoIwillsaythatIhonouryoumoreinthishourthanIhavehonouredyoubefore,becauseyouhavedaredtospeakthetruthtome,Montezuma’sdaughter,whenaliehadbeensoeasyandsosafe。 Thatwomanbeyondtheseasshouldbegratefultoyou,butthoughIbearhernoillwill,betweenmeandherthereisastruggletothedeath。 Wearestrangerstoeachother,andstrangersweshallremain,butshehastouchedyourhandasItouchitnow;youlinkustogetherandareourbondofenmity。 Farewellmyhusbandthatistobe。 Weshallmeetnomoretillthatsorrydaywhena“slut“shallbegiventoa“felon“inmarriage。 Iuseyourownwords,Teule!’ Thenrising,Otomiecastherveilaboutherfaceandpassedslowlyfromthechamber,leavingmemuchdisturbed。 Itwasabolddeedtohaverejectedtheprofferedloveofthisqueenamongwomen,andnowthatIhaddonesoIwasnotaltogetherglad。 WouldLily,I wondered,haveofferedtodescendfromsuchstate,tocastoffthepurpleofherroyalrankthatshemightlieatmysideontheredstoneofsacrifice? Perhapsnot,forthisfiercefidelityisonlytobefoundinwomenofanotherbreed。 ThesedaughtersoftheSunlovewhollywhentheyloveatall,andastheylovetheyhate。 Theyasknopriesttoconsecratetheirvows,norifthesebecomehateful,willtheybeboundbythemforduty’ssake。 Theirowndesireistheirlaw,butwhileitrulesthemtheyfollowitunflinchingly,andifneedbe,theyseekitsconsummationinthegatesofdeath,orfailingthat,forgetfulness。 Somewearytimewentby,andatlastcamethedayoftheentryintoMexicoofCortesandhisconquerors。 NowofallthedoingsoftheSpaniardsaftertheyoccupiedthecity,Idonotproposetospeakatlength,forthesearemattersofhistory,andIhavemyownstorytotell。 SoIshallonlywriteofthoseofthemwithwhichI wasconcernedmyself。 IdidnotseethemeetingbetweenMontezumaandCortes,thoughIsawtheemperorsetouttoitcladlikeSolomoninhisgloryandsurroundedbyhisnobles。 ButIamsureofthis,thatnoslavebeingledtosacrificecarriedaheavierheartinhisbreastthanthatofMontezumaonthisunluckyday。 Fornowhisfollyhadruinedhim,andIthinkheknewthathewasgoingtohisdoom。 Afterwards,towardsevening,Isawtheemperorcomebackinhisgoldenlitter,andpassovertothepalacebuiltbyAxahisfather,thatstoodoppositetoandsomefivehundredpacesfromhisown,facingthewesterngateofthetemple。 PresentlyIheardthesoundofamultitudeshouting,andamidstitthetrampofhorsesandarmedsoldiers,andfromaseatinmychamberIsawtheSpaniardsadvancedownthegreatstreet,andmyheartbeatatthesightofChristianmen。 Infront,cladinricharmour,rodetheirleaderCortes,amanofmiddlesizebutnoblebearing,withthoughtfuleyesthatnotedeverything,andafterhim,somefewonhorsebackbutthemostofthemonfoot,marchedhislittlearmyofconquerors,staringaboutthemwithboldwonderingeyesandjestingtoeachotherinCastilian。 Theywerebutahandful,bronzedwiththesunandscarredbybattle,someofthemill-armedandalmostinrags,andlookingonthemIcouldnotbutmarvelattheindomitablecouragethathadenabledthemtopiercetheirwaythroughhostilethousands,sickness,andwar,eventothehomeofMontezuma’spower。 BythesideofCortes,holdinghisstirrupinherhand,walkedabeautifulIndianwomandressedinwhiterobesandcrownedwithflowers。 Asshepassedthepalacesheturnedherface。 Iknewheratonce;itwasmyfriendMarina,whonowhadattainedtothegreatnesswhichshedesired,andwho,notwithstandingalltheevilthatshehadbroughtuponhercountry,lookedmosthappyinitandinhermaster’slove。 AstheSpaniardswentbyIsearchedtheirfacesonebyone,withthevaguehopeofhate。 Forthoughitmightwellchancethatdeathhadputusoutofeachother’sreach,IhalfthoughttoseedeGarciaamongthenumberoftheconquerors。 Suchaquestastheirs,withitspromiseofblood,andgold,andrapine,wouldcertainlycommenditselftohisevilheartshoulditbeinhispowertojoinit,andastrangeinstincttoldmethathewasNOTdead。 ButneitherdeadnorlivingwasheamongthosemenwhoenteredMexicothatday。 ThatnightIsawGuatemocandaskedhimhowthingswent。 ’Wellforthekitethatroostsinthedove’snest,’heansweredwithabitterlaugh,’butveryillforthedove。 Montezuma,myuncle,hasbeencooingyonder,’andhepointedtothepalaceofAxa,’andthecaptainoftheTeuleshascooedinanswer,butthoughhetriedtohideit,Icouldhearthehawk’sshriekinhispigeon’snote。 ErelongtherewillbemerrydoingsinTenoctitlan。’ Hewasright。 WithinaweekMontezumawastreacherouslyseizedbytheSpaniardsandkeptaprisonerintheirquarters,watcheddayandnightbytheirsoldiers。 Thencameeventuponevent。 CertainlordsinthecoastlandshavingkilledsomeSpaniards,weresummonedtoMexicobytheinstigationofCortes。 Theycameandwereburnedaliveinthecourtyardofthepalace。 Norwasthisall,forMontezuma,theirmonarch,wasforcedtowitnesstheexecutionwithfettersonhisankles。 SolowhadtheemperoroftheAztecsfallen,thathemustbearchainslikeacommonfelon。