第20章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4663更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
swungloosebeneaththehatchway。 AsIpassedthatSpaniardtowhomIhadbeengiveninslavery,andwhobutnowhadcounselledmycastingaway,Isawhisfacewellinthelightofthelantern,andthereweresignsonitthataphysiciancouldreadclearly。 ’Farewell,’Isaidtohim,’wemaysoonmeetagain。 Fool,whydoyoulabour? Takeyourrest,fortheplagueisonyou。 Insixhoursyouwillbedead!’ Hisjawdroppedwithterroratmywords,andforamomenthestoodspeechless。 Thenheutteredafearfuloathandaimedablowatmewiththehammerheheld,whichwouldswiftlyhaveputanendtomysufferingshadInotatthatmomentbeenliftedfromhisreachbythosewhopulledabove。 InanothersecondIhadfallenonthedeckastheyslackedtherope。 Nearmestoodtwoblackmenwhoseofficeitwastocastuspoorwretchesintothesea,andbehindthem,seatedinachair,hisfacehaggardfromrecentillness,satdeGarciafanninghimselfwithhissombrero,forthenightwasveryhot。 Herecognisedmeatonceinthemoonlight,whichwasbrilliant,andsaid,’What!areyouhereandstillalive,Cousin? Youaretoughindeed;Ithoughtthatyoumustbedeadordying。 Indeedhaditnotbeenforthisaccursedplague,Iwouldhaveseentoitmyself。 Well,ithascomerightatlast,andhereistheonlyluckythinginallthisvoyage,thatIshallhavethepleasureofsendingyoutothesharks。 Itconsolesmeformuch,friendWingfield。 Soyoucameacrosstheseastoseekvengeanceonme? Well,Ihopethatyourstayhasbeenpleasant。 Theaccommodationwasalittlepoor,butatleastthewelcomewashearty。 Andnowitistimetospeedthepartingguest。 Goodnight,ThomasWingfield;ifyoushouldchancetomeetyourmotherpresently,tellherfrommethatIwasgrievedtohavetokillher,forsheistheonebeingwhomIhaveloved。 Ididnotcometomurderherasyoumayhavethought,butsheforcedmetoittosavemyself,sincehadInotdoneso,I shouldneverhavelivedtoreturntoSpain。 Shehadtoomuchofmyownbloodtosuffermetoescape,anditseemsthatitrunsstronginyourveinsalso,elseyouwouldscarcelyholdsofastbyvengeance。 Well,ithasnotprosperedyou!’ Andhedroppedbackintothechairandfelltofanninghimselfagainwiththebroadhat。 Eventhen,asIstoodupontheeveofdeath,Ifeltmybloodrunhotwithinmeatthestingofhiscoarsetaunts。 TrulydeGarcia’striumphwascomplete。 Ihadcometohunthimdown,andwhatwastheendofit? Hewasabouttohurlmetothesharks。 StillI answeredhimwithsuchdignityasIcouldcommand。 ’Youhavemeatsomedisadvantage,’Isaid。 ’Nowifthereisanymanhoodleftinyou,givemeaswordandletussettleourquarrelonceandforall。 YouareweakfromsicknessIknow,butwhatamI whohavespentcertaindaysandnightsinthishellofyours。 Weshouldbewellmatched,deGarcia。’ ’Perhapsso,Cousin,butwhereistheneed? Tobefrank,thingshavenotgoneoverwellwithmewhenwestoodfacetofacebefore,anditisodd,butdoyouknow,Ihavebeentroubledwithaforebodingthatyouwouldbetheendofme。 ThatisoneofthereasonswhyIsoughtachangeofairtothesewarmerregions。 Butseethefollyofforebodings,myfriend。 Iamstillalive,thoughIhavebeenill,andImeantogoonliving,butyouare——forgivemeformentioningit——youarealreadydead。 Indeedthosegentlemen,’andhepointedtothetwoblackmenwhoweretakingadvantageofourtalktothrowintotheseatheslavewhofollowedmeupthehatchway,’arewaitingtoputastoptoourconversation。 HaveyouanymessagethatIcandeliverforyou? Ifso,outwithit,fortimeisshortandthatholdmustbeclearedbydaybreak。’ ’Ihavenomessagetogiveyoufrommyself,thoughIhaveamessageforyou,deGarcia,’Ianswered。 ’ButbeforeItellit,letmesayaword。 Youseemtohavewon,wickedmurdererasyouare,butperhapsthegameisnotyetplayed。 Yourfearsmaystillcometrue。 Iamdead,butmyvengeancemayyetliveon,forIleaveittotheHandinwhichIshouldhaveleftitatfirst。 Youmaylivesomeyearslonger,butdoyouthinkthatyoushallescape? OnedayyouwilldieassurelyasImustdieto-night,andwhatthen,deGarcia?’ ’Atruce,Iprayyou,’hesaidwithasneer。 ’Surelyyouhavenotbeenconsecratedpriest。 Youhadamessage,yousaid。 Praydeliveritquickly。 Timepresses,CousinWingfield。 Whosendsmessagestoanexilelikemyself?’ ’IsabelladeSiguenza,whomyoucheatedwithafalsemarriageandabandoned,’Isaid。 Hestartedfromhischairandstoodoverme。 ’Whatofher?’hewhisperedfiercely。 ’Onlythis,themonkswalledherupalivewithherbabe。’ ’Walledherupalive! MotherofGod!howdoyouknowthat?’ ’Ichancedtoseeitdone,thatisall。 Sheprayedmetotellyouofherendandthechild’s,andthatshediedhidingyourname,lovingandforgiving。 Thiswasallhermessage,butIwilladdtoit。 Mayshehauntyouforever,sheandmymother;maytheyhauntyouthroughlifeanddeath,throughearthandhell。’ Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsforamoment,thendroppingthemsankbackintothechairandcalledtotheblacksailors。 ’Awaywiththisslave。 Whyareyousoslow?’ Themenadvanceduponme,butIwasnotmindedtobehandledbythemifIcouldhelpit,andIwasmindedtocausedeGarciatosharemyfate。 SuddenlyIboundedathim,andgrippinghimroundthemiddle,Idraggedhimfromhischair。 SuchwasthestrengththatrageanddespairgavetomethatIsucceededinswinginghimuptothelevelofthebulwarks。 Buttherethematterended,foratthatmomentthetwoblacksailorsspranguponusboth,andtorehimfrommygrip。 Thenseeingthatallwaslost,fortheywereabouttocutmedownwiththeirswords,Iplacedmyhanduponthebulwarkandleapedintothesea。 MyreasontoldmethatIshoulddowelltodrownasquicklyaspossible,andIthoughttomyselfthatIwouldnottrytoswim,butwouldsinkatonce。 Yetloveoflifewastoostrongforme,andsosoonasItouchedthewater,Istruckoutandbegantoswimalongthesideoftheship,keepingmyselfinhershadow,forIfearedlestdeGarciashouldcausemetobeshotatwitharrowsandmusketballs。 PresentlyasIwentIheardhimsaywithanoath: ’Hehasgone,andforgoodthistime,butmyforebodingwentneartocomingtrueafterall。 Bah!howthesightofthatmanfrightensme。’ NowIknewinmyheartthatIwasdoingamadthing,forthoughifnosharktookme,ImightfloatforsixoreighthoursinthiswarmwateryetImustsinkatlast,andwhatwouldmystrugglehaveprofitedme? StillIswamonslowly,andafterthefilthandstenchoftheslavehold,thetouchofthecleanwaterandthebreathofthepureairwerelikefoodandwinetome,andIfeltstrengthenterintomeasIwent。 BythistimeIwasahundredyardsormorefromtheship,andthoughthoseonboardcouldscarcelyhaveseenme,Icouldstillhearthesplashofthebodies,astheslaveswereflungfromher,andthedrowningcriesofsuchamongthemasstilllived。 Iliftedmyheadandlookedroundthewasteofwater,andseeingsomethingfloatingonitatadistance,Iswamtowardsit,expectingthateverymomentwouldbemylast,becauseofthesharkswhichaboundintheseseas。 SoonIwasnearit,andtomyjoyI perceivedthatitwasalargebarrel,whichhadbeenthrownfromtheship,andwasfloatinguprightinthewater。 Ireachedit,andpushingatitfrombelow,contrivedtotiltitsothatIcaughtitsupperedgewithmyhand。 ThenIsawthatitwashalffullofmealcakes,andthatithadbeencastawaybecausethemealwasstinking。 Itwastheweightoftheserottencakesactingasballast,thatcausedthetubtofloatuprightinthewater。 NowI bethoughtme,thatifIcouldgetintothisbarrelIshouldbesafefromthesharksforawhile,buthowtodoitIdidnotknow。 WhileIwondered,chancingtoglancebehindme,Isawthefinofasharkstandingabovethewaternottwentypacesaway,andadvancingrapidlytowardsme。 Thenterrorseizedmeandgavemestrengthandthewitofdespair。 Pullingdowntheedgeofthebarreltillthewaterbegantopourintoit,Iseizeditoneithersidewithmyhands,andliftingmyweightuponthem,Idoubledmyknees。 TothishourIcannottellhowIaccomplishedit,butthenextsecondIwasinthecask,withnootherhurtthanascrapedshin。 ButthoughIhadfoundaboat,theboatitselfwasliketosink,forwhatwithmyweightandthatoftherottenmeal,andofthewaterwhichhadpouredovertherim,theedgeofthebarrelwasnotnowaninchabovethelevelofthesea,andIknewthatdidanotherbucketfulcomeaboard,itwouldnolongerbearme。 AtthatmomentalsoIsawthefinofthesharkwithinfouryards,andthenfeltthebarrelshakeasthefishstruckitwithhisnose。 NowIbegantobailfuriouslywithmyhands,andasIbailed,theedgeofthecasklifteditselfabovethewater。 Whenithadrisensometwoinches,theshark,enragedatmyescape,cametothesurface,andturningonitsside,bitatthetubsothatIhearditsteethgrateonthewoodandironbands,causingittoheeloverandtospinround,shippingmorewaterasitheeled。 NowImustbailafresh,andhadthefishreneweditsonset,Ishouldhavebeenlost。 Butnotfindingwoodandirontoitstaste,itwentawayforawhile,althoughIsawitsfinfromtimetotimeforthespaceofsomehours。 IbailedwithmyhandstillIcouldliftthewaternolonger,thenmakingshifttotakeoffmyboot,Ibailedwiththat。 Soontheedgeofthecaskstoodtwelveinchesabovethewater,andIdidnotlightenitfurther,fearinglestitshouldoverturn。 NowIhadtimetorestandtorememberthatallthiswasofnoavail,sinceImustdieatlasteitherbytheseaorbecauseofthirst,andIlamentedthatmycowardicehadonlysufficedtoprolongmysufferings。 ThenIprayedtoGodtosuccourme,andneverdidIpraymoreheartilythaninthathour,andwhenIhadfinishedprayingsomesortofpeaceandhopefelluponme。 IthoughtitmarvellousthatIshouldthushaveescapedthricefromgreatperilswithinthespaceofafewdays,firstfromthesinkingcarak,thenfrompestilenceandstarvationintheboldoftheslave-ship,andnow,ifonlyforawhile,fromthecrueljawsofthesharks。 ItseemedtomethatIhadnotbeenpreservedfromdangerswhichprovedfataltosomany,onlythatImightperishmiserablyatlast,andeveninmydespairIbegantohopewhenhopewasfolly;thoughwhetherthisreliefwassenttomefromabove,orwhetheritwassimplythatbeingsomuchaliveatthemomentIcouldnotbelievethatIshouldsoonbedead,isnotformetosay。 Attheleastmycourageroseagain,andIcouldevenfindhearttonotethebeautyofthenight。 Theseawassmoothasapond,therewasnobreathofwind,andnowthatthemoonbegantosink,thousandsofstarsofamarvellousbrightness,suchaswedonotseeinEngland,gemmedtheheavenseverywhere。 Atlastthesegrewpale,anddawnbegantoflushtheeast,andafteritcamethefirstraysofsunlight。