第17章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:5305更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
ThistidingsIhadgainedfromthedoomedlady,andIhavetoldherstoryatsomelengthbecauseitwasthroughitandherthatIcametojourneytoHispaniola,asitwasbecauseofthesacrificeofhertormentor,FatherPedro,bythepriestsoftheOtomiethatIamhereinEnglandthisday,sincehaditnotbeenforthatsacrificetheSpaniardswouldneverhavestormedtheCityofPines,where,aliveordead,Ishoulddoubtlesshavebeentothishour;forthusdoseemingaccidentsbuildupthefatesofmen。 HadthosewordsneverpassedIsabella’slips,doubtlessintimeIshouldhaveweariedofauselesssearchandsailedforhomeandhappiness。 Buthavingheardthemitseemedtome,tomyundoing,thatthiswouldbetoplaythepartofasorrycoward。 Moreover,strangeasitmaylook,nowIfeltasthoughI hadtwowrongstoavenge,thatofmymotherandthatofIsabelladeSiguenza。 Indeednonecouldhaveseenthatyoungandlovelyladydiethusterriblyandnotdesiretowreakherdeathonhimwhohadbetrayedanddesertedher。 Sotheendofitwasthatbeingofastubborntemper,Ideterminedtodoviolencetomyowndesiresandthedyingcounselsofmybenefactor,andtofollowdeGarciatotheendsoftheearthandtheretokillhimasIhadsworntodo。 First,however,IinquiredsecretlyanddiligentlyastothetruthofthestatementthatdeGarciahadsailedfortheIndies,andtobebrief,havingtheclue,IdiscoveredthattwodaysafterthedateoftheduelIhadfoughtwithhim,amanansweringtodeGarcia’sdescription,thoughbearingadifferentname,hadshippedfromSevilleinacarakboundfortheCanaryIslands,whichcarakwastheretoawaitthearrivalofthefleetsailingforHispaniola。 IndeedfromvariouscircumstancesIhadlittledoubtthatthemanwasnoneotherthandeGarciahimself,which,althoughIhadnotthoughtofitbefore,wasnotstrange,seeingthatthenasnowtheIndiesweretherefugeofhalfthedesperadoesandvillainswhocouldnolongerliveinSpain。 ThitherthenImadeupmymindtofollowhim,consolingmyselfalittlebythethoughtthatatleastIshouldseenewandwonderfulcountries,thoughhownewandwonderfultheywereIdidnotguess。 Nowitremainedformetodisposeofthewealthwhichhadcometomesuddenly。 WhileIwaswonderinghowIcouldplaceitinsafetytillmyreturn,Iheardbychancethatthe’Adventuress’ofYarmouth,thesameshipinwhichIhadcometoSpainayearbefore,wasagainintheportofCadiz,andIbethoughtmethatthebestthingIcoulddowiththegoldandotherarticlesofvaluewouldbetoshipthemtoEngland,theretobeheldintrustforme。 Sohavingdespatchedamessagetomyfriendthecaptainofthe’Adventuress,’thatIhadfreightofvalueforhim,ImademypreparationstodepartfromSevillewithsuchspeedasImight,andtothisendIsoldmybenefactor’shouse,withmanyoftheeffects,atapricemuchbelowtheirworth。 Themostofthebooksandplate,togetherwithsomeotherarticles,Ikept,andpackingthemincases,IcausedthemtobetransporteddowntherivertoCadiz,tothecareofthosesameagentstowhomIhadreceivedlettersfromtheYarmouthmerchants。 ThisbeingdoneIfollowedthithermyself,takingthebulkofmyfortunewithmeingold,whichIhidartfullyinnumerouspackages。 AndsoitcametopassthatafterastayofayearinSeville,I turnedmybackonitforever。 Mysojourntherehadbeenfortunate,forIcametoitpoorandleftitarichman,tosaynothingofwhatIhadgainedinexperience,whichwasmuch。 YetI wasgladtobegone,forhereJuandeGarciahadescapedme,hereI hadlostmybestfriendandseenIsabelladeSiguenzadie。 IcametoCadizinsafetyandwithoutlossofanyofmygoodsorgold,andtakingboatproceededonboardthe’Adventuress,’whereI foundhercaptain,whosenamewasBell,ingoodhealthandverygladtoseeme。 Whatpleasedmemore,however,wasthathehadthreelettersforme,onefrommyfather,onefrommysisterMary,andonefrommybetrothed,LilyBozard,theonlyletterIeverreceivedfromher。 Thecontentsofthesewritingswerenotaltogetherpleasinghowever,forIlearnedfromthemthatmyfatherwasinbrokenhealthandalmostbedridden,andindeed,thoughIdidnotknowitformanyyearsafter,hediedinDitchinghamChurchupontheverydaythatIreceivedhisletter。 Itwasshortandsad,andinithesaidthathesorrowedmuchthathehadallowedmetogouponmymission,sinceheshouldseemenomoreandcouldonlycommendmetothecareoftheAlmighty,andprayHimformysafereturn。 AsforLily’sletter,which,hearingthatthe’Adventuress’wastosailforCadiz,shehadfoundmeanstodespatchsecretly,thoughitwasnotshortitwassadalso,andtoldmethatsosoonasmybackwasturnedonhome,mybrotherGeoffreyhadaskedherinmarriagefromherfather,andthattheypushedthematterstrongly,sothatherlifewasmadeamiserytoher,formybrotherwaylaidhereverywhere,andherfatherdidnotceasetorevileherasanobstinatejadewhowouldflingawayherfortuneforthesakeofapennilesswanderer。 ’But,’itwenton,’beassured,sweetheart,thatunlesstheymarrymebyforce,astheyhavethreatenedtodo,Iwillnotbudgefrommypromise。 And,Thomas,shouldIbeweddedthusagainstmywill,Ishallnotbeawifeforlong,forthoughIamstrongIbelievethatIshalldieofshameandsorrow。 ItishardthatIshouldbethustormented,andforonereasononly,thatyouarenotrich。 StillIhavegoodhopethatthingsmaybetterthemselves,forIseethatmybrotherWilfredismuchinclinedtowardsyoursisterMary,andthoughhealsourgesthismarriageonmeto-day,sheisafriendtobothofusandmaybeinthewaytomaketermswithhimbeforesheacceptshissuit。’ Thenthewritingendedwithmanytenderwordsandprayersformysafereturn。 AsfortheletterfrommysisterMaryitwastothesamepurpose。 Asyet,shesaid,shecoulddonothingformewithLilyBozard,formybrotherGeoffreywasmadwithloveforher,myfatherwastooilltomeddleinthematter,andSquireBozardwasfiercelysetuponthemarriagebecauseofthelandsthatwereatstake。 Still,shehinted,thingsmightnotalwaysbeso,asatimemightcomewhenshecouldspeakupformeandnotinvain。 Nowallthisnewsgavememuchcauseforthought。 Moreindeed,itawokeinmealongingforhomewhichwassostrongthatitgrewalmosttoasickness。 HerlovingwordsandtheperfumethathungabouttheletterofmybetrothedbroughtLilybacktomeinsuchsortthatmyheartachedwithadesiretobewithher。 MoreoverI knewthatIshouldbewelcomenow,formyfortunewasfargreaterthanmybrother’swouldeverbe,andparentsdonotshowthedoortosuitorswhobringmorethantwelvethousandgoldenpiecesintheirbaggage。 AlsoIwishedtoseemyfatheragainbeforehepassedbeyondmyreach。 ButstillbetweenmeandmydesirelaytheshadowofdeGarciaandmyoath。 IhadbroodedonvengeanceforsolongthatIfelteveninthemidstofthisstrongtemptationthatI shouldhavenopleasureinmylifeifIforsookmyquest。 TobehappyImustfirstkilldeGarcia。 MoreoverIhadcometobelievethatdidIsoforsakeitthecursewhichIhadinvokedwouldsurelyfalluponme。 MeanwhileIdidthis。 GoingtoanotaryIcausedhimtoprepareadeedwhichItranslatedintoEnglish。 BythisdeedIvestedallmyfortuneexcepttwohundredpesosthatIkeptformyownuse,inthreepersonstoholdthesameonmybehalftillIcametoclaimit。 Thosethreepersonsweremyoldmaster,DoctorGrimstoneofBungay,whomIknewforthehonestestofmen,mysisterMaryWingfield,andmybetrothed,LilyBozard。 Idirectedthembythisdeed,whichforgreatervalidityIsignedupontheshipandcausedtobewitnessedbyCaptainBellandtwootherEnglishmen,todealwiththepropertyaccordingtotheirdiscretion,investingnotlessthanhalfofitinthepurchaseoflandsandputtingtherestouttointerest,whichinterestwiththerentofthelandswastobepaidtothesaidLilyBozardforherownuseforsolongassheremainedunmarried。 AlsowiththedeedIexecutedawillbywhichIdevisedthemostofmypropertytoLilyBozardshouldshebeunmarriedatthedateofmydeath,andtheresiduetomysisterMary。 IntheeventofthemarriageordeathofLily,thenthewholewastopasstoMaryandherheirs。 Thesetwodocumentsbeingsignedandsealed,Ideliveredthem,togetherwithallmytreasureandothergoods,intothekeepingofCaptainBell,charginghimsolemnlytohandthemandmypossessionstoDr。GrimstoneofBungay,bywhomhewouldbeliberallyrewarded。 Thishepromisedtodo,thoughnotuntilhehadurgedmealmostwithtearstoaccompanythemmyself。 WiththegoldandthedeedsIsentseveralletters;tomyfather,mysister,mybrother,Dr。Grimstone,SquireBozard,andlastlytoLilyherself。 IntheselettersIgaveanaccountofmylifeandfortunessinceIhadcometoSpain,forIgatheredthatotherswhichIhadsenthadneverreachedEngland,andtoldthemofmyresolutiontofollowdeGarciatotheendsoftheearth。 ’Others,’IwrotetoLily,’maythinkmeamadmanthustopostpone,orperchancetolose,ahappinesswhichIdesireaboveanythingonearth,butyouwhounderstandmyheartwillnotblameme,howevermuchyoumaygrieveformydecision。 YouwillknowthatwhenonceIhavesetmyminduponanobject,nothingexceptdeathitselfcanturnmefromit,andthatinthismatterIamboundbyanoathwhichmyconsciencewillnotsuffermetobreak。 IcouldneverbehappyevenatyoursideifIabandonedmysearchnow。 Firstmustcomethetoilandthentherest,firstthesorrowandthenthejoy。 Donotfearforme,IfeelthatIshalllivetoreturnagain,andifIdonotreturn,atleastIamabletoprovideforyouinsuchfashionthatyouneedneverbemarriedagainstyourwill。 WhiledeGarcialivesImustfollowhim。’ TomybrotherGeoffreyIwroteveryshortly,tellinghimwhatI thoughtofhisconductinpersecutinganundefendedmaidenandstrivingtodowrongtoanabsentbrother。 Ihaveheardthatmyletterpleasedhimveryill。 AndhereImaystatethatthoselettersandeverythingelsethatI sentcamesafelytoYarmouth。 TherethegoldandgoodsweretakentoLowestoftandputaboardawherry,andwhenhehaddischargedhisship,CaptainBellsaileduptheWaveneywiththemtillhebroughtthemtoBungayStaitheandthencetothehouseofDr。 GrimstoneinNethergateStreet。 Hereweregatheredmysisterandbrother,formyfatherwasthentwomonthsburied——andalsoSquireBozardandhissonanddaughter,forCaptainBellhadadvisedthemofhiscomingbymessenger,andwhenallthetalewastoldtherewaswonderandtospare。 Stillgreaterdiditgrowwhenthechestswereopenedandtheweightofbullioncomparedwiththatsetoutinmyletters,fortherehadneverbeensomuchgoldatonceinBungaywithinthememoryofman。 AndnowLilywept,firstforjoybecauseofmygoodfortune,andthenforsorrowbecauseIhadnotcomewithmytreasure,andwhenhehadseenallandheardthedeedsreadbyvirtueofwhichLilywasarichwomanwhetherIlivedordied,theSquireherfathersworealoudandsaidthathehadalwaysthoughtwellofme,andkissedhisdaughter,wishingherjoyofherluck。 Inshortallwerepleasedexceptmybrother,wholeftthehousewithoutawordandstraightwaytooktoevilcourses。 Fornowthecupwasdashedfromhislips,seeingthathavingcomeintomyfather’slands,hehadbroughtitaboutthatLilywastobemarriedtohimbymightifnoothermeanswouldserve。 Forevennowamancanforcehisdaughterintomarriagewhilesheisunderage,andSquireBozardwasnotonetoshrinkfromsuchadeed,holdingashedidthatawoman’sfancieswereofnoaccount。 Butonthisday,sogreatisthepowerofgold,therewasnomoretalkofhermarryinganymanexceptmyself,indeedherfatherwouldhaveheldherbackfromsuchathinghadsheshownamindtoit,seeingthatthenLilywouldhavelostthewealthwhichIhadsettledonher。 ButalltalkedloudlyofmymadnessbecauseIwouldnotabandonthechaseofmyenemybutchosetofollowhimtothefarIndies,thoughSquireBozardtookcomfortfromthethoughtthatwhetherIlivedordiedthemoneywasstillhisdaughter’s。 OnlyLilyspokeupforme,saying’Thomashasswornanoathandhedoeswelltokeepit,forhishonourisatstake。 NowIgotowaituntilhecomestomeinthisworldorthenext。’ Butallthisisoutofplace,formanyayearpassedawaybeforeI heardofthesedoings。