第11章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4034更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
Thesetheymustseekelsewhere。 Fortherest,inmywayIamhonest。 Itaketheworldasitcomes,thatisall,and,aswomenwillbefools,Iprofitbytheirfollyandhavegrownrichuponit。 *Aboutsixty-threepoundssterling。 ’Yes,Ihavegrownrich,andyetIcannotstop。 Ilovethemoneythatispower;butmorethanall,Ilovethewayoflife。 Talkofromancesandadventure! Whatromanceoradventureishalfsowonderfulasthosethatcomedailytomynotice? AndIplayapartineveryoneofthem,andnonethelessaleadingpartbecauseIdonotshoutandstrutupontheboards。’ ’Ifallthisisso,whydoyouseekthehelpofanunknownlad,astrangerofwhomyouknownothing?’Iaskedbluntly。 ’Truly,youlackexperience,’theoldmanansweredwithalaugh。 ’DoyouthensupposethatIshouldchooseonewhowasNOTastranger——onewhomighthavetieswithinthiscitywithwhichIwasunacquainted。 Andasforknowingnothingofyou,youngman,doyouthinkthatIhavefollowedthisstrangetradeofmineforfortyyearswithoutlearningtojudgeatsight? PerhapsIknowyoubetterthanyouknowyourself。 Bytheway,thefactthatyouaredeeplyenamouredofthatmaidwhomyouhaveleftinEnglandisarecommendationtome,forwhateverfolliesyoumaycommit,youwillscarcelyembarrassmeandyourselfbysufferingyouraffectionstobeseriouslyentangled。 Ah!haveIastonishedyou?’ ’Howdoyouknow?’Ibegan——thenceased。 ’HowdoIknow? Why,easilyenough。 ThosebootsyouwearweremadeinEngland。 IhaveseenmanysuchwhenItravelledthere; youraccentalsothoughfaintisEnglish,andtwiceyouhavespokenEnglishwordswhenyourCastilianfailedyou。 Thenforthemaid,isnotthatabetrothalringuponyourhand? AndwhenIspoketoyouoftheladiesofthiscountry,mytalkdidnotinterestyouovermuchasatyourageithaddonewereyouheart-whole。 Surelyalsotheladyisfairandtall? Ah!Ithoughtso。 Ihavenoticedthatmenandwomenlovetheiroppositeincolour,noinvariableruleindeed,butgoodforaguess。’ ’Youareveryclever,senor。’ ’No,notclever,buttrained,asyouwillbewhenyouhavebeenayearinmyhands,thoughperchanceyoudonotintendtostopsolonginSeville。 Perhapsyoucameherewithanobject,andwishtopassthetimeprofitablytillitisfulfilled。 Agoodguessagain,Ithink。 Well,sobeit,Iwillriskthat;objectandattainmentareoftenfarapart。 Doyoutakemyoffer?’ ’Iinclinetodoso。’ ’Thenyouwilltakeit。 NowIhavesomethingmoretosaybeforewecometoterms。 Idonotwantyoutoplaythepartofanapothecary’sdrudge。 Youwillfigurebeforetheworldasmynephew,comefromabroadtolearnmytrade。 Youwillhelpmeinitindeed,butthatisnotallyourduty。 YourpartwillbetomixinthelifeofSeville,andtowatchthosewhomIbidyouwatch,todropawordhereandahintthere,andinahundredwaysthatI shallshowyoutodrawgristtomymill——andtoyourown。 Youmustbebrilliantandwitty,orsadandlearned,asIwish;youmustmakethemostofyourpersonandyourtalents,forthesegofarwithmycustomers。 Tothehidalgoyoumusttalkofarms,tothelady,oflove;butyoumustnevercommityourselfbeyondredemption。 Andaboveall,youngman’——andherehismannerchangedandhisfacegrewsternandalmostfierce——’youmustneverviolatemyconfidenceortheconfidenceofmyclients。 OnthispointI willbequiteopenwithinyou,andIprayyouforyourownsaketobelievewhatIsay,howevermuchyoumaymistrusttherest。 Ifyoubreakfaithwithme,YOUDIE。 Youdie,notbymyhand,butyoudie。 Thatismyprice;takeitorleaveit。 Shouldyouleaveitandgohencetotellwhatyouhaveheardthisday,eventhenmisfortunemayovertakeyousuddenly。 Doyouunderstand?’ ’Iunderstand。 FormyownsakeIwillrespectyourconfidence。’ ’Youngsir,Ilikeyoubetterthanever。 Hadyousaidthatyouwouldrespectitbecauseitwasaconfidence,Ishouldhavemistrustedyou,fordoubtlessyoufeelthatsecretscommunicatedsoreadilyhavenoclaimtobeheldsacred。 Norhavethey,butwhentheirviolationinvolvesthesadandaccidentalendoftheviolator,itisanothermatter。 Wellnow,doyouaccept?’ ’Iaccept。’ ’Good。 YourbaggageIsupposeisattheinn。 Iwillsendporterstodischargeyourscoreandbringithere。 Noneedforyoutogo,nephew,letusstopanddrinkanotherglassofwine;thesoonerwegrowintimatethebetter,nephew。’ ItwasthusthatfirstIbecameacquaintedwithSenorAndresdeFonseca,mybenefactor,thestrangestmanwhomIhaveeverknown。 DoubtlessanypersonreadingthishistorywouldthinkthatI,thenarrator,wassowingaplentifulcropoftroublesformyselfinhavingtodealwithhim,settinghimdownasarogueofthedeepest,suchassometimes,fortheirownwickedpurposes,decoyyoungmentocrimeandruin。 Butitwasnotso,andthisisthestrangestpartofthestrangestory。 AllthatAndresdeFonsecatoldmewastruetotheveryletter。 Hewasagentlemanofgreattalentwhohadbeenrenderedalittlemadbymisfortunesinhisearlylife。 AsaphysicianIhavenevermethismaster,ifindeedhehasoneinthesetimes,andasamanversedintheworldandmoreespeciallyintheworldofwomen,I haveknownnonetocomparewithhim。 Hehadtravelledfar,andseenmuch,andheforgotnothing。 Inparthewasaquack,buthisquackeryalwayshadameaninginit。 Hefleecedthefoolish,indeed,andevenjuggledwithastronomy,makingmoneyoutoftheirsuperstition;butontheotherhandhedidmanyakindactwithoutreward。 Hewouldmakearichladypaytengoldpesosforthedyeingofherhair,butoftenhewouldnursesomepoorgirlthroughhertroubleandasknocharge;yes,andfindherhonestemploymentafterit。 HewhoknewallthesecretsofSevillenevermademoneyoutofthembythreatofexposure,ashesaidbecauseitwouldnotpaytodoso,butreallybecausethoughheaffectedtobeaselfishknave,atbottomhisheartwashonest。 FormyownpartIfoundlifewithhimbotheasyandhappy,sofarasminecouldbequitehappy。 SoonIlearnedmyroleandplayeditwell。 ItwasgivenoutthatIwasthenephewofthericholdphysicianFonseca,whomhewastrainingtotakehisplace;andthis,togetherwithmyownappearanceandmanners,ensuredmeawelcomeinthebesthousesofSeville。 HereItookthatshareofourbusinesswhichmymastercouldnottake,fornowhenevermixedamongthefashionofthecity。 MoneyIwassuppliedwithinabundancesothatIcouldruffleitwiththebest,butsoonitbecameknownthatIlookedtobusinessaswellastopleasure。 Oftenandoftenduringsomegayballorcarnival,aladywouldglideuptomeandaskbeneathherbreathifDonAndresdeFonsecawouldconsenttoseeherprivatelyonamatterofsomeimportance,andIwouldfixanhourthenandthere。 Haditnotbeenformesuchpatientswouldhavebeenlosttous,since,forthemostpart,theirtimidityhadkeptthemaway。 InthesamefashionwhenthefestivalwasendedandIpreparedtowendhomewards,nowandagainagallantwouldsliphisarminmineandaskmymaster’shelpinsomeaffairofloveorhonour,orevenofthepurse。 ThenIwouldleadhimstraighttotheoldMoorishhousewhereDonAndressatwritinginhisvelvetrobelikesomespiderinhisweb,forthemostofourbusinesswasdoneatnight; andstraight-waythematterwouldbeattendedto,tomymaster’sprofitandthesatisfactionofall。 BydegreesitbecameknownthatthoughIwassoyoungyetIhaddiscretion,andthatnothingwhichwentinatmyearscameoutofmylips;thatIneitherbrawlednordranknorgambledtoanylength,andthatthoughIwasfriendlywithmanyfairladies,therewerenonewhowereentitledtoknowmysecrets。 AlsoitbecameknownthatIhadsomeskillinmyartofhealing,anditwassaidamongtheladiesofSevillethattherelivednomaninthatcitysodeftatclearingtheskinofblemishesorchangingthecolourofthehairasoldFonseca’snephew,andasanyonemayknowthisreputationalonewasworthafortune。 ThusitcameaboutthatIwasmoreandmoreconsultedonmyownaccount。 Inshort,thingswentsowellwithusthatinthefirstsixmonthsofmyserviceIaddedbyonethirdtothereceiptsofmymaster’spractice,largeastheyhadbeenbefore,besideslighteninghislaboursnotalittle。 Itwasastrangelife,andofthethingsthatIsawandlearned,couldtheybewritten,Imightmakeataleindeed,buttheyhavenopartinthishistory。 Foritwasasthoughthesmilesandsilencewithwhichmenandwomenhidetheirthoughtsweredoneaway,andtheirheartsspoketousintheaccentsoftruth。 Nowsomefairyoungmaidorwifewouldcometouswithconfessionsofwickednessthatwouldbethoughtimpossible,didnotherstoryproveitself; thesecretmurderperchanceofaspouse,oralover,orarival; nowsomeageddamewhowouldwinahusbandinhisteens,nowsomewealthylow-bornmanorwoman,whodesiredtobuyanalliancewithonelackingmoney,butofnobleblood。 SuchIdidnotcaretohelpindeed,buttothelove-sickorthelove-deludedIlistenedwithareadyear,forIhadafellow-feelingwiththem。 IndeedsodeepandearnestwasmysympathythatmorethanonceIfoundtheunhappyfairreadytotransfertheiraffectionstomyunworthyself,andinfactoncethingscameaboutsothat,hadIwilledit,IcouldhavemarriedoneoftheloveliestandwealthiestnobleladiesofSeville。 ButIwouldnoneofit,whothoughtofmyEnglishLilybydayandnight。