第10章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4604更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
ThenheembracedmeandcalledontheAlmightytotakemeinHiscare,andweparted。 Ineversawhimmore,forthoughhewasbutmiddle-aged,withinayearofmygoingmyfatherdiedsuddenlyofadistemperoftheheartinthenaveofDitchinghamchurch,ashestoodthere,neartheroodscreen,musingbymymother’sgraveoneSundayaftermass,andmybrothertookhislandsandplace。 Godresthimalso! Hewasatrue-heartedman,butmorewrappedupinhisloveformymotherthanitiswellforanymantobewhowouldlookatlifelargelyanddorightbyall。 Forsuchlove,thoughnaturaltowomen,isapttoturntosomethingthatpartakesofselfishness,andtocausehimwhobearsittothinkallelseofsmallaccount。 Hischildrenwerenothingtomyfatherwhencomparedtomymother,andhewouldhavebeencontenttolosethemeveryoneiftherebyhemighthavepurchasedbackherlife。 Butafterallitwasanobleinfirmity,forhethoughtlittleofhimselfandhadgonethroughmuchtowinher。 OfmyvoyagetoCadiz,towhichportIhadlearnedthatdeGarcia’sshipwasbound,thereislittletobetold。 WemetwithcontrarywindsintheBayofBiscayandweredrivenintotheharbourofLisbon,wherewerefitted。 ButatlastwecamesafelytoCadiz,havingbeenfortydaysatsea。 A NowIshalldwellbutbrieflyonalltheadventureswhichbefellmeduringtheyearorsothatIremainedinSpain,forwereItosetouteverythingatlength,thishistorywouldhavenoend,oratleastminewouldfindmebeforeIcametoit。 ManytravellershavetoldofthegloriesofSeville,towhichancientMoorishcityIjourneyedwithallspeed,sailingthereuptheGuadalquiver,andIhavetotelloflandsfromwhichnootherwandererhasreturnedtoEngland,andmustpressontothem。 Tobeshortthen;foreseeingthatitmightbenecessaryformetostopsometimeinSeville,andbeingdesiroustoescapenoticeandtobeatthesmallestexpensepossible,IbethoughtmethatitwouldbewellifIcouldfindmeansofcontinuingmystudiesofmedicine,andtothisendIobtainedcertainintroductionsfromthefirmofmerchantstowhosecareIhadbeenrecommended,addressedtodoctorsofmedicineinSeville。 Theselettersatmyrequestweremadeoutnotinmyownnamebutinthatof’Diegod’Aila,’forI didnotwishittobeknownthatIwasanEnglishman。 Nor,indeed,wasthislikely,exceptmyspeechshouldbetrayme,for,asIhavesaid,inappearanceIwasverySpanish,andthehindranceofthelanguagewasonethatlessenedeveryday,sincehavingalreadylearneditfrommymother,andtakingeveryopportunitytoreadandspeakit,withinsixmonthsIcouldtalkCastilianexceptforsomeslightaccent,likeanativeoftheland。 AlsoIhaveagiftfortheacquiringoflanguages。 WhenIwascometoSeville,andhadplacedmybaggageinaninn,notoneofthemostfrequented,IsetouttodeliveraletterofrecommendationtoafamousphysicianofthetownwhosenameIhavelongforgotten。 ThisphysicianhadafinehouseinthestreetofLasPalmas,agreatavenueplantedwithgracefultrees,thathasotherlittlestreetsrunningintoit。 DownoneoftheseIcamefrommyinn,aquietnarrowplacehavinghouseswithpatiosorcourtyardsoneithersideofit。 AsIwalkeddownthisstreetI noticedamansittingintheshadeonastoolinthedoorwayofhispatio。 Hewassmallandwithered,withkeenblackeyesandawonderfulairofwisdom,andhewatchedmeasIwentby。 NowthehouseofthefamousphysicianwhomIsoughtwassoplacedthatthemansittingatthisdoorwaycouldcommanditwithhiseyesandtakenoteofallwhowentinandcameout。 WhenIhadfoundthehouseI returnedagainintothequietstreetandwalkedtoandfrothereforawhile,thinkingofwhattaleIshouldtelltothephysician,andallthetimethelittlemanwatchedmewithhiskeeneyes。 AtlastIhadmadeupmystoryandwenttothehouse,onlytofindthatthephysicianwasfromhome。 HavinginquiredwhenImightfindhimIleft,andoncemoretooktothenarrowstreet,walkingslowlytillIcametowherethelittlemansat。 AsIpassedhim,hisbroadhatwithwhichhewasfanninghimselfslippedtothegroundbeforemyfeet。 Istoopeddown,lifteditfromthepavement,andrestoredittohim。 ’Athousandthanks,youngsir,’hesaidinafullandgentlevoice。 ’Youarecourteousforaforeigner。’ ’Howdoyouknowmetobeaforeigner,senor?’Iasked,surprisedoutofmycaution。 ’IfIhadnotguesseditbefore,Ishouldknowitnow,’heanswered,smilinggravely。 ’YourCastiliantellsitsowntale。’ Ibowed,andwasabouttopasson,whenheaddressedmeagain。 ’Whatisyourhurry,youngsir? Stepinandtakeacupofwinewithme;itisgood。’ Iwasabouttosayhimnay,whenitcameintomymindthatIhadnothingtodo,andthatperhapsImightlearnsomethingfromthisgossip。 ’Thedayishot,senor,andIaccept。’ Hespokenomore,butrising,ledmeintoacourtyardpavedwithmarbleinthecentreofwhichwasabasinofwater,havingvinestrainedaroundit。 Herewerechairsandalittletableplacedintheshadeofthevines。 Whenhehadclosedthedoorofthepatioandwewereseated,herangasilverbellthatstooduponthetable,andagirl,youngandfair,appearedfromthehouse,dressedinaquaintSpanishdress。 ’Bringwine,’saidmyhost。 Thewinewasbrought,whitewineofOportosuchasIhadnevertastedbefore。 ’Yourhealth,senor?’ Andmyhoststopped,hisglassinhishand,andlookedatmeinquiringly。 ’Diegod’Aila,’Ianswered。 ’Humph,’hesaid。 ’ASpanishname,orperhapsanimitationSpanishname,forIdonotknowit,andIhaveagoodheadfornames。’ ’Thatismyname,totakeortoleave,senor?’——AndIlookedathiminturn。 ’AndresdeFonseca,’herepliedbowing,’aphysicianofthiscity,wellknownenough,especiallyamongthefair。 Well,SenorDiego,I takeyourname,fornamesarenothing,andattimesitisconvenienttochangethem,whichisnobody’sbusinessexcepttheirowners’。 Iseethatyouareastrangerinthiscity——noneedtolooksurprised,senor,onewhoisfamiliarwithatowndoesnotgazeandstareandaskthepathofpassers-by,nordoesanativeofSevillewalkonthesunnysideofthestreetinsummer。 Andnow,ifyouwillnotthinkmeimpertinent,Iwillaskyouwhatcanbethebusinessofsohealthyayoungmanwithmyrivalyonder?’ Andhenoddedtowardsthehouseofthefamousphysician。 ’Aman’sbusiness,likehisname,ishisownaffair,senor,I answered,settingmyhostdowninmymindasoneofthosewhodisgraceourartbyplyingopenlyforpatientsthattheymaycapturetheirfees。 ’Still,Iwilltellyou。 Iamalsoaphysician,thoughnotyetfullyqualified,andIseekaplacewhereImayhelpsomedoctorofreputeinhisdailypractice,andthusgainexperienceandmylivingwithit。’ ’Ahisitso? Well,senor,thenyouwilllookinvainyonder,’andagainhenoddedtowardsthephysician’shouse。 ’Suchashewilltakenoapprenticewithoutthefeebelargeindeed;itisnotthecustomofthiscity。’ ’ThenImustseekalivelihoodelsewhere,orotherwise。’ ’Ididnotsayso。 Now,senor,letusseewhatyouknowofmedicine,andwhatismoreimportant,ofhumannature,forofthefirstnoneofuscaneverknowmuch,buthewhoknowsthelatterwillbealeaderofmen——orofwomen——wholeadthemen。’ Andwithoutmoreadoheputmemanyquestions,eachofthemsoshrewdandgoingsodirectlytotheheartofthematterinhand,thatImarvelledathissagacity。 Someofthesequestionsweremedical,dealingchieflywiththeailmentsofwomen,othersweregeneralanddealtmorewiththeircharacters。 Atlengthhefinished。 ’Youwilldo,senor,’hesaid;’youareayoungmanofpartsandpromise,though,aswastobeexpectedfromoneofyouryears,youlackexperience。 Thereisstuffinyou,senor,andyouhaveaheart,whichisagoodthing,fortheblundersofamanwithaheartoftencarryhimfurtherthanthecunningofthecynic;alsoyouhaveawillandknowhowtodirectit。’ Ibowed,anddidmybesttoholdbackmysatisfactionathiswordsfromshowinginmyface。 ’Still,’hewenton,’allthiswouldnotcausemetosubmittoyoutheofferthatIamabouttomake,formanyaprettierfellowthanyourselfisafterallunlucky,orafoolatthebottom,orbadtemperedanddestinedtothedogs,asforaughtIknowyoumaybealso。 ButItakemychanceofthatbecauseyousuitmeinanotherway。 Perhapsyoumayscarcelyknowityourself,butyouhavebeauty,senor,beautyofaveryrareandsingulartype,whichhalftheladiesofSevillewillpraisewhentheycometoknowyou。’ ’Iammuchflattered,’Isaid,’butmightIaskwhatallthesecomplimentsmaymean? Tobebrief,whatisyouroffer?’ ’Tobebriefthen,itisthis。 IaminneedofanassistantwhomustpossessallthequalitiesthatIseeinyou,butmostofallonewhichIcanonlyguessyoutopossess——discretion。 Thatassistantwouldnotbeill-paid;thishousewouldbeathisdisposal,andhewouldhaveopportunitiesoflearningtheworldsuchasaregiventofew。 Whatsayyou?’ ’Isaythis,senor,thatIshouldwishtoknowmoreofthebusinessinwhichIamexpectedtoassist。 Yourofferssoundtooliberal,andIfearthatImustearnyourbountybythedoingofworkthathonestmenmightshrinkfrom。’ ’Afairargument,but,asithappens,notquiteacorrectone。 Listen:youhavebeentoldthatyonderphysician,towhosehouseyouwentbutnow,andthese’——hereherepeatedfourorfivenames—— ’arethegreatestoftheirtribeinSeville。 Itisnotso。 Iamthegreatestandtherichest,andIdomorebusinessthananytwoofthem。 Doyouknowwhatmyearningshavebeenthisdayalone? I willtellyou;justovertwenty-fivegoldpesos,*morethanalltherestoftheprofessionhavetakentogether,Iwillwager。 YouwanttoknowhowIearnsomuch;youwanttoknowalso,why,ifIhaveearnedsomuch,Iamnotcontenttorestfrommylabours。 Good,I willtellyou。 Iearnitbyministeringtothevanitiesofwomenandshelteringthemfromtheresultsoftheirownfolly。 Hasaladyasoreheart,shecomestomeforcomfortandadvice。 Hasshepimplesonherface,shefliestometocurethem。 Hassheasecretloveaffair,itisIwhohideherindiscretion;Iconsultthefutureforher,Ihelphertoatonethepast,Idoctorherforimaginaryailments,andoftenenoughIcureherofrealones。 HalfthesecretsofSevilleareinmyhands;didIchoosetospeakI couldsetascoreofnoblehousestobroilandbloodshed。 ButIdonotspeak,Iampaidtokeepsilent;andwhenIamnotpaid,stillIkeepsilentformycredit’ssake。 Hundredsofwomenthinkmetheirsaviour,Iknowthemformydupes。 Butmarkyou,Idonotpushthisgametoofar。 Alovephiltre——ofcolouredwater——Imaygiveataprice,butnotapoisonedrose。