第6章

类别:其他 作者:Haggard, H。 Rider字数:4471更新时间:18/12/26 16:43:37
Iwillteachyoutocomekissinghonestmen’sdaughterswithouttheirleave,’andwithacurseherushedatme,stickaloft,tothrashme。 Thenforthesecondtimethatdaymyquickbloodboiledinme,andsnatchinguptheSpaniard’sswordthatlayuponthegrassbesideme,Ihelditatthepoint,forthegamewaschanged,andIwhohadfoughtwithcudgelagainstsword,mustnowfightwithswordagainstcudgel。 AndhaditnotbeenthatLilywithaquickcryoffearstruckmyarmfrombeneath,causingthepointoftheswordtopassoverhisshoulder,IbelievetrulythatIshouldthenandtherehavepiercedherfatherthrough,andendedmydaysearlywithanooseaboutmyneck。 ’Areyoumad?’shecried。 ’Anddoyouthinktowinmebyslayingmyfather? Throwdownthatsword,Thomas。’ ’Asforwinningyou,itseemsthatthereissmallchanceofit;’I answeredhotly,’butItellyouthis,notforthesakeofallthemaidsupontheearthwillIstandtobebeatenwithasticklikeascullion。’ ’AndthereIdonotblameyou,lad,’saidherfather,morekindly。 ’Iseethatyoualsohavecouragewhichmayserveyouingoodstead,anditwasunworthyofmetocallyou“pill-box“inmyanger。 Still,asIhavesaid,thegirlisnotforyou,sobegoneandforgetherasbestyoumay,andifyouvalueyourlife,neverletmefindyoutwokissingagain。 Andknowthatto-morrowIwillhaveawordwithyourfatheronthismatter。’ ’IwillgosinceImustgo,’Ianswered,’but,sir,Istillhopetolivetocallyourdaughterwife。 Lily,farewelltillthesestormsareoverpast。’ ’Farewell,Thomas,’shesaidweeping。 ’ForgetmenotandIwillneverforgetmyoathtoyou。’ ThentakingLilybythearmherfatherledheraway。 Ialsowentaway——sad,butnotaltogetherill-pleased。 FornowI knewthatifIhadwonthefather’sanger,Ihadalsowonthedaughter’sunalterablelove,andlovelastslongerthanwrath,andhereorhereafterwillwinitswayatlength。 WhenIhadgonealittledistanceIrememberedtheSpaniard,whohadbeencleanforgottenbymeinallthisloveandwar,andIturnedtoseekhimanddraghimtothestocks,thewhichIshouldhavedonewithjoy,andbeengladtofindsomeoneonwhomtowreakmywrongs。 ButwhenIcametothespotwhereIhadlefthim,Ifoundthatfatehadbefriendedhimbythehandofafool,fortherewasnoSpaniardbutonlythevillageidiot,BillyMinnsbyname,whostoodstaringfirstatthetreetowhichtheforeignerhadbeenmadefast,andthenatapieceofsilverinhishand。 ’Whereisthemanwhowastiedhere,Billy?’Iasked。 ’Iknownot,MasterThomas,’heansweredinhisNorfolktalkwhichIwillnotsetdown。 ’Half-waytowheresoeverhewasgoingI shouldsay,measuredbythepaceatwhichheleftwhenonceIhadsethimuponhishorse。’ ’Yousethimonhishorse,fool? Howlongwasthatago?’ ’Howlong! Well,itmightbeonehour,anditmightbetwo。 I’mnoreckoneroftime,thatkeepsitsownscorelikeaninnkeeper,withoutmyhelp。 Lawks!howhedidgallopoff,workingthoselongspursheworerightintotheribsofthehorse。 Andlittlewonder,poorman,andhedaft,notbeingabletospeak,butonlytobleatsheeplike,andfallenuponbyrobbersontheking’sroads,andinbroaddaylight。 ButBillycuthimlooseandcaughthishorseandsethimonit,andgotthispieceforhisgoodcharity。 Lawks!buthewasgladtobegone。 Howhedidgallop!’ ’NowyouareabiggerfooleventhanIthoughtyou,BillyMinns,’I saidinanger。 ’Thatmanwouldhavemurderedme,Iovercamehimandmadehimfast,andyouhavelethimgo。’ ’Hewouldhavemurderedyou,Master,andyoumadehimfast! ThenwhydidyounotstoptokeephimtillIcamealong,andwewouldhavehaledhimtothestocks? Thatwouldhavebeensportandall。 Youcallmefool——butifyoufoundamancoveredwithbloodandhurtstiedtoatree,andhedaftandnotabletospeak,hadyounotcuthimloose? Well,he’sgone,andthisaloneisleftofhim,’andhespunthepieceintotheair。 Now,seeingthattherewasreasoninBilly’stalk,forthefaultwasmine,Iturnedawaywithoutmorewords,notstraighthomewards,forIwishedtothinkaloneawhileonallthathadcomeaboutbetweenmeandLilyandherfather,butdownthewaywhichrunsacrossthelanetothecrestoftheVineyardHills。 Thesehillsareclothedwithunderwood,inwhichlargeoaksgrowtowithinsometwohundredyardsofthishousewhereIwrite,andthisunderwoodispiercedbypathsthatmymotherlaidout,forshelovedtowalkhere。 OneofthesepathsrunsalongthebottomofthehillbytheedgeofthepleasantriverWaveney,andtheotherahundredfeetormoreaboveandnearthecrestoftheslope,ortospeakmoreplainly,thereisbutonepathshapedliketheletterO,placedthus[symbolofOlayingonitssideomitted],thecurvedendsofthelettermarkinghowthepathturnsuponthehill-side。 NowIstruckthepathattheendthatisfurthestfromthishouse,andfollowedthathalfofitwhichrunsdownbytheriverbank,havingthewaterononesideofitandthebrushwoodupontheother。 AlongthislowerpathIwandered,myeyesfixedupontheground,thinkingdeeplyasIwent,nowofthejoyofLily’slove,andnowofthesorrowofourpartingandofherfather’swrath。 AsIwent,thuswrappedinmeditation,Isawsomethingwhitelyinguponthegrass,andpusheditasidewiththepointoftheSpaniard’ssword,notheedingit。 Still,itsshapeandfashioningremainedinmymind,andwhenIhadleftitsomethreehundredpacesbehindme,andwasdrawingneartothehouse,thesightofitcamebacktomeasitlaysoftandwhiteuponthegrass,andIknewthatitwasfamiliartomyeyes。 Fromthething,whateveritmightbe,mymindpassedtotheSpaniard’sswordwithwhichIhadtosseditaside,andfromtheswordtothemanhimself。 Whathadbeenhisbusinessinthisparish?——anillonesurely——andwhyhadhelookedasthoughhefearedmeandfallenuponmewhenhelearnedmyname? Istoodstill,lookingdownward,andmyeyesfelluponfootprintsstampedinthewetsandofthepath。 Oneofthemwasmymother’s。 Icouldhavesworntoitamongathousand,fornootherwomaninthesepartshadsodelicateafoot。 Closetoit,asthoughfollowingafter,wasanotherthatatfirstIthoughtmustalsohavebeenmadebyawoman,itwassonarrow。 ButpresentlyIsawthatthiscouldscarcelybe,becauseofitslength,andmoreover,thatthebootwhichleftitwaslikenonethatIknew,beingcutveryhighattheinstepandverypointedatthetoe。 Then,ofasudden,itcameuponmethattheSpanishstrangerworesuchboots,forI hadnotedthemwhileItalkedwithhim,andthathisfeetwerefollowingthoseofmymother,fortheyhadtroddenonhertrack,andinsomeplaces,hisalonehadstampedtheirimpressonthesandblottingoutherfootprints。 Then,too,IknewwhatthewhiteragwasthatIhadthrownaside。 Itwasmymother’smantillawhichI knew,andyetdidnotknow,becauseIalwayssawitsetdaintilyuponherhead。 Inamomentithadcomehometome,andwiththeknowledgeakeenandsickeningdread。 Whyhadthismanfollowedmymother,andwhydidhermantillaliethusupontheground? IturnedandspedlikeadeerbacktowhereIhadseenthelace。 Allthewaythefootprintswentbeforeme。 NowIwasthere。 Yes,thewrappingwashers,andithadbeenrentasthoughbyarudehand;butwherewasshe? WithabeatingheartoncemoreIbenttoreadthewritingofthefootsteps。 Heretheyweremixedonewithanother,asthoughthetwohadstoodclosetogether,movingnowthiswayandnowthatinstruggle。 Ilookedupthepath,buttherewerenone。 ThenIcastroundaboutlikeabeagle,firstalongtheriverside,thenupthebank。 Heretheywereagain,andmadebyfeetthatflewandfeetthatfollowed。 Upthebanktheywentfiftyyardsandmore,nowlostwheretheturfwassound,nowseeninsandorloam,tilltheyledtotheboleofabigoak,andwereoncemoremixedtogether,forherethepursuerhadcomeupwiththepursued。 Despairinglyasonewhodreams,fornowIguessedallandgrewmadwithfear,Ilookedthiswayandthat,tillatlengthIfoundmorefootsteps,thoseoftheSpaniard。 Theseweredeepmarked,asofamanwhocarriedsomeheavyburden。 Ifollowedthem;firsttheywentdownthehilltowardstheriver,thenturnedasidetoaspotwherethebrushwoodwasthick。 Inthedeepestoftheclumptheboughs,nowburstingintoleaf,werebentdownwardsasthoughtohidesomethingbeneath。 Iwrenchedthemaside,andthere,gleamingwhitelyinthegatheringtwilightwasthedeadfaceofmymother。 ForawhileIstoodamazedwithhorror,staringdownatthedeadfaceofmybelovedmother。 ThenIstoopedtoliftherandsawthatshehadbeenstabbed,andthroughthebreast,stabbedwiththeswordwhichIcarriedinmyhand。 NowIunderstood。 ThiswastheworkofthatSpanishstrangerwhomIhadmetashehurriedfromtheplaceofmurder,who,becauseofthewickednessofhisheartorforsomesecretreason,hadstriventoslaymealsowhenhelearnedthatIwasmymother’sson。 AndI hadheldthisdevilinmypower,andthatImightmeetmyMay,I hadsufferedhimtoescapemyvengeance,who,hadIknownthetruth,wouldhavedealtwithhimasthepriestsofAnahuacdealwiththevictimsoftheirgods。 Iunderstoodandshedtearsofpity,rage,andshame。 ThenIturnedandfledhomewardslikeonemad。 AtthedoorwayImetmyfatherandmybrotherGeoffreyridingupfromBungaymarket,andtherewasthatwrittenonmyfacewhichcausedthemtoaskaswithonevoice: ’Whatevilthinghashappened?’ ThriceIlookedatmyfatherbeforeIcouldspeak,forIfearedlesttheblowshouldkillhim。 ButspeakImustatlast,thoughI chosethatitshouldbetoGeoffreymybrother。 ’OurmotherliesmurderedyonderontheVineyardHill。 ASpanishmanhasdonethedeed,JuandeGarciabyname。’ Whenmyfatherheardthesewordshisfacebecamelividasthoughwithpainoftheheart,hisjawfellandalowmoanissuedfromhisopenmouth。 Presentlyherestedhishanduponthepommelofthesaddle,andliftinghisghastlyfacehesaid: ’WhereisthisSpaniard? Haveyoukilledhim?’ ’No,father。 HechanceduponmeinGrubswell,andwhenhelearnedmynamehewouldhavemurderedme。 ButIplayedquarterstaffwithhimandbeathimtoapulp,takinghissword。’ ’Ay,andthen?’ ’AndthenIlethimgo,knowingnothingofthedeedhehadalreadywroughtuponourmother。 AfterwardsIwilltellyouall。’ ’Youlethimgo,son! YouletJuandeGarciago!