第60章

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“Wife。”saidMr。Lindsey,afterafitofsilence,“seewhata quantityofsnowthechildrenhavebroughtinontheirfeet!Ithas madequiteapuddleherebeforethestove。PraytellDoratobring sometowelsandsopitup!” byNathanielHawthorne THEREISACERTAINCHURCHinthecityofNewYorkwhichIhave alwaysregardedwithpeculiarinterest,onaccountofamarriagethere solemnized,underverysingularcircumstances,inmygrandmother’s girlhood。Thatvenerableladychancedtobeaspectatorofthe scene,andeveraftermadeitherfavoritenarrative。Whetherthe edificenowstandingonthesamesitebetheidenticalonetowhich shereferred,Iamnotantiquarianenoughtoknow;norwoulditbe worthwhiletocorrectmyself,perhaps,ofanagreeableerror,by readingthedateofitserectiononthetabletoverthedoor。Itis astatelychurch,surroundedbyaninclosureoftheloveliestgreen, withinwhichappearurns,pillars,obelisks,andotherformsof monumentalmarble,thetributesofprivateaffection,ormoresplendid memorialsofhistoricdust。Withsuchaplace,thoughthetumultof thecityrollsbeneathitstower,onewouldbewillingtoconnectsome legendaryinterest。 Themarriagemightbeconsideredastheresultofanearly engagement,thoughtherehadbeentwointermediateweddingsonthe lady’spart,andfortyyearsofcelibacyonthatofthegentleman。 Atsixty-five,Mr。Ellenwoodwasashy,butnotquiteasecluded man;selfish,likeallmenwhobroodovertheirownhearts,yet manifestingonrareoccasionsaveinofgeneroussentiment;a scholarthroughoutlife,thoughalwaysanindolentone,becausehis studieshadnodefiniteobject,eitherofpublicadvantageorpersonal ambition;agentleman,highbredandfastidiouslydelicate,yet sometimesrequiringaconsiderablerelaxation,inhisbehalf,ofthe commonrulesofsociety。 Intruth,thereweresomanyanomaliesinhischaracter,andthough shrinkingwithdiseasedsensibilityfrompublicnotice,ithadbeen hisfatalitysooftentobecomethetopicoftheday,bysomewild eccentricityofconduct,thatpeoplesearchedhislineageforan hereditarytaintofinsanity。Buttherewasnoneedofthis。His capriceshadtheirorigininamindthatlackedthesupportofan engrossingpurpose,andinfeelingsthatpreyeduponthemselvesfor wantofotherfood。Ifheweremad,itwastheconsequence,andnot thecause,ofanaimlessandabortivelife。 Thewidowwasascompleteacontrasttoherthirdbridegroom,in everythingbutage,ascanwellbeconceived。Compelledto relinquishherfirstengagement,shehadbeenunitedtoamanoftwice herownyears,towhomshebecameanexemplarywife,andbywhose deathshewasleftinpossessionofasplendidfortune。Asouthern gentleman,considerablyyoungerthanherself,succeededtoherhand, andcarriedhertoCharleston,where,aftermanyuncomfortable years,shefoundherselfagainawidow。Itwouldhavebeensingular, ifanyuncommondelicacyoffeelinghadsurvivedthroughsuchalife asMrs。Dabney’s;itcouldnotbutbecrushedandkilledbyher earlydisappointment,thecolddutyofherfirstmarriage,the dislocationoftheheart’sprinciples,consequentonasecondunion andtheunkindnessofhersouthernhusband,whichhadinevitably drivenhertoconnecttheideaofhisdeathwiththatofher comfort。Tobebrief,shewasthatwisest,butunloveliest,varietyof woman,aphilosopher,bearingtroublesoftheheartwithequanimity, dispensingwithallthatshouldhavebeenherhappiness,andmaking thebestofwhatremained。Sageinmostmatters,thewidowwasperhaps themoreamiablefortheonefrailtythatmadeherridiculous。Being childless,shecouldnotremainbeautifulbyproxy,inthepersonofa daughter;shethereforerefusedtogrowoldandugly,onany consideration;shestruggledwithTime,andheldfastherrosesin spiteofhim,tillthevenerablethiefappearedtohaverelinquished thespoil,asnotworththetroubleofacquiringit。 Theapproachingmarriageofthiswomanoftheworldwithsuchan unworldlymanasMr。EllenwoodwasannouncedsoonafterMrs。 Dabney’sreturntohernativecity。Superficialobservers,and deeperones,seemedtoconcurinsupposingthattheladymusthave bornenoinactivepartinarrangingtheaffair;therewere considerationsofexpediencywhichshewouldbefarmorelikelyto appreciatethanMr。Ellenwood;andtherewasjustthespeciousphantom ofsentimentandromanceinthislateunionoftwoearlylovers whichsometimesmakesafoolofawomanwhohaslosthertruefeelings amongtheaccidentsoflife。Allthewonderwas,howthegentleman, withhislackofworldlywisdomandagonizingconsciousnessof ridicule,couldhavebeeninducedtotakeameasureatoncesoprudent andsolaughable。Butwhilepeopletalkedthewedding-dayarrived。The ceremonywastobesolemnizedaccordingtotheEpiscopalianforms,and inopenchurch,withadegreeofpublicitythatattractedmany spectators,whooccupiedthefrontseatsofthegalleries,andthe pewsnearthealtarandalongthebroadaisle。Ithadbeenarranged, orpossiblyitwasthecustomoftheday,thatthepartiesshould proceedseparatelytochurch。Bysomeaccidentthebridegroomwasa littlelesspunctualthanthewidowandherbridalattendants;with whosearrival,afterthistedious,butnecessarypreface,theaction ofourtalemaybesaidtocommence。 Theclumsywheelsofseveralold-fashionedcoacheswereheard, andthegentlemenandladiescomposingthebridalpartycamethrough thechurchdoorwiththesuddenandgladsomeeffectofaburstof sunshine。Thewholegroup,excepttheprincipalfigure,wasmadeupof youthandgayety。Astheystreamedupthebroadaisle,whilethe pewsandpillarsseemedtobrightenoneitherside,theirstepswere asbuoyantasiftheymistookthechurchforaball-room,andwere readytodancehandinhandtothealtar。Sobrilliantwasthe spectaclethatfewtooknoticeofasingularphenomenonthathad markeditsentrance。Atthemomentwhenthebride’sfoottouchedthe thresholdthebellswungheavilyinthetoweraboveher,andsent forthitsdeepestknell。Thevibrationsdiedawayandreturnedwith prolongedsolemnity,assheenteredthebodyofthechurch。 “Goodheavens!whatanomen。”whisperedayoungladytoherlover。 “Onmyhonor。”repliedthegentleman,“Ibelievethebellhasthe goodtastetotollofitsownaccord。Whathasshetodowith weddings?Ifyou,dearestJulia,wereapproachingthealtarthebell wouldringoutitsmerriestpeal。Ithasonlyafuneralknellfor her。” Thebrideandmostofhercompanyhadbeentoomuchoccupiedwith thebustleofentrancetohearthefirstbodingstrokeofthebell,or atleasttoreflectonthesingularityofsuchawelcometothealtar。 Theythereforecontinuedtoadvancewithundiminishedgayety。The gorgeousdressesofthetime,thecrimsonvelvetcoats,thegold-laced hats,thehooppetticoats,thesilk,satin,brocade,andembroidery, thebuckles,canes,andswords,alldisplayedtothebestadvantageon personssuitedtosuchfinery,madethegroupappearmorelikea bright-coloredpicturethananythingreal。Butbywhatperversityof tastehadtheartistrepresentedhisprincipalfigureassowrinkled anddecayed,whileyethehaddeckedheroutinthebrightestsplendor ofattire,asiftheloveliestmaidenhadsuddenlywitheredinto age,andbecomeamoraltothebeautifularoundher!Ontheywent, however,andhadglitteredalongaboutathirdoftheaisle,when anotherstrokeofthebellseemedtofillthechurchwithavisible gloom,dimmingandobscuringthebrightpageant,tillitshoneforth againasfromamist。 Thistimethepartywavered,stopped,andhuddledcloser together,whileaslightscreamwasheardfromsomeoftheladies,and aconfusedwhisperingamongthegentlemen。Thustossingtoandfro, theymighthavebeenfancifullycomparedtoasplendidbunchof flowers,suddenlyshakenbyapuffofwind,whichthreatenedto scattertheleavesofanold,brown,witheredrose,onthesame stalkwithtwodewybuds-suchbeingtheemblemofthewidowbetween herfairyoungbridemaids。Butherheroismwasadmirable。Shehad startedwithanirrepressibleshudder,asifthestrokeofthebell hadfallendirectlyonherheart;then,recoveringherself,while herattendantswereyetindismay,shetookthelead,andpacedcalmly uptheaisle。Thebellcontinuedtoswing,strike,andvibrate,with thesamedolefulregularityaswhenacorpseisonitswaytothe tomb。 “Myyoungfriendsherehavetheirnervesalittleshaken。”saidthe widow,withasmile,totheclergymanatthealtar。“Butsomany weddingshavebeenusheredinwiththemerriestpealofthebells,and yetturnedoutunhappily,thatIshallhopeforbetterfortuneunder suchdifferentauspices。” “Madam。”answeredtherector,ingreatperplexity,“thisstrange occurrencebringstomymindamarriagesermonofthefamousBishop Taylor,whereinheminglessomanythoughtsofmortalityandfuture wo,that,tospeaksomewhatafterhisownrichstyle,heseemstohang thebridalchamberinblack,andcuttheweddinggarmentoutofa coffinpall。Andithasbeenthecustomofdiversnationstoinfuse somethingofsadnessintotheirmarriageceremonies,sotokeep deathinmindwhilecontractingthatengagementwhichislife’s chiefestbusiness。Thuswemaydrawasadbutprofitablemoralfrom thisfuneralknell。” But,thoughtheclergymanmighthavegivenhismoralevena keenerpoint,hedidnotfailtodispatchanattendanttoinquireinto themystery,andstopthosesounds,sodismallyappropriatetosuch amarriage。Abriefspaceelapsed,duringwhichthesilencewasbroken onlybywhispers,andafewsuppressedtitterings,amongthewedding partyandthespectators,who,afterthefirstshock,weredisposedto drawanill-naturedmerrimentfromtheaffair。Theyounghaveless charityforagedfolliesthantheoldforthoseofyouth。The widow’sglancewasobservedtowander,foraninstant,towardsa windowofthechurch,asifsearchingforthetime-wornmarblethat shehaddedicatedtoherfirsthusband;thenhereyelidsdropped overtheirfadedorbs,andherthoughtsweredrawnirresistiblyto anothergrave。Twoburiedmen,withavoiceatherear,andacryafar off,werecallinghertoliedownbesidethem。Perhaps,withmomentary truthoffeeling,shethoughthowmuchhappierhadbeenherfate, if,afteryearsofbliss,thebellwerenowtollingforherfuneral, andshewerefollowedtothegravebytheoldaffectionofher earliestlover,longherhusband。Butwhyhadshereturnedtohim, whentheircoldheartsshrankfromeachother’sembrace? Stillthedeath-belltolledsomournfully,thatthesunshineseemed tofadeintheair。Awhisper,communicatedfromthosewhostood nearestthewindows,nowspreadthroughthechurch;ahearse,witha trainofseveralcoaches,wascreepingalongthestreet,conveying somedeadmantothechurchyard,whilethebrideawaitedaliving oneatthealtar。Immediatelyafter,thefootstepsofthebridegroom andhisfriendswereheardatthedoor。Thewidowlookeddownthe aisle,andclinchedthearmofoneofherbridemaidsinherbony handwithsuchunconsciousviolence,thatthefairgirltrembled。 “Youfrightenme,mydearmadam!”criedshe。“ForHeaven’ssake, whatisthematter?” “Nothing,mydear,nothing。”saidthewidow;then,whisperingclose toherear,“ThereisafoolishfancythatIcannotgetridof。Iam expectingmybridegroomtocomeintothechurch,withmyfirsttwo husbandsforgroomsmen!”