“Wife。”saidMr。Lindsey,afterafitofsilence,“seewhata
quantityofsnowthechildrenhavebroughtinontheirfeet!Ithas
madequiteapuddleherebeforethestove。PraytellDoratobring
sometowelsandsopitup!”
byNathanielHawthorne
THEREISACERTAINCHURCHinthecityofNewYorkwhichIhave
alwaysregardedwithpeculiarinterest,onaccountofamarriagethere
solemnized,underverysingularcircumstances,inmygrandmother’s
girlhood。Thatvenerableladychancedtobeaspectatorofthe
scene,andeveraftermadeitherfavoritenarrative。Whetherthe
edificenowstandingonthesamesitebetheidenticalonetowhich
shereferred,Iamnotantiquarianenoughtoknow;norwoulditbe
worthwhiletocorrectmyself,perhaps,ofanagreeableerror,by
readingthedateofitserectiononthetabletoverthedoor。Itis
astatelychurch,surroundedbyaninclosureoftheloveliestgreen,
withinwhichappearurns,pillars,obelisks,andotherformsof
monumentalmarble,thetributesofprivateaffection,ormoresplendid
memorialsofhistoricdust。Withsuchaplace,thoughthetumultof
thecityrollsbeneathitstower,onewouldbewillingtoconnectsome
legendaryinterest。
Themarriagemightbeconsideredastheresultofanearly
engagement,thoughtherehadbeentwointermediateweddingsonthe
lady’spart,andfortyyearsofcelibacyonthatofthegentleman。
Atsixty-five,Mr。Ellenwoodwasashy,butnotquiteasecluded
man;selfish,likeallmenwhobroodovertheirownhearts,yet
manifestingonrareoccasionsaveinofgeneroussentiment;a
scholarthroughoutlife,thoughalwaysanindolentone,becausehis
studieshadnodefiniteobject,eitherofpublicadvantageorpersonal
ambition;agentleman,highbredandfastidiouslydelicate,yet
sometimesrequiringaconsiderablerelaxation,inhisbehalf,ofthe
commonrulesofsociety。
Intruth,thereweresomanyanomaliesinhischaracter,andthough
shrinkingwithdiseasedsensibilityfrompublicnotice,ithadbeen
hisfatalitysooftentobecomethetopicoftheday,bysomewild
eccentricityofconduct,thatpeoplesearchedhislineageforan
hereditarytaintofinsanity。Buttherewasnoneedofthis。His
capriceshadtheirorigininamindthatlackedthesupportofan
engrossingpurpose,andinfeelingsthatpreyeduponthemselvesfor
wantofotherfood。Ifheweremad,itwastheconsequence,andnot
thecause,ofanaimlessandabortivelife。
Thewidowwasascompleteacontrasttoherthirdbridegroom,in
everythingbutage,ascanwellbeconceived。Compelledto
relinquishherfirstengagement,shehadbeenunitedtoamanoftwice
herownyears,towhomshebecameanexemplarywife,andbywhose
deathshewasleftinpossessionofasplendidfortune。Asouthern
gentleman,considerablyyoungerthanherself,succeededtoherhand,
andcarriedhertoCharleston,where,aftermanyuncomfortable
years,shefoundherselfagainawidow。Itwouldhavebeensingular,
ifanyuncommondelicacyoffeelinghadsurvivedthroughsuchalife
asMrs。Dabney’s;itcouldnotbutbecrushedandkilledbyher
earlydisappointment,thecolddutyofherfirstmarriage,the
dislocationoftheheart’sprinciples,consequentonasecondunion
andtheunkindnessofhersouthernhusband,whichhadinevitably
drivenhertoconnecttheideaofhisdeathwiththatofher
comfort。Tobebrief,shewasthatwisest,butunloveliest,varietyof
woman,aphilosopher,bearingtroublesoftheheartwithequanimity,
dispensingwithallthatshouldhavebeenherhappiness,andmaking
thebestofwhatremained。Sageinmostmatters,thewidowwasperhaps
themoreamiablefortheonefrailtythatmadeherridiculous。Being
childless,shecouldnotremainbeautifulbyproxy,inthepersonofa
daughter;shethereforerefusedtogrowoldandugly,onany
consideration;shestruggledwithTime,andheldfastherrosesin
spiteofhim,tillthevenerablethiefappearedtohaverelinquished
thespoil,asnotworththetroubleofacquiringit。
Theapproachingmarriageofthiswomanoftheworldwithsuchan
unworldlymanasMr。EllenwoodwasannouncedsoonafterMrs。
Dabney’sreturntohernativecity。Superficialobservers,and
deeperones,seemedtoconcurinsupposingthattheladymusthave
bornenoinactivepartinarrangingtheaffair;therewere
considerationsofexpediencywhichshewouldbefarmorelikelyto
appreciatethanMr。Ellenwood;andtherewasjustthespeciousphantom
ofsentimentandromanceinthislateunionoftwoearlylovers
whichsometimesmakesafoolofawomanwhohaslosthertruefeelings
amongtheaccidentsoflife。Allthewonderwas,howthegentleman,
withhislackofworldlywisdomandagonizingconsciousnessof
ridicule,couldhavebeeninducedtotakeameasureatoncesoprudent
andsolaughable。Butwhilepeopletalkedthewedding-dayarrived。The
ceremonywastobesolemnizedaccordingtotheEpiscopalianforms,and
inopenchurch,withadegreeofpublicitythatattractedmany
spectators,whooccupiedthefrontseatsofthegalleries,andthe
pewsnearthealtarandalongthebroadaisle。Ithadbeenarranged,
orpossiblyitwasthecustomoftheday,thatthepartiesshould
proceedseparatelytochurch。Bysomeaccidentthebridegroomwasa
littlelesspunctualthanthewidowandherbridalattendants;with
whosearrival,afterthistedious,butnecessarypreface,theaction
ofourtalemaybesaidtocommence。
Theclumsywheelsofseveralold-fashionedcoacheswereheard,
andthegentlemenandladiescomposingthebridalpartycamethrough
thechurchdoorwiththesuddenandgladsomeeffectofaburstof
sunshine。Thewholegroup,excepttheprincipalfigure,wasmadeupof
youthandgayety。Astheystreamedupthebroadaisle,whilethe
pewsandpillarsseemedtobrightenoneitherside,theirstepswere
asbuoyantasiftheymistookthechurchforaball-room,andwere
readytodancehandinhandtothealtar。Sobrilliantwasthe
spectaclethatfewtooknoticeofasingularphenomenonthathad
markeditsentrance。Atthemomentwhenthebride’sfoottouchedthe
thresholdthebellswungheavilyinthetoweraboveher,andsent
forthitsdeepestknell。Thevibrationsdiedawayandreturnedwith
prolongedsolemnity,assheenteredthebodyofthechurch。
“Goodheavens!whatanomen。”whisperedayoungladytoherlover。
“Onmyhonor。”repliedthegentleman,“Ibelievethebellhasthe
goodtastetotollofitsownaccord。Whathasshetodowith
weddings?Ifyou,dearestJulia,wereapproachingthealtarthebell
wouldringoutitsmerriestpeal。Ithasonlyafuneralknellfor
her。”
Thebrideandmostofhercompanyhadbeentoomuchoccupiedwith
thebustleofentrancetohearthefirstbodingstrokeofthebell,or
atleasttoreflectonthesingularityofsuchawelcometothealtar。
Theythereforecontinuedtoadvancewithundiminishedgayety。The
gorgeousdressesofthetime,thecrimsonvelvetcoats,thegold-laced
hats,thehooppetticoats,thesilk,satin,brocade,andembroidery,
thebuckles,canes,andswords,alldisplayedtothebestadvantageon
personssuitedtosuchfinery,madethegroupappearmorelikea
bright-coloredpicturethananythingreal。Butbywhatperversityof
tastehadtheartistrepresentedhisprincipalfigureassowrinkled
anddecayed,whileyethehaddeckedheroutinthebrightestsplendor
ofattire,asiftheloveliestmaidenhadsuddenlywitheredinto
age,andbecomeamoraltothebeautifularoundher!Ontheywent,
however,andhadglitteredalongaboutathirdoftheaisle,when
anotherstrokeofthebellseemedtofillthechurchwithavisible
gloom,dimmingandobscuringthebrightpageant,tillitshoneforth
againasfromamist。
Thistimethepartywavered,stopped,andhuddledcloser
together,whileaslightscreamwasheardfromsomeoftheladies,and
aconfusedwhisperingamongthegentlemen。Thustossingtoandfro,
theymighthavebeenfancifullycomparedtoasplendidbunchof
flowers,suddenlyshakenbyapuffofwind,whichthreatenedto
scattertheleavesofanold,brown,witheredrose,onthesame
stalkwithtwodewybuds-suchbeingtheemblemofthewidowbetween
herfairyoungbridemaids。Butherheroismwasadmirable。Shehad
startedwithanirrepressibleshudder,asifthestrokeofthebell
hadfallendirectlyonherheart;then,recoveringherself,while
herattendantswereyetindismay,shetookthelead,andpacedcalmly
uptheaisle。Thebellcontinuedtoswing,strike,andvibrate,with
thesamedolefulregularityaswhenacorpseisonitswaytothe
tomb。
“Myyoungfriendsherehavetheirnervesalittleshaken。”saidthe
widow,withasmile,totheclergymanatthealtar。“Butsomany
weddingshavebeenusheredinwiththemerriestpealofthebells,and
yetturnedoutunhappily,thatIshallhopeforbetterfortuneunder
suchdifferentauspices。”
“Madam。”answeredtherector,ingreatperplexity,“thisstrange
occurrencebringstomymindamarriagesermonofthefamousBishop
Taylor,whereinheminglessomanythoughtsofmortalityandfuture
wo,that,tospeaksomewhatafterhisownrichstyle,heseemstohang
thebridalchamberinblack,andcuttheweddinggarmentoutofa
coffinpall。Andithasbeenthecustomofdiversnationstoinfuse
somethingofsadnessintotheirmarriageceremonies,sotokeep
deathinmindwhilecontractingthatengagementwhichislife’s
chiefestbusiness。Thuswemaydrawasadbutprofitablemoralfrom
thisfuneralknell。”
But,thoughtheclergymanmighthavegivenhismoralevena
keenerpoint,hedidnotfailtodispatchanattendanttoinquireinto
themystery,andstopthosesounds,sodismallyappropriatetosuch
amarriage。Abriefspaceelapsed,duringwhichthesilencewasbroken
onlybywhispers,andafewsuppressedtitterings,amongthewedding
partyandthespectators,who,afterthefirstshock,weredisposedto
drawanill-naturedmerrimentfromtheaffair。Theyounghaveless
charityforagedfolliesthantheoldforthoseofyouth。The
widow’sglancewasobservedtowander,foraninstant,towardsa
windowofthechurch,asifsearchingforthetime-wornmarblethat
shehaddedicatedtoherfirsthusband;thenhereyelidsdropped
overtheirfadedorbs,andherthoughtsweredrawnirresistiblyto
anothergrave。Twoburiedmen,withavoiceatherear,andacryafar
off,werecallinghertoliedownbesidethem。Perhaps,withmomentary
truthoffeeling,shethoughthowmuchhappierhadbeenherfate,
if,afteryearsofbliss,thebellwerenowtollingforherfuneral,
andshewerefollowedtothegravebytheoldaffectionofher
earliestlover,longherhusband。Butwhyhadshereturnedtohim,
whentheircoldheartsshrankfromeachother’sembrace?
Stillthedeath-belltolledsomournfully,thatthesunshineseemed
tofadeintheair。Awhisper,communicatedfromthosewhostood
nearestthewindows,nowspreadthroughthechurch;ahearse,witha
trainofseveralcoaches,wascreepingalongthestreet,conveying
somedeadmantothechurchyard,whilethebrideawaitedaliving
oneatthealtar。Immediatelyafter,thefootstepsofthebridegroom
andhisfriendswereheardatthedoor。Thewidowlookeddownthe
aisle,andclinchedthearmofoneofherbridemaidsinherbony
handwithsuchunconsciousviolence,thatthefairgirltrembled。
“Youfrightenme,mydearmadam!”criedshe。“ForHeaven’ssake,
whatisthematter?”
“Nothing,mydear,nothing。”saidthewidow;then,whisperingclose
toherear,“ThereisafoolishfancythatIcannotgetridof。Iam
expectingmybridegroomtocomeintothechurch,withmyfirsttwo
husbandsforgroomsmen!”