第42章

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“No,no,Georgiana!”saidAylmerimpatiently,“itmustnotbe。” “Isubmit。”repliedshecalmly。“And,Aylmer,Ishallquaff whateverdraughtyoubringme;butitwillbeonthesameprinciple thatwouldinducemetotakeadoseofpoison,ifofferedbyyour hand。” “Mynoblewife。”saidAylmer,deeplymoved,“Iknewnottheheight anddepthofyournature,untilnow。Nothingshallbeconcealed。 Know,then,thatthisCrimsonHand,superficialasitseems,has clutcheditsgraspintoyourbeing,withastrengthofwhichIhadno previousconception。Ihavealreadyadministeredagentspowerful enoughtodoaughtexcepttochangeyourentirephysicalsystem。Only onethingremainstobetried。Ifthatfailus,weareruined!” “Whydidyouhesitatetotellmethis?”askedshe。 “Because,Georgiana。”saidAylmer,inalowvoice,“thereis danger!” “Danger?Thereisbutonedanger-thatthishorriblestigmashall beleftuponmycheek!”criedGeorgiana。“Removeit!removeit!- whateverbethecost-orweshallbothgomad!” “Heavenknows,yourwordsaretootrue。”saidAylmer,sadly。“And now,dearest,returntoyourboudoir。Inalittlewhile,allwillbe tested。” Heconductedherback,andtookleaveofherwithasolemn tenderness,whichspokefarmorethanhiswordshowmuchwasnowat stake。Afterhisdeparture,Georgianabecamewraptinmusings。She consideredthecharacterofAylmer,anddiditcompleterjustice thanatanypreviousmoment。Herheartexulted,whileittrembled, athishonorablelove,sopureandloftythatitwouldaccept nothinglessthanperfection,normiserablymakeitselfcontentedwith anearthliernaturethanhehaddreamedof。Shefelthowmuchmore preciouswassuchasentiment,thanthatmeanerkindwhichwould havebornewiththeimperfectionforhersake,andhavebeenguiltyof treasontoholylove,bydegradingitsperfectideatothelevelof theactual。And,withherwholespirit,sheprayed,that,forasingle moment,shemightsatisfyhishighestanddeepestconception。Longer thanonemoment,shewellknew,itcouldnotbe;forhisspiritwas everonthemarch-everascending-andeachinstantrequiredsomething thatwasbeyondthescopeoftheinstantbefore。 Thesoundofherhusband’sfootstepsarousedher。Heboreacrystal goblet,containingaliquorcolorlessaswater,butbrightenoughto bethedraughtofimmortality。Aylmerwaspale;butitseemedrather theconsequenceofahighlywroughtstateofmind,andtensionof spirit,thanoffearordoubt。 “Theconcoctionofthedraughthasbeenperfect。”saidhe,in answertoGeorgiana’slook。“Unlessallmysciencehavedeceivedme, itcannotfail。” “Saveonyouraccount,mydearestAylmer。”observedhiswife,“I mightwishtoputoffthisbirthmarkofmortalitybyrelinquishing mortalityitself,inpreferencetoanyothermode。Lifeisbutasad possessiontothosewhohaveattainedpreciselythedegreeofmoral advancementatwhichIstand。WereIweakerandblinder,itmightbe happiness。WereIstronger,itmightbeenduredhopefully。But,being whatIfindmyself,methinksIamofallmortalsthemostfittodie。” “Youarefitforheavenwithouttastingdeath!”repliedher husband。“Butwhydowespeakofdying?Thedraughtcannotfail。 Beholditseffectuponthisplant!” Onthewindow-seattherestoodageranium,diseasedwithyellow blotches,whichhadoverspreadallitsleaves。Aylmerpouredasmall quantityoftheliquiduponthesoilinwhichitgrew。Inalittle time,whentherootsoftheplanthadtakenupthemoisture,the unsightlyblotchesbegantobeextinguishedinalivingverdure。 “Thereneedednoproof。”saidGeorgiana,quietly。“Givemethe goblet。Ijoyfullystakealluponyourword。” “Drink,then,thouloftycreature!”exclaimedAylmer,withfervid admiration。“Thereisnotaintofimperfectiononthyspirit。Thy sensibleframe,too,shallsoonbeallperfect!” Shequaffedtheliquid,andreturnedthegoblettohishand。 “Itisgrateful。”saidshe,withaplacidsmile。“Methinksitis likewaterfromaheavenlyfountain;foritcontainsIknownotwhat ofunobtrusivefragranceanddeliciousness。Itallaysafeverish thirst,thathadparchedmeformanydays。Now,dearest,letmesleep。 Myearthlysensesareclosingovermyspirit,liketheleavesaround theheartofarose,atsunset。” Shespokethelastwordswithagentlereluctance,asifit requiredalmostmoreenergythanshecouldcommandtopronouncethe faintandlingeringsyllables。Scarcelyhadtheyloiteredthrough herlips,ereshewaslostinslumber。Aylmersatbyherside, watchingheraspectwiththeemotionspropertoaman,thewholevalue ofwhoseexistencewasinvolvedintheprocessnowtobetested。 Mingledwiththismood,however,wasthephilosophicinvestigation, characteristicofthemanofscience。Nottheminutestsymptomescaped him。Aheightenedflushofthecheek-aslightirregularityofbreath- aquiveroftheeyelid-ahardlyperceptibletremorthroughtheframe- suchwerethedetailswhich,asthemomentspassed,hewrotedownin hisfoliovolume。Intensethoughthadsetitsstampuponevery previouspageofthatvolume;butthethoughtsofyearswereall concentrateduponthelast。 Whilethusemployed,hefailednottogazeoftenatthefatalHand, andnotwithoutashudder。Yetonce,byastrangeandunaccountable impulse,hepresseditwithhislips。Hisspiritrecoiled,however,in theveryact,andGeorgiana,outofthemidstofherdeepsleep,moved uneasilyandmurmured,asifinremonstrance。Again,Aylmerresumed hiswatch。Norwasitwithoutavail。TheCrimsonHand,whichat firsthadbeenstronglyvisibleuponthemarblepalenessof Georgiana’scheeknowgrewmorefaintlyoutlined。Sheremainednot lesspalethanever;butthebirthmark,witheverybreaththatcame andwent,lostsomewhatofitsformerdistinctness。Itspresencehad beenawful;itsdeparturewasmoreawfulstill。Watchthestainofthe rainbowfadingoutofthesky;andyouwillknowhowthatmysterious symbolpassedaway。 “ByHeaven,itiswell-nighgone!”saidAylmertohimself,in almostirrepressibleecstasy。“Icanscarcelytraceitnow。Success! Success!Andnowitislikethefaintestrose-color。Theslightest flushofbloodacrosshercheekwouldovercomeit。Butsheisso pale!” Hedrewasidethewindow-curtain,andsufferedthelightofnatural daytofallintotheroom,andrestuponhercheek。Atthesame time,heheardagross,hoarsechuckle,whichhehadlongknownashis servantAminadab’sexpressionofdelight。 “Ah,clod!Ah,earthlymass!”criedAylmer,laughinginasortof frenzy。“Youhaveservedmewell!MasterandSpirit-EarthandHeaven- havebothdonetheirpartinthis!Laugh,thingofthesenses!You haveearnedtherighttolaugh。” TheseexclamationsbrokeGeorgiana’ssleep。Sheslowlyunclosedher eyes,andgazedintothemirror,whichherhusbandhadarrangedfor thatpurpose。Afaintsmileflittedoverherlips,whensherecognized howbarelyperceptiblewasnowthatCrimsonHand,whichhadonce blazedforthwithsuchdisastrousbrilliancyastoscareawayall theirhappiness。ButthenhereyessoughtAylmer’sface,witha troubleandanxietythathecouldbynomeansaccountfor。 “MypoorAylmer!”murmuredshe。 “Poor?Nay,richest!Happiest!Mostfavored!”exclaimedhe。“My peerlessbride,itissuccessful!Youareperfect!” “MypoorAylmer!”sherepeated,withamorethanhuman tenderness。“Youhaveaimedloftily!youhavedonenobly!Donot repent,that,withsohighandpureafeeling,youhaverejectedthe besttheearthcouldoffer。Aylmer-dearestAylmer,Iamdying!” Alas,itwastootrue!ThefatalHandhadgrappledwiththemystery oflife,andwasthebondbywhichanangelicspiritkeptitselfin unionwithamortalframe。Asthelastcrimsontintofthebirthmark- thatsoletokenofhumanimperfection-fadedfromhercheek,the partingbreathofthenowperfectwomanpassedintotheatmosphere, andhersoul,lingeringamomentnearherhusband,tookitsheavenward flight。Thenahoarse,chucklinglaughwasheardagain!Thuseverdoes thegrossFatalityofEarthexultinitsinvariabletriumphoverthe immortalessence,which,inthisdimsphereofhalf-development, demandsthecompletenessofahigherstate。Yet,hadAylmerreacheda profounderwisdom,heneednotthushaveflungawaythehappiness, whichwouldhavewovenhismortallifeoftheself-sametexturewith thecelestial。Themomentarycircumstancewastoostrongforhim;he failedtolookbeyondtheshadowyscopeofTime,andlivingoncefor allinEternity,tofindtheperfectFutureinthepresent。 byNathanielHawthorne NOTAGREATWHILEAGO,passingthroughthegateofdreams,I visitedthatregionoftheearthinwhichliesthefamouscityof Destruction。Itinterestedmemuchtolearnthat,bythepublicspirit ofsomeoftheinhabitants,arailroadhasrecentlybeenestablished betweenthispopulousandflourishingtown,andtheCelestialCity。 Havingalittletimeuponmyhands,Iresolvedtogratifyaliberal curiositytomakeatripthither。Accordingly,onefinemorning,after payingmybillatthehotel,anddirectingtheportertostowmy luggagebehindacoach,Itookmyseatinthevehicleandsetout fortheStation-house。Itwasmygoodfortunetoenjoythecompanyof agentleman-oneMr。Smooth-it-away-who,thoughhehadneveractually visitedtheCelestialCity,yetseemedaswellacquaintedwithits laws,customs,policy,andstatistics,aswiththoseofthecityof Destruction,ofwhichhewasanativetownsman。Being,moreover,a Directoroftherailroadcorporation,andoneofitslargest stockholders,hehaditinhispowertogivemealldesirable informationrespectingthatpraiseworthyenterprise。 Ourcoachrattledoutofthecity,and,atashortdistancefrom itsoutskirts,passedoverabridge,ofelegantconstruction,but somewhattooslight,asIimagined,tosustainanyconsiderable weight。Onbothsideslayanextensivequagmire,whichcouldnot havebeenmoredisagreeableeithertosightorsmell,hadallthe kennelsoftheearthemptiedtheirpollutionthere。 “This。”remarkedMr。Smooth-it-away,“isthefamousSloughof Despond-adisgracetoalltheneighborhood;andthegreater,that itmightsoeasilybeconvertedintofirmground。” “Ihaveunderstood,saidI,“thateffortshavebeenmadeforthat purpose,fromtimeimmemorial。Bunyanmentionsthatabovetwenty thousandcart-loadsofwholesomeinstructionshadbeenthrowninhere, withouteffect。” “Veryprobably!andwhateffectcouldbeanticipatedfromsuch unsubstantialstuff?”criedMr。Smooth-it-away。“Youobservethis convenientbridge。Weobtainedasufficientfoundationforitby throwingintotheSloughsomeeditionsofbooksofmorality,volumes ofFrenchphilosophyandGermanrationalism,tracts,sermons,and essaysofmodernclergymen,extractsfromPlato,Confucius,and variousHindoosages,togetherwithafewingeniouscommentaries upontextsofScripture-allofwhich,bysomescientificprocess, havebeenconvertedintoamasslikegranite。Thewholebogmightbe filledupwithsimilarmatter。” Itreallyseemedtome,however,thatthebridgevibratedand heavedupanddowninaveryformidablemanner;and,spiteofMr。 Smooth-it-away’stestimonytothesolidityofitsfoundation,Ishould belothtocrossitinacrowdedomnibus;especially,ifeach passengerwereencumberedwithasheavyluggageasthatgentleman andmyself。Nevertheless,wegotoverwithoutaccident,andsoonfound ourselvesattheStation-house。Thisveryneatandspaciousedificeis erectedonthesiteofthelittleWicket-Gate,whichformerly,as alloldpilgrimswillrecollect,stooddirectlyacrossthehighway, and,byitsinconvenientnarrowness,wasagreatobstructiontothe travellerofliberalmindandexpansivestomach。ThereaderofJohn Bunyanwillbegladtoknow,thatChristian’soldfriendEvangelist, whowasaccustomedtosupplyeachpilgrimwithamysticroll,now presidesattheticketoffice。Somemaliciouspersons,itistrue, denytheidentityofthisreputablecharacterwiththeEvangelistof oldtimes,andevenpretendtobringcompetentevidenceofan imposture。Withoutinvolvingmyselfinadispute,Ishallmerely observe,that,sofarasmyexperiencegoes,thesquarepiecesof pasteboard,nowdeliveredtopassengers,aremuchmoreconvenient andusefulalongtheroad,thantheantiquerollofparchment。Whether theywillbeasreadilyreceivedatthegateoftheCelestialCity, Ideclinegivinganopinion。