第41章

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“Therewastoopowerfulastimulus。”saidAylmerthoughtfully。 Tomakeupforthisabortiveexperiment,heproposedtotakeher portraitbyascientificprocessofhisowninvention。Itwastobe effectedbyraysoflightstrikinguponapolishedplateofmetal。 Georgianaassented-but,onlookingattheresult,wasaffrightedto findthefeaturesoftheportraitblurredandindefinable;whilethe minutefigureofahandappearedwherethecheekshouldhavebeen。 Aylmersnatchedthemetallicplate,andthrewitintoajarof corrosiveacid。 Soon,however,heforgotthesemortifyingfailures。Inthe intervalsofstudyandchemicalexperiment,hecametoher,flushed andexhausted,butseemedinvigoratedbyherpresence,andspokein glowinglanguageoftheresourcesofhisart。Hegaveahistoryofthe longdynastyoftheAlchemists,whospentsomanyagesinquestofthe universalsolvent,bywhichtheGoldenPrinciplemightbeelicited fromallthingsvileandbase。Aylmerappearedtobelieve,that,by theplainestscientificlogic,itwasaltogetherwithinthelimits ofpossibilitytodiscoverthislong-soughtmedium;but,headded,a philosopherwhoshouldgodeepenoughtoacquirethepower,would attaintooloftyawisdomtostooptotheexerciseofit。Notless singularwerehisopinionsinregardtotheElixirVitae。Hemorethan intimated,thatitwasathisoptiontoconcoctaliquidthatshould prolonglifeforyears-perhapsinterminably-butthatitwould produceadiscordinnature,whichalltheworld,andchieflythe quafferoftheimmortalnostrum,wouldfindcausetocurse。 “Aylmer,areyouinearnest?”askedGeorgiana,lookingathim withamazementandfear;“itisterribletopossesssuchpower,or eventodreamofpossessingit。 “Oh,donottremble,mylove!”saidherhusband,“Iwouldnotwrong eitheryouormyself,byworkingsuchinharmoniouseffectsuponour lives。ButIwouldhaveyouconsiderhowtrifling,incomparison,is theskillrequisitetoremovethislittleHand。” Atthementionofthebirthmark,Georgiana,asusual,shrank,asif ared-hotironhadtouchedhercheek。 AgainAylmerappliedhimselftohislabors。Shecouldhearhis voiceinthedistantfurnace-room,givingdirectionstoAminadab, whoseharsh,uncouth,mis-shapentoneswereaudibleinresponse, morelikethegruntorgrowlofabrutethanhumanspeech。Afterhours ofabsence,Aylmerreappeared,andproposedthatsheshouldnow examinehiscabinetofchemicalproducts,andnaturaltreasuresofthe earth。Amongtheformerheshowedherasmallvial,inwhich,he remarked,wascontainedagentleyetmostpowerfulfragrance, capableofimpregnatingallthebreezesthatblowacrossakingdom。 Theywereofinestimablevalue,thecontentsofthatlittlevial;and, ashesaidso,hethrewsomeoftheperfumeintotheair,andfilled theroomwithpiercingandinvigoratingdelight。 “Andwhatisthis?”askedGeorgiana,pointingtoasmallcrystal globe,containingagold-coloredliquid。“Itissobeautifultothe eye,thatIcouldimagineittheElixirofLife。” “Inonesenseitis。”repliedAylmer,“orrathertheElixirof Immortality。Itisthemostpreciouspoisonthateverwasconcoctedin thisworld。Byitsaid,Icouldapportionthelife-timeofany mortalatwhomyoumightpointyourfinger。Thestrengthofthedose woulddeterminewhetherheweretolingeroutyears,ordropdeadin themidstofabreath。Noking,onhisguardedthrone,couldkeep hislife,ifI,inmyprivatestation,shoulddeemthatthewelfareof millionsjustifiedmeindeprivinghimofit。” “Whydoyoukeepsuchaterrificdrug?”inquiredGeorgianain horror。 “Donotmistrustme,dearest!”saidherhusband,smiling;“its virtuouspotencyisyetgreaterthanitsharmfulone。But,see!here isapowerfulcosmetic。Withafewdropsofthis,inavaseof water,frecklesmaybewashedawayaseasilyasthehandsare cleansed。Astrongerinfusionwouldtakethebloodoutofthecheek, andleavetherosiestbeautyapaleghost。” “Isitwiththislotionthatyouintendtobathemycheek?”asked Georgiana,anxiously。 “Oh,no!”hastilyrepliedherhusband-“thisismerelysuperficial。 Yourcasedemandsaremedythatshallgodeeper。” InhisinterviewswithGeorgiana,Aylmergenerallymademinute inquiriesastohersensations,andwhethertheconfinementofthe rooms,andthetemperatureoftheatmosphere,agreedwithher。These questionshadsuchaparticulardrift,thatGeorgianabeganto conjecturethatshewasalreadysubjectedtocertainphysical influences,eitherbreathedinwiththefragrantair,ortakenwith herfood。Shefancied,likewise-butitmightbealtogetherfancy- thattherewasastirringupofhersystem:astrange,indefinite sensationcreepingthroughherveins,andtingling,half-painfully, half-pleasurably,atherheart。Still,whenevershedaredtolookinto themirror,thereshebeheldherself,paleasawhiterose,andwith thecrimsonbirthmarkstampeduponhercheek。NotevenAylmernow hateditsomuchasshe。 Todispelthetediumofthehourswhichherhusbandfoundit necessarytodevotetotheprocessesofcombinationandanalysis, Georgianaturnedoverthevolumesofhisscientificlibrary。Inmany darkoldtomes,shemetwithchaptersfullofromanceandpoetry。They weretheworksofthephilosophersofthemiddleages,suchas AlbertusMagnus,CorneliusAgrippa,Paracelsus,andthefamousfriar whocreatedthepropheticBrazenHead。Alltheseantiquenaturalists stoodinadvanceoftheircenturies,yetwereimbuedwithsomeof theircredulity,andthereforewerebelieved,andperhapsimagined themselves,tohaveacquiredfromtheinvestigationofnaturea powerabovenature,andfromphysicsaswayoverthespiritual world。Hardlylesscuriousandimaginativeweretheearlyvolumesof theTransactionsoftheRoyalSociety,inwhichthemembers,knowing littleofthelimitsofnaturalpossibility,werecontinually recordingwonders,orproposingmethodswherebywondersmightbe wrought。 But,toGeorgiana,themostengrossingvolumewasalargefolio fromherhusband’sownhand,inwhichhehadrecordedeveryexperiment ofhisscientificcareer,withitsoriginalaim,themethodsadopted foritsdevelopment,anditsfinalsuccessorfailure,withthe circumstancestowhicheithereventwasattributable。Thebook,in truth,wasboththehistoryandemblemofhisardent,ambitious, imaginative,yetpracticalandlaborious,life。Hehandledphysical details,asiftherewerenothingbeyondthem;yetspiritualized themall,andredeemedhimselffrommaterialism,byhisstrongand eageraspirationtowardstheinfinite。Inhisgrasp,theveriest clodofearthassumedasoul。Georgiana,assheread,reverenced Aylmer,andlovedhimmoreprofoundlythanever,butwithaless entiredependenceonhisjudgmentthanheretofore。Muchashehad accomplished,shecouldnotbutobservethathismostsplendid successeswerealmostinvariablyfailures,ifcomparedwiththe idealatwhichheaimed。Hisbrightestdiamondswerethemerest pebbles,andfelttobesobyhimself,incomparisonwiththe inestimablegemswhichlayhiddenbeyondhisreach。Thevolume,rich withachievementsthathadwonrenownforitsauthor,wasyetas melancholyarecordasevermortalhandhadpenned。Itwasthesad confession,andcontinualexemplification,oftheshort-comingsofthe compositeman-thespiritburthenedwithclayandworkinginmatter; andofthedespairthatassailsthehighernature,atfindingitself somiserablythwartedbytheearthlypart。Perhapseverymanof genius,inwhateversphere,mightrecognizetheimageofhisown experienceinAylmer’sjournal。 SodeeplydidthesereflectionsaffectGeorgiana,thatshelaidher faceupontheopenvolume,andburstintotears。Inthissituationshe wasfoundbyherhusband。 “Itisdangeroustoreadinasorcerer’sbooks。”saidhe,witha smile,thoughhiscountenancewasuneasyanddispleased。“Georgiana, therearepagesinthatvolume,whichIcanscarcelyglanceoverand keepmysenses。Takeheedlestitproveasdetrimentaltoyou!” Ithasmademeworshipyoumorethanever。”saidshe。 “Ah!waitforthisonesuccess。”rejoinedhe,“thenworshipmeif youwill。Ishalldeemmyselfhardlyunworthyofit。But,come!Ihave soughtyoufortheluxuryofyourvoice。Singtome,dearest!” Soshepouredouttheliquidmusicofhervoicetoquenchthe thirstofhisspirit。Hethentookhisleave,withaboyishexuberance ofgaiety,assuringherthatherseclusionwouldendurebutalittle longer,andthattheresultwasalreadycertain。Scarcelyhadhe departed,whenGeorgianafeltirresistiblyimpelledtofollowhim。She hadforgottentoinformAylmerofasymptom,which,fortwoorthree hourspast,hadbeguntoexciteherattention。Itwasasensationin thefatalbirthmark,notpainful,butwhichinducedarestlessness throughouthersystem。Hasteningafterherhusband,sheintruded, forthefirsttime,intothelaboratory。 Thefirstthingthatstruckhereyewasthefurnace,thathotand feverishworker,withtheintenseglowofitsfire,which,bythe quantitiesofsootclusteredaboveit,seemedtohavebeenburningfor ages。Therewasadistillingapparatusinfulloperation。Aroundthe roomwereretorts,tubes,cylinders,crucibles,andotherapparatusof chemicalresearch。Anelectricalmachinestoodreadyforimmediate use。Theatmospherefeltoppressivelyclose,andwastaintedwith gaseousodors,whichhadbeentormentedforthbytheprocessesof science。Thesevereandhomelysimplicityoftheapartment,withits nakedwallsandbrickpavement,lookedstrange,accustomedas Georgianahadbecometothefantasticeleganceofherboudoir。But whatchiefly,indeedalmostsolely,drewherattention,wastheaspect ofAylmerhimself。 Hewaspaleasdeath,anxious,andabsorbed,andhungoverthe furnaceasifitdependeduponhisutmostwatchfulnesswhetherthe liquid,whichitwasdistilling,shouldbethedraughtofimmortal happinessormisery。Howdifferentfromthesanguineandjoyousmien thathehadassumedforGeorgiana’sencouragement! “Carefullynow,Aminadab!Carefully,thouhumanmachine!Carefully, thoumanofclay!”mutteredAylmer,moretohimselfthanhis assistant。“Now,iftherebeathoughttoomuchortoolittle,itis allover!” “Hoh!hoh!”mumbledAminadab-“look,master,look!” Aylmerraisedhiseyeshastily,andatfirstreddened,thengrew palerthanever,onbeholdingGeorgiana。Herushedtowardsher,and seizedherarmwithagripethatlefttheprintofhisfingersupon it。 “Whydoyoucomehither?Haveyounotrustinyourhusband?” criedheimpetuously。“Wouldyouthrowtheblightofthatfatal birthmarkovermylabors?Itisnotwelldone。Go,pryingwoman,go!” Nay,Aylmer。”saidGeorgiana,withthefirmnessofwhichshe possessednostintedendowment,“itisnotyouthathavearightto complain。Youmistrustyourwife!Youhaveconcealedtheanxiety withwhichyouwatchthedevelopmentofthisexperiment。Thinknot sounworthilyofme,myhusband!Tellmealltheriskwerun;andfear notthatIshallshrink,formyshareinitisfarlessthanyour own!”