第38章

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passaway-theworld’swholelife-sandmayfall,dropbydrop-before anotherintellectispreparedtodevelopethetruththatmighthave beenutteredthen。Buthistoryaffordsmanyanexample,wherethemost preciousspirit,atanyparticularepochmanifestedinhumanshape, hasgonehenceuntimely,withoutspaceallowedhim,sofarasmortal judgmentcoulddiscern,toperformhismissionontheearth。The prophetdies;andthemanoftorpidheartandsluggishbrainliveson。 Thepoetleaveshissonghalfsung,orfinishesit,beyondthescope ofmortalears,inacelestialchoir。Thepainter-asAllstondid- leaveshalfhisconceptiononthecanvas,tosaddenuswithits imperfectbeauty,andgoestopictureforththewhole,ifitbeno irreverencetosayso,inthehuesofHeaven。But,rather,such incompletedesignsofthislifewillbeperfectednowhere。Thisso frequentabortionofman’sdearestprojectsmustbetakenasa proof,thatthedeedsofearth,howeveretherealizedbypietyor genius,arewithoutvalue,exceptasexercisesandmanifestationsof thespirit。InHeaven,allordinarythoughtishigherandmore melodiousthanMilton’ssong。Then,wouldheaddanotherverseto anystrainthathehadleftunfinishedhere? ButtoreturntoOwenWarland。Itwashisfortune,goodorill, toachievethepurposeofhislife。Passweoveralongspaceof intensethought,yearningeffort,minutetoil,andwastinganxiety, succeededbyaninstantofsolitarytriumph;letallthisbeimagined; andthenbeholdtheartist,onawinterevening,seekingadmittanceto RobertDanforth’sfiresidecircle。TherehefoundtheManofIron, withhismassivesubstance,thoroughlywarmedandattemperedby domesticinfluences。AndtherewasAnnie,too,nowtransformedinto amatron,withmuchofherhusband’splainandsturdynature,but imbued,asOwenWarlandstillbelieved,withafinergrace,thatmight enablehertobetheinterpreterbetweenStrengthandBeauty。It happened,likewise,thatoldPeterHovendenwasaguest,thisevening, athisdaughter’sfireside;anditwashiswell-remembered expressionofkeen,coldcriticism,thatfirstencounteredthe artist’sglance。 “MyoldfriendOwen!”criedRobertDanforth,startingup,and compressingtheartist’sdelicatefingerswithinahandthatwas accustomedtogripebarsofiron。“Thisiskindandneighborly,to cometousatlast!IwasafraidyourPerpetualMotionhadbewitched yououtoftheremembranceofoldtimes。” “Wearegladtoseeyou!”saidAnnie,whileablushreddenedher matronlycheek。“Itwasnotlikeafriendtostayfromussolong。” “Well,Owen。”inquiredtheoldwatchmaker,ashisfirstgreeting, “howcomesontheBeautiful?Haveyoucreateditatlast?” Theartistdidnotimmediatelyreply,beingstartledbythe apparitionofayoungchildofstrength,thatwastumblingabouton thecarpet;alittlepersonagewhohadcomemysteriouslyoutofthe infinite,butwithsomethingsosturdyandrealinhiscomposition thatheseemedmouldedoutofthedensestsubstancewhichearth couldsupply。Thishopefulinfantcrawledtowardsthenewcomer,and settinghimselfonend-asRobertDanforthexpressedtheposture- staredatOwenwithalookofsuchsagaciousobservation,thatthe mothercouldnothelpexchangingaproudglancewithherhusband。 Buttheartistwasdisturbedbythechild’slook,asimagininga resemblancebetweenitandPeterHovenden’shabitualexpression。He couldhavefanciedthattheoldwatchmakerwascompressedintothis baby-shape,andlookingoutofthosebaby-eyes,andrepeating-ashe nowdid-themaliciousquestion:“TheBeautiful,Owen!Howcomeson theBeautiful?HaveyousucceededincreatingtheBeautiful?” “Ihavesucceeded。”repliedtheartist,withamomentarylightof triumphinhiseyes,andasmileofsunshine,yetsteepedinsuch depthofthought,thatitwasalmostsadness。“Yes,myfriends,it isthetruth。Ihavesucceeded!” “Indeed!”criedAnnie,alookofmaidenmirthfulnesspeepingoutof herfaceagain。“Andisitlawful,now,toinquirewhatthesecret is?” “Surely;itistodiscloseit,thatIhavecome。”answeredOwen Warland。“Youshallknow,andsee,andtouch,andpossessthe secret!For,Annie-ifbythatnameImaystilladdressthefriend ofmyboyishyears-Annie,itisforyourbridalgiftthatIhave wroughtthisspiritualizedmechanism,thisharmonyofmotion,this MysteryofBeauty!Itcomeslate,indeed;butitisaswegoonwardin life,whenobjectsbegintolosetheirfreshnessofhue,andoursouls theirdelicacyofperception,thatthespiritofBeautyismost needed。If-forgiveme,Annie-ifyouknowhowtovaluethisgift, itcannevercometoolate!” Heproduced,ashespoke,whatseemedajewel-box。Itwascarved richlyoutofebonybyhisownhand,andinlaidwithafanciful traceryofpearl,representingaboyinpursuitofabutterfly,which, elsewhere,hadbecomeawingedspirit,andwasflyingheavenward; whiletheboy,oryouth,hadfoundsuchefficacyinhisstrongdesire, thatheascendedfromearthtocloud,andfromcloudtocelestial atmosphere,towintheBeautiful。Thiscaseofebonytheartist opened,andbadeAnnieplaceherfingeronitsedge。Shedidso,but almostscreamed,asabutterflyflutteredforth,and,alightingonher finger’stip,satwavingtheamplemagnificenceofitspurpleand gold-speckledwings,asifinpreludetoaflight。Itisimpossibleto expressbywordstheglory,thesplendor,thedelicategorgeousness, whichweresoftenedintothebeautyofthisobject。Nature’sideal butterflywashererealizedinallitsperfection;notinthe patternofsuchfadedinsectsasflitamongearthlyflowers,butof thosewhichhoveracrossthemeadsofParadise,forchild-angelsand thespiritsofdepartedinfantstodisportthemselveswith。Therich downwasvisibleuponitswings;thelustreofitseyesseemed instinctwithspirit。Thefirelightglimmeredaroundthiswonder- thecandlesgleameduponit-butitglistenedapparentlybyitsown radiance,andilluminatedthefingerandoutstretchedhandonwhichit rested,withawhitegleamlikethatofpreciousstones。Inits perfectbeauty,theconsiderationofsizewasentirelylost。Hadits wingsoverreachedthefirmament,themindcouldnothavebeenmore filledorsatisfied。 “Beautiful!Beautiful!”exclaimedAnnie。“Isitalive?Isit alive?” “Alive?Tobesureitis。”answeredherhusband。“Doyousuppose anymortalhasskillenoughtomakeabutterfly-orwouldput himselftothetroubleofmakingone,whenanychildmaycatchascore oftheminasummer’safternoon?Alive?certainly!Butthisprettybox isundoubtedlyofourfriendOwen’smanufacture;andreallyitdoes himcredit。” Atthismoment,thebutterflywaveditswingsanew,withamotion soabsolutelylifelikethatAnniewasstartled,andevenawe-stricken; for,inspiteofherhusband’sopinion,shecouldnotsatisfy herselfwhetheritwasindeedalivingcreature,orapieceof wondrousmechanism。 “Isitalive?”sherepeated,moreearnestlythanbefore。 “Judgeforyourself。”saidOwenWarland,whostoodgazinginher facewithfixedattention。 Thebutterflynowflungitselfupontheair,flutteredround Annie’shead,andsoaredintoadistantregionoftheparlor,still makingitselfperceptibletosightbythestarrygleaminwhichthe motionofitswingsenvelopedit。Theinfant,onthefloor,followed itscoursewithhissagaciouslittleeyes。Afterflyingaboutthe room,itreturned,inaspiralcurve,andsettledagainonAnnie’s finger。 “Butisitalive?”exclaimedsheagain;andthefinger,onwhich thegorgeousmysteryhadalighted,wassotremulousthatthebutterfly wasforcedtobalancehimselfwithhiswings。“Tellmeifitbealive, orwhetheryoucreatedit?” “Whereforeaskwhocreatedit,soitbebeautiful?”repliedOwen Warland。“Alive?Yes,Annie;itmaywellbesaidtopossesslife, forithasabsorbedmyownbeingintoitself;andinthesecretof thatbutterfly,andinitsbeauty-whichisnotmerelyoutward,but deepasitswholesystem-isrepresentedtheintellect,the imagination,thesensibility,thesoul,ofanArtistoftheBeautiful! Yes,Icreatedit。But“-andherehiscountenancesomewhatchanged- “thisbutterflyisnotnowtomewhatitwaswhenIbehelditafar off,intheday-dreamsofmyyouth。” “Beitwhatitmay,itisaprettyplaything。”saidtheblacksmith, grinningwithchildlikedelight。“Iwonderwhetheritwouldcondescend toalightonsuchagreatclumsyfingerasmine?Holdithither, Annie!” Bytheartist’sdirection,Annietouchedherfinger’stiptothat ofherhusband;and,afteramomentarydelay,thebutterfly flutteredfromonetotheother。Itpreludedasecondflightbya similar,yetnotpreciselythesamewavingofwings,asinthefirst experiment。Thenascendingfromtheblacksmith’sstalwartfinger,it roseinagraduallyenlargingcurvetotheceiling,madeonewide sweeparoundtheroom,andreturnedwithanundulatingmovementtothe pointwhenceithadstarted。 “Well,thatdoesbeatallnature!”criedRobertDanforth,bestowing theheartiestpraisethathecouldfindexpressionfor;and,indeed, hadhepausedthere,amanoffinerwordsandnicerperceptioncould noteasilyhavesaidmore。“Thatgoesbeyondme,Iconfess!Butwhat then?Thereismorerealuseinonedownrightblowofmy sledge-hammer,thaninthewholefiveyears’laborthatourfriend Owenhaswastedonthisbutterfly!” Herethechildclappedhishands,andmadeagreatbabbleof indistinctutterance,apparentlydemandingthatthebutterflyshould begivenhimforaplaything。 OwenWarland,meanwhile,glancedsidelongatAnnie,todiscover whethershesympathizedinherhusband’sestimateofthecomparative valueoftheBeautifulandthePractical。Therewas,amidallher kindnesstowardshimself,amidallthewonderandadmirationwith whichshecontemplatedthemarvellousworkofhishands,and incarnationofhisidealasecretscorn;toosecret,perhaps,for herownconsciousness,andperceptibleonlytosuchintuitive discernmentasthatoftheartist。ButOwen,inthelatterstagesof hispursuit,hadrisenoutoftheregioninwhichsuchadiscovery mighthavebeentorture。Heknewthattheworld,andAnnieasthe representativeoftheworld,whateverpraisemightbebestowed, couldneversaythefittingword,norfeelthefittingsentimentwhich shouldbetheperfectrecompenseofanartistwho,symbolizingalofty moralbyamaterialtrifle-convertingwhatwasearthlytospiritual gold-hadwontheBeautifulintohishandiwork。Notatthislatest momentwashetolearnthattherewardofallhighperformancemustbe soughtwithinitself,orsoughtinvain。Therewas,however,aviewof thematter,whichAnnie,andherhusband,andevenPeterHovenden, mightfullyhaveunderstood,andwhichwouldhavesatisfiedthem thatthetoilofyearshadherebeenworthilybestowed。OwenWarland mighthavetoldthem,thatthisbutterfly,thisplaything,this bridal-giftofapoorwatchmakertoablacksmith’swife,was,in truth,agemofartthatamonarchwouldhavepurchasedwithhonors andabundantwealth,andhavetreasureditamongthejewelsofhis kingdom,asthemostuniqueandwondrousofthemall!Buttheartist smiledandkeptthesecrettohimself。 “Father。”saidAnnie,thinkingthatawordofpraisefromtheold watchmakermightgratifyhisformerapprentice,“docomeandadmire thisprettybutterfly!” “Letussee。”saidPeterHovenden,risingfromhischair,witha sneeruponhisfacethatalwaysmadepeopledoubt,ashehimself did,ineverythingbutamaterialexistence。“Hereismyfingerforit toalightupon。IshallunderstanditbetterwhenonceIhave