第34章

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Therewasacontinualflowofnaturalemotion,gushingforthamid abstractedreverie,whichenabledthefamilytounderstandthis youngman’ssentiments,thoughsoforeignfromtheirown。Withquick sensibilityoftheludicrous,heblushedattheardorintowhichhe hadbeenbetrayed。 “Youlaughatme。”saidhe,takingtheeldestdaughter’shand, andlaughinghimself。“YouthinkmyambitionasnonsensicalasifI weretofreezemyselftodeathonthetopofMountWashington,only thatpeoplemightspyatmefromthecountryroundabout。And, truly,thatwouldbeanoblepedestalforaman’sstatue!” “Itisbettertositherebythisfire。”answeredthegirl, blushing,“andbecomfortableandcontented,thoughnobodythinks aboutus。” “Isuppose。”saidherfather,afterafitofmusing,“thereis somethingnaturalinwhattheyoungmansays;andifmymindhad beenturnedthatway,Imighthavefeltjustthesame。Itis strange,wife,howhistalkhassetmyheadrunningonthingsthatare prettycertainnevertocometopass。” “Perhapstheymay。”observedthewife。“Isthemanthinkingwhathe willdowhenheisawidower?” “No,no!”criedhe,repellingtheideawithreproachfulkindness。 “WhenIthinkofyourdeath,Esther,Ithinkofmine,too。ButIwas wishingwehadagoodfarminBartlett,orBethlehem,orLittleton,or someothertownshiproundtheWhiteMountains;butnotwherethey couldtumbleonourheads。Ishouldwanttostandwellwithmy neighborsandbecalledSquire,andsenttoGeneralCourtforaterm ortwo;foraplain,honestmanmaydoasmuchgoodthereasalawyer。 AndwhenIshouldbegrownquiteanoldman,andyouanoldwoman, soasnottobelongapart,Imightdiehappyenoughinmybed,and leaveyouallcryingaroundme。Aslategravestonewouldsuitmeas wellasamarbleone-withjustmynameandage,andaverseofa hymn,andsomethingtoletpeopleknowthatIlivedanhonestman anddiedaChristian。” “Therenow!”exclaimedthestranger;“itisournaturetodesire amonument,beitslateormarble,orapillarofgranite,ora gloriousmemoryintheuniversalheartofman。” “We’reinastrangeway,tonight。”saidthewife,withtearsinher eyes。“Theysayit’sasignofsomething,whenfolks’mindsgo a-wanderingso。Harktothechildren!” Theylistenedaccordingly。Theyoungerchildrenhadbeenputtobed inanotherroom,butwithanopendoorbetween,sothattheycould beheardtalkingbusilyamongthemselves。Oneandallseemedtohave caughttheinfectionfromthefiresidecircle,andwereoutvying eachotherinwildwishes,andchildishprojects,ofwhattheywould dowhentheycametobemenandwomen。Atlengthalittleboy,instead ofaddressinghisbrothersandsisters,calledouttohismother。 “I’lltellyouwhatIwish,mother。”criedhe。“Iwantyouand fatherandgrandma’m,andallofus,andthestrangertoo,tostart rightaway,andgoandtakeadrinkoutofthebasinoftheFlume!” Nobodycouldhelplaughingatthechild’snotionofleavinga warmbed,anddraggingthemfromacheerfulfire,tovisitthebasin oftheFlume-abrook,whichtumblesovertheprecipice,deepwithin theNotch。Theboyhadhardlyspokenwhenawagonrattledalongthe road,andstoppedamomentbeforethedoor。Itappearedtocontaintwo orthreemen,whowerecheeringtheirheartswiththeroughchorus ofasong,whichresounded,inbrokennotes,betweenthecliffs,while thesingershesitatedwhethertocontinuetheirjourneyorputuphere forthenight。 “Father。”saidthegirl,“theyarecallingyoubyname。” Butthegoodmandoubtedwhethertheyhadreallycalledhim,and wasunwillingtoshowhimselftoosolicitousofgainbyinviting peopletopatronizehishouse。Hethereforedidnothurrytothedoor; andthelashbeingsoonapplied,thetravellersplungedintothe Notch,stillsingingandlaughing,thoughtheirmusicandmirthcame backdrearilyfromtheheartofthemountain。 “There,mother!”criedtheboy,again。“They’dhavegivenusaride totheFlume。” Againtheylaughedatthechild’spertinaciousfancyforanight ramble。Butithappenedthatalightcloudpassedoverthe daughter’sspirit;shelookedgravelyintothefire,anddrewabreath thatwasalmostasigh。Itforceditsway,inspiteofalittle struggletorepressit。Thenstartingandblushing,shelookedquickly roundthecircle,asiftheyhadcaughtaglimpseintoherbosom。 Thestrangeraskedwhatshehadbeenthinkingof。 “Nothing。”answeredshe,withadowncastsmile。“OnlyIfelt lonesomejustthen。” “Oh,Ihavealwayshadagiftoffeelingwhatisinother people’shearts。”saidhe,halfseriously。“ShallItellthesecrets ofyours?ForIknowwhattothinkwhenayounggirlshiversbyawarm hearth,andcomplainsoflonesomenessathermother’sside。ShallI putthesefeelingsintowords?” “Theywouldnotbeagirl’sfeelingsanylongeriftheycouldbe putintowords。”repliedthemountainnymph,laughing,butavoiding hiseye。 Allthiswassaidapart。Perhapsagermoflovewasspringingin theirhearts,sopurethatitmightblossominParadise,sinceit couldnotbematuredonearth;forwomenworshipsuchgentledignity ashis;andtheproud,contemplative,yetkindlysoulisoftenest captivatedbysimplicitylikehers。Butwhiletheyspokesoftly,and hewaswatchingthehappysadness,thelightsomeshadows,theshy yearningsofamaiden’snature,thewindthroughtheNotchtooka deeperanddreariersound。Itseemed,asthefancifulstrangersaid, likethechoralstrainofthespiritsoftheblast,whoinold Indiantimeshadtheirdwellingamongthesemountains,andmade theirheightsandrecessesasacredregion。Therewasawailalongthe road,asifafuneralwerepassing。Tochaseawaythegloom,the familythrewpinebranchesontheirfire,tillthedryleavescrackled andtheflamearose,discoveringonceagainasceneofpeaceand humblehappiness。Thelighthoveredaboutthemfondly,andcaressed themall。Therewerethelittlefacesofthechildren,peepingfrom theirbedapart,andherethefather’sframeofstrength,themother’s subduedandcarefulmien,thehigh-browedyouth,thebuddinggirl,and thegoodoldgrandam,stillknittinginthewarmestplace。Theaged womanlookedupfromhertask,and,withfingerseverbusy,wasthe nexttospeak。 “Oldfolkshavetheirnotions。”saidshe,“aswellasyoungones。 You’vebeenwishingandplanning;andlettingyourheadsrunonone thingandanother,tillyou’vesetmyminda-wanderingtoo。Nowwhat shouldanoldwomanwishfor,whenshecangobutasteportwobefore shecomestohergrave?Children,itwillhauntmenightandday tillItellyou。” “Whatisit,mother?”criedthehusbandandwifeatonce。 Thentheoldwoman,withanairofmysterywhichdrewthecircle closerroundthefire,informedthemthatshehadprovidedher grave-clothessomeyearsbefore-anicelinenshroud,acapwitha muslinruff,andeverythingofafinersortthanshehadwornsince herweddingday。Butthiseveninganoldsuperstitionhadstrangely recurredtoher。Itusedtobesaid,inheryoungerdays,thatif anythingwereamisswithacorpse,ifonlytheruffwerenotsmooth, orthecapdidnotsetright,thecorpseinthecoffinandbeneaththe clodswouldstrivetoputupitscoldhandsandarrangeit。Thebare thoughtmadehernervous。 “Don’ttalkso,grandmother!”saidthegirl,shuddering。 “Now。”continuedtheoldwoman,withsingularearnestness,yet smilingstrangelyatherownfolly,“Iwantoneofyou,mychildren- whenyourmotherisdressedandinthecoffin-Iwantoneofyouto holdalooking-glassovermyface。WhoknowsbutImaytakea glimpseatmyself,andseewhetherall’sright?” “Oldandyoung,wedreamofgravesandmonuments。”murmuredthe strangeryouth。“Iwonderhowmarinersfeelwhentheshipis sinking,andthey,unknownandundistinguished,aretobeburied togetherintheocean-thatwideandnamelesssepulchre?” Foramoment,theoldwoman’sghastlyconceptionsoengrossedthe mindsofherhearersthatasoundabroadinthenight,risinglikethe roarofablast,hadgrownbroad,deep,andterrible,beforethefated groupwereconsciousofit。Thehouseandallwithinittrembled; thefoundationsoftheearthseemedtobeshaken,asifthisawful soundwerethepealofthelasttrump。Youngandoldexchangedone wildglance,andremainedaninstant,pale,affrighted,without utterance,orpowertomove。Thenthesameshriekburstsimultaneously fromalltheirlips。 “TheSlide!TheSlide!” Thesimplestwordsmustintimate,butnotportray,the unutterablehorrorofthecatastrophe。Thevictimsrushedfromtheir cottage,andsoughtrefugeinwhattheydeemedasaferspot-where,in contemplationofsuchanemergency,asortofbarrierhadbeenreared。 Alas!theyhadquittedtheirsecurity,andfledrightintothepathway ofdestruction。Downcamethewholesideofthemountain,ina cataractofruin。Justbeforeitreachedthehouse,thestreambroke intotwobranches-shiverednotawindowthere,butoverwhelmedthe wholevicinity,blockeduptheroad,andannihilatedeverythinginits dreadfulcourse。LongerethethunderofthegreatSlidehadceasedto roaramongthemountains,themortalagonyhadbeenendured,andthe victimswereatpeace。Theirbodieswereneverfound。 Thenextmorning,thelightsmokewasseenstealingfromthe cottagechimneyupthemountainside。Within,thefirewasyet smoulderingonthehearth,andthechairsinacircleroundit,as iftheinhabitantshadbutgoneforthtoviewthedevastationofthe Slide,andwouldshortlyreturn,tothankHeavenfortheir miraculousescape。Allhadleftseparatetokens,bywhichthosewho hadknownthefamilyweremadetoshedatearforeach。Whohasnot heardtheirname?Thestoryhasbeentoldfarandwide,andwill foreverbealegendofthesemountains。Poetshavesungtheirfate。 Therewerecircumstanceswhichledsometosupposethata strangerhadbeenreceivedintothecottageonthisawfulnight,and hadsharedthecatastropheofallitsinmates。Othersdeniedthat thereweresufficientgroundsforsuchaconjecture。Woforthe high-souledyouth,withhisdreamofEarthlyImmortality!Hisnameand personutterlyunknown;hishistory,hiswayoflife,hisplans,a mysterynevertobesolved,hisdeathandhisexistenceequallya doubt!Whosewastheagonyofthatdeathmoment?