第30章

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AnimpulsivemovementofGiovannidrewhereyestothewindow。 Thereshebeheldthebeautifulheadoftheyoungman-ratheraGrecian thananItalianhead,withfair,regularfeatures,andaglisteningof goldamonghisringlets-gazingdownuponherlikeabeingthat hoveredinmid-air。Scarcelyknowingwhathedid,Giovannithrew downthebouquetwhichhehadhithertoheldinhishand。 “Signora。”saidhe,“therearepureandhealthfulflowers。Wear themforthesakeofGiovanniGuasconti!” “Thanks,Signor。”repliedBeatrice,withherrichvoicethatcame forthasitwerelikeagushofmusic;andwithamirthful expressionhalfchildishandhalfwoman-like。“Iacceptyourgift,and wouldfainrecompenseitwiththispreciouspurpleflower;butifI tossitintotheair,itwillnotreachyou。SoSignorGuasconti mustevencontenthimselfwithmythanks。” Sheliftedthebouquetfromtheground,andthenasifinwardly ashamedathavingsteppedasidefromhermaidenlyreservetorespond toastranger’sgreeting,passedswiftlyhomewardthroughthe garden。But,fewasthemomentswere,itseemedtoGiovanniwhenshe wasonthepointofvanishingbeneaththesculpturedportal,that hisbeautifulbouquetwasalreadybeginningtowitherinhergrasp。It wasanidlethought;therecouldbenopossibilityofdistinguishinga fadedflowerfromafreshone,atsogreatadistance。 Formanydaysafterthisincident,theyoungmanavoidedthewindow thatlookedintoDoctorRappaccini’sgarden,asifsomethingugly andmonstrouswouldhaveblastedhiseye-sight,hadhebeenbetrayed intoaglance。Hefeltconsciousofhavingputhimself,toacertain extent,withintheinfluenceofanunintelligiblepower,bythe communicationwhichhehadopenedwithBeatrice。Thewisestcourse wouldhavebeen,ifhisheartwereinanyrealdanger,toquithis lodgingsandPaduaitself,atonce;thenextwiser,tohaveaccustomed himself,asfaraspossible,tothefamiliarandday-lightviewof Beatrice;thusbringingherrigidlyandsystematicallywithinthe limitsofordinaryexperience。Leastofall,whileavoidinghersight, shouldGiovannihaveremainedsonearthisextraordinarybeing,that theproximityandpossibilityevenofintercourse,shouldgivea kindofsubstanceandrealitytothewildvagarieswhichhis imaginationranriotcontinuallyinproducing。Guascontihadnota deepheart-oratallevents,itsdepthswerenotsoundednow-but hehadaquickfancy,andanardentsoutherntemperament,whichrose everyinstanttoahigherfever-pitch。WhetherornoBeatrice possessedthoseterribleattributes-thatfatalbreath-theaffinity withthosesobeautifulanddeadlyflowers-whichwereindicatedby whatGiovannihadwitnessed,shehadatleastinstilledafierceand subtlepoisonintohissystem。Itwasnotlove,althoughherrich beautywasamadnesstohim;norhorror,evenwhilehefanciedher spirittobeimbuedwiththesamebanefulessencethatseemedto pervadeherphysicalframe;butawildoffspringofbothloveand horrorthathadeachparentinit,andburnedlikeoneandshivered liketheother。Giovanniknewnotwhattodread;stilllessdidhe knowwhattohope;yethopeanddreadkeptacontinualwarfarein hisbreast,alternatelyvanquishingoneanotherandstartingupafresh torenewthecontest。Blessedareallsimpleemotions,betheydarkor bright!Itistheluridintermixtureofthetwothatproducesthe illuminatingblazeoftheinfernalregions。 Sometimesheendeavoredtoassuagethefeverofhisspiritbya rapidwalkthroughthestreetsofPadua,orbeyonditsgates;his footstepskepttimewiththethrobbingsofhisbrain,sothatthewalk wasapttoaccelerateitselftoarace。Oneday,hefoundhimself arrested;hisarmwasseizedbyaportlypersonagewhohadturnedback onrecognizingtheyoungman,andexpendedmuchbreathinovertaking him。 “SignorGiovanni!stay,myyoungfriend!”criedhe。“Haveyou forgottenme?Thatmightwellbethecase,ifIwereasmuchaltered asyourself。” ItwasBaglioni,whomGiovannihadavoided,eversincetheir firstmeeting,fromadoubtthattheProfessor’ssagacitywouldlook toodeeplyintohissecrets。Endeavoringtorecoverhimself,hestared forthwildlyfromhisinnerworldintotheouterone,andspokelikea maninadream。 “Yes;IamGiovanniGuasconti。YouareProfessorPietroBaglioni。 Nowletmepass!” “Notyet-notyet,SignorGiovanniGuasconti。”saidthe Professor,smiling,butatthesametimescrutinizingtheyouthwith anearnestglance。“What,didIgrowupsidebysidewithyourfather, andshallhissonpassmelikeastranger,intheseoldstreetsof Padua?Standstill,SignorGiovanni;forwemusthaveawordortwo beforewepart。” “Speedily,then,mostworshipfulProfessor,speedily!”said Giovanni,withfeverishimpatience。“Doesnotyourworshipseethat Iaminhaste?” Now,whilehewasspeaking,therecameamaninblackalongthe street,stoopingandmovingfeebly,likeapersonininferior health。Hisfacewasalloverspreadwithamostsicklyandsallowhue, butyetsopervadedwithanexpressionofpiercingandactive intellect,thatanobservermighteasilyhaveoverlookedthemerely physicalattributes,andhaveseenonlythiswonderfulenergy。Ashe passed,thispersonexchangedacoldanddistantsalutationwith Baglioni,butfixedhiseyesuponGiovanniwithanintentnessthat seemedtobringoutwhateverwaswithinhimworthyofnotice。 Nevertheless,therewasapeculiarquietnessinthelook,asiftaking merelyaspeculative,notahumaninterest,intheyoungman。 “ItisDoctorRappaccini!”whisperedtheProfessor,whenthe strangerhadpassed。“Hasheeverseenyourfacebefore?” “NotthatIknow。”answeredGiovanni,startingatthename。 “Hehasseenyou!hemusthaveseenyou!”saidBaglioni,hastily。 “Forsomepurposeorother,thismanofscienceismakingastudyof you。Iknowthatlookofhis!Itisthesamethatcoldlyilluminates hisface,ashebendsoverabird,amouse,orabutterfly,which, inpursuanceofsomeexperiment,hehaskilledbytheperfumeofa flower-alookasdeepasnatureitself,butwithoutnature’swarmth oflove。SignorGiovanni,Iwillstakemylifeuponit,youarethe subjectofoneofRappaccini’sexperiments!” “Willyoumakeafoolofme?”criedGiovanni,passionately。 “That,SignorProfessor,wereanuntowardexperiment。” “Patience,patience!”repliedtheimperturbableProfessor。“I tellthee,mypoorGiovanni,thatRappaccinihasascientificinterest inthee。Thouhastfallenintofearfulhands!AndtheSignora Beatrice?Whatpartdoessheactinthismystery?” ButGuasconti,findingBaglioni’spertinacityintolerable,here brokeaway,andwasgonebeforetheProfessorcouldagainseizehis arm。Helookedaftertheyoungmanintently,andshookhishead。 “Thismustnotbe。”saidBaglionitohimself。“Theyouthistheson ofmyoldfriend,andshallnotcometoanyharmfromwhichthearcana ofmedicalsciencecanpreservehim。Besides,itistooinsufferable animpertinenceinRappaccinithustosnatchtheladoutofmyown hands,asImaysay,andmakeuseofhimforhisinfernalexperiments。 Thisdaughterofhis!Itshallbelookedto。Perchance,mostlearned Rappaccini,Imayfoilyouwhereyoulittledreamofit!” Meanwhile,Giovannihadpursuedacircuitousroute,andatlength foundhimselfatthedoorofhislodgings。Ashecrossedthe threshold,hewasmetbyoldLisabetta,whosmirkedandsmiled,and wasevidentlydesiroustoattracthisattention;vainly,however,as theebullitionofhisfeelingshadmomentarilysubsidedintoacold anddullvacuity。Heturnedhiseyesfulluponthewitheredface thatwaspuckeringitselfintoasmile,butseemedtobeholditnot。 Theolddame,therefore,laidhergraspuponhiscloak。 “Signor!Signor!”whisperedshe,stillwithasmileoverthe wholebreadthofhervisage,sothatitlookednotunlikea grotesquecarvinginwood,darkenedbycenturies-“Listen,Signor! Thereisaprivateentranceintothegarden!” “Whatdoyousay?”exclaimedGiovanni,turningquicklyabout,asif aninanimatethingshouldstartintofeverishlife。“Aprivate entranceintoDoctorRappaccini’sgarden!” “Hush!hush!notsoloud!”whisperedLisabetta,puttingherhand overhismouth。“Yes;intotheworshipfulDoctor’sgarden,whereyou mayseeallhisfineshrubbery。ManyayoungmaninPaduawouldgive goldtobeadmittedamongthoseflowers。” Giovanniputapieceofgoldintoherhand。 “Showmetheway。”saidhe。 Asurmise,probablyexcitedbyhisconversationwithBaglioni, crossedhismind,thatthisinterpositionofoldLisabettamight perchancebeconnectedwiththeintrigue,whateverwereitsnature,in whichtheProfessorseemedtosupposethatDoctorRappacciniwas involvinghim。Butsuchasuspicion,thoughitdisturbedGiovanni,was inadequatetorestrainhim。Theinstanthewasawareofthe possibilityofapproachingBeatrice,itseemedanabsolutenecessity ofhisexistencetodoso。Itmatterednotwhethershewereangelor demon;hewasirrevocablywithinhersphere,andmustobeythelaw thatwhirledhimonward,ineverlesseningcircles,towardsaresult whichhedidnotattempttoforeshadow。Andyet,strangetosay,there cameacrosshimasuddendoubt,whetherthisintenseinterestonhis partwerenotdelusory-whetheritwerereallyofsodeepandpositive anatureastojustifyhiminnowthrustinghimselfintoan incalculableposition-whetheritwerenotmerelythefantasyofa youngman’sbrain,onlyslightly,ornotatall,connectedwithhis heart! Hepaused-hesitated-turnedhalfabout-butagainwenton。His witheredguideledhimalongseveralobscurepassages,andfinally undidadoor,throughwhich,asitwasopened,therecamethesight andsoundofrustlingleaves,withthebrokensunshineglimmering amongthem。Giovannisteppedforth,andforcinghimselfthroughthe entanglementofashrubthatwreatheditstendrilsoverthehidden entrance,hestoodbeneathhisownwindow,intheopenareaof DoctorRappaccini’sgarden。 Howoftenisitthecase,that,whenimpossibilitieshavecometo pass,anddreamshavecondensedtheirmistysubstanceintotangible realities,wefindourselvescalm,andevencoldlyself-possessed, amidcircumstanceswhichitwouldhavebeenadeliriumofjoyoragony toanticipate!Fatedelightstothwartusthus。Passionwillchoose hisowntimetorushuponthescene,andlingerssluggishlybehind, whenanappropriateadjustmentofeventswouldseemtosummonhis appearance。SowasitnowwithGiovanni。Dayafterday,hispulseshad throbbedwithfeverishblood,attheimprobableideaofaninterview withBeatrice,andofstandingwithher,facetoface,inthisvery garden,baskingintheorientalsunshineofherbeauty,and snatchingfromherfullgazethemysterywhichhedeemedtheriddleof hisownexistence。Butnowtherewasasingularanduntimely equanimitywithinhisbreast。Hethrewaglancearoundthegardento discoverifBeatriceorherfatherwerepresent,andperceivingthat hewasalone,beganacriticalobservationoftheplants。 Theaspectofoneandallofthemdissatisfiedhim;their gorgeousnessseemedfierce,passionate,andevenunnatural。There washardlyanindividualshrubwhichawanderer,strayingbyhimself throughaforest,wouldnothavebeenstartledtofindgrowingwild, asifanunearthlyfacehadglaredathimoutofthethicket。Several, also,wouldhaveshockedadelicateinstinctbyanappearanceof artificialness,indicatingthattherehadbeensuchcommixture,and, asitwere,adulteryofvariousvegetablespecies,thattheproduction wasnolongerofGod’smaking,butthemonstrousoffspringofman’s depravedfancy,glowingwithonlyanevilmockeryofbeauty。Theywere probablytheresultofexperiment,which,inoneortwocases,had succeededinminglingplantsindividuallylovelyintoacompound possessingthequestionableandominouscharacterthatdistinguished thewholegrowthofthegarden。Infine,Giovannirecognizedbuttwo orthreeplantsinthecollection,andthoseofakindthathewell knewtobepoisonous。Whilebusywiththesecontemplations,heheard therustlingofasilkengarment,andturning,beheldBeatrice emergingfrombeneaththesculpturedportal。