第39章

类别:其他 作者:Clive Cussler (作者), Justin Sco字数:4802更新时间:18/12/22 09:08:35
Howdidwecometogososoon?” “Well,we’llhavetohaveatalkoverallthis。”saidJimwithasuddenstart。“Ishouldbegettingtomybooks;andIguessyouhadbettergouprightawaytoMamie。She’satSpeedy’s。Sheexpectsyouwithimpatience。Sheregardsyouinthelightofafavouritebrother,Loudon。” Anyschemewaswelcomewhichallowedmetopostponethehourofexplanation,andavoid(wereitonlyforabreathingspace)thetopicoftheFlyingScud。IhastenedaccordinglytoBushStreet。Mrs。Speedy,alreadyrejoicinginthereturnofaspouse,hailedmewithacclamation。“Andit’sbeautifulyou’relooking,Mr。Dodd,mydear。”shewaskindenoughtosay。 “Andamiracletheynaygurwaheeniesletyelavetheoilands。I havemysuspicionsofShpeedy。”sheadded,roguishly。“Didyeseehimafterthenaygressesnow?” IgaveSpeedyanunblemishedcharacter。 “Theoneofyewillniverbethraytheother。”saidtheplayfuldame,andusheredmeintoabareroom,whereMamiesatworkingatype-writer。 Iwastouchedbythecordialityofhergreeting。Withtheprettiestgestureintheworldshegavemebothherhands; wheeledforthachair;andproduced,fromacupboard,atinofmyfavouritetobacco,andabookofmyexclusivecigarettepapers。 “There!”shecried;“yousee,Mr。Loudon,wewereallpreparedforyou;thethingswereboughttheverydayyousailed。” Iimaginedshehadalwaysintendedmeapleasantwelcome; butthecertainfervourofsincerity,whichIcouldnothelpremarking,flowedfromanunexpectedsource。CaptainNares,withakindnessforwhichIcanneverbesufficientlygrateful,hadstolenamomentfromhisoccupations,driventocallonMamie,anddrawnheragenerouspictureofmyprowessatthewreck。Shewascarefulnottobreatheawordofthisinterview,tillshehadledmeontotellmyadventuresformyself。 “Ah!CaptainNareswasbetter。”shecried,whenIhaddone。 “Fromyouraccount,Ihaveonlylearnedonenewthing,thatyouaremodestaswellasbrave。” IcannottellwithwhatsortofdisclamationIsoughttoreply。 “Itisofnouse。”saidMamie。“Iknowahero。AndwhenI heardofyouworkingalldaylikeacommonlabourer,withyourhandsbleedingandyournailsbroken——andhowyoutoldthecaptainto’crackon’(Ithinkhesaid)inthestorm,whenhewasterrifiedhimself——andthedangerofthathorridmutiny“—— (Nareshadbeenobliginglydippinghisbrushinearthquakeandeclipse)——“andhowitwasalldone,inpartatleast,forJimandme——Ifeltwecouldneversayhowweadmiredandthankedyou。” “Mamie。”Icried,“don’ttalkofthanks;itisnotawordtobeusedbetweenfriends。JimandIhavebeenprosperoustogether;nowweshallbepoortogether。We’vedoneourbest,andthat’sallthatneedbesaid。Thenextthingisformetofindasituation,andsendyouandJimupcountryforalongholidayintheredwoods——foraholidayJimhasgottohave。” “Jimcan’ttakeyourmoney,Mr。Loudon。”saidMamie。 “Jim?”criedI。“He’sgotto。Didn’tItakehis?” Presentlyafter,Jimhimselfarrived,andbeforehehadyetdonemoppinghisbrow,hewasatmewiththeaccursedsubject。 “Now,Loudon。”saidhe,“herewearealltogether,theday’sworkdoneandtheeveningbeforeus;juststartinwiththewholestory。” “Onewordonbusinessfirst。”saidI,speakingfromthelipsoutward,andmeanwhile(intheprivateapartmentsofmybrain)tryingforthethousandthtimetofindsomeplausiblearrangementofmystory。“Iwanttohaveanotionhowwestandaboutthebankruptcy。” “O,that’sancienthistory。”criedJim。“Wepaidsevencents,andawonderwedidaswell。Thereceiver——“(methoughtaspasmseizedhimatthenameofthisofficial,andhebrokeoff)。 “Butit’sallpastanddonewithanyway;andwhatIwanttogetatisthefactsaboutthewreck。Idon’tseemtounderstandit; appearstomelikeastherewassomethingunderneath。” “TherewasnothingINit,anyway。”Isaid,withaforcedlaugh。 “That’swhatIwanttojudgeof。”returnedJim。 “HowthemischiefisitIcanneverkeepyoutothatbankruptcy?Itlooksasifyouavoidedit。”saidI——foramaninmysituation,withunpardonablefolly。 “Don’titlookalittleasifyouweretryingtoavoidthewreck?” askedJim。 Itwasmyowndoing;therewasnoretreat。“Mydearfellow,ifyoumakeapointofit,heregoes!”saidI,andlaunchedwithspuriousgaietyintothecurrentofmytale。Itolditwithpointandspirit;describedtheislandandthewreck,mimickedAndersonandtheChinese,maintainedthesuspense。Mypenhasstumbledonthefatalword。Imaintainedthesuspensesowellthatitwasneverrelieved;andwhenIstopped——Idarenotsayconcluded,wheretherewasnoconclusion——IfoundJimandMamieregardingmewithsurprise。 “Well?”saidJim。 “Well,that’sall。”saidI。 “Buthowdoyouexplainit?”heasked。 “Ican’texplainit。”saidI。 Mamiewaggedherheadominously。 “But,greatCaesar’sghost!themoneywasoffered!”criedJim。 “Itwon’tdo,Loudon;it’snonsense,onthefaceofit!Idon’tsaybutwhatyouandNaresdidyourbest;I’msure,ofcourse,youdid;butIdosay,yougotfooled。Isaythestuffisinthatshipto-day,andIsayImeantogetit。” “Thereisnothingintheship,Itellyou,butoldwoodandiron!” saidI。 “You’llsee。”saidJim。“NexttimeIgomyself。I’lltakeMamieforthetrip;Longhurstwon’trefusemetheexpenseofaschooner。YouwaittillIgetthesearchingofher。” “Butyoucan’tsearchher!”criedI。“She’sburned。” “Burned!”criedMamie,startingalittlefromtheattitudeofquiescentcapacityinwhichshehadhithertosattohearme,herhandsfoldedinherlap。 Therewasanappreciablepause。 “Ibegyourpardon,Loudon。”beganJimatlast,“butwhyinsnakesdidyouburnher?” “ItwasanideaofNares’s。”saidI。 “Thisiscertainlythestrangestcircumstanceofall。”observedMamie。 “Imustsay,Loudon,itdoesseemkindofunexpected。”addedJim。“Itseemskindofcrazyeven。Whatdidyou——whatdidNaresexpecttogainbyburningher?” “Idon’tknow;itdidn’tseemtomatter;wehadgotalltherewastoget。”saidI。 “That’stheverypoint。”criedJim。“Itwasquiteplainyouhadn’t。” “Whatmadeyousosure?”askedMamie。 “HowcanItellyou?”Icried。“Wehadbeenallthroughher。 WeWEREsure;that’sallthatIcansay。” “Ibegintothinkyouwere。”shereturned,withasignificantemphasis。 Jimhurriedlyintervened。“WhatIdon’tquitemakeout,Loudon,isthatyoudon’tseemtoappreciatethepeculiaritiesofthething。”saidhe。“Itdoesn’tseemtohavestruckyousameasitdoesme。” “Pshaw!whygoonwiththis?”criedMamie,suddenlyrising。 “Mr。Doddisnottellinguseitherwhathethinksorwhatheknows。” “Mamie!”criedJim。 “Youneednotbeconcernedforhisfeelings,James;heisnotconcernedforyours。”returnedthelady。“Hedarenotdenyit,besides。Andthisisnotthefirsttimehehaspractisedreticence。Haveyouforgottenthatheknewtheaddress,anddidnottellityouuntilthatmanhadescaped?” Jimturnedtomepleadingly——wewereallonourfeet。 “Loudon。”hesaid,“youseeMamiehassomefancy;andImustsaythere’sjustasortofashadowofanexcuse;foritIS bewildering——eventome,Loudon,withmytrainedbusinessintelligence。ForGod’ssake,clearitup。” “Thisservesmeright。”saidI。“Ishouldnothavetriedtokeepyouinthedark;IshouldhavetoldyouatfirstthatIwaspledgedtosecrecy;Ishouldhaveaskedyoutotrustmeinthebeginning。ItisallIcandonow。Thereismoreofthestory,butitconcernsnoneofus,andmytongueistied。Ihavegivenmywordofhonour。Youmusttrustmeandtrytoforgiveme。” “IdaresayIamverystupid,Mr。Dodd。”beganMamie,withanalarmingsweetness,“butIthoughtyouwentuponthistripasmyhusband’srepresentativeandwithmyhusband’smoney? Youtellusnowthatyouarepledged,butIshouldhavethoughtyouwerepledgedfirstofalltoJames。Yousayitdoesnotconcernus;wearepoorpeople,andmyhusbandissick,anditconcernsusagreatdealtounderstandhowwecometohavelostourmoney,andwhyourrepresentativecomesbacktouswithnothing。Youaskthatweshouldtrustyou;youdonotseemtounderstand;thequestionweareaskingourselvesiswhetherwehavenottrustedyoutoomuch。” “Idonotaskyoutotrustme。”Ireplied。“IaskJim。Heknowsme。” “YouthinkyoucandowhatyoupleasewithJames;youtrusttohisaffection,doyounot?Andme,Isuppose,youdonotconsider。”saidMamie。“Butitwasperhapsanunfortunatedayforyouwhenweweremarried,forIatleastamnotblind。Thecrewrunaway,theshipissoldforagreatdealofmoney,youknowthatman’saddressandyouconcealit,youdonotfindwhatyouweresenttolookfor,andyetyouburntheship;andnow,whenweaskexplanations,youarepledgedtosecrecy! ButIampledgedtonosuchthing;Iwillnotstandbyinsilenceandseemysickandruinedhusbandbetrayedbyhiscondescendingfriend。Iwillgiveyouthetruthforonce。Mr。 Dodd,youhavebeenboughtandsold。” “Mamie。”criedJim,“nomoreofthis!It’smeyou’restriking; it’sonlymeyouhurt。Youdon’tknow,youcannotunderstandthesethings。Why,to-day,ifithadn’tbeenforLoudon,I couldn’thavelookedyouintheface。Hesavedmyhonesty。” “Ihaveheardplentyofthistalkbefore。”shereplied。“Youareasweet-heartedfool,andIloveyouforit。ButIamaclear- headedwoman;myeyesareopen,andIunderstandthisman’shypocrisy。Didhenotcomehereto-dayandpretendhewouldtakeasituation——pretendhewouldsharehishard-earnedwageswithusuntilyouwerewell?Pretend!Itmakesmefurious! Hiswages!ashareofhiswages!Thatwouldhavebeenyourpittance,thatwouldhavebeenyourshareoftheFlyingScud——youwhoworkedandtoiledforhimwhenhewasabeggarinthestreetsofParis。Butwedonotwantyourcharity; thankGod,Icanworkformyownhusband!Seewhatitistohaveobligedagentleman。Hewouldletyoupickhimupwhenhewasbegging;hewouldstandandlookon,andletyoublackhisshoes,andsneeratyou。ForyouwerealwayssneeringatmyJames;youalwayslookeddownuponhiminyourheart,youknowit!”SheturnedbacktoJim。“Andnowwhenheisrich。”shebegan,andthenswoopedagainonme。“Foryouarerich,Idareyoutodenyit;Idefyyoutolookmeinthefaceandtrytodenythatyouarerich——richwithourmoney——myhusband’smoney——“ Heavenknowstowhataheightshemighthaverisen,being,bythistime,bodilywhirledawayinherownhurricaneofwords。 Heart-sickness,ablackdepression,atreacheroussympathywithmyassailant,pityunutterableforpoorJim,alreadyfilled,divided,andabashedmyspirit。Flightseemedtheonlyremedy;andmakingaprivatesigntoJim,asiftoaskpermission,Islunkfromtheunequalfield。 Iwasbutalittlewaydownthestreet,whenIwasarrestedbythesoundofsomeonerunning,andJim’svoicecallingmebyname。Hehadfollowedmewithaletterwhichhadbeenlongawaitingmyreturn。