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类别:其他 作者:Clive Cussler (作者), Justin Sco字数:5577更新时间:18/12/22 09:08:35
believeImaybeinapositiontobeofsomeservicetoafriendofyours——togivehim,atleast,someverywelcomeinformation。” Thelastclausewasasoptomyconscience:Icouldnotpretend,eventomyself,eitherthepowerorthewilltoserveMr。Carthew;butIfeltsurehewouldliketoheartheFlyingScudwasburned。 “Idon’tknow——I——Idon’tunderstandyou。”stammeredmyvictim。“Idon’thaveanyfriendsinHonolulu,don’tyouknow?” “ThefriendtowhomIreferisEnglish。”Ireplied。“ItisMr。 Carthew,whomyoupickedupatMidway。Myfirmhasboughtthewreck;Iamjustreturnedfrombreakingherup;and——tomakemybusinessquitecleartoyou——IhaveacommunicationitisnecessaryIshouldmake;andhavetotroubleyouforMr。Carthew’saddress。” ItwillbeseenhowrapidlyIhaddroppedallhopeofinterestingthefrigidBritishbear。He,onhisside,wasplainlyonthornsatmyinsistence;IjudgedhewassufferingtormentsofalarmlestIshouldproveanundesirableacquaintance;diagnosedhimforashy,dull,vain,unamiableanimal,withoutadequatedefence—— asortofdishousedsnail;andconcluded,rightlyenough,thathewouldconsenttoanythingtobringourinterviewtoaconclusion。Amomentlater,hehadfled,leavingmewithasheetofpaper,thusinscribed:—— NorrisCarthew,Stallbridge-le-Carthew,Dorset。 Imighthavecriedvictory,thefieldofbattleandsomeoftheenemy’sbaggageremaininginmyoccupation。Asamatteroffact,mymoralsufferingsduringtheengagementhadrivalledthoseofMr。Sebright;Iwasleftincapableoffreshhostilities;I ownedthatthenavyofoldEnglandwas(forme)invincibleasofyore;andgivingupallthoughtofthedoctor,inclinedtosaluteherveteranflag,inthefuture,fromaprudentdistance。 Suchwasmyinclination,whenIretiredtorest;andmyfirstexperiencethenextmorningstrengthenedittocertainty。ForI hadthepleasureofencounteringmyfairantagonistonhiswayonboard;andhehonouredmewitharecognitionsodisgustinglydry,thatmyimpatienceoverflowed,and(recallingthetacticsofNelson)Ineglectedtoperceiveortoreturnit。 Judgeofmyastonishment,somehalf-hourlater,toreceiveanoteofinvitationfromtheTempest。 “DearSir。”itbegan,“weareallnaturallyverymuchinterestedinthewreckoftheFlyingScud,andassoonasImentionedthatIhadthepleasureofmakingyouracquaintance,averygeneralwishwasexpressedthatyouwouldcomeanddineonboard。Itwillgiveusallthegreatestpleasuretoseeyouto-night,orincaseyoushouldbeotherwiseengaged,toluncheoneitherto-morroworto-day。”Anoteofthehoursfollowed,andthedocumentwoundupwiththenameof“J。 LascellesSebright。”underanundeniablestatementthathewassincerelymine。 “No,Mr。LascellesSebright。”Ireflected,“youarenot,butI begintosuspectthat(liketheladyinthesong)youareanother’s。Youhavementionedyouradventure,myfriend;youhavebeenblownup;youhavegotyourorders;thisnotehasbeendictated;andIamaskedonboard(inspiteofyourmelancholyprotests)nottomeetthemen,andnottotalkabouttheFlyingScud,buttoundergothescrutinyofsomeoneinterestedinCarthew:thedoctor,forawager。Andforasecondwager,allthisspringsfromyourfacilityingivingtheaddress。”Ilostnotimeinansweringthebillet,electingfortheearliestoccasion;andattheappointedhour,asomewhatblackguard-lookingboat’screwfromtheNorahCreinaconveyedmeunderthegunsoftheTempest。 Theward-roomappearedpleasedtoseeme;Sebright’sbrotherofficers,incontrasttohimself,tookaboyishinterestinmycruise;andmuchwastalkedoftheFlyingScud;ofhowshehadbeenlost,ofhowIhadfoundher,andoftheweather,theanchorage,andthecurrentsaboutMidwayIsland。Carthewwasreferredtomorethanoncewithoutembarrassment;theparallelcaseofalateEarlofAberdeen,whodiedmateonboardaYankeeschooner,wasadduced。Iftheytoldmelittleoftheman,itwasbecausetheyhadnotmuchtotell,andonlyfeltaninterestinhisrecognitionandpityforhisprolongedill- health。Icouldneverthinkthesubjectwasavoided;anditwasclearthattheofficers,farfrompractisingconcealment,hadnothingtoconceal。 Sofar,then,allseemednatural,andyetthedoctortroubledme。 Thiswasatall,rugged,plainman,onthewrongsideoffifty,alreadygray,andwitharestlessmouthandbushyeyebrows:hespokeseldom,butthenwithgaiety;andhisgreat,quaking,silentlaughterwasinfectious。Icouldmakeoutthathewasatoncethequizoftheward-roomandperfectlyrespected;andI madesurethatheobservedmecovertly。ItiscertainIreturnedthecompliment。IfCarthewhadfeignedsickness——andallseemedtopointinthatdirection——herewasthemanwhoknewall——orcertainlyknewmuch。Hisstrong,sterlingfaceprogressivelyandsilentlypersuadedofhisfullknowledge。 Thatwasnotthemouth,thesewerenottheeyes,ofonewhowouldactinignorance,orcouldbeledatrandom。Noragainwasitthefaceofamansqueamishinthecaseofmalefactors; therewasevenatouchofBrutusthere,andsomethingofthehangingjudge。Inshort,heseemedthelastcharacterforthepartassignedhiminmytheories;andwonderandcuriositycontendedinmymind。 Luncheonwasover,andanadjournmenttothesmoking-roomproposed,when(uponasuddenimpulse)Iburnedmyships,andpleadingindisposition,requestedtoconsultthedoctor。 “Thereisnothingthematterwithmybody,Dr。Urquart。”saidI,assoonaswewerealone。 Hehummed,hismouthworked,heregardedmesteadilywithhisgrayeyes,butresolutelyheldhispeace。 “IwanttotalktoyouabouttheFlyingScudandMr。Carthew。” Iresumed。“Come:youmusthaveexpectedthis。Iamsureyouknowall;youareshrewd,andmusthaveaguessthatI knowmuch。Howarewetostandtooneanother?andhowamItostandtoMr。Carthew?” “Idonotfullyunderstandyou。”hereplied,afterapause;andthen,afteranother:“ItisthespiritIreferto,Mr。Dodd。” “Thespiritofmyinquiries?”Iasked。 Henodded。 “Ithinkweareatcross-purposes。”saidI。“ThespiritispreciselywhatIcameinquestof。IboughttheFlyingScudataruinousfigure,runupbyMr。Carthewthroughanagent;andIam,inconsequence,abankrupt。ButifIhavefoundnofortuneinthewreck,Ihavefoundunmistakableevidencesoffoulplay。Conceivemyposition:Iamruinedthroughthisman,whomIneversaw;Imightverywelldesirerevengeorcompensation;andIthinkyouwilladmitIhavethemeanstoextorteither。” Hemadenosigninanswertothischallenge。 “Canyounotunderstand,then。”Iresumed,“thespiritinwhichIcometoonewhoissurelyinthesecret,andaskhim,honestlyandplainly:HowdoIstandtoMr。Carthew?” “Imustaskyoutobemoreexplicit。”saidhe。 “Youdonothelpmemuch。”Iretorted。“Butseeifyoucanunderstand:myconscienceisnotveryfine-spun;still,Ihaveone。Now,therearedegreesoffoulplay,tosomeofwhichI havenoparticularobjection。IamsurewithMr。Carthew,Iamnotatallthepersontoforgoanadvantage;andIhavemuchcuriosity。Butontheotherhand,Ihavenotasteforpersecution;andIaskyoutobelievethatIamnotthemantomakebadworse,orheaptroubleontheunfortunate。” “Yes;IthinkIunderstand。”saidhe。“SupposeIpassyoumywordthat,whatevermayhaveoccurred,therewereexcuses—— greatexcuses——Imaysay,verygreat?” “Itwouldhaveweightwithme,doctor。”Ireplied。 “Imaygofurther。”hepursued。“SupposeIhadbeenthere,oryouhadbeenthere:afteracertaineventhadtakenplace,it’sagravequestionwhatwemighthavedone——it’sevenaquestionwhatwecouldhavedone——ourselves。Ortakeme。Iwillbeplainwithyou,andownthatIaminpossessionofthefacts。 YouhaveashrewdguesshowIhaveactedinthatknowledge。 MayIaskyoutojudgefromthecharacterofmyaction,somethingofthenatureofthatknowledge,whichIhavenocall,noryetnotitle,tosharewithyou?” IcannotconveyasenseoftheruggedconvictionandjudicialemphasisofDr。Urquart’sspeech。Tothosewhodidnothearhim,itmayappearasifhefedmeonenigmas;tomyself,whoheard,Iseemedtohavereceivedalessonandacompliment。 “Ithankyou。”Isaid。“Ifeelyouhavesaidasmuchaspossible,andmorethanIhadanyrighttoask。Itakethatasamarkofconfidence,whichIwilltrytodeserve。Ihope,sir,youwillletmeregardyouasafriend。” Heevadedmyprofferedfriendshipwithabluntproposaltorejointhemess;andyetamomentlater,contrivedtoalleviatethesnub。For,asweenteredthesmoking-room,helaidhishandonmyshoulderwithakindfamiliarity。 “IhavejustprescribedforMr。Dodd。”sayshe,“aglassofourMadeira。” IhaveneveragainmetDr。Urquart:buthewrotehimselfsoclearuponmymemorythatIthinkIseehimstill。AndindeedIhadcausetorememberthemanforthesakeofhiscommunication。ItwashardenoughtomakeatheoryfitthecircumstancesoftheFlyingScud;butoneinwhichthechiefactorshouldstandtheleastexcused,andmightretaintheesteemoratleastthepityofamanlikeDr。Urquart,failedmeutterly。Hereatleastwastheendofmydiscoveries;Ilearnednomore,tillIlearnedall;andmyreaderhastheevidencecomplete。IshemoreastutethanIwas?or,likeme,doeshegiveitup? IhavesaidhardwordsofSanFrancisco;theymustscarcebeliterallyunderstood(onecannotsupposetheIsraelitesdidjusticetothelandofPharaoh);andthecitytookafinerevengeofmeonmyreturn。Shehadneverwornamorebecomingguise;thesunshone,theairwaslively,thepeoplehadflowersintheirbutton-holesandsmilesupontheirfaces;andasImademywaytowardsJim’splaceofemployment,withsomeveryblackanxietiesatheart,Iseemedtomyselfablotonthesurroundinggaiety。 Mydestinationwasinaby-streetinamean,ricketybuilding; “TheFranklinH。DodgeSteamPrintingCompany“appeareduponitsfront,andincharactersofgreaterfreshness,soastosuggestrecentconversion,thewatch-cry,“WhiteLabourOnly。” Intheoffice,inadustypen,Jimsatalonebeforeatable。A wretchedchangehadovertakenhiminclothes,body,andbearing;helookedsickandshabby;hewhohadoncerejoicedinhisday’semployment,likeahorseamongpastures,nowsatstaringonacolumnofaccounts,idlychewingapen,attimesheavilysighing,thepictureofinefficiencyandinattention。Hewassunkdeepinapainfulreverie;heneithersawnorheardme;andIstoodandwatchedhimunobserved。Ihadasuddenvainrelenting。Repentancebludgeonedme。AsIhadpredictedtoNares,Istoodandkickedmyself。HerewasIcomehomeagain,myhonoursaved;therewasmyfriendinwantofrest,nursing,andagenerousdiet;andIaskedmyselfwithFalstaff,“Whatisinthatwordhonour?whatisthathonour?”and,likeFalstaff,Itoldmyselfthatitwasair。 “Jim!”saidI。 “Loudon!”hegasped,andjumpedfromhischairandstoodshaking。 ThenextmomentIwasoverthebarrier,andwewerehandinhand。 “Mypooroldman!”Icried。 “ThankGod,you’rehomeatlast!”hegulped,andkeptpattingmyshoulderwithhishand。 “I’venogoodnewsforyou,Jim!”saidI。 “You’vecome——that’sthegoodnewsthatIwant。”hereplied。 “O,howI’velongedforyou,Loudon!” “Icouldn’tdowhatyouwroteme。”Isaid,loweringmyvoice。 “Thecreditorshaveitall。Icouldn’tdoit。” “Ssh!”returnedJim。“Iwascrazywhenwrote。IcouldneverhavelookedMamieinthefaceifwehaddoneit。O,Loudon,whatagiftthatwomanis!Youthinkyouknowsomethingoflife:youjustdon’tknowanything。It’stheGOODNESSofthewoman,it’sarevelation!” “That’sallright。”saidI。“That’showIhopedtohearyou,Jim。” “AndsotheFlyingScudwasafraud。”heresumed。“Ididn’tquiteunderstandyourletter,butImadeoutthat。” “Fraudisamildtermforit。”saidI。“Thecreditorswillneverbelievewhatfoolswewere。Andthatremindsme。”I continued,rejoicinginthetransition,“howaboutthebankruptcy?” “Youwereluckytobeoutofthat。”answeredJim,shakinghishead;“youwereluckynottoseethepapers。The_Occidental_ calledmeafifth-rateKerbstonebrokerwithwateronthebrain; anothersaidIwasatree-frogthathadgotintothesamemeadowwithLonghurst,andhadblownmyselfouttillIwentpop。Itwasroughonamaninhishoneymoon;sowaswhattheysaidaboutmylooks,andwhatIhadon,andthewayI perspired。ButIbracedmyselfupwiththeFlyingScud。Howdiditexactlyfigureoutanyway?Idon’tseemtocatchontothatstory,Loudon。” “Thedevilyoudon’t!”thinksItomyself;andthenaloud:“Youseewehadneitheroneofusgoodluck。Ididn’tdomuchmorethancovercurrentexpenses;andyougotflooredimmediately。