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类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:30099更新时间:18/12/21 17:01:31
Chapter79 OldJohndidnotwalkneartheGoldenKey,forbetweentheGoldenKeyandtheBlackLiontherelayawildernessofstreets——aseverybodyknowswhoisacquaintedwiththerelativebearingsofClerkenwellandWhitechapel——andhewasbynomeansfamousforpedestrianexercises。ButtheGoldenKeyliesinourway,thoughitwasoutofhis;sototheGoldenKeythischaptergoes。 TheGoldenKeyitself,fairemblemofthelocksmith’strade,hadbeenpulleddownbytherioters,androughlytrampledunderfoot。 But,now,itwashoistedupagaininallthegloryofanewcoatofpaint,andshewedmorebravelyeventhanindaysofyore。Indeedthewholehouse-frontwasspruceandtrim,andsofreshenedupthroughout,thatifthereyetremainedatlargeanyoftherioterswhohadbeenconcernedintheattackuponit,thesightoftheold,goodly,prosperousdwelling,sorevived,musthavebeentothemasgallandwormwood。 Theshuttersoftheshopwereclosed,however,andthewindow- blindsabovewereallpulleddown,andinplaceofitsusualcheerfulappearance,thehousehadalookofsadnessandanairofmourning;whichtheneighbours,whoinolddayshadoftenseenpoorBarnabygoinandout,wereatnolosstounderstand。Thedoorstoodpartlyopen;butthelocksmith’shammerwasunheard;thecatsatmopingontheashyforge;allwasdeserted,dark,andsilent。 Onthethresholdofthisdoor,MrHaredaleandEdwardChestermet。 Theyoungermangaveplace;andbothpassinginwithafamiliarair,whichseemedtodenotethattheyweretarryingthere,orwerewell-accustomedtogotoandfrounquestioned,shutitbehindthem。 Enteringtheoldback-parlour,andascendingtheflightofstairs,abruptandsteep,andquaintlyfashionedasofold,theyturnedintothebestroom;theprideofMrsVarden’sheart,anderstthesceneofMiggs’shouseholdlabours。 ’Vardenbroughtthemotherherelastevening,hetoldme?’saidMrHaredale。 ’Sheisabove-stairsnow——intheroomoverhere,’Edwardrejoined。 ’Hergrief,theysay,ispastalltelling。Ineedn’tadd——forthatyouknowbeforehand,sir——thatthecare,humanity,andsympathyofthesegoodpeoplehavenobounds。’ ’Iamsureofthat。Heavenrepaythemforit,andformuchmore! Vardenisout?’ ’Hereturnedwithyourmessenger,whoarrivedalmostatthemomentofhiscominghomehimself。Hewasoutthewholenight——butthatofcourseyouknow。Hewaswithyouthegreaterpartofit?’ ’Hewas。Withouthim,Ishouldhavelackedmyrighthand。HeisanoldermanthanI;butnothingcanconquerhim。’ ’Thecheeriest,stoutest-heartedfellowintheworld。’ ’Hehasarighttobe。Hehasarighttohe。Abettercreatureneverlived。Hereapswhathehassown——nomore。’ ’Itisnotallmen,’saidEdward,afteramoment’shesitation,’whohavethehappinesstodothat。’ ’Morethanyouimagine,’returnedMrHaredale。’Wenotetheharvestmorethantheseed-time。Youdosoinme。’ Intruthhispaleandhaggardface,andgloomybearing,hadsofarinfluencedtheremark,thatEdwardwas,forthemoment,atalosstoanswerhim。 ’Tut,tut,’saidMrHaredale,’’twasnotverydifficulttoreadathoughtsonatural。Butyouaremistakennevertheless。Ihavehadmyshareofsorrows——morethanthecommonlot,perhaps,butI havebornethemill。IhavebrokenwhereIshouldhavebent;andhavemusedandbrooded,whenmyspiritshouldhavemixedwithallGod’sgreatcreation。Themenwholearnendurance,aretheywhocallthewholeworld,brother。IhaveturnedFROMtheworld,andI paythepenalty。’ Edwardwouldhaveinterposed,buthewentonwithoutgivinghimtime。 ’Itistoolatetoevadeitnow。Isometimesthink,thatifIhadtolivemylifeoncemore,Imightamendthisfault——notsomuch,I discoverwhenIsearchmymind,fortheloveofwhatisright,asformyownsake。ButevenwhenImakethesebetterresolutions,I instinctivelyrecoilfromtheideaofsufferingagainwhatIhaveundergone;andinthiscircumstanceIfindtheunwelcomeassurancethatIshouldstillbethesameman,thoughIcouldcancelthepast,andbeginanew,withitsexperiencetoguideme。’ ’Nay,youmaketoosureofthat,’saidEdward。 ’Youthinkso,’MrHaredaleanswered,’andIamgladyoudo。I knowmyselfbetter,andthereforedistrustmyselfmore。Letusleavethissubjectforanother——notsofarremovedfromitasitmight,atfirstsight,seemtobe。Sir,youstilllovemyniece,andsheisstillattachedtoyou。’ ’Ihavethatassurancefromherownlips,’saidEdward,’andyouknow——Iamsureyouknow——thatIwouldnotexchangeitforanyblessinglifecouldyieldme。’ ’Youarefrank,honourable,anddisinterested,’saidMrHaredale; ’youhaveforcedtheconvictionthatyouareso,evenonmyonce- jaundicedmind,andIbelieveyou。WaitheretillIcomeback。’ Helefttheroomashespoke;butsoonreturnedwithhisniece。 ’Onthatfirstandonlytime,’hesaid,lookingfromtheonetotheother,’whenwethreestoodtogetherunderherfather’sroof,I toldyoutoquitit,andchargedyounevertoreturn。’ ’Itistheonlycircumstancearisingoutofourlove,’observedEdward,’thatIhaveforgotten。’ ’Youownaname,’saidMrHaredale,’Ihaddeepreasontoremember。 Iwasmovedandgoadedbyrecollectionsofpersonalwrongandinjury,Iknow,but,evennowIcannotchargemyselfwithhaving,then,orever,lostsightofaheartfeltdesireforhertruehappiness;orwithhavingacted——howevermuchIwasmistaken——withanyotherimpulsethantheonepure,single,earnestwishtobetoher,asfarasinmyinferiornaturelay,thefathershehadlost。’ ’Dearuncle,’criedEmma,’Ihaveknownnoparentbutyou。Ihavelovedthememoryofothers,butIhavelovedyouallmylife。 Neverwasfatherkindertohischildthanyouhavebeentome,withouttheintervalofoneharshhour,sinceIcanfirstremember。’ ’Youspeaktoofondly,’heanswered,’andyetIcannotwishyouwerelesspartial;forIhaveapleasureinhearingthosewords,andshallhaveincallingthemtomindwhenwearefarasunder,whichnothingelsecouldgiveme。Bearwithmeforamomentlonger,Edward,forsheandIhavebeentogethermanyyears;andalthoughIbelievethatinresigninghertoyouIputthesealuponherfuturehappiness,Ifinditneedsaneffort。’ Hepressedhertenderlytohisbosom,andafteraminute’spause,resumed: ’Ihavedoneyouwrong,sir,andIaskyourforgiveness——innocommonphrase,orshowofsorrow;butwithearnestnessandsincerity。Inthesamespirit,IacknowledgetoyouboththatthetimehasbeenwhenIconnivedattreacheryandfalsehood——whichifIdidnotperpetratemyself,Istillpermitted——torendyoutwoasunder。’ ’Youjudgeyourselftooharshly,’saidEdward。’Letthesethingsrest。’ ’TheyriseinjudgmentagainstmewhenIlookback,andnotnowforthefirsttime,’heanswered。’Icannotpartfromyouwithoutyourfullforgiveness;forbusylifeandIhavelittleleftincommonnow,andIhaveregretsenoughtocarryintosolitude,withoutadditiontothestock。’ ’Youbearablessingfromusboth,’saidEmma。’Neverminglethoughtsofme——ofmewhooweyousomuchloveandduty——withanythingbutundyingaffectionandgratitudeforthepast,andbrighthopesforthefuture。’ ’Thefuture,’returnedheruncle,withamelancholysmile,’isabrightwordforyou,anditsimageshouldbewreathedwithcheerfulhopes。Mineisofanotherkind,butitwillbeoneofpeace,andfree,Itrust,fromcareorpassion。WhenyouquitEnglandIshallleaveittoo。Therearecloistersabroad;andnowthatthetwogreatobjectsofmylifearesetatrest,Iknownobetterhome。Youdroopatthat,forgettingthatIamgrowingold,andthatmycourseisnearlyrun。Well,wewillspeakofitagain—— notonceortwice,butmanytimes;andyoushallgivemecheerfulcounsel,Emma。’ ’Andyouwilltakeit?’askedhisniece。 ’I’lllistentoit,’heanswered,withakiss,’anditwillhaveitsweight,becertain。WhathaveIlefttosay?Youhave,oflate,beenmuchtogether。Itisbetterandmorefittingthatthecircumstancesattendantonthepast,whichwroughtyourseparation,andsowedbetweenyoususpicionanddistrust,shouldnotbeenteredonbyme。’ ’Much,muchbetter,’whisperedEmma。 ’Iavowmyshareinthem,’saidMrHaredale,’thoughIheldit,atthetime,indetestation。Letnomanturnaside,eversoslightly,fromthebroadpathofhonour,ontheplausiblepretencethatheisjustifiedbythegoodnessofhisend。Allgoodendscanheworkedoutbygoodmeans。Thosethatcannot,arebad;andmaybecountedsoatonce,andleftalone。’ HelookedfromhertoEdward,andsaidinagentlertone: ’Ingoodsandfortuneyouarenownearlyequal。Ihavebeenherfaithfulsteward,andtothatremnantofaricherpropertywhichmybrotherlefther,Idesiretoadd,intokenofmylove,apoorpittance,scarcelyworththemention,forwhichIhavenolongeranyneed。Iamgladyougoabroad。Letourill-fatedhouseremaintheruinitis。Whenyoureturn,afterafewthrivingyears,youwillcommandabetter,andamorefortunateone。Wearefriends?’ Edwardtookhisextendedhand,andgraspeditheartily。 ’Youareneitherslownorcoldinyourresponse,’saidMrHaredale,doingthelikebyhim,’andwhenIlookuponyounow,andknowyou,IfeelthatIwouldchooseyouforherhusband。Herfatherhadagenerousnature,andyouwouldhavepleasedhimwell。Igivehertoyouinhisname,andwithhisblessing。IftheworldandIpartinthisact,wepartonhappiertermsthanwehavelivedformanyaday。’ Heplacedherinhisarms,andwouldhavelefttheroom,butthathewasstoppedinhispassagetothedoorbyagreatnoiseatadistance,whichmadethemstartandpause。 Itwasaloudshouting,mingledwithboisterousacclamations,thatrenttheveryair。Itdrewnearerandnearereverymoment,andapproachedsorapidly,that,evenwhiletheylistened,itburstintoadeafeningconfusionofsoundsatthestreetcorner。 ’Thismustbestopped——quieted,’saidMrHaredale,hastily。’Weshouldhaveforeseenthis,andprovidedagainstit。Iwillgoouttothematonce。’ But,beforehecouldreachthedoor,andbeforeEdwardcouldcatchuphishatandfollowhim,theywereagainarrestedbyaloudshriekfromabove-stairs:andthelocksmith’swife,burstingin,andfairlyrunningintoMrHaredale’sarms,criedout: ’Sheknowsitall,dearsir!——sheknowsitall!Webrokeitouttoherbydegrees,andsheisquiteprepared。’Havingmadethiscommunication,andfurthermorethankedHeavenwithgreatfervourandheartiness,thegoodlady,accordingtothecustomofmatrons,onalloccasionsofexcitement,faintedawaydirectly。 Theyrantothewindow,drewupthesash,andlookedintothecrowdedstreet。Amongadensemobofpersons,ofwhomnotonewasforaninstantstill,thelocksmith’sruddyfaceandburlyformcouldbedescried,beatingaboutasthoughhewasstrugglingwitharoughsea。Now,hewascarriedbackascoreofyards,nowonwardnearlytothedoor,nowbackagain,nowforcedagainsttheoppositehouses,nowagainstthoseadjoininghisown:nowcarriedupaflightofsteps,andgreetedbytheoutstretchedhandsofhalfahundredmen,whilethewholetumultuousconcoursestretchedtheirthroats,andcheeredwithalltheirmight。Thoughhewasreallyinafairwaytobetorntopiecesinthegeneralenthusiasm,thelocksmith,nothingdiscomposed,echoedtheirshoutstillhewasashoarseasthey,andinaglowofjoyandrightgood-humour,wavedhishatuntilthedaylightshonebetweenitsbrimandcrown。 Butinallthebandyingsfromhandtohand,andstrivingstoandfro,andsweepingshereandthere,which——savingthathelookedmorejollyandmoreradiantaftereverystruggle——troubledhispeaceofmindnomorethanifhehadbeenastrawuponthewater’ssurface,heneveroncereleasedhisfirmgraspofanarm,drawntightthroughhis。Hesometimesturnedtoclapthisfriendupontheback,orwhisperinhisearawordofstaunchencouragement,orcheerhimwithasmile;buthisgreatcarewastoshieldhimfromthepressure,andforceapassageforhimtotheGoldenKey。 Passiveandtimid,scared,pale,andwondering,andgazingatthethrongasifhewerenewlyrisenfromthedead,andfelthimselfaghostamongtheliving,Barnaby——notBarnabyinthespirit,butinfleshandblood,withpulses,sinews,nerves,andbeatingheart,andstrongaffections——clungtohisstoutoldfriend,andfollowedwhereheled。 Andthus,incourseoftime,theyreachedthedoor,heldreadyfortheirentrancebynounwillinghands。Thenslippingin,andshuttingoutthecrowdbymainforce,GabrielstoodbetweenMrHaredaleandEdwardChester,andBarnaby,rushingupthestairs,felluponhiskneesbesidehismother’sbed。 ’Suchistheblessedend,sir,’criedthepantinglocksmith,toMrHaredale,’ofthebestday’sworkweeverdid。Therogues!it’sbeenhardfightingtogetawayfrom’em。Ialmostthought,onceortwice,they’dhavebeentoomuchforuswiththeirkindness!’ Theyhadstriven,allthepreviousday,torescueBarnabyfromhisimpendingfate。Failingintheirattempts,inthefirstquartertowhichtheyaddressedthemselves,theyrenewedtheminanother。 Failingthere,likewise,theybeganafreshatmidnight;andmadetheirway,notonlytothejudgeandjurywhohadtriedhim,buttomenofinfluenceatcourt,totheyoungPrinceofWales,andeventotheante-chamberoftheKinghimself。Successful,atlast,inawakeninganinterestinhisfavour,andaninclinationtoinquiremoredispassionatelyintohiscase,theyhadhadaninterviewwiththeminister,inhisbed,solateaseighto’clockthatmorning。 Theresultofasearchinginquiry(inwhichthey,whohadknownthepoorfellowfromhischildhood,didothergoodservice,besidesbringingitabout)was,thatbetweenelevenandtwelveo’clock,afreepardontoBarnabyRudgewasmadeoutandsigned,andentrustedtoahorse-soldierforinstantconveyancetotheplaceofexecution。Thiscourierreachedthespotjustasthecartappearedinsight;andBarnabybeingcarriedbacktojail,MrHaredale,assuredthatallwassafe,hadgonestraightfromBloomsburySquaretotheGoldenKey,leavingtoGabrielthegratefultaskofbringinghimhomeintriumph。 ’Ineedn’tsay,’observedthelocksmith,whenhehadshakenhandswithallthemalesinthehouse,andhuggedallthefemales,five- and-fortytimes,atleast,’that,exceptamongourselves,Ididn’twanttomakeatriumphofit。But,directlywegotintothestreetwewereknown,andthishubbubbegan。Ofthetwo,’headded,ashewipedhiscrimsonface,’andafterexperienceofboth,IthinkI’dratherbetakenoutofmyhousebyacrowdofenemies,thanescortedhomebyamoboffriends!’ Itwasplainenough,however,thatthiswasmeretalkonGabriel’spart,andthatthewholeproceedingaffordedhimthekeenestdelight;forthepeoplecontinuingtomakeagreatnoisewithout,andtocheerasiftheirvoiceswereinthefreshestorder,andgoodforafortnight,hesentupstairsforGrip(whohadcomehomeathismaster’sback,andhadacknowledgedthefavoursofthemultitudebydrawingbloodfromeveryfingerthatcamewithinhisreach),andwiththebirduponhisarmpresentedhimselfatthefirst-floorwindow,andwavedhishatagainuntilitdangledbyashred,betweenhisfingerandthumb。Thisdemonstrationhavingbeenreceivedwithappropriateshouts,andsilencebeinginsomedegreerestored,hethankedthemfortheirsympathy;andtakingthelibertytoinformthemthattherewasasickpersoninthehouse,proposedthattheyshouldgivethreecheersforKingGeorge,threemoreforOldEngland,andthreemorefornothingparticular,asaclosingceremony。Thecrowdassenting,substitutedGabrielVardenforthenothingparticular;andgivinghimoneover,forgoodmeasure,dispersedinhighgood-humour。 WhatcongratulationswereexchangedamongtheinmatesattheGoldenKey,whentheywereleftalone;whatanoverflowingofjoyandhappinesstherewasamongthem;howincapableitwasofexpressioninBarnaby’sownperson;andhowhewentwildlyfromonetoanother,untilhebecamesofartranquillised,astostretchhimselfonthegroundbesidehismother’scouchandfallintoadeepsleep;aremattersthatneednotbetold。Anditiswelltheyhappenedtobeofthisclass,fortheywouldbeveryhardtotell,weretheirnarrationeversoindispensable。 Beforeleavingthisbrightpicture,itmaybewelltoglanceatadarkandverydifferentonewhichwaspresentedtoonlyafeweyes,thatsamenight。 Thescenewasachurchyard;thetime,midnight;thepersons,EdwardChester,aclergyman,agrave-digger,andthefourbearersofahomelycoffin。Theystoodaboutagravewhichhadbeennewlydug,andoneofthebearersheldupadimlantern,——theonlylightthere——whichsheditsfeeblerayuponthebookofprayer。Heplaceditforamomentonthecoffin,whenheandhiscompanionswereabouttoloweritdown。Therewasnoinscriptiononthelid。 Themouldfellsolemnlyuponthelasthouseofthisnamelessman; andtherattlingdustleftadismalechoevenintheaccustomedearsofthosewhohadborneittoitsresting-place。Thegravewasfilledintothetop,andtroddendown。Theyallleftthespottogether。 ’Youneversawhim,living?’askedtheclergyman,ofEdward。 ’Often,yearsago;notknowinghimformybrother。’ ’Neversince?’ ’Never。Yesterday,hesteadilyrefusedtoseeme。Itwasurgeduponhim,manytimes,atmydesire。’ ’Stillherefused?Thatwashardenedandunnatural。’ ’Doyouthinkso?’ ’Iinferthatyoudonot?’ ’Youareright。Weheartheworldwonder,everyday,atmonstersofingratitude。Diditneveroccurtoyouthatitoftenlooksformonstersofaffection,asthoughtheywerethingsofcourse?’ Theyhadreachedthegatebythistime,andbiddingeachothergoodnight,departedontheirseparateways。 Chapter80 Thatafternoon,whenhehadsleptoffhisfatigue;hadshaved,andwashed,anddressed,andfreshenedhimselffromtoptotoe;whenhehaddined,comfortedhimselfwithapipe,anextraToby,anapinthegreatarm-chair,andaquietchatwithMrsVardenoneverythingthathadhappened,washappening,orabouttohappen,withinthesphereoftheirdomesticconcern;thelocksmithsathimselfdownatthetea-tableinthelittleback-parlour:therosiest,cosiest,merriest,heartiest,best-contentedoldbuck,inGreatBritainoroutofit。 Therehesat,withhisbeamingeyeonMrsV。,andhisshiningfacesuffusedwithgladness,andhiscapaciouswaistcoatsmilingineverywrinkle,andhisjovialhumourpeepingfromunderthetableintheveryplumpnessofhislegs;asighttoturnthevinegarofmisanthropyintopurestmilkofhumankindness。Therehesat,watchinghiswifeasshedecoratedtheroomwithflowersforthegreaterhonourofDollyandJosephWillet,whohadgoneoutwalking,andforwhomthetea-kettlehadbeensinginggailyonthehobfulltwentyminutes,chirpingasneverkettlechirpedbefore; forwhomthebestserviceofrealundoubtedchina,patternedwithdiversround-facedmandarinsholdingupbroadumbrellas,wasnowdisplayedinallitsglory;totemptwhoseappetitesaclear,transparent,juicyham,garnishedwithcoolgreenlettuce-leavesandfragrantcucumber,reposeduponashadytable,coveredwithasnow-whitecloth;forwhosedelight,preservesandjams,crispcakesandotherpastry,shorttoeat,withcunningtwists,andcottageloaves,androllsofbreadbothwhiteandbrown,wereallsetforthinrichprofusion;inwhoseyouthMrsV。herselfhadgrownquiteyoung,andstoodthereinagownofredandwhite: symmetricalinfigure,buxominbodice,ruddyincheekandlip,faultlessinankle,laughinginfaceandmood,inallrespectsdelicioustobehold——theresatthelocksmithamongallandeverythesedelights,thesunthatshoneuponthemall:thecentreofthesystem:thesourceoflight,heat,life,andfrankenjoymentinthebrighthouseholdworld。 AndwhenhadDollyeverbeentheDollyofthatafternoon?Toseehowshecamein,arm-in-armwithJoe;andhowshemadeaneffortnottoblushorseematallconfused;andhowshemadebelieveshedidn’tcaretositonhissideofthetable;andhowshecoaxedthelocksmithinawhispernottojoke;andhowhercolourcameandwentinalittlerestlessflutterofhappiness,whichmadeherdoeverythingwrong,andyetsocharminglywrongthatitwasbetterthanright!——why,thelocksmithcouldhavelookedonatthis(ashementionedtoMrsVardenwhentheyretiredforthenight)forfour- and-twentyhoursatastretch,andneverwisheditdone。 Therecollections,too,withwhichtheymademerryoverthatlongprotractedtea!ThegleewithwhichthelocksmithaskedJoeifherememberedthatstormynightattheMaypolewhenhefirstaskedafterDolly——thelaughtheyallhad,aboutthatnightwhenshewasgoingouttothepartyinthesedan-chair——theunmercifulmannerinwhichtheyralliedMrsVardenaboutputtingthoseflowersoutsidethatverywindow——thedifficultyMrsVardenfoundinjoiningthelaughagainstherself,atfirst,andtheextraordinaryperceptionshehadofthejokewhensheovercameit——theconfidentialstatementsofJoeconcerningtheprecisedayandhourwhenhewasfirstconsciousofbeingfondofDolly,andDolly’sblushingadmissions,halfvolunteeredandhalfextorted,astothetimefromwhichshedatedthediscoverythatshe’didn’tmind’Joe——herewasanexhaustlessfundofmirthandconversation。 Then,therewasagreatdealtobesaidregardingMrsVarden’sdoubts,andmotherlyalarms,andshrewdsuspicions;anditappearedthatfromMrsVarden’spenetrationandextremesagacitynothinghadeverbeenhidden。Shehadknownitallalong。Shehadseenitfromthefirst。Shehadalwayspredictedit。Shehadbeenawareofitbeforetheprincipals。Shehadsaidwithinherself(forsherememberedtheexactwords)’thatyoungWilletiscertainlylookingafterourDolly,andImustlookafterHIM。’Accordingly,shehadlookedafterhim,andhadobservedmanylittlecircumstances(allofwhichshenamed)soexceedinglyminutethatnobodyelsecouldmakeanythingoutofthemevennow;andhad,itseemedfromfirsttolast,displayedthemostunboundedtactandmostconsummategeneralship。 OfcoursethenightwhenJoeWOULDridehomewardbythesideofthechaise,andwhenMrsVardenWOULDinsistuponhisgoingbackagain,wasnotforgotten——northenightwhenDollyfaintedonhisnamebeingmentioned——northetimesupontimeswhenMrsVarden,everwatchfulandprudent,hadfoundherpininginherownchamber。Inshort,nothingwasforgotten;andeverythingbysomemeansorotherbroughtthembacktotheconclusion,thatthatwasthehappiesthourinalltheirlives;consequently,thateverythingmusthaveoccurredforthebest,andnothingcouldbesuggestedwhichwouldhavemadeitbetter。 Whiletheywereinthefullglowofsuchdiscourseasthis,therecameastartlingknockatthedoor,openingfromthestreetintotheworkshop,whichhadbeenkeptclosedalldaythatthehousemightbemorequiet。Joe,asindutybound,wouldhearofnobodybuthimselfgoingtoopenit;andaccordinglylefttheroomforthatpurpose。 Itwouldhavebeenoddenough,certainly,ifJoehadforgottenthewaytothisdoor;andevenifhehad,asitwasaprettylargeoneandstoodstraightbeforehim,hecouldnoteasilyhavemissedit。 ButDolly,perhapsbecauseshewasintheflutterofspiritsbeforementioned,orperhapsbecauseshethoughthewouldnotbeabletoopenitwithhisonearm——shecouldhavehadnootherreason—— hurriedoutafterhim;andtheystoppedsolonginthepassage——nodoubtowingtoJoe’sentreatiesthatshewouldnotexposeherselftothedraughtofJulyairwhichmustinfalliblycomerushinginonthissamedoorbeingopened——thattheknockwasrepeated,inayetmorestartlingmannerthanbefore。 ’Isanybodygoingtoopenthatdoor?’criedthelocksmith。’OrshallIcome?’ Uponthat,Dollywentrunningbackintotheparlour,alldimplesandblushes;andJoeopeneditwithamightynoise,andothersuperfluousdemonstrationsofbeinginaviolenthurry。 ’Well,’saidthelocksmith,whenhereappeared:’whatisit?ehJoe?whatareyoulaughingat?’ ’Nothing,sir。It’scomingin。’ ’Who’scomingin?what’scomingin?’MrsVarden,asmuchatalossasherhusband,couldonlyshakeherheadinanswertohisinquiringlook:so,thelocksmithwheeledhischairroundtocommandabetterviewoftheroom-door,andstaredatitwithhiseyeswideopen,andamingledexpressionofcuriosityandwondershininginhisjollyface。 Insteadofsomepersonorpersonsstraightwayappearing,diversremarkablesoundswereheard,firstintheworkshopandafterwardsinthelittledarkpassagebetweenitandtheparlour,asthoughsomeunwieldychestorheavypieceoffurniturewerebeingbroughtin,byanamountofhumanstrengthinadequatetothetask。Atlengthaftermuchstrugglingandhumping,andbruisingofthewallonbothsides,thedoorwasforcedopenasbyabattering-ram;andthelocksmith,steadilyregardingwhatappearedbeyond,smotehisthigh,elevatedhiseyebrows,openedhismouth,andcriedinaloudvoiceexpressiveoftheutmostconsternation: ’Damme,ifitan’tMiggscomeback!’ Theyoungdamselwhomhenamednosoonerheardthesewords,thandesertingasmallboyandaverylargeboxbywhichshewasaccompanied,andadvancingwithsuchprecipitationthatherbonnetflewoffherhead,burstintotheroom,claspedherhands(inwhichsheheldapairofpattens,oneineach),raisedhereyesdevotedlytotheceiling,andshedafloodoftears。 ’Theoldstory!’criedthelocksmith,lookingatherininexpressibledesperation。’Shewasborntobeadamper,thisyoungwoman!nothingcanpreventit!’ ’Homaster,homim!’criedMiggs,’canIconstrainmyfeelingsinthesehereonceaginunitedmoments!HoMrWarsen,here’sblessednessamongrelations,sir!Here’sforgivenessesofinjuries,here’samicablenesses!’ ThelocksmithlookedfromhiswifetoDolly,andfromDollytoJoe,andfromJoetoMiggs,withhiseyebrowsstillelevatedandhismouthstillopen。WhenhiseyesgotbacktoMiggs,theyrestedonher;fascinated。 ’Tothink,’criedMiggswithhystericaljoy,’thatMrJoe,anddearMissDolly,hasralycometogetherafterallashasbeensaidanddonecontrairy!Toseethemtwoa-settin’alongwithhimandher,sopleasantandinallrespectssoaffableandmild;andmenotknowingofit,andnotbeinginthewaystomakenopreparationsfortheirteas。Howhatacuttingthingitis,andyetwhatsweetsensationsisawokewithinme!’ Eitherinclaspingherhandsagain,orinanecstasyofpiousjoy,MissMiggsclinkedherpattensafterthemannerofapairofcymbals,atthisjuncture;andthenresumed,inthesoftestaccents: ’Anddidmymissisthink——hogoodness,didshethink——asherownMiggs,whichsupportedherundersomanytrials,andunderstoodhernatur’whenthemasintendedwellbutactedrough,wentsodeepintoherfeelings——didshethinkasherownMiggswouldeverleaveher?DidshethinkasMiggs,thoughshewasbutaservant,andknowedthatservitudeswasnoinheritances,wouldforgitthatshewasthehumbleinstrumentsasalwaysmadeitcomfortablebetweenthemtwowhentheyfellout,andalwaystoldmasterofthemeeknessandforgivenessofherblesseddispositions!DidshethinkasMiggshadnoattachments!Didshethinkthatwageswasheronlyobject!’ Tononeoftheseinterrogatories,whereofeveryonewasmorepatheticallydeliveredthanthelast,didMrsVardenansweroneword:butMiggs,notatallabashedbythiscircumstance,turnedtothesmallboyinattendance——hereldestnephew——sonofherownmarriedsister——borninGoldenLionCourt,numbertwenty-sivin,andbredintheveryshadowofthesecondbell-handleontheright- handdoor-post——andwithaplentifuluseofherpocket- handkerchief,addressedherselftohim:requestingthatonhisreturnhomehewouldconsolehisparentsforthelossofher,hisaunt,bydeliveringtothemafaithfulstatementofhishavingleftherinthebosomofthatfamily,withwhich,ashisaforesaidparentswellknew,herbestaffectionswereincorporated;thathewouldremindthemthatnothinglessthanherimperioussenseofduty,anddevotedattachmenttoheroldmasterandmissis,likewiseMissDollyandyoungMrJoe,shouldeverhaveinducedhertodeclinethatpressinginvitationwhichthey,hisparents,had,ashecouldtestify,givenher,tolodgeandboardwiththem,freeofallcostandcharge,forevermore;lastly,thathewouldhelpherwithherboxupstairs,andthenrepairstraighthome,bearingherblessingandherstronginjunctionstomingleinhisprayersasupplicationthathemightincourseoftimegrowupalocksmith,oraMrJoe,andhaveMrsVardensandMissDollysforhisrelationsandfriends。 Havingbroughtthisadmonitiontoanend——uponwhich,tosaythetruth,theyounggentlemanforwhosebenefititwasdesigned,bestowedlittleornoheed,havingtoallappearancehisfacultiesabsorbedinthecontemplationofthesweetmeats,——MissMiggssignifiedtothecompanyingeneralthattheywerenottobeuneasy,forshewouldsoonreturn;and,withhernephew’said,preparedtobearherwardrobeupthestaircase。 ’Mydear,’saidthelocksmithtohiswife。’Doyoudesirethis?’ ’Idesireit!’sheanswered。’Iamastonished——Iamamazed——atheraudacity。Letherleavethehousethismoment。’ Miggs,hearingthis,letherendoftheboxfallheavilytothefloor,gaveaveryloudsniff,crossedherarms,screweddownthecornersofhermouth,andcried,inanascendingscale,’Ho,goodgracious!’threedistincttimes。 ’Youhearwhatyourmistresssays,mylove,’remarkedthelocksmith。’Youhadbettergo,Ithink。Stay;takethiswithyou,forthesakeofoldservice。’ MissMiggsclutchedthebank-notehetookfromhispocket-bookandheldouttoher;depositeditinasmall,redleatherpurse;putthepurseinherpocket(displaying,asshedidso,aconsiderableportionofsomeunder-garment,madeofflannel,andmoreblackcottonstockingthaniscommonlyseeninpublic);and,tossingherhead,asshelookedatMrsVarden,repeated—— ’Ho,goodgracious!’ ’Ithinkyousaidthatoncebefore,mydear,’observedthelocksmith。 ’Timesischanged,isthey,mim!’criedMiggs,bridling;’youcansparemenow,canyou?Youcankeep’emdownwithoutme?You’renotinwantsofanyonetoscold,orthrowtheblameupon,nolonger,an’tyou,mim?I’mgladtofindyou’vegrownsoindependent。Iwishyoujoy,I’msure!’ Withthatshedroppedacurtsey,andkeepingherheaderect,hereartowardsMrsVarden,andhereyeontherestofthecompany,asshealludedtotheminherremarks,proceeded: ’I’mquitedelighted,I’msure,tofindsichindependency,feelingsorrythough,atthesametime,mim,thatyoushouldhavebeenforcedintosubmissionswhenyoucouldn’thelpyourself——hehehe! Itmustbegreatvexations,’speciallyconsideringhowillyoualwaysspokeofMrJoe——tohavehimforason-in-lawatlast;andIwonderMissDollycanputupwithhim,either,afterbeingoffandonforsomanyyearswithacoachmaker。ButIHAVEheerdsay,thatthecoachmakerthoughttwiceaboutit——hehehe!——andthathetoldayoungmanaswasafrindofhis,thathehopedheknowedbetterthantobedrawedintothat;thoughsheandallthefamilyDIDpulluncommonstrong!’ Hereshepausedforareply,andreceivingnone,wentonasbefore。 ’IHAVEheerdsay,mim,thattheillnessesofsomeladieswasallpretensions,andthattheycouldfaintaway,stonedead,whenevertheyhadtheinclinationssotodo。OfcourseIneverseesichcaseswithmyowneyes——hono!Hehehe!Normasterneither——hono!Hehehe!IHAVEheerdtheneighboursmakeremarkassomeoneastheywasacquaintedwith,wasapoorgood-natur’dmean-spiritedcreetur,aswentoutfishingforawifeoneday,andcaughtaTartar。OfcourseInevertomyknowledgeseethepoorpersonhimself。Nordidyouneither,mim——hono。Iwonderwhoitcanbe——don’tyou,mim?Nodoubtyoudo,mim。Hoyes。Hehehe!’ AgainMiggspausedforareply;andnonebeingoffered,wassooppressedwithteemingspiteandspleen,thatsheseemedliketoburst。 ’I’mgladMissDollycanlaugh,’criedMiggswithafeebletitter。 ’Iliketoseefolksa-laughing——sodoyou,mim,don’tyou?Youwasalwaysgladtoseepeopleinspirits,wasn’tyou,mim?Andyoualwaysdidyourbesttokeep’emcheerful,didn’tyou,mim? Thoughtherean’tsuchagreatdealtolaughatnoweither;isthere,mim?Itan’tsomuchofacatch,afterlookingoutsosharpeversinceshewasalittlechit,andcostingsuchadealindressandshow,togetapoor,commonsoldier,withonearm,isit,mim? Hehe!Iwouldn’thaveahusbandwithonearm,anyways。Iwouldhavetwoarms。Iwouldhavetwoarms,ifitwasme,thoughinsteadofhandsthey’donlygothooksattheend,likeourdustman!’ MissMiggswasabouttoadd,andhad,indeed,beguntoadd,that,takingthemintheabstract,dustmenwerefarmoreeligiblematchesthansoldiers,though,tobesure,whenpeoplewerepastchoosingtheymusttakethebesttheycouldget,andthinkthemselveswellofftoo;buthervexationandchagrinbeingofthatinternallybittersortwhichfindsnoreliefinwords,andisaggravatedtomadnessbywantofcontradiction,shecouldholdoutnolonger,andburstintoastormofsobsandtears。 Inthisextremityshefellontheunluckynephew,toothandnail,andpluckingahandfulofhairfromhishead,demandedtoknowhowlongshewastostandtheretobeinsulted,andwhetherornohemeanttohelphertocarryouttheboxagain,andifhetookapleasureinhearinghisfamilyreviled:withotherinquiriesofthatnature;atwhichdisgraceandprovocation,thesmallboy,whohadbeenallthistimegraduallylashedintorebellionbythesightofunattainablepastry,walkedoffindignant,leavinghisauntandtheboxtofollowattheirleisure。Somehoworother,bydintofpushingandpulling,theydidattainthestreetatlast;whereMissMiggs,allblowzedwiththeexertionofgettingthere,andwithhersobsandtears,satdownuponherpropertytorestandgrieve,untilshecouldensnaresomeotheryouthtohelpherhome。 ’It’sathingtolaughat,Martha,nottocarefor,’whisperedthelocksmith,ashefollowedhiswifetothewindow,andgood- humouredlydriedhereyes。’Whatdoesitmatter?Youhadseenyourfaultbefore。Come!BringupTobyagain,mydear;Dollyshallsingusasong;andwe’llbeallthemerrierforthisinterruption!’ Chapter81 Anothermonthhadpassed,andtheendofAugusthadnearlycome,whenMrHaredalestoodaloneinthemail-coachofficeatBristol。 AlthoughbutafewweekshadintervenedsincehisconversationwithEdwardChesterandhisniece,inthelocksmith’shouse,andhehadmadenochange,inthemeantime,inhisaccustomedstyleofdress,hisappearancewasgreatlyaltered。Helookedmucholder,andmorecare-worn。Agitationandanxietyofmindscatterwrinklesandgreyhairswithnounsparinghand;butdeepertracesfollowonthesilentuprootingofoldhabits,andseveringofdear,familiarties。Theaffectionsmaynotbesoeasilywoundedasthepassions,buttheirhurtsaredeeper,andmorelasting。Hewasnowasolitaryman,andtheheartwithinhimwasdrearyandlonesome。 Hewasnotthelessaloneforhavingspentsomanyyearsinseclusionandretirement。Thiswasnobetterpreparationthanaroundofsocialcheerfulness:perhapsitevenincreasedthekeennessofhissensibility。Hehadbeensodependentuponherforcompanionshipandlove;shehadcometobesomuchapartandparcelofhisexistence;theyhadhadsomanycaresandthoughtsincommon,whichnooneelsehadshared;thatlosingherwasbeginninglifeanew,andbeingrequiredtosummonupthehopeandelasticityofyouth,amidthedoubts,distrusts,andweakenedenergiesofage。 Theefforthehadmadetopartfromherwithseemingcheerfulnessandhope——andtheyhadpartedonlyyesterday——lefthimthemoredepressed。Withthesefeelings,hewasabouttorevisitLondonforthelasttime,andlookoncemoreuponthewallsoftheiroldhome,beforeturninghisbackuponit,forever。 Thejourneywasaverydifferentone,inthosedays,fromwhatthepresentgenerationfindit;butitcametoanend,asthelongestjourneywill,andhestoodagaininthestreetsofthemetropolis。 Helayattheinnwherethecoachstopped,andresolved,beforehewenttobed,thathewouldmakehisarrivalknowntonoone;wouldspendbutanothernightinLondon;andwouldsparehimselfthepangofparting,evenwiththehonestlocksmith。 Suchconditionsofthemindasthattowhichhewasapreywhenhelaydowntorest,arefavourabletothegrowthofdisorderedfancies,anduneasyvisions。Heknewthis,eveninthehorrorwithwhichhestartedfromhisfirstsleep,andthrewupthewindowtodispelitbythepresenceofsomeobject,beyondtheroom,whichhadnotbeen,asitwere,thewitnessofhisdream。Butitwasnotanewterrorofthenight;ithadbeenpresenttohimbefore,inmanyshapes;ithadhauntedhiminbygonetimes,andvisitedhispillowagainandagain。Ifithadbeenbutanuglyobject,achildishspectre,hauntinghissleep,itsreturn,initsoldform,mighthaveawakenedamomentarysensationoffear,which,almostintheactofwaking,wouldhavepassedaway。Thisdisquiet,however,lingeredabouthim,andwouldyieldtonothing。Whenheclosedhiseyesagain,hefeltithoveringnear;asheslowlysunkintoaslumber,hewasconsciousofitsgatheringstrengthandpurpose,andgraduallyassumingitsrecentshape;whenhesprangupfromhisbed,thesamephantomvanishedfromhisheatedbrain,andlefthimfilledwithadreadagainstwhichreasonandwakingthoughtwerepowerless。 Thesunwasup,beforehecouldshakeitoff。Heroselate,butnotrefreshed,andremainedwithindoorsallthatday。Hehadafancyforpayinghislastvisittotheoldspotintheevening,forhehadbeenaccustomedtowalkthereatthatseason,anddesiredtoseeitundertheaspectthatwasmostfamiliartohim。Atsuchanhouraswouldaffordhimtimetoreachitalittlebeforesunset,helefttheinn,andturnedintothebusystreet。 Hehadnotgonefar,andwasthoughtfullymakinghiswayamongthenoisycrowd,whenhefeltahanduponhisshoulder,and,turning,recognisedoneofthewaitersfromtheinn,whobeggedhispardon,buthehadlefthisswordbehindhim。 ’Whyhaveyoubroughtittome?’heasked,stretchingouthishand,andyetnottakingitfromtheman,butlookingathiminadisturbedandagitatedmanner。 Themanwassorrytohavedisobligedhim,andwouldcarryitbackagain。Thegentlemanhadsaidthathewasgoingalittlewayintothecountry,andthathemightnotreturnuntillate。Theroadswerenotverysafeforsingletravellersafterdark;and,sincetheriots,gentlemenhadbeenmorecarefulthanever,nottotrustthemselvesunarmedinlonelyplaces。’Wethoughtyouwereastranger,sir,’headded,’andthatyoumightbelieveourroadstobebetterthantheyare;butperhapsyouknowthemwell,andcarryfire-arms——’ Hetookthesword,andputtingitupathisside,thankedtheman,andresumedhiswalk。 Itwaslongrememberedthathedidthisinamannersostrange,andwithsuchatremblinghand,thatthemessengerstoodlookingafterhisretreatingfigure,doubtfulwhetherheoughtnottofollow,andwatchhim。Itwaslongrememberedthathehadbeenheardpacinghisbedroominthedeadofthenight;thattheattendantshadmentionedtoeachotherinthemorning,howfeveredandhowpalehelooked;andthatwhenthismanwentbacktotheinn,hetoldafellow-servantthatwhathehadobservedinthisshortinterviewlayveryheavyonhismind,andthathefearedthegentlemanintendedtodestroyhimself,andwouldnevercomebackalive。 Withahalf-consciousnessthathismannerhadattractedtheman’sattention(rememberingtheexpressionofhisfacewhentheyparted),MrHaredalequickenedhissteps;andarrivingatastandofcoaches,bargainedwiththedriverofthebesttocarryhimsofaronhisroadasthepointwherethefootwaystruckacrossthefields,andtoawaithisreturnatahouseofentertainmentwhichwaswithinastone’s-throwofthatplace。Arrivingthereinduecourse,healightedandpursuedhiswayonfoot。 HepassedsoneartheMaypole,thathecouldseeitssmokerisingfromamongthetrees,whileaflockofpigeons——someofitsoldinhabitants,doubtless——sailedgailyhometoroost,betweenhimandtheuncloudedsky。’Theoldhousewillbrightenupnow,’hesaid,ashelookedtowardsit,’andtherewillbeamerryfiresidebeneathitsiviedroof。Itissomecomforttoknowthateverythingwillnotbeblightedhereabouts。Ishallbegladtohaveonepictureoflifeandcheerfulnesstoturnto,inmymind!’ Heresumedhiswalk,andbenthisstepstowardstheWarren。Itwasaclear,calm,silentevening,withhardlyabreathofwindtostirtheleaves,oranysoundtobreakthestillnessofthetime,butdrowsysheep-bellstinklinginthedistance,and,atintervals,thefar-offlowingofcattle,orbarkofvillagedogs。Theskywasradiantwiththesoftenedgloryofsunset;andontheearth,andintheair,adeepreposeprevailed。Atsuchanhour,hearrivedatthedesertedmansionwhichhadbeenhishomesolong,andlookedforthelasttimeuponitsblackenedwalls。 Theashesofthecommonestfirearemelancholythings,forinthemthereisanimageofdeathandruin,——ofsomethingthathasbeenbright,andisbutdull,cold,drearydust,——withwhichournatureforcesustosympathise。Howmuchmoresadthecrumbledembersofahome:thecastingdownofthatgreataltar,wheretheworstamongussometimesperformtheworshipoftheheart;andwherethebesthaveofferedupsuchsacrifices,anddonesuchdeedsofheroism,as,chronicled,wouldputtheproudesttemplesofoldTime,withalltheirvauntingannals,totheblush! Herousedhimselffromalongtrainofmeditation,andwalkedslowlyroundthehouse。Itwasbythistimealmostdark。 Hehadnearlymadethecircuitofthebuilding,whenheutteredahalf-suppressedexclamation,started,andstoodstill。Reclining,inaneasyattitude,withhisbackagainstatree,andcontemplatingtheruinwithanexpressionofpleasure,——apleasuresokeenthatitovercamehishabitualindolenceandcommandoffeature,anddisplayeditselfutterlyfreefromallrestraintorreserve,——beforehim,onhisownground,andtriumphingthen,ashehadtriumphedineverymisfortuneanddisappointmentofhislife,stoodthemanwhosepresence,ofallmankind,inanyplace,andleastofallinthat,hecouldtheleastendure。 Althoughhisbloodsoroseagainstthisman,andhiswrathsostirredwithinhim,thathecouldhavestruckhimdead,heputsuchfierceconstraintuponhimselfthathepassedhimwithoutawordorlook。Yes,andhewouldhavegoneon,andnotturned,thoughtoresisttheDevilwhopouredsuchhottemptationinhisbrain,requiredaneffortscarcelytobeachieved,ifthismanhadnothimselfsummonedhimtostop:andthat,withanassumedcompassioninhisvoicewhichdrovehimwell-nighmad,andinaninstantroutedalltheself-commandithadbeenanguish——acute,poignantanguish——tosustain。 Allconsideration,reflection,mercy,forbearance;everythingbywhichagoadedmancancurbhisrageandpassion;fledfromhimasheturnedback。Andyethesaid,slowlyandquitecalmly——farmorecalmlythanhehadeverspokentohimbefore: ’Whyhaveyoucalledtome?’ ’Toremark,’saidSirJohnChesterwithhiswontedcomposure,’whatanoddchanceitis,thatweshouldmeethere!’ ’ItISastrangechance。’ ’Strange?Themostremarkableandsingularthingintheworld。I neverrideintheevening;Ihavenotdonesoforyears。Thewhimseizedme,quiteunaccountably,inthemiddleoflastnight——Howverypicturesquethisis!’——Hepointed,ashespoke,tothedismantledhouse,andraisedhisglasstohiseye。 ’Youpraiseyourownworkveryfreely。’ SirJohnletfallhisglass;inclinedhisfacetowardshimwithanairofthemostcourteousinquiry;andslightlyshookhisheadasthoughhewereremarkingtohimself,’Ifearthisanimalisgoingmad!’ ’Isayyoupraiseyourownworkveryfreely,’repeatedMrHaredale。 ’Work!’echoedSirJohn,lookingsmilinglyround。’Mine!——Ibegyourpardon,Ireallybegyourpardon——’ ’Why,yousee,’saidMrHaredale,’thosewalls。Youseethosetotteringgables。Youseeoneverysidewherefireandsmokehaveraged。Youseethedestructionthathasbeenwantonhere。Doyounot?’ ’Mygoodfriend,’returnedtheknight,gentlycheckinghisimpatiencewithhishand,’ofcourseIdo。Iseeeverythingyouspeakof,whenyoustandaside,anddonotinterposeyourselfbetweentheviewandme。Iamverysorryforyou。IfIhadnothadthepleasuretomeetyouhere,IthinkIshouldhavewrittentotellyouso。Butyoudon’tbearitaswellasIhadexpected—— excuseme——no,youdon’tindeed。’ Hepulledouthissnuff-box,andaddressinghimwiththesuperiorairofamanwho,byreasonofhishighernature,hasarighttoreadamorallessontoanother,continued: ’Foryouareaphilosopher,youknow——oneofthatsternandrigidschoolwhoarefarabovetheweaknessesofmankindingeneral。Youareremoved,alongway,fromthefrailtiesofthecrowd。Youcontemplatethemfromaheight,andrailatthemwithamostimpressivebitterness。Ihaveheardyou。’—— ’Andshallagain,’saidMrHaredale。 ’Thankyou,’returnedtheother。’Shallwewalkaswetalk?Thedampfallsratherheavily。Well,——asyouplease。ButIgrievetosaythatIcanspareyouonlyaveryfewmoments。’ ’Iwould,’saidMrHaredale,’youhadsparedmenone。Iwould,withallmysoul,youhadbeeninParadise(ifsuchamonstrousliecouldbeenacted),ratherthanhereto-night。’ ’Nay,’returnedtheother——’really——youdoyourselfinjustice。Youarearoughcompanion,butIwouldnotgosofartoavoidyou。’ ’Listentome,’saidMrHaredale。’Listentome。’ ’Whileyourail?’inquiredSirJohn。 ’WhileIdeliveryourinfamy。Youurgedandstimulatedtodoyourworkafitagent,butonewhoinhisnature——intheveryessenceofhisbeing——isatraitor,andwhohasbeenfalsetoyou(despitethesympathyyoutwoshouldhavetogether)ashehasbeentoallothers。Withhints,andlooks,andcraftywords,whichtoldagainarenothing,yousetonGashfordtothiswork——thisworkbeforeusnow。Withthesesamehints,andlooks,andcraftywords,whichtoldagainarenothing,youurgedhimontogratifythedeadlyhateheowesme——Ihaveearnedit,IthankHeaven——bytheabductionanddishonourofmyniece。Youdid。Iseedenialinyourlooks,’ hecried,abruptlypointinginhisface,andsteppingback,’anddenialisalie!’ Hehadhishanduponhissword;buttheknight,withacontemptuoussmile,repliedtohimascoldlyasbefore。 ’Youwilltakenotice,sir——ifyoucandiscriminatesufficiently—— thatIhavetakenthetroubletodenynothing。Yourdiscernmentishardlyfineenoughfortheperusaloffaces,notofakindascoarseasyourspeech;norhasiteverbeen,thatIremember;or,inonefacethatIcouldname,youwouldhavereadindifference,nottosaydisgust,somewhatsoonerthanyoudid。Ispeakofalongtimeago,——butyouunderstandme。’ ’Disguiseitasyouwill,youmeandenial。Denialexplicitorreserved,expressedorlefttobeinferred,isstillalie。Yousayyoudon’tdeny。Doyouadmit?’ ’Youyourself,’returnedSirJohn,sufferingthecurrentofhisspeechtoflowassmoothlyasifithadbeenstemmedbynoonewordofinterruption,’publiclyproclaimedthecharacterofthegentlemaninquestion(IthinkitwasinWestminsterHall)intermswhichrelievemefromthenecessityofmakinganyfurtherallusiontohim。Youmayhavebeenwarranted;youmaynothavebeen;I can’tsay。Assumingthegentlemantobewhatyoudescribed,andtohavemadetoyouoranyotherpersonanystatementsthatmayhavehappenedtosuggestthemselvestohim,forthesakeofhisownsecurity,orforthesakeofmoney,orforhisownamusement,orforanyotherconsideration,——Ihavenothingtosayofhim,exceptthathisextremelydegradingsituationappearstometobesharedwithhisemployers。Youaresoveryplainyourself,thatyouwillexcusealittlefreedominme,Iamsure。’ ’Attendtomeagain,SirJohnbutonce,’criedMrHaredale;’inyoureverylook,andword,andgesture,youtellmethiswasnotyouract。Itellyouthatitwas,andthatyoutamperedwiththemanIspeakof,andwithyourwretchedson(whomGodforgive!)todothisdeed。Youtalkofdegradationandcharacter。Youtoldmeoncethatyouhadpurchasedtheabsenceofthepooridiotandhismother,when(asIhavediscoveredsince,andthensuspected)youhadgonetotemptthem,andhadfoundthemflown。ToyouItracedtheinsinuationthatIalonereapedanyharvestfrommybrother’sdeath;andallthefoulattacksandwhisperedcalumniesthatfollowedinitstrain。Ineveryactionofmylife,fromthatfirsthopewhichyouconvertedintogriefanddesolation,youhavestood,likeanadversefate,betweenmeandpeace。Inall,youhaveeverbeenthesamecold-blooded,hollow,false,unworthyvillain。Forthesecondtime,andforthelast,Icastthesechargesinyourteeth,andspurnyoufrommeasIwouldafaithlessdog!’ Withthatheraisedhisarm,andstruckhimonthebreastsothathestaggered。SirJohn,theinstantherecovered,drewhissword,threwawaythescabbardandhishat,andrunningonhisadversarymadeadesperatelungeathisheart,which,butthathisguardwasquickandtrue,wouldhavestretchedhimdeaduponthegrass。 Intheactofstrikinghim,thetorrentofhisopponent’sragehadreachedastop。Heparriedhisrapidthrusts,withoutreturningthem,andcalledtohim,withafrantickindofterrorinhisface,tokeepback。 ’Notto-night!notto-night!’hecried。’InGod’sname,nottonight!’ Seeingthatheloweredhisweapon,andthathewouldnotthrustinturn,SirJohnloweredhis。 ’Notto-night!’hisadversarycried。’Bewarnedintime!’ ’Youtoldme——itmusthavebeeninasortofinspiration——’saidSirJohn,quitedeliberately,thoughnowhedroppedhismask,andshowedhishatredinhisface,’thatthiswasthelasttime。Beassureditis!Didyoubelieveourlastmeetingwasforgotten? Didyoubelievethatyoureverywordandlookwasnottobeaccountedfor,andwasnotwellremembered?DoyoubelievethatI havewaitedyourtime,oryoumine?Whatkindofmanishewhoentered,withallhissickeningcantofhonestyandtruth,intoabondwithmetopreventamarriageheaffectedtodislike,andwhenIhadredeemedmyparttothespiritandtheletter,skulkedfromhis,andbroughtthematchaboutinhisowntime,toridhimselfofaburdenhehadgrowntiredof,andcastaspuriouslustreonhishouse?’ ’Ihaveacted,’criedMrHaredale,’withhonourandingoodfaith。 Idosonow。Donotforcemetorenewthisduelto-night!’ ’Yousaidmy“wretched“son,Ithink?’saidSirJohn,withasmile。 ’Poorfool!Thedupeofsuchashallowknave——trappedintomarriagebysuchanuncleandbysuchaniece——hewelldeservesyourpity。Butheisnolongerasonofmine:youarewelcometotheprizeyourcrafthasmade,sir。’ ’Oncemore,’criedhisopponent,wildlystampingontheground,’althoughyoutearmefrommybetterangel,Iimploreyounottocomewithinthereachofmyswordto-night。Oh!whywereyouhereatall!Whyhavewemet!To-morrowwouldhavecastusfarapartforever!’ ’Thatbeingthecase,’returnedSirJohn,withouttheleastemotion,’itisveryfortunatewehavemetto-night。Haredale,I havealwaysdespisedyou,asyouknow,butIhavegivenyoucreditforaspeciesofbrutecourage。Forthehonourofmyjudgment,whichIhadthoughtagoodone,Iamsorrytofindyouacoward。’ Notanotherwordwasspokenoneitherside。Theycrossedswords,thoughitwasnowquitedusk,andattackedeachotherfiercely。 Theywerewellmatched,andeachwasthoroughlyskilledinthemanagementofhisweapon。 Afterafewsecondstheygrewhotterandmorefurious,andpressingoneachotherinflictedandreceivedseveralslightwounds。Itwasdirectlyafterreceivingoneoftheseinhisarm,thatMrHaredale,makingakeenerthrustashefeltthewarmbloodspirtingout,plungedhisswordthroughhisopponent’sbodytothehilt。 Theireyesmet,andwereoneachotherashedrewitout。Heputhisarmaboutthedyingman,whorepulsedhim,feebly,anddroppedupontheturf。Raisinghimselfuponhishands,hegazedathimforaninstant,withscornandhatredinhislook;but,seemingtoremember,eventhen,thatthisexpressionwoulddistorthisfeaturesafterdeath,hetriedtosmile,and,faintlymovinghisrighthand,asiftohidehisbloodylineninhisvest,fellbackdead——thephantomoflastnight。 ChaptertheLastApartingglanceatsuchoftheactorsinthislittlehistoryasithasnot,inthecourseofitsevents,dismissed,willbringittoanend。 MrHaredalefledthatnight。Beforepursuitcouldbebegun,indeedbeforeSirJohnwastracedormissed,hehadleftthekingdom。 Repairingstraighttoareligiousestablishment,knownthroughoutEuropefortherigourandseverityofitsdiscipline,andforthemercilesspenitenceitexactedfromthosewhosoughtitsshelterasarefugefromtheworld,hetookthevowswhichthenceforthshuthimoutfromnatureandhiskind,andafterafewremorsefulyearswasburiedinitsgloomycloisters。 TwodayselapsedbeforethebodyofSirJohnwasfound。Assoonasitwasrecognisedandcarriedhome,thefaithfulvalet,truetohismaster’screed,elopedwithallthecashandmovableshecouldlayhishandson,andstartedasafinishedgentlemanuponhisownaccount。Inthiscareerhemetwithgreatsuccess,andwouldcertainlyhavemarriedanheiressintheend,butforanunluckycheckwhichledtohisprematuredecease。Hesankunderacontagiousdisorder,veryprevalentatthattime,andvulgarlytermedthejailfever。 LordGeorgeGordon,remaininginhisprisonintheToweruntilMondaythefifthofFebruaryinthefollowingyear,wasonthatdaysolemnlytriedatWestminsterforHighTreason。Ofthiscrimehewas,afterapatientinvestigation,declaredNotGuilty;uponthegroundthattherewasnoproofofhishavingcalledthemultitudetogetherwithanytraitorousorunlawfulintentions。Yetsomanypeoplewerethere,still,towhomthoseriotstaughtnolessonofreprooformoderation,thatapublicsubscriptionwassetonfootinScotlandtodefraythecostofhisdefence。 Forsevenyearsafterwardsheremained,atthestrongintercessionofhisfriends,comparativelyquiet;savingthathe,everynowandthen,tookoccasiontodisplayhiszealfortheProtestantfaithinsomeextravagantproceedingwhichwasthedelightofitsenemies; andsaving,besides,thathewasformallyexcommunicatedbytheArchbishopofCanterbury,forrefusingtoappearasawitnessintheEcclesiasticalCourtwhencitedforthatpurpose。Intheyear1788hewasstimulatedbysomenewinsanitytowriteandpublishaninjuriouspamphlet,reflectingontheQueenofFrance,inveryviolentterms。Beingindictedforthelibel,and(aftervariousstrangedemonstrationsincourt)foundguilty,hefledintoHollandinplaceofappearingtoreceivesentence:fromwhence,asthequietburgomastersofAmsterdamhadnorelishforhiscompany,hewassenthomeagainwithallspeed。ArrivinginthemonthofJulyatHarwich,andgoingthencetoBirmingham,hemadeinthelatterplace,inAugust,apublicprofessionoftheJewishreligion;andfiguredthereasaJewuntilhewasarrested,andbroughtbacktoLondontoreceivethesentencehehadevaded。Byvirtueofthissentencehewas,inthemonthofDecember,castintoNewgateforfiveyearsandtenmonths,andrequiredbesidestopayalargefine,andtofurnishheavysecuritiesforhisfuturegoodbehaviour。 Afteraddressing,inthemidsummerofthefollowingyear,anappealtothecommiserationoftheNationalAssemblyofFrance,whichtheEnglishministerrefusedtosanction,hecomposedhimselftoundergohisfulltermofpunishment;andsufferinghisbeardtogrownearlytohiswaist,andconforminginallrespectstotheceremoniesofhisnewreligion,heappliedhimselftothestudyofhistory,andoccasionallytotheartofpainting,inwhich,inhisyoungerdays,hehadshownsomeskill。Desertedbyhisformerfriends,andtreatedinallrespectsliketheworstcriminalinthejail,helingeredon,quitecheerfulandresigned,untilthe1stofNovember1793,whenhediedinhiscell,beingthenonlythree- and-fortyyearsofage。 Manymenwithfewersympathiesforthedistressedandneedy,withlessabilitiesandharderhearts,havemadeashiningfigureandleftabrilliantfame。Hehadhismourners。Theprisonersbemoanedhisloss,andmissedhim;forthoughhismeanswerenotlarge,hischaritywasgreat,andinbestowingalmsamongthemheconsideredthenecessitiesofallalike,andknewnodistinctionofsectorcreed。Therearewisemeninthehighwaysoftheworldwhomaylearnsomething,evenfromthispoorcrazylordwhodiedinNewgate。 Tothelast,hewastrulyservedbybluffJohnGrueby。Johnwasathissidebeforehehadbeenfour-and-twentyhoursintheTower,andneverlefthimuntilhedied。Hehadoneotherconstantattendant,inthepersonofabeautifulJewishgirl;whoattachedherselftohimfromfeelingshalfreligious,halfromantic,butwhosevirtuousanddisinterestedcharacterappearstohavebeenbeyondthecensureevenofthemostcensorious。 Gashforddesertedhim,ofcourse。Hesubsistedforatimeuponhistrafficinhismaster’ssecrets;and,thistradefailingwhenthestockwasquiteexhausted,procuredanappointmentinthehonourablecorpsofspiesandeavesdroppersemployedbythegovernment。Asoneofthesewretchedunderlings,hedidhisdrudgery,sometimesabroad,sometimesathome,andlongenduredthevariousmiseriesofsuchastation。Tenoradozenyearsago——notmore——ameagre,wanoldman,diseasedandmiserablypoor,wasfounddeadinhisbedatanobscureinnintheBorough,wherehewasquiteunknown。Hehadtakenpoison。Therewasnocluetohisname;butitwasdiscoveredfromcertainentriesinapocket-bookhecarried,thathehadbeensecretarytoLordGeorgeGordoninthetimeofthefamousriots。 Manymonthsafterthere-establishmentofpeaceandorder,andevenwhenithadceasedtobethetown-talk,thateverymilitaryofficer,keptatfreequartersbytheCityduringthelatealarms,hadcostforhisboardandlodgingfourpoundsfourperday,andeveryprivatesoldiertwoandtwopencehalfpenny;manymonthsaftereventhisengrossingtopicwasforgotten,andtheUnitedBulldogsweretoamanallkilled,imprisoned,ortransported,MrSimonTappertit,beingremovedfromahospitaltoprison,andthencetohisplaceoftrial,wasdischargedbyproclamation,ontwowoodenlegs。Shornofhisgracefullimbs,andbroughtdownfromhishighestatetocircumstancesofutterdestitution,andthedeepestmisery,hemadeshifttostumpbacktohisoldmaster,andbegforsomerelief。Bythelocksmith’sadviceandaid,hewasestablishedinbusinessasashoeblack,andopenedshopunderanarchwayneartheHorseGuards。Thisbeingacentralquarter,hequicklymadeaverylargeconnection;andonleveedays,wassometimesknowntohaveasmanyastwentyhalf-payofficerswaitingtheirturnforpolishing。Indeedhistradeincreasedtothatextent,thatincourseoftimeheentertainednolessthantwoapprentices,besidestakingforhiswifethewidowofaneminentboneandragcollector,formerlyofMilIbank。Withthislady(whoassistedinthebusiness)helivedingreatdomestichappiness,onlychequeredbythoselittlestormswhichservetocleartheatmosphereofwedlock,andbrightenitshorizon。Insomeofthesegustsofbadweather,MrTappertitwould,intheassertionofhisprerogative,sofarforgethimself,astocorrecthisladywithabrush,orboot,orshoe;whileshe(butonlyinextremecases)wouldretaliatebytakingoffhislegs,andleavinghimexposedtothederisionofthoseurchinswhodelightinmischief。 MissMiggs,baffledinallherschemes,matrimonialandotherwise,andcastuponathankless,undeservingworld,turnedverysharpandsour;anddidatlengthbecomesoacid,anddidsopinchandslapandtweakthehairandnosesoftheyouthofGoldenLionCourt,thatshewasbyoneconsentexpelledthatsanctuary,anddesiredtoblesssomeotherspotofearth,inpreference。Itchancedatthatmoment,thatthejusticesofthepeaceforMiddlesexproclaimedbypublicplacardthattheystoodinneedofafemaleturnkeyfortheCountyBridewell,andappointedadayandhourfortheinspectionofcandidates。MissMiggsattendingatthetimeappointed,wasinstantlychosenandselectedfromonehundredandtwenty-fourcompetitors,andatoncepromotedtotheoffice;whichshehelduntilherdecease,morethanthirtyyearsafterwards,remainingsingleallthattime。Itwasobservedofthisladythatwhileshewasinflexibleandgrimtoallherfemaleflock,shewasparticularlysotothosewhocouldestablishanyclaimtobeauty: anditwasoftenremarkedasaproofofherindomitablevirtueandseverechastity,thattosuchashadbeenfrailsheshowednomercy;alwaysfallinguponthemontheslightestoccasion,oronnooccasionatall,withthefullestmeasureofherwrath。Amongotherusefulinventionswhichshepractiseduponthisclassofoffendersandbequeathedtoposterity,wastheartofinflictinganexquisitelyviciouspokeordigwiththewardsofakeyinthesmalloftheback,nearthespine。Shelikewiseoriginatedamodeoftreadingbyaccident(inpattens)onsuchashadsmallfeet; alsoveryremarkableforitsingenuity,andpreviouslyquiteunknown。 Itwasnotverylong,youmaybesure,beforeJoeWilletandDollyVardenweremadehusbandandwife,andwithahandsomesuminbank(forthelocksmithcouldaffordtogivehisdaughteragooddowry),reopenedtheMaypole。Itwasnotverylong,youmaybesure,beforeared-facedlittleboywasseenstaggeringabouttheMaypolepassage,andkickinguphisheelsonthegreenbeforethedoor。Itwasnotverylong,countingbyyears,beforetherewasared-facedlittlegirl,anotherred-facedlittleboy,andawholetroopofgirlsandboys:sothat,gotoChigwellwhenyouwould,therewouldsurelybeseen,eitherinthevillagestreet,oronthegreen,orfrolickinginthefarm-yard——foritwasafarmnow,aswellasatavern——moresmallJoesandsmallDollysthancouldbeeasilycounted。Itwasnotaverylongtimebeforetheseappearancesensued;butitWASaVERYlongtimebeforeJoelookedfiveyearsolder,orDollyeither,orthelocksmitheither,orhiswifeeither:forcheerfulnessandcontentaregreatbeautifiers,andarefamouspreserversofyouthfullooks,dependuponit。 Itwasalongtime,too,beforetherewassuchacountryinnastheMaypole,inallEngland:indeeditisagreatquestionwhethertherehaseverbeensuchanothertothishour,oreverwillbe。Itwasalongtimetoo——forNever,astheproverbsays,isalongday—— beforetheyforgottohaveaninterestinwoundedsoldiersattheMaypole,orbeforeJoeomittedtorefreshthem,forthesakeofhisoldcampaign;orbeforetheserjeantleftofflookinginthere,nowandthen;orbeforetheyfatiguedthemselves,oreachother,bytalkingontheseoccasionsofbattlesandsieges,andhardweatherandhardservice,andathousandthingsbelongingtoasoldier’slife。Astothegreatsilversnuff-boxwhichtheKingsentJoewithhisownhand,becauseofhisconductintheRiots,whatguesteverwenttotheMaypolewithoutputtingfingerandthumbintothatbox,andtakingagreatpinch,thoughhehadnevertakenapinchofsnuffbefore,andalmostsneezedhimselfintoconvulsionseventhen?Astothepurple-facedvintner,whereisthemanwholivedinthosetimesandneversawHIMattheMaypole:toallappearanceasmuchathomeinthebestroom,asifhelivedthere?Andastothefeastingsandchristenings,andrevellingsatChristmas,andcelebrationsofbirthdays,wedding-days,andallmannerofdays,bothattheMaypoleandtheGoldenKey,——iftheyarenotnotorious,whatfactsare? MrWillettheelder,havingbeenbysomeextraordinarymeanspossessedwiththeideathatJoewantedtobemarried,andthatitwouldbewellforhim,hisfather,toretireintoprivatelife,andenablehimtoliveincomfort,tookuphisabodeinasmallcottageatChigwell;wheretheywidenedandenlargedthefireplaceforhim,hunguptheboiler,andfurthermoreplantedinthelittlegardenoutsidethefront-door,afictitiousMaypole;sothathewasquiteathomedirectly。Tothis,hisnewhabitation,TomCobb,PhilParkes,andSolomonDaisywentregularlyeverynight:andinthechimney-corner,theyallfourquaffed,andsmoked,andprosed,anddozed,astheyhaddoneofold。ItbeingaccidentallydiscoveredafterashorttimethatMrWilletstillappearedtoconsiderhimselfalandlordbyprofession,Joeprovidedhimwithaslate,uponwhichtheoldmanregularlyscoredupvastaccountsformeat,drink,andtobacco。Ashegrewolderthispassionincreaseduponhim;anditbecamehisdelighttochalkagainstthenameofeachofhiscroniesasumofenormousmagnitude,andimpossibletobepaid: andsuchwashissecretjoyintheseentries,thathewouldbeperpetuallyseengoingbehindthedoortolookatthem,andcomingforthagain,suffusedwiththeliveliestsatisfaction。 HeneverrecoveredthesurprisetheRiotershadgivenhim,andremainedinthesamementalconditiondowntothelastmomentofhislife。Itwasliketohavebeenbroughttoaspeedyterminationbythefirstsightofhisfirstgrandchild,whichappearedtofillhimwiththebeliefthatsomealarmingmiraclehadhappenedtoJoe。Beingpromptlyblooded,however,byaskilfulsurgeon,herallied;andalthoughthedoctorsallagreed,onhisbeingattackedwithsymptomsofapoplexysixmonthsafterwards,thatheoughttodie,andtookitveryillthathedidnot,heremainedalive——possiblyonaccountofhisconstitutionalslowness—— fornearlysevenyearsmore,whenhewasonemorningfoundspeechlessinhisbed。Helayinthisstate,freefromalltokensofuneasiness,forawholeweek,whenhewassuddenlyrestoredtoconsciousnessbyhearingthenursewhisperinhisson’searthathewasgoing。’I’ma-going,Joseph,’saidMrWillet,turningroundupontheinstant,’totheSalwanners’——andimmediatelygaveuptheghost。 Heleftalargesumofmoneybehindhim;evenmorethanhewassupposedtohavebeenworth,althoughtheneighbours,accordingtothecustomofmankindincalculatingthewealththatotherpeopleoughttohavesaved,hadestimatedhispropertyingoodroundnumbers。Joeinheritedthewhole;sothathebecameamanofgreatconsequenceinthoseparts,andwasperfectlyindependent。 SometimeelapsedbeforeBarnabygotthebetteroftheshockhehadsustained,orregainedhisoldhealthandgaiety。Butherecoveredbydegrees:andalthoughhecouldneverseparatehiscondemnationandescapefromtheideaofaterrificdream,hebecame,inotherrespects,morerational。Datingfromthetimeofhisrecovery,hehadabettermemoryandgreatersteadinessofpurpose;butadarkcloudoverhunghiswholepreviousexistence,andneverclearedaway。 Hewasnotthelesshappyforthis,forhisloveoffreedomandinterestinallthatmovedorgrew,orhaditsbeingintheelements,remainedtohimunimpaired。HelivedwithhismotherontheMaypolefarm,tendingthepoultryandthecattle,workinginagardenofhisown,andhelpingeverywhere。Hewasknowntoeverybirdandbeastabouttheplace,andhadanameforeveryone。 Neverwastherealighter-heartedhusbandman,acreaturemorepopularwithyoungandold,ablitherormorehappysoulthanBarnaby;andthoughhewasfreetoramblewherehewould,heneverquittedHer,butwasforevermoreherstayandcomfort。 Itwasremarkablethatalthoughhehadthatdimsenseofthepast,hesoughtoutHugh’sdog,andtookhimunderhiscare;andthathenevercouldbetemptedintoLondon。WhentheRiotsweremanyyearsold,andEdwardandhiswifecamebacktoEnglandwithafamilyalmostasnumerousasDolly’s,andonedayappearedattheMaypoleporch,heknewtheminstantly,andweptandleapedforjoy。Butneithertovisitthem,noronanyotherpretence,nomatterhowfullofpromiseandenjoyment,couldhebepersuadedtosetfootinthestreets:nordidheeverconquerthisrepugnanceorlookuponthetownagain。 Gripsoonrecoveredhislooks,andbecameasglossyandsleekasever。Buthewasprofoundlysilent。WhetherhehadforgottentheartofPoliteConversationinNewgate,orhadmadeavowinthosetroubledtimestoforego,foraperiod,thedisplayofhisaccomplishments,ismatterofuncertainty;butcertainitisthatforawholeyearheneverindulgedinanyothersoundthanagrave,decorouscroak。Attheexpirationofthatterm,themorningbeingverybrightandsunny,hewasheardtoaddresshimselftothehorsesinthestable,uponthesubjectoftheKettle,sooftenmentionedinthesepages;andbeforethewitnesswhooverheardhimcouldrunintothehousewiththeintelligence,andaddtoituponhissolemnaffirmationthestatementthathehadheardhimlaugh,thebirdhimselfadvancedwithfantasticstepstotheverydoorofthebar,andtherecried,’I’madevil,I’madevil,I’madevil!’ withextraordinaryrapture。 Fromthatperiod(althoughhewassupposedtobemuchaffectedbythedeathofMrWilletsenior),heconstantlypractisedandimprovedhimselfinthevulgartongue;and,ashewasamereinfantforaravenwhenBarnabywasgrey,hehasveryprobablygoneontalkingtothepresenttime。 End