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类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:26629更新时间:18/12/21 17:01:31
Theywanderedtoandfrowhenitwasday,andonceBarnabywentoffalonetoaclusteroflittlecottagestwoorthreemilesaway,topurchasesomebreadandmilk。Butfindingnobettershelter,theyreturnedtothesameplace,andlaydownagaintowaitfornight。 Heavenalonecantell,withwhatvaguehopesofduty,andaffection;withwhatstrangepromptingsofnature,intelligibletohimastoamanofradiantmindandmostenlargedcapacity;withwhatdimmemoriesofchildrenhehadplayedwithwhenachildhimself,whohadprattledoftheirfathers,andoflovingthem,andbeingloved;withhowmanyhalf-remembered,dreamyassociationsofhismother’sgriefandtearsandwidowhood;hewatchedandtendedthisman。Butthatavagueandshadowycrowdofsuchideascameslowlyonhim;thattheytaughthimtobesorrywhenhelookeduponhishaggardface,thattheyoverflowedhiseyeswhenhestoopedtokisshim,thattheykepthimwakinginatearfulgladness,shadinghimfromthesun,fanninghimwithleaves,soothinghimwhenhestartedinhissleep——ah!whatatroubledsleepitwas——andwonderingwhenSHEwouldcometojointhemandbehappy,isthetruth。Hesatbesidehimallthatday;listeningforherfootstepsineverybreathofair,lookingforhershadowonthegently-wavinggrass,twiningthehedgeflowersforherpleasurewhenshecame,andhiswhenheawoke;andstoopingdownfromtimetotimetolistentohismutterings,andwonderwhyhewassorestlessinthatquietplace。Thesunwentdown,andnightcameon,andhewasstillquitetranquil;busiedwiththesethoughts,asiftherewerenootherpeopleintheworld,andthedullcloudofsmokehangingontheimmensecityinthedistance,hidnovices,nocrimes,nolifeordeath,orcauseofdisquiet——nothingbutclearair。 Butthehourhadnowcomewhenhemustgoalonetofindouttheblindman(ataskthatfilledhimwithdelight)andbringhimtothatplace;takingespecialcarethathewasnotwatchedorfollowedonhiswayback。Helistenedtothedirectionshemustobserve,repeatedthemagainandagain,andaftertwiceorthricereturningtosurprisehisfatherwithalight-heartedlaugh,wentforth,atlast,uponhiserrand:leavingGrip,whomhehadcarriedfromthejailinhisarms,tohiscare。 Fleetoffoot,andanxioustoreturn,hespedswiftlyontowardsthecity,butcouldnotreachitbeforethefiresbegan,andmadethenightangrywiththeirdismallustre。Whenheenteredthetown——itmightbethathewaschangedbygoingtherewithouthislatecompanions,andonnoviolenterrand;orbythebeautifulsolitudeinwhichhehadpassedtheday,orbythethoughtsthathadcomeuponhim,——butitseemedpeopledbyalegionofdevils。 Thisflightandpursuit,thiscruelburninganddestroying,thesedreadfulcriesandstunningnoises,wereTHEYthegoodlord’snoblecause! Thoughalmoststupefiedbythebewilderingscene,stillbefoundtheblindman’shouse。Itwasshutupandtenantless。 Hewaitedforalongwhile,butnoonecame。Atlasthewithdrew; andasheknewbythistimethatthesoldierswerefiring,andmanypeoplemusthavebeenkilled,hewentdownintoHolborn,whereheheardthegreatcrowdwas,totryifhecouldfindHugh,andpersuadehimtoavoidthedanger,andreturnwithhim。 Ifhehadbeenstunnedandshockedbefore,hishorrorwasincreasedathousandfoldwhenhegotintothisvortexoftheriot,andnotbeinganactorintheterriblespectacle,haditallbeforehiseyes。Butthere,inthemidst,toweringabovethemall,closebeforethehousetheywereattackingnow,wasHughonhorseback,callingtotherest! Sickenedbythesightssurroundinghimoneveryside,andbytheheatandroar,andcrash,heforcedhiswayamongthecrowd(wheremanyrecognisedhim,andwithshoutspressedbacktolethimpass),andintimewasnearlyupwithHugh,whowassavagelythreateningsomeone,butwhomorwhathesaid,hecouldnot,inthegreatconfusion,understand。Atthatmomentthecrowdforcedtheirwayintothehouse,andHugh——itwasimpossibletoseebywhatmeans,insuchaconcourse——fellheadlongdown。 Barnabywasbesidehimwhenhestaggeredtohisfeet。Itwaswellhemadehimhearhisvoice,orHugh,withhisupliftedaxe,wouldhaveclefthisskullintwain。 ’Barnaby——you!Whosehandwasthat,thatstruckmedown?’ ’Notmine。’ ’Whose!——Isay,whose!’hecried,reelingback,andlookingwildlyround。’Whatareyoudoing?Whereishe?Showme!’ ’Youarehurt,’saidBarnaby——asindeedhewas,inthehead,bothbytheblowhehadreceived,andbyhishorse’shoof。’Comeawaywithme。’ Ashespoke,hetookthehorse’sbridleinhishand,turnedhim,anddraggedHughseveralpaces。Thisbroughtthemoutofthecrowd,whichwaspouringfromthestreetintothevintner’scellars。 ’Where’s——where’sDennis?’saidHugh,comingtoastop,andcheckingBarnabywithhisstrongarm。’Wherehashebeenallday? Whatdidhemeanbyleavingmeashedid,inthejail,lastnight? Tellme,you——d’yehear!’ Withaflourishofhisdangerousweapon,hefelldownuponthegroundlikealog。Afteraminute,thoughalreadyfranticwithdrinkingandwiththewoundinhishead,hecrawledtoastreamofburningspiritwhichwaspouringdownthekennel,andbegantodrinkatitasifitwereabrookofwater。 Barnabydrewhimaway,andforcedhimtorise。Thoughhecouldneitherstandnorwalk,heinvoluntarilystaggeredtohishorse,climbeduponhisback,andclungthere。Aftervainlyattemptingtodivesttheanimalofhisclankingtrappings,Barnabysprungupbehindhim,snatchedthebridle,turnedintoLeatherLane,whichwascloseathand,andurgedthefrightenedhorseintoaheavytrot。 Helookedback,once,beforeheleftthestreet;andlookeduponasightnoteasilytobeerased,evenfromhisremembrance,solongashehadlife。 Thevintner’shousewithahalf-a-dozenothersnearathand,wasonegreat,glowingblaze。Allnight,noonehadessayedtoquenchtheflames,orstoptheirprogress;butnowabodyofsoldierswereactivelyengagedinpullingdowntwooldwoodenhouses,whichwereeverymomentindangeroftakingfire,andwhichcouldscarcelyfail,iftheywerelefttoburn,toextendtheconflagrationimmensely。Thetumblingdownofnoddingwallsandheavyblocksofwood,thehootingandtheexecrationsofthecrowd,thedistantfiringofothermilitarydetachments,thedistractedlooksandcriesofthosewhosehabitationswereindanger,thehurryingtoandfrooffrightenedpeoplewiththeirgoods;thereflectionsineveryquarterofthesky,ofdeep,red,soaringflames,asthoughthelastdayhadcomeandthewholeuniversewereburning;thedust,andsmoke,anddriftoffieryparticles,scorchingandkindlingallitfellupon;thehotunwholesomevapour,theblightoneverything;thestars,andmoon,andverysky,obliterated;——madeupsuchasumofdrearinessandruin,thatitseemedasifthefaceofHeavenwereblottedout,andnight,initsrestandquiet,andsoftenedlight,nevercouldlookupontheearthagain。 Buttherewasaworsespectaclethanthis——worsebyfarthanfireandsmoke,oreventherabble’sunappeasableandmaniacrage。Theguttersofthestreet,andeverycrackandfissureinthestones,ranwithscorchingspirit,whichbeingdammedupbybusyhands,overflowedtheroadandpavement,andformedagreatpool,intowhichthepeopledroppeddowndeadbydozens。Theylayinheapsallroundthisfearfulpond,husbandsandwives,fathersandsons,mothersanddaughters,womenwithchildrenintheirarmsandbabiesattheirbreasts,anddrankuntiltheydied。Whilesomestoopedwiththeirlipstothebrinkandneverraisedtheirheadsagain,otherssprangupfromtheirfierydraught,anddanced,halfinamadtriumph,andhalfintheagonyofsuffocation,untiltheyfell,andsteepedtheircorpsesintheliquorthathadkilledthem。Norwaseventhistheworstormostappallingkindofdeaththathappenedonthisfatalnight。Fromtheburningcellars,wheretheydrankoutofhats,pails,buckets,tubs,andshoes,somemenweredrawn,alive,butallalightfromheadtofoot;who,intheirunendurableanguishandsuffering,makingforanythingthathadthelookofwater,rolled,hissing,inthishideouslake,andsplashedupliquidfirewhichlappedinallitmetwithasitranalongthesurface,andneithersparedthelivingnorthedead。Onthislastnightofthegreatriots——forthelastnightitwas——thewretchedvictimsofasenselessoutcry,becamethemselvesthedustandashesoftheflamestheyhadkindled,andstrewedthepublicstreetsofLondon。 Withallhesawinthislastglancefixedindeliblyuponhismind,Barnabyhurriedfromthecitywhichenclosedsuchhorrors;andholdingdownhisheadthathemightnotevenseetheglareofthefiresuponthequietlandscape,wassooninthestillcountryroads。 Hestoppedatabouthalf-a-milefromtheshedwherehisfatherlay,andwithsomedifficultymakingHughsensiblethathemustdismount,sunkthehorse’sfurnitureinapoolofstagnantwater,andturnedtheanimalloose。Thatdone,hesupportedhiscompanionaswellashecould,andledhimslowlyforward。 Chapter69 Itwasthedeadofnight,andverydark,whenBarnaby,withhisstumblingcomrade,approachedtheplacewherehehadlefthisfather;buthecouldseehimstealingawayintothegloom,distrustfulevenofhim,andrapidlyretreating。Aftercallingtohimtwiceorthricethattherewasnothingtofear,butwithouteffect,hesufferedHughtosinkupontheground,andfollowedtobringhimback。 Hecontinuedtocreepaway,untilBarnabywascloseuponhim;thenturned,andsaidinaterrible,thoughsuppressedvoice: ’Letmego。Donotlayhandsuponme。Youhavetoldher;andyouandshetogetherhavebetrayedme!’ Barnabylookedathim,insilence。 ’Youhaveseenyourmother!’ ’No,’criedBarnaby,eagerly。’Notforalongtime——longerthanI cantell。Awholeyear,Ithink。Isshehere?’ Hisfatherlookeduponhimsteadfastlyforafewmoments,andthensaid——drawingnearertohimashespoke,for,seeinghisface,andhearinghiswords,itwasimpossibletodoubthistruth: ’Whatmanisthat?’ ’Hugh——Hugh。OnlyHugh。Youknowhim。HEwillnotharmyou。 Why,you’reafraidofHugh!Hahaha!Afraidofgruff,old,noisyHugh!’ ’Whatmanishe,Iaskyou,’herejoinedsofiercely,thatBarnabystoppedinhislaugh,andshrinkingback,surveyedhimwithalookofterrifiedamazement。 ’Why,howsternyouare!Youmakemefearyou,thoughyouaremyfather。Whydoyouspeaktomeso?’—— ’Iwant,’heanswered,puttingawaythehandwhichhisson,withatimiddesiretopropitiatehim,laiduponhissleeve,——’Iwantananswer,andyougivemeonlyjeersandquestions。Whohaveyoubroughtwithyoutothishiding-place,poorfool;andwhereistheblindman?’ ’Idon’tknowwhere。Hishousewascloseshut。Iwaited,butnopersoncame;thatwasnofaultofmine。ThisisHugh——braveHugh,whobrokeintothatuglyjail,andsetusfree。Aha!Youlikehimnow,doyou?Youlikehimnow!’ ’Whydoeshelieupontheground?’ ’Hehashadafall,andhasbeendrinking。Thefieldsandtreesgoround,andround,androundwithhim,andthegroundheavesunderhisfeet。Youknowhim?Youremember?See!’ Theyhadbythistimereturnedtowherehelay,andbothstoopedoverhimtolookintohisface。 ’Irecollecttheman,’hisfathermurmured。’Whydidyoubringhimhere?’ ’BecausehewouldhavebeenkilledifIhadlefthimoveryonder。 Theywerefiringgunsandsheddingblood。Doesthesightofbloodturnyousick,father?Iseeitdoes,byyourface。That’slikeme——Whatareyoulookingat?’ ’Atnothing!’saidthemurderersoftly,ashestartedbackapaceortwo,andgazedwithsunkenjawandstaringeyesabovehisson’shead。’Atnothing!’ Heremainedinthesameattitudeandwiththesameexpressiononhisfaceforaminuteormore;thenglancedslowlyroundasifhehadlostsomething;andwentshiveringback,towardstheshed。 ’ShallIbringhimin,father?’askedBarnaby,whohadlookedon,wondering。 Heonlyansweredwithasuppressedgroan,andlyingdownupontheground,wrappedhiscloakabouthishead,andshrunkintothedarkestcorner。 FindingthatnothingwouldrouseHughnow,ormakehimsensibleforamoment,Barnabydraggedhimalongthegrass,andlaidhimonalittleheapofrefusehayandstrawwhichhadbeenhisownbed; firsthavingbroughtsomewaterfromarunningstreamhardby,andwashedhiswound,andlavedhishandsandface。Thenhelaydownhimself,betweenthetwo,topassthenight;andlookingatthestars,fellfastasleep。 Awakenedearlyinthemorning,bythesunshineandthesongsofbirds,andhumofinsects,heleftthemsleepinginthehut,andwalkedintothesweetandpleasantair。Buthefeltthatonhisjadedsenses,oppressedandburdenedwiththedreadfulscenesoflastnight,andmanynightsbefore,allthebeautiesofopeningday,whichhehadsooftentasted,andinwhichhehadhadsuchdeepdelight,fellheavily。Hethoughtoftheblithemorningswhenheandthedogswentboundingontogetherthroughthewoodsandfields;andtherecollectionfilledhiseyeswithtears。Hehadnoconsciousness,Godhelphim,ofhavingdonewrong,norhadheanynewperceptionofthemeritsofthecauseinwhichhehadbeenengaged,orthoseofthemenwhoadvocatedit;buthewasfullofcaresnow,andregrets,anddismalrecollections,andwishes(quiteunknowntohimbefore)thatthisorthateventhadneverhappened,andthatthesorrowandsufferingofsomanypeoplehadbeenspared。Andnowhebegantothinkhowhappytheywouldbe——hisfather,mother,he,andHugh——iftheyrambledawaytogether,andlivedinsomelonelyplace,wheretherewerenoneofthesetroubles;andthatperhapstheblindman,whohadtalkedsowiselyaboutgold,andtoldhimofthegreatsecretsheknew,couldteachthemhowtolivewithoutbeingpinchedbywant。Asthisoccurredtohim,hewasthemoresorrythathehadnotseenhimlastnight; andhewasstillbroodingoverthisregret,whenhisfathercame,andtouchedhimontheshoulder。 ’Ah!’criedBarnaby,startingfromhisfitofthoughtfulness。’Isitonlyyou?’ ’Whoshoulditbe?’ ’Ialmostthought,’heanswered,’itwastheblindman。Imusthavesometalkwithhim,father。’ ’AndsomustI,forwithoutseeinghim,Idon’tknowwheretoflyorwhattodo,andlingeringhere,isdeath。Youmustgotohimagain,andbringhimhere。’ ’MustI!’criedBarnaby,delighted;’that’sbrave,father。That’swhatIwanttodo。’ ’Butyoumustbringonlyhim,andnoneother。Andthoughyouwaitathisdoorawholedayandnight,stillyoumustwait,andnotcomebackwithouthim。’ ’Don’tyoufearthat,’hecriedgaily。’Heshallcome,heshallcome。’ ’Trimoffthesegewgaws,’saidhisfather,pluckingthescrapsofribbonandthefeathersfromhishat,’andoveryourowndresswearmycloak。Takeheedhowyougo,andtheywillbetoobusyinthestreetstonoticeyou。Ofyourcomingbackyouneedtakenoaccount,forhe’llmanagethat,safely。’ ’Tobesure!’saidBarnaby。’Tobesurehewill!Awiseman,father,andonewhocanteachustoberich。Oh!Iknowhim,I knowhim。’ Hewasspeedilydressed,andaswelldisguisedashecouldbe。 Withalighterhearthethensetoffuponhissecondjourney,leavingHugh,whowasstillinadrunkenstupor,stretcheduponthegroundwithintheshed,andhisfatherwalkingtoandfrobeforeit。 Themurderer,fullofanxiousthoughts,lookedafterhim,andpacedupanddown,disquietedbyeverybreathofairthatwhisperedamongtheboughs,andbyeverylightshadowthrownbythepassingcloudsuponthedaisiedground。Hewasanxiousforhissafereturn,andyet,thoughhisownlifeandsafetyhunguponit,feltareliefwhilehewasgone。Intheintenseselfishnesswhichtheconstantpresencebeforehimofhisgreatcrimes,andtheirconsequenceshereandhereafter,engendered,everythoughtofBarnaby,ashisson,wasswallowedupandlost。Still,hispresencewasatortureandreproach;inhiswildeyes,therewereterribleimagesofthatguiltynight;withhisunearthlyaspect,andhishalf-formedmind,heseemedtothemurdereracreaturewhohadsprungintoexistencefromhisvictim’sblood。Hecouldnotbearhislook,hisvoice,histouch;andyethewasforced,byhisowndesperateconditionandhisonlyhopeofcheatingthegibbet,tohavehimbyhisside,andtoknowthathewasinseparablefromhissinglechanceofescape。 Hewalkedtoandfro,withlittlerest,allday,revolvingthesethingsinhismind;andstillHughlay,unconscious,intheshed。 Atlength,whenthesunwassetting,Barnabyreturned,leadingtheblindman,andtalkingearnestlytohimastheycamealongtogether。 Themurdereradvancedtomeetthem,andbiddinghissongoonandspeaktoHugh,whohadjustthenstaggeredtohisfeet,tookhisplaceattheblindman’selbow,andslowlyfollowed,towardstheshed。 ’WhydidyousendHIM?’saidStagg。’Don’tyouknowitwasthewaytohavehimlost,assoonasfound?’ ’Wouldyouhavehadmecomemyself?’returnedtheother。 ’Humph!Perhapsnot。IwasbeforethejailonTuesdaynight,butmissedyouinthecrowd。Iwasoutlastnight,too。Therewasgoodworklastnight——gaywork——profitablework’——headded,rattlingthemoneyinhispockets。 ’Haveyou——’—— ’Seenyourgoodlady?Yes。’ ’Doyoumeantotellmemore,ornot?’ ’I’lltellyouall,’returnedtheblindman,withalaugh。’Excuseme——butIlovetoseeyousoimpatient。There’senergyinit。’ ’Doessheconsenttosaythewordthatmaysaveme?’ ’No,’returnedtheblindmanemphatically,asheturnedhisfacetowardshim。’No。Thusitis。Shehasbeenatdeath’sdoorsinceshelostherdarling——hasbeeninsensible,andIknownotwhat。I trackedhertoahospital,andpresentedmyself(withyourleave) atherbedside。Ourtalkwasnotalongone,forshewasweak,andtherebeingpeoplenearIwasnotquiteeasy。ButItoldherallthatyouandIagreedupon,andpointedouttheyounggentleman’sposition,instrongterms。Shetriedtosoftenme,butthat,ofcourse(asItoldher),waslosttime。Shecriedandmoaned,youmaybesure;allwomendo。Then,ofasudden,shefoundhervoiceandstrength,andsaidthatHeavenwouldhelpherandherinnocentson;andthattoHeavensheappealedagainstus——whichshedid;inreallyveryprettylanguage,Iassureyou。Iadvisedher,asafriend,nottocounttoomuchonassistancefromanysuchdistantquarter——recommendedhertothinkofit——toldherwhereIlived—— saidIknewshewouldsendtomebeforenoon,nextday——andlefther,eitherinafaintorshamming。’ Whenhehadconcludedthisnarration,duringwhichhehadmadeseveralpauses,fortheconvenienceofcrackingandeatingnuts,ofwhichheseemedtohaveapocketful,theblindmanpulledaflaskfromhispocket,tookadraughthimself,andofferedittohiscompanion。 ’Youwon’t,won’tyou?’hesaid,feelingthathepusheditfromhim。’Well!Thenthegallantgentlemanwho’slodgingwithyou,will。Hallo,bully!’ ’Death!’saidtheother,holdinghimback。’WillyoutellmewhatIamtodo!’ ’Do!Nothingeasier。Makeamoonlightflittingintwohours’timewiththeyounggentleman(he’squitereadytogo;Ihavebeengivinghimgoodadviceaswecamealong),andgetasfarfromLondonasyoucan。Letmeknowwhereyouare,andleavetheresttome。SheMUSTcomeround;shecan’tholdoutlong;andastothechancesofyourbeingretakeninthemeanwhile,whyitwasn’tonemanwhogotoutofNewgate,butthreehundred。Thinkofthat,foryourcomfort。’ ’Wemustsupportlife。How?’ ’How!’repeatedtheblindman。’Byeatinganddrinking。Andhowgetmeatanddrink,butbypayingforit!Money!’hecried,slappinghispocket。’Ismoneytheword?Why,thestreetshavebeenrunningmoney。Devilsendthatthesport’snotoveryet,forthesearejollytimes;golden,rare,roaring,scramblingtimes。 Hallo,bully!Hallo!Hallo!Drink,bully,drink。Whereareyethere!Hallo!’ Withsuchvociferations,andwithaboisterousmannerwhichbespokehisperfectabandonmenttothegenerallicenceanddisorder,hegropedhiswaytowardstheshed,whereHughandBarnabyweresittingontheground。 ’Putitabout!’hecried,handinghisflasktoHugh。’Thekennelsrunwithwineandgold。Guineasandstrongwaterflowfromtheverypumps。Aboutwithit,don’tspareit!’ Exhausted,unwashed,unshorn,begrimedwithsmokeanddust,hishairclottedwithblood,hisvoicequitegone,sothathespokeinwhispers;hisskinparchedupbyfever,hiswholebodybruisedandcut,andbeatenabout,Hughstilltooktheflask,andraisedittohislips。Hewasintheactofdrinking,whenthefrontoftheshedwassuddenlydarkened,andDennisstoodbeforethem。 ’Nooffence,nooffence,’saidthatpersonageinaconciliatorytone,asHughstoppedinhisdraught,andeyedhim,withnopleasantlook,fromheadtofoot。’Nooffence,brother。Barnabyheretoo,eh?Howareyou,Barnaby?Andtwoothergentlemen! Yourhumbleservant,gentlemen。NooffencetoYOUeither,Ihope。 Eh,brothers?’ Notwithstandingthathespokeinthisveryfriendlyandconfidentmanner,heseemedtohaveconsiderablehesitationaboutentering,andremainedoutsidetheroof。Hewasratherbetterdressedthanusual:wearingthesamesuitofthreadbareblack,itistrue,buthavingroundhisneckanunwholesome-lookingcravatofayellowishwhite;and,onhishands,greatleathergloves,suchasagardenermightwearinfollowinghistrade。Hisshoeswerenewlygreased,andornamentedwithapairofrustyironbuckles;thepackthreadathiskneeshadbeenrenewed;andwherehewantedbuttons,heworepins。Altogether,hehadsomethingthelookofatipstaff,orabailiff’sfollower,desperatelyfaded,butwhohadanotionofkeepinguptheappearanceofaprofessionalcharacter,andmakingthebestoftheworstmeans。 ’You’reverysnughere,’saidMrDennis,pullingoutamouldypocket-handkerchief,whichlookedlikeadecomposedhalter,andwipinghisforeheadinanervousmanner。 ’Notsnugenoughtopreventyourfindingus,itseems,’Hughanswered,sulkily。 ’WhyI’lltellyouwhat,brother,’saidDennis,withafriendlysmile,’whenyoudon’twantmetoknowwhichwayyou’reriding,youmustwearanothersortofbellsonyourhorse。Ah!Iknowthesoundofthemyouworelastnight,andhavegotquickearsfor’em; that’sthetruth。Well,buthowareyou,brother?’ Hehadbythistimeapproached,andnowventuredtositdownbyhim。 ’HowamI?’answeredHugh。’Wherewereyouyesterday?Wheredidyougowhenyouleftmeinthejail?Whydidyouleaveme?Andwhatdidyoumeanbyrollingyoureyesandshakingyourfistatme,eh?’ ’Ishakemyfist!——atyou,brother!’saidDennis,gentlycheckingHugh’supliftedhand,whichlookedthreatening。 ’Yourstick,then;it’sallone。’ ’Lordloveyou,brother,Imeantnothing。Youdon’tunderstandmebyhalf。Ishouldn’twondernow,’headded,inthetoneofadespondingandaninjuredman,’butyouthought,becauseIwantedthemchapsleftintheprison,thatIwasagoingtodesertthebanners?’ Hughtoldhim,withanoath,thathehadthoughtso。 ’Well!’saidMrDennis,mournfully,’ifyouan’tenoughtomakeamanmistrusthisfeller-creeturs,Idon’tknowwhatis。Desertthebanners!Me!NedDennis,aswassochristenedbyhisownfather!——Isthisaxeyour’n,brother?’ Yes,it’smine,’saidHugh,inthesamesullenmannerasbefore; ’itmighthavehurtyou,ifyouhadcomeinitswayonceortwicelastnight。Putitdown。’ ’Mighthavehurtme!’saidMrDennis,stillkeepingitinhishand,andfeelingtheedgewithanairofabstraction。’Mighthavehurtme!andmeexertingmyselfallthetimetothewerybestadvantage。 Here’saworld!Andyou’renota-goingtoaskmetotakeasupoutofthat’erebottle,eh?’ Hughpassedittowardshim。Asheraisedittohislips,Barnabyjumpedup,andmotioningthemtobesilent,lookedeagerlyout。 ’What’sthematter,Barnaby?’saidDennis,glancingatHughanddroppingtheflask,butstillholdingtheaxeinhishand。 ’Hush!’heansweredsoftly。’WhatdoIseeglitteringbehindthehedge?’ ’What!’criedthehangman,raisinghisvoicetoitshighestpitch,andlayingholdofhimandHugh。’NotSOLDIERS,surely!’ Thatmoment,theshedwasfilledwitharmedmen;andabodyofhorse,gallopingintothefield,drewupbeforeit。 ’There!’saidDennis,whoremaineduntouchedamongthemwhentheyhadseizedtheirprisoners;’it’sthemtwoyoungones,gentlemen,thattheproclamationputsapriceon。Thisother’sanescapedfelon——I’msorryforit,brother,’headded,inatoneofresignation,addressinghimselftoHugh;’butyou’vebroughtitonyourself;youforcedmetodoit;youwouldn’trespectthesoundestconstitootionalprinciples,youknow;youwentandwiolatedtheweryframeworkofsociety。Ihadsoonerhavegivenawayatrifleincharitythandonethis,Iwoulduponmysoul——Ifyou’llkeepfastholdon’em,gentlemen,IthinkIcanmakeashifttotie’embetterthanyoucan。’ Butthisoperationwaspostponedforafewmomentsbyanewoccurrence。Theblindman,whoseearswerequickerthanmostpeople’ssight,hadbeenalarmed,beforeBarnaby,byarustlinginthebushes,undercoverofwhichthesoldiershadadvanced。Heretreatedinstantly——hadhiddensomewhereforaminute——andprobablyinhisconfusionmistakingthepointatwhichhehademerged,wasnowseenrunningacrosstheopenmeadow。 Anofficercrieddirectlythathehadhelpedtoplunderahouselastnight。Hewasloudlycalledon,tosurrender。Herantheharder,andinafewsecondswouldhavebeenoutofgunshot。Thewordwasgiven,andthemenfired。 Therewasabreathlesspauseandaprofoundsilence,duringwhichalleyeswerefixeduponhim。Hehadbeenseentostartatthedischarge,asifthereporthadfrightenedhim。Butheneitherstoppednorslackenedhispaceintheleast,andranonfullfortyyardsfurther。Then,withoutonereelorstagger,orsignoffaintness,orquiveringofanylimb,hedropped。 Someofthemhurrieduptowherehelay;——thehangmanwiththem。 Everythinghadpassedsoquickly,thatthesmokehadnotyetscattered,butcurledslowlyoffinalittlecloud,whichseemedlikethedeadman’sspiritmovingsolemnlyaway。Therewereafewdropsofblooduponthegrass——more,whentheyturnedhimover—— thatwasall。 ’Lookhere!Lookhere!’saidthehangman,stoopingonekneebesidethebody,andgazingupwithadisconsolatefaceattheofficerandmen。’Here’saprettysight!’ ’Standoutoftheway,’repliedtheofficer。’Serjeant!seewhathehadabouthim。’ Themanturnedhispocketsoutuponthegrass,andcounted,besidessomeforeigncoinsandtworings,five-and-fortyguineasingold。 Thesewerebundledupinahandkerchiefandcarriedaway;thebodyremainedthereforthepresent,butsixmenandtheserjeantwerelefttotakeittothenearestpublic-house。 ’Nowthen,ifyou’regoing,’saidtheserjeant,clappingDennisontheback,andpointingaftertheofficerwhowaswalkingtowardstheshed。 TowhichMrDennisonlyreplied,’Don’ttalktome!’andthenrepeatedwhathehadsaidbefore,namely,’Here’saprettysight!’ ’It’snotonethatyoucareformuch,Ishouldthink,’observedtheserjeantcoolly。 ’Why,who,’saidMrDennisrising,’shouldcareforit,ifI don’t?’ ’Oh!Ididn’tknowyouwassotender-hearted,’saidtheserjeant。 ’That’sall!’ ’Tender-hearted!’echoedDennis。’Tender-hearted!Lookatthisman。DoyoucallTHISconstitootional?DoyouseehimshotthroughandthroughinsteadofbeingworkedofflikeaBriton? Damme,ifIknowwhichpartytosidewith。You’reasbadastheother。What’stobecomeofthecountryifthemilitarypower’stogoasupersedingtheciwiliansinthisway?Where’sthispoorfeller-creetur’srightsasacitizen,thathedidn’thaveMEinhislastmoments!Iwashere。Iwaswilling。Iwasready。Thesearenicetimes,brother,tohavethedeadcryingoutagainstusinthisway,andsleepcomfortablyinourbedsarterwards;werynice!’ Whetherhederivedanymaterialconsolationfrombindingtheprisoners,isuncertain;mostprobablyhedid。Atalleventshisbeingsummonedtothatwork,divertedhim,forthetime,fromthesepainfulreflections,andgavehisthoughtsamorecongenialoccupation。 Theywerenotallthreecarriedofftogether,butintwoparties; Barnabyandhisfather,goingbyoneroadinthecentreofabodyoffoot;andHugh,fastbounduponahorse,andstronglyguardedbyatroopofcavalry,beingtakenbyanother。 Theyhadnoopportunityfortheleastcommunication,intheshortintervalwhichprecededtheirdeparture;beingkeptstrictlyapart。 HughonlyobservedthatBarnabywalkedwithadroopingheadamonghisguard,and,withoutraisinghiseyes,thathetriedtowavehisfetteredhandwhenhepassed。Forhimself,hebuoyeduphiscourageasherodealong,withtheassurancethatthemobwouldforcehisjailwhereveritmightbe,andsethimatliberty。ButwhentheygotintoLondon,andmoreespeciallyintoFleetMarket,latelythestrongholdoftherioters,wherethemilitarywererootingoutthelastremnantofthecrowd,hesawthatthishopewasgone,andfeltthathewasridingtohisdeath。 Chapter70 MrDennishavingdespatchedthispieceofbusinesswithoutanypersonalhurtorinconvenience,andhavingnowretiredintothetranquilrespectabilityofprivatelife,resolvedtosolacehimselfwithhalfanhourorsooffemalesociety。Withthisamiablepurposeinhismind,hebenthisstepstowardsthehousewhereDollyandMissHaredalewerestillconfined,andwhitherMissMiggshadalsobeenremovedbyorderofMrSimonTappertit。 Ashewalkedalongthestreetswithhisleatherglovesclaspedbehindhim,andhisfaceindicativeofcheerfulthoughtandpleasantcalculation,MrDennismighthavebeenlikeneduntoafarmerruminatingamonghiscrops,andenjoyingbyanticipationthebountifulgiftsofProvidence。Lookwherehewould,someheapofruinsaffordedhimrichpromiseofaworkingoff;thewholetownappearedtohavebeenploughedandsown,andnurturedbymostgenialweather;andagoodlyharvestwasathand。 Havingtakenuparmsandresortedtodeedsofviolence,withthegreatmainobjectofpreservingtheOldBaileyinallitspurity,andthegallowsinallitspristineusefulnessandmoralgrandeur,itwouldperhapsbegoingtoofartoassertthatMrDennishadeverdistinctlycontemplatedandforeseenthishappystateofthings。 Heratherlookeduponitasoneofthosebeautifuldispensationswhichareinscrutablybroughtaboutforthebehoofandadvantageofgoodmen。Hefelt,asitwere,personallyreferredto,inthisprosperousripeningforthegibbet;andhadneverconsideredhimselfsomuchthepetandfavouritechildofDestiny,orlovedthatladysowellorwithsuchacalmandvirtuousreliance,inallhislife。 Astobeingtakenup,himself,forarioter,andpunishedwiththerest,MrDennisdismissedthatpossibilityfromhisthoughtsasanidlechimera;arguingthatthelineofconducthehadadoptedatNewgate,andtheservicehehadrenderedthatday,wouldbemorethanaset-offagainstanyevidencewhichmightidentifyhimasamemberofthecrowd。Thatanychargeofcompanionshipwhichmightbemadeagainsthimbythosewhowerethemselvesindanger,wouldcertainlygofornought。Andthatifanytrivialindiscretiononhispartshouldunluckilycomeout,theuncommonusefulnessofhisoffice,atpresent,andthegreatdemandfortheexerciseofitsfunctions,wouldcertainlycauseittobewinkedat,andpassedover。Inaword,hehadplayedhiscardsthroughout,withgreatcare;hadchangedsidesattheverynickoftime;haddelivereduptwoofthemostnotoriousrioters,andadistinguishedfelontoboot;andwasquiteathisease。 Saving——forthereisareservation;andevenMrDenniswasnotperfectlyhappy——savingforonecircumstance;towit,theforcibledetentionofDollyandMissHaredale,inahousealmostadjoininghisown。Thiswasastumbling-block;foriftheywerediscoveredandreleased,theycould,bythetestimonytheyhaditintheirpowertogive,placehiminasituationofgreatjeopardy;andtosetthematliberty,firstextortingfromthemanoathofsecrecyandsilence,wasathingnottobethoughtof。Itwasmore,perhaps,withaneyetothedangerwhichlurkedinthisquarter,thanfromhisabstractloveofconversationwiththesex,thatthehangman,quickeninghissteps,nowhastenedintotheirsociety,cursingtheamorousnaturesofHughandMrTappertitwithgreatheartiness,ateverystephetook。 Whenbeenteredthemiserableroominwhichtheywereconfined,DollyandMissHaredalewithdrewinsilencetotheremotestcorner。 ButMissMiggs,whowasparticularlytenderofherreputation,immediatelyfelluponherkneesandbegantoscreamveryloud,crying,’Whatwillbecomeofme!’——’WhereismySimmuns!’——’Havemercy,goodgentlemen,onmysex’sweaknesses!’——withotherdolefullamentationsofthatnature,whichshedeliveredwithgreatproprietyanddecorum。 ’Miss,miss,’whisperedDennis,beckoningtoherwithhisforefinger,’comehere——Iwon’thurtyou。Comehere,mylamb,willyou?’ Onhearingthistenderepithet,MissMiggs,whohadleftoffscreamingwhenheopenedhislips,andhadlistenedtohimattentively,beganagain,crying:’OhI’mhislamb!HesaysI’mhislamb!Ohgracious,whywasn’tIbornoldandugly!WhywasI evermadetobetheyoungestofsix,andallof’emdeadandintheirblessedgraves,exceptingonemarriedsister,whichissettledinGoldenLionCourt,numbertwenty-sivin,secondbell- handleonthe——!’ ’Don’tIsayIan’ta-goingtohurtyou?’saidDennis,pointingtoachair。’Whymiss,what’sthematter?’ ’Idon’tknowwhatmayn’tbethematter!’criedMissMiggs,claspingherhandsdistractedly。’Anythingmaybethematter!’ ’Butnothingis,Itellyou,’saidthehangman。’Firststopthatnoiseandcomeandsitdownhere,willyou,chuckey?’ Thecoaxingtoneinwhichhesaidtheselatterwordsmighthavefailedinitsobject,ifhehadnotaccompaniedthemwithsundrysharpjerksofhisthumboveroneshoulder,andwithdiverswinksandthrustingsofhistongueintohischeek,fromwhichsignalsthedamselgatheredthathesoughttospeaktoherapart,concerningMissHaredaleandDolly。Hercuriositybeingverypowerful,andherjealousybynomeansinactive,shearose,andwithagreatdealofshiveringandstartingback,andmuchmuscularactionamongallthesmallbonesinherthroat,graduallyapproachedhim。 ’Sitdown,’saidthehangman。 Suitingtheactiontotheword,hethrustherrathersuddenlyandprematurelyintoachair,anddesigningtoreassureherbyalittleharmlessjocularity,suchasisadaptedtopleaseandfascinatethesex,convertedhisrightforefingerintoanidealbradawlorgimlet,andmadeasthoughhewouldscrewthesameintoherside—— whereatMissMiggsshriekedagain,andevincedsymptomsoffaintness。 ’Lovey,mydear,’whisperedDennis,drawinghischairclosetohers。’Whenwasyouryoungmanherelast,eh?’ ’MYyoungman,goodgentleman!’answeredMiggsinatoneofexquisitedistress。 ’Ah!Simmuns,youknow——him?’saidDennis。 ’Mineindeed!’criedMiggs,withaburstofbitterness——andasshesaidit,sheglancedtowardsDolly。’MINE,goodgentleman!’ ThiswasjustwhatMrDenniswanted,andexpected。 ’Ah!’hesaid,lookingsosoothingly,nottosayamorouslyonMiggs,thatshesat,assheafterwardsremarked,onpinsandneedlesofthesharpestWhitechapelkind,notknowingwhatintentionsmightbesuggestingthatexpressiontohisfeatures: ’Iwasafraidofthat。Isawasmuchmyself。It’sherfault。SheWILLentice’em。’ ’Iwouldn’t,’criedMiggs,foldingherhandsandlookingupwardswithakindofdevoutblankness,’Iwouldn’tlaymyselfoutasshedoes;Iwouldn’tbeasboldasher;Iwouldn’tseemtosaytoallmalecreeturs“Comeandkissme“’——andhereashudderquiteconvulsedherframe——’foranyearthlycrownsasmightbeoffered。 Worlds,’Miggsaddedsolemnly,’shouldnotreduceme。No。NotifIwasWenis。’ ’Well,butyouAREWenus,youknow,’saidMrDennis,confidentially。 ’No,Iamnot,goodgentleman,’answeredMiggs,shakingherheadwithanairofself-denialwhichseemedtoimplythatshemightbeifshechose,butshehopedsheknewbetter。’No,Iamnot,goodgentleman。Don’tchargemewithit。’ Uptothistimeshehadturnedround,everynowandthen,towhereDollyandMissHaredalehadretiredandutteredascream,orgroan,orlaidherhanduponherheartandtrembledexcessively,withaviewofkeepingupappearances,andgivingthemtounderstandthatsheconversedwiththevisitor,underprotestandoncompulsion,andatagreatpersonalsacrifice,fortheircommongood。Butatthispoint,MrDennislookedsoveryfullofmeaning,andgavesuchasingularlyexpressivetwitchtohisfaceasarequesttohertocomestillnearertohim,thatsheabandonedtheselittlearts,andgavehimherwholeandundividedattention。 ’WhenwasSimmunshere,Isay?’quothDennis,inherear。 ’Notsinceyesterdaymorning;andthenonlyforafewminutes。Notallday,thedaybefore。’ ’Youknowhemeantallalongtocarryoffthatone!’saidDennis,indicatingDollybytheslightestpossiblejerkofhishead:——’Andtohandyouovertosomebodyelse。’ MissMiggs,whohadfallenintoaterriblestateofgriefwhenthefirstpartofthissentencewasspoken,recoveredalittleatthesecond,andseemedbythesuddenchecksheputuponhertears,tointimatethatpossiblythisarrangementmightmeetherviews;andthatitmight,perhaps,remainanopenquestion。 ’——Butunfort’nately,’pursuedDennis,whoobservedthis:’somebodyelsewasfondofhertoo,yousee;andevenifhewasn’t,somebodyelseistookforarioter,andit’salloverwithhim。’ MissMiggsrelapsed。 ’NowIwant,’saidDennis,’toclearthishouse,andtoseeyourighted。WhatifIwastogetheroff,outoftheway,eh?’ MissMiggs,brighteningagain,rejoined,withmanybreaksandpausesfromexcessoffeeling,thattemptationshadbeenSimmuns’sbane。Thatitwasnothisfaults,buthers(meaningDolly’s)。 Thatmendidnotseethroughthesedreadfulartsaswomendid,andthereforewascagedandtrapped,asSimmunhadbeen。Thatshehadnopersonalmotivestoserve——farfromit——onthecontrary,herintentionswasgoodtowardsallparties。ButforasmuchassheknowedthatSimmun,ifunitedtoanydesigningandartfulminxes(shewouldnamenonames,forthatwasnotherdispositions)——toANYdesigningandartfulminxes——mustbemademiserableandunhappyforlife,sheDIDinclinetowardsprewentions。Such,sheadded,washerfreeconfessions。Butasthiswasprivatefeelings,andmightperhapsbelookeduponaswengeance,shebeggedthegentlemanwouldsaynomore。Whateverhesaid,wishingtodoherdutybyallmankind,evenbythemashadeverbeenherbitterestenemies,shewouldnotlistentohim。Withthatshestoppedherears,andshookherheadfromsidetoside,tointimatetoMrDennisthatthoughhetalkeduntilhehadnobreathleft,shewasasdeafasanyadder。 ’Lookeehere,mysugar-stick,’saidMrDennis,’ifyourview’sthesameasmine,andyou’llonlybequietandslipawayattherighttime,Icanhavethehouseclearto-morrow,andbeoutofthistrouble——Stopthough!there’stheother。’ ’Whichother,sir?’askedMiggs——stillwithherfingersinherearsandherheadshakingobstinately。 ’Why,thetallestone,yonder,’saidDennis,ashestrokedhischin,andadded,inanundertonetohimself,somethingaboutnotcrossingMusterGashford。 MissMiggsreplied(stillbeingprofoundlydeaf)thatifMissHaredalestoodinthewayatall,hemightmakehimselfquiteeasyonthatscore;asshehadgathered,fromwhatpassedbetweenHughandMrTappertitwhentheywerelastthere,thatshewastoberemovedalone(notbythem,butbysomebodyelse),to-morrownight。 MrDennisopenedhiseyesverywideatthispieceofinformation,whistledonce,consideredonce,andfinallyslappedhisheadonceandnoddedonce,asifhehadgotthecluetothismysteriousremoval,andsodismissedit。ThenheimpartedhisdesignconcerningDollytoMissMiggs,whowastakenmoredeafthanbefore,whenhebegan;andsoremained,allthrough。 Thenotableschemewasthis。MrDenniswasimmediatelytoseekoutfromamongtherioters,somedaringyoungfellow(andhehadoneinhiseye,hesaid),who,terrifiedbythethreatshecouldholdouttohim,andalarmedbythecaptureofsomanywhowerenobetterandnoworsethanhe,wouldgladlyavailhimselfofanyhelptogetabroad,andoutofharm’sway,withhisplunder,eventhoughhisjourneywereincumberedbyanunwillingcompanion;indeed,theunwillingcompanionbeingabeautifulgirl,wouldprobablybeanadditionalinducementandtemptation。Suchapersonfound,heproposedtobringhimthereontheensuingnight,whenthetallonewastakenoff,andMissMiggshadpurposelyretired;andthenthatDollyshouldbegagged,muffledinacloak,andcarriedinanyhandyconveyancedowntotheriver’sside;wheretherewereabundantmeansofgettinghersmuggledsnuglyoffinanysmallcraftofdoubtfulcharacter,andnoquestionsasked。Withregardtotheexpenseofthisremoval,hewouldsay,ataroughcalculation,thattwoorthreesilverteaorcoffee-pots,withsomethingadditionalfordrink(suchasamuffineer,ortoast- rack),wouldmorethancoverit。ArticlesofplateofeverykindhavingbeenburiedbytheriotersinseverallonelypartsofLondon,andparticularly,asheknew,inStJames’sSquare,which,thougheasyofaccess,waslittlefrequentedafterdark,andhadaconvenientpieceofwaterinthemidst,theneedfulfundswerecloseathand,andcouldbehadupontheshortestnotice。WithregardtoDolly,thegentlemanwouldexercisehisowndiscretion。 Hewouldbeboundtodonothingbuttotakeheraway,andkeepheraway。Allotherarrangementsanddispositionswouldrestentirelywithhimself。 IfMissMiggshadhadherhearing,nodoubtshewouldhavebeengreatlyshockedbytheindelicacyofayoungfemale’sgoingawaywithastrangerbynight(forhermoralfeelings,aswehavesaid,wereofthetenderestkind);butdirectlyMrDennisceasedtospeak,sheremindedhimthathehadonlywastedbreath。Shethenwentontosay(stillwithherfingersinherears)thatnothinglessthanaseverepracticallessonwouldsavethelocksmith’sdaughterfromutterruin;andthatshefeltit,asitwere,amoralobligationandasacreddutytothefamily,towishthatsomeonewoulddeviseoneforherreformation。MissMiggsremarked,andveryjustly,asanabstractsentimentwhichhappenedtooccurtoheratthemoment,thatshedaredtosaythelocksmithandhiswifewouldmurmur,andrepine,iftheywereever,byforcibleabduction,orotherwise,tolosetheirchild;butthatweseldomknew,inthisworld,whatwasbestforus:suchbeingoursinfulandimperfectnatures,thatveryfewarrivedatthatclearunderstanding。 Havingbroughttheirconversationtothissatisfactoryend,theyparted:Dennis,topursuehisdesign,andtakeanotherwalkabouthisfarm;MissMiggs,tolaunch,whenhelefther,intosuchaburstofmentalanguish(whichshegavethemtounderstandwasoccasionedbycertaintenderthingshehadhadthepresumptionandaudacitytosay),thatlittleDolly’sheartwasquitemelted。 Indeed,shesaidanddidsomuchtosoothetheoutragedfeelingsofMissMiggs,andlookedsobeautifulwhiledoingso,thatifthatyoungmaidhadnothadampleventforhersurpassingspite,inaknowledgeofthemischiefthatwasbrewing,shemusthavescratchedherfeatures,onthespot。 Chapter71 Allnextday,EmmaHaredale,Dolly,andMiggs,remainedcoopeduptogetherinwhathadnowbeentheirprisonforsomanydays,withoutseeinganyperson,orhearinganysoundbutthemurmuredconversation,inanouterroom,ofthemenwhokeptwatchoverthem。Thereappearedtobemoreofthesefellowsthantherehadbeenhitherto;andtheycouldnolongerhearthevoicesofwomen,whichtheyhadbeforeplainlydistinguished。Somenewexcitement,too,seemedtoprevailamongthem;fortherewasmuchstealthygoinginandout,andaconstantquestioningofthosewhowerenewlyarrived。Theyhadpreviouslybeenquiterecklessintheirbehaviour;oftenmakingagreatuproar;quarrellingamongthemselves,fighting,dancing,andsinging。Theywerenowverysubduedandsilent,conversingalmostinwhispers,andstealinginandoutwithasoftandstealthytread,verydifferentfromtheboisteroustramplinginwhichtheirarrivalsanddepartureshadhithertobeenannouncedtothetremblingcaptives。 Whetherthischangewasoccasionedbythepresenceamongthemofsomepersonofauthorityintheirranks,orbyanyothercause,theywereunabletodecide。Sometimestheythoughtitwasinpartattributabletotherebeingasickmaninthechamber,forlastnighttherehadbeenashufflingoffeet,asthoughaburdenwerebroughtin,andafterwardsamoaningnoise。Buttheyhadnomeansofascertainingthetruth:foranyquestionorentreatyontheirpartsonlyprovokedastormofexecrations,orsomethingworse;andtheyweretoohappytobeleftalone,unassailedbythreatsoradmiration,toriskeventhatcomfort,byanyvoluntarycommunicationwiththosewhoheldthemindurance。 Itwassufficientlyevident,bothtoEmmaandtothelocksmith’spoorlittledaughterherself,thatshe,Dolly,wasthegreatobjectofattraction;andthatsosoonastheyshouldhaveleisuretoindulgeinthesofterpassion,HughandMrTappertitwouldcertainlyfalltoblowsforhersake;inwhichlattercase,itwasnotverydifficulttoseewhoseprizeshewouldbecome。Withallheroldhorrorofthatmanrevived,anddeepenedintoadegreeofaversionandabhorrencewhichnolanguagecandescribe;withathousandoldrecollectionsandregrets,andcausesofdistress,anxiety,andfear,besettingheronallsides;poorDollyVarden—— sweet,blooming,buxomDolly——begantohangherhead,andfade,anddroop,likeabeautifulflower。Thecolourfledfromhercheeks,hercourageforsookher,hergentleheartfailed。Unmindfulofallherprovokingcaprices,forgetfulofallherconquestsandinconstancy,withallherwinninglittlevanitiesquitegone,shenestledallthelivelongdayinEmmaHaredale’sbosom;and,sometimescallingonherdearoldgrey-hairedfather,sometimesonhermother,andsometimesevenonheroldhome,pinedslowlyaway,likeapoorbirdinitscage。 Lighthearts,lighthearts,thatfloatsogailyonasmoothstream,thataresosparklingandbuoyantinthesunshine——downuponfruit,bloomuponflowers,blushinsummerair,lifeofthewingedinsect,whosewholeexistenceisaday——howsoonyesinkintroubledwater! PoorDolly’sheart——alittle,gentle,idle,ficklething;giddy,restless,fluttering;constanttonothingbutbrightlooks,andsmilesandlaughter——Dolly’sheartwasbreaking。 Emmahadknowngrief,andcouldbearitbetter。Shehadlittlecomforttoimpart,butshecouldsootheandtendher,andshedidso;andDollyclungtoherlikeachildtoitsnurse。Inendeavouringtoinspireherwithsomefortitude,sheincreasedherown;andthoughthenightswerelong,andthedaysdismal,andshefeltthewastinginfluenceofwatchingandfatigue,andhadperhapsamoredefinedandclearperceptionoftheirdestituteconditionanditsworstdangers,sheutterednocomplaint。Beforetheruffians,inwhosepowertheywere,sheboreherselfsocalmly,andwithsuchanappearance,inthemidstofallherterror,ofasecretconvictionthattheydarednotharmher,thattherewasnotamanamongthembutheldherinsomedegreeofdread;andmorethanonebelievedshehadaweaponhiddeninherdress,andwaspreparedtouseit。 SuchwastheirconditionwhentheywerejoinedbyMissMiggs,whogavethemtounderstandthatshetoohadbeentakenprisonerbecauseofhercharms,anddetailedsuchfeatsofresistanceshehadperformed(hervirtuehavinggivenhersupernaturalstrength),thattheyfeltitquiteahappinesstohaveherforachampion。 NorwasthistheonlycomforttheyderivedatfirstfromMiggs’spresenceandsociety:forthatyoungladydisplayedsuchresignationandlong-suffering,andsomuchmeekendurance,underhertrials,andbreathedinallherchastediscourseaspiritofsuchholyconfidenceandresignation,anddevoutbeliefthatallwouldhappenforthebest,thatEmmafelthercouragestrengthenedbythebrightexample;neverdoubtingbutthateverythingshesaidwastrue,andthatshe,likethem,wastornfromallsheloved,andagonisedbydoubtandapprehension。AstopoorDolly,shewasroused,atfirst,byseeingonewhocamefromhome;butwhensheheardunderwhatcircumstancesshehadleftit,andintowhosehandsherfatherhadfallen,sheweptmorebitterlythanever,andrefusedallcomfort。 MissMiggswasatsometroubletoreproveherforthisstateofmind,andtoentreathertotakeexamplebyherself,who,shesaid,wasnowreceivingback,withinterest,tenfoldtheamountofhersubscriptionstothered-brickdwelling-house,inthearticlesofpeaceofmindandaquietconscience。And,whileonserioustopics,MissMiggsconsidereditherdutytotryherhandattheconversionofMissHaredale;forwhoseimprovementshelaunchedintoapolemicaladdressofsomelength,inthecoursewhereof,shelikenedherselfuntoachosenmissionary,andthatyoungladytoacannibalindarkness。Indeed,shereturnedsooftentothesesublects,andsofrequentlycalleduponthemtotakealessonfromher,——atthesametimevauntingand,asitwere,riotingin,herhugeunworthiness,andabundantexcessofsin,——that,inthecourseofashorttime,shebecame,inthatsmallchamber,ratheranuisancethanacomfort,andrenderedthem,ifpossible,evenmoreunhappythantheyhadbeenbefore。 Thenighthadnowcome;andforthefirsttime(fortheirjailershadbeenregularinbringingfoodandcandles),theywereleftindarkness。Anychangeintheirconditioninsuchaplaceinspirednewfears;andwhensomehourshadpassed,andthegloomwasstillunbroken,Emmacouldnolongerrepressheralarm。 Theylistenedattentively。Therewasthesamemurmuringintheouterroom,andnowandthenamoanwhichseemedtobewrungfromapersoningreatpain,whomadeanefforttosubdueit,butcouldnot。Eventhesemenseemedtobeindarknesstoo;fornolightshonethroughthechinksinthedoor,norweretheymoving,astheircustomwas,butquitestill:thesilencebeingunbrokenbysomuchasthecreakingofaboard。 Atfirst,MissMiggswonderedgreatlyinherownmindwhothissickpersonmightbe;butarriving,onsecondthoughts,attheconclusionthathewasapartoftheschemesonfoot,andanartfuldevicesoontobeemployedwithgreatsuccess,sheopined,forMissHaredale’scomfort,thatitmustbesomemisguidedPapistwhohadbeenwounded:andthishappysuppositionencouragedhertosay,underherbreath,’AllyLooyer!’severaltimes。 ’Isitpossible,’saidEmma,withsomeindignation,’thatyouwhohaveseenthesemencommittingtheoutragesyouhavetoldusof,andwhohavefallenintotheirhands,likeus,canexultintheircruelties!’ ’Personalconsiderations,miss,’rejoinedMiggs,’sinksintonothing,aforeanoblecause。AllyLooyer!AllyLooyer!AllyLooyer,goodgentlemen!’ ItseemedfromtheshrillpertinacitywithwhichMissMiggsrepeatedthisformofacclamation,thatshewascallingthesamethroughthekeyholeofthedoor;butintheprofounddarknessshecouldnotbeseen。 ’Ifthetimehascome——Heavenknowsitmaycomeatanymoment——whentheyarebentonprosecutingthedesigns,whatevertheymaybe,withwhichtheyhavebroughtushere,canyoustillencourage,andtakepartwiththem?’demandedEmma。 ’Ithankmygoodness-gracious-blessed-starsIcan,miss,’returnedMiggs,withincreasedenergy——’AllyLooyer,goodgentlemen!’ EvenDolly,castdownanddisappointedasshewas,revivedatthis,andbadeMiggsholdhertonguedirectly。 ’WHICH,wasyoupleasedtoobserve,MissVarden?’saidMiggs,withastrongemphasisontheirrelativepronoun。 Dollyrepeatedherrequest。 ’Ho,graciousme!’criedMiggs,withhystericalderision。’Ho,graciousme!Yes,tobesureIwill。Hoyes!Iamaabjectslave,andatoiling,moiling,constant-working,always-being- found-fault-with,never-giving-satisfactions,nor-having-no- time-to-clean-oneself,potter’swessel——an’tI,miss!Hoyes!Mysituationsislowly,andmycapacitiesislimited,andmydutiesistohumblemyselfaforethebasedegeneratingdaughtersoftheirblessedmothersasis——fittokeepcompanieswithholysaintsbutisborntopersecutionsfromwickedrelations——andtodemeanmyselfbeforethemasisnobetterthanInfidels——an’tit,miss!Hoyes! Myonlybecomingoccupationsistohelpyoungflauntingpaginstobrushandcombandtitiwatetheirselvesintowhiteningandsuppulchres,andleavetheyoungmentothinkthattherean’tabitofpaddinginitnornopinchinginsnorfillingsoutnorpomatumsnordeceitsnorearthlywanities——an’tit,miss!Yes,tobesureitis——hoyes!’ Havingdeliveredtheseironicalpassageswithamostwonderfulvolubility,andwithashrillnessperfectlydeafening(especiallywhenshejerkedouttheinterjections),MissMiggs,frommerehabit,andnotbecauseweepingwasatallappropriatetotheoccasion,whichwasoneoftriumph,concludedbyburstingintoafloodoftears,andcallinginanimpassionedmanneronthenameofSimmuns。 WhatEmmaHaredaleandDollywouldhavedone,orhowlongMissMiggs,nowthatshehadhoistedhertruecolours,wouldhavegoneonwavingthembeforetheirastonishedsenses,itisimpossibletotell。Norisitnecessarytospeculateonthesematters,forastartlinginterruptionoccurredatthatmoment,whichtooktheirwholeattentionbystorm。 Thiswasaviolentknockingatthedoorofthehouse,andthenitssuddenburstingopen;whichwasimmediatelysucceededbyascuffleintheroomwithout,andtheclashofweapons。Transportedwiththehopethatrescuehadatlengtharrived,EmmaandDollyshriekedaloudforhelp;norweretheirshrieksunanswered;forafterahurriedinterval,aman,bearinginonehandadrawnsword,andintheotherataper,rushedintothechamberwheretheywereconfined。 Itwassomecheckupontheirtransporttofindinthispersonanentirestranger,buttheyappealedtohim,nevertheless,andbesoughthim,inimpassionedlanguage,torestorethemtotheirfriends。 ’ForwhatotherpurposeamIhere?’heanswered,closingthedoor,andstandingwithhisbackagainstit。’WithwhatobjecthaveI mademywaytothisplace,throughdifficultyanddanger,buttopreserveyou?’ Withajoyforwhichitwasimpossibletofindadequateexpression,theyembracedeachother,andthankedHeavenforthismosttimelyaid。Theirdeliverersteppedforwardforamomenttoputthelightuponthetable,andimmediatelyreturningtohisformerpositionagainstthedoor,baredhishead,andlookedonsmilingly。 ’Youhavenewsofmyuncle,sir?’saidEmma,turninghastilytowardshim。 ’Andofmyfatherandmother?’addedDolly。 ’Yes,’hesaid。’Goodnews。’ ’Theyarealiveandunhurt?’theybothcriedatonce。 ’Yes,andunhurt,’herejoined。 ’Andcloseathand?’ ’Ididnotsaycloseathand,’heansweredsmoothly;’theyareatnogreatdistance。YOURfriends,sweetone,’headded,addressingDolly,’arewithinafewhours’journey。Youwillberestoredtothem,Ihope,to-night。’ ’Myuncle,sir——’falteredEmma。 ’Youruncle,dearMissHaredale,happily——Isayhappily,becausehehassucceededwheremanyofourcreedhavefailed,andissafe——hascrossedthesea,andisoutofBritain。’ ’IthankGodforit,’saidEmma,faintly。 ’Yousaywell。Youhavereasontobethankful:greaterreasonthanitispossibleforyou,whohaveseenbutonenightofthesecrueloutrages,toimagine。’ ’Doeshedesire,’saidEmma,’thatIshouldfollowhim?’ ’Doyouaskifhedesiresit?’criedthestrangerinsurprise。’IF hedesiresit!ButyoudonotknowthedangerofremaininginEngland,thedifficultyofescape,orthepricehundredswouldpaytosecurethemeans,whenyoumakethatinquiry。Pardonme。Ihadforgottenthatyoucouldnot,beingprisonerhere。’ ’Igather,sir,’saidEmma,afteramoment’spause,’fromwhatyouhintat,butfeartotellme,thatIhavewitnessedbutthebeginning,andtheleast,oftheviolencetowhichweareexposed,andthatithasnotyetslackenedinitsfury?’ Heshruggedhisshoulders,shookhishead,lifteduphishands;andwiththesamesmoothsmile,whichwasnotapleasantonetosee,casthiseyesupontheground,andremainedsilent。 ’Youmayventure,sir,tospeakplain,’saidEmma,’andtotellmetheworst。Wehaveundergonesomepreparationforit。’ ButhereDollyinterposed,andentreatedhernottoheartheworst,butthebest;andbesoughtthegentlemantotellthemthebest,andtokeeptheremainderofhisnewsuntiltheyweresafeamongtheirfriendsagain。 ’Itistoldinthreewords,’hesaid,glancingatthelocksmith’sdaughterwithalookofsomedispleasure。’Thepeoplehaverisen,toaman,againstus;thestreetsarefilledwithsoldiers,whosupportthemanddotheirbidding。Wehavenoprotectionbutfromabove,andnosafetybutinflight;andthatisapoorresource; forwearewatchedoneveryhand,anddetainedhere,bothbyforceandfraud。MissHaredale,Icannotbear——believeme,thatIcannotbear——byspeakingofmyself,orwhatIhavedone,orampreparedtodo,toseemtovauntmyservicesbeforeyou。But,havingpowerfulProtestantconnections,andhavingmywholewealthembarkedwiththeirsinshippingandcommerce,Ihappilypossessedthemeansofsavingyouruncle。Ihavethemeansofsavingyou; andinredemptionofmysacredpromise,madetohim,Iamhere; pledgednottoleaveyouuntilIhaveplacedyouinhisarms。Thetreacheryorpenitenceofoneofthemenaboutyou,ledtothediscoveryofyourplaceofconfinement;andthatIhaveforcedmywayhere,swordinhand,yousee。’ ’Youbring,’saidEmma,faltering,’somenoteortokenfrommyuncle?’ ’No,hedoesn’t,’criedDolly,pointingathimearnestly;’nowIamsurehedoesn’t。Don’tgowithhimfortheworld!’ ’Hush,prettyfool——besilent,’hereplied,frowningangrilyuponher。’No,MissHaredale,Ihavenoletter,noranytokenofanykind;forwhileIsympathisewithyou,andsuchasyou,onwhommisfortunesoheavyandsoundeservedhasfallen,Ivaluemylife。 Icarry,therefore,nowritingwhich,founduponme,wouldleadtoitscertainloss。Ineverthoughtofbringinganyothertoken,nordidMrHaredalethinkofentrustingmewithone——possiblybecausehehadgoodexperienceofmyfaithandhonesty,andowedhislifetome。’ Therewasareproofconveyedinthesewords,whichtoanaturelikeEmmaHaredale’s,waswelladdressed。ButDolly,whowasdifferentlyconstituted,wasbynomeanstouchedbyit,andstillconjuredher,inallthetermsofaffectionandattachmentshecouldthinkof,nottobeluredaway。 ’Timepresses,’saidtheirvisitor,who,althoughhesoughttoexpressthedeepestinterest,hadsomethingcoldandeveninhisspeech,thatgratedontheear;’anddangersurroundsus。IfI haveexposedmyselftoit,invain,letitbeso;butifyouandheshouldevermeetagain,domejustice。Ifyoudecidetoremain(asIthinkyoudo),remember,MissHaredale,thatIleftyouwithasolemncaution,andacquittingmyselfofalltheconsequencestowhichyouexposeyourself。’ ’Stay,sir!’criedEmma——onemoment,Ibegyou。Cannotwe——andshedrewDollyclosertoher——’cannotwegotogether?’ ’Thetaskofconveyingonefemaleinsafetythroughsuchscenesaswemustencounter,tosaynothingofattractingtheattentionofthosewhocrowdthestreets,’heanswered,’isenough。Ihavesaidthatshewillberestoredtoherfriendsto-night。IfyouaccepttheserviceItender,MissHaredale,sheshallbeinstantlyplacedinsafeconduct,andthatpromiseredeemed。Doyoudecidetoremain?Peopleofallranksandcreedsareflyingfromthetown,whichissackedfromendtoend。Letmebeofuseinsomequarter。Doyoustay,orgo?’ ’Dolly,’saidEmma,inahurriedmanner,’mydeargirl,thisisourlasthope。Ifwepartnow,itisonlythatwemaymeetagaininhappinessandhonour。Iwilltrusttothisgentleman。’ ’Nono-no!’criedDolly,clingingtoher。’Pray,pray,donot!’ ’Youhear,’saidEmma,’thatto-night——onlyto-night——withinafewhours——thinkofthat!——youwillbeamongthosewhowoulddieofgrieftoloseyou,andwhoarenowplungedinthedeepestmiseryforyoursake。Prayforme,deargirl,asIwillforyou;andneverforgetthemanyquiethourswehavepassedtogether。Sayone“Godblessyou!“Saythatatparting!’ ButDollycouldsaynothing;no,notwhenEmmakissedhercheekahundredtimes,andcovereditwithtears,couldshedomorethanhanguponherneck,andsob,andclasp,andholdhertight。 ’Wehavetimefornomoreofthis,’criedtheman,unclenchingherhands,andpushingherroughlyoff,ashedrewEmmaHaredaletowardsthedoor:’Now!Quick,outsidethere!areyouready?’ ’Ay!’criedaloudvoice,whichmadehimstart。’Quiteready!