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类别:其他 作者:George MacDonald字数:21194更新时间:18/12/21 16:58:57
WhatMr。Raymondthought,Idarehardlyattempttoputdownhere。 Butonepartofitwas,thatthehighestwisdommusteverappearfollytothosewhodonotpossessit。 “Ithinkhewouldcomethough——afterdark,youknow。”Diamondcontinued。 “Hedoeswellatshiningboots。People’skindtolameboys,youknow,sir。Butafterdark,thereain’tsomuchdoing。” DiamondsucceededinbringingJimtoMr。Raymond,andtheconsequencewasthatheresolvedtogivetheboyachance。HeprovidednewclothesforbothhimandNanny;anduponacertainday,Josephtookhiswifeandthreechildren,andNannyandJim,bytraintoacertainstationinthecountyofKent,wheretheyfoundacartwaitingtocarrythemandtheirluggagetoTheMound,whichwasthenameofMr。Raymond’snewresidence。Iwillnotdescribethevariedfeelingsofthepartyastheywent,orwhentheyarrived。AllIwillsayis,thatDiamond,whoismyonlycare,wasfullofquietdelight——agladnesstoodeeptotalkabout。 Josephreturnedtotownthesamenight,andthenextmorningdroveRubyandDiamonddown,withthecarriagebehindthem,andMr。Raymondandaladyinthecarriage。ForMr。Raymondwasanoldbachelornolonger:hewasbringinghiswifewithhimtoliveatTheMound。 ThemomentNannysawher,sherecognisedherastheladywhohadlenthertheruby-ring。ThatringhadbeengivenherbyMr。Raymond。 Theweatherwasveryhot,andthewoodsveryshadowy。Therewerenotagreatmanywildflowers,foritwasgettingwelltowardsautumn,andthemostofthewildflowersriseearlytobebeforetheleaves,becauseiftheydidnot,theywouldnevergetaglimpseofthesunforthem。Sotheyhavetheirfunover,andarereadytogotobedagainbythetimethetreesaredressed。Buttherewasplentyoftheloveliestgrassanddaisiesaboutthehouse,andDiamond’schiefpleasureseemedtobetolieamongstthem,andbreathethepureair。 Butallthetime,hewasdreamingofthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind,andtryingtorecallthesongstheriverusedtosing。 Forthiswasmorelikebeingatthebackofthenorthwindthananythinghehadknownsinceheleftit。Sometimeshewouldhavehislittlebrother,sometimeshislittlesister,andsometimesbothoftheminthegrasswithhim,andthenhefeltjustlikeacatwithherfirstkittens,hesaid,onlyhecouldn’tpurr—— allhecoulddowastosing。 Thesewereverydifferenttimesfromthosewhenheusedtodrivethecab,butyoumustnotsupposethatDiamondwasidle。 Hedidnotdosomuchforhismothernow,becauseNannyoccupiedhisformerplace;buthehelpedhisfatherstill,bothinthestableandtheharness-room,andgenerallywentwithhimontheboxthathemightlearntodriveapair,andbereadytoopenthecarriage-door。 Mr。Raymondadvisedhisfathertogivehimplentyofliberty。 “Aboylikethat。”hesaid,“oughtnottobepushed。” Josephassentedheartily,smilingtohimselfattheideaofpushingDiamond。Afterdoingeverythingthatfelltohisshare,theboyhadawealthoftimeathisdisposal。Andahappy,sometimesamerrytimeitwas。Onlyfortwomonthsorso,heneithersawnorheardanythingofNorthWind。 CHAPTERXXXV IMAKEDIAMOND’SACQUAINTANCE MR。RAYMOND’ShousewascalledTheMound,becauseitstooduponalittlesteepknoll,sosmoothandsymmetricalthatitshoweditselfatoncetobeartificial。Ithad,beyonddoubt,beenbuiltforQueenElizabethasahuntingtower——aplace,namely,fromthetopofwhichyoucouldseethecountryformilesonallsides,andsobeabletofollowwithyoureyestheflyingdeerandthepursuinghoundsandhorsemen。Themoundhadbeencastuptogiveagoodbasement-advantageovertheneighbouringheightsandwoods。 Therewasagreatquarry-holenotfaroff,brim-fullofwater,fromwhich,asthecurrentlegendstated,thematerialsformingtheheartofthemound——akindofstoneunfitforbuilding—— hadbeendug。Thehouseitselfwasofbrick,andtheysaidthefoundationswerefirstlaidinthenaturallevel,andthenthestonesandearthofthemoundwereheapedaboutandbetweenthem,sothatitsgreatheightshouldbewellbuttressed。 Josephandhiswifelivedinalittlecottageashortwayfromthehouse。 Itwasarealcottage,witharoofofthickthatch,which,inJuneandJuly,thewindsprinkledwiththeredandwhitepetalsitshookfromtheloosetopmostspraysoftherose-treesclimbingthewalls。 AtfirstDiamondhadanestunderthisthatch——aprettylittleroomwithwhitemuslincurtains,butafterwardsMr。andMrs。Raymondwantedtohavehimforapageinthehouse,andhisfatherandmotherwerequitepleasedtohavehimemployedwithouthisleavingthem。 Sohewasdressedinasuitofblue,fromwhichhispalefaceandfairhaircameoutliketheloveliestblossom,andtookuphisabodeinthehouse。 “Wouldyoubeafraidtosleepalone,Diamond?”askedhismistress。 “Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,ma’am。”saidDiamond。“IneverwasafraidofanythingthatIcanrecollect——notmuch,atleast。” “There’salittleroomatthetopofthehouse——allalone。” shereturned;“perhapsyouwouldnotmindsleepingthere?” “Icansleepanywhere,andIlikebesttobehighup。ShouldI beabletoseeout?” “Iwillshowyoutheplace。”sheanswered;andtakinghimbythehand,sheledhimupanduptheoval-windingstairinoneofthetwotowers。 Nearthetoptheyenteredatinylittleroom,withtwowindowsfromwhichyoucouldseeoverthewholecountry。Diamondclappedhishandswithdelight。 “Youwouldlikethisroom,then,Diamond?”saidhismistress。 “It’sthegrandestroominthehouse。”heanswered。“Ishallbenearthestars,andyetnotfarfromthetopsofthetrees。 That’sjustwhatIlike。” Idaresayhethought,also,thatitwouldbeaniceplaceforNorthWindtocallatinpassing;buthesaidnothingofthatsort。 Belowhimspreadalakeofgreenleaves,withglimpsesofgrasshereandthereatthebottomofit。Ashelookeddown,hesawasquirrelappearsuddenly,andassuddenlyvanishamongstthetopmostbranches。 “Aha!littlesquirrel。”hecried,“mynestisbuilthigherthanyours。” “Youcanbeupherewithyourbooksasmuchasyoulike。” saidhismistress。“Iwillhavealittlebellhungatthedoor,whichIcanringwhenIwantyou。Half-waydownthestairisthedrawing-room。” SoDiamondwasinstalledaspage,andhisnewroomgotreadyforhim。 ItwasverysoonafterthisthatIcametoknowDiamond。 IwasthenatutorinafamilywhoseestateadjoinedthelittlepropertybelongingtoTheMound。IhadmadetheacquaintanceofMr。RaymondinLondonsometimebefore,andwaswalkingupthedrivetowardsthehousetocalluponhimonefinewarmevening,whenIsawDiamondforthefirsttime。Hewassittingatthefootofagreatbeech-tree,afewyardsfromtheroad,withabookonhisknees。Hedidnotseeme。Iwalkedupbehindthetree,andpeepingoverhisshoulder,sawthathewasreadingafairy-book。 “Whatareyoureading?”Isaid,andspokesuddenly,withthehopeofseeingastartledlittlefacelookroundatme。Diamondturnedhisheadasquietlyasifhewereonlyobeyinghismother’svoice,andthecalmnessofhisfacerebukedmyunkinddesireandmademeashamedofit。 “IamreadingthestoryoftheLittleLadyandtheGoblinPrince。” saidDiamond。 “IamsorryIdon’tknowthestory。”Ireturned。“Whoisitby?” “Mr。Raymondmadeit。” “Isheyouruncle?”Iaskedataguess。 “No。He’smymaster。” “Whatdoyoudoforhim?”Iaskedrespectfully。 “Anythinghewishesmetodo。”heanswered。“Iambusyforhimnow。 Hegavemethisstorytoread。Hewantsmyopinionuponit。” “Don’tyoufinditratherhardtomakeupyourmind?” “Ohdearno!AnystoryalwaystellsmeitselfwhatI’mtothinkaboutit。Mr。Raymonddoesn’twantmetosaywhetheritisacleverstoryornot,butwhetherIlikeit,andwhyIlikeit。 Inevercantellwhattheycallcleverfromwhattheycallsilly,butIalwaysknowwhetherIlikeastoryornot。” “Andcanyoualwaystellwhyyoulikeitornot?” “No。VeryoftenIcan’tatall。SometimesIcan。Ialwaysknow,butIcan’talwaystellwhy。Mr。Raymondwritesthestories,andthentriesthemonme。Motherdoesthesamewhenshemakesjam。 She’smadesuchalotofjamsincewecamehere!Andshealwaysmakesmetasteittoseeifit’lldo。MotherknowsbythefaceImakewhetheritwillornot。” AtthismomentIcaughtsightoftwomorechildrenapproaching。 Onewasahandsomegirl,theotherapale-faced,awkward-lookingboy,wholimpedmuchononeleg。Iwithdrewalittle,toseewhatwouldfollow,fortheyseemedinsomeconsternation。Afterafewhurriedwords,theywentofftogether,andIpursuedmywaytothehouse,whereIwasaskindlyreceivedbyMr。andMrs。RaymondasIcouldhavedesired。FromthemIlearnedsomethingofDiamond,andwasinconsequencethemoregladtofindhim,whenIreturned,seatedinthesameplaceasbefore。 “Whatdidtheboyandgirlwantwithyou,Diamond?”Iasked。 “Theyhadseenacreaturethatfrightenedthem。” “Andtheycametotellyouaboutit?” “Theycouldn’tgetwateroutofthewellforit。Sotheywantedmetogowiththem。” “They’rebothbiggerthanyou。” “Yes,buttheywerefrightenedatit。” “Andweren’tyoufrightenedatit?” “No。” “Why?” “BecauseI’msilly。I’mneverfrightenedatthings。” Icouldnothelpthinkingoftheoldmeaningofthewordsilly。 “Andwhatwasit?”Iasked。 “Ithinkitwasakindofanangel——averylittleone。Ithadalongbodyandgreatwings,whichitdroveaboutitsofastthattheygrewathincloudallroundit。Itflewbackwardsandforwardsoverthewell,orhungrightinthemiddle,makingamistofitswings,asifitsbusinesswastotakecareofthewater。” “Andwhatdidyoudotodriveitaway?” “Ididn’tdriveitaway。Iknew,whateverthecreaturewas,thewellwastogetwateroutof。SoItookthejug,dippeditin,anddrewthewater。” “Andwhatdidthecreaturedo?” “Flewabout。” “Anditdidn’thurtyou?” “No。Whyshouldit?Iwasn’tdoinganythingwrong。” “Whatdidyourcompanionssaythen?” “Theysaid——`Thankyou,Diamond。Whatadearsillyyouare!’“ “Andweren’tyouangrywiththem?” “No!WhyshouldI?Ishouldlikeiftheywouldplaywithmealittle; buttheyalwayslikebettertogoawaytogetherwhentheirworkisover。Theyneverheedme。Idon’tminditmuch,though。 Theothercreaturesarefriendly。Theydon’trunawayfromme。 Onlythey’reallsobusywiththeirownwork,theydon’tmindmemuch。” “Doyoufeellonely,then?” “Oh,no!Whennobodymindsme,Igetintomynest,andlookup。 Andthentheskydoesmindme,andthinksaboutme。” “Whereisyournest?” Herose,saying,“Iwillshowyou。”andledmetotheothersideofthetree。 Therehungalittlerope-ladderfromoneofthelowerboughs。 Theboyclimbeduptheladderandgotuponthebough。Thenheclimbedfartherintotheleafybranches,andwentoutofsight。 Afteralittlewhile,Iheardhisvoicecomingdownoutofthetree。 “Iaminmynestnow。”saidthevoice。 “Ican’tseeyou。”Ireturned。 “Ican’tseeyoueither,butIcanseethefirststarpeepingoutofthesky。Ishouldliketogetupintothesky。Don’tyouthinkIshall,someday?” “Yes,Ido。Tellmewhatmoreyouseeupthere。” “Idon’tseeanythingmore,exceptafewleaves,andthebigskyoverme。Itgoesswingingabout。Theearthisallbehindmyback。 Therecomesanotherstar!Thewindislikekissesfromabiglady。 WhenIgetuphereIfeelasifIwereinNorthWind’sarms。” ThiswasthefirstIheardofNorthWind。 Thewholewaysandlookofthechild,sofullofquietwisdom,yetsoreadytoacceptthejudgmentofothersinhisowndispraise,tookholdofmyheart,andIfeltmyselfwonderfullydrawntowardshim。 Itseemedtome,somehow,asiflittleDiamondpossessedthesecretoflife,andwashimselfwhathewassoreadytothinkthelowestlivingthing——anangelofGodwithsomethingspecialtosayordo。 Agushofreverencecameoverme,andwithasinglegoodnight,Iturnedandlefthiminhisnest。 Isawhimoftenafterthis,andgainedsomuchofhisconfidencethathetoldmeallIhavetoldyou。Icannotpretendtoaccountforit。Ileavethatforeachphilosophicalreadertodoafterhisownfashion。TheeasiestwayisthatofNannyandJim,whosaidoftentoeachotherthatDiamondhadatileloose。 ButMr。Raymondwasmuchofmyopinionconcerningtheboy; whileMrs。Raymondconfessedthatsheoftenrangherbelljusttohaveoncemorethepleasureofseeingthelovelystillnessoftheboy’sface,withthoseblueeyeswhichseemedrathermadeforotherpeopletolookintothanforhimselftolookoutof。 ItwasplainertoothersthantohimselfthathefeltthedesertionofNannyandJim。Theyappearedtoregardhimasameretoy,exceptwhentheyfoundhecouldministertothescrupleofusinghim—— generallywithsuccess。Theywere,however,well-behavedtoawonderfuldegree;whileIhavelittledoubtthatmuchoftheirgoodbehaviourwasowingtotheunconsciousinfluenceoftheboytheycalledGod’sbaby。 OneverystrangethingisthatIcouldneverfindoutwherehegotsomeofhismanysongs。Attimestheywouldbebutbubblesblownoutofanurseryrhyme,aswasthefollowing,whichIheardhimsingoneeveningtohislittleDulcimer。 Therewereaboutascoreofsheepfeedinginapaddocknearhim,theirwhitewooldyedapaleroseinthelightofthesettingsun。 Thoseinthelongshadowsfromthetreesweredeadwhite; thoseinthesunlightwerehalfglorifiedwithpalerose。 LittleBoPeep,shelosthersheep,Anddidn’tknowwheretofindthem; Theywereovertheheightandoutofsight,Trailingtheirtailsbehindthem。 LittleBoPeepwokeoutofhersleep,Jump’dupandsetouttofindthem: “Thesillythings,they’vegotnowings,Andthey’velefttheirtrailsbehindthem: “They’vetakentheirtails,butthey’velefttheirtrails,AndsoIshallfollowandfindthem;“ Forwhereveratailhaddraggedatrail,Thelonggrassgrewbehindthem。 Andday’seyesandbutter-cups,cow’slipsandcrow’sfeetWereglitteringinthesun。 Shethrewdownherbook,andcaughtuphercrook,Andafterhersheepdidrun。 Sheran,andsheran,andeverassheran,Thegrassgrewhigherandhigher; TilloverthehillthesunbeganTosetinaflameoffire。 Sheranonstill——upthegrassyhill,Andthegrassgrewhigherandhigher; Whenshereacheditscrown,thesunwasdown,Andhadleftatrailoffire。 Thesheepandtheirtailsweregone,allgone—— Andnomoretrailbehindthem! Yes,yes!theywerethere——long-tailedandfair,But,alas!shecouldnotfindthem。 Purpleandgold,androsyandblue,Withtheirtailsallwhitebehindthem,Hersheeptheydidruninthetrailofthesun; Shesawthem,butcouldnotfindthem。 Afterthesun,likecloudstheydidrun,Butsheknewtheywerehersheep: Shesatdowntocry,andlookupatthesky,Butshecriedherselfasleep。 Andasshesleptthedewfellfast,Andthewindblewfromthesky; Andstrangethingstookplacethatshuntheday’sface,Becausetheyaresweetandshy。 Nibble,nibble,crop!sheheardasshewoke: AhundredlittlelambsDidpluckandeatthegrasssosweetThatgrewinthetrailsoftheirdams。 LittleBoPeepcaughtuphercrook,Andwipedthetearsthatdidblindher。 Andnibble,nibblecrop!withoutastop! Thelambscameeatingbehindher。 Home,homeshecame,bothtiredandlame,Withthreetimesasmanysheep。 Inamonthormore,they’llbeasbigasbefore,Andthenshe’lllaughinhersleep。 Butwhatwouldyousay,ifonefineday,Whenthey’vegottheirbushiesttails,Theirgrownupgameshouldbejustthesame,Andshehavetofollowtheirtrails? Neverweep,BoPeep,thoughyouloseyoursheep,Anddonotknowwheretofindthem; ’Tisafterthesunthemothershaverun,Andtherearetheirlambsbehindthem。 Iconfessagaintohavingtouchedupalittle,butitlosesfarmoreinDiamond’ssweetvoicesingingitthanitgainsbyarhymehereandthere。 SomeofthemwereoutofbooksMr。Raymondhadgivenhim。 Thesehealwaysknew,butabouttheothershecouldseldomtell。 Sometimeshewouldsay,“Imadethatone。”butgenerallyhewouldsay,“Idon’tknow;Ifounditsomewhere;“or“Igotitatthebackofthenorthwind。” OneeveningIfoundhimsittingonthegrassyslopeunderthehouse,withhisDulcimerinhisarmsandhislittlebrotherrollingonthegrassbesidethem。Hewaschantinginhisusualway,morelikethesoundofabrookthananythingelseIcanthinkof。 WhenIwentuptothemheceasedhischant。 “Dogoon,Diamond。Don’tmindme。”Isaid。 Hebeganagainatonce。Whilehesang,NannyandJimsatalittlewayoff,onehemmingapocket-handkerchief,andtheotherreadingastorytoher,buttheyneverheededDiamond。ThisisasnearwhathesangasIcanrecollect,orreproducerather。 WhatwouldyouseeifItookyouupTomylittlenestintheair? YouwouldseetheskylikeaclearbluecupTurnedupsidedownwardsthere。 WhatwouldyoudoifItookyouthereTomylittlenestinthetree? Mychildwithcrieswouldtroubletheair,Togetwhatshecouldbutsee。 WhatwouldyougetinthetopofthetreeForallyourcryingandgrief? Notastarwouldyouclutchofallyousee—— Youcouldonlygatheraleaf。 Butwhenyouhadlostyourgreedygrief,Contenttoseefromafar,Youwouldfindinyourhandawitheringleaf,Inyourheartashiningstar。 AsDiamondwentonsinging,itgrewverydark,andjustasheceasedtherecameagreatflashoflightning,thatblindedusallforamoment。Dulcimercrowedwithpleasure;butwhentheroarofthundercameafterit,thelittlebrothergavealoudcryofterror。NannyandJimcamerunninguptous,palewithfear。 Diamond’sface,too,waspalerthanusual,butwithdelight。 Someofthegloryseemedtohaveclungtoit,andremainedshining。 “You’renotfrightened——areyou,Diamond?”Isaid。 “No。WhyshouldIbe?”heansweredwithhisusualquestion,lookingupinmyfacewithcalmshiningeyes。 “Heain’tgotsensetobefrightened。”saidNanny,goinguptohimandgivinghimapityinghug。 “Perhapsthere’smoresenseinnotbeingfrightened,Nanny。”Ireturned。 “Doyouthinkthelightningcandoasitlikes?” “Itmightkillyou。”saidJim。 “Oh,no,itmightn’t!“saidDiamond。 Ashespoketherecameanothergreatflash,andatearingcrack。 “There’satreestruck!“Isaid;andwhenwelookedround,aftertheblindingoftheflashhadleftoureyes,wesawahugeboughofthebeech-treeinwhichwasDiamond’snesthangingtothegroundlikethebrokenwingofabird。 “There!“criedNanny;“Itoldyouso。Ifyouhadbeenupthereyouseewhatwouldhavehappened,youlittlesilly!“ “No,Idon’t。”saidDiamond,andbegantosingtoDulcimer。 AllIcouldhearofthesong,fortheotherchildrenweregoingonwiththeirchatter,was—— Theclockstruckone,Andthemousecamedown。 Dickery,dickery,dock! Thentherecameablastofwind,andtherainfollowedinstraight-pouringlines,asifoutofawatering-pot。DiamondjumpedupwithhislittleDulcimerinhisarms,andNannycaughtupthelittleboy,andtheyranforthecottage。 Jimvanishedwithadoubleshuffle,andIwentintothehouse。 WhenIcameoutagaintoreturnhome,thecloudsweregone,andtheeveningskyglimmeredthroughthetrees,blue,andpale-greentowardsthewest,Iturnedmystepsalittleasidetolookatthestrickenbeech。Isawtheboughtornfromthestem,andthatwasallthetwilightwouldallowmetosee。WhileIstoodgazing,downfromtheskycameasoundofsinging,butthevoicewasneitheroflarknorofnightingale:itwassweeterthaneither: itwasthevoiceofDiamond,upinhisairynest:—— Thelightningandthunder,Theygoandtheycome; ButthestarsandthestillnessArealwaysathome。 Andthenthevoiceceased。 “Good-night,Diamond。”Isaid。 “Good-night,sir。”answeredDiamond。 AsIwalkedawaypondering,Isawthegreatblacktopofthebeechswayingaboutagainsttheskyinanupperwind,andheardthemurmurasofmanydimhalf-articulatevoicesfillingthesolitudearoundDiamond’snest。 CHAPTERXXXVI DIAMONDQUESTIONSNORTHWIND MYREADERSwillnotwonderthat,afterthis,IdidmyverybesttogainthefriendshipofDiamond。NordidIfindthisatalldifficult,thechildwassoreadytotrust。Upononesubjectalonewashereticent——thestoryofhisrelationswithNorthWind。 Ifancyhecouldnotquitemakeuphismindwhattothinkofthem。 Atalleventsitwassomelittletimebeforehetrustedmewiththis,onlythenhetoldmeeverything。IfIcouldnotregarditallinexactlythesamelightashedid,Iwas,whileguiltlessoftheleastpretence,fullysympathetic,andhewassatisfiedwithoutdemandingofmeanytheoryofdifficultpointsinvolved。 Ilethimseeplainlyenough,thatwhatevermightbetheexplanationofthemarvellousexperience,Iwouldhavegivenmuchforasimilaronemyself。 Onaneveningsoonafterthethunderstorm,inalatetwilight,withahalf-moonhighintheheavens,IcameuponDiamondintheactofclimbingbyhislittleladderintothebeech-tree。 “Whatareyoualwaysgoinguptherefor,Diamond?”IheardNannyask,ratherrudely,Ithought。 “Sometimesforonething,sometimesforanother,Nanny。” answeredDiamond,lookingskywardsasheclimbed。 “You’llbreakyournecksomeday。”shesaid。 “I’mgoinguptolookatthemoonto-night。”headded,withoutheedingherremark。 “You’llseethemoonjustaswelldownhere。”shereturned。 “Idon’tthinkso。” “You’llbenonearertoherupthere。” “Oh,yes!Ishall。Imustbenearerher,youknow。IwishI coulddreamasprettydreamsaboutherasyoucan,Nanny。” “Yousilly!youneverhavedoneaboutthatdream。Ineverdreamedbutthatone,anditwasnonsenseenough,I’msure。” “Itwasn’tnonsense。Itwasabeautifuldream——andafunnyonetoo,bothinone。” “Butwhat’sthegoodoftalkingaboutitthatway,whenyouknowitwasonlyadream?Dreamsain’ttrue。” “Thatonewastrue,Nanny。Youknowitwas。Didn’tyoucometogrieffordoingwhatyouweretoldnottodo?Andisn’tthattrue?” “Ican’tgetanysenseintohim。”exclaimedNanny,withanexpressionofmilddespair。“Doyoureallybelieve,Diamond,thatthere’sahouseinthemoon,withabeautifulladyandacrookedoldmananddustersinit?” “Ifthereisn’t,there’ssomethingbetter。”heanswered,andvanishedintheleavesoverourheads。 Iwentintothehouse,whereIvisitedoftenintheevenings。 WhenIcameout,therewasalittlewindblowing,verypleasantaftertheheatoftheday,foralthoughitwaslatesummernow,itwasstillhot。Thetree-topswereswingingaboutinit。 Itookmywaypastthebeech,andcalleduptoseeifDiamondwerestillinhisnestinitsrockinghead。 “Areyouthere,Diamond?”Isaid。 “Yes,sir。”camehisclearvoiceinreply。 “Isn’titgrowingtoodarkforyoutogetdownsafely?” “Oh,no,sir——ifItaketimetoit。Iknowmywaysowell,andneverletgowithonehandtillI’veagoodholdwiththeother。” “Dobecareful。”Iinsisted——foolishly,seeingtheboywasascarefulashecouldbealready。 “I’mcoming。”hereturned。“I’vegotallthemoonIwantto-night。” Iheardarustlingandarustlingdrawingnearerandnearer。 Threeorfourminuteselapsed,andheappearedatlengthcreepingdownhislittleladder。Itookhiminmyarms,andsethimontheground。 “Thankyou,sir。”hesaid。“That’sthenorthwindblowing,isn’tit,sir?” “Ican’ttell。”Ianswered。“Itfeelscoolandkind,andIthinkitmaybe。ButIcouldn’tbesureexceptitwerestronger,foragentlewindmightturnanywayamongstthetrunksofthetrees。” “IshallknowwhenIgetuptomyownroom。”saidDiamond。 “IthinkIhearmymistress’sbell。Good-night,sir。” Herantothehouse,andIwenthome。 Hismistresshadrungforhimonlytosendhimtobed,forshewasverycarefuloverhimandIdaresaythoughthewasnotlookingwell。 Whenhereachedhisownroom,heopenedbothhiswindows,oneofwhichlookedtothenorthandtheothertotheeast,tofindhowthewindblew。Itblewrightinatthenorthernwindow。 Diamondwasveryglad,forhethoughtperhapsNorthWindherselfwouldcomenow:arealnorthwindhadneverblownallthetimesinceheleftLondon。But,asshealwayscameofherself,andneverwhenhewaslookingforher,andindeedalmostneverwhenhewasthinkingofher,heshuttheeastwindow,andwenttobed。 Perhapssomeofmyreadersmaywonderthathecouldgotosleepwithsuchanexpectation;and,indeed,ifIhadnotknownhim,Ishouldhavewonderedatitmyself;butitwasoneofhispeculiarities,andseemednothingstrangeinhim。Hewassofullofquietnessthathecouldgotosleepalmostanytime,ifheonlycomposedhimselfandletthesleepcome。Thistimehewentfastasleepasusual。 Buthewokeinthedimbluenight。Themoonhadvanished。 Hethoughtheheardaknockingathisdoor。“Somebodywantsme。” hesaidtohimself,andjumpingoutofbed,rantoopenit。 Buttherewasnoonethere。Hecloseditagain,and,thenoisestillcontinuing,foundthatanotherdoorintheroomwasrattling。 Itbelongedtoacloset,hethought,buthehadneverbeenabletoopenit。Thewindblowinginatthewindowmustbeshakingit。 Hewouldgoandseeifitwasso。 Thedoornowopenedquiteeasily,buttohissurprise,insteadofaclosethefoundalongnarrowroom。Themoon,whichwassinkinginthewest,shoneinatanopenwindowatthefurtherend。 Theroomwaslowwithacovedceiling,andoccupiedthewholetopofthehouse,immediatelyundertheroof。Itwasquiteempty。 Theyellowlightofthehalf-moonstreamedoverthedarkfloor。 Hewassodelightedatthediscoveryofthestrange,desolate,moonlitplaceclosetohisownsnuglittleroom,thathebegantodanceandskipaboutthefloor。Thewindcameinthroughthedoorhehadleftopen,andblewabouthimashedanced,andhekeptturningtowardsitthatitmightblowinhisface。 Hekeptpicturingtohimselfthemanyplaces,lovelyanddesolate,thehill-sidesandfarm-yardsandtree-topsandmeadows,overwhichithadblownonitswaytoTheMound。Andashedanced,hegrewmoreandmoredelightedwiththemotionandthewind; hisfeetgrewstronger,andhisbodylighter,untilatlengthitseemedasifhewereborneupontheair,andcouldalmostfly。 Sostrongdidhisfeelingbecome,thatatlasthebegantodoubtwhetherhewasnotinoneofthosepreciousdreamshehadsooftenhad,inwhichhefloatedaboutontheairatwill。 Butsomethingmadehimlookup,andtohisunspeakabledelight,hefoundhisupliftedhandslyinginthoseofNorthWind,whowasdancingwithhim,roundandroundthelongbareroom,herhairnowfallingtothefloor,nowfillingthearchedceiling,hereyesshiningonhimlikethinkingstars,andthesweetestofgrandsmilesplayingbreezilyaboutherbeautifulmouth。Shewas,assooftenbefore,oftheheightofarathertalllady。Shedidnotstoopinordertodancewithhim,butheldhishandshighinhers。 Whenhesawher,hegaveonespring,andhisarmswereaboutherneck,andherarmsholdinghimtoherbosom。Thesamemomentshesweptwithhimthroughtheopenwindowinatwhichthemoonwasshining,madeacircuitlikeabirdabouttoalight,andsettledwithhiminhisnestonthetopofthegreatbeech-tree。Theresheplacedhimonherlapandbegantohushhimasifhewereherownbaby,andDiamondwassoentirelyhappythathedidnotcaretospeakaword。Atlength,however,hefoundthathewasgoingtosleep,andthatwouldbetolosesomuch,that,pleasantasitwas,hecouldnotconsent。 “Please,dearNorthWind。”hesaid,“IamsohappythatI’mafraidit’sadream。HowamItoknowthatit’snotadream?” “Whatdoesitmatter?”returnedNorthWind。 “Ishould,cry“saidDiamond。 “Butwhyshouldyoucry?Thedream,ifitisadream,isapleasantone—— isitnot?” “That’sjustwhyIwantittobetrue。” “HaveyouforgottenwhatyousaidtoNannyaboutherdream?” “It’snotforthedreamitself——Imean,it’snotforthepleasureofit。”answeredDiamond,“forIhavethat,whetheritbeadreamornot;it’sforyou,NorthWind;Ican’tbeartofinditadream,becausethenIshouldloseyou。Youwouldbenobodythen,andI couldnotbearthat。Youain’tadream,areyou,dearNorthWind? DosayNo,elseIshallcry,andcomeawake,andyou’llbegoneforever。 Idaren’tdreamaboutyouonceagainifyouain’tanybody。” “I’meithernotadream,orthere’ssomethingbetterthat’snotadream,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,inarathersorrowfultone,hethought。 “Butit’snotsomethingbetter——it’syouIwant,NorthWind。” hepersisted,alreadybeginningtocryalittle。 Shemadenoanswer,butrosewithhiminherarmsandsailedawayoverthetree-topstilltheycametoameadow,whereaflockofsheepwasfeeding。 “DoyourememberwhatthesongyouweresingingaweekagosaysaboutBo-Peep——howshelosthersheep,butgottwiceasmanylambs?” askedNorthWind,sittingdownonthegrass,andplacinghiminherlapasbefore。 “Ohyes,Ido,wellenough。”answeredDiamond;“butIneverjustquitelikedthatrhyme。” “Whynot,child?” “Becauseitseemstosayone’sasgoodasanother,ortwonewonesarebetterthanonethat’slost。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdeal,anditseemstomethatalthoughanyonesixpenceisasgoodasanyothersixpence,nottwentylambswoulddoinsteadofonesheepwhosefaceyouknew。Somehow,whenonceyou’velookedintoanybody’seyes,rightdeepdownintothem,Imean,nobodywilldoforthatoneanymore。Nobody,eversobeautifulorsogood,willmakeupforthatonegoingoutofsight。 Soyousee,NorthWind,Ican’thelpbeingfrightenedtothinkthatperhapsIamonlydreaming,andyouarenowhereatall。 Dotellmethatyouaremyown,real,beautifulNorthWind。” Againsherose,andshotherselfintotheair,asifuneasybecauseshecouldnotanswerhim;andDiamondlayquietinherarms,waitingforwhatshewouldsay。Hetriedtoseeupintoherface,forhewasdreadfullyafraidshewasnotansweringhimbecauseshecouldnotsaythatshewasnotadream;butshehadletherhairfallalloverherfacesothathecouldnotseeit。Thisfrightenedhimstillmore。 “Dospeak,NorthWind。”hesaidatlast。 “IneverspeakwhenIhavenothingtosay。”shereplied。 “ThenIdothinkyoumustbearealNorthWind,andnodream。” saidDiamond。 “ButI’mlookingforsomethingtosayallthetime。” “ButIdon’twantyoutosaywhat’shardtofind。Ifyouweretosayonewordtocomfortmethatwasn’ttrue,thenIshouldknowyoumustbeadream,foragreatbeautifulladylikeyoucouldnevertellalie。” “Butshemightn’tknowhowtosaywhatshehadtosay,sothatalittleboylikeyouwouldunderstandit。”saidNorthWind。 “Here,letusgetdownagain,andIwilltrytotellyouwhatIthink。 Youmusn’tsupposeIamabletoanswerallyourquestions,though。 ThereareagreatmanythingsIdon’tunderstandmorethanyoudo。” Shedescendedonagrassyhillock,inthemidstofawildfurzycommon。 Therewasarabbit-warrenunderneath,andsomeoftherabbitscameoutoftheirholes,inthemoonlight,lookingverysoberandwise,justlikepatriarchsstandingintheirtent-doors,andlookingaboutthembeforegoingtobed。WhentheysawNorthWind,insteadofturningroundandvanishingagainwithathumpoftheirheels,theycanteredslowlyuptoherandsnuffledallaboutherwiththeirlongupperlips,whichmovedeverywayatonce。 Thatwastheirwayofkissingher;and,asshetalkedtoDiamond,shewouldeverynowandthenstrokedowntheirfurrybacks,orliftandplaywiththeirlongears。Theywould,Diamondthought,haveleapeduponherlap,butthathewastherealready。 “Ithink。”saidshe,aftertheyhadbeensittingsilentforawhile,“thatifIwereonlyadream,youwouldnothavebeenabletolovemeso。Youlovemewhenyouarenotwithme,don’tyou?” “IndeedIdo。”answeredDiamond,strokingherhand。“Isee!Isee! HowcouldIbeabletoloveyouasIdoifyouweren’tthereatall,youknow?Besides,Icouldn’tbeabletodreamanythinghalfsobeautifulalloutofmyownhead;orifIdid,Icouldn’tloveafancyofmyownlikethat,couldI?” “Ithinknot。Youmighthavelovedmeinadream,dreamily,andforgottenmewhenyouwoke,Idaresay,butnotlovedmelikearealbeingasyouloveme。Eventhen,Idon’tthinkyoucoulddreamanythingthathadn’tsomethingreallikeitsomewhere。Butyou’veseenmeinmanyshapes,Diamond:yourememberIwasawolfonce——don’tyou?” “Ohyes——agoodwolfthatfrightenedanaughtydrunkennurse。” “Well,supposeIweretoturnugly,wouldyouratherIweren’tadreamthen?” “Yes;forIshouldknowthatyouwerebeautifulinsideallthesame。 Youwouldloveme,andIshouldloveyouallthesame。Ishouldn’tlikeyoutolookugly,youknow。ButIshouldn’tbelieveitabit。” “Notifyousawit?” “No,notifIsawiteversoplain。” “There’smyDiamond!IwilltellyouallIknowaboutitthen。 Idon’tthinkIamjustwhatyoufancymetobe。Ihavetoshapemyselfvariouswaystovariouspeople。Buttheheartofmeistrue。 Peoplecallmebydreadfulnames,andthinktheyknowallaboutme。 Buttheydon’t。SometimestheycallmeBadFortune,sometimesEvilChance,sometimesRuin;andtheyhaveanothernameformewhichtheythinkthemostdreadfulofall。” “Whatisthat?”askedDiamond,smilingupinherface。 “Iwon’ttellyouthatname。Doyourememberhavingtogothroughmetogetintothecountryatmyback?” “Ohyes,Ido。Howcoldyouwere,NorthWind!andsowhite,allbutyourlovelyeyes!Myheartgrewlikealumpofice,andthenIforgotforawhile。” “Youwereverynearknowingwhattheycallmethen。Wouldyoubeafraidofmeifyouhadtogothroughmeagain?” “No。WhyshouldI?IndeedIshouldbegladenough,ifitwasonlytogetanotherpeepofthecountryatyourback。” “You’veneverseenityet。” “Haven’tI,NorthWind?Oh!I’msosorry!IthoughtIhad。 WhatdidIseethen?” “Onlyapictureofit。Therealcountryatmyrealbackiseversomuchmorebeautifulthanthat。Youshallseeitoneday—— perhapsbeforeverylong。” “Dotheysingsongsthere?” “Don’tyourememberthedreamyouhadaboutthelittleboysthatdugforthestars?” “Yes,thatIdo。Ithoughtyoumusthavehadsomethingtodowiththatdream,itwassobeautiful。” “Yes;Igaveyouthatdream。” “Oh!thankyou。DidyougiveNannyherdreamtoo——aboutthemoonandthebees?” “Yes。Iwastheladythatsatatthewindowofthemoon。” “Oh,thankyou。Iwasalmostsureyouhadsomethingtodowiththattoo。 AnddidyoutellMr。RaymondthestoryaboutthePrincessDaylight?” “IbelieveIhadsomethingtodowithit。Atalleventshethoughtaboutitonenightwhenhecouldn’tsleep。ButIwanttoaskyouwhetheryourememberthesongtheboy-angelssanginthatdreamofyours。” “No。Icouldn’tkeepit,dowhatIwould,andIdidtry。” “Thatwasmyfault。” “Howcouldthatbe,NorthWind?” “BecauseIdidn’tknowitproperlymyself,andsoIcouldn’tteachittoyou。Icouldonlymakearoughguessatsomethinglikewhatitwouldbe,andsoIwasn’tabletomakeyoudreamithardenoughtorememberit。NorwouldIhavedonesoifIcould,foritwasnotcorrect。Imadeyoudreampicturesofit,though。Butyouwillheartheverysongitselfwhenyoudogettothebackof——“ “MyowndearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,finishingthesentenceforher,andkissingthearmthatheldhimleaningagainsther。 “Andnowwe’vesettledallthis——forthetime,atleast。” saidNorthWind。 “ButIcan’tfeelquitesureyet。”saidDiamond。 “Youmustwaitawhileforthat。Meantimeyoumaybehopeful,andcontentnottobequitesure。Comenow,Iwilltakeyouhomeagain,foritwon’tdototireyoutoomuch。” “Oh,no,no。I’mnottheleasttired。”pleadedDiamond。 “Itisbetter,though。” “Verywell;ifyouwishit。”yieldedDiamondwithasigh。 “Youareadeargood,boy“saidNorthWind。“Iwillcomeforyouagainto-morrownightandtakeyououtforalongertime。Weshallmakealittlejourneytogether,infact。Weshallstartearlier。 andasthemoonwillbe,later,weshallhavealittlemoonlightalltheway。” Sherose,andsweptoverthemeadowandthetrees。InafewmomentstheMoundappearedbelowthem。Shesankalittle,andfloatedinatthewindowofDiamond’sroom。Thereshelaidhimonhisbed,coveredhimover,andinamomenthewaslaptinadreamlesssleep。 CHAPTERXXXVII ONCEMORE THEnextnightDiamondwasseatedbyhisopenwindow,withhisheadonhishand,rathertired,butsoeagerlywaitingforthepromisedvisitthathewasafraidhecouldnotsleep。Buthestartedsuddenly,andfoundthathehadbeenalreadyasleep。Herose,andlookingoutofthewindowsawsomethingwhiteagainsthisbeech-tree。ItwasNorthWind。Shewasholdingbyonehandtoatopbranch。 Herhairandhergarmentswentfloatingawaybehindheroverthetree,whosetopwasswayingaboutwhiletheotherswerestill。 “Areyouready,Diamond?”sheasked。 “Yes。”answeredDiamond,“quiteready。” Inamomentshewasatthewindow,andherarmscameinandtookhim。 Shesailedawaysoswiftlythathecouldatfirstmarknothingbutthespeedwithwhichthecloudsaboveandthedimearthbelowwentrushingpast。Butsoonhebegantoseethattheskywasverylovely,withmottledcloudsallaboutthemoon,onwhichshethrewfaintcolourslikethoseofmother-of-pearl,oranopal。Thenightwaswarm,andinthelady’sarmshedidnotfeelthewindwhichdownbelowwasmakingwavesintheripecorn,andripplesontheriversandlakes。 Atlengththeydescendedonthesideofanopenearthyhill,justwhere,frombeneathastone,aspringcamebubblingout。 “Iamgoingtotakeyoualongthislittlebrook。”saidNorthWind。 “Iamnotwantedforanythingelseto-night,soIcangiveyouatreat。” ShestoopedoverthestreamandholdingDiamonddownclosetothesurfaceofit,glidedalonglevelwithitsflowasitrandownthehill。AndthesongofthebrookcameupintoDiamond’sears,andgrewandgrewandchangedwitheveryturn。ItseemedtoDiamondtobesingingthestoryofitslifetohim。Andsoitwas。 Itbeganwithamusicaltinklewhichchangedtoababbleandthentoagentlerushing。Sometimesitssongwouldalmostcease,andthenbreakoutagain,tinkle,babble,andrush,allatonce。Atthebottomofthehilltheycametoasmallriver,intowhichthebrookflowedwithamuffledbutmerrysound。Alongthesurfaceoftheriver,darklyclearbelowtheminthemoonlight,theyfloated;now,whereitwidenedoutintoalittlelake,theywouldhoverforamomentoverabedofwater-lilies,andwatchthemswingabout,foldedinsleep,asthewateronwhichtheyleanedswayedinthepresenceofNorthWind; andnowtheywouldwatchthefishesasleepamongtheirrootsbelow。 SometimesshewouldholdDiamondoveradeephollowcurvingintothebank,thathemightlookfarintothecoolstillness。 Sometimesshewouldleavetheriverandsweepacrossaclover-field。 Thebeeswereallathome,andthecloverwasasleep。Thenshewouldreturnandfollowtheriver。Itgrewwiderandwiderasitwent。 Nowthearmiesofwheatandofoatswouldhangoveritsrushfromtheoppositebanks;nowthewillowswoulddiplowbranchesinitsstillwaters;andnowitwouldleadthemthroughstatelytreesandgrassybanksintoalovelygarden,wheretherosesandlilieswereasleep,thetenderflowersquitefoldedup,andonlyafewwide-awakeandsendingouttheirlifeinsweet,strongodours。Widerandwidergrewthestream,untiltheycameuponboatslyingalongitsbanks,whichrockedalittleintheflutterofNorthWind’sgarments。Thencamehousesonthebanks,eachstandinginalovelylawn,withgrandtrees;andinpartstheriverwassohighthatsomeofthegrassandtherootsofsomeofthetreeswereunderwater,andDiamond,astheyglidedthroughbetweenthestems,couldseethegrassatthebottomofthewater。 Thentheywouldleavetheriverandfloataboutandoverthehouses,oneafteranother——beautifulrichhouses,which,likefinetrees,hadtakencenturiestogrow。Therewasscarcelyalighttobeseen,andnotamovementtobeheard:allthepeopleinthemlayfastasleep。 “Whatalotofdreamstheymustbedreaming!“saidDiamond。 “Yes。”returnedNorthWind。“Theycan’tsurelybealllies—— canthey?” “Ishouldthinkitdependsalittleonwhodreamsthem。” suggestedDiamond。 “Yes。”saidNorthWind。“Thepeoplewhothinklies,anddolies,areverylikelytodreamlies。Butthepeoplewholovewhatistruewillsurelynowandthendreamtruethings。Butthensomethingdependsonwhetherthedreamsarehome-grown,orwhethertheseedofthemisblownoversomebodyelse’sgarden-wall。Ah!there’ssomeoneawakeinthishouse!“ Theywerefloatingpastawindowinwhichalightwasburning。 Diamondheardamoan,andlookedupanxiouslyinNorthWind’sface。 “It’salady。”saidNorthWind。“Shecan’tsleepforpain。” “Couldn’tyoudosomethingforher?”saidDiamond。 “No,Ican’t。Butyoucould。” “WhatcouldIdo?” “Singalittlesongtoher。” “Shewouldn’thearme。” “Iwilltakeyouin,andthenshewillhearyou。” “Butthatwouldberude,wouldn’tit?Youcangowhereyouplease,ofcourse,butIshouldhavenobusinessinherroom。” “Youmaytrustme,Diamond。Ishalltakeasgoodcareoftheladyasofyou。Thewindowisopen。Come。” Byashadedlamp,aladywasseatedinawhitewrapper,tryingtoread,butmoaningeveryminute。NorthWindfloatedbehindherchair,setDiamonddown,andtoldhimtosingsomething。 Hewasalittlefrightened,buthethoughtawhile,andthensang:—— Thesunisgonedown,Andthemoon’sinthesky; Butthesunwillcomeup,Andthemoonbelaidby。 TheflowerisasleepButitisnotdead; Whenthemorningshines,Itwillliftitshead。 Whenwintercomes,Itwilldie——no,no; ItwillonlyhideFromthefrostandthesnow。 Sureisthesummer,Sureisthesun; ThenightandthewinterAreshadowsthatrun。 Theladyneverliftedhereyesfromherbook,orherheadfromherhand。 AssoonasDiamondhadfinished,NorthWindliftedhimandcarriedhimaway。 “Didn’ttheladyhearme?”askedDiamondwhentheywereoncemorefloatingdowntheriver。 “Oh,yes,sheheardyou。”answeredNorthWind。 “Wasshefrightenedthen?” “Oh,no。” “Whydidn’tshelooktoseewhoitwas?” “Shedidn’tknowyouwerethere。” “Howcouldshehearmethen?” “Shedidn’thearyouwithherears。” “Whatdidshehearmewith?” “Withherheart。” “Wheredidshethinkthewordscamefrom?” “Shethoughttheycameoutofthebookshewasreading。Shewillsearchallthroughitto-morrowtofindthem,andwon’tbeabletounderstanditatall。” “Oh,whatfun!“saidDiamond。“Whatwillshedo?” “Icantellyouwhatshewon’tdo:she’llneverforgetthemeaningofthem;andshe’llneverbeabletorememberthewordsofthem。” “IfsheseestheminMr。Raymond’sbook,itwillpuzzleher,won’tit?” “Yes,thatitwill。Shewillneverbeabletounderstandit。” “Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”suggestedDiamond。 “Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”assentedthelady。 “Oh!“criedDiamond,“Iknownowwhereweare。Oh!doletmegointotheoldgarden,andintomother’sroom,andDiamond’sstall。 Iwonderiftheholeisatthebackofmybedstill。Ishouldliketostaytherealltherestofthenight。Itwon’ttakeyoulongtogethomefromhere,willit,NorthWind?” “No。”sheanswered;“youshallstayaslongasyoulike。” “Oh,howjolly。”criedDiamond,asNorthWindsailedoverthehousewithhim,andsethimdownonthelawnattheback。 Diamondranaboutthelawnforalittlewhileinthemoonlight。 Hefoundpartofitcutupintoflower-beds,andthelittlesummer-housewiththecolouredglassandthegreatelm-treegone。 Hedidnotlikethis,andranintothestable。Therewerenohorsesthereatall。Heranupstairs。Theroomswereempty。 Theonlythingleftthathecaredaboutwastheholeinthewallwherehislittlebedhadstood;andthatwasnotenoughtomakehimwishtostop。Herandownthestairagain,andoutuponthelawn。 Therehethrewhimselfdownandbegantocry。Itwasallsodrearyandlost! “IthoughtIlikedtheplacesomuch。”saidDiamondtohimself,“butIfindIdon’tcareaboutit。Isupposeit’sonlythepeopleinitthatmakeyoulikeaplace,andwhenthey’regone,it’sdead,andyoudon’tcareabitaboutit。NorthWindtoldmeImightstopaslongasIliked,andI’vestoppedlongeralready。NorthWind!“ hecriedaloud,turninghisfacetowardsthesky。 Themoonwasunderacloud,andallwaslookingdullanddismal。 Astarshotfromthesky,andfellinthegrassbesidehim。 Themomentitlighted,therestoodNorthWind。 “Oh!“criedDiamond,joyfully,“wereyoutheshootingstar?” “Yes,mychild。” “Didyouhearmecallyouthen?” “Yes。” “Sohighupasthat?” “Yes;Iheardyouquitewell。” “Dotakemehome。” “Haveyouhadenoughofyouroldhomealready?” “Yes,morethanenough。Itisn’tahomeatallnow。” “Ithoughtthatwouldbeit。”saidNorthWind。“Everything,dreamingandall,hasgotasoulinit,orelseit’sworthnothing,andwedon’tcareabitaboutit。Someofourthoughtsareworthnothing,becausethey’vegotnosoulinthem。Thebrainputsthemintothemind,notthemindintothebrain。” “Buthowcanyouknowaboutthat,NorthWind?Youhaven’tgotabody。” “IfIhadn’tyouwouldn’tknowanythingaboutme。Nocreaturecanknowanotherwithoutthehelpofabody。ButIdon’tcaretotalkaboutthat。Itistimeforyoutogohome。” Sosaying,NorthWindliftedDiamondandborehimaway。 CHAPTERXXXVIII ATTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND IDIDnotseeDiamondforaweekorsoafterthis,andthenhetoldmewhatIhavenowtoldyou。IshouldhavebeenastonishedathisbeingableeventoreportsuchconversationsashesaidhehadhadwithNorthWind,hadInotknownalreadythatsomechildrenareprofoundinmetaphysics。 Butafearcrossesme,lest,bytellingsomuchaboutmyfriend,Ishouldleadpeopletomistakehimforoneofthoseconsequential,priggishlittlemonsters,whoarealwaystryingtosaycleverthings,andlookingtoseewhetherpeopleappreciatethem。Whenachildlikethatdies,insteadofhavingasillybookwrittenabouthim,heshouldbestuffedlikeoneofthoseawfulbig-headedfishesyouseeinmuseums。ButDiamondnevertroubledhisheadaboutwhatpeoplethoughtofhim。Heneversetupforknowingbetterthanothers。 Thewisestthingshesaidcameoutwhenhewantedonetohelphimwithsomedifficultyhewasin。HewasnotevenoffendedwithNannyandJimforcallinghimasilly。Hesupposedtherewassomethinginit,thoughhecouldnotquiteunderstandwhat。 Isuspecthoweverthattheothernametheygavehim,God’sBaby,hadsomeshareinreconcilinghimtoit。 Happilyforme,IwasasmuchinterestedinmetaphysicsasDiamondhimself,andtherefore,whileherecountedhisconversationswithNorthWind,Ididnotfindmyselfatallinastrangesea,althoughcertainlyIcouldnotalwaysfeelthebottom,beingindeedconvincedthatthebottomwasmilesaway。 “Coulditbealldreaming,doyouthink,sir?”heaskedanxiously。 “Idaren’tsay,Diamond。”Ianswered。“Butatleastthereisonethingyoumaybesureof,thatthereisastillbetterlovethanthatofthewonderfulbeingyoucallNorthWind。Evenifshebeadream,thedreamofsuchabeautifulcreaturecouldnotcometoyoubychance。” “Yes,Iknow。”returnedDiamond;“Iknow。” Thenhewassilent,but,Iconfess,appearedmorethoughtfulthansatisfied。 ThenexttimeIsawhim,helookedpalerthanusual。 “Haveyouseenyourfriendagain?”Iaskedhim。 “Yes。”heanswered,solemnly。 “Didshetakeyououtwithher?” “No。Shedidnotspeaktome。Iwokeallatonce,asIgenerallydowhenIamgoingtoseeher,andthereshewasagainstthedoorintothebigroom,sittingjustasIsawhersitonherowndoorstep,aswhiteassnow,andhereyesasblueastheheartofaniceberg。 Shelookedatme,butnevermovedorspoke。” “Weren’tyouafraid?”Iasked。 “No。WhyshouldIhavebeen?”heanswered。“Ionlyfeltalittlecold。” “Didshestaylong?” “Idon’tknow。Ifellasleepagain。IthinkIhavebeenrathercoldeversincethough。”headdedwithasmile。 Ididnotquitelikethis,butIsaidnothing。 Fourdaysafter,IcalledagainattheMound。Themaidwhoopenedthedoorlookedgrave,butIsuspectednothing。WhenIreachedthedrawing-room,IsawMrs。Raymondhadbeencrying。 “Haven’tyouheard?”shesaid,seeingmyquestioninglooks。 “I’veheardnothing。”Ianswered。 “ThismorningwefoundourdearlittleDiamondlyingonthefloorofthebigattic-room,justoutsidehisowndoor——fastasleep,aswethought。Butwhenwetookhimup,wedidnotthinkhewasasleep。 Wesawthat——“ Herethekind-heartedladybrokeoutcryingafresh。 “MayIgoandseehim?”Iasked。 “Yes。”shesobbed。“Youknowyourwaytothetopofthetower。” Iwalkedupthewindingstair,andenteredhisroom。Alovelyfigure,aswhiteandalmostasclearasalabaster,waslyingonthebed。 Isawatoncehowitwas。Theythoughthewasdead。Iknewthathehadgonetothebackofthenorthwind。 End