第3章

类别:其他 作者:George MacDonald字数:18763更新时间:18/12/21 16:58:57
CHAPTERVII THECATHEDRAL IMUSTnotgoondescribingwhatcannotbedescribed,fornothingismorewearisome。 Beforetheyreachedthesea,DiamondfeltNorthWind’shairjustbeginningtofallabouthim。 “Isthestormover,NorthWind?”hecalledout。 “No,Diamond。Iamonlywaitingamomenttosetyoudown。 Youwouldnotliketoseetheshipsunk,andIamgoingtogiveyouaplacetostopintillIcomebackforyou。” “Oh!thankyou。”saidDiamond。“Ishallbesorrytoleaveyou,NorthWind,butIwouldrathernotseetheshipgodown。AndI’mafraidthepoorpeoplewillcry,andIshouldhearthem。Oh,dear!“ “Thereareagoodmanypassengersonboard;andtotellthetruth,Diamond,Idon’tcareaboutyourhearingthecryyouspeakof。 Iamafraidyouwouldnotgetitoutofyourlittleheadagainforalongtime。” “Buthowcanyoubearitthen,NorthWind?ForIamsureyouarekind。 Ishallneverdoubtthatagain。” “IwilltellyouhowIamabletobearit,Diamond:Iamalwayshearing,througheverynoise,throughallthenoiseIammakingmyselfeven,thesoundofafar-offsong。Idonotexactlyknowwhereitis,orwhatitmeans;andIdon’thearmuchofit,onlytheodourofitsmusic,asitwere,flittingacrossthegreatbillowsoftheoceanoutsidethisairinwhichImakesuchastorm;butwhatIdohearisquiteenoughtomakemeabletobearthecryfromthedrowningship。 Soitwouldyouifyoucouldhearit。” “No,itwouldn’t。”returnedDiamond,stoutly。“Fortheywouldn’thearthemusicofthefar-awaysong;andiftheydid,itwouldn’tdothemanygood。YouseeyouandIarenotgoingtobedrowned,andsowemightenjoyit。” “Butyouhaveneverheardthepsalm,andyoudon’tknowwhatitislike。Somehow,Ican’tsayhow,ittellsmethatallisright; thatitiscomingtoswallowupallcries。” “Butthatwon’tdothemanygood——thepeople,Imean。”persistedDiamond。 “Itmust。Itmust。”saidNorthWind,hurriedly。“Itwouldn’tbethesongitseemstobeifitdidnotswallowupalltheirfearandpaintoo,andsetthemsingingitthemselveswiththerest。 Iamsureitwill。Anddoyouknow,eversinceIknewIhadhair,thatis,eversinceitbegantogooutandaway,thatsonghasbeencomingnearerandnearer。OnlyImustsayitwassomethousandyearsbeforeIheardit。” “Buthowcanyousayitwascomingnearerwhenyoudidnothearit?” askeddoubtinglittleDiamond。 “SinceIbegantohearit,Iknowitisgrowinglouder,thereforeI judgeitwascomingnearerandneareruntilIdidhearitfirst。 I’mnotsoveryold,youknow——afewthousandyearsonly——andIwasquiteababywhenIheardthenoisefirst,butIknewitmustcomefromthevoicesofpeopleeversomucholderandwiserthanIwas。 Ican’tsingatall,exceptnowandthen,andIcannevertellwhatmysongisgoingtobe;IonlyknowwhatitisafterIhavesungit—— Butthiswillneverdo。Willyoustophere?” “Ican’tseeanywheretostop。”saidDiamond。“Yourhairisalldownlikeadarkness,andIcan’tseethroughitifIknockmyeyesintoiteversomuch。” “Look,then。”saidNorthWind;and,withonesweepofhergreatwhitearm,shesweptyardsdeepofdarknesslikeagreatcurtainfrombeforethefaceoftheboy。 Andlo!itwasabluenight,litupwithstars。Whereitdidnotshinewithstarsitshimmeredwiththemilkofthestars,exceptwhere,justoppositetoDiamond’sface,thegreytowersofacathedralblottedouteachitsownshapeofskyandstars。 “Oh!what’sthat?”criedDiamond,struckwithakindofterror,forhehadneverseenacathedral,anditrosebeforehimwithanawfulrealityinthemidstofthewidespaces,conqueringemptinesswithgrandeur。 “Averygoodplaceforyoutowaitin。”saidNorthWind。“Butweshallgoin,andyoushalljudgeforyourself。” Therewasanopendoorinthemiddleofoneofthetowers,leadingoutupontheroof,andthroughittheypassed。ThenNorthWindsetDiamondonhisfeet,andhefoundhimselfatthetopofastonestair,whichwenttwistingawaydownintothedarknessforonlyalittlelightcameinatthedoor。Itwasenough,however,toallowDiamondtoseethatNorthWindstoodbesidehim。Helookeduptofindherface,andsawthatshewasnolongerabeautifulgiantess,butthetallgraciousladyhelikedbesttosee。Shetookhishand,and,givinghimthebroadpartofthespiralstairtowalkon,ledhimdownagoodway;then,openinganotherlittledoor,ledhimoutuponanarrowgallerythatranallroundthecentralpartofthechurch,ontheledgesofthewindowsoftheclerestory,andthroughopeningsinthepartsofthewallthatdividedthewindowsfromeachother。 Itwasverynarrow,andexceptwhentheywerepassingthroughthewall,Diamondsawnothingtokeephimfromfallingintothechurch。 Itlaybelowhimlikeagreatsilentgulfhollowedinstone,andheheldhisbreathforfearashelookeddown。 “Whatareyoutremblingfor,littleDiamond?”saidthelady,asshewalkedgentlyalong,withherhandheldoutbehindherleadinghim,fortherewasnotbreadthenoughforthemtowalksidebyside。 “Iamafraidoffallingdownthere。”answeredDiamond。“Itissodeepdown。” “Yes,rather。”answeredNorthWind;“butyouwereahundredtimeshigherafewminutesago。” “Ah,yes,butsomebody’sarmwasaboutmethen。”saidDiamond,puttinghislittlemouthtothebeautifulcoldhandthathadaholdofhis。 “Whatadearlittlewarmmouthyou’vegot!“saidNorthWind。 “Itisapityyoushouldtalknonsensewithit。Don’tyouknowI haveaholdofyou?” “Yes;butI’mwalkingonmyownlegs,andtheymightslip。 Ican’ttrustmyselfsowellasyourarms。” “ButIhaveaholdofyou,Itellyou,foolishchild。” “Yes,butsomehowIcan’tfeelcomfortable。” “Ifyouweretofall,andmyholdofyouweretogiveway,Ishouldbedownafteryouinalessmomentthanalady’swatchcantick,andcatchyoulongbeforeyouhadreachedtheground。” “Idon’tlikeitthough。”saidDiamond。 “Oh!oh!oh!“hescreamedthenextmoment,bentdoublewithterror,forNorthWindhadletgoherholdofhishand,andhadvanished,leavinghimstandingasifrootedtothegallery。 Sheleftthewords,“Comeafterme。”soundinginhisears。 Butmovehedarednot。Inamomentmorehewouldfromveryterrorhavefallenintothechurch,butsuddenlytherecameagentlebreathofcoolwinduponhisface,anditkeptblowinguponhiminlittlepuffs,andateverypuffDiamondfelthisfaintnessgoingaway,andhisfearwithit。Couragewasrevivinginhislittleheart,andstillthecoolwaftsofthesoftwindbreatheduponhim,andthesoftwindwassomightyandstrongwithinitsgentleness,thatinaminutemoreDiamondwasmarchingalongthenarrowledgeasfearlessforthetimeasNorthWindherself。 Hewalkedonandon,withthewindowsallinarowononesideofhim,andthegreatemptynaveofthechurchechoingtoeveryoneofhisbravestridesontheother,untilatlasthecametoalittleopendoor,fromwhichabroaderstairledhimdownanddownanddown,tillatlastallatoncehefoundhimselfinthearmsofNorthWind,whoheldhimclosetoher,andkissedhimontheforehead。 Diamondnestledtoher,andmurmuredintoherbosom,——“Whydidyouleaveme,dearNorthWind?” “BecauseIwantedyoutowalkalone。”sheanswered。 “Butitissomuchnicerhere!“saidDiamond。 “Idaresay;butIcouldn’tholdalittlecowardtomyheart。 Itwouldmakemesocold!“ “ButIwasn’tbraveofmyself。”saidDiamond,whommyolderreaderswillhavealreadydiscoveredtobeatruechildinthis,thathewasgiventometaphysics。“Itwasthewindthatblewinmyfacethatmademebrave。Wasn’titnow,NorthWind?” “Yes:Iknowthat。Youhadtobetaughtwhatcouragewas。 Andyoucouldn’tknowwhatitwaswithoutfeelingit:thereforeitwasgivenyou。Butdon’tyoufeelasifyouwouldtrytobebraveyourselfnexttime?” “Yes,Ido。Buttryingisnotmuch。” “Yes,itis——averygreatdeal,foritisabeginning。Andabeginningisthegreatestthingofall。Totrytobebraveistobebrave。 Thecowardwhotriestobebraveisbeforethemanwhoisbravebecauseheismadeso,andneverhadtotry。” “Howkindyouare,NorthWind!“ “Iamonlyjust。Allkindnessisbutjustice。Weoweit。” “Idon’tquiteunderstandthat。” “Nevermind;youwillsomeday。Thereisnohurryaboutunderstandingitnow。” “Whoblewthewindonmethatmademebrave?” “Idid。” “Ididn’tseeyou。” “Thereforeyoucanbelieveme。” “Yes,yes;ofcourse。Buthowwasitthatsuchalittlebreathcouldbesostrong?” “ThatIdon’tknow。” “Butyoumadeitstrong?” “No:Ionlyblewit。Iknewitwouldmakeyoustrong,justasitdidthemanintheboat,youremember。ButhowmybreathhasthatpowerIcannottell。ItwasputintoitwhenIwasmade。 ThatisallIknow。ButreallyImustbegoingaboutmywork。” “Ah!thepoorship!Iwishyouwouldstophere,andletthepoorshipgo。” “ThatIdarenotdo。WillyoustopheretillIcomeback?” “Yes。Youwon’tbelong?” “NotlongerthanIcanhelp。Trustme,youshallgethomebeforethemorning。” InamomentNorthWindwasgone,andthenextDiamondheardamoaningaboutthechurch,whichgrewandgrewtoaroaring。 Thestormwasupagain,andheknewthatNorthWind’shairwasflying。 Thechurchwasdark。Onlyalittlelightcamethroughthewindows,whichwerealmostallofthatpreciousoldstainedglasswhichissomuchlovelierthanthenew。ButDiamondcouldnotseehowbeautifultheywere,fortherewasnotenoughoflightinthestarstoshowthecoloursofthem。Hecouldonlyjustdistinguishthemfromthewalls,Helookedup,butcouldnotseethegalleryalongwhichhehadpassed。Hecouldonlytellwhereitwasfarupbythefaintglimmerofthewindowsoftheclerestory,whosesillsmadepartofit。Thechurchgrewverylonelyabouthim,andhebegantofeellikeachildwhosemotherhasforsakenit。 Onlyheknewthattobeleftaloneisnotalwaystobeforsaken。 Hebegantofeelhiswayabouttheplace,andforawhilewentwanderingupanddown。Hislittlefootstepswakedlittleansweringechoesinthegreathouse。Itwasn’ttoobigtomindhim。 Itwasasifthechurchknewhewasthere,andmeanttomakeitselfhishouse。Soitwentongivingbackananswertoeverystep,untilatlengthDiamondthoughtheshouldliketosaysomethingoutloud,andseewhatthechurchwouldanswer。Buthefoundhewasafraidtospeak。Hecouldnotutterawordforfearoftheloneliness。 Perhapsitwasaswellthathedidnot,forthesoundofaspokenwordwouldhavemadehimfeeltheplaceyetmoredesertedandempty。 Buthethoughthecouldsing。Hewasfondofsinging,andathomeheusedtosing,totunesofhisown,allthenurseryrhymesheknew。 Sohebegantotry`Heydiddlediddle’,butitwouldn’tdo。 Thenhetried`LittleBoyBlue’,butitwasnobetter。Neitherwould`SingaSongofSixpence’singitselfatall。Thenhetried`PooroldCockytoo’,buthewouldn’tdo。Theyallsoundedsosilly! andhehadneverthoughtthemsillybefore。Sohewasquiet,andlistenedtotheechoesthatcameoutofthedarkcornersinanswertohisfootsteps。 Atlasthegaveagreatsigh,andsaid,“I’msotired。”Buthedidnothearthegentleechothatansweredfromfarawayoverhishead,foratthesamemomenthecameagainstthelowestofafewstepsthatstretchedacrossthechurch,andfelldownandhurthisarm。 Hecriedalittlefirst,andthencrawledupthestepsonhishandsandknees。Atthetophecametoalittlebitofcarpet,onwhichhelaydown;andtherehelaystaringatthedullwindowthatrosenearlyahundredfeetabovehishead。 Nowthiswastheeasternwindowofthechurch,andthemoonwasatthatmomentjustontheedgeofthehorizon。Thenext,shewaspeepingoverit。Andlo!withthemoon,St。JohnandSt。Paul,andtherestofthem,begantodawninthewindowintheirlovelygarments。 Diamonddidnotknowthatthewonder-workingmoonwasbehind,andhethoughtallthelightwascomingoutofthewindowitself,andthatthegoodoldmenwereappearingtohelphim,growingoutofthenightandthedarkness,becausehehadhurthisarm,andwasverytiredandlonely,andNorthWindwassolongincoming。 Sohelayandlookedatthembackwardsoverhishead,wonderingwhentheywouldcomedownorwhattheywoulddonext。Theywereverydim,forthemoonlightwasnotstrongenoughforthecolours,andhehadenoughtodowithhiseyestryingtomakeouttheirshapes。 Sohiseyesgrewtired,andmoreandmoretired,andhiseyelidsgrewsoheavythattheywouldkeeptumblingdownoverhiseyes。 Hekeptliftingthemandliftingthem,buteverytimetheywereheavierthanthelast。Itwasnouse:theyweretoomuchforhim。 Sometimesbeforehehadgotthemhalfup,downtheywereagain; andatlengthhegaveitupquite,andthemomenthegaveitup,hewasfastasleep。 CHAPTERVIII THEEASTWINDOW THATDiamondhadfallenfastasleepisveryevidentfromthestrangethingshenowfanciedastakingplace。Forhethoughtheheardasoundasofwhisperingupinthegreatwindow。Hetriedtoopenhiseyes,buthecouldnot。Andthewhisperingwentonandgrewlouderandlouder,untilhecouldheareverywordthatwassaid。 HethoughtitwastheApostlestalkingabouthim。Buthecouldnotopenhiseyes。 “Andhowcomeshetobelyingthere,St。Peter?”saidone。 “IthinkIsawhimawhileagoupinthegallery,undertheNicodemuswindow。Perhapshehasfallendown。 “Whatdoyouthink,St。Matthew?” “Idon’tthinkhecouldhavecrepthereafterfallingfromsuchaheight。Hemusthavebeenkilled。” “Whatarewetodowithhim?Wecan’tleavehimlyingthere。 Andwecouldnotmakehimcomfortableuphereinthewindow: it’srathercrowdedalready。Whatdoyousay,St。Thomas?” “Let’sgodownandlookathim。” Therecamearustling,andachinking,forsometime,andthentherewasasilence,andDiamondfeltsomehowthatalltheApostleswerestandingroundhimandlookingdownonhim。Andstillhecouldnotopenhiseyes。 “Whatisthematterwithhim,St。Luke?”askedone。 “There’snothingthematterwithhim。”answeredSt。Luke,whomusthavejoinedthecompanyoftheApostlesfromthenextwindow,onewouldthink。“He’sinasoundsleep。” “Ihaveit。”criedanother。“ThisisoneofNorthWind’stricks。 Shehascaughthimupanddroppedhimatourdoor,likeawitheredleaforafoundlingbaby。Idon’tunderstandthatwoman’sconduct,Imustsay。Asifwehadn’tenoughtodowithourmoney,withoutgoingtakingcareofotherpeople’schildren!That’snotwhatourforefathersbuiltcathedralsfor。” NowDiamondcouldnotbeartohearsuchthingsagainstNorthWind,who,heknew,neverplayedanybodyatrick。Shewasfartoobusywithherownworkforthat。Hestruggledhardtoopenhiseyes,butwithoutsuccess。 “Sheshouldconsiderthatachurchisnotaplaceforpranks,nottomentionthatweliveinit。”saidanother。 “Itcertainlyisdisrespectfulofher。Butshealwaysisdisrespectful。 Whatrighthasshetobangatourwindowsasshehasbeendoingthewholeofthisnight?Idaresaythereisglassbrokensomewhere。 Iknowmybluerobeisinadreadfulmesswiththerainfirstandthedustafter。Itwillcostmeshillingstocleanit。” ThenDiamondknewthattheycouldnotbeApostles,talkinglikethis。 Theycouldonlybethesextonsandvergersandsuch-like,whogotupatnight,andputontherobesofdeansandbishops,andcalledeachothergrandnames,asthefoolishservantshehadheardhisfathertellofcallthemselveslordsandladies,aftertheirmastersandmistresses。AndhewassoangryattheirdaringtoabuseNorthWind,thathejumpedup,crying——“NorthWindknowsbestwhatsheisabout。 Shehasagoodrighttoblowthecobwebsfromyourwindows,forshewassenttodoit。Shesweepsthemawayfromgranderplaces,Icantellyou,forI’vebeenwithheratit。” Thiswaswhathebegantosay,butashespokehiseyescamewideopen,andbehold,therewereneitherApostlesnorvergersthere—— notevenawindowwiththeeffigiesofholymeninit,butadarkheapofhayallabouthim,andthelittlepanesintheroofofhisloftglimmeringblueinthelightofthemorning。OldDiamondwascomingawakedownbelowinthestable。Inamomentmorehewasonhisfeet,andshakinghimselfsothatyoungDiamond’sbedtrembledunderhim。 “He’sgrandatshakinghimself。”saidDiamond。“IwishIcouldshakemyselflikethat。ButthenIcanwashmyself,andhecan’t。 WhatfunitwouldbetoseeOldDiamondwashinghisfacewithhishoofsandironshoes!Wouldn’titbeapicture?” Sosaying,hegotupanddressedhimself。Thenhewentoutintothegarden。Theremusthavebeenatremendouswindinthenight,foralthoughallwasquietnow,therelaythelittlesummer-housecrushedtotheground,andoveritthegreatelm-tree,whichthewindhadbrokenacross,beingmuchdecayedinthemiddle。 Diamondalmostcriedtoseethewildernessofgreenleaves,whichusedtobesofarupintheblueair,tossingaboutinthebreeze,andlikingitbestwhenthewindblewitmost,nowlyingsoneartheground,andwithoutanyhopeofevergettingupintothedeepairagain。 “Iwonderhowoldthetreeis!“thoughtDiamond。“Itmusttakealongtimetogetsoneartheskyasthatpoortreewas。” “Yes,indeed。”saidavoicebesidehim,forDiamondhadspokenthelastwordsaloud。 Diamondstarted,andlookingaroundsawaclergyman,abrotherofMrs。Coleman,whohappenedtobevisitingher。Hewasagreatscholar,andwasinthehabitofrisingearly。 “Whoareyou,myman?”headded。 “LittleDiamond。”answeredtheboy。 “Oh!Ihaveheardofyou。Howdoyoucometobeupsoearly?” “BecausetheshamApostlestalkedsuchnonsense,theywakedmeup。” Theclergymanstared。Diamondsawthathehadbetterhaveheldhistongue,forhecouldnotexplainthings。 “Youmusthavebeendreaming,mylittleman。”saidhe。“Dear!dear!“ hewenton,lookingatthetree,“therehasbeenterribleworkhere。 Thisisthenorthwind’sdoing。Whatapity!Iwishwelivedatthebackofit,I’msure。” “Whereisthatsir?”askedDiamond。 “AwayintheHyperboreanregions。”answeredtheclergyman,smiling。 “Ineverheardoftheplace。”returnedDiamond。 “Idaresaynot。”answeredtheclergyman;“butifthistreehadbeentherenow,itwouldnothavebeenblowndown,forthereisnowindthere。” “But,please,sir,ifithadbeenthere。”saidDiamond,“weshouldnothavehadtobesorryforit。” “Certainlynot。” “Thenweshouldn’thavehadtobegladforit,either。” “You’requiteright,myboy。”saidtheclergyman,lookingathimverykindly,asheturnedawaytothehouse,withhiseyesbenttowardstheearth。ButDiamondthoughtwithinhimself,“IwillaskNorthWindnexttimeIseehertotakemetothatcountry。 Ithinkshedidspeakaboutitoncebefore。” CHAPTERIX HOWDIAMONDGOTTOTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND WHENDiamondwenthometobreakfast,hefoundhisfatherandmotheralreadyseatedatthetable。Theywerebothbusywiththeirbreadandbutter,andDiamondsathimselfdowninhisusualplace。 Hismotherlookedupathim,and,afterwatchinghimforamoment,said: “Idon’tthinktheboyislookingwell,husband。” “Don’tyou?Well,Idon’tknow。Ithinkhelooksprettybobbish。 Howdoyoufeelyourself,Diamond,myboy?” “Quitewell,thankyou,father;atleast,IthinkI’vegotalittleheadache。” “There!Itoldyou。”saidhisfatherandmotherbothatonce。 “Thechild’sverypoorly“addedhismother。 “Thechild’squitewell。”addedhisfather。 Andthentheybothlaughed。 “Yousee。”saidhismother,“I’vehadaletterfrommysisteratSandwich。” “Sleepyoldhole!“saidhisfather。 “Don’tabusetheplace;there’sgoodpeopleinit。”saidhismother。 “Right,oldlady。”returnedhisfather;“onlyIdon’tbelievetherearemorethantwopairofcarriage-horsesinthewholeblessedplace。” “Well,peoplecangettoheavenwithoutcarriages——orcoachmeneither,husband。NotthatIshouldliketogowithoutmycoachman,youknow。Butabouttheboy?” “Whatboy?” “Thatboy,there,staringatyouwithhisgoggle-eyes。” “HaveIgotgoggle-eyes,mother?”askedDiamond,alittledismayed。 “Nottoogoggle。”saidhismother,whowasquiteproudofherboy’seyes,onlydidnotwanttomakehimvain。 “Nottoogoggle;onlyyouneednotstareso。” “Well,whatabouthim?”saidhisfather。 “ItoldyouIhadgotaletter。” “Yes,fromyoursister;notfromDiamond。” “La,husband!you’vegotoutofbedthewronglegfirstthismorning,Idobelieve。” “Ialwaysgetoutwithbothatonce。”saidhisfather,laughing。 “Well,listenthen。Hisauntwantstheboytogodownandseeher。” “Andthat’swhyyouwanttomakeoutthatheain’tlookingwell。” “Nomoreheis。Ithinkhehadbettergo。” “Well,Idon’tcare,ifyoucanfindthemoney。”saidhisfather。 “I’llmanagethat。”saidhismother;andsoitwasagreedthatDiamondshouldgotoSandwich。 IwillnotdescribethepreparationsDiamondmade。Youwouldhavethoughthehadbeengoingonathreemonths’voyage。NorwillI describethejourney,forourbusinessisnowattheplace。 Hewasmetatthestationbyhisaunt,acheerfulmiddle-agedwoman,andconveyedinsafetytothesleepyoldtown,ashisfathercalledit。 Andnowonderthatitwassleepy,foritwasnearlydeadofoldage。 Diamondwentaboutstaringwithhisbeautifulgoggle-eyes,atthequaintoldstreets,andtheshops,andthehouses。 Everythinglookedverystrange,indeed;forherewasatownabandonedbyitsnurse,thesea,likeanoldoysterleftontheshoretillitgapedforweariness。ItusedtobeoneofthefivechiefseaportsinEngland,butitbegantoholditselftoohigh,andtheconsequencewastheseagrewlessandlessintimatewithit,graduallydrewback,andkeptmoretoitself,tillatlengthitleftithighanddry:Sandwichwasaseaportnomore;theseawentonwithitsowntide-businessalongwayoff,andforgotit。 Ofcourseitwenttosleep,andhadnomoretodowithships。 That’swhatcomestocitiesandnations,andboysandgirls,whosay,“Icandowithoutyourhelp。I’menoughformyself。” Diamondsoonmadegreatfriendswithanoldwomanwhokeptatoyshop,forhismotherhadgivenhimtwopenceforpocket-moneybeforeheleft,andhehadgoneintohershoptospendit,andshegottalkingtohim。Shelookedveryfunny,becauseshehadnotgotanyteeth,butDiamondlikedher,andwentoftentohershop,althoughhehadnothingtospendthereafterthetwopencewasgone。 Oneafternoonhehadbeenwanderingratherwearilyaboutthestreetsforsometime。Itwasahotday,andhefelttired。 Ashepassedthetoyshop,hesteppedin。 “PleasemayIsitdownforaminuteonthisbox?”hesaid,thinkingtheoldwomanwassomewhereintheshop。Buthegotnoanswer,andsatdownwithoutone。Aroundhimwereagreatmanytoysofallprices,fromapennyuptoshillings。Allatonceheheardagentlewhirringsomewhereamongstthem。Itmadehimstartandlookbehindhim。Therewerethesailsofawindmillgoingroundandroundalmostclosetohisear。Hethoughtatfirstitmustbeoneofthosetoyswhicharewoundupandgowithclockwork; butno,itwasacommonpennytoy,withthewindmillattheendofawhistle,andwhenthewhistleblowsthewindmillgoes。 Butthewonderwasthattherewasnooneatthewhistleendblowing,andyetthesailswereturningroundandround——nowfaster,nowslower,nowfasteragain。 “Whatcanitmean?”saidDiamond,aloud。 “Itmeansme。”saidthetiniestvoicehehadeverheard。 “Whoareyou,please?”askedDiamond。 “Well,really,Ibegintobeashamedofyou。”saidthevoice。 “Iwonderhowlongitwillbebeforeyouknowme;orhowoftenImighttakeyouinbeforeyougotsharpenoughtosuspectme。 Youareasbadasababythatdoesn’tknowhismotherinanewbonnet。” “Notquitesobadasthat,dearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“forI didn’tseeyouatall,andindeedIdon’tseeyouyet,althoughI recogniseyourvoice。Dogrowalittle,please。” “Notahair’s-breadth。”saidthevoice,anditwasthesmallestvoicethateverspoke。“Whatareyoudoinghere?” “Iamcometoseemyaunt。But,please,NorthWind,whydidn’tyoucomebackformeinthechurchthatnight?” “Idid。Icarriedyousafehome。AllthetimeyouweredreamingabouttheglassApostles,youwerelyinginmyarms。” “I’msoglad。”saidDiamond。“Ithoughtthatmustbeit,onlyI wantedtohearyousayso。Didyousinktheship,then?” “Yes。” “Anddrowneverybody?” “Notquite。Oneboatgotawaywithsixorsevenmeninit。” “Howcouldtheboatswimwhentheshipcouldn’t?” “OfcourseIhadsometroublewithit。Ihadtocontriveabit,andmanagethewavesalittle。Whenthey’reoncethoroughlywakedup,Ihaveagooddealoftroublewiththemsometimes。 They’reapttogetstupidwithtumblingovereachother’sheads。 That’swhenthey’refairlyatit。However,theboatgottoadesertislandbeforenoonnextday。” “Andwhatgoodwillcomeofthat?” “Idon’tknow。Iobeyedorders。Goodbye。” “Oh!stay,NorthWind,dostay!“criedDiamond,dismayedtoseethewindmillgetslowerandslower。 “Whatisit,mydearchild?”saidNorthWind,andthewindmillbeganturningagainsoswiftlythatDiamondcouldscarcelyseeit。 “Whatabigvoiceyou’vegot!andwhatanoiseyoudomakewithit? Whatisityouwant?Ihavelittletodo,butthatlittlemustbedone。” “Iwantyoutotakemetothecountryatthebackofthenorthwind。” “That’snotsoeasy。”saidNorthWind,andwassilentforsolongthatDiamondthoughtshewasgoneindeed。Butafterhehadquitegivenherup,thevoicebeganagain。 “IalmostwisholdHerodotushadheldhistongueaboutit。 Muchheknewofit!“ “Whydoyouwishthat,NorthWind?” “Becausethenthatclergymanwouldneverhaveheardofit,andsetyouwantingtogo。Butweshallsee。Weshallsee。Youmustgohomenow,mydear,foryoudon’tseemverywell,andI’llseewhatcanbedoneforyou。Don’twaitforme。I’vegottobreakafewofoldGoody’stoys;she’sthinkingtoomuchofhernewstock。 Twoorthreewilldo。There!gonow。” Diamondrose,quitesorry,andwithoutawordlefttheshop,andwenthome。 Itsoonappearedthathismotherhadbeenrightabouthim,forthatsameafternoonhisheadbegantoacheverymuch,andhehadtogotobed。 Heawokeinthemiddleofthenight。Thelatticewindowofhisroomhadblownopen,andthecurtainsofhislittlebedwereswingingaboutinthewind。 “IfthatshouldbeNorthWindnow!“thoughtDiamond。 Butthenextmomentheheardsomeoneclosingthewindow,andhisauntcametohisbedside。Sheputherhandonhisface,andsaid—— “How’syourhead,dear?” “Better,auntie,Ithink。” “Wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?” “Oh,yes!Ishould,please。” Sohisauntgavehimsomelemonade,forshehadbeenusedtonursingsickpeople,andDiamondfeltverymuchrefreshed,andlaidhisheaddownagaintogoveryfastasleep,ashethought。 Andsohedid,butonlytocomeawakeagain,asafreshburstofwindblewthelatticeopenasecondtime。ThesamemomenthefoundhimselfinacloudofNorthWind’shair,withherbeautifulface,setinitlikeamoon,bendingoverhim。 “Quick,Diamond!“shesaid。“Ihavefoundsuchachance!“ “ButI’mnotwell。”saidDiamond。 “Iknowthat,butyouwillbebetterforalittlefreshair。 Youshallhaveplentyofthat。” “Youwantmetogo,then?” “Yes,Ido。Itwon’thurtyou。” “Verywell。”saidDiamond;andgettingoutofthebed-clothes,hejumpedintoNorthWind’sarms。 “Wemustmakehastebeforeyourauntcomes。”saidshe,assheglidedoutoftheopenlatticeandleftitswinging。 ThemomentDiamondfeltherarmsfoldaroundhimhebegantofeelbetter。Itwasamoonlessnight,andverydark,withglimpsesofstarswhenthecloudsparted。 “Iusedtodashthewavesabouthere。”saidNorthWind,“wherecowsandsheeparefeedingnow;butweshallsoongettothem。 Theretheyare。” AndDiamond,lookingdown,sawthewhiteglimmerofbreakingwaterfarbelowhim。 “Yousee,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,“itisverydifficultformetogetyoutothebackofthenorthwind,forthatcountryliesintheverynorthitself,andofcourseIcan’tblownorthwards。” “Whynot?”askedDiamond。 “Youlittlesilly!“saidNorthWind。“Don’tyouseethatifI weretoblownorthwardsIshouldbeSouthWind,andthatisasmuchastosaythatonepersoncouldbetwopersons?” “Buthowcanyouevergethomeatall,then?” “Youarequiteright——thatismyhome,thoughInevergetfartherthantheouterdoor。Isitonthedoorstep,andhearthevoicesinside。 Iamnobodythere,Diamond。” “I’mverysorry。” “Why?” “Thatyoushouldbenobody。” “Oh,Idon’tmindit。Dearlittleman!youwillbeverygladsomedaytobenobodyyourself。Butyoucan’tunderstandthatnow,andyouhadbetternottry;forifyoudo,youwillbecertaintogofancyingsomeegregiousnonsense,andmakingyourselfmiserableaboutit。” “ThenIwon’t。”saidDiamond。 “There’sagoodboy。Itwillallcomeingoodtime。” “Butyouhaven’ttoldmehowyougettothedoorstep,youknow。” “Itiseasyenoughforme。Ihaveonlytoconsenttobenobody,andthereIam。IdrawintomyselfandthereIamonthedoorstep。 Butyoucaneasilysee,oryouhavelesssensethanIthink,thattodragyou,youheavything,alongwithme,wouldtakecenturies,andIcouldnotgivethetimetoit。” “Oh,I’msosorry!“saidDiamond。 “Whatfornow,pet?” “ThatI’msoheavyforyou。IwouldbelighterifIcould,butI don’tknowhow。” “Yousillydarling!Why,IcouldtossyouahundredmilesfrommeifIliked。ItisonlywhenIamgoinghomethatIshallfindyouheavy。” “Thenyouaregoinghomewithme?” “Ofcourse。DidInotcometofetchyoujustforthat?” “Butallthistimeyoumustbegoingsouthwards。” “Yes。OfcourseIam。” “Howcanyoubetakingmenorthwards,then?” “Averysensiblequestion。Butyoushallsee。Iwillgetridofafewoftheseclouds——onlytheydocomeupsofast! It’sliketryingtoblowabrookdry。There!Whatdoyouseenow?” “IthinkIseealittleboat,awaythere,downbelow。” “Alittleboat,indeed!Well!She’sayachtoftwohundredtons; andthecaptainofitisafriendofmine;forheisamanofgoodsense,andcansailhiscraftwell。I’vehelpedhimmanyatimewhenhelittlethoughtit。I’veheardhimgrumblingatme,whenIwasdoingtheverybestIcouldforhim。Why,I’vecarriedhimeightymilesaday,againandagain,rightnorth。” “Hemusthavedodgedforthat。”saidDiamond,whohadbeenwatchingthevessels,andhadseenthattheywentotherwaysthanthewindblew。 “Ofcoursehemust。Butdon’tyousee,itwasthebestIcoulddo? Icouldn’tbeSouthWind。Andbesidesitgavehimashareinthebusiness。Itisnotgoodatall——mindthat,Diamond——todoeverythingforthoseyoulove,andnotgivethemashareinthedoing。 It’snotkind。It’smakingtoomuchofyourself,mychild。 IfIhadbeenSouthWind,hewouldonlyhavesmokedhispipeallday,andmadehimselfstupid。” “Buthowcouldhebeamanofsenseandgrumbleatyouwhenyouweredoingyourbestforhim?” “Oh!youmustmakeallowances。”saidNorthWind,“oryouwillneverdojusticetoanybody——Youdounderstand,then,thatacaptainmaysailnorth——“ “Inspiteofanorthwind——yes。”supplementedDiamond。 “Now,Idothinkyoumustbestupid,my,dear“saidNorthWind。 “Supposethenorthwinddidnotblowwherewouldhebethen?” “Whythenthesouthwindwouldcarryhim。” “Soyouthinkthatwhenthenorthwindstopsthesouthwindblows。 Nonsense。IfIdidn’tblow,thecaptaincouldn’tsailhiseightymilesaday。NodoubtSouthWindwouldcarryhimfaster,butSouthWindissittingonherdoorstepthen,andifIstoppedtherewouldbeadeadcalm。Soyouareallwrongtosayhecansailnorthinspiteofme;hesailsnorthbymyhelp,andmyhelpalone。 Youseethat,Diamond?” “Yes,Ido,NorthWind。Iamstupid,butIdon’twanttobestupid。” “Goodboy!Iamgoingtoblowyounorthinthatlittlecraft,oneofthefinestthateversailedthesea。Hereweare,rightoverit。 Ishallbeblowingagainstyou;youwillbesailingagainstme; andallwillbejustaswewantit。Thecaptainwon’tgetonsofastashewouldlike,buthewillgeton,andsoshallwe。 I’mjustgoingtoputyouonboard。Doyouseeinfrontofthetiller—— thatthingthemanisworking,nowtooneside,nowtotheother—— aroundthinglikethetopofadrum?” “Yes。”saidDiamond。 “Belowthatiswheretheykeeptheirsparesails,andsomestoresofthatsort。Iamgoingtoblowthatcoveroff。ThesamemomentIwilldropyouondeck,andyoumusttumblein。Don’tbeafraid,itisofnodepth,andyouwillfallonsail-cloth。Youwillfinditniceandwarmanddry-onlydark;andyouwillknowIamnearyoubyeveryrollandpitchofthevessel。Coilyourselfupandgotosleep。 Theyachtshallbemycradleandyoushallbemybaby。” “Thankyou,dearNorthWind。Iamnotabitafraid。”saidDiamond。 Inamomenttheywereonalevelwiththebulwarks,andNorthWindsentthehatchoftheafter-storerattlingawayoverthedecktoleeward。Thenext,Diamondfoundhimselfinthedark,forhehadtumbledthroughtheholeasNorthWindhadtoldhim,andthecoverwasreplacedoverhishead。Awayhewentrollingtoleeward,forthewindbeganallatoncetoblowhard。Heheardthecallofthecaptain,andtheloudtramplingofthemenoverhishead,astheyhauledatthemainsheettogettheboomonboardthattheymighttakeinareefinthemainsail。Diamondfeltaboutuntilhehadfoundwhatseemedthemostcomfortableplace,andtherehesnuggleddownandlay。 Hoursafterhours,agreatmanyofthem,wentby;andstillDiamondlaythere。Heneverfeltintheleasttiredorimpatient,forastrangepleasurefilledhisheart。Thestrainingofthemasts,thecreakingoftheboom,thesingingoftheropes,thebangingoftheblocksastheyputthevesselabout,allfellinwiththeroaringofthewindabove,thesurgeofthewavespasthersides,andthethudwithwhicheverynowandthenonewouldstrikeher; whilethroughitallDiamondcouldhearthegurgling,rippling,talkingflowofthewateragainstherplanks,assheslippedthroughit,lyingnowonthisside,nowonthat——likeasubduedairrunningthroughthegrandmusichisNorthWindwasmakingabouthimtokeephimfromtiringastheyspedontowardsthecountryatthebackofherdoorstep。 HowlongthislastedDiamondhadnoidea。Heseemedtofallasleepsometimes,onlythroughthesleepheheardthesoundsgoingon。 Atlengththeweatherseemedtogetworse。Theconfusionandtramplingoffeetgrewmorefrequentoverhishead;thevessellayovermoreandmoreonherside,andwentroaringthroughthewaves,whichbangedandthumpedatherasifinanger。Allatoncearoseaterribleuproar。Thehatchwasblownoff;acoldfiercewindsweptinuponhim;andalongarmcamewithitwhichlaidholdofhimandliftedhimout。Thesamemomenthesawthelittlevesselfarbelowhimrightingherself。Shehadtakeninallhersailsandlaynowtossingonthewaveslikeasea-birdwithfoldedwings。 Ashortdistancetothesouthlayamuchlargervessel,withtwoorthreesailsset,andtowardsitNorthWindwascarryingDiamond。 ItwasaGermanship,onitswaytotheNorthPole。 “Thatvesseldowntherewillgiveusaliftnow。”saidNorthWind; “andafterthatImustdothebestIcan。” Shemanagedtohidehimamongsttheflagsofthebigship,whichwereallsnuglystowedaway,andonandontheyspedtowardsthenorth。Atlengthonenightshewhisperedinhisear,“Comeondeck,Diamond;“andhegotupatonceandcreptondeck。 Everythinglookedverystrange。Hereandthereonallsideswerehugemassesoffloatingice,lookinglikecathedrals,andcastles,andcrags,whileawaybeyondwasabluesea。 “Isthesunrisingorsetting?”askedDiamond。 “Neitherorboth,whichyouplease。Icanhardlytellwhichmyself。 Ifheissettingnow,hewillberisingthenextmoment。” “Whatastrangelightitis!“saidDiamond。“Ihaveheardthatthesundoesn’tgotobedallthesummerintheseparts。 MissColemantoldmethat。Isupposehefeelsverysleepy,andthatiswhythelighthesendsoutlookssolikeadream。” “Thatwillaccountforitwellenoughforallpracticalpurposes。” saidNorthWind。 Someoftheicebergsweredriftingnorthwards;onewaspassingveryneartheship。NorthWindseizedDiamond,andwithasingleboundlightedononeofthem——ahugething,withsharppinnaclesandgreatclefts。Thesameinstantawindbegantoblowfromthesouth。 NorthWindhurriedDiamonddownthenorthsideoftheiceberg,steppingbyitsjagsandsplintering;forthisberghadnevergotfarenoughsouthtobemeltedandsmoothedbythesummersun。 Shebroughthimtoacavenearthewater,wheresheentered,and,lettingDiamondgo,satdownasifwearyonaledgeofice。 Diamondseatedhimselfontheotherside,andforawhilewasenrapturedwiththecolouroftheairinsidethecave。Itwasadeep,dazzling,lovelyblue,deeperthanthedeepestblueofthesky。 Theblueseemedtobeinconstantmotion,liketheblacknesswhenyoupressyoureyeballswithyourfingers,boilingandsparkling。 ButwhenhelookedacrosstoNorthWindhewasfrightened; herfacewaswornandlivid。 “Whatisthematterwithyou,dearNorthWind?”hesaid。 “Nothingmuch。Ifeelveryfaint。Butyoumustn’tmindit,forIcanbearitquitewell。SouthWindalwaysblowsmefaint。 Ifitwerenotforthecoolofthethickicebetweenmeandher,Ishouldfaintaltogether。Indeed,asitis,IfearImustvanish。” Diamondstaredatherinterror,forhesawthatherformandfaceweregrowing,notsmall,buttransparent,likesomethingdissolving,notinwater,butinlight。Hecouldseethesideofthebluecavethroughherveryheart。Andshemeltedawaytillallthatwasleftwasapaleface,likethemooninthemorning,withtwogreatlucideyesinit。 “Iamgoing,Diamond。”shesaid。 “Doesithurtyou?”askedDiamond。 “It’sveryuncomfortable。”sheanswered;“butIdon’tmindit,forIshallcomeallrightagainbeforelong。IthoughtIshouldbeabletogowithyoualltheway,butIcannot。Youmustnotbefrightenedthough。Justgostraighton,andyouwillcomeallright。 You’llfindmeonthedoorstep。” Asshespoke,herfacetoofadedquiteaway,onlyDiamondthoughthecouldstillseehereyesshiningthroughtheblue。 Whenhewentcloser,however,hefoundthatwhathethoughthereyeswereonlytwohollowsintheice。NorthWindwasquitegone; andDiamondwouldhavecried,ifhehadnottrustedhersothoroughly。 Sohesatstillintheblueairofthecavernlisteningtothewashandrippleofthewaterallaboutthebaseoftheiceberg,asitspedonandonintotheopenseanorthwards。Itwasanexcellentcrafttogowiththecurrent,fortherewastwiceasmuchofitbelowwaterasabove。Butalightsouthwindwasblowingtoo,andsoitwentfast。 AfteralittlewhileDiamondwentoutandsatontheedgeofhisfloatingisland,andlookeddownintotheoceanbeneathhim。 Thewhitesidesofthebergreflectedsomuchlightbelowthewater,thathecouldseefardownintothegreenabyss。SometimeshefanciedhesawtheeyesofNorthWindlookingupathimfrombelow,butthefancyneverlastedbeyondthemomentofitsbirth。Andthetimepassedhedidnotknowhow,forhefeltasifhewereinadream。 Whenhegottiredofthegreenwater,hewentintothebluecave; andwhenhegottiredofthebluecavehewentoutandgazedallabouthimonthebluesea,eversparklinginthesun,whichkeptwheelingaboutthesky,nevergoingbelowthehorizon。Buthechieflygazednorthwards,toseewhetheranylandwereappearing。 Allthistimeheneverwantedtoeat。Hebrokeofflittlebitsofthebergnowandthenandsuckedthem,andhethoughtthemverynice。 Atlength,onetimehecameoutofhiscave,hespiedfaroffonthehorizon,ashiningpeakthatroseintotheskylikethetopofsometremendousiceberg;andhisvesselwasbearinghimstraighttowardsit。Asitwentonthepeakroseandrosehigherandhigherabovethehorizon;andotherpeaksroseafterit,withsharpedgesandjaggedridgesconnectingthem。Diamondthoughtthismustbetheplacehewasgoingto;andhewasright;forthemountainsroseandrose,tillhesawthelineofthecoastattheirfeetandatlengththeicebergdroveintoalittlebay,allaroundwhichwereloftyprecipiceswithsnowontheirtops,andstreaksoficedowntheirsides。Thebergfloatedslowlyuptoaprojectingrock。 Diamondsteppedonshore,andwithoutlookingbehindhimbegantofollowanaturalpathwhichledwindinglytowardsthetopoftheprecipice。 Whenhereachedit,hefoundhimselfonabroadtableofice,alongwhichhecouldwalkwithoutmuchdifficulty。Beforehim,ataconsiderabledistance,rosealoftyridgeofice,whichshotupintofantasticpinnaclesandtowersandbattlements。Theairwasverycold,andseemedsomehowdead,fortherewasnottheslightestbreathofwind。 Inthecentreoftheridgebeforehimappearedagapliketheopeningofavalley。Butashewalkedtowardsit,gazing,andwonderingwhetherthatcouldbethewayhehadtotake,hesawthatwhathadappearedagapwastheformofawomanseatedagainsttheicefrontoftheridge,leaningforwardswithherhandsinherlap,andherhairhangingdowntotheground。 “ItisNorthWindonherdoorstep。”saidDiamondjoyfully,andhurriedon。 Hesooncameuptotheplace,andtheretheformsat,likeoneofthegreatfiguresatthedoorofanEgyptiantemple,motionless,withdroopingarmsandhead。ThenDiamondgrewfrightened,becauseshedidnotmovenorspeak。HewassureitwasNorthWind,buthethoughtshemustbedeadatlast。Herfacewaswhiteasthesnow,hereyeswereblueastheairintheice-cave,andherhairhungdownstraight,likeicicles。Shehadonagreenishrobe,likethecolourinthehollowsofaglacierseenfromfaroff。 Hestoodupbeforeher,andgazedfearfullyintoherfaceforafewminutesbeforeheventuredtospeak。Atlength,withagreateffortandatremblingvoice,hefalteredout—— “NorthWind!“ “Well,child?”saidtheform,withoutliftingitshead。 “Areyouill,dearNorthWind?” “No。Iamwaiting。” “Whatfor?” “TillI’mwanted。” “Youdon’tcareformeanymore。”saidDiamond,almostcryingnow。 “YesIdo。OnlyIcan’tshowit。Allmyloveisdownatthebottomofmyheart。ButIfeelitbubblingthere。” “Whatdoyouwantmetodonext,dearNorthWind?”saidDiamond,wishingtoshowhislovebybeingobedient。 “Whatdoyouwanttodoyourself?” “Iwanttogointothecountryatyourback。” “Thenyoumustgothroughme。” “Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。” “ImeanjustwhatIsay。YoumustwalkonasifIwereanopendoor,andgorightthroughme。” “Butthatwillhurtyou。” “Notintheleast。Itwillhurtyou,though。” “Idon’tmindthat,ifyoutellmetodoit。” “Doit。”saidNorthWind。 Diamondwalkedtowardsherinstantly。Whenhereachedherknees,heputouthishandtolayitonher,butnothingwastheresaveanintensecold。Hewalkedon。Thenallgrewwhiteabouthim; andthecoldstunghimlikefire。Hewalkedonstill,gropingthroughthewhiteness。Itthickenedabouthim。Atlast,itgotintohisheart,andhelostallsense。Iwouldsaythathefainted——onlywhereasincommonfaintsallgrowsblackaboutyou,hefeltswallowedupinwhiteness。ItwaswhenhereachedNorthWind’sheartthathefaintedandfell。Butashefell,herolledoverthethreshold,anditwasthusthatDiamondgottothebackofthenorthwind。