Mrs。RachelLyndeisSurprisedMrs。RachelLyndelivedjustwheretheAvonleamainroaddippeddownintoalittlehollow,fringedwithaldersandladies’eardropsandtraversedbyabrookthathaditssourceawaybackinthewoodsoftheoldCuthbertplace;
itwasreputedtobeanintricate,headlongbrookinitsearliercoursethroughthosewoods,withdarksecretsofpoolandcascade;butbythetimeitreachedLynde’sHollowitwasaquiet,well-conductedlittlestream,fornotevenabrookcouldrunpastMrs。RachelLynde’sdoorwithoutdueregardfordecencyanddecorum;itprobablywasconsciousthatMrs。Rachelwassittingatherwindow,keepingasharpeyeoneverythingthatpassed,frombrooksandchildrenup,andthatifshenoticedanythingoddoroutofplaceshewouldneverrestuntilshehadferretedoutthewhysandwhereforesthereof。
ThereareplentyofpeopleinAvonleaandoutofit,whocanattendcloselytotheirneighbor’sbusinessbydintofneglectingtheirown;butMrs。RachelLyndewasoneofthosecapablecreatureswhocanmanagetheirownconcernsandthoseofotherfolksintothebargain。Shewasanotablehousewife;herworkwasalwaysdoneandwelldone;
she\"ran\"theSewingCircle,helpedruntheSunday-school,andwasthestrongestpropoftheChurchAidSocietyandForeignMissionsAuxiliary。YetwithallthisMrs。Rachelfoundabundanttimetositforhoursatherkitchenwindow,knitting\"cottonwarp\"quilts——shehadknittedsixteenofthem,asAvonleahousekeeperswerewonttotellinawedvoices——andkeepingasharpeyeonthemainroadthatcrossedthehollowandwoundupthesteepredhillbeyond。
SinceAvonleaoccupiedalittletriangularpeninsulajuttingoutintotheGulfofSt。Lawrencewithwaterontwosidesofit,anybodywhowentoutofitorintoithadtopassoverthathillroadandsoruntheunseengauntletofMrs。Rachel’sall-seeingeye。
ShewassittingthereoneafternooninearlyJune。Thesunwascominginatthewindowwarmandbright;theorchardontheslopebelowthehousewasinabridalflushofpinky-
whitebloom,hummedoverbyamyriadofbees。ThomasLynde——
ameeklittlemanwhomAvonleapeoplecalled\"RachelLynde’shusband\"——wassowinghislateturnipseedonthehillfieldbeyondthebarn;andMatthewCuthbertoughttohavebeensowinghisonthebigredbrookfieldawayoverbyGreenGables。Mrs。RachelknewthatheoughtbecauseshehadheardhimtellPeterMorrisontheeveningbeforeinWilliamJ。Blair’sstoreoveratCarmodythathemeanttosowhisturnipseedthenextafternoon。Peterhadaskedhim,ofcourse,forMatthewCuthberthadneverbeenknowntovolunteerinformationaboutanythinginhiswholelife。
AndyetherewasMatthewCuthbert,athalf-pastthreeontheafternoonofabusyday,placidlydrivingoverthehollowandupthehill;moreover,heworeawhitecollarandhisbestsuitofclothes,whichwasplainproofthathewasgoingoutofAvonlea;andhehadthebuggyandthesorrelmare,whichbetokenedthathewasgoingaconsiderabledistance。
Now,wherewasMatthewCuthbertgoingandwhywashegoingthere?
HaditbeenanyothermaninAvonlea,Mrs。Rachel,deftlyputtingthisandthattogether,mighthavegivenaprettygoodguessastobothquestions。ButMatthewsorarelywentfromhomethatitmustbesomethingpressingandunusualwhichwastakinghim;hewastheshyestmanaliveandhatedtohavetogoamongstrangersortoanyplacewherehemighthavetotalk。Matthew,dressedupwithawhitecollaranddrivinginabuggy,wassomethingthatdidn’thappenoften。Mrs。Rachel,ponderasshemight,couldmakenothingofitandherafternoon’senjoymentwasspoiled。
\"I’lljuststepovertoGreenGablesafterteaandfindoutfromMarillawherehe’sgoneandwhy,\"theworthywomanfinallyconcluded。\"Hedoesn’tgenerallygototownthistimeofyearandheNEVERvisits;ifhe’drunoutofturnipseedhewouldn’tdressupandtakethebuggytogoformore;
hewasn’tdrivingfastenoughtobegoingforadoctor。Yetsomethingmusthavehappenedsincelastnighttostarthimoff。I’mcleanpuzzled,that’swhat,andIwon’tknowaminute’speaceofmindorconscienceuntilIknowwhathastakenMatthewCuthbertoutofAvonleatoday。\"
AccordinglyafterteaMrs。Rachelsetout;shehadnotfartogo;thebig,rambling,orchard-emboweredhousewheretheCuthbertslivedwasascantquarterofamileuptheroadfromLynde’sHollow。Tobesure,thelonglanemadeitagooddealfurther。MatthewCuthbert’sfather,asshyandsilentashissonafterhim,hadgotasfarawayashepossiblycouldfromhisfellowmenwithoutactuallyretreatingintothewoodswhenhefoundedhishomestead。
GreenGableswasbuiltatthefurthestedgeofhisclearedlandandthereitwastothisday,barelyvisiblefromthemainroadalongwhichalltheotherAvonleahousesweresosociablysituated。Mrs。RachelLyndedidnotcalllivinginsuchaplaceLIVINGatall。
\"It’sjustSTAYING,that’swhat,\"shesaidasshesteppedalongthedeep-rutted,grassylaneborderedwithwildrosebushes。\"It’snowonderMatthewandMarillaarebothalittleodd,livingawaybackherebythemselves。
Treesaren’tmuchcompany,thoughdearknowsiftheywerethere’dbeenoughofthem。I’drutherlookatpeople。
Tobesure,theyseemcontentedenough;butthen,Isuppose,they’reusedtoit。Abodycangetusedtoanything,eventobeinghanged,astheIrishmansaid。\"
WiththisMrs。RachelsteppedoutofthelaneintothebackyardofGreenGables。Verygreenandneatandprecisewasthatyard,setaboutononesidewithgreatpatriarchalwillowsandtheotherwithprimLombardies。Notastraysticknorstonewastobeseen,forMrs。Rachelwouldhaveseenitiftherehadbeen。PrivatelyshewasoftheopinionthatMarillaCuthbertsweptthatyardoverasoftenasshesweptherhouse。Onecouldhaveeatenamealoffthegroundwithoutoverbrimmingtheproverbialpeckofdirt。
Mrs。Rachelrappedsmartlyatthekitchendoorandsteppedinwhenbiddentodoso。ThekitchenatGreenGableswasacheerfulapartment——orwouldhavebeencheerfulifithadnotbeensopainfullycleanastogiveitsomethingoftheappearanceofanunusedparlor。Itswindowslookedeastandwest;throughthewestone,lookingoutonthebackyard,cameafloodofmellowJunesunlight;
buttheeastone,whenceyougotaglimpseofthebloomwhitecherry-treesintheleftorchardandnodding,slenderbirchesdowninthehollowbythebrook,wasgreenedoverbyatangleofvines。HeresatMarillaCuthbert,whenshesatatall,alwaysslightlydistrustfulofsunshine,whichseemedtohertoodancingandirresponsibleathingforaworldwhichwasmeanttobetakenseriously;andhereshesatnow,knitting,andthetablebehindherwaslaidforsupper。
Mrs。Rachel,beforeshehadfairlyclosedthedoor,hadtakenamentalnoteofeverythingthatwasonthattable。
Therewerethreeplateslaid,sothatMarillamustbeexpectingsomeonehomewithMatthewtotea;butthedisheswereeverydaydishesandtherewasonlycrab-applepreservesandonekindofcake,sothattheexpectedcompanycouldnotbeanyparticularcompany。YetwhatofMatthew’swhitecollarandthesorrelmare?Mrs。Rachelwasgettingfairlydizzywiththisunusualmysteryaboutquiet,unmysteriousGreenGables。
\"Goodevening,Rachel,\"Marillasaidbriskly。\"Thisisarealfineevening,isn’tit\"Won’tyousitdown?Howareallyourfolks?\"
SomethingthatforlackofanyothernamemightbecalledfriendshipexistedandalwayshadexistedbetweenMarillaCuthbertandMrs。Rachel,inspiteof——orperhapsbecauseof——theirdissimilarity。
Marillawasatall,thinwoman,withanglesandwithoutcurves;herdarkhairshowedsomegraystreaksandwasalwaystwistedupinahardlittleknotbehindwithtwowirehairpinsstuckaggressivelythroughit。Shelookedlikeawomanofnarrowexperienceandrigidconscience,whichshewas;buttherewasasavingsomethingabouthermouthwhich,ifithadbeeneversoslightlydeveloped,mighthavebeenconsideredindicativeofasenseofhumor。
\"We’reallprettywell,\"saidMrs。Rachel。\"IwaskindofafraidYOUweren’t,though,whenIsawMatthewstartingofftoday。Ithoughtmaybehewasgoingtothedoctor’s。\"
Marilla’slipstwitchedunderstandingly。ShehadexpectedMrs。Rachelup;shehadknownthatthesightofMatthewjauntingoffsounaccountablywouldbetoomuchforherneighbor’scuriosity。
\"Oh,no,I’mquitewellalthoughIhadabadheadacheyesterday,\"shesaid。\"MatthewwenttoBrightRiver。We’regettingalittleboyfromanorphanasyluminNovaScotiaandhe’scomingonthetraintonight。\"
IfMarillahadsaidthatMatthewhadgonetoBrightRivertomeetakangaroofromAustraliaMrs。Rachelcouldnothavebeenmoreastonished。Shewasactuallystrickendumbforfiveseconds。ItwasunsupposablethatMarillawasmakingfunofher,butMrs。Rachelwasalmostforcedtosupposeit。
\"Areyouinearnest,Marilla?\"shedemandedwhenvoicereturnedtoher。
\"Yes,ofcourse,\"saidMarilla,asifgettingboysfromorphanasylumsinNovaScotiawerepartoftheusualspringworkonanywell-regulatedAvonleafarminsteadofbeinganunheardofinnovation。
Mrs。Rachelfeltthatshehadreceivedaseverementaljolt。
Shethoughtinexclamationpoints。Aboy!MarillaandMatthewCuthbertofallpeopleadoptingaboy!Fromanorphanasylum!Well,theworldwascertainlyturningupsidedown!Shewouldbesurprisedatnothingafterthis!Nothing!
\"Whatonearthputsuchanotionintoyourhead?\"shedemandeddisapprovingly。
Thishadbeendonewithouthereadvicebeingasked,andmustperforcebedisapproved。
\"Well,we’vebeenthinkingaboutitforsometime——allwinterinfact,\"returnedMarilla。\"Mrs。AlexanderSpencerwasuphereonedaybeforeChristmasandshesaidshewasgoingtogetalittlegirlfromtheasylumoverinHopetoninthespring。HercousinlivesthereandMrs。Spencerhasvisitedhereandknowsallaboutit。SoMatthewandIhavetalkeditoveroffandoneversince。Wethoughtwe’dgetaboy。Matthewisgettingupinyears,youknow——he’ssixty——
andheisn’tsospryasheoncewas。Hishearttroubleshimagooddeal。Andyouknowhowdesperatehardit’sgottobetogethiredhelp。There’sneveranybodytobehadbutthosestupid,half-grownlittleFrenchboys;andassoonasyoudogetonebrokeintoyourwaysandtaughtsomethinghe’supandofftothelobstercanneriesortheStates。AtfirstMatthewsuggestedgettingaHomeboy。ButIsaid`no’
flattothat。`Theymaybeallright——I’mnotsayingthey’renot——butnoLondonstreetArabsforme,’Isaid。
`Givemeanativebornatleast。There’llbearisk,nomatterwhoweget。ButI’llfeeleasierinmymindandsleepsounderatnightsifwegetabornCanadian。’SointheendwedecidedtoaskMrs。Spencertopickusoutonewhenshewentovertogetherlittlegirl。Weheardlastweekshewasgoing,sowesentherwordbyRichardSpencer’sfolksatCarmodytobringusasmart,likelyboyofabouttenoreleven。Wedecidedthatwouldbethebestage——oldenoughtobeofsomeuseindoingchoresrightoffandyoungenoughtobetrainedupproper。Wemeantogivehimagoodhomeandschooling。WehadatelegramfromMrs。AlexanderSpencertoday——themail-manbroughtitfromthestation——
sayingtheywerecomingonthefive-thirtytraintonight。
SoMatthewwenttoBrightRivertomeethim。Mrs。Spencerwilldrophimoffthere。OfcourseshegoesontoWhiteSandsstationherself\"
Mrs。Rachelpridedherselfonalwaysspeakinghermind;
sheproceededtospeakitnow,havingadjustedhermentalattitudetothisamazingpieceofnews。
\"Well,Marilla,I’lljusttellyouplainthatIthinkyou’redoingamightyfoolishthing——ariskything,that’swhat。Youdon’tknowwhatyou’regetting。You’rebringingastrangechildintoyourhouseandhomeandyoudon’tknowasinglethingabouthimnorwhathisdispositionislikenorwhatsortofparentshehadnorhowhe’slikelytoturnout。Why,itwasonlylastweekIreadinthepaperhowamanandhiswifeupwestoftheIslandtookaboyoutofanorphanasylumandhesetfiretothehouseatnight——setitONPURPOSE,Marilla——andnearlyburntthemtoacrispintheirbeds。AndIknowanothercasewhereanadoptedboyusedtosucktheeggs——theycouldn’tbreakhimofit。Ifyouhadaskedmyadviceinthematter——whichyoudidn’tdo,Marilla——I’dhavesaidformercy’ssakenottothinkofsuchathing,that’swhat。\"
ThisJob’scomfortingseemedneithertooffendnortoalarmMarilla。Sheknittedsteadilyon。
\"Idon’tdenythere’ssomethinginwhatyousay,Rachel。
I’vehadsomequalmsmyself。ButMatthewwasterriblesetonit。Icouldseethat,soIgavein。It’ssoseldomMatthewsetshismindonanythingthatwhenhedoesIalwaysfeelit’smydutytogivein。Andasfortherisk,there’srisksinprettyneareverythingabodydoesinthisworld。
There’srisksinpeople’shavingchildrenoftheirownifitcomestothat——theydon’talwaysturnoutwell。AndthenNovaScotiaisrightclosetotheIsland。Itisn’tasifweweregettinghimfromEnglandortheStates。Hecan’tbemuchdifferentfromourselves。\"
\"Well,Ihopeitwillturnoutallright,\"saidMrs。
Rachelinatonethatplainlyindicatedherpainfuldoubts。
\"Onlydon’tsayIdidn’twarnyouifheburnsGreenGablesdownorputsstrychnineinthewell——IheardofacaseoverinNewBrunswickwhereanorphanasylumchilddidthatandthewholefamilydiedinfearfulagonies。Only,itwasagirlinthatinstance。\"
\"Well,we’renotgettingagirl,\"saidMarilla,asifpoisoningwellswereapurelyfeminineaccomplishmentandnottobedreadedinthecaseofaboy。\"I’dneverdreamoftakingagirltobringup。IwonderatMrs。AlexanderSpencerfordoingit。Butthere,SHEwouldn’tshrinkfromadoptingawholeorphanasylumifshetookitintoherhead。\"
Mrs。RachelwouldhavelikedtostayuntilMatthewcamehomewithhisimportedorphan。ButreflectingthatitwouldbeagoodtwohoursatleastbeforehisarrivalsheconcludedtogouptheroadtoRobertBell’sandtellthenews。Itwouldcertainlymakeasensationsecondtonone,andMrs。Racheldearlylovedtomakeasensation。Soshetookherselfaway,somewhattoMarilla’srelief,forthelatterfeltherdoubtsandfearsrevivingundertheinfluenceofMrs。Rachel’spessimism。
\"Well,ofallthingsthateverwereorwillbe!\"
ejaculatedMrs。Rachelwhenshewassafelyoutinthelane。
\"ItdoesreallyseemasifImustbedreaming。Well,I’msorryforthatpooryoungoneandnomistake。MatthewandMarilladon’tknowanythingaboutchildrenandthey’llexpecthimtobewiserandsteadierthathisowngrandfather,ifsobe’sheeverhadagrandfather,whichisdoubtful。ItseemsuncannytothinkofachildatGreenGablessomehow;there’sneverbeenonethere,forMatthewandMarillaweregrownupwhenthenewhousewasbuilt——iftheyeverWEREchildren,whichishardtobelievewhenonelooksatthem。Iwouldn’tbeinthatorphan’sshoesforanything。My,butIpityhim,that’swhat。\"
SosaidMrs。Racheltothewildrosebushesoutofthefulnessofherheart;butifshecouldhaveseenthechildwhowaswaitingpatientlyattheBrightRiverstationatthatverymomentherpitywouldhavebeenstilldeeperandmoreprofound。
CHAPTERII
MatthewCuthbertissurprisedMatthewCuthbertandthesorrelmarejoggedcomfortablyovertheeightmilestoBrightRiver。Itwasaprettyroad,runningalongbetweensnugfarmsteads,withnowandagainabitofbalsamyfirwoodtodrivethroughorahollowwherewildplumshungouttheirfilmybloom。Theairwassweetwiththebreathofmanyappleorchardsandthemeadowsslopedawayinthedistancetohorizonmistsofpearlandpurple;while\"ThelittlebirdssangasifitwereTheonedayofsummerinalltheyear。\"
Matthewenjoyedthedriveafterhisownfashion,exceptduringthemomentswhenhemetwomenandhadtonodtothem——
forinPrinceEdwardislandyouaresupposedtonodtoallandsundryyoumeetontheroadwhetheryouknowthemornot。
MatthewdreadedallwomenexceptMarillaandMrs。
Rachel;hehadanuncomfortablefeelingthatthemysteriouscreaturesweresecretlylaughingathim。Hemayhavebeenquiterightinthinkingso,forhewasanodd-lookingpersonage,withanungainlyfigureandlongiron-grayhairthattouchedhisstoopingshoulders,andafull,softbrownbeardwhichhehadworneversincehewastwenty。Infact,hehadlookedattwentyverymuchashelookedatsixty,lackingalittleofthegrayness。
WhenhereachedBrightRivertherewasnosignofanytrain;hethoughthewastooearly,sohetiedhishorseintheyardofthesmallBrightRiverhotelandwentovertothestationhouse。Thelongplatformwasalmostdeserted;
theonlylivingcreatureinsightbeingagirlwhowassittingonapileofshinglesattheextremeend。Matthew,barelynotingthatitWASagirl,sidledpastherasquicklyaspossiblewithoutlookingather。Hadhelookedhecouldhardlyhavefailedtonoticethetenserigidityandexpectationofherattitudeandexpression。Shewassittingtherewaitingforsomethingorsomebodyand,sincesittingandwaitingwastheonlythingtodojustthen,shesatandwaitedwithallhermightandmain。
Matthewencounteredthestationmasterlockinguptheticketofficepreparatorytogoinghomeforsupper,andaskedhimifthefive-thirtytrainwouldsoonbealong。
\"Thefive-thirtytrainhasbeeninandgonehalfanhourago,\"answeredthatbriskofficial。\"Buttherewasapassengerdroppedoffforyou——alittlegirl。She’ssittingoutthereontheshingles。Iaskedhertogointotheladies’waitingroom,butsheinformedmegravelythatshepreferredtostayoutside。`Therewasmorescopeforimagination,’shesaid。She’sacase,Ishouldsay。\"
\"I’mnotexpectingagirl,\"saidMatthewblankly。\"It’saboyI’vecomefor。Heshouldbehere。Mrs。AlexanderSpencerwastobringhimoverfromNovaScotiaforme。\"
Thestationmasterwhistled。
\"Guessthere’ssomemistake,\"hesaid。\"Mrs。Spencercameoffthetrainwiththatgirlandgaveherintomycharge。Saidyouandyoursisterwereadoptingherfromanorphanasylumandthatyouwouldbealongforherpresently。
That’sallIknowaboutit——andIhaven’tgotanymoreorphansconcealedhereabouts。\"
\"Idon’tunderstand,\"saidMatthewhelplessly,wishingthatMarillawasathandtocopewiththesituation。
\"Well,you’dbetterquestionthegirl,\"saidthestation-
mastercarelessly。\"Idaresayshe’llbeabletoexplain——
she’sgotatongueofherown,that’scertain。Maybetheywereoutofboysofthebrandyouwanted。\"
Hewalkedjauntilyaway,beinghungry,andtheunfortunateMatthewwaslefttodothatwhichwasharderforhimthanbeardingalioninitsden——walkuptoagirl——astrangegirl——anorphangirl——anddemandofherwhyshewasn’taboy。
Matthewgroanedinspiritasheturnedaboutandshuffledgentlydowntheplatformtowardsher。
Shehadbeenwatchinghimeversincehehadpassedherandshehadhereyesonhimnow。Matthewwasnotlookingatherandwouldnothaveseenwhatshewasreallylikeifhehadbeen,butanordinaryobserverwouldhaveseenthis:
Achildofabouteleven,garbedinaveryshort,verytight,veryuglydressofyellowish-graywincey。Sheworeafadedbrownsailorhatandbeneaththehat,extendingdownherback,weretwobraidsofverythick,decidedlyredhair。
Herfacewassmall,whiteandthin,alsomuchfreckled;hermouthwaslargeandsowerehereyes,whichlookedgreeninsomelightsandmoodsandgrayinothers。
Sofar,theordinaryobserver;anextraordinaryobservermighthaveseenthatthechinwasverypointedandpronounced;thatthebigeyeswerefullofspiritandvivacity;thatthemouthwassweet-lippedandexpressive;
thattheforeheadwasbroadandfull;inshort,ourdiscerningextraordinaryobservermighthaveconcludedthatnocommonplacesoulinhabitedthebodyofthisstraywoman-
childofwhomshyMatthewCuthbertwassoludicrouslyafraid。
Matthew,however,wassparedtheordealofspeakingfirst,forassoonassheconcludedthathewascomingtohershestoodup,graspingwithonethinbrownhandthehandleofashabby,old-fashionedcarpet-bag;theothersheheldouttohim。
\"IsupposeyouareMr。MatthewCuthbertofGreenGables?\"
shesaidinapeculiarlyclear,sweetvoice。\"I’mverygladtoseeyou。Iwasbeginningtobeafraidyouweren’tcomingformeandIwasimaginingallthethingsthatmighthavehappenedtopreventyou。Ihadmadeupmymindthatifyoudidn’tcomeformeto-nightI’dgodownthetracktothatbigwildcherry-treeatthebend,andclimbupintoittostayallnight。Iwouldn’tbeabitafraid,anditwouldbelovelytosleepinawildcherry-treeallwhitewithbloominthemoonshine,don’tyouthink?Youcouldimagineyouweredwellinginmarblehalls,couldn’tyou?
AndIwasquitesureyouwouldcomeformeinthemorning,ifyoudidn’tto-night。\"
Matthewhadtakenthescrawnylittlehandawkwardlyinhis;
thenandtherehedecidedwhattodo。Hecouldnottellthischildwiththeglowingeyesthattherehadbeenamistake;hewouldtakeherhomeandletMarilladothat。
Shecouldn’tbeleftatBrightRiveranyhow,nomatterwhatmistakehadbeenmade,soallquestionsandexplanationsmightaswellbedeferreduntilhewassafelybackatGreenGables。
\"I’msorryIwaslate,\"hesaidshyly。\"Comealong。
Thehorseisoverintheyard。Givemeyourbag。\"
\"Oh,Icancarryit,\"thechildrespondedcheerfully。\"Itisn’theavy。I’vegotallmyworldlygoodsinit,butitisn’theavy。Andifitisn’tcarriedinjustacertainwaythehandlepullsout——soI’dbetterkeepitbecauseIknowtheexactknackofit。It’sanextremelyoldcarpet-bag。
Oh,I’mverygladyou’vecome,evenifitwouldhavebeennicetosleepinawildcherry-tree。We’vegottodrivealongpiece,haven’twe?Mrs。Spencersaiditwaseightmiles。I’mgladbecauseIlovedriving。Oh,itseemssowonderfulthatI’mgoingtolivewithyouandbelongtoyou。
I’veneverbelongedtoanybody——notreally。Buttheasylumwastheworst。I’veonlybeeninitfourmonths,butthatwasenough。Idon’tsupposeyoueverwereanorphaninanasylum,soyoucan’tpossiblyunderstandwhatitislike。
It’sworsethananythingyoucouldimagine。Mrs。Spencersaiditwaswickedofmetotalklikethat,butIdidn’tmeantobewicked。It’ssoeasytobewickedwithoutknowingit,isn’tit?Theyweregood,youknow——theasylumpeople。Butthereissolittlescopefortheimaginationinanasylum——onlyjustintheotherorphans。Itwasprettyinterestingtoimaginethingsaboutthem——toimaginethatperhapsthegirlwhosatnexttoyouwasreallythedaughterofabeltedearl,whohadbeenstolenawayfromherparentsinherinfancybyacruelnursewhodiedbeforeshecouldconfess。Iusedtolieawakeatnightsandimaginethingslikethat,becauseIdidn’thavetimeintheday。Iguessthat’swhyI’msothin——IAMdreadfulthin,ain’tI?Thereisn’tapickonmybones。IdolovetoimagineI’mniceandplump,withdimplesinmyelbows。\"
WiththisMatthew’scompanionstoppedtalking,partlybecauseshewasoutofbreathandpartlybecausetheyhadreachedthebuggy。Notanotherworddidshesayuntiltheyhadleftthevillageandweredrivingdownasteeplittlehill,theroadpartofwhichhadbeencutsodeeplyintothesoftsoil,thatthebanks,fringedwithbloomingwildcherry-treesandslimwhitebirches,wereseveralfeetabovetheirheads。
Thechildputoutherhandandbrokeoffabranchofwildplumthatbrushedagainstthesideofthebuggy。
\"Isn’tthatbeautiful?Whatdidthattree,leaningoutfromthebank,allwhiteandlacy,makeyouthinkof?\"sheasked。
\"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthew。
\"Why,abride,ofcourse——abrideallinwhitewithalovelymistyveil。I’veneverseenone,butIcanimaginewhatshewouldlooklike。Idon’teverexpecttobeabridemyself。I’msohomelynobodywilleverwanttomarryme——
unlessitmightbeaforeignmissionary。Isupposeaforeignmissionarymightn’tbeveryparticular。ButIdohopethatsomedayIshallhaveawhitedress。Thatismyhighestidealofearthlybliss。Ijustloveprettyclothes。
AndI’veneverhadaprettydressinmylifethatIcanremember——butofcourseit’sallthemoretolookforwardto,isn’tit?AndthenIcanimaginethatI’mdressedgorgeously。ThismorningwhenIlefttheasylumIfeltsoashamedbecauseIhadtowearthishorridoldwinceydress。
Alltheorphanshadtowearthem,youknow。AmerchantinHopetonlastwinterdonatedthreehundredyardsofwinceytotheasylum。Somepeoplesaiditwasbecausehecouldn’tsellit,butI’dratherbelievethatitwasoutofthekindnessofhisheart,wouldn’tyou?WhenwegotonthetrainIfeltasifeverybodymustbelookingatmeandpityingme。ButIjustwenttoworkandimaginedthatIhadonthemostbeautifulpalebluesilkdress——becausewhenyouAREimaginingyoumightaswellimaginesomethingworthwhile——andabighatallflowersandnoddingplumes,andagoldwatch,andkidglovesandboots。IfeltcheereduprightawayandIenjoyedmytriptotheIslandwithallmymight。Iwasn’tabitsickcomingoverintheboat。
NeitherwasMrs。Spenceralthoughshegenerallyis。Shesaidshehadn’ttimetogetsick,watchingtoseethatI
didn’tfalloverboard。Shesaidsheneversawthebeatofmeforprowlingabout。Butifitkeptherfrombeingseasickit’samercyIdidprowl,isn’tit?AndIwantedtoseeeverythingthatwastobeseenonthatboat,becauseI
didn’tknowwhetherI’deverhaveanotheropportunity。Oh,therearealotmorecherry-treesallinbloom!ThisIslandisthebloomiestplace。Ijustloveitalready,andI’msogladI’mgoingtolivehere。I’vealwaysheardthatPrinceEdwardIslandwastheprettiestplaceintheworld,andI
usedtoimagineIwaslivinghere,butIneverreallyexpectedIwould。It’sdelightfulwhenyourimaginationscometrue,isn’tit?Butthoseredroadsaresofunny。
WhenwegotintothetrainatCharlottetownandtheredroadsbegantoflashpastIaskedMrs。Spencerwhatmadethemredandshesaidshedidn’tknowandforpity’ssakenottoaskheranymorequestions。ShesaidImusthaveaskedherathousandalready。IsupposeIhad,too,buthowyougoingtofindoutaboutthingsifyoudon’taskquestions?AndwhatDOESmaketheroadsred?\"
\"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthew。
\"Well,thatisoneofthethingstofindoutsometime。
Isn’titsplendidtothinkofallthethingstherearetofindoutabout?Itjustmakesmefeelgladtobealive——
it’ssuchaninterestingworld。Itwouldn’tbehalfsointerestingifweknowallabouteverything,wouldit?
There’dbenoscopeforimaginationthen,wouldthere?ButamItalkingtoomuch?PeoplearealwaystellingmeIdo。
WouldyouratherIdidn’ttalk?IfyousaysoI’llstop。I
canSTOPwhenImakeupmymindtoit,althoughit’sdifficult。\"
Matthew,muchtohisownsurprise,wasenjoyinghimself。
Likemostquietfolkshelikedtalkativepeoplewhentheywerewillingtodothetalkingthemselvesanddidnotexpecthimtokeepuphisendofit。Buthehadneverexpectedtoenjoythesocietyofalittlegirl。Womenwerebadenoughinallconscience,butlittlegirlswereworse。Hedetestedthewaytheyhadofsidlingpasthimtimidly,withsidewiseglances,asiftheyexpectedhimtogobblethemupatamouthfuliftheyventuredtosayaword。ThatwastheAvonleatypeofwell-bredlittlegirl。Butthisfreckledwitchwasverydifferent,andalthoughhefounditratherdifficultforhisslowerintelligencetokeepupwithherbriskmentalprocesseshethoughtthathe\"kindoflikedherchatter。\"Sohesaidasshylyasusual:
\"Oh,youcantalkasmuchasyoulike。Idon’tmind。\"
\"Oh,I’msoglad。IknowyouandIaregoingtogetalongtogetherfine。It’ssucharelieftotalkwhenonewantstoandnotbetoldthatchildrenshouldbeseenandnotheard。
I’vehadthatsaidtomeamilliontimesifIhaveonce。
AndpeoplelaughatmebecauseIusebigwords。Butifyouhavebigideasyouhavetousebigwordstoexpressthem,haven’tyou?\"
\"Wellnow,thatseemsreasonable,\"saidMatthew。
\"Mrs。Spencersaidthatmytonguemustbehunginthemiddle。Butitisn’t——it’sfirmlyfastenedatoneend。
Mrs。SpencersaidyourplacewasnamedGreenGables。I
askedherallaboutit。Andshesaidthereweretreesallaroundit。Iwasgladderthanever。Ijustlovetrees。
Andthereweren’tanyatallabouttheasylum,onlyafewpoorweeny-teenythingsoutinfrontwithlittlewhitewashedcageythingsaboutthem。Theyjustlookedlikeorphansthemselves,thosetreesdid。Itusedtomakemewanttocrytolookatthem。Iusedtosaytothem,`Oh,youPOOR
littlethings!IfyouwereoutinagreatbigwoodswithothertreesallaroundyouandlittlemossesandJunebellsgrowingoveryourrootsandabrooknotfarawayandbirdssinginginyoubranches,youcouldgrow,couldn’tyou?Butyoucan’twhereyouare。Iknowjustexactlyhowyoufeel,littletrees。’Ifeltsorrytoleavethembehindthismorning。
Youdogetsoattachedtothingslikethat,don’tyou?
IsthereabrookanywherenearGreenGables?IforgottoaskMrs。Spencerthat。\"
\"Wellnow,yes,there’sonerightbelowthehouse。\"
\"Fancy。It’salwaysbeenoneofmydreamstolivenearabrook。IneverexpectedIwould,though。Dreamsdon’toftencometrue,dothey?Wouldn’titbeniceiftheydid?
ButjustnowIfeelprettynearlyperfectlyhappy。Ican’tfeelexactlyperfectlyhappybecause——well,whatcolorwouldyoucallthis?\"
ShetwitchedoneofherlongglossybraidsoverherthinshoulderandhelditupbeforeMatthew’seyes。Matthewwasnotusedtodecidingonthetintsofladies’tresses,butinthiscasetherecouldn’tbemuchdoubt。
\"It’sred,ain’tit?\"hesaid。
Thegirlletthebraiddropbackwithasighthatseemedtocomefromherverytoesandtoexhaleforthallthesorrowsoftheages。
\"Yes,it’sred,\"shesaidresignedly。\"NowyouseewhyI
can’tbeperfectlyhappy。Nobodycouldwhohasredhair。I
don’tmindtheotherthingssomuch——thefrecklesandthegreeneyesandmyskinniness。Icanimaginethemaway。I
canimaginethatIhaveabeautifulrose-leafcomplexionandlovelystarryvioleteyes。ButICANNOTimaginethatredhairaway。Idomybest。Ithinktomyself,`Nowmyhairisagloriousblack,blackastheraven’swing。’ButallthetimeIKNOWitisjustplainredanditbreaksmyheart。
Itwillbemylifelongsorrow。Ireadofagirlonceinanovelwhohadalifelongsorrowbutitwasn’tredhair。
Herhairwaspuregoldripplingbackfromheralabasterbrow。
Whatisanalabasterbrow?Inevercouldfindout。
Canyoutellme?\"
\"Wellnow,I’mafraidIcan’t,\"saidMatthew,whowasgettingalittledizzy。Hefeltashehadoncefeltinhisrashyouthwhenanotherboyhadenticedhimonthemerry-go-
roundatapicnic。
\"Well,whateveritwasitmusthavebeensomethingnicebecauseshewasdivinelybeautiful。Haveyoueverimaginedwhatitmustfeelliketobedivinelybeautiful?\"
\"Wellnow,no,Ihaven’t,\"confessedMatthewingenuously。
\"Ihave,often。Whichwouldyouratherbeifyouhadthechoice——divinelybeautifulordazzlinglycleverorangelicallygood?\"
\"Wellnow,I——Idon’tknowexactly。\"
\"NeitherdoI。Icanneverdecide。Butitdoesn’tmakemuchrealdifferenceforitisn’tlikelyI’lleverbeeither。It’scertainI’llneverbeangelicallygood。
Mrs。Spencersays——oh,Mr。Cuthbert!Oh,Mr。Cuthbert!!
Oh,Mr。Cuthbert!!!\"
ThatwasnotwhatMrs。Spencerhadsaid;neitherhadthechildtumbledoutofthebuggynorhadMatthewdoneanythingastonishing。Theyhadsimplyroundedacurveintheroadandfoundthemselvesinthe\"Avenue。\"
The\"Avenue,\"socalledbytheNewbridgepeople,wasastretchofroadfourorfivehundredyardslong,completelyarchedoverwithhuge,wide-spreadingapple-trees,plantedyearsagobyaneccentricoldfarmer。Overheadwasonelongcanopyofsnowyfragrantbloom。Belowtheboughstheairwasfullofapurpletwilightandfaraheadaglimpseofpaintedsunsetskyshonelikeagreatrosewindowattheendofacathedralaisle。
Itsbeautyseemedtostrikethechilddumb。Sheleanedbackinthebuggy,herthinhandsclaspedbeforeher,herfaceliftedrapturouslytothewhitesplendorabove。EvenwhentheyhadpassedoutandweredrivingdownthelongslopetoNewbridgeshenevermovedorspoke。Stillwithraptfaceshegazedafarintothesunsetwest,witheyesthatsawvisionstroopingsplendidlyacrossthatglowingbackground。
ThroughNewbridge,abustlinglittlevillagewheredogsbarkedatthemandsmallboyshootedandcuriousfacespeeredfromthewindows,theydrove,stillinsilence。Whenthreemoremileshaddroppedawaybehindthemthechildhadnotspoken。Shecouldkeepsilence,itwasevident,asenergeticallyasshecouldtalk。
\"Iguessyou’refeelingprettytiredandhungry,\"
Matthewventuredtosayatlast,accountingforherlongvisitationofdumbnesswiththeonlyreasonhecouldthinkof。\"Butwehaven’tveryfartogonow——onlyanothermile。\"
Shecameoutofherreveriewithadeepsighandlookedathimwiththedreamygazeofasoulthathadbeenwonderingafar,star-led。
\"Oh,Mr。Cuthbert,\"shewhispered,\"thatplacewecamethrough——thatwhiteplace——whatwasit?\"
\"Wellnow,youmustmeantheAvenue,\"saidMatthewafterafewmoments’profoundreflection。\"Itisakindofprettyplace。\"
\"Pretty?Oh,PRETTYdoesn’tseemtherightwordtouse。
Norbeautiful,either。Theydon’tgofarenough。Oh,itwaswonderful——wonderful。It’sthefirstthingIeversawthatcouldn’tbeimproveduponbyimagination。Itjustsatisfiesmehere\"——sheputonehandonherbreast——\"itmadeaqueerfunnyacheandyetitwasapleasantache。Didyoueverhaveanachelikethat,Mr。Cuthbert?\"
\"Wellnow,Ijustcan’trecollectthatIeverhad。\"
\"Ihaveitlotsoftime——wheneverIseeanythingroyallybeautiful。Buttheyshouldn’tcallthatlovelyplacetheAvenue。Thereisnomeaninginanamelikethat。Theyshouldcallit——letmesee——theWhiteWayofDelight。Isn’tthataniceimaginativename?WhenIdon’tlikethenameofaplaceorapersonIalwaysimagineanewoneandalwaysthinkofthemso。TherewasagirlattheasylumwhosenamewasHepzibahJenkins,butIalwaysimaginedherasRosaliaDeVere。OtherpeoplemaycallthatplacetheAvenue,butI
shallalwayscallittheWhiteWayofDelight。Havewereallyonlyanothermiletogobeforewegethome?I’mgladandI’msorry。I’msorrybecausethisdrivehasbeensopleasantandI’malwayssorrywhenpleasantthingsend。
Somethingstillpleasantermaycomeafter,butyoucanneverbesure。Andit’ssooftenthecasethatitisn’tpleasanter。Thathasbeenmyexperienceanyhow。ButI’mgladtothinkofgettinghome。Yousee,I’veneverhadarealhomesinceIcanremember。Itgivesmethatpleasantacheagainjusttothinkofcomingtoareallytrulyhome。
Oh,isn’tthatpretty!\"
Theyhaddrivenoverthecrestofahill。Belowthemwasapond,lookingalmostlikeariversolongandwindingwasit。Abridgespanneditmidwayandfromtheretoitslowerend,whereanamber-huedbeltofsand-hillsshutitinfromthedarkbluegulfbeyond,thewaterwasagloryofmanyshiftinghues——themostspiritualshadingsofcrocusandroseandetherealgreen,withotherelusivetintingsforwhichnonamehaseverbeenfound。Abovethebridgethepondranupintofringinggrovesoffirandmapleandlayalldarklytranslucentintheirwaveringshadows。Hereandthereawildplumleanedoutfromthebanklikeawhite-cladgirltip-toeingtoherownreflection。Fromthemarshattheheadofthepondcametheclear,mournfully-sweetchorusofthefrogs。Therewasalittlegrayhousepeeringaroundawhiteappleorchardonaslopebeyondand,althoughitwasnotyetquitedark,alightwasshiningfromoneofitswindows。
\"That’sBarry’spond,\"saidMatthew。
\"Oh,Idon’tlikethatname,either。Ishallcallit——letmesee——theLakeofShiningWaters。Yes,thatistherightnameforit。Iknowbecauseofthethrill。WhenIhitonanamethatsuitsexactlyitgivesmeathrill。Dothingsevergiveyouathrill?\"
Matthewruminated。
\"Wellnow,yes。Italwayskindofgivesmeathrilltoseethemuglywhitegrubsthatspadeupinthecucumberbeds。
Ihatethelookofthem。\"
\"Oh,Idon’tthinkthatcanbeexactlythesamekindofathrill。Doyouthinkitcan?Theredoesn’tseemtobemuchconnectionbetweengrubsandlakesofshiningwaters,doesthere?ButwhydootherpeoplecallitBarry’spond?\"
\"IreckonbecauseMr。Barrylivesupthereinthathouse。
OrchardSlope’sthenameofhisplace。Ifitwasn’tforthatbigbushbehindityoucouldseeGreenGablesfromhere。Butwehavetogooverthebridgeandroundbytheroad,soit’snearhalfamilefurther。\"
\"HasMr。Barryanylittlegirls?Well,notsoverylittleeither——aboutmysize。\"
\"He’sgotoneabouteleven。HernameisDiana。\"
\"Oh!\"withalongindrawingofbreath。\"Whataperfectlylovelyname!\"
\"Wellnow,Idunno。There’ssomethingdreadfulheathenishaboutit,seemstome。I’drutherJaneorMaryorsomesensiblenamelikethat。ButwhenDianawasborntherewasaschoolmasterboardingthereandtheygavehimthenamingofherandhecalledherDiana。\"
\"IwishtherehadbeenaschoolmasterlikethataroundwhenIwasborn,then。Oh,hereweareatthebridge。I’mgoingtoshutmyeyestight。I’malwaysafraidgoingoverbridges。Ican’thelpimaginingthatperhapsjustaswegettothemiddle,they’llcrumpleuplikeajack-knifeandnipus。SoIshutmyeyes。ButIalwayshavetoopenthemforallwhenIthinkwe’regettingnearthemiddle。
Because,yousee,ifthebridgeDIDcrumpleupI’dwanttoSEEitcrumple。Whatajollyrumbleitmakes!Ialwaysliketherumblepartofit。Isn’titsplendidtherearesomanythingstolikeinthisworld?Therewe’reover。NowI’lllookback。Goodnight,dearLakeofShiningWaters。I
alwayssaygoodnighttothethingsIlove,justasIwouldtopeopleIthinktheylikeit。Thatwaterlooksasifitwassmilingatme。\"
WhentheyhaddrivenupthefurtherhillandaroundacornerMatthewsaid:
\"We’reprettynearhomenow。That’sGreenGablesover——\"
\"Oh,don’ttellme,\"sheinterruptedbreathlessly,catchingathispartiallyraisedarmandshuttinghereyesthatshemightnotseehisgesture。\"Letmeguess。I’msureI’llguessright。\"
Sheopenedhereyesandlookedabouther。Theywereonthecrestofahill。Thesunhadsetsometimesince,butthelandscapewasstillclearinthemellowafterlight。Tothewestadarkchurchspireroseupagainstamarigoldsky。
Belowwasalittlevalleyandbeyondalong,gently-risingslopewithsnugfarmsteadsscatteredalongit。Fromonetoanotherthechild’seyesdarted,eagerandwistful。Atlasttheylingeredononeawaytotheleft,farbackfromtheroad,dimlywhitewithblossomingtreesinthetwilightofthesurroundingwoods。Overit,inthestainlesssouthwestsky,agreatcrystal-whitestarwasshininglikealampofguidanceandpromise。
\"That’sit,isn’tit?\"shesaid,pointing。
Matthewslappedthereinsonthesorrel’sbackdelightedly。
\"Wellnow,you’veguessedit!ButIreckonMrs。Spencerdescribeditso’syoucouldtell。\"
\"No,shedidn’t——reallyshedidn’t。Allshesaidmightjustaswellhavebeenaboutmostofthoseotherplaces。I
hadn’tanyrealideawhatitlookedlike。ButjustassoonasIsawitIfeltitwashome。Oh,itseemsasifImustbeinadream。Doyouknow,myarmmustbeblackandbluefromtheelbowup,forI’vepinchedmyselfsomanytimestoday。EverylittlewhileahorriblesickeningfeelingwouldcomeovermeandI’dbesoafraiditwasalladream。
ThenI’dpinchmyselftoseeifitwasreal——untilsuddenlyIrememberedthatevensupposingitwasonlyadreamI’dbettergoondreamingaslongasIcould;soIstoppedpinching。ButitISrealandwe’renearlyhome。\"
Withasighofrapturesherelapsedintosilence。Matthewstirreduneasily。HefeltgladthatitwouldbeMarillaandnothewhowouldhavetotellthiswaifoftheworldthatthehomeshelongedforwasnottobehersafterall。TheydroveoverLynde’sHollow,whereitwasalreadyquitedark,butnotsodarkthatMrs。Rachelcouldnotseethemfromherwindowvantage,andupthehillandintothelonglaneofGreenGables。BythetimetheyarrivedatthehouseMatthewwasshrinkingfromtheapproachingrevelationwithanenergyhedidnotunderstand。ItwasnotofMarillaorhimselfhewasthinkingofthetroublethismistakewasprobablygoingtomakeforthem,butofthechild’sdisappointment。Whenhethoughtofthatraptlightbeingquenchedinhereyeshehadanuncomfortablefeelingthathewasgoingtoassistatmurderingsomething——muchthesamefeelingthatcameoverhimwhenhehadtokillalamborcalforanyotherinnocentlittlecreature。
Theyardwasquitedarkastheyturnedintoitandthepoplarleaveswererustlingsilkilyallroundit。
\"Listentothetreestalkingintheirsleep,\"shewhispered,asheliftedhertotheground。\"Whatnicedreamstheymusthave!\"
Then,holdingtightlytothecarpet-bagwhichcontained\"allherworldlygoods,\"shefollowedhimintothehouse。
CHAPTERIII
MarillaCuthbertisSurprisedMarillacamebrisklyforwardasMatthewopenedthedoor。
Butwhenhereyesfelloftheoddlittlefigureinthestiff,uglydress,withthelongbraidsofredhairandtheeager,luminouseyes,shestoppedshortinamazement。
\"MatthewCuthbert,who’sthat?\"sheejaculated。\"Whereistheboy?\"
\"Therewasn’tanyboy,\"saidMatthewwretchedly。\"TherewasonlyHER。\"
Henoddedatthechild,rememberingthathehadneverevenaskedhername。
\"Noboy!ButthereMUSThavebeenaboy,\"insistedMarilla。
\"WesentwordtoMrs。Spencertobringaboy。\"
\"Well,shedidn’t。ShebroughtHER。Iaskedthestation-
master。AndIhadtobringherhome。Shecouldn’tbeleftthere,nomatterwherethemistakehadcomein。\"
\"Well,thisisaprettypieceofbusiness!\"ejaculatedMarilla。
Duringthisdialoguethechildhadremainedsilent,hereyesrovingfromonetotheother,alltheanimationfadingoutofherface。Suddenlysheseemedtograspthefullmeaningofwhathadbeensaid。Droppingherpreciouscarpet-bagshesprangforwardastepandclaspedherhands。
\"Youdon’twantme!\"shecried。\"Youdon’twantmebecauseI’mnotaboy!Imighthaveexpectedit。Nobodyeverdidwantme。Imighthaveknownitwasalltoobeautifultolast。
Imighthaveknownnobodyreallydidwantme。Oh,whatshallIdo?I’mgoingtoburstintotears!\"
Burstintotearsshedid。Sittingdownonachairbythetable,flingingherarmsoutuponit,andburyingherfaceinthem,sheproceededtocrystormily。MarillaandMatthewlookedateachotherdeprecatinglyacrossthestove。
Neitherofthemknewwhattosayordo。FinallyMarillasteppedlamelyintothebreach。
\"Well,well,there’snoneedtocrysoaboutit。\"
\"Yes,thereISneed!\"Thechildraisedherheadquickly,revealingatear-stainedfaceandtremblinglips。\"YOU
wouldcry,too,ifyouwereanorphanandhadcometoaplaceyouthoughtwasgoingtobehomeandfoundthattheydidn’twantyoubecauseyouweren’taboy。Oh,thisisthemostTRAGICALthingthateverhappenedtome!\"
Somethinglikeareluctantsmile,ratherrustyfromlongdisuse,mellowedMarilla’sgrimexpression。
\"Well,don’tcryanymore。We’renotgoingtoturnyouout-
of-doorsto-night。You’llhavetostayhereuntilweinvestigatethisaffair。What’syourname?\"
Thechildhesitatedforamoment。
\"WillyoupleasecallmeCordelia?\"shesaideagerly。
\"CALLyouCordelia?Isthatyourname?\"
\"No-o-o,it’snotexactlymyname,butIwouldlovetobecalledCordelia。It’ssuchaperfectlyelegantname。\"
\"Idon’tknowwhatonearthyoumean。IfCordeliaisn’tyourname,whatis?\"
\"AnneShirley,\"reluctantlyfalteredforththeownerofthatname,\"but,oh,pleasedocallmeCordelia。Itcan’tmattermuchtoyouwhatyoucallmeifI’monlygoingtobeherealittlewhile,canit?AndAnneissuchanunromanticname。\"
\"Unromanticfiddlesticks!\"saidtheunsympatheticMarilla。
\"Anneisarealgoodplainsensiblename。You’venoneedtobeashamedofit。\"
\"Oh,I’mnotashamedofit,\"explainedAnne,\"onlyIlikeCordeliabetter。I’vealwaysimaginedthatmynamewasCordelia——atleast,Ialwayshaveoflateyears。WhenIwasyoungIusedtoimagineitwasGeraldine,butIlikeCordeliabetternow。ButifyoucallmeAnnepleasecallmeAnnespelledwithanE。\"
\"Whatdifferencedoesitmakehowit’sspelled?\"askedMarillawithanotherrustysmileasshepickeduptheteapot。
\"Oh,itmakesSUCHadifference。ItLOOKSsomuchnicer。
Whenyouhearanamepronouncedcan’tyoualwaysseeitinyourmind,justasifitwasprintedout?Ican;andA-n-nlooksdreadful,butA-n-n-elookssomuchmoredistinguished。
Ifyou’llonlycallmeAnnespelledwithanEIshalltrytoreconcilemyselftonotbeingcalledCordelia。\"
\"Verywell,then,AnnespelledwithanE,canyoutellushowthismistakecametobemade?WesentwordtoMrs。Spencertobringusaboy。Weretherenoboysattheasylum?\"
\"Oh,yes,therewasanabundanceofthem。ButMrs。SpencersaidDISTINCTLYthatyouwantedagirlaboutelevenyearsold。AndthematronsaidshethoughtIwoulddo。Youdon’tknowhowdelightedIwas。Icouldn’tsleepalllastnightforjoy。Oh,\"sheaddedreproachfully,turningtoMatthew,\"whydidn’tyoutellmeatthestationthatyoudidn’twantmeandleavemethere?IfIhadn’tseentheWhiteWayofDelightandtheLakeofShiningWatersitwouldn’tbesohard。\"
\"Whatonearthdoesshemean?\"demandedMarilla,staringatMatthew。
\"She——she’sjustreferringtosomeconversationwehadontheroad,\"saidMatthewhastily。\"I’mgoingouttoputthemarein,Marilla。HaveteareadywhenIcomeback。\"
\"DidMrs。Spencerbringanybodyoverbesidesyou?\"
continuedMarillawhenMatthewhadgoneout。
\"ShebroughtLilyJonesforherself。Lilyisonlyfiveyearsoldandsheisverybeautifulandhadnut-brownhair。IfIwasverybeautifulandhadnut-brownhairwouldyoukeepme?\"
\"No。WewantaboytohelpMatthewonthefarm。Agirlwouldbeofnousetous。Takeoffyourhat。I’lllayitandyourbagonthehalltable。\"
Annetookoffherhatmeekly。Matthewcamebackpresentlyandtheysatdowntosupper。ButAnnecouldnoteat。Invainshenibbledatthebreadandbutterandpeckedatthecrab-applepreserveoutofthelittlescallopedglassdishbyherplate。Shedidnotreallymakeanyheadwayatall。
\"You’renoteatinganything,\"saidMarillasharply,eyingherasifitwereaseriousshortcoming。Annesighed。
\"Ican’t。I’minthedepthsofdespair。Canyoueatwhenyouareinthedepthsofdespair?\"
\"I’veneverbeeninthedepthsofdespair,soIcan’tsay,\"
respondedMarilla。
\"Weren’tyou?Well,didyouevertrytoIMAGINEyouwereinthedepthsofdespair?\"
\"No,Ididn’t。\"
\"ThenIdon’tthinkyoucanunderstandwhatit’slike。It’sveryuncomfortablefeelingindeed。Whenyoutrytoeatalumpcomesrightupinyourthroatandyoucan’tswallowanything,notevenifitwasachocolatecaramel。Ihadonechocolatecarameloncetwoyearsagoanditwassimplydelicious。I’veoftendreamedsincethenthatIhadalotofchocolatecaramels,butIalwayswakeupjustwhenI’mgoingtoeatthem。Idohopeyouwon’tbeoffendedbecauseIcan’teat。Everythingisextremelynice,butstillIcannoteat。\"
\"Iguessshe’stired,\"saidMatthew,whohadn’tspokensincehisreturnfromthebarn。\"Bestputhertobed,Marilla。\"
MarillahadbeenwonderingwhereAnneshouldbeputtobed。
Shehadpreparedacouchinthekitchenchamberforthedesiredandexpectedboy。But,althoughitwasneatandclean,itdidnotseemquitethethingtoputagirltheresomehow。Butthespareroomwasoutofthequestionforsuchastraywaif,sothereremainedonlytheeastgableroom。MarillalightedacandleandtoldAnnetofollowher,whichAnnespiritlesslydid,takingherhatandcarpet-bagfromthehalltableasshepassed。Thehallwasfearsomelyclean;thelittlegablechamberinwhichshepresentlyfoundherselfseemedstillcleaner。
Marillasetthecandleonathree-legged,three-corneredtableandturneddownthebedclothes。
\"Isupposeyouhaveanightgown?\"shequestioned。
Annenodded。
\"Yes,Ihavetwo。Thematronoftheasylummadethemforme。They’refearfullyskimpy。Thereisneverenoughtogoaroundinanasylum,sothingsarealwaysskimpy——atleastinapoorasylumlikeours。Ihateskimpynight-dresses。
Butonecandreamjustaswellinthemasinlovelytrailingones,withfrillsaroundtheneck,that’soneconsolation。\"
\"Well,undressasquickasyoucanandgotobed。I’llcomebackinafewminutesforthecandle。Idaren’ttrustyoutoputitoutyourself。You’dlikelysettheplaceonfire。\"
WhenMarillahadgoneAnnelookedaroundherwistfully。
Thewhitewashedwallsweresopainfullybareandstaringthatshethoughttheymustacheovertheirownbareness。
Thefloorwasbare,too,exceptforaroundbraidedmatinthemiddlesuchasAnnehadneverseenbefore。Inonecornerwasthebed,ahigh,old-fashionedone,withfourdark,low-
turnedposts。Intheothercornerwastheaforesaidthree-
cornertableadornedwithafat,redvelvetpin-cushionhardenoughtoturnthepointofthemostadventurouspin。Aboveithungalittlesix-by-eightmirror。Midwaybetweentableandbedwasthewindow,withanicywhitemuslinfrilloverit,andoppositeitwasthewash-stand。Thewholeapartmentwasofarigiditynottobedescribedinwords,butwhichsentashivertotheverymarrowofAnne’sbones。Withasobshehastilydiscardedhergarments,putontheskimpynightgownandsprangintobedwheresheburrowedfacedownwardintothepillowandpulledtheclothesoverherhead。WhenMarillacameupforthelightvariousskimpyarticlesofraimentscatteredmostuntidilyoverthefloorandacertaintempestuousappearanceofthebedweretheonlyindicationsofanypresencesaveherown。
ShedeliberatelypickedupAnne’sclothes,placedthemneatlyonaprimyellowchair,andthen,takingupthecandle,wentovertothebed。
\"Goodnight,\"shesaid,alittleawkwardly,butnotunkindly。
Anne’swhitefaceandbigeyesappearedoverthebedclotheswithastartlingsuddenness。
\"HowcanyoucallitaGOODnightwhenyouknowitmustbetheveryworstnightI’veeverhad?\"shesaidreproachfully。
Thenshediveddownintoinvisibilityagain。
Marillawentslowlydowntothekitchenandproceededtowashthesupperdishes。Matthewwassmoking——asuresignofperturbationofmind。Heseldomsmoked,forMarillasetherfaceagainstitasafilthyhabit;butatcertaintimesandseasonshefeltdriventoitandthemMarillawinkedatthepractice,realizingthatameremanmusthavesomeventforhisemotions。
\"Well,thisisaprettykettleoffish,\"shesaidwrathfully。\"Thisiswhatcomesofsendingwordinsteadofgoingourselves。RichardSpencer’sfolkshavetwistedthatmessagesomehow。OneofuswillhavetodriveoverandseeMrs。Spencertomorrow,that’scertain。Thisgirlwillhavetobesentbacktotheasylum。\"
\"Yes,Isupposeso,\"saidMatthewreluctantly。
\"YouSUPPOSEso!Don’tyouknowit?\"
\"Wellnow,she’sarealnicelittlething,Marilla。It’skindofapitytosendherbackwhenshe’ssosetonstayinghere。\"
\"MatthewCuthbert,youdon’tmeantosayyouthinkweoughttokeepher!\"
Marilla’sastonishmentcouldnothavebeengreaterifMatthewhadexpressedapredilectionforstandingonhishead。
\"Well,now,no,Isupposenot——notexactly,\"stammeredMatthew,uncomfortablydrivenintoacornerforhisprecisemeaning。
\"Isuppose——wecouldhardlybeexpectedtokeepher。\"
\"Ishouldsaynot。Whatgoodwouldshebetous?\"
\"Wemightbesomegoodtoher,\"saidMatthewsuddenlyandunexpectedly。
\"MatthewCuthbert,Ibelievethatchildhasbewitchedyou!
Icanseeasplainasplainthatyouwanttokeepher。\"
\"Wellnow,she’sarealinterestinglittlething,\"persistedMatthew。\"Youshouldhaveheardhertalkcomingfromthestation。\"
\"Oh,shecantalkfastenough。Isawthatatonce。It’snothinginherfavour,either。Idon’tlikechildrenwhohavesomuchtosay。Idon’twantanorphangirlandifI
didsheisn’tthestyleI’dpickout。There’ssomethingI
don’tunderstandabouther。No,she’sgottobedespatchedstraight-waybacktowhereshecamefrom。\"
\"IcouldhireaFrenchboytohelpme,\"saidMatthew,\"andshe’dbecompanyforyou。\"
\"I’mnotsufferingforcompany,\"saidMarillashortly。\"AndI’mnotgoingtokeepher。\"
\"Wellnow,it’sjustasyousay,ofcourse,Marilla,\"saidMatthewrisingandputtinghispipeaway。\"I’mgoingtobed。\"
TobedwentMatthew。Andtobed,whenshehadputherdishesaway,wentMarilla,frowningmostresolutely。Andup-stairs,intheeastgable,alonely,heart-hungry,friendlesschildcriedherselftosleep。
CHAPTERIV
MorningatGreenGablesItwasbroaddaylightwhenAnneawokeandsatupinbed,staringconfusedlyatthewindowthroughwhichafloodofcheerysunshinewaspouringandoutsideofwhichsomethingwhiteandfeatherywavedacrossglimpsesofbluesky。
Foramomentshecouldnotrememberwhereshewas。Firstcameadelightfulthrill,assomethingverypleasant;thenahorribleremembrance。ThiswasGreenGablesandtheydidn’twantherbecauseshewasn’taboy!
Butitwasmorningand,yes,itwasacherry-treeinfullbloomoutsideofherwindow。Withaboundshewasoutofbedandacrossthefloor。Shepushedupthesash——itwentupstifflyandcreakily,asifithadn’tbeenopenedforalongtime,whichwasthecase;anditstucksotightthatnothingwasneededtoholditup。
AnnedroppedonherkneesandgazedoutintotheJunemorning,hereyesglisteningwithdelight。Oh,wasn’titbeautiful?Wasn’titalovelyplace?Supposeshewasn’treallygoingtostayhere!Shewouldimagineshewas。
Therewasscopeforimaginationhere。
Ahugecherry-treegrewoutside,soclosethatitsboughstappedagainstthehouse,anditwassothick-setwithblossomsthathardlyaleafwastobeseen。Onbothsidesofthehousewasabigorchard,oneofapple-treesandoneofcherry-trees,alsoshoweredoverwithblossoms;andtheirgrasswasallsprinkledwithdandelions。Inthegardenbelowwerelilac-treespurplewithflowers,andtheirdizzilysweetfragrancedrifteduptothewindowonthemorningwind。
Belowthegardenagreenfieldlushwithcloverslopeddowntothehollowwherethebrookranandwherescoresofwhitebirchesgrew,upspringingairilyoutofanundergrowthsuggestiveofdelightfulpossibilitiesinfernsandmossesandwoodsythingsgenerally。Beyonditwasahill,greenandfeatherywithspruceandfir;therewasagapinitwherethegraygableendofthelittlehouseshehadseenfromtheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaterswasvisible。
Offtotheleftwerethebigbarnsandbeyondthem,awaydownovergreen,low-slopingfields,wasasparklingblueglimpseofsea。
Anne’sbeauty-lovingeyeslingeredonitall,takingeverythinggreedilyin。Shehadlookedonsomanyunlovelyplacesinherlife,poorchild;butthiswasaslovelyasanythingshehadeverdreamed。