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类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:23467更新时间:18/12/21 16:48:31
Mrs。RachelLyndeisSurprisedMrs。RachelLyndelivedjustwheretheAvonleamainroaddippeddownintoalittlehollow,fringedwithaldersandladies’eardropsandtraversedbyabrookthathaditssourceawaybackinthewoodsoftheoldCuthbertplace; itwasreputedtobeanintricate,headlongbrookinitsearliercoursethroughthosewoods,withdarksecretsofpoolandcascade;butbythetimeitreachedLynde’sHollowitwasaquiet,well-conductedlittlestream,fornotevenabrookcouldrunpastMrs。RachelLynde’sdoorwithoutdueregardfordecencyanddecorum;itprobablywasconsciousthatMrs。Rachelwassittingatherwindow,keepingasharpeyeoneverythingthatpassed,frombrooksandchildrenup,andthatifshenoticedanythingoddoroutofplaceshewouldneverrestuntilshehadferretedoutthewhysandwhereforesthereof。 ThereareplentyofpeopleinAvonleaandoutofit,whocanattendcloselytotheirneighbor’sbusinessbydintofneglectingtheirown;butMrs。RachelLyndewasoneofthosecapablecreatureswhocanmanagetheirownconcernsandthoseofotherfolksintothebargain。Shewasanotablehousewife;herworkwasalwaysdoneandwelldone; she\"ran\"theSewingCircle,helpedruntheSunday-school,andwasthestrongestpropoftheChurchAidSocietyandForeignMissionsAuxiliary。YetwithallthisMrs。Rachelfoundabundanttimetositforhoursatherkitchenwindow,knitting\"cottonwarp\"quilts——shehadknittedsixteenofthem,asAvonleahousekeeperswerewonttotellinawedvoices——andkeepingasharpeyeonthemainroadthatcrossedthehollowandwoundupthesteepredhillbeyond。 SinceAvonleaoccupiedalittletriangularpeninsulajuttingoutintotheGulfofSt。Lawrencewithwaterontwosidesofit,anybodywhowentoutofitorintoithadtopassoverthathillroadandsoruntheunseengauntletofMrs。Rachel’sall-seeingeye。 ShewassittingthereoneafternooninearlyJune。Thesunwascominginatthewindowwarmandbright;theorchardontheslopebelowthehousewasinabridalflushofpinky- whitebloom,hummedoverbyamyriadofbees。ThomasLynde—— ameeklittlemanwhomAvonleapeoplecalled\"RachelLynde’shusband\"——wassowinghislateturnipseedonthehillfieldbeyondthebarn;andMatthewCuthbertoughttohavebeensowinghisonthebigredbrookfieldawayoverbyGreenGables。Mrs。RachelknewthatheoughtbecauseshehadheardhimtellPeterMorrisontheeveningbeforeinWilliamJ。Blair’sstoreoveratCarmodythathemeanttosowhisturnipseedthenextafternoon。Peterhadaskedhim,ofcourse,forMatthewCuthberthadneverbeenknowntovolunteerinformationaboutanythinginhiswholelife。 AndyetherewasMatthewCuthbert,athalf-pastthreeontheafternoonofabusyday,placidlydrivingoverthehollowandupthehill;moreover,heworeawhitecollarandhisbestsuitofclothes,whichwasplainproofthathewasgoingoutofAvonlea;andhehadthebuggyandthesorrelmare,whichbetokenedthathewasgoingaconsiderabledistance。 Now,wherewasMatthewCuthbertgoingandwhywashegoingthere? HaditbeenanyothermaninAvonlea,Mrs。Rachel,deftlyputtingthisandthattogether,mighthavegivenaprettygoodguessastobothquestions。ButMatthewsorarelywentfromhomethatitmustbesomethingpressingandunusualwhichwastakinghim;hewastheshyestmanaliveandhatedtohavetogoamongstrangersortoanyplacewherehemighthavetotalk。Matthew,dressedupwithawhitecollaranddrivinginabuggy,wassomethingthatdidn’thappenoften。Mrs。Rachel,ponderasshemight,couldmakenothingofitandherafternoon’senjoymentwasspoiled。 \"I’lljuststepovertoGreenGablesafterteaandfindoutfromMarillawherehe’sgoneandwhy,\"theworthywomanfinallyconcluded。\"Hedoesn’tgenerallygototownthistimeofyearandheNEVERvisits;ifhe’drunoutofturnipseedhewouldn’tdressupandtakethebuggytogoformore; hewasn’tdrivingfastenoughtobegoingforadoctor。Yetsomethingmusthavehappenedsincelastnighttostarthimoff。I’mcleanpuzzled,that’swhat,andIwon’tknowaminute’speaceofmindorconscienceuntilIknowwhathastakenMatthewCuthbertoutofAvonleatoday。\" AccordinglyafterteaMrs。Rachelsetout;shehadnotfartogo;thebig,rambling,orchard-emboweredhousewheretheCuthbertslivedwasascantquarterofamileuptheroadfromLynde’sHollow。Tobesure,thelonglanemadeitagooddealfurther。MatthewCuthbert’sfather,asshyandsilentashissonafterhim,hadgotasfarawayashepossiblycouldfromhisfellowmenwithoutactuallyretreatingintothewoodswhenhefoundedhishomestead。 GreenGableswasbuiltatthefurthestedgeofhisclearedlandandthereitwastothisday,barelyvisiblefromthemainroadalongwhichalltheotherAvonleahousesweresosociablysituated。Mrs。RachelLyndedidnotcalllivinginsuchaplaceLIVINGatall。 \"It’sjustSTAYING,that’swhat,\"shesaidasshesteppedalongthedeep-rutted,grassylaneborderedwithwildrosebushes。\"It’snowonderMatthewandMarillaarebothalittleodd,livingawaybackherebythemselves。 Treesaren’tmuchcompany,thoughdearknowsiftheywerethere’dbeenoughofthem。I’drutherlookatpeople。 Tobesure,theyseemcontentedenough;butthen,Isuppose,they’reusedtoit。Abodycangetusedtoanything,eventobeinghanged,astheIrishmansaid。\" WiththisMrs。RachelsteppedoutofthelaneintothebackyardofGreenGables。Verygreenandneatandprecisewasthatyard,setaboutononesidewithgreatpatriarchalwillowsandtheotherwithprimLombardies。Notastraysticknorstonewastobeseen,forMrs。Rachelwouldhaveseenitiftherehadbeen。PrivatelyshewasoftheopinionthatMarillaCuthbertsweptthatyardoverasoftenasshesweptherhouse。Onecouldhaveeatenamealoffthegroundwithoutoverbrimmingtheproverbialpeckofdirt。 Mrs。Rachelrappedsmartlyatthekitchendoorandsteppedinwhenbiddentodoso。ThekitchenatGreenGableswasacheerfulapartment——orwouldhavebeencheerfulifithadnotbeensopainfullycleanastogiveitsomethingoftheappearanceofanunusedparlor。Itswindowslookedeastandwest;throughthewestone,lookingoutonthebackyard,cameafloodofmellowJunesunlight; buttheeastone,whenceyougotaglimpseofthebloomwhitecherry-treesintheleftorchardandnodding,slenderbirchesdowninthehollowbythebrook,wasgreenedoverbyatangleofvines。HeresatMarillaCuthbert,whenshesatatall,alwaysslightlydistrustfulofsunshine,whichseemedtohertoodancingandirresponsibleathingforaworldwhichwasmeanttobetakenseriously;andhereshesatnow,knitting,andthetablebehindherwaslaidforsupper。 Mrs。Rachel,beforeshehadfairlyclosedthedoor,hadtakenamentalnoteofeverythingthatwasonthattable。 Therewerethreeplateslaid,sothatMarillamustbeexpectingsomeonehomewithMatthewtotea;butthedisheswereeverydaydishesandtherewasonlycrab-applepreservesandonekindofcake,sothattheexpectedcompanycouldnotbeanyparticularcompany。YetwhatofMatthew’swhitecollarandthesorrelmare?Mrs。Rachelwasgettingfairlydizzywiththisunusualmysteryaboutquiet,unmysteriousGreenGables。 \"Goodevening,Rachel,\"Marillasaidbriskly。\"Thisisarealfineevening,isn’tit\"Won’tyousitdown?Howareallyourfolks?\" SomethingthatforlackofanyothernamemightbecalledfriendshipexistedandalwayshadexistedbetweenMarillaCuthbertandMrs。Rachel,inspiteof——orperhapsbecauseof——theirdissimilarity。 Marillawasatall,thinwoman,withanglesandwithoutcurves;herdarkhairshowedsomegraystreaksandwasalwaystwistedupinahardlittleknotbehindwithtwowirehairpinsstuckaggressivelythroughit。Shelookedlikeawomanofnarrowexperienceandrigidconscience,whichshewas;buttherewasasavingsomethingabouthermouthwhich,ifithadbeeneversoslightlydeveloped,mighthavebeenconsideredindicativeofasenseofhumor。 \"We’reallprettywell,\"saidMrs。Rachel。\"IwaskindofafraidYOUweren’t,though,whenIsawMatthewstartingofftoday。Ithoughtmaybehewasgoingtothedoctor’s。\" Marilla’slipstwitchedunderstandingly。ShehadexpectedMrs。Rachelup;shehadknownthatthesightofMatthewjauntingoffsounaccountablywouldbetoomuchforherneighbor’scuriosity。 \"Oh,no,I’mquitewellalthoughIhadabadheadacheyesterday,\"shesaid。\"MatthewwenttoBrightRiver。We’regettingalittleboyfromanorphanasyluminNovaScotiaandhe’scomingonthetraintonight。\" IfMarillahadsaidthatMatthewhadgonetoBrightRivertomeetakangaroofromAustraliaMrs。Rachelcouldnothavebeenmoreastonished。Shewasactuallystrickendumbforfiveseconds。ItwasunsupposablethatMarillawasmakingfunofher,butMrs。Rachelwasalmostforcedtosupposeit。 \"Areyouinearnest,Marilla?\"shedemandedwhenvoicereturnedtoher。 \"Yes,ofcourse,\"saidMarilla,asifgettingboysfromorphanasylumsinNovaScotiawerepartoftheusualspringworkonanywell-regulatedAvonleafarminsteadofbeinganunheardofinnovation。 Mrs。Rachelfeltthatshehadreceivedaseverementaljolt。 Shethoughtinexclamationpoints。Aboy!MarillaandMatthewCuthbertofallpeopleadoptingaboy!Fromanorphanasylum!Well,theworldwascertainlyturningupsidedown!Shewouldbesurprisedatnothingafterthis!Nothing! \"Whatonearthputsuchanotionintoyourhead?\"shedemandeddisapprovingly。 Thishadbeendonewithouthereadvicebeingasked,andmustperforcebedisapproved。 \"Well,we’vebeenthinkingaboutitforsometime——allwinterinfact,\"returnedMarilla。\"Mrs。AlexanderSpencerwasuphereonedaybeforeChristmasandshesaidshewasgoingtogetalittlegirlfromtheasylumoverinHopetoninthespring。HercousinlivesthereandMrs。Spencerhasvisitedhereandknowsallaboutit。SoMatthewandIhavetalkeditoveroffandoneversince。Wethoughtwe’dgetaboy。Matthewisgettingupinyears,youknow——he’ssixty—— andheisn’tsospryasheoncewas。Hishearttroubleshimagooddeal。Andyouknowhowdesperatehardit’sgottobetogethiredhelp。There’sneveranybodytobehadbutthosestupid,half-grownlittleFrenchboys;andassoonasyoudogetonebrokeintoyourwaysandtaughtsomethinghe’supandofftothelobstercanneriesortheStates。AtfirstMatthewsuggestedgettingaHomeboy。ButIsaid`no’ flattothat。`Theymaybeallright——I’mnotsayingthey’renot——butnoLondonstreetArabsforme,’Isaid。 `Givemeanativebornatleast。There’llbearisk,nomatterwhoweget。ButI’llfeeleasierinmymindandsleepsounderatnightsifwegetabornCanadian。’SointheendwedecidedtoaskMrs。Spencertopickusoutonewhenshewentovertogetherlittlegirl。Weheardlastweekshewasgoing,sowesentherwordbyRichardSpencer’sfolksatCarmodytobringusasmart,likelyboyofabouttenoreleven。Wedecidedthatwouldbethebestage——oldenoughtobeofsomeuseindoingchoresrightoffandyoungenoughtobetrainedupproper。Wemeantogivehimagoodhomeandschooling。WehadatelegramfromMrs。AlexanderSpencertoday——themail-manbroughtitfromthestation—— sayingtheywerecomingonthefive-thirtytraintonight。 SoMatthewwenttoBrightRivertomeethim。Mrs。Spencerwilldrophimoffthere。OfcourseshegoesontoWhiteSandsstationherself\" Mrs。Rachelpridedherselfonalwaysspeakinghermind; sheproceededtospeakitnow,havingadjustedhermentalattitudetothisamazingpieceofnews。 \"Well,Marilla,I’lljusttellyouplainthatIthinkyou’redoingamightyfoolishthing——ariskything,that’swhat。Youdon’tknowwhatyou’regetting。You’rebringingastrangechildintoyourhouseandhomeandyoudon’tknowasinglethingabouthimnorwhathisdispositionislikenorwhatsortofparentshehadnorhowhe’slikelytoturnout。Why,itwasonlylastweekIreadinthepaperhowamanandhiswifeupwestoftheIslandtookaboyoutofanorphanasylumandhesetfiretothehouseatnight——setitONPURPOSE,Marilla——andnearlyburntthemtoacrispintheirbeds。AndIknowanothercasewhereanadoptedboyusedtosucktheeggs——theycouldn’tbreakhimofit。Ifyouhadaskedmyadviceinthematter——whichyoudidn’tdo,Marilla——I’dhavesaidformercy’ssakenottothinkofsuchathing,that’swhat。\" ThisJob’scomfortingseemedneithertooffendnortoalarmMarilla。Sheknittedsteadilyon。 \"Idon’tdenythere’ssomethinginwhatyousay,Rachel。 I’vehadsomequalmsmyself。ButMatthewwasterriblesetonit。Icouldseethat,soIgavein。It’ssoseldomMatthewsetshismindonanythingthatwhenhedoesIalwaysfeelit’smydutytogivein。Andasfortherisk,there’srisksinprettyneareverythingabodydoesinthisworld。 There’srisksinpeople’shavingchildrenoftheirownifitcomestothat——theydon’talwaysturnoutwell。AndthenNovaScotiaisrightclosetotheIsland。Itisn’tasifweweregettinghimfromEnglandortheStates。Hecan’tbemuchdifferentfromourselves。\" \"Well,Ihopeitwillturnoutallright,\"saidMrs。 Rachelinatonethatplainlyindicatedherpainfuldoubts。 \"Onlydon’tsayIdidn’twarnyouifheburnsGreenGablesdownorputsstrychnineinthewell——IheardofacaseoverinNewBrunswickwhereanorphanasylumchilddidthatandthewholefamilydiedinfearfulagonies。Only,itwasagirlinthatinstance。\" \"Well,we’renotgettingagirl,\"saidMarilla,asifpoisoningwellswereapurelyfeminineaccomplishmentandnottobedreadedinthecaseofaboy。\"I’dneverdreamoftakingagirltobringup。IwonderatMrs。AlexanderSpencerfordoingit。Butthere,SHEwouldn’tshrinkfromadoptingawholeorphanasylumifshetookitintoherhead。\" Mrs。RachelwouldhavelikedtostayuntilMatthewcamehomewithhisimportedorphan。ButreflectingthatitwouldbeagoodtwohoursatleastbeforehisarrivalsheconcludedtogouptheroadtoRobertBell’sandtellthenews。Itwouldcertainlymakeasensationsecondtonone,andMrs。Racheldearlylovedtomakeasensation。Soshetookherselfaway,somewhattoMarilla’srelief,forthelatterfeltherdoubtsandfearsrevivingundertheinfluenceofMrs。Rachel’spessimism。 \"Well,ofallthingsthateverwereorwillbe!\" ejaculatedMrs。Rachelwhenshewassafelyoutinthelane。 \"ItdoesreallyseemasifImustbedreaming。Well,I’msorryforthatpooryoungoneandnomistake。MatthewandMarilladon’tknowanythingaboutchildrenandthey’llexpecthimtobewiserandsteadierthathisowngrandfather,ifsobe’sheeverhadagrandfather,whichisdoubtful。ItseemsuncannytothinkofachildatGreenGablessomehow;there’sneverbeenonethere,forMatthewandMarillaweregrownupwhenthenewhousewasbuilt——iftheyeverWEREchildren,whichishardtobelievewhenonelooksatthem。Iwouldn’tbeinthatorphan’sshoesforanything。My,butIpityhim,that’swhat。\" SosaidMrs。Racheltothewildrosebushesoutofthefulnessofherheart;butifshecouldhaveseenthechildwhowaswaitingpatientlyattheBrightRiverstationatthatverymomentherpitywouldhavebeenstilldeeperandmoreprofound。 CHAPTERII MatthewCuthbertissurprisedMatthewCuthbertandthesorrelmarejoggedcomfortablyovertheeightmilestoBrightRiver。Itwasaprettyroad,runningalongbetweensnugfarmsteads,withnowandagainabitofbalsamyfirwoodtodrivethroughorahollowwherewildplumshungouttheirfilmybloom。Theairwassweetwiththebreathofmanyappleorchardsandthemeadowsslopedawayinthedistancetohorizonmistsofpearlandpurple;while\"ThelittlebirdssangasifitwereTheonedayofsummerinalltheyear。\" Matthewenjoyedthedriveafterhisownfashion,exceptduringthemomentswhenhemetwomenandhadtonodtothem—— forinPrinceEdwardislandyouaresupposedtonodtoallandsundryyoumeetontheroadwhetheryouknowthemornot。 MatthewdreadedallwomenexceptMarillaandMrs。 Rachel;hehadanuncomfortablefeelingthatthemysteriouscreaturesweresecretlylaughingathim。Hemayhavebeenquiterightinthinkingso,forhewasanodd-lookingpersonage,withanungainlyfigureandlongiron-grayhairthattouchedhisstoopingshoulders,andafull,softbrownbeardwhichhehadworneversincehewastwenty。Infact,hehadlookedattwentyverymuchashelookedatsixty,lackingalittleofthegrayness。 WhenhereachedBrightRivertherewasnosignofanytrain;hethoughthewastooearly,sohetiedhishorseintheyardofthesmallBrightRiverhotelandwentovertothestationhouse。Thelongplatformwasalmostdeserted; theonlylivingcreatureinsightbeingagirlwhowassittingonapileofshinglesattheextremeend。Matthew,barelynotingthatitWASagirl,sidledpastherasquicklyaspossiblewithoutlookingather。Hadhelookedhecouldhardlyhavefailedtonoticethetenserigidityandexpectationofherattitudeandexpression。Shewassittingtherewaitingforsomethingorsomebodyand,sincesittingandwaitingwastheonlythingtodojustthen,shesatandwaitedwithallhermightandmain。 Matthewencounteredthestationmasterlockinguptheticketofficepreparatorytogoinghomeforsupper,andaskedhimifthefive-thirtytrainwouldsoonbealong。 \"Thefive-thirtytrainhasbeeninandgonehalfanhourago,\"answeredthatbriskofficial。\"Buttherewasapassengerdroppedoffforyou——alittlegirl。She’ssittingoutthereontheshingles。Iaskedhertogointotheladies’waitingroom,butsheinformedmegravelythatshepreferredtostayoutside。`Therewasmorescopeforimagination,’shesaid。She’sacase,Ishouldsay。\" \"I’mnotexpectingagirl,\"saidMatthewblankly。\"It’saboyI’vecomefor。Heshouldbehere。Mrs。AlexanderSpencerwastobringhimoverfromNovaScotiaforme。\" Thestationmasterwhistled。 \"Guessthere’ssomemistake,\"hesaid。\"Mrs。Spencercameoffthetrainwiththatgirlandgaveherintomycharge。Saidyouandyoursisterwereadoptingherfromanorphanasylumandthatyouwouldbealongforherpresently。 That’sallIknowaboutit——andIhaven’tgotanymoreorphansconcealedhereabouts。\" \"Idon’tunderstand,\"saidMatthewhelplessly,wishingthatMarillawasathandtocopewiththesituation。 \"Well,you’dbetterquestionthegirl,\"saidthestation- mastercarelessly。\"Idaresayshe’llbeabletoexplain—— she’sgotatongueofherown,that’scertain。Maybetheywereoutofboysofthebrandyouwanted。\" Hewalkedjauntilyaway,beinghungry,andtheunfortunateMatthewwaslefttodothatwhichwasharderforhimthanbeardingalioninitsden——walkuptoagirl——astrangegirl——anorphangirl——anddemandofherwhyshewasn’taboy。 Matthewgroanedinspiritasheturnedaboutandshuffledgentlydowntheplatformtowardsher。 Shehadbeenwatchinghimeversincehehadpassedherandshehadhereyesonhimnow。Matthewwasnotlookingatherandwouldnothaveseenwhatshewasreallylikeifhehadbeen,butanordinaryobserverwouldhaveseenthis: Achildofabouteleven,garbedinaveryshort,verytight,veryuglydressofyellowish-graywincey。Sheworeafadedbrownsailorhatandbeneaththehat,extendingdownherback,weretwobraidsofverythick,decidedlyredhair。 Herfacewassmall,whiteandthin,alsomuchfreckled;hermouthwaslargeandsowerehereyes,whichlookedgreeninsomelightsandmoodsandgrayinothers。 Sofar,theordinaryobserver;anextraordinaryobservermighthaveseenthatthechinwasverypointedandpronounced;thatthebigeyeswerefullofspiritandvivacity;thatthemouthwassweet-lippedandexpressive; thattheforeheadwasbroadandfull;inshort,ourdiscerningextraordinaryobservermighthaveconcludedthatnocommonplacesoulinhabitedthebodyofthisstraywoman- childofwhomshyMatthewCuthbertwassoludicrouslyafraid。 Matthew,however,wassparedtheordealofspeakingfirst,forassoonassheconcludedthathewascomingtohershestoodup,graspingwithonethinbrownhandthehandleofashabby,old-fashionedcarpet-bag;theothersheheldouttohim。 \"IsupposeyouareMr。MatthewCuthbertofGreenGables?\" shesaidinapeculiarlyclear,sweetvoice。\"I’mverygladtoseeyou。Iwasbeginningtobeafraidyouweren’tcomingformeandIwasimaginingallthethingsthatmighthavehappenedtopreventyou。Ihadmadeupmymindthatifyoudidn’tcomeformeto-nightI’dgodownthetracktothatbigwildcherry-treeatthebend,andclimbupintoittostayallnight。Iwouldn’tbeabitafraid,anditwouldbelovelytosleepinawildcherry-treeallwhitewithbloominthemoonshine,don’tyouthink?Youcouldimagineyouweredwellinginmarblehalls,couldn’tyou? AndIwasquitesureyouwouldcomeformeinthemorning,ifyoudidn’tto-night。\" Matthewhadtakenthescrawnylittlehandawkwardlyinhis; thenandtherehedecidedwhattodo。Hecouldnottellthischildwiththeglowingeyesthattherehadbeenamistake;hewouldtakeherhomeandletMarilladothat。 Shecouldn’tbeleftatBrightRiveranyhow,nomatterwhatmistakehadbeenmade,soallquestionsandexplanationsmightaswellbedeferreduntilhewassafelybackatGreenGables。 \"I’msorryIwaslate,\"hesaidshyly。\"Comealong。 Thehorseisoverintheyard。Givemeyourbag。\" \"Oh,Icancarryit,\"thechildrespondedcheerfully。\"Itisn’theavy。I’vegotallmyworldlygoodsinit,butitisn’theavy。Andifitisn’tcarriedinjustacertainwaythehandlepullsout——soI’dbetterkeepitbecauseIknowtheexactknackofit。It’sanextremelyoldcarpet-bag。 Oh,I’mverygladyou’vecome,evenifitwouldhavebeennicetosleepinawildcherry-tree。We’vegottodrivealongpiece,haven’twe?Mrs。Spencersaiditwaseightmiles。I’mgladbecauseIlovedriving。Oh,itseemssowonderfulthatI’mgoingtolivewithyouandbelongtoyou。 I’veneverbelongedtoanybody——notreally。Buttheasylumwastheworst。I’veonlybeeninitfourmonths,butthatwasenough。Idon’tsupposeyoueverwereanorphaninanasylum,soyoucan’tpossiblyunderstandwhatitislike。 It’sworsethananythingyoucouldimagine。Mrs。Spencersaiditwaswickedofmetotalklikethat,butIdidn’tmeantobewicked。It’ssoeasytobewickedwithoutknowingit,isn’tit?Theyweregood,youknow——theasylumpeople。Butthereissolittlescopefortheimaginationinanasylum——onlyjustintheotherorphans。Itwasprettyinterestingtoimaginethingsaboutthem——toimaginethatperhapsthegirlwhosatnexttoyouwasreallythedaughterofabeltedearl,whohadbeenstolenawayfromherparentsinherinfancybyacruelnursewhodiedbeforeshecouldconfess。Iusedtolieawakeatnightsandimaginethingslikethat,becauseIdidn’thavetimeintheday。Iguessthat’swhyI’msothin——IAMdreadfulthin,ain’tI?Thereisn’tapickonmybones。IdolovetoimagineI’mniceandplump,withdimplesinmyelbows。\" WiththisMatthew’scompanionstoppedtalking,partlybecauseshewasoutofbreathandpartlybecausetheyhadreachedthebuggy。Notanotherworddidshesayuntiltheyhadleftthevillageandweredrivingdownasteeplittlehill,theroadpartofwhichhadbeencutsodeeplyintothesoftsoil,thatthebanks,fringedwithbloomingwildcherry-treesandslimwhitebirches,wereseveralfeetabovetheirheads。 Thechildputoutherhandandbrokeoffabranchofwildplumthatbrushedagainstthesideofthebuggy。 \"Isn’tthatbeautiful?Whatdidthattree,leaningoutfromthebank,allwhiteandlacy,makeyouthinkof?\"sheasked。 \"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthew。 \"Why,abride,ofcourse——abrideallinwhitewithalovelymistyveil。I’veneverseenone,butIcanimaginewhatshewouldlooklike。Idon’teverexpecttobeabridemyself。I’msohomelynobodywilleverwanttomarryme—— unlessitmightbeaforeignmissionary。Isupposeaforeignmissionarymightn’tbeveryparticular。ButIdohopethatsomedayIshallhaveawhitedress。Thatismyhighestidealofearthlybliss。Ijustloveprettyclothes。 AndI’veneverhadaprettydressinmylifethatIcanremember——butofcourseit’sallthemoretolookforwardto,isn’tit?AndthenIcanimaginethatI’mdressedgorgeously。ThismorningwhenIlefttheasylumIfeltsoashamedbecauseIhadtowearthishorridoldwinceydress。 Alltheorphanshadtowearthem,youknow。AmerchantinHopetonlastwinterdonatedthreehundredyardsofwinceytotheasylum。Somepeoplesaiditwasbecausehecouldn’tsellit,butI’dratherbelievethatitwasoutofthekindnessofhisheart,wouldn’tyou?WhenwegotonthetrainIfeltasifeverybodymustbelookingatmeandpityingme。ButIjustwenttoworkandimaginedthatIhadonthemostbeautifulpalebluesilkdress——becausewhenyouAREimaginingyoumightaswellimaginesomethingworthwhile——andabighatallflowersandnoddingplumes,andagoldwatch,andkidglovesandboots。IfeltcheereduprightawayandIenjoyedmytriptotheIslandwithallmymight。Iwasn’tabitsickcomingoverintheboat。 NeitherwasMrs。Spenceralthoughshegenerallyis。Shesaidshehadn’ttimetogetsick,watchingtoseethatI didn’tfalloverboard。Shesaidsheneversawthebeatofmeforprowlingabout。Butifitkeptherfrombeingseasickit’samercyIdidprowl,isn’tit?AndIwantedtoseeeverythingthatwastobeseenonthatboat,becauseI didn’tknowwhetherI’deverhaveanotheropportunity。Oh,therearealotmorecherry-treesallinbloom!ThisIslandisthebloomiestplace。Ijustloveitalready,andI’msogladI’mgoingtolivehere。I’vealwaysheardthatPrinceEdwardIslandwastheprettiestplaceintheworld,andI usedtoimagineIwaslivinghere,butIneverreallyexpectedIwould。It’sdelightfulwhenyourimaginationscometrue,isn’tit?Butthoseredroadsaresofunny。 WhenwegotintothetrainatCharlottetownandtheredroadsbegantoflashpastIaskedMrs。Spencerwhatmadethemredandshesaidshedidn’tknowandforpity’ssakenottoaskheranymorequestions。ShesaidImusthaveaskedherathousandalready。IsupposeIhad,too,buthowyougoingtofindoutaboutthingsifyoudon’taskquestions?AndwhatDOESmaketheroadsred?\" \"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthew。 \"Well,thatisoneofthethingstofindoutsometime。 Isn’titsplendidtothinkofallthethingstherearetofindoutabout?Itjustmakesmefeelgladtobealive—— it’ssuchaninterestingworld。Itwouldn’tbehalfsointerestingifweknowallabouteverything,wouldit? There’dbenoscopeforimaginationthen,wouldthere?ButamItalkingtoomuch?PeoplearealwaystellingmeIdo。 WouldyouratherIdidn’ttalk?IfyousaysoI’llstop。I canSTOPwhenImakeupmymindtoit,althoughit’sdifficult。\" Matthew,muchtohisownsurprise,wasenjoyinghimself。 Likemostquietfolkshelikedtalkativepeoplewhentheywerewillingtodothetalkingthemselvesanddidnotexpecthimtokeepuphisendofit。Buthehadneverexpectedtoenjoythesocietyofalittlegirl。Womenwerebadenoughinallconscience,butlittlegirlswereworse。Hedetestedthewaytheyhadofsidlingpasthimtimidly,withsidewiseglances,asiftheyexpectedhimtogobblethemupatamouthfuliftheyventuredtosayaword。ThatwastheAvonleatypeofwell-bredlittlegirl。Butthisfreckledwitchwasverydifferent,andalthoughhefounditratherdifficultforhisslowerintelligencetokeepupwithherbriskmentalprocesseshethoughtthathe\"kindoflikedherchatter。\"Sohesaidasshylyasusual: \"Oh,youcantalkasmuchasyoulike。Idon’tmind。\" \"Oh,I’msoglad。IknowyouandIaregoingtogetalongtogetherfine。It’ssucharelieftotalkwhenonewantstoandnotbetoldthatchildrenshouldbeseenandnotheard。 I’vehadthatsaidtomeamilliontimesifIhaveonce。 AndpeoplelaughatmebecauseIusebigwords。Butifyouhavebigideasyouhavetousebigwordstoexpressthem,haven’tyou?\" \"Wellnow,thatseemsreasonable,\"saidMatthew。 \"Mrs。Spencersaidthatmytonguemustbehunginthemiddle。Butitisn’t——it’sfirmlyfastenedatoneend。 Mrs。SpencersaidyourplacewasnamedGreenGables。I askedherallaboutit。Andshesaidthereweretreesallaroundit。Iwasgladderthanever。Ijustlovetrees。 Andthereweren’tanyatallabouttheasylum,onlyafewpoorweeny-teenythingsoutinfrontwithlittlewhitewashedcageythingsaboutthem。Theyjustlookedlikeorphansthemselves,thosetreesdid。Itusedtomakemewanttocrytolookatthem。Iusedtosaytothem,`Oh,youPOOR littlethings!IfyouwereoutinagreatbigwoodswithothertreesallaroundyouandlittlemossesandJunebellsgrowingoveryourrootsandabrooknotfarawayandbirdssinginginyoubranches,youcouldgrow,couldn’tyou?Butyoucan’twhereyouare。Iknowjustexactlyhowyoufeel,littletrees。’Ifeltsorrytoleavethembehindthismorning。 Youdogetsoattachedtothingslikethat,don’tyou? IsthereabrookanywherenearGreenGables?IforgottoaskMrs。Spencerthat。\" \"Wellnow,yes,there’sonerightbelowthehouse。\" \"Fancy。It’salwaysbeenoneofmydreamstolivenearabrook。IneverexpectedIwould,though。Dreamsdon’toftencometrue,dothey?Wouldn’titbeniceiftheydid? ButjustnowIfeelprettynearlyperfectlyhappy。Ican’tfeelexactlyperfectlyhappybecause——well,whatcolorwouldyoucallthis?\" ShetwitchedoneofherlongglossybraidsoverherthinshoulderandhelditupbeforeMatthew’seyes。Matthewwasnotusedtodecidingonthetintsofladies’tresses,butinthiscasetherecouldn’tbemuchdoubt。 \"It’sred,ain’tit?\"hesaid。 Thegirlletthebraiddropbackwithasighthatseemedtocomefromherverytoesandtoexhaleforthallthesorrowsoftheages。 \"Yes,it’sred,\"shesaidresignedly。\"NowyouseewhyI can’tbeperfectlyhappy。Nobodycouldwhohasredhair。I don’tmindtheotherthingssomuch——thefrecklesandthegreeneyesandmyskinniness。Icanimaginethemaway。I canimaginethatIhaveabeautifulrose-leafcomplexionandlovelystarryvioleteyes。ButICANNOTimaginethatredhairaway。Idomybest。Ithinktomyself,`Nowmyhairisagloriousblack,blackastheraven’swing。’ButallthetimeIKNOWitisjustplainredanditbreaksmyheart。 Itwillbemylifelongsorrow。Ireadofagirlonceinanovelwhohadalifelongsorrowbutitwasn’tredhair。 Herhairwaspuregoldripplingbackfromheralabasterbrow。 Whatisanalabasterbrow?Inevercouldfindout。 Canyoutellme?\" \"Wellnow,I’mafraidIcan’t,\"saidMatthew,whowasgettingalittledizzy。Hefeltashehadoncefeltinhisrashyouthwhenanotherboyhadenticedhimonthemerry-go- roundatapicnic。 \"Well,whateveritwasitmusthavebeensomethingnicebecauseshewasdivinelybeautiful。Haveyoueverimaginedwhatitmustfeelliketobedivinelybeautiful?\" \"Wellnow,no,Ihaven’t,\"confessedMatthewingenuously。 \"Ihave,often。Whichwouldyouratherbeifyouhadthechoice——divinelybeautifulordazzlinglycleverorangelicallygood?\" \"Wellnow,I——Idon’tknowexactly。\" \"NeitherdoI。Icanneverdecide。Butitdoesn’tmakemuchrealdifferenceforitisn’tlikelyI’lleverbeeither。It’scertainI’llneverbeangelicallygood。 Mrs。Spencersays——oh,Mr。Cuthbert!Oh,Mr。Cuthbert!! Oh,Mr。Cuthbert!!!\" ThatwasnotwhatMrs。Spencerhadsaid;neitherhadthechildtumbledoutofthebuggynorhadMatthewdoneanythingastonishing。Theyhadsimplyroundedacurveintheroadandfoundthemselvesinthe\"Avenue。\" The\"Avenue,\"socalledbytheNewbridgepeople,wasastretchofroadfourorfivehundredyardslong,completelyarchedoverwithhuge,wide-spreadingapple-trees,plantedyearsagobyaneccentricoldfarmer。Overheadwasonelongcanopyofsnowyfragrantbloom。Belowtheboughstheairwasfullofapurpletwilightandfaraheadaglimpseofpaintedsunsetskyshonelikeagreatrosewindowattheendofacathedralaisle。 Itsbeautyseemedtostrikethechilddumb。Sheleanedbackinthebuggy,herthinhandsclaspedbeforeher,herfaceliftedrapturouslytothewhitesplendorabove。EvenwhentheyhadpassedoutandweredrivingdownthelongslopetoNewbridgeshenevermovedorspoke。Stillwithraptfaceshegazedafarintothesunsetwest,witheyesthatsawvisionstroopingsplendidlyacrossthatglowingbackground。 ThroughNewbridge,abustlinglittlevillagewheredogsbarkedatthemandsmallboyshootedandcuriousfacespeeredfromthewindows,theydrove,stillinsilence。Whenthreemoremileshaddroppedawaybehindthemthechildhadnotspoken。Shecouldkeepsilence,itwasevident,asenergeticallyasshecouldtalk。 \"Iguessyou’refeelingprettytiredandhungry,\" Matthewventuredtosayatlast,accountingforherlongvisitationofdumbnesswiththeonlyreasonhecouldthinkof。\"Butwehaven’tveryfartogonow——onlyanothermile。\" Shecameoutofherreveriewithadeepsighandlookedathimwiththedreamygazeofasoulthathadbeenwonderingafar,star-led。 \"Oh,Mr。Cuthbert,\"shewhispered,\"thatplacewecamethrough——thatwhiteplace——whatwasit?\" \"Wellnow,youmustmeantheAvenue,\"saidMatthewafterafewmoments’profoundreflection。\"Itisakindofprettyplace。\" \"Pretty?Oh,PRETTYdoesn’tseemtherightwordtouse。 Norbeautiful,either。Theydon’tgofarenough。Oh,itwaswonderful——wonderful。It’sthefirstthingIeversawthatcouldn’tbeimproveduponbyimagination。Itjustsatisfiesmehere\"——sheputonehandonherbreast——\"itmadeaqueerfunnyacheandyetitwasapleasantache。Didyoueverhaveanachelikethat,Mr。Cuthbert?\" \"Wellnow,Ijustcan’trecollectthatIeverhad。\" \"Ihaveitlotsoftime——wheneverIseeanythingroyallybeautiful。Buttheyshouldn’tcallthatlovelyplacetheAvenue。Thereisnomeaninginanamelikethat。Theyshouldcallit——letmesee——theWhiteWayofDelight。Isn’tthataniceimaginativename?WhenIdon’tlikethenameofaplaceorapersonIalwaysimagineanewoneandalwaysthinkofthemso。TherewasagirlattheasylumwhosenamewasHepzibahJenkins,butIalwaysimaginedherasRosaliaDeVere。OtherpeoplemaycallthatplacetheAvenue,butI shallalwayscallittheWhiteWayofDelight。Havewereallyonlyanothermiletogobeforewegethome?I’mgladandI’msorry。I’msorrybecausethisdrivehasbeensopleasantandI’malwayssorrywhenpleasantthingsend。 Somethingstillpleasantermaycomeafter,butyoucanneverbesure。Andit’ssooftenthecasethatitisn’tpleasanter。Thathasbeenmyexperienceanyhow。ButI’mgladtothinkofgettinghome。Yousee,I’veneverhadarealhomesinceIcanremember。Itgivesmethatpleasantacheagainjusttothinkofcomingtoareallytrulyhome。 Oh,isn’tthatpretty!\" Theyhaddrivenoverthecrestofahill。Belowthemwasapond,lookingalmostlikeariversolongandwindingwasit。Abridgespanneditmidwayandfromtheretoitslowerend,whereanamber-huedbeltofsand-hillsshutitinfromthedarkbluegulfbeyond,thewaterwasagloryofmanyshiftinghues——themostspiritualshadingsofcrocusandroseandetherealgreen,withotherelusivetintingsforwhichnonamehaseverbeenfound。Abovethebridgethepondranupintofringinggrovesoffirandmapleandlayalldarklytranslucentintheirwaveringshadows。Hereandthereawildplumleanedoutfromthebanklikeawhite-cladgirltip-toeingtoherownreflection。Fromthemarshattheheadofthepondcametheclear,mournfully-sweetchorusofthefrogs。Therewasalittlegrayhousepeeringaroundawhiteappleorchardonaslopebeyondand,althoughitwasnotyetquitedark,alightwasshiningfromoneofitswindows。 \"That’sBarry’spond,\"saidMatthew。 \"Oh,Idon’tlikethatname,either。Ishallcallit——letmesee——theLakeofShiningWaters。Yes,thatistherightnameforit。Iknowbecauseofthethrill。WhenIhitonanamethatsuitsexactlyitgivesmeathrill。Dothingsevergiveyouathrill?\" Matthewruminated。 \"Wellnow,yes。Italwayskindofgivesmeathrilltoseethemuglywhitegrubsthatspadeupinthecucumberbeds。 Ihatethelookofthem。\" \"Oh,Idon’tthinkthatcanbeexactlythesamekindofathrill。Doyouthinkitcan?Theredoesn’tseemtobemuchconnectionbetweengrubsandlakesofshiningwaters,doesthere?ButwhydootherpeoplecallitBarry’spond?\" \"IreckonbecauseMr。Barrylivesupthereinthathouse。 OrchardSlope’sthenameofhisplace。Ifitwasn’tforthatbigbushbehindityoucouldseeGreenGablesfromhere。Butwehavetogooverthebridgeandroundbytheroad,soit’snearhalfamilefurther。\" \"HasMr。Barryanylittlegirls?Well,notsoverylittleeither——aboutmysize。\" \"He’sgotoneabouteleven。HernameisDiana。\" \"Oh!\"withalongindrawingofbreath。\"Whataperfectlylovelyname!\" \"Wellnow,Idunno。There’ssomethingdreadfulheathenishaboutit,seemstome。I’drutherJaneorMaryorsomesensiblenamelikethat。ButwhenDianawasborntherewasaschoolmasterboardingthereandtheygavehimthenamingofherandhecalledherDiana。\" \"IwishtherehadbeenaschoolmasterlikethataroundwhenIwasborn,then。Oh,hereweareatthebridge。I’mgoingtoshutmyeyestight。I’malwaysafraidgoingoverbridges。Ican’thelpimaginingthatperhapsjustaswegettothemiddle,they’llcrumpleuplikeajack-knifeandnipus。SoIshutmyeyes。ButIalwayshavetoopenthemforallwhenIthinkwe’regettingnearthemiddle。 Because,yousee,ifthebridgeDIDcrumpleupI’dwanttoSEEitcrumple。Whatajollyrumbleitmakes!Ialwaysliketherumblepartofit。Isn’titsplendidtherearesomanythingstolikeinthisworld?Therewe’reover。NowI’lllookback。Goodnight,dearLakeofShiningWaters。I alwayssaygoodnighttothethingsIlove,justasIwouldtopeopleIthinktheylikeit。Thatwaterlooksasifitwassmilingatme。\" WhentheyhaddrivenupthefurtherhillandaroundacornerMatthewsaid: \"We’reprettynearhomenow。That’sGreenGablesover——\" \"Oh,don’ttellme,\"sheinterruptedbreathlessly,catchingathispartiallyraisedarmandshuttinghereyesthatshemightnotseehisgesture。\"Letmeguess。I’msureI’llguessright。\" Sheopenedhereyesandlookedabouther。Theywereonthecrestofahill。Thesunhadsetsometimesince,butthelandscapewasstillclearinthemellowafterlight。Tothewestadarkchurchspireroseupagainstamarigoldsky。 Belowwasalittlevalleyandbeyondalong,gently-risingslopewithsnugfarmsteadsscatteredalongit。Fromonetoanotherthechild’seyesdarted,eagerandwistful。Atlasttheylingeredononeawaytotheleft,farbackfromtheroad,dimlywhitewithblossomingtreesinthetwilightofthesurroundingwoods。Overit,inthestainlesssouthwestsky,agreatcrystal-whitestarwasshininglikealampofguidanceandpromise。 \"That’sit,isn’tit?\"shesaid,pointing。 Matthewslappedthereinsonthesorrel’sbackdelightedly。 \"Wellnow,you’veguessedit!ButIreckonMrs。Spencerdescribeditso’syoucouldtell。\" \"No,shedidn’t——reallyshedidn’t。Allshesaidmightjustaswellhavebeenaboutmostofthoseotherplaces。I hadn’tanyrealideawhatitlookedlike。ButjustassoonasIsawitIfeltitwashome。Oh,itseemsasifImustbeinadream。Doyouknow,myarmmustbeblackandbluefromtheelbowup,forI’vepinchedmyselfsomanytimestoday。EverylittlewhileahorriblesickeningfeelingwouldcomeovermeandI’dbesoafraiditwasalladream。 ThenI’dpinchmyselftoseeifitwasreal——untilsuddenlyIrememberedthatevensupposingitwasonlyadreamI’dbettergoondreamingaslongasIcould;soIstoppedpinching。ButitISrealandwe’renearlyhome。\" Withasighofrapturesherelapsedintosilence。Matthewstirreduneasily。HefeltgladthatitwouldbeMarillaandnothewhowouldhavetotellthiswaifoftheworldthatthehomeshelongedforwasnottobehersafterall。TheydroveoverLynde’sHollow,whereitwasalreadyquitedark,butnotsodarkthatMrs。Rachelcouldnotseethemfromherwindowvantage,andupthehillandintothelonglaneofGreenGables。BythetimetheyarrivedatthehouseMatthewwasshrinkingfromtheapproachingrevelationwithanenergyhedidnotunderstand。ItwasnotofMarillaorhimselfhewasthinkingofthetroublethismistakewasprobablygoingtomakeforthem,butofthechild’sdisappointment。Whenhethoughtofthatraptlightbeingquenchedinhereyeshehadanuncomfortablefeelingthathewasgoingtoassistatmurderingsomething——muchthesamefeelingthatcameoverhimwhenhehadtokillalamborcalforanyotherinnocentlittlecreature。 Theyardwasquitedarkastheyturnedintoitandthepoplarleaveswererustlingsilkilyallroundit。 \"Listentothetreestalkingintheirsleep,\"shewhispered,asheliftedhertotheground。\"Whatnicedreamstheymusthave!\" Then,holdingtightlytothecarpet-bagwhichcontained\"allherworldlygoods,\"shefollowedhimintothehouse。 CHAPTERIII MarillaCuthbertisSurprisedMarillacamebrisklyforwardasMatthewopenedthedoor。 Butwhenhereyesfelloftheoddlittlefigureinthestiff,uglydress,withthelongbraidsofredhairandtheeager,luminouseyes,shestoppedshortinamazement。 \"MatthewCuthbert,who’sthat?\"sheejaculated。\"Whereistheboy?\" \"Therewasn’tanyboy,\"saidMatthewwretchedly。\"TherewasonlyHER。\" Henoddedatthechild,rememberingthathehadneverevenaskedhername。 \"Noboy!ButthereMUSThavebeenaboy,\"insistedMarilla。 \"WesentwordtoMrs。Spencertobringaboy。\" \"Well,shedidn’t。ShebroughtHER。Iaskedthestation- master。AndIhadtobringherhome。Shecouldn’tbeleftthere,nomatterwherethemistakehadcomein。\" \"Well,thisisaprettypieceofbusiness!\"ejaculatedMarilla。 Duringthisdialoguethechildhadremainedsilent,hereyesrovingfromonetotheother,alltheanimationfadingoutofherface。Suddenlysheseemedtograspthefullmeaningofwhathadbeensaid。Droppingherpreciouscarpet-bagshesprangforwardastepandclaspedherhands。 \"Youdon’twantme!\"shecried。\"Youdon’twantmebecauseI’mnotaboy!Imighthaveexpectedit。Nobodyeverdidwantme。Imighthaveknownitwasalltoobeautifultolast。 Imighthaveknownnobodyreallydidwantme。Oh,whatshallIdo?I’mgoingtoburstintotears!\" Burstintotearsshedid。Sittingdownonachairbythetable,flingingherarmsoutuponit,andburyingherfaceinthem,sheproceededtocrystormily。MarillaandMatthewlookedateachotherdeprecatinglyacrossthestove。 Neitherofthemknewwhattosayordo。FinallyMarillasteppedlamelyintothebreach。 \"Well,well,there’snoneedtocrysoaboutit。\" \"Yes,thereISneed!\"Thechildraisedherheadquickly,revealingatear-stainedfaceandtremblinglips。\"YOU wouldcry,too,ifyouwereanorphanandhadcometoaplaceyouthoughtwasgoingtobehomeandfoundthattheydidn’twantyoubecauseyouweren’taboy。Oh,thisisthemostTRAGICALthingthateverhappenedtome!\" Somethinglikeareluctantsmile,ratherrustyfromlongdisuse,mellowedMarilla’sgrimexpression。 \"Well,don’tcryanymore。We’renotgoingtoturnyouout- of-doorsto-night。You’llhavetostayhereuntilweinvestigatethisaffair。What’syourname?\" Thechildhesitatedforamoment。 \"WillyoupleasecallmeCordelia?\"shesaideagerly。 \"CALLyouCordelia?Isthatyourname?\" \"No-o-o,it’snotexactlymyname,butIwouldlovetobecalledCordelia。It’ssuchaperfectlyelegantname。\" \"Idon’tknowwhatonearthyoumean。IfCordeliaisn’tyourname,whatis?\" \"AnneShirley,\"reluctantlyfalteredforththeownerofthatname,\"but,oh,pleasedocallmeCordelia。Itcan’tmattermuchtoyouwhatyoucallmeifI’monlygoingtobeherealittlewhile,canit?AndAnneissuchanunromanticname。\" \"Unromanticfiddlesticks!\"saidtheunsympatheticMarilla。 \"Anneisarealgoodplainsensiblename。You’venoneedtobeashamedofit。\" \"Oh,I’mnotashamedofit,\"explainedAnne,\"onlyIlikeCordeliabetter。I’vealwaysimaginedthatmynamewasCordelia——atleast,Ialwayshaveoflateyears。WhenIwasyoungIusedtoimagineitwasGeraldine,butIlikeCordeliabetternow。ButifyoucallmeAnnepleasecallmeAnnespelledwithanE。\" \"Whatdifferencedoesitmakehowit’sspelled?\"askedMarillawithanotherrustysmileasshepickeduptheteapot。 \"Oh,itmakesSUCHadifference。ItLOOKSsomuchnicer。 Whenyouhearanamepronouncedcan’tyoualwaysseeitinyourmind,justasifitwasprintedout?Ican;andA-n-nlooksdreadful,butA-n-n-elookssomuchmoredistinguished。 Ifyou’llonlycallmeAnnespelledwithanEIshalltrytoreconcilemyselftonotbeingcalledCordelia。\" \"Verywell,then,AnnespelledwithanE,canyoutellushowthismistakecametobemade?WesentwordtoMrs。Spencertobringusaboy。Weretherenoboysattheasylum?\" \"Oh,yes,therewasanabundanceofthem。ButMrs。SpencersaidDISTINCTLYthatyouwantedagirlaboutelevenyearsold。AndthematronsaidshethoughtIwoulddo。Youdon’tknowhowdelightedIwas。Icouldn’tsleepalllastnightforjoy。Oh,\"sheaddedreproachfully,turningtoMatthew,\"whydidn’tyoutellmeatthestationthatyoudidn’twantmeandleavemethere?IfIhadn’tseentheWhiteWayofDelightandtheLakeofShiningWatersitwouldn’tbesohard。\" \"Whatonearthdoesshemean?\"demandedMarilla,staringatMatthew。 \"She——she’sjustreferringtosomeconversationwehadontheroad,\"saidMatthewhastily。\"I’mgoingouttoputthemarein,Marilla。HaveteareadywhenIcomeback。\" \"DidMrs。Spencerbringanybodyoverbesidesyou?\" continuedMarillawhenMatthewhadgoneout。 \"ShebroughtLilyJonesforherself。Lilyisonlyfiveyearsoldandsheisverybeautifulandhadnut-brownhair。IfIwasverybeautifulandhadnut-brownhairwouldyoukeepme?\" \"No。WewantaboytohelpMatthewonthefarm。Agirlwouldbeofnousetous。Takeoffyourhat。I’lllayitandyourbagonthehalltable。\" Annetookoffherhatmeekly。Matthewcamebackpresentlyandtheysatdowntosupper。ButAnnecouldnoteat。Invainshenibbledatthebreadandbutterandpeckedatthecrab-applepreserveoutofthelittlescallopedglassdishbyherplate。Shedidnotreallymakeanyheadwayatall。 \"You’renoteatinganything,\"saidMarillasharply,eyingherasifitwereaseriousshortcoming。Annesighed。 \"Ican’t。I’minthedepthsofdespair。Canyoueatwhenyouareinthedepthsofdespair?\" \"I’veneverbeeninthedepthsofdespair,soIcan’tsay,\" respondedMarilla。 \"Weren’tyou?Well,didyouevertrytoIMAGINEyouwereinthedepthsofdespair?\" \"No,Ididn’t。\" \"ThenIdon’tthinkyoucanunderstandwhatit’slike。It’sveryuncomfortablefeelingindeed。Whenyoutrytoeatalumpcomesrightupinyourthroatandyoucan’tswallowanything,notevenifitwasachocolatecaramel。Ihadonechocolatecarameloncetwoyearsagoanditwassimplydelicious。I’veoftendreamedsincethenthatIhadalotofchocolatecaramels,butIalwayswakeupjustwhenI’mgoingtoeatthem。Idohopeyouwon’tbeoffendedbecauseIcan’teat。Everythingisextremelynice,butstillIcannoteat。\" \"Iguessshe’stired,\"saidMatthew,whohadn’tspokensincehisreturnfromthebarn。\"Bestputhertobed,Marilla。\" MarillahadbeenwonderingwhereAnneshouldbeputtobed。 Shehadpreparedacouchinthekitchenchamberforthedesiredandexpectedboy。But,althoughitwasneatandclean,itdidnotseemquitethethingtoputagirltheresomehow。Butthespareroomwasoutofthequestionforsuchastraywaif,sothereremainedonlytheeastgableroom。MarillalightedacandleandtoldAnnetofollowher,whichAnnespiritlesslydid,takingherhatandcarpet-bagfromthehalltableasshepassed。Thehallwasfearsomelyclean;thelittlegablechamberinwhichshepresentlyfoundherselfseemedstillcleaner。 Marillasetthecandleonathree-legged,three-corneredtableandturneddownthebedclothes。 \"Isupposeyouhaveanightgown?\"shequestioned。 Annenodded。 \"Yes,Ihavetwo。Thematronoftheasylummadethemforme。They’refearfullyskimpy。Thereisneverenoughtogoaroundinanasylum,sothingsarealwaysskimpy——atleastinapoorasylumlikeours。Ihateskimpynight-dresses。 Butonecandreamjustaswellinthemasinlovelytrailingones,withfrillsaroundtheneck,that’soneconsolation。\" \"Well,undressasquickasyoucanandgotobed。I’llcomebackinafewminutesforthecandle。Idaren’ttrustyoutoputitoutyourself。You’dlikelysettheplaceonfire。\" WhenMarillahadgoneAnnelookedaroundherwistfully。 Thewhitewashedwallsweresopainfullybareandstaringthatshethoughttheymustacheovertheirownbareness。 Thefloorwasbare,too,exceptforaroundbraidedmatinthemiddlesuchasAnnehadneverseenbefore。Inonecornerwasthebed,ahigh,old-fashionedone,withfourdark,low- turnedposts。Intheothercornerwastheaforesaidthree- cornertableadornedwithafat,redvelvetpin-cushionhardenoughtoturnthepointofthemostadventurouspin。Aboveithungalittlesix-by-eightmirror。Midwaybetweentableandbedwasthewindow,withanicywhitemuslinfrilloverit,andoppositeitwasthewash-stand。Thewholeapartmentwasofarigiditynottobedescribedinwords,butwhichsentashivertotheverymarrowofAnne’sbones。Withasobshehastilydiscardedhergarments,putontheskimpynightgownandsprangintobedwheresheburrowedfacedownwardintothepillowandpulledtheclothesoverherhead。WhenMarillacameupforthelightvariousskimpyarticlesofraimentscatteredmostuntidilyoverthefloorandacertaintempestuousappearanceofthebedweretheonlyindicationsofanypresencesaveherown。 ShedeliberatelypickedupAnne’sclothes,placedthemneatlyonaprimyellowchair,andthen,takingupthecandle,wentovertothebed。 \"Goodnight,\"shesaid,alittleawkwardly,butnotunkindly。 Anne’swhitefaceandbigeyesappearedoverthebedclotheswithastartlingsuddenness。 \"HowcanyoucallitaGOODnightwhenyouknowitmustbetheveryworstnightI’veeverhad?\"shesaidreproachfully。 Thenshediveddownintoinvisibilityagain。 Marillawentslowlydowntothekitchenandproceededtowashthesupperdishes。Matthewwassmoking——asuresignofperturbationofmind。Heseldomsmoked,forMarillasetherfaceagainstitasafilthyhabit;butatcertaintimesandseasonshefeltdriventoitandthemMarillawinkedatthepractice,realizingthatameremanmusthavesomeventforhisemotions。 \"Well,thisisaprettykettleoffish,\"shesaidwrathfully。\"Thisiswhatcomesofsendingwordinsteadofgoingourselves。RichardSpencer’sfolkshavetwistedthatmessagesomehow。OneofuswillhavetodriveoverandseeMrs。Spencertomorrow,that’scertain。Thisgirlwillhavetobesentbacktotheasylum。\" \"Yes,Isupposeso,\"saidMatthewreluctantly。 \"YouSUPPOSEso!Don’tyouknowit?\" \"Wellnow,she’sarealnicelittlething,Marilla。It’skindofapitytosendherbackwhenshe’ssosetonstayinghere。\" \"MatthewCuthbert,youdon’tmeantosayyouthinkweoughttokeepher!\" Marilla’sastonishmentcouldnothavebeengreaterifMatthewhadexpressedapredilectionforstandingonhishead。 \"Well,now,no,Isupposenot——notexactly,\"stammeredMatthew,uncomfortablydrivenintoacornerforhisprecisemeaning。 \"Isuppose——wecouldhardlybeexpectedtokeepher。\" \"Ishouldsaynot。Whatgoodwouldshebetous?\" \"Wemightbesomegoodtoher,\"saidMatthewsuddenlyandunexpectedly。 \"MatthewCuthbert,Ibelievethatchildhasbewitchedyou! Icanseeasplainasplainthatyouwanttokeepher。\" \"Wellnow,she’sarealinterestinglittlething,\"persistedMatthew。\"Youshouldhaveheardhertalkcomingfromthestation。\" \"Oh,shecantalkfastenough。Isawthatatonce。It’snothinginherfavour,either。Idon’tlikechildrenwhohavesomuchtosay。Idon’twantanorphangirlandifI didsheisn’tthestyleI’dpickout。There’ssomethingI don’tunderstandabouther。No,she’sgottobedespatchedstraight-waybacktowhereshecamefrom。\" \"IcouldhireaFrenchboytohelpme,\"saidMatthew,\"andshe’dbecompanyforyou。\" \"I’mnotsufferingforcompany,\"saidMarillashortly。\"AndI’mnotgoingtokeepher。\" \"Wellnow,it’sjustasyousay,ofcourse,Marilla,\"saidMatthewrisingandputtinghispipeaway。\"I’mgoingtobed。\" TobedwentMatthew。Andtobed,whenshehadputherdishesaway,wentMarilla,frowningmostresolutely。Andup-stairs,intheeastgable,alonely,heart-hungry,friendlesschildcriedherselftosleep。 CHAPTERIV MorningatGreenGablesItwasbroaddaylightwhenAnneawokeandsatupinbed,staringconfusedlyatthewindowthroughwhichafloodofcheerysunshinewaspouringandoutsideofwhichsomethingwhiteandfeatherywavedacrossglimpsesofbluesky。 Foramomentshecouldnotrememberwhereshewas。Firstcameadelightfulthrill,assomethingverypleasant;thenahorribleremembrance。ThiswasGreenGablesandtheydidn’twantherbecauseshewasn’taboy! Butitwasmorningand,yes,itwasacherry-treeinfullbloomoutsideofherwindow。Withaboundshewasoutofbedandacrossthefloor。Shepushedupthesash——itwentupstifflyandcreakily,asifithadn’tbeenopenedforalongtime,whichwasthecase;anditstucksotightthatnothingwasneededtoholditup。 AnnedroppedonherkneesandgazedoutintotheJunemorning,hereyesglisteningwithdelight。Oh,wasn’titbeautiful?Wasn’titalovelyplace?Supposeshewasn’treallygoingtostayhere!Shewouldimagineshewas。 Therewasscopeforimaginationhere。 Ahugecherry-treegrewoutside,soclosethatitsboughstappedagainstthehouse,anditwassothick-setwithblossomsthathardlyaleafwastobeseen。Onbothsidesofthehousewasabigorchard,oneofapple-treesandoneofcherry-trees,alsoshoweredoverwithblossoms;andtheirgrasswasallsprinkledwithdandelions。Inthegardenbelowwerelilac-treespurplewithflowers,andtheirdizzilysweetfragrancedrifteduptothewindowonthemorningwind。 Belowthegardenagreenfieldlushwithcloverslopeddowntothehollowwherethebrookranandwherescoresofwhitebirchesgrew,upspringingairilyoutofanundergrowthsuggestiveofdelightfulpossibilitiesinfernsandmossesandwoodsythingsgenerally。Beyonditwasahill,greenandfeatherywithspruceandfir;therewasagapinitwherethegraygableendofthelittlehouseshehadseenfromtheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaterswasvisible。 Offtotheleftwerethebigbarnsandbeyondthem,awaydownovergreen,low-slopingfields,wasasparklingblueglimpseofsea。 Anne’sbeauty-lovingeyeslingeredonitall,takingeverythinggreedilyin。Shehadlookedonsomanyunlovelyplacesinherlife,poorchild;butthiswasaslovelyasanythingshehadeverdreamed。