第6章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:26427更新时间:18/12/21 16:41:06
Anyway,hedidit,andLakambaacceptedatlast。ThenWillemsmadeaspeechtothecrowd。SaidthatonhiswaytothewesttheRajah——hemeantPatalolo——wouldseetheGreatWhiteRulerinBataviaandobtainhisprotectionforSambir。Meantime,hewenton,I,anOrangBlandaandyourfriend,hoisttheflagundertheshadowofwhichthereissafety。WiththatheranupaDutchflagtothemast-head。Itwasmadehurriedly,duringthenight,ofcottonstuffs,and,beingheavy,hungdownthemast,whilethecrowdstared。Alitoldmetherewasagreatsighofsurprise,butnotawordwasspokentillLakambaadvancedandproclaimedinaloudvoicethatduringallthatdayeveryonepassingbytheflagstaffmustuncoverhisheadandsalaambeforetheemblem。\" \"But,hangitall!\"exclaimedLingard——\"AbdullaisBritish!\" \"Abdullawasn’tthereatall——didnotgoonshorethatday。YetAli,whohashiswitsabouthim,noticedthatthespacewherethecrowdstoodwasunderthegunsoftheLordoftheIsles。Theyhadputacoirwarpashore,andgavethebarqueacantinthecurrent,soastobringthebroadsidetobearontheflagstaff。 Clever!Eh?Butnobodydreamtofresistance。Whentheyrecoveredfromthesurprisetherewasalittlequietjeering;andBahassoenabusedLakambaviolentlytilloneofLakamba’smenhithimontheheadwithastaff。Frightfulcrack,Iamtold。Thentheyleftoffjeering。MeantimePatalolowentaway,andLakambasatinthechairatthefootoftheflagstaff,whilethecrowdsurgedaround,asiftheycouldnotmakeuptheirmindstogo。 SuddenlytherewasagreatnoisebehindLakamba’schair。Itwasthatwoman,whowentforWillems。Alisaysshewaslikeawildbeast,buthetwistedherwristandmadehergrovelinthedust。 Nobodyknowsexactlywhatitwasabout。Somesayitwasaboutthatflag。Hecarriedheroff,flungherintoacanoe,andwentonboardAbdulla’sship。AfterthatSahaminwasthefirsttosalaamtotheflag。Othersfollowedsuit。Beforenooneverythingwasquietinthesettlement,andAlicamebackandtoldmeallthis。\" Almayerdrewalongbreath。Lingardstretchedouthislegs。 \"Goon!\"hesaid。 Almayerseemedtostrugglewithhimself。Atlasthesplutteredout: \"Thehardestistotellyet。Themostunheard-ofthing!Anoutrage!Afiendishoutrage!\" CHAPTERTHREE \"Well!Let’sknowallaboutit。Ican’timagine……\"beganLingard,afterwaitingforsometimeinsilence。 \"Can’timagine!Ishouldthinkyoucouldn’t,\"interruptedAlmayer。\"Why!……Youjustlisten。WhenAlicamebackI feltalittleeasierinmymind。TherewasthensomesemblanceoforderinSambir。IhadtheJackupsincethemorningandbegantofeelsafer。Someofmymenturnedupintheafternoon。 Ididnotaskanyquestions;setthemtoworkasifnothinghadhappened。Towardstheevening——itmighthavebeenfiveorhalf-past——IwasonourjettywiththechildwhenIheardshoutsatthefar-offendofthesettlement。AtfirstIdidn’ttakemuchnotice。ByandbyAlicametomeandsays,’Master,givemethechild,thereismuchtroubleinthesettlement。’SoIgavehimNinaandwentin,tookmyrevolver,andpassedthroughthehouseintothebackcourtyard。AsIcamedownthestepsIsawalltheservinggirlsclearoutfromthecookingshed,andI heardabigcrowdhowlingontheothersideofthedryditchwhichisthelimitofourground。Couldnotseethemonaccountofthefringeofbushesalongtheditch,butIknewthatcrowdwasangryandaftersomebody。AsIstoodwondering,thatJim-Eng——youknowtheChinamanwhosettledhereacoupleofyearsago?\" \"Hewasmypassenger;Ibroughthimhere,\"exclaimedLingard。\"A first-classChinamanthat。\" \"Didyou?Ihadforgotten。Well,thatJim-Eng,heburstthroughthebushandfellintomyarms,sotospeak。Hetoldme,panting,thattheywereafterhimbecausehewouldn’ttakeoffhishattotheflag。Hewasnotsomuchscared,buthewasveryangryandindignant。Ofcoursehehadtorunforit;thereweresomefiftymenafterhim——Lakamba’sfriends——buthewasfulloffight。SaidhewasanEnglishman,andwouldnottakeoffhishattoanyflagbutEnglish。Itriedtosoothehimwhilethecrowdwasshoutingontheothersideoftheditch。Itoldhimhemusttakeoneofmycanoesandcrosstheriver。Stopontheothersideforacoupleofdays。Hewouldn’t。Nothe。HewasEnglish,andhewouldfightthewholelot。Sayshe:’Theyareonlyblackfellows。Wewhitemen,’meaningmeandhimself,’canfighteverybodyinSambir。’Hewasmadwithpassion。Thecrowdquietedalittle,andIthoughtIcouldshelterJim-Engwithoutmuchrisk,whenallofasuddenIheardWillems’voice。HeshoutedtomeinEnglish:’LetfourmenenteryourcompoundtogetthatChinaman!’Isaidnothing。ToldJim-Engtokeepquiettoo。ThenafterawhileWillemsshoutsagain:’Don’tresist,Almayer。Igiveyougoodadvice。Iamkeepingthiscrowdback。 Don’tresistthem!’Thatbeggar’svoiceenragedme;Icouldnothelpit。Icriedtohim:’Youarealiar!’andjustthenJim-Eng,whohadflungoffhisjacketandhadtuckeduphistrousersreadyforafight;justthenthatfellowhesnatchestherevolveroutofmyhandandletsflyatthemthroughthebush。 Therewasasharpcry——hemusthavehitsomebody——andagreatyell,andbeforeIcouldwinktwicetheywereovertheditchandthroughthebushandontopofus!Simplyrolledoverus!Therewasn’ttheslightestchancetoresist。Iwastrampledunderfoot,Jim-Enggotadozengashesabouthisbody,andwewerecarriedhalfwayuptheyardinthefirstrush。Myeyesandmouthwerefullofdust;Iwasonmybackwiththreeorfourfellowssittingonme。IcouldhearJim-Engtryingtoshoutnotveryfarfromme。Nowandthentheywouldthrottlehimandhewouldgurgle。Icouldhardlybreathemyselfwithtwoheavyfellowsonmychest。Willemscameuprunningandorderedthemtoraisemeup,buttokeepgoodhold。Theyledmeintotheverandah。I lookedround,butdidnotseeeitherAliorthechild。Felteasier。Struggledalittle……Oh,myGod!\" Almayer’sfacewasdistortedwithapassingspasmofrage。 Lingardmovedinhischairslightly。Almayerwentonafterashortpause: \"Theyheldme,shoutingthreatsinmyface。Willemstookdownmyhammockandthrewittothem。Hepulledoutthedrawerofthistable,andfoundthereapalmandneedleandsomesail-twine。Weweremakingawningsforyourbrig,asyouhadaskedmelastvoyagebeforeyouleft。Heknew,ofcourse,wheretolookforwhathewanted。Byhisorderstheylaidmeoutonthefloor,wrappedmeinmyhammock,andhestartedtostitchmein,asifI hadbeenacorpse,beginningatthefeet。Whileheworkedhelaughedwickedly。IcalledhimallthenamesIcouldthinkof。 Hetoldthemtoputtheirdirtypawsovermymouthandnose。I wasnearlychoked。WheneverImovedtheypunchedmeintheribs。 Hewentontakingfreshneedlefulsashewantedthem,andworkingsteadily。Sewedmeuptomythroat。Thenherose,saying,’Thatwilldo;letgo。’Thatwomanhadbeenstandingby;theymusthavebeenreconciled。Sheclappedherhands。Ilayonthefloorlikeabaleofgoodswhilehestaredatme,andthewomanshriekedwithdelight。Likeabaleofgoods!Therewasagrinoneveryface,andtheverandahwasfullofthem。Iwishedmyselfdead——’ponmyword,CaptainLingard,Idid!IdonowwheneverIthinkofit!\" Lingard’sfaceexpressedsympatheticindignation。Almayerdroppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetable,andspokeinthatpositioninanindistinctandmuffledvoice,withoutlookingup。 \"Finally,byhisdirections,theyflungmeintothebigrocking-chair。IwassewedinsotightthatIwasstifflikeapieceofwood。Hewasgivingordersinaveryloudvoice,andthatmanBabalatchisawthattheywereexecuted。Theyobeyedhimimplicitly。MeantimeIlaythereinthechairlikealog,andthatwomancaperedbeforemeandmadefaces;snappedherfingersbeforemynose。Womenarebad!——ain’tthey?Ineversawherbefore,asfarasIknow。Neverdoneanythingtoher。Yetshewasperfectlyfiendish。Canyouunderstandit?Nowandthenshewouldleavemealonetohangroundhisneckforawhile,andthenshewouldreturnbeforemychairandbeginherexercisesagain。 Helookedon,indulgent。Theperspirationrandownmyface,gotintomyeyes——myarmsweresewnin。Iwasblindedhalfthetime; attimesIcouldseebetter。Shedragshimbeforemychair。’I amlikewhitewomen,’shesays,herarmsroundhisneck。Youshouldhaveseenthefacesofthefellowsintheverandah!Theywerescandalizedandashamedofthemselvestoseeherbehaviour。 Suddenlysheaskshim,alludingtome:’Whenareyougoingtokillhim?’ImaginehowIfelt。Imusthaveswooned;Idon’trememberexactly。Ifancytherewasarow;hewasangry。WhenI gotmywitsagainhewassittingclosetome,andshewasgone。 Iunderstoodhesenthertomywife,whowashidinginthebackroomandnevercameoutduringthisaffair。Willemssaystome——IfancyIcanhearhisvoice,hoarseanddull——hesaystome: ’Notahairofyourheadshallbetouched。’Imadenosound。 Thenhegoeson:’Pleaseremarkthattheflagyouhavehoisted——which,bytheby,isnotyours——hasbeenrespected。 TellCaptainLingardsowhenyoudoseehim。But,’hesays,’youfirstfiredatthecrowd。’’Youarealiar,youblackguard!’I shouted。Hewinced,Iamsure。IthurthimtoseeIwasnotfrightened。’Anyways,’hesays,’ashothadbeenfiredoutofyourcompoundandamanwashit。Still,allyourpropertyshallberespectedonaccountoftheUnionJack。Moreover,IhavenoquarrelwithCaptainLingard,whoistheseniorpartnerinthisbusiness。Astoyou,’hecontinued,’youwillnotforgetthisday——notifyoulivetobeahundredyearsold——orIdon’tknowyournature。Youwillkeepthebittertasteofthishumiliationtothelastdayofyourlife,andsoyourkindnesstomeshallberepaid。Ishallremoveallthepowderyouhave。ThiscoastisundertheprotectionoftheNetherlands,andyouhavenorighttohaveanypowder。TherearetheGovernor’sOrdersinCounciltothateffect,andyouknowit。Tellmewherethekeyofthesmallstorehouseis?’Isaidnotaword,andhewaitedalittle,thenrose,saying:’It’syourownfaultifthereisanydamagedone。’ HeorderedBabalatchitohavethelockoftheoffice-roomforced,andwentin——rummagedamongstmydrawers——couldnotfindthekey。 ThenthatwomanAissaaskedmywife,andshegavethemthekey。 Afterawhiletheytumbledeverybarrelintotheriver。 Eighty-threehundredweight!Hesuperintendedhimself,andsaweverybarrelrollintothewater。Thereweremutterings。 Babalatchiwasangryandtriedtoexpostulate,buthegavehimagoodshaking。Imustsayhewasperfectlyfearlesswiththosefellows。Thenhecamebacktotheverandah,satdownbymeagain,andsays:’WefoundyourmanAliwithyourlittledaughterhidinginthebushesuptheriver。Webroughtthemin。Theyareperfectlysafe,ofcourse。Letmecongratulateyou,Almayer,upontheclevernessofyourchild。Sherecognizedmeatonce,andcried\"pig\"asnaturallyasyouwouldyourself。 Circumstancesalterfeelings。YoushouldhaveseenhowfrightenedyourmanAliwas。Clappedhishandsoverhermouth。 Ithinkyouspoilher,Almayer。ButIamnotangry。Really,youlooksoridiculousinthischairthatIcan’tfeelangry。’I madeafranticefforttoburstoutofmyhammocktogetatthatscoundrel’sthroat,butIonlyfelloffandupsetthechairovermyself。Helaughedandsaidonly:’Ileaveyouhalfofyourrevolvercartridgesandtakehalfmyself;theywillfitmine。Wearebothwhitemen,andshouldbackeachotherup。Imaywantthem。’Ishoutedathimfromunderthechair:’Youareathief,’ butheneverlooked,andwentaway,onehandroundthatwoman’swaist,theotheronBabalatchi’sshoulder,towhomhewastalking——layingdownthelawaboutsomethingorother。Inlessthanfiveminutestherewasnobodyinsideourfences。AfterawhileAlicametolookformeandcutmefree。Ihaven’tseenWillemssince——noranybodyelseforthatmatter。Ihavebeenleftalone。Iofferedsixtydollarstothemanwhohadbeenwounded,whichwereaccepted。TheyreleasedJim-Engthenextday,whentheflaghadbeenhauleddown。Hesentsixcasesofopiumtomeforsafekeepingbuthasnotlefthishouse。Ithinkheissafeenoughnow。Everythingisveryquiet。\" TowardstheendofhisnarrativeAlmayerliftedhisheadoffthetable,andnowsatbackinhischairandstaredatthebambooraftersoftheroofabovehim。Lingardlolledinhisseatwithhislegsstretchedout。Inthepeacefulgloomoftheverandah,withitsloweredscreens,theyheardfaintnoisesfromtheworldoutsideintheblazingsunshine:ahailontheriver,theanswerfromtheshore,thecreakofapulley;soundsshort,interrupted,asiflostsuddenlyinthebrillianceofnoonday。Lingardgotupslowly,walkedtothefrontrail,andholdingoneofthescreensaside,lookedoutinsilence。OverthewaterandtheemptycourtyardcameadistinctvoicefromasmallschooneranchoredabreastoftheLingardjetty。 \"Serang!Takeapullatthemainpeakhalyards。Thisgaffisdownontheboom。’’ Therewasashrillpipedyinginlong-drawncadence,thesongofthemenswingingontherope。Thevoicesaidsharply:\"Thatwilldo!\"Anothervoice——theserang’sprobably——shouted:\"Ikat!\"andasLingarddroppedtheblindandturnedawayallwassilentagain,asiftherehadbeennothingontheothersideoftheswayingscreen;nothingbutthelight,brilliant,crude,heavy,lyingonadeadlandlikeapalloffire。Lingardsatdownagain,facingAlmayer,hiselbowonthetable,inathoughtfulattitude。 \"Nicelittleschooner,\"mutteredAlmayer,wearily。\"Didyoubuyher?\" \"No,\"answeredLingard。\"AfterIlosttheFlashwegottoPalembanginourboats。Icharteredherthere,forsixmonths。 FromyoungFord,youknow。Belongstohim。Hewantedaspellashore,soItookchargemyself。OfcourseallFord’speopleonboard。Strangerstome。IhadtogotoSingaporeabouttheinsurance;thenIwenttoMacassar,ofcourse。Hadlongpassages。Nowind。Itwaslikeacurseonme。IhadlotsoftroublewitholdHudig。Thatdelayedmemuch。\" \"Ah!Hudig!WhywithHudig?\"askedAlmayer,inaperfunctorymanner。 \"Oh!abouta……awoman,\"mumbledLingard。 Almayerlookedathimwithlanguidsurprise。Theoldseamanhadtwistedhiswhitebeardintoapoint,andnowwasbusygivinghismoustachesafiercecurl。Hislittleredeyes——thoseeyesthathadsmartedunderthesaltspraysofeverysea,thathadlookedunwinkingtowindwardinthegalesofalllatitudes——nowglaredatAlmayerfrombehindtheloweredeyebrowslikeapairoffrightenedwildbeastscrouchinginabush。 \"Extraordinary!Solikeyou!WhatcanyouhavetodowithHudig’swomen?Theoldsinner!\"saidAlmayer,negligently。 \"Whatareyoutalkingabout!Wifeofafriendof……ImeanofamanIknow……\" \"Still,Idon’tsee……\"interjectedAlmayercarelessly。 \"Ofamanyouknowtoo。Well。Verywell。\" \"Iknewsomanymenbeforeyoumademeburymyselfinthishole!\" growledAlmayer,unamiably。\"IfshehadanythingtodowithHudig——thatwife——thenshecan’tbeuptomuch。Iwouldbesorryfortheman,\"addedAlmayer,brighteningupwiththerecollectionofthescandaloustittle-tattleofthepast,whenhewasayoungmaninthesecondcapitaloftheIslands——andsowellinformed,sowellinformed。Helaughed。Lingard’sfrowndeepened。 \"Don’ttalkfoolish!It’sWillems’wife。\" Almayergraspedthesidesofhisseat,hiseyesandmouthopenedwide。 \"What?Why!\"heexclaimed,bewildered。 \"Willems’——wife,\"repeatedLingarddistinctly。\"Youain’tdeaf,areyou?ThewifeofWillems。Justso。Astowhy!Therewasapromise。AndIdidnotknowwhathadhappenedhere。\" \"Whatisit。You’vebeengivinghermoney,Ibet,\"criedAlmayer。 \"Well,no!\"saidLingard,deliberately。\"AlthoughIsupposeI shallhaveto……\" Almayergroaned。 \"Thefactis,\"wentonLingard,speakingslowlyandsteadily,\"thefactisthatIhave……Ihavebroughtherhere。Here。 ToSambir。\" \"Inheaven’sname!why?\"shoutedAlmayer,jumpingup。Thechairtiltedandfellslowlyover。Heraisedhisclaspedhandsabovehisheadandbroughtthemdownjerkily,separatinghisfingerswithaneffort,asiftearingthemapart。Lingardnodded,quickly,severaltimes。 \"Ihave。Awkward。Hey?\"hesaid,withapuzzledlookupwards。 \"Uponmyword,\"saidAlmayer,tearfully。\"Ican’tunderstandyouatall。Whatwillyoudonext!cWillems’wife!\" \"Wifeandchild。Smallboy,youknow。Theyareonboardtheschooner。\" AlmayerlookedatLingardwithsuddensuspicion,thenturningawaybusiedhimselfinpickingupthechair,satdowninitturninghisbackupontheoldseaman,andtriedtowhistle,butgaveitupdirectly。Lingardwenton—— \"Factis,thefellowgotintotroublewithHudig。Workeduponmyfeelings。Ipromisedtoarrangematters。Idid。Withmuchtrouble。Hudigwasangrywithherforwishingtojoinherhusband。Unprincipledoldfellow。Youknowsheishisdaughter。 Well,IsaidIwouldseeherthroughitallright;helpWillemstoafreshstartandsoon。IspoketoCraiginPalembang。Heisgettingoninyears,andwantedamanagerorpartner。I promisedtoguaranteeWillems’goodbehaviour。Wesettledallthat。Craigisanoldcronyofmine。Beenshipmatesintheforties。He’swaitingforhimnow。Aprettymess!Whatdoyouthink?\" Almayershruggedhisshoulders。 \"ThatwomanbrokewithHudigonmyassurancethatallwouldbewell,\"wentonLingard,withgrowingdismay。\"Shedid。Properthing,ofcourse。Wife,husband……together……asitshouldbe……Smartfellow……Impossiblescoundrel…… Jollyoldgo!Oh!damn!\" Almayerlaughedspitefully。 \"Howdelightedhewillbe,\"hesaid,softly。\"Youwillmaketwopeoplehappy。Twoatleast!\"Helaughedagain,whileLingardlookedathisshakingshouldersinconsternation。 \"Iamjammedonaleeshorethistime,ifeverIwas,\"mutteredLingard。 \"Sendherbackquick,\"suggestedAlmayer,stiflinganotherlaugh。 \"Whatareyousniggeringat?\"growledLingard,angrily。\"I’llworkitoutallclearyet。Meantimeyoumustreceiveherintothishouse。\" \"Myhouse!\"criedAlmayer,turninground。 \"It’sminetoo——alittleisn’tit?\"saidLingard。\"Don’targue,\" heshouted,asAlmayeropenedhismouth。\"Obeyordersandholdyourtongue!\" \"Oh!Ifyoutakeitinthattone!\"mumbledAlmayer,sulkily,withagestureofassent。 \"Youaresoaggravatingtoo,myboy,\"saidtheoldseaman,withunexpectedplacidity。\"Youmustgivemetimetoturnround。I can’tkeepheronboardallthetime。Imusttellhersomething。 Say,forinstance,thatheisgoneuptheriver。Expectedbackeveryday。That’sit。D’yehear?Youmustputheronthattackanddodgeheralongeasy,whileItakethekinksoutofthesituation。ByGod!\"heexclaimed,mournfully,afterashortpause,\"lifeisfoul!Foullikealeeforebraceonadirtynight。Andyet。Andyet。Onemustseeitclearforrunningbeforegoingbelow——forgood。NowyouattendtowhatIsaid,\"headded,sharply,\"ifyoudon’twanttoquarrelwithme,myboy。\" \"Idon’twanttoquarrelwithyou,\"murmuredAlmayerwithunwillingdeference。\"OnlyIwishIcouldunderstandyou。I knowyouaremybestfriend,CaptainLingard;only,uponmyword,Ican’tmakeyououtsometimes!IwishIcould……\" Lingardburstintoaloudlaughwhichendedshortlyinadeepsigh。Heclosedhiseyes,tiltinghisheadoverthebackofhisarmchair;andonhisface,bakedbytheuncloudedsunsofmanyhardyears,thereappearedforamomentawearinessandalookofagewhichstartledAlmayer,likeanunexpecteddisclosureofevil。 \"Iamdoneup,\"saidLingard,gently。\"Perfectlydoneup。Allnightondeckgettingthatschooneruptheriver。Thentalkingwithyou。SeemstomeIcouldgotosleeponaclothes-line。I shouldliketoeatsomethingthough。Justseeaboutthat,Kaspar。\" Almayerclappedhishands,andreceivingnoresponsewasgoingtocall,wheninthecentralpassageofthehouse,behindtheredcurtainofthedoorwayopeningupontheverandah,theyheardachild’simperiousvoicespeakingshrilly。 \"Takemeupatonce。Iwanttobecarriedintotheverandah。I shallbeveryangry。Takemeup。\" Aman’svoiceanswered,subdued,inhumbleremonstrance。ThefacesofAlmayerandLingardbrightenedatonce。Theoldseamancalledout—— \"Bringthechild。Lekas!\" \"Youwillseehowshehasgrown,\"exclaimedAlmayer,inajubilanttone。 ThroughthecurtaineddoorwayAliappearedwithlittleNinaAlmayerinhisarms。Thechildhadonearmroundhisneck,andwiththeothershehuggedaripepumelonearlyasbigasherownhead。Herlittlepink,sleevelessrobehadhalfslippedoffhershoulders,butthelongblackhair,thatframedheroliveface,inwhichthebigblackeyeslookedoutinchildishsolemnity,fellinluxuriantprofusionoverhershoulders,allroundherandoverAli’sarms,likeaclose-meshedanddelicatenetofsilkenthreads。LingardgotuptomeetAli,andassoonasshecaughtsightoftheoldseamanshedroppedthefruitandputoutbothherhandswithacryofdelight。HetookherfromtheMalay,andshelaidholdofhismoustacheswithanaffectionategoodwillthatbroughtunaccustomedtearsintohislittleredeyes。 \"Notsohard,littleone,notsohard,\"hemurmured,pressingwithanenormoushand,thatcovereditentirely,thechild’sheadtohisface。 \"Pickupmypumelo,ORajahofthesea!\"shesaid,speakinginahigh-pitched,clearvoicewithgreatvolubility。\"There,underthetable。Iwantitquick!Quick!Youhavebeenawayfightingwithmanymen。Alisaysso。Youareamightyfighter。Alisaysso。Onthegreatseafaraway,away,away。\" Shewavedherhand,staringwithdreamyvacancy,whileLingardlookedather,andsquattingdowngropedunderthetableafterthepumelo。 \"Wheredoesshegetthosenotions?\"saidLingard,gettingupcautiously,toAlmayer,whohadbeengivingorderstoAli。 \"Sheisalwayswiththemen。ManyatimeI’vefoundherwithherfingersintheirricedish,ofanevening。Shedoesnotcareforhermotherthough——Iamgladtosay。Howprettysheis——andsosharp。Myveryimage!\" Lingardhadputthechildonthetable,andbothmenstoodlookingatherwithradiantfaces。 \"Aperfectlittlewoman,\"whisperedLingard。\"Yes,mydearboy,weshallmakehersomebody。You’llsee!\" \"Verylittlechanceofthatnow,\"remarkedAlmayer,sadly。 \"Youdonotknow!\"exclaimedLingard,takingupthechildagain,andbeginningtowalkupanddowntheverandah。\"Ihavemyplans。Ihave——listen。\" AndhebegantoexplaintotheinterestedAlmayerhisplansforthefuture。HewouldinterviewAbdullaandLakamba。Theremustbesomeunderstandingwiththosefellowsnowtheyhadtheupperhand。Hereheinterruptedhimselftoswearfreely,whilethechild,whohadbeendiligentlyfumblingabouthisneck,hadfoundhiswhistleandblewaloudblastnowandthenclosetohisear——whichmadehimwinceandlaughasheputherhandsdown,scoldingherlovingly。Yes——thatwouldbeeasilysettled。Hewasamantobereckonedwithyet。NobodyknewthatbetterthanAlmayer。Verywell。Thenhemustpatientlytryandkeepsomelittletradetogether。Itwouldbeallright。Butthegreatthing——andhereLingardspokelower,bringinghimselftoasuddenstandstillbeforetheentrancedAlmayer——thegreatthingwouldbethegoldhuntuptheriver。He——Lingard——woulddevotehimselftoit。Hehadbeenintheinteriorbefore。Therewereimmensedepositsofalluvialgoldthere。Fabulous。Hefeltsure。Hadseenplaces。Dangerouswork?Ofcourse!Butwhatareward!Hewouldexplore——andfind。Notashadowofdoubt。Hangthedanger!Theywouldfirstgetasmuchastheycouldforthemselves。Keepthethingquiet。ThenafteratimeformaCompany。InBataviaorinEngland。Yes,inEngland。Muchbetter。Splendid!Why,ofcourse。Andthatbabywouldbetherichestwomanintheworld。He——Lingard——wouldnot,perhaps,seeit——althoughhefeltgoodformanyyearsyet——butAlmayerwould。 Herewassomethingtoliveforyet!Hey? Buttherichestwomanintheworldhadbeenforthelastfiveminutesshoutingshrilly——\"RajahLaut!RajahLaut!Hai!Giveear!\"whiletheoldseamanhadbeenspeakinglouder,unconsciously,tomakehisdeepbassheardabovetheimpatientclamour。Hestoppednowandsaidtenderly—— \"Whatisit,littlewoman?\" \"Iamnotalittlewoman。Iamawhitechild。AnakPutih。A whitechild;andthewhitemenaremybrothers。Fathersaysso。 AndAlisayssotoo。Aliknowsasmuchasfather。Everything。\" Almayeralmostdancedwithpaternaldelight。 \"Itaughther。Itaughther,\"herepeated,laughingwithtearsinhiseyes。\"Isn’tshesharp?\" \"Iamtheslaveofthewhitechild,\"saidLingard,withplayfulsolemnity。\"Whatistheorder?\" \"Iwantahouse,\"shewarbled,withgreateagerness。\"Iwantahouse,andanotherhouseontheroof,andanotherontheroof——high。High!Liketheplaceswheretheydwell——mybrothers——inthelandwherethesunsleeps。\" \"Tothewestward,\"explainedAlmayer,underhisbreath。\"Sherememberseverything。Shewantsyoutobuildahouseofcards。 Youdid,lasttimeyouwerehere。\" Lingardsatdownwiththechildonhisknees,andAlmayerpulledoutviolentlyonedrawerafteranother,lookingforthecards,asifthefateoftheworlddependeduponhishaste。HeproducedadirtydoublepackwhichwasonlyusedduringLingard’svisittoSambir,whenhewouldsometimesplay——ofanevening——withAlmayer,agamewhichhecalledChinesebezique。ItboredAlmayer,buttheoldseamandelightedinit,consideringitaremarkableproductofChinesegenius——araceforwhichhehadanunaccountablelikingandadmiration。 \"Nowwewillgeton,mylittlepearl,\"hesaid,puttingtogetherwithextremeprecautiontwocardsthatlookedabsurdlyflimsybetweenhisbigfingers。LittleNinawatchedhimwithintenseseriousnessashewentonerectingthegroundfloor,whilehecontinuedtospeaktoAlmayerwithhisheadoverhisshouldersoasnottoendangerthestructurewithhisbreath。 \"IknowwhatIamtalkingabout……BeeninCaliforniainforty-nine……NotthatImademuch……theninVictoriaintheearlydays……Iknowallaboutit。Trustme。Moreoverablindmancould……Bequiet,littlesister,oryouwillknockthisaffairdown……Myhandprettysteadyyet!Hey,Kaspar?……Now,delightofmyheart,weshallputathirdhouseonthetopofthesetwo……keepveryquiet……AsI wassaying,yougotonlytostoopandgatherhandfulsofgold……dust……there。Nowhereweare。Threehousesontopofoneanother。Grand!\" Heleanedbackinhischair,onehandonthechild’shead,whichhesmoothedmechanically,andgesticulatedwiththeother,speakingtoAlmayer。 \"Onceonthespot,therewouldbeonlythetroubletopickupthestuff。ThenweshallallgotoEurope。Thechildmustbeeducated。Weshallberich。Richisnonameforit。DowninDevonshirewhereIbelong,therewasafellowwhobuiltahousenearTeignmouthwhichhadasmanywindowsasathree-deckerhasports。Madeallhismoneysomewhereouthereinthegoodolddays。Peoplearoundsaidhehadbeenapirate。Weboys——IwasaboyinaBrixhamtrawlerthen——certainlybelievedthat。Hewentaboutinabath-chairinhisgrounds。Hadaglasseye……\" \"Higher,Higher!\"calledoutNina,pullingtheoldseaman’sbeard。 \"Youdoworryme——don’tyou?\"saidLingard,gently,givingheratenderkiss。\"What?Onemorehouseontopofallthese?Well! Iwilltry。\" Thechildwatchedhimbreathlessly。Whenthedifficultfeatwasaccomplishedsheclappedherhands,lookedonsteadily,andafterawhilegaveagreatsighofcontent。 \"Oh!Lookout!\"shoutedAlmayer。 Thestructurecollapsedsuddenlybeforethechild’slightbreath。 Lingardlookeddiscomposedforamoment。Almayerlaughed,butthelittlegirlbegantocry。 \"Takeher,\"saidtheoldseaman,abruptly。Then,afterAlmayerwentawaywiththecryingchild,heremainedsittingbythetable,lookinggloomilyattheheapofcards。 \"DamnthisWillems,\"hemutteredtohimself。\"ButIwilldoityet!\" Hegotup,andwithanangrypushofhishandsweptthecardsoffthetable。Thenhefellbackinhischair。 \"Tiredasadog,\"hesighedout,closinghiseyes。 CHAPTERFOUR Consciouslyorunconsciously,menareproudoftheirfirmness,steadfastnessofpurpose,directnessofaim。Theygostraighttowardstheirdesire,totheaccomplishmentofvirtue——sometimesofcrime——inanupliftingpersuasionoftheirfirmness。Theywalktheroadoflife,theroadfencedinbytheirtastes,prejudices,disdainsorenthusiasms,generallyhonest,invariablystupid,andareproudofneverlosingtheirway。Iftheydostop,itistolookforamomentoverthehedgesthatmakethemsafe,tolookatthemistyvalleys,atthedistantpeaks,atcliffsandmorasses,atthedarkforestsandthehazyplainswhereotherhumanbeingsgropetheirdayspainfullyaway,stumblingoverthebonesofthewise,overtheunburiedremainsoftheirpredecessorswhodiedalone,ingloomorinsunshine,halfwayfromanywhere。Themanofpurposedoesnotunderstand,andgoeson,fullofcontempt。Heneverloseshisway。Heknowswhereheisgoingandwhathewants。Travellingon,heachievesgreatlengthwithoutanybreadth,andbattered,besmirched,andweary,hetouchesthegoalatlast;hegraspstherewardofhisperseverance,ofhisvirtue,ofhishealthyoptimism:anuntruthfultombstoneoveradarkandsoonforgottengrave。 Lingardhadneverhesitatedinhislife。Whyshouldhe?Hehadbeenamostsuccessfultrader,andamanluckyinhisfights,skilfulinnavigation,undeniablyfirstinseamanshipinthoseseas。Heknewit。Hadhenotheardthevoiceofcommonconsent? Thevoiceoftheworldthatrespectedhimsomuch;thewholeworldtohim——fortousthelimitsoftheuniversearestrictlydefinedbythoseweknow。Thereisnothingforusoutsidethebabbleofpraiseandblameonfamiliarlips,andbeyondourlastacquaintancethereliesonlyavastchaos;achaosoflaughterandtearswhichconcernsusnot;laughterandtearsunpleasant,wicked,morbid,contemptible——becauseheardimperfectlybyearsrebellioustostrangesounds。ToLingard——simplehimself——allthingsweresimple。Heseldomread。Bookswerenotmuchinhisway,andhehadtoworkhardnavigating,trading,andalso,inobediencetohisbenevolentinstincts,shapingstrayliveshefoundhereandthereunderhisbusyhand。HerememberedtheSunday-schoolteachingsofhisnativevillageandthediscoursesoftheblack-coatedgentlemanconnectedwiththeMissiontoFishermenandSeamen,whoseyawl-riggedboatdartingthroughrain-squallsamongstthecoasterswind-boundinFalmouthBay,waspartofthosepreciouspicturesofhisyouthfuldaysthatlingeredinhismemory。\"Ascleverasky-pilotasyoucouldwishtosee,\"hewouldsaywithconviction,\"andthebestmantohandleaboatinanyweatherIeverdidmeet!\"Suchweretheagenciesthathadroughlyshapedhisyoungsoulbeforehewentawaytoseetheworldinasouthern-goingship——beforehewent,ignorantandhappy,heavyofhand,pureinheart,profaneinspeech,togivehimselfuptothegreatseathattookhislifeandgavehimhisfortune。Whenthinkingofhisriseintheworld——commanderofships,thenshipowner,thenamanofmuchcapital,respectedwhereverhewent,Lingardinaword,theRajahLaut——hewasamazedandawedbyhisfate,thatseemedtohisill-informedmindthemostwondrousknownintheannalsofmen。 Hisexperienceappearedtohimimmenseandconclusive,teachinghimthelessonofthesimplicityoflife。Inlife——asinseamanship——therewereonlytwowaysofdoingathing:therightwayandthewrongway。Commonsenseandexperiencetaughtamanthewaythatwasright。Theotherwasforlubbersandfools,andled,inseamanship,tolossofsparsandsailsorshipwreck;inlife,tolossofmoneyandconsideration,ortoanunluckyknockonthehead。Hedidnotconsiderithisdutytobeangrywithrascals。Hewasonlyangrywiththingshecouldnotunderstand,butfortheweaknessesofhumanityhecouldfindacontemptuoustolerance。Itbeingmanifestthathewaswiseandlucky——otherwisehowcouldhehavebeenassuccessfulinlifeashehadbeen?——hehadaninclinationtosetrightthelivesofotherpeople,justashecouldhardlyrefrain——indefianceofnauticaletiquette——frominterferingwithhischiefofficerwhenthecrewwassendingupanewtopmast,orgenerallywhenbusyabout,whathecalled,\"aheavyjob。\"Hewasmeddlesomewithperfectmodesty;ifheknewathingortwotherewasnomeritinit。\"Hardknockstaughtmewisdom,myboy,\"heusedtosay,\"andyouhadbettertaketheadviceofamanwhohasbeenafoolinhistime。Haveanother。\"And\"myboy\"asaruletookthecooldrink,theadvice,andtheconsequenthelpwhichLingardfelthimselfboundinhonourtogive,soastobackuphisopinionlikeanhonestman。CaptainTomwentsailingfromislandtoisland,appearingunexpectedlyinvariouslocalities,beaming,noisy,anecdotal,commendatoryorcomminatory,butalwayswelcome。 ItwasonlysincehisreturntoSambirthattheoldseamanhadforthefirsttimeknowndoubtandunhappiness,ThelossoftheFlash——plantedfirmlyandforeveronaledgeofrockatthenorthendofGasparStraitsintheuncertainlightofacloudymorning——shookhimconsiderably;andtheamazingnewswhichheheardonhisarrivalinSambirwerenotmadetosoothehisfeelings。Agoodmanyyearsago——promptedbyhisloveofadventure——he,withinfinitetrouble,hadfoundoutandsurveyed——forhisownbenefitonly——theentrancestothatriver,where,hehadheardthroughnativereport,anewsettlementofMalayswasforming。Nodoubthethoughtatthetimemostlyofpersonalgain;but,receivedwithheartyfriendlinessbyPatalolo,hesooncametoliketherulerandthepeople,offeredhiscounselandhishelp,and——knowingnothingofArcadia——hedreamedofArcadianhappinessforthatlittlecorneroftheworldwhichhelovedtothinkallhisown。Hisdeep-seatedandimmovableconvictionthatonlyhe——he,Lingard——knewwhatwasgoodforthemwascharacteristicofhim。and,afterall,notsoveryfarwrong。Hewouldmakethemhappywhetherorno,hesaid,andhemeantit。Histradebroughtprosperitytotheyoungstate,andthefearofhisheavyhandsecureditsinternalpeaceformanyyears。 Helookedproudlyuponhiswork。Witheverypassingyearhelovedmoretheland,thepeople,themuddyriverthat,ifhecouldhelpit,wouldcarrynoothercraftbuttheFlashonitsuncleanandfriendlysurface。Asheslowlywarpedhisvesselup-streamhewouldscanwithknowinglookstheriversideclearings,andpronouncesolemnjudgmentupontheprospectsoftheseason’srice-crop。HekneweverysettleronthebanksbetweentheseaandSambir;heknewtheirwives,theirchildren; hekneweveryindividualofthemulti-colouredgroupsthat,standingontheflimsyplatformsoftinyreeddwellingsbuiltoverthewater,wavedtheirhandsandshoutedshrilly:\"O!Kapallayer!Hai!\"whiletheFlashsweptslowlythroughthepopulatedreach,toenterthelonelystretchesofsparklingbrownwaterborderedbythedenseandsilentforest,whosebigtreesnoddedtheiroutspreadboughsgentlyinthefaint,warmbreeze——asifinsignoftenderbutmelancholywelcome。Heloveditall:thelandscapeofbrowngoldsandbrilliantemeraldsunderthedomeofhotsapphire;thewhisperingbigtrees;theloquaciousnipa-palmsthatrattledtheirleavesvolublyinthenightbreeze,asifinhastetotellhimallthesecretsofthegreatforestbehindthem。Helovedtheheavyscentsofblossomsandblackearth,thatbreathoflifeandofdeathwhichlingeredoverhisbriginthedampairoftepidandpeacefulnights。Helovedthenarrowandsombrecreeks,strangerstosunshine:black,smooth,tortuous——likebywaysofdespair。Helikedeventhetroopsofsorrowful-facedmonkeysthatprofanedthequietspotswithcapriciousgambolsandinsanegesturesofinhumanmadness。Helovedeverythingthere,animatedorinanimated;theverymudoftheriverside;theveryalligators,enormousandstolid,baskingonitwithimpertinentunconcern。Theirsizewasasourceofpridetohim。\"Immensefellows!MaketwoofthemPalembangreptiles!Itellyou,oldman!\"hewouldshout,pokingsomecronyofhisplayfullyintheribs:\"Itellyou,bigasyouare,theycouldswallowyouinonegulp,hat,bootsandall! Magnificentbeggars!Wouldn’tyouliketoseethem?Wouldn’tyou!Ha!ha!ha!\"Histhunderouslaughterfilledtheverandah,rolledoverthehotelgarden,overflowedintothestreet,paralyzingforashortmomentthenoiselesstrafficofbarebrownfeet;anditsloudreverberationswouldevenstartlethelandlord’stamebird——ashamelessmynah——intoamomentaryproprietyofbehaviourunderthenearestchair。Inthebigbilliard-roomperspiringmeninthincottonsingletswouldstopthegame,listen,cueinhand,forawhilethroughtheopenwindows,thennodtheirmoistfacesateachothersagaciouslyandwhisper:\"Theoldfellowistalkingabouthisriver。\" Hisriver!Thewhispersofcuriousmen,themysteryofthething,weretoLingardasourceofnever-endingdelight。Thecommontalkofignoranceexaggeratedtheprofitsofhisqueermonopoly,and,althoughstrictlytruthfulingeneral,heliked,onthatmatter,tomisleadspeculationstillfurtherbyboastsfullofcoldraillery。Hisriver!Byithewasnotonlyrich——hewasinteresting。Thissecretofhiswhichmadehimdifferenttotheothertradersofthoseseasgaveintimatesatisfactiontothatdesireforsingularitywhichhesharedwiththerestofmankind,withoutbeingawareofitspresencewithinhisbreast。Itwasthegreaterpartofhishappiness,butheonlyknewitafteritsloss,sounforeseen,sosuddenandsocruel。 AfterhisconversationwithAlmayerhewentonboardtheschooner,sentJoannaonshore,andshuthimselfupinhiscabin,feelingveryunwell。HemadethemostofhisindispositiontoAlmayer,whocametovisithimtwiceaday。Itwasanexcusefordoingnothingjustyet。Hewantedtothink。Hewasveryangry。 Angrywithhimself,withWillems。AngryatwhatWillemshaddone——andalsoangryatwhathehadleftundone。Thescoundrelwasnotcomplete。Theconceptionwasperfect,buttheexecution,unaccountably,fellshort。Why?HeoughttohavecutAlmayer’sthroatandburnttheplacetoashes——thenclearedout。Gotoutofhisway;ofhim,Lingard!Yethedidn’t。Wasitimpudence,contempt——orwhat?Hefelthurtattheimplieddisrespectofhispower,andtheincompleterascalityoftheproceedingdisturbedhimexceedingly。Therewassomethingshort,somethingwanting,somethingthatwouldhavegivenhimafreehandintheworkofretribution。Theobvious,therightthingtodo,wastoshootWillems。Yethowcouldhe?Hadthefellowresisted,showedfight,orranaway;hadheshownanyconsciousnessofharmdone,itwouldhavebeenmorepossible,morenatural。Butno!Thefellowactuallyhadsenthimamessage。Wantedtoseehim。Whatfor?Thethingcouldnotbeexplained。Anunexampled,cold-bloodedtreachery,awful,incomprehensible。Whydidhedoit?Why?Why?Theoldseamaninthestuffysolitudeofhislittlecabinonboardtheschoonergroanedoutmanytimesthatquestion,strikingwithanopenpalmhisperplexedforehead。 Duringhisfourdaysofseclusionhehadreceivedtwomessagesfromtheouterworld;fromthatworldofSambirwhichhad,sosuddenlyandsofinally,slippedfromhisgrasp。One,afewwordsfromWillemswrittenonatorn-outpageofasmallnotebook;theother,acommunicationfromAbdullacaligraphedcarefullyonalargesheetofflimsypaperanddeliveredtohiminagreensilkwrapper。Thefirsthecouldnotunderstand。Itsaid:\"Comeandseeme。Iamnotafraid。Areyou?W。\"Hetoreitupangrily,butbeforethesmallbitsofdirtypaperhadthetimetoflutterdownandsettleonthefloor,theangerwasgoneandwasreplacedbyasentimentthatinducedhimtogoonhisknees,pickupthefragmentsofthetornmessage,pieceittogetheronthetopofhischronometerbox,andcontemplateitlongandthoughtfully,asifhehadhopedtoreadtheanswerofthehorribleriddleintheveryformofthelettersthatwenttomakeupthatfreshinsult。Abdulla’sletterhereadcarefullyandrammeditintohispocket,alsowithanger,butwithangerthatendedinahalf-resigned,half-amusedsmile。Hewouldnevergiveinaslongastherewasachance。\"It’sgenerallythesafestwaytosticktotheshipaslongasshewillswim,\"wasoneofhisfavouritesayings:\"Thesafestandtherightway。Toabandonacraftbecauseitleaksiseasy——butpoorwork。Poorwork!\"Yethewasintelligentenoughtoknowwhenhewasbeaten,andtoacceptthesituationlikeaman,withoutrepining。WhenAlmayercameonboardthatafternoonhehandedhimtheletterwithoutcomment。 Almayerreadit,returneditinsilence,andleaningoverthetaffrail(thetwomenwereondeck)lookeddownforsometimeattheplayoftheeddiesroundtheschooner’srudder。Atlasthesaidwithoutlookingup—— \"That’sadecentenoughletter。Abdullagiveshimuptoyou。I toldyoutheyweregettingsickofhim。Whatareyougoingtodo?\" Lingardclearedhisthroat,shuffledhisfeet,openedhismouthwithgreatdetermination,butsaidnothingforawhile。Atlasthemurmured—— \"I’llbehangedifIknow——justyet。\" \"Iwishyouwoulddosomethingsoon……\" \"What’sthehurry?\"interruptedLingard。\"Hecan’tgetaway。Asitstandsheisatmymercy,asfarasIcansee。\" \"Yes,\"saidAlmayer,reflectively——\"andverylittlemercyhedeservestoo。Abdulla’smeaning——asIcanmakeitoutamongstallthosecompliments——is:’Getridformeofthatwhiteman——andweshallliveinpeaceandsharethetrade。\"’ \"Youbelievethat?\"askedLingard,contemptuously。 \"Notaltogether,\"answeredAlmayer。\"Nodoubtwewillsharethetradeforatime——tillhecangrabthelot。Well,whatareyougoingtodo?\" HelookedupashespokeandwassurprisedtoseeLingard’sdiscomposedface。 \"Youain’twell。Painanywhere?\"heasked,withrealsolicitude。 \"Ihavebeenqueer——youknow——theselastfewdays,butnopain。\" Hestruckhisbroadchestseveraltimes,clearedhisthroatwithapowerful\"Hem!\"andrepeated:\"No。Nopain。Goodforafewyearsyet。ButIambotheredwithallthis,Icantellyou!\" \"Youmusttakecareofyourself,\"saidAlmayer。Thenafterapauseheadded:\"YouwillseeAbdulla。Won’tyou?\" \"Idon’tknow。Notyet。There’splentyoftime,\"saidLingard,impatiently。 \"Iwishyouwoulddosomething,\"urgedAlmayer,moodily。\"Youknow,thatwomanisaperfectnuisancetome。Sheandherbrat! Yelpsallday。Andthechildrendon’tgetontogether。YesterdaythelittledevilwantedtofightwithmyNina。Scratchedherface,too。Aperfectsavage!Likehishonourablepapa。Yes,really。Sheworriesaboutherhusband,andwhimpersfrommorningtonight。Whensheisn’tweepingsheisfuriouswithme。 Yesterdayshetormentedmetotellherwhenhewouldbebackandcriedbecausehewasengagedinsuchdangerouswork。Isaidsomethingaboutitbeingallright——nonecessitytomakeafoolofherself,whensheturneduponmelikeawildcat。Calledmeabrute,selfish,heartless;ravedaboutherbelovedPeterriskinghislifeformybenefit,whileIdidnotcare。SaidItookadvantageofhisgenerousgood-naturetogethimtododangerouswork——mywork。Thathewasworthtwentyofthelikesofme。 Thatshewouldtellyou——openyoureyesastothekindofmanI was,andsoon。That’swhatI’vegottoputupwithforyoursake。Youreallymightconsidermealittle。Ihaven’trobbedanybody,\"wentonAlmayer,withanattemptatbitterirony——\"orsoldmybestfriend,butstillyououghttohavesomepityonme。 It’slikelivinginahotfever。Sheisoutofherwits。Youmakemyhousearefugeforscoundrelsandlunatics。Itisn’tfair。’Ponmyworditisn’t!Whensheisinhertantrumssheisridiculouslyuglyandscreechesso——itsetsmyteethonedge。 ThankGod!mywifegotafitofthesulksandclearedoutofthehouse。Livesinariversidehutsincethataffair——youknow。 ButthisWillems’wifebyherselfisalmostmorethanIcanbear。 AndIaskmyselfwhyshouldI?Youareexactingandnomistake。 ThismorningIthoughtshewasgoingtoclawme。Onlythink! Shewantedtogoprancingaboutthesettlement。Shemighthaveheardsomethingthere,soItoldhershemustn’t。Itwasn’tsafeoutsideourfences,Isaid。Thereuponsherushesatmewithhertennailsuptomyeyes。’Youmiserableman,’sheyells,’eventhisplaceisnotsafe,andyou’vesenthimupthisawfulriverwherehemaylosehishead。Ifhediesbeforeforgivingme,Heavenwillpunishyouforyourcrime……’Mycrime!IaskmyselfsometimeswhetherIamdreaming!Itwillmakemeill,allthis。I’velostmyappetitealready。\" Heflunghishatondeckandlaidholdofhishairdespairingly。 Lingardlookedathimwithconcern。 \"Whatdidshemeanbyit?\"hemuttered,thoughtfully。 \"Mean!Sheiscrazy,Itellyou——andIwillbe,verysoon,ifthislasts!\" \"Justalittlepatience,Kaspar,\"pleadedLingard。\"Adayorsomore。\" Relievedortiredbyhisviolentoutburst,Almayercalmeddown,pickeduphishatand,leaningagainstthebulwark,commencedtofanhimselfwithit。 \"Daysdopass,\"hesaid,resignedly——\"butthatkindofthingmakesamanoldbeforehistime。Whatistheretothinkabout?——Ican’timagine!Abdullasaysplainlythatifyouundertaketopilothisshipoutandinstructthehalf-caste,hewilldropWillemslikeahotpotatoandbeyourfriendeverafter。Ibelievehimperfectly,astoWillems。It’ssonatural。 Astobeingyourfriendit’salieofcourse,butweneednotbotheraboutthatjustyet。YoujustsayyestoAbdulla,andthenwhateverhappenstoWillemswillbenobody’sbusiness。\" Heinterruptedhimselfandremainedsilentforawhile,glaringaboutwithsetteethanddilatednostrils。 \"Youleaveittome。I’llseetoitthatsomethinghappenstohim,\"hesaidatlast,withcalmferocity。Lingardsmiledfaintly。 \"Thefellowisn’tworthashot。Notthetroubleofit,\"hewhispered,asiftohimself。Almayerfiredupsuddenly。 \"That’swhatyouthink,\"hecried。\"Youhaven’tbeensewnupinyourhammocktobemadealaughing-stockofbeforeaparcelofsavages。Why!Idaren’tlookanybodyhereinthefacewhilethatscoundrelisalive。Iwill……Iwillsettlehim。\" \"Idon’tthinkyouwill,\"growledLingard。 \"DoyouthinkIamafraidofhim?\" \"Blessyou!no!\"saidLingardwithalacrity。\"Afraid!Notyou。 Iknowyou。Idon’tdoubtyourcourage。It’syourhead,myboy,yourheadthatI……\" \"That’sit,\"saidtheaggrievedAlmayer。\"Goon。Whydon’tyoucallmeafoolatonce?\" \"BecauseIdon’twantto,\"burstoutLingard,withnervousirritability。\"IfIwantedtocallyouafool,Iwoulddosowithoutaskingyourleave。\"Hebegantowalkathwartthenarrowquarter-deck,kickingropes’endsoutofhiswayandgrowlingtohimself:\"Delicategentleman……whatnext?……I’vedoneman’sworkbeforeyoucouldtoddle。Understand……saywhatI like。\" \"Well!well!\"saidAlmayer,withaffectedresignation。\"There’snotalkingtoyoutheselastfewdays。\"Heputonhishat,strolledtothegangwayandstopped,onefootonthelittleinsideladder,asifhesitating,camebackandplantedhimselfinLingard’sway,compellinghimtostandstillandlisten。 \"Ofcourseyouwilldowhatyoulike。Younevertakeadvice——I knowthat;butletmetellyouthatitwouldn’tbehonesttoletthatfellowgetawayfromhere。Ifyoudonothing,thatscoundrelwillleaveinAbdulla’sshipforsure。Abdullawillmakeuseofhimtohurtyouandotherselsewhere。Willemsknowstoomuchaboutyouraffairs。Hewillcauseyoulotsoftrouble。 Youmarkmywords。Lotsoftrouble。Toyou——andtoothersperhaps。Thinkofthat,CaptainLingard。That’sallI’vegottosay。NowImustgobackonshore。There’slotsofwork。Wewillbeginloadingthisschoonerto-morrowmorning,firstthing。 Allthebundlesareready。Ifyoushouldwantmeforanything,hoistsomekindofflagonthemainmast。Atnighttwoshotswillfetchme。\"Thenheadded,inafriendlytone,\"Won’tyoucomeanddineinthehouseto-night?Itcan’tbegoodforyoutostewonboardlikethat,dayafterday。\" Lingarddidnotanswer。TheimageevokedbyAlmayer;thepictureofWillemsrangingovertheislandsanddisturbingtheharmonyoftheuniversebyrobbery,treachery,andviolence,heldhimsilent,entranced——painfullyspellbound。Almayer,afterwaitingforalittlewhile,movedreluctantlytowardsthegangway,lingeredthere,thensighedandgotovertheside,goingdownstepbystep。Hisheaddisappearedslowlybelowtherail。 Lingard,whohadbeenstaringathimabsently,startedsuddenly,rantotheside,andlookingover,calledout—— \"Hey!Kaspar!Holdonabit!\" Almayersignedtohisboatmentoceasepaddling,andturnedhisheadtowardstheschooner。TheboatdriftedbackslowlyabreastofLingard,nearlyalongside。 \"Lookhere,\"saidLingard,lookingdown——\"Iwantagoodcanoewithfourmento-day。\" \"Doyouwantitnow?\"askedAlmayer。 \"No!Catchthisrope。Oh,youclumsydevil!……No,Kaspar,\" wentonLingard,afterthebow-manhadgotholdoftheendofthebracehehadthrowndownintothecanoe——\"No,Kaspar。Thesunistoomuchforme。Anditwouldbebettertokeepmyaffairsquiet,too。Sendthecanoe——fourgoodpaddlers,mind,andyourcanvaschairformetositin。Senditaboutsunset。D’yehear?\" \"Allright,father,\"saidAlmayer,cheerfully——\"IwillsendAliforasteersman,andthebestmenI’vegot。Anythingelse?\" \"No,mylad。Onlydon’tletthembelate。\" \"Isupposeit’snouseaskingyouwhereyouaregoing,\"saidAlmayer,tentatively。\"BecauseifitistoseeAbdulla,I……\" \"IamnotgoingtoseeAbdulla。Notto-day。Nowbeoffwithyou。\" Hewatchedthecanoedartawayshorewards,wavedhishandinresponsetoAlmayer’snod,andwalkedtothetaffrailsmoothingoutAbdulla’sletter,whichhehadpulledoutofhispocket。Hereaditovercarefully,crumpleditupslowly,smilingthewhileandclosinghisfingersfirmlyoverthecracklingpaperasthoughhehadholdthereofAbdulla’sthroat。Halfwaytohispockethechangedhismind,andflingingtheballoverboardlookedatitthoughtfullyasitspunroundintheeddiesforamoment,beforethecurrentboreitawaydown-stream,towardsthesea。 PARTIV CHAPTERONE Thenightwasverydark。ForthefirsttimeinmanymonthstheEastCoastsleptunseenbythestarsunderaveilofmotionlesscloudthat,drivenbeforethefirstbreathoftherainymonsoon,haddriftedslowlyfromtheeastwardalltheafternoon;pursuingthedecliningsunwithitsmassesofblackandgreythatseemedtochasethelightwithwickedintent,andwithanominousandgloomysteadiness,asthoughconsciousofthemessageofviolenceandturmoiltheycarried。Atthesun’sdisappearancebelowthewesternhorizon,theimmensecloud,inquickenedmotion,grappledwiththeglowofretreatinglight,androllingdowntotheclearandjaggedoutlineofthedistantmountains,hungarrestedabovethesteamingforests;hanginglow,silentandmenacingovertheunstirringtree-tops;withholdingtheblessingofrain,nursingthewrathofitsthunder;undecided——asifbroodingoveritsownpowerforgoodorforevil。 Babalatchi,comingoutoftheredandsmokylightofhislittlebamboohouse,glancedupwards,drewinalongbreathofthewarmandstagnantair,andstoodforamomentwithhisgoodeyeclosedtightly,asifintimidatedbytheunwontedanddeepsilenceofLakamba’scourtyard。Whenheopenedhiseyehehadrecoveredhissightsofar,thathecoulddistinguishthevariousdegreesofformlessblacknesswhichmarkedtheplacesoftrees,ofabandonedhouses,ofriversidebushes,onthedarkbackgroundofthenight。 Thecarewornsagewalkedcautiouslydownthedesertedcourtyardtothewaterside,andstoodonthebanklisteningtothevoiceoftheinvisibleriverthatflowedathisfeet;listeningtothesoftwhispers,tothedeepmurmurs,tothesuddengurglesandtheshorthissesoftheswiftcurrentracingalongthebankthroughthehotdarkness。 Hestoodwithhisfaceturnedtotheriver,anditseemedtohimthathecouldbreatheeasierwiththeknowledgeoftheclearvastspacebeforehim;then,afterawhileheleanedheavilyforwardonhisstaff,hischinfellonhisbreast,andadeepsighwashisanswertotheselfishdiscourseoftheriverthathurriedonunceasingandfast,regardlessofjoyorsorrow,ofsufferingandofstrife,offailuresandtriumphsthatlivedonitsbanks。Thebrownwaterwasthere,readytocarryfriendsorenemies,tonurseloveorhateonitssubmissiveandheartlessbosom,tohelportohinder,tosavelifeorgivedeath;thegreatandrapidriver:adeliverance,aprison,arefugeoragrave。 PerchancesuchthoughtsasthesecausedBabalatchitosendanothermournfulsighintothetrailingmistsoftheunconcernedPantai。Thebarbarouspoliticianhadforgottentherecentsuccessofhisplottingsinthemelancholycontemplationofasorrowthatmadethenightblacker,theclammyheatmoreoppressive,thestillairmoreheavy,thedumbsolitudemoresignificantoftormentthanofpeace。HehadspentthenightbeforebythesideofthedyingOmar,andnow,aftertwenty-fourhours,hismemorypersistedinreturningtothatlowandsombrereedhutfromwhichthefiercespiritoftheincomparablyaccomplishedpiratetookitsflight,tolearntoolate,inaworseworld,theerrorofitsearthlyways。Themindofthesavagestatesman,chastenedbybereavement,feltforamomenttheweightofhislonelinesswithkeenperceptionworthyevenofasensibilityexasperatedbyalltherefinementsoftendersentimentthatagloriouscivilizationbringsinitstrain,amongotherblessingsandvirtues,intothisexcellentworld。Forthespaceofaboutthirtyseconds,ahalf-naked,betel-chewingpessimiststooduponthebankofthetropicalriver,ontheedgeofthestillandimmenseforests;amanangry,powerless,empty-handed,withacryofbitterdiscontentreadyonhislips; acrythat,haditcomeout,wouldhaverungthroughthevirginsolitudesofthewoods,astrue,asgreat,asprofound,asanyphilosophicalshriekthatevercamefromthedepthsofaneasy-chairtodisturbtheimpurewildernessofchimneysandroofs。 ForhalfaminuteandnomoredidBabalatchifacethegodsinthesublimeprivilegeofhisrevolt,andthentheone-eyedpullerofwiresbecamehimselfagain,fullofcareandwisdomandfar-reachingplans,andavictimtothetormentingsuperstitionsofhisrace。Thenight,nomatterhowquiet,isneverperfectlysilenttoattentiveears,andnowBabalatchifanciedhecoulddetectinitothernoisesthanthosecausedbytheripplesandeddiesoftheriver。Heturnedhisheadsharplytotherightandtotheleftinsuccession,andthenspunroundquicklyinastartledandwatchfulmanner,asifhehadexpectedtoseetheblindghostofhisdepartedleaderwanderingintheobscurityoftheemptycourtyardbehindhisback。Nothingthere。Yethehadheardanoise;astrangenoise!Nodoubtaghostlyvoiceofacomplainingandangryspirit。Helistened。Notasound。 Reassured,Babalatchimadeafewpacestowardshishouse,whenaveryhumannoise,thatofhoarsecoughing,reachedhimfromtheriver。Hestopped,listenedattentively,butnowwithoutanysignofemotion,andmovingbrisklybacktothewatersidestoodexpectantwithpartedlips,tryingtopiercewithhiseyethewaveringcurtainofmistthathunglowoverthewater。Hecouldseenothing,yetsomepeopleinacanoemusthavebeenverynear,forheheardwordsspokeninanordinarytone。 \"Doyouthinkthisistheplace,Ali?Icanseenothing。\" \"Itmustbenearhere,Tuan,\"answeredanothervoice。\"Shallwetrythebank?\" \"No!……Letdriftalittle。Ifyougopokingintothebankinthedarkyoumightstovethecanoeonsomelog。Wemustbecareful……Letdrift!Letdrift!……Thisdoesseemtobeaclearingofsomesort。Wemayseealightbyandbyfromsomehouseorother。InLakamba’scampongtherearemanyhouses? Hey?\" \"Agreatnumber,Tuan……Idonotseeanylight。\" \"NorI,\"grumbledthefirstvoiceagain,thistimenearlyabreastofthesilentBabalatchiwholookeduneasilytowardshisownhouse,thedoorwayofwhichglowedwiththedimlightofatorchburningwithin。Thehousestoodendontotheriver,anditsdoorwayfaceddown-stream,soBabalatchireasonedrapidlythatthestrangersontherivercouldnotseethelightfromthepositiontheirboatwasinatthemoment。Hecouldnotmakeuphismindtocallouttothem,andwhilehehesitatedheheardthevoicesagain,butnowsomewaybelowthelanding-placewherehestood。 \"Nothing。Thiscannotbeit。Letthemgiveway,Ali!Dayongthere!\" Thatorderwasfollowedbythesplashofpaddles,thenasuddencry—— \"Iseealight。Iseeit!NowIknowwheretoland,Tuan。\" Therewasmoresplashingasthecanoewaspaddledsharplyroundandcamebackup-streamclosetothebank。 \"Callout,\"saidverynearadeepvoice,whichBabalatchifeltsuremustbelongtoawhiteman。\"Callout——andsomebodymaycomewithatorch。Ican’tseeanything。\" Theloudhailthatsucceededthesewordswasemittednearlyunderthesilentlistener’snose。Babalatchi,topreserveappearances,ranwithlongbutnoiselessstrideshalfwayupthecourtyard,andonlythenshoutedinanswerandkeptonshoutingashewalkedslowlybackagaintowardstheriverbank。Hesawthereanindistinctshapeofaboat,notquitealongsidethelanding-place。 \"Whospeaksontheriver?\"askedBabalatchi,throwingatoneofsurpriseintohisquestion。 \"Awhiteman,\"answeredLingardfromthecanoe。\"IstherenotonetorchinrichLakamba’scampongtolightaguestonhislanding?\" \"Therearenotorchesandnomen。Iamalonehere,\"saidBabalatchi,withsomehesitation。 \"Alone!\"exclaimedLingard。\"Whoareyou?\" \"OnlyaservantofLakamba。Butland,TuanPutih,andseemyface。Hereismyhand。No!Here!……Byyourmercy…… Ada!……Nowyouaresafe。\" \"Andyouarealonehere?\"saidLingard,movingwithprecautionafewstepsintothecourtyard。\"Howdarkitis,\"hemutteredtohimself——\"onewouldthinktheworldhadbeenpaintedblack。\" \"Yes。Alone。Whatmoredidyousay,Tuan?Ididnotunderstandyourtalk。\" \"Itisnothing。Iexpectedtofindhere……Butwherearetheyall?\" \"Whatmatterswheretheyare?\"saidBabalatchi,gloomily。\"Haveyoucometoseemypeople?Thelastdepartedonalongjourney——andIamalone。TomorrowIgotoo。\" \"Icametoseeawhiteman,\"saidLingard,walkingonslowly。 \"Heisnotgone,ishe?\" \"No!\"answeredBabalatchi,athiselbow。\"Amanwitharedskinandhardeyes,\"hewenton,musingly,\"whosehandisstrong,andwhoseheartisfoolishandweak。Awhitemanindeed……Butstillaman。\" Theywerenowatthefootoftheshortladderwhichledtothesplit-bambooplatformsurroundingBabalatchi’shabitation。Thefaintlightfromthedoorwayfelldownuponthetwomen’sfacesastheystoodlookingateachothercuriously。 \"Ishethere?\"askedLingard,inalowvoice,withawaveofhishandupwards。 Babalatchi,staringhardathislong-expectedvisitor,didnotansweratonce。\"No,notthere,\"hesaidatlast,placinghisfootonthelowestrungandlookingback。\"Notthere,Tuan——yetnotveryfar。Willyousitdowninmydwelling?Theremaybericeandfishandclearwater——notfromtheriver,butfromaspring……\" \"Iamnothungry,\"interruptedLingard,curtly,\"andIdidnotcomeheretositinyourdwelling。Leadmetothewhitemanwhoexpectsme。Ihavenotimetolose。\" \"Thenightislong,Tuan,\"wentonBabalatchi,softly,\"andthereareothernightsandotherdays。Long。Verylong……Howmuchtimeittakesforamantodie!ORajahLaut!\" Lingardstarted。 \"Youknowme!\"heexclaimed。 \"Ay——wa!Ihaveseenyourfaceandfeltyourhandbefore——manyyearsago,\"saidBabalatchi,holdingonhalfwayuptheladder,andbendingdownfromabovetopeerintoLingard’supturnedface。 \"Youdonotremember——butIhavenotforgotten。Therearemanymenlikeme:thereisonlyoneRajahLaut。\" Heclimbedwithsuddenagilitythelastfewsteps,andstoodontheplatformwavinghishandinvitinglytoLingard,whofollowedafterashortmomentofindecision。 Theelasticbamboofloorofthehutbentundertheheavyweightoftheoldseaman,who,standingwithinthethreshold,triedtolookintothesmokygloomofthelowdwelling。Underthetorch,thrustintothecleftofastick,fastenedatarightangletothemiddlestayoftheridgepole,layaredpatchoflight,showingafewshabbymatsandacornerofabigwoodenchesttherestofwhichwaslostinshadow。Intheobscurityofthemoreremotepartsofthehousealance-head,abrasstrayhungonthewall,thelongbarrelofagunleaningagainstthechest,caughtthestrayraysofthesmokyilluminationintremblinggleamsthatwavered,disappeared,reappeared,wentout,cameback——asifengagedinadoubtfulstrugglewiththedarknessthat,lyinginwaitindistantcorners,seemedtodartoutviciouslytowardsitsfeebleenemy。Thevastspaceunderthehighpitchoftheroofwasfilledwithathickcloudofsmoke,whoseunder-side——levellikeaceiling——reflectedthelightoftheswayingdullflame,whileatthetopitoozedoutthroughtheimperfectthatchofdriedpalmleaves。Anindescribableandcomplicatedsmell,madeupoftheexhalationofdampearthbelow,ofthetaintofdriedfishandoftheeffluviaofrottingvegetablematter,pervadedtheplaceandcausedLingardtosniffstronglyashestrodeover,satonthechest,and,leaninghiselbowsonhisknees,tookhisheadbetweenhishandsandstaredatthedoorwaythoughtfully。