Anyway,hedidit,andLakambaacceptedatlast。ThenWillemsmadeaspeechtothecrowd。SaidthatonhiswaytothewesttheRajah——hemeantPatalolo——wouldseetheGreatWhiteRulerinBataviaandobtainhisprotectionforSambir。Meantime,hewenton,I,anOrangBlandaandyourfriend,hoisttheflagundertheshadowofwhichthereissafety。WiththatheranupaDutchflagtothemast-head。Itwasmadehurriedly,duringthenight,ofcottonstuffs,and,beingheavy,hungdownthemast,whilethecrowdstared。Alitoldmetherewasagreatsighofsurprise,butnotawordwasspokentillLakambaadvancedandproclaimedinaloudvoicethatduringallthatdayeveryonepassingbytheflagstaffmustuncoverhisheadandsalaambeforetheemblem。\"
\"But,hangitall!\"exclaimedLingard——\"AbdullaisBritish!\"
\"Abdullawasn’tthereatall——didnotgoonshorethatday。YetAli,whohashiswitsabouthim,noticedthatthespacewherethecrowdstoodwasunderthegunsoftheLordoftheIsles。Theyhadputacoirwarpashore,andgavethebarqueacantinthecurrent,soastobringthebroadsidetobearontheflagstaff。
Clever!Eh?Butnobodydreamtofresistance。Whentheyrecoveredfromthesurprisetherewasalittlequietjeering;andBahassoenabusedLakambaviolentlytilloneofLakamba’smenhithimontheheadwithastaff。Frightfulcrack,Iamtold。Thentheyleftoffjeering。MeantimePatalolowentaway,andLakambasatinthechairatthefootoftheflagstaff,whilethecrowdsurgedaround,asiftheycouldnotmakeuptheirmindstogo。
SuddenlytherewasagreatnoisebehindLakamba’schair。Itwasthatwoman,whowentforWillems。Alisaysshewaslikeawildbeast,buthetwistedherwristandmadehergrovelinthedust。
Nobodyknowsexactlywhatitwasabout。Somesayitwasaboutthatflag。Hecarriedheroff,flungherintoacanoe,andwentonboardAbdulla’sship。AfterthatSahaminwasthefirsttosalaamtotheflag。Othersfollowedsuit。Beforenooneverythingwasquietinthesettlement,andAlicamebackandtoldmeallthis。\"
Almayerdrewalongbreath。Lingardstretchedouthislegs。
\"Goon!\"hesaid。
Almayerseemedtostrugglewithhimself。Atlasthesplutteredout:
\"Thehardestistotellyet。Themostunheard-ofthing!Anoutrage!Afiendishoutrage!\"
CHAPTERTHREE
\"Well!Let’sknowallaboutit。Ican’timagine……\"beganLingard,afterwaitingforsometimeinsilence。
\"Can’timagine!Ishouldthinkyoucouldn’t,\"interruptedAlmayer。\"Why!……Youjustlisten。WhenAlicamebackI
feltalittleeasierinmymind。TherewasthensomesemblanceoforderinSambir。IhadtheJackupsincethemorningandbegantofeelsafer。Someofmymenturnedupintheafternoon。
Ididnotaskanyquestions;setthemtoworkasifnothinghadhappened。Towardstheevening——itmighthavebeenfiveorhalf-past——IwasonourjettywiththechildwhenIheardshoutsatthefar-offendofthesettlement。AtfirstIdidn’ttakemuchnotice。ByandbyAlicametomeandsays,’Master,givemethechild,thereismuchtroubleinthesettlement。’SoIgavehimNinaandwentin,tookmyrevolver,andpassedthroughthehouseintothebackcourtyard。AsIcamedownthestepsIsawalltheservinggirlsclearoutfromthecookingshed,andI
heardabigcrowdhowlingontheothersideofthedryditchwhichisthelimitofourground。Couldnotseethemonaccountofthefringeofbushesalongtheditch,butIknewthatcrowdwasangryandaftersomebody。AsIstoodwondering,thatJim-Eng——youknowtheChinamanwhosettledhereacoupleofyearsago?\"
\"Hewasmypassenger;Ibroughthimhere,\"exclaimedLingard。\"A
first-classChinamanthat。\"
\"Didyou?Ihadforgotten。Well,thatJim-Eng,heburstthroughthebushandfellintomyarms,sotospeak。Hetoldme,panting,thattheywereafterhimbecausehewouldn’ttakeoffhishattotheflag。Hewasnotsomuchscared,buthewasveryangryandindignant。Ofcoursehehadtorunforit;thereweresomefiftymenafterhim——Lakamba’sfriends——buthewasfulloffight。SaidhewasanEnglishman,andwouldnottakeoffhishattoanyflagbutEnglish。Itriedtosoothehimwhilethecrowdwasshoutingontheothersideoftheditch。Itoldhimhemusttakeoneofmycanoesandcrosstheriver。Stopontheothersideforacoupleofdays。Hewouldn’t。Nothe。HewasEnglish,andhewouldfightthewholelot。Sayshe:’Theyareonlyblackfellows。Wewhitemen,’meaningmeandhimself,’canfighteverybodyinSambir。’Hewasmadwithpassion。Thecrowdquietedalittle,andIthoughtIcouldshelterJim-Engwithoutmuchrisk,whenallofasuddenIheardWillems’voice。HeshoutedtomeinEnglish:’LetfourmenenteryourcompoundtogetthatChinaman!’Isaidnothing。ToldJim-Engtokeepquiettoo。ThenafterawhileWillemsshoutsagain:’Don’tresist,Almayer。Igiveyougoodadvice。Iamkeepingthiscrowdback。
Don’tresistthem!’Thatbeggar’svoiceenragedme;Icouldnothelpit。Icriedtohim:’Youarealiar!’andjustthenJim-Eng,whohadflungoffhisjacketandhadtuckeduphistrousersreadyforafight;justthenthatfellowhesnatchestherevolveroutofmyhandandletsflyatthemthroughthebush。
Therewasasharpcry——hemusthavehitsomebody——andagreatyell,andbeforeIcouldwinktwicetheywereovertheditchandthroughthebushandontopofus!Simplyrolledoverus!Therewasn’ttheslightestchancetoresist。Iwastrampledunderfoot,Jim-Enggotadozengashesabouthisbody,andwewerecarriedhalfwayuptheyardinthefirstrush。Myeyesandmouthwerefullofdust;Iwasonmybackwiththreeorfourfellowssittingonme。IcouldhearJim-Engtryingtoshoutnotveryfarfromme。Nowandthentheywouldthrottlehimandhewouldgurgle。Icouldhardlybreathemyselfwithtwoheavyfellowsonmychest。Willemscameuprunningandorderedthemtoraisemeup,buttokeepgoodhold。Theyledmeintotheverandah。I
lookedround,butdidnotseeeitherAliorthechild。Felteasier。Struggledalittle……Oh,myGod!\"
Almayer’sfacewasdistortedwithapassingspasmofrage。
Lingardmovedinhischairslightly。Almayerwentonafterashortpause:
\"Theyheldme,shoutingthreatsinmyface。Willemstookdownmyhammockandthrewittothem。Hepulledoutthedrawerofthistable,andfoundthereapalmandneedleandsomesail-twine。Weweremakingawningsforyourbrig,asyouhadaskedmelastvoyagebeforeyouleft。Heknew,ofcourse,wheretolookforwhathewanted。Byhisorderstheylaidmeoutonthefloor,wrappedmeinmyhammock,andhestartedtostitchmein,asifI
hadbeenacorpse,beginningatthefeet。Whileheworkedhelaughedwickedly。IcalledhimallthenamesIcouldthinkof。
Hetoldthemtoputtheirdirtypawsovermymouthandnose。I
wasnearlychoked。WheneverImovedtheypunchedmeintheribs。
Hewentontakingfreshneedlefulsashewantedthem,andworkingsteadily。Sewedmeuptomythroat。Thenherose,saying,’Thatwilldo;letgo。’Thatwomanhadbeenstandingby;theymusthavebeenreconciled。Sheclappedherhands。Ilayonthefloorlikeabaleofgoodswhilehestaredatme,andthewomanshriekedwithdelight。Likeabaleofgoods!Therewasagrinoneveryface,andtheverandahwasfullofthem。Iwishedmyselfdead——’ponmyword,CaptainLingard,Idid!IdonowwheneverIthinkofit!\"
Lingard’sfaceexpressedsympatheticindignation。Almayerdroppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetable,andspokeinthatpositioninanindistinctandmuffledvoice,withoutlookingup。
\"Finally,byhisdirections,theyflungmeintothebigrocking-chair。IwassewedinsotightthatIwasstifflikeapieceofwood。Hewasgivingordersinaveryloudvoice,andthatmanBabalatchisawthattheywereexecuted。Theyobeyedhimimplicitly。MeantimeIlaythereinthechairlikealog,andthatwomancaperedbeforemeandmadefaces;snappedherfingersbeforemynose。Womenarebad!——ain’tthey?Ineversawherbefore,asfarasIknow。Neverdoneanythingtoher。Yetshewasperfectlyfiendish。Canyouunderstandit?Nowandthenshewouldleavemealonetohangroundhisneckforawhile,andthenshewouldreturnbeforemychairandbeginherexercisesagain。
Helookedon,indulgent。Theperspirationrandownmyface,gotintomyeyes——myarmsweresewnin。Iwasblindedhalfthetime;
attimesIcouldseebetter。Shedragshimbeforemychair。’I
amlikewhitewomen,’shesays,herarmsroundhisneck。Youshouldhaveseenthefacesofthefellowsintheverandah!Theywerescandalizedandashamedofthemselvestoseeherbehaviour。
Suddenlysheaskshim,alludingtome:’Whenareyougoingtokillhim?’ImaginehowIfelt。Imusthaveswooned;Idon’trememberexactly。Ifancytherewasarow;hewasangry。WhenI
gotmywitsagainhewassittingclosetome,andshewasgone。
Iunderstoodhesenthertomywife,whowashidinginthebackroomandnevercameoutduringthisaffair。Willemssaystome——IfancyIcanhearhisvoice,hoarseanddull——hesaystome:
’Notahairofyourheadshallbetouched。’Imadenosound。
Thenhegoeson:’Pleaseremarkthattheflagyouhavehoisted——which,bytheby,isnotyours——hasbeenrespected。
TellCaptainLingardsowhenyoudoseehim。But,’hesays,’youfirstfiredatthecrowd。’’Youarealiar,youblackguard!’I
shouted。Hewinced,Iamsure。IthurthimtoseeIwasnotfrightened。’Anyways,’hesays,’ashothadbeenfiredoutofyourcompoundandamanwashit。Still,allyourpropertyshallberespectedonaccountoftheUnionJack。Moreover,IhavenoquarrelwithCaptainLingard,whoistheseniorpartnerinthisbusiness。Astoyou,’hecontinued,’youwillnotforgetthisday——notifyoulivetobeahundredyearsold——orIdon’tknowyournature。Youwillkeepthebittertasteofthishumiliationtothelastdayofyourlife,andsoyourkindnesstomeshallberepaid。Ishallremoveallthepowderyouhave。ThiscoastisundertheprotectionoftheNetherlands,andyouhavenorighttohaveanypowder。TherearetheGovernor’sOrdersinCounciltothateffect,andyouknowit。Tellmewherethekeyofthesmallstorehouseis?’Isaidnotaword,andhewaitedalittle,thenrose,saying:’It’syourownfaultifthereisanydamagedone。’
HeorderedBabalatchitohavethelockoftheoffice-roomforced,andwentin——rummagedamongstmydrawers——couldnotfindthekey。
ThenthatwomanAissaaskedmywife,andshegavethemthekey。
Afterawhiletheytumbledeverybarrelintotheriver。
Eighty-threehundredweight!Hesuperintendedhimself,andsaweverybarrelrollintothewater。Thereweremutterings。
Babalatchiwasangryandtriedtoexpostulate,buthegavehimagoodshaking。Imustsayhewasperfectlyfearlesswiththosefellows。Thenhecamebacktotheverandah,satdownbymeagain,andsays:’WefoundyourmanAliwithyourlittledaughterhidinginthebushesuptheriver。Webroughtthemin。Theyareperfectlysafe,ofcourse。Letmecongratulateyou,Almayer,upontheclevernessofyourchild。Sherecognizedmeatonce,andcried\"pig\"asnaturallyasyouwouldyourself。
Circumstancesalterfeelings。YoushouldhaveseenhowfrightenedyourmanAliwas。Clappedhishandsoverhermouth。
Ithinkyouspoilher,Almayer。ButIamnotangry。Really,youlooksoridiculousinthischairthatIcan’tfeelangry。’I
madeafranticefforttoburstoutofmyhammocktogetatthatscoundrel’sthroat,butIonlyfelloffandupsetthechairovermyself。Helaughedandsaidonly:’Ileaveyouhalfofyourrevolvercartridgesandtakehalfmyself;theywillfitmine。Wearebothwhitemen,andshouldbackeachotherup。Imaywantthem。’Ishoutedathimfromunderthechair:’Youareathief,’
butheneverlooked,andwentaway,onehandroundthatwoman’swaist,theotheronBabalatchi’sshoulder,towhomhewastalking——layingdownthelawaboutsomethingorother。Inlessthanfiveminutestherewasnobodyinsideourfences。AfterawhileAlicametolookformeandcutmefree。Ihaven’tseenWillemssince——noranybodyelseforthatmatter。Ihavebeenleftalone。Iofferedsixtydollarstothemanwhohadbeenwounded,whichwereaccepted。TheyreleasedJim-Engthenextday,whentheflaghadbeenhauleddown。Hesentsixcasesofopiumtomeforsafekeepingbuthasnotlefthishouse。Ithinkheissafeenoughnow。Everythingisveryquiet。\"
TowardstheendofhisnarrativeAlmayerliftedhisheadoffthetable,andnowsatbackinhischairandstaredatthebambooraftersoftheroofabovehim。Lingardlolledinhisseatwithhislegsstretchedout。Inthepeacefulgloomoftheverandah,withitsloweredscreens,theyheardfaintnoisesfromtheworldoutsideintheblazingsunshine:ahailontheriver,theanswerfromtheshore,thecreakofapulley;soundsshort,interrupted,asiflostsuddenlyinthebrillianceofnoonday。Lingardgotupslowly,walkedtothefrontrail,andholdingoneofthescreensaside,lookedoutinsilence。OverthewaterandtheemptycourtyardcameadistinctvoicefromasmallschooneranchoredabreastoftheLingardjetty。
\"Serang!Takeapullatthemainpeakhalyards。Thisgaffisdownontheboom。’’
Therewasashrillpipedyinginlong-drawncadence,thesongofthemenswingingontherope。Thevoicesaidsharply:\"Thatwilldo!\"Anothervoice——theserang’sprobably——shouted:\"Ikat!\"andasLingarddroppedtheblindandturnedawayallwassilentagain,asiftherehadbeennothingontheothersideoftheswayingscreen;nothingbutthelight,brilliant,crude,heavy,lyingonadeadlandlikeapalloffire。Lingardsatdownagain,facingAlmayer,hiselbowonthetable,inathoughtfulattitude。
\"Nicelittleschooner,\"mutteredAlmayer,wearily。\"Didyoubuyher?\"
\"No,\"answeredLingard。\"AfterIlosttheFlashwegottoPalembanginourboats。Icharteredherthere,forsixmonths。
FromyoungFord,youknow。Belongstohim。Hewantedaspellashore,soItookchargemyself。OfcourseallFord’speopleonboard。Strangerstome。IhadtogotoSingaporeabouttheinsurance;thenIwenttoMacassar,ofcourse。Hadlongpassages。Nowind。Itwaslikeacurseonme。IhadlotsoftroublewitholdHudig。Thatdelayedmemuch。\"
\"Ah!Hudig!WhywithHudig?\"askedAlmayer,inaperfunctorymanner。
\"Oh!abouta……awoman,\"mumbledLingard。
Almayerlookedathimwithlanguidsurprise。Theoldseamanhadtwistedhiswhitebeardintoapoint,andnowwasbusygivinghismoustachesafiercecurl。Hislittleredeyes——thoseeyesthathadsmartedunderthesaltspraysofeverysea,thathadlookedunwinkingtowindwardinthegalesofalllatitudes——nowglaredatAlmayerfrombehindtheloweredeyebrowslikeapairoffrightenedwildbeastscrouchinginabush。
\"Extraordinary!Solikeyou!WhatcanyouhavetodowithHudig’swomen?Theoldsinner!\"saidAlmayer,negligently。
\"Whatareyoutalkingabout!Wifeofafriendof……ImeanofamanIknow……\"
\"Still,Idon’tsee……\"interjectedAlmayercarelessly。
\"Ofamanyouknowtoo。Well。Verywell。\"
\"Iknewsomanymenbeforeyoumademeburymyselfinthishole!\"
growledAlmayer,unamiably。\"IfshehadanythingtodowithHudig——thatwife——thenshecan’tbeuptomuch。Iwouldbesorryfortheman,\"addedAlmayer,brighteningupwiththerecollectionofthescandaloustittle-tattleofthepast,whenhewasayoungmaninthesecondcapitaloftheIslands——andsowellinformed,sowellinformed。Helaughed。Lingard’sfrowndeepened。
\"Don’ttalkfoolish!It’sWillems’wife。\"
Almayergraspedthesidesofhisseat,hiseyesandmouthopenedwide。
\"What?Why!\"heexclaimed,bewildered。
\"Willems’——wife,\"repeatedLingarddistinctly。\"Youain’tdeaf,areyou?ThewifeofWillems。Justso。Astowhy!Therewasapromise。AndIdidnotknowwhathadhappenedhere。\"
\"Whatisit。You’vebeengivinghermoney,Ibet,\"criedAlmayer。
\"Well,no!\"saidLingard,deliberately。\"AlthoughIsupposeI
shallhaveto……\"
Almayergroaned。
\"Thefactis,\"wentonLingard,speakingslowlyandsteadily,\"thefactisthatIhave……Ihavebroughtherhere。Here。
ToSambir。\"
\"Inheaven’sname!why?\"shoutedAlmayer,jumpingup。Thechairtiltedandfellslowlyover。Heraisedhisclaspedhandsabovehisheadandbroughtthemdownjerkily,separatinghisfingerswithaneffort,asiftearingthemapart。Lingardnodded,quickly,severaltimes。
\"Ihave。Awkward。Hey?\"hesaid,withapuzzledlookupwards。
\"Uponmyword,\"saidAlmayer,tearfully。\"Ican’tunderstandyouatall。Whatwillyoudonext!cWillems’wife!\"
\"Wifeandchild。Smallboy,youknow。Theyareonboardtheschooner。\"
AlmayerlookedatLingardwithsuddensuspicion,thenturningawaybusiedhimselfinpickingupthechair,satdowninitturninghisbackupontheoldseaman,andtriedtowhistle,butgaveitupdirectly。Lingardwenton——
\"Factis,thefellowgotintotroublewithHudig。Workeduponmyfeelings。Ipromisedtoarrangematters。Idid。Withmuchtrouble。Hudigwasangrywithherforwishingtojoinherhusband。Unprincipledoldfellow。Youknowsheishisdaughter。
Well,IsaidIwouldseeherthroughitallright;helpWillemstoafreshstartandsoon。IspoketoCraiginPalembang。Heisgettingoninyears,andwantedamanagerorpartner。I
promisedtoguaranteeWillems’goodbehaviour。Wesettledallthat。Craigisanoldcronyofmine。Beenshipmatesintheforties。He’swaitingforhimnow。Aprettymess!Whatdoyouthink?\"
Almayershruggedhisshoulders。
\"ThatwomanbrokewithHudigonmyassurancethatallwouldbewell,\"wentonLingard,withgrowingdismay。\"Shedid。Properthing,ofcourse。Wife,husband……together……asitshouldbe……Smartfellow……Impossiblescoundrel……
Jollyoldgo!Oh!damn!\"
Almayerlaughedspitefully。
\"Howdelightedhewillbe,\"hesaid,softly。\"Youwillmaketwopeoplehappy。Twoatleast!\"Helaughedagain,whileLingardlookedathisshakingshouldersinconsternation。
\"Iamjammedonaleeshorethistime,ifeverIwas,\"mutteredLingard。
\"Sendherbackquick,\"suggestedAlmayer,stiflinganotherlaugh。
\"Whatareyousniggeringat?\"growledLingard,angrily。\"I’llworkitoutallclearyet。Meantimeyoumustreceiveherintothishouse。\"
\"Myhouse!\"criedAlmayer,turninground。
\"It’sminetoo——alittleisn’tit?\"saidLingard。\"Don’targue,\"
heshouted,asAlmayeropenedhismouth。\"Obeyordersandholdyourtongue!\"
\"Oh!Ifyoutakeitinthattone!\"mumbledAlmayer,sulkily,withagestureofassent。
\"Youaresoaggravatingtoo,myboy,\"saidtheoldseaman,withunexpectedplacidity。\"Youmustgivemetimetoturnround。I
can’tkeepheronboardallthetime。Imusttellhersomething。
Say,forinstance,thatheisgoneuptheriver。Expectedbackeveryday。That’sit。D’yehear?Youmustputheronthattackanddodgeheralongeasy,whileItakethekinksoutofthesituation。ByGod!\"heexclaimed,mournfully,afterashortpause,\"lifeisfoul!Foullikealeeforebraceonadirtynight。Andyet。Andyet。Onemustseeitclearforrunningbeforegoingbelow——forgood。NowyouattendtowhatIsaid,\"headded,sharply,\"ifyoudon’twanttoquarrelwithme,myboy。\"
\"Idon’twanttoquarrelwithyou,\"murmuredAlmayerwithunwillingdeference。\"OnlyIwishIcouldunderstandyou。I
knowyouaremybestfriend,CaptainLingard;only,uponmyword,Ican’tmakeyououtsometimes!IwishIcould……\"
Lingardburstintoaloudlaughwhichendedshortlyinadeepsigh。Heclosedhiseyes,tiltinghisheadoverthebackofhisarmchair;andonhisface,bakedbytheuncloudedsunsofmanyhardyears,thereappearedforamomentawearinessandalookofagewhichstartledAlmayer,likeanunexpecteddisclosureofevil。
\"Iamdoneup,\"saidLingard,gently。\"Perfectlydoneup。Allnightondeckgettingthatschooneruptheriver。Thentalkingwithyou。SeemstomeIcouldgotosleeponaclothes-line。I
shouldliketoeatsomethingthough。Justseeaboutthat,Kaspar。\"
Almayerclappedhishands,andreceivingnoresponsewasgoingtocall,wheninthecentralpassageofthehouse,behindtheredcurtainofthedoorwayopeningupontheverandah,theyheardachild’simperiousvoicespeakingshrilly。
\"Takemeupatonce。Iwanttobecarriedintotheverandah。I
shallbeveryangry。Takemeup。\"
Aman’svoiceanswered,subdued,inhumbleremonstrance。ThefacesofAlmayerandLingardbrightenedatonce。Theoldseamancalledout——
\"Bringthechild。Lekas!\"
\"Youwillseehowshehasgrown,\"exclaimedAlmayer,inajubilanttone。
ThroughthecurtaineddoorwayAliappearedwithlittleNinaAlmayerinhisarms。Thechildhadonearmroundhisneck,andwiththeothershehuggedaripepumelonearlyasbigasherownhead。Herlittlepink,sleevelessrobehadhalfslippedoffhershoulders,butthelongblackhair,thatframedheroliveface,inwhichthebigblackeyeslookedoutinchildishsolemnity,fellinluxuriantprofusionoverhershoulders,allroundherandoverAli’sarms,likeaclose-meshedanddelicatenetofsilkenthreads。LingardgotuptomeetAli,andassoonasshecaughtsightoftheoldseamanshedroppedthefruitandputoutbothherhandswithacryofdelight。HetookherfromtheMalay,andshelaidholdofhismoustacheswithanaffectionategoodwillthatbroughtunaccustomedtearsintohislittleredeyes。
\"Notsohard,littleone,notsohard,\"hemurmured,pressingwithanenormoushand,thatcovereditentirely,thechild’sheadtohisface。
\"Pickupmypumelo,ORajahofthesea!\"shesaid,speakinginahigh-pitched,clearvoicewithgreatvolubility。\"There,underthetable。Iwantitquick!Quick!Youhavebeenawayfightingwithmanymen。Alisaysso。Youareamightyfighter。Alisaysso。Onthegreatseafaraway,away,away。\"
Shewavedherhand,staringwithdreamyvacancy,whileLingardlookedather,andsquattingdowngropedunderthetableafterthepumelo。
\"Wheredoesshegetthosenotions?\"saidLingard,gettingupcautiously,toAlmayer,whohadbeengivingorderstoAli。
\"Sheisalwayswiththemen。ManyatimeI’vefoundherwithherfingersintheirricedish,ofanevening。Shedoesnotcareforhermotherthough——Iamgladtosay。Howprettysheis——andsosharp。Myveryimage!\"
Lingardhadputthechildonthetable,andbothmenstoodlookingatherwithradiantfaces。
\"Aperfectlittlewoman,\"whisperedLingard。\"Yes,mydearboy,weshallmakehersomebody。You’llsee!\"
\"Verylittlechanceofthatnow,\"remarkedAlmayer,sadly。
\"Youdonotknow!\"exclaimedLingard,takingupthechildagain,andbeginningtowalkupanddowntheverandah。\"Ihavemyplans。Ihave——listen。\"
AndhebegantoexplaintotheinterestedAlmayerhisplansforthefuture。HewouldinterviewAbdullaandLakamba。Theremustbesomeunderstandingwiththosefellowsnowtheyhadtheupperhand。Hereheinterruptedhimselftoswearfreely,whilethechild,whohadbeendiligentlyfumblingabouthisneck,hadfoundhiswhistleandblewaloudblastnowandthenclosetohisear——whichmadehimwinceandlaughasheputherhandsdown,scoldingherlovingly。Yes——thatwouldbeeasilysettled。Hewasamantobereckonedwithyet。NobodyknewthatbetterthanAlmayer。Verywell。Thenhemustpatientlytryandkeepsomelittletradetogether。Itwouldbeallright。Butthegreatthing——andhereLingardspokelower,bringinghimselftoasuddenstandstillbeforetheentrancedAlmayer——thegreatthingwouldbethegoldhuntuptheriver。He——Lingard——woulddevotehimselftoit。Hehadbeenintheinteriorbefore。Therewereimmensedepositsofalluvialgoldthere。Fabulous。Hefeltsure。Hadseenplaces。Dangerouswork?Ofcourse!Butwhatareward!Hewouldexplore——andfind。Notashadowofdoubt。Hangthedanger!Theywouldfirstgetasmuchastheycouldforthemselves。Keepthethingquiet。ThenafteratimeformaCompany。InBataviaorinEngland。Yes,inEngland。Muchbetter。Splendid!Why,ofcourse。Andthatbabywouldbetherichestwomanintheworld。He——Lingard——wouldnot,perhaps,seeit——althoughhefeltgoodformanyyearsyet——butAlmayerwould。
Herewassomethingtoliveforyet!Hey?
Buttherichestwomanintheworldhadbeenforthelastfiveminutesshoutingshrilly——\"RajahLaut!RajahLaut!Hai!Giveear!\"whiletheoldseamanhadbeenspeakinglouder,unconsciously,tomakehisdeepbassheardabovetheimpatientclamour。Hestoppednowandsaidtenderly——
\"Whatisit,littlewoman?\"
\"Iamnotalittlewoman。Iamawhitechild。AnakPutih。A
whitechild;andthewhitemenaremybrothers。Fathersaysso。
AndAlisayssotoo。Aliknowsasmuchasfather。Everything。\"
Almayeralmostdancedwithpaternaldelight。
\"Itaughther。Itaughther,\"herepeated,laughingwithtearsinhiseyes。\"Isn’tshesharp?\"
\"Iamtheslaveofthewhitechild,\"saidLingard,withplayfulsolemnity。\"Whatistheorder?\"
\"Iwantahouse,\"shewarbled,withgreateagerness。\"Iwantahouse,andanotherhouseontheroof,andanotherontheroof——high。High!Liketheplaceswheretheydwell——mybrothers——inthelandwherethesunsleeps。\"
\"Tothewestward,\"explainedAlmayer,underhisbreath。\"Sherememberseverything。Shewantsyoutobuildahouseofcards。
Youdid,lasttimeyouwerehere。\"
Lingardsatdownwiththechildonhisknees,andAlmayerpulledoutviolentlyonedrawerafteranother,lookingforthecards,asifthefateoftheworlddependeduponhishaste。HeproducedadirtydoublepackwhichwasonlyusedduringLingard’svisittoSambir,whenhewouldsometimesplay——ofanevening——withAlmayer,agamewhichhecalledChinesebezique。ItboredAlmayer,buttheoldseamandelightedinit,consideringitaremarkableproductofChinesegenius——araceforwhichhehadanunaccountablelikingandadmiration。
\"Nowwewillgeton,mylittlepearl,\"hesaid,puttingtogetherwithextremeprecautiontwocardsthatlookedabsurdlyflimsybetweenhisbigfingers。LittleNinawatchedhimwithintenseseriousnessashewentonerectingthegroundfloor,whilehecontinuedtospeaktoAlmayerwithhisheadoverhisshouldersoasnottoendangerthestructurewithhisbreath。
\"IknowwhatIamtalkingabout……BeeninCaliforniainforty-nine……NotthatImademuch……theninVictoriaintheearlydays……Iknowallaboutit。Trustme。Moreoverablindmancould……Bequiet,littlesister,oryouwillknockthisaffairdown……Myhandprettysteadyyet!Hey,Kaspar?……Now,delightofmyheart,weshallputathirdhouseonthetopofthesetwo……keepveryquiet……AsI
wassaying,yougotonlytostoopandgatherhandfulsofgold……dust……there。Nowhereweare。Threehousesontopofoneanother。Grand!\"
Heleanedbackinhischair,onehandonthechild’shead,whichhesmoothedmechanically,andgesticulatedwiththeother,speakingtoAlmayer。
\"Onceonthespot,therewouldbeonlythetroubletopickupthestuff。ThenweshallallgotoEurope。Thechildmustbeeducated。Weshallberich。Richisnonameforit。DowninDevonshirewhereIbelong,therewasafellowwhobuiltahousenearTeignmouthwhichhadasmanywindowsasathree-deckerhasports。Madeallhismoneysomewhereouthereinthegoodolddays。Peoplearoundsaidhehadbeenapirate。Weboys——IwasaboyinaBrixhamtrawlerthen——certainlybelievedthat。Hewentaboutinabath-chairinhisgrounds。Hadaglasseye……\"
\"Higher,Higher!\"calledoutNina,pullingtheoldseaman’sbeard。
\"Youdoworryme——don’tyou?\"saidLingard,gently,givingheratenderkiss。\"What?Onemorehouseontopofallthese?Well!
Iwilltry。\"
Thechildwatchedhimbreathlessly。Whenthedifficultfeatwasaccomplishedsheclappedherhands,lookedonsteadily,andafterawhilegaveagreatsighofcontent。
\"Oh!Lookout!\"shoutedAlmayer。
Thestructurecollapsedsuddenlybeforethechild’slightbreath。
Lingardlookeddiscomposedforamoment。Almayerlaughed,butthelittlegirlbegantocry。
\"Takeher,\"saidtheoldseaman,abruptly。Then,afterAlmayerwentawaywiththecryingchild,heremainedsittingbythetable,lookinggloomilyattheheapofcards。
\"DamnthisWillems,\"hemutteredtohimself。\"ButIwilldoityet!\"
Hegotup,andwithanangrypushofhishandsweptthecardsoffthetable。Thenhefellbackinhischair。
\"Tiredasadog,\"hesighedout,closinghiseyes。
CHAPTERFOUR
Consciouslyorunconsciously,menareproudoftheirfirmness,steadfastnessofpurpose,directnessofaim。Theygostraighttowardstheirdesire,totheaccomplishmentofvirtue——sometimesofcrime——inanupliftingpersuasionoftheirfirmness。Theywalktheroadoflife,theroadfencedinbytheirtastes,prejudices,disdainsorenthusiasms,generallyhonest,invariablystupid,andareproudofneverlosingtheirway。Iftheydostop,itistolookforamomentoverthehedgesthatmakethemsafe,tolookatthemistyvalleys,atthedistantpeaks,atcliffsandmorasses,atthedarkforestsandthehazyplainswhereotherhumanbeingsgropetheirdayspainfullyaway,stumblingoverthebonesofthewise,overtheunburiedremainsoftheirpredecessorswhodiedalone,ingloomorinsunshine,halfwayfromanywhere。Themanofpurposedoesnotunderstand,andgoeson,fullofcontempt。Heneverloseshisway。Heknowswhereheisgoingandwhathewants。Travellingon,heachievesgreatlengthwithoutanybreadth,andbattered,besmirched,andweary,hetouchesthegoalatlast;hegraspstherewardofhisperseverance,ofhisvirtue,ofhishealthyoptimism:anuntruthfultombstoneoveradarkandsoonforgottengrave。
Lingardhadneverhesitatedinhislife。Whyshouldhe?Hehadbeenamostsuccessfultrader,andamanluckyinhisfights,skilfulinnavigation,undeniablyfirstinseamanshipinthoseseas。Heknewit。Hadhenotheardthevoiceofcommonconsent?
Thevoiceoftheworldthatrespectedhimsomuch;thewholeworldtohim——fortousthelimitsoftheuniversearestrictlydefinedbythoseweknow。Thereisnothingforusoutsidethebabbleofpraiseandblameonfamiliarlips,andbeyondourlastacquaintancethereliesonlyavastchaos;achaosoflaughterandtearswhichconcernsusnot;laughterandtearsunpleasant,wicked,morbid,contemptible——becauseheardimperfectlybyearsrebellioustostrangesounds。ToLingard——simplehimself——allthingsweresimple。Heseldomread。Bookswerenotmuchinhisway,andhehadtoworkhardnavigating,trading,andalso,inobediencetohisbenevolentinstincts,shapingstrayliveshefoundhereandthereunderhisbusyhand。HerememberedtheSunday-schoolteachingsofhisnativevillageandthediscoursesoftheblack-coatedgentlemanconnectedwiththeMissiontoFishermenandSeamen,whoseyawl-riggedboatdartingthroughrain-squallsamongstthecoasterswind-boundinFalmouthBay,waspartofthosepreciouspicturesofhisyouthfuldaysthatlingeredinhismemory。\"Ascleverasky-pilotasyoucouldwishtosee,\"hewouldsaywithconviction,\"andthebestmantohandleaboatinanyweatherIeverdidmeet!\"Suchweretheagenciesthathadroughlyshapedhisyoungsoulbeforehewentawaytoseetheworldinasouthern-goingship——beforehewent,ignorantandhappy,heavyofhand,pureinheart,profaneinspeech,togivehimselfuptothegreatseathattookhislifeandgavehimhisfortune。Whenthinkingofhisriseintheworld——commanderofships,thenshipowner,thenamanofmuchcapital,respectedwhereverhewent,Lingardinaword,theRajahLaut——hewasamazedandawedbyhisfate,thatseemedtohisill-informedmindthemostwondrousknownintheannalsofmen。
Hisexperienceappearedtohimimmenseandconclusive,teachinghimthelessonofthesimplicityoflife。Inlife——asinseamanship——therewereonlytwowaysofdoingathing:therightwayandthewrongway。Commonsenseandexperiencetaughtamanthewaythatwasright。Theotherwasforlubbersandfools,andled,inseamanship,tolossofsparsandsailsorshipwreck;inlife,tolossofmoneyandconsideration,ortoanunluckyknockonthehead。Hedidnotconsiderithisdutytobeangrywithrascals。Hewasonlyangrywiththingshecouldnotunderstand,butfortheweaknessesofhumanityhecouldfindacontemptuoustolerance。Itbeingmanifestthathewaswiseandlucky——otherwisehowcouldhehavebeenassuccessfulinlifeashehadbeen?——hehadaninclinationtosetrightthelivesofotherpeople,justashecouldhardlyrefrain——indefianceofnauticaletiquette——frominterferingwithhischiefofficerwhenthecrewwassendingupanewtopmast,orgenerallywhenbusyabout,whathecalled,\"aheavyjob。\"Hewasmeddlesomewithperfectmodesty;ifheknewathingortwotherewasnomeritinit。\"Hardknockstaughtmewisdom,myboy,\"heusedtosay,\"andyouhadbettertaketheadviceofamanwhohasbeenafoolinhistime。Haveanother。\"And\"myboy\"asaruletookthecooldrink,theadvice,andtheconsequenthelpwhichLingardfelthimselfboundinhonourtogive,soastobackuphisopinionlikeanhonestman。CaptainTomwentsailingfromislandtoisland,appearingunexpectedlyinvariouslocalities,beaming,noisy,anecdotal,commendatoryorcomminatory,butalwayswelcome。
ItwasonlysincehisreturntoSambirthattheoldseamanhadforthefirsttimeknowndoubtandunhappiness,ThelossoftheFlash——plantedfirmlyandforeveronaledgeofrockatthenorthendofGasparStraitsintheuncertainlightofacloudymorning——shookhimconsiderably;andtheamazingnewswhichheheardonhisarrivalinSambirwerenotmadetosoothehisfeelings。Agoodmanyyearsago——promptedbyhisloveofadventure——he,withinfinitetrouble,hadfoundoutandsurveyed——forhisownbenefitonly——theentrancestothatriver,where,hehadheardthroughnativereport,anewsettlementofMalayswasforming。Nodoubthethoughtatthetimemostlyofpersonalgain;but,receivedwithheartyfriendlinessbyPatalolo,hesooncametoliketherulerandthepeople,offeredhiscounselandhishelp,and——knowingnothingofArcadia——hedreamedofArcadianhappinessforthatlittlecorneroftheworldwhichhelovedtothinkallhisown。Hisdeep-seatedandimmovableconvictionthatonlyhe——he,Lingard——knewwhatwasgoodforthemwascharacteristicofhim。and,afterall,notsoveryfarwrong。Hewouldmakethemhappywhetherorno,hesaid,andhemeantit。Histradebroughtprosperitytotheyoungstate,andthefearofhisheavyhandsecureditsinternalpeaceformanyyears。
Helookedproudlyuponhiswork。Witheverypassingyearhelovedmoretheland,thepeople,themuddyriverthat,ifhecouldhelpit,wouldcarrynoothercraftbuttheFlashonitsuncleanandfriendlysurface。Asheslowlywarpedhisvesselup-streamhewouldscanwithknowinglookstheriversideclearings,andpronouncesolemnjudgmentupontheprospectsoftheseason’srice-crop。HekneweverysettleronthebanksbetweentheseaandSambir;heknewtheirwives,theirchildren;
hekneweveryindividualofthemulti-colouredgroupsthat,standingontheflimsyplatformsoftinyreeddwellingsbuiltoverthewater,wavedtheirhandsandshoutedshrilly:\"O!Kapallayer!Hai!\"whiletheFlashsweptslowlythroughthepopulatedreach,toenterthelonelystretchesofsparklingbrownwaterborderedbythedenseandsilentforest,whosebigtreesnoddedtheiroutspreadboughsgentlyinthefaint,warmbreeze——asifinsignoftenderbutmelancholywelcome。Heloveditall:thelandscapeofbrowngoldsandbrilliantemeraldsunderthedomeofhotsapphire;thewhisperingbigtrees;theloquaciousnipa-palmsthatrattledtheirleavesvolublyinthenightbreeze,asifinhastetotellhimallthesecretsofthegreatforestbehindthem。Helovedtheheavyscentsofblossomsandblackearth,thatbreathoflifeandofdeathwhichlingeredoverhisbriginthedampairoftepidandpeacefulnights。Helovedthenarrowandsombrecreeks,strangerstosunshine:black,smooth,tortuous——likebywaysofdespair。Helikedeventhetroopsofsorrowful-facedmonkeysthatprofanedthequietspotswithcapriciousgambolsandinsanegesturesofinhumanmadness。Helovedeverythingthere,animatedorinanimated;theverymudoftheriverside;theveryalligators,enormousandstolid,baskingonitwithimpertinentunconcern。Theirsizewasasourceofpridetohim。\"Immensefellows!MaketwoofthemPalembangreptiles!Itellyou,oldman!\"hewouldshout,pokingsomecronyofhisplayfullyintheribs:\"Itellyou,bigasyouare,theycouldswallowyouinonegulp,hat,bootsandall!
Magnificentbeggars!Wouldn’tyouliketoseethem?Wouldn’tyou!Ha!ha!ha!\"Histhunderouslaughterfilledtheverandah,rolledoverthehotelgarden,overflowedintothestreet,paralyzingforashortmomentthenoiselesstrafficofbarebrownfeet;anditsloudreverberationswouldevenstartlethelandlord’stamebird——ashamelessmynah——intoamomentaryproprietyofbehaviourunderthenearestchair。Inthebigbilliard-roomperspiringmeninthincottonsingletswouldstopthegame,listen,cueinhand,forawhilethroughtheopenwindows,thennodtheirmoistfacesateachothersagaciouslyandwhisper:\"Theoldfellowistalkingabouthisriver。\"
Hisriver!Thewhispersofcuriousmen,themysteryofthething,weretoLingardasourceofnever-endingdelight。Thecommontalkofignoranceexaggeratedtheprofitsofhisqueermonopoly,and,althoughstrictlytruthfulingeneral,heliked,onthatmatter,tomisleadspeculationstillfurtherbyboastsfullofcoldraillery。Hisriver!Byithewasnotonlyrich——hewasinteresting。Thissecretofhiswhichmadehimdifferenttotheothertradersofthoseseasgaveintimatesatisfactiontothatdesireforsingularitywhichhesharedwiththerestofmankind,withoutbeingawareofitspresencewithinhisbreast。Itwasthegreaterpartofhishappiness,butheonlyknewitafteritsloss,sounforeseen,sosuddenandsocruel。
AfterhisconversationwithAlmayerhewentonboardtheschooner,sentJoannaonshore,andshuthimselfupinhiscabin,feelingveryunwell。HemadethemostofhisindispositiontoAlmayer,whocametovisithimtwiceaday。Itwasanexcusefordoingnothingjustyet。Hewantedtothink。Hewasveryangry。
Angrywithhimself,withWillems。AngryatwhatWillemshaddone——andalsoangryatwhathehadleftundone。Thescoundrelwasnotcomplete。Theconceptionwasperfect,buttheexecution,unaccountably,fellshort。Why?HeoughttohavecutAlmayer’sthroatandburnttheplacetoashes——thenclearedout。Gotoutofhisway;ofhim,Lingard!Yethedidn’t。Wasitimpudence,contempt——orwhat?Hefelthurtattheimplieddisrespectofhispower,andtheincompleterascalityoftheproceedingdisturbedhimexceedingly。Therewassomethingshort,somethingwanting,somethingthatwouldhavegivenhimafreehandintheworkofretribution。Theobvious,therightthingtodo,wastoshootWillems。Yethowcouldhe?Hadthefellowresisted,showedfight,orranaway;hadheshownanyconsciousnessofharmdone,itwouldhavebeenmorepossible,morenatural。Butno!Thefellowactuallyhadsenthimamessage。Wantedtoseehim。Whatfor?Thethingcouldnotbeexplained。Anunexampled,cold-bloodedtreachery,awful,incomprehensible。Whydidhedoit?Why?Why?Theoldseamaninthestuffysolitudeofhislittlecabinonboardtheschoonergroanedoutmanytimesthatquestion,strikingwithanopenpalmhisperplexedforehead。
Duringhisfourdaysofseclusionhehadreceivedtwomessagesfromtheouterworld;fromthatworldofSambirwhichhad,sosuddenlyandsofinally,slippedfromhisgrasp。One,afewwordsfromWillemswrittenonatorn-outpageofasmallnotebook;theother,acommunicationfromAbdullacaligraphedcarefullyonalargesheetofflimsypaperanddeliveredtohiminagreensilkwrapper。Thefirsthecouldnotunderstand。Itsaid:\"Comeandseeme。Iamnotafraid。Areyou?W。\"Hetoreitupangrily,butbeforethesmallbitsofdirtypaperhadthetimetoflutterdownandsettleonthefloor,theangerwasgoneandwasreplacedbyasentimentthatinducedhimtogoonhisknees,pickupthefragmentsofthetornmessage,pieceittogetheronthetopofhischronometerbox,andcontemplateitlongandthoughtfully,asifhehadhopedtoreadtheanswerofthehorribleriddleintheveryformofthelettersthatwenttomakeupthatfreshinsult。Abdulla’sletterhereadcarefullyandrammeditintohispocket,alsowithanger,butwithangerthatendedinahalf-resigned,half-amusedsmile。Hewouldnevergiveinaslongastherewasachance。\"It’sgenerallythesafestwaytosticktotheshipaslongasshewillswim,\"wasoneofhisfavouritesayings:\"Thesafestandtherightway。Toabandonacraftbecauseitleaksiseasy——butpoorwork。Poorwork!\"Yethewasintelligentenoughtoknowwhenhewasbeaten,andtoacceptthesituationlikeaman,withoutrepining。WhenAlmayercameonboardthatafternoonhehandedhimtheletterwithoutcomment。
Almayerreadit,returneditinsilence,andleaningoverthetaffrail(thetwomenwereondeck)lookeddownforsometimeattheplayoftheeddiesroundtheschooner’srudder。Atlasthesaidwithoutlookingup——
\"That’sadecentenoughletter。Abdullagiveshimuptoyou。I
toldyoutheyweregettingsickofhim。Whatareyougoingtodo?\"
Lingardclearedhisthroat,shuffledhisfeet,openedhismouthwithgreatdetermination,butsaidnothingforawhile。Atlasthemurmured——
\"I’llbehangedifIknow——justyet。\"
\"Iwishyouwoulddosomethingsoon……\"
\"What’sthehurry?\"interruptedLingard。\"Hecan’tgetaway。Asitstandsheisatmymercy,asfarasIcansee。\"
\"Yes,\"saidAlmayer,reflectively——\"andverylittlemercyhedeservestoo。Abdulla’smeaning——asIcanmakeitoutamongstallthosecompliments——is:’Getridformeofthatwhiteman——andweshallliveinpeaceandsharethetrade。\"’
\"Youbelievethat?\"askedLingard,contemptuously。
\"Notaltogether,\"answeredAlmayer。\"Nodoubtwewillsharethetradeforatime——tillhecangrabthelot。Well,whatareyougoingtodo?\"
HelookedupashespokeandwassurprisedtoseeLingard’sdiscomposedface。
\"Youain’twell。Painanywhere?\"heasked,withrealsolicitude。
\"Ihavebeenqueer——youknow——theselastfewdays,butnopain。\"
Hestruckhisbroadchestseveraltimes,clearedhisthroatwithapowerful\"Hem!\"andrepeated:\"No。Nopain。Goodforafewyearsyet。ButIambotheredwithallthis,Icantellyou!\"
\"Youmusttakecareofyourself,\"saidAlmayer。Thenafterapauseheadded:\"YouwillseeAbdulla。Won’tyou?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Notyet。There’splentyoftime,\"saidLingard,impatiently。
\"Iwishyouwoulddosomething,\"urgedAlmayer,moodily。\"Youknow,thatwomanisaperfectnuisancetome。Sheandherbrat!
Yelpsallday。Andthechildrendon’tgetontogether。YesterdaythelittledevilwantedtofightwithmyNina。Scratchedherface,too。Aperfectsavage!Likehishonourablepapa。Yes,really。Sheworriesaboutherhusband,andwhimpersfrommorningtonight。Whensheisn’tweepingsheisfuriouswithme。
Yesterdayshetormentedmetotellherwhenhewouldbebackandcriedbecausehewasengagedinsuchdangerouswork。Isaidsomethingaboutitbeingallright——nonecessitytomakeafoolofherself,whensheturneduponmelikeawildcat。Calledmeabrute,selfish,heartless;ravedaboutherbelovedPeterriskinghislifeformybenefit,whileIdidnotcare。SaidItookadvantageofhisgenerousgood-naturetogethimtododangerouswork——mywork。Thathewasworthtwentyofthelikesofme。
Thatshewouldtellyou——openyoureyesastothekindofmanI
was,andsoon。That’swhatI’vegottoputupwithforyoursake。Youreallymightconsidermealittle。Ihaven’trobbedanybody,\"wentonAlmayer,withanattemptatbitterirony——\"orsoldmybestfriend,butstillyououghttohavesomepityonme。
It’slikelivinginahotfever。Sheisoutofherwits。Youmakemyhousearefugeforscoundrelsandlunatics。Itisn’tfair。’Ponmyworditisn’t!Whensheisinhertantrumssheisridiculouslyuglyandscreechesso——itsetsmyteethonedge。
ThankGod!mywifegotafitofthesulksandclearedoutofthehouse。Livesinariversidehutsincethataffair——youknow。
ButthisWillems’wifebyherselfisalmostmorethanIcanbear。
AndIaskmyselfwhyshouldI?Youareexactingandnomistake。
ThismorningIthoughtshewasgoingtoclawme。Onlythink!
Shewantedtogoprancingaboutthesettlement。Shemighthaveheardsomethingthere,soItoldhershemustn’t。Itwasn’tsafeoutsideourfences,Isaid。Thereuponsherushesatmewithhertennailsuptomyeyes。’Youmiserableman,’sheyells,’eventhisplaceisnotsafe,andyou’vesenthimupthisawfulriverwherehemaylosehishead。Ifhediesbeforeforgivingme,Heavenwillpunishyouforyourcrime……’Mycrime!IaskmyselfsometimeswhetherIamdreaming!Itwillmakemeill,allthis。I’velostmyappetitealready。\"
Heflunghishatondeckandlaidholdofhishairdespairingly。
Lingardlookedathimwithconcern。
\"Whatdidshemeanbyit?\"hemuttered,thoughtfully。
\"Mean!Sheiscrazy,Itellyou——andIwillbe,verysoon,ifthislasts!\"
\"Justalittlepatience,Kaspar,\"pleadedLingard。\"Adayorsomore。\"
Relievedortiredbyhisviolentoutburst,Almayercalmeddown,pickeduphishatand,leaningagainstthebulwark,commencedtofanhimselfwithit。
\"Daysdopass,\"hesaid,resignedly——\"butthatkindofthingmakesamanoldbeforehistime。Whatistheretothinkabout?——Ican’timagine!Abdullasaysplainlythatifyouundertaketopilothisshipoutandinstructthehalf-caste,hewilldropWillemslikeahotpotatoandbeyourfriendeverafter。Ibelievehimperfectly,astoWillems。It’ssonatural。
Astobeingyourfriendit’salieofcourse,butweneednotbotheraboutthatjustyet。YoujustsayyestoAbdulla,andthenwhateverhappenstoWillemswillbenobody’sbusiness。\"
Heinterruptedhimselfandremainedsilentforawhile,glaringaboutwithsetteethanddilatednostrils。
\"Youleaveittome。I’llseetoitthatsomethinghappenstohim,\"hesaidatlast,withcalmferocity。Lingardsmiledfaintly。
\"Thefellowisn’tworthashot。Notthetroubleofit,\"hewhispered,asiftohimself。Almayerfiredupsuddenly。
\"That’swhatyouthink,\"hecried。\"Youhaven’tbeensewnupinyourhammocktobemadealaughing-stockofbeforeaparcelofsavages。Why!Idaren’tlookanybodyhereinthefacewhilethatscoundrelisalive。Iwill……Iwillsettlehim。\"
\"Idon’tthinkyouwill,\"growledLingard。
\"DoyouthinkIamafraidofhim?\"
\"Blessyou!no!\"saidLingardwithalacrity。\"Afraid!Notyou。
Iknowyou。Idon’tdoubtyourcourage。It’syourhead,myboy,yourheadthatI……\"
\"That’sit,\"saidtheaggrievedAlmayer。\"Goon。Whydon’tyoucallmeafoolatonce?\"
\"BecauseIdon’twantto,\"burstoutLingard,withnervousirritability。\"IfIwantedtocallyouafool,Iwoulddosowithoutaskingyourleave。\"Hebegantowalkathwartthenarrowquarter-deck,kickingropes’endsoutofhiswayandgrowlingtohimself:\"Delicategentleman……whatnext?……I’vedoneman’sworkbeforeyoucouldtoddle。Understand……saywhatI
like。\"
\"Well!well!\"saidAlmayer,withaffectedresignation。\"There’snotalkingtoyoutheselastfewdays。\"Heputonhishat,strolledtothegangwayandstopped,onefootonthelittleinsideladder,asifhesitating,camebackandplantedhimselfinLingard’sway,compellinghimtostandstillandlisten。
\"Ofcourseyouwilldowhatyoulike。Younevertakeadvice——I
knowthat;butletmetellyouthatitwouldn’tbehonesttoletthatfellowgetawayfromhere。Ifyoudonothing,thatscoundrelwillleaveinAbdulla’sshipforsure。Abdullawillmakeuseofhimtohurtyouandotherselsewhere。Willemsknowstoomuchaboutyouraffairs。Hewillcauseyoulotsoftrouble。
Youmarkmywords。Lotsoftrouble。Toyou——andtoothersperhaps。Thinkofthat,CaptainLingard。That’sallI’vegottosay。NowImustgobackonshore。There’slotsofwork。Wewillbeginloadingthisschoonerto-morrowmorning,firstthing。
Allthebundlesareready。Ifyoushouldwantmeforanything,hoistsomekindofflagonthemainmast。Atnighttwoshotswillfetchme。\"Thenheadded,inafriendlytone,\"Won’tyoucomeanddineinthehouseto-night?Itcan’tbegoodforyoutostewonboardlikethat,dayafterday。\"
Lingarddidnotanswer。TheimageevokedbyAlmayer;thepictureofWillemsrangingovertheislandsanddisturbingtheharmonyoftheuniversebyrobbery,treachery,andviolence,heldhimsilent,entranced——painfullyspellbound。Almayer,afterwaitingforalittlewhile,movedreluctantlytowardsthegangway,lingeredthere,thensighedandgotovertheside,goingdownstepbystep。Hisheaddisappearedslowlybelowtherail。
Lingard,whohadbeenstaringathimabsently,startedsuddenly,rantotheside,andlookingover,calledout——
\"Hey!Kaspar!Holdonabit!\"
Almayersignedtohisboatmentoceasepaddling,andturnedhisheadtowardstheschooner。TheboatdriftedbackslowlyabreastofLingard,nearlyalongside。
\"Lookhere,\"saidLingard,lookingdown——\"Iwantagoodcanoewithfourmento-day。\"
\"Doyouwantitnow?\"askedAlmayer。
\"No!Catchthisrope。Oh,youclumsydevil!……No,Kaspar,\"
wentonLingard,afterthebow-manhadgotholdoftheendofthebracehehadthrowndownintothecanoe——\"No,Kaspar。Thesunistoomuchforme。Anditwouldbebettertokeepmyaffairsquiet,too。Sendthecanoe——fourgoodpaddlers,mind,andyourcanvaschairformetositin。Senditaboutsunset。D’yehear?\"
\"Allright,father,\"saidAlmayer,cheerfully——\"IwillsendAliforasteersman,andthebestmenI’vegot。Anythingelse?\"
\"No,mylad。Onlydon’tletthembelate。\"
\"Isupposeit’snouseaskingyouwhereyouaregoing,\"saidAlmayer,tentatively。\"BecauseifitistoseeAbdulla,I……\"
\"IamnotgoingtoseeAbdulla。Notto-day。Nowbeoffwithyou。\"
Hewatchedthecanoedartawayshorewards,wavedhishandinresponsetoAlmayer’snod,andwalkedtothetaffrailsmoothingoutAbdulla’sletter,whichhehadpulledoutofhispocket。Hereaditovercarefully,crumpleditupslowly,smilingthewhileandclosinghisfingersfirmlyoverthecracklingpaperasthoughhehadholdthereofAbdulla’sthroat。Halfwaytohispockethechangedhismind,andflingingtheballoverboardlookedatitthoughtfullyasitspunroundintheeddiesforamoment,beforethecurrentboreitawaydown-stream,towardsthesea。
PARTIV
CHAPTERONE
Thenightwasverydark。ForthefirsttimeinmanymonthstheEastCoastsleptunseenbythestarsunderaveilofmotionlesscloudthat,drivenbeforethefirstbreathoftherainymonsoon,haddriftedslowlyfromtheeastwardalltheafternoon;pursuingthedecliningsunwithitsmassesofblackandgreythatseemedtochasethelightwithwickedintent,andwithanominousandgloomysteadiness,asthoughconsciousofthemessageofviolenceandturmoiltheycarried。Atthesun’sdisappearancebelowthewesternhorizon,theimmensecloud,inquickenedmotion,grappledwiththeglowofretreatinglight,androllingdowntotheclearandjaggedoutlineofthedistantmountains,hungarrestedabovethesteamingforests;hanginglow,silentandmenacingovertheunstirringtree-tops;withholdingtheblessingofrain,nursingthewrathofitsthunder;undecided——asifbroodingoveritsownpowerforgoodorforevil。
Babalatchi,comingoutoftheredandsmokylightofhislittlebamboohouse,glancedupwards,drewinalongbreathofthewarmandstagnantair,andstoodforamomentwithhisgoodeyeclosedtightly,asifintimidatedbytheunwontedanddeepsilenceofLakamba’scourtyard。Whenheopenedhiseyehehadrecoveredhissightsofar,thathecoulddistinguishthevariousdegreesofformlessblacknesswhichmarkedtheplacesoftrees,ofabandonedhouses,ofriversidebushes,onthedarkbackgroundofthenight。
Thecarewornsagewalkedcautiouslydownthedesertedcourtyardtothewaterside,andstoodonthebanklisteningtothevoiceoftheinvisibleriverthatflowedathisfeet;listeningtothesoftwhispers,tothedeepmurmurs,tothesuddengurglesandtheshorthissesoftheswiftcurrentracingalongthebankthroughthehotdarkness。
Hestoodwithhisfaceturnedtotheriver,anditseemedtohimthathecouldbreatheeasierwiththeknowledgeoftheclearvastspacebeforehim;then,afterawhileheleanedheavilyforwardonhisstaff,hischinfellonhisbreast,andadeepsighwashisanswertotheselfishdiscourseoftheriverthathurriedonunceasingandfast,regardlessofjoyorsorrow,ofsufferingandofstrife,offailuresandtriumphsthatlivedonitsbanks。Thebrownwaterwasthere,readytocarryfriendsorenemies,tonurseloveorhateonitssubmissiveandheartlessbosom,tohelportohinder,tosavelifeorgivedeath;thegreatandrapidriver:adeliverance,aprison,arefugeoragrave。
PerchancesuchthoughtsasthesecausedBabalatchitosendanothermournfulsighintothetrailingmistsoftheunconcernedPantai。Thebarbarouspoliticianhadforgottentherecentsuccessofhisplottingsinthemelancholycontemplationofasorrowthatmadethenightblacker,theclammyheatmoreoppressive,thestillairmoreheavy,thedumbsolitudemoresignificantoftormentthanofpeace。HehadspentthenightbeforebythesideofthedyingOmar,andnow,aftertwenty-fourhours,hismemorypersistedinreturningtothatlowandsombrereedhutfromwhichthefiercespiritoftheincomparablyaccomplishedpiratetookitsflight,tolearntoolate,inaworseworld,theerrorofitsearthlyways。Themindofthesavagestatesman,chastenedbybereavement,feltforamomenttheweightofhislonelinesswithkeenperceptionworthyevenofasensibilityexasperatedbyalltherefinementsoftendersentimentthatagloriouscivilizationbringsinitstrain,amongotherblessingsandvirtues,intothisexcellentworld。Forthespaceofaboutthirtyseconds,ahalf-naked,betel-chewingpessimiststooduponthebankofthetropicalriver,ontheedgeofthestillandimmenseforests;amanangry,powerless,empty-handed,withacryofbitterdiscontentreadyonhislips;
acrythat,haditcomeout,wouldhaverungthroughthevirginsolitudesofthewoods,astrue,asgreat,asprofound,asanyphilosophicalshriekthatevercamefromthedepthsofaneasy-chairtodisturbtheimpurewildernessofchimneysandroofs。
ForhalfaminuteandnomoredidBabalatchifacethegodsinthesublimeprivilegeofhisrevolt,andthentheone-eyedpullerofwiresbecamehimselfagain,fullofcareandwisdomandfar-reachingplans,andavictimtothetormentingsuperstitionsofhisrace。Thenight,nomatterhowquiet,isneverperfectlysilenttoattentiveears,andnowBabalatchifanciedhecoulddetectinitothernoisesthanthosecausedbytheripplesandeddiesoftheriver。Heturnedhisheadsharplytotherightandtotheleftinsuccession,andthenspunroundquicklyinastartledandwatchfulmanner,asifhehadexpectedtoseetheblindghostofhisdepartedleaderwanderingintheobscurityoftheemptycourtyardbehindhisback。Nothingthere。Yethehadheardanoise;astrangenoise!Nodoubtaghostlyvoiceofacomplainingandangryspirit。Helistened。Notasound。
Reassured,Babalatchimadeafewpacestowardshishouse,whenaveryhumannoise,thatofhoarsecoughing,reachedhimfromtheriver。Hestopped,listenedattentively,butnowwithoutanysignofemotion,andmovingbrisklybacktothewatersidestoodexpectantwithpartedlips,tryingtopiercewithhiseyethewaveringcurtainofmistthathunglowoverthewater。Hecouldseenothing,yetsomepeopleinacanoemusthavebeenverynear,forheheardwordsspokeninanordinarytone。
\"Doyouthinkthisistheplace,Ali?Icanseenothing。\"
\"Itmustbenearhere,Tuan,\"answeredanothervoice。\"Shallwetrythebank?\"
\"No!……Letdriftalittle。Ifyougopokingintothebankinthedarkyoumightstovethecanoeonsomelog。Wemustbecareful……Letdrift!Letdrift!……Thisdoesseemtobeaclearingofsomesort。Wemayseealightbyandbyfromsomehouseorother。InLakamba’scampongtherearemanyhouses?
Hey?\"
\"Agreatnumber,Tuan……Idonotseeanylight。\"
\"NorI,\"grumbledthefirstvoiceagain,thistimenearlyabreastofthesilentBabalatchiwholookeduneasilytowardshisownhouse,thedoorwayofwhichglowedwiththedimlightofatorchburningwithin。Thehousestoodendontotheriver,anditsdoorwayfaceddown-stream,soBabalatchireasonedrapidlythatthestrangersontherivercouldnotseethelightfromthepositiontheirboatwasinatthemoment。Hecouldnotmakeuphismindtocallouttothem,andwhilehehesitatedheheardthevoicesagain,butnowsomewaybelowthelanding-placewherehestood。
\"Nothing。Thiscannotbeit。Letthemgiveway,Ali!Dayongthere!\"
Thatorderwasfollowedbythesplashofpaddles,thenasuddencry——
\"Iseealight。Iseeit!NowIknowwheretoland,Tuan。\"
Therewasmoresplashingasthecanoewaspaddledsharplyroundandcamebackup-streamclosetothebank。
\"Callout,\"saidverynearadeepvoice,whichBabalatchifeltsuremustbelongtoawhiteman。\"Callout——andsomebodymaycomewithatorch。Ican’tseeanything。\"
Theloudhailthatsucceededthesewordswasemittednearlyunderthesilentlistener’snose。Babalatchi,topreserveappearances,ranwithlongbutnoiselessstrideshalfwayupthecourtyard,andonlythenshoutedinanswerandkeptonshoutingashewalkedslowlybackagaintowardstheriverbank。Hesawthereanindistinctshapeofaboat,notquitealongsidethelanding-place。
\"Whospeaksontheriver?\"askedBabalatchi,throwingatoneofsurpriseintohisquestion。
\"Awhiteman,\"answeredLingardfromthecanoe。\"IstherenotonetorchinrichLakamba’scampongtolightaguestonhislanding?\"
\"Therearenotorchesandnomen。Iamalonehere,\"saidBabalatchi,withsomehesitation。
\"Alone!\"exclaimedLingard。\"Whoareyou?\"
\"OnlyaservantofLakamba。Butland,TuanPutih,andseemyface。Hereismyhand。No!Here!……Byyourmercy……
Ada!……Nowyouaresafe。\"
\"Andyouarealonehere?\"saidLingard,movingwithprecautionafewstepsintothecourtyard。\"Howdarkitis,\"hemutteredtohimself——\"onewouldthinktheworldhadbeenpaintedblack。\"
\"Yes。Alone。Whatmoredidyousay,Tuan?Ididnotunderstandyourtalk。\"
\"Itisnothing。Iexpectedtofindhere……Butwherearetheyall?\"
\"Whatmatterswheretheyare?\"saidBabalatchi,gloomily。\"Haveyoucometoseemypeople?Thelastdepartedonalongjourney——andIamalone。TomorrowIgotoo。\"
\"Icametoseeawhiteman,\"saidLingard,walkingonslowly。
\"Heisnotgone,ishe?\"
\"No!\"answeredBabalatchi,athiselbow。\"Amanwitharedskinandhardeyes,\"hewenton,musingly,\"whosehandisstrong,andwhoseheartisfoolishandweak。Awhitemanindeed……Butstillaman。\"
Theywerenowatthefootoftheshortladderwhichledtothesplit-bambooplatformsurroundingBabalatchi’shabitation。Thefaintlightfromthedoorwayfelldownuponthetwomen’sfacesastheystoodlookingateachothercuriously。
\"Ishethere?\"askedLingard,inalowvoice,withawaveofhishandupwards。
Babalatchi,staringhardathislong-expectedvisitor,didnotansweratonce。\"No,notthere,\"hesaidatlast,placinghisfootonthelowestrungandlookingback。\"Notthere,Tuan——yetnotveryfar。Willyousitdowninmydwelling?Theremaybericeandfishandclearwater——notfromtheriver,butfromaspring……\"
\"Iamnothungry,\"interruptedLingard,curtly,\"andIdidnotcomeheretositinyourdwelling。Leadmetothewhitemanwhoexpectsme。Ihavenotimetolose。\"
\"Thenightislong,Tuan,\"wentonBabalatchi,softly,\"andthereareothernightsandotherdays。Long。Verylong……Howmuchtimeittakesforamantodie!ORajahLaut!\"
Lingardstarted。
\"Youknowme!\"heexclaimed。
\"Ay——wa!Ihaveseenyourfaceandfeltyourhandbefore——manyyearsago,\"saidBabalatchi,holdingonhalfwayuptheladder,andbendingdownfromabovetopeerintoLingard’supturnedface。
\"Youdonotremember——butIhavenotforgotten。Therearemanymenlikeme:thereisonlyoneRajahLaut。\"
Heclimbedwithsuddenagilitythelastfewsteps,andstoodontheplatformwavinghishandinvitinglytoLingard,whofollowedafterashortmomentofindecision。
Theelasticbamboofloorofthehutbentundertheheavyweightoftheoldseaman,who,standingwithinthethreshold,triedtolookintothesmokygloomofthelowdwelling。Underthetorch,thrustintothecleftofastick,fastenedatarightangletothemiddlestayoftheridgepole,layaredpatchoflight,showingafewshabbymatsandacornerofabigwoodenchesttherestofwhichwaslostinshadow。Intheobscurityofthemoreremotepartsofthehousealance-head,abrasstrayhungonthewall,thelongbarrelofagunleaningagainstthechest,caughtthestrayraysofthesmokyilluminationintremblinggleamsthatwavered,disappeared,reappeared,wentout,cameback——asifengagedinadoubtfulstrugglewiththedarknessthat,lyinginwaitindistantcorners,seemedtodartoutviciouslytowardsitsfeebleenemy。Thevastspaceunderthehighpitchoftheroofwasfilledwithathickcloudofsmoke,whoseunder-side——levellikeaceiling——reflectedthelightoftheswayingdullflame,whileatthetopitoozedoutthroughtheimperfectthatchofdriedpalmleaves。Anindescribableandcomplicatedsmell,madeupoftheexhalationofdampearthbelow,ofthetaintofdriedfishandoftheeffluviaofrottingvegetablematter,pervadedtheplaceandcausedLingardtosniffstronglyashestrodeover,satonthechest,and,leaninghiselbowsonhisknees,tookhisheadbetweenhishandsandstaredatthedoorwaythoughtfully。