Fourmonthselapsed。Aprilcame——themonthofspring——themonthofchange。
Thecourseoftimehadflowedthroughtheintervalsincethewinterpeacefullyandhappilyinournewhome。Ihadturnedmylongleisuretogoodaccount,hadlargelyincreasedmysourcesofemployment,andhadplacedourmeansofsubsistenceonsurergrounds。Freedfromthesuspenseandtheanxietywhichhadtriedhersosorelyandhungoverhersolong,Marian’sspiritsrallied,andhernaturalenergyofcharacterbegantoassertitselfagain,withsomething,ifnotall,ofthefreedomandthevigourofformertimes。
Morepliableunderchangethanhersister,Laurashowedmoreplainlytheprogressmadebythehealinginfluencesofhernewlife。Thewornandwastedlookwhichhadprematurelyagedherfacewasfastleavingit,andtheexpressionwhichhadbeenthefirstofitscharmsinpastdayswasthefirstofitsbeautiesthatnowreturned。Myclosestobservationsofherdetectedbutoneseriousresultoftheconspiracywhichhadoncethreatenedherreasonandherlife。Hermemoryofevents,fromtheperiodofherleavingBlackwaterParktotheperiodofourmeetingintheburial-groundofLimmeridgeChurch,waslostbeyondallhopeofrecovery。Attheslightestreferencetothattimeshechangedandtrembledstill,herwordsbecameconfused,hermemorywanderedandlostitselfashelplesslyasever。Here,andhereonly,thetracesofthepastlaydeep——toodeeptobeeffaced。
Inallelseshewasnowsofaronthewaytorecoverythat。onherbestandbrightestdays,shesometimeslookedandspokeliketheLauraofoldtimes。Thehappychangewroughtitsnaturalresultinusboth。Fromthelongslumber,onhersideandonmine,thoseimperishablememoriesofourpastlifeinCumberlandnowawoke,whichwereoneandallalike,thememoriesofourlove。
Graduallyandinsensiblyourdailyrelationstowardseachotherbecameconstrained。ThefondwordswhichIhadspokentohersonaturally,inthedaysofhersorrowandhersuffering,falteredstrangelyonmylips。Inthetimewhenmydreadoflosingherwasmostpresenttomymind,Ihadalwayskissedherwhensheleftmeatnightandwhenshemetmeinthemorning。Thekissseemednowtohavedroppedbetweenus——tobelostoutofourlives。Ourhandsbegantotrembleagainwhentheymet。WehardlyeverlookedlongatoneanotheroutofMarian’spresence。Thetalkoftenflaggedbetweenuswhenwewerealone。WhenItouchedherbyaccidentIfeltmyheartbeatingfast,asitusedtobeatatLimmeridgeHouse——Isawthelovelyansweringflushglowingagaininhercheeks,asifwewerebackamongtheCumberlandHillsinourpastcharactersofmasterandpupiloncemore。Shehadlongintervalsofsilenceandthoughtfulness,anddeniedshehadbeenthinkingwhenMarianaskedherthequestion。Isurprisedmyselfonedayneglectingmyworktodreamoverthelittlewater-colourportraitofherwhichIhadtakeninthesummer-housewherewefirstmet——justasIusedtoneglectMrFairlie’sdrawingstodreamoverthesamelikenesswhenitwasnewlyfinishedinthebygonetime。Changedasallthecircumstancesnowwere,ourpositiontowardseachotherinthegoldendaysofourfirstcompanionshipseemedtoberevivedwiththerevivalofourlove。ItwasasifTimehaddriftedusbackonthewreckofourearlyhopestotheoldfamiliarshore!
ToanyotherwomanIcouldhavespokenthedecisivewordswhichIstillhesitatedtospeaktoher。Theutterhelplessnessofherposition——herfriendlessdependenceonalltheforbearinggentlenessthatIcouldshowher——myfearoftouchingtoosoonsomesecretsensitivenessinherwhichmyinstinctasamanmightnothavebeenfineenoughtodiscover——theseconsiderations,andotherslikethem,keptmeself-distrustfullysilent。AndyetIknewthattherestraintonbothridesmustbeended,thattherelationsinwhichwestoodtowardsoneanothermustbealteredinsomesettledmannerforthefuture,andthatitrestedwithme,inthefirstinstance,torecognisethenecessityforachange。
ThemoreIthoughtofourposition,thehardertheattempttoalteritappeared,whilethedomesticconditionsinwhichwethreehadbeenlivingtogethersincethewinterremainedundisturbed。Icannotaccountforthecapriciousstateofmindinwhichthisfeelingoriginated,buttheideaneverthelesspossessedmethatsomepreviouschangeofplaceandcircumstances,somesuddenbreakinthequietmonotonyofourlives,somanagedastovarythehomeaspectunderwhichwehadbeenaccustomedtoseeeachother,mightpreparethewayformetospeak,andmightmakeiteasierandlessembarrassingforLauraandMariantohear。
Withthispurposeinview,Isaid,onemorning,thatIthoughtwehadallearnedalittleholidayandachangeofscene。Aftersomeconsideration,itwasdecidedthatweshouldgoforafortnighttotheseaside。
OnthenextdayweleftFulhamforaquiettownonthesouthcoast。Atthatearlyseasonoftheyearweweretheonlyvisitorsintheplace。Thecliffs,thebeach,andthewalksinlandwereallinthesolitaryconditionwhichwasmostwelcometous。Theairwasmild——theprospectsoverhillandwoodanddownwerebeautifullyvariedbytheshiftingAprillightandshade,andtherestlesssealeaptunderourwindows,asifitfelt,liketheland,theglowandfreshnessofspring。
IowedittoMariantoconsultherbeforeIspoketoLaura,andtobeguidedafterwardsbyheradvice。
OnthethirddayfromourarrivalIfoundafitopportunityofspeakingtoheralone。Themomentwelookedatoneanother,herquickinstinctdetectedthethoughtinmymindbeforeIcouldgiveitexpression。Withhercustomaryenergyanddirectnessshespokeatonce,andspokefirst。
`YouarethinkingofthatsubjectwhichwasmentionedbetweenusontheeveningofyourreturnfromHampshire,’shesaid。`Ihavebeenexpectingyoutoalludetoitforsometimepast。Theremustbeachangeinourlittlehousehold,Walter,wecannotgoonmuchlongeraswearenow。Iseeitasplainlyasyoudo——asplainlyasLauraseesit,thoughshesaysnothing。HowstrangelytheoldtimesinCumberlandseemtohavecomeback!YouandIaretogetheragain,andtheonesubjectofinterestbetweenusisLauraoncemore。Icouldalmostfancythatthisroomisthesummer-houseatLimmeridge,andthatthosewavesbeyondusarebeatingonourseashore。’
`Iwasguidedbyyouradviceinthosepastdays,’Isaid,`andnow,Marian,withreliancetenfoldgreaterIwillbeguidedbyitagain。’
Sheansweredbypressingmyhand。Isawthatshewasdeeplytouchedbymyreferencetothepast。Wesattogethernearthewindow,andwhileIspokeandshelistened,welookedatthegloryofthesunlightshiningonthemajestyofthesea。
`Whateverconiesofthisconfidencebetweenus,’Isaid,`whetheritendshappilyorsorrowfullyforme,Laura’sinterestswillstillbetheinterestsofmylife。Whenweleavethisplace,onwhatevertermsweleaveit,mydeterminationtowrestfromCountFoscotheconfessionwhichIfailedtoobtainfromhisaccomPlice,goesbackwithmetoLondon,ascertainlyasIgobackmyself。NeitheryounorIcantellhowthatmanmayturnonme,ifIbringhimtobay;weonlyknow,byhisownwordsandactions,thatheiscapableofstrikingatmethroughLaura,withoutamoment’shesitation,oramoment’sremorse。InourpresentpositionIhavenoclaimonherwhichsocietysanctions,whichthelawallows,tostrengthenmeinresistinghim,andinprotectingher。Thisplacesmeataseriousdisadvantage。IfIamtofightourcausewiththeCount,strongintheconsciousnessofLaura’ssafety,ImustfightitformyWife。Doyouagreetothat,Marian,sofar?’
`Toeverywordofit,’sheanswered。
`Iwillnotpleadoutofmyownheart,’Iwenton;`Iwillnotappealtothelovewhichhassurvivedallchangesandallshocks——Iwillrestmyonlyvindicationofmyselfforthinkingofher,andspeakingofherasmywife,onwhatIhavejustsaid。IfthechanceofforcingaconfessionfromtheCountis,asIbelieveittobe,thelastchanceleftofpubliclyestablishingthefactofLaura’sexistence,theleastselfishreasonthatIcanadvanceforourmarriageisrecognisedbyusboth。ButImaybewronginmyconviction——othermeansofachievingourpurposemaybeinourpower,whicharelessuncertainandlessdangerous。Ihavesearchedanxiously,inmyownmind,forthosemeans,andIhavenotfoundthem。Haveyou?’
`No。Ihavethoughtaboutittoo,andthoughtinvain。’
`Inalllikelihood,’Icontinued,`thesamequestionshaveoccurredtoyou,inconsideringthisdifficultsubject,whichhaveoccurredtome。OughtwetoreturnwithhertoLimmeridge,nowthatsheislikeherselfagain,andtrusttotherecognitionofherbythepeopleofthevillage,orbythechildrenattheschool?Oughtwetoappealtothepracticaltestofherhandwriting?Supposewedidso。Supposetherecognitionofherobtained,andtheidentityofthehandwritingestablished。Wouldsuccessinboththosecasesdomorethansupplyanexcellentfoundationforatrialinacourtoflaw?WouldtherecognitionandthehandwritingproveheridentitytoMrFairlieandtakeherbacktoLimmeridgeHouse,againsttheevidenceofheraunt,againsttheevidenceofthemedicalcertificate,againstthefactofthefuneralandthefactoftheinscriptiononthetomb?No!Wecouldonlyhopetosucceedinthrowingaseriousdoubtontheassertionofherdeath,adoubtwhichnothingshortofalegalinquirycansettle。Iwillassumethatwepossess(whatwehavecertainlynotgot)moneyenoughtocarrythisinquiryonthroughallitsstages。IwillassumethatMrFairlie’sprejudicesmightbereasonedaway——thatthefalsetestimonyoftheCountandhiswife,andalltherestofthefalsetestimony,mightbeconfuted——thattherecognitioncouldnotpossiblybeascribedtoamistakebetweenLauraandAnneCatherick,orthehandwritingbedeclaredbyourenemiestobeacleverfraud——alltheseareassumptionswhich,moreorless,setplainprobabilitiesatdefiance;butletthempass——andletusaskourselveswhatwouldbethefirstconsequenceorthefirstquestionsputtoLauraherselfonthesubjectoftheconspiracy。Weknowonlytoowellwhattheconsequencewouldbe,forweknowthatshehasneverrecoveredhermemoryofwhathappenedtoherinLondon。Examineherprivately,orexamineherpublicly,sheisutterlyincapableofassistingtheassertionofherowncase。Ifyoudon’tseethis,Marian,asplainlyasIseeit,wewillgotoLimmeridgeandtrytheexperimenttomorrow。’
`Idoseeit,Walter。Evenifwehadthemeansofpayingallthelawexpenses,evenifwesucceededintheend,thedelayswouldbeunendurable,theperpetualsuspense,afterwhatwehavesufferedalready,wouldbeheartbreaking。YouarerightaboutthehopelessnessofgoingtoLimmeridge。IwishIcouldfeelsurethatyouarerightalsoindeterminingtotrythatlastchancewiththeCount。Isitachanceatall?’
`Beyondadoubt,Yes。ItisthechanceofrecoveringthelostdateofLaura’sjourneytoLondon。WithoutreturningtothereasonsIgaveyousometimesince,Iamstillasfirmlypersuadedaseverthatthereisadiscrepancybetweenthedateofthatjourneyandthedateonthecertificateofdeath。Thereliestheweakpointofthewholeconspiracy——itcrumblestopiecesifweattackitinthatway,andthemeansofattackingitareinpossessionoftheCount。IfIsucceedinwrestingthemfromhim,theobjectofyourlifeandmineisfulfilled。IfIfail,thewrongthatLaurahassufferedwill,inthisworld,neverberedressed。’
`Doyoufearfailureyourself,Walter?’
`Idarenotanticipatesuccess,andforthatveryreason,Marian,IspeakopenlyandplainlyasIhavespokennow。InmyheartandmyconscienceIcansayit,Laura’shopesforthefutureareattheirlowestebb。Iknowthatherfortuneisgone——Iknowthatthelastchanceofrestoringhertoherplaceintheworldliesatthemercyofherworstenemy,ofamanwhoisnowabsolutelyunassailable,andwhomayremainunassailabletotheend。Witheveryworldlyadvantagegonefromher,withallprospectofrecoveringherrankandstationmorethandoubtful,withnoclearerfuturebeforeherthanthefuturewhichherhusbandcanprovide,thepoordrawing-mastermayharmlesslyopenhisheartatlast。Inthedaysofherprosperity,Marian,Iwasonlytheteacherwhoguidedherhand——Iaskforit,inheradversity,asthehandofmywife!’
Marian’seyesmetmineaffectionately——Icouldsaynomore。Myheartwasfull,mylipsweretrembling。InspiteofmyselfIwasindangerofappealingtoherpity。Igotuptoleavetheroom。Sheroseatthesamemoment,laidherhandgentlyonmyshoulder,andstoppedme。
`Walter!’shesaid,`Ioncepartedyouboth,foryourgoodandforhers。Waithere,mybrother!——wait,mydearest,bestfriend,tillLauracomes,andtellsyouwhatIhavedonenow!’
ForthefirsttimesincethefarewellmorningatLimmeridgeshetouchedmyforeheadwithherlips。Ateardroppedonmyfaceasshekissedme。Sheturnedquickly,PointedtothechairfromwhichIhadrisen,andlefttheroom。
Isatdownaloneatthewindowtowaitthroughthecrisisofmylife。Mymindinthatbreathlessintervalfeltlikeatotalblank。Iwasconsciousofnothingbutapainfulintensityofallfamiliarperceptions。Thesungrewblindingbright,thewhiteseabirdschasingeachotherfarbeyondmeseemedtobeflittingbeforemyface,themellowmurmurofthewavesonthebeachwaslikethunderinmyears。
Thedooropened,andLauracameinalone。Soshehadenteredthebreakfast-roomatLimmeridgeHouseonthemorningwhenweparted。Slowlyandfalteringly,insorrowandinhesitation,shehadonceapproachedme。Nowshecamewiththehasteofhappinessinherfeet,withthelightofhappinessradiantinherface。Oftheirownaccordthosedeararmsclaspedthemselvesroundme,oftheirownaccordthesweetlipscametomeetmine。`Mydarling!’shewhispered,`wemayownweloveeachothernow?’Herheadnestledwithatendercontentednessonmybosom。`Oh,’shesaidinnocently,`Iamsohappyatlast!’
Tendayslaterwewerehappierstill。Weweremarried。
II
Thecourseofthisnarrative,steadilyflowingon,bearsmeawayfromthemorning-timeofourmarriedlife,andcarriesmeforwardtotheend。
InafortnightmorewethreewerebackinLondon,andtheshadowwasstealingoverusofthestruggletocome。
MarianandIwerecarefultokeepLaurainignoranceofthecausethathadhurriedusback——thenecessityofmakingsureoftheCount。ItwasnowthebeginningofMay,andhistermofoccupationatthehouseinforestRoadexpiredinJune。Ifherenewedit(andIhadreasons,shortlytobementioned,foranticipatingthathewould),Imightbecertainofhisnotescapingme。Butifbyanychancehedisappointedmyexpectationsandleftthecountry,thenIhadnotimetoloseinarmingmyselftomeethimasIbestmight。
Inthefirstfullnessofmynewhappiness,therehadbeenmomentswhenmyresolutionfaltered——momentswhenIwastemptedtobesafelycontent,nowthatthedearestaspirationofmylifewasfulfilledinthepossessionofLaura’slove。ForthefirsttimeIthoughtfaint-heartedlyofthegreatnessoftherisk,oftheadversechancesarrayedagainstme,ofthefairpromiseofournewlife,andoftheperilinwhichImightplacethehappinesswhichwehadsohardlyearned。Yes!letmeownithonestly。ForabrieftimeIwandered,inthesweetguidingoflove,farfromthepurposetowhichIhadbeentrueundersternerdisciplineandindarkerdays。InnocentlyLaurahadtemptedmeasidefromthehardpath——innocentlyshewasdestinedtoleadmebackagain。
Attimes,dreamsoftheterriblepaststilldisconnectedlyrecalledtoher,inthemysteryofsleep,theeventsofwhichherwakingmemoryhadlostalltrace。Onenight(barelytwoweeksafterourmarriage),whenIwaswatchingheratrest,Isawthetearscomeslowlythroughherclosedeyelids,IheardthefaintmurmuringwordsescapeherwhichtoldmethatherspiritwasbackagainonthefataljourneyfromBlackwaterPark。Thatunconsciousappeal,sotouchingandsoawfulinthesacrednessofhersleep,ranthroughmelikefire。ThenextdaywasthedaywecamebacktoLondon——thedaywhenmyresolutionreturnedtomewithtenfoldstrength。
Thefirstnecessitywastoknowsomethingoftheman。Thusfar,thetruestoryofhislifewasanimpenetrablemysterytome。
Ibeganwithsuchscantysourcesofinformationaswereatmyowndisposal。TheimportantnarrativewrittenbyMrFrederickFairlie(whichMarianhadobtainedbyfollowingthedirectionsIhadgiventoherinthewinter)provedtobeofnoservicetothespecialobjectwithwhichInowlookedatit。WhilereadingitIreconsideredthedisclosurerevealedtomebyMrsClementsoftheseriesofdeceptionswhichhadbroughtAnneCathericktoLondon,andwhichhadtheredevotedhertotheinterestsoftheconspiracy。Here,again,theCounthadnotopenlycommittedhimself——here,again,hewas,toallpracticalpurposes,outofmyreach。
InextreturnedtoMarian’sjournalatBlackwaterPark。AtmyrequestshereadtomeagainapassagewhichreferredtoherpastcuriosityabouttheCount,andtothefewparticularswhichshehaddiscoveredrelatingtohim。
ThepassagetowhichIalludeoccursinthatpartofherjournalwhichdelineateshischaracterandhispersonalappearance。Shedescribeshimas`nothavingcrossedthefrontiersofhisnativecountryforyearspast’——as`anxioustoknowifanyItaliangentlemenweresettledinthenearesttowntoBlackwaterPark’——as`receivingletterswithallsortsofoddstampsonthem,andonewithalargeofficial-lookingsealonit。’Sheisinclinedtoconsiderthathislongabsencefromhisnativecountrymaybeaccountedforbyassumingthatheisapoliticalexile。Butsheis,ontheotherhand,unabletoreconcilethisideawiththereceptionoftheletterfromabroadbearing`thelargeofficial-lookingseal’——lettersfromtheContinentaddressedtopoliticalexilesbeingusuallythelasttocourtattentionfromforeignpost-officesinthatway。
Theconsiderationsthuspresentedtomeinthediary,joinedtocertainsurmisesofmyownthatgrewoutofthem,suggestedaconclusionwhichIwonderedIhadnotarrivedatbefore。Inowsaidtomyself——whatLaurahadoncesaidtoMarianatBlackwaterPark,whatMadameFoscohadoverheardbylisteningatthedoor——theCountisaspy!
Laurahadappliedthewordtohimathazard,innaturalangerathisproceedingstowardsherself。Iappliedittohimwiththedeliberateconvictionthathisvocationinlifewasthevocationofaspy。Onthisassumption,thereasonforhisextraordinarystayinEnglandsolongaftertheobjectsoftheconspiracyhadbeengained,became,tomymind,quiteintelligible。
TheyearofwhichIamnowwritingwastheyearofthefamousCrystalPalaceExhibitioninHydePark。Foreignersinunusuallylargenumbershadarrivedalready,andwerestillarrivinginEngland。Menwereamongusbyhundredswhomtheceaselessdistrustfulnessoftheirgovernmentshadfollowedprivately,bymeansofappointedagents,toourshores。MysurmisesdidnotforamomentclassamanoftheCount’sabilitiesandsocialpositionwiththeordinaryrankandfileofforeignspies。Isuspectedhimofholdingapositionofauthority,ofbeingentrustedbythegovernmentwhichhesecretlyservedwiththeorganisationandmanagementofagentsspeciallyemployedinthiscountry,bothmenandwomen,andIbelievedMrsRubelle,whohadbeensoopportunelyfoundtoactasnurseatBlackwaterPark,tobe,inallprobability,oneofthenumber。
Assumingthatthisideaofminehadafoundationintruth,thepositionoftheCountmightprovetobemoreassailablethanIhadhithertoventuredtohope。TowhomcouldIapplytoknowsomethingmoreoftheman’shistoryandofthemanhimselfthanIknewnow?
Inthisemergencyitnaturallyoccurredtomymindthatacountrymanofhisown,onwhomIcouldrely,mightbethefittestpersontohelpme。ThefirstmanwhomIthoughtofunderthesecircumstanceswasalsotheonlyItalianwithwhomIwasintimatelyacquainted——myquaintlittlefriend,ProfessorPesca。
Theprofessorhasbeensolongabsentfromthesepagesthathehasrunsomeriskofbeingforgottenaltogether。
Itisthenecessarylawofsuchastoryasminethatthepersonsconcernedinitonlyappearwhenthecourseofeventstakesthemup——theycomeandgo,notbyfavourofmypersonalpartiality,butbyrightoftheirdirectconnectionwiththecircumstancestobedetailed。Forthisreason,notPescaalone,butmymotherandsisteraswell,havebeenleftfarinthebackgroundofthenarrative。MyvisitstotheHampsteadcottage,mymother’sbeliefinthedenialofLaura’sidentitywhichtheconspiracyhadaccomplished,myvaineffortstoovercometheprejudiceonherpartandonmysister’stowhich,intheirjealousaffectionforme,theybothcontinuedtoadhere,thepainfulnecessitywhichthatprejudiceimposedonmeofconcealingmymarriagefromthemtilltheyhadlearnttodojusticetomywife——alltheselittledomesticoccurrenceshavebeenleftunrecordedbecausetheywerenotessentialtothemaininterestofthestory。Itisnothingthattheyaddedtomyanxietiesandembitteredmydisappointments——thesteadymarchofeventshasinexorablypassedthemby。
ForthesamereasonIhavesaidnothinghereoftheconsolationhimagainafterthesuddencessationofmyresidenceatLimmeridgeHouse。IhavenotrecordedthefidelitywithwhichmywarmheartedlittlefriendfollowedmetotheplaceofembarkationwhenIsailedforCentralAmerica,orthenoisytransportofjoywithwhichhereceivedmewhenwenextmetinLondon。IfIhadfeltjustifiedinacceptingtheoffersofservicewhichhemadetomeonmyreturn,hewouldhaveappearedagainlongerethis。But,thoughIknewthathishonourandhiscourageweretobeimplicitlyreliedon,Iwasnotsosurethathisdiscretionwastobetrusted,and,forthatreasononly,Ifollowedthecourseofallmyinquiriesalone。ItwillnowbesufficientlyunderstoodthatPescawasnotseparatedfromallconnectionwithmeandmyinterests,althoughhehashithertobeenseparatedfromallconnectionwiththeprogressofthisnarrative。Hewasastrueandasreadyafriendofminestillaseverhehadbeeninhislife。
BeforeIsummonedPescatomyassistanceitwasnecessarytoseeformyselfwhatsortofmanIhadtodealwith。UptothistimeIhadneveronceseteyesonCountFosco。
ThreedaysaftermyreturnwithLauraandMariantoLondon,IsetforthaloneforForestRoad,StJohn’sWood,betweentenandeleveno’clockinthemorning。Itwasafineday——Ihadsomehourstospare——andIthoughtitlikely,ifIwaitedalittleforhim,thattheCountmightbetemptedout。Ihadnogreatreasontofearthechanceofhisrecognisingmeinthedaytime,fortheonlyoccasionwhenIhadbeenseenbyhimwastheoccasiononwhichhehadfollowedmehomeatnight。
Nooneappearedatthewindowsinthefrontofthehouse。Iwalkeddownaturningwhichranpastthesideofit,andlookedoverthelowgardenwall。Oneofthebackwindowsonthelowerfloorwasthrownupandanetwasstretchedacrosstheopening。Isawnobody,butIheard,intheroom,fistashrillwhistlingandsingingofbirds,thenthedeepringingvoicewhichMarian’sdescriptionhadmadefamiliartome。`Comeoutonmylittlefinger,mypret-pret-pretties!’criedthevoice。`Comeoutandhopupstairs!One,two,three——andup!Three,two,one——anddownIOne,two,three——twit-twit-twit-tweet!’TheCountwasexercisinghiscanariesasheusedtoexercisetheminMarian’stimeatBlackwaterPark。
Iwaitedalittlewhile,andthesingingandthewhistlingceased。`Come,kissme,mypretties!’saidthedeepvoice。Therewasaresponsivetwitteringandchirping——alow,oilylaugh——asilenceofaminuteorso,andthenIheardtheopeningofthehousedoor。Iturnedandretracedmysteps。ThemagnificentmelodyofthePrayerinRossini’sMoses,sunginasonorousbassvoice,rosegrandlythroughthesuburbansilenceoftheplace。Thefrontgardengateopenedandclosed。TheCounthadcomeout。
HecrossedtheroadandwalkedtowardsthewesternboundaryoftheRegent’sPark。Ikeptonmyownsideoftheway,alittlebehindhim,andwalkedinthatdirectionalso。
Marianhadpreparedmeforhishighstature,hismonstrouscorpulence,andhisostentatiousmourninggarments,butnotforthehorriblefreshnessandcheerfulnessandvitalityoftheman。Hecarriedhissixtyyearsasiftheyhadbeenfewerthanforty。Hesaunteredalong,wearinghishatalittleononeside,withalightjauntystep,swinginghisbigstick,hummingtohimself,lookingupfromtimetotimeatthehousesandgardensoneithersideofhimwithsuperb,smilingpatronage。Ifastrangerhadbeentoldthatthewholeneighbourhoodbelongedtohim,thatstrangerwouldnothavebeensurprisedtohearit。Heneverlookedback,hepaidnoapparentattentiontome,noapparentattentiontoanyonewhopassedhimonhisownsideoftheroad,exceptnowandthen,whenhesmiledandsmirked,withaneasypaternalgoodhumour,atthenursery-maidsandthechildrenwhomhemet。Inthiswayheledmeon,tillwereachedacolonyofshopsoutsidethewesternterracesofthePark。
Herehestoppedatapastrycook’s,wentin(probablytogiveanorder),andcameoutagainimmediatelywithatartinhishand。AnItalianwasgrindinganorganbeforetheshop,andamiserablelittleshrivelledmonkeywassittingontheinstrument。TheCountstopped,bitapieceforhimselfoutofthetart,andgravelyhandedtheresttothemonkey。`Mypoorlittleman!’hesaid,withgrotesquetenderness,`youlookhungry。Inthesacrednameofhumanity,Iofferyousomelunch!’Theorgan-grinderpiteouslyputinhisclaimtoapennyfromthebenevolentstranger。TheCountshruggedhisshoulderscontemptuously,andpassedon。
WereachedthestreetsandthebetterclassofshopsbetweentheNewRoadandOxfordStreet。TheCountstoppedagainandenteredasmalloptician’sshop,withaninscriptioninthewindowannouncingthatrepairswereneatlyexecutedinside。Hecameoutagainwithanopera-glassinhishand,walkedafewpaceson,andstoppedtolookatabilloftheoperaplacedoutsideamusic-seller’sshop。Hereadthebillattentively,consideredamoment,andthenhailedanemptycabasitpassedhim。`OperaBox-office,’hesaidtotheman,andwasdrivenaway。
Icrossedtheroad,andlookedatthebillinmyturn。TheperformanceannouncedwasLucreziaBorgia,anditwastotakeplacethatevening。Theopera-glassintheCount’shand,hiscarefulreadingofthebill,andhisdirectiontothecabman,allsuggestedthatheproposedmakingoneoftheaudience。Ihadthemeansofgettinganadmissionformyselfandafriendtothepitbyapplyingtooneofthescene-paintersattachedtothetheatre,withwhomIhadbeenwellacquaintedinpasttimes。TherewasachanceatleastthattheCountmightbeeasilyvisibleamongtheaudiencetomeandtoanyonewithme,andinthiscaseIhadthemeansofascertainingwhetherPescaknewhiscountrymanornotthatverynight。
Thisconsiderationatoncedecidedthedisposalofmyevening。Iprocuredthetickets,leavinganoteattheProfessor’slodgingsontheway。AtaquartertoeightIcalledtotakehimwithmetothetheatre。Mylittlefriendwasinastateofthehighestexcitement,withafestiveflowerinhisbutton-hole,andthelargestopera-glassIeversawhuggedupunderhisarm。
`Areyouready?’Iasked。
`Right-all-right,’saidPesca。
Westartedforthetheatre。
Thelastnotesoftheintroductiontotheoperawerebeingplayed,andtheseatsinthepitwereallfilled,whenPescaandIreachedthetheatre。
Therewasplentyofroom,however,inthepassagethatranroundthepit——preciselythepositionbestcalculatedtoanswerthepurposeforwhichIwasattendingtheperformance。Iwentfirsttothebarrierseparatingusfromthestalls,andlookedfortheCountinthatpartofthetheatre。Hewasnotthere。Returningalongthepassage,ontheleft-handsidefromthestage,andlookingaboutmeattentively,Idiscoveredhiminthepit。Heoccupiedanexcellentplace,sometwelveorfourteenseatsfromtheendofabench,withinthreerowsofthestalls。Iplacedmyselfexactlyonalinewithhim,Pescastandingbymyside。TheProfessorwasnotyetawareofthepurposeforwhichIhadbroughthimtothetheatre,andhewasrathersurprisedthatwedidnotmovenearertothestage。
Thecurtainrose,andtheoperabegan。
Throughoutthewholeofthefirstactweremainedinourposition——theCount,absorbedbytheorchestraandthestage,nevercastingsomuchasachanceglanceatus。NotanoteofDonizetti’sdeliciousmusicwaslostonhim。Therehesat,highabovehisneighbours,smiling,andnoddinghisgreatheadenjoyinglyfromtimetotime。Whenthepeoplenearhimapplaudedthecloseofanair(asanEnglishaudienceinsuchcircumstancesalwayswillapplaud),withouttheleastconsiderationfortheorchestralmovementwhichimmediatelyfollowedit,helookedroundatthemwithanexpressionofcompassionateremonstrance,andhelduponehandwithagestureofpoliteentreaty。Atthemorerefinedpassagesofthesingingatthemoredelicatephasesofthemusic,whichpassedunapplaudedbyothers,hisfathands,adornedwithperfectly-fittingblackkidgloves,softlypattedeachother,intokenofthecultivatedappreciationofamusicalman。Atsuchtimes,hisoilymurmurofapproval,`Bravo!Bra-a-a-a!’hummedthroughthesilence,likethepurringofagreatcat。Hisimmediateneighboursoneitherside——hearty,ruddy-facedpeoplefromthecountry,baskingamazedlyinthesunshineoffashionableLondon——seeingandhearinghim,begantofollowhislead。Manyaburstofapplausefromthepitthatnightstartedfromthesoft,comfortablepattingoftheblack-glovedhands。Theman’svoraciousvanitydevouredthisimpliedtributetohislocalandcriticalsupremacywithanappearanceofthehighestrelish。Smilesrippledcontinuouslyoverhisfatface。Helookedabouthim,atthepausesinthemusic,serenelysatisfiedwithhimselfandhisfellow-creatures。`Yes!yes!thesebarbarousEnglishpeoplearelearningsomethingfromME。Here,there,andeverywhere,I——Fosco——amaninfluencethatisfelt,amanwhositssupreme!’Ifeverfacespoke,hisfacespokethen,andthatwasitslanguage。
Thecurtainfellonthefirstact,andtheaudiencerosetolookaboutthem。ThiswasthetimeIhadwaitedfor——thetimetotryifPescaknewhim。
Herosewiththerest,andsurveyedtheoccupantsoftheboxesgrandlywithhisopera-glass。Atfirsthisbackwastowardsus,butheturnedroundintime,tooursideofthetheatre,andlookedattheboxesaboveus,usinghisglassforafewminutes——thenremovingit,butstillcontinuingtolookup。ThiswasthemomentIchose,whenhisfullfacewasinview,fordirectingPesca’sattentiontohim。
`Doyouknowthatman?’Iasked。
`Whichman,myfriend?’
`Thetall,fatman,standingthere,withhisfacetowardsus。’
Pescaraisedhimselfontiptoe,andlookedattheCount。
`No,’saidtheProfessor。`Thebigfatmanisastrangertome。Ishefamous?Whydoyoupointhimout?’
`BecauseIhaveparticularreasonsforwishingtoknowsomethingofhim。Heisacountrymanofyours——hisnameisCountFosco。Doyouknowthatname?’
`NotI,Walter。Neitherthenamenorthemanisknowntome。
`Areyouquitesureyoudon’trecognisehim?Lookagain——lookcarefully。IwilltellyouwhyIamsoanxiousaboutitwhenweleavethetheatre。Stop!letmehelpyouuphere,whereyoucanseehimbetter。’
Ihelpedthelittlemantoperchhimselfontheedgeoftheraiseddaisuponwhichthepit-seatswereallplaced。Hissmallstaturewasnohindrancetohim——herehecouldseeovertheheadsoftheladieswhowereseatedneartheoutermostpartofthebench。
Aslim,light-hairedmanstandingbyus,whomIhadnotnoticedbefore——amanwithascaronhisleftcheek——lookedattentivelyatPescaasIhelpedhimup,andthenlookedstillmoreattentively,followingthedirectionofPesca’seyes,attheCount。Ourconversationmighthavereachedhisears,andmight,asitstruckme,haverousedhiscuriosity。
Meanwhile,Pescafixedhiseyesearnestlyonthebroad,full,smilingfaceturnedalittleupward,exactlyoppositetohim。
`No,’hesaid,`Ihaveneversetmytwoeyesonthatbigfatmanbeforeinallmylife。’
AshespoketheCountlookeddownwardstowardstheboxesbehindusonthepittier。
TheeyesofthetwoItaliansmet。
TheinstantbeforeIhadbeenperfectlysatisfied,fromhisownreiteratedassertion,thatPescadidnotknowtheCount。TheinstantafterwardsIwasequallycertainthattheCountknewPesca!
Knewhim,and——moresurprisingstill——fearedhimaswell!Therewasnomistakingthechangethatpassedoverthevillain’sface。Theleadenhuethatalteredhisyellowcomplexioninamoment,thesuddenrigidityofallhisfeatures,thefurtivescrutinyofhiscoldgreyeyes,themotionlessstillnessofhimfromheadtofoottoldtheirowntale。Amortaldreadhadmasteredhimbodyandsoul——andhisownrecognitionofPescawasthecauseofit!
Theslimmanwiththescaronhischeekwasstillclosebyus。HehadapparentlydrawnhisinferencefromtheeffectproducedontheCountbythesightofPescaasIhaddrawnmime。Hewasamild,gentlemanlikeman,lookinglikeaforeigner,andhisinterestinourproceedingswasnotexpressedinanythingapproachingtoanoffensivemanner。
FormyownpartIwassostartledbythechangeintheCount’sface,soastoundedattheentirelyunexpectedturnwhicheventshadtaken,thatIknewneitherwhattosayordonext。Pescarousedmebysteppingbacktohisformerplaceatmysideandspeakingfirst。
`Howthefatmanstares!’heexclaimed。`Isitatme?AmIfamous?HowcanheknowmewhenIdon’tknowhim?’
IkeptmyeyestillontheCount。IsawhimmoveforthefirsttimewhenPescamoved,soasnottolosesightofthelittlemaninthelowerpositioninwhichhenowstood。IwascurioustoseewhatwouldhappenifPesca’sattentionunderthesecircumstanceswaswithdrawnfromhim,andIaccordinglyaskedtheProfessorifherecognisedanyofhispupilsthateveningamongtheladiesintheboxes。Pescaimmediatelyraisedthelargeopera-glasstohiseyes,andmoveditslowlyallroundtheupperpartofthetheatre,searchingforhispupilswiththemostconscientiousscrutiny。
ThemomentheshowedhimselftobethusengagedtheCountturnedround,slippedpastthepersonswhooccupiedseatsonthefarthersideofhimfromwherehestood,anddisappearedinthemiddlepassagedownthecentreofthepit。IcaughtPescabythearm,andtohisinexpressibleastonishment,hurriedhimroundwithmetothebackofthepittointercepttheCountbeforehecouldgettothedoor。Somewhattomysurprise,theslimmanhastenedoutbeforeus,avoidingastoppagecausedbysomepeopleonoursideofthepitleavingtheirplaces,bywhichPescaandmyselfweredelayed。WhenwereachedthelobbytheCounthaddisappeared,andtheforeignerwiththescarwasgonetoo。
`Comehome,’Isaid;`comehome,Pesca,toyourlodgings。Imustspeaktoyouinprivate——Imustspeakdirectly。’
`My-soul-bless-my-soul!’criedtheProfessor,inastateoftheextremestbewilderment。`Whatonearthisthematter?’
Iwalkedonrapidlywithoutanswering。ThecircumstancesunderwhichtheCounthadleftthetheatresuggestedtomethathisextraordinaryanxietytoescapePescamightcarryhimtofurtherextremitiesstill。Hemightescapeme,too,byleavingLondon。IdoubtedthefutureifIallowedhimsomuchasaday’sfreedomtoactashepleased。AndIdoubtedthatforeignstranger,whohadgotthestartofus,andwhomIsuspectedofintentionallyfollowinghimout。
Withthisdoubledistrustinmymind,IwasnotlonginmakingPescaunderstandwhatIwanted。Assoonaswetwowerealoneinhisroom,IincreasedhisconfusionandamazementahundredfoldbytellinghimwhatmypurposewasasplainlyandunreservedlyasIhaveacknowledgedithere。
`Myfriend,whatcanIdo?’criedtheProfessor,piteouslyappealingtomewithbothhands。`Deuce-what-the-deuce!howcanIhelpyou,Walter,whenIdon’tknowtheman?’
`Heknowsyou——heisafraidofyou——hehasleftthetheatretoescapeyou。Pesca!theremustbeareasonforthis。LookbackintoyourownlifebeforeyoucametoEngland。YouleftItaly,asyouhavetoldmeyourself,forpoliticalreasons。Youhavenevermentionedthosereasonstome,andIdon’tinquireintothemnow。Ionlyaskyoutoconsultyourownrecollections,andtosayiftheysuggestnopastcausefortheterrorwhichthefirstsightofyouproducedinthatman。’
Tomyunutterablesurprise,thesewords,harmlessastheyappearedtome,producedthesameastoundingeffectonPescawhichthesightofPescahadproducedontheCount。Therosyfaceofmylittlefriendwhitenedinaninstant,andhedrewbackfrommeslowly,tremblingfromheadtofoot。
`WalterI’hesaid。`Youdon’tknowwhatyouask。’
Hespokeinawhisper——helookedatmeasifIhadsuddenlyrevealedtohimsomehiddendangertobothofus。Inlessthanoneminuteoftimehewassoalteredfromtheeasy,lively,quaintlittlemanofallmypastexperience,thatifIhadmethiminthestreet,changedasIsawhimnow,Ishouldmostcertainlynothaveknownhimagain。
`Forgiveme,ifIhaveunintentionallypainedandshockedyou,’Ireplied。`RememberthecruelwrongmywifehassufferedatCountFosco’shands。Rememberthatthewrongcanneverberedressed,unlessthemeansareinmypowerofforcinghimtodoherjustice。Ispokeinherinterests,Pesca——Iaskyouagaintoforgiveme——Icansaynomore。’
Irosetogo。HestoppedmebeforeIreachedthedoor。
`Wait,’hesaid。`YouhaveshakenmefromheadtofootYoudon’tknowhowIleftmycountry,andwhyIleftmycountry。Letmecomposemyself,letmethink,ifIcan。’
Ireturnedtomychair。Hewalkedupanddowntheroom,talkingtohimselfincoherentlyinhisownlanguage。Afterseveralturnsbackwardsandforwards,hesuddenlycameuptome,andlaidhislittlehandswithastrangetendernessandsolemnityonmybreast。
`Onyourheartandsoul,Walter,’hesaid,`istherenootherwaytogettothatmanbutthechance-waythroughme?’
`Thereisnootherway,’Ianswered。
Heleftmeagain,openedthedooroftheroomandlookedoutcautiouslyintothepassage,closeditoncemore,andcameback。
`Youwonyourrightoverme,Walter,’hesaid,`onthedaywhenyousavedmylife。Itwasyoursfromthatmoment,whenyoupleasedtotakeit。Takeitnow。Yes!ImeanwhatIsay。Mynextwords,astrueasthegoodGodisaboveus,willputmylifeintoyourhands。’
Thetremblingearnestnesswithwhichheutteredthisextraordinarywarning,carriedwithit,tomymind,theconvictionthathespokethetruth。
`Mindthis!’hewenton,shakinghishandsatmeinthevehemenceofhisagitation。`Iholdnothread,inmyownmind,betweenthatmanFosco,andthepacttimewhichIcallbacktomeforyoursake。Ifyoufindthethread,keepittoyourself——tellmenothing——onmykneesIbegandpray,letmebeignorant,letmebeinnocent,letmebeblindtoallthefutureasIamnow!’
Hesaidafewwordsmore,hesitatinglyanddisconnectedly,thenstoppedagain。
IsawthattheeffortofexpressinghimselfinEnglish,onanoccasiontonserioustopermithimtheuseofthequaintturnsandphrasesofhisordinaryvocabulary,waspainfullyincreasingthedifficultyhehadfeltfromthefirstinspeakingtomeatall。Havinglearnttoreadandunderstandhisnativelanguage(thoughnottospeakit),intheearlierdaysofourintimatecompanionship,InowsuggestedtohimthatheshouldexpresshimselfinItalian,whileIusedEnglishinputtinganyquestionswhichmightbenecessarytomyenlightenment。Heacceptedtheproposal。Inhissmooth-flowinglanguage,spokenwithavehementagitationwhichbetrayeditselfintheperpetualworkingofhisfeatures,inthewildnessandthesuddennessofhisforeigngesticulations,butneverintheraisingofhisvoice,Inowheardthewordswhicharmedmetomeetthelaststruggle,thatisleftforthisstorytorecord。*
`YouknownothingofmymotiveforleavingItaly,’hebegan,`exceptthatitwasforpoliticalreasons。IfIhadbeendriventothiscountrybythepersecutionofmygovernment,Ishouldnothavekeptthosereasonsasecretfromyouorfromanyone。I
*Itisonlyrighttomentionhere,thatIrepeatPesca’sstatementtome,withthecarefulsuppressionsandalterationswhichtheseriousnatureofthesubjectandmyownsenseofdutytomyfrienddemand。Myfirstandlastconcealmentsfromthereaderarethosewhichcautionrendersabsolutelynecessaryinthisportionofthenarrative。haveconcealedthembecausenogovernmentauthorityhaspronouncedthesentenceofmyexile。Youhaveheard,Walter,ofthepoliticalsocietiesthatarehiddenineverygreatcityonthecontinentofEurope?TooneofthosesocietiesIbelongedinItaly——andbelongstillinEngland。WhenIcametothiscountry,Icamebythedirectionofmychief。Iwasover-zealousinmyyoungertime——Irantheriskofcompromisingmyselfandothers。ForthosereasonsIwasorderedtoemigratetoEnglandandtowait。Iemigrated——Ihavewaited——Iwaitstill。TomorrowImaybecalledaway——tenyearshenceImaybecalledaway。Itisallonetome——Iamhere,Isupportmyselfbyteaching,andIwait。Iviolatenooath(youshallhearwhypresently)inmakingmyconfidencecompletebytellingyouthenameofthesocietytowhichIbelong。AllIdoistoputmylifeinyourhands。IfwhatIsaytoyounowiseverknownbyotherstohavepassedmylips,ascertainlyaswetwosithere,Iamadeadman。’
Hewhisperedthenextwordsinmyear。Ikeepthesecretwhichhethuscommunicated。Thesocietytowhichhebelongedwillbesufficientlyindividualisedforthepurposeofthesepages,ifIcallit`TheBrotherhood’,onthefewoccasionswhenanyreferencetothesubjectwillbeneededinthisplace。
`TheobjectoftheBrotherhood,’pescawenton,`is,briefly,theobjectofotherpoliticalsocietiesofthesamesort——thedestructionoftyrannyandtheassertionoftherightsofthepeople。TheprinciplesoftheBrotherhoodaretwo。Solongasaman’slifeisuseful,orevenharmlessonly,hehastherighttoenjoyit。But,ifhislifeinflictsinjuryonthewell-beingofhisfellow-men,fromthatmomentheforfeitstheright,anditisnotonlynocrime,butapositivemerit,todeprivehimofit。Itisnotformetosayinwhatfrightfulcircumstancesofoppressionandsufferingthissocietytookitsrise。Itisnotforyoutosay——youEnglishmen,whohaveconqueredyourfreedomsolongago,thatyouhaveconvenientlyforgottenwhatbloodyoushed,andwhatextremitiesyouproceededtointheconquering——itisnotforyoutosayhowfartheworstofallexasperationsmay,ormaynot,carrythemaddenedmenofanenslavednation。Theironthathasenteredintooursoulshasgonetoodeepforyoutofindit。Leavetherefugeealone!Laughathim,distrusthim,openyoureyesinwonderatthatsecretselfwhichsmouldersinhim,sometimesundertheevery-dayrespectabilityandtranquillityofamanlikeme——sometimesunderthegrindingpoverty,thefiercesqualor,ofmenlesslucky,lesspliable,lesspatientthanIam——butjudgeusnot!InthetimeofyourfirstCharlesyoumighthavedoneusjustice——thelongluxuryofyourownfreedomhasmadeyouincapableofdoingusjusticenow。’
Allthedeepestfeelingsofhisnatureseemedtoforcethemselvestothesurfaceinthosewords——allhisheartwaspouredouttomeforthefirsttimeinourlives——butstillhisvoiceneverrose,stillhisdreadoftheterriblerevelationhewasmakingtomeneverlefthim。
`Sofar,’heresumed,`youthinkthesocietylikeothersocieties。Itsobject(inyourEnglishopinion)isanarchyandrevolution。Ittakesthelifeofabadkingorabadminister,asiftheoneandtheotherweredangerouswildbeaststobeshotatthefirstopportunity。Igrantyouthis。ButthelawsoftheBrotherhoodarethelawsofnootherpoliticalsocietyonthefaceoftheearth。Themembersarenotknowntooneanother。ThereisapresidentinItaly;therearepresidentsabroad。Eachofthesehashissecretary。Thepresidentsandthesecretariesknowthemembers,butthemembers,amongthemselves,areallstrangers,untiltheirchiefsseefit,inthepoliticalnecessityofthetime,orintheprivatenecessityofthesociety,tomakethemknowntoeachother。Withsuchasafeguardasthisthereisnooathamongusonadmittance。WeareidentifiedwiththeBrotherhoodbyasecretmark,whichweallbear,whichlastswhileourliveslast。Wearetoldtogoaboutourordinarybusiness,andtoreportourselvestothepresident,orthesecretary,fourtimesayear,intheeventofourservicesbeingrequired。Wearewarned,ifwebetraytheBrotherhood,orifweinjureitbyservingotherinterests,thatwediebytheprinciplesoftheBrotherhood——diebythehandofastrangerwhomaybesentfromtheotherendoftheworldtostriketheblow——orbythehandofourownbosom-friend,whomayhavebeenamemberunknowntousthroughalltheyearsofourintimacy。Sometimesthedeathisdelayed——sometimesitfollowscloseonthetreachery。Itisourfirstbusinesstoknowhowtowait——oursecondbusinesstoknowhowtoobeywhenthewordisspoken。Someofusmaywaitourlivesthrough,andmaynotbewanted。Someofusmaybecalledtothework,ortothepreparationforthework,theverydayofouradmission。Imyself——thelittle,easy,cheerfulmanyouknow,who,ofhisownaccord,wouldhardlyliftuphishandkerchieftostrikedowntheflythatbuzzesabouthisface——I。inmyyoungertime,underprovocationsodreadfulthatIwillnottellyouofit,enteredtheBrotherhoodbyanimpulse,asImighthavekilledmyselfbyanimpulse。Imustremaininitnow——ithasgotme,whateverImaythinkofitinmybettercircumstancesandmycoolermanhood,tomydyingday。WhileIwasstillinItalyIwaschosensecretary,andallthemembersofthattime,whowerebroughtfacetofacewithmypresident,werebroughtfacetofacealsowithme。
Ibegantounderstandhim——Isawtheendtowardswhichhisextraordinarydisclosurewasnowtending。Hewaitedamoment,watchingmeearnestly——watchingtillhehadevidentlyguessedwhatwaspassinginmymindbeforeheresumed。
`Youhavedrawnyourownconclusionalready,’hesaid。`Iseeitinyourface。Tellmenothing——keepmeoutofthesecretofyourthoughts。Letmemakemyonelastsacrificeofmyself,foryoursake,andthenhavedonewiththissubject,nevertoreturntoitagain。’
Hesignedtomenottoanswerhim——rose——removedhiscoat——androlleduptheshirt-sleeveonhisleftarm。
`Ipromisedyouthatthisconfidenceshouldbecomplete,’hewhispered,speakingcloseatmyear,withhiseyeslookingwatchfullyatthedoor。`Whatevercomesofityoushallnotreproachmewithhawinghiddenanythingfromyouwhichitwasnecessarytoyourintereststoknow。IhavesaidthattheBrotherhoodidentifiesitsmembersbyamarkthatlastsforlife。Seetheplace,andthemarkonitforyourself。’
Heraisedhisbarearm,andshowedme,highontheupperpartofitandintheinnerside,abranddeeplyburntinthefleshandstainedofabrightblood-redcolour。Iabstainfromdescribingthedevicewhichthebrandrepresented。Itwillbesufficienttosaythatitwascircularinform,andsosmallthatitwouldhavebeencompletelycoveredbyashillingcoin。
`Amanwhohasthismark,brandedinthisplace,’hesaid,coveringhisarmagain,`isamemberoftheBrotherhood。AmanwhohasbeenfalsetotheBrotherhoodisdiscoveredsoonerorlaterbythechiefswhoknowhim——presidentsorsecretaries,asthecasemaybe。Andamandiscoveredbythechiefsisdead。Nohumanlawscanprotecthim。Rememberwhatyouhaveseenandheard——drawwhatconclusionsyoulike——actasyouplease。But,inthenameofGod,whateveryoudiscover,whateveryoudo,tellmenothing!Letmeremainfreefromaresponsibilitywhichithorrifiesmetothinkof——whichIknow,inmyconscience,isnotmyresponsibilitynow。ForthelasttimeIsayit——onmyhonourasagentleman,onmyoathasaChristian,ifthemanyoupointedoutattheOperaknowsme,heissoaltered,orsodisguised,thatIdonotknowhim。IamignorantofhisproceedingsorhispurposesinEngland。Ineversawhim,Ineverheardthenamehegoesby,tomyknowledge,beforetonight。Isaynomore。Leavemealittle,Walter。Iamoverpoweredbywhathashappened——IamshakenbywhatIhavesaid。Letmetrytobelikemyselfagainwhenwemeetnext。’
Hedroppedintoachair,andturningawayfromme,hidhisfaceinhishands。Igentlyopenedthedoorsoasnottodisturbhim,andspokemyfewpartingwordsinlowtones,whichhemighthearornot,ashepleased。
`Iwillkeepthememoryoftonightinmyheartofhearts,’Isaid。`Youshallneverrepentthetrustyouhavereposedinme。MayIcometoyoutomorrow?MayIcomeasearlyasnineo’clock?’
`Yes,Walter,’hereplied,lookingupatmekindly,andspeakinginEnglishoncemore,asifhisoneanxietynowwastogetbacktoourformerrelationstowardseachother。`CometomylittlebitofbreakfastbeforeIgomywaysamongthepupilsthatIteach。’
`Goodnight,Pesca。’
`Goodnight,myfriend。’
MyfirstconvictionassoonasIfoundmyselfoutsidethehouse,wasthatnoalternativewasleftmebuttoactatonceontheinformationIhadreceived——tomakesureoftheCountthatnight,ortorisktheloss,ifIonlydelayedtillthemorning,ofLaura’slastchance。Ilookedatmywatch——itwasteno’clock。
NottheshadowofadoubtcrossedmymindofthepurposeforwhichtheCounthadleftthetheatre。Hisescapefromus,thatevening,wasbeyondallquestionthepreliminaryonlytohisescapefromLondon。ThemarkoftheBrotherhoodwasonhisarm——Ifeltascertainofitasifhehadshownmethebrand;andthebetrayaloftheBrotherhoodwasonhisconscience——IhadseenitinhisrecognitionofPesca。
Itwaseasytounderstandwhythatrecognitionhadnotbeenmutual。AmanoftheCount’scharacterwouldneverrisktheterribleconsequencesofturningspywithoutlookingtohispersonalsecurityquiteascarefullyashelookedtohisgoldenreward。Theshavenface,whichIhadpointedoutattheOpera,mighthavebeencoveredbyabeardinPesca’stime——hisdarkbrownhairmightbeawig——hisnamewasevidentlyafalseone。Theaccidentoftimemighthavehelpedhimaswell——hisimmensecorpulencemighthavecomewithhislateryears。TherewaseveryreasonwhyPescashouldnothaveknownhimagain——everyreasonalsowhyheshouldhaveknownPesca,whosesingularpersonalappearancemadeamarkedmanofhim,gowherehemight。
IhavesaidthatIfeltcertainofthepurposeintheCount’smindwhenheescapedusatthetheatre。HowcouldIdoubtit,whenIsaw,withmyowneyes,thathebelievedhimself,inspiteofthechangeinhisappearance,tohavebeenrecognisedbyPesca,andtobethereforeindangerofhislife?IfIcouldgetspeechofhimthatnight,ifIcouldshowhimthatI,too,knewofthemortalperilinwhichhestood,whatresultwouldfollow?Plainlythis。Oneofusmustbemasterofthesituation——oneofusmustinevitablybeatthemercyoftheother。
IowedittomyselftoconsiderthechancesagainstmebeforeIconfrontedthem。Iowedittomywifetodoallthatlayinmypowertolessentherisk。
Thechancesagainstmewantednoreckoningup——theywereallmergedinone-IftheCountdiscovered,bymyownavowal,thatthedirectwaytohissafetylaythroughmylife,hewasprobablythelastmaninexistencewhowouldshrinkfromthrowingmeoffmyguardandtakingthatway,whenhehadmealonewithinhisreach。TheonlymeansofdefenceagainsthimonwhichIcouldatallrelytolessentherisk,presentedthemselves,afteralittlecarefulthinking,clearlyenough。BeforeImadeanypersonalacknowledgmentofmydiscoveryinhispresence,Imustplacethediscoveryitselfwhereitwouldbereadyforinstantuseagainsthim,andsafefromanyattemptatsuppressiononhispart。IfIlaidthemineunderhisfeetbeforeIapproachedhim,andifIleftinstructionswithathirdpersontofireitontheexpirationofacertaintime,unlessdirectionstothecontrarywerepreviouslyreceivedundermyownhand,orfrommyownlips——inthateventtheCount’ssecuritywasabsolutelydependentuponmine,andImightholdthevantagegroundoverhimsecurely,eveninhisownhouse。
ThisideaoccurredtomewhenIwasclosetothenewlodgingswhichwehadtakenonreturningfromthesea-side。Iwentinwithoutdisturbinganyone,bythehelpofmykey。Alightwasinthehall,andIstoleupwithittomyworkroomtomakemypreparations,andabsolutelytocommitmyselftoaninterviewwiththeCount,beforeeitherLauraorMariancouldhavetheslightestsuspicionofwhatIintendedtodo。
AletteraddressedtoPescarepresentedthesurestmeasureofprecautionwhichitwasnowpossibleformetotake。Iwroteasfollows——
`ThemanwhomIpointedouttoyouattheOperaisamemberoftheBrotherhood,andhasbeenfalsetohisLustputboththeseassertionstothetestinstantly。YouknowthenamehegoesbyinEngland。HisaddressisNo。5ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood。Ontheloveyouonceboreme,usethepowerentrustedtoyouwithoutmercyandwithoutdelayagainstthatman。Ihaveriskedallandlostall——andtheforfeitofmyfailurehasbeenpaidwithmylife。’
Isignedanddatedtheselines,enclosedtheminanenvelope,andsealeditup。OntheoutsideIwrotethisdirection:`Keeptheenclosureunopeneduntilnineo’clocktomorrowmorning。Ifyoudonothearfromme,orseeme,beforethattime,breakthesealwhentheclockstrikes,andreadthecontents。’Iaddedmyinitials,andprotectedthewholebyenclosingitinasecondsealedenvelope,addressedtoPescaathislodgings。
Nothingremainedtobedoneafterthisbuttofindthemeansofsendingmylettertoitsdestinationimmediately。Ishouldthenhaveaccomplishedallthatlayinmypower。&anythinghappenedtomeintheCount’shouse,Ihadnowprovidedforhisansweringitwithhislife。
Thatthemeansofpreventinghisescape,underanycircumstanceswhatever,wereatPesca’sdisposal,ifhechosetoexertthem,Ididnotforaninstantdoubt。TheextraordinaryanxietywhichhehadexpressedtoremainunenlightenedastotheCount’sidentity——or,inotherwords,tobeleftuncertainenoughaboutfactstojustifyhimtohisownconscienceinremainingpassive——betrayedplainlythatthemeansofexercisingtheterriblejusticeoftheBrotherhoodwerereadytohishand,although,asanaturallyhumaneman,hehadshrunkfromplainlysayingasmuchinmypresence。Thedeadlycertaintywithwhichthevengeanceofforeignpoliticalsocietiescanhuntdownatraitortothecause,hidehimselfwherehemay,hadbeentoooftenexemplified,eveninmysuperficialexperience,toallowofanydoubt。Consideringthesubjectonlyasareaderofnewspapers,casesrecurredtomymemory,bothinLondonandinParis,offoreignersfoundstabbedinthestreets,whoseassassinscouldneverbetraced——ofbodiesandpartsofbodiesthrownintotheThamesandtheSeine,byhandsthatcouldneverbediscovered——ofdeathsbysecretviolencewhichcouldonlybeaccountedforinoneway。Ihavedisguisednothingrelatingtomyselfinthesepages,andIdonotdisguiseherethatIbelievedIhadwrittenCountFosco’sdeath-warrant,ifthefatalemergencyhappenedwhichauthorisedPescatoopenmyenclosure。
Ileftmyroomtogodowntothegroundfloorofthehouse,andspeaktothelandlordaboutfindingmeamessenger。Hehappenedtobeascendingthestairsatthetime,andwemetonthelanding。Hisson,aquicklad,wasthemessengerheproposedtomeonhearingwhatIwanted。Wehadtheboyupstairs,andIgavehimhisdirections。Hewastotaketheletterinacab,toputitintoProfessorPesca’sownhands,andtobringmebackalineofacknowledgmentfromthatgentleman——returninginthecab,andkeepingitatthedoorformyuse。Itwasthennearlyhalf-pastten。Icalculatedthattheboymightbebackintwentyminutes,andthatImightdrivetoStJohn’sWood,onhisreturn,intwentyminutesmore。
WhentheladhaddepartedonhiserrandIreturnedtomyownroomforalittlewhile,toputcertainpapersinorder,sothattheymightbeeasilyfoundincaseoftheworst。Thekeyoftheold-fashionedbureauinwhichthepaperswerekeptIsealedup,andleftitonmytable,withMarian’snamewrittenontheoutsideofthelittlepacket。Thisdone,Iwentdownstairstothesitting-room,inwhichIexpectedtofindLauraandMarianawaitingmyreturnfromtheOpera。IfeltmyhandtremblingforthefirsttimewhenIlaiditonthelockofthedoor。
NoonewasintheroombutMarian。Shewasreading,andshelookedatherwatch,insurprise,whenIcamein。
`Howearlyyouareback!’’shesaid。`YoumusthavecomeawaybeforetheOperawasover。’
`Yes,’Ireplied,`neitherPescanorIwaitedfortheend。WhereisLaura?’
`Shehadoneofherbadheadachesthisevening,andIadvisedhertogotobedwhenwehaddonetea。’
IlefttheroomagainonthepretextofwishingtoseewhetherLaurawasasleep。Marian’squickeyeswerebeginningtolookinquiringlyatmyface——Marian’squickinstinctwasbeginningtodiscoverthatIhadsomethingweighingonmymind。
WhenIenteredthebedchamber,andsoftlyapproachedthebedsidebythedimflickerofthenight-lamp,mywifewasasleep。
Wehadnotbeenmarriedquiteamonthyet。Ifmyheartwasheavy,ifmyresolutionforamomentfalteredagain,whenIlookedatherfaceturnedfaithfullytomypillowinhersleep——whenIsawherhandrestingopenonthecoverlid,asifitwaswaitingunconsciouslyformine——surelytherewassomeexcuseforme?Ionlyallowedmyselfafewminutestokneeldownatthebedside,andtolookcloseather——soclosethatherbreath,asitcameandwent,flutteredonmyface。Ionlytouchedherhandandhercheekwithmylipsatparting。Shestirredinhersleepandmurmuredmyname,butwithoutwaking。Ilingeredforaninstantatthedoortolookatheragain。`Godblessandkeepyou,mydarling!’Iwhispered,andlefther。
Marianwasatthestairheadwaitingforme。Shehadafoldedslipofpaperinherhand。
`Thelandlord’ssonhasbroughtthisforyou,’shesaid。`Hehasgotacabatthedoor——hesaysyouorderedhimtokeepitatyourdisposal。’
`Quiteright,Marian。Iwantthecab——Iamgoingoutagain。’
IdescendedthestairsasIspoke,andlookedintothesitting-roomtoreadtheslipofpaperbythelightonthetable。ItcontainedthesetwosentencesinPesca’shandwriting——
`Yourletterisreceived。IfIdon’tseeyoubeforethetimeyoumention,Iwillbreakthesealwhentheclockstrikes。’
Iplacedthepaperinmypocket-book,andmadeforthedoor。Marianmetmeonthethreshold,andpushedmehackintotheroom,wherethecandle-lightfellfullonmyface。Sheheldmebybothhands,andhereyesfastenedsearchinglyonmine。
`Isee!’shesaid,inaloweagerwhisper。`Youaretryingthelastchancetonight。’
`Yes,thelastchanceandthebest,’Iwhisperedback。
`Notalone!Oh,Walter,forGod’ssake,notalone!Letmegowithyou。Don’trefusemebecauseI’monlyawoman。Imustgo!Iwillgo!I’llwaitoutsideinthecab!’
Itwasmyturnnowtoholdher。Shetriedtobreakawayfrommeandgetdownfirsttothedoor。
`Ifyouwanttohelpme,’Isaid,`stophereandsleepinmywife’sroomtonight。OnlyletmegoawaywithmymindeasyaboutLaura,andIanswerforeverythingelse。Come,Marian,givemeakiss,andshowthatyouhavethecouragetowaittillIcomeback。’
Idarednotallowhertimetosayawordmore。Shetriedtoholdmeagain。Iunclaspedherhands,andwasoutoftheroominamoment。Theboybelowheardmeonthestairs,andopenedthehall-door。Ijumpedintothecabbeforethedrivercouldgetoffthebox。`ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood,’Icalledtohimthroughthefrontwindow。`Doublefareifyougetthereinaquarterofanhour。’`I’lldoit,sir。’Ilookedatmywatch。Eleveno’clock。Notaminutetolose。
Therapidmotionofthecab,thesensethateveryinstantnowwasbringingmenearertotheCount,theconvictionthatIwasembarkedatlast,withoutletorhindrance,onmyhazardousenterprise,heatedmeintosuchafeverofexcitementthatIshoutedtothemantogofasterandfaster。Asweleftthestreets,andcrossedStJohn’sWoodRoad,myimpatiencesocompletelyoverpoweredmethatIstoodupinthecabandstretchedmyheadoutofthewindow,toseetheendofthejourneybeforewereachedit。Justasachurchclockinthedistancestruckthequarterpast,weturnedintotheForestRoad。IstoppedthedriveralittleawayfromtheCount’shouse,paidanddismissedhim,andwalkedontothedoor。
AsIapproachedthegardengate,Isawanotherpersonadvancingtowardsitalsofromthedirectionoppositetomine。Wemetunderthegaslampintheroad,andlookedateachother。Iinstantlyrecognisedthelight-hairedforeignerwiththescaronhischeek,andithoughtherecognisedme。Hesaidnothing,andinsteadofstoppingatthehouse,asIdid,heslowlywalkedon。WasheintheForestRoadbyaccident?OrhadhefollowedtheCounthomefromtheOpera?
Ididnotpursuethosequestions。Afterwaitingalittletilltheforeignerhadslowlypassedoutofsight,Irangthegatebell。Itwasthentwentyminutespasteleven——lateenoughtomakeitquiteeasyfortheCounttogetridofmebytheexcusethathewasinbed。
Theonlywayofprovidingagainstthiscontingencywastosendinmynamewithoutaskinganypreliminaryquestions,andtolethimknow,atthesametime,thatIhadaseriousmotiveforwishingtoseehimatthatlatehour。Accordingly,whileIwaswaiting,Itookoutmycardandwroteundermyname`Onimportantbusiness。’Themaid-servantansweredthedoorwhileIwaswritingthelastwordinpencil,andaskedmedistrustfullywhatI`pleasedtowant。’
`Besogoodastotakethattoyourmaster,’Ireplied,givingherthecard。
Isaw,bythegirl’shesitationofmanner,thatifIhadaskedfortheCountinthefirstinstanceshewouldonlyhavefollowedherinstructionsbytellingmehewasnotathome。ShewasstaggeredbytheconfidencewithwhichIgaveherthecard。Afterstaringatme,ingreatperturbation,shewentbackintothehousewithmymessage,closingthedoor,andleavingmetowaitinthegarden。
Inaminuteorsoshereappeared。`Hermaster’scompliments,andwouldIbesoobligingastosaywhatmybusinesswas?’`Takemycomplimentshack,’Ireplied,`andsaythatthebusinesscannotbementionedtoanyonebutyourmaster。’Sheleftmeagain,againreturned,andthistimeaskedmetowalkin。
Ifollowedheratonce。InanothermomentIwasinsidetheCount’shouse。
Therewasnolampinthehall,butbythedimlightofthekitchencandle,whichthegirlhadbroughtupstairswithher,Isawanelderlyladystealnoiselesslyoutofabackroomonthegroundfloor。ShecastoneviperishlookatmeasIenteredthehall,butsaidnothing,andwentslowlyupstairswithoutreturningmybow。MyfamiliaritywithMarian’sjournalsufficientlyassuredmethattheelderlyladywasMadameFosco。
TheservantledmetotheroomwhichtheCountesshadjustleft。Ienteredit,andfoundmyselffacetofacewiththeCount。
Hewasstillinhiseveningdress,excepthiscoat,whichhehadthrownacrossachair。Hisshirt-sleeveswereturnedupatthewrists,butnohigher。Acarpet-bagwasononesideofhim,andaboxontheother。Books,papers,andarticlesofwearingapparelwerescatteredabouttheroom。Onatable,atonesideofthedoor,stoodthecage,sowellknowntomebydescription,whichcontainedhiswhitemice。Thecanariesandthecockatoowereprobablyinsomeotherroom。Hewasseatedbeforethebox,packingit,whenIwentin,androsewithsomepapersinhishandtoreceiveme。HisfacestillbetrayedplaintracesoftheshockthathadoverwhelmedhimattheOpera。Hisfatcheekshungloose,hiscoldgreyeyeswerefurtivelyvigilant,hisvoice,look,andmannerwereallsharPlysuspiciousalike,asheadvancedasteptomeetme,andrequested,withdistantcivility,thatIwouldtakeachair。
`Youcomehereonbusiness,sir?’hesaid。`Iamatalosstoknowwhatthatbusinesscanpossiblybe。’
Theunconcealedcuriosity,withwhichhelookedhardinmyfacewhilehespoke,convincedmethatIhadpassedunnoticedbyhimattheOpera。HehadseenPescafirst,andfromthatmomenttillheleftthetheatrehehadevidentlyseennothingelse。MynamewouldnecessarilysuggesttohimthatIhadnotcomeintohishousewithotherthanahostilepurposetowardshimself,butheappearedtobeutterlyignorantthusfaroftherealnatureofmyerrand。
`Iamfortunateinfindingyouheretonight,’Isaid。`Youseemtobeonthepointoftakingajourney?’
`Isyourbusinessconnectedwithmyjourney?’
`Insomedegree。’
`Inwhatdegree?DoyouknowwhereIamgoingto?’
`No。IonlyknowwhyyouareleavingLondon。’
Heslippedbymewiththequicknessofthought,lockedthedoor,andputthekeyinhispocket。
`YouandI,MrHartright,areexcellentlywellacquaintedwithoneanotherbyreputation,’hesaid。`Didit,byanychance,occurtoyouwhenyoucametothishousethatIwasnotthesortofmanyoucouldtriflewith?’
`Itdidoccurtome,’Ireplied。`AndIhavenotcometotriflewithyou。Iamhereonamatteroflifeanddeath,andifthatdoorwhichyouhavelockedwasopenatthismoment,nothingyoucouldsayordowouldinducemetopassthroughit。’
Iwalkedfartherintotheroom,andstoodoppositetohimontherugbeforethefireplace。Hedrewachairinfrontofthedoor,andsatdownonit,withhisleftarmrestingonthetable。Thecagewiththewhitemicewasclosetohim,andthelittlecreaturesscamperedoutoftheirsleeping-placeashisheavyarmshookthetable,andpeeredathimthroughthegapsinthesmartlypaintedwires。
`Onamatterof-lifeanddeath,’herepeatedtohimself。`Thosewordsaremoreserious,perhaps,thanyouthink。Whatdoyoumean?’
`WhatIsay。’
Theperspirationbrokeoutthicklyonhisbroadforehead。Hislefthandstoleovertheedgeofthetable。Therewasadrawerinit,withalock,andthekeywasinthelock。Hisfingerandthumbclosedoverthekey,butdidnotturnit。
`SoyouknowwhyIamleavingLondon?’hewenton。`Tellmethereason,ifyouplease。’Heturnedthekey,andunlockedthedrawerashespoke。
`Icandobetterthanthat,’Ireplied。`Icanshowyouthereason,ifyoulike。’
`Howcanyoushowit?’
`Youhavegotyourcoatoff,’Isaid。`Rolluptheshirtsleeveonyourleftarm,andyouwillseeitthere。’
ThesamelividleadenchangepassedoverhisfacewhichIhadseenpassoveritatthetheatre。Thedeadlyglitterinhiseyesshonesteadyandstraightintomine。Hesaidnothing。Buthislefthandslowlyopenedthetable-drawer,andsoftlyslippedintoit。Theharshgratingnoiseofsomethingheavythathewasmovingunseentomesoundedforamoment,thenceased。ThesilencethatfollowedwassointensethatthefainttickingnibbleofthewhitemiceattheirwireswasdistinctlyaudiblewhereIstood。
Mylifehungbyathread,andIknewit。AtthatfinalmomentIthoughtwithhismind,Ifeltwithhisfingers——IwasascertainasifIhadseentoitwhathekepthiddenfrommeinthedrawer。
`Waitalittle,’Isaid。`Youhavegotthedoorlocked——youseeIdon’tmove——youseemyhandsareempty。Waitalittle。Ihavesomethingmoretosay。’
`Youhavesaidenough,’hereplied,withasuddencomposuresounnaturalandsoghastlythatittriedmynervesasnooutbreakofviolencecouldhavetriedthem。`Iwantonemomentformyownthoughts,ifyouplease。DoyouguesswhatIamthinkingabout?’
`PerhapsIdo。’
`Iamthinking,’heremarkedquietly,`whetherIshalladdtothedisorderinthisroombyscatteringyourbrainsaboutthefireplace。’
IfIhadmovedatthatmoment,Isawinhisfacethathewouldhavedoneit。
`IadviseyoutoreadtwolinesofwritingwhichIhaveaboutme,’Irejoined,`beforeyoufinallydecidethatquestion。’
Theproposalappearedtoexcitehiscuriosity。Henoddedhishead。ItookPesca’sacknowledgmentofthereceiptofmyletteroutofmypocket-book,handedittohimatarm’slength,andreturnedtomyformerpositioninfrontofthefireplace。
Hereadthelinesaloud:Yourletterisreceived。IfIdon’thearfromyoubeforethetimeyoumention,Iwillbreakthesealwhentheclockstrikes。’
Anothermaninhispositionwouldhaveneededsomeexplanationofthosewords——theCountfeltnosuchnecessity。OnereadingofthenoteshowedhimtheprecautionthatIhadtakenasplainlyasifhehadbeenpresentatthetimewhenIadoptedit。Theexpressionofhisfacechangedontheinstant,andhishandcameoutofthedrawerempty。
`Idon’tlockupmydrawer,MrHartright,’hesaid,`andIdon’tsaythatImaynotscatteryourbrainsaboutthefireplaceyet。ButIamajustmaneventomyenemy,andIwillacknowledgebeforehandthattheyareclevererbrainsthanIthoughtthem。Cometothepoint,sir!Youwantsomethingofme?’
`Ido,andImeantohaveit。’
`Onconditions?’
`Onnoconditions。’
Hishanddroppedintothedraweragain。
`Bah!wearetravellinginacircle,’hesaid,`andthosecleverbrainsofyoursareindangeragain。Yourtoneisdeplorablyimprudent,sir——moderateitonthespot!Theriskofshootingyouontheplacewhereyoustandislesstomethantheriskoflettingyououtofthishouse,exceptonconditionsthatIdictateandapprove。Youhavenotgotmylamentedfriendtodealwithnow——youarefacetofacewithFosco!IfthelivesoftwentyMrHartrights’werethestepping-stonestomysafety,overallthosestonesIwouldgo,sustainedbymysublimeindifference,self-balancedbymyimpenetrablecalm。Respectme,ifyouloveyourownlife!Isummonyoutoanswerthreequestionsbeforeyouopenyourlipsagain。Hearthem——theyarenecessarytothisinterview。Answerthem——theyarenecessarytoME。’Hehelduponefingerofhisrighthand。`Firstquestion!’hesaid。`Youcomeherepossessedofinformationwhichmaybetrueormaybefalse——wheredidyougetit?’
`Ideclinetotellyou。’
`Nomatter——Ishallfindout。Ifthatinformationistrue——mindIsay,withthewholeforceofmyresolution,if——youaremakingyourmarketofitherebytreacheryofyourownorbytreacheryofsomeotherman。Inotethatcircumstanceforfutureuseinmymemory,whichforgetsnothing,andproceed。’Heheldupanotherfinger。`Secondquestion!Thoselinesyouinvitedmetoreadarewithoutsignature。Whowrotethem?’
`AmanwhomIhaveeveryreasontodependon,andwhomyouhaveeveryreasontofear。’
Myanswerreachedhimtosomepurpose。Hislefthandtrembledaudiblyinthedrawer。`Howlongdoyougiveme,’heasked,puttinghisthirdquestioninaquietertone,`beforetheclockstrikesandthesealisbroken?’
`Timeenoughforyoutocometomyterms,’Ireplied。
`Givemeaplaineranswer,MrHartright。Whathouristheclocktostrike?’
`Nine,tomorrowmorning。’
`Nine,tomorrowmorning?Yes,yes——yourtrapislaidformebeforeIcangetmypassportregulatedandleaveLondon。Itisnotearlier,Isuppose?Wewillseeaboutthatpresently——Icankeepyouhostagehere,andbargainwithyoutosendforyourletterbeforeIletyougo。Inthemeantime,besogoodnextastomentionyourterms。’
`Youshallhearthem。Theyaresimple,andsoonstated。YouknowwhoseinterestsIrepresentincominghere?’
Hesmiledwiththemostsupremecomposure,andcarelesslywavedhisrighthand。
`Iconsenttohazardaguess,’hesaidjeeringly。`Alady’sinterests,ofcourse!’
`MyWife’sinterests。’
Helookedatmewiththefirsthonestexpressionthathadcrossedhisfaceinmypresence——anexpressionofblankamazement。IcouldseethatIsankinhisestimationasadangerousmanfromthatmoment。Heshutupthedraweratonce,foldedhisarmsoverhisbreast,andlistenedtomewithasmileofsatiricalattention。
`Youarewellenoughaware,’Iwenton,`ofthecoursewhichmyinquirieshavetakenformanymonthspast,toknowthatanyattempteddenialofplainfactswillbequiteuselessinmypresence。YouareguiltyofaninfamousconspiracyIAndthegainofafortuneoftenthousandpoundswasyourmotiveforit。’
Hesaidnothing。Buthisfacebecameovercloudedsuddenlybyaloweringanxiety。
`Keepyourgain,’Isaid。(Hisfacelightenedagainimmediately,andhiseyesopenedonmeinwiderandwiderastonishment。)`Iamnotheretodisgracemyselfbybargainingformoneywhichhaspassedthroughyourhands,andwhichhasbeenthepriceofavilecrime。’
`Gently,MrHartright。Yourmoralclap-trapshaveanexcellenteffectinEngland——keepthemforyourselfandyourowncountrymen,ifyouplease。ThetenthousandpoundswasalegacylefttomyexcellentwifebythelateMrFairlie。Placetheaffaironthosegrounds,andIwilldiscussitifyoulike。Toamanofmysentiments,however,thesubjectisdeplorablysordid。Iprefertopassitover。Iinviteyoutoresumethediscussionofyourterms。Whatdoyoudemand?’
`Inthefirstplace,Idemandafullconfessionoftheconspiracy,writtenandsignedinmypresencebyyourself。’
Heraisedhisfingeragain。`One!’hesaid,checkingmeoffwiththesteadyattentionofapracticalman。
`Inthesecondplace,Idemandaplainproof,whichdoesnotdependonyourpersonalasseveration,ofthedateatwhichmywifeleftBlackwaterParkandtravelledtoLondon。’
`So!so!youcanlayyourfinger,Isee,ontheweakplace,’heremarkedcomposedly。`Anymore?’
`Atpresent,nomore。’
`Good!youhavementionedyourterms,nowlistentomine。Theresponsibilitytomyselfofadmittingwhatyouarepleasedtocallthe``conspiracy’’isless,perhaps,uponthewhole,thantheresponsibilityoflayingyoudeadonthathearthrug。LetussaythatImeetyourproposal——onmyownconditions。Thestatementyoudemandofmeshallbewritten,andtheplainproofshallbeproduced。Youcallaletterfrommylatelamentedfriendinformingmeofthedayandhourofhiswife’sarrivalinLondon,written,signed,anddatedbyhimself,aproof,Isuppose?Icangiveyouthis。IcanalsosendyoutothemanofwhomIhiredthecarriagetofetchmyvisitorfromtherailway,onthedaywhenshearrived——hisorder-bookmayhelpyoutoyourdate,evenifhiscoachmanwhodrovemeprovestobeofnouse。ThesethingsIcando,andwilldo,onconditions。Irecitethem。Firstcondition!MadameFoscoandIleavethishousewhenandhowweplease,withoutinterferenceofanykindonyourpart。SecondconditionIYouwaithere,incompanywithme,toseemyagent,whoiscomingatseveno’clockinthemorningtoregulatemyaffairs。Yougivemyagentawrittenordertothemanwhohasgotyoursealedlettertoresignhispossessionofit。Youwaitheretillmyagentplacesthatletterunopenedinmyhands,andyouthenallowmeoneclearhalf-hourtoleavethehouse——afterwhichyouresumeyourownfreedomofactionandgowhereyouplease。Thirdcondition!Yougivemethesatisfactionofagentlemanforyourintrusionintomyprivateaffairs,andforthelanguageyouhaveallowedyourselftousetomeatthisconference。Thetimeandplace,abroad,tobefixedinaletterfrommyhandwhenIamsafeontheContinent,andthatlettertocontainastripofpapermeasuringaccuratelythelengthofmysword。Thosearemyterms。Informmeifyouacceptthem——YesorNo。’
Theextraordinarymixtureofpromptdecision,far-sightedcunning,andmountebankbravadointhisspeech,staggeredmeforamoment——andonlyforamoment。Theonequestiontoconsiderwas,whetherIwasjustifiedornotinpossessingmyselfofthemeansofestablishingLaura’sidentityatthecostofallowingthescoundrelwhohadrobbedherofittoescapemewithimpunity。Iknewthatthemotiveofsecuringthejustrecognitionofmywifeinthebirthplacefromwhichshehadbeendrivenoutasanimposter,andofpubliclyerasingtheliethatstillprofanedhermother’stombstone,wasfarpurer,initsfreedomfromalltaintofevilpassion,thanthevindictivemotivewhichhadmingleditselfwithmypurposefromthefirst。AndyetIcannothonestlysaythatmyownmoralconvictionswerestrongenoughtodecidethestruggleinmebythemselves。TheywerehelpedbymyremembranceofSirPercival’sdeath。Howawfully,atthelastmoment,hadtheworkingoftheretributiontherebeensnatchedfrommyfeeblehandsIWhatrighthadItodecide,inmypoormortalignoranceofthefuture,thatthisman,too,mustescapewithimpunitybecauseheescapedme?Ithoughtofthesethings——perhapswiththesuperstitioninherentinmynature,perhapswithasenseworthierofmethansuperstition。Itwashard,whenIhadfastenedmyholdonhimatlast,toloosenitagainofmyownaccord——butIforcedmyselftomakethesacrifice。Inplainerwords,IdeterminedtobeguidedbytheonehighermotiveofwhichIwascertain,themotiveofservingthecauseofLauraandthecauseofTruth。
`Iacceptyourconditions,’Isaid。`Withonereservationonmypart。’
`Whatreservationmaythatbe?’heasked。
`Itreferstothesealedletter,’Ianswered。`Irequireyoutodestroyitunopenedinmypresenceassoonasitisplacedinyourhands。’
MyobjectinmakingthisstipulationwassimPlytopreventhimfromcarryingawaywrittenevidenceofthenatureofmycommunicationwithPesca。Thefactofmycommunicationhewouldnecessarilydiscover,whenIgavetheaddresstohisagentinthemorning。Buthecouldmakenouseofitonhisownunsupportedtestimony——evenifhereallyventuredtotrytheexperiment——whichneedexciteinmetheslightestapprehensiononPesca’saccount。
`Igrantyourreservation,’hereplied,afterconsideringthequestiongravelyforaminuteortwo。`Itisnotworthdispute——thelettershallbedestroyedwhenitcomesintomyhands。’
Herose,ashespoke,fromthechairinwhichhehadbeensittingoppositetomeuptothistime。Withoneeffortheappearedtofreehismindfromthewholepressureonitoftheinterviewbetweenusthusfar。`Ouf!’hecried,stretchinghisarmsluxuriously,`theskirmishwashotwhileitlasted。Takeaseat,MrHartright。Wemeetasmortalenemieshereafter——letus,likegallantgentlemen,exchangepoliteattentionsinthemeantime。Permitmetotakethelibertyofcallingformywife。’
Heunlockedandopenedthedoor。`Eleanor!’hecalledoutinhisdeepvoice。Theladyoftheviperishfacecamein。`MadameFosco——MrHartright,’saidtheCount,introducinguswitheasydignity。`Myangel,’hewenton,addressinghiswife,`willyourlaboursofpackingupallowyoutimetomakemesomenicestrongcoffee?IhavewritingbusinesstotransactwithMrHartright——andIrequirethefullpossessionofmyintelligencetodojusticetomyself。’
MadameFoscobowedherheadtwice——oncesternlytome,oncesubmissivelytoherhusband——andglidedoutoftheroom。
TheCountwalkedtoawriting-tablenearthewindow,openedhisdesk,andtookfromitseveralquiresofpaperandabundleofquillpens。Hescatteredthepensaboutthetable,sothattheymightliereadyinalldirectionstobetakenupwhenwanted,andthencutthepaperintoaheapofnarrowslips,oftheformusedbyprofessionalwritersforthepress。`Ishallmakethisaremarkabledocument,’hesaid,lookingatmeoverhisshoulder。`Habitsofliterarycompositionareperfectlyfamiliartome。Oneoftherarestofalltheintellectualaccomplishmentsthatamancanpossessisthegrandfacultyofarranginghisideas。Immenseprivilege!Ipossessit。Doyou?’
Hemarchedbackwardsandforwardsintheroom,untilthecoffeeappeared,hummingtohimself,andmarkingtheplacesatwhichobstaclesoccurredinthearrangementofhisideas,bystrikinghisforeheadfromtimetotimewiththepalmofhishand。TheenormousaudacitywithwhichheseizedonthesituationinwhichIplacedhim,andmadeitthepedestalonwhichhisvanitymountedfortheonecherishedpurposeofself-display,masteredmyastonishmentbymainforce。SincerelyasIloathedtheman,theprodigiousstrengthofhischaracter,eveninitsmosttrivialaspects,impressedmeinspiteofmyself。
ThecoffeewasbroughtinbyMadameFosco。Hekissedherhandingratefulacknowledgment,andescortedhertothedoor;returned,pouredoutacupofcoffeeforhimself,andtookittothewriting-table。
`MayIofferyousomecoffee,MrHartright?’hesaid,beforehesatdown。
Ideclined。
`What!youthinkIshallpoisonyou?’hesaidgaily。`TheEnglishintellectissound,sofarasitgoes,’hecontinued,seatinghimselfatthetable:`butithasonegravedefect——itisalwayscautiousinthewrongplace。’
Hedippedhispenintheink,placedthefistslipofpaperbeforehimwithathumpofhishandonthedesk,clearedhisthroat,andbegan。Hewrotewithgreatnoiseandrapidity,insolargeandboldahand,andwithsuchwidespacesbetweenthelines,thathereachedthebottomoftheslipinnotmorethantwominutescertainlyfromthetimewhenhestartedatthetop。Eachslipashefinisheditwaspaged,andtossedoverhisshoulderoutofhiswayonthefloor。Whenhisfirstpenwaswornout,thatwentoverhisshouldertoo,andhepouncedonasecondfromthesupplyscatteredaboutthetable。Slipafterslip,bydozens,byfifties,byhundreds,flewoverhisshouldersoneithersideofhimtillhehadsnowedhimselfupinpaperallroundhischair。Hourafterhourpassed——andthereIsatwatching,therehesatwriting。Heneverstopped,excepttosiphiscoffee,andwhenthatwasexhausted,tosmackhisforeheadfromtimetotime。Oneo’clockstruck,two,three,four——andstilltheslipsflewaboutallroundhim;stilltheuntiringpenscrapeditswayceaselesslyfromtoptobottomofthepage,stillthewhitechaosofpaperrosehigherandhigherallroundhischair。Atfouro’clockIheardasuddensplutterofthepen,indicativeoftheflourishwithwhichhesignedhisname。`Bravo!’hecried,springingtohisfeetwiththeactivityofayoungman,andlookingmestraightinthefacewithasmileofsuperbtriumph。
`Done,MrHartright!’heannouncedwithaself-renovatingthumpofhisfistonhisbroadchest。`Done,tomyownprofoundsatisfaction——toyourprofoundastonishment,whenyoureadwhatIhavewritten。Thesubjectisexhausted:theman——Fosco——isnot。Iproceedtothearrangementofmyslips——totherevisionofmyslips——tothereadingofmyslips——addressedemphaticallytoyourprivateear。Fouro’clockhasjuststruck。Good!Arrangement,revision,reading,fromfourtofive。Shortsnoozeofrestorationformyselffromfivetosix。Finalpreparationsfromsixtoseven。Affairofagentandsealedletterfromseventoeight。Ateight,enroute。Beholdtheprogramme!’
Hesatdowncross-leggedontheflooramonghispapers,strungthemtogetherwithabodkinandapieceofstring——revisedthem,wroteallthetitlesandhonoursbywhichhewaspersonallydistinguishedattheheadofthefirstpage,andthenreadthemanuscripttomewithloudtheatricalemphasisandprofusetheatricalgesticulation。Thereaderwillhaveanopportunity,erelong,offorminghisownopinionofthedocument。Itwillbesufficienttomentionherethatitansweredmypurpose。
Henextwrotemetheaddressofthepersonfromwhomhehadhiredthefly,andhandedmeSirPercival’sletter。ItwasdatedfromHampshireonthe25thofJuly,anditannouncedthejourneyof`LadyGlyde’toLondononthe26th。Thus,ontheveryday(the25th)whenthedoctor’scertificatedeclaredthatshehaddiedinStJohn’sWood,shewasalive,bySirPercival’sownshowing,atBlackwater——and,onthedayafter,shewastotakeajourney!Whentheproofofthatjourneywasobtainedfromtheflyman,theevidencewouldbecomplete。
`Aquarter-pastfive,’saidtheCount,lookingathiswatch。`Timeformyrestorativesnooze。IpersonallyresembleNapoleontheGreat,asyoumayhaveremarked,MrHartright——Ialsoresemblethatimmortalmaninmypowerofcommandingsleepatwill。Excusemeonemoment。IwillsummonMadameFosco,tokeepyoufromfeelingdull。’
Knowingaswellashedid,thathewassummoningMadameFoscotoensuremynotleavingthehousewhilehewasasleep,Imadenoreply,andoccupiedmyselfintyingupthepaperswhichhehadplacedinmypossession。
Theladycamein,cool,pale,andvenomousasever。`AmuseMrHartright,myangel,’saidtheCount。Heplacedachairforher,kissedherhandforthesecondtime,withdrewtoasofa,and,inthreeminutes,wasaspeacefulandhappilyasleepasthemostvirtuousmaninexistence。
MadameFoscotookabookfromthetable,satdown,andlookedatme,withthesteadyvindictivemaliceofawomanwhoneverforgotandneverforgave。
`Ihavebeenlisteningtoyourconversationwithmyhusband,’shesaid。`IfIhadbeeninhisplace——Iwouldhavelaidyoudeadonthehearthrug。’
Withthosewordssheopenedherbook,andneverlookedatmeorspoketomefromthattimetillthetimewhenherhusbandwoke。
Heopenedhiseyesandrosefromthesofa,accuratelytoanhourfromthetimewhenhehadgonetosleep。
`Ifeelinfinitelyrefreshed,’heremarked。`Eleanor,mygoodwife,areyouallreadyupstairs?Thatiswell。Mylittlepackingherecanbecompletedintenminutes——mytravelling-dressassumedintenminutesmore。Whatremainsbeforetheagentcomes?’Helookedabouttheroom,andnoticedthecagewithhiswhitemiceinit。`Ah!’hecriedpiteously,`alastlacerationofmysympathiesstillremains。Myinnocentpets!mylittlecherishedchildren!whatamItodowiththem?Forthepresentwearesettlednowhere;forthepresentwetravelincessantly——thelessbaggagewecarrythebetterforourselves。Mycockatoo,mycanaries,andmylittlemice——whowillcherishthemwhentheirgoodPapaisgone?’
Hewalkedabouttheroomdeepinthought。Hehadnotbeenatalltroubledaboutwritinghisconfession,buthewasvisiblyperplexedanddistressedaboutthefarmoreimportantquestionofthedisposalofhispets。Afterlongconsiderationhesuddenlysatdownagainatthewriting-table。
`Anidea!’heexclaimed。`IwilloffermycanariesandmycockatootothisvastMetropolis——myagentshallpresenttheminmynametotheZoologicalGardensofLondon。TheDocumentthatdescribesthemshallbedrawnoutonthespot。’
Hebegantowrite,repeatingthewordsastheyflowedfromhispen。
`Numberone。Cockatoooftranscendentplumage:attraction,ofhimself,toallvisitorsoftaste。Numbertwo。Canariesofunrivalledvivacityandintelligence:worthyofthegardenofEden,worthyalsoofthegardenintheRegent’sPark。HomagetoBritishZoology。OfferedbyFosco。’
Thepensplutteredagain,andtheflourishwasattachedtohissignature。
`Count!youhavenotincludedthemice,’saidMadameFosco。
Heleftthetable,tookherhand,andplaceditonhisheart。
`Allhumanresolution,Eleanor,’hesaidsolemnly,`hasitslimits。MylimitsareinscribedinthatDocument。Icannotpartwithmywhitemice。Bearwithme,myangel,andremovethemtotheirtravellingcageupstairs。’
`Admirabletenderness!’saidMadameFosco,admiringherhusband,withalastviperishlookinmydirection。Shetookupthecagecarefully,andlefttheroom。
TheCountlookedathiswatch。Inspiteofhisresoluteassumptionofcomposure,hewasgettinganxiousfortheagent’sarrival。Thecandleshadlongsincebeenextinguished,andthesunlightofthenewmorningpouredintotheroom。Itwasnottillfiveminutespastseventhatthegatebellrang,andtheagentmadehisappearance。Hewasaforeignerwithadarkbeard。
`MrHartright——MonsieurRubelle,’saidtheCount,introducingus。Hetooktheagent(aforeignspy,ineverylineofhisface,ifevertherewasoneyet)intoacorneroftheroom,whisperedsomedirectionstohim,andthenleftustogether。`MonsieurRubelle,’assoonaswewerealone,suggestedwithgreatpolitenessthatIshouldfavourhimwithhisinstructions。IwrotetwolinestoPesca,authorisinghimtodelivermysealedletter`tothebearer,’directedthenote,andhandedittoMonsieurRubelle。
Theagentwaitedwithmetillhisemployerreturned,equippedintravellingcostume。TheCountexaminedtheaddressofmyletterbeforehedismissedtheagent。`Ithoughtso!’hesaid,turningonmewithadarklook,andalteringagaininhismannerfromthatmoment。
Hecompletedhispacking,andthensatconsultingatravellingmap,makingentriesinhispocket-book,andlookingeverynowandthenimpatientlyathiswatch。Notanotherword,addressedtomyself,passedhislips。Thenearapproachofthehourforhisdeparture,andtheproofhehadseenofthecommunicationestablishedbetweenPescaandmyself,hadplainlyrecalledhiswholeattentiontothemeasuresthatwerenecessaryforsecuringhisescape。
Alittlebeforeeighto’clock,MonsieurRubellecamebackwithmyunopenedletterinhishand。TheCountlookedcarefullyatthesuperscriptionandtheseal,litacandle,andburnttheletter。`Iperformmypromise,’hesaid,`butthismatter,MrHartright,shallnotendhere。’
Theagenthadkeptatthedoorthecabinwhichhehadreturned。Heandthemaid-servantnowbusiedthemselvesinremovingtheluggage。MadameFoscocamedownstairs,thicklyveiled,withthetravellingcageofthewhitemiceinherhand。Sheneitherspoketomenorlookedtowardsme。Herhusbandescortedhertothecab。`Followmeasfarasthepassage,’hewhisperedinmyear;`Imaywanttospeaktoyouatthelastmoment。’
Iwentouttothedoor,theagentstandingbelowmeinthefrontgarden。TheCountcamebackalone,anddrewmeafewstepsinsidethepassage。
`RemembertheThirdcondition!’hewhispered。`Youshallhearfromme,MrHartright——Imayclaimfromyouthesatisfactionofagentlemansoonerthanyouthinkfor。’HecaughtmyhandbeforeIwasawareofhim,andwrungIthard——thenturnedtothedoor,stopped,andcamebacktomeagain。
`Onewordmore,’hesaidconfidentially。`WhenIlastsawMissHalcombe,shelookedthinandill。Iamanxiousaboutthatadmirablewoman。Takecareofher,sir!Withmyhandonmyheart,Isolemnlyimploreyou,takecareofMissHalcombe!’
Thosewerethelastwordshesaidtomebeforehesqueezedhishugebodyintothecabanddroveoff。
TheagentandIwaitedatthedoorafewmomentslookingafterhim。Whilewewerestandingtogether,asecondcabappearedfromaturningalittlewaydowntheroad。ItfollowedthedirectionpreviouslytakenbytheCount’scab,andasitpassedthehouseandtheopengardengate,apersoninsidelookedatusoutofthewindow。ThestrangerattheOperaagain!——theforeignerwithascaronhisleftcheek。
`Youwaitherewithme,sir,forhalfanhourmore!’saidMonsieurRubelle。
`Ido。’
Wereturnedtothesitting-room。Iwasinnohumourtospeaktotheagent,ortoallowhimtospeaktome。ItookoutthepaperswhichtheCounthadplacedinmyhands,andreadtheterriblestoryoftheconspiracytoldbythemanwhohadplannedandperpetratedit。