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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:30898更新时间:18/12/21 16:26:06
Thenexteventthatoccurredwasofsosingularanaturethatitmighthavecausedmeafeelingofsuperstitioussurprise,ifmymindhadnotbeenfortifiedbyprincipleagainstanypaganweaknessofthatsort。TheuneasysenseofsomethingwronginthefamilywhichhadmademewishmyselfawayfromBlackwaterPark,wasactuallyfollowed,strangetosay,bymydeparturefromthehouse。Itistruethatmyabsencewasforatemporaryperiodonly,butthecoincidencewas,inmyopinion,notthelessremarkableonthataccount。 Mydeparturetookplaceunderthefollowingcircumstances—— AdayortwoaftertheservantsallleftIwasagainsentfortoseeSirPercival。Theundeservedslurwhichhehadcastonmymanagementofthehouseholddidnot,Iamhappytosay,preventmefromreturninggoodforeviltothebestofmyability,bycomplyingwithhisrequestasreadilyandrespectfullyasever。Itcostmeastrugglewiththatfallennature,whichweallshareincommon,beforeIcouldsuppressmyfeelings。Beingaccustomedtoself-discipline,Iaccomplishedthesacrifice。IfoundSirPercivalandCountFoscosittingtogetheragain。Onthisoccasionhislordshipremainedpresentattheinterview,andassistedinthedevelopmentofSirPercival’sviews。ThesubjecttowhichtheynowrequestedmyattentionrelatedtothehealthychangeofairbywhichweallhopedthatMissHalcombeandLadyGlydemightsoonbeenabledtoprofit。SirPercivalmentionedthatboththeladieswouldprobablypasstheautumn(byinvitationofFrederickFairlie,Esquire)atLimmeridgeHouse,Cumberland。Butbeforetheywentthere,itwashisopinion,confirmedbyCountFosco(whoheretookuptheconversationandcontinuedittotheend)。thattheywouldbenefitbyashortresidencefirstinthegenialclimateofTorquay。Thegreatobject,therefore,wastoengagelodgingsatthatplace,affordingallthecomfortsandadvantagesofwhichtheystoodinneed,andthegreatdifficultywastofindanexperiencedpersoncapableofchoosingthesortofresidencewhichtheywanted。InthisemergencytheCountbeggedtoinquire,onSirPercival’sbehalf,whetherIwouldobjecttogivetheladiesthebenefitofmyassistance,byproceedingmyselftoTorquayintheirinterests。Itwasimpossibleforapersoninmysituationtomeetanyproposal,madeintheseterms,withapositiveobjection。IcouldonlyventuretorepresenttheseriousinconvenienceofmyleavingBlackwaterParkintheextraordinaryabsenceofalltheindoorservants,withtheoneexceptionofMargaretPorcher。ButSirPercivalandhislordshipdeclaredthattheywerebothwillingtoputupwithinconvenienceforthesakeoftheinvalids。InextrespectfullysuggestedwritingtoanagentatTorquay,butIwasmetherebybeingremindedoftheimprudenceoftakinglodgingswithoutfirstseeingthem。IwasalsoinformedthattheCountess(whowouldotherwisehavegonetoDevonshireherself)couldnot,inLadyGlyde’spresentcondition,leaveherniece,andthatSirPercivalandtheCounthadbusinesstotransacttogetherwhichwouldobligethemtoremainatBlackwaterPark。Inshort,itwasclearlyshownmethatifIdidnotundertaketheerrand,nooneelsecouldbetrustedwithit。Underthesecircumstances,IcouldonlyinformSirPercivalthatmyserviceswereatthedisposalofMissHalcombeandLadyGlyde。 ItwasthereuponarrangedthatIshouldleavethenextmorning,thatIshouldoccupyoneortwodaysinexaminingallthemostconvenienthousesinTorquay,andthatIshouldreturnwithmyreportassoonasIconvenientlycould。Amemorandumwaswrittenformebyhislordship,statingtherequisiteswhichtheplaceIwassenttotakemustbefoundtopossess,andanoteofthepecuniarylimitassignedtomewasaddedbySirPercival。 Myownideaonreadingovertheseinstructionswas,thatnosuchresidenceasIsawdescribedcouldbefoundatanywatering-placeinEngland,andthat,evenifitcouldbychancebediscovered,itwouldcertainlynotbepartedwithforanyperiodonsuchtermsasIwaspermittedtooffer。Ihintedatthesedifficultiestoboththegentlemen,butSirPercival(whoundertooktoanswerme)didnotappeartofeelthem。Itwasnotformetodisputethequestion。Isaidnomore,butIfeltaverystrongconvictionthatthebusinessonwhichIwassentawaywassobesetbydifficultiesthatmyerrandwasalmosthopelessatstarting。 BeforeIleftItookcaretosatisfymyselfthatMissHalcombewasgoingonfavourably。 Therewasapainfulexpressionofanxietyinherfacewhichmademefearthathermind,onfirstrecoveringitself,wasnotatease。ButshewascertainlystrengtheningmorerapidlythanIcouldhaveventuredtoanticipate,andshewasabletosendkindmessagestoLadyGlyde,sayingthatshewasfastgettingwell,andentreatingherladyshipnottoexertherselfagaintoosoon。IleftherinchargeofMrsRubelle,whowasstillasquietlyindependentofeveryoneelseinthehouseasever。WhenIknockedatLadyGlyde’sdoorbeforegoingaway,Iwastoldthatshewasstillsadlyweakanddepressed,myinformantbeingtheCountess,whowasthenkeepinghercompanyinherroom。SirPercivalandtheCountwerewalkingontheroadtothelodgeasIwasdrivenbyinthechaise。Ibowedtothemandquittedthehouse,withnotalivingsoulleftintheservants’officesbutMargaretPorcher。 Every。onemustfeelwhatIhavefeltmyselfsincethattime,almostsuspicious。Letme,however,sayagainthatitwasimpossibleforme,inmydependentposition,toactotherwisethanIdid。 TheresultofmyerrandatTorquaywasexactlywhatIhadfore-seen。NosuchlodgingsasIwasinstructedtotakecouldbefoundinthewholeplace,andthetermsIwaspermittedtogiveweremuchtoolowforthepurpose,evenifIhadbeenabletodiscoverwhatIwanted。IaccordinglyreturnedtoBlackwaterPark,andinformedSirPercival,whometmeatthedoor,thatmyjourneyhadbeentakeninvain。Heseemedtoomuchoccupiedwithsomeothersubjecttocareaboutthefailureofmyerrand,andhisfirstwordsinformedmethatevenintheshorttimeofmyabsenceanotherremarkablechangehadtakenplaceinthehouse。 TheCountandCountessFoscohadleftBlackwaterParkfortheirnewresidenceinStJohn’sWood。 Iwasnotmadeawareofthemotiveforthissuddendeparture——IwasonlytoldthattheCounthadbeenveryparticularinleavinghiskindcomplimentstome。WhenIventuredonaskingSirPercivalwhetherLadyGlydehadanyonetoattendtohercomfortsintheabsenceoftheCountess,herepliedthatshehadMargaretPorchertowaitonher,andheaddedthatawomanfromthevillagehadbeensentfortodotheworkdownstairs。 Theanswerreallyshockedme——therewassuchaglaringimproprietyinpermittinganunder-housemaidtofilltheplaceofconfidentialattendantonLadyGlyde。Iwentupstairsatonce,andmetMargaretonthebedroomlanding。Herserviceshadnotbeenrequired(naturallyenough),hermistresshavingsufficientlyrecoveredthatmorningtobeabletoleaveherbed。IaskednextafterMissHalcombe,butIwasansweredinaslouching,sulkyway,whichleftmenowiserthanIwasbefore。Ididnotchoosetorepeatthequestion,andperhapsprovokeanimpertinentreply。ItwasineveryrespectmorebecomingtoapersoninmypositiontopresentmyselfimmediatelyinLadyGlyde’sroom。 Ifoundthatherladyshiphadcertainlygainedinhealthduringthelastfewdays。Althoughstillsadlyweakandnervous,shewasabletogetupwithoutassistance,andtowalkslowlyaboutherroom,feelingnoworseeffectfromtheexertionthanaslightsensationoffatigue。ShehadbeenmadealittleanxiousthatmorningaboutMissHalcombe,throughhavingreceivednonewsofherfromanyone。IthoughtthisseemedtoimplyablamablewantofattentiononthepartofMrsRubelle,butIsaidnothing,andremainedwithLadyGlydetoassisthertodress。WhenshewasreadywebothlefttheroomtogethertogotoMissHalcombe。 WewerestoppedinthepassagebytheappearanceofSirPercival。Helookedasifhehadbeenpurposelywaitingtheretoseeus。 `Whereareyougoing?’hesaidtoLadyGlyde。 `ToMarian’sroom,’sheanswered。 `Itmayspareyouadisappointment,’remarkedSirPercival,`ifItellyouatoncethatyouwillnotfindherthere。’ `Notfindherthere!’ `No。SheleftthehouseyesterdaymorningwithFoscoandhiswife。’ LadyGlydewasnotstrongenoughtobearthesurpriseofthisextraordinarystatement。Sheturnedfearfullypale,andleanedbackagainstthewall,lookingatherhusbandindeadsilence。 IwassoastonishedmyselfthatIhardlyknewwhattosay。IaskedSirPercivalifhereallymeantthatMissHalcombehadleftBlackwaterPark。 `Icertainlymeanit,’heanswered。 `Inherstate,SirPercival!WithoutmentioningherintentionstoLadyGlyde!’ Beforehecouldreplyherladyshiprecoveredherselfalittleandspoke。 `Impossible!’shecriedoutinaloud,frightenedmanner,takingasteportwoforwardfromthewall。`Wherewasthedoctor?wherewasMrDawsonwhenMarianwentaway?’ `MrDawsonwasn’twanted,andwasn’there,’saidSirPercival。`Heleftofhisownaccord,whichisenoughofitselftoshowthatshewasstrongenoughtotravel。Howyoustare!Ifyoudon’tbelieveshehasgone,lookforyourself。Openherroomdoor,andalltheotherroomdoorsifyoulike。’ Shetookhimathisword,andIfollowedher。TherewasnooneinMissHalcombe’sroombutMargaretPorcher,whowasbusysettingittorights。Therewasnooneinthespareroomsorthedressing-roomswhenwelookedintothemafterwards。SirPercivalstillwaitedforusinthepassage。AswewereleavingthelastroomthatwehadexaminedLadyGlydewhispered,`Don’tgo,MrsMichelson!don’tleaveme,forGod’ssake!’BeforeIcouldsayanythinginreturnshewasoutagaininthepassage,speakingtoherhusband。 `Whatdoesitmean,SirPercival?Iinsist——Ibegandprayyouwilltellmewhatitmeans。’ `Itmeans,’heanswered,`thatMissHalcombewasstrongenoughyesterdaymorningtositupandbedressed,andthatsheinsistedontakingadvantageofFosco’sgoingtoLondontogotheretoo。’ `ToLondon!’ `Yes——onherwaytoLimmeridge。’ LadyGlydeturnedandappealedtome。 `YousawMissHalcombelast,’shesaid。`Tellmeplainly,MrsMichelson,didyouthinkshelookedfittotravel?’ `Notinmyopinion,yourladyship。’ SirPercival,onhisside,instantlyturnedandappealedtomealso。 `Beforeyouwentaway,’hesaid,`didyou,ordidyounot,tellthenursethatMissHalcombelookedmuchstrongerandbetter?’ `Icertainlymadetheremark,SirPercival。’ HeaddressedherladyshipagainthemomentIofferedthatreply。 `SetoneofMrsMichelson’sopinionsfairlyagainsttheother,’hesaid,`andtrytobereasonableaboutaperfectlyplainmatter。Ifshehadnotbeenwellenoughtobemoveddoyouthinkweshouldanyofushaveriskedlettinghergo?Shehasgotthreecompetentpeopletolookafterher——Foscoandyouraunt,andMrsRubelle,whowentawaywiththemexpresslyforthatpurpose。Theytookawholecarriageyesterday,andmadeabedforherontheseatincaseshefelttired。Today,FoscoandMrsRubellegoonwithherthemselvestoCumberland——’ `WhydoesMariangotoLimmeridgeandleavemeherebymyself?’saidherladyship,interruptingSirPercival。 `Becauseyourunclewon’treceiveyoutillhehasseenyoursisterfirst,’hereplied。`Haveyouforgottentheletterhewrotetoheratthebeginningofherillness?Itwasshowntoyou,youreadityourself,andyououghttorememberit。’ `Idorememberit。’ `Ifyoudo,whyshouldyoubesurPrisedatherleavingyou?YouwanttobebackatLimmeridge,andshehasgonetheretogetyouruncle’sleaveforyouonhisownterms。’ PoorLadyGlyde’seyesfilledwithtears。 `Marianneverleftmebefore,’shesaid,`withoutbiddingmegood-bye。’ `Shewouldhavebidyougood-byethistime,’returnedSirPercival,`ifshehadnotbeenafraidofherselfandofyou。Sheknewyouwouldtrytostopher,sheknewyouwoulddistressherbycrying。Doyouwanttomakeanymoreobjections?Ifyoudo,youmustcomedownstairsandaskquestionsinthedining-room。Theseworriesupsetme。Iwantaglassofwine。’ Heleftussuddenly。 Hismannerallthroughthisstrangeconversationhadbeenveryunlikewhatitusuallywas-Heseemedtobealmostasnervousandfluttered,everynowandthen,ashisladyherself。Ishouldneverhavesupposedthathishealthhadbeensodelicate,orhiscomposuresoeasytoupset。 ItriedtoprevailonLadyGlydetogobacktoherroom,butitwasuseless。Shestoppedinthepassage,withthelookofawomanwhosemindwaspanic-stricken。 `Somethinghashappenedtomysister!’shesaid。 `Remember,mylady,whatsurprisingenergythereisinMissHalcombe,’Isuggested。`Shemightwellmakeaneffortwhichotherladiesinhersituationwouldbeunfitfor。Ihopeandbelievethereisnothingwrong——Idoindeed。’ `ImustfollowMarian,’saidherladyship,withthesamepanic-strickenlook。`Imustgowhereshehasgone,Imustseethatsheisaliveandwellwithmyowneyes。Come!comedownwithmetoSirPercival。’ Ihesitated,fearingthatmypresencemightbeconsideredanintrusion。Iattemptedtorepresentthistoherladyship,butshewasdeaftome。Sheheldmyarmfastenoughtoforcemetogodownstairswithher,andshestillclungtomewithallthelittlestrengthshehadatthemomentwhenIopenedthedining-roomdoor。 SirPercivalwassittingatthetablewithadecanterofwinebeforehim。Heraisedtheglasstohislipsaswewentinanddraineditatadraught。Seeingthathelookedatmeangrilywhenheputitdownagain,Iattemptedtomakesomeapologyformy accidentalpresenceintheroom。 `Doyousupposethereareanysecretsgoingonhere?’hebrokeoutsuddenly;`therearenone——thereisnothingunderhand,nothingkeptfromyouorfromanyone。’Afterspeakingthosestrangewordsloudlyandsternly,hefilledhimselfanotherglassofwineandaskedLadyGlydewhatshewantedofhim。 `IfmysisterisSttotravelIamfittotravel,’saidherladyship,withmorefirmnessthanshehadyetshown。`IcometobegyouwillmakeallowancesformyanxietyaboutMarian,andletmefollowheratoncebytheafternoontrain。’ `Youmustwaittilltomorrow,’repliedSirPercival,`andthenifyoudon’theartothecontraryyoucango。Idon’tsupposeyouareatalllikelytoheartothecontrary,soIshallwritetoFoscobytonight’spost。’ Hesaidthoselastwordsholdinghisglassuptothelight,andlookingatthewineinitinsteadofatLadyGlyde。Indeedheneveroncelookedatherthroughouttheconversation。Suchasingularwantofgoodbreedinginagentlemanofhisrankimpressedme,Iown,verypainfully。 `WhyshouldyouwritetoCountFosco?’sheasked,inextremesurprise。 `Totellhimtoexpectyoubythemiddaytrain,’saidSirPercival。`HewillmeetyouatthestationwhenyougettoLondon,andtakeyouontosleepatyouraunt’sinStJohn’sWood。’ LadyGlyde’shandbegantotrembleviolentlyroundmyarm——whyIcouldnotimagine。 `ThereisnonecessityforCountFoscotomeetme,’shesaid。`IwouldrathernotstayinLondontosleep。’ `Youmust。Youcan’ttakethewholejourneytoCumberlandinoneday。YoumustrestanightinLondon——andIdon’tchooseyoutogobyyourselftoanhotel。Foscomadetheoffertoyouruncletogiveyouhouse-roomonthewaydown,andyourunclehasaccepted。Here!hereisaletterfromhimaddressedtoyourself。Ioughttohavesentitupthismorning,butIforgot。ReaditandseewhatMrFairliehimselfsaystoyou。’ LadyGlydelookedattheletterforamomentandthenplaceditinmyhands。 `Readit,’shesaidfaintly。`Idon’tknowwhatisthematterwithme。Ican’treaditmyself。’ Itwasanoteofonlyfourlines——soshortandsocarelessthatitquitestruckme。IfIremembercorrectlyitcontainednomorethanthesewords—— `DearestLaura,Pleasecomewheneveryoulike。Breakthejourneybysleepingatyouraunt’shouse。GrievedtohearofdearMarian’sillness。Affectionatelyyours,FrederickFairlie。’ `Iwouldrathernotgothere——IwouldrathernotstayanightinLondon,’saidherladyship,breakingouteagerlywiththosewordsbeforeIhadquitedonereadingthenote,shortasitwas。`Don’twritetoCountFosco!Pray,praydon’twritetohim!’ SirPercivalfilledanotherglassfromthedecantersoawkwardlythatheupsetitandspiltallthewineoverthetable。`Mysightseemstobefailingme,’hemutteredtohimself,inanodd,muffledvoice。Heslowlysettheglassupagain,refilledit,anddraineditoncemoreatadraught。Ibegantofear,fromhislookandmanner,thatthewinewasgettingintohishead。 `Praydon’twritetoCountFosco,’persistedLadyGlyde,moreearnestlythanever。 `Whynot,Ishouldliketoknow?’criedSirPercival,withasuddenburstofangerthatstartledusboth。`WherecanyoustaymoreproperlyinLondonthanattheplaceyourunclehimselfchoosesforyou——atyouraunt’shouse?AskMrsMichelson。 Thearrangementproposedwassounquestionablytherightandtheproperone,thatIcouldmakenopossibleobjectiontoit。MuchasIsympathisedwithLadyGlydeinotherrespects,IcouldnotsympathisewithherinherunjustprejudicesagainstCountFosco。Ineverbeforemetwithanyladyofherrankandstationwhowassolamentablynarrow-mindedonthesubjectofforeigners。Neitherheruncle’snotenorSirPercival’sincreasingimpatienceseemedtohavetheleasteffectonher。ShestillobjectedtostayinganightinLondon,shestillimploredherhusbandnottowritetotheCount。 `Dropit!’saidSirPercival,rudelyturninghisbackonus。`Ifyouhaven’tsenseenoughtoknowwhatisbestforyourselfotherpeoplemustknowforyou。Thearrangementismade,andthereisanendofit。YouareonlywantedtodowhatMissHalcombehasdonebeforeyou——’ `Marian?’repeatedherladyship,inabewilderedmanner;`MariansleepinginCountFosco’shouse!’ `Yes,inCountFosco’shouse。Sheslepttherelastnighttobreakthejourney,andyouaretofollowherexample,anddowhatyouruncletellsyou。YouaretosleepatFosco’stomorrownight,asyoursisterdid,tobreakthejourney。Don’tthrowtoomanyobstaclesinmyway!don’tmakemerepentoflettingyougoatall!’ Hestartedtohisfeet,andsuddenlywalkedoutintotheverandahthroughtheopenglassdoors。 `Willyourladyshipexcuseme,’Iwhispered,`ifIsuggestthatwehadbetternotwaitheretillSirPercivalcomesback?Iamverymuchafraidheisover-excitedwithwine。’ Sheconsentedtoleavetheroominaweary,absentmanner。 Assoonasweweresafeupstairsagain,IdidallIcouldtocomposeherladyship’sspirits。IremindedherthatMrFairlie’sletterstoMissHalcombeandtoherselfdidcertainlysanction,andevenrendernecessary,soonerorlater,thecoursethathadbeentaken。Sheagreedtothis,andevenadmitted,ofherownaccord,thatbothletterswerestrictlyincharacterwithheruncle’speculiardisposition——butherfearsaboutMissHalcombe,andherunaccountabledreadofsleepingattheCount’shouseinLondon,stillremainedunshakeninspiteofeveryconsiderationthatIcouldurge。IthoughtitmydutytoprotestagainstLadyGlyde’sunfavourableopinionofhislordship,andIdidso,withbecomingforbearanceandrespect。 `Yourladyshipwillpardonmyfreedom,’Iremarked,inconclusion,`butitissaid,``bytheirfruitsyeshallknowthem。’’IamsuretheCount’sconstantkindnessandconstantattention,fromtheverybeginningofMissHalcombe’sillness,meritourbestconfidenceandesteem。Evenhislordship’sseriousmisunderstandingwithMrDawsonwasentirelyattributabletohisanxietyonMissHalcombe’saccount。’ `Whatmisunderstanding?’inquiredherladyship,withalookofsuddeninterest。 IrelatedtheunhappycircumstancesunderwhichMrDawsonhadwithdrawnhisattendance——mentioningthemallthemorereadilybecauseIdisapprovedofSirPercival’scontinuingtoconcealwhathadhappened(ashehaddoneinmypresence)fromtheknowledgeofLadyGlyde。 Herladyshipstartedup,witheveryappearanceofbeingadditionallyagitatedandalarmedbywhatIhadtoldher。 `Worse!worsethanIthought!’shesaid,walkingabouttheroom,inabewilderedmanner。`TheCountknewMrDawsonwouldneverconsenttoMarian’stakingajourney——hepurposelyinsultedthedoctortogethimoutofthehouse。’ `Oh,mylady!mylady!’Iremonstrated。 `MrsMichelson!’shewentonvehemently,`nowordsthateverwerespokenwillpersuademethatmysisterisinthatman’spowerandinthatman’shousewithherownconsent-Myhorrorofhimissuch,thatnothingSirPercivalcouldsay,andnolettersmyunclecouldwrite,wouldinduceme,ifIhadonlymyownfeelingstoconsult,toeat,drink,orsleepunderhisroof。ButmymiseryofsuspenseaboutMariangivesmethecouragetofollowheranywhere,tofollowherevenintoCountFosco’shouse。’ Ithoughtitright,atthispoint,tomentionthatMissHalcombehadalreadygoneontoCumberland,accordingtoSirPercival’saccountofthematter。 `Iamafraidtobelieveit!’answeredherladyship。`Iamafraidsheisstillinthatman’shouse。IfIamwrong,ifshehasreallygonetoLimmeridgeIamresolvedIwillnotsleeptomorrownightunderCountFosco’sroof。Mydearestfriendintheworld,nexttomysister,livesnearLondon。Youhaveheardme,youhaveheardMissHalcombe,speakofMrsVesey?Imeantowrite,andproposetosleepatherhouse。Idon’tknowhowIshallgetthere——Idon’tknowhowIshallavoidtheCount——buttothatrefugeIwillescapeinsomeway,ifmysisterhasgonetoCumberland。AllIaskofyoutodo,istoseeyourselfthatmylettertoMrsVeseygoestoLondontonight,ascertainlyasSirPercival’slettergoestoCountFosco。Ihavereasonsfornottrustingthepost-bagdownstairs。Willyoukeepmysecret,andhelpmeinthis?itisthelastfavour,perhaps,thatIshalleveraskofyou。’ Ihesitated,Ithoughtitallverystrange,Ialmostfearedthatherladyship’smindhadbeenalittleaffectedbyrecentanxietyandsuffering。Atmyownrisk,however,Iendedbygivingmyconsent。Iftheletterhadbeenaddressedtoastranger,ortoanyonebutaladysowellknowntomebyreportasMrsVesey,Imighthaverefused。IthankGod——lookingtowhathappenedafterwards——IthankGodIneverthwartedthatwish,oranyother,whichLadyGlydeexpressedtome,onthelastdayofherresidenceatBlackwaterPark。 Theletterwaswrittenandgivenintomyhands。Imyselfputitintothepost-boxinthevillagethatevening。 WesawnothingmoreofSirPercivalfortherestoftheday。 Islept,byLadyGlyde’sowndesire,inthenextroomtohers,withthedooropenbetweenus。Therewassomethingsostrangeanddreadfulinthelonelinessandemptinessofthehouse,thatIwasglad,onmyside,tohaveacompanionnearme。Herladyshipsatuplate,readinglettersandburningthem,andemptyingherdrawersandcabinetsoflittlethingssheprized,asifsheneverexpectedtoreturntoBlackwaterPark。Hersleepwassadlydisturbedwhensheatlastwenttobed——shecriedoutinitseveraltimes,oncesoloudthatshewokeherself。Whateverherdreamswere,shedidnotthinkfittocommunicatethemtome。Perhaps,inmysituation,Ihadnorighttoexpectthatsheshoulddoso。Itmatterslittlenow。Iwassorryforher,Iwasindeedheartilysorryforherallthesame。 Thenextdaywasfineandsunny。SirPercivalcameup,afterbreakfast,totellusthatthechaisewouldbeatthedoorataquartertotwelve——thetraintoLondonstoppingatourstationattwentyminutesafter。HeinformedLadyGlydethathewasobligedtogoout,butaddedthathehopedtobebackbeforesheleft。Ifanyunforeseenaccidentdelayedhim,Iwastoaccompanyhertothestation,andtotakespecialcarethatshewasintimeforthetrain。SirPercivalcommunicatedthesedirectionsveryhastily——walkinghereandthereabouttheroomallthetime。Herladyshiplookedattentivelyafterhimwhereverhewent。Heneveroncelookedatherinreturn。 Sheonlyspokewhenhehaddone,andthenshestoppedhimasheapproachedthedoor,byholdingoutherhand。 `Ishallseeyounomore,’shesaid。inaverymarkedmanner。`Thisisourparting——ourparting,itmaybeforever。Willyoutrytoforgiveme,Percival,asheartilyasIforgiveyou?’ Hisfaceturnedofanawfulwhitenessallover,andgreatbeadsofperspirationbrokeoutonhisbaldforehead。`Ishallcomeback,’hesaid,andmadeforthedoor,ashastilyasifhiswife’sfarewellwordshadfrightenedhimoutoftheroom。 IhadneverlikedSirPercival,butthemannerinwhichheleftLadyGlydemademefeelashamedofhavingeatenhisbreadandlivedinhisservice。IthoughtofsayingafewcomfortingandChristianwordstothepoorlady,buttherewassomethinginherface,asshelookedafterherhusbandwhenthedoorclosedonhim,thatmademealtermymindandkeepsilence Atthetimenamedthechaisedrewupatthegates。Herladyshipwasright——SirPercivalnevercameback。Iwaitedforhimtillthelastmoment,andwaitedinvain。 Nopositiveresponsibilitylayonmyshoulders,andyetIdidnotfeeleasyinmymind。`Itisofyourownfreewill,’Isaid,asthechaisedrovethroughthelodge-gates,`thatyourladyshipgoestoLondon?’ `Iwillgoanywhere,’sheanswered,`toendthedreadfulsuspensethatIamsufferingatthismoment。’ ShehadmademefeelalmostasanxiousandasuncertainaboutMissHalcombeasshefeltherself。Ipresumedtoaskhertowritemealine,ifallwentwellinLondon。Sheanswered,`Mostwillingly,MrsMichelson。’ `Weallhaveourcrossestobear,mylady,’Isaid,seeinghersilentandthoughtful,aftershehadpromisedtowrite。 Shemadenoreply——sheseemedtobetoomuchwrappedupinherownthoughtstoattendtome。 `Ifearyourladyshiprestedbadlylastnight,’Iremarked,afterwaitingalittle。 `Yes,’shesaid,Iwasterriblydisturbedbydreams。’ `Indeed,mylady?’Ithoughtshewasgoingtotellmeherdreams,butno,whenshespokenextitwasonlytoaskaquestion。 `YoupostedthelettertoMrsVeseywithyourownhands?’ `Yes,myLady。’ `DidSirPercivalsay,yesterday,thatCountFoscowastomeetmeattheterminusinLondon?’ `Hedid,mylady。’ ShesighedheavilywhenIansweredthatlastquestion,andsaidnomore。 Wearrivedatthestation,withhardlytwominutestospare。Thegardener(whohaddrivenus)managedabouttheluggage,whileItooktheticket。ThewhistleofthetrainwassoundingwhenIjoinedherladyshipontheplatform。Shelookedverystrangely,andpressedherhandoverherheart,asifsomesuddenpainorfrighthadovercomeheratthatmoment。 `Iwishyouweregoingwithme!’shesaid,catchingeagerlyatmyarmwhenIgavehertheticket。 Iftherehadbeentime,ifIhadfeltthedaybeforeasIfeltthen,Iwouldhavemademyarrangementstoaccompanyher,eventhoughthedoingsohadobligedmetogiveSirPercivalwarningonthespot。Asitwas,herwishes,expressedatthelastmomentonly,wereexpressedtoolateformetocomplywiththem。SheseemedtounderstandthisherselfbeforeIcouldexplainit,anddidnotrepeatherdesiretohavemeforatravellingcompanion。Thetraindrewupattheplatform。Shegavethegardenerapresentforhischildren,andtookmyhand,inhersimpleheartymanner,beforeshegotintothecarriage。 `Youhavebeenverykindtomeandtomysister,’shesaid——`kindwhenwewerebothfriendless。Ishallrememberyougratefully,aslongasIlivetorememberanyone。Good-bye——andGodblessyou!’ Shespokethosewordswithatoneandalookwhichbroughtthetearsintomyeyes——shespokethemasifshewasbiddingmefarewellforever。 `Good-bye,mylady,’Isaid,puttingherintothecarriage,andtryingtocheerher;`good-bye,forthepresentonly;good-bye,withmybestandkindestwishesforhappiertimes。’ Sheshookherhead,andshudderedasshesettledherselfinthecarriage。Theguardclosedthedoor。`Doyoubelieveindreams?’shewhisperedtomeatthewindow。`Mydreams,lastnight,weredreamsIhaveneverhadbefore。Theterrorofthemishangingovermestill。’ThewhistlesoundedbeforeIcouldanswer,andthetrainmoved。Herpalequietfacelookedatmeforthelasttime——lookedsorrowfullyandsolemnlyfromthewindow。Shewavedherhand,andIsawhernomore。 Towardsfiveo’clockontheafternoonofthatsameday,havingalittletimetomyselfinthemidstofthehouseholddutieswhichnowpresseduponme,Isatdownaloneinmyownroom,totryandcomposemymindwiththevolumeofmyhusband’sSermons。ForthefirsttimeinmylifeIfoundmyattentionwanderingoverthosepiousandcheeringwords。ConcludingthatLadyGlyde’sdeparturemusthavedisturbedmefarmoreseriouslythanIhadmyselfsupposed,Iputthebookaside,andwentouttotakeaturninthegarden。SirPercivalhadnotyetreturned,tomyknowledge,soIcouldfeelnohesitationaboutshowingmyselfinthegrounds。 Onturningthecornerofthehouse,andgainingaviewofthegarden,Iwasstartledbyseeingastrangerwalkinginit。Thestrangerwasawoman——shewasloungingalongthepathwithherhacktome。andwasgatheringtheflowers。 AsIapproachedsheheardme,andturnedround。 Mybloodcurdledinmyveins。ThestrangewomaninthegardenwasMrsRubelle! Icouldneithermorenorspeak。Shecameuptome,ascomposedlyasever,withherflowersinherhand。 `Whatisthematter,ma’am?’shesaidquietly。 `Youhere!’Igaspedout。`NotgonetoLondon!NotgonetoCumberland!’ MrsRubellesmeltatherflowerswithasmileofmaliciouspity。 `Certainlynot,’shesaid。`IhaveneverleftBlackwaterPark。’ Isummonedbreathenoughandcourageenoughforanotherquestion。 `WhereisMissHalcombe?’ MrsRubellefairlylaughedatmethistime,andrepliedinthesewords—— `MissHalcombe,ma’am,hasnotleftBlackwaterParkeither。’ MISSHALCOMBEhadneverleftBlackwaterPark! WhenIheardthatastoundinganswer,allmythoughtswerestartledbackontheinstanttomypartingwithLadyGlyde。IcanhardlysayIreproachedmyself,butatthatmomentIthinkIwouldhavegivenmanyayear’shardsavingstohaveknownfourhoursearlierwhatIknewnow。 MrsRubellewaited,quietlyarranginghernosegay,asifsheexpectedmetosaysomething。 Icouldsaynothing。IthoughtofLadyGlyde’sworn-outenergiesandweaklyhealth,andItrembledforthetimewhentheshockofthediscoverythatIhadmadewouldfallonher。Foraminuteormoremyfearsforthepoorladiessilencedme。AttheendofthattimeMrsRubellelookedupsidewaysfromherflowers,andsaid,`HereisSirPercival,ma’am,returnedfromhisride。’ Isawhimassoonasshedid。Hecametowardsus,slashingviciouslyattheflowerswithhisriding-whip。Whenhewasnearenoughtoseemyfacehestopped,struckathisbootwiththewhip,andburstoutlaughing,soharshlyandsoviolentlythatthebirdsflewaway,startled,fromthetreebywhichhestood。 `Well。MrsMichelson,’hesaid,`youhavefounditoutatlast,haveyou?’ Imadenoreply。HeturnedtoMrsRubelle。 `Whendidyoushowyourselfinthegarden?’ `Ishowedmyselfabouthalfanhourago,sir。YousaidImighttakemylibertyagainassoonasLadyGlydehadgoneawaytoLondon。’ `Quiteright。Idon’tblameyouIonlyaskedthequestion。’Hewaitedamoment,andthenaddressedhimselfoncemoretome。`Youcan’tbelieveit,canyou?’hesaidmockingly。`Here!comealongandseeforyourself。’ Heledthewayroundtothefrontofthehouse。Ifollowedhim,andMrsRubellefollowedme。Afterpassingthroughtheirongateshestopped,andpointedwithhiswhiptothedisusedmiddlewingofthebuilding。 `There!’hesaid。`Lookupatthefirstfloor。YouknowtheoldElizabethanbedrooms?MissHalcombeissnugandsafeinoneofthebestofthematthismoment。Takeherin,MrsRubelle(youhavegotyourkey?);takeMrsMichelsonin,andletherowneyessatisfyherthatthereisnodeceptionthistime。’ Thetoneinwhichhespoketome。andtheminuteortwothathadpassedsinceweleftthegarden。helpedmetorecovermyspiritsalittle。WhatImighthavedoneatthiscriticalmoment,ifallmylifehadbeenpassedinservice,Icannotsay。Asitwas,possessingthefeelings,theprinciples,andthebringingupofalady,Icouldnothesitateabouttherightcoursetopursue。Mydutytomyself,andmydutytoLadyGlyde,alikeforbademetoremainintheemploymentofamanwhohadshamefullydeceivedusbothbyaseriesofatrociousfalsehoods。 `Imustbegpermission,SirPercival,tospeakafewwordstoyouinprivate,’Isaid。`Havingdoneso,IshallbereadytoproceedwiththispersontoMissHalcombe’sroom。’ MrsRubelle,whomIhadindicatedbyaslightturnofmyhead,insolentlysniffedathernosegayandwalkedaway,withgreatdeliberation,towardsthehousedoor。 `Well,’saidSirPercivalsharply,`whatisitnow?’ `Iwishtomention,sir,thatIamdesirousofresigningthesituationInowholdatBlackwaterPark。’Thatwasliterallyhowlputit。Iwasresolvedthatthefirstwordsspokeninhispresenceshouldbewordswhichexpressedmyintentiontoleavehisservice。 Heeyedmewithoneofhisblackestlooks,andthrusthishandssavagelyintothepocketsofhisriding-coat。 `Why?’hesaid,`why,Ishouldliketoknow?’ `Itisnotforme,SirPercival,toexpressanopiniononwhathastakenplaceinthishouse。Idesiretogivenooffence。ImerelywithtosaythatIdonotfeelitconsistentwithmydutytoLadyGlydeandtomyselftoremainanylongerinyourservice。’ `Isitconsistentwithyourdutytometostandthere,castingsuspiciononmetomyface?’hebrokeoutinhismostviolentmanner。`Iseewhatyou’redrivingat。Youhavetakenyourownmean,underhandviewofaninnocentdeceptionpractisedonLadyGlydeforherowngood。Itwasessentialtoherhealththatsheshouldhavea。changeofairimmediately,andyouknowaswellasIdoshewouldneverhavegoneawayifshehadbeentoldMissHalcombewasstilllefthere。Shehasbeendeceivedinherowninterests——andIdon’tcarewhoknowsit。Go,ifyoulike——thereareplentyofhousekeepersasgoodasyoutobehadfortheasking。Gowhenyouplease——buttakecarehowyouspreadscandalsaboutmeandmyaffairswhenyou’reoutofmyservice。Tellthetruth,andnothingbutthetruth,oritwillbetheworseforyou!SeeMissHalcombeforyourself——seeifshehasn’tbeenaswelltakencareofinonepartofthehouseasintheother。Rememberthedoctor’sownordersthatLadyGlydewastohaveachangeofairattheearliestpossibleopportunity。Bearallthatwellinmind,andthensayanythingagainstmeandmyproceedingsifyoudare!’ Hepouredoutthesewordsfiercely,allinabreath,walkingbackwardsandforwards,andstrikingabouthimintheairwithhiswhip。 Nothingthathesaidordidshookmyopinionofthedisgracefulseriesoffalsehoodsthathehadtoldinmypresencethedaybefore,orofthecrueldeceptionbywhichhehadseparatedLadyGlydefromhersister,andhadsentheruselesslytoLondon,whenshewashalfdistractedwithanxietyonMissHalcombe’saccount。Inaturallykeptthesethoughtstomyself,andsaidnothingmoretoirritatehim;butIwasnotthelessresolvedtopersistinmypurpose。Asoftanswerturnethawaywrath,andIsuppressedmyownfeelingsaccordinglywhenitwasmyturntoreply。 `WhileIaminyourservice,SirPercival,’Isaid。`IhopeIknowmydutywellenoughnottoinquireintoyourmotives。WhenIamoutofyourservice,IhopeIknowmyownplacewellenoughnottospeakofmatterswhichdon’tconcernme——’ `Whendoyouwanttogo?’heasked,interruptingmewithoutceremony。`Don’tsupposeIamanxioustokeepyou——don’tsupposeIcareaboutyourleavingthehouse。Iamperfectlyfairandopeninthismatter,fromfirsttolast。Whendoyouwanttogo?’ `Ishouldwishtoleaveatyourearliestconvenience,SirPercival-’ `Myconveniencehasnothingtodowithit。Ishallbeoutofthehouseforgoodandalltomorrowmorning,andIcansettleyouraccounttonight。Ifyouwanttostudyanybody’sconvenience,ithadbetterbeMissHalcombe’s。MrsRubelle’stimeisuptoday,andshehasreasonsforwishingtobeinLondontonight。Ifyougoatonce,MissHalcombewon’thaveasoulleftheretolookafterher。’ IhopeitisunnecessaryformetosaythatIwasquiteincapableofdesertingMissHalcombeinsuchanemergencyashadnowbefallenLadyGlydeandherself。AfterfirstdistinctlyascertainingfromSirPercivalthatMrsRubellewascertaintoleaveatonceifItookherplace,andafteralsoobtainingpermissiontoarrangeforMrDawson’sresuminghisattendanceonhispatient,IwillinglyconsentedtoremainatBlackwaterParkuntilMissHalcombenolongerrequiredmyservices。ItwassettledthatIshouldgiveSirPercival’ssolicitoraweek’snoticebeforeIleft,andthathewastoundertakethenecessaryarrangementsforappointingmysuccessor。Thematterwasdiscussedinveryfewwords。AtitsconclusionSirPercivalabruptlyturnedonhisheel,andleftmefreetojoinMrsRubelle。Thatsingularforeignpersonhadbeensittingcomposedlyonthedoorstepallthistime,waitingtillIcouldfollowhertoMissHalcombe’sroom。 Ihadhardlywalkedhalf-waytowardsthehousewhenSirPercival,whohadwithdrawnintheoppositedirection,suddenlystoppedandcalledmeback。 `Whyareyouleavingmyservice?’heasked。 Thequestionwassoextraordinary,afterwhathadjustpassedbetweenus,thatIhardlyknewwhattosayinanswertoit。 `Mind!Idon’tknowwhyyouaregoing,’hewenton。`Youmustgiveareasonforleavingme,Isuppose,whenyougetanothersituation。Whatreason?Thebreakingupofthefamily?Isthatit?’ `Therecanbenopositiveobjection,SirPercival,tothatreason——’ `Verywell!That’sallIwanttoknow。Ifpeopleapplyforyourcharacter,that’syourreason,statedbyyourself。Yougoinconsequenceofthebreakingupofthefamily。’ HeturnedawayagainbeforeIcouldsayanotherword,andwalkedoutrapidlyintothegrounds。Hismannerwasasstrangeashislanguage。Iacknowledgehealarmedme。 EventhepatienceofMrsRubellewasgettingexhausted,whenIjoinedheratthehousedoor。 `Atlast!’shesaid,withashrugofherleanforeignshoulders。Sheledthewayintotheinhabitedsideofthehouse,ascendedthestairs,andopenedwithherkeythedoorattheendofthepassage,whichcommunicatedwiththeoldElizabethanrooms——adoorneverpreviouslyused,inmytime,atBlackwaterPark。TheroomsthemselvesIknewwell,havingenteredthemmyselfonvariousoccasionsfromtheothersideofthehouse。MrsRubellestoppedatthethirddooralongtheoldgallery,handedmethekeyofit,withthekeyofthedoorofcommunication,andtoldmeIshouldfindMissHalcombeinthatroom。BeforeIwentinIthoughtitdesirabletomakeherunderstandthatherattendancehadceased。Accordingly,Itoldherinplainwordsthatthechargeofthesickladyhenceforthdevolvedentirelyonmyself。 `Iamgladtohearit,ma’am,’saidMrsRubelle。`Iwanttogoverymuch。’ `Doyouleavetoday?’Iasked,tomakesureofher。 `Nowthatyouhavetakencharge,ma’am,Ileaveinhalfanhour’stime。SirPercivalhaskindlyplacedatmydispositionthegardener,andthechaise,wheneverIwantthem。Ishallwanttheminhalfanhour’stimetogotothestation。Iampackedupinanticipationalready。Iwishyougood-dayma’am。’ Shedroppedabriskcurtsey,andwalkedhackalongthegallery,hummingalittletune,andkeepingtimetoitcheerfullywiththenosegayinherhand。IamsincerelythankfultosaythatwasthelastIsawofMrsRubelle。 WhenIwentintotheroomMissHalcombewasasleep。Ilookedatheranxiously。asshelayinthedismal,high,old-fashionedbed。ShewascertainlynotinanyrespectalteredfortheworsesinceIhadseenherlast。Shehadnotbeenneglected,Iamboundtoadmit,inanywaythatIcouldperceive。Theroomwasdreary,anddusty,anddark,butthewindow(lookingonasolitarycourt-yardatthebackofthehouse)wasopenedtoletinthefreshair,andallthatcouldbedonetomaketheplacecomfortablehadbeendone。ThewholecrueltyofSirPercival’sdeceptionhadfallenonpoorLadyGlyde。Theonlyill-usagewhicheitherheorMrsRubellehadinflictedonMissHalcombeconsisted,asfarasIcouldsee,inthefirstoffenceofhidingheraway。 Istoleback,leavingthesickladystillpeacefullyasleep。togivethegardenerinstructionsaboutbringingthedoctor。Ibeggedtheman,afterhehadtakenMrsRubelletothestation,todriveroundbyMrDawson’s,andleaveamessageinmyname,askinghimtocallandseeme。Iknewhewouldcomeonmyaccount。andIknewhewouldremainwhenhefoundCountFoscohadleftthehouse。 Induecourseoftimethegardenerreturned,andsaidthathehaddrivenroundbyMrDawson’sresidence,afterleavingMrsRubelleatthestation。Thedoctorsentmewordthathewaspoorlyinhealthhimself,butthathewouldcall,ifpossible,thenextmorning。 Havingdeliveredhismessagethegardenerwasabouttowithdraw,butIstoppedhimtorequestthathewouldcomebackbeforedark,andsitupthatnight,inoneoftheemptybedrooms,soastobewithincallincaseIwantedhim。Heunderstoodreadilyenoughmyunwillingnesstobeleftaloneallnightinthemostdesolatepartofthatdesolatehouse,andwearrangedthatheshouldcomeinbetweeneightandnine。 Hecamepunctually,andIfoundcausetobethankfulthatIhadadoptedtheprecautionofcallinghimin。BeforemidnightSirPercival’sstrangetemperbrokeoutinthemostviolentandmostalarmingmanner,andifthegardenerhadnotbeenonthespottopacifyhimontheinstant,Iamafraidtothinkwhatmighthavehappened。 Almostalltheafternoonandeveninghehadbeenwalkingaboutthehouseandgroundsinanunsettled,excitablemanner,having,inallprobability,asIthought,takenanexcessivequantityofwineathissolitarydinner。Howeverthatmaybe,Iheardhisvoicecallingloudlyandangrilyinthenewwingofthehouse,asIwastakingaturnbackwardsandforwardsalongthegallerythelastthingatnight。Thegardenerimmediatelyrandowntohim,andIclosedthedoorofcommunication,tokeepthealarm,ifpossible,fromreachingMissHalcombe’sears。Itwasfullhalfanhourbeforethegardenercameback。Hedeclaredthathismasterwasquiteoutofhissenses——notthroughtheexcitementofdrink,asIhadsupposed,butthroughakindofpanicorfrenzyofmind,forwhichitwasimpossibletoaccount。HehadfoundSirPercivalwalkingbackwardsandforwardsbyhimselfinthehall,swearing,witheveryappearanceofthemostviolentpassion,thathewouldnotstopanotherminutealoneinsuchadungeonashisownhouse,andthathewouldtakethefirststageofhisjourneyimmediatelyinthemiddleofthenight。Thegardener,onapproachinghim,hadbeenhuntedout,withoathsandthreats,togetthehorseandchaisereadyinstantly。InaquarterofanhourSirPercivalhadjoinedhimintheyard,hadjumpedintothechaise,and,lashingthehorseintoagallop,haddrivenhimselfaway,withhisfaceaspaleasashesinthemoonlight。Thegardenerhadheardhimshoutingandcursingatthelodge-keepertogetupandopenthegate——hadheardthewheelsrollfuriouslyonagaininthestillnight,whenthegatewasunlocked——andknewnomore。 Thenextday,oradayortwoafter,Iforgetwhich,thechaisewasbroughtbackfromKnowlesbury,ournearesttown,bytheostlerattheoldinn。SirPercivalhadstoppedthere,andhadafterwardsleftbythetrain——forwhatdestinationthemancouldnottell。Ineverreceivedanyfurtherinformation,eitherfromhimselforfromanyoneelse,ofSirPercival’sproceedings,andIamnotevenaware,atthismoment,whetherheisinEnglandoroutofit。HeandIhavenotmetsincehedroveawaylikeanescapedcriminalfromhisownhouse,anditismyferventhopeandprayerthatwemaynevermeetagain。 Myownpartofthissadfamilystoryisnowdrawingtoanend。 IhavebeeninformedthattheparticularsofMissHalcombe’swaking,andofwhatpassedbetweenuswhenshefoundmesittingbyherbedside,arenotmaterialtothepurposewhichistobeansweredbythepresentnarrative。Itwillbesufficientformetosayinthisplace,thatshewasnotherselfconsciousofthemeansadoptedtoremoveherfromtheinhabitedtotheuninhabitedpartofthehouse。Shewasinadeepsleepatthetime,whethernaturallyorartificiallyproducedshecouldnotsay。InmyabsenceatTorquay,andintheabsenceofalltheresidentservantsexceptMargaretPorcher(whowasperpetuallyeating,drinking,orsleeping,whenshewasnotatwork),thesecrettransferofMissHalcombefromonepartofthehousetotheotherwasnodoubteasilyperformed。MrsRubelle(asIdiscoveredformyself,inlookingabouttheroom)hadprovisions,andallothernecessaries,togetherwiththemeansofheatingwater,broth,andsoon,withoutkindlingafire,placedatherdisposalduringthefewdaysofherimprisonmentwiththesicklady。ShehaddeclinedtoanswerthequestionswhichMissHalcombenaturallyput,buthadnot,inotherrespects,treatedherwithunkindnessorneglect。ThedisgraceoflendingherselftoaviledeceptionistheonlydisgracewithwhichIcanconscientiouslychargeMrsRubelle。 Ineedwritenoparticulars(andIamrelievedtoknowit)oftheeffectproducedonMissHalcombebythenewsofLadyGlyde’sdeparture,orbythefarmoremelancholytidingswhichreachedusonlytoosoonafterwardsatBlackwaterPark。InbothcasesIpreparedhermindbeforehandasgentlyandascarefullyaspossible,havingthedoctor’sadvicetoguideme,inthelastcaseonly,throughMrDawson’sbeingtoounwelltocometothehouseforsomedaysafterIhadsentforhim。Itwasasadtime,atimewhichitafflictsmetothinkofortowriteofnow。ThepreciousblessingsofreligiousconsolationwhichIendeavouredtoconveywerelonginreachingMissHalcombe’sheart,butIhopeandbelievetheycamehometoheratlast。Ineverlefthertillherstrengthwasrestored。Thetrainwhichtookmeawayfromthatmiserablehousewasthetrainwhichtookherawayalso。WepartedverymournfullyinLondon。IremainedwitharelativeatIslington,andshewentontoMrFairlie’shouseinCumberland。 IhaveonlyafewlinesmoretowritebeforeIclosethispainfulstatement。Theyaredictatedbyasenseofduty。 Inthefirstplace,Iwishtorecordmyownpersonalconvictionthatnoblamewhatever,inconnectionwiththeeventswhichIhavenowrelated,attachestoCountFosco。Iaminformedthatadreadfulsuspicionhasbeenraised,andthatsomeveryseriousconstructionsareplaceduponhislordship’sconduct。MypersuasionoftheCount’sinnocenceremains,however,quiteunshaken。IfheassistedSirPercivalinsendingmetoTorquay,heassistedunderadelusion,forwhich,asaforeignerandastranger,hewasnottoblame。IfhewasconcernedinbringingMrsRubelletoBlackwaterPark,itwashismisfortuneandnothisfault,whenthatforeignpersonwasbaseenoughtoassistadeceptionplannedandcarriedoutbythemasterofthehouse。Iprotest,intheinterestsofmorality,againstblamebeinggratuitouslyandwantonlyattachedtotheproceedingsoftheCount。 Inthesecondplace,IdesiretoexpressmyregretatmyowninabilitytoremembertheprecisedayonwhichLadyGlydeleftBlackwaterParkforLondon。Iamtoldthatitisofthelastimportancetoascertaintheexactdateofthatlamentablejourney,andIhaveanxiouslytaxedmymemorytorecallit。Theefforthasbeeninvain。IcanonlyremembernowthatitwastowardsthelatterpartofJuly。Weallknowthedifficulty,afteralapseoftime,offixingpreciselyonapastdateunlessithasbeenpreviouslywrittendown。ThatdifficultyisgreatlyincreasedinmycasebythealarmingandconfusingeventswhichtookplaceabouttheperiodofLadyGlyde’sdeparture。IheartilywishIhadmadeamemorandumatthetime。Iheartilywishmymemoryofthedatewasasvividasmymemoryofthatpoorlady’sface,whenitlookedatmesorrowfullyforthelasttimefromthecarriagewindow。 THESTORYCONTINUEDINSEVERALNARRATIVES 1。THENARRATIVEOFHESTERPINHORN,COOKINTHESERVICEOFCOUNTFOSCO Takendownfromherownstatement IAMsorrytosaythatIhaveneverlearnttoreadorwrite。Ihavebeenahard-workingwomanallmylife,andhavekeptagoodcharacter。Iknowthatitisasinandwickednesstosaythethingwhichisnot,andIwilltrulybewareofdoingsoonthisoccasion。AllthatIknowIwilltell,andIhumblybegthegentlemanwhotakesthisdowntoputmylanguagerightashegoeson,andtomakeallowancesformybeingnoscholar。 InthislastsummerIhappenedtobeoutofplace(throughnofaultofmyown),andIheardofasituationasplaincook,atNumberFive,ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood。Itooktheplaceontrial。Mymaster’snamewasFosco。MymistresswasanEnglishlady。HewasCountandshewasCountess。Therewasagirltodohousemaid’sworkwhenIgotthere。Shewasnotover-cleanortidy,buttherewasnoharminher。Iandsheweretheonlyservantsinthehouse。 Ourmasterandmistresscameafterwegotin;andassoonastheydidcomeweweretold,downstairs,thatcompanywasexpectedfromthecountry。 Thecompanywasmymistress’sniece,andthebackbedroomonthefirstfloorwasgotreadyforher。MymistressmentionedtomethatLadyGlyde(thatwashername)wasinpoorhealth,andthatImustbeparticularinmycookingaccordingly。Shewastocomethatday,aswellasIcanremember——butwhateveryoudo,don’ttrustmymemoryinthematter。Iamsorrytosayit’snouseaskingmeaboutdaysofthemonth,andsuch-like。ExceptSundays,halfmytimeItakenoheedofthem,beingahard-workingwomanandnoscholar。AllIknowisLadyGlydecame,andwhenshedidcome,afinefrightshegaveusallsurely。Idon’tknowhowmasterbroughthertothehouse,beinghardatworkatthetime。Buthedidbringherintheafternoon,Ithink,andthehousemaidopenedthedoortothem,andshowedthemintotheparlour。Beforeshehadbeenlongdowninthekitchenagainwithme,weheardahurry-skurryupstairs,andtheparlourbellringinglikemad,andmymistress’svoicecallingoutforhelp。 Webothranup,andtherewesawtheladylaidonthesofa,withherfaceghastlywhite,andherhandsfastclenched,andherheaddrawndowntooneside。Shehadbeentakenwithasuddenfright,mymistresssaid,andmasterhetoldusshewasinafitofconvulsions。Iranout,knowingtheneighbourhoodalittlebetterthantherestofthem,tofetchthenearestdoctor’shelp。ThenearesthelpwasatGoodricke’sandGarth’s,whoworkedtogetheraspartners,andhadagoodnameandconnection,asIhaveheard,allroundStJohn’sWood。MrGoodrickewasin,andhecamebackwithmedirectly。 Itwassometimebeforehecouldmakehimselfofmuchuse。Thepoorunfortunateladyfelloutofonefitintoanother,andwentonsotillshewasquiteweariedout,andashelplessasanew-bornbabe。Wethengothertobed。MrGoodrickewentawaytohishouseformedicine,andcamehackagaininaquarterofanhourorless。Besidesthemedicinehebroughtabitofhollowmahoganywoodwithhim,shapedlikeakindoftrumpet,andafterwaitingalittlewhile,heputoneendoverthelady’sheartandtheothertohisear,andlistenedcarefully。 Whenhehaddonehesaystomymistress,whowasintheroom,`Thisisaveryseriouscase,’hesays,`IrecommendyoutowritetoLadyGlyde’sfriendsdirectly。’Mymistresssaystohim,`Isitheart-disease?’Andhesays,`Yes,heart-diseaseofamostdangerouskind。’Hetoldherexactlywhathethoughtwasthematter,whichIwasnotcleverenoughtounderstand。ButIknowthis,heendedbysayingthathewasafraidneitherhishelpnoranyotherdoctor’shelpwaslikelytobeofmuchservice。 Mymistresstookthisillnewsmorequietlythanmymaster。Hewasabig,fat,oddsortofelderlyman,whokeptbirdsandwhitemice,andspoketothemasiftheyweresomanyChristianchildren。Heseemedterriblycutupbywhathadhappened。`Ah!poorLadyGlyde!poordearLadyGlyde!’hesays,andwentstalkingabout,wringinghisfathandsmorelikeaplay-actorthanagentleman。Foronequestionmymistressaskedthedoctoraboutthelady’schancesofgettinground,heaskedagoodfiftyatleast。Ideclarehequitetormentedusall,andwhenhewasquietatlast,outhewentintothebitofbackgarden,pickingtrumperylittlenosegays,andaskingmetotakethemupstairsandmakethesick-roomlookprettywiththem。Asifthatdidanygood。Ithinkhemusthavebeen,attimes,alittlesoftinhishead。Buthewasnotabadmaster——hehadamonstrousciviltongueofhisown,andajolly,easy,coaxingwaywithhim。Ilikedhimadealbetterthanmymistress。Shewasahardone,ifevertherewasahardoneyet。 Towardsnight-timetheladyrousedupalittle。Shehadbeensoweariedout,beforethat,bytheconvulsions,thatsheneverstirredhandorfoot,orspokeawordtoanybody。Shemovedinthebednow,andstaredaboutherattheroomandusinit。Shemusthavebeenanice-lookingladywhenwell,withlighthair,andblueeyesandallthat。Herrestwastroubledatnight——atleastsoIheardfrommymistress,whosatupalonewithher。IonlywentinoncebeforegoingtobedtoseeifIcouldbeofanyuse,andthenshewastalkingtoherselfinaconfused,ramblingmanner。Sheseemedtowantsadlytospeaktosomebodywhowasabsentfromhersomewhere。Icouldn’tcatchthenamethefirsttime,andthesecondtimemasterknockedatthedoor,withhisregularmouthfulofquestions,andanotherofhistrumperynosegays。 WhenIwentinearlythenextmorning,theladywascleanwornoutagain,andlayinakindoffaintsleep。MrGoodrickebroughthispartner,MrGarth,withhimtoadvise。Theysaidshemustnotbedisturbedoutofherrestonanyaccount。Theyaskedmymistressmanyquestions,attheotherendoftheroom,aboutwhatthelady’shealthhadbeeninpasttimes,andwhohadattendedher,andwhethershehadeversufferedmuchandlongtogetherunderdistressofmind。Iremembermymistresssaid`Yes’tothatlastquestion。AndMrGoodrickelookedatMrGarth,andshookhishead;andMrGarthlookedatMrGoodricke,andshookhishead。Theyseemedtothinkthatthedistressmighthavesomethingtodowiththemischiefatthelady’sheart。Shewasbutafrailthingtolookat,poorcreature!Verylittlestrengthatanytime,Ishouldsay——verylittlestrength。 Lateronthesamemorning,whenshewoke,theladytookasuddenturn,andgotseeminglyagreatdealbetter。Iwasnotletinagaintoseeher,nomorewasthehousemaid,forthereasonthatshewasnottobedisturbedbystrangers。WhatIheardofherbeingbetterwasthroughmymaster。Hewasinwonderfulgoodspiritsaboutthechange,andlookedinatthekitchenwindowfromthegarden,withhisgreatbigcurly-brimmedwhitehaton,togoout。 `GoodMrsCook,’sayshe,`LadyGlydeisbetter。Mymindismoreeasythanitwas,andIamgoingouttostretchmylegswithasunnylittlesummerwalk。ShallIorderforyou,shallImarketforyou,MrsCook?Whatareyoumakingthere?Anicetartfordinner?Muchcrust,ifyouplease——muchcrispcrust,mydear,thatmeltsandcrumblesdeliciousinthemouth。’Thatwashisway。Hewaspastsixty,andfondofpastry。Justthinkofthat! Thedoctorcameagainintheforenoon,andsawforhimselfthatLadyGlydehadwokeupbetter。Heforbidustotalktoher,ortolethertalktous,incaseshewasthatwaydisposed,sayingshemustbekeptquietbeforeallthings,andencouragedtosleepasmuchaspossible。ShedidnotseemtowanttotalkwheneverIsawher,exceptovernight。whenIcouldn’tmakeoutwhatshewassaying——sheseemedtoomuchworndown。MrGoodrickewasnotnearlyinsuchgoodspiritsaboutherasmaster。Hesaidnothingwhenhecamedownstairs,exceptthathewouldcallagainatfiveo’clock。 Aboutthattime(whichwasbeforemastercamehomeagain)thebellranghardfromthebedroom,andmymistressranoutintothelanding,andcalledtometogoforMrGoodricke,andtellhimtheladyhadfainted。Igotonmybonnetandshawl,when,asgoodluckwouldhaveit,thedoctorhimselfcametothehouseforhispromisedvisit。 Ilethimin,andwentupstairsalongwithhim。`LadyGlydewasjustasusual,’saysmymistresstohimatthedoor;`shewasawake,andlookingaboutherinastrange,forlornmanner,whenIheardhergiveasortofhalfcry,andshefaintedinamoment。’Thedoctorwentuptothebed,andstoopeddownoverthesicklady。Helookedveryserious,allonasudden,atthesightofher,andputhishandonherheart。 MymistressstaredhardinMrGoodricke’sface。`Notdead!’saysshe,whispering,andturningallofatremblefromheadtofoot。 `Yes,’saysthedoctor,veryquietandgrave。`Dead。IwasafraiditwouldhappensuddenlywhenIexaminedherheartyesterday。’Mymistresssteppedbackfromthebedsidewhilehewasspeaking,andtrembledandtrembledagain。`Dead!’shewhisPerstoherself;`deadsosuddenly!deadsosoon!WhatwilltheCountsay?’MrGoodrickeadvisedhertogodownstairs,andquietherselfalittle。`Youhavebeensittingupallnight,’sayshe,`andyournervesareshaken。Thisperson,’sayshe,meaningme,`thispersonwillstayintheroomtillIcansendforthenecessaryassistance。’Mymistressdidashetoldher。`ImustpreparetheCount,’shesays。`ImustcarefullypreparetheCount。’Andsosheleftus,shakingfromheadtofoot,andwentout。 `Yourmasterisaforeigner,’saysMrGoodricke,whenmymistresshadleftus。`Doesheunderstandaboutregisteringthedeath?’`Ican’trightlytell,sir,’saysI,`butIshouldthinknot。’Thedoctorconsideredaminute,andthensayshe,`Idon’tusuallydosuchthings,’sayshe,`butitmaysavethefamilytroubleinthiscaseifIregisterthedeathmyself。Ishallpassthedistrictofficeinhalfanhour’stime,andIcaneasilylookin。Mention,ifyouplease,thatIwilldoso,’`Yes,sir,’saysI,`withthanks,I’msure,foryourkindnessinthinkingofit。’`Youdon’tmindstayingheretillIcansendyoutheproperperson?’sayshe。`No,sir,’saysI;`I’llstaywiththepoorladytillthen。Isupposenothingmorecouldbedone,sir,thanwasdone?’saysI。`No,’sayshe,`nothing;shemusthavesufferedsadlybeforeeverIsawher——thecasewashopelesswhenIwascalledin。’`Ah,dearme!weallcometoit,soonerorlater,don’twe,sir?’saysI。Hegavenoanswertothat——hedidn’tseemtocareabouttalking。Hesaid,`Good-day,’andwentout。 IstoppedbythebedsidefromthattimetillthetimewhenMrGoodrickesentthepersonin,ashehadpromised。Shewas,byname,JaneGould。Iconsideredhertobearespectable-lookingwoman。Shemadenoremark,excepttosaythatsheunderstoodwhatwaswantedofher,andthatshehadwindedamanyoftheminhertime。 Howmasterborethenews,whenhefirstheardit,ismorethanIcantell,nothavingbeenpresent。WhenIdidseehimhelookedawfullyovercomebyit,tobesure。Hesatquietinacorner,withhisfathandshangingoverhisthickknees,andhisheaddown,andhiseyeslookingatnothing。Heseemednotsomuchsorry,asscaredanddazedlike,bywhathadhappened。Mymistressmanagedallthatwastobedoneaboutthefuneral。Itmusthavecostasightofmoney——thecoffin,inparticular,beingmostbeautiful。Thedeadlady’shusbandwasaway,asweheard,inforeignparts。Butmymistress(beingheraunt)settleditwithherfriendsinthecountry(Cumberland,Ithink)thatsheshouldbeburiedthere,inthesamegravealongwithhermother。Everythingwasdonehandsomely,inrespectofthefuneral,Isayagain,andmasterwentdowntoattendtheburyinginthecountryhimself。Helookedgrandinhisdeepmourning,withhisbigsolemnface,andhisslowwalk,andhisbroadhatband——thathedid! Inconclusion,Ihavetosay,inanswertoquestionsputtome—— (i)ThatneitherInormyfellow-servanteversawmymastergiveLadyGlydeanymedicinehimself。 (2)Thathewasnever,tomyknowledgeandbelief,leftaloneintheroomwithLadyGlyde。 (3)ThatIamnotabletosaywhatcausedthesuddenfright,whichmymistressinformedmehadseizedtheladyonherfirstcomingintothehouse。Thecausewasneverexplained,eithertomeortomyfellow-servant。 Theabovestatementhasbeenreadoverinmypresence。Ihavenothingtoaddtoit,ortotakeawayfromit。Isay,onmyoathasaChristianwoman,thisisthetruth。 (Signed)HESTERPINHORN,Her+Mark。 2。THENARRATIVEOFTHEDOCTOR TotheRegistraroftheSub-Districtinwhichtheundermentioneddeathtookplace——IherebycertifythatIattendedLadyGlyde,agedTwenty-OnelastBirthday;thatIlastsawheronThursdaythe25thJuly1850;thatshediedonthesamedayatNo。5ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood,andthatthe CauseofherdeathDurationofdisease AneurismNotknown (Signed)ALFREDGOODRICKE。 Prof。Title。M。R。C。S。Eng。,L。S。A。 Address:12CroydonGardens, StJohn’sWood。 3。THENARRATIVEOFJANEGOULD IWASthepersonsentinbyMrGoodricketodowhatwasrightandneedfulbytheremainsofaladywhohaddiedatthehousenamedinthecertificatewhichprecedesthis。Ifoundthebodyinchargeoftheservant,HesterPinhorn。Iremainedwithit,andprepareditatthepropertimeforthegrave。Itwaslaidinthecoffininmypresence,andIafterwardssawthecoffinscreweddownprevioustoitsremoval。Whenthathadbeendone,andnotbefore,Ireceivedwhatwasduetomeandleftthehouse。IreferpersonswhomaywishtoinvestigatemycharactertoMrGoodricke。HewillbearwitnessthatIcanbetrustedtotellthetruth。 (Signed)JANEGOULD。 4。THENARRATIVEOFTHETOMBSTONE SACRED TOTHEMEMORYOF LAURA, LADYGLYDE, WIFEOFSIRPERCIVALGLYDE,BART。, OFBLACKWATERPARK,HAMPSHIRE, AND DAUGHTEROFTHELATEPHILIPFAIRLIE,ESQ。, OFLIMMERIDGEHOUSE,INTHISPARISH。 BORNMARCH27TH,1829; MARRIEDDECEMBER22ND,1849; DIEDJULY25TH,1850。 5。THENARRATIVEOFWALTERHARTRIGHT EARLYinthesummerof1850IandmysurvivingcompanionsleftthewildsandforestsofCentralAmericaforhome。Arrivedatthecoast,wetookshipthereforEngland。ThevesselwaswreckedintheGulfofMexico——Iwasamongthefewsavedfromthesea。Itwasmythirdescapefromperilofdeath。Deathbydisease,deathbytheIndians,deathbydrowning——allthreehadapproachedme;allthreehadpassedmeby。 ThesurvivorsofthewreckwererescuedbyanAmericanvesselboundforLiverpool。TheshipreachedherportonthethirteenthdayofOctober1850。Welandedlateintheafternoon,andIarrivedinLondonthesamenight。 Thesepagesarenottherecordofmywanderingsandmydangersawayfromhome。Themotiveswhichledmefrommycountryandmyfriendstoanewworldofadventureandperilareknown。Fromthatself-imposedexileIcameback,asIhadhoped,prayed,believedIshouldcomeback——achangedman。InthewatersofanewlifeIhadtemperedmynatureafresh。Inthesternschoolofextremityanddangermywillhadlearnttobestrong,myhearttoberesolute,mymindtorelyonitself。Ihadgoneouttoflyfrommyownfuture。Icamebacktofaceit,asamanshould。 TofaceitwiththatinevitablesuppressionofmyselfwhichIknewitwoulddemandfromme。Ihadpartedwiththeworstbitternessofthepast,butnotwithmyheart’sremembranceofthesorrowandthetendernessofthatmemorabletime。Ihadnotceasedtofeeltheoneirreparabledisappointmentofmylife——Ihadonlylearnttobearit。LauraFairliewasinallmythoughtswhentheshipboremeaway,andIlookedmylastatEngland。LauraFairliewasinallmythoughtswhentheshipbroughtmeback,andthemorninglightshowedthefriendlyshoreinview。 Mypentracestheoldlettersasmyheartgoesbacktotheoldlove。IwriteofherasLauraFairliestill。Itishardtothinkofher,itishardtospeakofher,byherhusband’sname。 Therearenomorewordsofexplanationtoaddonmyappearingforthesecondtimeinthesepages。Thisnarrative,ifIhavethestrengthandthecouragetowriteit,maynowgoon。 Myfirstanxietiesandfirsthopeswhenthemorningcamecentredinmymotherandmysister。Ifeltthenecessityofpreparingthemforthejoyandsurpriseofmyreturn,afteranabsenceduringwhichithadbeenimpossibleforthemtoreceiveanytidingsofmeformonthspast。EarlyinthemorningIsentalettertotheHampsteadCottage,andfolloweditmyselfinanhour’stime。 Whenthefirstmeetingwasover,whenourquietandcomposureofotherdaysbegangraduallytoreturntous,Isawsomethinginmymother’sfacewhichtoldmethatasecretoppressionlayheavyonherheart。Therewasmorethanlove——therewassorrowintheanxiouseyesthatlookedonmesotenderly——therewaspityinthekindhandthatslowlyandfondlystrengtheneditsholdonmine。Wehadnoconcealmentsfromeachother。Sheknewhowthehopeofmylifehadbeenwrecked——sheknewwhyIhadlefther。ItwasonmylipstoaskascomposedlyasIcouldifanyletterhadcomeformefromMissHalcombe,iftherewasanynewsofhersisterthatImighthear。ButwhenIlookedinmymother’sfaceIlostcouragetoputthequestioneveninthatguardedform。Icouldonlysay,doubtinglyandrestrainedly—— `Youhavesomethingtotellme。’ Mysister,whohadbeensittingoppositetous,rosesuddenlywithoutawordofexplanation——roseandlefttheroom。 Mymothermovedclosertomeonthesofaandputherarmsroundmyneck。Thosefondarmstrembled——thetearsflowedfastoverthefaithfullovingface。 `Walter!’shewhispered,`myowndarling!myheartisheavyforyou,Oh,mysonImysonItrytorememberthatIamstillleft!’ Myheadsankonherbosom。Shehadsaidallinsayingthosewords。 Itwasthemorningofthethirddaysincemyreturn——themorningofthesixteenthofOctober。 Ihadremainedwiththematthecottage——Ihadtriedhardnottoembitterthehappinessofmyreturntothemasitwasembitteredtome。Ihaddoneallmancouldtoriseaftertheshock,andacceptmyliferesignedly——toletmygreatsorrowcomeintendernesstomyheart,andnotindespair。Itwasuselessandhopeless。Notearssoothedmyachingeyes,noreliefcametomefrommysister’ssympathyormymother’slove。 OnthatthirdmorningIopenedmyhearttothem。AtlastthewordspassedmylipswhichIhadlongedtospeakonthedaywhenmymothertoldmeofherdeath。 `Letmegoawayaloneforalittlewhile,’Isaid。`IshallbearitbetterwhenIhavelookedoncemoreattheplacewhereIfirstsawher——whenIhavekneltandprayedbythegravewheretheyhavelaidhertorest。’ Idepartedonmyjourney——myjourneytothegraveofLauraFairlie。 ItwasaquietautumnafternoonwhenIstoppedatthesolitarystation,andsetforthaloneonfootbythewell-rememberedroad。Thewaningsunwasshiningfaintlythroughthinwhiteclouds——theairwaswarmandstill——thepeacefulnessofthelonelycountrywasovershadowedandsaddenedbytheinfluenceofthefallingyear。 Ireachedthemoor——Istoodagainonthebrowofthehill——Ilookedonalongthepath——andtherewerethefamiliargardentreesinthedistance,theclearsweepingsemicircleofthedrive,thehighwhitewallsofLimmeridgeHouse。Thechancesandchanges,thewanderingsanddangersofmonthsandmonthspast,allshrankandshrivelledtonothinginmymind。Itwaslikeyesterdaysincemyfeethadlasttroddenthefragrantheathyground。IthoughtIshouldseehercomingtomeetme,withherlittlestrawhatshadingherface,hersimpledressflutteringintheair,andherwell-filledsketch-bookreadyinherhand。 Oh,death,thouhastthysting!oh,grave,thouhastthyvictory! Iturnedaside,andtherebelowmeintheglenwasthelonesomegreychurch,thePorchwhereIhadwaitedforthecomingofthewomaninwhite,thehillsencirclingthequietburial-ground,thebrookbubblingcoldoveritsstonybed。Therewasthemarblecross,fairandwhite,attheheadofthetomb——thetombthatnowroseovermotheranddaughteralike。 Iapproachedthegrave。Icrossedoncemorethelowstonestile,andbaredmyheadasItouchedthesacredground。Sacredtogentlenessandgoodness,sacredtoreverenceandgrief。 Istoppedbeforethepedestalfromwhichthecrossrose。Ononesideofit,onthesidenearesttome,thenewly-cutinscriptionmetmyeyes——thehard,clear,cruelblackletterswhichtoldthestoryofherlifeanddeath。Itriedtoreadthem。Ididreadasfarasthename。`SacredtotheMemoryofLaura——’Thekindblueeyesdimwithtears——thefairheaddroopingwearily——theinnocentpartingwordswhichimploredmetoleaveher——oh,forahappierlastmemoryofherthanthis;thememoryItookawaywithme,thememoryIbringbackwithmetohergrave! AsecondtimeItriedtoreadtheinscription。Isawattheendthedateofherdeath,andaboveit—— Aboveittherewerelinesonthemarble——therewasanameamongthemwhichdisturbedmythoughtsofher。Iwentroundtotheothersideofthegrave,wheretherewasnothingtoread,nothingofearthlyvilenesstoforceitswaybetweenherspiritandmine。 Ikneltdownbythetomb。Ilaidmyhands,Ilaidmyheadonthebroadwhitestone,andclosedmywearyeyesontheeartharound,onthelightabove。Ilethercomebacktome。Oh,mylove!mylove!myheartmayspeaktoyounow!Itisyesterdayagainsinceweparted——yesterday,sinceyourdearhandlayinmine——yesterday,sincemyeyeslookedtheirlastonyou。Mylove!mylove! Timehadflowedon,andsilencehadfallenlikethicknightoveritscourse。 Thefirstsoundthatcameaftertheheavenlypeacerustledfaintlylikeapassingbreathofairoverthegrassoftheburial-ground。Ihearditnearingmeslowly,untilitcamechangedtomycar——camelikefootstepsmowingonward——thenstopped。 Ilookedup。 Thesunsetwasnearathand。Thecloudshadparted——theslantinglightfellmellowoverthehills。Thelastofthedaywascoldandclearandstillinthequietvalleyofthedead。 Beyondme,intheburial-ground,standingtogetherinthecoldclearnessofthelowerlight,Isawtwowomen。Theywerelookingtowardsthetomb,lookingtowardsme。 Two。 Theycamealittleon,andstoppedagain。Theirveilsweredown,andhidtheirfacesfromme。Whentheystoppedoneofthemraisedherveil。InthestilleveninglightIsawthefaceofMarianHalcombe。 Changed,changedasifyearshadpassedoverit!Theeyeslargeandwild,andlookingatmewithastrangeterrorinthem。Thefacewornandwastedpiteously。Painandfearandgriefwrittenonheraswithabrand。 Itookonesteptowardsherfromthegrave。Shenevermoved——sheneverspoke。Theveiledwomanwithhercriedoutfaintly。Istopped。Thespringsofmylifefelllow,andtheshudderingofanunutterabledreadcreptovermefromheadtofoot。 Thewomanwiththeveiledfacemovedawayfromhercompanion,andcametowardsmeslowly。Leftbyherself,standingbyherself,MarianHalcombespoke。ItwasthevoicethatIremembered——thevoicenotchanged,likethefrightenedeyesandthewastedface。 `Mydream!mydream!’Iheardhersaythosewordssoftlyintheawfulsilence。Shesankonherknees,andraisedherclaspedhandstoheaven。`Father!strengthenhim。Father!helphiminhishourofneed。’ Thewomancameon,slowlyandsilentlycameon。Ilookedather——ather,andatnoneother,fromthatmoment。 Thevoicethatwasprayingformefalteredandsanklow——thenroseonasudden,andcalledaffrightedly,calleddespairinglytometocomeaway。 Buttheveiledwomanhadpossessionofme,bodyandsoul。Shestoppedononesideofthegrave。Westoodfacetofacewiththetombstonebetweenus。Shewasclosetotheinscriptiononthesideofthepedestal。Hergowntouchedtheblackletters。 Thevoicecamenearer,androseandrosemorepassionatelystill。`HideyourfaceIdon’tlookather!Oh,forGod’ssake,sparehim——’ Thewomanliftedherveil。 `SacredtotheMemoryofLaura,LadyGlyde——’ Laura,LadyGlyde,wasstandingbytheinscription,andwaslookingatmeoverthegrave。