第11章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:26112更新时间:18/12/21 16:26:06
IsitnecessarytosaywhatmyfirstimpressionwaswhenIlookedatmyvisitor’scard?Surelynot!Mysisterhavingmarriedaforeigner,therewasbutoneimpressionthatanymaninhissensescouldpossiblyfeel。OfcoursetheCounthadcometoborrowmoneyofme。 `Louis,’Isaid,`doyouthinkhewouldgoawayifyougavehimfiveshillings?’ Louislookedquiteshocked。Hesurprisedmeinexpressiblybydeclaringthatmysister’sforeignhusbandwasdressedsuperbly,andlookedthepictureofprosperity。Underthesecircumstancesmyfirstimpressionalteredtoacertainextent。InowtookitforgrantedthattheCounthadmatrimonialdifficultiesofhisowntocontendwith,andthathehadcome,liketherestofthefamily,tocastthemallonmyshoulders。 `Didhementionhisbusiness?’Iasked。 `CountFoscosaidhehadcomehere,sir,becauseMissHalcombewasunabletoleaveBlackwaterPark。’ Freshtroubles,apparently。Notexactlyhisown,asIhadsupposed,butdearMarian’s。Troubles,anyway。Ohdear! `Showhimin,’Isaidresignedly。 TheCount’sfirstappearancereallystartledme。HewassuchanalarminglylargepersonthatIquitetrembled-Ifeltcertainthathewouldshakethefloorandknockdownmyart-treasures。Hedidneithertheonenortheother。Hewasrefreshinglydressedinsummercostume——hismannerwasdelightfullyself-possessedandquiet——hehadacharmingsmile。Myfirstimpressionofhimwashighlyfavourable。Itisnotcreditabletomypenetration——asthesequelwillshow——toacknowledgethis,butIamanaturallycandidman,andIdoacknowledgeitnotwithstanding。 `Allowmetopresentmyself,MrFairlie,’hesaid。`IcomefromBlackwaterPark,andIhavethehonourandthehappinessofbeingMadameFosco’shusband。Letmetakemyfirstandlastadvantageofthatcircumstancebyentreatingyounottomakeastrangerofme。Ibegyouwillnotdisturbyourself——Ibegyouwillnotmove。’ `Youareverygood,’Ireplied。`IwishIwasstrongenoughtogetup。CharmedtoseeyouatLimmeridge。Pleasetakeachair。’ `Iamafraidyouaresufferingtoday,’saidtheCount。 `Asusual,’Isaid。`Iamnothingbutabundleofnervesdresseduptolooklikeaman。’ `Ihavestudiedmanysubjectsinmytime,’remarkedthissympatheticperson。`Amongotherstheinexhaustiblesubjectofnerves。MayImakeasuggestion,atoncethesimplestandthemostprofound?Willyouletmealterthelightinyourroom?’ `Certainly——ifyouwillbesoverykindasnottoletanyofitinonme。’ Hewalkedtothewindow。SuchacontrasttodearMarian!soextremelyconsiderateinallhismovements! `Light,’hesaid,inthatdelightfulconfidentialtonewhichissosoothingtoaninvalid,`isthefirstessential。Lightstimulates。nourishes,preserves。Youcannomoredowithoutit,MrFairlie,thanifyouwereaflower。Observe。Here,whereyousit,Iclosetheshutterstocomposeyou。There,whereyoudonotsit,Idrawuptheblindandletintheinvigoratingsun。Admitthelightintoyourroomifyoucannotbearitonyourself。Light,sir,isthegranddecreeofProvidence。YouacceptProvidencewithyourownrestrictions。Acceptlightonthesameterms。’ Ithoughtthisveryconvincingandattentive。Hehadtakenmeinuptothatpointaboutthelight,hehadcertainlytakenmein。 `Youseemeconfused,’hesaid。returningtohisplace——`onmywordofhonour,MrFairlie,youseemeconfusedinyourpresence。’ `Shockedtohearit,Iamsure。MayIinquirewhy?’ `Sir,canIenterthisroom(whereyousitasufferer),andseeyousurroundedbytheseadmirableobjectsofArt,withoutdiscoveringthatyouareamanwhosefeelingsareacutelyimpressionable,whosesympathiesareperpetuallyalive?Tellme,canIdothis?’ IfIhadbeenstrongenoughtositupinmychairIshould,ofcourse,havebowed。Notbeingstrongenough,Ismiledmyacknowledgmentsinstead。Itdidjustaswell,webothunderstoodoneanother。 `Prayfollowmytrainofthought,’continuedtheCount。`Isithere,amanofrefinedsympathiesmyself,inthepresenceofanothermanofrefinedsympathiesalso。Iamconsciousofaterriblenecessityforlaceratingthosesympathiesbyreferringtodomesticeventsofaverymelancholykind。Whatistheinevitableconsequence?Ihavedonemyselfthehonourofpointingitouttoyoualready。Isitconfused。’ WasitatthispointthatIbegantosuspecthewasgoingtoboreme?Iratherthinkitwas。 `Isitabsolutelynecessarytorefertotheseunpleasantmatters?’Iinquired。`InourhomelyEnglishphrase,CountFosco,won’ttheykeep?’ TheCount,withthemostalarmingsolemnity,sighedandshookhishead。 `MustIreallyhearthem?’ Heshruggedhisshoulders(itwasthefirstforeignthinghehaddonesincehehadbeenintheroom),andlookedatmeinanunpleasantlypenetratingmanner。MyinstinctstoldmethatIhadbetterclosemyeyes。Iobeyedmyinstincts。 `Pleasebreakitgently,’Ipleaded。`Anybodydead?’ `Dead!’criedtheCount,withunnecessaryforeignfierceness。`MrFairlie,yournationalcomposureterrifiesme。InthenameofHeaven,whathaveIsaidordonetomakeyouthinkmethemessengerofdeath?’ `Prayacceptmyapologies,’Ianswered。`Youhavesaidanddonenothing。Imakeitaruleinthesedistressingcasesalwaystoanticipatetheworst-Itbreakstheblowbymeetingithalf-way,andsoon。Inexpressiblyrelieved,Iamsure,tohearthatnobodyisdead。Anybodyill?’ Iopenedmyeyesandlookedathim。Washeveryyellowwhenhecamein,orhadheturnedveryyellowinthelastminuteortwo?Ireallycan’tsay,andIcan’taskLouis,becausehewasnotintheroomatthetime。 `Anybodyill?’Irepeated,observingthatmynationalcomposurestillappearedtoaffecthim。 `Thatispartofmybadnews,MrFairlie。Yes。Somebodyisill。’ `Grieved,Iamsure。Whichofthemisit?’ `Tomyprofoundsorrow,MissHalcombe。Perhapsyouwereinsomedegreepreparedtohearthis?PerhapswhenyoufoundthatMissHalcombedidnotcomeherebyherself,asyouproposed,anddidnotwriteasecondtime,youraffectionateanxietymayhavemadeyoufearthatshewasill?’ Ihavenodoubtmyaffectionateanxietyhadledtothatmelancholyapprehensionatsometimeorother,butatthemomentmywretchedmemoryentirelyfailedtoremindmeofthecircumstance。However,Isaidyes,injusticetomyself。Iwasmuchshocked。ItwassoveryuncharacteristicofsucharobustpersonasdearMariantobeill,thatIcouldonlysupposeshehadmetwithanaccident。Ahorse,orafalsesteponthestairs,orsomethingofthatsort。 `Isitserious?’Iasked。 `Serious——beyondadoubt,’hereplied。`Dangerous——Ihopeandtrustnot。MissHalcombeunhappilyexposedherselftobewettedthroughbyaheavyrain。Thecoldthatfollowedwasofanaggravatedkind,andithasnowbroughtwithittheworstconsequences——fever。’ WhenIheardthewordfever,andwhenIrememberedatthesamemomentthattheunscrupulouspersonwhowasnowaddressingmehadjustcomefromBlackwaterPark,IthoughtIshouldhavefaintedonthespot。 `GoodGod!’Isaid。`Isitinfectious?’ `Notatpresent,’heanswered,withdetestablecomposure。`Itmayturntoinfection——butnosuchdeplorablecomplicationhadtakenplacewhenIleftBlackwaterPark。Ihavefeltthedeepestinterestinthecase,MrFairlie——Ihaveendeavouredtoassisttheregularmedicalattendantinwatchingit——acceptmypersonalassurancesoftheuninfectiousnatureofthefeverwhenIlastsawit。’ Accepthisassurances!Ineverwasfartherfromacceptinganythinginmylife。Iwouldnothavebelievedhimonhisoath。Hewastooyellowtobebelieved。Helookedlikeawalking-West-Indian-epidemic。Hewasbigenoughtocarrytyphusbytheton,andtodyetheverycarpethewalkedonwithscarletfever。Incertainemergenciesmymindisremarkablysoonmadeup。Iinstantlydeterminedtogetridofhim。 `Youwillkindlyexcuseaninvalid,’Isaid——`butlongconferencesofanykindinvariablyupsetme。MayIbegtoknowexactlywhattheobjectistowhichIamindebtedforthehonourofyourvisit?’ Iferventlyhopedthatthisremarkablybroadhintwouldthrowhimoffhisbalance——confusehim——reducehimtopoliteapologies——inshort,gethimoutoftheroom。Onthecontrary,itonlysettledhiminhischair。Hebecameadditionallysolemn,anddignified,andconfidential。Hehelduptwoofhishorridfingersandgavemeanotherofhisunpleasantlypenetratinglooks。WhatwasItodo?Iwasnotstrongenoughtoquarrelwithhim。Conceivemysituation,ifyouplease。Islanguageadequatetodescribeit?Ithinknot。 `Theobjectsofmyvisit,’hewenton,quiteirrepressibly,`arenumberedonmyfingers。Theyaretwo。First,Icometobearmytestimony,withprofoundsorrow,tothelamentabledisagreementsbetweenSirPercivalandLadyGlyde。IamSirPercival’soldestfriend——IamrelatedtoLadyGlydebymarriage——Iamaneye-witnessofallthathashappenedatBlackwaterPark。InthosethreecapacitiesIspeakwithauthority,withconfidence,withhonourableregret。Sir,Iinformyou,astheheadofladyGlyde’sfamily,thatMissHalcombehasexaggeratednothingintheletterwhichshewrotetoyouraddress。Iaffirmthattheremedywhichthatadmirableladyhasproposedistheonlyremedythatwillspareyouthehorrorsofpublicscandal。Atemporaryseparationbetweenhusbandandwifeistheonepeaceablesolutionofthisdifficulty。Partthemforthepresent,andwhenallcausesofirritationareremoved,I,whohavenowthehonourofaddressingyou——IwillundertaketobringSirPercivaltoreason。LadyGlydeisinnocent,LadyGlydeisinjured,but——followmythoughthere!——sheis,onthatveryaccount(Isayitwithshame),thecauseofirritationwhilesheremainsunderherhusband’sroof。Nootherhousecanreceiveherwithproprietybutyours。Iinviteyoutoopenit。’ Cool。HerewasamatrimonialhailstormpouringintheSouthofEngland,andIwasinvited,byamanwithfeverineveryfoldofhiscoat,tocomeoutfromtheNorthofEnglandandtakemyshareofthepelting。Itriedtoputthepointforcibly。justasIhaveputithere-TheCountdeliberatelyloweredoneofhishorridfingers,kepttheotherup,andwenton——rodeoverme,asitwere,withouteventhecommoncoachmanlikeattentionofcrying`Hi!’beforeheknockedmedown。 `Followmythoughtoncemore,ifyouplease,’heresumed。`Myfirstobjectyouhaveheard。MysecondobjectincomingtothishouseistodowhatMissHalcombe’sillnesshaspreventedherfromdoingforherself。MylargeexperienceisconsultedonalldifficultmattersatBlackwaterPark,andmyfriendlyadvicewasrequestedontheinterestingsubjectofyourlettertoMissHalcombe-Iunderstoodatonce——formysympathiesareyoursympathies——whyyouwishedtoseeherherebeforeyoupledgedyourselftoinvitingLadyGlyde。Youaremostright,sir,inhesitatingtoreceivethewifeuntilyouarequitecertainthatthehusbandwillnotexerthisauthoritytoreclaimher。Iagreetothat。Ialsoagreethatsuchdelicateexplanationsasthisdifficultyinvolvesarenotexplanationswhichcanbeproperlydisposedofbywritingonly。Mypresencehere(tomyowngreatinconvenience)istheproofthatIspeaksincerely。Asfortheexplanationsthemselves,I——Fosco——I,whoknowSirPercivalmuchbetterthanMissHalcombeknowshim,affirmtoyou,onmyhonourandmyword,thathewillnotcomenearthishouse,orattempttocommunicatewiththishouse,whilehiswifeislivinginit。Hisaffairsareembarrassed。OfferhimhisfreedombymeansoftheabsenceofLadyGlyde。Ipromiseyouhewilltakehisfreedom,andgobacktotheContinentattheearliestmomentwhenhecangetaway。Isthiscleartoyouascrystal?Yes,itis。Haveyouquestionstoaddresstome?Beitso,Iamheretoanswer-Ask,MrFairlie——obligemebyaskingtoyourheart’scontent。 Hehadsaidsomuchalreadyinspiteofme,andhelookedsodreadfullycapableofsavingagreatdealmorealsoinspiteofme,thatIdeclinedhisamiableinvitationinpureself-defence。 `Manythanks。Ireplied。`Iamsinkingfast。InmystateofhealthImusttakethingsforgranted。Allowmetodosoonthisoccasion。Wequiteunderstandeachother。Yes。Muchobliged,Iamsure,foryourkindinterference。IfIevergetbetter,andeverhaveasecondopportunityofimprovingouracquaintance——’ Hegotup。Ithoughthewasgoing。No。Moretalk,moretimeforthedevelopmentofinfectiousinfluences——inmyroom,too——rememberthat,inmyroom! `Onemomentvet。’hesaid。`onemomentbeforeItakemyleave。Iaskpermissionatpartingtoimpressonyouanurgentnecessity。Itisthis,sir。YoumustnotthinkofwaitingtillMissHalcomberecoversbeforeyoureceiveLadyGlyde。MissHalcombehastheattendanceofthedoctor,ofthehousekeeperatBlackwaterPark,andofanexperiencednurseaswell——threepersonsforwhosecapacityanddevotionIanswerwithmylife。Itellyouthat。Itellyou,also,thattheanxietyandalarmofhersister’sillnesshasalreadyaffectedthehealthandspiritsofLadyGlyde,andhasmadehertotallyunfittobeofuseinthesickroom。Herpositionwithherhusbandgrowsmoreandmoredeplorableanddangerouseveryday。IfyouleaveheranylongeratBlackwaterPark,youdonothingwhatevertohastenhersister’srecovery,andatthesametime,youriskthepublicscandal。whichyouandI,andallofus,areboundinthesacredinterestsofthefamilytoavoid。Withallmysoul,IadviseyoutoremovetheseriousresponsibilityofdelayfromyourownshouldersbywritingtoLadyGlydetocomehereatonce。Doyouraffectionate,yourhonourable,yourinevitableduty,andwhateverhappensinthefuture,noonecanlaytheblameonyou。Ispeakfrommylargeexperience——Ioffermyfriendlyadvice。Isitaccepted——Yes,orNo?’ Ilookedathim——merelylookedathim——withmysenseofhisamazingassurance,andmydawningresolutiontoringforLouisandhavehimshownoutoftheroomexpressedineverylineofmyface。Itisperfectlyincredible,butquitetrue,thatmyfacedidnotappeartoproducetheslightestimpressiononhim。Bornwithoutnerves——evidentlybornwithoutnerves。 `Youhesitate?’hesaid。`MrFairlie!Iunderstandthathesitation。Youobject——see,sir,howmysympathieslookstraightdownintoyourthoughts!——youobjectthatLadyGlydeisnotinhealthandnotinspiritstotakethelongjourney,fromHampshiretothisplace,byherself。Herownmaidisremovedfromher,asyouknow,andofotherservantsfittotravelwithher,fromoneendofEnglandtoanother,therearenoneatBlackwaterPark。Youobject,again,thatshecannotcomfortablystopandrestinLondon,onherwayhere,becauseshecannotcomfortablygoalonetoapublichotelwheresheisatotalstranger。Inonebreath,Igrantbothobjections——inanotherbreath,Iremovethem。Followme,ifyouplease,forthelasttime。Itwasmyintention,whenIreturnedtoEnglandwithSirPercival,tosettlemyselfintheneighbourhoodofLondon。Thatpurposehasjustbeenhappilyaccomplished。Ihavetaken,forsixmonths,alittlefurnishedhouseinthequartercalledStJohn’sWood。Besoobligingastokeepthisfactinyourmind,andobservetheprogrammeInowpropose。LadyGlydetravelstoLondon(ashortjourney)——Imyselfmeetheratthestation——Itakehertorestandsleepatmyhouse,whichisalsothehouseofheraunt——whensheisrestoredIescorthertothestationagain——shetravelstothisplace,andherownmaid(whoisnowunderyourroof)receivesheratthecarriage-door。Hereiscomfortconsulted——herearetheinterestsofproprietyconsulted——hereisyourownduty——dutyofhospitality,sympathy,protection,toanunhappyladyinneedofallthree——smoothedandmadeeasy,fromthebeginningtotheend。Icordiallyinviteyou,sir,tosecondmyeffortsinthesacredinterestsofthefamily-Iseriouslyadviseyoutowrite,bymyhands,offeringthehospitalityofyourhouse(andheart),andthehospitalityofmyhouse(andheart),tothatinjuredandunfortunateladywhosecauseIpleadtoday。’ Hewavedhishorridhandatme——hestruckhisinfectiousbreast——headdressedmeoratorically,asifIwaslaidupintheHouseofCommons。Itwashightimetotakeadesperatecourseofsomesort。ItwasalsohightimetosendforLouis,andadopttheprecautionoffumigatingtheroom。 Inthistryingemergencyanideaoccurredtome——aninestimableideawhich,sotospeak,killedtwointrusivebirdswithonestone。IdeterminedtogetridoftheCount’stiresomeeloquence,andofLadyGlyde’stiresometroubles,bycomplyingwiththisodiousforeigner’srequest,andwritingtheletteratonce。Therewasnottheleastdangeroftheinvitationbeingaccepted,fortherewasnottheleastchancethatLaurawouldconsenttoleaveBlackwaterParkwhileMarianwaslyingthereill。HowthischarminglyconvenientobstaclecouldhaveescapedtheofficiouspenetrationoftheCount,itwasimpossibletoconceive——butithadescapedhim。Mydreadthathemightyetdiscoverit,ifIallowedhimanymoretimetothink,stimulatedmetosuchanamazingdegree,thatIstruggledintoasittingposition——seized,reallyseized,thewritingmaterialsbymyside,andproducedtheletterasrapidlyasifIhadbeenacommonclerkinanoffice。`DearestLaura,Pleasecome,wheneveryoulike。BreakthejourneybysleepinginLondonatyouraunt’shouse。GrievedtohearofdearMarian’sillness。Everaffectionatelyyours。’Ihandedtheselines,atarm’slength,totheCount——Isankbackinmychair——Isaid,`Excuseme——Iamentirelyprostrated——Icandonomore。Willyourestandlunchdownstairs?Lovetoall,andsympathy,andsoon。Goodmorning。’ Hemadeanotherspeech——themanwasabsolutelyinexhaustible。Iclosedmyeyes——Iendeavouredtohearaslittleaspossible。InspiteofmyendeavoursIwasobligedtohearagreatdeal。Mysister’sendlesshusbandcongratulatedhimself,andcongratulatedme,ontheresultofourinterview——hementionedagreatdealmoreabouthissympathiesandmine——hedeploredmymiserablehealth——heofferedtowritemeaprescription——heimpressedonmethenecessityofnotforgettingwhathehadsaidabouttheimportanceoflight——heacceptedmyobliginginvitationtorestandlunch——herecommendedmetoexpectLadyGlydeintwoorthreedays’time——hebeggedmypermissiontolookforwardtoournextmeeting,insteadofpaininghimselfandpainingme,bysayingfarewell——headdedagreatdealmore,which,Irejoicetothink,Ididnotattendtoatthetime,anddonotremembernow。Iheardhissympatheticvoicetravellingawayfrommebydegrees——but,largeashewas,Ineverheardhim。Hehadthenegativemeritofbeingabsolutelynoiseless。Idon’tknowwhenheopenedthedoor,orwhenheshutit。Iventuredtomakeuseofmyeyesagain,afteranintervalofsilence——andhewasgone。 IrangforLouis,andretiredtomybathroom。Tepidwater,strengthenedwitharomaticvinegar,formyself,andcopiousfumigationformystudy,weretheobviousprecautionstotake,andofcourseIadoptedthem。Irejoicetosaytheyprovedsuccessful。Ienjoyedmycustomarysiesta。Iawokemoistandcool。 MyfirstinquirieswerefortheCount。Hadwereallygotridofhim?Yes——hehadgoneawaybytheafternoontrain。Hadhelunched,andifso,uponwhat?Entirelyuponfruit-tartandcream。Whataman!Whatadigestion! AmIexpectedtosayanythingmore?Ibelievenot。IbelieveIhavereachedthelimitsassignedtome。Theshockingcircumstanceswhichhappenedatalaterperioddidnot,Iamthankfultosay,happeninmypresence。Idobegandentreatthatnobodywillbesoveryunfeelingastolayanypartoftheblameofthosecircumstancesonme。Idideverythingforthebest。Iamnotanswerableforadeplorablecalamity,whichitwasquiteimpossibletoforesee。Iamshatteredbyit——Ihavesufferedunderit,asnobodyelsehassuffered。Myservant,Louis(whoisreallyattachedtomeinhisunintelligentway),thinksIshallnevergetoverit。Heseesmedictatingatthismoment,withmyhandkerchieftomyeyes。Iwishtomention,injusticetomyself,thatitwasnotmyfault,andthatIamquiteexhaustedandheartbroken。NeedIsaymore? THESTORYCONTINUEDBYELIZAMICHELSON(HousekeeperatBlackwaterPark) IAMaskedtostateplainlywhatIknowoftheprogressofMissHalcombe’sillnessandofthecircumstancesunderwhichLadyGlydeleftBlackwaterParkforLondon。 Thereasongivenformakingthisdemandonmeis,thatmytestimonyiswantedintheinterestsoftruth。AsthewidowofaclergymanoftheChurchofEngland(reducedbymisfortunetothenecessityofacceptingasituation),Ihavebeentaughttoplacetheclaimsoftruthaboveallotherconsiderations。IthereforecomplywitharequestwhichImightotherwise。throughreluctancetoconnectmyselfwithdistressingfamilyaffairs,havehesitatedtogrant。 Imadenomemorandumatthetime,andIcannotthereforebesuretoadayofthedate,butIbelieveIamcorrectinstatingthatMissHalcombe’sseriousillnessbeganduringthelastfortnightortendaysinJune。ThebreakfasthourwaslateatBlackwaterPark——sometimesaslateasten,neverearlierthanhalf-pastnine。OnthemorningtowhichIamnowreferring,MissHalcombe(whowasusuallythefirsttocomedown)didnotmakeherappearanceatthetable。Afterthefamilyhadwaitedaquarterofanhour,theupperhousemaidwassenttoseeafterher,andcamerunningoutoftheroomdreadfullyfrightened。Imettheservantonthestairs,andwentatoncetoMissHalcombetoseewhatwasthematter。Thepoorladywasincapableoftellingme。Shewaswalkingaboutherroomwithapeninherhand,quitelightheaded,inastateofburningfever。 LadyGlyde(beingnolongerinSirPercival’sservice,Imay,withoutimpropriety,mentionmyformermistressbyhername,insteadofcallinghermylady)wasthefirsttocomeinfromherownbedroom。Shewassodreadfullyalarmedanddistressedthatshewasquiteuseless。TheCountFosco,andhislady,whocameupstairsimmediatelyafterwards,werebothmostserviceableandkind。HerladyshipassistedmetogetMissHalcombetoherbed。HislordshiptheCountremainedinthesitting-room,andhavingsentformymedicine-chest,madeamixtureforMissHalcombe,andacoolinglotiontobeappliedtoherhead,soastolosenotimebeforethedoctorcame。Weappliedthelotion,butwecouldnotgethertotakethemixture。SirPercivalundertooktosendforthedoctor。Hedespatchedagroom,onhorseback,forthenearestmedicalman,MrDawson,ofOakLodge。 MrDawsonarrivedinlessthananhour’stime。Hewasarespectableelderlyman,wellknownallroundthecountry,andweweremuchalarmedwhenwefoundthatheconsideredthecasetobeaveryseriousone。 HislordshiptheCountaffablyenteredintoconversationwithMrDawson,andgavehisopinionswithajudiciousfreedom。MrDawson,notover-courteously,inquiredifhislordship’sadvicewastheadviceofadoctor,andbeinginformedthatitwastheadviceofonewhohadstudiedmedicineunprofessionally,repliedthathewasnotaccustomedtoconsultwithamateurphysicians。TheCount,withtrulyChristianmeeknessoftemper,smiledandlefttheroom。Beforehewentouthetoldmethathemightbefound,incasehewaswantedinthecourseoftheday,attheboat-houseonthebanksofthelake。Whyheshouldhavegonethere,Icannotsay。Buthedidgo,remainingawaythewholedaytillseveno’clock,whichwasdinner-time。Perhapshewishedtosettheexampleofkeepingthehouseasquietaspossible。Itwasentirelyinhischaractertodoso。Hewasamostconsideratenobleman。 MissHalcombepassedaverybadnight,thefevercomingandgoing,andgettingworsetowardsthemorninginsteadofbetter。Nonursefittowaitonherbeingathandintheneighbourhood,herladyshiptheCountessandmyselfundertooktheduty,relievingeachother。LadyGlyde,mostunwisely,insistedonsittingupwithus。ShewasmuchtoonervousandtoodelicateinhealthtobeartheanxietyofMissHalcombe’sillnesscalmly。Sheonlydidherselfharm,withoutbeingoftheleastrealassistance。Amoregentleandaffectionateladyneverlived——butshecried,andshewasfrightened,twoweaknesseswhichmadeherentirelyunfittobepresentinasick-room。 SirPercivalandtheCountcameinthemorningtomaketheirinquiries。 SirPercival(fromdistress。Ipresume,athislady’saffliction。andatHissHalcombe’sillness)appearedmuchconfusedandunsettledinhismind。Hislordshiptestified,onthecontrary,abecomingcomposureandinterest。Hehadhisstrawhatinonehand,andhisbookintheother,andhementionedtoSirPercivalinmyhearingthathewouldgooutagainandstudyatthelake。`Letuskeepthehousequiet,’hesaid。`Letusnotsmokeindoors,myfriend,nowMissHalcombeisill。Yougoyourway,andIwillgomine。WhenIstudyIliketobealone。Goodmorning,MrsMichelson。’ SirPercivalwasnotcivilenough——perhapsIoughtinjusticetosay,notcomposedenough——totakeleaveofmewiththesamePoliteattention。Theonlypersoninthehouse,indeed,whotreatedme,atthattimeoratanyother,onthefootingofaladyindistressedcircumstances,wastheCount。Hehadthemannersofatruenobleman——hewasconsideratetowardseveryone。Eventheyoungperson(Fannybyname)whoattendedonLadyGlydewasnotbeneathhisnotice。WhenshewassentawaybySirPercival,hislordship(showingmehissweetlittlebirdsatthetime)wasmostkindlyanxioustoknowwhathadbecomeofher,whereshewastogothedaysheleftBlackwaterPark,andsoon。Itisinsuchlittledelicateattentionsthattheadvantagesofaristocraticbirthalwaysshowthemselves。Imakenoapologyforintroducingtheseparticulars——theyarebroughtforwardinjusticetohislordship,whosecharacter,Ihavereasontoknow,isviewedratherharshlyincertainquarters。Anoblemanwhocanrespectaladyindistressedcircumstances,andcantakeafatherlyinterestinthefortunesofanhumbleservantgirl,showsprinciplesandfeelingsoftoohighanordertobelightlycalledinquestion。Iadvancenoopinions——Iofferfactsonly。MyendeavourthroughlifeistojudgenotthatIbenotjudged。Oneofmybelovedhusband’sfinestsermonswasonthattext。Ireaditconstantly——inmyowncopyoftheeditionprintedbysubscription,inthefirstdaysofmywidowhood——andateveryfreshperusalIderiveanincreaseofspiritualbenefitandedification。 TherewasnoimprovementinMissHalcombe,andthesecondnightwasevenworsethanthefirst。MrDawsonwasconstantinhisattendance。ThepracticaldutiesofnursingwerestilldividedbetweentheCountessandmyself,LadyGlydepersistinginsittingupwithus,thoughwebothentreatedhertotakesomerest。`MyplaceisbyMarian’sbedside,’washeronlyanswer。`WhetherIamill,orwell,nothingwillinducemetolosesightofher。’ TowardsmiddayIwentdownstairstoattendtosomeofmyregularduties。Anhourafterwards,onmywaybacktothesickroom,IsawtheCount(whohadgoneoutagainearly,forthethirdtime)enteringthehall,toallappearanceinthehighestgoodspirits。SirPercival,atthesamemoment,puthisheadoutofthelibrarydoor,andaddressedhisnoblefriend,withextremeeagerness,inthesewords—— `Haveyoufoundher?’ Hislordship’slargefacebecamedimpledalloverwithplacidsmiles,buthemadenoreplyinwords。AtthesametimeSirPercivalturnedhishead,observedthatIwasapproachingthestairs,andlookedatmeinthemostrudelyangrymannerpossible `Comeinhereandtellmeaboutit,’hesaidtotheCount。`Whenevertherearewomeninahousethey’realwayssuretobegoingupordownstairs。’ `MydearPercival,’observedhislordshipkindly,`MrsMichelsonhasduties。PrayrecogniseheradmirableperformanceofthemassincerelyasIdo!Howisthesufferer,MrsMichelson?’ `Nobetter,mylord,Iregrettosay。’ `Sad——mostsad!’remarkedtheCount。`Youlookfatigued,MrsMichelson。Itiscertainlytimeyouandmywifehadsomehelpinnursing。IthinkImaybethemeansofofferingyouthathelp。CircumstanceshavehappenedwhichwillobligeMadameFoscototraveltoLondoneithertomorroworthedayafter。Shewillgoawayinthemorningandreturnatnight,andshewillbringbackwithher,torelieveyou,anurseofexcellentconductandcapacity,whoisnowdisengaged。Thewomanisknowntomywifeasapersontobetrusted。Beforeshecomesheresaynothingabouther,ifyouplease,tothedoctor,becausehewilllookwithanevileyeonanynurseofmyproviding。Whensheappearsinthishouseshewillspeakforherself,andMrDawsonwillbeobligedtoacknowledgethatthereisnoexcusefornotemployingher。LadyGlydewillsaythesame。PraypresentmybestrespectsandsympathiestoLadyGlyde。’ Iexpressedmygratefulacknowledgmentsforhislordship’skindconsideration。SirPercivalcutthemshortbycallingtohisnoblefriend(using,regrettosay,aprofaneexpression)tocomeintothelibrary,andnottokeephimwaitingthereanylonger。 Iproceededupstairs。Wearepoorerringcreatures,andhoweverwellestablishedawoman’sprinciplesmaybeshecannotalwayskeeponherguardagainstthetemptationtoexerciseanidlecuriosity。Iamashamedtosaythatanidlecuriosity,onthisoccasion,gotthebetterofmyprinciples,andmademeundulyinquisitiveaboutthequestionwhichSirPercivalhadaddressedtohisnoblefriendatthelibrarydoor。WhowastheCountexpectedtofindinthecourseofhisstudiousmorningramblesatBlackwaterPark?Awoman,itwastobepresumed,fromthetermsofSirPercival’sinquiry。IdidnotsuspecttheCountofanyimpropriety——Iknewhismoralcharactertoowell。TheonlyquestionIaskedmyselfwas——Hadhefoundher? Toresume。ThenightpassedasusualwithoutproducinganychangeforthebetterinMissHalcombe。Thenextdaysheseemedtoimprovealittle。ThedayafterthatherladyshiptheCountess,withoutmentioningtheobjectofherjourneytoanyoneinmyhearing,proceededbythemorningtraintoLondon——hernoblehusband,withhiscustomaryattention,accompanyinghertothestation。 IwasnowleftinsolechargeofMissHalcombe,witheveryapparentchance,inconsequenceofhersister’sresolutionnottoleavethebedside,ofhavingLadyGlydeherselftonursenext。 TheonlycircumstanceofanyimportancethathappenedinthecourseofthedaywastheoccurrenceofanotherunpleasantmeetingbetweenthedoctorandtheCount。 Hislordship,onreturningfromthestation,steppedupintoMissHalcombe’ssitting-roomtomakehisinquiries。Iwentoutfromthebedroomtospeaktohim,MrDawsonandLadyGlydebeingbothwiththepatientatthetime。TheCountaskedmemanyquestionsaboutthetreatmentandthesymptoms。Iinformedhimthatthetreatmentwasofthekinddescribedas`saline,’andthatthesymptoms,betweentheattacksoffever,werecertainlythoseofincreasingweaknessandexhaustion。rustasIwasmentioningtheselastparticulars,MrDawsoncameoutfromthebedroom。 `Goodmorning,sir,’saidhislordship,steppingforwardinthemosturbanemanner,andstoppingthedoctor,withahigh-bredresolutionimpossibletoresist,`Igreatlyfearyoufindnoimprovementinthesymptomstoday?’ `Ifinddecidedimprovement,’answeredMrDawson。 `Youstillpersistinyourloweringtreatmentofthiscaseoffever?’continuedhislordship。 `Ipersistinthetreatmentwhichisjustifiedbymyownprofessionalexperience,’saidMrDawson。 `Permitmetoputonequestiontoyouonthevastsubjectofprofessionalexperience,’observedtheCount。`Ipresumetooffernomoreadvice——Ionlypresumetomakeaninquiry。Youliveatsomedistance,sir,fromthegiganticcentresofscientificactivity——LondonandParis。Haveyoueverheardofthewastingeffectsoffeverbeingreasonablyandintelligiblyrepairedbyfortifyingtheexhaustedpatientwithbrandy,wine,ammonia,andquinine?Hasthatnewheresyofthehighestmedicalauthoritieseverreachedyourears——Yesorno?’ `WhenaprofessionalmanputsthatquestiontomeIshallbegladtoanswerhim,’saidthedoctor,openingthedoortogoout。`Youarenotaprofessionalman,andIbegtodeclineansweringyou。’ Buffetedinthisinexcusablyuncivilwayononecheek,theCount,likeapracticalChristian,immediatelyturnedtheother,andsaid,inthesweetestmanner,`Goodmorning,MrDawson。’ Ifmylatebelovedhusbandhadbeensofortunateastoknowhislordship,howhighlyheandtheCountwouldhaveesteemedeachother! HerladyshiptheCountessreturnedbythelasttrainthatnight,andbroughtwithherthenursefromLondon。Iwasinstructedthatthisperson’snamewasMrsRubelle。Herpersonalappearance,andherimperfectEnglishwhenshespoke,informedmethatshewasaforeigner。 Ihavealwayscultivatedafeelingofhumaneindulgenceforforeigners。Theydonotpossessourblessingsandadvantages,andtheyare,forthemostpart,broughtupintheblinderrorsofPopery。Ithasalsoalwaysbeenmypreceptandpractice,asitwasmydearhusband’spreceptandpracticebeforeme(seeSermonxxix,intheCollectionbythelateRev。SamuelMichelson,M。A。),todoasIwouldbedoneby。OnboththeseaccountsIwillnotsaythatMrsRubellestruckmeasbeingasmall,wiry,slyperson,offiftyorthereabouts,withadarkbrownorCreolecomplexionandwatchfullightgreyeyes。NorwillImention,forthereasonsjustalleged,thatIthoughtherdress,thoughitwasoftheplainestblacksilk,inappropriatelycostlyintextureandunnecessarilyrefinedintrimmingandfinish,forapersoninherpositioninlife。Ishouldnotlikethesethingstobesaidofme,andthereforeitismydutynottosaythemofMrsRubelle。Iwillmerelymentionthathermannerswere,notperhapsunpleasantlyreserved,butonlyremarkablyquietandretiring——thatshelookedaboutheragreatdeal,andsaidverylittle,whichmighthavearisenquiteasmuchfromherownmodestyasfromdistrustofherpositionatBlackwaterPark;andthatshedeclinedtopartakeofsupper(whichwascuriousperhaps,butsurelynotsuspicious?),althoughImyselfpolitelyinvitedhertothatmealinmyownroom。 AttheCount’sparticularsuggestion(solikehislordship’sforgivingkindness!),itwasarrangedthatMrsRubelleshouldnotenteronherdutiesuntilshehadbeenseenandapprovedbythedoctorthenextmorning。Isatupthatnight。LadyGlydeappearedtobeveryunwillingthatthenewnurseshouldbeemployedtoattendonMissHalcombe。Suchwantofliberalitytowardsaforeigneronthepartofaladyofhereducationandrefinementsurprisedme。Iventuredtosay,`Mylady,wemustallremembernottobehastyinourjudgmentsonourinferiors——especiallywhentheycomefromforeignparts。’LadyGlydedidnotappeartoattendtome。Sheonlysighed,andkissedMissHalcombe’shandasitlayonthecounterpane。Scarcelyajudiciousproceedinginasick-room,withapatientwhomitwashighlydesirablenottoexcite。ButpoorLadyGlydeknewnothingofnursing——nothingwhatever,Iamsorrytosay。 ThenextmorningMrsRubellewassenttothesitting-room,tobeapprovedbythedoctoronhiswaythroughtothebedroom。 IleftLadyGlydewithMissHalcombe,whowasslumberingatthetime,andjoinedMrsRubelle,withtheobjectofkindlypreventingherfromfeelingstrangeandnervousinconsequenceoftheuncertaintyofhersituation。Shedidnotappeartoseeitinthatlight。Sheseemedtobequitesatisfied,beforehand,thatMrDawsonwouldapproveofher,andshesatcalmlylookingoutofwindow,witheveryappearanceofenjoyingthecountryair。Somepeoplemighthavethoughtsuchconductsuggestiveofbrazenassurance。IbegtosaythatImoreliberallysetitdowntoextraordinarystrengthofmind。 Insteadofthedoctorcominguptous,Iwassentfortoseethedoctor。Ithoughtthischangeofaffairsratherodd,butMrsRubelledidnotappealtobeaffectedbyitinanyway。Ileftherstillcalmlylookingoutofthewindow,andstillsilentlyenjoyingthecountryair。 MrDawsonwaswaitingformebyhimselfinthebreakfast-room。 `Aboutthisnewnurse,MrsMichelson,’saidthedoctor。 `Yes,sir?’ `IfindthatshehasbeenbroughtherefromLondonbythewifeofthatfatoldforeigner,whoisalwaystryingtointerferewithme。MrsMichelson,thefatoldforeignerisaquack。’ Thiswasveryrude。Iwasnaturallyshockedatit。 `Areyouaware,sir,’Isaid,`thatyouaretalkingofanobleman?’ `Pooh!Heisn’tthefirstquackwithahandletohisname。They’reallCounts——hang’em!’ `HewouldnotbeafriendofSirPercivalGlyde’ssir,ifhewasnotamemberofthehighestaristocracy——exceptingtheEnglisharistocracy,ofcourse。’ `Verywell,MrsMichelson,callhimwhatyoulike,andletusgetbacktothenurse。Ihavebeenobjectingtoheralready。’ `Withouthavingseenher,sir?’ `Yes,withouthavingseenher。Shemaybethebestnurseinexistence,butsheisnotanurseofmyproviding。IhaveputthatobjectiontoSirPercival,asthemasterofthehouse。Hedoesn’tsupportme。HesaysanurseofmyprovidingwouldhavebeenastrangerfromLondonalso,andhethinksthewomanoughttohaveatrial,afterhiswife’saunthastakenthetroubletofetchherfromLondon。Thereissomejusticeinthat。andIcan’tdecentlysayNo。ButIhavemadeitaconditionthatsheistogoatonce,ifIfindreasontocomplainofher。ThisproposalbeingonewhichIhavesomerighttomake,asmedicalattendant,SirPercivalhasconsentedtoit。Now,MrsMichelson,IknowIcandependonyou。andIwantyoutokeepasharpeyeonthenurseforthefirstdayortwo,andtoseethatshegivesMissHalcombenomedicinesbutmine。Thisforeignnoblemanofyoursisdyingtotryhisquackremedies(mesmerismincluded)onmypatient,andanursewhoisbroughtherebyhiswifemaybealittletoowillingtohelphim。Youunderstand?Verywell,then,wemaygoupstairs。Isthenursethere?I’llsayawordtoherbeforeshegoesintothesick-room。’ WefoundMissRubellestillenjoyingherselfatthewindow。WhenIintroducedhertoMrDawson,neitherthedoctor’sdoubtfullooksnorthedoctorssearchingquestionsappearedtoconfuseherintheleast。SheansweredhimquietlyinherbrokenEnglish,andthoughhetriedhardtopuzzleher,sheneverbetrayedtheleastignorance,sofar,aboutanypartofherduties。Thiswasdoubtlesstheresultofstrengthofmind,asIsaidbefore,andnotofbrazenassurance,byanymeans。 Weallwentintothebedroom。 MrsRubellelookedveryattentivelyatthepatient,curtseyedtoLadyGlyde,setoneortwolittlethingsrightintheroom,andsatdownquietlyinacornertowaituntilshewaswanted。Herladyshipseemedstartledandannoyedbytheappearanceofthestrangenurse。Noonesaidanything,forfearofrousingMissHalcombe,whowasstillslumbering,exceptthedoctor,whowhisperedaquestionaboutthenight。Isoftlyanswered,`Muchasusual,’andthenMrDawsonwentout。LadyGlydefollowedhim,IsupposetospeakaboutMrsRubelle。Formyownpart,Ihadmadeupmymindalreadythatthisquietforeignpersonwouldkeephersituation。Shehadallherwitsabouther,andshecertainlyunderstoodherbusiness。Sofar,Icouldhardlyhavedonemuchbetterbythebedsidemyself。 RememberingMrDawson’scautiontome,IsubjectedMrsRubelletoaseverescrutinyatcertainintervalsforthenextthreeorfourdays-Ioverandoveragainenteredtheroomsoftlyandsuddenly,butIneverfoundheroutinanysuspiciousaction。LadyGlyde,whowatchedherasattentivelyasIdid,discoverednothingeither。Ineverdetectedasignofthemedicinebottlesbeingtamperedwith,IneversawMrsRubellesayawordtotheCount,ortheCounttoher。ShemanagedMissHalcombewithunquestionablecareanddiscretion-Thepoorladywaveredbackwardsandforwardsbetweenasortofsleepyexhaustion,whichwashalffaintnessandhalfslumbering,andattacksoffeverwhichbroughtwiththemmoreorlessofwanderinginhermind。MrsRubelleneverdisturbedherinthefirstcase,andneverstartledherinthesecond,byappearingtoosuddenlyatthebedsideinthecharacterofastranger。Honourtowhomhonourisdue(whetherforeignorEnglish)——andIgiveherprivilegeimpartiallytoMrsRubelle。Shewasremarkablyuncommunicativeaboutherself,andshewastooquietlyindependentofalladvicefromexperiencedpersonswhounderstoodthedutiesofasickroom——butwiththesedrawbacks,shewasagoodnurse,andshenevergaveeitherLadyGlydeorMrDawsontheshadowofareasonforcomplainingofher。 ThenextcircumstanceofimportancethatoccurredinthehousewasthetemporaryabsenceoftheCount,occasionedbybusinesswhichtookhimtoLondon。Hewentaway(Ithink)onthemorningofthefourthdayafterthearrivalofMrsRubelle,andatpartinghespoketoLadyGlydeveryseriously,inmypresence,onthesubjectofMissHalcombe。 `TrustMrDawson,’hesaid,`forafewdaysmore,ifyouplease。Butifthereisnotsomechangeforthebetterinthattime,sendforadvicefromLondon,whichthismuleofadoctormustacceptinspiteofhimself。OffendMrDawson,andsaveMissHalcombe。Isaythisseriously,onmywordofhonourandfromthebottomofmyheart。’ Hislordshipspokewithextremefeelingandkindness。ButpoorLadyGlyde’snervesweresocompletelybrokendownthatsheseemedquitefrightenedathim。Shetrembledfromheadtofoot,andallowedhimtotakehisleavewithoututteringawordonherside。Sheturnedtomewhenhehadgone,andsaid,`Oh,MrsMichelson,Iamheart-brokenaboutmysister,andIhavenofriendtoadviseme!DoyouthinkMrDawsoniswrong?Hetoldmehimselfthismorningthattherewasnofear,andnoneedtosendforanotherdoctor。’ `WithallrespecttoMrDawson,Ianswered,`inyourladyship’splaceIshouldremembertheCount’sadvice。’ LadyGlydeturnedawayfrommesuddenly,withanappearanceofdespair,forwhichIwasquiteunabletoaccount。 `Hisadvice!’shesaidtoherself。`Godhelpus——hisadvice!’ TheCountwasawayfromBlackwaterPark,asnearlyasIremember,aweek。 SirPercivalseemedtofeelthelossofhislordshipinvariousways,andappearedalso,Ithought,muchdepressedandalteredbythesicknessandsorrowinthehouse。OccasionallyhewassoveryrestlessthatIcouldnothelpnoticingit,comingandgoing,andwanderinghereandthereandeverywhereinthegrounds。HisinquiriesaboutMissHalcombe,andabouthislady(whosefailinghealthseemedtocausehimsincereanxiety),weremostattentive。Ithinkhisheartwasmuchsoftened。Ifsomekindclericalfriend——somesuchfriendashemighthavefoundinmylateexcellenthusband——hadbeennearhimatthistime,cheeringmoralprogressmighthavebeenmadewithSirPercival。Iseldomfindmyselfmistakenonapointofthissort,havinghadexperiencetoguidemeinmyhappymarrieddays。 HerladyshiptheCountess,whowasnowtheonlycompanyforSirPercivaldownstairs,ratherneglectedhim,asIconsidered——or,perhaps,itmighthavebeenthatheneglectedher。Astrangermightalmosthavesupposedthattheywerebent,nowtheywerelefttogetheralone,onactuallyavoidingoneanother。This,ofcourse,couldnotbe。Butitdidsohappen,nevertheless,thattheCountessmadeherdinneratluncheon-time,andthatshealwayscameupstairstowardsevening,althoughMrsRubellehadtakenthenursingdutiesentirelyoffherhands。SirPercivaldinedbyhimself,andWilliam(themanoutoflivery),madetheremark,inmyhearing,thathismasterhadputhimselfonhalfrationsoffoodandonadoubleallowanceofdrink。Iattachnoimportancetosuchaninsolentobservationasthisonthepartofaservant。Ireprobateditatthetime,andIwishtobeunderstoodasreprobatingitoncemoreonthisoccasion。 InthecourseofthenextfewdaysMissHalcombedidcertainlyseemtoallofustobemendingalittle。OurfaithinMrDawsonrevived。Heappearedtobeveryconfidentaboutthecase,andheassuredLadyGlyde,whenshespoketohimonthesubject,thathewouldhimselfproposetosendforaphysicianthemomenthefeltsomuchastheshadowofadoubtcrossinghisownmind。 TheonlypersonamonguswhodidnotappeartoberelievedbythesewordswastheCountess。Shesaidtomeprivately,thatshecouldnotfeeleasyaboutMissHalcombeonMrDawson’sauthority,andthatsheshouldwaitanxiouslyforherhusband’sopiniononhisreturn。Thatreturn,hislettersinformedher,wouldtakeplaceinthreedays’time。TheCountandCountesscorrespondedregularlyeverymorningduringhislordship’sabsence。Theywereinthatrespect,asinallothers,apatterntomarriedpeople。 OntheeveningofthethirddayInoticedachangeinMissHalcombe,whichcausedmeseriousapprehension。MrsRubellenoticedittoo。WesaidnothingonthesubjecttoLadyGlyde,whowasthenlyingasleep,completelyoverpoweredbyexhaustion,onthesofainthesitting-room。 MrDawsondidnotPayhiseveningvisittilllaterthanusual。AssoonasheseteyesonhispatientIsawhisfacealter。Hetriedtohideit,buthelookedbothconfusedandalarmed。Amessengerwassenttohisresidenceforhismedicine-chest,disinfectingpreparationswereusedintheroom,andabedwasmadeupforhiminthehousebyhisowndirections。`Hasthefeverturnedtoinfection?’Iwhisperedtohim。`Iamafraidithas,’heanswered,`weshallknowbettertomorrowmorning。’ ByMrDawson’sowndirectionsLadyGlydewaskeptinignoranceofthischangefortheworse。Hehimselfabsolutelyforbadeher,onaccountofherhealth,tojoinusinthebedroomthatnight。Shetriedtoresist——therewasasadscene——buthehadhismedicalauthoritytosupporthim,andhecarriedhispoint。 Thenextmorningoneoftheman-servantswassenttoLondonateleveno’clock,withalettertoaphysicianintown,andwithorderstobringthenewdoctorbackwithhimbytheearliestpossibletrain。HalfanhourafterthemessengerhadgonetheCountreturnedtoBlackwaterPark。 TheCountess,onherownresponsibility,immediatelybroughthimintoseethepatient。TherewasnoimproprietythatIcoulddiscoverinhertakingthiscourse。Hislordshipwasamarriedman,hewasoldenoughtobeMissHalcombe’sfather,andhesawherinthepresenceofafemalerelative,LadyGlyde’saunt。MrDawsonneverthelessprotestedagainsthispresenceintheroom,butIcouldplainlyremarkthedoctorwastoomuchalarmedtomakeanyseriousresistanceonthisoccasion。 Thepoorsufferingladywaspastknowinganyoneabouther。Sheseemedtotakeherfriendsforenemies。WhentheCountapproachedherbedsidehereyes,whichhadbeenwanderingincessantlyroundandroundtheroot,:before,settledonhisfacewithadreadfulstareofterror,whichIshallremembertomydyingday。TheCountsatdownbyher,feltherpulseandhertemples,lookedatherveryattentively,andthenturnedrounduponthedoctorwithsuchanexpressionofindignationandcontemptinhisface,thatthewordsfailedonMrDawson’slips,andhestoodforamoment,palewithangerandalarm——paleandperfectlyspeechless。 Hislordshiplookednextatme。 `Whendidthechangehappen?’heasked。 Itoldhimthetime。 `HasLadyGlydebeenintheroomsince?’ Irepliedthatshehadnot。Thedoctorhadabsolutelyforbiddenhertocomeintotheroomontheeveningbefore,andhadrepeatedtheorderagaininthemorning。 `HaveyouandMrsRubellebeenmadeawareofthefullextentofthemischief?’washisnextquestion。 Wewereaware,Ianswered,thatthemaladywasconsideredinfectious。HestoppedmebeforeIcouldaddanythingmore。 `Itistyphusfever,’hesaid。 Intheminutethatpassed,whilethesequestionsandanswersweregoingon,MrDawsonrecoveredhimself,andaddressedtheCountwithhiscustomaryfirmness。 `Itisnottyphusfever,’heremarkedsharply。`Iprotestagainstthisintrusion,sir。Noonehasarighttoputquestionsherebutme。Ihavedonemydutytothebestofmyability——’ TheCountinterruptedhim——notbywords,butonlybypointingtothebed。MrDawsonseemedtofeelthatsilentcontradictiontohisassertionofhisownability,andtogrowonlythemoreangryunderit。 `IsayIhavedonemyduty,’hereiterated。`AphysicianhasbeensentforfromLondon。Iwillconsultonthenatureofthefeverwithhim,andwithnooneelse。Iinsistonyourleavingtheroom。’ `Ienteredthisroom,sir,inthesacredinterestsofhumanity,’saidtheCount。`Andinthesameinterests,ifthecomingofthephysicianisdelayed,Iwillenteritagain。Iwarnyouoncemorethatthefeverhasturnedtotyphus,andthatyourtreatmentisresponsibleforthislamentablechange。Ifthatunhappyladydies,Iwillgivemytestimonyinacourtofjusticethatyourignoranceandobstinacyhavebeenthecauseofherdeath。’ BeforeMrDawsoncouldanswer,beforetheCountcouldleaveus,thedoorwasopenedfromthesitting-room,andwesawLadyGlydeonthethreshold。 `Imustandwillcomein,’shesaid,withextraordinaryfirmness。 insteadofstoppingher,theCountmovedintothesitting-room,andmadewayforhertogoin。Onallotheroccasionshewasthelastmanintheworldtoforgetany-thing,butinthesurpriseofthemomentheapparentlyforgotthedangerofinfectionfromtyphus,andtheurgentnecessityofforcingLadyGlydetotakepropercareofherself。 TomyastonishmentMrDawsonshowedmorepresenceofmind。Hestoppedherladyshipatthefirststepshetooktowardsthebedside。`Iamsincerelysorry,Iamsincerelygrieved,’hesaid。`Thefevermay,Ifear,beinfectious。untilIamcertainthatitisnot,Ientreatyoutokeepoutoftheroom。’ Shestruggledforamoment,thensuddenlydroppedherarmsandsankforward。Shehadfainted。TheCountessandItookherfromthedoctorandcarriedherintoherownroom。TheCountprecededus,andwaitedinthepassagetillIcameoutandtoldhimthatwehadrecoveredherfromtheswoon。 Iwentbacktothedoctortotellhim,byLadyGlyde’sdesire,thatsheinsistedonspeakingtohimimmediatelyHewithdrewatoncetoquietherladyship’sagitation,andtoassureherofthephysician’sarrivalinthecourseofafewhours。Thosehourspassedveryslowly。SirPercivalandtheCountweretogetherdownstairs,andsentupfromtimetotimetomaketheirinquiries。Atlast,betweenfiveandsixo’clock,toourgreatrelief,thephysiciancame。 HewasayoungermanthanMrDawson,veryseriousandverydecided。WhathethoughtoftheprevioustreatmentIcannotsay,butitstruckmeascuriousthatheputmanymorequestionstomyselfandtoMrsRubellethanheputtothedoctor,andthathedidnotappeartolistenwithmuchinteresttowhatMrDawsonsaid,whilehewasexaminingMrDawson’spatient。Ibegantosuspect,fromwhatIobservedinthisway,thattheCounthadbeenrightabouttheillnessallthewaythrough,andIwasnaturallyconfirmedinthatideawhenMrDawson,aftersomelittledelay,askedtheoneimportantquestionwhichtheLondondoctorhadbeensentfortosetatrest。 `Whatisyouropinionofthefever?’heinquired。 `Typhus,’repliedthephysician。`Typhusfeverbeyondalldoubt。’ Thatquietforeignperson,MrsRubelle,crossedherthinbrownhandsinfrontofher,andlookedatmewithaverysignificantsmile。TheCounthimselfcouldhardlyhaveappearedmoregratifiedifhehadbeenpresentintheroomandhadheardtheconfirmationofhisownopinion。 Aftergivingussomeusefuldirectionsaboutthemanagementofthepatient,andmentioningthathewouldcomeagaininfivedays’time,thephysicianwithdrewtoconsultinprivatewithMrDawson。HewouldoffernoopiniononMissHalcombe’schancesofrecovery——hesaiditwasimpossibleatthatstageoftheillnesstopronounceonewayortheother。 Thefivedayspassedanxiously。 CountessFoscoandmyselftookitbyturnstorelieveMrsRubelle,MissHalcombe’sconditiongrowingworseandworse,andrequiringourutmostcareandattention。Itwasaterriblytryingtime。LadyGlyde(supported,asMrDawsonsaid,bytheconstantstrainofhersuspenseonhersister’saccount)ralliedinthemostextraordinarymanner,andshowedafirmnessanddeterminationforwhichIshouldmyselfneverhavegivenhercredit。Sheinsistedoncomingintothesick-roomtwoorthreetimeseveryday,tolookatMissHalcombewithherowneyes,promisingnottogotooclosetothebed,ifthedoctorwouldconsenttoherwishessofar。MrDawsonveryunwillinglymadetheconcessionrequiredofhim——Ithinkhesawthatitwashopelesstodisputewithher。Shecameineveryday,andsheself-denyinglykeptherpromise。Ifeltitpersonallysodistressing(asremindingmeofmyownafflictionduringmyhusband’slastillness)toseehowshesufferedunderthesecircumstances,thatImustbegnottodwellonthispartofthesubjectanylonger。ItismoreagreeabletometomentionthatnofreshdisputestookplacebetweenMrDawsonandtheCount。Hislordshipmadeallhisinquiriesbydeputy,andremainedcontinuallyincompanywithSirPercivaldownstairs。 Onthefifthdaythephysiciancameagainandgaveusalittlehope。Hesaidthetenthdayfromthefirstappearanceofthetyphuswouldprobablydecidetheresultoftheillness,andhearrangedforhisthirdvisittotakeplaceonthatdate。Theintervalpassedasbefore——exceptthattheCountwenttoLondonagainonemorningandreturnedatnight。 OnthetenthdayitpleasedamercifulProvidencetorelieveourhouseholdfromallfurtheranxietyandalarm。ThephysicianpositivelyassuredusthatMissHalcombewasoutofdanger。`Shewantsnodoctornow——allsherequiresiscarefulwatchingandnursingforsometimetocome,andthatIseeshehas。’Thosewerehisownwords。ThateveningIreadmyhusband’stouchingsermononRecoveryfromSickness,withmorehappinessandadvantage(inaspiritualpointofview)thanIeverremembertohavederivedfromitbefore。 TheeffectofthegoodnewsonpoorLadyGlydewas,Igrievetosay,quiteoverpowering。Shewastooweaktobeartheviolentreaction,andinanotherdayortwoshesankintoastateofdebilityanddepressionwhichobligedhertokeepherroom。Restandquiet,andchangeofairafterwards,werethebestremedieswhichMrDawsoncouldsuggestforherbenefit。Itwasfortunatethatmatterswerenoworse,for,ontheverydayaftershetooktoherroom,theCountandthedoctorhadanotherdisagreement——andthistimethedisputebetweenthemwasofsoseriousanaturethatMrDawsonleftthehouse。 Iwasnotpresentatthetime,butIunderstoodthatthesubjectofdisputewastheamountofnourishmentwhichitwasnecessarytogivetoassistMissHalcombe’sconvalescenceaftertheexhaustionofthefever。MrDawson,nowthathispatientwassafe,waslessinclinedthanevertosubmittounprofessionalinterference,andtheCount(Icannotimaginewhy)lostalltheself-controlwhichhehadsojudiciouslypreservedonformeroccasions,andtauntedthedoctor,overandoveragain,withhismistakeaboutthefeverwhenitchangedtotyphus。TheunfortunateaffairendedinMrDawson’sappealingtoSirPercival,andthreatening(nowthathecouldleavewithoutabsolutedangertoMissHalcombe)towithdrawfromhisattendanceatBlackwaterParkiftheCount’sinterferencewasnotperemptorilysuppressedfromthatmoment。SirPercival’sreply(thoughnotdesignedlyuncivil)hadonlyresultedinmakingmattersworse,andMrDawsonhadthereuponwithdrawnfromthehouseinastateofextremeindignationatCountFosco’susageofhim,andhadsentinhishillthenextmorning。 Wewerenow,therefore,leftwithouttheattendanceofamedicalman。Althoughtherewasnoactualnecessityforanotherdoctor——nursingandwatchingbeing,asthephysicianhadobserved,allthatMissHalcomberequired——Ishouldstill,ifmyauthorityhadbeenconsulted,haveobtainedprofessionalassistancefromsomeotherquarter,forform’ssake。 ThematterdidnotseemtostrikeSirPercivalinthatlight。HesaiditwouldbetimeenoughtosendforanotherdoctorifMissHalcombeshowedanysignsofarelapse。InthemeanwhilewehadtheCounttoconsultinanyminordifficulty,andweneednotunnecessarilydisturbourpatientinherpresentweakandnervousconditionbythepresenceofastrangeratherbedside。Therewasmuchthatwasreasonable,nodoubt,intheseconsiderations,buttheyleftmealittleanxiousnevertheless。NorwasIquitesatisfiedinmyownmindoftheproprietyofourconcealingthedoctor’sabsenceaswedidfromLadyGlyde。Itwasamercifuldeception,Iadmit——forshewasinnostatetobearanyfreshanxieties。Butstillitwasadeceptionand,assuch,toapersonofmyprinciples,atbestadoubtfulproceeding。 Asecondperplexingcircumstancewhichhappenedonthesameday,andwhichtookmecompletelybysurprise,addedgreatlytothesenseofuneasinessthatwasnowweighingonmymind。 IwassentfortoseeSirPercivalinthelibrary。TheCount,whowaswithhimwhenIwentinimmediatelyroseandleftusalonetogether。SirPercivalcivillyaskedmetotakeaseat,andthen,tomygreatastonishment,addressedmeintheseterms—— `Iwanttospeaktoyou,MrsMichelson,aboutamatterwhichIdecidedonsometimeago,andwhichIshouldhavementionedbefore,butforthesicknessandtroubleinthehouse-Inplainwords,Ihavereasonsforwishingtobreakupmyestablishmentimmediatelyatthisplace——leavingyouincharge,ofcourse,asusual。AssoonasLadyGlydeandMissHalcombecantraveltheymustbothhavechangeofair。Myfriends,CountFoscoandtheCountess,willleaveusbeforethattimetoliveintheneighbourhoodofLondon,andIhavereasonsfornotopeningthehousetoanymorecompany,withaviewtoeconomisingascarefullyasIcan。Idon’tblameyou,butmyexpenseshereareagreatdealtooheavy。Inshort,Ishallsellthehorses,andgetridofalltheservantsatonce。Ineverdothingsbyhalves,asyouknow,andImeantohavethehouseclearofapackofuselesspeoplebythistimetomorrow。’ Ilistenedtohim,perfectlyaghastwithastonishment。 `Doyoumean,SirPercival,thatIamtodismisstheindoorservantsundermychargewithouttheusualmonth’swarning?’lasked。 `CertainlyIdo。Wemayallbeoutofthehousebeforeanothermonth,andIamnotgoingtoleavetheservantshereinidleness,withnomastertowaiton。’ `Whoistodothecooking,SirPercival,whileyouarestillstayinghere?’ `MargaretPorchercanroastandboil——keepher。WhatdoIwantwithacookifIdon’tmeantogiveanydinner-parties?’ `Theservantyouhavementionedisthemostunintelligentservantinthehouse,SirPercival——’ `Keepher,Itellyou,andhaveawomaninfromthevillagetodothecleaningandgoawayagain。Myweeklyexpensesmustandshallbeloweredimmediately。Idon’tsendforyoutomakeobjections,MrsMichelson——Isendforyoutocarryoutmyplansofeconomy。Dismissthewholelazypackofindoorservantstomorrow,exceptPorcher。Sheisasstrongasahorse——andwe’llmakeherworklikeahorse。’ `Youwillexcusemeforremindingyou,SirPercival,thatiftheservantsgotomorrowtheymusthaveamonth’swagesinlieuofamonth’swarning。’ `Letthem!Amonth’swagessavesamonth’swasteandgluttonyintheservants’hall。’ Thislastremarkconveyedanaspersionofthemostoffensivekindonmymanagement。Ihadtoomuchself-respecttodefendmyselfundersogrossanimputation。ChristianconsiderationforthehelplesspositionofMissHalcombeandLadyGlyde,andfortheseriousinconveniencewhichmysuddenabsencemightinflictonthem,alonepreventedmefromresigningmysituationonthespot。Iroseimmediately。Itwouldhaveloweredmeinmyownestimationtohavepermittedtheinterviewtocontinueamomentlonger。 `Afterthatlastremark,SirPercival,Ihavenothingmoretosay。Yourdirectionsshallbeattendedto。’Pronouncingthosewords,Ibowedmyheadwiththemostdistantrespect,andwentoutoftheroom。 Thenextdaytheservantsleftinabody。SirPercivalhimselfdismissedthegroomsandstablemen,sendingthem,withallthehorsesbutone,toLondon。Ofthewholedomesticestablishment,indoorsandout,therenowremainedonlymyself,MargaretPorcher,andthegardener——thislastlivinginhisowncottage,andbeingwantedtotakecareoftheonehorsethatremainedinthestables。 Withthehouseleftinthisstrangeandlonelycondition——withthemistressofitillinherroom——withMissHalcombestillashelplessasachild——andwiththedoctor’sattendancewithdrawnfromusinenmity——itwassurelynotunnaturalthatmyspiritsshouldsink,andmycustomarycomposurebeveryhardtomaintain。Mymindwasillatease。Iwishedthepoorladiesbothwellagain,andIwishedmyselfawayfromBlackwaterPark。