Aswewalkedroundtothefrontofthehouseaflyfromtherailwayapproachedusalongthedrive。MissHalcombewaitedonthedoor-stepsuntiltheflydrewup,andthenadvancedtoshakehandswithanoldgentleman,whogotoutbrisklythemomentthestepswereletdown。MrGilmorehadarrived。
Ilookedathim,whenwewereintroducedtoeachother,withaninterestandacuriositywhichIcouldhardlyconceal。ThisoldmanwastoremainatLimmeridgeHouseafterIhadleftit;hewastohearSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanation,andwastogiveMissHalcombetheassistanceofhisexperienceinformingherjudgment;hewastowaituntilthequestionofthemarriagewassetatrest;andhishand,ifthatquestionweredecidedintheaffirmative,wastodrawthesettlementwhichboundMissFairlieirrevocablytoherengagement。Eventhen,whenIknewnothingbycomparisonwithwhatIknownow,IlookedatthefamilylawyerwithaminterestwhichIhadneverfeltbeforeinthepresenceofanymanbreathingwhowasatotalstrangertome。
InexternalappearanceMrGilmorewastheexactoppositeoftheconventionalideaofanoldlawyer。Hiscomplexionwasflorid——hiswhitehairwaswornratherlongandkeptcarefullybrushed——hisblackcoat,waistcoat,andtrousersfittedhimwithperfectneatness——hiswhitecravatwascarefullytied,andhislavender-colouredkidglovesmighthaveadornedthehandsofafashionableclergyman,withoutfearandwithoutreproach。Hismannerswerepleasantlymarkedbytheformalgraceandrefinementoftheoldschoolofpoliteness,quickenedbytheinvigoratingsharpnessandreadinessofamanwhosebusinessinlifeobligeshimalwaystokeephisfacultiesingoodworkingorder。Asanguineconstitutionandfairprospectstobeginwith——alongsubsequentcareerofcreditableandcomfortableprosperity——acheerful,diligent,widely-respectedoldage——suchwerethegeneralimpressionsIderivedfrommyintroductiontoMrGilmore,anditisbutfairtohimtoadd,thattheknowledgeIgainedbylaterandbetterexperienceonlytendedtoconfirmthem。
IlefttheoldgentlemanandMissHalcombetoenterthehousetogether,andtotalkoffamilymattersundisturbedbytherestraintofastranger’spresence。Theycrossedthehallontheirwaytothedrawing-room,andIdescendedthestepsagaintowanderaboutthegardenalone。
MyhourswerenumberedatLimmeridgeHouse——mydeparturethenextmorningwasirrevocablysettled——myshareintheinvestigationwhichtheanonymousletterhadrenderednecessarywasatanend。NoharmcouldbedonetoanyonebutmyselfifIletmyheartlooseagain,forthelittletimethatwasleftme,fromthecoldcrueltyofrestraintwhichnecessityhadforcedmetoinflictuponit,andtookmyfarewellofthesceneswhichwereassociatedwiththebriefdream-timeofmyhappinessandmylove。
Iturnedinstinctivelytothewalkbeneathmystudy-window,whereIhadseenhertheeveningbeforewithherlittledog,andfollowedthepathwhichherdearfeethadtroddensooften,tillIcametothewicketgatethatledintoherrosegarden。Thewinterbarenessspreaddrearilyoveritnow。Theflowersthatshehadtaughtmetodistinguishbytheirnames,theflowersthatIhadtaughthertopaintfrom,weregone,andthetinywhitepathsthatledbetweenthebedsweredampandgreenalready。lwentontotheavenueoftrees,wherewehadbreathedtogetherthewarmfragranceofAugustevenings,wherewehadadmiredtogetherthemyriadcombinationsofshadeandsunlightthatdappledthegroundatourfeet。Theleavesfellaboutmefromthegroaningbranches,andtheearthydecayintheatmospherechilledmetothebones。Alittlefartheron,andIwasoutofthegrounds,andfollowingthelanethatwoundgentlyupwardtothenearesthills。Theoldfelledtreebythewayside,onwhichwehadsattorest,wassoddenwithrain,andthetuftoffernsandgrasseswhichIhaddrawnforher,nestlingundertheroughstonewallinfrontofus,hadturnedtoapoolofwater,stagnatingroundanislandofdraggledweeds。Igainedthesummitofthehill,andlookedattheviewwhichwehadsooftenadmiredinthehappiertime。Itwascoldandbarren——itwasnolongertheviewthatIremembered。Thesunshineofherpresencewasfarfromme——thecharmofhervoicenolongermurmuredinmyear。Shehadtalkedtome,onthespotfromwhichInowlookeddown,ofherfather,whowasherlastsurvivingparent——hadtoldmchowfondofeachothertheyhadbeen,andhowsadlyshemissedhimstillwhensheenteredcertainroomsinthehouse,andwhenshetookupforgottenoccupationsandamusementswithwhichhehadbeenassociated。WastheviewthatIhadseen,whilelisteningtothosewords,theviewthatIsawnow,standingonthehill-topbymyself?Iturnedandleftit——Iwoundmywaybackagain,overthemoor,androundthesandhills,downtothebeach。Therewasthewhiterageofthesurf,andthemultitudinousgloryoftheleapingwaves——butwherewastheplaceonwhichshehadoncedrawnidlefigureswithherparasolinthesand——theplacewherewehadsattogether,whileshetalkedtomeaboutmyselfandmyhome,whilesheaskedmeawoman’sminutelyobservantquestionsaboutmymotherandmysister,andinnocentlywonderedwhetherIshouldeverleavemylonelychambersandhaveawifeandahouseofmyown?Windandwavehadlongsincesmoothedoutthetraceofherwhichshehadleftinthosemarksonthesand。Ilookedoverthewidemonotonyoftheseasideprospect,andtheplaceinwhichwetwohadidledawaythesunnyhourswasaslosttomeasifIhadneverknownit,asstrangetomeasifIstoodalreadyonaforeignshore。
Theemptysilenceofthebeachstruckcoldtomyheart。Ireturnedtothehouseandthegarden,wheretraceswerelefttospeakofherateveryturn。
OnthewestterracewalkImetMrGilmore。Hewasevidentlyinsearchofme,forhequickenedhispacewhenwecaughtsightofeachother。Thestateofmyspiritslittlefittedmeforthesocietyofastranger;butthemeetingwasinevitable,andIresignedmyselftomakethebestofit。
`YouaretheverypersonIwantedtosee,’saidtheoldgentleman。`Ihadtwowordstosaytoyou,mydearsir;andifyouhavenoobjectionIwillavailmyselfofthepresentopportunity。Toputitplainly,MissHalcombeandIhavebeentalkingoverfamilyaffairs——affairswhicharethecauseofmybeinghere——andinthecourseofourconversationshewasnaturallyledtotellmeofthisunpleasantmatterconnectedwiththeanonymousletter,andofthesharewhichyouhavemostcreditablyandproperlytakenintheproceedingssofar。Thatshare,Iquiteunderstand,givesyouaninterestwhichyoumightnototherwisehavefelt,inknowingthatthefuturemanagementoftheinvestigationwhichyouhavebegunwillbeplacedinsafehands。Mydearsir,makeyourselfquiteeasyonthatpoint——itwillbeplacedinmyhands。’
`Youare,ineveryway,MrGilmore,muchfittertoadviseandtoactinthematterthanIam。Isitanindiscretiononmyparttoaskifyouhavedecidedyetonacourseofproceeding?’
`Sofarasitispossibletodecide,MrHartright,Ihavedecided。Imeantosendacopyoftheletter,accompaniedbyastatementofthecircumstances,toSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitorinLondon,withwhomIhavesomeacquaintance。TheletteritselfIshallkeepheretoshowtoSirPercivalassoonashearrives。ThetracingofthetwowomenIhavealreadyprovidedfor,bysendingoneofMrFairlie’sservants——aconfidentialperson——tothestationtomakeinquiries。Themanhashismoneyandhisdirections,andhewillfollowthewomenintheeventofhisfindinganyclue。ThisisallthatcanbedoneuntilSirPercivalcomesonMonday。Ihavenodoubtmyselfthateveryexplanationwhichcanbeexpectedfromagentlemanandamanofhonour,hewillreadilygive。SirPercivalstandsveryhigh,sir——aneminentposition,areputationabovesuspicion——Ifeelquiteeasyaboutresults——quiteeasy,Iamrejoicedtoassureyou。Thingsofthissorthappenconstantlyinmyexperience。Anonymousletters——unfortunatewoman——sadstateofsociety。Idon’tdenythattherearepeculiarcomplicationsinthiscase;butthecaseitselfis,mostunhappily,common——common。’
`Iamafraid,MrGilmore,IhavethemisfortunetodifferfromyouintheviewItakeofthecase。’
`rustso,mydearsir——justso。Iamanoldman,andItakethepracticalview。Youareayoungman,andyoutaketheromanticview。Letusnotdisputeaboutourviews。Iliveprofessionallyinanatmosphereofdisputation,MrHartright,andIamonlytoogladtoescapefromit,asIamescapinghere。Wewillwaitforevents——yes,yes,yes——wewillwaitforevents。Charmingplacethis。Goodshooting?Probablynot,noneofMrFairlie’slandispreserved,Ithink。Charmingplace,though,anddelightfulpeople。Youdrawandpaint,Ihear,MrHartright?Enviableaccomplishment。Whatstyle?’
Wedroppedintogeneralconversation,orrather,MrGilmoretalkedandIlistened。Myattentionwasfarfromhim,andfromthetopicsonwhichhediscoursedsofluently。Thesolitarywalkofthelasttwohourshadwroughtitseffectonme——ithadsettheideainmymindofhasteningmydeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。WhyshouldIprolongthehardtrialofsayingfarewellbyoneunnecessaryminute?Whatfurtherservicewasrequiredofmebyanyone?TherewasnousefulpurposetobeservedbymystayinCumberland——therewasnorestrictionoftimeinthepermissiontoleavewhichmyemployerhadgrantedtome。Whynotenditthereandthen?
Ideterminedtoendit。Thereweresomehoursofdaylightstillleft——therewasnoreasonwhymyjourneybacktoLondonshouldnotbeginonthatafternoon。ImadethefistcivilexcusethatoccurredtomeforleavingMrGilmore,andreturnedatoncetothehouse。
OnmywayuptomyroomImetMissHalcombeonthestairs。Shesaw,bythehurryofmymovementsandthechangeinmymanner,thatIhadsomenewpurposeinview,andaskedwhathadhappened。
Itoldherthereasonswhichinducedmetothinkofhasteningmydeparture,exactlyasIhavetoldthemhere。
`No,no,’shesaid,earnestlyandkindly,`leaveuslikeafriend——breakbreadwithusoncemore。Stayhereanddine,stayhereandhelpustospendourlasteveningwithyouashappily,aslikeourfirstevenings,aswecan。Itismyinvitation——MrsVesey’sinvitation——’shehesitatedalittle,andthenadded,`Laura’sinvitationaswell。’
Ipromisedtoremain。GodknowsIhadnowishtoleaveeventheshadowofasorrowfulimpressionwithanyofthem。
Myownroomwasthebestplaceformetillthedinnerbellrang。Iwaitedtheretillitwastimetogodownstairs。
IhadnotspokentoMissFairlie——Ihadnotevenseenher——allthatday。Thefirstmeetingwithher,whenIenteredthedrawing-room,wasahardtrialtoherself-controlandtomine。She,too,haddoneherbesttomakeourlasteveningrenewthegoldenbygonetime——thetimethatcouldnevercomeagain。ShehadputonthedresswhichIusedtoadmiremorethananyotherthatshepossessed——adarkbluesilk,trimmedquaintlyandprettilywithold-fashionedlace;shecameforwardtomeetmewithherformerreadiness——shegavemeherhandwiththefrank,innocentgood-willofhappierdays。Thecoldfingersthattrembledroundmine——thepalecheekswithabrightredspotburninginthemidstofthem——thefaintsmilethatstruggledtoliveonherlipsanddiedawayfromthemwhileIlookedatit,toldmeatwhatsacrificeofherselfheroutwardcomposurewasmaintained。Myheartcouldtakehernoclosertome,orIshouldhavelovedherthenasIhadneverlovedheryet。
MrGilmorewasagreatassistancetous。Hewasinhighgood-humour,andheledtheconversationwithunflaggingspirit。MissHalcombesecondedhimresolutely,andIdidallIcouldtofollowherexample。Thekindblueeyes,whoseslightestchangesofexpressionIhadlearnttointerpretsowell,lookedatmeappealinglywhenwefirstsatdowntotable。Helpmysister——thesweetanxiousfaceseemedtosay——helpmysister,andyouwillhelpme。
Wegotthroughthedinner,toalloutwardappearanceatleast,happilyenough。Whentheladieshadrisenfromtable,andMrGilmoreandIwereleftaloneinthedining-room,anewinterestpresenteditselftooccupyourattention,andtogivemeanopportunityofquietingmyselfbyafewminutesofneedfulandwelcomesilence。TheservantwhohadbeendespatchedtotraceAnneCatherickandMrsClementsreturnedwithhisreport,andwasshownintothedining-roomimmediately。
`Well,’saidMrGilmore,`whathaveyoufoundout?’
`Ihavefoundout,sir,’answeredtheman,`thatboththewomentookticketsatourstationhereforCarlisle。’
`YouwenttoCarlisle,ofcourse,whenyouheardthat?’
`ldid,sir,butIamsorrytosayIcouldfindnofurthertraceofthem。’
`Youinquiredattherailway?’
`Yes,sir。’
`Andatthedifferentinns?’
`Yes,sir。’
`AndyouleftthestatementIwroteforyouatthePolicestation?’
`Idid,sir。’。
`Well,myfriend,youhavedoneallyoucould,andIhavedoneallIcould,andtherethemattermustresttillfurthernotice。Wehaveplayedourtrumpcards,MrHartright,’continuedtheoldgentlemanwhentheservanthadwithdrawn。`Forthepresent,atleast,thewomenhaveoutmanoeuvredus,andouronlyresourcenowistowaittillSirpercivalGlydecomeshereonMondaynext。Won’tyoufillyourglassagain?Goodbottleofport,that——sound,substantial,oldwine。Ihavegotbetterinmyowncellar,though。’
Wereturnedtothedrawing-room——theroominwhichthehappiesteveningsofmylifehadbeenpassed——theroomwhich,afterthislastnight,Iwasnevertoseeagain。Itsaspectwasalteredsincethedayshadshortenedandtheweatherhadgrowncold。Theglassdoorsontheterracesidewereclosed,andhiddenbythickcurtains。Insteadofthesofttwilightobscurity,inwhichweused-cosit,thebrightradiantglowoflamplightnowdazzledmyeyes。Allwaschanged-in-doorsandoutallwaschanged。
MissHalcombeandMrGilmoresatdowntogetheratthecard-table——MrsVeseytookhercustomarychair。Therewasnorestraintonthedisposaloftheirevening,andIfelttherestraintonthedisposalofmineallthemorepainfullyfromobservingit。lsawMissFairlielingeringnearthemusic-stand。ThetimehadbeenwhenImighthavejoinedherthere。Iwaitedirresolutely——Iknewneitherwheretogonorwhattodonext。Shecastonequickglanceatme,tookapieceofmusicsuddenlyfromthestand,andcametowardsmeofherownaccord。
`ShallIplaysomeofthoselittlemelodiesofMozart’swhichyouusedtolikesomuch?’sheasked,openingthemusicnervously,andlookingdownatitwhileshespoke。
BeforeIcouldthankhershehastenedtothepiano。Thechairnearit,whichIhadalwaysbeenaccustomedtooccupy,stoodempty。Shestruckafewchords——thenglancedroundatme——thenlookedbackagainathermusic。
`Won’tyoutakeyouroldplace?’shesaid,speakingveryabruptlyandinverylowtones。
`Imaytakeitonthelastnight,’Ianswered。
Shedidnotreply——shekeptherattentionrivetedonthemusic——musicwhichsheknewbymemory,whichshehadplayedoverandoveragain,informertimes,withoutthebook。Ionlyknewthatshehadheardme,Ionlyknewthatshewasawareofmybeingclosetoher,byseeingtheredspotonthecheekthatwasnearesttomefadeout,andthefacegrowpaleallover。
`Iamverysorryyouaregoing,’shesaid,hervoicealmostsinkingtoawhisper,hereyeslookingmoreandmoreintentlyatthemusic,herfingersflyingoverthekeysofthepianowithastrangefeverishenergywhichIhadnevernoticedinherbefore。
`Ishallrememberthosekindwords,MissFairlie,longaftertomorrowhascomeandgone。’
Thepalenessgrewwhiteronherface,andsheturneditfartherawayfromme。
`Don’tspeakoftomorrow,’shesaid。`Letthemusicspeaktousoftonight,inahappierlanguagethanours。’
Herlipstrembled——afaintsighflutteredfromthem,whichshetriedvainlytosuppress。Herfingerswaveredonthepiano——shestruckafalsenote,confusedherselfintryingtosetitright,anddroppedherhandsangrilyonherlap。MissHalcombeandMrGilmorelookedupinastonishmentfromthecard-tableatwhichtheywereplaying。EvenMrsVesey,dozinginherchair,wokeatthesuddencessationofthemusic,andinquiredwhathadhappened。
`Youplayatwhist,MrHartright?’askedMissHalcombe,withhereyesdirectedsignificantlyattheplaceIoccupied。
Iknewwhatshemeant——Iknewshewasright,andIroseatoncetogotothecard-table。AsIleftthepianoMissFairlieturnedapageofthemusic,andtouchedthekeysagainwithasurerhand。
`Iwillplayit,’shesaid,strikingthenotesalmostpassionately。`Iwillplayitonthelastnight。’
`Come,MrsVesey,’saidMissHalcombe,`MrGilmoreandIaretiredofécarté——comeandbeMrHartright’spartneratwhist。’
Theoldlawyersmiledsatirically。Hishadbeenthewinninghand,andhehadjustturnedupaking。HeevidentlyattributedMissHalcombe’sabruptchangeinthecard-tablearrangementstoalady’sinabilitytoplaythelosinggame。
Therestoftheeveningpassedwithoutawordoralookfromher。Shekeptherplaceatthepiano,andIkeptmineatthecard-table。Sheplayedunintermittingly——playedasifthemusicwasheronlyrefugefromherself。Sometimesherfingerstouchedthenoteswithalingeringfondness——asoft,plaintive,dyingtenderness,unutterablybeautifulandmournfultohear;sometimestheyfalteredandfailedher,orhurriedovertheinstrumentmechanically,asiftheirtaskwasaburdentothem。Butstill,changeandwaverastheymightintheexpressiontheyimpartedtothemusic,theirresolutiontoplayneverfaltered。SheonlyrosefromthepianowhenweallrosetosayGood-night。
MrsVeseywasthenearesttothedoor,andthefirsttoshakehandswithme。
`Ishallnotseeyouagain,MrHartright,’saidtheoldlady。`Iamtrulysorryyouaregoingaway。Youhavebeenverykindandattentive,andanoldwomanlikemefeelskindnessandattention。Iwishyouhappy,sir——Iwishyouakindgood-bye。’
MrGilmorecamenext。
`Ihopeweshallhaveafutureopportunityofbetteringouracquaintance,MrHartright。Youquiteunderstandaboutthatlittlematterofbusinessbeingsafeinmyhands?Yes,yes,ofcourse。Blessme,howcolditis!Don’tletmekeepyouatthedoor。Bonvoyage,mydearsir——bonvoyage,astheFrenchsay。’
Icouldaddnomore。Myvoicefaltered,myeyesmoistenedinspiteofme。
Shecaughtmebybothhands——shepressedthemwiththestrong,steadygraspofaman——herdarkeyesglittered——herbrowncomplexionflusheddeep——theforceandenergyofherfaceglowedandgrewbeautifulwiththepureinnerlightofhergenerosityandherpity。
`Iwilltrustyou——ifeverthetimecomesIwilltrustyouasmyfriendandherfriend,asmaybrotherandherbrother。’Shestopped,drewmenearertoher——thefearless,noblecreature——touchedmyforehead,sister-like,withherlips,andcalledmebymyChristianname。`Godblessyou,Walter!’shesaid。`Waitherealoneandcomposeyourself——Ihadbetternotstayforbothoursakes——Ihadbetterseeyougofromthebalconyupstairs。’
Shelefttheroom。Iturnedawaytowardsthewindow,wherenothingfacedmebutthelonelyautumnlandscape——Iturnedawaytomastermyself,beforeItoolefttheroominmyturn,andleftitforever。
Aminutepassed——itcouldhardlyhavebeenmore——whenIheardthedooropenagainsoftly,andtherustlingofawoman’sdressonthecarpetmovedtowardsme。MyheartbeatviolentlyasIturnedround。MissFairliewasapproachingmefromthefartherendoftheroom。
Shestoppedandhesitatedwhenoureyesmet,andwhenshesawthatwewerealone。Then,withthatcouragewhichwomenlosesoofteninthesmallemergency,andsoseldominthegreat,shecameonnearertome,strangelypaleandstrangelyquiet,drawingonehandafterheralongthetablebywhichshewalked,andholdingsomethingathersideintheother,whichwashiddenbythefoldsofherdress。
`Ionlywentintothedrawing-room,’shesaid,`tolookforthis。Itmayremindyouofyourvisithere,andofthefriendsyouleavebehindyou。YoutoldmeIhadimprovedverymuchwhenIdidit,andIthoughtyoumightlike——’
Sheturnedherheadaway,andofferedmealittlesketch,drawnthroughoutbyherownpencil,ofthesummer-houseinwhichwehadfirstmet。Thepapertrembledinherhandasshehelditouttome——trembledinmineasItookitfromher。
IwasafraidtosaywhatIfelt——Ionlyanswered,`Itshallneverleaveme——allmylifelongitshallbethetreasurethatIPrizemost。Iamverygratefulforit——verygratefultoyou,fornotlettingmegoawaywithoutbiddingyougood-bye。’
`Oh!’shesaidinnocently,`howcouldIletyougo,afterwehavepassedsomanyhappydaystogether!’
`Thosedaysmayneverreturn,MissFairlie——mywayoflifeandyoursareveryfarapart。Butifatimeshouldcome,whenthedevotionofmywholeheartandsoulandstrengthwillgiveyouamoment’shappiness,orspareyouamoment’ssorrow,willyoutrytorememberthepoordrawing-masterwhohastaughtyou?MissHalcombehaspromisedtotrustme——willyoupromisetoo?’
Thefarewellsadnessinthekindblueeyesshonedimlythroughhergatheringtears。
`Ipromiseit,’shesaidinbrokentones。`Oh,don’tlookatmelikethat!Ipromiseitwithallmyheart。’
Iventuredalittlenearertoher,andheldoutmyhand。
`Youhavemanyfriendswholoveyou,MissFairlie。Yourhappyfutureisthedearobjectofmanyhopes。MayIsay,atparting,thatitisthedearobjectofmyhopestoo?’
Thetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks-Sherestedonetremblinghandonthetabletosteadyherselfwhileshegavemetheother。Itookitinmine——Ihelditfast。Myheaddroopedoverit,mytearsfellonit,mylipspressedit——notinlove;oh,notinlove,atthatlastmoment,butintheagonyandtheself-abandonmentofdespair。
`ForGod’ssake,leaveme!’shesaidfaintly。
Theconfessionofherheart’ssecretburstfromherinthosepleadingwords。Ihadnorighttohearthem,norighttoanswerthem——theywerethewordsthatbanishedme,inthenameofhersacredweakness,fromtheroom。Itwasallover。Idroppedherhand,Isaidnomore。Theblindingtearsshutheroutfrommyeyes,andIdashedthemawaytolookatherforthelasttime。Onelookasshesankintoachair,asherarmsfellonthetable,asherfairheaddroppedonthemwearily。Onefarewelllook,andthedoorhadcloseduponher——thegreatgulfofseparationhadopenedbetweenus——theimageofLauraFairliewasamemoryofthepastalready。
IWRITEtheselinesattherequestofmyfriend,MrWalterHartright。TheyareintendedtoconveyadescriptionofcertaineventswhichseriouslyaffectedMissFairlie’sinterests,andwhichtookplaceaftertheperiodofMrHartright’sdeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。
Thereisnoneedformetosaywhethermyownopiniondoesordoesnotsanctionthedisclosureoftheremarkablefamilystory,ofwhichmynarrativeformsanimportantcomponentpart。MrHartrighthastakenthatresponsibilityonhimself,andcircumstancesyettoberelatedwillshowthathehasamplyearnedtherighttodoso,ifhechoosestoexerciseit。Theplanhehasadoptedforpresentingthestorytoothers,inthemosttruthfulandmostvividmanner,requiresthatitshouldbetold,ateachsuccessivestageinthemarchofevents,bythepersonswhoweredirectlyconcernedinthoseeventsatthetimeoftheiroccurrence。Myappearancehere,asnarrator,isthenecessaryconsequenceofthisarrangement。IwaspresentduringthesojournofSirPercivalGlydeinCumberland,andwaspersonallyconcernedinoneimportantresultofhisshortresidenceunderMrFairlie’sroof。Itismyduty,therefore,toaddthesenewlinkstothechainofevents,andtotakeupthechainitselfatthepointwhere,forthepresentonly,MrHartrighthasdroppedit。
IarrivedatLimmeridgeHouseonFridaythesecondofNovember。
MyobjectwastoremainatMrFairlie’suntilthearrivalofSirPercivalGlyde。IfthateventledtotheappointmentofanygivendayforSirPercival’sunionwithMissFairlie,IwastotakethenecessaryinstructionsbackwithmetoLondon,andtooccupymyselfindrawingthelady’smarriage-settlement。
OntheFridayIwasnotfavouredbyMrFairliewithaninterview。Hehadbeen,orhadfanciedhimselftobe,aninvalidforyearspast,andhewasnotwellenoughtoreceiveme。MissHalcombewasthefirstmemberofthefamilywhomIsaw。Shemetmeatthehousedoor,andintroducedmetoMrHartright,whohadbeenstayingatLimmeridgeforsometimepast。
IdidnotseeMissFairlieuntillaterintheday,atdinner-time。Shewasnotlookingwell,andIwassorrytoobserveit。Sheisasweetlovablegirl,asamiableandattentivetoeveryoneaboutherasherexcellentmotherusedtobe——though,personallyspeaking,shetakesafterherfather。MrsFairliehaddarkeyesandhair,andherelderdaughter,MissHalcombe,stronglyremindsmeofher。MissFairlieplayedtousintheevening——notsowellasusual,Ithought。Wehadarubberatwhist,amereprofanation,sofarasplaywasconcerned,ofthatnoblegame。IhadbeenfavourablyimpressedbyMrHartrightonourfirstintroductiontooneanother,butIsoondiscoveredthathewasnotfreefromthesocialfailingsincidentaltohisage。Therearethreethingsthatnoneoftheyoungmenofthepresentgenerationcando。Theycan’tsitovertheirwine,theycan’tplayatwhist,andtheycan’tpayaladyacompliment。MrHartrightwasnoexceptiontothegeneralrule。Otherwise,eveninthoseearlydaysandonthatshortacquaintance,hestruckmeasbeingamodestandgentlemanlikeyoungman。
SotheFridaypassed。Isaynothingaboutthemoreseriousmatterswhichengagedmyattentiononthatday——theanonymouslettertoMissFairlie,themeasuresIthoughtitrighttoadoptwhenthematterwasmentionedtome,andtheconvictionIentertainedthateverypossibleexplanationofthecircumstanceswouldbereadilyaffordedbySirPercivalGlyde,havingallbeenfullynoticed,asIunderstand,inthenarrativewhichprecedesthis。
OntheSaturdayMrHartrighthadleftbeforeIgotdowntobreakfast。MissFairliekeptherroomallday,andMissHalcombeappearedtometobeoutofspirits。ThehousewasnotwhatitusedtobeinthetimeofMrandMrsPhilipFairlie。Itookawalkbymyselfintheforenoon,andlookedaboutatsomeoftheplaceswhichIfirstsawwhenIwasstayingatLimmeridgetotransactfamilybusiness,morethanthirtyyearssince。Theywerenotwhattheyusedtobeeither。
Attwoo’clockMrFairliesenttosayhewaswellenoughtoseeme。Hehadnotaltered,atanyrate,sinceIfirstknewhim。Histalkwastothesamepurposeasusual——allabouthimselfandhisailments,hiswonderfulcoins,andhismatchlessRembrandtetchings。ThemomentItriedtospeakofthebusinessthathadbroughtmetohishouse,heshuthiseyesandsaidI`upset’him。Ipersistedinupsettinghimbyreturningagainandagaintothesubject。AllIcouldascertainwasthathelookedonhisniece’smarriageasasettledthing,thatherfatherhadsanctionedit,thathesanctionedithimself,thatitwasadesirablemarriage,andthatheshouldbepersonallyrejoicedwhentheworryofitwasover。Astothesettlements,ifIwouldconsulthisniece,andafterwardsdiveasdeeplyasIpleasedintomyownknowledgeofthefamilyaffairs,andgeteverythingready,andlimithisshareinthebusiness,asguardian,tosayingYes,attherightmoment——why,ofcoursehewouldmeetmyviews,andeverybodyelse’sviews,withinfinitepleasure。Inthemeantime,thereIsawhim,ahelplesssufferer,confinedtohisroom。DidIthinkhelookedasifhewantedteasing?No。Thenwhyteasehim?
Imight,perhaps,havebeenalittleastonishedatthisextraordinaryabsenceofallself-assertiononMrFairlie’spart,inthecharacterofguardian,ifmyknowledgeofthefamilyaffairshadnotbeensufficienttoremindmethathewasasingleman,andthathehadnothingmorethanalife-interestintheLimmeridgeproperty。Asmattersstood,therefore,Iwasneithersurprisednordisappointedattheresultoftheinterview。MrFairliehadsimplyjustifiedmyexpectations——andtherewasanendofit。
Sundaywasadullday,outofdoorsandin。AletterarrivedformefromSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitor,acknowledgingthereceiptofmycopyoftheanonymousletterandmyaccompanyingstatementofthecase。MissFairliejoinedusintheafternoon,lookingTaleanddepressed,andaltogetherunlikeherself。Ihadsometalkwithher,andventuredonadelicateallusiontoSirPercival。Shelistenedandsaidnothing。Allothersubjectsshepursuedwillingly,butthissubjectsheallowedtodrop。Ibegantodoubtwhethershemightnotberepentingofherengagement——justasyoungladiesoftendo,whenrepentancecomestoolate。
OnMondaySirPercivalGlydearrived。
Ifoundhimtobeamostprepossessingman,sofarasmannersandappearancewereconcerned。HelookedratherolderthanIhadexpected,hisheadbeingbaldovertheforehead,andhisfacesomewhatmarkedandworn,buthismovementswereasactiveandhisspiritsashighasayoungman’s。HismeetingwithMissHalcombewasdelightfullyheartyandunaffected,andhisreceptionofme,uponmybeingpresentedtohim,wassoeasyandpleasantthatwegotontogetherlikeoldfriends。MissFairliewasnotwithuswhenhearrived,butsheenteredtheroomabouttenminutesafterwards。SirPercivalroseandpaidhiscomplimentswithperfectgrace。Hisevidentconcernonseeingthechangefortheworseintheyounglady’slookswasexpressedwithamixtureoftendernessandrespect,withanunassumingdelicacyoftone,voice,andmanner,whichdidequalcredittohisgoodbreedingandhisgoodsense。Iwasrathersurprised,underthesecircumstances,toseethatMissFairliecontinuedtobeconstrainedanduneasyinhispresence,andthatshetookthefirstopportunityofleavingtheroomagain。SirPercivalneithernoticedtherestraintinherreceptionofhim,norhersuddenwithdrawalfromoursociety。Hehadnotobtrudedhisattentionsonherwhileshewaspresent,andhedidnotembarrassMissHalcombebyanyallusiontoherdeparturewhenshewasgone。HistactandtastewereneveratfaultonthisoranyotheroccasionwhileIwasinhiscompanyatLimmeridgeHouse。
AssoonasMissFairliehadlefttheroomhesparedusallembarrassmentonthesubjectoftheanonymousletter,byadvertingtoitofhisownaccord。HehadstoppedinLondononhiswayfromHampshire,hadseenhissolicitor,hadreadthedocumentsforwardedbyme,andhadtravelledontoCumberland,anxioustosatisfyourmindsbythespeediestandthefullestexplanationthatwordscouldconvey。Onhearinghimexpresshimselftothiseffect,Iofferedhimtheoriginalletter,whichIhadkeptforhisinspection。Hethankedme,anddeclinedtolookatit,sayingthathehadseenthecopy,andthathewasquitewillingtoleavetheoriginalinourhands。
Thestatementitself,onwhichheimmediatelyentered,wasassimpleandsatisfactoryasIhadallalonganticipateditwouldbe。
MrsCatherick,heinformedus,hadinpastyearslaidhimundersomeobligationsforfaithfulservicesrenderedtohisfamilyconnectionsandtohimself。Shehadbeendoublyunfortunateinbeingmarriedtoahusbandwhohaddesertedher,andinhavinganonlychildwhosementalfacultieshadbeeninadisturbedconditionfromaveryearlyage。AlthoughhermarriagehadremovedhertoapartofHampshirefardistantfromtheneighbourhoodinwhichSirPercival’spropertywassituated,hehadtakencarenottolosesightofher——hisfriendlyfeelingtowardsthepoorwoman,inconsiderationofherpastservices,havingbeengreatlystrengthenedbyhisadmirationofthepatienceandcouragewithwhichshesupportedhercalamities。Incourseoftimethesymptomsofmentalafflictioninherunhappydaughterincreasedtosuchaseriousextent,astomakeitamatterofnecessitytoplaceherunderpropermedicalcare。MrsCatherickherselfrecognisedthisnecessity,butshealsofelttheprejudicecommontopersonsoccupyingherrespectablestation,againstallowingherchildtobeadmitted,asapauper,intoapublicAsylum。SirPercivalhadrespectedthisprejudice,asherespectedhonestindependenceoffeelinginanyrankoflife,andhadresolvedtomarkhisgratefulsenseofMrsCatherick’searlyattachmenttotheinterestsofhimselfandhisfamily,bydefrayingtheexpenseofherdaughter’smaintenanceinatrustworthyprivateAsylum。Tohermother’sregret,andtohisownregret,theunfortunatecreaturehaddiscoveredthesharewhichcircumstanceshadinducedhimtotakeinplacingherunderrestraint,andhadconceivedthemostintensehatredanddistrustofhiminconsequence。Tothathatredanddistrust——whichhadexpresseditselfinvariouswaysintheAsylum——theanonymousletter,writtenafterherescape,wasplainlyattributable。IfMissHalcombe’sorMrGilmore’srecollectionofthedocumentdidnotconfirmthatview,oriftheywishedforanyadditionalparticularsabouttheAsylum(theaddressofwhichhementioned,aswellasthenamesandaddressesofthetwodoctorsonwhosecertificatesthepatientwasadmitted),hewasreadytoansweranyquestionandtoclearupanyuncertainty。Hehaddonehisdutytotheunhappyyoungwoman,byinstructinghissolicitortosparenoexpenseintracingher,andinrestoringheroncemoretomedicalcare,andhewasnowonlyanxioustodohisdutytowardsMissFairlieandtowardsherfamily,inthesameplain。straightforwardway。
Iwasthefirsttospeakinanswertothisappeal。Myowncoursewasplaintome。ItisthegreatbeautyoftheLawthatitcandisputeanyhumanstatement,madeunderanycircumstances,andreducedtoanyform。IfIhadfeltprofessionallycalledupontosetupacaseagainstSirPercivalGlyde,onthestrengthofhisownexplanation,Icouldhavedonesobeyondalldoubt。Butmydutydidnotlieinthisdirection——myfunctionwasofthepurelyjudicialkind。Iwastoweightheexplanationwehadjustheard,toallowalldueforcetothehighreputationofthegentlemanwhoofferedit,andtodecidehonestlywhethertheprobabilities,onSirPercival’sownshowing,wereplainlywithhim,orplainlyagainsthim。Myownconvictionwasthattheywereplainlywithhim,andIaccordinglydeclaredthathisexplanationwas,tomymind,unquestionablyasatisfactoryone。
MissHalcombe,afterlookingatmeveryearnestly,saidafewwords,onherside,tothesameeffect——withacertainhesitationofmanner,however,whichthecircumstancesdidnotseemtometowarrant。Iamunabletosay,positively,whetherSirPercivalnoticedthisornot。Myopinionisthathedid,seeingthathepointedlyresumedthesubject,althoughhemightnow,withallpropriety,haveallowedittodrop。
`IfmyplainstatementoffactshadonlybeenaddressedtoMrGilmore,’hesaid,`Ishouldconsideranyfurtherreferencetothisunhappymatterasunnecessary。ImayfairlyexpectMrGilmore,asagentleman,tobelievemeonmyword,andwhenhehasdonemethatjustice,alldiscussionofthesubjectbetweenushascometoanend。Butmypositionwithaladyisnotthesame。Iowetoher——whatIwouldconcedetonomanalive——aproofofthetruthofmyassertion。Youcannotaskforthatproof,MissHalcombe,anditisthereforemydutytoyou,andstillmoretoMissFairlie,toofferit。MayIbegthatyouwillwriteatoncetothemotherofthisunfortunatewoman——toMrsCatherick——toaskforhertestimonyinsupportoftheexplanationwhichIhavejustofferedtoyou。’
IsawMissHalcombechangecolour,andlookalittleuneasy。SirPercival’ssuggestion,politelyasitwasexpressed,appearedtoher,asitappearedtome,topointverydelicatelyatthehesitationwhichhermannerhadbetrayedamomentortwosince。
`Ihope,SirPercival,youdon’tdometheinjusticetosupposethatIdistrustyou,’shesaidquickly。
`Certainlynot,MissHalcombe。Imakemyproposalpurelyasanactofattentiontoyou。WillyouexcusemyobstinacyifIstillventuretopressit?’
Hewalkedtothewriting-tableashespoke,drewachairtoit,andopenedthepapercase。
`Letmebegyoutowritethenote,’hesaid,`asafavourtome。Itneednotoccupyyoumorethanafewminutes。YouhaveonlytoaskMrsCathericktwoquestions。First,ifherdaughterwasplacedintheAsylumwithherknowledgeandapproval。Secondly,iftheshareItookinthematterwassuchastomerittheexpressionofhergratitudetowardsmyself。MrGilmore’smindisateaseonthisunpleasantsubject,andyourmindisatease——praysetmymindateasealsobywritingthenote。’
`Youobligemetograntyourrequest,SirPercival,whenIwouldmuchratherrefuseit。’
WiththosewordsMissHalcomberosefromherplaceandwenttothewriting-table。SirPercivalthankedher,handedherapen,andthenwalkedawaytowardsthefireplace。MissFairlie’slittleItaliangreyhoundwaslyingontherug。Heheldouthishand,andcalledtothedoggood-humouredly。
`Come,Nina,’hesaid,`weremembereachother,don’twe?’
Thelittlebeast,cowardlyandcross-grained,aspet-dogsusuallyare,lookedupathimsharply,shrankawayfromhisoutstretchedhand,whined,shivered,andhiditselfunderasofa。Itwasscarcelypossiblethathecouldhavebeenputoutbysuchatrifleasadog’sreceptionofhim,butIobserved,nevertheless,thathewalkedawaytowardsthewindowverysuddenly。Perhapshistemperisirritableattimesifso,Icansympathisewithhim。Mytemperisirritableattimestoo。
MissHalcombewasnotlonginwritingthenote。Whenitwasdonesherosefromthewriting-table,andhandedtheopensheetofpapertoSirPercival。Hebowed,tookitfromher,foldeditupimmediatelywithoutlookingatthecontents,sealedit,wrotetheaddress,andhandeditbacktoherinsilence。Ineversawanythingmoregracefullyandmorebecominglydoneinmylife。
`Youinsistonmypostingthisletter,SirPercival?’saidMissHalcombe。
`Ibegyouwillpostit,’heanswered。`Andnowthatitiswrittenandsealedup,allowmetoaskoneortwolastquestionsabouttheunhappywomantowhomitrefers。IhavereadthecommunicationwhichMrGilmorekindlyaddressedtomysolicitor,describingthecircumstancesunderwhichthewriteroftheanonymousletterwasidentified。Buttherearecertainpointstowhichthatstatementdoesnotrefer。DidAnneCatherickseeMissFairlie?’
`Certainlynot,’repliedMissHalcombe。
`Didsheseeyou?’
`No。’
`Shesawnobodyfromthehousethen,exceptacertainMrHartright,whoaccidentallymetwithherinthechurchyardhere?’
`Nobodyelse。’
`MrHartrightwasemployedatLimmeridgeasadrawing-master,Ibelieve?IsheamemberofoneoftheWater-ColourSocieties?’
`Ibelieveheis,’answeredMissHalcombe。
Hepausedforamoment,asifhewasthinkingoverthelastanswer,andthenadded——
`DidyoufindoutwhereAnneCatherickwasliving,whenshewasinthisneighbourhood?’
`Yes。Atafarmonthemoor,calledTodd’sCorner。’
`Itisadutyweallowetothepoorcreatureherselftotraceher,’continuedSirPercival。`ShemayhavesaidsomethingatTodd’sCornerwhichmayhelpustofindher。Iwillgothereandmakeinquiriesonthechance。Inthemeantime,asIcannotprevailonmyselftodiscussthispainfulsubjectwithMissFairlie,mayIbeg,MissHalcombe,thatyouwillkindlyundertaketogiveherthenecessaryexplanation,deferringitofcourseuntilyouhavereceivedthereplytothatnote。’
MissHalcombepromisedtocomplywithhisrequest。Hethankedher,noddedpleasantly,andleftus,togoandestablishhimselfinhisownroom。Asheopenedthedoorthecross-grainedgreyhoundpokedouthersharpmuzzlefromunderthesofa,andbarkedandsnappedathim。
`Agoodmorning’swork,MissHalcombe,’Isaid,assoonaswewerealone。`Hereisananxiousdaywellendedalready。’
`Yes,’sheanswered;`nodoubt。Iamverygladyourmindissatisfied。’
`Mymind!Surely,withthatnoteinyourhand,yourmindisateasetoo?’
`Ohyes——howcanitbeotherwise?Iknowthethingcouldnotbe,’shewenton,speakingmoretoherselfthantome;`butIalmostwishWalterHartrighthadstayedherelongenoughtobepresentattheexplanation,andtoheartheproposaltometowritethisnote。’
Iwasalittlesurprised——perhapsalittlepiquedalso——bytheselastwords。
`Events,itistrue,connectedMrHartrightveryremarkablywiththeaffairoftheletter,’Isaid;`andIreadilyadmitthatheconductedhimself,allthingsconsidered,withgreatdelicacyanddiscretion。ButIamquiteatalosstounderstandwhatusefulinfluencehispresencecouldhaveexercisedinrelationtotheeffectofSirPercival’sstatementonyourmindormine。’
`Itwasonlyafancy,’shesaidabsently。`Thereisnoneedtodiscussit,MrGilmore。Yourexperienceoughttobe,andis,thebestguideIcandesire。’
Ididnotaltogetherlikeherthrustingthewholeresponsibility,inthismarkedmanner,onmyshoulders。IfMrFairliehaddoneit,Ishouldnothavebeensurprised。Butresolute,clear-mindedMissHalcombewastheverylastpersonintheworldwhomIshouldhaveexpectedtofindshrinkingfromtheexpressionofanopinionofherown。
`Ifanydoubtsstilltroubleyou,’Isaid,`whynotmentionthemtomeatonce?Tellmeplainly,haveyouanyreasontodistrustSirPercivalGlyde?’
`Nonewhatever。’
`Doyouseeanythingimprobable,orcontradictory,inhisexplanation?’
`HowcanIsayIdo,aftertheproofhehasofferedmeofthetruthofit?Cantherebebettertestimonyinhisfavour,MrGilmore,thanthetestimonyofthewoman’smother?’
`Nonebetter。Iftheanswertoyournoteofinquiryprovestobesatisfactory,IforonecannotseewhatmoreanyfriendofSirpercival’scanpossiblyexpectfromhim。’
`Thenwewillpostthenote,’shesaid,arisingtoleavetheroom,`anddismissallfurtherreferencetothesubjectuntiltheanswerarrives。Don’tattachanyweighttomyhesitation。IcangivenobetterreasonforitthanthatIhavebeenover-anxiousaboutLauralately——andanxiety,MrGilmore,unsettlesthestrongestofus。’
Sheleftmeabruptly,hernaturallyfirmvoicefalteringasshespokethoselastwords。Asensitive,vehement,passionatenature——awomanoftenthousandinthesetrivial,superficialtimes。Ihadknownherfromherearliestyears——Ihadseenhertested,asshegrewup,inmorethanonetryingfamilycrisis,andmylongexperiencemademeattachanimportancetoherhesitationunderthecircumstancesheredetailed,whichIshouldcertainlynothavefeltinthecaseofanotherwoman。Icouldseenocauseforanyuneasinessoranydoubt,butshehadmademealittleuneasy,andalittledoubtful,nevertheless。Inmyyouth,Ishouldhavechafedandfrettedundertheirritationofmyownunreasonablestateofmind。Inmyage,Iknewbetter,andwentoutphilosophicallytowalkitoff。
Weallmetagainatdinner-time。
SirPercivalwasinsuchboisteroushighspiritsthatIhardlyrecognisedhimasthesamemanwhosequiettact,refinement,andgoodsensehadimpressedmesostronglyattheinterviewofthemorning。TheonlytraceofhisformerselfthatIcoulddetectreappeared,everynowandthen,inhismannertowardsMissFairlie。Alookorawordfromhersuspendedhisloudestlaugh,checkedhisgayestflowoftalk,andrenderedhimallattentiontoher,andtonooneelseattable,inaninstant。Althoughheneveropenlytriedtodrawherintotheconversation,heneverlosttheslightestchanceshegavehimoflettingherdriftintoitbyaccident,andofsayingthewordstoher,underthosefavourablecircumstances,whichamanwithlesstactanddelicacywouldhavepointedlyaddressedtoherthemomenttheyoccurredtohim。Rathertomysurprise,MissFairlieappearedtobesensibleofhisattentionswithoutbeingmovedbythem。Shewasalittleconfusedfromtimetotimewhenhelookedather,orspoketoher;butsheneverwarmedtowardshim。Rank,fortune,goodbreeding,goodlooks,therespectofagentleman,andthedevotionofaloverwereallhumblyplacedatherfeet,and,sofarasappearanceswent,wereallofferedinvain。
Onthenextday,theTuesday,SirPercivalwentinthemorning(takingoneoftheservantswithhimasaguide)toTodd’sCorner-Hisinquiries,asIafterwardsheard,ledtonoresults。OnhisreturnhehadaninterviewwithMrFairlie,andintheafternoonheandMissHalcomberodeouttogether。Nothingelsehappenedworthyofrecord。Theeveningpassedasusual。TherewasnochangeinSirPercival,andnochangeinMissFairlie。
TheWednesday’spostbroughtwithitanevent——thereplyfromMrsCatherick。Itookacopyofthedocument,whichIhavepreserved,andwhichImayaswellpresentinthisplace。Itranasfollows——
`MADAM,——Ibegtoacknowledgethereceiptofyourletter,inquiringwhethermydaughter,Anne,wasplacedundermedicalsuperintendencewithmyknowledgeandapproval,andwhetherthesharetakeninthematterbySirPercivalGlydewassuchastomerittheexpressionofmygratitudetowardsthatgentleman。Bepleasedtoacceptmyanswerintheaffirmativetoboththosequestions,andbelievemetoremain,yourobedientservant,`JANEANNECATHERICK。’
Short,sharp,andtothepoint;informratherabusiness-likeletterforawomantowrite——insubstanceasplainaconfirmationascouldbedesiredofSirPercivalGlyde’sstatement。Thiswasmyopinion,andwithcertainminorreservations,MissHalcombe’sopinionalso。SirPercival,whentheletterwasshowntohim,didnotappeartobestruckbythesharp,shorttoneofit。HetoldusthatMrsCatherickwasawomanoffewwords,aclear-headed,straightforward,unimaginativeperson,whowrotebrieflyandplainly,justasshespoke。
Thenextdutytobeaccomplished,nowthattheanswerhadbeenreceived,wastoacquaintMissFairliewithSirPercival’sexplanation。MissHalcombehadundertakentodothis,andhadlefttheroomtogotohersister,whenshesuddenlyreturnedagain,andsatdownbytheeasy-chairinwhichIwasreadingthenewspaper。SirPercivalhadgoneoutaminutebeforetolookatthestables,andnoonewasintheroombutourselves。
`Isupposewehavereallyandtrulydoneallwecan?’shesaid,turningandtwistingMrsCatherick’sletterinherhand。
`IfwearefriendsofSirPercival’s,whoknowhimandtrusthim,wehavedoneall,andmorethanall,thatisnecessary,’Ianswered,alittleannoyedbythisreturnofherhesitation。`Butifweareenemieswhosuspecthim——’
`Thatalternativeisnoteventobethoughtof,’sheinterposed。`WeareSirPercival’sfriends,andifgenerosityandforbearancecanaddtoourregardforhim,weoughttobeSirPercival’sadmirersaswell。YouknowthathesawMrFairlieyesterday,andthatheafterwardswentoutwithme。’
`Yes。Isawyouridingawaytogether。’
`WebegantheridebytalkingaboutAnneCatherick,andaboutthesingularmannerinwhichMrHartrightmetwithher。Butwesoondroppedthatsubject,andSirPercivalspokenext,inthemostunselfishterms,ofhisengagementwithLaura。Hesaidhehadobservedthatshewasoutofspirits,andhewaswilling,ifnotinformedtothecontrary,toattributetothatcausethealterationinhermannertowardshimduringhispresentvisit。If,however,therewasanymoreseriousreasonforthechange,hewouldentreatthatnoconstraintmightbeplacedonherinclinationseitherbyMrFairlieorbyme。Allheasked,inthatcase,wasthatshewouldrecalltomind,forthelasttime,whatthecircumstanceswereunderwhichtheengagementbetweenthemwasmade,andwhathisconducthadbeenfromthebeginningofthecourtshiptothepresenttime。If,afterduereflectiononthosetwosubjects,sheseriouslydesiredthatheshouldwithdrawhispretensionstothehonourofbecomingherhusband——andifshewouldtellhimsoplainlywithherownlips——hewouldsacrificehimselfbyleavingherperfectlyfreetowithdrawfromtheengagement。’
`Nomancouldsaymorethanthat,MissHalcombe。Astomyexperience,fewmeninhissituationwouldhavesaidasmuch。’
ShepausedafterIhadspokenthosewords,andlookedatmewithasingularexpressionofperplexityanddistress。
`Iaccusenobody,andIsuspectnothing,’shebrokeoutabruptly。`ButIcannotandwillnotaccepttheresponsibilityofpersuadingLauratothismarriage。’
`ThatisexactlythecoursewhichSirPercivalGlydehashimselfrequestedyoutotake,’Irepliedinastonishment。`Hehasbeggedyounottoforceherinclinations。’
`Andheindirectlyobligesmetoforcethem,ifIgiveherhismessage。’
`Howcanthatpossiblybe?’
`ConsultyourownknowledgeofLaura,MrGilmore。IfItellhertoreflectonthecircumstancesofherengagement,Iatonceappealtotwoofthestrongestfeelingsinhernature——toherloveforherfather’smemory,andtoherstrictregardfortruth。Youknowthatsheneverbrokeapromiseinherlife——youknowthatsheenteredonthisengagementatthebeginningofherfather’sfatalillness,andthathespokehopefullyandhappilyofhermarriagetoSirPercivalGlydeonhisdeathbed。’
IownthatIwasalittleshockedatthisviewofthecase。
`Surely,’Isaid,`youdon’tmeantoinferthatwhenSirPercivalspoketoyouyesterdayhespeculatedonsucharesultasyouhavejustmentioned?’
Herfrank,fearlessfaceansweredforherbeforeshespoke。
`DoyouthinkIwouldremainaninstantinthecompanyofanymanwhomIsuspectedofsuchbasenessasthat?’sheaskedangrily。
Ilikedtofeelherheartyindignationflashoutonmeinthatway。Weseesomuchmaliceandsolittleindignationinmyprofession。
`Inthatcase,’Isaid,`excusemeifItellyou,inourlegalphrase,thatyouaretravellingoutoftherecord。Whatevertheconsequencesmaybe,SirPercivalhasarighttoexpectthatyoursistershouldcarefullyconsiderherengagementfromeveryreasonablepointofviewbeforesheclaimsherreleasefromit。Ifthatunluckyletterhasprejudicedheragainsthim,goatonce,andtellherthathehasclearedhimselfinyoureyesandinmine。Whatobjectioncansheurgeagainsthimafterthat?Whatexcusecanshepossiblyhaveforchanginghermindaboutamanwhomshehadvirtuallyacceptedforherhusbandmorethantwoyearsago?’
`Intheeyesoflawandreason,MrGilmore,noexcuse,Idaresay。Ifshestillhesitates,andifIstillhesitate,youmustattributeourstrangeconduct,ifyoulike,tocapriceinbothcases,andwemustbeartheimputationaswellaswecan。’
Withthosewordsshesuddenlyroseandleftme。Whenasensiblewomanhasaseriousquestionputtoher,andevadesitbyaflippantanswer,itisasuresign,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,thatshehassomethingtoconceal。Ireturnedtotheperusalofthenewspaper,stronglysuspectingthatMissHalcombeandMissFairliehadasecretbetweenthemwhichtheywerekeepingfromSirPercival,andkeepingfromme。Ithoughtthishardonbothofus,especiallyonSirPercival。
Mydoubts——ortospeakmorecorrectly,myconvictions——wereconfirmedbyMissHalcombe’slanguageandmannerwhenIsawheragainlaterintheday。Shewassuspiciouslybriefandreservedintellingmetheresultofherinterviewwithhersister。MissFairlie,itappeared,hadlistenedquietlywhiletheaffairoftheletterwasplacedbeforeherintherightpointofview,butwhenMissHalcombenextproceededtosaythattheobjectofSirPercival’svisitatLimmeridgewastoprevailonhertoletadaybefixedforthemarriage,shecheckedallfurtherreferencetothesubjectbybeggingfortime。IfSirPercivalwouldconsenttospareherforthepresent,shewouldundertaketogivehimhisfinalanswerbeforetheendoftheyear。Shepleadedforthisdelaywithsuchanxietyandagitation,thatMissHalcombehadpromisedtouseherinfluence,ifnecessary,toobtainit,andthere,atMissFairlie’searnestentreaty,allfurtherdiscussionofthemarriagequestionhadended。
Thepurelytemporaryarrangementthusproposedmighthavebeenconvenientenoughtotheyounglady,butitprovedsomewhatembarrassingtothewriteroftheselines。Thatmorning’sposthadbroughtaletterfrommypartner,whichobligedmetoreturntotownthenextdaybytheafternoontrain。ItwasextremelyprobablethatIshouldfindnosecondopportunityofpresentingmyselfatLimmeridgeHouseduringtheremainderoftheyear。Inthatcase,supposingMissFairlieultimatelydecidedonholdingtoherengagement,mynecessarypersonalcommunicationwithher,beforeIdrewhersettlement,wouldbecomesomethinglikeadownrightimpossibility,andweshouldbeobligedtocommittowritingquestionswhichoughtalwaystobediscussedonbothsidesbywordofmouth。IsaidnothingaboutthisdifficultyuntilSirPercivalhadbeenconsultedonthesubjectofthedesireddelay。Hewastoogallantagentlemannottogranttherequestimmediately。WhenMissHalcombeinformedmeofthisItoldherthatImustabsolutelyspeaktohersisterbeforeIleftLimmeridge,anditwas,therefore,arrangedthatIshouldseeMissFairlieinherownsitting-roomthenextmorning。Shedidnotcomedowntodinner,orjoinusintheevening。Indispositionwastheexcuse,andIthoughtSirPercivallooked,aswellhemight,alittleannoyedwhenheheardofit。
Thenextmorning,assoonasbreakfastwasover,IwentuptoMissFairlie’ssitting-room。Thepoorgirllookedsopaleandsad,andcameforwardtowelcomemesoreadilyandprettily,thattheresolutiontolectureheronhercapriceandindecision,whichIhadbeenformingallthewayupstairs,failedmeonthespot。Iledherbacktothechairfromwhichshehadrisen,andplacedmyselfoppositetoher。Hercross-grainedpetgreyhoundwasintheroom,andIfullyexpectedabarkingandsnappingreception。Strangetosay,thewhimsicallittlebrutefalsifiedmyexpectationsbyjumpingintomylapandpokingitssharpmuzzlefamiliarlyintomyhandthemomentIsatdown。
`Youusedoftentositonmykneewhenyouwereachild,mydear,’Isaid,`andnowyourlittledogseemsdeterminedtosucceedyouinthevacantthrone。Isthatprettydrawingyourdoing?’
Ipointedtoalittlealbumwhichlayonthetablebyherside,andwhichshehadevidentlybeenlookingoverwhenIcamein。Thepagethatlayopenhadasmallwater-colourlandscapeveryneatlymountedonit。Thiswasthedrawingwhichhadsuggestedmyquestion——anidlequestionenough——buthowcouldIbegintotalkofbusinesstoherthemomentIopenedmylips?
`No,’shesaid,lookingawayfromthedrawingratherconfusedly,`itisnotmydoing。’
Herfingershadarestlesshabit,whichIrememberedinherasachild,ofalwaysplayingwiththefirstthingthatcametohandwheneveranyonewastalkingtoher-Onthisoccasiontheywanderedtothealbum,andtoyedabsentlyaboutthemarginofthelittlewater-colourdrawing。Theexpressionofmelancholydeepenedonherface。Shedidnotlookatthedrawing,orlookatme。Hereyesmoveduneasilyfromobjecttoobjectintheroom,betrayingplainlythatshesuspectedwhatmypurposewasincomingtospeaktoher。Seeingthat,Ithoughtitbesttogettothepurposewithaslittledelayaspossible。
`Oneoftheerrands,mydear,whichbringsmehereistobidyougood-bye,’Ibegan。`ImustgetbacktoLondontoday:and,beforeIleave,Iwanttohaveawordwithyouonthesubjectofyourownaffairs。’
`Iamverysorryyouaregoing,MrGilmore,’shesaid,lookingatmekindly。`Itislikethehappyoldtimestohaveyouhere。’
`IhopeImaybeabletocomebackandrecallthosepleasantmemoriesoncemore,’Icontinued;`butasthereissomeuncertaintyaboutthefuture,ImusttakemyopportunitywhenIcangetit,andspeaktoyounow。Iamyouroldlawyerandyouroldfriend,andImayremindyou,Iamsure,withoutoffence,ofthepossibilityofyourmarryingSirPercivalGlyde。’
Shetookherhandoffthelittlealbumassuddenlyasifithadturnedhotandburnther。Herfingerstwinedtogethernervouslyinherlap,hereyeslookeddownagainatthefloor,andanexpressionofconstraintsettledonherfacewhichlookedalmostlikeanexpressionofpain。
`Isitabsolutelynecessarytospeakofmymarriageengagement?’sheaskedinlowtones。
`Itisnecessarytorefertoit,’Ianswered,`butnottodwellonit。Letusmerelysaythatyoumaymarry,orthatyoumaynotmarry。Inthefirstcase,Imustbeprepared,beforehand,todrawyoursettlement,andIoughtnottodothatwithout,asamatterofpoliteness,firstconsultingyou。Thismaybemyonlychanceofhearingwhatyourwishesare。Letus,therefore,supposethecaseofyourmarrying,andletmeinformyou,inasfewwordsaspossible,whatyourpositionisnow,andwhatyoumaymakeit,ifyouplease,inthefuture。’
Iexplainedtohertheobjectofamarriage-settlement,andthentoldherexactlywhatherprospectswere——inthefirstplace,onhercomingofage,andinthesecondplace,onthedeceaseofheruncle——markingthedistinctionbetweenthepropertyinwhichshehadalife-interestonly,andthepropertywhichwasleftatherowncontrol。Shelistenedattentively,withtheconstrainedexpressionstillonherface,andherhandsstillnervouslyclaspedtogetherinherlap。
`Andnow,’Isaidinconclusion,`tellmeifyoucanthinkofanyconditionwhich,inthecasewehavesupposed,youwouldwishmetomakeforyou——subject,ofcourse,toyourguardian’sapproval,asyouarenotyetofage。’
Shemoveduneasilyinherchair,thenlookedinmyfaceonasuddenveryearnestly。
`Ifitdoeshappen,’shebeganfaintly,`ifIam——’
`Ifyouaremarried,’Iadded,helpingherout。
`Don’tlethimpartmefromMarian,’shecried,withasuddenoutbreakofenergy。`Oh,MrGilmore,praymakeitlawthatMarianistolivewithme!’
UnderothercircumstancesImight,perhaps,havebeenamusedatthisessentiallyfeminineinterpretationofmyquestion,andofthelongexplanationwhichhadprecededit。Butherlooksandtones,whenshespoke,wereofakindtomakememorethanserious——theydistressedme。Herwords,fewastheywere,betrayedadesperateclingingtothepastwhichbodedillforthefuture。
`YourhavingMarianHalcombetolivewithyoucaneasilybesettledbyprivatearrangement,’Isaid。`Youhardlyunderstoodmyquestion,Ithink。Itreferredtoyourownproperty——tothedisposalofyourmoney。Supposingyouweretomakeawillwhenyoucomeofage,whowouldyoulikethemoneytogoto?’
`Marianhasbeenmotherandsisterbothtome,’saidthegood,affectionategirl,herprettyblueeyesglisteningwhileshespoke。`MayIleaveittoMarian,MrGilmore?’
`Certainly,mylove,’Ianswered。`Butrememberwhatalargesumitis-WouldyoulikeitalltogotoMissHalcombe?’
Shehesitated;hercolourcameandwent,andherhandstolebackagaintothelittlealbum。
`Notallofit,’shesaid。`ThereissomeoneelsebesidesMarian——’
Shestopped;hercolourheightened,andthefingersofthehandthatresteduponthealbumbeatgentlyonthemarginofthedrawing,asifhermemoryhadsetthemgoingmechanicallywiththeremembranceofafavouritetune。
`YoumeansomeothermemberofthefamilybesidesMissHalcombe?’Isuggested,seeingheratalosstoproceed,
Theheighteningcolourspreadtoherforeheadandherneck,andthenervousfingerssuddenlyclaspedthemselvesfastroundtheedgeofthebook。
`Thereissomeoneelse,’shesaid,notnoticingmylastwords,thoughshehadevidentlyheardthem;`thereissomeoneelsewhomightlikealittlekeepsakeif——ifImightleaveit。TherewouldbenoharmifIshoulddiefirst——’
Shepausedagain。Thecolourthathadspreadoverhercheekssuddenly,assuddenlyleftthem。Thehandonthealbumresigneditshold,trembledalittle,andmovedthebookawayfromher。Shelookedatmeforaninstant——thenturnedherheadasideinthechair。Herhandkerchieffelltothefloorasshechangedherposition,andshehurriedlyhidherfacefrommeinherhands。
Sad!Torememberher,asIdid,theliveliest,happiestchildthateverlaughedthedaythrough,andtoseehernow,intheflowerofherageandherbeauty,sobrokenandsobroughtdownasthis!
InthedistressthatshecausedmeIforgottheyearsthathadpassed,andthechangetheyhadmadeinourpositiontowardsoneanother。Imovedmychairclosetoher,andpickedupherhandkerchieffromthecarpet,anddrewherhandsfromherfacegently。`Don’tcry,mylove,’Isaid,anddriedthetearsthatweregatheringinhereyeswithmyownhand,asifshehadbeenthelittleLauraFairlieoftenlongyearsago。
ItwasthebestwayIcouldhavetakentocomposeher。Shelaidherheadonmyshoulder,andsmiledfaintlythroughhertears。
`Iamverysorryforforgettingmyself,’shesaidartlessly。`Ihavenotbeenwell——Ihavefeltsadlyweakandnervouslately,andIoftencrywithoutreasonwhenIamalone。Iambetternow——IcanansweryouasIought,MrGilmore,Icanindeed。’
`No,no,mydear,’Ireplied,`wewillconsiderthesubjectasdonewithforthepresent。Youhavesaidenoughtosanctionmytakingthebestpossiblecareofyourinterests,andwecansettledetailsatanotheropportunity。Letushavedonewithbusinessnow,andtalkofsomethingelse。’
Iledheratonceintospeakingonothertopics。Intenminutes’timeshewasinbetterspirits,andIrosetotakemyleave。
`Comehereagain,’shesaidearnestly。`Iwilltrytobeworthierofyourkindfeelingformeandformyinterestsifyouwillonlycomeagain。’
Stillclingingtothepast——thatpastwhichIrepresentedtoher,inmyway,asMissHalcombedidinhers!Ittroubledmesorelytoseeherlookingback,atthebeginningofhercareer,justasIlookbackattheendofmine。
`IfIdocomeagain,IhopeIshallfindyoubetter,’Isaid;`betterandhappier。Godblessyou,mydear!’
Sheonlyansweredbyputtinguphercheektometobekissed。Evenlawyershavehearts,andmineachedalittleasItookleaveofher。
Thewholeinterviewbetweenushadhardlylastedmorethanhalfanhour——shehadnotbreathedaword,inmypresence,toexplainthemysteryofherevidentdistressanddismayattheprospectofhermarriage,andyetshehadcontrivedtowinmeovertohersideofthequestion,Ineitherknewhownorwhy。Ihadenteredtheroom,feelingthatSirPercivalGlydehadfairreasontocomplainofthemannerinwhichshewastreatinghim。Ileftit,secretlyhopingthatmattersmightendinhertakinghimathiswordandclaimingherrelease。Amanofmyageandexperienceoughttohaveknownbetterthantovacillateinthisunreasonablemanner。Icanmakenoexcuseformyself;Icanonlytellthetruth,andsay——soitwas。
Thehourformydeparturewasnowdrawingnear。IsenttoMrFairlietosaythatIwouldwaitonhimtotakeleaveifheliked,butthathemustexcusemybeingratherinahurry。Hesentamessageback,writteninpencilonaslipofpaper:`Kindloveandbestwishes,dearGilmore。Hurryofanykindisinexpressiblyinjurioustome。Praytakecareofyourself。Goodbye。’
rustbeforeIleftIsawMissHalcombeforamomentalone。
`HaveyousaidallyouwantedtoLaura?’sheasked。
`Yes,’Ireplied。`Sheisveryweakandnervous——Iamgladshehasyoutotakecareofher。’
MissHalcombe’ssharpeyesstudiedmyfaceattentively。
`YouarealteringyouropinionaboutLaura,’shesaid。`Youarereadiertomakeallowancesforherthanyouwereyesterday。’
Nosensiblemaneverengages,unprepared,inafencingmatchofwordswithawoman。Ionlyanswered——
`Letmeknowwhathappens。IwilldonothingtillIhearfromyou。’
Shestilllookedhardinmyface。`Iwishitwasallover,andwellover,MrGilmore——andsodoyou。’Withthosewordssheleftme。
SirPercivalmostpolitelyinsistedonseeingmetothecarriagedoor。
`Ifyouareeverinmyneighbourhood,’hesaid,`praydon’tforgetthatIamsincerelyanxioustoimproveouracquaintance。Thetriedandtrustedoldfriendofthisfamilywillbealwaysawelcomevisitorinanyhouseofmine。’
Areallyirresistibleman——courteous,considerate,delightfullyfreefrompride——agentleman,everyinchofhim。AsIdroveawaytothestationIfeltasifIcouldcheerfullydoanythingtopromotetheinterestsofSirPercivalGlyde——anythingintheworld,exceptdrawingthemarriagesettlementofhiswife。
Aweekpassed,aftermyreturntoLondon,withoutthereceiptofanycommunicationfromMissHalcombe。
Ontheeighthdayaletterinherhandwritingwasplacedamongtheotherlettersonmytable。
ItannouncedthatSirPercivalGlydehadbeendefinitelyaccepted,andthatthemarriagewastotakeplace,ashehadoriginallydesired,beforetheendoftheyear。InallprobabilitytheceremonywouldbeperformedduringthelastfortnightinDecember。MissFairlie’stwenty-firstbirthdaywaslateinMarch。Shewould,therefore,bythisarrangementbecomeSirPercival’swifeaboutthreemonthsbeforeshewasofage。
Ioughtnottohavebeensurprised,Ioughtnottohavebeensorry,butIwassurprisedandsorry,nevertheless。Somelittledisappointment,causedbytheunsatisfactoryshortnessofMissHalcombe’sletter,mingleditselfwiththesefeelings,andcontributeditssharetowardsupsettingmyserenityfortheday。Insixlinesmycorrespondentannouncedtheproposedmarriage——inthreemore,shetoldmethatSirPercivalhadleftCumberlandtoreturntohishouseinHampshire,andintwoconcludingsentencessheinformedme,first,thatLaurawassadlyinwantofchangeandcheerfulsociety;secondly,thatshehadresolvedtotrytheeffectofsomesuchchangeforthwith,bytakinghersisterawaywithheronavisittocertainoldfriendsinYorkshire。Theretheletterended,withoutawordtoexplainwhatthecircumstanceswerewhichhaddecidedMissFairlietoacceptSirPercivalGlydeinoneshortweekfromthetimewhenIhadlastseenher。
Atalaterperiodthecauseofthissuddendeterminationwasfullyexplainedtome。Itisnotmybusinesstorelateitimperfectly,onhearsayevidence。ThecircumstancescamewithinthepersonalexperienceofMissHalcombe,andwhenhernarrativesucceedsmine,shewilldescribethemineveryparticularexactlyastheyhappened。Inthemeantime,theplaindutyformetoperform——beforeI,inmyturn,laydownmypenandwithdrawfromthestory——istorelatetheoneremainingeventconnectedwithMissFairlie’sproposedmarriageinwhichIwasconcerned,namely,thedrawingofthesettlement。
Itisimpossibletoreferintelligiblytothisdocumentwithoutfirstenteringintocertainparticularsinrelationtothebride’specuniaryaffairs。Iwilltrytomakemyexplanationbrieflyandplainly,andtokeepitfreefromprofessionalobscuritiesandtechnicalities。Thematterisoftheutmostimportance。IwarnallreadersoftheselinesthatMissFairlie’sinheritanceisaveryseriouspartofMissFairlie’sstory,andthatMrGilmore’sexperience,inthisparticular,mustbetheirexperiencealso,iftheywishtounderstandthenarrativeswhichareyettocome。
MissFairlie’sexpectations,then,wereofatwofoldkind,comprisingherpossibleinheritanceofrealproperty,orland,whenheruncledied,andherabsoluteinheritanceofpersonalproperty,ormoney,whenshecameofage。
Letustakethelandfirst。
InthetimeofMissFairlie’spaternalgrandfather(whomwewillcallMrFairlie,theelder)theentailedsuccessiontotheLimmeridgeestatestoodthus——
MrFairlie,theelder,diedandleftthreesons,Philip,Frederick,andArthur。Aseldestson,Philipsucceededtotheestate。Ifhediedwithoutleavingason,thepropertywenttothesecondbrother,Frederick;andifFrederickdiedalsowithoutleavingason,thepropertywenttothethirdbrother,Arthur。
Aseventsturnedout,MrPhilipFairliediedleavinganonlydaughter,theLauraofthisstory,andtheestate,inconsequence,went,incourseoflaw,tothesecondbrother,frederick,asingleman。Thethirdbrother,Arthur,haddiedmanyyearsbeforethedeceaseofPhilip,leavingasonandadaughter。Theson,attheageofeighteen,wasdrownedatOxford。HisdeathleftLaura,thedaughterofMrPhilipFairlie,presumptiveheiresstotheestate,witheverychanceofsucceedingtoit,intheordinarycourseofnature,onheruncleFrederick’sdeath,ifthesaidFrederickdiedwithoutleavingmaleissue。
Exceptintheevent,then,ofMrFrederickFairlie’smarryingandleavinganheir(thetwoverylastthingsintheworldthathewaslikelytodo),hisniece,Laura,wouldhavethepropertyonhisdeath,possessing,itmustberemembered,nothingmorethanalife-interestinit。Ifshediedsingle,ordiedchildless,theestatewouldreverttohercousin,Magdalen,thedaughterofMrArthurFairlie。Ifshemarried,withapropersettlement——or,inotherwords,withthesettlementImeanttomakeforher——theincomefromtheestate(agoodthreethousandayear)would,duringherlifetime,beatherowndisposal。Ifshediedbeforeherhusband,hewouldnaturallyexpecttobeleftintheenjoymentoftheincome,forhislifetime。Ifshehadason,thatsonwouldbetheheir,totheexclusionofhercousinMagdalen。Thus,SirPercival’sprospectsinmarryingMissFairlie(sofarashiswife’sexpectationsfromrealpropertywereconcerned)promisedhimthesetwoadvantages,onMrFrederickFairlie’sdeath:First,theuseofthreethousandayear(byhiswife’spermission,whileshelived,andinhisownright,onherdeath,ifhesurvivedher);and,secondly,theinheritanceofLimmeridgeforhisson,ifhehadone。
Somuchforthelandedproperty,andforthedisposaloftheincomefromit,ontheoccasionofMissFairlie’smarriage。Thusfar,nodifficultyordifferenceofopiniononthelady’ssettlementwasatalllikelytoarisebetweenSirPercival’slawyerandmyself。
Thepersonalestate,or,inotherwords,themoneytowhichMissFairliewouldbecomeentitledonreachingtheageoftwenty-oneyears,isthenextpointtoconsider。
Thispartofherinheritancewas,initself,acomfortablelittlefortune。Itwasderivedunderherfather’swill,anditamountedtothesumoftwentythousandpounds。Besidesthis,shehadalife-interestintenthousandpoundsmore,whichlatteramountwastogo,onherdecease,toherauntEleanor,herfather’sonlysister。Itwillgreatlyassistinsettingthefamilyaffairsbeforethereaderintheclearestpossiblelight,ifIstophereforamoment,toexplainwhytheaunthadbeenkeptwaitingforherlegacyuntilthedeathoftheniece。
MrPhilipFairliehadlivedonexcellenttermswithhissisterEleanor,aslongassheremainedasinglewoman。Butwhenhermarriagetookplace,somewhatlateinlife,andwhenthatmarriageunitedhertoanItaliangentlemannamedFosco,or,rather,toanItaliannobleman——seeingthatherejoicedinthetitleofCount——MrFairliedisapprovedofherconductsostronglythatheceasedtoholdanycommunicationwithher,andevenwentthelengthofstrikinghernameoutofhiswill。Theothermembersofthefamilyallthoughtthisseriousmanifestationofresentmentathissister’smarriagemoreorlessunreasonable。CountFosco,thoughnotarichman,wasnotapennilessadventurereither。Hehadasmallbutsufficientincomeofhisown。HehadlivedmanyyearsinEngland,andheheldanexcellentpositioninsociety。Theserecommendations,however,availednothingwithMrFairlie。InmanyofhisopinionshewasanEnglishmanoftheoldschool,andhehatedaforeignersimplyandsolelybecausehewasaforeigner。Theutmostthathecouldbeprevailedontodo,inafteryears——mainlyatMissFairlie’sintercession——wastorestorehissister’snametoitsformerplaceinhiswill,buttokeepherwaitingforherlegacybygivingtheincomeofthemoneytohisdaughterforlife,andthemoneyitself,ifherauntdiedbeforeher,tohercousinMagdalen。Consideringtherelativeagesofthetwoladies,theaunt’schance,intheordinarycourseofnature,ofreceivingthetenthousandpounds,wasthusrendereddoubtfulintheextreme;andMadameFoscoresentedherbrother’streatmentofherasunjustlyasusualinsuchcases,byrefusingtoseeherniece,anddecliningtobelievethatMissFairlie’sintercessionhadeverbeenexertedtorestorehernametoMrFairlie’swill。
Suchwasthehistoryofthetenthousandpounds。HereagainnodifficultycouldarisewithSirPercival’slegaladviser。Theincomewouldbeatthewife’sdisposal,andtheprincipalwouldgotoherauntorhercousinonherdeath。
Allpreliminaryexplanationsbeingnowclearedoutoftheway,Icomeatlasttotherealknotofthecase——tothetwentythousandpounds。
ThissumwasabsolutelyMissFairlie’sownonhercompletinghertwenty-firstyear,andthewholefuturedispositionofitdepended,inthefirstinstance,ontheconditionsIcouldobtainforherinhermarriage-settlement。Theotherclausescontainedinthatdocumentwereofaformalkind,andneednotberecitedhere。Buttheclauserelatingtothemoneyistooimportanttobepassedover。Afewlineswillbesufficienttogivethenecessaryabstractofit。
Mystipulationinregardtothetwentythousandpoundswassimplythis:Thewholeamountwastobesettledsoastogivetheincometotheladyforherlife——afterwardstoSirPercivalforhislife——andtheprincipaltothechildrenofthemarriage。Indefaultofissue,theprincipalwastobedisposedofastheladymightbyherwilldirect,forwhichpurposeIreservedtohertherightofmakingawill。Theeffectoftheseconditionsmaybethussummedup。IfLadyGlydediedwithoutleavingchildren,herhalf-sisterMissHalcombe,andanyotherrelativesorfriendswhomshemightbeanxioustobenefit,would,onherhusband’sdeath,divideamongthemsuchsharesofhermoneyasshedesiredthemtohave。If,ontheotherhand,shediedleavingchildren,thentheirinterest,naturallyandnecessarily,supersededallotherinterestswhatsoever。Thiswastheclause——andnoonewhoreadsitcanfail,Ithink,toagreewithmethatitmetedoutequaljusticetoallparties。
Weshallseehowmyproposalsweremetonthehusband’sside。
AtthetimewhenMissHalcombe’sletterreachedmeIwasevenmorebusilyoccupiedthanusual。ButIcontrivedtomakeleisureforthesettlement。Ihaddrawnit,andhadsentitforapprovaltoSirPercival’ssolicitor,inlessthanaweekfromthetimewhenMissHalcombehadinformedmeoftheproposedmarriage。
Afteralapseoftwodaysthedocumentwasreturnedtome,withnotesandremarksofthebaronet’slawyer。Hisobjections,ingeneral,provedtobeofthemosttriflingandtechnicalkind,untilhecametotheclauserelatingtothetwentythousandpounds。Againstthisthereweredoublelinesdrawninredink,andthefollowingnotewasappendedtothem——
`Notadmissible。TheprincipaltogotoSirPercivalGlyde,intheeventofhissurvivingLadyGlyde,andtherebeingnoissue。’
Thatistosay,notonefarthingofthetwentythousandpoundswastogotoMissHalcombe,ortoanyotherrelativeorfriendofLadyGlyde’s。Thewholesum,ifsheleftnochildren,wastoslipintothepocketsofherhusband。
TheanswerIwrotetothisaudaciousproposalwasasshortandsharpasIcouldmakeit。`Mydearsir。MissFairlie’ssettlement。Imaintaintheclausetowhichyouobject,exactlyasitstands。Yourstruly。’Therejoindercamebackinaquarterofanhour。`Mydearsir。MissFairlie’ssettlement。Imaintaintheredinktowhichyouobject,exactlyasitstands。Yourstruly。’Inthedetestableslangoftheday,wewerenowboth`atadeadlock,andnothingwasleftforitbuttorefertoourclientsoneitherside。
Asmattersstood,myclient——MissFairlienothavingyetcompletedhertwenty-firstyear——MrFrederickFairlie,washerguardian。Iwrotebythatday’spost,andputthecasebeforehimexactlyasitstood,notonlyurgingeveryargumentIcouldthinkoftoinducehimtomaintaintheclauseasIhaddrawnit,butstatingtohimplainlythemercenarymotivewhichwasatthebottomoftheoppositiontomysettlementofthetwentythousandpounds。TheknowledgeofSirPercival’saffairswhichIhadnecessarilygainedwhentheprovisionsofthedeedonhissideweresubmittedinduecoursetomyexamination,hadbuttooplainlyinformedmethatthedebtsonhisestatewereenormous,andthathisincome,thoughnominallyalargeone,wasvirtually,foramaninhisposition,nexttonothing。ThewantofreadymoneywasthepracticalnecessityofSirPercival’sexistence,andhislawyer’snoteontheclauseinthesettlementwasnothingbutthefranklyselfishexpressionofit。
MrFairlie’sanswerreachedmebyreturnofpost,andprovedtobewanderingandirrelevantintheextreme。TurnedintoplainEnglish,itpracticallyexpresseditselftothiseffect:`WoulddearGilmorebesoveryobligingasnottoworryhisfriendandclientaboutsuchatrifleasaremotecontingency?Wasitlikelythatayoungwomanoftwenty-onewoulddiebeforeamanofforty-five,anddiewithoutchildren?Ontheotherhand,insuchamiserableworldasthis,wasitpossibletoover-estimatethevalueofpeaceandquietness?Ifthosetwoheavenlyblessingswereofferedinexchangeforsuchanearthlytrifleasaremotechanceoftwentythousandpounds,wasitnotafairbargain?Surely,yes。Thenwhynotmakeit?’
Ithrewtheletterawayindisgust。Justasithadflutteredtotheground,therewasaknockatmydoor,andSirPercival’ssolicitor,MrMerriman,wasshownin。Therearemanyvarietiesofsharppractitionersinthisworld,butIthinkthehardestofalltodealwitharethemenwhooverreachyouunderthedisguiseofinveterategood-humour。Afat,well-fed,smiling,friendlymanofbusinessisofallpartiestoabargainthemosthopelesstodealwith。MrMerrimanwasoneofthisclass。
`AndhowisgoodMrGilmore?’hebegan,allinaglowwiththewarmthofhisownamiability。`Gladtoseeyou,sir,insuchexcellenthealth。Iwaspassingyourdoor,andIthoughtIwouldlookinincaseyoumighthavesomethingtosaytome。Do——nowpraydoletussettlethislittledifferenceofoursbywordofmouth,ifwecan!Haveyouheardfromyourclientyet?’
`Yes。Haveyouheardfromyours?’
`Mydear,goodsir!IwishIhadheardfromhimtoanypurpose——Iwish,withallmyheart,theresponsibilitywasoffmyshoulders;butheisobstinate——orletmerathersay,resolute——andhewon’ttakeitoff。``Merriman,Ileavedetailstoyou。Dowhatyouthinkrightformyinterests,andconsidermeashavingpersonallywithdrawnfromthebusinessuntilitisallover。’’ThosewereSirPercival’swordsafortnightago,andallIcangethimtodonowistorepeatthem。Iamnotahardman,MrGilmore,asyouknow。Personallyandprivately,Idoassureyou,Ishouldliketospongeoutthatnoteofmineatthisverymoment。ButifSirPercivalwon’tgointothematter,ifSirPercivalwillblindlyLeaveallhisinterestsinmysolecare,whatcoursecanIpossiblytakeexceptthecourseofassertingthem?Myhandsarebound——don’tyousee,mydearsir?——myhandsarebound。’
`Youmaintainyournoteontheclause,then,totheletter?’Isaid。
`Yes——deucetakeit!Ihavenootheralternative。’Hewalkedtothefireplaceandwarmedhimself,hummingthefagendofatuneinarichconvivialbassvoice。`Whatdoesyoursidesay?’hewenton;`nowpraytellme——whatdoesyoursidesay?’
Iwasashamedtotellhim。Iattemptedtogaintime——nay,Ididworse。Mylegalinstinctsgotthebetterofme,andIeventriedtobargain。
`Twentythousandpoundsisratheralargesumtobegivenupbythelady’sfriendsattwodays’notice,’Isaid。
`Verytrue,’repliedMrMerriman,lookingdownthoughtfullyathisboots。`Properlyput,sir——mostproperlyput!’
`Acompromise,recognisingtheinterestsofthelady’sfamilyaswellastheinterestsofthehusband,mightnotperhapshavefrightenedmyclientquitesomuch,’Iwenton。`Come,come!thiscontingencyresolvesitselfintoamatterofbargainingafterall。Whatistheleastyouwilltake?’
`Theleastwewilltake,’saidMrMerriman,`isnineteen-thousand——nine——hundred——and——ninety——nine——pounds——nineteen-shillings-and-eleven-pence-three-farthings。Ha!haIha!Excuseme,MrGilmore。Imusthavemylittlejoke。’
`Littleenough,’Iremarked。`Thejokeisjustworththeoddfarthingitwasmadefor。’
MrMerrimanwasdelighted。Helaughedovermyretorttilltheroomrangagain。Iwasnothalfsogood-humouredonmyside;Icamebacktobusiness,andclosedtheinterview。
`ThisisFriday,’Isaid。`GiveustillTuesdaynextforourfinalanswer。’
`Byallmeans,’repliedMrMerriman。`Longer,mydearsir,ifyoulike。’Hetookuphishattogo,andthenaddressedmeagain。`Bytheway,’hesaid,`yourclientsinCumberlandhavenotheardanythingmoreofthewomanwhowrotetheanonymousletter,havethey?’
`Nothingmore,’Ianswered。`Haveyoufoundnotraceofher?’
`Notyet,’saidmylegalfriend。`Butwedon’tdespair。SirPercivalhashissuspicionsthatSomebodyiskeepingherinhiding,andwearehavingthatSomebodywatched。’
`YoumeantheoldwomanwhowaswithherinCumberland,’Isaid。
`Quiteanotherparty,sir,’answeredMrMerriman。`Wedon’thappentohavelaidhandsontheoldwomanyet。OurSomebodyisaman。WehavegothimcloseunderoureyehereinLondon,andwestronglysuspecthehadsomethingtodowithhelpingherinthefirstinstancetoescapefromtheAsylum。SirPercivalwantedtoquestionhimatonce,butIsaid,``No。Questioninghimwillonlyputhimonhisguard——watchhim,andwait。’’Weshallseewhathappens。Adangerouswomantobeatlarge,MrGilmore;nobodyknowswhatshemaydonext。Iwishyougoodmorning,sir。OnTuesdaynextIshallhopeforthepleasureofhearingfromyou。’Hesmiledamiablyandwentout。
Mymindhadbeenratherabsentduringthelatterpartoftheconversationwithmylegalfriend。IwassoanxiousaboutthematterofthesettlementthatIhadlittleattentiontogivetoanyothersubject,andthemomentIwasleftaloneagainIbegantothinkoverwhatmynextproceedingoughttobe。
InthecaseofanyotherclientIshouldhaveactedonmyinstructions,howeverpersonallydistastefultome,andhavegivenupthepointaboutthetwentythousandpoundsonthespot。ButIcouldnotactwiththisbusiness-likeindifferencetowardsMissFairlie。Ihadanhonestfeelingofaffectionandadmirationforher——Irememberedgratefullythatherfatherhadbeenthekindestpatronandfriendtomethatevermanhad——IhadfelttowardsherwhileIwasdrawingthesettlementasImighthavefelt,ifIhadnotbeenanoldbachelor,towardsadaughterofmyown,andIwasdeterminedtosparenopersonalsacrificeinherserviceandwhereherinterestswereconcerned。WritingasecondtimetoMrFairliewasnottobethoughtof——itwouldonlybegivinghimasecondopportunityofslippingthroughmyfingers。Seeinghimandpersonallyremonstratingwithhimmightpossiblybeofmoreuse。ThenextdaywasSaturday。IdeterminedtotakeareturnticketandjoltmyoldbonesdowntoCumberland,onthechanceofpersuadinghimtoadoptthejust,theindependent,andthehonourablecourse。Itwasapoorchanceenough,nodoubt,butwhenIhadtrieditmyconsciencewouldbeatease。Ishouldthenhavedoneallthatamaninmypositioncoulddotoservetheinterestsofmyoldfriend’sonlychild。
TheweatheronSaturdaywasbeautiful,awestwindandabrightsun。Havingfeltlatterlyareturnofthatfulnessandoppressionofthehead,againstwhichmydoctorwarnedmesoseriouslymorethantwoyearssince,IresolvedtotaketheopportunityofgettingalittleextraexercisebysendingmybagonbeforemeandwalkingtotheterminusinEustonSquare。AsIcameoutintoHolbornagentlemanwalkingbyrapidlystoppedandspoketome。ItwasMrWalterHartright。
IfhehadnotbeenthefirsttogreetmeIshouldcertainlyhavepassedhim。HewassochangedthatIhardlyknewhimagain。Hisfacelookedpaleandhaggard——hismannerwashurriedanduncertain——andhisdress,whichIrememberedasneatandgentleman-likewhenIsawhimatLimmeridge,wassoslovenlynowthatIshouldreallyhavebeenashamedoftheappearanceofitononeofmyownclerks。
`HaveyoubeenlongbackfromCumberland?’heasked。`IheardfromMissHalcombelately。IamawarethatSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanationhasbeenconsideredsatisfactory。Willthemarriagetakeplacesoon?Doyouhappentoknow,MrGilmore?’
Hespokesofast,andcrowdedhisquestionstogethersostrangelyandconfusedly,thatIcouldhardlyfollowhim。HoweveraccidentallyintimatehemighthavebeenwiththefamilyatLimmeridge,Icouldnotseethathehadanyrighttoexpectinformationontheirprivateaffairs,andIdeterminedtodroPhim,aseasilyasmightbe,onthesubjectofMissFairlie’smarriage。
`Timewillshow,MrHartright,’Isaid——`timewillshow。Idaresayifwelookoutforthemarriageinthepapersweshallnotbefarwrong。Excusemynoticingit,butIamsorrytoseeyounotlookingsowellasyouwerewhenwelastmet。’
Amomentarynervouscontractionquiveredabouthislipsandeyes,andmademehalfreproachmyselfforhavingansweredhiminsuchasignificantlyguardedmanner。
`Ihadnorighttoaskabouthermarriage,’hesaidbitterly。`Imustwaittoseeitinthenewspaperslikeotherpeople。Yes,’——hewentonbeforeIcouldmakeanyapologies——`Ihavenotbeenwelllately。Iamgoingtoanothercountrytotryachangeofsceneandoccupation。MissHalcombehaskindlyassistedmewithherinfluence,andmytestimonialshavebeenfoundsatisfactory。Itisalongdistanceoff,butIdon’tcarewhereIgo,whattheclimateis,orhowlongIamaway。’Helookedabouthimwhilehesaidthisatthethrongofstrangerspassingusbyoneitherside,inastrange,suspiciousmanner,asifhethoughtthatsomeofthemmightbewatchingus。
`Iwishyouwellthroughit,andsafebackagain,’Isaid,andthenadded,soasnottokeephimaltogetheratarm’slengthonthesubjectoftheFairlies,`IamgoingdowntoLimmeridgetodayonbusiness-MissHalcombeandMissFairlieareawayjustnowonavisittosomefriendsinYorkshire。’
Hiseyesbrightened,andheseemedabouttosaysomethinginanswer,butthesamemomentarynervousspasmcrossedhisfaceagain。Hetookmyhand,pressedithard,anddisappearedamongthecrowdwithoutsayinganotherword。Thoughhewaslittlemorethanastrangertome,Iwaitedforamoment,lookingafterhimalmostwithafeelingofregret。Ihadgainedinmyprofessionsufficientexperienceofyoungmentoknowwhattheoutwardsignsandtokenswereoftheirbeginningtogowrong,andwhenIresumedmywalktotherailwayIamsorrytosayIfeltmorethandoubtfulaboutMrHartright’sfuture。