第4章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:6803更新时间:18/12/21 16:26:06
HalfanhourlaterIwasbackatthehouse,andwasinformingMissHalcombeofallthathadhappened。 Shelistenedtomefrombeginningtoendwithasteady,silentattention,which,inawomanofhertemperamentanddisposition,wasthestrongestproofthatcouldbeofferedoftheseriousmannerinwhichmynarrativeaffectedher。 `Mymindmisgivesme,’wasallshesaidwhenIhaddone。`Mymindmisgivesmesadlyaboutthefuture。’ `Thefuturemaydepend,’Isuggested,`ontheusewemakeofthepresent。ItisnotimprobablethatAnneCatherickmayspeakmorereadilyandunreservedlytoawomanthanshehasspokentome。IfMissFairlie。’ `Nottobethoughtofforamoment,’interposedMissHalcombe,inhermostdecidedmanner。 `Letmesuggest,then,’Icontinued,`thatyoushouldseeAnneCatherickyourself,anddoallyoucantowinherconfidence。Formyownpart,Ishrinkfromtheideaofalarmingthepoorcreatureasecondtime,asIhavemostunhappilyalarmedheralready。Doyouseeanyobjectiontoaccompanyingmetothefarmhousetomorrow?’ `Nonewhatever。IwillgoanywhereanddoanythingtoserveLaura’sinterests。Whatdidyousaytheplacewascalled?’ `Youmustknowitwell。ItiscalledTodd’sCorner。’ `Certainly。Todd’sCornerisoneofMrFairlie’sfarms。Ourdairymaidhereisthefarmer’sseconddaughter。Shegoesbackwardsandforwardsconstantlybetweenthishouseandherfather’sfarm,andshemayhaveheardorseensomethingwhichitmaybeusefultoustoknow。ShallIascertain,atonce,ifthegirlisdownstairs?’ Sherangthebell,andsenttheservantwithhismessage。Hereturned,andannouncedthatthedairymaidwasthenatthefarm。Shehadnotbeenthereforthelastthreedays,andthehousekeeperhadgivenherleavetogohomeforanhourortwothatevening。 `Icanspeaktohertomorrow,’saidMissHalcombe,whentheservanthadlefttheroomagain。`Inthemeantime,letmethoroughlyunderstandtheobjecttobegainedbymyinterviewwithAnneCatherick。IstherenodoubtinyourmindthatthepersonwhoconfinedherintheAsylumwasSirPercivalGlyde?’ `Thereisnottheshadowofadoubt。Theonlymysterythatremainsisthemysteryofhismotive。Lookingtothegreatdifferencebetweenhisstationinlifeandhers,whichseemstoprecludeallideaofthemostdistantrelationshipbetweenthem,itisofthelastimportance——evenassumingthatshereallyrequiredtobeplacedunderrestraint——toknowwhyheshouldhavebeenthepersontoassumetheseriousresponsibilityofshuttingherup——’ `InaprivateAsylum,Ithinkyousaid?’ `Yes,inaprivateAsylum,whereasunofmoney,whichnopoorpersoncouldaffordtogive,musthavebeenpaidforhermaintenanceasapatient。’ `Iseewherethedoubtlies,MrHartright,andIpromiseyouthatitshallbesetatrest,whetherAnneCatherickassistsustomorrowornot。SirPercivalGlydeshallnotbelonginthishousewithoutsatisfyingMrGilmore,andsatisfyingme。Mysister’sfutureismydearestcareinlife,andIhaveinfluenceenoughoverhertogivemesomepower,wherehermarriageisconcerned,inthedisposalofit。’ Wepartedforthenight。 Afterbreakfastthenextmorning,anobstacle,whichtheeventsoftheeveningbeforehadputoutofmymemory,interposedtopreventourproceedingimmediatelytothefarm。ThiswasmylastdayatLimmeridgeHouse,anditwasnecessary,assoonasthepostcamein,tofollowMissHalcombe’sadvice,andtoaskMrFairlie’spermissiontoshortenmyengagementbyamonth,inconsiderationofanunforeseennecessityformyreturntoLondon。 Fortunatelyfortheprobabilityofthisexcuse,sofarasappearanceswereconcerned,thepostbroughtmetwolettersfromLondonfriendsthatmorning。Itookthemawayatoncetomyownroom,andsenttheservantwithamessagetoMrFairlie,requestingtoknowwhenIcouldseehimonamatterofbusiness。 Iawaitedtheman’sreturn,freefromtheslightestfeelingofanxietyaboutthemannerinwhichhismastermightreceivemyapplication。WithMrFairlie’sleaveorwithoutit,Imustgo。TheconsciousnessofhavingnowtakenthefirststeponthedrearyjourneywhichwashenceforthtoseparatemylifefromMissFairlie’sseemedtohavebluntedmysensibilitytoeveryconsiderationconnectedwithmyself。Ihaddonewithmypoorman’stouchypride——Ihaddonewithallmylittleartistvanities。NoinsolenceofMrFairlie’s,ifhechosetobeinsolent,couldwoundmenow。 TheservantreturnedwithamessageforwhichIwasnotunprepared。MrFairlieregrettedthatthestateofhishealth,onthatparticularmorning,wassuchastoprecludeallhopeofhishavingthepleasureofreceivingme。Hebegged,therefore,thatIwouldaccepthisapologies,andkindlycommunicatewhatIhadtosayintheformofaletter。Similarmessagestothishadreachedme,atvariousintervals,duringmythreemonths’residenceinthehouse。ThroughoutthewholeofthatperiodMrFairliehadbeenrejoicedto`possess’me,buthadneverbeenwellenoughtoseemeforasecondtime。TheservanttookeveryfreshbatchofdrawingsthatImountedandrestoredbacktohismasterwithmy`respects,’andreturnedempty-handedwithMrFairlie’s`kindcompliments,’`bestthanks,’and`sincereregrets’thatthestateofhishealthstillobligedhimtoremainasolitaryprisonerinhisownroom。Amoresatisfactoryarrangementtobothsidescouldnotpossiblyhavebeenadopted。Itwouldbehardtosaywhichofus,underthecircumstances,feltthemostgratefulsenseofobligationtoMrFairlie’saccommodatingnerves。 Isatdownatoncetowritetheletter,expressingmyselfinitascivilly,asclearly,andasbrieflyaspossible。MrFairliedidnothurryhisreply。Nearlyanhourelapsedbeforetheanswerwasplacedinmyhands。Itwaswrittenwithbeautifulregularityandneatnessofcharacter,inviolet-colouredink,onnote-paperassmoothasivoryandalmostasthickascardboard,anditaddressedmeintheseterms—— `MrFairlie’scomplimentstoMrHartright。MrFairlieismoresurprisedanddisappointedthanhecansay(inthepresentstateofhishealth)byMrHartright’sapplication。MrFairlieisnotamanofbusiness,buthehasconsultedhissteward,whois,andthatpersonconfirmsMrFairlie’sopinionthatMrHartright’srequesttobeallowedtobreakhisengagementcannotbejustifiedbyanynecessitywhatever,exceptingperhapsacaseoflifeanddeath。Ifthehighly-appreciativefeelingtowardsArtanditsprofessors,whichitistheconsolationandhappinessofMrFairlie’ssufferingexistencetocultivate,couldbeeasilyshaken,MrHartright’spresentproceedingwouldhaveshakenit。Ithasnotdoneso——exceptintheinstanceofMrHartrighthimself。 `Havingstatedhisopinion——sofar,thatistosay,asacutenervoussufferingwillallowhimtostateanything——MrFairliehasnothingtoaddbuttheexpressionofhisdecision,inreferencetothehighlyirregularapplicationthathasbeenmadetohim。Perfectreposeofbodyandmindbeingtothelastdegreeimportantinhiscase,MrFairliewillnotsufferMrHartrighttodisturbthatreposebyremaininginthehouseundercircumstancesofanessentiallyirritatingnaturetobothsides。Accordingly,MrFairliewaiveshisrightofrefusal,purelywithaviewtothepreservationofhisowntranquillity——andinformsMrHartrightthathemaygo。’ Ifoldedtheletterup,andputitawaywithmyotherpapers。ThetimehadbeenwhenIshouldhaveresenteditasaninsult——Iaccepteditnowasawrittenreleasefrommyengagement。Itwasoffmymind,itwasalmostoutofmymemory,whenIwentdownstairstothebreakfast-room,andinformedMissHalcombethatIwasreadytowalkwithhertothefarm。 `HasMrFairliegivenyouasatisfactoryanswer?’sheaskedasweleftthehouse。 `Hehasallowedmetogo,MissHalcombe。’ Shelookedupatmequickly,andthen,forthefirsttimesinceIhadknownher,tookmyarmofherownaccord。Nowordscouldhaveexpressedsodelicatelythatsheunderstoodhowthepermissiontoleavemyemploymenthadbeengranted,andthatshegavemehersympathy,notasmysuperior,butasmyfriend。Ihadnotfelttheman’sinsolentletter,butIfeltdeeplythewoman’satoningkindness。 OnourwaytothefarmwearrangedthatMissHalcombewastoenterthehousealone,andthatIwastowaitoutside,withincall。Weadoptedthismodeofproceedingfromanapprehensionthatmypresence,afterwhathadhappenedinthechurchyardtheeveningbefore,mighthavetheeffectofrenewingAnneCatherick’snervousdead,andofrenderingheradditionallydistrustfuloftheadvancesofaladywhowasastrangertoher。MissHalcombeleftme,withtheintentionofspeaking,inthefirstinstance,tothefarmer’swife(ofwhosefriendlyreadinesstohelpherinanywayshewaswellassured),whileIwaitedforherinthenearneighbourhoodofthehouse。 Ihadfullyexpectedtobeleftaloneforsometime。Tomysurprise,however,littlemorethanfiveminuteshadelapsedbeforeMissHalcombereturned。 `DoesAnneCatherickrefusetoseeyou?’Iaskedinastonishment。 `AnneCatherickisgone,’repliedMissHalcombe。 `Gone?’ `GonewithMrsClements。Theybothleftthefarmateighto’clockthismorning。’ Icouldsaynothing——Icouldonlyfeelthatourlastchanceofdiscoveryhadgonewiththem `AllthatMrsToddknowsaboutherguests,Iknow,’MissHalcombewenton,`anditleavesme,asitleavesher,inthedark。Theybothcamebacksafelastnight,aftertheyleftyou,andtheypassedthefirstpart-oftheeveningwithMrTodd’sfamilyasusual。rustbeforesupper-time,however,AnneCatherickstartledthemallbybeingsuddenlyseizedwithfaintness。Shehadhadasimilarattack,ofalessalarmingkind,onthedayshearrivedatthefarm;andMrsToddhadconnectedit,onthatoccasion,withsomethingshewasreadingatthetimeinourlocalnewspaper,whichlayonthefarmtable,andwhichshehadtakenuponlyaminuteortwobefore。’ `DoesMrsToddknowwhatparticularpassageinthenewspaperaffectedherinthatway?’Iinquired。 `No,’repliedMissHalcombe。`Shehadlookeditover,andhadseennothinginittoagitateanyone。Iaskedleave,however,tolookitoverinmyturn,adattheveryfirstpageIopenedIfoundthattheeditorhadenrichedhissmallstockofnewsbydrawinguponourfamilyaffairs,andhadpublishedmysister’smarriageengagement,amonghisotherannouncements,copiedfromtheLondonpapers,ofMarriagesinHighLife。IconcludedatoncethatthiswastheparagraphwhichhadsostrangelyaffectedAnneCatherick,andIthoughtIsawinit,also,theoriginoftheletterwhichshesenttoourhousethenextday。’ `Therecanbenodoubtineithercase。Butwhatdidyouhearabouthersecondattackoffaintnessyesterdayevening?’ `Nothing。Thecauseofitisacompletemystery。Therewasnostrangerintheroom。Theonlyvisitorwasourdairymaid,who,asItoldyou,isoneofMrTodd’sdaughters,andtheonlyconversationwastheusualgossipaboutlocalaffairs。Theyheardhercryout,andsawherturndeadlypale,withouttheslightestapparentreason。MrsToddandMrsClementstookherupstairs,andMrsClementsremainedwithher。Theywereheardtalkingtogetheruntillongaftertheusualbedtime,andearlythismorningMrsClementstookMrsToddaside,andamazedherbeyondallpowerofexpressionbysayingthattheymustgo。TheonlyexplanationMrsToddcouldextractfromherguestwas,thatsomethinghadhappened,whichwasnotthefaultofanyoneatthefarmhouse,butwhichwasseriousenoughtomakeAnneCatherickresolvetoleaveLimmeridgeimmediately。ItwasquiteuselesstopressMrsClementstobemoreexplicit。Sheonlyshookherhead,andsaidthat,forAnne’ssake,shemustbegandpraythatnoonewouldquestionher。Allshecouldrepeat,witheveryappearanceofbeingseriouslyagitatedherself,wasthatAnnemustgo,thatshemustgowithher,andthatthedestinationtowhichtheymightbothbetakethemselvesmustbekeptasecretfromeverybody。IspareyoutherecitalofMrsTodd’shospitableremonstrancesandrefusals。Itendedinherdrivingthembothtotheneareststation,morethanthreehourssince。Shetriedhardonthewaytogetthemtospeakmoreplainly,butwithoutsuccess;andshesetthemdownoutsidethestation-door,sohurtandoffendedbytheunceremoniousabruptnessoftheirdepartureandtheirunfriendlyreluctancetoplacetheleastconfidenceinher,thatshedroveawayinanger,withoutsomuchasstoppingtobidthemgood-bye。Thatisexactlywhathastakenplace。Searchyourownmemory,MrHartright,andtellmeifanythinghappenedintheburial-groundyesterdayeveningwhichcanatallaccountfortheextraordinarydepartureofthosetwowomenthismorning。’ `Ishouldliketoaccountfirst,MissHalcombe,forthesuddenchangeinAnneCatherickwhichalarmedthematthefarmhouse,hoursaftersheandIhadparted,andwhentimeenoughhadelapsedtoquietanyviolentagitationthatImighthavebeenunfortunateenoughtocause。Didyouinquireparticularlyaboutthegossipwhichwasgoingonintheroomwhensheturnedfaint?’ `Yes。ButMrsTodd’shouseholdaffairsseemtohavedividedherattentionthateveningwiththetalkinthefarmhouseparlour。Shecouldonlytellmethatitwas``justthenews,’’——meaning,Isuppose,thattheyalltalkedasusualabouteachother。’ `Thedairymaid’smemorymaybebetterthanhermother’s,’Isaid。`Itmaybeaswellforyoutospeaktothegirl,MissHalcombe,assoonaswegetback。’ Mysuggestionwasactedonthemomentwereturnedtothehouse。MissHalcombeledmeroundtotheservants’offices,andwefoundthegirlinthedairy,withhersleevestuckeduptohershoulders,cleaningalargemilk-panandsingingblithelyoverherwork。 `Ihavebroughtthisgentlemantoseeyourdairy,Hannah,’saidMissHalcombe。`Itisoneofthesightsofthehouse,anditalwaysdoesyoucredit。’ Thegirlblushedandcurtseyed,andsaidshylythatshehopedshealwaysdidherbesttokeepthingsneatandclean。 `Wehavejustcomefromyourfather’s,’MissHalcombecontinued。`Youwerethereyesterdayevening,Ihear,andyoufoundvisitorsatthehouse?’ `Yes,miss。’ `Oneofthemwastakenfaintandill,Iamtold?Isupposenothingwassaidordonetofrightenher?Youwerenottalkingofanythingveryterrible,wereyou?’ `Ohno,miss!’saidthegirl,laughing。`Wewereonlytalkingofthenews。’ `YoursisterstoldyouthenewsatTodd’sCorner,Isuppose?’ Yes,miss。 `AndyoutoldthemthenewsatLimmeridgeHouse?’ `Yes,miss。AndI’mquitesurenothingwassaidtofrightenthepoorthing,forIwastalkingwhenshewastakenill。Itgavemequiteaturn,miss,toseeit,neverhavingbeentakenfaintmyself。’ Beforeanymorequestionscouldbeputtoher,shewascalledawaytoreceiveabasketofeggsatthedairydoor。AssheleftusIwhisperedtoMissHalcombe—— `Askherifshehappenedtomention,lastnight,thatvisitorswereexpectedatLimmeridgeHouse。’ MissHalcombeshowedme,byalook,thatsheunderstood,andputthequestionassoonasthedairymaidreturnedtous。 `Ohyes,miss,Imentionedthat,’saidthegirlsimply。`Thecompanycoming,andtheaccidenttothebrindledcow,wasallthenewsIhadtotaketothefarm。’ `Didyoumentionnames?DidyoutellthemthatSirPercivalGlydewasexpectedonMonday?’ `Yes,miss——ItoldthemSirPercivalGlydewascoming。Ihopetherewasnoharminit——IhopeIdidn’tdowrong。’ `Ohno,noharm。Come,MrHartright,Hannahwillbegintothinkusintheway,ifweinterruptheranylongeroverherwork。’ Westoppedandlookedatoneanotherthemomentwewerealoneagain。 `Isthereanydoubtinyourmind,now,MissHalcombe?’ `SirPercivalGlydeshallremovethatdoubt,MrHartright——orLauraFairlieshallneverbehiswife。’