Themorningwasfaradvancedbeforehecouldgotobed。Whenthefirstlightoftheaurorabrokethesky,helookedoutagain;——andthefirstglimmeringsofthemorninginthewoodweremoredreadfulthanthedeepestdarknessofthepastnight。Possessedbyanewhorror,hethoughthowawfulitwouldbetoseeabelatedghost,hurryingawayinhelplesshaste。Thespectrewouldbeyetmoreterribleinthegreylightofthecomingday,andtheazurebreezesofthemorning,whichtoitwouldbelikeanewandmorefearfuldeath,thanamidstitsownhomelysepulchraldarkness;whilethesilenceallaround——silenceinlight——couldbefitonlythatdreadseasonoflonelinesswhenmenarelostinsleep,andghosts,iftheywalkatall,walkindismay。
Butatlengthfearyieldedtosleep,thoughstillhetroubledhershortreign。
Whenheawoke,hefounditsolate,thatitwasallhecoulddotogetdownintimeforbreakfast。Butsoanxiouswashenottobelaterthanusual,thathewasintheroombeforeMr。Arnoldmadehisappearance。Euphra,however,wastherebeforehim。Shegreetedhimintheusualway,quitecircumspectly。Butshelookedtroubled。
Herfacewasverypale,andhereyeswerered,asiffromsleeplessnessorweeping。Whenheruncleentered,sheaddressedhimwithmoregaietythanusual,andhedidnotperceivethatanythingwasamisswithher。Butthewholeofthatdayshewalkedasinareverie,avoidingHughtwoorthreetimesthattheychancedtomeetwithoutathirdpersonintheneighbourhood。Onceintheforenoon——whenshewasgenerallytobefoundinherroom——hecouldnotrefrainfromtryingtoseeher。Thechangeandthemysterywereinsupportabletohim。Butwhenhetappedatherdoor,noanswercame;andhewalkedbacktoHarry,feeling,asif,byanunknowndoorinhisownsoul,hehadbeenshutoutofthehalfofhisbeing。
Orrather——awallseemedtohavebeenbuiltrightbeforehiseyes,whichstillwastherewhereverhewent。
Astotheglidingphantomofthepreviousnight,thedaydenieditall,tellinghimitwasbutthecoinageofhisownover-wroughtbrain,weakenedbyprolongedtensionoftheintellect,andexcitedbythepresenceofEuphraatanhourclaimedbyphantomswhennotyieldedtosleep。Thiswastheeasiestandmostnaturalwayofdisposingofthedifficulty。ThecloudaroundEuphrahidtheghostinitsskirts。
Althoughfearinsomemeasurereturnedwiththereturningshadows,heyetresolvedtotrytogetEuphratomeethimagaininthelibrarythatnight。Butshenevergavehimachanceofevendroppingahinttothatpurpose。Shehadnotgoneoutwiththeminthemorning;andwhenhefollowedherintothedrawing-room,shewasalreadyatthepiano。Hethoughthemightconveyhiswishwithoutinterruptingthemusic;butasoftenasheapproachedher,shebroke,orratherglided,outintosong,asifshehadbeensinginginanundertoneallthewhile。Hecouldnothelpseeingshedidnotintendtolethimspeaktoher。But,allthetime,whatevershesangwassomethingsheknewheliked;andasoftenasshespoketohiminthehearingofheruncleorcousin,itwasinamannerpeculiarlygracefulandsimple。
Hecouldnotunderstandher;andwasmorebewitched,morefascinatedthanever,byseeingherthroughthefoldsoftheincomprehensible,inwhichelementshehadwrappedherselffromhisnearervision。
Shehadalwaysseemedabovehim——nowsheseemedmilesawayaswell;
aregionofParadise,intowhichhewasforbiddentoenter。
Everythingabouther,toherhandkerchiefandhergloves,washauntedbyavaguemysteryofworshipfulness,anddrewhimtowardsitwithwonderandtrembling。Whentheypartedforthenight,sheshookhandswithhimwithacoolfrankness,thatputhimnearlybesidehimselfwithdespair;andwhenhefoundhimselfinhisownroom,itwassometimebeforehecouldcollecthisthoughts。Havingsucceeded,however,heresolved,inspiteofgrowingfears,togotothelibrary,andseewhetheritwerenotpossibleshemightbethere。Hetookupacandle,andwentdownthebackstair。Butwhenheopenedthelibrarydoor,agustofwindblewhiscandleout;allwasdarknesswithin;asuddenhorrorseizedhim;and,afraidofyieldingtotheinclinationtoboundupthestair,lestheshouldgowildwiththeterrorofpursuit,hecreptslowlyback,feelinghiswaytohisownroomwithadetermineddeliberateness——Couldthelibrarywindowhavebeenleftopen?Elsewhencethegustofwind?
Nextday,andthenext,andthenext,hefarednobetter:herbehaviourcontinuedthesame;andsheallowedhimnoopportunityofrequestinganexplanation。
CHAPTERXII。
ASUNDAY。
Amanmaybeahereticinthetruth;andifhebelievethingsonlybecausehispastorsaysso,ortheassemblysodetermines,withoutknowingotherreason,thoughhisbeliefbetrue,yettheverytruthheholdsbecomeshisheresy——MILTON——Areopagitica。
Atlengththeexpectedvisitorsarrived。Hughsawnothingofthemtilltheyassembledfordinner。Mrs。Eltonwasabenevolentoldlady——notoldenoughtogiveintobeingold——rathertall,andratherstout,inrichwidow-costume,whosedepthhadbeenmoderatedbytime。Herkindlygreyeyeslookedoutfromacalmface,whichseemedtohavetakencomfortfromlovingeverybodyinamildandmoderatefashion。LadyEmilywasaslendergirl,rathershy,withfairhair,andapaleinnocentface。Sheworeavioletdress,whichputoutherblueeyes。SheshowedtonoadvantagebesidethesuppressedglowoflifewhichmadeEuphralooklikeatropicaltwilight——Iamawarethereisnosuchthing,butiftherewere,itwouldbejustlikeher。
Mrs。Eltonseemedtohaveconcentratedthemotherhoodofhernature,whichwashermostprominentcharacteristic,notwithstanding——orperhapsinvirtueof——herchildlessness,uponLadyEmily。ToherMrs。Eltonwassolicitouslyattentive;andshe,onherpart,receiveditallsweetlyandgratefully,takingnoumbrageatbeingtreatedasmoreofaninvalidthanshewas。
LadyEmilyatenothingbutchicken,andcustard-puddingorrice,allthetimeshewasatArnstead。
Thericherandmoreseasonedanydish,themoregratefulitwastoEuphra。
Mr。Arnoldwasasaddle-of-muttonman。
Hughpreferredroast-beef,butateanything。
“Whatsortofaclergymanhaveyounow,Mr。Arnold?”askedMrs。
Elton,atthedinner-table。
“Oh!averyrespectableyounggentleman,brothertoSirRichard,whohasthegift,youknow。Averymoderate,excellentclergymanhemakes,too!”
“All!butyouknow,LadyEmilyandI“——hereshelookedatLadyEmily,whosmiledandblushedfaintly,“areverydependentonourSundays,and“——
“Weallgotochurchregularly,Iassureyou,Mrs。Elton;andofcoursemycarriageshallbealwaysatyourdisposal。“
“Iwasinnodoubtabouteitherofthosethings,indeed,Mr。Arnold。
Butwhatsortofapreacherishe?”
“Ah,well!letmesee——WhatwasthesubjectofhissermonlastSunday,Euphra,mydear?”
“Thedevilandallhisangels,“answeredEuphra,withawickedflashinhereyes。
“Yes,yes;soitwas。Oh!Iassureyou,Mrs。Elton,heisquitearespectablepreacher,aswellasclergyman。Heisanhonourtothecloth。“
Hughcouldnothelpthinkingthatthetailorshouldhavehisdue,andthatMr。Arnoldgaveithim。
“HeisnoPuseyiteeither,“addedMr。Arnold,seeingbutnotunderstandingMrs。Elton\'sbaffledexpression,“thoughhedoespreachonceamonthinhissurplice。“
“Iamafraidyouwillnotfindhimveryoriginal,though,“saidHugh,wishingtohelptheoldlady。
“Original!”interposedMr。Arnold。“Really,IamboundtosayI
don\'tknowhowtheremarkapplies。Howisamantobeoriginalonasubjectthatisalllaiddowninplainprint——touseavulgarexpression——andhasbeencommenteduponforeighteenhundredyearsandmore?”
“Verytrue,Mr。Arnold,“respondedMrs。Elton。“Wedon\'twantoriginality,dowe?Itisonlythegospelwewant。Doeshepreachthegospel?”
“Howcanhepreachanythingelse?HistextisalwaysoutofsomepartoftheBible。“
“IamgladtoseeyouholdbytheInspirationoftheScriptures,Mr。
Arnold,“saidMrs。Elton,chaoticallybewildered。
“Goodheavens!Madam,whatdoyoumean?Couldyouforamomentsupposemetobeanatheist?SurelyyouhavenotbecomeastudentofGermanNeology?”AndMr。Arnoldsmiledagrimsmile。
“NotI,indeed!”protestedpoorMrs。Elton,movinguneasilyinherseat;——“Iquiteagreewithyou,Mr。Arnold。“
“Thenyoumaytakemywordforit,thatyouwillhearnothingbutwhatishighlyorthodox,andperfectlyworthyofagentlemanandaclergyman,fromthepulpitofMr。Penfold。Hedinedwithusonlylastweek。“
Thislastassertionwasmadeinaninjuredtone,justsufficienttocurlthetailofthesentence。Afterwhich,whatwastobesaid?
Severalvainattemptsfollowed,beforeanewsubjectwasstarted,sufficientlyuninterestingtocause,neitherfromwarmthnorstupidity,anydangerofdissension,andquiteworthyofbeinghereomitted。
Dinnerover,andtheceremonyoftea——inLadyEmily\'scase,milkandwater——havingbeenobserved,thevisitorswithdrew。
ThenextdaywasSunday。LadyEmilycamedownstairsinblack,whichsuitedherbetter。Shewasapretty,gentlecreature,interestingfromherillness,andgood,becausesheknewnoevil,exceptwhatsheheardoffromthepulpit。Theywalkedtochurch,whichwasatnogreatdistance,alongameadow-pathpavedwithflags,someofthemwornthroughbytheheavyshoesofcountrygenerations。Thechurchwasoneofthosewhichare,insomemeasure,typicaloftheChurchitself;foritwasveryold,andwouldhavebeenverybeautiful,haditnotbeenallplasteredover,andwhitenedtoasmoothuniformityofugliness——theattempthavingbeenmoresuccessfulinthecaseofthetype。TheopenroofhadhadaFrenchheavenaddedtoit——Imeanaceiling;andthepillars,which,eveniftheywerenotcarved——thoughitwasimpossibletocometoaconclusiononthatpoint——mustyethavebeenwornintothebeautyofage,hadbeenfilledup,andstainedwithyellowochre。
Eventheremnantsofstainedglassinsomeofthewindows,werehalfconcealedbymodernappliancesforthepartialexclusionofthelight。ThechurchhadfaredasChaucerinthehandsofDryden。Sohadthetruth,thatflickeredthroughthesermon,faredinthehandsoftheclergyman,orofthesermon-wrightwhosemanuscripthehadboughtforeighteenpence——Iamtoldthatsermonsaretobeprocuredatthatprice——onhislastvisittoLondon。Having,althoughaScotchman,hadanepiscopalianeducation,HughcouldnothelprejoicingthatnotmerelytheBible,buttheChurch-serviceaswell,hadbeenfixedbeyondthereachofsuchdegeneratinginfluencesasthosewhichhadoperatedonthemorematerialembodimentsofreligion;forotherwisesuchwouldcertainlyhavebeenthefirsttooperate,andwouldhavefoundthegreatestscopeinanyalteration。
Wemayhopethatnothingbutatruegrowthinsuchreligionasneedsandseeksnewexpressionfornewdepthandbreadthoffeeling,willeverbepermittedtolaythehandofchangeuponit——ahand,otherwise,ofdesecrationandruin。
ThesermonwaschieflyoccupiedwithprovingthatGodisnorespecterofpersons;amarkofindubitablecondescensionintheclergyman,therankinsocietywhichhecouldclaimforhimselfdulyconsidered。But,unfortunately,thechurchwassoconstructed,thatitsareacontainedthreeplatformsofposition,actuallyofdifferinglevel;theloftiest,inthechancel,ontherighthandofthepulpit,occupiedbythegentry;themiddle,oppositethepulpit,occupiedbythetulip-bedsoftheirservants;andthethird,ontheleftofthepulpit,occupiedbythecommonparishioners。
Unfortunately,too,bytheperpetuationofsomeoldcustom,whosesignificancewasnotwornout,allontheleftofthepulpitwereexpected,asoftenastheystooduptosing——whichwasthreetimes——toturntheirbackstothepulpit,andsofaceawayfromthechancelwherethegentrystood。Buttherewasnotmuchinconsistency,afterall;thesermonfoundingitsargumentchieflyontheantitheticalfacts,thatdeath,loweringtherichtothelevelofthepoor,wasadeadleveller;andthat,ontheotherhand,thelifetocomewouldraisethepoortotheleveloftherich。Itwasapitythattherewasnophraseinthelanguagetojustifyhimincarryingouttheantithesis,andsobalancinghissentencelikearope-walker,bysayingthatlifewasaliveleveller。Thesermonendedwithasolemnwarning:“Thosewhoneglectthegospel-scheme,andneverthinkofdeathandjudgment——betheyrichorpoor,betheywiseorignorant——whethertheydwellinthepalaceorthehut——shallbedamned。GlorybetotheFather,andtotheSon,andtotheHolyGhost,“&c。
LadyEmilywasforcedtoconfessthatshehadnotbeenmuchinterestedinthesermon。Mrs。Eltonthoughthespokeplainly,buttherewasnotmuchofthegospelinit。Mr。Arnoldopinedthatpeopleshouldnotgotochurchtohearsermons,buttomaketheresponses;whoeverreadprayers,itmadenodifference,fortheprayersweretheChurch\'s,nottheparson\'s;andforthesermon,aslongasitshowedtheuneducatedhowtobesaved,andtaughtthemtodotheirdutyinthestationoflifetowhichGodhadcalledthem,andsolongastheparsonpreachedneitherPuseyismnorRadicalism——(hefrownedsolemnlyanddisgustedlyasherepeatedtheword)——norRadicalism,itwasofcomparativelylittlemomentwhetherhewasamanofintellectornot,forhecouldnotgowrong。
Littlewassaidinreplytothis,exceptsomethingnotveryaudibleordefinite,byMrs。Elton,aboutthenecessityoffaith。Theconversation,whichtookplaceatluncheon,flagged,andthevisitorswithdrewtotheirrespectiverooms,tocomfortthemselveswiththeirDailyPortions。
Atdinner,Mr。Arnold,evidentlybelievinghehadmadeanimpressionbyhisharangueofthemorning,resumedthesubject。Hughwasalittlesurprisedtofindthathehad,evenofanegativesort,strongopinionsonthesubjectofreligion。
“Whatdoyouthink,then,Mrs。Elton,mydearmadam,thataclergymanoughttopreach?”
“Ithink,Mr。Arnold,thatheoughttopreachsalvationbyfaithinthemeritsoftheSaviour。“
“Oh!ofcourse,ofcourse。Weshallnotdifferaboutthat。
Everybodybelievesthat。“
“Idoubtitverymuch——Heought,inorderthatmenmaybelieve,toexplainthedivineplan,bywhichthedemandsofdivinejusticearesatisfied,andthepunishmentduetosinavertedfromtheguilty,andlaidupontheinnocent;that,bybearingoursins,hemightmakeatonementtothewrathofajustlyoffendedGod;andso——“
“Now,mydearmadam,permitmetoaskwhatrightwe,thesubjectsofaSupremeAuthority,havetoinquireintothereasonsofhisdoings?
Itseemstome——Ishouldbesorrytooffendanyone,butitseemstomequiteaspresumptuousasthepresentarroganceofthelowerclassesininterferingwithgovernment,anddemandingarighttogivetheiropinion,forsooth,astothelawsbywhichtheyshallbegoverned;asiftheywerecapableofunderstandingtheprinciplesbywhichkingsrule,andgovernorsdecreejustice——IbelieveIquoteScripture。“
“Arewe,then,toremaininutterignoranceofthedivinecharacter?”
“Whatbusinesshavewewiththedivinecharacter?Orhowcouldweunderstandit?Itseemstomewehaveenoughtodowithourown。
DoIinquireintothecharacterofmysovereign?Allwehavetodois,tolistentowhatwearetoldbythosewhoareeducatedforsuchstudies,whomtheChurchapproves,andwhoareappointedtotakecareofthesoulscommittedtotheircharge;toteachthemtorespecttheirsuperiors,andtoleadhonest,hard-workinglives。“
MuchmoreofthesamesortflowedfromtheoracularlipsofMr。
Arnold。Whenheceased,hefoundthattheconversationhadceasedalso。Assoonastheladieswithdrew,hesaid,withoutlookingatHugh,ashefilledhisglass:
“Mr。Sutherland,Ihatecant。“
Andsohecantedagainstit。
Butthenextday,andduringthewholeweek,heseemedtolayhimselfouttomakeamendsforthesharpnessofhisremarksontheSunday。Hewasafraidhehadmadehisguestsuncomfortable,andsosinnedagainsthisowncharacterasahost。Everythingthathecoulddevise,wasbroughttobearfortheirentertainment;dailyridesintheopencarriage,inwhichhealwaysaccompaniedthem,toshowhisestate,andtheimprovementshewasmakinguponit;visitssometimestothemoredeserving,ashecalledthem,ofthepooruponhisproperty——themoredeservingbeingthemostsubmissiveandobedienttothewishesoftheirlord;inspectionsoftheschools,&c。,&c。;inallofwhichmattershetookastupid,benevolentinterest。Forifpeoplewouldbecontenttooccupythecornerinwhichhechosetoplacethem,hewouldthrowthemmorselaftermorsel,aslongasevertheychosetopickitup。Butwoetothemiftheyleftthiscornerasinglepace!
Euphramadeoneofthepartyalways;anditwasdrearyindeedforHughtobeleftinthedesolatehousewithouther,thoughbutforafewhours。Andwhenshewasathome,sheneveryetpermittedhimtospeaktoheralone。
TheremighthavebeensomehopeforHarryinHugh\'sseparationfromEuphra;buttheresultwas,that,althoughhespentschool-hoursmoreregularlywithhim,Hughwasyetmoredull,anduninterestedinthework,thanhehadbeenbefore。Insteadofcaringthathispupilshouldunderstandthisorthatparticular,hewouldbespeculatingonEuphra\'sbehaviour,tryingtoaccountforthisorthatindividuallookortone,orseeking,perhaps,aspecialsymbolicmeaninginsomegeneralremarkthatshehadhappenedtoletfall。Meanwhile,poorHarrywouldbestupifyinghimselfwithworkwhichhecouldnotunderstandforlackofsomeexplanationorotherthatoughttohavebeengivenhimweeksago。Still,however,heclungtoHughwithafar-off,worshippinglove,neversuspectingthathecouldbetoblame,butthinkingatonetimethathemustbeill,atanotherthathehimselfwasreallytoostupid,andthathisbigbrothercouldnothelpgettingtiredofhim。WhenHughwouldbewanderingabouttheplace,seekingtocatchaglimpseoftheskirtofEuphra\'sdress,asshewentaboutwithherguests,ordevisinghowhecouldprocureaninterviewwithheralone,Harrywouldbefollowinghimatadistance,likealittleterrierthathadlostitsmaster,anddidnotknowwhetherthismanwouldbefriendlyornot;neverspyingonhisactions,butmerelylongingtobenearhim——forhadnotHughsethimgoinginthewayoflife,evenifhehadnowlefthimtowalkinitalone?IfHughcouldhaveonceseenintothatwarm,true,pininglittleheart,hewouldnothaveneglecteditashedid。Hehadnoeyes,however,butforEuphra。
Still,itmaybethatevennowHarrywasabletogather,thoughwithtears,someadvantagefromHugh\'sneglect。Heusedtowanderaboutalone;anditmaybethatthehintswhichhistutorhadalreadygivenhim,enabledhimnowtofindforhimselftheinterestbelongingtomanyobjectsneverbeforeremarked。Perhapsevennowhebegantotakeafewstepsalone;thewakingindependenceofwhichwasofmorevalueforthefuturegrowthofhisnature,thanathousandmilesaccomplishedbytheaidofthestrongarmofhistutor。Onecertainadvantagewas,thattheconstitutionaltroubleoftheboy\'snaturehadnowassumedadefiniteform,bygatheringaroundadefiniteobject,andblendingitsownshadowybeingwiththesorrowheexperiencedfromthelossofhistutor\'ssympathy。
Shouldthatsorroweverbeclearedaway,muchbesidesmightbeclearedawayalongwithit。
Meantime,naturefoundsomechannels,wornbyhisgrief,throughwhichhercomforts,that,likewaters,pressonallsides,andenterateverycrannyandfissureinthehouseoflife,mightgentlyflowintohimwiththeirsympatheticsoothing。OftenhewouldcreepawaytothenestwhichHughhadbuiltandthenforsaken;andseatedthereinthesolitudeofthewide-bourgeonedoak,hewouldsometimesfeelforamomentasifliftedupabovetheworldanditssorrows,tobevisitedbyanall-healingwindfromGod,thatcametohim,throughthewildernessofleavesaroundhim——gently,likeallpowerfulthings。
ButIamputtingtheboy\'sfeelingsintoformsandwordsforhim。
Hehadnoneofeitherforthem。
CHAPTERXIII。
ASTORM。
Whenthemind\'sfree,Thebody\'sdelicate:thetempestinmymindDothfrommysensestakeallfeelingelseSavewhatbeatsthere。
KingLear。
WhileHarrytooktowanderingabroadintheafternoonsun,Hugh,onthecontrary,foundthebrightweathersodistastefultohim,thathegenerallytrifledawayhisafternoonswithsomeoldromanceinthedarklibrary,orlayonthecouchinhisstudy,listlessandsuffering。Hecouldneitherreadnorwrite。Whathefelthemustdohedid;butnothingmore。
Oneday,aboutnoon,theweatherbegantochange。Intheafternoonitgrewdark;andHugh,goingtothewindow,perceivedwithdelight——thefirsthehadexperiencedformanydays——thatagreatthunder-stormwasathand。Harrywasratherfrightened;butunderhisfear,thereevidentlylayadeepdelight。Thestormcamenearerandnearer;tillatlengthavividflashbrokefromthemassofdarknessoverthewoods,lastedforonebrilliantmoment,andvanished。Thethunderfollowed,likeapursuingwildbeast,closeonthetracesofthevanishinglight;asifthedarknesswerehuntingthelightfromtheearth,andbellowingwithragethatitcouldnotovertakeandannihilateit。Withouttheusualpreludeofafewgreatdrops,therainpouredatonce,incontinuousstreams,fromthedensecanopyoverhead;andinafewmomentsthereweresixinchesofwaterallroundthehouse,whichtheforceofthefallingstreamsmadetofoam,andfume,andflashlikeaseethingtorrent。
HarryhadcreptclosetoHugh,whostoodlookingoutofthewindow;
andasiftheconvulsionoftheelementshadbeguntoclearthespiritualandmoral,aswellasthephysicalatmosphere,Hughlookeddownontheboykindly,andputhisarmroundhisshoulders。Harrynestledcloser,andwisheditwouldthunderforever。Butlongingtohearhistutor\'svoice,heventuredtospeak,lookinguptohisface:
“Euphrasaysitisonlyelectricity,Mr。Sutherland。Whatisthat?”
Acommontutorwouldhaveseizedtheopportunityofexplainingwhatheknewofthelawsandoperationsofelectricity。ButHughhadbeenlongenoughapupilofDavidtofeelthattotalkatsuchatimeofanythinginnaturebutGod,wouldbetodotheboyaseriouswrong。Onecapableofsodoingwould,inthepresenceoftheSaviourhimself,speculateonthenatureofhisownfaith;oruponthedeathofhischild,seizetheopportunityoflecturingonanatomy。ButbeforeHughcouldmakeanyreply,aflash,almostinvisiblefromexcessoflight,wasaccompaniedratherthanfollowedbyaroarthatmadethehouseshake;andinamomentmoretheroomwasfilledwiththeterrifiedhousehold,which,byanunreasoningimpulse,rushedtotheneighbourhoodofhimwhowasconsideredthestrongest——Mr。Arnoldwasnotathome。
“Comefromthewindowinstantly,Mr。Sutherland。Howcanyoubesoimprudent!”criedMrs。Elton,herusuallycalmvoiceelevatedincommand,buttremulouswithfear。
“Why,Mrs。Elton,“answeredHughonwhosetemper,aswellasconduct,recenteventshadhadtheiroperation,“doyouthinkthedevilmakesthethunder?”
LadyEmilygaveafaintshriek,whetheroutofreverenceforthedevil,orfearofGod,Ihesitatetodecide;andflittingoutoftheroom,divedintoherbed,anddrewtheclothesoverherhead——atleastsoshewasfoundatalaterperiodoftheday。EuphrawalkeduptothewindowbesideHugh,asiftoshowherapprovalofhisrudeness;andstoodlookingoutwitheyesthatfilledtheirownnightwithhome-bornflashes,thoughherlipwaspale,andquiveredalittle。Mrs。Elton,confoundedatHugh\'sreply,andperhapsfearingthehousemightinconsequencesharethefateofSodom,notwithstandingthepresenceofagoodlyproportionoftherighteous,fled,accompaniedbythehousekeeper,tothewine-cellar。
Therestofthehouseholdcreptintocorners,exceptthecoachman,who,retaininghiscomposure,invirtueofagreaterdegreeofinsensibilityfromhisnearerapproximationtotheinanimatecreation,emptiedthejugofaleintendedforthedinnerofthecompany,andwentouttolookafterhishorses。
Buttherewasoneinthehousewho,leftalone,threwthewindowwideopen;and,withgentlyclaspedhandsandcalmcountenance,lookedupintotheheavens;andtheclearnessofwhoseeyeseemedthepropheticsymboloftheclearnessthatrosealluntroubledabovetheturmoiloftheearthlystorm。TrulyGodwasinthestorm;buttherewasmoreofGodintheclearheavenbeyond;andyetmoreofHimintheeyethatregardedthewholewithastilljoy,inwhichwasminglednodismay。
Euphra,Hugh,andHarrywerelefttogether,lookingoutuponthestorm。HughcouldnotspeakinHarry\'spresence。Atlengththeboysatdowninadarkcorneronthefloor,concealedfromtheothersbyawindow-curtain。Hughthoughthehadlefttheroom。
“Euphra,“hebegan。
EuphralookedroundforHarry,andnotseeinghim,thoughtlikewisethathehadlefttheroom:sheglidedawaywithoutmakinganyanswertoHugh\'sinvocation。
Hestoodforafewmomentsinmotionlessdespair;thenglancingroundtheroom,andtakinginallitsdesertedness,caughtuphishat,andrushedoutintothestorm。Itwasthebestreliefhisfeelingscouldhavehad;forthesullengloom,alternatedwithburstsofflame,invasionsofhorriduproar,andlongwailingblastsoftyrannouswind,gavehimhisownmoodtowalkin;methisspiritwithitsownelement;widened,asitwere,hismicrocosmtotheexpanseofthemacrocosmaroundhim。Allthewallsofseparationwerethrowndown,andhelived,notinhisownframe,butintheuniversalframeofnature。Theworldwasforthetime,totherealityofhisfeeling,whatSchleiermacher,inhisMonologen,describesitasbeingtoman,anextensionofthebodyinwhichhedwells。Hisspiritflashedinthelightning,ravedinthethunder,moanedinthewind,andweptintherain。
Butthiscouldnotlastlong,eitherwithoutorwithinhim。
Hecametohimselfinthewoods。Howfarhehadwandered,orwhereabouthewas,hedidnotknow。Thestormhaddiedaway,andallthatremainedwasthewindandtherain。Thetree-topsswayedwildlyintheirregularblasts,andshooknew,fitful,distracted,andmomentaryshowersuponhim。Itwasevening,butwhathouroftheeveninghecouldnottell。Hewaswettotheskin;butthattoayoungScotchmanisamatteroflittlemoment。
Althoughhehadnointentionofreturninghomeforsometime,andmeantespeciallytoavoidthedinner-table——for,inthemoodhewasin,itseemedmorethanhecouldendure——heyetfelttheweaknesstowhichwearesubjectasembodiedbeings,inacommonenoughform;
that,namely,ofthenecessityofknowingthepreciseportionofspacewhichatthemomentwefill;aconvictionofouridentitynotbeingsufficienttomakeuscomfortable,withoutaknowledgeofourlocality。So,lookingallabouthim,andfindingwherethewoodseemedthinnest,hewentinthatdirection;andsoon,byforcinghiswaythroughobstaclesofallsalvagekinds,foundhimselfinthehighroad,withinaquarterofamileofthecountrytownnexttoArnstead,removedfromitaboutthreemiles。Thislittletownheknewprettywell;and,beginningtofeelexhausted,resolvedtogotoaninnthere,dryhisclothes,andthenwalkbackinthemoonlight;forhefeltsurethestormwouldbequiteoverinanhourorso。Thefatiguehenowfeltwasproofenoughinitself,thattheinwardstormhad,forthetime,raveditselfoff;andnow——mustitbeconfessed?——hewishedverymuchforsomethingtoeatanddrink。
Hewassoonseatedbyablazingfire,withachopandajugofalebeforehim。
CHAPTERXIV。
ANEVENINGLECTURE。
TheNightmareShallcalltheewhenitwalks。
MIDDLETON——TheWitch。
TheinntowhichHughhadbetakenhimself,thoughnotthefirstinthetown,wasyetwhatiscalledarespectablehouse,andwaspossessedofaroomofconsiderablesize,inwhichthefarmersoftheneighbourhoodwereaccustomedtoholdtheirgatherings。Whileeatinghisdinner,Hughlearnedfromtheconversationaroundhim——forhesatinthekitchenforthesakeofthefire——thatthisroomwasbeinggotreadyforalectureonBilology,asthelandladycalledit。Billsinredandbluehadbeenpostedalloverthetown;
andbeforehehadfinishedhisdinner,theaudiencehadbeguntoarrive。Partlyfromcuriosityaboutasubjectofwhichheknewnothing,andpartlybecauseitstillrained,and,havinggotnearlydry,hedidnotcareaboutasecondwettingifhecouldhelpit,Hughresolvedtomakeoneofthem。Sohestoodbythefiretillhewasinformedthatthelecturerhadmadehisappearance,whenhewentup-stairs,paidhisshilling,andwasadmittedtooneofthefrontseats。Theroomwastolerablylightedwithgas;andaplatformhadbeenconstructedforthelecturerandhissubjects。Whentheplacewasabouthalf-filled,hecamefromanotherroomalone——alittle,thick-set,bull-neckedman,withvulgarfaceandrustyblackclothes;and,mountingtheplatform,commencedhislecture;iflectureitcouldbecalled,inwhichthereseemedtobenoorder,andscarcelyanysequence。Noattemptevenatatheory,showeditselfinthemassofwhathecalledfactsandscientifictruths;
andheperpeturatedthemostawfulblundersinhisEnglish。ItwillnotbedesiredthatIshouldgiveanyfurtheraccountofsuchalecture。Thelecturerhimselfseemedtodependchieflyforhissuccess,uponthemanifestationsofhisartwhichheproceededtobringforward。HecalledhisfamiliarbythenameofWilli-am,andastunted,pale-faced,dull-lookingyouthstartedupfromsomewhere,andscrambledupontheplatformbesidehismaster。Uponthistutoredslaveanumberofexperimentswasperformed。Hewasfirstcastintowhateverabnormalconditionisnecessaryfortheoperationsofbiology,andthencompelledtomakeafoolofhimselfbyexhibitingactionsthemostinconsistentwithhisrealcircumstancesandnecessities。But,awarethatallthiswasopentothemostpalpableobjectionofcollusion,theoperatornextinvitedanyofthecompanythatpleased,tosubmitthemselvestohisinfluences。Afterapauseofafewmoments,astoutcountryfellow,floridandhealthy,gotupandslouchedtotheplatform。Certainly,whatevermightbethenatureoftheinfluencethatwasbroughttobear,itsoperativepowercouldnot,withtheleastprobability,beattributedtoanover-activityofimaginationineitherofthesubjectssubmittedtoitsexercise。Inthelatter,aswellasintheformercase,theoperatorwaseminentlysuccessful;andtheclownreturnedtohisseat,lookingremarkablyfoolishandconsciousofdisgrace——asufficientvouchertomostpresent,thatinthiscaseatleasttherehadbeennocollusion。Severalothersvolunteeredtheirnegativeservices;butwithnooneofthemdidhesucceedsowell;andinonecasethefailurewasevident。Thelecturerpretendedtoaccountforthis,inmakingsomeconfusedandunintelligibleremarksaboutthestateoftheweather,thethunder-storm,electricity,&c。,ofwhichthingsheevidentlydidnotunderstandthebestknownlaws。
“Theblunderingidiot!”growled,closetoHugh\'sear,avoicewithaforeignaccent。
Helookedroundsharply。
Atall,powerful,eminentlyhandsomeman,withafaceasforeignashistoneandaccent,satbesidehim。
“Ibegyourpardon,“hesaidtoHugh;“Ithoughtaloud。“
“Ishouldliketoknow,ifyouwouldn\'tmindtellingme,whatyoudetectoftheblundererinhim。Iamquiteignorantofthesematters。“
“Ihavehadmanyopportunitiesofobservingthem;andIseeatoncethatthisman,thoughhehasthenaturalpower,isexcessivelyignorantofthewholesubject。“
ThiswasalltheanswerhevouchsafedtoHugh\'smodestinquiry。
Hughhadnotyetlearnedthatonewillalwaysfarebetterbyconcealingthanbyacknowledgingignorance。Theman,whateverhiscapacity,whohonestlyconfessesevenapartialignorance,willinstantlybetreatedasmoreorlessincapable,bytheordinarymanwhohasalreadygainedapartialknowledge,oriscapableofassumingaknowledgewhichhedoesnotpossess。But,forGod\'ssake!letthehonestandmodestmansticktohishonestyandmodesty,costwhattheymay。
Hughwassilent,andfixedhisattentiononcemoreonwhatwasgoingon。Butpresentlyhebecameawarethattheforeignerwasscrutinizinghimwiththeclosestattention。Heknewthis,somehow,withouthavinglookedround;andtheknowledgewasaccompaniedwithafeelingofdiscomfortthatcausedhimtomakearestlessmovementonhisseat。Presentlyhefeltthattheannoyancehadceased;butnotmanyminuteshadpassed,beforeitagaincommenced。Inordertorelievehimselffromafeelingwhichhecouldonlycomparetothatwhichmightbeproducedbythepresenceofthedead,heturnedtowardshisneighboursosuddenly,thatitseemedforamomenttoembarrasshim,hiseyesbeingcaughtintheveryactofdevouringthestolenindulgence。Butthestrangerrecoveredhimselfinstantlywiththequestion:
“Willyoupermitmetoaskofwhatcountryyouare?”
Hughthoughthemadetherequestonlyforthesakeofcoveringhisrudeness;andsomerelyanswered:
“Why,anEnglishman,ofcourse。“
“Ah!yes;itisnotnecessarytobetoldthat。Butitseemstome,fromyouraccent,thatyouareaScotchman。“
“SoIam。“
“AHighlander?”
“IwasbornintheHighlands。Butifyouareveryanxioustoknowmypedigree,IhavenoreasonforconcealingthefactthatIam,bybirth,halfaScotchmanandhalfaWelchman。“
Theforeignerrivetedhisgaze,thoughbutforthebriefestmomentsufficienttojustifyitsbeingcalledagaze,oncemoreuponHugh;
andthen,withaslightbow,asofacquiescence,turnedtowardsthelecturer。
Whenthelecturewasover,andHughwaswalkingawayinthemidstofthewithdrawingaudience,thestrangertouchedhimontheshoulder。
“Yousaidthatyouwouldliketoknowmoreofthisscience:willyoucometomylodging?”saidhe。
“Withpleasure,“Hughanswered;thoughthelookwithwhichheaccompaniedthewords,musthavebeenoneratherofsurprise。
“Youareastonishedthatastrangershouldinviteyouso。Ah!youEnglishalwaysdemandanintroduction。Thereismine。“
HehandedHughacard:HerrvonFunkelstein。Hughhappenedtobeprovidedwithoneinexchange。
Thetwowalkedoutoftheinn,alongtheoldHighStreet,fullofgablesandallthedelightfulirregularitiesofanoldcountry-town,tilltheycametoacourt,downwhichHerrvonFunkelsteinledtheway。
Helethimselfinwithapass-keyatalowdoor,andthenconductedHugh,byastairwhosenarrownesswasequalledbyitssteepness,toaroom,which,thoughnotmanyyardsabovethelevelofthecourt,wasyetnexttotheroofofthelowhouse。Hughcouldseenothingtillhisconductorlightedacandle。Thenhefoundhimselfinaratherlargeroomwithashakyfloorandalowroof。A
chintz-curtainedbedinonecornerhadtheskinofatigerthrownoverit;andatableinanotherhadapairoffoilslyinguponit。
TheGerman——forsuchheseemedtoHugh——offeredhimachairinthepolitestmanner;andHughsatdown。
“Iamonlyinlodgingshere,“saidthehost;“soyouwillforgivethepovertyofmyestablishment。“
“Thereisnooccasionforforgiveness,Iassureyou,“answeredHugh。
“Youwishedtoknowsomethingofthesubjectwithwhichthatlecturerwasbefoolinghimselfandtheaudienceatthesametime。“
“Ishallbegratefulforanyenlightenment。“
“Ah!itisasubjectforthestudyofabenevolentscholar,notforsuchaclownasthat。Hejumpsatnoconclusions;yethesharesthefateofonewhodoes:hefloundersinthemirebetween。Nomanwillmakeanythingofitwhohasnotthebenefitofthehumanraceatheart。Humanityistheonlysafeguideinmatterssuchasthese。
Thisisadangerousstudyindeedinunskilfulhands。“
HereafrightfulcaterwaulinginterruptedHerrvonFunkelstein。Theroomhadastorm-window,ofwhichthelatticestoodopen。Infrontofit,ontheroof,seenagainstawhitehouseopposite,stoodademonofacat,archedtohalfitslength,withatailexpandedtodoubleitsnaturalthickness。ItsantagonistwasinvisiblefromwhereHughsat。VonFunkelsteinstartedupwithoutmakingtheslightestnoise,trodassoftlyasacattothetable,tookuponeofthefoils,removedthebutton,and,creepingclosetothewindow,madeonerapidpassattheenemy,whichvanishedwithashriekofhatredandfear。Hethen,replacingthebutton,laidthefoildown,andresumedhisseatandhisdiscourse。This,afterdealingwithgeneralitiesandcommonplacesforsometime,gavenosignofcomingeithertoanendortothepoint。AllthetimehewaswatchingHugh——atleastsoHughthought——asifspeculatingonhimingeneral。
Thenappearingtohavecometosomeconclusion,hegavehismindmoretohistalk,andencouragedHughtospeakaswell。Theconversationlastedfornearlyhalfanhour。Atitsclose,Hughfeltthatthestrangerhadtoucheduponavarietyofinterestingsubjects,asonepossessedofaminuteknowledgeofthem。Buthedidnotfeelthathehadgainedanyinsightfromhisconversation。
Itseemedratherasifhehadbeengivinghimanumberofpsychological,social,literary,andscientificreceipts。Duringthecourseofthetalk,hiseyehadappearedtorestonHughbyakindofcompulsion;asifbyitsownwillitwouldhaveretiredfromthescrutiny,butthewillofitsownerwastoostrongforit。Inseemed,inrelationtohim,tobeonlyakindoftool,whichheusedforaparticularpurpose。
AtlengthFunkelsteinrose,and,marchingacrosstheroomtoacupboard,broughtoutabottleandglasses,saying,inthemostby-the-byeway,ashewent:
“Haveyouthesecond-sight,Mr。Sutherland?”
“Certainlynot,asfarasIamaware。“
“Ah!theWelchdohaveit,dotheynot?”
“Oh!yes,ofcourse,“answeredHughlaughing。“Ishouldliketoknow,though,“headded,“whethertheyinheritthegiftasCeltsorasmountaineers。“
“Willyoutakeaglassof——?”
“Ofnothing,thankyou,“answeredandinterruptedHugh。“Itistimeformetobegoing。Indeed,IfearIhavestayedtoolongalready。
Goodnight,HerrvonFunkelstein。“
“Youwillallowmethehonourofreturningyourvisit?”
Hughfelthecoulddonoless,althoughhehadnotthesmallestdesiretokeepuptheacquaintance。HewroteArnsteadonhiscard。
Asheleftthehouse,hestumbledoversomethinginthecourt。
Lookingdown,hesawitwasacat,apparentlydead。
“CanitbethecatHerrFunkelsteinmadethepassat?”thoughthe。
Butpresentlyheforgotallaboutit,inthevisionsofEuphrawhichfilledhismindduringhismoonlightwalkhome。Itjustoccurredtohim,however,beforethosevisionshadblottedeverythingelsefromhisview,thathehadlearnedsimplynothingwhateveraboutbiologyfromhislatehost。
Whenhereachedhome,hewasadmittedbythebutler,andretiredtobedatonce,wherehesleptsoundly,forthefirsttimeformanynights。
But,ashedrewnearhisownroom,hemighthaveseen,thoughhesawnot,alittlewhitefigureglidingawayinthefardistanceofthelongpassage。ItwasonlyHarry,whocouldnotliestillinhisbed,tillheknewthathisbigbrotherwassafeathome。
CHAPTERXV。
ANOTHEREVENINGLECTURE。
ThisEneasiscometoParadiseOutoftheswoloweofHell。
CHAUCER——LegendofDido。
Thenextday,HughwasdeterminedtofindormakeanopportunityofspeakingtoEuphra;andfortuneseemedtofavourhim——OrwasitEuphraherself,inoneorotherofherinexplicablemoods?Atallevents,shehadthatmorningallowedtheladiesandheruncletogowithouther;andHughmetherashewenttohisstudy。
“MayIspeaktoyouforonemoment?”saidhe,hurriedly,andwithtremblinglips。
Yes,certainly,“sherepliedwithasmile,andaglanceinhisfaceasofwonderastowhatcouldtroublehimsomuch。Thenturning,andleadingtheway,shesaid:
“Comeintomyroom。“
Hefollowedher。Sheturnedandshutthedoor,whichhehadleftopenbehindhim。Healmostknelttoher;butsomethingheldhimbackfromthat。
“Euphra,“hesaid,“whathaveIdonetooffendyou?”
“Offendme!Nothing。“——Thiswasutteredinaperfecttoneofsurprise。
“Howisitthatyouavoidmeasyoudo,andwillnotallowmeonemoment\'sspeechwithyou?Youaredrivingmetodistraction。“
“Why,youfoolishman!”sheanswered,halfplayfully,pressingthepalmsofherlittlehandstogether,andlookingupinhisface,“howcanI?Don\'tyouseehowthosetwodearoldladiesswallowmeupintheirfaddles?Oh,dear?Oh,dear!Iwishtheywouldgo。Thenitwouldbeallrightagain——wouldn\'tit?”
ButHughwasnottobesoeasilysatisfied。
“Beforetheycame,eversincethatnight——“
“Hush-sh!”sheinterrupted,puttingherfingeronhislips,andlookinghurriedlyroundherwithanairoffright,ofwhichhecouldhardlyjudgewhetheritwasrealorassumed——“hush!”
Comfortedwondrouslybythehushingfinger,Hughwouldyetunderstandmore。
“Iamnobaby,dearEuphra,“hesaid,takingholdofthehandtowhichthefingerbelonged,andlayingitonhismouth;“donotmakeoneofme。Thereissomemysteryinallthis——atleastsomethingI
donotunderstand。“
“Iwilltellyouallaboutitoneday。But,seriously,youmustbecarefulhowyoubehavetome;forifmyuncleshould,butforonemoment,entertainasuspicion——good-byetoyou——perhapsgood-byetoArnstead。AllmyinfluencewithhimcomesfromhisthinkingthatI
likehimbetterthananybodyelse。Soyoumustnotmakethepooroldmanjealous。Bythebye,“shewenton——rapidly,asifshewouldturnthecurrentoftheconversationaside——“whatafavouriteyouhavegrownwithhim!Youshouldhaveheardhimtalkofyoutotheoldladies。Imightwellbejealousofyou。Thereneverwasatutorlikehis。“
Hugh\'sheartsmotehimthatthepraiseofeventhiscommonman,proudofhisownvanity,shouldbeundeservedbyhim。Hewastroubled,too,attheflippancywithwhichEuphraspoke;yetnotthelessdidhefeelthathelovedherpassionately。
“Idaresay,“hereplied,“hepraisedmeashewouldanythingelsethathappenedtobehis。Isn\'tthatoldbayhorseofhisthebesthackinthecounty?”
“Younaughtyman!Areyougoingtobesatirical?”
“Youclaimthatasyourprivilege,doyou?”
“Worseandworse!Iwillnottalktoyou。But,seriously,forI
mustgo——bringyourItalianto——to——“Shehesitated。
“Tothelibrary——whynot?”suggestedHugh。
“No-o,“sheanswered,shakingherhead,andlookingquitesolemn。
“Well,willyoucometomystudy?Willthatpleaseyoubetter?”
“Yes,Iwill,“sheanswered,withadefinitivetone。“Good-bye,now。“
Sheopenedthedoor,andhavinglookedouttoseethatnoonewaspassing,toldhimtogo。Ashewent,hefeltasiftheoakenfloorwereelasticbeneathhistread。
Itwassometimeafterthehouseholdhadretired,however,beforeEuphramadeherappearanceatthedoorofhisstudy。Sheseemedrathershyofentering,andhesitated,asifshefeltshewasdoingsomethingsheoughtnottodo。Butassoonasshehadentered,andthedoorwasshut,sheappearedtorecoverherselfquite;andtheysatdownatthetablewiththeirbooks。Theycouldnotgetonverywellwiththeirreading,however。Hughoftenforgotwhathewasabout,inlookingather;andsheseemednowiseinclinedtoaverthisgazes,orcheckthegrowthofhisadmiration。
Ratherabruptly,butapparentlystartingfromsomesuggestioninthebook,shesaidtohim:
“Bythebye,hasMr。Arnoldeversaidanythingtoyouaboutthefamilyjewels?”
“No,“saidHugh。“Aretheremany?”
“Yes,agreatmany。Mr。Arnoldisveryproudofthem,aswellasoftheportraits;sohetreatstheminthesameway——keepsthemlockedup。Indeedheseldomallowsthemtoseedaylight,exceptitbeasamarkofespecialfavourtosomeone。“
“Ishouldlikemuchtoseethem。Ihavealwaysbeencuriousaboutstones。Theyarewonderful,mysteriousthingstome。“
Euphragavehimaverypeculiar,searchingglance,ashespoke。
“ShallI,“hecontinued,“givehimahintthatIshouldliketoseethem?”
“Bynomeans,“answeredEuphra,emphatically,“exceptheshouldrefertothemhimself。Heisveryjealousofhispossessions——hisfamilypossessions,Imean。Pooroldman!hehasnotmuchelsetoplumehimselfupon;hashe?”
“Heiskindtoyou,Euphra。“
Shelookedathimasifshedidnotunderstandhim。
“Yes。Whatthen?”
“Yououghtnottobeunkindtohim。“
“Youoddcreature!Iamnotunkindtohim。Ilikehim。Butwearenotgettingonwithourreading。Whatcouldhaveledmetotalkaboutfamily-jewels?Oh!Isee。Whatastrangethingtheassociationofideasis!Thereisnotaveryobviousconnexionhere;isthere?”
“No。Onecannotaccountforsuchthings。Thelinksinthechainofideasaresometimesslenderenough。Yettheslenderestissufficienttoenabletheelectricflashofthoughttopassalongtheline。“
Sheseemedponderingforamoment。
“Thatstrikesmeasafinesimile,“shesaid。“Yououghttobeapoetyourself。“
Hughmadenoreply。
“Idaresayyouhavehundredsofpoemsinthatolddesk,now?”
“Ithinktheymightbecountedbytens。“
“Doletmeseethem。“
“Youwouldnotcareforthem。“
“Wouldn\'tI,Hugh?”
“Iwill,ononecondition——twoconditions,Imean。“
“Whatarethey?”
“Oneis,thatyoushowmeyours。“
“Mine?”
“Yes。“
“WhotoldyouIwroteverses?Thatsillyboy?”
“No——IsawyourversesbeforeIsawyou。Youremember?”
“Itwasverydishonourableinyoutoreadthem。“
“Ionlysawtheywereverses。Ididnotreadaword。“
“Iforgiveyou,then。Youmustshowmeyoursfirst,tillIseewhetherIcouldventuretoletyouseemine。Ifyourswereverybadindeed,thenImightriskshowingmine。“
Andmuchmoreofthissort,withwhichIwillnotwearymyreaders。
ItendedinHugh\'stakingfromtheoldescritoireabundleofpapers,andhandingthemtoEuphra。ButthereaderneednotfearthatIamgoingtoprintanyoftheseverses。Ihavemorerespectformyhonestprosepagethantobreakitupso。Indeed,thewholeofthisinterviewmighthavebeenomitted,butfortwocircumstances。Oneofthemwas,thatingettingthesepapers,Hughhadtoopenaconcealedportionoftheescritoire,whichhismathematicalknowledgehadenabledhimtodiscover。Ithadevidentlynotbeenopenedformanyyearsbeforehefoundit。Hehadmadeuseofittoholdtheonlytreasureshehad——poorenoughtreasures,certainly!Notalovingnote,notalockofhairevenhadhe——nothingbutthefewcobwebsspunfromhisownbrain。Itistrue,wearerichorpooraccordingtowhatweare,notwhatwehave。Butwhatamanhasproduced,isnotwhatheis。Hemayevenimpoverishhistrueselfbyproduction。
WhenEuphrasawhimopenthisplace,sheutteredasuppressedcryofastonishment。
“Ah!”saidHugh,“youdidnotknowofthishidie-hole,didyou?”
“Indeed,Ididnot。Ihadusedthedeskmyself,forthiswasafavouriteroomofminebeforeyoucame,butIneverfoundthat。
Dearme!Letmelook。“
Sheputherhandonhisshoulderandleanedoverhim,ashepointedoutthewayofopeningit。
“Didyoufindnothinginit?”shesaid,withaslighttremourinhervoice。
“Nothingwhatever。“
“Theremaybemoreplaces。“
“No。Ihaveaccountedforthewholebulk,Ibelieve。“
“Howstrange!”
“Butnowyoumustgivememyguerdon,“saidHughtimidly。
Thefactwas,thepooryouthhadbargained,inaplayfulmanner,andyetwithanearnest,covetousheart,forone,thefirstkiss,inreturnforthepoemsshebeggedtosee。
Sheturnedherfacetowardshim。
Thesecondcircumstancewhichmakestheinterviewworthrecordingis,that,atthismoment,threedistinctknockswereheardonthewindow。Theysprangasunder,andsaweachother\'sfacepaleasdeath。InEuphra\'s,theexpressionoffrightwasmingledwithoneofannoyance。Hugh,thoughhishearttrembledlikeabird,leapedtothewindow。Nothingwastobeseenbutthetreesthat“stretchedtheirdarkarms“withinafewfeetoftheoriel。TurningagaintowardsEuphra,hefound,tohismortification,thatshehadvanished——andhadleftthepacketofpoemsbehindher。
Hereplacedthemintheiroldquartersintheescritoire;andhisvaguedismayattheunaccountablenoises,wasdrownedinthebitterwatersofmiserablehumiliation。Hesleptatlast,fromtheexhaustionofdisappointment。
Whenheawoke,however,hetriedtopersuadehimselfthathehadmadefartoomuchofthetriflingcircumstanceofherleavingtheversesbehind。Forwasshenotterrified?——Why,then,didsheleavehimandgoalonetoherownroom?——Shemusthavefeltthatsheoughtnottobeinhis,atthathour,andthereforedarednotstay——Whydarednot?Didshethinkthehousewashauntedbyaghostofpropriety?Whatrationaltheorycouldheinventtoaccountforthestrangeandrepeatedsounds?——Hepuzzledhimselfoverittothevergeofabsoluteintellectualprostration。
Hewasgenerallythefirstinthebreakfast-room;thatis,afterEuphra,whowasalwaysthefirst。Shewentuptohimasheentered,andsaid,almostinawhisper:
“Haveyougotthepoemsforme?Quick!”
Hughhesitated。Shelookedathim。
“No,“hesaidatlast——“Youneverwantedthem。“
“Thatisveryunkind;whenyouknowIwasfrightenedoutofmywits。
Dogivemethem。“
“Theyarenotworthgivingyou。Besides,Ihavenotgotthem。I
don\'tcarrytheminmypocket。Theyareintheescritoire。I
couldn\'tleavethemlyingabout。Nevermindthem。“
“Ihavearighttothem,“shesaid,lookingupathimslylyandshyly。
“Well,Igaveyouthem,andyoudidnotthinkthemworthkeeping。I
keptmypartofthebargain。“
Shelookedannoyed。
“Nevermind,dearEuphra;youshallhavethem,oranythingelseI
have;——thebrainthatmadethem,ifyoulike。“
“Wasitonlythebrainthathadtodowiththemakingofthem?”
“Perhapsthehearttoo;butyouhavethatalready。“
Herfaceflushedlikeadamaskrose。
AtthatmomentMrs。Eltonentered,andlookedalittlesurprised。
Euphrainstantlysaid:
“Ithinkitisrathertoobadofyou,Mr。Sutherland,tokeepthepoorboysohardtohiswork,whenyouknowheisnotstrong。Mrs。
Elton,IhavebeenbeggingaholidayforpoorHarry,tolethimgowithustoWottonHouse;buthehassuchahardtask-master!Hewillnothearofit。“
Theflush,whichshecouldnotgetridofallatonce,wasthusmadetododutyasoneofdispleasure。Mrs。Eltonwasthoroughlydeceived,andunitedherentreatiestothoseofMissCameron。Hughwascompelledtojoininthedeception,andpretendtoyieldaslowconsent。ThusaholidaywasextemporisedforHarry,subjecttotheapprobationofhisfather。Thiswasreadilygranted;andMr。
Arnold,turningtoHugh,said:
“Youwillhavenothingtodo,Mr。Sutherland:hadyounotbetterjoinus?”
“Withpleasure,“repliedhe;“butthecarriagewillbefull。“
“Youcantakeyourhorse。“
“Thankyouverymuch。Iwill。“
Thedaywasdelightful;oneofthosegreysummer-days,thatarefarbetterforanexcursionthanbrightones。Inthebestofspirits,mountedonagoodhorse,ridingalongsideofthecarriageinwhichwastheladywhowasallwomankindtohim,andwho,withouttakingmuchnoticeofhim,yetcontrivedtothrowhimaglancenowandthen,Hughwouldhavebeenoverflowinglyhappy,butforanunquiet,distressedfeeling,whichallthetimemadehimawareofthepresenceofasickconsciencesomewherewithin。Mr。Arnoldwasexceedinglypleasant,forhewasmuchtakenwiththesweetnessandmodestyofLadyEmily,who,havingnostrongopinionsuponanything,receivedthoseofMr。Arnoldwithattentivesubmission。Hesaw,orfanciedhesawinher,agreatresemblancetohisdeceasedwife,towhomhehadbeenassincerelyattachedashisnaturewouldallow。
Infact,LadyEmilyadvancedsorapidlyinhisgoodgraces,thateitherEuphrawas,orthoughtfittoappear,ratherjealousofher。
Shepaidhereveryattention,however,andseemedtogratifyMr。
Arnoldbyhercareoftheinvalid。Sheevenjoinedintheentreatieswhich,ontheirwayhome,hemadewithevidentearnestness,foranextensionoftheirvisittoamonth。LadyEmilywasalreadysomuchbetterforthechange,thatMrs。Eltonmadenoobjectiontotheproposal。EuphragaveHughonelookofmisery,and,turningagain,insistedwithincreasedwarmthontheirimmediateconsent。Itwasgainedwithoutmuchdifficultybeforetheyreachedhome。
Harry,too,wascaptivatedbythegentlekindnessofLadyEmily,andhardlytookhiseyesoffheralltheway;while,ontheotherhand,hisdelicatelittleattentionshadalreadygainedtheheartofgoodMrs。Elton,whofromthefirsthadremarkedandpitiedthesadlooksoftheboy。
CHAPTERXVI。
ANEWVISITORANDANOLDACQUAINTANCE。
He\'senoughTobringawomantoconfusion,Morethanawiserman,orafargreater。
MIDDLETON——TheWitch。
Whentheyreachedthelodge,LadyEmilyexpressedawishtowalkuptheavenuetothehouse。TothisMr。Arnoldgladlyconsented。Thecarriagewassentroundthebackway;andHugh,dismounting,gavehishorsetothefootmaninattendance。Astheydrewnearthehouse,therestofthepartyhavingstoppedtolookatanoldtreewhichwasafavouritewithitsowner,HughandHarryweresomeyardsinadvance;whentheformerspied,approachingthemfromthehouse,thedistinguishedfigureofHerrvonFunkelstein。Salutingastheymet,thevisitorinformedHughthathehadjustbeenleavinghiscardforhim,andwouldcallsomeothermorningsoon;for,ashewasrusticating,hehadlittletooccupyhim。Hughturnedwithhimtowardstherestoftheparty,whowerenowcloseathand;whenFunkelsteinexclaimed,inatoneofsurprise,“What!MissCameronhere!”andadvancedwithaprofoundobeisance,holdinghishatinhishand。
Hughthoughthesawherlookannoyed;butsheheldoutherhandtohim,and,inavoiceindicating——stillasitappearedtoHugh——somereluctance,introducedhimtoheruncle,withthewords:
“WemetatSirEdwardLaston\'s,whenIwasvisitingMrs。Elkingham,twoyearsago,uncle。“
Mr。Arnoldliftedhishatandbowedpolitelytothestranger。HadEuphrainformedhimthat,althoughapersonofconsiderableinfluenceinSirEdward\'shousehold,HerrvonFunkelsteinhadhisstandingthereonlyasSirEdward\'sprivatesecretary,Mr。Arnold\'saversiontoforeignersgenerallywouldnothavebeensoscrupulouslybanishedintothebackgroundofhisbehaviour。Ordinarycivilitiespassedbetweenthem,markedbyanairofflatteringdeferenceonFunkelstein\'spart,whichmighthavebeendisagreeabletoamanlessuninterruptedlyconsciousofhisownimportancethanMr。Arnold;andthenewvisitorturnedoncemore,asifforgetfulofhispreviousdirection,andaccompaniedthemtowardsthehouse。Beforetheyreachedithehad,eveninthatshortspace,ingratiatedhimselfsofarwithMr。Arnold,thatheaskedhimtostayanddinewiththem——aninvitationwhichwasacceptedwithmanifestpleasure。
“Mr。Sutherland,“saidMr。Arnold,“willyoushowyourfriendanythingworthnoteabouttheplace?Hehaskindlyconsentedtodinewithus;andinthemeantimeIhavesomeletterstowrite。“
“Withpleasure,“answeredHugh。
Butallthistimehehadbeeninwardlycommentingontheappearanceofhisfriend,asMr。Arnoldcalledhim,withthejealousyofayouthinlove;forwasnotFunkelsteinanoldacquaintanceofMissCameron?Whatmightnothavepassedbetweentheminthatoldhiddentime?——forloveisjealousofthepastaswellasofthefuture。
Love,aswellasmetaphysics,hasalastingquarrelwithtimeandspace:thelowerlovefearsthem,whilethehigherdefiesthem——AndhecouldnothelpseeingthatFunkelsteinwasonetowinfavourinladies\'eyes。VeryregularfeaturesandadarkcomplexionwerelightedupbyeyesasblackasEuphra\'s,andcapableofawonderfulplayoflight;whilehisformwasremarkableforstrengthandsymmetry。Hughfeltthatinanycompanyhewouldattractimmediateattention。Hislongdarkbeard,ofwhichjustthecentrewasremovedtoexposeafinely-turnedchin,blewovereachshoulderasoftenastheymetthewindingoingroundthehouse。FromwhatI
haveheardofhimfromotherdeponentsbesidesHugh,Ishouldjudgethathedidwelltoconcealthelinesofhismouthinalongmoustache,whichflowedintohisbifurcatedbeard。Hehadjustenoughoftheforeigninhisdresstoaddtotheappearanceoffashionwhichitbore。
Astheywalked,Hughcouldnothelpobservinganoddpeculiarityinthecarriageofhiscompanion。Itwas,that,everyfewsteps,hegaveabackwardanddownwardglancetotheright,withasweepingbendofhisbody,asifheweretryingtogetaviewofthecalfofhisleg,orasifhefanciedhefeltsomethingtrailingathisfoot。
Soprobable,fromhismotion,didthelattersuppositionseem,thatHughchangedsidestosatisfyhimselfwhetherornottherewassomedraggingbriarorstrawannoyinghim;butnofollowerwastobediscovered。
“Youareahappyman,Mr。Sutherland,“saidtheguest,“toliveunderthesameroofwiththatbeautifulMissCameron。“
“AmI?”thoughtHugh;butheonlysaid,affectingsomesurprise:
“Doyouthinkhersobeautiful?”
Funkelstein\'seyeswerefixeduponhim,asiftoseetheeffectofhisremark。Hughfeltthem,andcouldnotconformhisfacetotheindifferenceofhiswords。Buthiscompaniononlyansweredindifferently:
“Well,Ishouldsayso;butbeautyisnot,thatisnotbeautyforus。“
Whetherornottherewaspoisonintheforkofthisremark,Hughcouldonlyconjecture。Hemadenoreply。
Astheywalkedabouttheprecinctsofthehouse,FunkelsteinaskedmanyquestionsofHugh,whichhisentireignoranceofdomesticarchitecturemadeitimpossibleforhimtoanswer。Thisseemedonlytoexcitethequestioner\'sdesireforinformationtoahigherpitch;
andasiftheverystonescouldreplytohisdemands,heexaminedthewholerangeofthevariousbuildingsconstitutingthehouseofArnstead“ashewoulddrawit。“
“Certainly,“saidhe,“thereisatleastvarietyenoughinthestyleofthismassofmaterial。Thereisenoughforonepyramid。“
“Thatwouldberatherattheexpenseofthevariety,woulditnot?”
saidHugh,inspitefulresponsetotheinconsequenceofthesecondmemberofFunkelstein\'sremark。Butthelatterwasapparentlytoomuchabsorbedinhiscontinuedinspectionofthehouse,fromeveryattainablepointofnearview,toheedthecomment。
“ThistheycalltheGhost\'sWalk,“saidHugh。
“Ah!abouttheseoldhousestherearealwayssuchtales。“
“Whatsortoftalesdoyoumean?”
“Imeanofparticularspotsandtheirghosts。Youmusthaveheardmanysuch?”
“No,notI。“
“IthinkGermanyismoreprolificofsuchstories。Icouldtellyouplenty。“
“Butyoudon\'tmeanyoubelievesuchthings?”
“Tomeitisequal。Ilookatthementirelyasobjectsofart。“
“Thatisanewviewofaghosttome。Anobjectofart?Ishouldhavethoughtthemconsiderablymoresuitableobjectsprevioustotheirdisembodiment。“
“Ah!youdonotunderstand。Youcallartpainting,don\'tyou——orsculptureatmost?Igiveupsculpturecertainly——andpaintingtoo。
Butdon\'tyouthinkaghostaveryeffectiveobjectinliteraturenow?Confess:doyounotlikeaghost-storyverymuch?”
“Yes,ifitisaverygoodone。“
“Hamletnow?”
“Ah!wedon\'tspeakofShakspere\'splaysasstories。Hischaractersaresorealtous,that,inthinkingoftheirdevelopment,wegobackeventotheirfathersandmothers——andsometimesevenspeculateabouttheirfuture。“
“Youislandersarealwaysinearliestsomehow。SoareweGermans。
Weareallone。“
“Ihopeyoucanbeinearnestaboutdinner,then,forIhearthebell。“
“Wemustrenderourselvesinthedrawing-room,then?Yes。“
Whentheyenteredthedrawing-room,theyfoundMissCameronalone。
Funkelsteinadvanced,andaddressedafewwordstoherinGerman,whichHugh\'slimitedacquaintancewiththelanguagepreventedhimfromcatching。Atthesamemoment,Mr。Arnoldentered,andFunkelstein,turningtohimimmediately,proceeded,asifbywayofapologyforspeakinginanunknowntongue,tointerpretforMr。
Arnold\'sbenefit:
“IhavejustbeentellingMissCameroninthelanguageofmycountry,howmuchbettershelooksthanwhenIsawheratSirEdwardLastons。“
“IknowIwasquiteascare-crowthen,“saidEuphra,attemptingtolaugh。
“Andnowyouarequiteadecoy-duck,eh,Euphra?”saidMr。Arnold,laughinginrealityathisownjoke,whichputhimingreatgood-humourforthewholetimeofdinneranddessert。
“Thankyou,uncle,“saidEuphra,withaprettilypretendedaffectationofhumility。Thensheaddedgaily:
“WhendidyouriseonourSussexhorizon,HerrvonFunkelstein?”
“Oh!Ihavebeenintheneighbourhoodforafewdays;butIowemymeetingwithyoutooneofthosecoincidenceswhich,weretheynotsopleasant——tomeinthiscase,atleast——onewouldthinkcouldonlyresultfromtheblunderingofoldDameNatureoverherknitting。IfIhadnothadthegoodfortunetomeetMr。Sutherlandtheotherevening,Ishouldhaveremainedinutterignoranceofyourneighbourhoodandmyownfelicity,MissCameron。Indeed,Icallednowtoseehim,notyou。“
HughsawMr。Arnoldlookingratherdoubtfuloftheforeigner\'sfinespeeches。