CHAPTERVIII。
NEST-BUILDING。
Ifyouwillhaveatreebearmorefruitthanithathusedtodo,itisnotanythingyoucandototheboughs,butitisthestirringoftheearth,andputtingnewmouldabouttheroots,thatmustworkit。
LORDBACON\'SAdvancementofLearning,b。ii。
InashorttimeHarry\'shealthwassomuchimproved,andconsequentlythestrengthandactivityofhismindsomuchincreased,thatHughbegantogivehimmoreexactmentaloperationstoperform。ButasifhehadbeenareaderofLordBacon,whichasyethewasnot,andhadlearnedfromhimthat“wonderistheseedofknowledge,“hecame,byakindofsympatheticinstinct,tothesameconclusionpractically,inthecaseofHarry。Hetriedtowakeaquestioninhim,byshowinghimsomethingthatwouldrousehisinterest。Thereplytothisquestionmightbethewholerudimentsofascience。
Thingsthemselvesshouldleadtothescienceofthem。Ifthingsarenotinterestinginthemselves,howcananyamountofknowledgeaboutthembe?Tobesure,thereissuchathingasapurelyorabstractlyintellectualinterest——thepleasureofthemereoperationoftheintellectuponthesignsofthings;butthismustspringfromahighlyexercisedintellectualcondition,andisnottobeexpectedbeforethepleasuresofintellectualmotionhavebeenexperiencedthroughtheemploymentofitsmeansforotherends。Whetherthisisahigherconditionornot,isopentomuchdisquisition。
OnedayHughwaspurposelyengagedintakingthealtitudeofthehighestturretofthehouse,withanoldquadranthehadfoundinthelibrary,whenHarrycameup。
“Whatareyoudoing,bigbrother?”saidhe;fornowthathewasquiteathomewithHugh,therewasawonderfulmixtureoffamiliarityandrespectinhim,thatwasquitebewitching。
“Findingouthowhighyourhouseis,littlebrother,“answeredHugh。
“Howcanyoudoitwiththatthing?Willitmeasuretheheightofotherthingsbesidesthehouse?”
“Yes,theheightofamountain,oranythingyoulike。“
“Doshowmehow。“
Hughshowedhimasmuchofitashecould。
“ButIdon\'tunderstandit。“
“Oh!thatisquiteanotherthing。Todothat,youmustlearnagreatmanythings——Euclidtobeginwith。“
ThatveryafternoonHarrybeganEuclid,andsoonfoundquiteenoughofinterestontheroadtothequadrant,topreventhimfromfeelinganytediousnessinitslength。
OfanafternoonHughhadtakentoreadingShaksperetoHarry。
Euphrawasalwaysalistener。OnoneoccasionHarrysaid:
“Iamsosorry,Mr。Sutherland,butIdon\'tunderstandthehalfofit。SometimeswhenEuphraandyouarelaughing,——andsometimeswhenEuphraiscrying,“addedhe,lookingatherslyly,“Ican\'tunderstandwhatitisallabout。AmIsoverystupid,Mr。
Sutherland?”Andhealmostcriedhimself。
“Notabitofit,Harry,myboy;onlyyoumustlearnagreatmanyotherthingsfirst。“
“HowcanIlearnthem?Iamwillingtolearnanything。Idon\'tfindittiremenowasitused。“
“TherearemanythingsnecessarytounderstandShaksperethatI
cannotteachyou,andthatsomepeopleneverlearn。Mostofthemwillcomeofthemselves。Butofonethingyoumaybesure,Harry,thatifyoulearnanything,whateveritbe,youaresofarnearertounderstandingShakspere。“
Thesameafternoon,whenHarryhadwakedfromhissiesta,uponwhichHughstillinsisted,theywentoutforawalkinthefields。Thesunwashalfwaydownthesky,butveryhotandsultry。
“Iwishwehadourcaveofstrawtocreepintonow,“saidHarry。“I
feltexactlylikethelittlefield-mouseyoureadtomeaboutinBurns\'spoems,whenwewentinthatmorning,andfounditalltornup,andhalfofitcarriedaway。Wehavenoplacetogotonowforapeculiarownplace;andtheconsequenceis,youhavenottoldmeanystoriesabouttheRomansforawholeweek。“
“Well,Harry,isthereanywayofmakinganother?”
“There\'snomorestrawlyingaboutthatIknowof,“answeredHarry;
“anditwon\'tdotopulltheinsideoutofarick,Iamafraid。“
“Butdon\'tyouthinkitwouldbepleasanttohaveachangenow;andaswehavelivedunderground,orsayinthesnowliketheNorthpeople,trylivingintheair,likesomeoftheSouthpeople?”
“Delightful!”criedHarry——“Aballoon?”
“No,notquitethat。Don\'tyouthinkanestwoulddo?”
“Upinatree?”
“Yes。“
Harrydartedoffforarun,astheonlymeansofexpressinghisdelight。Whenhecameback,hesaid:
“Whenshallwebegin,Mr。Sutherland?”
“Wewillgoandlookforaplaceatonce;butIamnotquitesurewhenweshallbeginyet。Ishallfindoutto-night,though。“
Theyleftthefields,andwentintothewoodsintheneighbourhoodofthehouse,attheback。Herethetreeshadgrowntoagreatsize,someofthembeingveryoldindeed。Theysoonfixeduponagrotesqueoldoakasapropertreeinwhichtobuildtheirnest;andHarry,who,aswellasHugh,hadagooddealofconstructivenessinhisnature,wassodelighted,thattheheatseemedtohavenomoreinfluenceuponhim;andHugh,fearfulofthereaction,wascompelledtorestrainhisgambols。
Pursuingtheirwaythroughthedarkwarpofthewood,withitsgoldenweftofcrossingsunbeams,HughbegantotellHarrythestoryofthekillingofC鎠arbyBrutusandtherest,fillinguptheaccountwithportionsfromShakspere。Fortunately,hewasabletogivetheorationsofBrutusandAntonyinfull。Harrywasinecstasyovertheeloquenceofthetwomen。
“Well,whatlanguagedoyouthinktheyspoke,Harry?”saidHugh。
“Why,“saidHarry,hesitating,“Isuppose——“then,asifasuddenlightbrokeuponhim——“Latinofcourse。Howstrange!”
“Whystrange?”
“Thatsuchmenshouldtalksuchadry,unpleasantlanguage。“
“Iallowitisadifficultlanguage,Harry;andveryponderousandmechanical;butnotnecessarilydryorunpleasant。TheRomans,youknow,wereparticularlyfondoflawineverything;andsotheymadeagreatmanylawsfortheirlanguage;orrather,itgrewso,becausetheywereofthatsort。Itwasliketheirswordsandarmourgenerally,notverygraceful,butverystrong;——liketheirarchitecturetoo,Harry。Nobodycaneverunderstandwhatapeopleis,withoutknowingitslanguage。Itisnotonlythatwefindallthesestoriesaboutthemintheirlanguage,butthelanguageitselfismorelikethemthananythingelsecanbe。Besides,Harry,I
don\'tbelieveyouknowanythingaboutLatinyet。“
“Iknowallthedeclensionsandconjugations。“
“Butdon\'tyouthinkitmusthavebeenaverydifferentthingtohearitspoken?”
“Yes,tobesure——andbysuchmen。Buthowevercouldtheyspeakit?”
“TheyspokeitjustasyoudoEnglish。Itwasasnaturaltothem。
Butyoucannotsayyouknowanythingaboutit,tillyoureadwhattheywroteinit;tillyourearsdelightinthesoundoftheirpoetry;——“
“Poetry?”
“Yes;andbeautifulletters;andwiselessons;andhistoriesandplays。“
“Oh!Ishouldlikeyoutoteachme。Willitbeashardtolearnalwaysasitisnow?”
“Certainlynot。Iamsureyouwilllikeit。“
“Whenwillyoubeginme?”
“To-morrow。Andifyougetonprettywell,wewillbeginournest,too,intheafternoon。“
“Oh,howkindyouare!Iwilltryveryhard。“
“Iamsureyouwill,Harry。“
Nextmorning,accordingly,Hughdidbeginhim,afterafashionofhisown;namely,bygivinghimashortsimplestorytoread,findingoutallthewordswithhiminthedictionary,andtellinghimwhattheterminationsofthewordssignified;forhefoundthathehadalreadyforgottenaverygreatdealofwhat,accordingtoEuphra,hehadbeenthoroughlytaught。Noonecanrememberwhatisentirelyuninterestingtohim。
HughwasaspreciseaboutthegrammarofalanguageasanyScotchProfessorofHumanity,oldProsodynotexcepted;buthethoughtittimeenoughtobegintothat,whensomeinterestinthewordsthemselvesshouldhavebeenawakenedinthemindofhispupil。Hehatedslovenlinessasmuchasanyone;butthequestionwas,howbesttoarriveatthoroughnessintheend,withoutlosingthehigherobjectsofstudy;andnothow,atallrisks,tocommenceteachingthelessonofthoroughnessatonce,andsowasteontheshapeofapin-headtheintellectwhich,properlydirected,mightarriveatthefarmoreminuteaccuraciesofasteam-engine。ThefaultofEuphrainteachingHarry,hadbeenthat,withacertainkindoftyrannicalaccuracy,shehaddeterminedtohavethethingdone——notmerelydecentlyandinorder,butprudishlyandpedantically;sothatshedeprivedprogressofthepleasurewhichoughtnaturallytoattendit。Shespoiledthewalktothedistantoutlook,bystoppingateverystep,notmerelytopickflowers,buttobotaniseontheweeds,andtocalculatethedistanceadvanced。Itisquitetruethatweoughttolearntodothingsirrespectiveofthereward;butplentyofopportunitieswillbegivenintheprogressoflife,andinmuchhigherkindsofaction,toexerciseoursenseofdutyinsevereloneliness。Wehavenorighttoturnintellectualexercisesintopureoperationsofconscience:theseoughttoinvolveessentialduty;althoughnodoubtthereisplentyofroomforminglingdutywiththose;while,ontheotherhand,thehighestactofsufferingself-denialisnotwithoutitsaccompanyingreward。Neitheristhereanyexerciseofthehigherintellectualpowersinlearningthemeregrammarofalanguage,necessaryasitisforameans。Andlanguagehavingbeenmadebeforegrammar,alanguagemustbeinsomemeasureunderstood,beforeitsgrammarcanbecomeintelligible。
Harry\'sweak(thoughtrueandkeen)lifecouldnotforceitswayintoanychannel。Hiswasanatureessentiallydependentonsympathy。Itcouldflowintotruththroughanotherlovingmind:
lefttoitself,itcouldnotfindtheway,andsankinthedrysandofennuiandself-imposedobligations。Euphrawasutterlyincapableofunderstandinghim;andtheboyhadbeendyingforlackofsympathy,thoughneitherhenoranyoneabouthimhadsuspectedthefact。
Therewasastrangedisproportionbetweenhisknowledgeandhiscapacity。Hewasable,whenhisattentionwasdirected,hisgazefixed,andhiswholenaturesupportedbyHugh,toseedeepintomanythings,andhisremarkswereoftenstrikinglyoriginal;buthewasoneofthemostignorantboys,forhisyears,thatHughhadevercomeacross。Alongandsevereillness,whenhewasjustpassingintoboyhood,hadthrownhimbackfarintohischildhood;andhewasonlynowbeginningtoshowthathehadanythingoftheboy-lifeinhim。Hencearosethatunequaldevelopmentwhichhasbeensufficientlyevidentinthestory。
Intheafternoon,theywenttothewood,andfoundthetreetheyhadchosenfortheirnest。ToHarry\'sintenseadmiration,Hugh,ashesaid,wentupthetreelikeasquirrel,onlyhewastoobigforabeareven。Justonelayeroffoliageabovethelowestbranches,hecametoaplacewherehethoughttherewasasuitablefoundationforthenest。FromthegroundHarrycouldscarcelyseehim,as,withanaxewhichhehadborrowedforthepurpose(fortherewasacarpenter\'swork-shoponthepremises),hecutawayseveralsmallbranchesfromthreeoftheprincipalones;andsohadthesethreeasrafters,readydressedandplaced,forthefoundationofthenest。
Havingmadesomemeasurements,hedescended;andrepairingwithHarrytothework-shop,procuredsomeboardingandsometools,whichHarryassistedincarryingtothetree。Ascendingagain,anddrawinguphismaterials,bythehelpofHarry,withapieceofstring,Hughinaverylittlewhilehadalevelfloor,fourfeetsquare,intheheartoftheoaktree,quiteinvisiblefrombelow——buriedinacloudofgreenleaves。Forgreatersafety,hefastenedropesashandrailsallarounditfromonebranchtoanother。Andnownothingremainedbuttoconstructabenchtositon,andsuchastairasHarrycouldeasilyclimb。Theboywasquiterestlesswithanxietytogetupandseethenest;andkeptcallingoutconstantlytoknowifhemightnotcomeupyet。AtlengthHughallowedhimtotry;butthepoorboywasnothalfstrongenoughtoclimbthetreewithouthelp。SoHughdescended,andwithhisaidHarrywassoonstandingonthenew-builtplatform。
“Ifeeljustlikeaneagle,“hecried;butherehisvoicefaltered,andhewassilent。
“Whatisthematter,Harry?”saidhistutor。
“Oh,nothing,“repliedhe;“onlyIdidn\'texactlyknowwhereaboutsweweretillIgotuphere。“
“Whereaboutsarewe,then?”
“ClosetotheendoftheGhost\'sWalk。“
“Butyoudon\'tmindthatnow,surely,Harry?”
“No,sir;thatis,notsomuchasIused。“
“ShallItakeallthisdownagain,andbuildournestsomewhereelse?”
“Oh,no,ifyoudon\'tthinkitmatters。Itwouldbeagreatpity,afteryouhavetakensomuchtroublewithit。Besides,Ishallneverbeherewithoutyou;andIdonotthinkIshouldbeafraidoftheghostherself,ifyouwerewithme。“
YetHarryshudderedinvoluntarilyatthethoughtofhisowndaringspeech。
“Verywell,Harry,myboy;wewillfinishithere。Now,ifyoustandthere,Iwillfastenaplankacrossherebetweenthesetwostumps——no,thatwon\'tdoexactly。Imustputapieceontothisone,toraiseittoalevelwiththeother——thenweshallhaveaseatinafewminutes。“
Hammerandnailswerebusyagain;andinafewminutestheysatdowntoenjoythe“softpiplingcold“whichswungalltheleavesaboutlikelittletrap-doorsthatopenedintotheInfinite。Harrywashighlycontented。Hedrewadeepbreathofsatisfactionas,lookingaboveandbeneathandallabouthim,hesawthattheywerefoldedinanalmostimpenetrablenetoffoliage,throughwhichnothingcouldstealintotheirsanctuary,save“thecharteredlibertine,theair,“
andafewstraybeamsofthesettingsun,filteringthroughthemultitudinousleaves,fromwhichtheycaughtagreentintastheypassed。
“Fancyyourselfafish,“saidHugh,“inthedepthofacavernofseaweed,whichfloatsaboutintheslowswingingmotionoftheheavywaters。“
“Whatafunnynotion!”
“Notsoabsurdasyoumaythink,Harry;forjustassomefishescrawlaboutonthebottomofthesea,sodowemenatthebottomofanoceanofair;which,ifitbeathinnerone,iscertainlyadeeperone。“
“Thenthebirdsaretheswimmingfishes,aretheynot?”
“Yes,tobesure。“
“AndyouandIaretwomermen——doingwhat?Waitingformothermermaidtogiveusourdinner。Iamgettinghungry。Butitwillbealongtimebeforeamermaidgetsuphere,Iamafraid。“
“Thatremindsme,“saidHugh,“thatImustbuildastairforyou,MasterHarry;foryouarenotmermanenoughtogetupwithastrokeofyourscalytail。Soheregoes。YoucansittheretillIfetchyou。“
Nailingalittlerudebrackethereandthereonthestemofthetree,justwhereHarrycouldavailhimselfofhand-holdaswell,Hughhadsoonfinishedastrangelyirregularstaircase,whichittookHarrytwoorthreetimestrying,tolearnquiteoff。
CHAPTERIX。
GEOGRAPHYPOINT。
Iwillfetchyouatooth-pickernowfromthefarthestinchofAsia;
bringyouthelengthofPresterJohn\'sfoot;fetchyouahairoffthegreatCham\'sbeard;doyouanyembassagetothePigmies。
MuchAdoaboutNothing。
Thenextday,afterdinner,Mr。Arnoldsaidtothetutor:
“Well,Mr。Sutherland,howdoesHarrygetonwithhisgeography?”
Mr。Arnold,beitunderstood,hadaweaknessforgeography。
“Wehavenotdoneanythingatthatyet,Mr。Arnold。“
“Notdoneanythingatgeography!Andtheboygettingquiterobustnow!Iamastonished,Mr。Sutherland。Why,whenhewasamerechild,hecouldrepeatallthecountiesofEngland。“
“Perhapsthatmaybethereasonforthedecideddistasteheshowsforitnow,Mr。Arnold。ButIwillbegintoteachhimatonce,ifyoudesireit。“
“Idodesireit,Mr。Sutherland。Athoroughgeographicalknowledgeisessentialtotheeducationofagentleman。Askmeanyquestionyouplease,Mr。Sutherland,onthemapoftheworld,oranyofitsdivisions。“
Hughaskedafewquestions,whichMr。Arnoldansweredatonce。
“Pooh!pooh!”saidhe,“thisismerechild\'splay。Letmeaskyousome,Mr。Sutherland。“
HisveryfirstquestionposedHugh,whoseknowledgeinthissciencewasnotbyanymeansminute。
“IfearIamnogentleman,“saidhe,laughing;“butIcanatleastlearnaswellasteach。Weshallbeginto-morrow。“
“Whatbookshaveyou?”
“Oh!nobooks,ifyouplease,justyet。IfyouaresatisfiedwithHarry\'sprogresssofar,letmehavemyownwayinthistoo。“
“Butgeographydoesnotseemyourstrongpoint。“
“No;butImaybeabletoteachitallthebetterfromfeelingthedifficultiesofalearnermyself。“
“Well,youshallhaveafairtrial。“
NextmorningHughandHarrywentoutforawalktothetopofahillintheneighbourhood。Whentheyreachedit,Hughtookasmallcompassfromhispocket,andsetitontheground,contemplatingitandthehorizonalternately。
“Whatareyoudoing,Mr。Sutherland?”
“Iamtryingtofindtheexactlinethatwouldgothroughmyhome,“
saidhe。
“Isthatfunnylittlethingabletotellyou?”
“Yes;thisalongwithotherthings。Isn\'titcurious,Harry,tohaveinmypocketalittlethingwithakindofspiritinit,thatunderstandsthespiritthatisinthebigworld,andalwayspointstoitsNorthPole?”
“Explainittome。“
“Itisnearlyasmuchamysterytomeastoyou。“
“WhereistheNorthPole?”
“Look,thelittlethingpointstoit。“
“ButIwillturnitaway。Oh!itwon\'tgo。Itgoesbackandback,dowhatIwill。“
“Yes,itwill,ifyouturnitawayalldaylong。Look,Harry,ifyouweretogostraightoninthisdirection,youwouldcometoaLaplander,harnessinghisbroad-hornedreindeertohissledge。He\'satitnow,Idaresay。Ifyouweretogointhislineexactly,youwouldgothroughthesmokeandfireofaburningmountaininalandofice。Ifyouweretogothisway,straighton,youwouldfindyourselfinthemiddleofaforestwithalionglaringatyourfeet,foritisdarknighttherenow,andsohot!Andoverthere,straighton,thereissuchalovelysunset。Thetopofasnowymountainisallpinkwithlight,thoughthesunisdown——oh!suchcoloursallabout,likefairyland!Andthere,thereisadesertofsand,andacameldying,andallhiscompanionsjustdisappearingonthehorizon。Andthere,thereisanawfulsea,withoutaboattobeseenonit,darkanddismal,withhugerocksallaboutit,andwastebordersofsand——sodreadful!”
“Howdoyouknowallthis,Mr。Sutherland?Youhaveneverwalkedalongthoselines,Iknow,foryoucouldn\'t。“
“Geographyhastaughtme。“
“No,Mr。Sutherland!”saidHarry,incredulously。
“Well,shallwetravelalongthisline,justacrossthatcrownoftreesonthehill?”
“Yes,doletus。“
“Then,“saidHugh,drawingatelescopefromhispocket,“thishillishenceforthGeographyPoint,andalltheworldliesroundaboutit。Doyouknowweareintheverymiddleoftheearth?”
“Arewe,indeed?”
“Yes。Don\'tyouknowanypointyouliketochooseonaballisthemiddleofit?”
“Oh!yes——ofcourse。“
“Verywell。Whatliesatthebottomofthehilldownthere?”
“Arnstead,tobesure。“
“Andwhatbeyondthere?”
“Idon\'tknow。“
“Lookthroughhere。“
“Oh!thatmustbethevillagewerodetoyesterday——Iforgetthenameofit。“
Hughtoldhimthename;andthenmadehimlookwiththetelescopeallalongtherecedinglinetothetreesontheoppositehill。Justashecaughtthem,avoicebesidethemsaid:
“Whatareyouabout,Harry?”
Hughfeltaglowofpleasureasthevoicefellonhisear。
ItwasEuphra\'s。
“Oh!”repliedHarry,“Mr。Sutherlandisteachingmegeographywithatelescope。It\'ssuchfun!”
“He\'sawonderfultutor,thatofyours,Harry!”
“Yes,isn\'thejust?But,“Harrywenton,turningtoHugh,“whatarewetodonow?Wecan\'tgetfartherforthathill。“
“Ah!wemustapplytoyourpapanow,tolendussomeofhisbeautifulmaps。Theywillteachuswhatliesbeyondthathill。Andthenwecanreadinsomeofhisbooksabouttheplaces;andsogoonandon,tillwereachthebeautiful,wide,restlesssea;overwhichwemustsailinspiteofwindandtide——straightonandon,tillwecometolandagain。Butwemustmakeagreatmanysuchjourneysbeforewereallyknowwhatsortofaplacewearelivingin;andweshallhaveeversomanythingstolearnthatwillsurpriseus。“
“Oh!itwillbenice!”criedHarry。
Afteralittlemoregeographicaltalk,theyputuptheirinstruments,andbegantodescendthehill。HarrywasinnoneedofHugh\'sbacknow,butEuphrawasinneedofhishand。Infact,shespelledforitssupport。
“Howawkwardofme!Iamstumblingovertheheathershamefully!”
Shewas,infact,stumblingoverherowndress,whichshewouldnotholdup。Hughofferedhishand;andhersmalloneseemedquitecontenttobeswallowedupinhislargeone。
“Whydoyouneverletmeputyouonyourhorse?”saidHugh。“Youalwaysmanagetopreventmesomehoworother。Thelasttime,Ijustturnedmyhead,and,behold!whenIlooked,youweregatheringyourreins。“
“Itisonlyatrickofindependence,Hugh——Mr。Sutherland——Ibegyourpardon。“
IcanmakenoexcuseforEuphra,forshehadpositivelyneverheardhimcalledHugh:therewasnoonetodoso。But,thesliphadnot,therefore,thelesseffect;foritsoundedasifshehadbeensayinghisnameoverandoveragaintoherself。
“Ibegyourpardon,“repeatedEuphra,hastily;for,asHughdidnotreply,shefearedherarrowhadswervedfromitsmark。
“Forasweetfault,Euphra——Ibegyourpardon——MissCameron。“
“Youpunishmewithforgiveness,“returnedshe,withoneofhersweetestlooks。
Hughcouldnothelppressingthelittlehand。
Wasthepressurereturned?Soslight,soairywasthetouch,thatitmighthavebeenonlythethrobofhisownpulses,allconsciouslyvitalaboutthewonderfulwoman-handthatrestedinhis。Ifhehadclaimedit,shemighteasilyhavedeniedit,soetherealanduncertainwasit。Yethebelievedinit。Heneverdreamedthatshewasexercisingherskilluponhim。Whatcouldbeherobjectinbewitchingapoortutor?Ah!whatindeed?
Meantimethismuchiscertain,thatshewasdrawingHughcloserandclosertoherside;thatasoothingdreamofdelighthadbeguntostealoverhisspirit,soontomakeittossinfeverousunrest——asthefirsteffectsofsomepoisonsarelikeadawnoftenfoldstrength。Themountainwindblewfromhertohim,sometimessweepinghergarmentsabouthim,andbathinghimintheirfaintsweetodours——odourswhichsomehowseemedtobelongtoherwhomtheyhadonlylastvisited;sometimes,sokindlystrongdiditblow,compellingher,oratleastgivingherexcuseenough,toleavehishandandclingcloselytohisarm。Afreshspringbegantoburstfromtheverybosomofwhathadseemedbeforeaperfectsummer。A
springtosummer!Whatwouldthefollowingsummerbe?Ah!andwhattheautumn?Andwhatthewinter?Forifthesummerbetenfoldsummer,thenmustthewinterbetenfoldwinter。
Butthoughknowledgeisgoodforman,foreknowledgeisnotsogood。
And,thoughLovebegood,atempestofitinthebrainwillnotripenthefruitslikeasoftsteadywind,orwafttheshipshometotheirdesiredhaven。
Perhaps,whatenslavedHughmost,wasthefeelingthatthedamselstoopedtohim,withoutknowingthatshestooped。Sheseemedtohimineverywayabovehim。Sheknewsomanythingsofwhichhewasignorant;couldsaysuchlovelythings;could,hedidnotdoubt,writelovelyverses;couldsinglikeanangel;(thoughScotchsongsarenotofessentiallyangelicstrain,norItaliansongseither,ingeneral;andtheywereallthatshecoulddo);wasmistressofagreatrichwonderfulhouse,withahistory;and,morethanall,was,orappearedtohimtobe——abeautifulwoman。Itwastruethathisfamilywasasgoodashers;buthehaddisownedhisfamily——sohispridedeclared;andthesamepridemadehimdespisehispresentposition,andlookuponatutor\'semploymentas——as——well,asotherpeoplelookuponit;asarathercontemptibleoneinfact,especiallyforayoung,powerful,six-footfellow。
TheinfluenceofEuphrasiawasnotofthebestuponhimfromthefirst;forithadgreatlyincreasedthisfeelingabouthisoccupation。ItcouldnotaffecthisfeelingstowardsHarry;sotheboydidnotsufferasyet。Butitsethimuponaveryunprofitablekindofcastle-building:hewouldbeasoldierlikehisfather;hewouldleaveArnstead,torevisititwithaswordbyhisside,andaSirbeforehisname。SirHughSutherlandwouldbesomebodyevenintheeyesofthemasterofArnstead。Yes,asix-footfellow,thoughhemaybesensibleinthemain,isnot,therefore,freefromsmallvanities,especiallyifhebeinlove。ButhowleaveEuphra?
AgainIoutrunmystory。
CHAPTERX。
ITALIAN。
Permesivanellacitt?dolente。
DANTE
Throughmethougoestintothecityofgrief。
Ofnecessity,withsomanyshaftsopenedintothemountainofknowledge,afargreateramountoftimemustbedevotedbyHarryandhistutortotheworkingofthemine,thantheyhadgivenhitherto。
Thismadeaconsiderablealterationintheintercourseoftheyouthandthelady;for,althoughEuphrawasoftenpresentduringschool-hours,itmustbesaidforHughthat,duringthosehours,hepaidalmostallhisattentiontoHarry;somuchofit,indeed,thatperhapstherewasnotenoughlefttopleasethelady。Butshedidnotsayso。Shesatbesidetheminsilence,occupiedwithherwork,andsavingupherglancesforuse。Nowandthenshewouldread;
takinganopportunitysometimes,butnotoften,whenafittingpauseoccurred,toaskhimtoexplainsomepassageaboutwhichshewasindoubt。Itmustbeconcededthatsuchpassageswerewellchosenforthepurpose;forshewastoowisetodoherownintellectdiscreditbyfeigningadifficultywhereshesawnone;intellectbeingtheonlygiftinothersforwhichshewasconsciousofanyreverence。
By-and-byshebegantodiscontinuethesevisitstotheschoolroom。
Perhapsshefoundthemdull。Perhaps——butweshallsee。
Onemorning,inthecourseoftheirstudy——Euphranotpresent——Hughhadoccasiontogofromhisownroom,where,forthemostpart,theycarriedonthesevererportionoftheirlabours,downtothelibraryforabook,toenlightenthemuponsomepointonwhichtheywereindoubt。Ashewaspassinganopendoor,Euphra\'svoicecalledhim。
Heentered,andfoundhimselfinherprivatesitting-room。Hehadnotknownbeforewhereitwas。
“Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Sutherland,forcallingyou,butIamatthismomentinadifficulty。IcannotmanagethislineintheInferno。Dohelpme。“
Shemovedthebooktowardshim,ashenowstoodbyherside,sheremainingseatedathertable。Tohismortification,hewascompelledtoconfesshisutterignoranceofthelanguage。
“Oh!Iamdisappointed,“saidEuphra。
“NotsomuchasIam,“repliedHugh。“ButcouldyousparemeoneortwoofyourItalianbooks?”
“Withpleasure,“sheanswered,risingandgoingtoherbookshelves。
“Iwantonlyagrammar,adictionary,andaNewTestament。“
“Theretheyare,“shesaid,takingthemdownoneaftertheother,andbringingthemtohim。“Idaresayyouwillsoongetupwithpoorstupidme。“
“Ishalldomybesttogetwithinhearingofyourvoice,atleast,inwhichItalianmustbelovely。“
Noreply,butasuddendroopofthehead。
“But,“continuedHugh,“uponsecondthoughts,lestIshouldbecompelledtoremaindumb,orelseannoyyourdelicateearwithdiscordantsounds,justgivemeonelessoninthepronunciation。
Letmehearyoureadalittlefirst。“
“Withallmyheart。“
Euphrabegan,andreaddelightfully;forshewasanexcellentItalianscholar。ItwasnecessarythatHughshouldlookoverthebook。Thiswasdifficultwhileheremainedstanding,asshedidnotoffertoliftitfromthetable。Gradually,therefore,andhardlyknowinghow,hesettledintoachairbyherside。Half-an-hourwentbylikeaminute,ashelistenedtothesilverytonesofhervoice,breakingintoabell-likesounduponthedoubleconsonantsofthatsweetlady-tongue。Thenitwashisturntoreadandbecorrected,andreadagainandbeagaincorrected。Anotherhalf-hourglidedaway,andyetanother。Butitmustbeconfessedhemadegooduseofthetime——ifonlyithadbeenhisowntouse;forattheendofithecouldpronounceItalianverytolerably——wellenough,atleast,tokeephimfromfixingerrorsinhispronunciation,whilestudyingthelanguagealone。Suddenlyhecametohimself,andlookedupasfromadream。Hadshebeenbewitchinghim?HewasinEuphra\'sroom——alonewithher。Andthedoorwasshut——howorwhen?And——helookedathiswatch——poorlittleHarryhadbeenwaitinghisreturnfromthelibrary,forthelasthourandahalf。Hewasconscience-stricken。Hegatheredupthebookshastily,thankedEuphrainthesamehurriedmanner,andlefttheroomwithconsiderabledisquietude,closingthedoorverygently,almostguiltily,behindhim。
IamafraidEuphrahadbeenperfectlyawarethatheknewnothingaboutItalian。Didsheseeherowneyesshineinthemirrorbeforeher,asheclosedthedoor?Wassheinlovewithhim,then?
WhenHughreturnedwiththeItalianbooks,insteadoftheencyclop鎑iahehadgonetoseek,hefoundHarrysittingwherehehadlefthim,withhisarmsandheadonthetable,fastasleep。
“Poorboy!”saidHughtohimself;buthecouldnothelpfeelinggladhewasasleep。Hestoleoutoftheroomagain,passedthefataldoorwithalongingpain,foundthevolumeofhisquestinthelibrary,and,returningwithit,satdownbesideHarry。Therehesattillheawoke。
Whenhedidawakeatlast,itwasalmosttimeforluncheon。Theshame-facedboywasexceedinglypenitentforwhatwasnofault,whileHughcouldnotrelievehimbyconfessinghis。Hecouldonlysay:
“Itwasmyfault,Harrydear。Istayedawaytoolong。Youweresonicelyasleep,Iwouldnotwakeyou。Youwillnotneedasiesta,thatisall。“
Hewasashamedofhimself,asheutteredthefalsewordstothetrue-heartedchild。Butthis,alas!wasnottheendofitall。
Desirousoflearningthelanguage,butfarmoredesirousofcommendinghimselftoEuphra,Hughbeganindownrightearnest。Thatveryevening,hefeltthathehadalittleholdofthelanguage。
Harrywaslefttohisownresources。Norwasthereanyharminthisinitself:Hughhadarighttopartofeverydayforhisownuses。Butthen,hehadbeenwithHarryalmosteveryevening,oragreatpartofit,andtheboymissedhimmuch;forhewasnotyetself-dependent。HewouldhavegonetoEuphrasia,butsomehowshehappenedtobeengagedthatevening。Sohetookrefugeinthelibrary,where,inthedesolationofhisspirit,Polexanderbegan,almostimmediately,toexerciseitsolddrearyfascinationuponhim。
AlthoughhehadnotopenedthebooksinceHughhadrequestedhimtoputitaway,yethehadnotgivenuptheintentionoffinishingitsomeday;andnowhetookitdown,andopeneditlistlessly,withtheintentionofdoingsomethingtowardsthegradualredeemingofthepledgehehadgiventohimself。Buthefounditmoreirksomethanever。Stillhereadon;tillatlengthhecoulddiscovernomeaningatallinthesentences。Thenhebegantodoubtwhetherhehadreadthewords。Hefixedhisattentionbymainforceoneveryindividualword;buteventhenhebegantodoubtwhetherhecouldsayhehadreadthewords,forhemighthavemissedseeingsomeoftheletterscomposingeachword。Hegrewsonervousandmiserableoverit,almostcountingeveryletter,thatatlastheburstintotears,andthrewthebookdown。
Hisintellect,whichinitselfwasexcellent,wasquiteoftheparasiticorder,requiringtowinditselfaboutastrongerintellect,tokeepitselfintheregionoffreshairandpossiblegrowth。Lefttoitself,itsweakstemcouldnotraiseitabovetheground:itwouldgrowandmassupontheearth,tillitdecayedandcorrupted,forlackofroom,light,andair。But,ofcourse,therewasnodangerinthemeantime。Thiswasbutthepassingsadnessofanoccasionalloneliness。
HecrepttoHugh\'sroom,andreceivedaninvitationtoenter,inanswertohisgentleknock;butHughwassoabsorbedinhisnewstudy,thathehardlytookanynoticeofhim,andHarryfounditalmostasdrearyhereasinthestudy。Hewouldhavegoneout,butadrizzlingrainwasfalling;andheshrankintohimselfatthethoughtoftheGhost\'sWalk。Thedinner-bellwasawelcomesummons。
Hugh,inspiritedbythereactionfromcloseattention,bythepresenceofEuphra,andbythedesiretomakehimselfgenerallyagreeable,whichsprungfromtheconsciousnessofhavingdonewrong,talkedalmostbrilliantly,delightingEuphra,overcomingHarrywithreverentastonishment,andeveninterestingslowMr。Arnold。WiththelatterHughhadbeengraduallybecomingafavourite;partlybecausehehaddiscoveredinhimwhatheconsideredhigh-mindedsentiments;for,howeverstupidandconventionalMr。Arnoldmightbe,hehadafoundationofsterlingworthinessofcharacter。
Euphra,insteadofshowinganyjealousyofthisgrowingfriendliness,favoureditineverywayinherpower,andnowandthenalludedtoitinherconversationswithHugh,asaffordinghergreatsatisfaction。
“Iamsogladhelikesyou!”shewouldsay。
“Whyshouldshebeglad?”thoughtHugh。
Thisgentleclaimofakindofpropertyinhim,addedconsiderablytothestrengthoftheattractionthatdrewhimtowardsher,astowardsthecentreofhisspiritualgravitation;ifindeedthatcouldbecalledspiritualwhichhadsolittleoftheelementofmoralorspiritualadmiration,orevenapproval,mingledwithit。
HeneverfeltthatEuphrawasgood。Heonlyfeltthatshedrewhimwithavagueforceoffemininesovereignty——acharmwhichhecouldnomoreresistorexplain,thantheironcouldtheattractionoftheloadstone。Neithercouldhehavesaid,hadhereallyconsideredthematter,thatshewasbeautiful——onlythatsheoften,veryoften,lookedbeautiful。Isuspectifshehadbeenratherugly,itwouldhavebeenallthesameforHugh。
HepursuedhisItalianstudieswithasinglenessofaimandeffortthatcarriedhimonrapidly。HeaskednoassistancefromEuphra,andsaidnothingtoherabouthisprogress。Buthewassoabsorbedinit,thatitdrewhimstillfurtherfromhispupil。Ofcoursehewentoutwithhim,walkingorridingeverydaythattheweatherwouldpermit;andhehadregularschoolhourswithhimwithindoors。
Butduringthelatter,whileHarrywasdoingsomethingonhisslate,orwriting,orlearningsomelesson(whichkindofworkhappenedoftenernowthanhecouldhaveapprovedof),hewouldtakeuphisItalian;and,notwithstandingHarry\'squiethintsthathehadfinishedwhathadbeensethim,remainburiedinitforalongtime。
Whenhewokeatlasttothenecessityoftakingsomenoticeoftheboy,hewouldonlyappointhimsomethingelsetooccupyhimagain,soastoleavehimselffreetofollowhisnewbent。Nowandthenhewouldbecomeawareofhisblameableneglect,andmakeafeeblestruggletorectifywhatseemedtobegrowingintoahabit——andoneoftheworstforatutor;buthegraduallysankbackintothemire,formireitwas,comfortinghimselfwiththeresolutionthatassoonashewasabletoreadItalianwithoutabsolutelyspellinghisway,hewouldletEuphraseewhatprogresshehadmade,andthenreturnwithrenewedenergytoHarry\'seducation,keepinguphisownnewaccomplishmentbymoremoderateexercisetherein。Itmustnotbesupposed,however,thatalongcourseoftimepassedinthisway。
Attheendofafortnight,hethoughthemightventuretorequestEuphratoshowhimthepassagewhichhadperplexedher。Thistimeheknewwhereshewas——inherownroom;forhismindhadbeguntohauntherwhereabouts。Heknockedatherdoor,heardthesilvery,thrilling,happysound,“Comein;“andenteredtrembling。
“WouldyoushowmethepassageinDantethatperplexedyoutheotherday?”
Euphralookedalittlesurprised;butgotthebookandpointeditoutatonce。
Hughglancedatit。Hissuperioracquaintancewiththegeneralformsoflanguageenabledhim,afterfindingtwowordsinEuphra\'slargerdictionary,toexplainit,toherimmediatesatisfaction。
“Youastonishme,“saidEuphra。
“Latingivesmeanadvantage,yousee,“saidHughmodestly。
“Itseemstobeverywonderful,nevertheless。“
TheseweresweetsoundstoHugh\'sear。Hehadgainedhisend。Andshehers。
“Well,“shesaid,“Ihavejustcomeuponanotherpassagethatperplexesmenotalittle。Willyoutryyourpowersuponthatforme?”
Sosaying,sheproceededtofindit。
“Itisschool-time,“saidHugh“IfearImustnotwaitnow。“
“Pooh!pooh!Don\'tmakeapedagogueofyourself。Youknowyouareheremoreasaguardian——bigbrother,youknow——tothedearchild。
Bytheway,Iamratherafraidyouareworkinghimalittlemorethanhisconstitutionwillstand。“
“Doyouthinkso?”returnedHughquitewillingtobeconvinced。“I
shouldbeverysorry。“
“Thisisthepassage,“saidEuphra。
Hughsatdownoncemoreatthetablebesideher。Hefoundthismorselconsiderablytougherthanthelast。Butatlengthhesucceededinpullingittopiecesandreconstructingitinasimplerformforthelady。Shewasfullofthanksandadmiration。
Naturallyenough,theywentontothenextline,andthenextstanza,andthenextandthenext;till——shallIbebelieved?——theyhadreadawholecantoofthepoem。EuphraknewmorewordsbyagreatmanythanHugh;sothat,whatwithherknowledgeofthewords,andhisinsightintotheconstruction,theymaderareprogress。
“Whatabeautifulpassageitis!”saidEuphra。
“Itisindeed,“respondedHugh;“Ineverreadanythingmorebeautiful。“
“IwonderifitwouldbepossibletoturnthatintoEnglish。I
shouldliketotry。“
“Youmeanverse,ofcourse?”
“Tobesure。“
“Letustry,then。IwillbringyouminewhenIhavefinishedit。
Ifearitwilltakesometime,though,todoitwell。Shallitbeinblankverse,orwhat?”
“Oh!don\'tyouthinkwehadbetterkeeptheTerzaRimaoftheoriginal?”
“Asyouplease。Itwilladdmuchtothedifficulty。“
“Recreantknight!willyoushrinkfromfollowingwhereyourladyleads?”
“Never!sohelpme,mygoodpen!”answeredHugh,andtookhisdeparture,withburningcheeksandatremblingattheheart。Alas!
themorningwasgone。Harrywasnotinhisstudy:hesoughtandfoundhiminthelibrary,apparentlyburiedinPolexander。
“Iamsogladyouarecome,“saidHarry;“Iamsotired。“
“Whydoyoureadthatstupidbook,then?”
“Oh!youknow,Itoldyou。“
“Tut!tut!nonsense!Putitaway,“saidHugh,hisdissatisfactionwithhimselfmakinghimcrosswithHarry,whofelt,inconsequence,tentimesmoredesolatethanbefore。Hecouldnotunderstandthechange。
Ifitwentillbeforewiththehoursdevotedtocommonlabour,itwentworsenow。Hughseizedeverygapoftime,andwideneditsmarginsshamefully,inordertoworkathistranslation。HefounditverydifficulttorendertheItalianinclassicalandpoeticEnglish。Thethreerhymingwords,andthemodeinwhichthestanzasareloopedtogether,addedgreatlytothedifficulty。Blankversehewouldhavefoundquiteeasycomparedtothis。Buthewouldnotblench。Thethoughtofherpraise,andoftheyetbetterfavourhemightgain,spurredhimon;andHarrywasthesacrifice。Buthewouldmakeitalluptohim,whenthiswasonceover。Indeed,hewould。
ThushebakedcakesofclaytochokethebarkingofCerberianconscience。Butitwouldgrowlnotwithstanding。
Theboy\'sspiritwassinking;butHughdidnotorwouldnotseeit。
Hisstepgrewlesselastic。Hebecamemorelistless,morelikehisformerself——saunteringaboutwithhishandsinhispockets。AndHugh,ofcourse,foundhimselfcaringlessabouthim;forthethoughtofhim,rousingasitdidthesenseofhisownneglect,hadbecometroublesome。SometimesheevenpassedpoorHarrywithoutspeakingtohim。
Gradually,however,hegrewstillfurtherintothefavourofMr。
Arnold,untilheseemedtohaveevenacquiredsomeinfluencewithhim。Mr。Arnoldwouldgooutridingwiththemhimselfsometimes,andexpressgreatsatisfaction,notonlywiththewayHarrysathispony,forwhichheaccordedHughthecreditduetohim,butwiththewayinwhichHughmanagedhisownhorseaswell。Mr。Arnoldwasagoodhorseman,andhispraisewasespeciallygratefultoHugh,becauseEuphrawasalwaysnear,andalwaysheardit。Ifear,however,thathisprogressinthegoodgracesofMr。Arnold,was,inaconsiderabledegree,theresultofthegreateranxietytoplease,whichsprungfromtheconsciousnessofnotdeservingapprobation。
Pleasingwasaneasysubstituteforwell-doing。Notacceptabletohimself,hehadthegreaterdesiretobeacceptabletoothers;andsoreflecttheside-beamsofafalseapprobationonhimself——whoneededtruelightandwouldbeill-providedforwithanysubstitute。
Foramanwhoisreceivedasamillionairecanhardlyhelpfeelinglikeoneattimes,evenifheknowshehasoverdrawnhisbanker\'saccount。ThenecessitytoHugh\'snatureoffeelingright,drovehimtothisfalsemodeofproducingthefalseimpression。Ifoneonlywantstofeelvirtuous,thereareseveralroyalroadstothatend。
But,fortunately,theenditselfwouldbeunsatisfactoryifgained;
whilenotoneoftheseroadsdoesmorethanpretendtoleadeventothatlandofdelusion。
ThereactioninHugh\'smindwassometimestorturingenough。ButhehadnotstrengthtoresistEuphra,andsoreform。
Wellorilldone,atlengthhistranslationwasfinished。SowasEuphra\'s。Theyexchangedpapersforaprivatereadingfirst;andarrangedtomeetafterwards,inordertocomparecriticisms。
CHAPTERXI。
THEFIRSTMIDNIGHT。
Well,ifanythingbedamned,Itwillbetwelveo\'clockatnight;thattwelveWillneverscape。
CYRILTOURNEUR——TheRevenger\'sTragedy。
LettersarrivedatArnsteadgenerallywhilethefamilywasseatedatbreakfast。Onemorning,thepost-baghavingbeenbroughtin,Mr。
Arnoldopenedithimself,accordingtohisunvaryingcustom;andfound,amongstotherletters,oneinanold-fashionedfemalehand,which,afterreadingit,hepassedtoEuphra。
“YourememberMrs。Elton,Euphra?”
“Quitewell,uncle——adearoldlady!”
Buttheexpressionwhichpassedacrossherface,ratherbeliedherwords,andseemedtoHughtomean:“Ihopesheisnotgoingtoboreusagain。“
Shetookcare,however,toshownosignwithregardtothecontentsoftheletter;but,layingitbesideheronthetable,waitedtohearheruncle\'smindfirst。
“Poor,deargirl!”saidheatlast。“Youmusttrytomakeherascomfortableasyoucan。Thereisconsumptioninthefamily,yousee,“headded,withameditativesigh。
“OfcourseIwill,uncle。Poorgirl!Ihopethereisnotmuchamissthough,afterall。“
But,asshespoke,anirrepressibleflashofdislike,ordispleasureofsomesort,brokefromhereyes,andvanished。NoonebuthimselfseemedtoHughtohaveobservedit;buthewaslearnedinthelady\'seyes,andtheirweather-signs。Mr。Arnoldrosefromthetableandlefttheroom,apparentlytowriteananswertotheletter。Assoonashewasgone,EuphragavethelettertoHugh。Hereadasfollows:——
“MYDEARMR。ARNOLD,“Willyouextendthehospitalityofyourbeautifulhousetomeandmyyoungfriend,whohasthehonourofbeingyourrelative,LadyEmilyLake?Forsometimeherhealthhasseemedtobefailing,andsheisorderedtospendthewinterabroad,atPau,orsomewhereinthesouthofFrance。Itisconsideredhighlydesirablethatinthemeantimesheshouldhaveasmuchchangeaspossible;anditoccurredtome,rememberingthecharmingmonthIpassedatyourseat,andrecallingthefactthatLadyEmilyiscousinonlyonceremovedtoyourlatemostlovelywife,thattherewouldbenoimproprietyinwritingtoaskyouwhetheryoucould,withoutinconvenience,receiveusasyourguestsforashorttime。Isayus;forthedeargirlhastakensuchafancytounworthyoldme,thatshealmostrefusestosetoutwithoutme。Nottobecumbersomeeithertoourfriendsorourselves,weshallbringonlyourtwomaids,andasteadyoldman-servant,whohasbeeninmyfamilyformanyyears——Itrustyouwillnothesitatetorefusemyrequest,shouldIhappentohavemadeitatanunsuitableseason;assured,asyoumustbe,thatwecannotattributetherefusaltoanylackofhospitalityorfriendlinessonyourpart。Atallevents,Itrustyouwillexcusewhatseems——nowI
havecommittedittopaper——agreatliberty,Ihopenotpresumption,onmine。Iam,mydearMr。Arnold,“Yoursmostsincerely,“HANNAHELTON。“
Hughrefoldedtheletter,andlaiditdownwithoutremark。Harryhadlefttheroom。
“Isn\'titabore?”saidEuphra。
Hughansweredonlybyalook。Apausefollowed。
“WhoisMrs。Elton?”hesaidatlast。
“Oh,agood-heartedcreatureenough。Frightfullyprosy。“
“Butthatisawell-writtenletter?”
“Oh,yes。Sheisfamedforherletter-writing;and,Ibelieve,practiseseverymorningonaslate。Itistheonlythingthatredeemsherfromabsolutestupidity。“
Euphra,withhertaperfore-finger,tappedthetable-clothimpatiently,andshiftedbackinherchair,asifstrugglingwithaninwardannoyance。
“AndwhatsortofpersonisLadyEmily?”askedHugh。
“Ihaveneverseenher。Someblue-eyedmilk-maidwithatitle,I
suppose。Andinaconsumption,too!Ipresumethedeargirlisasreligiousastheoldone——Goodheavens!whatshallwedo?”sheburstoutatlength;and,risingfromherchair,shepacedabouttheroomhurriedly,butallthetimewithaglidingkindoffootfall,thatwouldhaveshakennonebutthecraziestfloor。
“DearEuphra!”Hughventuredtosay,“nevermind。Letustrytomakethebestofit。“
Shestoppedinherwalk,turnedtowardshim,smiledasifashamedanddelightedatthesamemoment,andslidoutoftheroom。HadEuphrabeenthesameallthrough,shecouldhardlyhavesmiledsowithoutbeinginlovewithHugh。
Thatmorninghesoughtheragaininherroom。TheytalkedovertheirversionsofDante。Hugh\'swascertainlythebest,forhewasmorepractisedinsuchthingsthanEuphra。Heshowedhermanyfaults,whichsheatonceperceivedtobefaults,andsoroseinhisestimation。Butatthesametimetherewereindividuallinesandpassagesofhers,whichheconsiderednotmerelybetterthanthecorrespondinglinesandpassages,butbetterthananypartofhisversion。Thishewasdelightedtosay;andsheseemedasdelightedthatheshouldthinkso。Agreatpartofthemorningwasspentthus。
“Icannotstaylonger,“saidHugh。
“Letusreadforanhour,then,afterwecomeupstairsto-night。“
“WithmorepleasurethanIdaretosay。“
“Butyoumeanwhatyoudosay?”
“Youcandoubtitnomorethanmyself。“
YethedidnotlikeEuphra\'smakingtheproposal。Nomoredidheliketheflippant,almostcruelwayinwhichshereferredtoLadyEmily\'sillness。Butheputitdowntoannoyanceandhaste——gotoveritsomehow——anyhow;andbegantofeelthatifshewereadevilhecouldnothelplovingher,andwouldnothelpitifhecould。
Thehopeofmeetingheralonethatnight,gavehimspiritandenergywithHarry;andthepoorboywasmorecheeryandactivethanhehadbeenforsometime。Hethoughthisbigbrotherwasgoingtolovehimagainasatthefirst。Hugh\'streatmentofhispupilmightstillhaveseemedkindfromanother,butHarryfeltitagreatchangeinhim。
Inthecourseoftheday,Euphratookanopportunityofwhisperingtohim:
“Notinmyroom——inthelibrary。“Ipresumeshethoughtitwouldbemoreprudent,inthecaseofanyinterruption。
Afterdinnerthatevening,HughdidnotgotothedrawingroomwithMr。Arnold,butoutintothewoodsaboutthehouse。Itwasearlyinthetwilight;fornowthesunsetlate。ThemonthwasJune;andtheevenarich,dreamful,rosyeven——thesleepofagorgeousday。“Itislikethesoulofagraciouswoman,“thoughtHugh,charmedintoalucidintervalofpassionbythelovelinessofthenaturearoundhim。Strangetotell,atthatmoment,insteadofthehushedgloomofthelibrary,towardswhichhewashopingandleaninginhissoul,therearosebeforehimthebare,stern,leaflesspine-wood——forwhocancallitsfoliageleaves?——withthechillywindofanorthernspringmorningblowingthroughitwithawailingnoiseofwaters;
andbeneathaweirdfir-tree,lofty,gaunt,andhuge,withbaregoblinarms,contortedsweepily,inastrangeminglingofthesublimeandthegrotesque——beneaththisfir-tree,Margaretsittingononeofitstwistedroots,theveryimageofpeace,withafacethatseemedstilledbytheexpectedapproachofasacredandunknowngladness;afacethatwouldblossomthemoregloriouslybecauseitsjoydelayeditscoming。Andaboveit,thetreeshonea“still,“
almost“awfulred,“inthelevellightofthemorning。
Thevisioncameandpassed,forhedidnotinviteitsstay:itrebukedhimtothedeepestsoul。Hestrayedintroubledpleasure,restlessanddissatisfied。Woodsoftherichestgrowthwerearoundhim;heapsonheapsofleavesfloatingabovehimlikeclouds,atracklesswildernessofairygreen,whereinonemightwishtodwellforever,lookingdownintothevaultsandaislesofthelong-rangingbolesbeneath。Butnopeacecouldrestonhisface;
only,atbest,afalsemask,putontohidethetroubleoftheunrestingheart。HadhebeendoinghisdutytoHarry,hisloveforEuphra,howeverunworthyshemightbe,wouldnothavetroubledhimthus。
Hecameuponanavenue。Atthefurtherendtheboughsoftheoldtrees,bareofleavesbeneath,metinaperfectpointedarch,acrosswhichwerebarredthelingeringcoloursofthesunset,transformingthewholeintoarichwindowfullofstainedglassandcomplextracery,closingupaGothicaisleinatempleofeverlastingworship。Akindofholycalmfelluponhimasheregardedthedim,dyingcolours;andthespiritofthenight,asomethingthatisneithersilencenorsound,andyetislikeboth,sankintohissoul,andmadeamomentofsummertwilightthere。Hewalkedalongtheavenueforsomedistance;andthen,leavingit,passedonthroughthewoods——SuddenlyitflasheduponhimthathehadcrossedtheGhost\'sWalk。Aslightbutcoldshudderpassedthroughtheregionofhisheart。Thenhelaughedathimself,and,asitwereindespiteofhisowntremor,turned,andcrossedyetagainthepathoftheghost。
Aspiritualepicureinhispleasures,hewouldnotspoiltheeffectofthecomingmeeting,byseeingEuphrainthedrawingroomfirst:hewenttohisownstudy,whereheremainedtillthehourhadnearlyarrived。Hetriedtowritesomeverses。Buthefoundthat,althoughthelovelyformofitsownNaiadlayonthebrinkoftheWellofSong,itswaterswouldnotflow:duringthesiroccoofpassion,itsspringswithdrawintothecoolcavesoftheLifebeneath。Atlengthherose,toomuchpreoccupiedtomindhiswantofsuccess;and,goingdownthebackstair,reachedthelibrary。
Thereheseatedhimself,andtriedtoreadbythelightofhischamber-candle。Butitwasscarcelyevenanattempt,foreverymomenthewaslookinguptothedoorbywhichheexpectedhertoenter。
Suddenlyanincreaseoflightwarnedhimthatshewasintheroom。
Howshehadenteredhecouldnottell。Onehandcarriedhercandle,thelightofwhichfellonherpaleface,withitshaloofblackness——herhair,whichlookedlikeawellofdarkness,thatthreatenedtobreakfromitsbondsandoverfloodtheroomwithasecondnight,darkenoughtoblotoutthatwhichwasnowlookingin,treefulanddeep,attheuncurtainedwindows。Theotherhandwasbusytryingtoincarcerateastraytresswhichhadescapedfromitsnet,andmadeheroliveshoulderslookwhitebesideit。
“Letitalone,“saidHugh,“letitbebeautiful。“
Butshegentlyrepelledthehandheraisedtohers,and,thoughshewasforcedtoputdownhercandlefirst,persistedinconfiningtherefractorytress;thenseatedherselfatthetable,andtakingfromherpocketthemanuscriptwhichHughhadbeencriticisinginthemorning,unfoldedit,andshowedhimallthepassageshehadobjectedto,neatlycorrectedoraltered。Itwaswonderfullydoneforthetimeshehadhad。Hewentoveritallwithheragain,seatedclosetoher,theirfacesalmostmeetingastheyfollowedthelines。Theyhadjustfinishedit,andwereabouttocommencereadingfromtheoriginal,whenHugh,whomissedasheetofEuphra\'stranslation,stoopedunderthetabletolookforit。Afewmomentswerespentinthesearch,beforehediscoveredthatEuphra\'sfootwasuponit。Hebeggedhertomovealittle,butreceivednoreplyeitherbywordoract。Lookingupinsomealarm,hesawthatshewaseitherasleeporinafaint。Byanimpulseinexplicabletohimselfatthetime,hewentatoncetothewindows,anddrewdownthegreenblinds。Whenheturnedtowardsheragain,shewasrevivingorawaking,hecouldnottellwhich。
“Howstupidofmetogotosleep!”shesaid。“Letusgoonwithourreading。“
Theyhadreadforabouthalfanhour,whenthreetapsupononeofthewindows,slight,butpeculiar,andasifgivenwiththepointofafinger,suddenlystartledthem。Hughturnedatoncetowardsthewindows;but,ofcourse,hecouldseenothing,havingjustloweredtheblinds。HeturnedagaintowardsEuphra。Shehadastrangewildlook;herlipswereslightlyparted,andhernostrilswide;herfacewasrigid,andglimmeringpaleasdeathfromthecloudofherblackhair。
“Whatwasit?”saidHugh,affectedbyherfearwiththehorroroftheunknown。Butshemadenoanswer,andcontinuedstaringtowardsoneofthewindows。Heroseandwasabouttoadvancetoit,whenshecaughthimbythehandwithagraspofwhichherswouldhavebeenincapableexceptundertheinfluenceofterror。Atthatmomentaclockintheroombegantostrike。Itwasaslowclock,andwentondeliberately,strikingone……two……three……tillithadstrucktwelve。Everystrokewasablowfromthehammeroffear,andhisheartwasthebell。Hecouldnotbreathefordreadsolongastheawfulclockwasstriking。Whenithadended,theylookedateachotheragain,andHughbreathedonce。
“Euphra!”hesighed。
Butshemadenoanswer;sheturnedhereyesagaintooneofthewindows。Theywerebothstanding。Hesoughttodrawhertohim,butsheyieldednomorethanamarblestatue。
“IcrossedtheGhost\'sWalkto-night,“saidhe,inahardwhisper,scarcelyknowingthatheutteredit,tillheheardhisownwords。
Theyseemedtofalluponhisearasifspokenbysomeoneoutsidetheroom。Shelookedathimoncemore,andkeptlookingwithafixedstare。Graduallyherfacebecamelessrigid,andhereyeslesswild。Shecouldmoveatlast。
“Come,come,“shesaid,inahurriedwhisper。“Letusgo——no,no,notthatway;“——asHughwouldhaveledhertowardstheprivatestair——“letusgothefrontway,bytheoakstaircase。“
Theywentuptogether。Whentheyreachedthedoorofherroom,shesaid,“Goodnight,“withoutevenlookingathim,andpassedin。
Hughwenton,inastateofutterbewilderment,tohisownapartment;shutthedoorandlockedit——athinghehadneverdonebefore;lightedboththecandlesonhistable;andthenwalkedupanddowntheroom,trying,likeoneawarethatheisdreaming,tocometohisrealself。
“Pshaw!”hesaidatlast。“Itwasonlyalittlebird,oralargemoth。Howodditisthatdarknesscanmakeafoolofone!Iamashamedofmyself。IwishIhadgoneoutatthewindow,ifonlytoshowEuphraIwasnotafraid,thoughofcoursetherewasnothingtobeseen。“
Ashesaidthisinhismind,——hecouldnothavespokenitaloud,forfearofhearinghisownvoiceinthesolitude,——hewenttooneofthewindowsofhissitting-room,whichwasnearlyoverthelibrary,andlookedintothewood——Coulditbe?——Yes——Hedidseesomethingwhite,glidingthroughthewood,awayinthedirectionoftheGhost\'sWalk。Itvanished;andhesawitnomore。