“Thereismoretruththanyouthink,inyourprettyfancy,Harry,“
rejoinedHugh,andwassilent——self-rebuked;forthememoryofDavidcamebackuponhim,recalledbythewordsoftheboy;ofDavid,whomhelovedandhonouredwiththebestpowersofhisnature,andwhomyethehadneglectedandseemedtoforget;nay,whomhehadpartiallyforgotten——hecouldnotdeny。Theoldman,whosethoughtswerejustthoseofawisechild,hadsaidtohimonce:
“Wekennomore,MaisterSutherlan\',whatwe\'regrowin\'till,thanthatneep-seedtherekenswhataneepis,thoughaneepitwillbe。
Theonlyoddsis,thatwekenthatwedinnaken,andtheneep-seedkensnothingatallabootit。Butaething,MaisterSutherlan\',wemaybesureo\':that,whateveritbe,itwillbeworthGod\'smakin\'
an\'ourgrowin\'。“
AsolemnstillnessfelluponHugh\'sspirit,asherecalledthesewords;outofwhichstillness,Ipresume,grewthelittleparablewhichfollows;thoughHugh,afterhehadlearnedfarmoreaboutthethingsthereinhintedat,couldneverunderstandhowitwas,thathecouldhaveputsomuchmoreintoit,thanheseemedtohaveunderstoodatthatperiodofhishistory。
ForHarrysaid:
“Wouldn\'tthisbeaniceplaceforastory,Mr。Sutherland?Doyouevertellstories,sir?”
“Iwasjustthinkingofone,Harry;butitisasmuchyoursasmine,foryousowedtheseedofthestoryinmymind。“
“Doyoumeanastorythatneverwasinabook——astoryoutofyourownhead?Oh!thatwillbegrand!”
“Waittillweseewhatitwillbe,Harry;forIcan\'ttellyouhowitwillturnout。“
Afteralittlefurtherpause,Hughbegan:
“Long,longago,twoseedslaybesideeachotherintheearth,waiting。Itwascold,andratherwearisome;and,tobeguilethetime,theonefoundmeanstospeaktotheother。
“\'Whatareyougoingtobe?\'saidtheone。
“\'Idon\'tknow,\'answeredtheother。
“\'Forme,\'rejoinedthefirst,\'Imeantobearose。Thereisnothinglikeasplendidrose。Everybodywilllovemethen!\'
“\'It\'sallright,\'whisperedthesecond;andthatwasallhecouldsay;forsomehowwhenhehadsaidthat,hefeltasifallthewordsintheworldwereusedup。Sotheyweresilentagainforadayortwo。
“\'Oh,dear!\'criedthefirst,\'Ihavehadsomewater。Ineverknewtillitwasinsideme。I\'mgrowing!I\'mgrowing!Good-bye!\'
“\'Good-bye!\'repeatedtheother,andlaystill;andwaitedmorethanever。
“Thefirstgrewandgrew,pushingitselfstraightup,tillatlastitfeltthatitwasintheopenair,foritcouldbreathe。Andwhatadeliciousbreaththatwas!Itwasrathercold,butsorefreshing。
Theflowercouldseenothing,foritwasnotquiteafloweryet,onlyaplant;andtheyneverseetilltheireyescome,thatis,tilltheyopentheirblossoms——thentheyareflowersquite。Soitgrewandgrew,andkeptitsheadupverysteadily,meaningtoseetheskythefirstthing,andleavetheearthquitebehindaswellasbeneathit。Butsomehoworother,thoughwhyitcouldnottell,itfeltverymuchinclinedtocry。Atlengthitopeneditseye。Itwasmorning,andtheskywasoveritshead;but,alas!itselfwasnorose——onlyatinywhiteflower。Itfeltyetmoreinclinedtohangdownitsheadandtocry;butitstillresisted,andtriedhardtoopenitseyewide,andtoholditsheadupright,andtolookfullatthesky。
“\'IwillbeastarofBethlehematleast!\'saidtheflowertoitself。
“Butitsheadfeltveryheavy;andacoldwindrushedoverit,andboweditdowntowardstheearth。Andtheflowersawthatthetimeofthesingingofbirdswasnotcome,thatthesnowcoveredthewholeland,andthattherewasnotasingleflowerinsightbutitself。Andithalf-closeditsleavesinterrorandthedismayofloneliness。Butthatinstantitrememberedwhattheotherflowerusedtosay;anditsaidtoitself:\'It\'sallright;IwillbewhatIcan。\'Andthereonityieldedtothewind,droopeditsheadtotheearth,andlookednomoreonthesky,butonthesnow。Andstraightwaythewindstopped,andthecolddiedaway,andthesnowsparkledlikepearlsanddiamonds;andtheflowerknewthatitwastheholdingofitsheadupthathadhurtitso;forthatitsbodycameofthesnow,andthatitsnamewasSnow-drop。Andsoitsaidoncemore,\'It\'sallright!\'andwaitedinperfectpeace。Alltherestitneededwastohangitsheadafteritsnature。“
“Andwhatbecameoftheother?”askedHarry。
“Ihaven\'tdonewiththisoneyet,“answeredHugh。“Ionlytoldyouitwaswaiting。Onedayapale,sad-lookinggirl,withthinface,largeeyes,andlongwhitehands,came,hangingherheadlikethesnowdrop,alongthesnowwheretheflowergrew。Shespiedit,smiledjoyously,andsaying,\'Ah!mylittlesister,areyoucome?\'
stoopedandpluckedthesnowdrop。Ittrembledanddiedinherhand;
whichwasaheavenlydeathforasnowdrop;forhaditnotcastagleamofsummer,paleasithadbeenitself,upontheheartofasickgirl?”
“Andtheother?”repeatedHarry。
“Theotherhadalongtimetowait;butitdidgrowoneoftheloveliestroseseverseen。Andatlastithadthehighesthonourevergrantedtoaflower:twoloverssmelledittogether,andwerecontentwithit。“
Harrywassilent,andsowasHugh;forhecouldnotunderstandhimselfquite。Hefelt,allthetimehewasspeaking,isifhewerelisteningtoDavid,insteadoftalkinghimself。Thefactwas,hewasonlyexpanding,inanimaginativesoil,thelivingseedwhichDavidhadcastintoit。Thereseemedtohimselftobemoreinhisparablethanhehadanyrighttoinvent。Butisitnotsowithallstoriesthatarerightlyrootedinthehuman?
“Whatadelightfulstory,Mr。Sutherland!”saidHarry,atlast。
“Euphratellsmestoriessometimes;butIdon\'tthinkIeverheardoneIlikedsomuch。Iwishweweremeanttogrowintosomething,liketheflower-seeds。“
“Soweare,Harry。“
“Areweindeed?HowdelightfulitwouldbetothinkthatIamonlyaseed,Mr。Sutherland!DoyouthinkImightthinkso?”
“Yes,Ido。“
“Then,please,letmebegintolearnsomethingdirectly。Ihaven\'thadanythingdisagreeabletodosinceyoucame;andIdon\'tfeelasifthatwasright。“
PoorHarry,likesomanythousandsofgoodpeople,hadnotyetlearnedthatGodisnotahardtask-master。
“Idon\'tintendthatyoushouldhaveanythingdisagreeabletodo,ifIcanhelpit。Wemustdosuchthingswhentheycometous;butwemustnotmakethemforourselves,orforeachother。“
“ThenI\'mnottolearnanymoreLatin,amI?”saidHarry,inadoubtfulkindoftone,asiftherewereafterallalittlepleasureindoingwhathedidnotlike。
“IsLatinsodisagreeable,Harry?”
“Yes;itisruleafterrule,thathasnothinginitIcarefor。HowcananybodycareforLatin?ButIamquitereadytobegin,ifIamonlyaseed——really,youknow。“
“Notyet,Harry。Indeed,weshallnotbeginagain——Iwon\'tletyou——tillyouaskmewithyourwholeheart,toletyoulearnLatin。“
“Iamafraidthatwillbealongtime,andEuphrawillnotlikeit。“
“Iwilltalktoheraboutit。Butperhapsitwillnotbesolongasyouthink。Now,don\'tmentionLatintomeagain,tillyouarereadytoaskme,heartily,toteachyou。Anddon\'tgiveyourselfanytroubleaboutiteither。Younevercanmakeyourselflikeanything。“
Harrywassilent。Theyreturnedtothehouse,throughthepouringrain;Harry,asusual,mountedonhisbigbrother。
Astheycrossedthehall,Mr。Arnoldcamein。Helookedsurprisedandannoyed。HughsetHarrydown,whoranupstairstogetdressedfordinner;whilehehimselfhalf-stopped,andturnedtowardsMr。
Arnold。ButMr。Arnolddidnotspeak,andsoHughfollowedHarry。
Hughspentallthatevening,afterHarryhadgonetobed,incorrectinghisimpressionsofsomeofthechiefstoriesofearlyRomanhistory;ofwhichstoriesheintendedcommencingalittlecoursetoHarrythenextday。
MeantimetherewasverylittleintercoursebetweenHughandEuphra,whosesurname,somehoworother,Hughhadneverinquiredafter。Hedislikedaskingquestionsaboutpeopletoanuncommondegree,andsopreferredwaitingforanaturalrevelation。Herlaterbehaviourhadrepelledhim,impressinghimwiththenotionthatshewasproud,andthatshehadmadeuphermind,notwithstandingherapparentfranknessatfirst,tokeephimatadistance。Thatshewasfitful,too,andincapableofshowingmuchtendernesseventopoorHarry,hehadalreadyconcludedinhisprivatejudgment-hall。Norcouldhedoubtthat,whetherfromwrongtheories,incapacity,orculpableindifference,shemusthavetakenverybadmeasuresindeedwithheryoungpupil。
Thenextdayresembledthetwoformer;withthisdifference,thattherainfellintorrents。Seatedintheirstrawybower,theycaredfornorain。Theyweresafefromthewholeworld,andallthetempersofnature。
ThenHughtoldHarryabouttheslowbeginningsandthemightybirthofthegreatRomanpeople。Hetoldhimtalesoftheirbattlesandconquests;theirstrifesathome,andtheirwarsabroad。Hetoldhimstoriesoftheirgrandmen,greatwiththeindividualityoftheirnationandtheirown。Hetoldhimtheircharacters,theirpeculiaropinionsandgroundsofaction,andtheresultsoftheirvariousschemesfortheirvariousends。Hetoldhimabouttheirlovetotheircountry,abouttheirpoetryandtheirreligion;theircourage,andtheirhardihood;theirarchitecture,theirclothes,andtheirarmour;theircustomsandtheirlaws;butallinsuchlanguage,ormostlyinsuchlanguage,asoneboymightuseintellinganotherofthesameage;forHughpossessedthegiftofageneralsimplicityofthought,oneofthemostvaluableamancanhave。Itcosthimagooddealoflabour(well-repaidinitself,nottospeakoftheevidentdelightofHarry),tomakehimselfperfectlycompetentforthis;buthehadagoodfoundationofknowledgetoworkupon。
ThiswentonforalongtimeaftertheperiodtowhichIamnowmoreimmediatelyconfined。Everytimetheystoppedtorestfromtheirramblesorgames——asoften,infact,astheysatdownalone,Harry\'sconstantrequestwas:
“Now,Mr。Sutherland,mightn\'twehavesomethingmoreabouttheRomans?”
AndMr。Sutherlandgavehimsomethingmore。Butallthistimeheneverutteredtheword——Latin。
CHAPTERV。
LARCHANDOTHERHUNTING。
ForthereisneitherbuskenorhayInMay,thatitn\'illshroudedbene,Anditwithnew?leav閟wrene;
Thesewood閟ekerecoverengrene,Thatdrieinwinterbentosene,Andtheerthwaxethproudwithall,Forswot?dewesthatonitfall,Andthepooreestateforget,Inwhichthatwinterhaditset:
Andthanbecomesthegroundsoproude,Thatitwolhaveanew?shroude,Andmakethsoqueinthisrobeandfaire,Thatithathhewesanhundredpaire,Ofgrasseandfloures,ofIndandPers,Andmanyhew閟fulldivers:
ThatistherobeImean,ywis,Throughwhichthegroundtopraisenis。
CHAUCER\'StranslationoftheRomauntoftheRose。
Sopassedthethreedaysofrain。Afterbreakfastthefollowingmorning,HughwenttofindHarry,accordingtocustom,inthelibrary。Hewasreading。
“Whatareyoureading,Harry?”askedhe。
“Apoem,“saidHarry;and,risingasbefore,hebroughtthebooktoHugh。ItwasMrs。Hemans\'sPoems。
“Youarefondofpoetry,Harry。“
“Yes,very。“
“Whosepoemsdoyoulikebest?”
“Mrs。Hemans\'s,ofcourse。Don\'tyouthinksheisthebest,sir?”
“Shewritesverybeautifulverses,Harry。Whichpoemareyoureadingnow?”
“Oh!oneofmyfavourites——TheVoiceofSpring。“
“WhotaughtyoutolikeMrs。Hemans?”
“Euphra,ofcourse。“
“Willyoureadthepoemtome?”
Harrybegan,andreadthepoemthrough,withmuchtasteandevidentenjoyment;anenjoymentwhichseemed,however,tospringmorefromthemusicofthethoughtanditsembodimentinsound,thanfromsympathywiththeformsofnaturecalledupthereby。Thiswasshownbyhismodeofreading,inwhichthemusicwaseverything,andthesenselittleornothing。Whenhecametotheline,“Andthelarchhashungallhistasselsforth,“
hesmiledsodelightedly,thatHughsaid:
“Areyoufondofthelarch,Harry?”
“Yes,very。“
“Arethereanyabouthere?”
“Idon\'tknow。Whatisitlike?”
“Yousaidyouwerefondofit。“
“Oh,yes;itisatreewithbeautifultassels,youknow。IthinkI
shouldliketoseeone。Isn\'titabeautifulline?”
“Whenyouhavefinishedthepoem,wewillgoandseeifwecanfindoneanywhereinthewoods。Wemustknowwhereweareintheworld,Harry——whatisallroundaboutus,youknow。“
“Oh,yes,“saidHarry;“letusgoandhuntthelarch。“
“PerhapsweshallmeetSpring,ifwelookforher——perhapshearhervoice,too。“
“Thatwouldbedelightful,“answeredHarry,smiling。Andawaytheywent。
ImayjustmentionherethatMrs。Hemanswasallowedtoretiregradually,tillatlastshewastobefoundonlyinthemoreinaccessiblerecessesofthelibrary-shelves;whilebythattimeHarrymightbeheard,notalloverthehouse,certainly,butasfaroffasoutsidethecloseddoorofthelibrary,readingaloudtohimselfoneorotherofMacaulay\'sballads,withanevidentenjoymentofthegoinit。Astorywithdrumandtrumpetaccompanimentwasquiteenough,forthepresent,tosatisfyHarry;
andMacaulaycouldgivehimthat,iflittlemore。
Astheywentacrossthelawntowardstheshrubbery,ontheirwaytolookforlarchesandSpring,Euphrajoinedtheminwalkingdress。
Itwasalovelymorning。
“Ihavetakenyouatyourword,yousee,Mr。Sutherland,“saidshe。
“Idon\'twanttolosemyHarryquite。“
“YoudearkindEuphra!”saidHarry,goingroundtohersideandtakingherhand。Hedidnotstaylongwithher,however,nordidEuphraseemparticularlytowanthim。
“TherewasonethingIoughttohavementionedtoyoutheothernight,Mr。Sutherland;andIdaresayIshouldhavementionedit,hadnotMr。Arnoldinterruptedourt阾e-?t阾e。IfeelnowasifIhadbeenguiltyofclaimingfarmorethanIhavearightto,onthescoreofmusicalinsight。IhaveScotchbloodinme,andwasindeedborninScotland,thoughIleftitbeforeIwasayearold。Mymother,Mr。Arnold\'ssister,marriedagentlemanwhowashalfSootch;andIwasbornwhiletheywereonavisittohisrelatives,theCameronsofLochnie。Hismother,mygrandmother,wasaBohemianlady,acountesswithsixteenquarterings——notagipsy,Ibegtosay。“
Hughthoughtshemighthavebeen,tojudgefrompresentappearances。
Buthowwashetoaccountforthistorrentofgenealogicalinformation,intowhichtheiceofherlateconstrainthadsuddenlythawed?Itwasoddthatsheshouldallatoncevolunteersomuchaboutherself。Perhapsshehadmadeuponeofthosemindswhichneedmakingup,everynowandthen,likeamonthlymagazine;andnowwaspreparedtopublishit。Hughrespondedwithaquestion:
“DoIknowyourname,then,atlast?YouareMissCameron?”
“EuphrasiaCameron;atyourservice,sir。“AndshedroppedagaylittlecourtesytoHugh,lookingupathimwithaflashofherblackdiamonds。
“Thenyoumustsingtometo-night。“
“Withallthepleasureingipsy-land,“repliedshe,withasecondcourtesy,lowerthanthefirst;takingforgranted,nodoubt,hissilentjudgmentonherpersonandcomplexion。
BythistimetheyhadreachedthewoodsinadifferentquarterfromthatwhichHughhadgonethroughtheotherdaywithHarry。Andhere,inverydeed,theSpringmetthem,withaprofusionofrichnesstowhichHughwasquiteastranger。Thegroundwascarpetedwithprimroses,andanemones,andotherspringflowers,whicharetheloveliestofallflowers。Theyweredrinkingthesunlight,whichfelluponthemthroughthebuddedboughs。Bythetimethelightshouldbehiddenfromthembytheleaves,whicharethecloudsofthelowerfirmamentofthewoods,theirneedofitwouldbegone:exquisitesinliving,theycaredonlyforthedelicatemorningoftheyear。
“Dolookatthisdarling,Mr。Sutherland!”exclaimedEuphrasiasuddenly,asshebentattherootofagreatbeech,wheregrewalargebushofroughleaves,withonetinybutperfectly-formedprimrosepeepingoutbetween。“Isitnotalittlepet?——alleyes——alloneeyestaringoutofitscurtainedbedtoseewhateverisgoingonintheworld——Youhadbetterliedownagain:itisnotaniceplace。“
Shespoketoitasifithadbeenakittenorababy。Andasshespoke,shepulledtheleavesyetcloseroverthelittlestarersoastohideitquite。
Astheywenton,shealmostobtrusivelyavoidedsteppingontheflowers,sayingshealmostfeltcruel,oratleastrude,whenshedidso。Yetshetrailedherdressovertheminquiteacarelessway,notliftingitatall。Thiswasapeculiarityofhers,whichHughneverunderstoodtillheunderstoodherself。
Allaboutinshadyplaces,thefernswerebusyuntuckingthemselvesfromtheirgrave-clothes,unrollingtheirmysteriouscoilsoflife,addingcontinuallytothehiddengrowthastheyunfoldedthevisible。Inthis,theywereliketheotherrevelationsofGodtheInfinite。Allthewildlovelythingswerecomingupfortheirmonth\'slifeofjoy。Orchis-harlequins,cuckoo-plants,wildarums,moreproperlylords-and-ladies,werecoming,andcoming——slowly;forhadtheynotalongwaytocome,fromthevalleyoftheshadowofdeathintothelandoflife?Atlastthewandererscameuponawholecompanyofbluebells——notwhatHughwouldhavecalledbluebells,forthebluebellsofScotlandarethesingle-poisedharebells——butwildhyacinths,growinginadampandshadyspot,inwonderfulluxuriance。Theywerequitethreefeetinheight,withlong,graceful,droopingheads;hangingdownfromthem,allalongoneside,thelargestandloveliestofbells——onelyingcloseabovetheother,onthelowerpart;whiletheypartedthinnerandthinnerastheyrosetowardsthelonelyoneatthetop。MissCameronwentintoecstasiesoverthese;notsayingmuch,butbreakingupwhatshedidsaywithmanyprettilypassionatepauses。
Shehadaveryhappyturnforseeingexternalresemblances,eitherhumorousorpathetic;forshehadmuchofoneelementthatgoestothemakingofapoet——namely,surfaceimpressibility。
“Look,Harry;theyareallsadathavingtogodownthereagainsosoon。Theyarelookingattheirgravessoruefully。“
Harrylookedsadandrathersentimentalimmediately。WhenHughglancedatMissCameron,hesawtearsinhereyes。
“Youhavenothinglikethisinyourcountry,haveyou,Mr。
Sutherland?”saidshe,withanapparenteffort。
“No,indeed,“answeredHugh。
Andhesaidnomore。Foravisionrosebeforehimoftheruggedpine-woodandthesingleprimrose;andofthethoughtfulmaiden,withunpolishedspeechandroughhands,and——butthishedidnotsee——asoulslowlyrefiningitselftoacrystallineclearness。Andhethoughtofthegrandoldgrey-hairedDavid,andofJanetwithherquaintmotherhood,andofalltheblessedbarenessoftheancienttime——insunlightandinsnow;andhefeltagainthathehadforgottenandforsakenhisfriends。
“Howthefairieswillberingingthebellsintheseairysteeplesinthemoonlight!”saidMissCamerontoHarry,whowassurprisedanddelightedwithitall。Hecouldnothelpwondering,however,afterhewenttobedthatnight,thatEuphrahadneverbeforetakenhimtoseethesebeautifulthings,andhadneverbeforesaidanythinghalfsoprettytohim,astheleastprettythingshehadsaidabouttheflowersthatmorningwhentheywereoutwithMr。Sutherland。HadMr。Sutherlandanythingtodowithit?WashegivingEuphraalessoninflowerssuchashehadgivenhiminpigs?
MissCameronpresentlydrewHughintoconversationagain,andtheoldtimeswereoncemoreforgottenforaseason。Theywereworthyofdistinguishingnote——thattriointhosespringwoods:theboywakinguptofeelthatflowersandbudswerelovelierinthewoodsthaninverses;Euphrafindingeverythingabouthersentimentallyuseful,andreallydelightingintheprettinessestheysuggestedtoher;andHughregardingthewholechieflyasamaterialandmeansforreproducinginversesuchimpressionsofdelightashehadreceivedandstillreceivedfromall(butthehighest)poetryaboutnature。ThepresenceofHarryandhisnecessitieswascertainlyasavinginfluenceuponHugh;but,howevermuchhesoughttorealizeHarry\'slife,hehimself,atthisperiodofhishistory,enjoyedeverythingartisticallyfarmorethanhumanly。
Margaretwouldhavewalkedthroughallthisinfantsummerwithoutspeakingatall,butwithadeeplightfarbackinherquieteyes。
Perhapsshewouldnothavehadmanythoughtsabouttheflowers。
Rathershewouldhavethoughttheveryflowersthemselves;wouldhavebeenathomewiththem,inadelightedonenesswiththeirlifeandexpression。Certainlyshewouldhavewalkedthroughthemwithreverence,andwouldnothavepettedorpatronisednaturebysayingprettythingsaboutherchildren。Theirlifewouldhaveenteredintoher,andshewouldhavehardlyknownitfromherown。I
daresayMissCameronwouldhavecalledamountainadarlingorabeauty。Butthereareotherwaysofshowingaffectionthanbypattingandpetting——thoughMargaret,forherpart,wouldhaveneedednoart-expression,becauseshehadthethingsthemselves。Itisnotalwaysthosewhoutterbestwhofeelmost;andthedumbpoetsaresometimesdumbbecauseitwouldneedthe“largeutteranceoftheearlygods“tocarrytheirthoughtsthroughthegatesofspeech。
Butthefancyandskin-sympathyofMissCameronbeganalreadytotelluponHugh。Heknewverylittleofwomen,andhadneverheardawomantalkasshetalked。Hedidnotknowhowcheapthisaccomplishmentis,andtookitforsensibility,imaginativeness,andevenoriginality。Hethoughtshewasfarmoreenrapportwithnaturethanhewas。Itwasmucheasiertomakethismistakeafterhearingthereallydelightfulwayinwhichshesang。Certainlyshecouldnothavesungso,perhapsnotevenhavetalkedso,exceptshehadbeencapableofmore;buttobecapableofmore,andtobeableformore,aretwoverydistinctconditions。
Manywalksfollowedthis,extendingthemselvesfartherandfartherfromhome,asHarry\'sstrengthgraduallyimproved。Itwasquiteremarkablehowhisinterestineverythingexternalincreased,inexactproportionashelearnedtoseeintotheinsideorlifeofit。
Withmostchildren,theinterestintheexternalcomesfirst,andwithmanyceasesthere。Butitisinrealityonlyashallowerformofthedeepersympathy;andinthosecaseswhereitdoesleadtoadesireafterthehiddennatureofthings,itisperhapsthebetterbeginningofthetwo。InsuchexceptionalcasesasHarry\'s,itisofunspeakableimportancethatboththedifferenceandtheidentityshouldberecognized;andindoingso,HughbecametoHarryhisbigbrotherindeed,forheledhimwherehecouldnotgoalone。
AsoftenasMr。Arnoldwasfromhome,whichhappenednotunfrequently,MissCameronaccompaniedthemintheirrambles。Shegaveasherreasonfordoingsoonlyonsuchoccasions,thatsheneverlikedtobeoutofthewaywhenherunclemightwanther。
TracesofaninclinationtoquarrelwithHugh,oreventostanduponherdignity,hadallbutvanished;andashervivacityneverfailedher,asherintellectwasalwaysactive,andasbytheexerciseofherwillshecouldentersympathetically,orappeartoenter,intoeverything,herpresencewasnotintheleastarestraintuponthem。
Ononeoccasion,whenHarryhadactuallyrunalittlewayafterabutterfly,Hughsaidtoher:
“Whatdidyoumean,MissCameron,bysayingyouwereonlyapoorrelation?Youarecertainlymistressofthehouse。“
“Onsufferance,yes。ButIamonlyapoorrelation。Ihavenofortuneofmyown。“
“ButMr。Arnolddoesnottreatyouassuch。“
“Oh!no。Helikesme。Heisverykindtome——Hegavemethisringonmylastbirthday。Isitnotabeauty?”
Shepulledoffhergloveandshowedaveryfinediamondonafingerworthyoftheornament。
“Itismorelikeagentleman\'s,isitnot?”sheadded,drawingitoff。“Letmeseehowitwouldlookonyourhand。“
ShegavetheringtoHugh;who,laughing,gotitwithsomedifficultyjustoverthefirstjointofhislittlefinger,andhelditupforEuphratosee。
“Ah!IseeIcannotaskyoutowearitforme,“saidshe。“Idon\'tlikeitmyself。Iamafraid,however,“sheadded,withanarchlook,“myunclewouldnotlikeiteither——onyourfinger。Putitonmineagain。“
HoldingherhandtowardsHugh,shecontinued:
“Itmustnotbepromotedjustyet。Besides,Iseeyouhaveastillbetteroneofyourown。“
AsHughdidaccordingtoherrequest,thewordssprangtohislips,“Thereareotherwaysofwearingaringthanonthefinger。“Buttheydidnotcrossthethresholdofspeech。Wasittherepressionofthemthatcausedthatstrangeflutterandslightpainattheheart,whichhecouldnotquiteunderstand?
CHAPTERVI。
FATIMA。
ThoselipsthatLove\'sownhanddidmakeBreathedforththesoundthatsaid,“Ihate,“
Tomethatlanguishedforhersake:
Butwhenshesawmywoefulstate,Straightinherheartdidmercycome,Chidingthattonguethat,eversweet,Wasusedingivinggentledoom,Andtaughtitthusanewtogreet:
“Ihate“shealteredwithanend,ThatfolloweditasgentledayDothfollownight,who,likeafiend,>Fromheaventohellisflownaway。
“Ihate“fromhateawayshethrew,Andsavedmylife,saying——“Notyou。“
SHAKSPERE。
Mr。Arnoldwasbusyathomeforafewdaysafterthis,andHughandHarryhadtogooutalone。Oneday,whenthewindwasrathercold,theytookrefugeinthebarn;foritwaspartofHugh\'sespecialcarethatHarryshouldberenderedhardy,byneverbeingexposedtomorethanhecouldbearwithoutasenseofsuffering。Assoonastheboybegantofeelfatigue,orcold,oranyotherdiscomfort,histutortookmeasuresaccordingly。
Harrywouldhavecreptintothestraw-house;butHughsaid,pullingabookoutofhispocket,“Ihaveapoemhereforyou,Harry。Iwanttoreadittoyounow;
andwecan\'tseeinthere。“
Theythrewthemselvesdownonthestraw,andHugh,openingavolumeofRobertBrowning\'sPoems,readthefamousridefromGhenttoAix。
Heknewthepoemwell,andreaditwell。Harrywasinraptures。
“IwishIcouldreadthatasyoudo,“saidhe。
“Try,“saidHugh。
Harrytriedthefirstverse,andthrewthebookdownindisgustwithhimself。
“WhycannotIreadit?”saidhe。
“Becauseyoucan\'tride。“
“Icouldride,ifIhadsuchahorseasthattorideupon。“
“Butyoucouldneverhavesuchahorseasthatexceptyoucouldride,andridewell,first。Afterthat,thereisnosayingbutyoumightgetone。Youmight,infact,trainoneforyourself——tillfrombeingalittlefoalitbecameyourownwonderfulhorse。“
“Oh!thatwouldbedelightful!Willyouteachmehorsesaswell,Mr。Sutherland?”
“PerhapsIwill。“
Thatevening,atdinner,HughsaidtoMr。Arnold:
“Couldyouletmehaveahorseto-morrowmorning,Mr。Arnold?”
Mr。Arnoldstaredalittle,ashealwaysdidatanythingnew。ButHughwenton:
“HarryandIwanttohavearideto-morrow;andIexpectweshalllikeitsomuch,thatweshallwanttorideveryoften。“
“Yes,thatweshall!”criedHarry。
“CouldnotMr。Sutherlandhaveyourwhitemare,Euphra?”saidMr。
Arnold,reconciledatoncetotheproposal。
“Iwouldrathernot,ifyoudon\'tmind,uncle。MyFattyisnotusedtosuchaburdenasIfearMr。Sutherlandwouldprove。Shedropsalittlenow,onthehardroad。“
Thefactwas,EuphrawouldwantFatima。
“Well,Harry,“saidMr。Arnold,graciouslypleasedtobefacetious,“don\'tyouthinkyourWelshdray-horsecouldcarryMr。Sutherland?”
“Ha!ha!ha!Papa,doyouknow,Mr。Sutherlandsethimuponhishindlegsyesterday,andmadehimwalkonthemlikeadancing-dog。
Hewasgoingtolifthim,buthekickedaboutsowhenhefelthimselfleavingtheground,thathetumbledMr。Sutherlandintothehorse-trough。“
Eventhesolemnfaceofthebutlerrelaxedintoasmile,butMr。
Arnold\'scloudedinstead。Hisboy\'stutoroughttobeagentleman。
“Wasn\'titfun,Mr。Sutherland?”
“Itwastoyou,youlittlerogue!”saidSutherland,laughing。
“Andhowyoudidrunhome,drippinglikeawater-cart!——andallthedogsafteryou!”
Mr。Arnold\'smonotonoussolemnitysooncheckedHarry\'sprattle。
“Iwillsee,Mr。Sutherland,whatIcandotomountyou。“
“Idon\'tcarewhatitis,“saidHugh;whothoughbynomeansathoroughhorseman,hadbeenfromboyhoodinthehabitofmountingeverythingintheshapeofahorsethathecouldlayhandsupon,fromacart-horseupwardsanddownwards。
“There\'sanoldbaythatwouldcarrymeverywell。“
“Thatismyownhorse,Mr。Sutherland。“
Thisstoppedtheconversationinthatdirection。Butnextmorningafterbreakfast,anexcellentchestnuthorsewaswaitingatthedoor,alongwithHarry\'snewpony。Mr。Arnoldwouldseethemgooff。ThisdidnotexactlysuitMissCameron,butifshefrowned,itwaswhennobodysawher。HughputHarryuphimself,toldhimtostickfastwithhisknees,andthenmountedhischestnut。Astheytrottedslowlydowntheavenue,EuphrasiaheardMr。Arnoldsaytohimself,“Thefellowsitswell,atallevents。“ShetookcaretomakeherselfagreeabletoHughbyreportingthis,withtheomissionoftheinitiatoryepithet,however。
Harryreturnedfromhisriderathertired,butinhighspirits。
“Oh,Euphra!”hecried,“Mr。Sutherlandissucharider!Hejumpshedgesandditchesandeverything。Andhehaspromisedtoteachmeandmyponytojumptoo。AndifIamnottootired,wearetobeginto-morrow,outonthecommon。Oh!jolly!”
Thelittlefellow\'sheartwasfullofthesenseofgrowinglifeandstrength,andHughwasdelightedwithhisownsuccess。HecaughtsightofaserpentinemotioninEuphra\'seyebrows,asshebentherfaceagainovertheworkfromwhichshehadlifteditontheirentrance。Headdressedher。
“YouwillbegladtohearthatHarryhasriddenlikeaman。“
“Iamgladtohearit,Harry。“
Whydidshereplytothesubjectoftheremark,andnottothespeaker?Hughperplexedhimselfinvaintoanswerthisquestion;
butaverysmallamountofexperiencewouldhavemadehimabletounderstandatonceasmuchofherbehaviouraswasgenuine。Atluncheonshespokeonlyinreply;andthensobriefly,asnottoaffordthesmallestpegonwhichtohangaresponse。
“Whatcanbethematter?”thoughtHugh。“Whatapeculiarcreaturesheis!Butafterwhathaspassedbetweenus,Ican\'tstandthis。“
Whendinnerwasoverthatevening,sheroseasusualandlefttheroom,followedbyHughandHarry;butassoonastheywereinthedrawing-room,sheleftit;and,returningtothedining-room,resumedherseatatthetable。
“Takeaglassofclaret,Euphra,dear?”saidMr。Arnold。
“Iwill,ifyouplease,uncle。Ishouldlikeit。Ihaveseldomaminutewithyoualonenow。“
Evidentlyflattered,Mr。Arnoldpouredoutaglassofclaret,roseandcarriedittohisniecehimself,andthentookachairbesideher。
“Thankyou,dearuncle,“shesaid,withoneofherbewitchingflashesofsmile。
“Harryhasbeengettingonbravelywithhisriding,hashenot?”shecontinued。
“Soitwouldappear。“
Harryhadbeenfullofthestoryofthedayatthedinner-table,wherehestillcontinuedtopresenthimself;forhisfatherwouldnotbesatisfiedwithouthint。Itwascertainlygoodmoraltrainingfortheboy,tosittherealmostwithouteating;andnonetheworsethathefounditratherhardsometimes。Hetalkedmuchmorefreelynow,andaskedtheservantsforanythinghewantedwithoutreferringtoEuphra。Nowandthenhewouldglanceather,asifafraidofoffendingher;butthecordswhichboundhimtoherwereevidentlyrelaxing;andshesawitplainlyenough,thoughshemadenoreferencetotheunpleasingfact。
“Iamonlyalittlefearful,uncle,lestMr。Sutherlandshouldurgetheboytodomorethanhisstrengthwilladmitof。Heisexceedinglykindtohim,buthehasevidentlyneverknownwhatweaknessishimself。“
“True,thereisdangerofthat。Butyouseehehastakenhimsoentirelyintohisownhands。Idon\'tseemtobeallowedawordinthematterofhiseducationanymore。“Mr。Arnoldspokewiththepeevishnessofweakimportance。“Iwishyouwouldtakecarethathedoesnotcarrythingstoofar,Euphra。“
ThiswasjustwhatEuphrawanted。
“Ithink,ifyoudonotdisapprove,uncle,IwillhaveFatimasaddledto-morrowmorning,andgowiththemmyself。“
“Thankyou,mylove;Ishallbemuchobligedtoyou。“Theglassofclaretwassoonfinishedafterthis。Alittlemoreconversationaboutnothingfollowed,andEuphrarosethesecondtime,andreturnedtothedrawing-room。Shefounditunoccupied。Shesatdowntothepiano,andsangsongaftersong——Scotch,Italian,andBohemian。ButHughdidnotmakehisappearance。Thefactwas,hewasbusywritingtohismother,whomhehadratherneglectedsincehecame。WritingtohermadehimthinkofDavid,andhebeganalettertohimtoo;butitwasneverfinished,andneversent。Hedidnotreturntothedrawing-roomthatevening。Indeed,exceptforashorttime,whileMr。Arnoldwasdrinkinghisclaret,heseldomshowedhimselfthere。HadEuphrarepelledhimtoomuch——hurthim?
Shewouldmakeupforitto-morrow。
Breakfastwasscarcelyover,whenthechestnutandtheponypassedthewindow,accompaniedbyalovelylittleArabmare,broad-chestedandlight-limbed,withawonderfullysmallhead。Shewaswhiteassnow,withkeen,darkeyes。Hercurb-reinwasredinsteadofwhite。
Hearingtheirapproach,andbeggingheruncletoexcuseher,Euphrarosefromthetable,andlefttheroom;butre-appearedinawonderfullylittlewhile,inawell-fittedriding-habitofblackvelvet,withabeltofdarkredleatherclaspingawaistoftheroundestandsmallest。Herlittlehat,likewiseblack,hadasinglelong,whitefeather,laidhorizontallywithintheupturnedbrim,anddroopingoveritattheback。Herwhitemarewouldbejusttherightpedestalfortheduskyfigure——blackeyes,tawnyskin,andall。Asshestoodreadytomount,andHughwasapproachingtoputherup,shecalledthegroom,seemedjusttotouchhishand,andwasinthesaddleinamoment,footinstirrup,andskirtfallingoverit。Hughthoughtshewascarryingoutthebehaviourofyesterday,andwasdeterminedtoaskherwhatitmeant。ThelittleArabbegantorearandplungewithpride,assoonasshefelthermistressonherback;butsheseemedasmuchathomeasifshehadbeenonthemusic-stool,andpattedherarchingneck,talkingtoherinthesametonealmostinwhichshehadaddressedtheflowers。
“Bequiet,Fattydear;you\'refrighteningMr。Sutherland。“
ButHugh,seeingthenextmomentthatshewasinnodanger,sprangintohissaddle。Awaytheywent,FatimainfusinglifeandfrolicintotheequineasEuphraintothehumanportionofthecavalcade。
Havingreachedthecommon,outofsightofthehouse,MissCameron,insteadoflookingafterHarry,lestheshouldhavetoomuchexercise,scamperedaboutlikeawildgirl,jumpingeverythingthatcameinherway,andsoexcitingHarry\'spony,thatitwasalmostmorethanhecoulddotomanageit,tillatlastHughhadtobeghertogomorequietly,forHarry\'ssake。Shedrewupalongsideofthematonce,andmadehermarestandasstillasshecould,whileHarrymadehisfirstessayuponalittleditch。Aftercrossingittwoorthreetimes,hegatheredcourage;andsettinghisponyatalargeronebeyond,boundedacrossitbeautifully。
“Bravo!Harry!”criedbothEuphraandHugh。Harrygallopedback,andoveritagain;thencameuptothemwithaglowofproudconfidenceonhispaleface。
“You\'llbeahorsemanyet,Harry,“saidHugh。
“Ihopeso,“saidHarry,inanaspiringtone,whichgreatlysatisfiedhistutor。Theboy\'sspiritwasevidentlyreviving。
Euphramusthavemanagedhimill。Yetshewasnotintheleasteffeminateherself。ItpuzzledHughagooddeal。Buthedidnotthinkaboutitlong;forHarrycanteringawayinfront,hehadanopportunityofsayingtoEuphra:
“Areyouoffendedwithme,MissCameron?”
“Offendedwithyou!Whatdoyoumean?Agirllikemeoffendedwithamanlikeyou?”
Shelookedtwoandtwentyasshespoke;butevenatthatshewasolderthanHugh。He,however,certainlylookedconsiderablyolderthanhereallywas。
“Whatmakesyouthinkso?”sheadded,turningherfacetowardshim。
“Youwouldnotspeaktomewhenwecamehomeyesterday。“
“Notspeaktoyou?——Ihadalittleheadache——andperhapsIwasalittlesullen,fromhavingbeeninsuchbadcompanyallthemorning。“
“Whatcompanyhadyou?”askedHugh,gazingatherinsomesurprise。
“Myown,“answeredshe,withalovelylaugh,thrownfullinhisface。Thenafterapause:“Letmeadviseyou,ifyouwanttoliveinpeace,nottoembarkonthatoceanofdiscovery。“
“Whatocean?whatdiscovery?”askedHugh,bewildered,andstillgazing。
“Thetroubledoceanofladies\'looks,“shereplied。“Youwillneverbeabletoliveinthesamehousewithoneofourkind,ifitbenecessarytoyourpeacetofindoutwhateveryexpressionthatpuzzlesyoumaymean。“
“Ididnotintendtobeinquisitive——itreallytroubledme。“
“Thereitis。Youmustnevermindus。Weshowsomuchsoonerthanmen——but,takewarning,thereisnomakingoutwhatitiswedoshow。Yourfacesarelegible;oursaresoscratchedandinterlined,thatyouhadbestgiveupatoncetheideaofdecipheringthem。“
Hughcouldnothelplookingoncemoreatthesmooth,simple,na飗ecountenanceshininguponhim。
“Thereyouareatitagain,“shesaid,blushingalittle,andturningherheadaway。“Well,tocomfortyou,IwillconfessIwasrathercrossyesterday——because——becauseyouseemedtohavebeenquitehappywithonlyoneofyourpupils。“
Asshespokethewords,shegaveFatimatherein,andboundedoff,overtakingHarry\'sponyinamoment。Nordidsheleavehercousinduringalltherestoftheirride。
Mostwomeninwhomthesoulhasanythinglikeachanceofreachingthewindows,aremoreorlessbeautifulintheirbestmoments。
Euphra\'sbestwaswhenshewastryingtofascinate。Thenshewas——fascinating。DuringthefirstmorningthatHughspentatArnstead,shehadprobablybeenmakinguphermindwhether,betweenherandHugh,itwastobewartotheknife,orfascination。Thelatterhadcarriedtheday,andwasnowcarryinghim。Buthadshecalculatedthatfascinationmayre-actaswell?
Hugh\'sheartbounded,likeherArabsteed,assheutteredthewordslastrecorded。Hegavehischestnutthereininhisturn,toovertakeher;butFatima\'scanterquickenedintoagallop,and,inspiritedbyhercompanionship,andthefactthattheirheadswereturnedstablewards,Harry\'spony,oneofthequickestofitsrace,laiditselftotheground,andkeptup,takingthreestridesforFatty\'stwo,sothatHughnevergotwithinthreelengthsofthemtilltheydrewreinatthehall-door,wherethegroomswerewaitingthem。Euphrawasoffhermareinamoment,andhadalmostreachedherownroombeforeHughandHarryhadcrossedthehall。Shecamedowntoluncheoninawhitemuslindress,withthesmallestpossibleredspotinit;and,takingherplaceatthetable,seemedtoHughtohaveputoffnotonlyherridinghabit,buttheselfthatwasinitaswell;forshechattedawayinthemostunconcernedandeasymannerpossible,asifshehadnotbeenoutofherroomallthemorning。Shehadriddensohard,thatshehadleftherlastspeechinthemiddleofthecommon,anditsmoodwithit;andthereseemednownolikelihoodofeitherfindingitswayhome。
CHAPTERVII。
THEPICTUREGALLERY。
thehouseiscrencledtoandfro,Andhathsoqueintwaiesfortogo,Foritisshapenasthemaseiswrought。
CHAUCER——LegendofAriadne。
Luncheonover,andHarrydismissedasusualtoliedown,MissCameronsaidtoHugh:
“Youhaveneverbeenovertheoldhouseyet,Ibelieve,Mr。
Sutherland。Wouldyounotliketoseeit?”
“Ishouldindeed,“saidHugh。“ItiswhatIhavelonghopedfor,andhaveoftenbeenonthepointofbegging。“
“Come,then;Iwillbeyourguide——ifyouwilltrustyourselfwithamadcaplikeme,inthesolitudesoftheoldhive。“
“Leadontothefamilyvaults,ifyouwill,“saidHugh。
“Thatmightbepossible,too,frombelow。Wearenotsoveryfarfromthem。Evenwithinthehousethereisanoldchapel,andsomemonumentsworthlookingat。Shallwetakeitlast?”
“Asyouthinkbest,“answeredHugh。
Sheroseandrangthebell。Whenitwasanswered,“Jacob,“shesaid,“getmethekeysofthehousefromMrs。Horton。“
Jacobvanished,andreappearedwithahugebunchofkeys。Shetookthem。
“Thankyou。Theyshouldnotbeallowedtogetquiterusty,Jacob。“
“Please,Miss,Mrs。Hortondesiredmetosay,shewouldhaveseentothem,ifshehadknownyouwantedthem。“
“Oh!nevermind。Justtellmymaidtobringmeanoldpairofgloves。“
Jacobwent;andthemaidcamewiththerequiredarmour。
“Now,Mr。Sutherland。Jane,youwillcomewithus。No,youneednottakethekeys。IwillfindthoseIwantaswego。“
Sheunlockedadoorinthecornerofthehall,whichHughhadneverseenopen。Passingthroughalonglowpassage,theycametoaspiralstaircaseofstone,upwhichtheywent,arrivingatanotherwidehall,verydusty,butinperfectrepair。Hughaskediftherewasnotsomecommunicationbetweenthishallandthegreatoakstaircase。
“Yes,“answeredEuphra;“butthisisthemoredirectway。“
Asshesaidthis,hefeltsomehowasifshecastonhimoneofherkeenestglances;buttheplacewasverydusky,andhestoodinaspotwherethelightfelluponhimfromanopeninginashutter,whileshestoodindeepshadow。
“Jane,openthatshutter。“
Thegirlobeyed;andtheenteringlightrevealedthewallscoveredwithpaintings,manyofthemapparentlyofnovalue,yetaddingmuchtotheeffectoftheplace。SeeingthatHughwasatonceattractedbythepictures,Euphrasaid:
“Perhapsyouwouldliketoseethepicturegalleryfirst?”
Hughassented。Euphrachosekeyafterkey,andopeneddoorafterdoor,tilltheycameintoalonggallery,welllightedfromeachend。Thewindowsweresoonopened。
“Mr。Arnoldisveryproudofhispictures,especiallyofhisfamilyportraits;butheiscontentwithknowinghehasthem,andnevervisitsthemexcepttoshowthem;orperhapsonceortwiceayear,whensomethingorotherkeepshimathomeforaday,withoutanythingparticulartodo。“
Inglancingovertheportraits,someofthembyfamousmasters,Hugh\'seyeswerearrestedbyablondebeautyinthedressofthetimeofCharlesII。Therewassucharealityofself-willedboldnessaswellassomethingworseinherface,that,thougharrestedbythepicture,HughfeltashamedoflookingatitinthepresenceofEuphraandhermaid。Thepicturedwomanalmostputhimoutofcountenance,andyetatthesametimefascinatedhim。
Dragginghiseyesfromit,hesawthatJanehadturnedherbackuponit,whileEuphraregardeditsteadily。
“Openthatoppositewindow,Jane,“saidshe;“thereisnotlightenoughonthisportrait。“
Janeobeyed。Whileshedidso,Hughcaughtaglimpseofherface,andsawthattheformerlyrosygirlwasdeadlypale。HesaidtoEuphra:
“Yourmaidseemsill,MissCameron。“
“Jane,whatisthematterwithyou?”
Shedidnotreply,but,leaningagainstthewall,seemedreadytofaint。
“Theplaceisclose,“saidhermistress。“Gointothenextroomthere,“——shepointedtoadoor——“andopenthewindow。Youwillsoonbewell。“
“Ifyouplease,Miss,Iwouldratherstaywithyou。Thisplacemakesmefeelthatstrange。“
Shehadcomebutlately,andhadneverbeenoverthehousebefore。
“Nonsense!”saidMissCameron,lookingathersharply。“Whatdoyoumean?”
“Please,don\'tbeangry,Miss;butthefirstnighte\'erIslepthere,Isawthatverylady——“
“Sawthatlady!”
“Well,Miss,Imean,IdreamedthatIsawher;andIrememberedhertheminuteIseeherupthere;andshegivemeaturnlike。I\'mallrightnow,Miss。“
Euphrafixedhereyesonher,andkeptthemfixed,tillshewasverynearlyallwrongagain。Sheturnedaspaleasbefore,andbegantodrawherbreathhard。
“Yousillygoose!”saidEuphra,andwithdrewhereyes;uponwhichthegirlbegantobreathemorefreely。
Hughwasmakingsomewiseremarksinhisownmindontheunsteadyconditionofanatureinwhichtheimaginationpredominatesoverthepowersofreflection,whenEuphraturnedtohim,andbegantotellhimthatthatwasthepictureofherthreeorfourtimesgreat-grandmother,paintedbySirPeterLely,justaftershewasmarried。
“Isn\'tshefair?”saidshe——“Sheturnednunatlast,theysay。“
“Sheismorefairthanhonest,“thoughtHugh。“Itwouldtakeagreatdealofnuntomakeherintoasaint。“Butheonlysaid,“Sheismorebeautifulthanlovely。Whatwashername?”
“Ifyoumeanhermaidenname,itwasHalkar——LadyEuphrasiaHalkar——namedafterme,yousee。Shehadforeignbloodinher,ofcourse;and,totellthetruth,therewerestrangestoriestoldofher,ofmoresortsthanone。Iknownothingofherfamily。ItwasneverheardofinEngland,Ibelieve,tillaftertheRestoration。“
AllthetimeEuphrawasspeaking,Hughwasbeingperplexedwiththatmostannoyingofperplexities——theflittingphantomofaresemblance,whichhecouldnotcatch。Hewasforcedtodismissitforthepresent,utterlybaffled。
“Wereyoureallynamedafterher,MissCameron?”
“No,no。Itisafamilynamewithus。But,indeed,Imaybesaidtobenamedafterher,forshewasthefirstofuswhoboreit。Youdon\'tseemtoliketheportrait。“
“Idonot;butIcannothelplookingatit,forallthat。“
“Iamsousedtothelady\'sface,“saidEuphra,“thatitmakesnoimpressiononmeofanysort。Butitissaid,“sheadded,glancingatthemaid,whostoodatsomedistance,lookinguneasilyabouther——andasshespokesheloweredhervoicetoawhisper——“itissaid,shecannotliestill。“
“Cannotliestill!Whatdoyoumean?”
“Imeandownthereinthechapel,“sheanswered,pointing。
TheCelticnervesofHughshuddered。Euphralaughed;andhervoiceechoedinsilverybillows,thatbrokeonthefacesofthemenandwomenofoldtime,thathadownedthewhole;whoseliveshadflowedandebbedinvariedtidesthroughtheancienthouse;whohadmarriedandbeengiveninmarriage;andgonedowntothechapelbelow——belowtheprayersandbelowthepsalms——andmadeaSundayofalltheweek。
Ashamedofhisfeelingofpassingdismay,Hughsaid,justtosaysomething:
“Whatastrangeornamentthatis!Isitabroochorapin?No,I
declareitisaring——largeenoughforthreecardinals,andwornonherthumb。Itseemsalmosttosparkle。Isitruby,orcarbuncle,orwhat?”
“Idon\'tknow:someclumsyoldthing,“answeredEuphra,carelessly。
“Oh!Isee,“saidHugh;“itisnotaredstone。Theglowisonlyareflectionfrompartofherdress。Itisasclearasadiamond。
Butthatisimpossible——suchasize。Thereseemstomesomethingcuriousaboutit;andthelongerIlookatit,themorestrangeitappears。“
Euphrastoleanotherofherpiercingglancesathim,butsaidnothing。
“Surely,“Hughwenton,“aringlikethatwouldhardlybelikelytobelostoutofthefamily?Yourunclemusthaveitsomewhere。“
Euphralaughed;butthislaughwasverydifferentfromthelast。Itrattledratherthanrang。
“Youarewonderfullytakenwithabauble——foramanofletters,thatis,Mr。Sutherland。Thestonemayhavebeencarrieddownanyoneofthehundredstreamsintowhichafamilyriverisalwaysdividing。“
“Itisaveryremarkableornamentforalady\'sfinger,notwithstanding,“saidHugh,smilinginhisturn。
“Butweshallnevergetthroughthepicturesatthisrate,“remarkedEuphra;andgoingon,shedirectedHugh\'sattentionnowtothis,nowtothatportrait,sayingwhoeachwas,andmentioninganythingremarkableinthehistoryoftheiroriginals。Shemanifestedathoroughacquaintancewiththefamilystory,andmade,infact,anexcellentshow-woman。Havinggonenearlytotheotherendofthegallery,“Thisdoor,“saidshe,stoppingatone,andturningoverthekeys,“leadstooneoftheoldestportionsofthehouse,theprincipalroominwhichissaidtohavebelongedespeciallytotheladyoverthere。“
Asshesaidthis,shefixedhereyesoncemoreonthemaid。
“Oh!don\'tyenow,Miss,“interruptedJane。“Hannahdusayashowawhitey-bluelightshinesinthewindowofadarknight,sometimes——thatlady\'swindow,youknow,Miss。Don\'tyeopenthedoor——pray,Miss。“
Janeseemedonthepointoffallingintothesameterrorasbefore。
“Really,Jane,“saidhermistress,“Iamashamedofyou;andofmyself,forhavingsuchsillyservantsaboutme。“
“Ibegyourpardon,Miss,but——“
“SoMr。SutherlandandImustgiveupourplanofgoingoverthehouse,becausemymaid\'snervesaretoodelicatetopermithertoaccompanyus。Forshame!”
“Oh,duyenowgowithoutme!”criedthegirl,claspingherhands。
“Andyouwillwaitheretillwecomeback?”
“Oh!don\'tyeleavemehere。Justshowmethewayout。“
Andoncemoresheturnedpaleasdeath。
“Mr。Sutherland,Iamverysorry,butwemustputofftherestofourrambletillanothertime。Iam,likeHamlet,veryvilelyattended,asyousee。Come,then,youfoolishgirl,“sheadded,moremildly。
Thepoormaid,whatwithterrorofLadyEuphrasia,andrespectforhermistress,wasinapitiableconditionofmoralhelplessness。
Sheseemedalmosttoofrightenedtowalkbehindthem。Butifshehadbeeninfrontitwouldhavebeennobetter;for,likeotherghost-fearers,sheseemedtofeelverypainfullythatshehadnoeyesinherback。
Theyreturnedastheycame;andJanereceivingthekeystotaketothehousekeeper,dartedaway。WhenshereachedMrs。Horton\'sroom,shesankonachairinhysterics。
“Imustgetridofthatgirl,Ifear,“saidMissCameron,leadingthewaytothelibrary;“shewillinfectthewholehouseholdwithherfoolishterrors。Weshallnothearthelastofthisforsometimetocome。WehadafitofitthesameyearIcame;andI
supposethetimehascomeroundforanotherattackofthesameepidemic。“
“Whatisthereabouttheroomtoterrifythepoorthing?”
“Oh!theysayitishaunted;thatisall。WasthereeveranoldhouseanywhereoverEurope,especiallyanoldfamilyhouse,butwassaidtobehaunted?Herethestorycentresinthatroom——oratleastinthatroomandtheavenueinfrontofitswindows。“
“IsthattheavenuecalledtheGhost\'sWalk?”
“Yes。Whotoldyou?”
“Harrywouldnotletmecrossit。“
“Poorboy!Thisisreallytoobad。Hecannotstandanythingofthatkind,Iamsure。Thoseservants!”
“Oh!Ihopeweshallsoongethimtoowelltobefrightenedatanything。Aretheseplacessaidtobehauntedbyanyparticularghost?”
“Yes。ByLadyEuphrasia——Rubbish!”
HadHughpossessedayetkeenerperceptionofresemblance,hewouldhaveseenthatthephantom-likenesswhichhauntedhimintheportraitofEuphrasiaHalkar,wasthatofEuphrasiaCameron——byhissideallthetime。Butthemeredifferenceofcomplexionwassufficienttothrowhimout——insignificantdifferenceasthatis,besidethecorrespondenceoffeaturesandtheirrelations。Euphraherselfwasperfectlyawareofthelikeness,buthadnowishthatHughshoulddiscoverit。
Asifthelikeness,however,hadbeendimlyidentifiedbytheunconsciouspartofhisbeing,hesatinonecornerofthelibrarysofa,withhiseyesfixedonthefaceofEuphra,asshesatintheother。Presentlyhewasmadeawareofhisunintentionalrudeness,byseeingherturnpaleasdeath,andsinkbackinthesofa。Inamomentshestartedup,andbeganpacingabouttheroom,rubbinghereyesandtemples。Hewasbewilderedandalarmed。
“MissCameron,areyouill?”heexclaimed。
Shegaveakindofhalf-hystericallaugh,andsaid:
“No——nothingworthspeakingof。Ifeltalittlefaint,thatwasall。Iambetternow。“
Sheturnedfulltowardshim,andseemedtotrytolookallright;
buttherewasakindoffilmovertheclearnessofherblackeyes。
“Ifearyouhaveheadache。“
“Alittle,butitisnothing。Iwillgoandliedown。“
“Do,pray;elseyouwillnotbewellenoughtoappearatdinner。“
Sheretired,andHughjoinedHairy。
Euphrahadanotherglassofclaretwithherunclethatevening,inordertogiveherreportofthemorning\'sride。
“Really,thereisnotmuchtobeafraidof,uncle。HetakesverygoodcareofHarry。Tobesure,Ihadoccasionseveraltimestocheckhimalittle;buthehasthisgoodqualityinadditiontoaconsiderableaptitudeforteaching,thatheperceivesahint,andtakesitatonce。“
Knowingheruncle\'sformality,andpreferenceforpreciseandjudicialmodesofexpression,Euphramodelledherphrasetohismind。
“Iamgladhehasyourgoodopinionsofar,Euphra;forIconfessthereissomethingabouttheyouththatpleasesme。IwasafraidatfirstthatImightbeannoyedbyhisoversteppingthetrueboundariesofhispositioninmyfamily:heseemstohavebeeningoodsociety,too。Butyourassurancethathecantakeahint,lessensmyapprehensionconsiderably。To-morrow,Iwillaskhimtoresumehisseatafterdessert。“
ThiswasnotexactlytheobjectofEuphra\'squalifiedcommendationofHugh。Butshecouldnothelpitnow。
“Ithink,however,ifyouapprove,uncle,thatitwillbemoreprudenttokeepalittlewatchovertheridingforawhile。I
confess,too,IshouldbegladofalittlemoreofthatexercisethanIhavehadforsometime:Ifoundmyseatnotverysecureto-day。“
“Verydesirableonbothconsiderations,mylove。“
Andsotheconferenceended。