第3章

类别:其他 作者:George MacDonald字数:28028更新时间:18/12/21 14:35:15
CHAPTERXII。 CHARITY。 Knowledgeblowethup,butcharitybuildethup。 LORDBACON\'Srenderingof1Cor。viii。I。 Thingswentonasusualforafewdays,whenHughbegantoencounterasourceofsufferingofaverymaterialandunromantickind,butwhich,nevertheless,hadbeenablebeforenow,namely,atthecommencementofhistutorship,tocausehimaverysufficientdegreeofdistress。Itwasthis;thathehadnoroominwhichhecouldpursuehisstudiesinprivate,withouthavingtoendureamostundesirabledegreeofcold。Insummerthiswasamatteroflittlemoment,fortheuniversemightthenbehissecretchamber;butinaScotchspringorautumn,nottosaywinter,abedroomwithoutafire-place,which,strangetosay,wastheconditionofhis,wasnotastudyinwhichthoughtcouldoperatetomuchsatisfactoryresult。 Indeed,painisafarlesshurtfulenemytothinkingthancold。 Andtohavetofightsuchsufferinganditsbenumbinginfluences,aswellastofollowoutatrainofreasoning,difficultatanytime,andrequiringcloseattention——istoomuchforanymachinewhosethinkingwheelsaredrivenbynervousgear。Sometimes——forhemustmaketheattempt——hecamedowntohismealsquitebluewithcold,ashispupilsremarkedtotheirmother;buttheirobservationneverseemedtosuggesttohermindthenecessityofmakingsomebetterprovisionforthepoortutor。AndHugh,afterthewayinwhichshehadbehavedtohim,wasfartooproudtoaskherafavour,evenifhehadhadhopesofreceivinghisrequest。Heknew,too,that,inthehouse,thelaird,tointerfereinthesmallestdegree,mustimperilfarmorethanhedared。Theprospect,therefore,ofthecomingwinter,inacountrywheretherewasscarcelyanyafternoon,andwherethesnowmightliefeetdeepforweeks,wasnotatallagreeable。Hehad,asIhavesaid,beguntosufferalready,forthemorningsandeveningswerecoldenoughnow,althoughitwasabright,dryOctober。OneeveningJanetremarkedthathehadcaughtcold,forhewas\'hostin\'sair;\'andthisledHughtostatethediscomforthewascondemnedtoexperienceupattheha\'house。 “Weel,“saidDavid,aftersomesilentdeliberation,“thatsattles\'t; wemaunsetabootitimmedantly。“ OfcourseHughwasquiteatalosstounderstandwhathemeant,andbeggedhimtoexplain。 “Yesee,“repliedDavid,“wehaeverralittlehoose-roomi\'thisbitcot;for,excepthiskitchen,wehaebutthebenwhaurJanetandmesleeps;andsaelastyearIspak\'tothelairdtolatmehaemuckletimmerasIwadneedtobigakin\'o\'alean-totothehouseahin\',so\'atwemichthaeakin\'o\'abitparlourlike,orratheraroomie\'atonyo\'usmichtretiretillforabit,ginwewantedtobeoorlanes。Hehadnaeobjections,honestman。ButsomehoooritherI neversathan\'till\'t;butnoothewa\'smaunbeupaforethewatweathersetsin。SaeI\'sebeatitthemorn,an\'maybeye\'lllen\' meahan\',Mr。Sutherlan\',andtak\'ootyerwagesinhouse-rooman\' firin\'efterit\'sdune。“ “Thankyouheartily!”saidHugh;thatwouldbedelightful。Itseemstoogoodtobepossible。ButwillnotwoodenwallsberatherapoorprotectionagainstsuchwintersasIsupposeyouhaveintheseparts?” “Hootoot,Mr。Sutherlan\',yemichtgiemecreditforraithermairrumgumptionnorthatcomestill。TimmerwastheonlythingInot(needed)tospierfor;thelaveliestoonybody\'shan\'——afewcart-fu\'so\'sodsfraethehillahintthehoose,an\'ahan\'fu\'ortwao\'stanesforthechimlaooto\'thequarry——there\'seneuchthereforoorturnohnblastitmair;an\'we\'llsawthewoodoorsels;an\' ginwehadancethewa\'sup,wecancarryontheinsideatoorleisur\'。That\'stheway\'attheMakerdoeswi\'oorsels;hegie\'susthewa\'san\'thematerial,an\'awholelifetime,maybemair,tofurnishthehouse。“ “Capital!”exclaimedHugh。“I\'llworklikeahorse,andwe\'llbeatitthemorn。“ “I\'sebeatitaforedaylicht,an\'aneortwao\'thelads\'lllen\'meahan\'efterwark-hours;andthere\'syersel\',Mr。Sutherlan\',worthanean\'ahalfo\'ordinaryworkers;an\'we\'llhaetruffaneuchforthewa\'sinajiffey。I\'llmarkafeowsaplin\'si\'thewudhereatdenner-time,an\'we\'llhaethemforbauks,an\'couples,an\'things; an\'there\'splentydryeneuchforbeurdsi\'theshed,an\'bein\'butalean-to,there\'llbebuthalfwark,yeken。“ Theywentoutdirectly,inthemoonlight,tochoosethespot;andsooncametotheresolutiontobuilditso,thatacertainbackdoor,whichaddedmoretothecoldinwinterthantotheconvenienceinsummer,shouldbetheentrancetothenewchamber。Thechimneywasthechiefdifficulty;butallthematerialsbeingintheimmediateneighbourhood,andDavidcapableofturninghishandstoanything,noobstructionwasfeared。Indeed,hesetaboutthatpartfirst,aswasnecessary;andhadsoonbuiltasmallchimney,chieflyofstonesandlime;while,underhisdirections,thewallsweremakingprogressatthesametime,bythelabourofHughandtwoorthreeoftheyoungmenfromthefarm,whoweremostreadytoobligeDavidwiththeirhelp,althoughtheywerestillratherunfriendlytothecolliginer,astheycalledhim。ButHugh\'sfranknesssoonwonthemover,andtheyallformedwithinadayortwoaverycomfortablepartyoflabourers。Theyworkedveryhard;foriftherainshouldsetinbeforetheroofwason,theirlabourwouldbealmostlostfromthesoakingofthewalls。Theybuiltthemofturf,verythick,withaslightslopeontheoutsidetowardstheroof; beforecommencingwhich,theypartiallycutthewindowsoutofthewalls,puttingwoodacrosstosupportthetop。Ishouldhaveexplainedthattheturfusedinbuildingwastheupperandcoarserpartofthepeat,whichwasplentifulintheneighbourhood。Thethatch-eavesofthecottageitselfprojectedoverthejoiningofthenewroof,soastoprotectitfromthedrip;andDavidsoonputathickthatchofnewstrawuponthelittlebuilding。Second-handwindowswereprocuredatthevillage,andtheholesinthewallscuttotheirsize。Theynextproceededtothesaw-pitontheestate——foralmosteverythingnecessaryforkeepinguptheofficeswasdoneonthefarmitself——wheretheysawedthinplanksofdeal,tofloorandlinetheroom,andmakeitmorecosie。TheseDavidplanedupononeside;andwhentheywerenailedagainstslightpostsallroundthewalls,andthejointsfilledinwithputty,theroombegantolookmostenticinglyhabitable。Theroofhadnotbeenthatchedtwodaysbeforetherainsetin;butnowtheycouldworkquitecomfortablyinside;andasthespacewassmall,andtheforenightswerelong,theyhaditquitefinishedbeforetheendofNovember。Davidboughtanoldtableinthevillage,andoneortwochairs;mendedthemup;madeakindofrusticsofaorsettle;putafewbookshelvesagainstthewall;hadapeatfirelightedontheheartheveryday;andatlength,oneSaturdayevening,theyhadsupperintheroom,andtheplacewasconsecratedhenceforthtofriendshipandlearning。Fromthistime,everyevening,assoonaslessons,andthemealwhichimmediatelyfollowedthem,wereover,Hughbetookhimselftothecottage,ontheshelvesofwhichallhisbooksbydegreescollectedthemselves;andtherespentthewholelongevening,generallytillteno\'clock;thefirstpartalonereadingorwriting;thelastincompanywithhispupils,who,diligentasever,nowofcoursemademorerapidprogressthanbefore,inasmuchasthelessonswerebothlongerandmorefrequent。 Theonlydrawbacktotheircomfortwas,thattheyseemedtohaveshutJanetout;butshesoonremediedthis,bycontrivingtogetthroughwithherhouseworkearlierthanshehadeverdonebefore; and,takingherplaceonthesettlebehindthem,knittedawaydiligentlyatherstocking,which,toinexperiencedeyes,seemedalwaysthesame,andalwaysinthesamestateofprogress,notwithstandingthatsheprovidedthehoseofthewholefamily,blueandgrey,ribbedandplain。Heroccasionalwithdrawings,toobservetheprogressofthesupper,wereonlyacheerfulbreakinthecontinuityoflabour。Littlewouldthepasser-byimaginethatbeneaththatroof,whichseemedworthyonlyofthenameofashed,theresat,inasnuglittlehomelyroom,suchayouthasHugh,suchagirlasMargaret,suchagrandpeasantkingasDavid,andsuchatrue-heartedmothertothemallasJanet。Therewerenopicturesandnomusic;forMargaretkepthersongsforsolitaryplaces;butthesoundofversewasoftenthelivingwindwhichseta-wavingthetopsofthetreesofknowledge,fastgrowinginthesunlightofTruth。Thethatchofthatshed-roofwaslikethegrizzledhairofDavid,beneathwhichlaythetemplenotonlyofholybutofwiseandpoeticthought。Itwaslikethesylvanabodeofthegods,wherethearchitectureandmusicarealloftheirownmaking,intheirkindthemorebeautiful,themoresimpleandrude;andifmoredoubtfulintheirintent,andlesspreciseintheirfinish,yetthereinthefulleroflifeanditsgrace,andthemoresuggestiveofdeeperharmonies。 CHAPTERXIII。 HERALDRY。 Andlikehisfatheroffaceandofstature,Andfalseoflove——itcamehimofnature; AsdoththefoxRenard,thefox\'sson; Ofkinde,hecoudhisoldfather\'swone,Withoutlore,ascanadrakeswim,Whenitiscaught,andcarriedtothebrim。 CHAUCER——LegendofPhillis。 Ofcourse,theyetmorelengthenedabsencesofHughfromthehouseweresubjectsofremarkasatthefirst;butHughhadmadeuphismindnottotroublehimselftheleastaboutthat。ForsometimeMrs。Glasfordtooknonoticeofthemtohimself;butoneevening,justasteawasfinished,andHughwasrisingtogo,herrestraintgaveway,andsheutteredonespitefulspeech,thinkingit,nodoubt,sowittythatitoughttoseethelight。 “Ye\'readay-laboureritseems,Mr。Sutherlan\',andganghameatnight。“ “Exactlyso,madam,“rejoinedHugh。“Thereisnootherrelationbetweenyouandme,thanthatofworkandwages。Youhavedoneyourbesttoconvincemeofthat,bymakingitimpossibleformetofeelthatthishouseisinanysensemyhome。“ Withthisgrandspeechhelefttheroom,andfromthattimetillthedayofhisfinaldeparturefromTurriepuffit,therewasnotasingleallusionmadetothesubject。 Hesoonreachedthecottage。Whenheenteredthenewroom,whichwasalwayscalledMr。Sutherland\'sstudy,themutewelcomeaffordedhimbythesignsofexpectation,intheglowofthewaitingfire,andtheoutspreadarmsoftheelbow-chair,whichwasnowcalledhis,aswellastheroom,madeampleamendstohimfortheunfriendlinessofMrs。Glasford。Goingtotheshelvestofindthebookshewanted,hesawthattheyhadbeencarefullyarrangedononeshelf,andthattheotherswereoccupiedwithbooksbelongingtothehouse。Helookedatafewofthem。Theywerealmostalloldbooks,andsuchasmaybefoundinmanyScotchcottages;forinstance,Boston\'sFourfoldState,inwhichthewaysofGodandmanmaybeseenthroughafourfoldfog;Erskine\'sDivineSonnets,whichwillrepaythereaderinlaughterforthepainitcostshisreverence,producingmuchthesameeffectthataGothiccathedralmight,reproducedbythepencilandfromtheremembranceofaChineseartist,whohadseenitonce;DrelincourtonDeath,withthefamousghost-hoaxofDeFoe,tohelpthebooksellertothesaleoftheunsaleable;theScotsWorthies,openingofitselfatthememoirofMr。AlexanderPeden; thePilgrim\'sProgress,thatwonderfulinspiration,failingneversavewhenthetheologianwouldsometimessnatchthepenfromthehandofthepoet;TheronandAspasio;VillageDialogues;andothersofalikeclass。TothesemustbeaddedarareeditionofBlindHarry。ItwascleartoHugh,unableashewasfullytoappreciatethewisdomofDavid,thatitwasnotfromsuchbooksasthesethathehadgatheredit;yetsuchbooksastheseformedallhisstore。 Heturnedfromthem,foundhisown,andsatdowntoread。ByandbyDavidcamein。 “I\'mowersune,Idoubt,Mr。Sutherlan\'。I\'mdisturbin\'ye。“ “Notatall,“answeredHugh。“Besides,Iamnotmuchinareadingmoodthisevening:Mrs。Glasfordhasbeenannoyingmeagain。“ “Poorbody!What\'sshebeensayin\'noo?” ThinkingtoamuseDavid,Hughrecountedtheshortpassagebetweenthemrecordedabove。David,however,listenedwithaverydifferentexpressionofcountenancefromwhatHughhadanticipated;and,whenhehadfinished,tookuptheconversationinakindofapologetictone。 “Weel,butyesee,“saidhe,foldinghispalmstogether,“shehasna\' jisthada\'thegitherfairplay。Shedoesnacomeo\'aguidbreed。 Man,it\'safinethingtocomeo\'aguidbreed。Theyhaeahantletoanswerfor\'atcomeo\'decentforbears。“ “Ithoughtshebroughtthelairdagoodproperty,“saidHugh,notquiteunderstandingDavid。 “Ow,ay,shebrochthimgowpenfu\'so\'siller;buthoowas\'tgotten? An\'yekenit\'snoriches\'at\'illmak\'aguidbreed——\'cep\'itbeo\'maggots。Therichercheesethemairmaggots,yeken。Yemaunnaspeyko\'this;butthemistress\'sfatherwasweelkenttohaemadehissillerbyfardinsandbawbees,increepin\',craftyways。Hewasabitmerchan\'inAberdeen,an\'ayekeepithisthoomweelahintthepeinto\'theellwan\',sae\'athemadeaninchortwaupo\'ilkayardhesauld。Saehetookfraehissoul,andpatintillhissiller-bag,an\'hadlittletogiehisdochterbutaguidtocher。Mr。 Sutherlan\',it\'safinethingtocomeo\'dacentfowk。Noo,toluikatyersel\':Ikennaethingabootyerfamily;butyeseemateesichttocomeo\'aguidbreedforthebodilyparto\'ye。That\'sasma\' matter;butfraewhatIha\'eseen——an\'ItrustinGodI\'mno\' mista\'en——yecomeo\'therichtbreedforthemin\'asweel。I\'mnoflatterin\'ye,Mr。Sutherlan\';butjistlayin\'itupo\'ye,\'atginyehadanhonestfatherandgran\'father,an\'especiallyaguidmither,yehaeaheaptoanswerfor;an\'yeoughtnevertobehardupo\'them\'at\'ssma\'creepin\'creatures,fortheycannahelpitsaeweelasthelikeo\'youandmecan。“ Davidwasnotgiventoboasting。Hughhadneverheardanythingsuggestingitfromhislipsbefore。Heturnedfullroundandlookedathim。Onhisfacelayasolemnquiet,eitherfromafeelingofhisownresponsibility,orasenseoftheexcusethatmustbemadeforothers。WhathehadsaidaboutthesignsofbreedinHugh\'sexterior,certainlyappliedtohimselfaswell。Hiscarriagewasfullofdignity,andacertainrusticrefinement;hisvoicewaswonderfullygentle,butdeep;andslowestwhenmostimpassioned。Heseemedtohavecomeofsomegiganticantediluvianbreed:therewassomethingoftheTitanslumberingabouthim。Hewouldhavebeenasternman,butforanunusualamountofreverencethatseemedtooverfloodthesternness,andchangeitintostronglove。Noonehadeverseenhimthoroughlyangry;hissimpledispleasurewithanyofthelabourers,thequalityofwhoseworkwasdeficient,wouldgofurtherthanthelaird\'soaths。 HughsatlookingatDavid,whosupportedthelookwiththatperfectcalmnessthatcomesofunconscioussimplicity。AtlengthHugh\'seyesankbeforeDavid\'s,ashesaid: “IwishIhadknownyourfather,then,David。“ “MyfatherwassicaaneasItauldyetheitherday,Mr。 Sutherlan\'。I\'ma\'richtthere。Apuir,semple,God-fearin\' shepherd,\'atnevergaehisdoganill-deservedword,nortooktheskino\'onypuirlammie,wha\'swoo\'hewasclippin\',atweentheshears。Hewasweelworthyo\'thegrave\'athewantillatlast。 An\'mymitherwasjistsiclike,wi\'aiblinsraithermairheidnormyfather。They\'reherbeuksmaistlyupo\'theskelfthereabuneyerain,Mr。Sutherlan\'。Ihonourthemforhersake,thoughIseldomtroublethemmysel\'。Shegaemeakin\'o\'ascunneratthem,honestwoman,wi\'garrin\'mereadatthemo\'Sundays,tilltheynearscomfishta\'theguid\'atwasinmebynater。There\'sdoctrineforye,Mr。Sutherlan\'!”addedDavid,withaqueerlaugh。 “Ithoughttheycouldhardlybeyourbooks,“saidHugh。 “ButIhaeaeoddbeuk,an\'thatbringsmeupo\'mypedigree,Mr。 Sutherlan\';forthepuirestmanhasaslangapedigreeasthegreatest,onlyhekenslessabootit,that\'sa\'。An\'Iwat,foryerlordsandladies,it\'snoa\'totheircredit\'at\'stauldo\'theirhither-come;an\'that\'sa\'againstthebreed,yeken。Awilfu\'sininthefathermaybeasinfu\'weaknessi\'theson;an\'that\'swhatI ca\'nofairplay。“ Sosaying,Davidwenttohisbedroom,whencehereturnedwithaveryold-lookingbook,whichhelaidonthetablebeforeHugh。Heopenedit,andsawthatitwasavolumeofJacobB渉men,intheoriginallanguage。Hefoundoutafterwards,uponfurtherinquiry,thatitwasinfactacopyofthefirsteditionofhisfirstwork,TheAurora,printedin1612。Onthetitle-pagewaswrittenaname,eitherinGermanoroldEnglishcharacter,hewasnotsurewhich; buthewasabletoreadit——MartinElginbrodde。David,havinggivenhimtimetoseeallthis,wenton: “ThatbuikhasbeeninoorfamilyfarlangernorIken。IneednasayIcannareadawordo\'t,norIneverheardo\'ane\'atcould。 ButIcannahelptellin\'yeacuriousthing,Mr。Sutherlan\',inconnexionwi\'thenameonthatbuik:there\'sagravestane,averraauldane——hooauldIcannaweelmak\'out,thoughIgaedends-errandtoAberdeentosee\'t——an\'thenameupo\'thatgravestaneisMartinElginbrod,butmadementiono\'inastrangefashion;an\'I\'mnosurea\'thegitheraboothooye\'lltak\'it,foritsoun\'sratherfearsomeatfirsthearin\'o\'t。Butye\'sehae\'tasIreadit: “\'HerelieI,MartinElginbrodde: Haemercyo\'mysoul,LordGod; AsIwaddo,wereILordGod,AndyewereMartinElginbrodde。\'“ CertainlyHughcouldnothelpaslightshudderatwhatseemedtohimtheirreverenceoftheepitaph,ifindeeditwasnotdeservingofaworseepithet。Buthemadenoremark;and,afteramoment\'spause,Davidresumed: “Iwasuncoill-pleasedwi\'tatthefirst,asyemaysuppose,Mr。 Sutherlan\';but,afterawhile,Ibegude(began)an\'gaedthroughtwaorthreebitso\'reasonin\'sabootit,inthisway:Bythenatur\' o\'t,thismaunbetheman\'sainmakin\',thisepitaph;fornoitherbodycudha\'dune\'t;andhehadleftitin\'swilltobepittenupo\' thedeid-stane,naedoot:I\'thecontemplationo\'deith,amanwadnobelik\'lytodesiretheperpetuationo\'ablasphemyupo\'atableo\'stone,tostan\'againsthimforcenturiesi\'thefaceo\'Godan\' man:thereforeitcudnaha\'bornetheluiktohimo\'thepresumptuouswordo\'aproudmanevenin\'himsel\'wi\'theAlmichty。 Saewhatwas\'t,then,\'atmadehimmak\'it?Itseemstome——thoughIconfess,Mr。Sutherlan\',Imaybeledastraybythenateraldesire\'atamanhastothinkweelo\'hisainforbears——for\'athewasaforbearo\'myain,Icannaweeldoot,thenamebein\'bynomeansacommonane,inScotlandonyway——I\'msayin\',itseemstome,thatit\'sjistadarin\'way,maybeachildlikeway,o\'judgin\',asJobmichtha\'dune,\'theLordbyhimsel\';\'an\'sayin\',\'atginhe,MartinElginbrod,wadhaemercy,surelytheLordwasnotlessmercifu\'thanhewas。Theoffspringo\'theMostHighwas,asitwere,awareo\'thesamespiriti\'thefathero\'him,asmuvedinhimsel\'。Hefelt\'atthemercyinhimsel\'wasaneo\'thebestthings;an\'hecudnathink\'attherewadbelesso\'ti\'thefathero\'lichts,fraewhomcomethilkaguidan\'perfeckgift。An\'maybeheremembered\'attheSaviourhimsel\'said:\'BeyeperfectasyourfatherinHeavenisperfect;\'andthattheperfectiono\'God,asHehadjistpintedootafore,consistedincausin\'hisbonnysuntoshineontheevilan\'thegood,an\'hiscallerraintofa\'upo\'thejustan\'theunjust。“ ItmaywellbedoubtedwhetherDavid\'sinterpretationoftheepitaphwasthecorrectone。Itwillappeartomostofmyreaderstobreatheratherofdoubtlightedupbyhope,thanofthatstrongfaithwhichDavidreadinit。Butwhetherfromfamilypartiality,andconsequentunwillingnesstobelievethathisancestorhadbeenamanwho,havingledawild,erring,andevillife,turnedatlasttowardsthemercyofGodashisonlyhope,whichthewordsmightimply;orsimplythathesawthismeaningtobethebest;thiswastheinterpretationwhichDavidhadadopted。 “But,“interposedHugh,“supposinghethoughtallthat,whyshouldhethereforehaveitcarvedonhistombstone?” “Ihaethochtabootthattoo,“answeredDavid。“Foraething,abodyhasbutfeowwayso\'sayin\'hissaytohisbrithermen。RobbieBurnscuddo\'tinsangeftersang;butmaybethisepitaphwasa\'thatauldMartinwasabletomak\'。Hemichtnahaehadthegifto\'utterance。 Buttheremaybemairin\'tnorthat。Gintheclergyo\'thaetimeswarnaageyhantlemairenlichtenednorafowtho\'theclergyhereabouts,hewadhaeheardaheapabootthegloryo\'God,asthething\'atGodhimsel\'wasmaistanxiousabootuphaudin\',jistlikeaproodcreatero\'aking;an\'thathewadmak\'men,an\'feedthem,an\'cleedthem,an\'giethembrawwivesan\'toddlin\'bairnies,an\' synedamnthem,a\'for\'sainglory。Maybeyewadnagetmonyo\'them\'atwadspeyksaefair-ootnoo-a-days,fortheygangwi\'thetidejistlikethelave;buti\'myauldminny\'sbuiks,Ihaereadjiltasmuckleasthat,an\'waurtoo。Monyane\'atspaklikethat,hadnaedootaguidmeanin\'in\'t;but,hechman!it\'sanawesomedeevilichwayo\'sayin\'aholything。Noo,whatbettercouldpuirauldMartindo,seein\'hehadnoaewordtosayi\'thekirka\'hislifelang,norjistsayhisaeword,aspithilyasmightbe,i\'thekirkyard,efterhewasdeid;an\'oweran\'oweragain,wi\'atongueo\'stane,letthemtak\'itorlatitalane\'atlikit?That\'sa\'mydefenceo\'myauldluckie-daddy——Heavenresthisbraveauldsoul!” “Butarewenotindanger,“saidHugh,“ofthinkingtoolightlyandfamiliarlyoftheMaker,whenweproceedtojudgehimsobyourselves?” “Mr。Sutherlan\',“repliedDavid,verysolemnly,“IdinnathenkIcanbeinmuckledangero\'lichtlyin\'him,whanIkeninmyainsel\',asweelasshe\'atwashealedo\'herplague,\'atIwadbeahorsei\' thatpleuch,orapiginthatstye,notmerelyifitwashiswill——forwhacanstan\'againstthat——butifitwasforhisglory; ay,an\'comfortmysel\',a\'thetimethechangewaspassin\'upo\'me,wi\'thethochtthat,efteran\'a\',hisblessedhan\'smadethepigstoo。“ “But,amomentago,David,youseemedtometobemakingratherlittleofhisglory。“ “O\'hisglory,astheyconsiderglory——ay;efterawarldlyfashionthat\'snobetternorpride,an\'inhimwouldonlybeagreaterpride。Buthisglory!consistin\'inhistrowthan\' lovin\'kindness——(man!that\'sabonnyword)——an\'grandself-forgettin\'devotiontohiscreaters——lord!man,it\'sunspeakable。Icarelittleforhisgloryeither,ginbythatyemeanthepraiseo\'men。Aheapo\'theanxietyforthespreado\'hisglory,seemstometobebutadesireforthesempathyo\'itherfowk。There\'snofearbutmen\'llpraisehim,a\'inguidtime——thatis,whantheycan。But,Mr。Sutherlan\',forthegloryo\'God,raitherthan,ifitwerepossible,onejotoronetittleshouldfailofhisentireperfectionofholybeauty,IcallGodtowitness,I wouldgladlygotohellitsel\';fornoevilworththefullnamecanbefalltheearthoronycreaterin\'t,aslongasGodiswhatheis。 Forthegloryo\'God,Mr。Sutherlan\',Iwaddiethedeith。Forthewillo\'God,I\'mreadyforonythinghelikes。Icannasurelybeinmuckledangero\'lichtlyin\'him。IgloryinmyGod。“ ThealmostpassionateearnestnesswithwhichDavidspoke,wouldalonehavemadeitimpossibleforHughtoreplyatonce。Afterafewmoments,however,heventuredtoaskthequestion: “WouldyoudonothingthatotherpeopleshouldknowGod,then,David?” “Onything\'athelikes。ButIwouldtak\'tento\'interferin\'。He\'satithimsel\'fraemornin\'tonicht,fraeyear\'sen\'toyear\'sen\'。“ “ButyouseemtometomakeoutthatGodisnothingbutlove!” “Ay,naethingbutlove。Whatforno?” “Becausewearetoldheisjust。“ “Wouldhebelangjustifhedidnalo\'eus?” “Butdoeshenotpunishsin?” “Woulditbeonykin\'nessnotopunishsin?Notousa\'meanstopitawa\'theaeillthingfraeus?Whatevermaybemeantbytheplaceo\'meesery,depen\'upo\'t,Mr。Sutherlan\',it\'sonlyanitherformo\'love,loveshinin\'throughthefogso\'ill,an\'saegartleuksomethingverradifferentthereby。Man,raithernorseemyMaggy——an\'ye\'llnodoot\'atIlo\'eher——raithernorseemyMaggydoanillthing,I\'dseeherlyin\'deidatmyfeet。Butsupposin\'theillthingancedune,it\'snoatmyfeetIwadlayher,butupo\'myheart,wi\'myauldarmsaboother,tohandthefurtherillaffo\' her。An\'shallmortalmanbemorejustthanGod?ShallamanbemorepurethanhisMaker?OmyGod!myGod!” TheentranceofMargaretwouldhavepreventedtheprosecutionofthisconversation,evenifithadnotalreadydrawntoanaturalclose。NotthatDavidwouldnothavetalkedthusbeforehisdaughter,butsimplythatminds,likeinstruments,needtobebroughtuptothesamepitch,beforetheycan“atonetogether,“andthatonefeelsthisinstinctivelyontheentranceofanotherwhohasnotgonethroughthesameimmediateprocessofgradualelevationoftone。 Theirbooksandslatesweregotout,andtheysatdowntotheirwork;butHughcouldnothelpobservingthatDavid,inthemidstofhislinesandanglesandalgebraiccomputations,would,everynowandthen,glanceupatMargaret,withalookoftendernessinhisfaceyetdeeperandmoredelicateinitsexpressionthanordinary。 Margaretwas,however,quiteunconsciousofit,pursuingherworkwithherordinaryevendiligence。ButJanetobservedit。 “Whatailsthebairn,Dawvid,\'atyeleukatherthatget?saidshe。 “Naethingailsher,woman。Doyeneverleukatabodybutwhensomethingailsthem?” “Ow,ay——butnothatget。“ “Weel,maybeIwasthinkin\'hooIwadleukatherginonythingdidailher。“ “Hoot!hoot!dinnafurthertheillhitherbymakin\'abiendoonsittin\'an\'abedfor\'t。“ AllDavid\'sanswertothiswasoneofhisownsmiles。 Atsupper,forithappenedtobeSaturday,Hughsaid: “I\'vebeenbusy,betweenwhiles,inventing,orperhapsdiscovering,anetymologicalpedigreeforyou,David!” “Weel,lat\'shear\'t,“saidDavid。 “First——doyouknowthatthatvolumewithyourancestor\'snameonit,waswrittenbyanoldGermanshoemaker,perhapsonlyacobbler,foranythingIknow?” “Iknownothingabootit,moreorless,“answeredDavid。 “Hewasawonderfulman。Somepeoplethinkhewasalmostinspired。“ “Maybe,maybe,“wasallDavid\'sdoubtfulresponse。 “Atallevents,thoughIknownothingaboutitmyself,hemusthavewrittenwonderfullyforacobbler。“ “Formypairt,“repliedDavid,“ifIseenowonderintheman,Icanseebutlittleinthecobbler。Whatforshouldnaacobblerwritewonnerfully,asweelasanither?It\'satrade\'atfurthersmeditation。Mygrandfatherwasacobbler,asyeca\'t;an\'theysayhewasnofuleinhisainwayeither。“ “Thenitdoesgointhefamily!”criedHugh,triumphantly。 “Iwasindoubtatfirstwhetheryournamereferredtothebreadthofyourshoulders,David,astransmittedfromsomeancientsire,whosebackwasanEllwand-broad;forthegmightcomefromaworv,foranythingIknowtothecontrary。Butitwouldhavebeenbraidinthatcase。And,now,IamquiteconvincedthatthatMartinorhisfatherwasaGerman,afriendofoldJacobB渉men,whogavehimthebookhimself,andwasbesidesofthesamecraft;andhecomingtothiscountrywithanamehardtobepronounced,theyfoundaresemblanceinthesoundofittohisoccupation;andsograduallycorruptedhisname,tothemuncouth,intoElsynbrod,Elshinbrod,thenceElginbrod,withasoftg,andlastlyElginbrod,asyoupronounceitnow,withahardg。Thisname,turnedfromScotchintoEnglish,wouldthenbesimplyMartinAwlbore。Thecobblerisinthefamily,David,descendedfromJacobB渉menhimself,bythemother\'sside。“ Thisheraldicblazonamusedthemallverymuch,andDavidexpressedhisentireconcurrencewithit,declaringittobeincontrovertible。 Margaretlaughedheartily。 Besidesitsownbeauty,twothingsmadeMargaret\'slaughofsomeconsequence;onewas,thatitwasveryrare;andtheother,thatitrevealedhertworegularrowsofdaintywhiteteeth,suitingwelltothewholebuildofthemaiden。Shewasgracefulandrathertall,withaheadwhich,butforitssmallness,mighthaveseemedtooheavyfortheneckthatsupportedit,soreadyitalwayswastodrooplikeasnowdrop。TheonlypartsaboutherwhichHughdisliked,wereherhandsandfeet。Theformercertainlyhadbeenreddenedandroughenedbyhouseholdwork:buttheywerewellformednotwithstanding。Thelatterhehadneverseen,notwithstandingthebare-foothabitsofScotchmaidens;forhesawMargaretrarelyexceptintheevenings,andthenshewasdressedtoreceivehim。 Certainly,however,theywereveryfarfromfollowingtheshapeoftheclumsycountryshoes,bywhichhemisjudgedtheirproportions。 Hadheseenthem,ashemighthaveseenthemsomepartofanydayduringthesummer,theirformatleastwouldhavesatisfiedhim。 CHAPTERXIV。 WINTER。 Outofwhosewombcametheice?andthehoaryfrostofheaven,whohathgenderedit?Thewatersarehidaswithastone,andthefaceofthedeepisfrozen。 Hegivethsnowlikewool;hescattereththehoarfrostlikeashes。 JOBxxxviii。29,30;PSALMcxlvii。16。 Winterwasfairlycomeatlast。Ablackfrosthadboundtheearthformanydays;andatlengthapeculiarsensation,almostasmellofsnowintheair,indicatedanapproachingstorm。Thesnowfellatfirstinafewlargeunwillingflakes,thatflutteredslowlyandheavilytotheearth,wheretheylaylikethefoundationofthesuperstructurethatwasabouttofollow。Fasterandfastertheyfell——wonderfulmultitudesofdelicatecrystals,adheringinshapesofbeautywhichoutviedallthatjewellercouldinventorexecuteofethereal,starryforms,structuresofevanescentyetprodigalloveliness——tillthewholeairwasobscuredbythem,andnightcameon,hastenedbyanhour,fromthegatheringoftheirwhitedarkness。 Inthemorning,allthelandscapewastransfigured。Thesnowhadceasedtofall;butthewholeearth,houses,fields,andfences,pondsandstreams,werechangedtowhiteness。Butmostwonderfullookedthetrees——everyboughandeverytwigthickened,andbentearthwardwithitsownindividualloadofthefairyghost-birds。 Eachretainedthesemblanceofitsownform,wonderfully,magicallyalteredbyitsthickgarmentofradiantwhiteness,shininggloriouslyinthesunlight。Itwastheshroudofdeadnature;butashroudthatseemedtoprefigurealovelyresurrection;fortheverydeath-robewasunspeakably,witchinglybeautiful。Againatnightthesnowfell;andagainandagain,withinterveningdaysofbrightsunshine。Everymorning,thefirstfreshfootprintswereanewwondertothelivingcreatures,theyoung-heartedamongstthematleast,wholivedandmovedinthisdeath-world,thissepulchralplanet,buriedintheshiningairbeforetheeyesofitssister-starsintheblue,deathlessheavens。Pathshadtobeclearedineverydirectiontowardstheout-houses,andagainclearedeverymorning;tillatlastthewallsofsolidrainstoodhigherthantheheadoflittleJohnnie,ashewasstillcalled,thoughhewastwelveyearsold。Itwasagreatdelighttohimtowanderthroughthesnow-avenuesineverydirection;andgreatfunitwas,bothtohimandhisbrother,whentheyweretiredofsnowballingeachotherandeverylivingthingabouttheplaceexcepttheirparentsandtutor,tohollowoutmysteriouscavesandvaultedpassages。Sometimestheywouldcarrythesepassagesonfromonepathtowithinaninchortwoofanother,andtherelieinwaittillsomepasser-by,unweetingofharm,wasjustoppositetheirlurkingcave;whentheywoulddashthroughthesolidwallofsnowwithahideousyell,almostendangeringthewitsofthemaids,andcausingarecoilandstartledejaculationevenofthestrongmanonwhomtheychancedtotrytheirpowersofalarm。Hughhimselfwasoncegladtocovertheconfusionofhisownfrightwiththeheartyfitoflaughterintowhichtheperturbationoftheboys,upondiscoveringwhomtheyhadstartled,threwhim。Itwasrarefuntothem;butnottothewomenaboutthehouse,whomovedfromplacetoplaceinastateofchronicalarm,scaredbythefearofbeingscared;tilloneofthemgoingintohysterics,realorpretended,itwasfoundnecessarytoputastoptothepractice;not,however,beforeMargarethadhadhershareofthejest。Hughhappenedtobelookingoutofhiswindowatthemoment——watchingher,indeed,asshepassedtowardsthekitchenwithsomemessagefromhermother;whenanindescribablemonster,achaoticmassoflegsandsnow,burst,asifoutoftheearth,uponher。Sheturnedpaleasthesnowaroundher(andHughhadneverobservedbeforehowdarkhereyeswere),asshesprangbackwiththegraceofastartleddeer。Sheutterednocry,however,perceivinginamomentwhoitwas,gaveatroubledlittlesmile,andpassedonherwayasifnothinghadhappened。Hughwasnotsorrywhenmaternalorderswereissuedagainstthepracticaljoke。Theboysdidnotrespecttheirmotherverymuch,buttheydarednotdisobeyher,whenshespokeinacertaintone。 TherewasnopathwaycuttoDavid\'scottage;andnotracktrodden,exceptwhatDavid,comingtothehousesometimes,andHughgoingeveryafternoontothecottage,madebetweenthem。Hughoftenwenttothekneesinsnow,butwaswelldriedandwarmedbyJanet\'scarewhenhearrived。Shehadalwaysapairofstockingsandslippersreadyforhimatthefire,tobeputonthemomentofhisarrival; andexchangedagainforhisown,dryandwarm,beforehefootedoncemoretheghostlywaste。Whenneithermoonwasupnorstarswereout,therewasastrangeeerieglimmerfromthesnowthatlightedthewayhome;andhethoughttheremustbemorelightfromitthancouldbeaccountedformerelybythereflectionofeveryparticleoflightthatmightfalluponitfromothersources。 Margaretwasnotkepttothehousebythesnow,evenwhenitwasfalling。Shewentoutasusual——notofcoursewanderingfar,forwalkingwasdifficultnow。Butshewasinlittledangeroflosingherway,forsheknewthecountryaswellasanyone;andalthoughitsfacewasgreatlyalteredbythefillingupofitsfeatures,andtheuniformityofthecolour,yetthosefeatureswerediscernibletoherexperiencedeyethroughthesheetthatcoveredthem。Itwasonlynecessarytowalkonthetopsofdykes,andotherelevatedridges,tokeepclearofthedeepsnow。 Thereweremanypathsbetweenthecottagesandthefarmsintheneighbourhood,inwhichshecouldwalkwithcomparativeeaseandcomfort。Butshepreferredwanderingawaythroughthefieldsandtowardthehills。Sometimesshewouldcomehomelikeacreatureofthesnow,bornofit,andlivinginit;socoveredwasshefromheadtofootwithitsflakes。Davidusedtosmileatherwithpeculiarcomplacencyonsuchoccasions。ItwasevidentthatitpleasedhimsheshouldbetheplaymateofNature。Janetwasnotaltogetherindulgenttothesefreaks,assheconsideredthem,ofMarget——shehadquitegivenupcallingherMeg,“sin\'shetooktothebeuksoeident。“Butwhateverhermothermightthinkofit,Margaretwasinthiswaylayingupastorenotonlyofbodilyandmentalhealth,butofresourcesforthoughtandfeeling,ofsecretunderstandingsandcommunionswithNature,andeverythingsimple,andstrong,andpurethroughNature,thanwhichshecouldhaveaccumulatednothingmoreprecious。 Thiskindofweathercontinuedforsometime,tillthepeopledeclaredtheyhadneverknownastormlastsolong“ohneverdevallt,“thatis,withoutintermission。Butthefrostgrewharder; andthenthesnow,insteadoffallinginlargeadhesiveflakes,fellinsmalldryflakes,ofwhichtheboyscouldmakenosnaw-ba\'s。Allthetime,however,therewasnowind;andthisnotbeingasheepcountry,therewaslittleuneasinessorsufferingoccasionedbytheseverityoftheweather,beyondwhatmustbefallthepoorerclassesineverynortherncountryduringthewinter。 Oneday,Davidheardthatapooroldmanofhisacquaintancewasdying,andimmediatelysetouttovisithim,atadistanceoftwoorthreemiles。Hereturnedintheevening,onlyintimeforhisstudies;fortherewasofcourselittleornothingtobedoneatpresentinthewayoflabour。Ashesatdowntothetable,hesaid: “Ihaeseenawonnerfu\'sichtsin\'Isawyou,Mr。Sutherlan\'。I gaedtoseeanauldChristian,whasebodyan\'brainarenighwornoot。Hewasneveronythingremarkableforintellec,andjisttookwhattheministertellthimfortrue,an\'keepittheguido\'t;forhishertwasayericht,an\'hisfaithahantlestrongerthanmaybeithadonyrichttobe,accordin\'tohisainopingans;but,hech! there\'ssomethingfarbetternorhisopingansi\'theherto\'ilkaGod-fearin\'body。WhanIgaedbuttthehoose,hewassittin\'in\'sauldarm-chairbythesideo\'thefire,an\'hisfaceluikitdazedlike。Therewasnolichtin\'tbutwhatcam\'nooan\'thanfraealowi\'thefire。Thesnawwasdriftin\'aweeabootthebitwinnock,an\' hisauldeenwasfixedupo\'t;an\'a\'\'athesaid,takin\'nonoticeo\'me,wasjist,\'Thebirdiesisflutterin\';thebirdiesisflutterin\'。\'Ispak\'tillhim,an\'triedtoroosehim,wi\'aethingafteranither,bitImichtasweelhaespokentothedoor-cheek,fora\'thenoticethathetook。Neverawordhespak\',butaye\'Thebirdiesisflutterin\'。\'Atlast,itcam\'tomymin\'\'atthebodywasayefu\'o\'aneo\'thepsalmsinparticler;an\'saeIjistsaidtillhimatlast:\'John,haeyeforgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm?\' \'Forgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm!\'quo\'he;an\'hisfacelightedupinamomentfraetheinside:\'TheLord\'smyshepherd,——an\'IhaefollowedHimthrougha\'thesmorin\'drifto\'thewarl\',an\'he\'llbringmetothegreenpasturesan\'thestillwaterso\'Hissummer-kingdomatthelanglast。Ishallnotwant。An\'Ihaewantedfornaething,naething。\'Hehadbeenashepherdhimsel\'in\'syoungdays。Andsoonhegaed,wi\'akin\'o\'apersonalcommentaryonthehaillpsalmfraebeginnin\'toen\',andsynehejistfellbackintotheauldcroonin\'sang,\'Thebirdiesisflutterin\';thebirdiesisflutterin\'。\'Thelichtdeedooto\'hisface,an\'a\'thatIcouldsaycouldna\'bringbackthelichttohisface,northesensetohistongue。He\'llsunebeinabetterwarl\'。SaeIwasjistforcedtoleavehim。ButIpromisedhisdochter,puirbody,thatIwouldca\' againan\'seehimthemorn\'safternoon。It\'suncodowiewarkforher;fortheyhaescarceaneeborwithinreacho\'them,incaseo\'achange;an\'therehadhardlybeenacreatur\'insideo\'theirdoorforaweek。“ Thefollowingafternoon,Davidsetoutaccordingtohispromise。 Beforehisreturn,thewind,whichhadbeenthreateningtowakeallday,hadrisenrapidly,andnowblewasnowstormofitsown。WhenHughopenedthedoortotakehisusualwalktothecottage,justasdarknesswasbeginningtofall,thesighthesawmadehisyoungstrongheartdancewithdelight。Thesnowthatfellmadebutasmallpartofthewild,confusedturmoilanduproaroftheten-foldstorm。Forthewind,ravingoverthesurfaceofthesnow,which,asIhavealreadyexplained,laynearlyaslooseasdrysand,sweptitinthickfiercecloudsalongwithit,tearingitupandcastingitdownagainnoonecouldtellwhere——forthewholeairwasfilledwithdrift,astheycallthesnowwhenthusdriven。Afewhoursofthiswouldalterthefaceofthewholecountry,leavingsomepartsbare,andothersburiedbeneathheapsonheapsofsnow,calledheresnaw-wreaths。Forthewordsnow-wreathsdoesnotmeanthelovelygarlandshunguponeverytreeandbushinitsfeatheryfall;butawfulmoundsofdriftedsnow,thatmaybethesmooth,soft,whitesepulchresofdeadmen,smotheredinthelappingfoldsofthealmostsolidwind。Pathorwaywasnonebeforehim。Hecouldseenothingbutthesurfaceofaseaoffrothandfoam,asitappearedtohim,withthespraytornfromit,whirledinallshapesandcontortions,anddrivenineverydirection;butchiefly,inthemaindirectionofthewind,inlongslopingspiresofmistywhiteness,swiftasarrows,andaskeenuponthefaceofhimwhodaredtoopposethem。 Hughplungedintoitwithawildsenseoflifeandjoy。Inthecourseofhisshortwalk,however,ifwalkitcouldbecalled,whichwasonechainofplungingsandemergings,struggleswiththesnow,andwrestleswiththewind,hefeltthatitneedednotastoutheartonly,butsoundlungsandstronglimbsaswell,tobattlewiththestorm,evenforsuchadistance。Whenhereachedthecottage,hefoundJanetinconsiderableanxiety,notonlyaboutDavid,whohadnotyetreturned,butaboutMargaretaswell,whomshehadnotseenforsometime,andwhomustbeoutsomewhereinthestorm——“thewullhizzie。“Hughsuggestedthatshemighthavegonetomeetherfather。 “TheLordforbid!”ejaculatedJanet。“Theroadliesowerthetapo\' theHalshach,aseerieandbareaplaceaseverwashill-moss,wi\' neverascougorbieldin\'t,fraethetaesidetothetither。Thewin\'therejistgangscleanwuda\'thegither。An\'there\'smonyawell-eeforbye,thatginyefellintill\'t,yewudnevercomeattheboddomo\'t。TheLordpreserve\'s!Iwis\'Dawvidwashame。“ “Howcouldyoulethimgo,Janet?” “Lathimgang,laddie!It\'sastrangtow\'atwadhaudorbin\' Dawvid,whanheconsidershebudtogang,an\'\'twereintilladeil\'sbyke。ButI\'mnothatfearedaboothim。Imaistbelievehe\'sunderspecialprotection,ifevermanwasorouchttobe;an\'he\'snomorefearedatthestorm,norginthesnawwasangels\'feathersflauchterin\'ooto\'theirwingsa\'aboothim。ButI\'mnoeasyi\'mymin\'abootMaggy——thewullhizzie!Ginshebemeetin\'herfather,an\'chancetomisshim,theLordkenswhatmaycomeo\'her。“ Hughtriedtocomforther,butallthatcouldbedonewastowaitDavid\'sreturn。Thestormseemedtoincreaseratherthanabateitsforce。ThefootprintsHughhadmade,hadallbutvanishedalreadyattheverydoorofthehouse,whichstoodquiteintheshelterofthefir-wood。Astheylookedout,adarkfigureappearedwithinayardortwoofthehouse。 “TheLordgrantitbemybairn!”prayedpoorJanet。ButitwasDavid,andalone。Janetgaveashriek。 “Dawvid,whaur\'sMaggie?” “Ihaenaseenthebairn,“repliedDavid,inrepressedperturbation。 “She\'snotheroot,isshe,thenicht?” “She\'snoathame,Dawvid,that\'sa\'\'atIken。“ “Whaurgaedshe?” “TheLordkens。She\'ssmooredi\'thesnawbythistime。“ “She\'si\'theLord\'shan\'s,Janet,besheaneathasnaw-vraith。 Dinnaforgetthat,wuman。Hoolangis\'tsin\'yemissedher?” “Anhouran\'mair——Idinnakenhoolang。I\'mcleandoititwi\' dreid。“ “I\'llawa\'an\'leukforher。JusthaudthehertinhertillIcomeback,Mr。Sutherlan\'。“ “Iwon\'tbeleftbehind,David。I\'mgoingwithyou。“ “Yedinnakenwhatye\'resayin\',Mr。Sutherlan\'。Iwadsunehaetwao\'yetoseekinplaceo\'ane。“ “Neverheedme;I\'mgoingonmyownaccount,comewhatmay。“ “Weel,weel;Idownabidetodiffer。I\'mgaeinuptheburn-side; baudyeowertothefarm,andspierginonybody\'sseenher;an\'thelads\'llbeouttoleukforherinajiffey。Mypuirlassie!” Thesighthatmusthaveaccompaniedthelastwords,waslostinthewind,astheyvanishedinthedarkness。Janetfellonherkneesinthekitchen,withthedoorwideopen,andthewinddriftinginthepowderysnow,andscatteringitwiththeashesfromthehearthoverthefloor。Apictureofmorethoroughdesolationcanhardlybeimagined。Shesooncametoherself,however;andreflectingthat,ifthelostchildwasfound,theremustbeawarmbedtoreceiveher,elseshemightbeasecondtimelost,sheroseandshutthedoor,andmendedthefire。Itwasasifthedumbattitudeofherprayerwasanswered;forthoughshehadneverspokenoreventhoughtaword,strengthwasrestoredtoherdistractedbrain。Whenshehadmadeeverypreparationshecouldthinkof,shewenttothedooragain,openedit,andlookedout。Itwasaregionofhowlingdarkness,tossedaboutbypalesnow-drifts;outofwhichitseemedscarcemorehopefulthatwelcomefaceswouldemerge,thanthattheyshouldreturntooureyesfromthevastunknowninwhichtheyvanishatlast。Sheclosedthedooroncemore,andknowingnothingelsetobedone,satdownonachair,withherhandsonherknees,andhereyesfixedonthedoor。Theclockwentonwithitsslowswing,tic——tac,tic——tac,anutterlyinhumantime-measurer;butsheheardthesoundofeverysecond,throughthemidstoftheuproarinthefir-trees,whichbenttheirtallheadshissingtotheblast,andswingingaboutintheagonyoftheirstrife。Theminuteswentby,tillanhourwasgone,andtherewasneithersoundnorhearing,butofthestormandtheclock。Stillshesatandstared,hereyesfixedonthedoor-latch。Suddenly,withoutwarningitwaslifted,andthedooropened。Herheartboundedandflutteredlikeastartledbird;butalas!thefirstwordssheheardwere:“Isshenocomeyet?”Itwasherhusband,followedbyseveralofthefarmservants。Hehadmadeacircuittothefarm,andfindingthatHughhadneverbeenthere,hoped,thoughwithtrembling,thatMargarethadalreadyreturnedhome。ThequestionfelluponJanet\'sheartlikethesoundoftheearthonthecoffin-lid,andhersilentstarewastheonlyanswerDavidreceived。 Butatthatverymoment,likeadeadmanburstfromthetomb,enteredfrombehindthepartyattheopendoor,silentandwhite,withrigidfeaturesandfixedeyes,Hugh。Hestumbledin,leaningforwardwithlongstrides,anddraggingsomethingbehindhim。Hepushedandstaggeredthroughthemasifhesawnothingbeforehim; andastheypartedhorror-stricken,theysawthatitwasMargaret,orherdeadbody,thathedraggedafterhim。Hedroppedherathermother\'sfeet,andfellhimselfonthefloor,beforetheywereabletogivehimanysupport。David,whowasquitecalm,gotthewhiskybottleout,andtriedtoadministersometoMargaretfirst;butherteethwerefirmlyset,andtoallappearanceshewasdead。OneoftheyoungmensucceededbetterwithHugh,whomatDavid\'sdirectiontheytookintothestudy;whileheandJanetgotMargaretundressedandputtobed,withhotbottlesallabouther;forinwarmthlaytheonlyhopeofrestoringher。Aftershehadlainthusforawhile,shegaveasigh;andwhentheyhadsucceededingettinghertoswallowsomewarmmilk,shebegantobreathe,andsoonseemedtobeonlyfastasleep。Afterhalfanhour\'srestandwarming,Hughwasabletomoveandspeak。Davidwouldnotallowhimtosaymuch,however,butgothimtobed,sendingwordtothehousethathecouldnotgohomethatnight。HeandJanetsatbythefiresideallnight,listeningtothestormthatstillravedwithout,andthankingGodforbothofthelives。Everyfewminutesatip-toeexcursionwasmadetothebedside,andnowandthentotheotherroom。Boththepatientssleptquietly。TowardsmorningMargaretopenedhereyes,andfaintlycalledhermother;butsoonfellasleeponcemore,anddidnotawakeagaintillnearlynoon。Whensufficientlyrestoredtobeabletospeak,theaccountshegavewas,thatshehadsetouttomeetherfather;butthestormincreasing,shehadthoughtitmoreprudenttoturn。Itgrewinviolence,however,sorapidly,andbeatsodirectlyinherface,thatshewassoonexhaustedwithstruggling,andbenumbedwiththecold。Thelastthingsherememberedwas,dropping,asshethought,intoahole,andfeelingasifsheweregoingtosleepinbed,yetknowingitwasdeath;andthinkinghowmuchsweeteritwasthansleep。Hugh\'saccountwasverystrangeanddefective,buthewasneverabletoaddanythingtoit。Hesaidthat,whenherushedoutintothedark,thestormseizedhimlikeafury,beatinghimabouttheheadandfacewithicywings,tillhewasalmoststunned。Hetooktheroadtothefarm,whichlaythroughthefir-wood;buthesoonbecameawarethathehadlosthiswayandmighttrampaboutinthefir-woodtilldaylight,ifhelivedaslong。Then,thinkingofMargaret,helosthispresenceofmind,andrushedwildlyalong。Hethoughthemusthaveknockedhisheadagainstthetrunkofatree,buthecouldnottell;forherememberednothingmorebutthathefoundhimselfdraggingMargaret,withhisarmsroundher,throughthesnow,andnearingthelightinthecottage-window。Whereorhowhehadfoundher,orwhatthelightwasthathewasapproaching,hehadnottheleastidea。HehadonlyavaguenotionthathewasrescuingMargaretfromsomethingdreadful。Margaret,forherpart,hadnorecollectionofreachingthefir-wood,andas,longbeforemorning,alltraceswereobliterated,thefactsremainedamystery。JanetthoughtthatDavidhadsomewonderfulpersuasionaboutit;buthewasneverheardeventospeculateonthesubject。Certainitwas,thatHughhadsavedMargaret\'slife。Heseemedquitewellnextday,forhewasofaverypowerfulandenduringframeforhisyears。Sherecoveredmoreslowly,andperhapsneveraltogetherovercametheeffectsofDeath\'sembracethatnight。FromthemomentwhenMargaretwasbroughthome,thestormgraduallydiedaway,andbythemorningallwasstill;butmanystarryandmoonlitnightsglimmeredandpassed,beforethatsnowwasmeltedawayfromtheearth;andmanyanightJanetawokefromhersleepwithacry,thinkingsheheardherdaughtermoaning,deepinthesmoothoceanofsnow,andcouldnotfindwhereshelay。 TheoccurrencesofthisdreadfulnightcouldnotlessentheinteresthiscottagefriendsfeltinHugh;andalongwinterpassedwithdailyandlengtheningcommunionbothinstudyandingeneralconversation。Ifearsomeofmyyoungerreaderswillthinkmystoryslow;andsay:“What!aretheynotgoingtofallinlovewitheachotheryet?Wehavebeenexpectingiteversolong。“Ihavetwoanswerstomaketothis。Thefirstis:“Idonotpretendtoknowsomuchaboutloveasyou——excuseme——thinkyoudo;andmustconfess,I donotknowwhethertheywereinlovewitheachotherornot。“Thesecondis:“ThatIdarenotpretendtounderstandthoroughlysuchasacredmysteryastheheartofMargaret;andIshouldfeelitratherworsethanpresumptuoustotalkasifIdid。EvenHugh\'sisknowntomeonlybygleamsoflightthrown,nowandthen,andhereandthere,uponit。“Perhapsthetwoanswersareonlythesameanswerindifferentshapes。 Mrs。Glasford,however,wouldeasilyanswerthequestion,ifananswerisallthatiswanted;forshe,notwithstandingthefactsofthestory,whichshecouldnotfailtohaveheardcorrectlyfromthebestauthority,andnotwithstandingthenatureofthenight,whichmighthaveseemedsufficienttooverthrowherconclusions,uniformlyremarked,asoftenastheirescapewasalludedtoinherhearing,“Latthemtak\'itTheyhadnobusinesstobeootabootthegither。“ CHAPTERXV。 TRANSITION。 Tellme,brightboy,tellme,mygoldenlad,Whitherawaysofrolic?Whysoglad? Whatallthywealthincouncil?allthystate? Arehuskssodear?troth,\'tisamightyrate。 RICHARDCRASHAW。 ThelongScotchwinterpassedbywithoutanyinterruptiontothegrowingfriendship。Butthespringbroughtachange;andHughwasseparatedfromhisfriendssoonerthanhehadanticipated,bymorethansixmonths。Forhismotherwrotetohimingreatdistress,inconsequenceofaclaimmadeuponherforsomedebtwhichhisfatherhadcontracted,veryprobablyforHugh\'sownsake。Hughcouldnotbearthatanysuchshouldremainundischarged,orthathisfather\'snameshouldnotrestinpeaceaswellashisbodyandsoul。Herequested,therefore,fromthelaird,theamountduetohim,anddespatchedalmostthewholeofitfortheliquidationofthisdebt,sothathewasnowasunprovidedasbeforefortheexpensesofthecomingwinteratAberdeen。But,aboutthesametime,afellow-studentwrotetohimwithnewsofasituationforthesummer,worththreetimesasmuchashispresentone,andtobeprocuredthroughhisfriend\'sinterest。Hughhavingengagedhimselftothelairdonlyforthewinter,althoughhehadintendedtostaytillthecommencementofthefollowingsession,feltthat,althoughhewouldmuchratherremainwherehewas,hemustnothesitateamomenttoaccepthisfriend\'soffer;andthereforewroteatonce。 Iwillnotattempttodescribetheparting。Itwasveryquiet,butverysolemnandsad。JanetshowedfarmoredistressthanMargaret,forsheweptoutright。ThetearsstoodinDavid\'seyes,ashegraspedtheyouth\'shandinsilence。Margaretwasverypale;thatwasall。AssoonasHughdisappearedwithherfather,whowasgoingtowalkwithhimtothevillagethroughwhichthecoachpassed,shehurriedaway,andwenttothefir-woodforcomfort。 HughfoundhisnewsituationinPerthshireverydifferentfromthelast。Theheadsofthefamilybeingthemselvesaladyandagentleman,hefoundhimselfagentlemantoo。Hehadmoretodo,buthisworklefthimplentyofleisurenotwithstanding。Agoodportionofhissparetimehedevotedtoverse-making,towhichhefeltagrowingimpulse;andwhatevermayhavebeenthemeritofhiscompositions,theydidhimintellectualgoodatleast,ifitwereonlythroughtheprocessoftheirconstruction。HewrotetoDavidafterhisarrival,tellinghimallabouthisnewsituation;andreceivedinreturnaletterfromMargaret,writtenatherfather\'sdictation。Themechanicalpartofletter-writingwasratherlaborioustoDavid;butMargaretwrotewell,inconsequenceofthenumberofpapers,ofonesortandanother,whichshehadwrittenforHugh。Threeorfourlettersmorepassedbetweenthematlengtheningintervals。Thentheyceased——onHugh\'ssidefirst;until,whenonthepointofleavingforAberdeen,feelingsomewhatconscience-strickenatnothavingwrittenforsolong,hescribbledanotetoinformthemofhisapproachingdeparture,promisingtoletthemknowhisaddressassoonashefoundhimselfsettled。Willitbebelievedthatthesessionwentbywithouttheredemptionofthispledge?Surelyhecouldnothavefelt,toanyapproximatedegree,theamountofobligationhewasundertohishumblefriends。 Perhaps,indeed,hemayhavethoughtthattheobligationwasprincipallyontheirside;asitwouldhavebeen,ifintellectualassistancecouldoutweighheart-kindness,andspiritualimpulseandenlightenment;for,unconsciouslyinagreatmeasuretohimself,hehadlearnedfromDavidtoregardinanewandmorerealaspect,manyofthosetruthswhichhehadhithertoreceivedastrue,andwhichyethadtillthenproducedinhimnootherthanafeelingofthecommon-placeanduninterestingatthebest。 Besidesthis,andmanycognateadvantages,athousandseedsoftruthmusthavesurelyremainedinhismind,droppedtherefromthesametongueofwisdom,andonlywaitingthefriendlyaidofahardwinter,breakingupthecold,selfishclodsofclay,toshareinthelovelinessofanewspring,andbeperfectedinthebeautyofanewsummer。 Howeverthismayhavebeen,itiscertainthatheforgothisoldfriendsfarmorethanhehimselfcouldhavethoughtitpossibleheshould;for,tomakethebestofit,youthiseasilyattractedandfilledwiththepresentshow,andeasilyforgetsthatwhich,fromdistanceintimeorspace,hasnoshowtoshow。Spendinghiseveningsinthemidstofmerryfaces,andreadytonguesfluentwiththetonesofjollity,ifnotalwaysofwit,whichglidedsometimesintonotooearnestdiscussionofthedifficultsubjectsoccupyingtheirstudenthours;surroundedbythevapoursofwhisky-toddy,andthesmokeofcuttypipes,tillfarintotheshorthours;thenhurryinghome,andlapsingintounrefreshingslumbersoverintendedstudy;orsittingupallnighttopreparethetaskswhichhadbeenneglectedforaballoraneveningwithWilson,thegreatinterpreterofScottishsong——itishardlytobewonderedatthatheshouldlosethefinerconsciousnessofhigherpowersanddeeperfeelings,notfromanybehaviourinitselfwrong,butfromthehurry,noise,andtumultinthestreetsoflife,that,penetratingtoodeepintothehouseoflife,dazedandstupefiedthesilentandlonelywatcherinthechamberofconscience,farapart。Hehadnotimetothinkorfeel。 Thesessiondrewtoaclose。Heeschewedallidleness;shuthimselfup,afterclasshours,withhisbooks;atelittle,studiedhard,sleptirregularly,workingalwaysbestbetweenmidnightandtwointhemorning;carriedthefirsthonoursinmostofhisclasses;andatlengthbreathedfreely,butwithadizzybrain,andafacethatrevealed,inpalecheeks,andred,wearyeyes,theresultsofanexcessofmentallabour——anexcesswhichisasinjuriousasanyotherkindofintemperance,themoraldegradationalonekeptoutofview。Proudofhissuccess,hesatdownandwroteashortnote,withasimplestatementofit,toDavid;hoping,inhissecretmind,thathewouldattributehisprevioussilencetoanabsorptioninstudywhichhadnotexistedbeforetheendofthesessionwasquiteathand。Nowthathehadmoretimeforreflection,hecouldnotbeartheideathatthatnoblerusticfaceshouldlookdisapprovinglyor,stillworse,coldlyuponhim;andhecouldnothelpfeelingasiftheoldploughmanhadtakentheplaceofhisfather,astheonlymanofwhomhemuststandinawe,andwhohadarighttoreprovehim。Hedidreprovehimnow,thoughunintentionally。ForDavidwasdelightedathavingsuchgoodnewsfromhim;andtheuneasinesswhichhehadfelt,butneverquiteexpressed,wasalmostsweptawayintheconclusion,thatitwasunreasonabletoexpecttheyoungmantogivehistimetothembothabsentandpresent,especiallywhenhehadbeenoccupiedtosuchgoodpurposeasthislettersignified。Sohewasnearlyatpeaceabouthim——thoughnotquite。Hughreceivedfromhimthefollowingletterinreplytohis;dictated,asusual,tohissecretary,Margaret:—— “MYDEARSIR,“Ye\'llbeagreatmansomeday,ginyehaudatit。Butthingsmaunnabegottenattheoutlayo\'mairthanthey\'reworth。Ye\'llkenwhatImean。An\'there\'sbetterthingsnorbein\'agreatman,eftera\'。ForgiethelibertyItak\'inremin\'in\'yeo\'siclike。 I\'monlyremin\'in\'yeo\'whatyekenweelaneuch。Butye\'reabravelad,an\'yehaebeenanuncofrien\'tomean\'mine;an\'IpraytheLordtothankyeforme,foryehaedunemuckleguidtohisbairns——meanin\'mean\'mine。It\'sverrakin\'o\'yetovritetill\'sintheverramomento\'victory;butweelyekentthatamida\'yerfrien\'s——an\'yecannafailtohaemonyaane,wi\'aheadan\'afacelikeyours——therewasnaane——na,noane,thatwadrejoicemairoweryoursuccessthanJanet,ormydoo,Maggie,oryerainauldobleegedfrien\'an\'servant,“DAVIDELGINBROD。 “P。S——We\'rea\'weel,an\'uncoblytheatyourletter。 Maggy—— “P。S。2——DearMr。Sutherland,——Iwrotealltheaboveatmyfather\'sdictation,andjustashesaidit,forIthoughtyouwouldlikehisScotchbetterthanmyEnglish。MymotherandImyselfarerejoicedatthegoodnews。Mymotherfairlygratoutright。IgaedouttothetreewhereImetyoufirst。IwondersairsometimesifyouwastheangelIwastomeetinthefir-wood。Iam,“Yourobedientservant,“MARGARETELGINBROD。“ ThislettercertainlytouchedHugh。ButhecouldnothelpfeelingratheroffendedthatDavidshouldwritetohiminsuchawarningtone。Hehadneveraddressedhiminthisfashionwhenhesawhimeveryday。Indeed,Davidcouldnotveryeasilyhavespokentohimthus。Butwritingisadifferentthing;andmenwhoarenotmuchaccustomedtouseapen,oftenassumeamoresolemntoneindoingso,asifitwereaceremonythatrequiredstate。AsforDavid,havingbeenalittleuneasyaboutHugh,andnotmuchafraidofoffendinghim——forhedidnotknowhisweaknessesverythoroughly,anddidnottakeintoaccounttheeffectoftheveryfallingawaywhichhedreaded,inincreasinginhimpride,andthatimpatienceofthegentlestreproofnaturaltoeveryman——hefeltconsiderablyrelievedafterhehaddischargedhisdutyinthismementovivere。 Butoneoftheresults,andaveryunexpectedone,was,thatayetlongerperiodelapsedbeforeHughwroteagaintoDavid。Hemeanttodoso,andmeanttodoso;but,asoftenasthethoughtoccurredtohim,wascheckedbothbyconsciousnessandbypride。Somuchcontributes,nottheevilalonethatisinus,butthegoodalsosometimes,toholdusbackfromdoingthethingweoughttodo。 ItnowremainedforHughtolookaboutforsomeoccupation。Thestateofhisfundsrenderedimmediateemploymentabsolutelynecessary;andastherewasonlyonewayinwhichhecouldearnmoneywithoutyetfurtherpreparation,hemustbetakehimselftothatway,ashehaddonebefore,inthehopethatitwouldleadtosomethingbetter。Atallevents,itwouldgivehimtimetolookabouthim,andmakeuphismindforthefuture。Manyaone,towhomtheoccupationofatutorisfarmoreirksomethanitwastoHugh,iscompelledtoturnhisacquirementstothisimmediateaccount; and,oncegoinginthisgroove,cannevergetoutofitagain。ButHughwashopefulenoughtothink,thathisreputationattheuniversitywouldstandhiminsomestead;and,howevermuchhewouldhavedislikedthethoughtofbeingatutorallhisdays,occupyingakindofneutralterritorybetweenthepositionofagentlemanandthatofamenial,hehadenoughofstrongSaxongoodsensetopreventhim,despitehisHighlandpride,fromseeinganygreathardshipinlabouringstillforalittlewhile,ashehadlabouredhitherto。Buthehopedtofindasituationmoredesirablethaneitherofthosehehadoccupiedbefore;and,withthisexpectation,lookedtowardstheSouth,asmostScotchmendo,indulgingthenationalimpulsetospoiltheEgyptians。Nordidhelooklong,sendinghistentaclesafloatineverydirection,beforeheheard,throughmeansofacollegefriend,ofjustsuchasituationashewanted,inthefamilyofagentlemanoffortuneinthecountyofSurrey,notmuchmorethantwentymilesfromLondon。Thishewasfortunateenoughtoobtainwithoutdifficulty。 Margaretwaslikewiseontheeveofachange。Shestoodlikeayoungfledgedbirdontheedgeofthenest,readytotakeitsfirstlongflight。Itwasnecessarythatsheshoulddosomethingforherself,notsomuchfromthecompulsionofimmediatecircumstances,asinprospectofthefuture。Herfatherwasnotanoldman,butatbesthecouldleaveonlyatrifleathisdeath;andifJanetoutlivedhim,shewouldprobablyrequireallthat,andwhatlabourshewouldthenbecapableofaswell,tosupportherself。Margaretwasanxious,too,thoughnottobeindependent,yet,nottobeburdensome。BothDavidandJanetsawthat,byherpeculiartastesandhabits,shehadseparatedherselfsofarfromthecirclearoundher,thatshecouldneverhopetobequitecomfortableinthatneighbourhood。Itwasnotthatbyanymeansshedespisedorrefusedthelabourscommontotheyoungwomenofthecountry;but,allthingsconsidered,theythoughtthatsomethingmoresuitableforhermightbeprocured。 Thelaird\'sladycontinuedtobehavetoherinthemostsuperciliousfashion。TheverydayofHugh\'sdeparture,shehadchancedtomeetMargaretwalkingalonewithabook,thistimeunopened,inherhand。 Mrs。Glasfordstopped。Margaretstoppedtoo,expectingtobeaddressed。Theladylookedather,allover,fromheadtofoot,asifcriticallyexaminingtheappearanceofananimalshethoughtofpurchasing;then,withoutaword,butwithacontemptuoustossofthehead,passedon,leavingpoorMargaretbothangryandashamed。 ButDavidwasmuchrespectedbythegentryoftheneighbourhood,withwhomhisposition,asthelaird\'ssteward,broughthimnotunfrequentlyintocontact;andtoseveralofthemhementionedhisdesireoffindingsomesituationforMargaret。Janetcouldnotbeartheideaofherlady-bairnleavingthem,toencountertheworldalone;butDavid,thoughhecouldnothelpsometimesfeelingasimilarpang,wasabletotaketohimselfheartycomfortfromthethought,thatiftherewasanysafetyforherinherfather\'shouse,therecouldnotbelessinherheavenlyFather\'s,inanynookofwhichshewasasfullinHiseye,andasnearHisheart,asintheirowncottage。Hefeltthatanxietyinthiscase,asineveryother,wouldjustbealackofconfidenceinGod,tosupposewhichjustifiablewouldbeequivalenttosayingthatHehadnotfixedthefoundationsoftheearththatitshouldnotbemoved;thatHewasnottheLordofLife,northeFatherofHischildren;inshort,thatasparrowcouldfalltothegroundwithoutHim,andthatthehairsofourheadarenotnumbered。Janetadmittedallthis,butsighednevertheless。SodidDavidtoo,attimes;forheknewthatthesparrowmustfall;thatmanyadivinetruthishardtolearn,all-blessedasitiswhenlearned;andthatsorrowandsufferingmustcometoMargaret,ereshecouldbefashionedintotheperfectionofachildofthekingdom。Still,shewasassafeabroadasathome。 Anelderlyladyoffortunewasonavisittooneofthefamiliesintheneighbourhood。Shewasinwantofalady\'s-maid,anditoccurredtothehousekeeperthatMargaretmightsuither。Thiswasnotquitewhatherparentswouldhavechosen,buttheyallowedhertogoandseethelady。Margaretwasdelightedwiththebenevolent-lookinggentlewoman;andshe,onherpart,wasquitecharmedwithMargaret。Itwastruesheknewnothingofthedutiesoftheoffice;butthepresentmaid,whowasleavingonthebestofterms,wouldsooninitiateherintoitsmysteries。AndDavidandJanetweresomuchpleasedwithMargaret\'saccountoftheinterview,thatDavidhimselfwenttoseethelady。ThesightofhimonlyincreasedherdesiretohaveMargaret,whomshesaidshewouldtreatlikeadaughter,ifonlyshewerehalfasgoodasshelooked。 BeforeDavidlefther,thematterwasarranged;andwithinamonth,Margaretwasborneinhermistress\'scarriage,awayfromfatherandmotherandcottage-home。 ENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK。