第8章

类别:其他 作者:Fouque, Friedrich de La Motte字数:25689更新时间:18/12/21 13:03:18
Ruthgraspedhismeaninglaterwhenshetastedthepuddingand,founditflavoredwithNewEnglandrum。 Afterdinnertheyadjournedtotheparlor。Maud,beingcoaxedby,heradoringfather,playedthepiano。Thenshesang。Thenthey,allsang,allexceptJedandthecaptain,thatis。Thelatter,declaredthathisvoicehadmildewedinthedampweathertheyhad,beenhavinglately,andJedexcusedhimselfonthegroundthathe,hadbeenwarnednottosingbecauseitwasnothealthy。 Barbarawassurprisedandshocked。 “Why,UncleJed!”shecried。”YousingEVERsomuch。Iheardyou,singingthismorning。” Jednodded。”Ye-es,“hedrawled,“butIwasalonethenandI’m,liabletotakechanceswithmyownhealth。BlueyBatcheldorwasin,theshoplastweek,though,whenIwastunin’upanditdisagreed,withHIM。” “Idon’tbelieveit,UncleJed,“withrighteousindignation。”How,doyouknowitdid?” “’Causehesaidso。Helistenedaspell,andthensaidImadehim,sick,soItookhiswordforit。” CaptainSamlaugheduproariously。”Youmustbeprettybadthen,Jed,“hedeclared。”AnybodywhodisagreeswithBlueyBatcheldor,mustbeprettynighthelimit。” Jednodded。”Um-hm,“hesaid,reflectively,“prettynigh,butnot,quite。Alwaysseemedtomethereallimitwasanybodywhoagreed,withhim。” SoJed,withBabbieonhisknee,satinthecornerofthebay,windowlookingoutonthestreet,whileMrs。Armstrongandher,brotherandMissHunniwellplayedandsangandthecaptain,applaudedvigorouslyandloudlydemandedmore。AfteratimeRuth,leftthegroupatthepianoandjoinedJedandherdaughterbythe,window。CaptainHunniwellcameafewminuteslater。 “Makeagood-lookin’couple,don’tthey?”hewhispered,bending,down,andwithajerkofhisheadinthedirectionofthe,musicians。”Yourbrother’safine-lookin’youngchap,Mrs。 Armstrong。Andheactsaswellashelooks。Don’tknowwhenI’ve,takensuchashinetoayoungfellerasIhavetohim。Yes,ma’am,theymakeagood-lookin’couple,evenifoneof’emismy,daughter。” Thespeechwasmadewithouttheslightestthoughtorsuggestionof,anythingbutdelightedadmirationandparentalaffection。 Nevertheless,Ruth,towhomitwasmade,startedslightly,and,turning,regardedthepairatthepiano。Maudwasfingeringthe,pagesofabookofcollegesongsandlookingsmilinglyupintothe,faceofCharlesPhillips,whowaslookingdownintohers。There,was,apparently,nothinginthepicture——aprettyone,bytheway—— tocauseMrs。Armstrongtogazesofixedlyortobringtheslight,frowntoherforehead。AfteramomentsheturnedtowardJed,Winslow。Theireyesmetandinhisshesawthesamestartledhint,ofwonder,ofpossibletrouble,sheknewhemustseeinhers。Then,theybothlookedaway。 CaptainHunniwellpratedproudlyon,chantingpraisesofhis,daughter’scapabilitiesandtalents,ashedidtoanyonewhowould,listen,andvaryingthemonotonywithoccasionalreferencestothe,wonderfulmannerinwhichyoungPhillipshad“takenhold“atthe,bank。Ruthnoddedandmurmuredsomethingfromtimetotime,butto,anyonelessengrossedbyhissubjectthanthecaptainitwould,havebeenevidentshewaspayinglittleattention。Jed,whowas,beingentertainedbyBabbieandPetunia,wasabsentlypretendingto,bemuchinterestedinafairystorywhichtheformerwas,improvising——shecalledtheprocess“makingupasIgoalong“——for,hisbenefit。Suddenlyheleanedforwardandspoke。 “Sam,“hesaid,“there’ssomebodycomin’upthewalk。Ididn’tget,agoodsightofhim,butitain’tanybodythatliveshereinOrham,regular。” “Eh?,Thatso?”demandedthecaptain。”Howdoyouknow’tain’tif,youdidn’tseehim?” “’Causehe’scomin’tothefrontdoor,“repliedMr。Winslow,with,unanswerablelogic。”Thereheisnow,comin’outfromasternof,thatlilacbush。Soldier,ain’the?” ItwasRuthArmstrongwhofirstrecognizedthevisitor。”Why,“she,exclaimed,“itisMajorGrover,isn’tit?” Themajoritwas,andamomentlaterCaptainHunniwellusheredhim,intotheroom。HehadcometoOrhamonanerrand,heexplained,andhadstoppedatthewindmillshoptoseeMr。Winslow。Finding,thelatterout,hehadtakenthelibertyoffollowinghimtothe,Hunniwellhome。 “I’mgoingtostaybutamoment,CaptainHunniwell,“hewenton。 “IwantedtotalkwithWinslowona——well,onabusinessmatter。 OfcourseIwon’tdoitnowbutperhapswecanarrangeatime,convenientforusbothwhenIcan。” “Don’tcal’latethere’llbemuchtroubleaboutthat,“observedthe,captain,withachuckle。”Jedgenerallyhastimeconvenientfor,’mosteverybody;eh,Jed?” Jednodded。”Um-hm,“hedrawled,“foreverybodybutGabBearse。” “SoyouandJedaregoin’totalkbusiness,eh?”queriedCaptain,Sam,muchamusedattheidea。”Figgerin’tohavehimrigup,windmillstodrivethoseflyin’machinesofyours,Major?” “Notexactly。Mybusinesswasofanotherkind,andprobablynot,veryimportant,atthat。Ishallprobablybeoverhereagainon,Monday,Winslow。Canyouseemethen?” Jedrubbedhischin。”Ye-es,“hesaid,“I’llbeonprivate,exhibitiontomyfriendsallday。Andchildrenhalfprice,“he,added,givingBabbieahug。”Butsay,Major,howintheworlddid,youlocatemeto-day?,HowdidyouknowIwasoverheretoSam’s? InevertoldyouIwascomin’,I’llsweartothat。” ForsomereasonorotherMajorGroverseemedjustalittle,embarrassed。 “Whyno,“hesaid,stammeringatrifle,“youdidn’ttellme,but,someonedid。Now,who——“ “IthinkItoldyou,Major,“putinRuthArmstrong。”Lastevening,whenyoucalledto——toreturnCharlie’sumbrella。Itoldyouwe,weretodinehereto-dayandthatJed——Mr。Winslow——wastodine,withus。Don’tyouremember?” Groverrememberedperfectlythen,ofcourse。Hehastenedto,explainthat,havingborrowedtheumbrellaofCharlesPhillipsthe,previousweek,hehaddroppedinonhisnextvisittoOrhamto,returnit。 Jedgrunted。 “Humph!”hesaid,“younevercametoseemelastnight。Whenyou,wasascloseaboardasnextdoorseems’sifyoumight。” Themajorlaughed。”Well,you’llhavetoadmitthatIcameto- day,“hesaid。 “Yes,“putinCaptainSam,“and,nowyouarehere,you’regoin’to,stayaspell。Oh,yes,youare,too。UncleSamdon’tneedyouso,hardthathecan’tletyouhaveanhourorsooffonThanksgiving,Day。Maud,whyintimedidn’twethinktohaveMajorGroverhere,fordinneralongwiththerestofthefolks?,Say,couldn’tyoueat,aplateoffrozenpuddin’rightthisminute?,We’vegotsomeon,handthattastesofmygrandfather,andwewanttogetridofit。” Theircallerlaughinglydeclinedthefrozenpudding,buthewas,prevailedupontoremainandhearMissHunniwellplay。SoMaud,playedandCharlesturnedthemusicforher,andMajorGrover,listenedandtalkedwithRuthArmstrongintheintervalsbetween,selections。AndJedandBarbarachattedandCaptainSambeamed,goodhumoruponeveryone。Itwasaverypleasant,happy,afternoon。Warandsufferingandheartacheandtroubleseemeda,long,longwayoff。 OnthewaybacktotheshopinthechillNovemberduskGrovertold,Jedalittleofwhathehadcalledtodiscusswithhim。IfJed’s,mindhadbeenofthesuper-criticaltypeitmighthavedeemedthe,subjectofscarcelysufficientimportancetowarrantthemajor’s,pursuinghimtotheHunniwells’。Itwassimplythesubjectof,PhineasBabbittandthelatter’santi-warutterancesandsurmised,disloyalty。 “Yousee,“explainedGrover,“someoneevidentlyhasreportedthe,oldchaptotheauthoritiesasasuspiciousperson。The,government,Iimagine,isn’tkeenonsendingaspecialinvestigator,downhere,sotheyhaveaskedmetolookintothematter。Idon’t,knowmuchaboutBabbitt,butIthoughtyoumight。Ishedisloyal,doyouthink?” Jedhesitated。Thingsthehardwaredealerhadsaidhadbeen,reportedtohim,ofcourse;butgossip——particularlytheBearse,brandofgossip——wasnotthemostreliableofevidence。Thenhe,rememberedhisownrecentconversationwithLeanderandthe,latter’sexpressedfearthathisfathermightgetintotrouble。 Jeddetermined,fortheson’ssake,nottobringthattrouble,nearer。 “Well,Major,“heanswered,“Ishouldn’twanttosaythathewas。 Phineastalksawfulfoolishsometimes,butIshouldn’twonderif,thatwashishotheadandbulltemperasmuchasanythingelse。As,towhetherhe’sanythingmorethanfoolishornot,courseI couldn’tsaysartin,butIdon’tthinkhe’stoodesperatetobe,runnin’loose。Ical’latehewon’tputanybombsunderneaththe,townhalloranythingofthatsort。Phinandhiskindremindme,someofthatnewkindofballoonyouwastellin’methey’dprobably,haveovertoyourcampwhen’twasdone,that——er——er——dirigible; wasn’tthatwhatyoucalledit?” “Yes。ButwhydoesBabbittremindyouofadirigibleballoon?,I don’tseetheconnection。” “Don’tyou?,Well,seems’sifIdid。Phinfillshimselfupwith,thegashegetsfromhisAnarchistpapersandmagazines——the’rich,man’swar’andalltherestofit——andgoesupintheairandwhen,he’supintheairhe’skindofhardtohandle。That’swhatyou,toldmeabouttheballoon,ifIrecollect。” Groverlaughedheartily。”Thenthebestthingtodoistokeephim,ontheground,Ishouldsay,“heobserved。 Jedrubbedhischin。”Um-hm,“hedrawled,“butshuttin’offhis,gassupplymighthelpsome。Idon’tthinkI’dworryabouthim,much,ifIwasyou。” Theyseparatedatthefrontgatebeforetheshop,wheretherowsof,emptyposts,fromwhichthemillsandvaneshadallbeenremoved,stoodasgauntremindersofthevanishedsummer。MajorGrover,refusedJed’sinvitationtocomeinandhaveasmoke。 “No,thankyou,“hesaid,“notthisevening。I’llwaitherea,momentandsaygood-nighttotheArmstrongsandPhillipsandthenI mustbeonmywaytothecamp……Why,what’sthematter? Anythingwrong?” Hiscompanionwassearchinginhisvariouspockets。Thesearch,completed,heproceededtolookhimselfover,sotospeak,taking,offhishatandlookingatthat,liftingahandandthenafootand,lookingatthem,andallwithapuzzled,far-awayexpression。When,Groverrepeatedhisquestionheseemedtohearitforthefirst,timeandthennotveryclearly。 “Eh?”hedrawled。”Oh,why——er——yes,thereISsomethin’wrong。 Thatistosay,thereain’t,andthat’sthewrongpartofit。I don’tseemtohaveforgottenanything,that’sthetrouble。” Hisfriendburstoutlaughing。 “Ishouldscarcelycallthatatrouble,“hesaid。 “Shouldn’tyou?,No,Ipresumelikelyyouwouldn’t。ButInevergo,anywherewithoutforgettin’somethin’,forgettin’tosaysomethin’ ordosomethin’orbringsomethin’。Neverdidinallmylife。Now,hereIamhomeagainandIcan’trememberthatI’veforgotasingle,thing……Hum……Well,Ideclare!,Iwonderwhatitmeans。 Maybe,it’sasignsomethin’sgoin’tohappen。” Hesaidgoodnightabsent-mindedly。Groverlaughedandwalkedaway,tomeetRuthandherbrother,who,withBarbaradancingahead,were,comingalongthesidewalk。Hehadgonebutalittlewaywhenhe,heardMr。Winslowshoutinghisname。 “Major!”shoutedJed。”MajorGrover!,It’sallright,Major,I feelbetternow。I’vefoundit。’Twasthekey。Ileftitinthe,frontdoorlockherewhenIwentawaythismornin’。Iguess,there’snothin’unnaturalaboutme,afterall;guessnothin’sgoin’ tohappen。” Butsomethingdidandalmostimmediately。Jed,enteringtheouter,shop,closedthedoorandblunderedonthroughthatapartmentand,thelittleshopadjoininguntilhecametohisliving-roombeyond。 Thenhefumbledaboutinthedarknessforalampandmatchbox。He,foundthelatterfirst,onthetablewherethelampshouldhave,been。Lightingoneofthematches,hethenfoundthelampona,chairdirectlyinfrontofthedoor,wherehehadputitbefore,goingawaythatmorning,hisideainsodoingbeingthatitwould,thusbeeasiertolocatewhenhereturnedatnight。Thankinghis,luckystarsthathehadnotupsetbothchairandlampinhis,prowlings,Mr。Winslowlightedthelatter。Then,withitinhis,hand,heturned,toseetheverymanheandMajorGroverhadjust,beendiscussingseatedintherockerinthecorneroftheroomand,glaringathimmalevolently。 Naturally,Jedwassurprised。Naturally,also,beinghimself,he,showedhissurpriseinhisownpeculiarway。Hedidnotstart,violently,norutteranexclamation。Insteadhestoodstockstill,returningPhineasBabbitt’sglarewithasteady,unwinkinggaze。 Itwasthehardwaredealerwhospokefirst。Andthat,bytheway,waspreciselywhathehadnotmeanttodo。 “Yes,“heobserved,withcausticsarcasm,“it’sme。Youneedn’t,standthereblinkin’likeafoolanylonger,Shavin’s。It’sme。” Jedsetthelampuponthetable。Hedrewalongbreath,apparently,ofrelief。 “Why,so’tis,“hesaid,solemnly。”WhenIfirstsawyousittin’ there,Phin,Ihadasuspicion’twasyou,butthelongerIlooked,themoreIthought’twasthePresidentcometocall。Doyouknow,“ headded,confidentially,“ifyoudidn’thaveanywhiskersandhe,lookedlikeyouyou’dbetheveryimageofhim。” Thisinterestingpieceofinformationwasnotreceivedwith,enthusiasm。Mr。Babbitt’ssenseofhumorwasnotacutely,developed。 “Nevermindthefunnybusiness,Shavin’s,“hesnapped。”Ididn’t,comeheretobefunnyto-night。DoyouknowwhyIcamehereto,talktoyou?” Jedpulledforwardachairandsatdown。 “Ipresumelikelyyoucameherebecauseyoufoundthedoor,unlocked,Phin,“hesaid。 “Ididn’tsayHOWIcametocome,butWHYIcame。Iknewwhereyou,wasthisafternoon。IseeyouwhenyouleftthereandIhadagood,mindtocrossoverandsaywhatIhadtosaybeforethewholecrew,SamHunniwell,andhisstuck-uprattle-headofadaughter,andthat,Armstrongbunchthatthinkthemselvessouppish,andallof’em。” Mr。Winslowstirreduneasilyinhischair。”Now,Phin,“he,protested,“seemstome——“ ButBabbittwastooexcitedtoheed。Hislittleeyessnappedand,hisbristlingbeardquivered。 “Youholdyourhorses,Shavin’s,“heordered。”Ididn’tcomehere,tolistentoyou。IcamebecauseIhadsomethin’tosayandwhen,I’vesaiditI’mgoin’andgoin’quick。Myboy’sbeenhome。You,knewthat,Isuppose,didn’tyou?” Jednodded。”Yes,“hesaid,“IknewLeander’dcomehomefor,Thanksgivin’。” “Oh,youdid!,Hecameheretothisshoptoseeyou,maybe?,Humph! I’llbethedid,thepoorfool!” AgainJedshiftedhisposition。Hishandsclaspedabouthisknee,andhisfootliftedfromthefloor。 “There,there,Phin,“hesaidgently;“afterall,he’syouronly,son,youknow。” “Iknowit。Buthe’safooljustthesame。” “Now,Phin!,Theboy’llbegoin’towarprettysoon,youknow,and——“ Babbittsprangtohisfeet。Hischintrembledsothathecould,scarcelyspeak。 “Shutup!”hesnarled。”Don’tletmehearyousaythatagain,Jed,Winslow。Whosenthimtowar?,Whofilledhisheadfullofrubbish,aboutpatriotism,anddutytothecountry,andalltherestofthe,rottenWallStreetstuff?,Whoputmyboyuptoenlistin’,Jed,Winslow?” Jed’sfootswungslowlybackandforth。 “Well,Phin,“hedrawled,“toberealhonest,Ithinkheput,himselfuptoit。” “You’realiar。YOUdidit。” Jedsighed。”DidLeandertellyouIdid?”heasked。 “No,“mockingly,“Leanderdidn’ttellme。YouandSamHunniwell,andtherestoftheganghavefixedhimsohedon’tcometohis,fathertotellthingsanylonger。Buthetoldhisstep-motherthis,verymornin’andshetoldme。Youwastheonethatadvisedhimto,enlist,hesaid。GoodLord;thinkofit!,Hedon’tgotohisown,fatherforadvice;hegoestothetownjackassinstead,thecritter,thatspendshistimewhittlin’outyoung-one’splaythings。MyLord,A’mighty!” Hespatonthefloortoemphasizehisdisgust。Therewasan,intervalofsilencebeforeJedanswered。 “Well,Phin,“hesaid,slowly,“you’reright,inaway。Leander,andIhavealwaysbeenprettygoodfriendsandhe’sbeeninthe,habitofdroppin’inheretotalkthingsoverwithme。Whenhe,cametometoaskwhatheoughttodoaboutenlistin’,askedwhat,I’ddoifIwashe,Itoldhim;that’salltherewastoit。” Babbittextendedashakingforefinger。 “Yes,andyoutoldhimtogotowar。Don’tlieoutofitnow;you,knowyoudid。” “Um……yes……Idid。” “Youdid?,YouDID?,Andyouhavethecheektoownuptoitright,aforemyface。” Jed’shandstrokedhischin。”W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“youjust,orderedmenottolieoutofit,youknow。Leanderaskedmeright,upanddownifIwouldn’tenlistifIwasinhisposition。 Naturally,IsaidIwould。” “Yes,youdid。AndyouknewallthetimehowIfeltaboutit,you,SNEAK。” Jed’sfootslowlysanktothefloorandjustasslowlyhehoisted,himselffromthechair。 “Phin,“hesaid,withdeliberatemildness,“isthereanythingelse,you’dliketoaskme?,’Causeifthereisn’t,maybeyou’dbetter,runalong。” “Yousneakin’coward!” “Er——er——now——now,Phin,youdidn’tunderstand。Isaid’ask’me,not’call’me。” “No,Ididn’tcomeheretoaskyouanything。Icamehereand,waitedhereso’stobeabletotellyousomethin’。Andthatis,thatIknownowthatyou’reresponsibleformyson——myonlyboy,theboyI’ddependedon——and——and——“ Thefiercelittlemanwas,forthemoment,closetobreakingdown。 Jed’sheartsoftened;hefeltalmostconscience-stricken。 “I’msorryforyou,Phineas,“hesaid。”Iknowhowharditmustbe,foryou。Leanderrealizedit,too。He——“ “Shutup!,Shavin’s,youlistentome。Idon’tforget。Allmy,lifeI’veneverforgot。AndIain’tnevermissedgettin’square。 Icanwait,justasIwaitedhereinthedarkoveranhourso’sto,saythistoyou。I’llgetsquarewithyoujustasI’llgetsquare,withSamHunniwell……That’sall……That’sall…… DAMNYOU!” HestampedfromtheroomandJedheardhimstumblingthroughthe,littereddarknessoftheshopsonhiswaytothefrontdoor,kickingattheobstacleshetrippedoverandswearingandsobbing,ashewent。Itwasridiculousenough,ofcourse,butJeddidnot,feellikesmiling。Thebitternessofthelittleman’sfinalcurse,wasnothumorous。Neitherwastheheartbreakinhistonewhenhe,spokeofhisboy。Jedfeltnoself-reproach;hehadadvised,Leanderjustashemighthaveadvisedhisownsonhadhislifebeen,likeothermen’slives,normalmenwhohadmarriedandpossessed,sons。HehadnosympathyforPhineasBabbitt’svindictivehatred,ofallthosemorefortunatethanheorwhoopposedhim,orforhis,sillyandselfishideasconcerningthewar。Buthedidpityhim; hepitiedhimprofoundly。 Babbitthadleftthefrontdooropeninhisemotionaldepartureand,Jedfollowedtocloseit。Beforedoingsohesteppedoutintothe,yard。 Itwaspitchdarknowandstill。Hecouldhearthefootstepsof,hisrecentvisitorpoundinguptheroad,andthesplashygrumbleof,thesurfonthebarwasunusuallyaudible。Hestoodforamoment,lookingupattheblacksky,withthefewstarsshiningbetweenthe,cloudblotches。Thenheturnedandlookedatthelittlehousenext,door。 Thewindowsofthesitting-roomwerealightandtheshadesdrawn。 AtonewindowhesawCharlesPhillips’silhouette;hewasreading,apparently。AcrosstheothershadeRuth’sdaintyprofilecameand,went。Jedlookedandlooked。Hesawherturnandspeaktosome,one。Thenanothershadowcrossedthewindow,theshadowofMajor,Grover。Evidentlythemajorhadnotgonehomeatonceashehad,toldJedheintendeddoing,plainlyhehadbeenpersuadedtoenter,theArmstronghouseandmakeCharlieandhissisterashortcall。 ThiswasJed’sestimateofthesituation,hissolespeculation,concerningitanditsprobabilities。 AndyetMr。GabeBearse,hadheseenthemajor’sshadowuponthe,Armstrongwindowcurtain,mighthavespeculatedmuch。 CHAPTERXV ThepitywhichJedfeltforPhineasBabbittcausedhimtokeep,silentconcerninghisThanksgivingeveninginterviewwiththe,hardwaredealer。AtfirsthewasinclinedtotellMajorGroverof,Babbitt’sexpressionsconcerningthewarandhisson’senlistment。 Afterreflection,however,hedecidednottodoso。TheWinslow,charitywaswideenoughtocoveramultitudeofotherpeople’ssins,anditcoveredthoseofPhineas。Thelatterwastobepitied;as,tofearinghim,asaconsequenceofhisthreatto“getsquare,“Jed,neverthoughtofsuchathing。Ifhefeltanyanxietyatallin,thematteritwasatriflinguneasinessbecausehisfriends,the,HunniwellsandtheArmstrongs,wereincludedinthethreat。Buthe,wasinclinedtoconsiderMr。Babbitt’swrathashehadonce,estimatedthespeechofacertainOstablecandidateforpolitical,office,tobe“likeatumblerofplainsodywater,mostlyfizzand,frothandnothin’verysubstantialorfillin’。”,Hedidnottell,Groveroftheinterviewintheshop;hetoldnoone,notevenRuth,Armstrong。 The——tohim,atleast——delightfulfriendshipandintimacybetween,himselfandhisfriendsandtenantscontinued。HeandCharlie,Phillipscametoknoweachotherbetterandbetter。Charleswas,nowalmostasconfidentialconcerninghispersonalaffairsashis,sisterhadbeenandcontinuedtobe。 “It’ssurprisinghowIcomeinhereandtellyouallmyprivate,business,Jed,“hesaid,laughing。”Idon’tgoaboutshoutingmy,joysandtroublesineverybody’searlikethis。WhydoIdoitto,you?” Jedstoppedadismalwhistleinthemiddleofabar。 “W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“Idon’tknow。WhenIwasayoung-oneI usedtoliketoholleroutbackofUncleLabanRyder’sbarnso’sto,heartheecho。Whenyousaysoandso,Charlie,Igenerallyagree,withyou。Maybeyoucomeheretogetanecho;eh?” Phillipslaughed。”You’renotfairtoyourself,“hesaid。”I generallyfindwhentheechoinheresaysnoafterI’vesaidyesit,paysmetopayattentiontoit。Sissaysthesamethingaboutyou,Jed。” Jedmadenocomment,buthiseyesshone。Charleswenton。 “Don’tyougettiredofhearingthestoryofmylife?”heasked。 “I——“ Hestoppedshortandthesmilefadedfromhislips。Jedknewwhy。 Thestoryofhislifewasjustwhathehadnottold,whathecould,nottell。 AsJanuaryslidicilyintoFebruaryMr。GabrielBearsebecamean,unusuallybusyperson。Thereweresomanythingstotalkabout。 AmongthesewasonemorselwhichGaberolledsucculentlybeneath,histongue。CharlesPhillips,“’cordin’toeverybody’stell,“was,keepingcompanywithMaudHunniwell。 “Thereain’tnodoubtofit,“declaredMr。Bearse。”Allhandsis,talkin’aboutit。Looks’sifCap’nSamwouldhaveason-in-lawon,hishandsprettysoon。Howdoyoucal’latehe’dliketheidea,Shavin’s?” Jedsquintedalongtheedgeoftheboardhewasplaning。Hemade,noreply。Gabetriedagain。 “Howdoyoucal’lateCap’nSam’lllikethenotionofhispet,daughtertakin’upwithanotherman?”hequeried。Jedwasstill,mute。Hiscallerlostpatience。 “Say,whatailsyou?”hedemanded。”Can’tyousaynothin’?” Mr。Winslowputdowntheboardandtookupanother。 “Ye-es,“hedrawled。 “Thenwhydon’tyou,forthundersakes?” “Eh?……Um……Oh,Idid。” “Didwhat?” “Saynothin’。” “Oh,youdivilishidiot!,Stoptryin’tobefunny。Iaskedyouhow,youthoughtCap’nSamwouldtakethenotionofMaud’shavin’a,steadybeau?,She’shadagoodmanyafterher,butlooksasifshe,wasstuckonthisoneforkeeps。” JedsighedandlookedoverhisspectaclesatMr。Bearse。The,lattergrewuneasyunderthescrutiny。 “Whatintimeareyoulookin’atmelikethatfor?”heasked,pettishly。 Thewindmillmakersighedagain。”Why——er——Gab,“hedrawled,“I wasjustthinkin’likelyYOUmightbestuckforkeeps。” “Eh?,Stuck?,Whatareyoutalkin’about?” “Stuckonthatboxyou’resittin’on。Ihadthegluepotstandin’ onthatboxjustaforeyoucameinand……er……itleaks,consider’ble。” Mr。Bearseraspinglyseparatedhisnethergarmentfromthetopof,theboxanddeparted,expressingprofaneopinions。Jed’slips,twitchedforaninstant,thenhepuckeredthemandbeganto,whistle。 But,althoughhehadrefusedtodiscussthematterwithGabriel,Bearse,herealizedthattherewasastrongelementofprobability,inthelatter’ssurmise。Itcertainlydidlookasifthespoiled,daughterofOrham’sbankpresidenthadlostherhearttoher,father’snewestemployee。Maudhadhadmanyadmirers;somevery,earnestandlovelornswainshadhopefullyclimbedtheHunniwell,frontstepsonlytosorrowfullydescendthemagain。MissMelissa,Busteedandotherlocalscandalscavengershadtartlyclassified,theyoungladyasthe“worstlittleflirtonthewholeCape,“which,wasnottrue。ButMaudwasprettyandvivaciousandshewasnot,aversetothesocietyandadorationofthemalesexingeneral,althoughshehadneveruntilnowshownsymptomsofpreferencefor,anindividual。ButCharliePhillipshadcomeandseenand,judging,byappearances,conquered。 SincetheThanksgivingdinnertheyoungmanhadbeenafrequent,visitorattheHunniwellhome。Maudwasmusical,sheplayedwell,andhadapleasingvoice。Charles’baritonewasunusuallygood。 SoonmanyeveningsCaptainSam’sfrontparlorrangwithmelody,whilethecaptainsmokedinthebigrockerandlistenedadmiringly,andgazeddotingly。Atthemoving-picturetheateronWednesdayand,SaturdayeveningsOrhamnudgedandwinkedwhentwoHunniwellsanda,Phillipscamedowntheaisle。EvenattheCongregationalchurch,whereMaudsanginthechoir,theyoungbankclerkwasbeginningto,beafairlyconstantattendant。CaptainEriHedgedeclaredthat,thatsettledit。 “Whenayoungfellerwhoain’tbeentomeetin’forlandknowshow,long,“observedCaptainEri,“allofasuddenbeginsshowin’up,everySundayreg’larasclockwork,youcanmakeupyourmindit’s,owin’tooneoftworeasons——eitherhe’sgotreligionoragirl。 Inthiscasethereain’tanyrevivalintown,so——“ Andthecaptainwavedhishand。 Jedwasnotblindandhehadseen,perhapssoonerthananyone,else,thepossibilitiesinthecase。Andwhathesawdistressed,himgreatly。CaptainSamHunniwellwashislife-longfriend。Maud,hadbeenhispetsinceherbabyhood;sheandhehadhadmany,confidentialchatstogether,overtroublesatschool,overpetty,disagreementswithherfather,overallsortsofminortroublesand,joys。CaptainSamhadmentionedtohim,morethanonce,the,probabilityofhisdaughter’sfallinginloveandmarryingsome,timeorother,buttheybothhadtreatedtheideaasvagueandfar,off,almostasajoke。 Andnowitwasnolongerfaroff,thefallinginloveatleast。 Andasforitsbeingajoke——Jedshudderedatthethought。Hewas,veryfondofCharliePhillips;hehadmadeuphismindatfirstto,likehimbecausehewasRuth’sbrother,butnowhelikedhimfor,himself。And,hadthingsbeenotherthanastheywere,hecould,thinkofnoonetowhomhehadratherseeMaudHunniwellmarried。 Infact,hadCaptainHunniwellknowntheyoungman’srecord,ofhis,slipanditspunishment,Jedwouldhavebeenquitecontenttosee,thelatterbecomeMaud’shusband。Aterminprison,especially,when,asinthiscase,hebelievedittobeanunwarranted,punishment,wouldhavecountedfornothingintheunworldlymindof,thewindmillmaker。ButCaptainSamdidnotknow。Hewas,tremendouslyproudofhisdaughter;inhisestimationnomanwould,havebeenquitegoodenoughforher。Whatwouldhesaywhenhe,learned?,WhatwouldMaudsaywhenshelearned?foritwasalmost,certainthatCharleshadnottoldher。Theseweresomeofthe,questionswhichweigheduponthesimplesoulofJedidahEdgar,WilfredWinslow。 AndheavierstillthereweighedthethoughtofRuthArmstrong。He,hadgivenherhiswordnottomentionherbrother’ssecrettoa,soul,noteventohim。Andyet,somedayorother,assureand,certainasthedailyflowingandebbingofthetides,thatsecret,wouldbecomeknown。SomedayCaptainSamHunniwellwouldlearnit; somedayMaudwouldlearnit。Better,farbetter,thatthey,learneditbeforemarriage,orevenbeforethepublicannouncement,oftheirengagement——alwaysprovidedtherewastobesuchan,engagement。Infact,wereitnotforRuthherself,no,considerationforCharles’feelingswouldhavepreventedJed’s,takingthematterupwiththeyoungmanandwarninghimthat,unlesshemadeacleanbreasttothecaptainandMaud,he——Jed—— woulddoitforhim。Thehappinessoftwosuchfriendsshouldnot,bejeopardizedifhecouldpreventit。 ButtherewasRuth。She,notherbrother,wasprimarily,responsibleforobtainingforhimthebankpositionandobtaining,itunderfakepretenses。Andshe,accordingtoherownconfession,toJed,hadurgeduponCharlestheimportanceoftellingnoone。 Jedhimselfwouldhaveknownnothing,wouldhavehadonlyavague,indefinitesuspicion,hadshenottakenhimintoherconfidence。 Andtohimthatconfidencewasprecious,sacred。IfCharlie’s,secretbecameknown,itwasnothealonewhowouldsuffer;Ruth,too,wouldbedisgraced。SheandBabbiemighthavetoleaveOrham,mighthavetogooutofhislifeforever。 Nowonderthat,asthedayspassed,andGabeBearse’scommentsand,thoseofCaptainEriHedgewereechoedandreassertedbythe,majorityofOrhamtongues,JedWinslow’sworryandforeboding,increased。HewatchedCharliePhillipsgowhistlingoutofthe,yardaftersupper,andsighedashesawhimturnuptheroadinthe,directionoftheHunniwellhome。HewatchedMaud’sfacewhenhe,metherand,althoughtheyoungladywasinbetterspiritsand,prettierthanhehadeverseenher,theseveryfactsmadehim,miserable,becauseheacceptedthemasproofsthatthesituation,wasashefeared。HewatchedRuth’sfacealsoandthere,too,he,saw,orfanciedthathesaw,agrowinganxiety。Shehadbeenvery,well;herspirits,likeMaud’s,hadbeenlight;shehadseemed,youngerandsomuchhappierthanwhenheandshefirstmet。The,littleWinslowhousewasnolongersoquiet,withnosoundof,voicesexceptthoseofBarbaraandhermother。TherewereRed,Crosssewingmeetingsthereoccasionally,andcallerscame。Major,Groverwasoneofthelatter。Themajor’serrandsinOrhamwere,morenumerousthantheyhadbeen,andhistripsthithermuchmore,frequent,inconsequence。Andwheneverhecamehemadeitapoint,todropin,usuallyatthewindmillshopfirst,andthenupon,Babbieatthehouse。Sometimeshebroughtherhomefromschoolin,hiscar。HetoldJedthathehadtakenagreatfancytothelittle,girlandcouldnotbeartomissanopportunityofseeingher。 WhichstatementJed,ofcourse,acceptedwholeheartedly。 ButJedwassurethatRuthhadbeenanxiousandtroubledoflate,andhebelievedthereasontobethatwhichtroubledhim。Hehoped,shemightspeaktohimconcerningherbrother。Hewouldhaveliked,tobroachthesubjecthimself,butfearedshemightconsiderhim,interfering。 Oneday——itwasinlateFebruary,thegroundwascoveredwithsnow,andakeenwindwasblowinginoveraseagray-greenandsplashed,thicklywithwhite——JedwasbusyathisturninglathewhenCharlie,cameintotheshop。Businessatthebankwasnotheavyinmid- winterand,althoughitwasbutlittleafterthree,theyoungman,wasthroughworkfortheday。Hehoistedhimselftohisaccustomed,seatontheedgeoftheworkbenchandsatthere,swinginghisfeet,andwatchinghiscompanionturnouttheheadsandtrunksofabatch,ofwoodensailors。Hewasunusuallysilent,forhim,merely,noddinginresponsetoJed’scheerful“Hello!”andspeakingbuta,fewwordsinreplytoaquestionconcerningtheweather。Jed,absorbedinhisworkanddroningahymn,apparentlyforgotall,abouthiscaller。 Suddenlythelatterspoke。 “Jed,“hesaid,“whenyouareundecidedaboutdoingornotdoinga,thing,howdoyousettleit?” Jedlookedupoverhisspectacles。 “Eh?”heasked。”What’sthat?” “Isaywhenyouhaveadecisiontomakeandyourmindisabout,fifty-fiftyonthesubject,howdoyoudecide?” Jed’sanswerwasabsentlygiven。”W-e-e-ll,“hedrawled,“I generally——er——don’t。” “Butsupposethetimecomeswhenyouhaveto,whatthen?” “Eh?……Oh,then,if’tain’tveryimportantIusuallyleaveit,toIsaiah。” “Isaiah?,Isaiahwho?” “Idon’tknowhislastname,buthe’sgotawholelotoffirst,ones。That’shim,uponthatshelf。” Hepointedtoamuchbatteredwoodenfigureattachedtotheedgeof,theshelfuponthewall。Thefigurewasthatofalittleman,holdingasetofmillarmsinfrontofhim。Thesaidmillarms,werepaintedarobin’s-eggblue,andonewastippedwithblack。 “That’sIsaiah,“continuedJed。”Hum……yes……that’shim。 HewasthefirstoneofhiskindofcontraptionthatIevermade,and,bein’asheseemedtobringmeluck,I’vekepthim。He’s,settledagoodmanyquestionsforme,Isaiahhas。” “WhydoyoucallhimIsaiah?” “Eh?,Oh,that’sjusthisto-day’sname。IcalledhimIsaiahjust,now’causethatwasthefirstoftheprophetnamesIcouldthink,of。Nexttimehe’sjustasliabletobeHoseaorEzekielorSamuel,orJeremiah。Heprophesiesjustaswellunderanyoneof’em,don’tseemtobeparticular。” Charlessmiledslightly——hedidnotappeartobeinalaughing,mood——andthenasked:“Yousayhesettlesquestionsforyou?,How?” “How?……Oh……Well,younoticeoneendofthatwhirligig,armhe’sgotissmudgedwithblack?” “Yes。” “That’sHosea’sindicator。SupposeI’vegotsomethin’on——onwhat,complimentaryfolkslikeyouwouldcallmymind。Suppose,sameas,’twasyesterdaymornin’,Iwastryin’todecidewhetherornotI’d,haveapieceofsteakforsupper。Igave——er——Elisha’swhirlagig,hereaspinandwhentheblackendstopped’twasp’intin’straight,up。Thatmeantyes。Ifithadp’inteddown,’twouldhavemeantno。” “Supposeithadpointedacross——halfwaybetweenyesandno?” “Thatwouldhavemeantthat——er——what’s-his-name——er——Deuteronomy,theredidn’tknowanymorethanIdidaboutit。” ThistimePhillipsdidlaugh。”Soyouhadthesteak,“heobserved。 Jed’sliptwitched。”Iboughtit,“hedrawled。”Igotsofarall,accordin’toprophecy。AndIputitonaplateoutintheback,roomwhere’twascold,intendin’tocookitwhensuppertimecame。” “Well,didn’tyou?” “No-o;yousee,’twasotherwiseprovided。Thateverlastin’Cherub,tomcatofTaylor’smusthavesneakedinwiththeboywhenhe,broughttheorderfromthestore。WhenIshutthesteakupinthe,backroomI——er——er——hum……” “Youdidwhat?” “Eh?……Oh,Ishutthecatupwithit。Iguesslikelythat’s,theendoftheyarn,ain’tit?” “Prettynearly,Ishouldsay。Whatdidyoudotothecat?” “Hum……Why,Ilethimgo。He’sagoodenoughcat,’cordin’to,hislights,Iguess。Itmusthavebeenatreattohim;Idoubtif,hegetsmuchsteakathome……Well,doyouwanttogiveIsaiah,awhirlonthatdecisionyousayyou’vegottomake?” Charlesgavehimaquickglance。”Ididn’tsayIhadonetomake,“ hereplied。”Iaskedhowyousettledsuchaquestion,that’sall。” “Um……Isee……Isee。Well,theprophet’satyour,disposal。Helpyourself。” Theyoungfellowshookhishead。”I’mafraiditwouldn’tbevery,satisfactory,“hesaid。”HemightsaynowhenIwantedhimtosay,yes,yousee。” “Um-hm……He’sliabletodothat。WhenhedoesittomeI keeponspinnin’himtillweagree,that’sall。” Phillipsmadenocommentonthisilluminatingstatementandthere,wasanotherintervalofsilence,brokenonlybythehumandraspof,theturninglathe。Thenhespokeagain。 “Jed,“hesaid,“seriouslynow,whenabigquestioncomesupto,you,andyou’vegottoansweritonewayortheother,howdoyou,settlewithyourselfwhichwaytoanswer?” Jedsighed。”That’seasy,Charlie,“hedeclared。”Theredon’tany,bigquestionsevercomeuptome。Iain’tthekindoffellerthe,bigthingscometo。” Charlesgrunted,impatiently。”Oh,well,admittingallthat,“he,said,“youmusthavetofacequestionsthatarebigtoyou,that,seembig,anyhow。” Jedcouldnothelpwincing,justalittle。Thematter-of-factway,inwhichhiscompanionacceptedtheestimateofhisinsignificance,washumiliating。Jeddidnotblamehim,itwastrue,ofcourse,butthetruthhurt——alittle。Hewasashamedofhimselffor,feelingthehurt。 “Oh,“hedrawled,“Idohavesomethings——littleno-accountthings—— todecideeveryonceinawhile。Sometimestheybotherme,too—— althoughtheyprobablywouldn’tanybodywithaheadinsteadofa,Hubbardsquashonhisshoulders。TheonlywayIcandecide’emis,tosetdownandopencourt,put’emontrial,asyoumightsay。” “Whatdoyoumean?” “Why,Icallinwitnessesforbothsides,seemsso。Here’sthe,reasonswhyIoughttotell;here’sthereasonswhyIshouldn’t。 I——“ “Tell?,OughttoTELL?,Whatmakesyousaythat?,WhathaveYOUgot,totell?” Hewasglaringatthewindmillmakerwithfrightenedeyes。Jed,knewaswellasifithadbeenpaintedontheshopwallbeforehim,thequestionintheboy’smind,themomentousdecisionhewas,tryingtomake。Andhepitiedhimfromthebottomofhisheart。 “Tell?”herepeated。”DidIsaytell?,Well,ifIdid’twasjust,a——er——figgerofspeech,asthebookfellerstalkabout。Butthe,onlywaytodecideathing,asitseemstome,istotryandfigger,outwhat’stheRIGHTofit,andthendothat。” Phillipslookedgloomilyatthefloor。”Andthat’ssuchaneasy,job,“heobserved,withsarcasm。 “Thefiggerin’orthedoin’?” “Oh,thedoing;thefiguringisusuallyeasyenough——tooeasy。But,thedoingisdifferent。Theaveragefellowisafraid。Idon’t,supposeyouwouldbe,Jed。Icanimagineyoudoingalmostanything,ifyouthoughtitwasright,andhangtheconsequences。” Jedlookedaghast。”Who?,Me?”hequeried。”Goodlandoflove,don’ttalkthatway,Charlie!,I’mthescarestcritterthatlives,andtheweakest-kneed,too,’mostgenerally。But——but,allthe,same,Idobelievethebestthing,andtheeasiestintheend,not,onlyforyou——orme——butforallhands,istotakethebullbythe,hornsandheavethecritter,ifyoucan。Theremaybeanawfulbig,trouble,butbigorlittleit’llbeoveranddonewith。THATbull,won’tbehangin’aroundallyourlifeandsneakin’upasterntoget,you——andthoseyou——er——carefor……Mercyme,howIdopreach! They’llbecallin’metotheBaptistpulpit,ifIdon’tlookout。 Iunderstandthey’recandidatin’。” Hisfrienddrewalongbreath。”ThereisapoemthatIusedto,read,orhearsomeoneread,“heobserved,“thatfillsthebillfor,anyonewithyourpointofview,Ishouldsay。Somethingabouta,fellow’snotbeingafraidtoputallhismoneyononehorse,orthe,lastcard——abouthisnotdeservinganythingifheisn’tafraidto,riskeverything。WishIcouldrememberit。” Jedlookedupfromthelathe。 “’Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch,Orhisdesertsaresmall,Whodaresnotputittothetouch,Towinorloseitall。’ That’ssomethin’likeit,ain’tit,Charlie?”heasked。 Phillipswasamazed。”Well,Ideclare,Winslow,“heexclaimed,“youbeatme!,Ican’tplaceyouatall。Whoeverwouldhave,accusedyouofreadingpoetry——andquotingit。” Jedrubbedhischin。”Idon’tknowmuch,ofcourse,“hesaid,“but,there’sconsider’blemanypoetrybooksuptothelibraryandIlike,toread’emsometimes。You’reliabletorunacrossa——er——poem—— well,likethisone,forinstance——thatkindofgetsholdofyou。 Itfillsthebill,youmightsay,asnothin’elsedoes。There’s,anotheronethat’sbetterstill。About—— ’Oncetoeverymanandnation,Comesthemomenttodecide。 Doyouknowthatone?” Hisvisitordidnotanswer。Afteramomentheswunghimselffrom,theworkbenchandturnedtowardthedoor。 “’Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch,’“hequoted,gloomily。 “Humph!,Iwonderifiteveroccurredtothatchapthattheremight,becertainkindsoffatethatCOULDN’Tbefearedtoomuch?…… Well,solong,Jed。Ahhum,youdon’tknowwhereIcangetholdof,somemoney,doyou?” Jedwassurprised。”Humph!”hegrunted。”IshouldsayyouHAD holdofmoneytwo-thirdsofeveryday。Fellerthatworksinabank,issupposedtohandlesomecash。” “Yes,ofcourse,“withanimpatientlaugh,“butthatissomebody,else’smoney,notmine。Iwanttogetsomeofmyown。” “Sho!……Well,Ical’lateIcouldletyouhavetenortwenty,dollarsrightnow,ifthatwouldbeanyhelptoyou。” “Itwouldn’t;thankyoujustthesame。Ifitwasfivehundred,insteadoften,why——perhapsIshouldn’tsayno。” Jedwasstartled。 “Fivehundred?”herepeated。”Fivehundreddollars?,Doyouneed,allthatsoverybad,Charlie?” Phillips,hisfootuponthethresholdoftheoutershop,turnedand,lookedathim。 “ThewayIfeelnowI’ddoalmostanythingtogetit,“hesaid,and,wentout。 Jedtoldnooneofthisconversation,althoughhisfriend’sparting,remarktroubledandpuzzledhim。Infactittroubledhimsomuch,thatatasubsequentmeetingwithCharleshehintedtothelatter,thatheshouldbegladtolendthefivehundredhimself。 “Ioughttohavethatandsomemoreinthebank,“hesaid。”Sam,wouldknowwhetherIhadornot……Eh?,Why,andyouwould,too,ofcourse。Iforgotyouknowasmuchaboutfolks’bank,accountsasanybody……More’nsomeof’emdothemselves,bashfulnessstoppin’mefromnamin’anynames,“headded。 Charleslookedathim。”Doyoumeantotellme,JedWinslow,“he,said,“thatyouwouldlendmefivehundreddollarswithoutany,securityorwithoutknowingintheleastwhatIwanteditfor?” “Why——why,ofcourse。’Twouldn’tbeanyofmybusinesswhatyou,wanteditfor,wouldit?” “Humph!,Haveyoudonemuchlendingofthatkind?” “Eh?……Um……Well,Iusedtodoconsider’ble,butSamhe,kindofputhisfootdownandsaidIshouldn’tdoanymore。ButI don’tHAVEtomindhim,youknow,althoughIgenerallydobecause,it’seasier——andlessnoisy,“headded,withatwinkleinhiseye。 “Well,yououghttomindhim;he’sdeadright,ofcourse。You’rea,goodfellow,Jed,butyouneedaguardian。” Jedshookhisheadsadly。”Ihatetobesounpoliteastocall,yourattentiontoit,“hedrawled,“butI’veheardsomethin’like,thatafore。UptonowIain’tfoundanyguardianthatneedsme,that’sthetrouble。AndifIwanttolendyoufivehundred,dollars,Charlie,I’mgoin’to。Oh,I’madivilofafellerwhenI setouttobe,desperateandreckless,Iam。” Charlielaughed,butheputhishandonJed’sshoulder,“You’rea,brick,Iknowthat,“hesaid,“andI’mamilliontimesobligedto,you。ButIwasonlyjoking;Idon’tneedanyfivehundred。” “Eh?……Youdon’t?……Why,yousaid——“ “Oh,I——er——needsomenewclothesandthingsandIwastalking,foolishness,that’sall。Don’tyouworryaboutme,Jed;I’mall,right。” ButJeddidworry,alittle,althoughhisworryconcerningthe,youngman’sneedofmoneywassofarovershadowedbytheanxiety,causedbyhisfallinginlovewithMaudHunniwellthatitwas,almostforgotten。Thatsituationwasstillastenseasever。Two- thirdsofOrham,soitseemedtoJed,wastalkingaboutit,wonderingwhentheengagementwouldbeannouncedandspeculating,asGabeBearsehaddone,onCaptainSam’sreceptionofthenews。 Theprincipals,MaudandCharles,didnotspeakofit,ofcourse—— neitherdidthecaptainorRuthArmstrong。JedexpectedRuthto,speak;hewascertainsheunderstoodthesituationandrealizedits,danger;sheappearedtohimanxiousandverynervous。Itwasto,him,andtohimalone——herbrotherexcepted——shecouldspeak,but,thedayspassedandshedidnot。AnditwasCaptainHunniwellwho,spokefirst。 CHAPTERXVI CaptainSamenteredthewindmillshopabouttwoo’clockonewindy,afternooninthefirstweekofMarch。Hewaswearingaheavyfur,overcoatandamotoringcap。Hepulledoffthecoat,threwitover,apileofboardsandsatdown。 “Whew!”heexclaimed。”It’sblowinghardenoughtostartthebark,onalog。” Jedlookedup。 “Didyousaylogordog?”heasked,solemnly。 Thecaptaingrinned。”Isaidlog,“heanswered。”Thisgaleof,windwouldblowadogaway,barkandall。Whew!,I’malloutof,breath。It’ssomeconsider’bleofadriveoverfromWapatomac。 Comin’acrossthatstretchofmarshroadbyWestOstableIdidn’t,knowbutthelittleflivverwouldturnherselfintoaflyin’- machineandgoup。” Jedstoppedinthemiddleofthefirstnoteofahymn。 “Whatintheworldsentyouautoin’wayovertoWapatomacandback,thisday?”heasked。 Hisfriendbittheendfromacigar。”Oh,diggin’uptherootof,allevil,“hesaid。”Ihadtocollectanotethatwasdueover,there。” “Humph!,Idon’tknowmuchaboutsuchthings,butInever,mistrusted’twasnecessaryforyoutogocruisin’likethatto,collectnotes。Seemsconsider’blelikesendin’theskipperuptown,tobuyonionsforthecook。Couldn’tthe——thefellerthatowedthe,moneysendyouacheck?” CaptainSamchuckled。”Hecould,Ical’late,buthewouldn’t,“he,observed。”’TwasoldSylvesterSage,uptoSouthWapatomac,the,’cranberryking’theycallhimupthere。Heownscranberrybogs,fromoneendoftheCapetotheother。You’veheardofhim,of,course。” Jedrubbedhischin。”Maybeso,“hedrawled,“butifIhaveI’ve,forgothim。TheonlysageIrecollectisthesageteaMotherused,tomakemetakewhenIhadacoldsometimes。ICOULDN’Tforget,that。” “Well,everybodybutyouhasheardofoldSylvester。He’sthe,biggestcrankonearth。” “Hum-m。Seems’sifheandIoughttoknoweachother……But,maybehe’sadifferentkindofcrank;eh?” “He’sallkinds。Oneofhisnotionsisthathewon’tpaybillsby,check,ifhecanpossiblyhelpit。He’lltravelfiftymilestopay,moneyforathingsoonerthansendacheckforit。Hehadthis,note——fourteenhundreddollars’twas——comin’dueatourbankto-day,andhe’dsentwordifwewantedthecashwemustsendforit’cause,hislumbagowastoobadforhimtotravel。Iwantedtoseehim,anyhow,aboutalittlematterofapoliticalappointmentuphis,way,soIdecidedtotakethecarandgomyself。Well,I’vejust,gotbackandIhadawindyv’yage,too。Andcold,don’ttalk!” “Um……yes……Getyourmoney,didyou?” “Yes,Igotit。It’sinmyovercoatpocketnow。Ithoughtone,spellIwasn’tgoin’togetit,fortheoldfellerwasmadabout,someoneofhiscranberrybuyersfailin’uponhimandhewasas,cross-grainedasascruboakroot。HeandIhadaregularrowover,thematterofpoliticsIwenttheretoseehimabout’special。I toldhimwhathewasandhetoldmewhereIcouldgo。That’show,weparted。ThenIcamehome。” “Hum……You’dhavehadawarmertripifyou’dgonewherehe,sentyou,Ipresumelikely……Um……Yes,yes…… ’There’saplaceinthischorus,Foryouandforme,Andthethemeofitever,Andalwaysshallbe: Hallelujah,’tisdo-ne! Ibelieve……’ Hum!……Ithoughtthatpaintcanwasfullandthereain’t,more’nahalfpintinit。Imusthavedrunkitinmysleep,I guess。DoIlookgreenaroundthemouth,Sam?” ItwasjustbeforeCaptainSam’sdeparturethathespokeofhis,daughterandyoungPhillips。Hementionedtheminamostcasual,fashion,ashewasputtingonhiscoattogo,butJedhadafeeling,thathisfriendhadstoppedatthewindmillshoponpurposeto,discussthatverysubjectandthatallthedetailofhisWapatomac,triphadbeeninthenatureofasubterfugetoconcealthisfact。 “Oh,“saidthecaptain,withsomewhatelaboratecarelessness,ashe,struggledintotheheavycoat,“Idon’tknowasItoldyouthatthe,directorsvotedtoraiseCharlie’ssalary。Um-hm,atlast,Saturday’smeetin’theydidit。’Twasunanimous,too。He’sas,smartasawhip,thatyoungchap。Weallthinkaheapofhim。” Jednodded,butmadenocomment。Thecaptainfidgetedwitha,buttonofhiscoat。Heturnedtowardthedoor,stopped,cleared,histhroat,hesitated,andthenturnedbackagain。 “Jed,“hesaid,“has——hasitseemedtoyouthat——thathe——that,Charliewas——maybe——comin’tothinkconsider’bleof——ofmy,daughter——ofMaud?” Jedlookedup,caughthiseye,andlookeddownagain。CaptainSam,sighed。 “Isee,“hesaid。”Youdon’tneedtoanswer。Ipresumelikelythe,wholetownhasbeentalkin’aboutitforlandknowshowlong。It’s,generallythefolksathomethatdon’tnoticetillthelastgun,fires。OfcourseIknewhewascomin’tothehouseagooddealand,thatheandMaudseemedtolikeeachother’ssociety,andallthat。 Butitneverstruckmethat——thatitmeantanythingserious,you,know——anything——anything——well,youknowwhatImean,Jed。” “Yes。Yes,Sam,IsupposeIdo。” “Yes。Well,I——Idon’tknowwhyitneverstruckme,either。If,Georgianna——ifmywifehadbeenalive,she’dhavenoticed,I’ll,bet,butIdidn’t。’Twasonlylastevenin’;whenhecametoget,hertogotothepictures,thatitcameacrossme,youmightsay,like——likeawet,coldrope’send’slappin’meintheface。Igive,youmyword,Jed,I——Ikindofshiveredallover。Shemeans——she,meanssomethin’tome,thatlittlegirland——and——“ Heseemedtofindithardtogoon。Jedleanedforward。 “Iknow,Sam,Iknow,“hesaid。Hisfriendnodded。 “Iknowyoudo,Jed,“hesaid。”Idon’tthinkthere’sanybodyelse,knowssowell。I’mgladI’vegotyoutotalkto。Ical’late,though,“headded,withashortlaugh,“ifsomefolksknewIcame,hereto——totalkovermyprivateaffairsthey’dthinkIwasgoin’ softinthehead。” Jedsmiled,andtherewasnoresentmentinthesmile。 “They’dlocatethesoftnessint’otherheadofthetwo,Sam,“he,suggested。 “Idon’tcarewheretheylocateit。Icantalktoyouaboutthings,Inevermentiontootherfolks。Guessitmustbebecauseyou——you—— well,Idon’tknow,butit’sso,anyhow……Well,togoahead,aftertheyoungfolkshadgoneIsattherealoneintheparlor,in,thedark,tryin’tothinkitout。Thehousekeeperhadgoneoverto,herbrother’s,soIhadtheplacetomyself。Ithoughtandthought,andtheharderIthoughtthelonesomertherestofmylifebeganto,look。Andyet——andyetIkepttellin’myselfhowselfishand,foolishthatwas。Iknew’twasadeadsartintyshe’dbegettin’ marriedsometime。YouandIhavelaughedaboutitandjokedabout,ittimeandagain。AndI’vejokedaboutitwithher,too。But—— butjokin’sonethingandthiswasanother……Whew!” Hedrewahandacrosshisforehead。Jeddidnotspeak。Aftera,momentthecaptainwenton。 “Well,“hesaid,“whenshegothome,andafterhe’dgone,Igot,Maudtositonmyknee,sameasshe’sdoneeversinceshewasa,littlegirl,andsheandIhadatalk。Ikindofleduptothe,subject,asyoumightsay,andbyandbywe——well,wetalkeditout,prettystraight。Shethinksanawfulsightofhim,Jed。There,ain’tanydoubtaboutthat,sheasmuchastoldmeinthosewords,andmorethantoldmeinotherways。Andhe’stheonlyoneshe’s,evercaredtwostrawsfor,shetoldmethat。And——and——well,I thinkshethinkshecaresforherthatway,too,althoughofcourse,shedidn’tsayso。Buthehasn’tspokentoheryet。Idon’tknow,but——butitseemedtome,maybe,thathemightbewaitin’tospeak,tomefirst。I’mhis——er——boss,youknow,andperhapshemayfeel,alittle——littleunderobligationstomeinabusinesswayandthat,mightmakeitharderforhimtospeak。Don’titseemtoyoumaybe,thatmightbeit,Jed?” PoorJedhesitated。Thenhestammeredthatheshouldn’tbe,surprised。CaptainSamsighed。 “Well,“hesaid,“ifthat’sit,itdoeshimcredit,anyhow。I ain’tgoin’tobeselfishinthisthing,Jed。Ifshe’sgoin’to,haveahusband——andsheis,ofcourse——Ical’lateI’drather’twas,CharliethananybodyelseI’veeverrunacross。He’ssmartand,he’llclimbprettyhigh,Ical’late。Ourlittlesingle-sticked,bankin’craftain’tgoin’tobebigenoughforhimtosailinvery,long。Icanseethatalready。He’llbenavigatin’aclipperone,ofthesedays。Well,that’sthewayI’dwantit。I’mpretty,ambitiousforthatgirlofmineandIshouldn’tbesatisfiedshort,ofatop-notcher。Andhe’saGOODfeller,Jed;astraight,clean,honestandabove-boardyoungchap。That’sthebestofit,after,all,ain’tit?” Jed’sreplywasalmostagroan,buthisfrienddidnotnotice。He,putonhisovercoatandturnedtogo。 “So,thereyouare,“hesaid。”Ihadtotalktosomebody,hadto,getitoffmychest,and,asIjustsaid,itseemstobeeasierto,talksuchthingstoyouthananybodyelse。Nowifanyofthetown,gasengines——GabBearseoranybodyelse——comescruisin’inhere,heavin’overboardquestionsabouthowIlikethenotionofMaudand,Charlietakin’upwitheachother,youcantell’emI’mtickledto,death。Thatwon’tbealllie,neither。Ican’tsayI’mhappy,exactly,butMaudisandI’mgoin’tomake-believebe,forher,sake。Solong。” Hewentout。Jedputhiselbowsontheworkbenchandcoveredhis,facewithhishands。HewasstillinthatpositionwhenRuth,Armstrongcamein。Herosehastily,butshemotionedhimtosit,again。 “Jed,“shesaid,“CaptainHunniwellwasjustherewithyou;Isaw,himgo。Tellme,whatwashetalkingabout?” Jedwasconfused。”Why——why,Mrs。Ruth,“hestammered,“hewas,justtalkin’about——aboutanotehe’dbeencollectin’,and——and,such。” “Wasn’thespeakingofhisdaughter——and——andmybrother?” ThistimeJedactuallygasped。Ruthdrewalongbreath。”Iknew,it,“shesaid。 “But——but,formercysakes,HOWdidyouknow?,Didhe——?” “No,hedidn’tseemeatall。Iwaswatchinghimfromthewindow。 ButIsawhisfaceand——“withasuddengestureofdesperation,“Oh,itwasn’tthatatall,Jed。Itwasmyguiltyconscience,I guess。I’vebeenexpectinghimtospeaktoyou——orme——havebeen,dreadingiteveryday——andnowsomehowIknewhehadspoken。I KNEWit。Whatdidbesay,Jed?” JedtoldthesubstanceofwhatCaptainSamhadsaid。Shelistened。 Whenhefinishedhereyeswerewet。 “Oh,itisdreadful,“shemoaned。”I——Iwassohopingshemight,notcareforCharlie。Butshedoes——ofcourseshedoes。She,couldn’thelpit,“withasuddenoddlittleflashofloyalty。 Jedrubbedhischinindesperation。 “And——andCharlie?”heasked,anxiously。”Doeshe——“ “Yes,yes,I’msurehedoes。Hehasnevertoldmeso,neverinso,manywords,butIcansee。Iknowhimbetterthananyoneelsein,theworldandIcansee。Isawfirst,Ithink,onThanksgiving,Day;atleastthatiswhenIfirstbegantosuspect——tofear。” Jednodded。”WhentheywasatthepianotogetherthattimeandSam,saidsomethin’abouttheirbein’afine-lookin’couple?”hesaid。 “Why,yes,thatwasit。Areyouamindreader,Jed?” “No-o,Iguessnot。ButIsawyoulookin’kindofsurprisedand—— er——well,scaredforaminute。Iwasfeelin’thesamewayjust,then,soitdidn’tneedanymindreadertoguesswhathadscared,you。” “Isee。But,oh,Jed,itisdreadful!,WhatSHALLwedo?,What,willbecomeofusall?,Andnow,whenI——Ihadjustbeguntobe,happy,reallyhappy。” Shecaughtherbreathinasob。Jedinstinctivelystretchedout,hishand。 “Butthere,“shewenton,hurriedlywipinghereyes,“Imustn’tdo,this。Thisisnotimeformetothinkofmyself。Jed,this,mustn’tgoanyfurther。Hemustnotaskhertomarryhim;hemust,notthinkofsuchathing。” Jedsadlyshookhishead。”I’mafraidyou’reright,“hesaid。 “Notasthingsarenowhesurelymustn’t。But——but,Mrs。Ruth——“ “Oh,don’t!”impatiently。”Don’tusethatsilly’Mrs。’anylonger。 Aren’tyouthe——thebestfriendIhaveintheworld?,Docallme,Ruth。” Ifshehadbeenlookingathisfacejustthenshemighthaveseen—— things。Butshewasnotlooking。Therewasanintervalofsilence,beforehespoke。 “Well,then——er——Ruth——“hefaltered。 “That’sright。Goon。” “Iwasjustgoin’toaskyouifyouthoughtCharliewascal’latin’ toaskher。Iain’tsosurethatheis。” HetoldofCharles’recentvisittothewindmillshopandtheyoung,man’squeryconcerningthemakingofadecision。Shelistened,anxiously。 “Butdon’tyouthinkthatmeansthathewaswonderingwhetheror,notheshouldaskher?”shesaid。 “No。Thatis,Idon’tthinkit’ssartinsureitmeansthat。I ratherhadthenotionitmightmeanhewasfiggerin’whetherornot,togostraighttoSamandmakeacleanbreastofit。” “Youmeantell——telleverything?” “Yes,allaboutthe——thebusinessatMiddleford。Idohonestly,believethat’swhattheboy’sgotonhismindtodo。Itain’tvery,surprisin’thathebacksandfillssomebeforethatmind’smadeup。 Seewhatitmightmeantohim:itmightmeanthelossofhis,prospectshereandhisplaceinthebankand,more’neverything,else,losin’Maud。It’ssomedecisiontomake。IfIhadtomake,itI——,Well,Idon’tknow。” Sheputherhandtohereyes。”ThePOORboy,“shesaid,underher,breath。”But,Jed,DOyouthinkthatisthedecisionhereferred,to?,Andwhyhasn’thesaidawordtome,hisownsister,aboutit? I’msurehelovesme。” “Sartinhedoes,andthat’sjustit,asIseeit。Itain’thisown,hopesandprospectsalonethatareallwrappedupinthisthing,it’syours——andBabbie’s。He’stroubledaboutwhat’llhappento,you。That’swhyhehasn’taskedyouradvice,Ibelieve。” Theywerebothsilentforamoment。Thenshesaid,pleadingly,“Oh,Jed,itisuptoyouandme,isn’tit?,Whatshallwedo?” Itwasthe“we“inthissentencewhichthrilled。Ifshehadbade,himputhisneckinfrontofthehandsawjustthenJedwouldhave,obeyed,andsmilinglyhavepulledtheleverwhichsetthemachine,inmotion。Butthequestion,nevertheless,wasastaggerer。 “W-e-e-ll,“headmitted,“I——Ihardlyknowwhattosay,Iwillgive,in。Toberightdownhonest——andtheLordknowsIhatetosayit—— itwouldn’tdoforaminutetoletthosetwoyoungfolksget,engaged——tosaynothin’ofgettin’married——withthisthingbetween,’em。Itwouldn’tbefairtoher,nortoSam——no,nortohimor,you,either。Youseethat,don’tyou?”hebegged。”YouknowI don’tsayitforanyreasonbutjust——justforthebestinterests,ofallhands。Youknowthat,don’tyou——Ruth?”