YOURPROPHECYFULFILLING。
Inlargepartatleastyourprophecieshavebeenfulfilled,for(a)
assaying,whichwaswellattendedtointheGoldHillAssayOffice(ofwhichIamsuperintendent),inconsequenceofmypublications,hasbeentakenelsewhere,sothePresidentofoneofthecompaniesassuresme。
Withnoreasonassigned,otherworkhasbeentakenaway。Withbutoneortwoimportantexceptions,ourassaybusinessnowconsistssimplyofthegleaningsofthevicinity。(b)ThoughmyownpersonaldonationstothePeople\'sTribuneAssociationhavealreadyexceeded$1,500,outsideofourownnumberswehavereceived(inmoney)lessthan$300ascontributionsandsubscriptionsforthejournal。(c)OnThursdaylast,onthemainstreetinGoldHill,nearnoon,withneitherwarningnorcauseassigned,byapowerfulblowIwasfelledtotheground,andwhiledownIwaskickedbyamanwhoitwouldseemhadbeenledtobelievethatIhadspokenderogatorilyofhim。BywhomhewassoinducedtobelieveIamasyetunabletosay。OnSaturdaylastIwasagainassailedandbeatenbyamanwhofirstinformedmewhyhedidso,andwhopersistedinmakinghisassaultevenaftertheerroneousimpressionunderwhichhealsowasatfirstlaboringhadbeenclearlyandrepeatedlypointedout。Thissameman,afterfailingthroughintimidationtoelicitfrommethenamesofoureditorialcontributors,againstgivingwhichheknewmetobepledged,beathimselfwearyuponmewitharawhide,Inotresisting,andthenpantinglythreatenedmewithpermanentdisfiguringmayhem,ifeveragainIshouldintroducehisnameintoprint,andwhobutafewminutesbeforehisattackuponmeassuredmethattheonlyreasonIwas“permitted“toreachhomealiveonWednesdayeveninglast(atwhichtimethePEOPLE\'STRIBUNEwasissued)was,thathedeemsmeonlyhalf-witted,andbeitrememberedtheverynextmorningIwasknockeddownandkickedbyamanwhoseemedtobepreparedforflight。
[Heseesdoomimpending:]
WHENWILLTHECIRCLEJOIN?
HowlongbeforethewholeofyourprophecywillbefulfilledIcannotsay,butundertheshadowofsomuchfulfillmentinsoshortatime,andwithsuchthreatsfromamanwhoisoneofthemostprominentexponentsoftheSanFranciscomining-ringstaringmeandthiswholecommunitydefiantlyinthefaceandpointingtoacompletionofyouraugury,doyoublamemeforfeelingthatthiscommunicationisthelastIshalleverwriteforthePress,especiallywhenasensealikeofpersonalself-
respect,ofdutytothismoney-oppressedandfear-riddencommunity,andofAmericanfealtytothespiritoftrueLibertyallcommandme,andeachmoreloudlythanloveoflifeitself,todeclarethenameofthatprominentmantobeJOHNB。WINTERS,PresidentoftheYellowJacketCompany,apoliticalaspirantandamilitaryGeneral?Thenameofhispartiallydupedaccompliceandabettorinthislastmarvelousassault,isnootherthanPHILIPLYNCH,EditorandProprietoroftheGoldHillNews。
DespitetheinsultandwrongheapeduponmebyJohnB。Winters,onSaturdayafternoon,onlyaglimpseofwhichIshallbeabletoaffordyourreaders,somuchdoIdeploreclinching(bypublicity)aseriousmistakeofanyone,manorwoman,committedundernaturalandnotself-
wroughtpassion,inviewofhisgreatapparentexcitementatthetimeandinviewofthealmostperfectprivacyoftheassault,IamfarfromsurethatIshouldnothavegivenhimspaceforrepentancebeforeexposinghim,wereitnotthathehimselfhassofarexposedthematterastomakeitthecommontalkofthetownthathehashorsewhippedme。Thatfacthavingbeenmadepublic,allthefactsinconnectionneedtobealso,orsilenceonmypartwouldseemmorethansingular,andwithmanywouldbeproofeitherthatIwasconsciousofsomeunworthyaiminpublishingthearticle,orelsethatmy“non-combatant“principlesarebutaconvenientcloakalikeofphysicalandmoralcowardice。Ithereforeshalltrytopresentagraphicbuttruthfulpictureofthiswholeaffair,butshallforbearallcomments,presumingthattheeditorsofourownjournal,ifothersdonot,willspeakfreelyandfittinglyuponthissubjectinournextnumber,whetherIshallthenbedeadorliving,formydeathwillnotstop,thoughitmaysuspend,thepublicationofthePEOPLE\'STRIBUNE。
[The“non-combatant“stickstoprinciple,buttakesalongafriendortwoofaconvenientlydifferentstripe:]
THETRAPSET。
OnSaturdaymorningJohnB。WinterssentverbalwordtotheGoldHillAssayOfficethathedesiredtoseemeattheYellowJacketoffice。
ThoughsucharequeststruckmeasdecidedlycoolinviewofhisownrecentdiscourtesiestometherealikeasapublisherandasastockholderintheYellowJacketmine,andthoughitseemedtomemorelikeasummonsthanthecourteousrequestbyonegentlemantoanotherforafavor,hopingthatsomeconferencewithSharonlookingtothebettermentofminingmattersinNevadamightarisefromit,Ifeltstronglyinclinedtooverlookwhatpossiblywassimplyanoversightincourtesy。ButasthenithadonlybeentwodayssinceIhadbeenbruisedandbeatenunderahastyandfalseapprehensionoffacts,mycautionwassomewhataroused。MoreoverIrememberedsensitivelyhiscontemptuousnessofmannertomeatmylastinterviewinhisoffice。Ithereforefeltitneedful,ifIwentatall,togoaccompaniedbyafriendwhomhewouldnotdaretotreatwithincivility,andwhosepresencewithmemightsecureexemptionfrominsult。AccordinglyIaskedaneighbortoaccompanyme。
THETRAPALMOSTDETECTED。
AlthoughIwasnotthenawareofthisfact,itwouldseemthatprevioustomyrequestthissameneighborhadheardDr。Zabriskiestatepubliclyinasaloon,thatMr。Wintershadtoldhimhehaddecidedeithertokillortohorsewhipme,buthadnotfinallydecidedonwhich。Myneighbor,therefore,feltunwillingtogodownwithmeuntilhehadfirstcalledonMr。Wintersalone。Hethereforepaidhimavisit。FromthatinterviewheassuredmethathegatheredtheimpressionthathedidnotbelieveI
wouldhaveanydifficultywithMr。Winters,andthathe(Winters)wouldcallonmeatfouro\'clockinmyownoffice。
MYOWNPRECAUTIONS。
AsSheriffCummingswasinGoldHillthatafternoon,andasIdesiredtoconversewithhimaboutthepreviousassault,Iinvitedhimtomyoffice,andhecame。Althoughahalfhourhadpassedbeyondfouro\'clock,Mr。
Wintershadnotcalled,andwebothofusbeganpreparingtogohome。
Justthen,PhilipLynch,PublisheroftheGoldHillNews,cameinandsaid,blandlyandcheerily,asifbringinggoodnews:
“Hello,JohnB。Winterswantstoseeyou。”
Ireplied,“Indeed!Whyhesentmewordthathewouldcallonmeherethisafternoonatfouro\'clock!“
“O,well,itdon\'tdotobetooceremoniousjustnow,he\'sinmyoffice,andthatwilldoaswell——comeonin,Winterswantstoconsultwithyoualone。He\'sgotsomethingtosaytoyou。”
Thoughslightlyuneasyatthischangeofprogramme,yetbelievingthatinaneditor\'shouseIoughttobesafe,andanyhowthatIwouldbewithinhailofthestreet,Ihurriedly,andbutpartiallywhisperedmydimapprehensionstoMr。Cummings,andaskedhimifhewouldnotkeepnearenoughtohearmyvoiceincaseIshouldcall。Heconsentedtodosowhilewaitingforsomeotherparties,andtocomeinifheheardmyvoiceorthoughtIhadneedofprotection。
OnreachingtheeditorialpartoftheNewsoffice,whichviewedfromthestreetisdark,IdidnotseeMr。Winters,andagainmymisgivingsarose。
HadIpausedlongenoughtoconsiderthecase,IshouldhaveinvitedSheriffCummingsin,butasLynchwentdownstairs,hesaid:“Thisway,Wiegand——it\'sbesttobeprivate,“orsomesuchremark。
[Idonotdesiretostrainthereader\'sfancy,hurtfully,andyetitwouldbeafavortomeifhewouldtrytofancythislambinbattle,ortheduellinggroundorattheheadofavigilancecommittee——M。T。:]
Ifollowed,andwithoutMr。Cummings,andwithoutarms,whichIneverdoorwillcarry,unlessasasoldierinwar,orunlessIshouldyetcometofeelImustfightaduel,ortojoinandaidintheranksofanecessaryVigilanceCommittee。ButbyfollowingImadeafatalmistake。Followingwasenteringatrap,andwhateveranimalsuffersitselftobecaughtshouldexpectthecommonfateofacagedrat,asIfeareventstocomewillprove。
Trapscommonlyarenotsetforbenevolence。
[Hisbody-guardisshutout:]
THETRAPINSIDE。
IfollowedLynchdownstairs。Attheirfootadoortotheleftopenedintoasmallroom。Fromthatroomanotherdooropenedintoyetanotherroom,andonceenteredIfoundmyselfinveigledintowhatmanywilleverhenceforthregardasaprivatesubterraneanGoldHillden,admirablyadaptedinproperhandstothepurposesofmurder,rawordisguised,forfromit,withbothorevenonedoorclosed,whentoolate,IsawthatI
couldnotbeheardbySheriffCummings,andfromit,BYVIOLENCEANDBY
FORCE,Iwaspreventedfrommakingapeaceableexit,whenIthoughtIsawthestudiousobjectofthis“consultation“wasnootherthantocompassmykilling,inthepresenceofPhilipLynchasawitness,assoonasbyinsultaproverbiallyexcitablemanshouldbeexasperatedtothepointofassailingMr。Winters,sothatMr。Lynch,byhisconscienceandbyhiswellknowntendernessofhearttowardtherichandpotentwouldbecompelledtotestifythathesawGen。JohnB。WinterskillConradWiegandin“self-defence。”ButIamgoingtoofast。
OURHOST。
Mr。Lynchwaspresentduringthemostofthetime(sayalittleshortofanhour),butthreetimeshelefttheroom。Histestimony,therefore,wouldbeavailableonlyastothebulkofwhattranspired。OnenteringthiscarpeteddenIwasinvitedtoaseatnearonecorneroftheroom。
Mr。Lynchtookaseatnearthewindow。J。B。Winterssat(atfirst)nearthedoor,andbeganhisremarksessentiallyasfollows:
“Ihavecomeheretoexactofyouaretraction,inblackandwhite,ofthosedamnablyfalsechargeswhichyouhavepreferredagainstmeinthat——
infamouslyingsheetofyours,andyoumustdeclareyourselftheirauthor,thatyoupublishedthemknowingthemtobefalse,andthatyourmotivesweremalicious。”
“Hold,Mr。Winters。Yourlanguageisinsultingandyourdemandanenormity。ItrustIwasnotinvitedhereeithertobeinsultedorcoerced。IsupposedmyselfherebyinvitationofMr。Lynch,atyourrequest。”
“NordidIcomeheretoinsultyou。IhavealreadytoldyouthatIamhereforaverydifferentpurpose。”
“Yetyourlanguagehasbeenoffensive,andevennowshowsstrongexcitement。IfinsultisrepeatedIshalleitherleavetheroomorcallinSheriffCummings,whomIjustleftstandingandwaitingformeoutsidethedoor。”
“No,youwon\'t,sir。Youmayjustaswellunderstanditatonceasnot。
Hereyouaremyman,andI\'lltellyouwhy!Monthsagoyouputyourpropertyoutofyourhands,boastingthatyoudidsotoescapelosingitonprosecutionforlibel。”
“ItistruethatIdidconvertallmyimmovablepropertyintopersonalproperty,suchasIcouldtrustsafelytoothers,andchieflytoescaperuinthroughpossiblelibelsuits。”
“Verygood,sir。Havingplacedyourselfbeyondthepaleofthelaw,mayGodhelpyoursoulifyouDON\'TmakepreciselysucharetractionasI
havedemanded。I\'vegotyounow,andby——beforeyoucangetoutofthisroomyou\'vegottobothwriteandsignpreciselytheretractionIhavedemanded,andbeforeyougo,anyhow——you——low-lived——lying——,I\'llteachyouwhatpersonalresponsibilityisoutsideofthelaw;and,by——,SheriffCummingsandallthefriendsyou\'vegotintheworldbesides,can\'tsaveyou,you——,etc。!No,sir。I\'malonenow,andI\'mpreparedtobeshotdownjusthereandnowratherthanbevillifiedbyyouasI
havebeen,andsufferyoutoescapemeafterpublishingthosecharges,notonlyherewhereIamknownanduniversallyrespected,butwhereIamnotpersonallyknownandmaybeinjured。”
Iconfessthisspeech,withitsterribleandbuttooplainlyimpliedthreatofkillingmeifIdidnotsignthepaperhedemanded,terrifiedme,especiallyasIsawhewasworkinghimselfuptothehighestpossiblepitchofpassion,andinstincttoldmethatanyreplyotherthanoneofseemingconcessiontohisdemandswouldonlybefueltoaragingfire,soIreplied:
“Well,ifI\'vegottosign——,“andthenIpausedsometime。Resuming,Isaid,“But,Mr。Winters,youaregreatlyexcited。Besides,Iseeyouarelaboringunderatotalmisapprehension。Itisyourdutynottoinflamebuttocalmyourself。Iampreparedtoshowyou,ifyouwillonlypointoutthearticlethatyoualludeto,thatyouregardas\'charges\'whatnocalmandlogicalmindhasanyrighttoregardassuch。
Showmethecharges,andIwilltry,atallevents;andifitbecomesplainthatnochargeshavebeenpreferred,thenplainlytherecanbenothingtoretract,andnoonecouldrightlyurgeyoutodemandaretraction。Youshouldbewareofmakingsoseriousamistake,forhoweverhonestamanmaybe,everyoneisliabletomisapprehend。
BesidesyouassumethatIamtheauthorofsomecertainarticlewhichyouhavenotpointedout。Itishastytodoso。”
HethenpointedtosomenumberedparagraphsinaTRIBUNEarticle,headed“What\'stheMatterwithYellowJacket?“saying“That\'swhatIreferto。”
Togaintimeforgeneralreflectionandresolution,Itookupthepaperandlookeditoverforawhile,heremainingsilent,andasIhoped,cooling。Ithenresumedsaying,“AsIsupposed。Idonotadmithavingwrittenthatarticle,norhaveyouanyrighttoassumesoimportantapoint,andthenbaseimportantactionuponyourassumption。Youmightdeeplyregretitafterwards。InmypublishedAddresstothePeople,I
notifiedtheworldthatnoinformationastotheauthorshipofanyarticlewouldbegivenwithouttheconsentofthewriter。Ithereforecannothonorablytellyouwhowrotethatarticle,norcanyouexactit。”
“Ifyouarenottheauthor,thenIdodemandtoknowwhois?“
“Imustdeclinetosay。”
“Then,by——,Ibrandyouasitsauthor,andshalltreatyouaccordingly。”
“Passingthatpoint,themostimportantmisapprehensionwhichInoticeis,thatyouregardthemas\'charges\'atall,whentheircontext,bothattheirbeginningandend,showtheyarenot。Thesewordsintroducethem:
\'Suchaninvestigation[justbeforeindicated],wethinkMIGHTresultinshowingsomeofthefollowingpoints。\'Thenfollowelevenspecifications,andthesucceedingparagraphshowsthatthesuggestedinvestigation\'mightEXONERATEthosewhoaregenerallybelievedguilty。\'Yousee,therefore,thecontextprovestheyarenotpreferredascharges,andthisyouseemtohaveoverlooked。”
Whilemakingthosecomments,Mr。Wintersfrequentlyinterruptedmeinsuchawayastoconvincemethathewasresolvednottoconsidercandidlythethoughtscontainedinmywords。Heinsisteduponitthattheywerecharges,and“By——,“hewouldmakemetakethembackascharges,andhereferredthequestiontoPhilipLynch,towhomIthenappealedasaliteraryman,asalogician,andasaneditor,callinghisattentionespeciallytotheintroductoryparagraphjustbeforequoted。
Hereplied,“iftheyarenotcharges,theycertainlyareinsinuations,“
whereuponMr。Wintersrenewedhisdemandsforretractionpreciselysuchashehadbeforenamed,exceptthathewouldallowmetostatewhodidwritethearticleifIdidnotmyself,andthistimeshakinghisfistinmyfacewithmorecursingsandepithets。
Whenhethreatenedmewithhisclenchedfist,instinctivelyItriedtorisefrommychair,butWintersthenforciblythrustmedown,ashedideveryothertime(atleastsevenoreight),whenundersimilarimminentdangerofbruisingbyhisfist(orforaughtIcouldknowworsethanthatafterthefirststunningblow),whichhecouldeasilyandsafelytohimselfhavedealtmesolongashekeptmedownandstoodoverme。
Thisfactitwas,whichmorethananythingelse,convincedmethatbyplanandplotIwaspurposelymadepowerlessinMr。Winters\'hands,andthathedidnotmeantoallowmethatadvantageofbeingafoot,whichhepossessed。Moreover,Ithenbecameconvinced,thatPhilipLynch(andforwhatreasonIwondered)woulddoabsolutelynothingtoprotectmeinhisownhouse。Irealizedthenthesituationthoroughly。Ihadfounditequallyvaintoprotestorargue,andIwouldmakenounmanlyappealforpity,stilllessapologize。Yetmylifehadbeenbytheplainestpossibleimplicationthreatened。Iwasaweakman。Iwasunarmed。I
washelplesslydown,andWinterswasafootandprobablyarmed。Lynchwastheonly“witness。”Thestatementsdemanded,ifgivenandnotexplained,wouldutterlysinkmeinmyownself-respect,inmyfamily\'seyes,andintheeyesofthecommunity。Ontheotherhand,shouldIgivetheauthor\'snamehowcouldIeverexpectthatconfidenceofthePeoplewhichIshouldnolongerdeserve,andhowmuchdearertomeandtomyfamilywasmylifethanthelifeoftherealauthortohisfriends。Yetlifeseemeddearandeachminutethatremainedseemedpreciousifnotsolemn。Isincerelytrustthatneitheryounoranyofyourreaders,andespeciallynonewithfamilies,mayeverbeplacedinsuchseemingdirectproximitytodeathwhileobligedtodecidetheonequestionIwascompelledto,viz。:WhatshouldIdo——I,amanoffamily,andnotasMr。Wintersis,“alone。”
[Thereaderisrequestednottoskipthefollowing——M。T。:]
STRATEGYANDMESMERISM。
Togaintimeforfurtherreflection,andhopingthatbyaseemingacquiescenceImightregainmypersonalliberty,atleasttillIcouldgiveanalarm,ortakeadvantageofsomemomentaryinadvertenceofWinters,andthenwithoutacowardlyflightescape,Iresolvedtowriteacertainkindofretraction,butpreviouslyhadinwardlydecidedFirst——ThatIwouldstudiouslyavoideveryactionwhichmightbeconstruedintothedrawingofaweapon,evenbyaself-infuriatedman,nomatterwhatamountofinsultmightbeheapeduponme,foritseemedtomethatthisgreatexcessofcompoundprofanity,foulnessandepithetmustbemorethanamereindulgence,andthereforemusthavesomeobject。
“Surelyinvainthenetisspreadinthesightofanybird。”Therefore,asbeforewithoutthought,Ithereafterbyintentkeptmyhandsawayfrommypockets,andgenerallyinsightandspreaduponmyknees。
Second——Iresolvedtomakenomotionwithmyarmsorhandswhichcouldpossiblybeconstruedintoaggression。
Third——Iresolvedcompletelytogovernmyoutwardmannerandsuppressindignation。Todothis,Imustgovernmyspirit。Todothat,byforceofimaginationIwasobligedlikeactorsontheboardstoresolvemyselfintoanunnaturalmentalstateandseeallthingsthroughtheeyesofanassumedcharacter。
Fourth——IresolvedtotryonWinters,silently,andunconsciouslytohimselfamesmericpowerwhichIpossessovercertainkindsofpeople,andwhichattimesIhavefoundtoworkeveninthedarkovertheloweranimals。
Doesanyonesmileattheselastcounts?Godsaveyoufromeverbeingobligedtobeatinagameofchess,whosestakeisyourlife,youhavingbutfourpoorpawnsandpiecesandyouradversarywithhisfullforceunshorn。Butifyouare,providedyouhaveanystrengthwithbreadthofwill,donotdespair。Thoughmesmericpowermaynotsaveyou,itmayhelpyou;tryitatallevents。InthisinstanceIwasconsciousofpowercomingintome,andbyalawofnature,IknowWinterswascorrespondinglyweakened。IfIcouldhavegainedmoretimeIamsurehewouldnotevenhavestruckme。
Ittakestimebothtoformsuchresolutionsandtorecitethem。Thattime,however,Igainedwhilethinkingofmyretraction,whichIfirstwroteinpencil,alteringitfromtimetotimetillIgotittosuitme,myaimbeingtomakeitlooklikeaconcessiontodemands,whileinfactitshouldterselyspeakthetruthintoMr。Winters\'mind。Whenitwasfinished,Icopieditinink,andifcorrectlycopiedfrommyfirstdraftitshouldreadasfollows。IncopyingIdonotthinkImadeanymaterialchange。
COPY。
ToPhilipLynch,EditoroftheGoldHillNews:IlearnthatGen。JohnB。
Wintersbelievesthefollowing(pastedon)clippingfromthePEOPLE\'S
TRIBUNEofJanuarytocontaindistinctchargesofmineagainsthimpersonally,andthatassuchhedesiresmetoretractthemunqualifiedly。
Incompliancewithhisrequest,permitmetosaythat,althoughMr。
WintersandIseethismatterdifferently,inviewofhisstrongfeelingsinthepremises,IherebydeclarethatIdonotknowthose“charges“(ifsuchtheyare)tobetrue,andIhopethatacriticalexaminationwouldaltogetherdisprovethem。
CONRADWIEGAND。
GoldHill,January15,1870。
IthenreadwhatIhadwrittenandhandedittoMr。Lynch,whereuponMr。
Winterssaid:
“That\'snotsatisfactory,anditwon\'tdo;“andthenaddressinghimselftoMr。Lynch,hefurthersaid:“Howdoesitstrikeyou?“
“Well,IconfessIdon\'tseethatitretractsanything。”
“NordoI,“saidWinters;“infact,Iregarditasaddinginsulttoinjury。Mr。Wiegandyou\'vegottodobetterthanthat。Youarenotthemanwhocanpullwoolovermyeyes。”
“That,sir,istheonlyretractionIcanwrite。”
“Noitisn\'t,sir,andifyousomuchassaysoagainyoudoitatyourperil,forI\'llthrashyoutowithinaninchofyourlife,and,by——,sir,Idon\'tpledgemyselftospareyoueventhatincheither。IwantyoutounderstandIhaveaskedyouforaverydifferentpaper,andthatpaperyou\'vegottosign。”
“Mr。Winters,IassureyouthatIdonotwishtoirritateyou,but,atthesametime,itisutterlyimpossibleformetowriteanyotherpaperthanthatwhichIhavewritten。Ifyouareresolvedtocompelmetosignsomething,PhilipLynch\'shandmustwriteatyourdictation,andif,whenwritten,IcansignitIwilldoso,butsuchadocumentasyousayyoumusthavefromme,Inevercansign。ImeanwhatIsay。”
“Well,sir,what\'stobedonemustbedonequickly,forI\'vebeenherelongenoughalready。I\'llputthethinginanothershape(andthenpointingtothepaper);don\'tyouknowthosechargestobefalse?“
“Idonot。”
“Doyouknowthemtobetrue?“
“OfmyownpersonalknowledgeIdonot。”
“Whythendidyouprintthem?“
“Becauserightlyconsideredintheirconnectiontheyarenotcharges,butpertinentandusefulsuggestionsinanswertothequeriesofacorrespondentwhostatedfactswhichareinexplicable。”
“Don\'tyouknowthatIknowtheyarefalse?“
“Ifyoudo,thepropercourseissimplytodenythemandcourtaninvestigation。”
“AnddoYOUclaimtherighttomakeMEcomeoutanddenyanythingyoumaychoosetowriteandprint?“
TothatquestionIthinkImadenoreply,andhethenfurthersaid:
“Come,now,we\'vetalkedaboutthematterlongenough。Iwantyourfinalanswer——didyouwritethatarticleornot?“
“Icannotinhonortellyouwhowroteit。”
“Didyounotseeitbeforeitwasprinted?“
“Mostcertainly,sir。”
“Anddidyoudeemitafitthingtopublish?“
“Mostassuredly,sir,orIwouldneverhaveconsentedtoitsappearance。
OfitsauthorshipIcansaynothingwhatever,butforitspublicationI
assumefull,soleandpersonalresponsibility。”
“Anddoyouthenretractitornot?“
“Mr。Winters,ifmyrefusaltosignsuchapaperasyouhavedemandedmustentailuponmeallthatyourlanguageinthisroomfairlyimplies,thenIaskafewminutesforprayer。”
“Prayer!——you,thisisnotyourhourforprayer——yourtimetopraywaswhenyouwerewritingthose——lyingcharges。Willyousignornot?“
“Youalreadyhavemyanswer。”
“What!doyoustillrefuse?“
“Ido,sir。”
“Takethat,then,“andtomyamazementandinexpressiblereliefhedrewonlyarawhideinsteadofwhatIexpected——abludgeonorpistol。Withit,ashespoke,hestruckatmylefteardownwards,asiftotearitoff,andafterwardsonthesideofthehead。Ashemovedawaytogetabetterchanceforamoreeffectiveshot,forthefirsttimeIgainedachanceunderperiltorise,andIdidsopityinghimfromtheverybottomofmysoul,tothinkthatonesonaturallycapableoftruedignity,powerandnobilitycould,bythetemptationsofthisState,andbyunfortunateassociationsandaspirations,besodeeplydebasedastofindinsuchbrutalityanythingwhichhecouldcallsatisfaction——butthegreathopeforusallisinprogressandgrowth,andJohnB。Winters,Itrust,willyetbeabletocomprehendmyfeelings。
Hecontinuedtobeatmewithallhisgreatforce,untilabsolutelyweary,exhaustedandpantingforbreath。Istilladheredtomypurposeofnon-
aggressivedefence,andmadenootheruseofmyarmsthantodefendmyheadandfacefromfurtherdisfigurement。Themerepainarisingfromtheblowsheinflicteduponmypersonwasofcoursetransient,andmyclothingtosomeextentdeadeneditsseverity,asitnowhidesallremainingtraces。
WhenIsupposedhewasthrough,takingthebuttendofhisweaponandshakingitinmyface,hewarnedme,ifIcorrectlyunderstoodhim,ofmoreyettocome,andfurthermoresaid,ifeverIagaindaredintroducehisnametoprint,ineithermyownoranyotherpublicjournal,hewouldcutoffmyleftear(andIdonotthinkhewasjesting)andsendmehometomyfamilyavisiblymutilatedman,tobeastandingwarningtoalllow-livedpuppieswhoseektoblackmailgentlemenandtoinjuretheirgoodnames。Andwhenhedidsooperate,heinformedmethathisimplementwouldnotbeawhipbutaknife。
Whenhehadsaidthis,unaccompaniedbyMr。Lynch,asIrememberit,helefttheroom,forIsatdownbyMr。Lynch,exclaiming:“Themanismad——
heisutterlymad——thisstepishisruin——itisamistake——itwouldbeungenerousinme,despiteofalltheillusageIhaveherereceived,toexposehim,atleastuntilhehashadanopportunitytoreflectuponthematter。Ishallbeinnohaste。”
“Wintersisverymadjustnow,“repliedMr。Lynch,“butwhenheishimselfheisoneofthefinestmenIevermet。Infact,hetoldmethereasonhedidnotmeetyouupstairswastospareyouthehumiliationofabeatinginthesightofothers。”
IsubmitthatthatunguardedremarkofPhilipLynchconvictshimofhavingbeenprivyinadvancetoMr。Winters\'intentionswhatevertheymayhavebeen,oratleasttohismeaningtomakeanassaultuponme,butI
leavetootherstodeterminehowmuchcensureaneditordeservesforinveiglingaweak,non-combatantman,alsoapublisher,toapenofhisowntobehorsewhipped,ifnoworse,forthesimpleprintingofwhatisverballyinthemouthofnineoutoftenmen,andwomentoo,uponthestreet。
Whilewritingthisaccounttwotheorieshaveoccurredtomeaspossiblytruerespectingthismostremarkableassault:
First——TheaimmayhavebeensimplytoextortfrommesuchadmissionsasinthehandsofmoneyandinfluencewouldhavesentmetothePenitentiaryforlibel。This,however,seemsunlikely,becauseanystatementselicitedbyfearorforcecouldnotbeevidenceinlaworcouldbesoexplainedastohavenoforce。Thestatementswantedsobadlymusthavebeendesiredforsomeotherpurpose。
Second——TheothertheoryhassodarkandwilfullymurderousalookthatI
shrinkfromwritingit,yetasinallprobabilitymydeathattheearliestpracticablemomenthasalreadybeendecreed,IfeelIshoulddoallIcanbeforemyhourarrives,atleasttoshowothershowtobreakupthataristocraticruleandcombinationwhichhasrobbedallNevadaoftruefreedom,ifnotofmanhooditself。AlthoughIdonotpreferthishypothesisasa“charge,“IfeelthatasanAmericancitizenIstillhavearightbothtothinkandtospeakmythoughtseveninthelandofSharonandWinters,andasmuchsorespectingthetheoryofabrutalassault(especiallywhenIhavebeenitssubject)asrespectinganyotherapparentenormity。Igivethemattersimplyasasuggestionwhichmayexplaintotheproperauthoritiesandtothepeoplewhomtheyshouldrepresent,awellascertainedbutnotwithstandingadarklymysteriousfact。Theschemeoftheassaultmayhavebeen:
First——Toterrifymebymakingmeconsciousofmyownhelplessnessaftermakingactualthoughnotlegalthreatsagainstmylife。
Second——ToimplythatIcouldsavemylifeonlybywritingorsigningcertainspecificstatementswhichifnotsubsequentlyexplainedwouldeternallyhavebrandedmeasinfamousandwouldhaveconsignedmyfamilytoshameandwant,andtothedreadfulcompassionandpatronageoftherich。
Third——ToblowmybrainsoutthemomentIhadsigned,therebypreventingmefrommakinganysubsequentexplanationsuchascouldremovetheinfamy。
Fourth——PhilipLynchtobecompelledtotestifythatIwaskilledbyJohnB。Wintersinself-defence,fortheconvictionofWinterswouldbringhiminasanaccomplice。IfthatwastheprogrammeinJohnB。Winters\'
mindnothingsavedmylifebutmypersistentrefusaltosign,whenthatrefusalseemedclearlytometobethechoiceofdeath。
TheremarkableassertionmadetomebyMr。Winters,thatpityonlysparedmylifeonWednesdayeveninglast,almostcompelsmetobelievethatatfirsthecouldnothaveintendedmetoleavethatroomalive;andwhyI
wasallowedto,unlessthroughmesmericorsomeotherinvisibleinfluence,Icannotdivine。ThemoreIreflectuponthismatter,themoreprobableastruedoesthishorribleinterpretationbecome。
ThenarrationofthesethingsImighthavesparedbothtoMr。Wintersandtothepublichadhehimselfobservedsilence,butashehasbothverballyspokenandsufferedathoroughlygarbledstatementoffactstoappearintheGoldHillNewsIfeelitduetomyselfnolessthantothiscommunity,andtotheentireindependentpressofAmericaandGreatBritain,togiveatrueaccountofwhateventheGoldHillNewshaspronouncedadisgracefulaffair,andwhichitdeeplyregretsbecauseofsomeallegedtelegraphicmistakeintheaccountofit。[Whoreceivedtheerroneoustelegrams?]
Thoughhemaynotdeemitprudenttotakemylifejustnow,thepublicationofthisarticleIfeelsuremustcompelGen。Winters(withhispeculiarviewsabouthisrighttoexemptionfromcriticismbyme)toresolveonmyviolentdeath,thoughitmaytakeyearstocompassit。
NotwithstandingIbearhimnoillwill;andifW。C。RalstonandWilliamSharon,andothermembersoftheSanFranciscominingandmillingRingfeelthatheaboveallothermeninthisStateandCaliforniaisthemostfittingmantosuperviseandcontrolYellowJacketmatters,untilIamabletovotemorethanhalftheirstockIpresumehewillberetainedtogracehispresentpost。
Meantime,Icordiallyinviteallwhoknowofanysortofimportantvillainywhichonlycanbecuredbyexposure(andwhowouldexposeitiftheyfeltsuretheywouldnotbebetrayedunderbullyingthreats),tocommunicatewiththePEOPLE\'STRIBUNE;foruntilIammurdered,solongasIcanraisethemeanstopublish,IproposetocontinuemyeffortsatleasttorevivethelibertiesoftheState,tocurboppression,andtobenefitman\'sworldandGod\'searth。
CONRADWIEGAND。
[ItdoesseemapitythattheSheriffwasshutout,sincethegoodsenseofageneralofmilitiaandofaprominenteditorfailedtoteachthemthatthemeritedcastigationofthisweak,half-wittedchildwasathingthatoughttohavebeendoneinthestreet,wherethepoorthingcouldhaveachancetorun。Whenajournalistmalignsacitizen,orattackshisgoodnameonhearsayevidence,hedeservestobethrashedforit,evenifheisa“non-combatant“weakling;butagenerousadversarywouldatleastallowsuchalambtheuseofhislegsatsuchatime——M。T。]
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