第13章

类别:其他 作者:Mark Twain字数:13420更新时间:18/12/20 11:15:16
YOURPROPHECYFULFILLING。 Inlargepartatleastyourprophecieshavebeenfulfilled,for(a) assaying,whichwaswellattendedtointheGoldHillAssayOffice(ofwhichIamsuperintendent),inconsequenceofmypublications,hasbeentakenelsewhere,sothePresidentofoneofthecompaniesassuresme。 Withnoreasonassigned,otherworkhasbeentakenaway。Withbutoneortwoimportantexceptions,ourassaybusinessnowconsistssimplyofthegleaningsofthevicinity。(b)ThoughmyownpersonaldonationstothePeople\'sTribuneAssociationhavealreadyexceeded$1,500,outsideofourownnumberswehavereceived(inmoney)lessthan$300ascontributionsandsubscriptionsforthejournal。(c)OnThursdaylast,onthemainstreetinGoldHill,nearnoon,withneitherwarningnorcauseassigned,byapowerfulblowIwasfelledtotheground,andwhiledownIwaskickedbyamanwhoitwouldseemhadbeenledtobelievethatIhadspokenderogatorilyofhim。BywhomhewassoinducedtobelieveIamasyetunabletosay。OnSaturdaylastIwasagainassailedandbeatenbyamanwhofirstinformedmewhyhedidso,andwhopersistedinmakinghisassaultevenaftertheerroneousimpressionunderwhichhealsowasatfirstlaboringhadbeenclearlyandrepeatedlypointedout。Thissameman,afterfailingthroughintimidationtoelicitfrommethenamesofoureditorialcontributors,againstgivingwhichheknewmetobepledged,beathimselfwearyuponmewitharawhide,Inotresisting,andthenpantinglythreatenedmewithpermanentdisfiguringmayhem,ifeveragainIshouldintroducehisnameintoprint,andwhobutafewminutesbeforehisattackuponmeassuredmethattheonlyreasonIwas“permitted“toreachhomealiveonWednesdayeveninglast(atwhichtimethePEOPLE\'STRIBUNEwasissued)was,thathedeemsmeonlyhalf-witted,andbeitrememberedtheverynextmorningIwasknockeddownandkickedbyamanwhoseemedtobepreparedforflight。 [Heseesdoomimpending:] WHENWILLTHECIRCLEJOIN? HowlongbeforethewholeofyourprophecywillbefulfilledIcannotsay,butundertheshadowofsomuchfulfillmentinsoshortatime,andwithsuchthreatsfromamanwhoisoneofthemostprominentexponentsoftheSanFranciscomining-ringstaringmeandthiswholecommunitydefiantlyinthefaceandpointingtoacompletionofyouraugury,doyoublamemeforfeelingthatthiscommunicationisthelastIshalleverwriteforthePress,especiallywhenasensealikeofpersonalself- respect,ofdutytothismoney-oppressedandfear-riddencommunity,andofAmericanfealtytothespiritoftrueLibertyallcommandme,andeachmoreloudlythanloveoflifeitself,todeclarethenameofthatprominentmantobeJOHNB。WINTERS,PresidentoftheYellowJacketCompany,apoliticalaspirantandamilitaryGeneral?Thenameofhispartiallydupedaccompliceandabettorinthislastmarvelousassault,isnootherthanPHILIPLYNCH,EditorandProprietoroftheGoldHillNews。 DespitetheinsultandwrongheapeduponmebyJohnB。Winters,onSaturdayafternoon,onlyaglimpseofwhichIshallbeabletoaffordyourreaders,somuchdoIdeploreclinching(bypublicity)aseriousmistakeofanyone,manorwoman,committedundernaturalandnotself- wroughtpassion,inviewofhisgreatapparentexcitementatthetimeandinviewofthealmostperfectprivacyoftheassault,IamfarfromsurethatIshouldnothavegivenhimspaceforrepentancebeforeexposinghim,wereitnotthathehimselfhassofarexposedthematterastomakeitthecommontalkofthetownthathehashorsewhippedme。Thatfacthavingbeenmadepublic,allthefactsinconnectionneedtobealso,orsilenceonmypartwouldseemmorethansingular,andwithmanywouldbeproofeitherthatIwasconsciousofsomeunworthyaiminpublishingthearticle,orelsethatmy“non-combatant“principlesarebutaconvenientcloakalikeofphysicalandmoralcowardice。Ithereforeshalltrytopresentagraphicbuttruthfulpictureofthiswholeaffair,butshallforbearallcomments,presumingthattheeditorsofourownjournal,ifothersdonot,willspeakfreelyandfittinglyuponthissubjectinournextnumber,whetherIshallthenbedeadorliving,formydeathwillnotstop,thoughitmaysuspend,thepublicationofthePEOPLE\'STRIBUNE。 [The“non-combatant“stickstoprinciple,buttakesalongafriendortwoofaconvenientlydifferentstripe:] THETRAPSET。 OnSaturdaymorningJohnB。WinterssentverbalwordtotheGoldHillAssayOfficethathedesiredtoseemeattheYellowJacketoffice。 ThoughsucharequeststruckmeasdecidedlycoolinviewofhisownrecentdiscourtesiestometherealikeasapublisherandasastockholderintheYellowJacketmine,andthoughitseemedtomemorelikeasummonsthanthecourteousrequestbyonegentlemantoanotherforafavor,hopingthatsomeconferencewithSharonlookingtothebettermentofminingmattersinNevadamightarisefromit,Ifeltstronglyinclinedtooverlookwhatpossiblywassimplyanoversightincourtesy。ButasthenithadonlybeentwodayssinceIhadbeenbruisedandbeatenunderahastyandfalseapprehensionoffacts,mycautionwassomewhataroused。MoreoverIrememberedsensitivelyhiscontemptuousnessofmannertomeatmylastinterviewinhisoffice。Ithereforefeltitneedful,ifIwentatall,togoaccompaniedbyafriendwhomhewouldnotdaretotreatwithincivility,andwhosepresencewithmemightsecureexemptionfrominsult。AccordinglyIaskedaneighbortoaccompanyme。 THETRAPALMOSTDETECTED。 AlthoughIwasnotthenawareofthisfact,itwouldseemthatprevioustomyrequestthissameneighborhadheardDr。Zabriskiestatepubliclyinasaloon,thatMr。Wintershadtoldhimhehaddecidedeithertokillortohorsewhipme,buthadnotfinallydecidedonwhich。Myneighbor,therefore,feltunwillingtogodownwithmeuntilhehadfirstcalledonMr。Wintersalone。Hethereforepaidhimavisit。FromthatinterviewheassuredmethathegatheredtheimpressionthathedidnotbelieveI wouldhaveanydifficultywithMr。Winters,andthathe(Winters)wouldcallonmeatfouro\'clockinmyownoffice。 MYOWNPRECAUTIONS。 AsSheriffCummingswasinGoldHillthatafternoon,andasIdesiredtoconversewithhimaboutthepreviousassault,Iinvitedhimtomyoffice,andhecame。Althoughahalfhourhadpassedbeyondfouro\'clock,Mr。 Wintershadnotcalled,andwebothofusbeganpreparingtogohome。 Justthen,PhilipLynch,PublisheroftheGoldHillNews,cameinandsaid,blandlyandcheerily,asifbringinggoodnews: “Hello,JohnB。Winterswantstoseeyou。” Ireplied,“Indeed!Whyhesentmewordthathewouldcallonmeherethisafternoonatfouro\'clock!“ “O,well,itdon\'tdotobetooceremoniousjustnow,he\'sinmyoffice,andthatwilldoaswell——comeonin,Winterswantstoconsultwithyoualone。He\'sgotsomethingtosaytoyou。” Thoughslightlyuneasyatthischangeofprogramme,yetbelievingthatinaneditor\'shouseIoughttobesafe,andanyhowthatIwouldbewithinhailofthestreet,Ihurriedly,andbutpartiallywhisperedmydimapprehensionstoMr。Cummings,andaskedhimifhewouldnotkeepnearenoughtohearmyvoiceincaseIshouldcall。Heconsentedtodosowhilewaitingforsomeotherparties,andtocomeinifheheardmyvoiceorthoughtIhadneedofprotection。 OnreachingtheeditorialpartoftheNewsoffice,whichviewedfromthestreetisdark,IdidnotseeMr。Winters,andagainmymisgivingsarose。 HadIpausedlongenoughtoconsiderthecase,IshouldhaveinvitedSheriffCummingsin,butasLynchwentdownstairs,hesaid:“Thisway,Wiegand——it\'sbesttobeprivate,“orsomesuchremark。 [Idonotdesiretostrainthereader\'sfancy,hurtfully,andyetitwouldbeafavortomeifhewouldtrytofancythislambinbattle,ortheduellinggroundorattheheadofavigilancecommittee——M。T。:] Ifollowed,andwithoutMr。Cummings,andwithoutarms,whichIneverdoorwillcarry,unlessasasoldierinwar,orunlessIshouldyetcometofeelImustfightaduel,ortojoinandaidintheranksofanecessaryVigilanceCommittee。ButbyfollowingImadeafatalmistake。Followingwasenteringatrap,andwhateveranimalsuffersitselftobecaughtshouldexpectthecommonfateofacagedrat,asIfeareventstocomewillprove。 Trapscommonlyarenotsetforbenevolence。 [Hisbody-guardisshutout:] THETRAPINSIDE。 IfollowedLynchdownstairs。Attheirfootadoortotheleftopenedintoasmallroom。Fromthatroomanotherdooropenedintoyetanotherroom,andonceenteredIfoundmyselfinveigledintowhatmanywilleverhenceforthregardasaprivatesubterraneanGoldHillden,admirablyadaptedinproperhandstothepurposesofmurder,rawordisguised,forfromit,withbothorevenonedoorclosed,whentoolate,IsawthatI couldnotbeheardbySheriffCummings,andfromit,BYVIOLENCEANDBY FORCE,Iwaspreventedfrommakingapeaceableexit,whenIthoughtIsawthestudiousobjectofthis“consultation“wasnootherthantocompassmykilling,inthepresenceofPhilipLynchasawitness,assoonasbyinsultaproverbiallyexcitablemanshouldbeexasperatedtothepointofassailingMr。Winters,sothatMr。Lynch,byhisconscienceandbyhiswellknowntendernessofhearttowardtherichandpotentwouldbecompelledtotestifythathesawGen。JohnB。WinterskillConradWiegandin“self-defence。”ButIamgoingtoofast。 OURHOST。 Mr。Lynchwaspresentduringthemostofthetime(sayalittleshortofanhour),butthreetimeshelefttheroom。Histestimony,therefore,wouldbeavailableonlyastothebulkofwhattranspired。OnenteringthiscarpeteddenIwasinvitedtoaseatnearonecorneroftheroom。 Mr。Lynchtookaseatnearthewindow。J。B。Winterssat(atfirst)nearthedoor,andbeganhisremarksessentiallyasfollows: “Ihavecomeheretoexactofyouaretraction,inblackandwhite,ofthosedamnablyfalsechargeswhichyouhavepreferredagainstmeinthat—— infamouslyingsheetofyours,andyoumustdeclareyourselftheirauthor,thatyoupublishedthemknowingthemtobefalse,andthatyourmotivesweremalicious。” “Hold,Mr。Winters。Yourlanguageisinsultingandyourdemandanenormity。ItrustIwasnotinvitedhereeithertobeinsultedorcoerced。IsupposedmyselfherebyinvitationofMr。Lynch,atyourrequest。” “NordidIcomeheretoinsultyou。IhavealreadytoldyouthatIamhereforaverydifferentpurpose。” “Yetyourlanguagehasbeenoffensive,andevennowshowsstrongexcitement。IfinsultisrepeatedIshalleitherleavetheroomorcallinSheriffCummings,whomIjustleftstandingandwaitingformeoutsidethedoor。” “No,youwon\'t,sir。Youmayjustaswellunderstanditatonceasnot。 Hereyouaremyman,andI\'lltellyouwhy!Monthsagoyouputyourpropertyoutofyourhands,boastingthatyoudidsotoescapelosingitonprosecutionforlibel。” “ItistruethatIdidconvertallmyimmovablepropertyintopersonalproperty,suchasIcouldtrustsafelytoothers,andchieflytoescaperuinthroughpossiblelibelsuits。” “Verygood,sir。Havingplacedyourselfbeyondthepaleofthelaw,mayGodhelpyoursoulifyouDON\'TmakepreciselysucharetractionasI havedemanded。I\'vegotyounow,andby——beforeyoucangetoutofthisroomyou\'vegottobothwriteandsignpreciselytheretractionIhavedemanded,andbeforeyougo,anyhow——you——low-lived——lying——,I\'llteachyouwhatpersonalresponsibilityisoutsideofthelaw;and,by——,SheriffCummingsandallthefriendsyou\'vegotintheworldbesides,can\'tsaveyou,you——,etc。!No,sir。I\'malonenow,andI\'mpreparedtobeshotdownjusthereandnowratherthanbevillifiedbyyouasI havebeen,andsufferyoutoescapemeafterpublishingthosecharges,notonlyherewhereIamknownanduniversallyrespected,butwhereIamnotpersonallyknownandmaybeinjured。” Iconfessthisspeech,withitsterribleandbuttooplainlyimpliedthreatofkillingmeifIdidnotsignthepaperhedemanded,terrifiedme,especiallyasIsawhewasworkinghimselfuptothehighestpossiblepitchofpassion,andinstincttoldmethatanyreplyotherthanoneofseemingconcessiontohisdemandswouldonlybefueltoaragingfire,soIreplied: “Well,ifI\'vegottosign——,“andthenIpausedsometime。Resuming,Isaid,“But,Mr。Winters,youaregreatlyexcited。Besides,Iseeyouarelaboringunderatotalmisapprehension。Itisyourdutynottoinflamebuttocalmyourself。Iampreparedtoshowyou,ifyouwillonlypointoutthearticlethatyoualludeto,thatyouregardas\'charges\'whatnocalmandlogicalmindhasanyrighttoregardassuch。 Showmethecharges,andIwilltry,atallevents;andifitbecomesplainthatnochargeshavebeenpreferred,thenplainlytherecanbenothingtoretract,andnoonecouldrightlyurgeyoutodemandaretraction。Youshouldbewareofmakingsoseriousamistake,forhoweverhonestamanmaybe,everyoneisliabletomisapprehend。 BesidesyouassumethatIamtheauthorofsomecertainarticlewhichyouhavenotpointedout。Itishastytodoso。” HethenpointedtosomenumberedparagraphsinaTRIBUNEarticle,headed“What\'stheMatterwithYellowJacket?“saying“That\'swhatIreferto。” Togaintimeforgeneralreflectionandresolution,Itookupthepaperandlookeditoverforawhile,heremainingsilent,andasIhoped,cooling。Ithenresumedsaying,“AsIsupposed。Idonotadmithavingwrittenthatarticle,norhaveyouanyrighttoassumesoimportantapoint,andthenbaseimportantactionuponyourassumption。Youmightdeeplyregretitafterwards。InmypublishedAddresstothePeople,I notifiedtheworldthatnoinformationastotheauthorshipofanyarticlewouldbegivenwithouttheconsentofthewriter。Ithereforecannothonorablytellyouwhowrotethatarticle,norcanyouexactit。” “Ifyouarenottheauthor,thenIdodemandtoknowwhois?“ “Imustdeclinetosay。” “Then,by——,Ibrandyouasitsauthor,andshalltreatyouaccordingly。” “Passingthatpoint,themostimportantmisapprehensionwhichInoticeis,thatyouregardthemas\'charges\'atall,whentheircontext,bothattheirbeginningandend,showtheyarenot。Thesewordsintroducethem: \'Suchaninvestigation[justbeforeindicated],wethinkMIGHTresultinshowingsomeofthefollowingpoints。\'Thenfollowelevenspecifications,andthesucceedingparagraphshowsthatthesuggestedinvestigation\'mightEXONERATEthosewhoaregenerallybelievedguilty。\'Yousee,therefore,thecontextprovestheyarenotpreferredascharges,andthisyouseemtohaveoverlooked。” Whilemakingthosecomments,Mr。Wintersfrequentlyinterruptedmeinsuchawayastoconvincemethathewasresolvednottoconsidercandidlythethoughtscontainedinmywords。Heinsisteduponitthattheywerecharges,and“By——,“hewouldmakemetakethembackascharges,andhereferredthequestiontoPhilipLynch,towhomIthenappealedasaliteraryman,asalogician,andasaneditor,callinghisattentionespeciallytotheintroductoryparagraphjustbeforequoted。 Hereplied,“iftheyarenotcharges,theycertainlyareinsinuations,“ whereuponMr。Wintersrenewedhisdemandsforretractionpreciselysuchashehadbeforenamed,exceptthathewouldallowmetostatewhodidwritethearticleifIdidnotmyself,andthistimeshakinghisfistinmyfacewithmorecursingsandepithets。 Whenhethreatenedmewithhisclenchedfist,instinctivelyItriedtorisefrommychair,butWintersthenforciblythrustmedown,ashedideveryothertime(atleastsevenoreight),whenundersimilarimminentdangerofbruisingbyhisfist(orforaughtIcouldknowworsethanthatafterthefirststunningblow),whichhecouldeasilyandsafelytohimselfhavedealtmesolongashekeptmedownandstoodoverme。 Thisfactitwas,whichmorethananythingelse,convincedmethatbyplanandplotIwaspurposelymadepowerlessinMr。Winters\'hands,andthathedidnotmeantoallowmethatadvantageofbeingafoot,whichhepossessed。Moreover,Ithenbecameconvinced,thatPhilipLynch(andforwhatreasonIwondered)woulddoabsolutelynothingtoprotectmeinhisownhouse。Irealizedthenthesituationthoroughly。Ihadfounditequallyvaintoprotestorargue,andIwouldmakenounmanlyappealforpity,stilllessapologize。Yetmylifehadbeenbytheplainestpossibleimplicationthreatened。Iwasaweakman。Iwasunarmed。I washelplesslydown,andWinterswasafootandprobablyarmed。Lynchwastheonly“witness。”Thestatementsdemanded,ifgivenandnotexplained,wouldutterlysinkmeinmyownself-respect,inmyfamily\'seyes,andintheeyesofthecommunity。Ontheotherhand,shouldIgivetheauthor\'snamehowcouldIeverexpectthatconfidenceofthePeoplewhichIshouldnolongerdeserve,andhowmuchdearertomeandtomyfamilywasmylifethanthelifeoftherealauthortohisfriends。Yetlifeseemeddearandeachminutethatremainedseemedpreciousifnotsolemn。Isincerelytrustthatneitheryounoranyofyourreaders,andespeciallynonewithfamilies,mayeverbeplacedinsuchseemingdirectproximitytodeathwhileobligedtodecidetheonequestionIwascompelledto,viz。:WhatshouldIdo——I,amanoffamily,andnotasMr。Wintersis,“alone。” [Thereaderisrequestednottoskipthefollowing——M。T。:] STRATEGYANDMESMERISM。 Togaintimeforfurtherreflection,andhopingthatbyaseemingacquiescenceImightregainmypersonalliberty,atleasttillIcouldgiveanalarm,ortakeadvantageofsomemomentaryinadvertenceofWinters,andthenwithoutacowardlyflightescape,Iresolvedtowriteacertainkindofretraction,butpreviouslyhadinwardlydecidedFirst——ThatIwouldstudiouslyavoideveryactionwhichmightbeconstruedintothedrawingofaweapon,evenbyaself-infuriatedman,nomatterwhatamountofinsultmightbeheapeduponme,foritseemedtomethatthisgreatexcessofcompoundprofanity,foulnessandepithetmustbemorethanamereindulgence,andthereforemusthavesomeobject。 “Surelyinvainthenetisspreadinthesightofanybird。”Therefore,asbeforewithoutthought,Ithereafterbyintentkeptmyhandsawayfrommypockets,andgenerallyinsightandspreaduponmyknees。 Second——Iresolvedtomakenomotionwithmyarmsorhandswhichcouldpossiblybeconstruedintoaggression。 Third——Iresolvedcompletelytogovernmyoutwardmannerandsuppressindignation。Todothis,Imustgovernmyspirit。Todothat,byforceofimaginationIwasobligedlikeactorsontheboardstoresolvemyselfintoanunnaturalmentalstateandseeallthingsthroughtheeyesofanassumedcharacter。 Fourth——IresolvedtotryonWinters,silently,andunconsciouslytohimselfamesmericpowerwhichIpossessovercertainkindsofpeople,andwhichattimesIhavefoundtoworkeveninthedarkovertheloweranimals。 Doesanyonesmileattheselastcounts?Godsaveyoufromeverbeingobligedtobeatinagameofchess,whosestakeisyourlife,youhavingbutfourpoorpawnsandpiecesandyouradversarywithhisfullforceunshorn。Butifyouare,providedyouhaveanystrengthwithbreadthofwill,donotdespair。Thoughmesmericpowermaynotsaveyou,itmayhelpyou;tryitatallevents。InthisinstanceIwasconsciousofpowercomingintome,andbyalawofnature,IknowWinterswascorrespondinglyweakened。IfIcouldhavegainedmoretimeIamsurehewouldnotevenhavestruckme。 Ittakestimebothtoformsuchresolutionsandtorecitethem。Thattime,however,Igainedwhilethinkingofmyretraction,whichIfirstwroteinpencil,alteringitfromtimetotimetillIgotittosuitme,myaimbeingtomakeitlooklikeaconcessiontodemands,whileinfactitshouldterselyspeakthetruthintoMr。Winters\'mind。Whenitwasfinished,Icopieditinink,andifcorrectlycopiedfrommyfirstdraftitshouldreadasfollows。IncopyingIdonotthinkImadeanymaterialchange。 COPY。 ToPhilipLynch,EditoroftheGoldHillNews:IlearnthatGen。JohnB。 Wintersbelievesthefollowing(pastedon)clippingfromthePEOPLE\'S TRIBUNEofJanuarytocontaindistinctchargesofmineagainsthimpersonally,andthatassuchhedesiresmetoretractthemunqualifiedly。 Incompliancewithhisrequest,permitmetosaythat,althoughMr。 WintersandIseethismatterdifferently,inviewofhisstrongfeelingsinthepremises,IherebydeclarethatIdonotknowthose“charges“(ifsuchtheyare)tobetrue,andIhopethatacriticalexaminationwouldaltogetherdisprovethem。 CONRADWIEGAND。 GoldHill,January15,1870。 IthenreadwhatIhadwrittenandhandedittoMr。Lynch,whereuponMr。 Winterssaid: “That\'snotsatisfactory,anditwon\'tdo;“andthenaddressinghimselftoMr。Lynch,hefurthersaid:“Howdoesitstrikeyou?“ “Well,IconfessIdon\'tseethatitretractsanything。” “NordoI,“saidWinters;“infact,Iregarditasaddinginsulttoinjury。Mr。Wiegandyou\'vegottodobetterthanthat。Youarenotthemanwhocanpullwoolovermyeyes。” “That,sir,istheonlyretractionIcanwrite。” “Noitisn\'t,sir,andifyousomuchassaysoagainyoudoitatyourperil,forI\'llthrashyoutowithinaninchofyourlife,and,by——,sir,Idon\'tpledgemyselftospareyoueventhatincheither。IwantyoutounderstandIhaveaskedyouforaverydifferentpaper,andthatpaperyou\'vegottosign。” “Mr。Winters,IassureyouthatIdonotwishtoirritateyou,but,atthesametime,itisutterlyimpossibleformetowriteanyotherpaperthanthatwhichIhavewritten。Ifyouareresolvedtocompelmetosignsomething,PhilipLynch\'shandmustwriteatyourdictation,andif,whenwritten,IcansignitIwilldoso,butsuchadocumentasyousayyoumusthavefromme,Inevercansign。ImeanwhatIsay。” “Well,sir,what\'stobedonemustbedonequickly,forI\'vebeenherelongenoughalready。I\'llputthethinginanothershape(andthenpointingtothepaper);don\'tyouknowthosechargestobefalse?“ “Idonot。” “Doyouknowthemtobetrue?“ “OfmyownpersonalknowledgeIdonot。” “Whythendidyouprintthem?“ “Becauserightlyconsideredintheirconnectiontheyarenotcharges,butpertinentandusefulsuggestionsinanswertothequeriesofacorrespondentwhostatedfactswhichareinexplicable。” “Don\'tyouknowthatIknowtheyarefalse?“ “Ifyoudo,thepropercourseissimplytodenythemandcourtaninvestigation。” “AnddoYOUclaimtherighttomakeMEcomeoutanddenyanythingyoumaychoosetowriteandprint?“ TothatquestionIthinkImadenoreply,andhethenfurthersaid: “Come,now,we\'vetalkedaboutthematterlongenough。Iwantyourfinalanswer——didyouwritethatarticleornot?“ “Icannotinhonortellyouwhowroteit。” “Didyounotseeitbeforeitwasprinted?“ “Mostcertainly,sir。” “Anddidyoudeemitafitthingtopublish?“ “Mostassuredly,sir,orIwouldneverhaveconsentedtoitsappearance。 OfitsauthorshipIcansaynothingwhatever,butforitspublicationI assumefull,soleandpersonalresponsibility。” “Anddoyouthenretractitornot?“ “Mr。Winters,ifmyrefusaltosignsuchapaperasyouhavedemandedmustentailuponmeallthatyourlanguageinthisroomfairlyimplies,thenIaskafewminutesforprayer。” “Prayer!——you,thisisnotyourhourforprayer——yourtimetopraywaswhenyouwerewritingthose——lyingcharges。Willyousignornot?“ “Youalreadyhavemyanswer。” “What!doyoustillrefuse?“ “Ido,sir。” “Takethat,then,“andtomyamazementandinexpressiblereliefhedrewonlyarawhideinsteadofwhatIexpected——abludgeonorpistol。Withit,ashespoke,hestruckatmylefteardownwards,asiftotearitoff,andafterwardsonthesideofthehead。Ashemovedawaytogetabetterchanceforamoreeffectiveshot,forthefirsttimeIgainedachanceunderperiltorise,andIdidsopityinghimfromtheverybottomofmysoul,tothinkthatonesonaturallycapableoftruedignity,powerandnobilitycould,bythetemptationsofthisState,andbyunfortunateassociationsandaspirations,besodeeplydebasedastofindinsuchbrutalityanythingwhichhecouldcallsatisfaction——butthegreathopeforusallisinprogressandgrowth,andJohnB。Winters,Itrust,willyetbeabletocomprehendmyfeelings。 Hecontinuedtobeatmewithallhisgreatforce,untilabsolutelyweary,exhaustedandpantingforbreath。Istilladheredtomypurposeofnon- aggressivedefence,andmadenootheruseofmyarmsthantodefendmyheadandfacefromfurtherdisfigurement。Themerepainarisingfromtheblowsheinflicteduponmypersonwasofcoursetransient,andmyclothingtosomeextentdeadeneditsseverity,asitnowhidesallremainingtraces。 WhenIsupposedhewasthrough,takingthebuttendofhisweaponandshakingitinmyface,hewarnedme,ifIcorrectlyunderstoodhim,ofmoreyettocome,andfurthermoresaid,ifeverIagaindaredintroducehisnametoprint,ineithermyownoranyotherpublicjournal,hewouldcutoffmyleftear(andIdonotthinkhewasjesting)andsendmehometomyfamilyavisiblymutilatedman,tobeastandingwarningtoalllow-livedpuppieswhoseektoblackmailgentlemenandtoinjuretheirgoodnames。Andwhenhedidsooperate,heinformedmethathisimplementwouldnotbeawhipbutaknife。 Whenhehadsaidthis,unaccompaniedbyMr。Lynch,asIrememberit,helefttheroom,forIsatdownbyMr。Lynch,exclaiming:“Themanismad—— heisutterlymad——thisstepishisruin——itisamistake——itwouldbeungenerousinme,despiteofalltheillusageIhaveherereceived,toexposehim,atleastuntilhehashadanopportunitytoreflectuponthematter。Ishallbeinnohaste。” “Wintersisverymadjustnow,“repliedMr。Lynch,“butwhenheishimselfheisoneofthefinestmenIevermet。Infact,hetoldmethereasonhedidnotmeetyouupstairswastospareyouthehumiliationofabeatinginthesightofothers。” IsubmitthatthatunguardedremarkofPhilipLynchconvictshimofhavingbeenprivyinadvancetoMr。Winters\'intentionswhatevertheymayhavebeen,oratleasttohismeaningtomakeanassaultuponme,butI leavetootherstodeterminehowmuchcensureaneditordeservesforinveiglingaweak,non-combatantman,alsoapublisher,toapenofhisowntobehorsewhipped,ifnoworse,forthesimpleprintingofwhatisverballyinthemouthofnineoutoftenmen,andwomentoo,uponthestreet。 Whilewritingthisaccounttwotheorieshaveoccurredtomeaspossiblytruerespectingthismostremarkableassault: First——TheaimmayhavebeensimplytoextortfrommesuchadmissionsasinthehandsofmoneyandinfluencewouldhavesentmetothePenitentiaryforlibel。This,however,seemsunlikely,becauseanystatementselicitedbyfearorforcecouldnotbeevidenceinlaworcouldbesoexplainedastohavenoforce。Thestatementswantedsobadlymusthavebeendesiredforsomeotherpurpose。 Second——TheothertheoryhassodarkandwilfullymurderousalookthatI shrinkfromwritingit,yetasinallprobabilitymydeathattheearliestpracticablemomenthasalreadybeendecreed,IfeelIshoulddoallIcanbeforemyhourarrives,atleasttoshowothershowtobreakupthataristocraticruleandcombinationwhichhasrobbedallNevadaoftruefreedom,ifnotofmanhooditself。AlthoughIdonotpreferthishypothesisasa“charge,“IfeelthatasanAmericancitizenIstillhavearightbothtothinkandtospeakmythoughtseveninthelandofSharonandWinters,andasmuchsorespectingthetheoryofabrutalassault(especiallywhenIhavebeenitssubject)asrespectinganyotherapparentenormity。Igivethemattersimplyasasuggestionwhichmayexplaintotheproperauthoritiesandtothepeoplewhomtheyshouldrepresent,awellascertainedbutnotwithstandingadarklymysteriousfact。Theschemeoftheassaultmayhavebeen: First——Toterrifymebymakingmeconsciousofmyownhelplessnessaftermakingactualthoughnotlegalthreatsagainstmylife。 Second——ToimplythatIcouldsavemylifeonlybywritingorsigningcertainspecificstatementswhichifnotsubsequentlyexplainedwouldeternallyhavebrandedmeasinfamousandwouldhaveconsignedmyfamilytoshameandwant,andtothedreadfulcompassionandpatronageoftherich。 Third——ToblowmybrainsoutthemomentIhadsigned,therebypreventingmefrommakinganysubsequentexplanationsuchascouldremovetheinfamy。 Fourth——PhilipLynchtobecompelledtotestifythatIwaskilledbyJohnB。Wintersinself-defence,fortheconvictionofWinterswouldbringhiminasanaccomplice。IfthatwastheprogrammeinJohnB。Winters\' mindnothingsavedmylifebutmypersistentrefusaltosign,whenthatrefusalseemedclearlytometobethechoiceofdeath。 TheremarkableassertionmadetomebyMr。Winters,thatpityonlysparedmylifeonWednesdayeveninglast,almostcompelsmetobelievethatatfirsthecouldnothaveintendedmetoleavethatroomalive;andwhyI wasallowedto,unlessthroughmesmericorsomeotherinvisibleinfluence,Icannotdivine。ThemoreIreflectuponthismatter,themoreprobableastruedoesthishorribleinterpretationbecome。 ThenarrationofthesethingsImighthavesparedbothtoMr。Wintersandtothepublichadhehimselfobservedsilence,butashehasbothverballyspokenandsufferedathoroughlygarbledstatementoffactstoappearintheGoldHillNewsIfeelitduetomyselfnolessthantothiscommunity,andtotheentireindependentpressofAmericaandGreatBritain,togiveatrueaccountofwhateventheGoldHillNewshaspronouncedadisgracefulaffair,andwhichitdeeplyregretsbecauseofsomeallegedtelegraphicmistakeintheaccountofit。[Whoreceivedtheerroneoustelegrams?] Thoughhemaynotdeemitprudenttotakemylifejustnow,thepublicationofthisarticleIfeelsuremustcompelGen。Winters(withhispeculiarviewsabouthisrighttoexemptionfromcriticismbyme)toresolveonmyviolentdeath,thoughitmaytakeyearstocompassit。 NotwithstandingIbearhimnoillwill;andifW。C。RalstonandWilliamSharon,andothermembersoftheSanFranciscominingandmillingRingfeelthatheaboveallothermeninthisStateandCaliforniaisthemostfittingmantosuperviseandcontrolYellowJacketmatters,untilIamabletovotemorethanhalftheirstockIpresumehewillberetainedtogracehispresentpost。 Meantime,Icordiallyinviteallwhoknowofanysortofimportantvillainywhichonlycanbecuredbyexposure(andwhowouldexposeitiftheyfeltsuretheywouldnotbebetrayedunderbullyingthreats),tocommunicatewiththePEOPLE\'STRIBUNE;foruntilIammurdered,solongasIcanraisethemeanstopublish,IproposetocontinuemyeffortsatleasttorevivethelibertiesoftheState,tocurboppression,andtobenefitman\'sworldandGod\'searth。 CONRADWIEGAND。 [ItdoesseemapitythattheSheriffwasshutout,sincethegoodsenseofageneralofmilitiaandofaprominenteditorfailedtoteachthemthatthemeritedcastigationofthisweak,half-wittedchildwasathingthatoughttohavebeendoneinthestreet,wherethepoorthingcouldhaveachancetorun。Whenajournalistmalignsacitizen,orattackshisgoodnameonhearsayevidence,hedeservestobethrashedforit,evenifheisa“non-combatant“weakling;butagenerousadversarywouldatleastallowsuchalambtheuseofhislegsatsuchatime——M。T。] End