第6章

类别:其他 作者:Hawthorne Nathaniel字数:26433更新时间:18/12/20 10:16:16
HetrustedthatitwasHeaven\'sintenttoaffordhimanopportunityofexpiatinghissin;hehopedthathemightfindthebonessolongunburied;andthat,havinglaidtheearthoverthem,peacewouldthrowitssunlightintothesepulchreofhisheart。Fromthesethoughtshewasarousedbyarustlingintheforestatsomedistancefromthespottowhichhehadwandered。 Perceivingthemotionofsomeobjectbehindathickveilofundergrowth,hefired,withtheinstinctofahunterandtheaimofapractisedmarksman。Alowmoan,whichtoldhissuccess,andbywhichevenanimalscarsexpresstheirdyingagony,wasunheededbyReubenBourne。Whatweretherecollectionsnowbreakinguponhim? ThethicketintowhichReubenhadfiredwasnearthesummitofaswellofland,andwasclusteredaroundthebaseofarock,which,intheshapeandsmoothnessofoneofitssurfaces,wasnotunlikeagiganticgravestone。Asifreflectedinamirror,itslikenesswasinReuben\'smemory。Heevenrecognizedtheveinswhichseemedtoformaninscriptioninforgottencharacters: everythingremainedthesame,exceptthatathickcovertofbushesshroudedthelowerpartoftherock,andwouldhavehiddenRogerMalvinhadhestillbeensittingthere。YetinthenextmomentReuben\'seyewascaughtbyanotherchangethattimehadeffectedsincehelaststoodwherehewasnowstandingagainbehindtheearthyrootsoftheuptorntree。Thesaplingtowhichhehadboundthebloodstainedsymbolofhisvowhadincreasedandstrengthenedintoanoak,farindeedfromitsmaturity,butwithnomeanspreadofshadowybranches。TherewasonesingularityobservableinthistreewhichmadeReubentremble。Themiddleandlowerbrancheswereinluxuriantlife,andanexcessofvegetationhadfringedthetrunkalmosttotheground;butablighthadapparentlystrickentheupperpartoftheoak,andtheverytopmostboughwaswithered,sapless,andutterlydead。 Reubenrememberedhowthelittlebannerhadflutteredonthattopmostbough,whenitwasgreenandlovely,eighteenyearsbefore。Whoseguilthadblastedit?…… Dorcas,afterthedepartureofthetwohunters,continuedherpreparationsfortheireveningrepast。Hersylvantablewasthemoss-coveredtrunkofalargefallentree,onthebroadestpartofwhichshehadspreadasnow-whiteclothandarrangedwhatwereleftofthebrightpewtervesselsthathadbeenherprideinthesettlements。IthadastrangeaspectthatonelittlespotofhomelycomfortinthedesolateheartofNature。Thesunshineyetlingereduponthehigherbranchesofthetreesthatgrewonrisingground;buttheshadowsofeveninghaddeepenedintothehollowwheretheencampmentwasmade,andthefirelightbegantoreddenasitgleamedupthetalltrunksofthepinesorhoveredonthedenseandobscuremassoffoliagethatcircledroundthespot。TheheartofDorcaswasnotsad;forshefeltthatitwasbettertojourneyinthewildernesswithtwowhomshelovedthantobealonelywomaninacrowdthatcarednotforher。Asshebusiedherselfinarrangingseatsofmoulderingwood,coveredwithleaves,forReubenandherson,hervoicedancedthroughthegloomyforestinthemeasureofasongthatshehadlearnedinyouth。Therudemelody,theproductionofabardwhowonnoname,wasdescriptiveofawintereveninginafrontiercottage,when,securedfromsavageinroadbythehigh-piledsnow-drifts,thefamilyrejoicedbytheirownfireside。Thewholesongpossessedthenamelesscharmpeculiartounborrowedthought,butfourcontinually-recurringlinesshoneoutfromtherestliketheblazeofthehearthwhosejoystheycelebrated。Intothem,workingmagicwithafewsimplewords,thepoethadinstilledtheveryessenceofdomesticloveandhouseholdhappiness,andtheywerepoetryandpicturejoinedinone。AsDorcassang,thewallsofherforsakenhomeseemedtoencircleher;shenolongersawthegloomypines,norheardthewindwhichstill,asshebeganeachverse,sentaheavybreaththroughthebranches,anddiedawayinahollowmoanfromtheburdenofthesong。Shewasarousedbythereportofaguninthevicinityoftheencampment; andeitherthesuddensound,orherlonelinessbytheglowingfire,causedhertotrembleviolently。Thenextmomentshelaughedintheprideofamother\'sheart。 “Mybeautifulyounghunter!Myboyhasslainadeer!“sheexclaimed,recollectingthatinthedirectionwhencetheshotproceededCyrushadgonetothechase。 Shewaitedareasonabletimetohearherson\'slightstepboundingovertherustlingleavestotellofhissuccess。Buthedidnotimmediatelyappear;andshesenthercheerfulvoiceamongthetreesinsearchofhim。 “Cyrus!Cyrus!“ Hiscomingwasstilldelayed;andshedetermined,asthereporthadapparentlybeenverynear,toseekforhiminperson。Herassistance,also,mightbenecessaryinbringinghomethevenisonwhichsheflatteredherselfhehadobtained。Shethereforesetforward,directingherstepsbythelong-pastsound,andsingingasshewent,inorderthattheboymightbeawareofherapproachandruntomeether。Frombehindthetrunkofeverytree,andfromeveryhiding-placeinthethickfoliageoftheundergrowth,shehopedtodiscoverthecountenanceofherson,laughingwiththesportivemischiefthatisbornofaffection。Thesunwasnowbeneaththehorizon,andthelightthatcamedownamongtheleaveswassufficientlydimtocreatemanyillusionsinherexpectingfancy。Severaltimessheseemedindistinctlytoseehisfacegazingoutfromamongtheleaves;andoncesheimaginedthathestoodbeckoningtoheratthebaseofacraggyrock。Keepinghereyesonthisobject,however,itprovedtobenomorethanthetrunkofanoakfringedtotheverygroundwithlittlebranches,oneofwhich,thrustoutfartherthantherest,wasshakenbythebreeze。Makingherwayroundthefootoftherock,shesuddenlyfoundherselfclosetoherhusband,whohadapproachedinanotherdirection。Leaninguponthebuttofhisgun,themuzzleofwhichresteduponthewitheredleaves,hewasapparentlyabsorbedinthecontemplationofsomeobjectathisfeet。 “Howisthis,Reuben?Haveyouslainthedeerandfallenasleepoverhim?“exclaimedDorcas,laughingcheerfully,onherfirstslightobservationofhispostureandappearance。 Hestirrednot,neitherdidheturnhiseyestowardsher;andacold,shudderingfear,indefiniteinitssourceandobject,begantocreepintoherblood。Shenowperceivedthatherhusband\'sfacewasghastlypale,andhisfeatureswererigid,asifincapableofassuminganyotherexpressionthanthestrongdespairwhichhadhardeneduponthem。Hegavenottheslightestevidencethathewasawareofherapproach。 “FortheloveofHeaven,Reuben,speaktome!“criedDorcas;andthestrangesoundofherownvoiceaffrightedherevenmorethanthedeadsilence。 Herhusbandstarted,staredintoherface,drewhertothefrontoftherock,andpointedwithhisfinger。 Oh,therelaytheboy,asleep,butdreamless,uponthefallenforestleaves!Hischeekresteduponhisarm——hiscurledlockswerethrownbackfromhisbrow——hislimbswereslightlyrelaxed。 Hadasuddenwearinessovercometheyouthfulhunter?Wouldhismother\'svoicearousehim?Sheknewthatitwasdeath。 “Thisbroadrockisthegravestoneofyournearkindred,Dorcas,“ saidherhusband。“Yourtearswillfallatonceoveryourfatherandyourson。“ Sheheardhimnot。Withonewildshriek,thatseemedtoforceitswayfromthesufferer\'sinmostsoul,shesankinsensiblebythesideofherdeadboy。Atthatmomentthewitheredtopmostboughoftheoaklooseneditselfinthestillyair,andfellinsoft,lightfragmentsupontherock,upontheleaves,uponReuben,uponhiswifeandchild,anduponRogerMalvin\'sbones。ThenReuben\'sheartwasstricken,andthetearsgushedoutlikewaterfromarock。Thevowthatthewoundedyouthhadmadetheblightedmanhadcometoredeem。Hissinwasexpiated,——thecursewasgonefromhim;andinthehourwhenhehadshedblooddearertohimthanhisown,aprayer,thefirstforyears,wentuptoHeavenfromthelipsofReubenBourne。 THEARTISTOFTHEBEAUTIFUL Anelderlyman,withhisprettydaughteronhisarm,waspassingalongthestreet,andemergedfromthegloomofthecloudyeveningintothelightthatfellacrossthepavementfromthewindowofasmallshop。Itwasaprojectingwindow;andontheinsideweresuspendedavarietyofwatches,pinchbeck,silver,andoneortwoofgold,allwiththeirfacesturnedfromthestreets,asifchurlishlydisinclinedtoinformthewayfarerswhato\'clockitwas。Seatedwithintheshop,sidelongtothewindowwithhispalefacebentearnestlyoversomedelicatepieceofmechanismonwhichwasthrowntheconcentratedlustreofashadelamp,appearedayoungman。 “WhatcanOwenWarlandbeabout?“mutteredoldPeterHovenden,himselfaretiredwatchmaker,andtheformermasterofthissameyoungmanwhoseoccupationhewasnowwonderingat。“Whatcanthefellowbeabout?ThesesixmonthspastIhavenevercomebyhisshopwithoutseeinghimjustassteadilyatworkasnow。Itwouldbeaflightbeyondhisusualfoolerytoseekfortheperpetualmotion;andyetIknowenoughofmyoldbusinesstobecertainthatwhatheisnowsobusywithisnopartofthemachineryofawatch。“ “Perhaps,father,“saidAnnie,withoutshowingmuchinterestinthequestion,“Owenisinventinganewkindoftimekeeper。Iamsurehehasingenuityenough。“ “Poh,child!HehasnotthesortofingenuitytoinventanythingbetterthanaDutchtoy,“answeredherfather,whohadformerlybeenputtomuchvexationbyOwenWarland\'sirregulargenius。“A plagueonsuchingenuity!AlltheeffectthateverIknewofitwastospoiltheaccuracyofsomeofthebestwatchesinmyshop。 Hewouldturnthesunoutofitsorbitandderangethewholecourseoftime,if,asIsaidbefore,hisingenuitycouldgraspanythingbiggerthanachild\'stoy!“ “Hush,father!Hehearsyou!“whisperedAnnie,pressingtheoldman\'sarm。“Hisearsareasdelicateashisfeelings;andyouknowhoweasilydisturbedtheyare。Doletusmoveon。“ SoPeterHovendenandhisdaughterAnnieploddedonwithoutfurtherconversation,untilinaby-streetofthetowntheyfoundthemselvespassingtheopendoorofablacksmith\'sshop。Withinwasseentheforge,nowblazingupandilluminatingthehighandduskyroof,andnowconfiningitslustretoanarrowprecinctofthecoal-strewnfloor,accordingasthebreathofthebellowswaspuffedforthoragaininhaledintoitsvastleathernlungs。Intheintervalsofbrightnessitwaseasytodistinguishobjectsinremotecornersoftheshopandthehorseshoesthathunguponthewall;inthemomentarygloomthefireseemedtobeglimmeringamidstthevaguenessofunenclosedspace。Movingaboutinthisredglareandalternateduskwasthefigureoftheblacksmith,wellworthytobeviewedinsopicturesqueanaspectoflightandshade,wherethebrightblazestruggledwiththeblacknight,asifeachwouldhavesnatchedhiscomelystrengthfromtheother。 Anonhedrewawhite-hotbarofironfromthecoals,laiditontheanvil,upliftedhisarmofmight,andwassoonenvelopedinthemyriadsofsparkswhichthestrokesofhishammerscatteredintothesurroundinggloom。 “Now,thatisapleasantsight,“saidtheoldwatchmaker。“Iknowwhatitistoworkingold;butgivemetheworkerinironafterallissaidanddone。Hespendshislaboruponareality。Whatsayyou,daughterAnnie?“ “Praydon\'tspeaksoloud,father,“whisperedAnnie,“RobertDanforthwillhearyou。“ “Andwhatifheshouldhearme?“saidPeterHovenden。“Isayagain,itisagoodandawholesomethingtodependuponmainstrengthandreality,andtoearnone\'sbreadwiththebareandbrawnyarmofablacksmith。Awatchmakergetshisbrainpuzzledbyhiswheelswithinawheel,orloseshishealthorthenicetyofhiseyesight,aswasmycase,andfindshimselfatmiddleage,oralittleafter,pastlaborathisowntradeandfitfornothingelse,yettoopoortoliveathisease。SoIsayonceagain,givememainstrengthformymoney。Andthen,howittakesthenonsenseoutofaman!DidyoueverhearofablacksmithbeingsuchafoolasOwenWarlandyonder?“ “Wellsaid,uncleHovenden!“shoutedRobertDanforthfromtheforge,inafull,deep,merryvoice,thatmadetheroofre-echo。 “AndwhatsaysMissAnnietothatdoctrine?She,Isuppose,willthinkitagenteelerbusinesstotinkerupalady\'swatchthantoforgeahorseshoeormakeagridiron。“ Anniedrewherfatheronwardwithoutgivinghimtimeforreply。 ButwemustreturntoOwenWarland\'sshop,andspendmoremeditationuponhishistoryandcharacterthaneitherPeterHovenden,orprobablyhisdaughterAnnie,orOwen\'soldschool-fellow,RobertDanforth,wouldhavethoughtduetososlightasubject。Fromthetimethathislittlefingerscouldgraspapenknife,Owenhadbeenremarkableforadelicateingenuity,whichsometimesproducedprettyshapesinwood,principallyfiguresofflowersandbirds,andsometimesseemedtoaimatthehiddenmysteriesofmechanism。Butitwasalwaysforpurposesofgrace,andneverwithanymockeryoftheuseful。Hedidnot,likethecrowdofschool-boyartisans,constructlittlewindmillsontheangleofabarnorwatermillsacrosstheneighboringbrook。Thosewhodiscoveredsuchpeculiarityintheboyastothinkitworththeirwhiletoobservehimclosely,sometimessawreasontosupposethathewasattemptingtoimitatethebeautifulmovementsofNatureasexemplifiedintheflightofbirdsortheactivityoflittleanimals。Itseemed,infact,anewdevelopmentoftheloveofthebeautiful,suchasmighthavemadehimapoet,apainter,orasculptor,andwhichwasascompletelyrefinedfromallutilitariancoarsenessasitcouldhavebeenineitherofthefinearts。Helookedwithsingulardistasteatthestiffandregularprocessesofordinarymachinery。Beingoncecarriedtoseeasteam-engine,intheexpectationthathisintuitivecomprehensionofmechanicalprincipleswouldbegratified,heturnedpaleandgrewsick,asifsomethingmonstrousandunnaturalhadbeenpresentedtohim。 Thishorrorwaspartlyowingtothesizeandterribleenergyoftheironlaborer;forthecharacterofOwen\'smindwasmicroscopic,andtendednaturallytotheminute,inaccordancewithhisdiminutiveframeandthemarvelloussmallnessanddelicatepowerofhisfingers。Notthathissenseofbeautywastherebydiminishedintoasenseofprettiness。Thebeautifulideahasnorelationtosize,andmaybeasperfectlydevelopedinaspacetoominuteforanybutmicroscopicinvestigationaswithintheamplevergethatismeasuredbythearcoftherainbow。But,atallevents,thischaracteristicminutenessinhisobjectsandaccomplishmentsmadetheworldevenmoreincapablethanitmightotherwisehavebeenofappreciatingOwenWarland\'sgenius。Theboy\'srelativessawnothingbettertobedone——asperhapstherewasnot——thantobindhimapprenticetoawatchmaker,hopingthathisstrangeingenuitymightthusberegulatedandputtoutilitarianpurposes。 PeterHovenden\'sopinionofhisapprenticehasalreadybeenexpressed。Hecouldmakenothingofthelad。Owen\'sapprehensionoftheprofessionalmysteries,itistrue,wasinconceivablyquick;buthealtogetherforgotordespisedthegrandobjectofawatchmaker\'sbusiness,andcarednomoreforthemeasurementoftimethanifithadbeenmergedintoeternity。Solong,however,asheremainedunderhisoldmaster\'scare,Owen\'slackofsturdinessmadeitpossible,bystrictinjunctionsandsharpoversight,torestrainhiscreativeeccentricitywithinbounds; butwhenhisapprenticeshipwasservedout,andhehadtakenthelittleshopwhichPeterHovenden\'sfailingeyesightcompelledhimtorelinquish,thendidpeoplerecognizehowunfitapersonwasOwenWarlandtoleadoldblindFatherTimealonghisdailycourse。Oneofhismostrationalprojectswastoconnectamusicaloperationwiththemachineryofhiswatches,sothatalltheharshdissonancesoflifemightberenderedtuneful,andeachflittingmomentfallintotheabyssofthepastingoldendropsofharmony。Ifafamilyclockwasintrustedtohimforrepair,——oneofthosetall,ancientclocksthathavegrownnearlyalliedtohumannaturebymeasuringoutthelifetimeofmanygenerations,——hewouldtakeuponhimselftoarrangeadanceorfuneralprocessionoffiguresacrossitsvenerableface,representingtwelvemirthfulormelancholyhours。Severalfreaksofthiskindquitedestroyedtheyoungwatchmaker\'screditwiththatsteadyandmatter-of-factclassofpeoplewhoholdtheopinionthattimeisnottobetrifledwith,whetherconsideredasthemediumofadvancementandprosperityinthisworldorpreparationforthenext。Hiscustomrapidlydiminished——amisfortune,however,thatwasprobablyreckonedamonghisbetteraccidentsbyOwenWarland,whowasbecomingmoreandmoreabsorbedinasecretoccupationwhichdrewallhisscienceandmanualdexterityintoitself,andlikewisegavefullemploymenttothecharacteristictendenciesofhisgenius。Thispursuithadalreadyconsumedmanymonths。 Aftertheoldwatchmakerandhisprettydaughterhadgazedathimoutoftheobscurityofthestreet,OwenWarlandwasseizedwithaflutteringofthenerves,whichmadehishandtrembletooviolentlytoproceedwithsuchdelicatelaborashewasnowengagedupon。 “ItwasAnnieherself!“murmuredhe。“Ishouldhaveknownit,bythisthrobbingofmyheart,beforeIheardherfather\'svoice。 Ah,howitthrobs!Ishallscarcelybeabletoworkagainonthisexquisitemechanismto-night。Annie!dearestAnnie!thoushouldstgivefirmnesstomyheartandhand,andnotshakethemthus;forifIstrivetoputtheveryspiritofbeautyintoformandgiveitmotion,itisforthysakealone。Othrobbingheart,bequiet! Ifmylaborbethusthwarted,therewillcomevagueandunsatisfieddreamswhichwillleavemespiritlessto-morrow。“ Ashewasendeavoringtosettlehimselfagaintohistask,theshopdooropenedandgaveadmittancetonootherthanthestalwartfigurewhichPeterHovendenhadpausedtoadmire,asseenamidthelightandshadowoftheblacksmith\'sshop。RobertDanforthhadbroughtalittleanvilofhisownmanufacture,andpeculiarlyconstructed,whichtheyoungartisthadrecentlybespoken。Owenexaminedthearticleandpronounceditfashionedaccordingtohiswish。 “Why,yes,“saidRobertDanforth,hisstrongvoicefillingtheshopaswiththesoundofabassviol,“Iconsidermyselfequaltoanythinginthewayofmyowntrade;thoughIshouldhavemadebutapoorfigureatyourswithsuchafistasthis,“addedhe,laughing,ashelaidhisvasthandbesidethedelicateoneofOwen。“Butwhatthen?Iputmoremainstrengthintooneblowofmysledgehammerthanallthatyouhaveexpendedsinceyouwerea\'prentice。Isnotthatthetruth?“ “Veryprobably,“answeredthelowandslendervoiceofOwen。 “Strengthisanearthlymonster。Imakenopretensionstoit。Myforce,whatevertheremaybeofit,isaltogetherspiritual。“ “Well,but,Owen,whatareyouabout?“askedhisoldschool-fellow,stillinsuchaheartyvolumeoftonethatitmadetheartistshrink,especiallyasthequestionrelatedtoasubjectsosacredastheabsorbingdreamofhisimagination。 “Folksdosaythatyouaretryingtodiscovertheperpetualmotion。“ “Theperpetualmotion?Nonsense!“repliedOwenWarland,withamovementofdisgust;forhewasfulloflittlepetulances。“Itcanneverbediscovered。Itisadreamthatmaydeludemenwhosebrainsaremystifiedwithmatter,butnotme。Besides,ifsuchadiscoverywerepossible,itwouldnotbeworthmywhiletomakeitonlytohavethesecretturnedtosuchpurposesasarenoweffectedbysteamandwaterpower。Iamnotambitioustobehonoredwiththepaternityofanewkindofcottonmachine。“ “Thatwouldbedrollenough!“criedtheblacksmith,breakingoutintosuchanuproaroflaughterthatOwenhimselfandthebellglassesonhiswork-boardquiveredinunison。“No,no,Owen!Nochildofyourswillhaveironjointsandsinews。Well,Iwon\'thinderyouanymore。Goodnight,Owen,andsuccess,andifyouneedanyassistance,sofarasadownrightblowofhammeruponanvilwillanswerthepurpose,I\'myourman。“ Andwithanotherlaughthemanofmainstrengthlefttheshop。 “Howstrangeitis,“whisperedOwenWarlandtohimself,leaninghisheaduponhishand,“thatallmymusings,mypurposes,mypassionforthebeautiful,myconsciousnessofpowertocreateit,——afiner,moreetherealpower,ofwhichthisearthlygiantcanhavenoconception,——all,all,looksovainandidlewhenevermypathiscrossedbyRobertDanforth!HewoulddrivememadwereItomeethimoften。Hishard,bruteforcedarkensandconfusesthespiritualelementwithinme;butI,too,willbestronginmyownway。Iwillnotyieldtohim。“ Hetookfrombeneathaglassapieceofminutemachinery,whichhesetinthecondensedlightofhislamp,and,lookingintentlyatitthroughamagnifyingglass,proceededtooperatewithadelicateinstrumentofsteel。Inaninstant,however,hefellbackinhischairandclaspedhishands,withalookofhorroronhisfacethatmadeitssmallfeaturesasimpressiveasthoseofagiantwouldhavebeen。 “Heaven!WhathaveIdone?“exclaimedhe。“Thevapor,theinfluenceofthatbruteforce,——ithasbewilderedmeandobscuredmyperception。Ihavemadetheverystroke——thefatalstroke——thatIhavedreadedfromthefirst。Itisallover——thetoilofmonths,theobjectofmylife。Iamruined!“ Andtherehesat,instrangedespair,untilhislampflickeredinthesocketandlefttheArtistoftheBeautifulindarkness。 Thusitisthatideas,whichgrowupwithintheimaginationandappearsolovelytoitandofavaluebeyondwhatevermencallvaluable,areexposedtobeshatteredandannihilatedbycontactwiththepractical。Itisrequisitefortheidealartisttopossessaforceofcharacterthatseemshardlycompatiblewithitsdelicacy;hemustkeephisfaithinhimselfwhiletheincredulousworldassailshimwithitsutterdisbelief;hemuststandupagainstmankindandbehisownsoledisciple,bothasrespectshisgeniusandtheobjectstowhichitisdirected。 ForatimeOwenWarlandsuccumbedtothisseverebutinevitabletest。Hespentafewsluggishweekswithhisheadsocontinuallyrestinginhishandsthatthetowns-peoplehadscarcelyanopportunitytoseehiscountenance。Whenatlastitwasagainupliftedtothelightofday,acold,dull,namelesschangewasperceptibleuponit。IntheopinionofPeterHovenden,however,andthatorderofsagaciousunderstandingswhothinkthatlifeshouldberegulated,likeclockwork,withleadenweights,thealterationwasentirelyforthebetter。Owennow,indeed,appliedhimselftobusinesswithdoggedindustry。Itwasmarvelloustowitnesstheobtusegravitywithwhichhewouldinspectthewheelsofagreatoldsilverwatchtherebydelightingtheowner,inwhosefobithadbeenworntillhedeemeditaportionofhisownlife,andwasaccordinglyjealousofitstreatment。Inconsequenceofthegoodreportthusacquired,OwenWarlandwasinvitedbytheproperauthoritiestoregulatetheclockinthechurchsteeple。Hesucceededsoadmirablyinthismatterofpublicinterestthatthemerchantsgrufflyacknowledgedhismeritson\'Change;thenursewhisperedhispraisesasshegavethepotioninthesick-chamber;theloverblessedhimatthehourofappointedinterview;andthetowningeneralthankedOwenforthepunctualityofdinnertime。Inaword,theheavyweightuponhisspiritskepteverythinginorder,notmerelywithinhisownsystem,butwheresoevertheironaccentsofthechurchclockwereaudible。Itwasacircumstance,thoughminute,yetcharacteristicofhispresentstate,that,whenemployedtoengravenamesorinitialsonsilverspoons,henowwrotetherequisitelettersintheplainestpossiblestyle,omittingavarietyoffancifulflourishesthathadheretoforedistinguishedhisworkinthiskind。 Oneday,duringtheeraofthishappytransformation,oldPeterHovendencametovisithisformerapprentice。 “Well,Owen,“saidhe,“Iamgladtohearsuchgoodaccountsofyoufromallquarters,andespeciallyfromthetownclockyonder,whichspeaksinyourcommendationeveryhourofthetwenty-four。 Onlygetridaltogetherofyournonsensicaltrashaboutthebeautiful,whichInornobodyelse,noryourselftoboot,couldeverunderstand,——onlyfreeyourselfofthat,andyoursuccessinlifeisassureasdaylight。Why,ifyougooninthisway,I shouldevenventuretoletyoudoctorthispreciousoldwatchofmine;though,exceptmydaughterAnnie,Ihavenothingelsesovaluableintheworld。“ “Ishouldhardlydaretouchit,sir,“repliedOwen,inadepressedtone;forhewasweigheddownbyhisoldmaster\'spresence。 “Intime,“saidthelatter,——“Intime,youwillbecapableofit。“ Theoldwatchmaker,withthefreedomnaturallyconsequentonhisformerauthority,wentoninspectingtheworkwhichOwenhadinhandatthemoment,togetherwithothermattersthatwereinprogress。Theartist,meanwhile,couldscarcelylifthishead。 Therewasnothingsoantipodaltohisnatureasthisman\'scold,unimaginativesagacity,bycontactwithwhicheverythingwasconvertedintoadreamexceptthedensestmatterofthephysicalworld。Owengroanedinspiritandprayedferventlytobedeliveredfromhim。 “Butwhatisthis?“criedPeterHovendenabruptly,takingupadustybellglass,beneathwhichappearedamechanicalsomething,asdelicateandminuteasthesystemofabutterfly\'sanatomy。 “Whathavewehere?Owen!Owen!thereiswitchcraftintheselittlechains,andwheels,andpaddles。See!withonepinchofmyfingerandthumbIamgoingtodeliveryoufromallfutureperil。“ “ForHeaven\'ssake,“screamedOwenWarland,springingupwithwonderfulenergy,“asyouwouldnotdrivememad,donottouchit!Theslightestpressureofyourfingerwouldruinmeforever。“ “Aha,youngman!Andisitso?“saidtheoldwatchmaker,lookingathimwithjustenoughpenetrationtotortureOwen\'ssoulwiththebitternessofworldlycriticism。“Well,takeyourowncourse; butIwarnyouagainthatinthissmallpieceofmechanismlivesyourevilspirit。ShallIexorcisehim?“ “Youaremyevilspirit,“answeredOwen,muchexcited,——“youandthehard,coarseworld!Theleadenthoughtsandthedespondencythatyouflinguponmearemyclogs,elseIshouldlongagohaveachievedthetaskthatIwascreatedfor。“ PeterHovendenshookhishead,withthemixtureofcontemptandindignationwhichmankind,ofwhomhewaspartlyarepresentative,deemthemselvesentitledtofeeltowardsallsimpletonswhoseekotherprizesthanthedustyonealongthehighway。Hethentookhisleave,withanupliftedfingerandasneeruponhisfacethathauntedtheartist\'sdreamsformanyanightafterwards。Atthetimeofhisoldmaster\'svisit,Owenwasprobablyonthepointoftakinguptherelinquishedtask;but,bythissinisterevent,hewasthrownbackintothestatewhencehehadbeenslowlyemerging。 Buttheinnatetendencyofhissoulhadonlybeenaccumulatingfreshvigorduringitsapparentsluggishness。Asthesummeradvancedhealmosttotallyrelinquishedhisbusiness,andpermittedFatherTime,sofarastheoldgentlemanwasrepresentedbytheclocksandwatchesunderhiscontrol,tostrayatrandomthroughhumanlife,makinginfiniteconfusionamongthetrainofbewilderedhours。Hewastedthesunshine,aspeoplesaid,inwanderingthroughthewoodsandfieldsandalongthebanksofstreams。There,likeachild,hefoundamusementinchasingbutterfliesorwatchingthemotionsofwaterinsects。 Therewassomethingtrulymysteriousintheintentnesswithwhichhecontemplatedtheselivingplaythingsastheysportedonthebreezeorexaminedthestructureofanimperialinsectwhomhehadimprisoned。Thechaseofbutterflieswasanaptemblemoftheidealpursuitinwhichhehadspentsomanygoldenhours;butwouldthebeautifulideaeverbeyieldedtohishandlikethebutterflythatsymbolizedit?Sweet,doubtless,werethesedays,andcongenialtotheartist\'ssoul。Theywerefullofbrightconceptions,whichgleamedthroughhisintellectualworldasthebutterfliesgleamedthroughtheoutwardatmosphere,andwererealtohim,fortheinstant,withoutthetoil,andperplexity,andmanydisappointmentsofattemptingtomakethemvisibletothesensualeye。Alasthattheartist,whetherinpoetry,orwhateverothermaterial,maynotcontenthimselfwiththeinwardenjoymentofthebeautiful,butmustchasetheflittingmysterybeyondthevergeofhisetherealdomain,andcrushitsfrailbeinginseizingitwithamaterialgrasp。OwenWarlandfelttheimpulsetogiveexternalrealitytohisideasasirresistiblyasanyofthepoetsorpainterswhohavearrayedtheworldinadimmerandfainterbeauty,imperfectlycopiedfromtherichnessoftheirvisions。 Thenightwasnowhistimefortheslowprogressofre-creatingtheoneideatowhichallhisintellectualactivityreferreditself。Alwaysattheapproachofduskhestoleintothetown,lockedhimselfwithinhisshop,andwroughtwithpatientdelicacyoftouchformanyhours。Sometimeshewasstartledbytherapofthewatchman,who,whenalltheworldshouldbeasleep,hadcaughtthegleamoflamplightthroughthecrevicesofOwenWarland\'sshutters。Daylight,tothemorbidsensibilityofhismind,seemedtohaveanintrusivenessthatinterferedwithhispursuits。Oncloudyandinclementdays,therefore,hesatwithhisheaduponhishands,muffling,asitwere,hissensitivebraininamistofindefinitemusings,foritwasarelieftoescapefromthesharpdistinctnesswithwhichhewascompelledtoshapeouthisthoughtsduringhisnightlytoil。 FromoneofthesefitsoftorporhewasarousedbytheentranceofAnnieHovenden,whocameintotheshopwiththefreedomofacustomer,andalsowithsomethingofthefamiliarityofachildishfriend。Shehadwornaholethroughhersilverthimble,andwantedOwentorepairit。 “ButIdon\'tknowwhetheryouwillcondescendtosuchatask,“ saidshe,laughing,“nowthatyouaresotakenupwiththenotionofputtingspiritintomachinery。“ “Wheredidyougetthatidea,Annie?“saidOwen,startinginsurprise。 “Oh,outofmyownhead,“answeredshe,“andfromsomethingthatIheardyousay,longago,whenyouwerebutaboyandIalittlechild。Butcome,willyoumendthispoorthimbleofmine?“ “Anythingforyoursake,Annie,“saidOwenWarland,——“anything,evenwereittoworkatRobertDanforth\'sforge。“ “Andthatwouldbeaprettysight!“retortedAnnie,glancingwithimperceptibleslightnessattheartist\'ssmallandslenderframe。 “Well;hereisthethimble。“ “Butthatisastrangeideaofyours,“saidOwen,“aboutthespiritualizationofmatter。“ Andthenthethoughtstoleintohismindthatthisyounggirlpossessedthegifttocomprehendhimbetterthanalltheworldbesides。Andwhatahelpandstrengthwoulditbetohiminhislonelytoilifhecouldgainthesympathyoftheonlybeingwhomheloved!Topersonswhosepursuitsareinsulatedfromthecommonbusinessoflife——whoareeitherinadvanceofmankindorapartfromit——thereoftencomesasensationofmoralcoldthatmakesthespiritshiverasifithadreachedthefrozensolitudesaroundthepole。Whattheprophet,thepoet,thereformer,thecriminal,oranyothermanwithhumanyearnings,butseparatedfromthemultitudebyapeculiarlot,mightfeel,poorOwenfelt。 “Annie,“criedhe,growingpaleasdeathatthethought,“howgladlywouldItellyouthesecretofmypursuit!You,methinks,wouldestimateitrightly。You,Iknow,wouldhearitwithareverencethatImustnotexpectfromtheharsh,materialworld。“ “WouldInot?tobesureIwould!“repliedAnnieHovenden,lightlylaughing。“Come;explaintomequicklywhatisthemeaningofthislittlewhirligig,sodelicatelywroughtthatitmightbeaplaythingforQueenMab。See!Iwillputitinmotion。“ “Hold!“exclaimedOwen,“hold!“ Anniehadbutgiventheslightestpossibletouch,withthepointofaneedle,tothesameminuteportionofcomplicatedmachinerywhichhasbeenmorethanoncementioned,whentheartistseizedherbythewristwithaforcethatmadeherscreamaloud。Shewasaffrightedattheconvulsionofintenserageandanguishthatwrithedacrosshisfeatures。Thenextinstanthelethisheadsinkuponhishands。 “Go,Annie,“murmuredhe;“Ihavedeceivedmyself,andmustsufferforit。Iyearnedforsympathy,andthought,andfancied,anddreamedthatyoumightgiveitme;butyoulackthetalisman,Annie,thatshouldadmityouintomysecrets。Thattouchhasundonethetoilofmonthsandthethoughtofalifetime!Itwasnotyourfault,Annie;butyouhaveruinedme!“ PoorOwenWarland!Hehadindeederred,yetpardonably;forifanyhumanspiritcouldhavesufficientlyreverencedtheprocessessosacredinhiseyes,itmusthavebeenawoman\'s。EvenAnnieHovenden,possiblymightnothavedisappointedhimhadshebeenenlightenedbythedeepintelligenceoflove。 Theartistspenttheensuingwinterinawaythatsatisfiedanypersonswhohadhithertoretainedahopefulopinionofhimthathewas,intruth,irrevocablydoomedtounutilityasregardedtheworld,andtoanevildestinyonhisownpart。Thedeceaseofarelativehadputhiminpossessionofasmallinheritance。Thusfreedfromthenecessityoftoil,andhavinglostthesteadfastinfluenceofagreatpurpose,——great,atleast,tohim,——heabandonedhimselftohabitsfromwhichitmighthavebeensupposedthemeredelicacyofhisorganizationwouldhaveavailedtosecurehim。Butwhentheetherealportionofamanofgeniusisobscuredtheearthlypartassumesaninfluencethemoreuncontrollable,becausethecharacterisnowthrownoffthebalancetowhichProvidencehadsonicelyadjustedit,andwhich,incoarsernatures,isadjustedbysomeothermethod。OwenWarlandmadeproofofwhatevershowofblissmaybefoundinriot。Helookedattheworldthroughthegoldenmediumofwine,andcontemplatedthevisionsthatbubbleupsogaylyaroundthebrimoftheglass,andthatpeopletheairwithshapesofpleasantmadness,whichsosoongrowghostlyandforlorn。Evenwhenthisdismalandinevitablechangehadtakenplace,theyoungmanmightstillhavecontinuedtoquaffthecupofenchantments,thoughitsvapordidbutshroudlifeingloomandfillthegloomwithspectresthatmockedathim。Therewasacertainirksomenessofspirit,which,beingreal,andthedeepestsensationofwhichtheartistwasnowconscious,wasmoreintolerablethananyfantasticmiseriesandhorrorsthattheabuseofwinecouldsummonup。Inthelattercasehecouldremember,evenoutofthemidstofhistrouble,thatallwasbutadelusion;intheformer,theheavyanguishwashisactuallife。 Fromthisperilousstatehewasredeemedbyanincidentwhichmorethanonepersonwitnessed,butofwhichtheshrewdestcouldnotexplainorconjecturetheoperationonOwenWarland\'smind。 Itwasverysimple。Onawarmafternoonofspring,astheartistsatamonghisriotouscompanionswithaglassofwinebeforehim,asplendidbutterflyflewinattheopenwindowandflutteredabouthishead。 “Ah,“exclaimedOwen,whohaddrankfreely,“areyoualiveagain,childofthesunandplaymateofthesummerbreeze,afteryourdismalwinter\'snap?Thenitistimeformetobeatwork!“ And,leavinghisunemptiedglassuponthetable,hedepartedandwasneverknowntosipanotherdropofwine。 Andnow,again,heresumedhiswanderingsinthewoodsandfields。Itmightbefanciedthatthebrightbutterfly,whichhadcomesospirit-likeintothewindowasOwensatwiththeruderevellers,wasindeedaspiritcommissionedtorecallhimtothepure,ideallifethathadsoetheralizedhimamongmen。Itmightbefanciedthathewentforthtoseekthisspiritinitssunnyhaunts;forstill,asinthesummertimegoneby,hewasseentostealgentlyupwhereverabutterflyhadalighted,andlosehimselfincontemplationofit。Whenittookflighthiseyesfollowedthewingedvision,asifitsairytrackwouldshowthepathtoheaven。Butwhatcouldbethepurposeoftheunseasonabletoil,whichwasagainresumed,asthewatchmanknewbythelinesoflamplightthroughthecrevicesofOwenWarland\'sshutters?Thetowns-peoplehadonecomprehensiveexplanationofallthesesingularities。OwenWarlandhadgonemad!Howuniversallyefficacious——howsatisfactory,too,andsoothingtotheinjuredsensibilityofnarrownessanddulness——isthiseasymethodofaccountingforwhateverliesbeyondtheworld\'smostordinaryscope!FromSt。Paul\'sdaysdowntoourpoorlittleArtistoftheBeautiful,thesametalismanhadbeenappliedtotheelucidationofallmysteriesinthewordsordeedsofmenwhospokeoractedtoowiselyortoowell。InOwenWarland\'scasethejudgmentofhistowns-peoplemayhavebeencorrect。Perhapshewasmad。Thelackofsympathy——thatcontrastbetweenhimselfandhisneighborswhichtookawaytherestraintofexample——wasenoughtomakehimso。Orpossiblyhehadcaughtjustsomuchofetherealradianceasservedtobewilderhim,inanearthlysense,byitsintermixturewiththecommondaylight。 Oneevening,whentheartisthadreturnedfromacustomaryrambleandhadjustthrownthelustreofhislamponthedelicatepieceofworksoofteninterrupted,butstilltakenupagain,asifhisfatewereembodiedinitsmechanism,hewassurprisedbytheentranceofoldPeterHovenden。Owennevermetthismanwithoutashrinkingoftheheart。Ofalltheworldhewasmostterrible,byreasonofakeenunderstandingwhichsawsodistinctlywhatitdidsee,anddisbelievedsouncompromisinglyinwhatitcouldnotsee。Onthisoccasiontheoldwatchmakerhadmerelyagraciouswordortwotosay。 “Owen,mylad,“saidhe,“wemustseeyouatmyhouseto-morrownight。“ Theartistbegantomuttersomeexcuse。 “Oh,butitmustbeso,“quothPeterHovenden,“forthesakeofthedayswhenyouwereoneofthehousehold。What,myboy!don\'tyouknowthatmydaughterAnnieisengagedtoRobertDanforth? Wearemakinganentertainment,inourhumbleway,tocelebratetheevent。“ Thatlittlemonosyllablewasallheuttered;itstoneseemedcoldandunconcernedtoanearlikePeterHovenden\'s;andyettherewasinitthestifledoutcryofthepoorartist\'sheart,whichhecompressedwithinhimlikeamanholdingdownanevilspirit。Oneslightoutbreak。however,imperceptibletotheoldwatchmaker,heallowedhimself。Raisingtheinstrumentwithwhichhewasabouttobeginhiswork,heletitfalluponthelittlesystemofmachinerythathad,anew,costhimmonthsofthoughtandtoil。Itwasshatteredbythestroke! OwenWarland\'sstorywouldhavebeennotolerablerepresentationofthetroubledlifeofthosewhostrivetocreatethebeautiful,if,amidallotherthwartinginfluences,lovehadnotinterposedtostealthecunningfromhishand。Outwardlyhehadbeennoardentorenterprisinglover;thecareerofhispassionhadconfineditstumultsandvicissitudessoentirelywithintheartist\'simaginationthatAnnieherselfhadscarcelymorethanawoman\'sintuitiveperceptionofit;but,inOwen\'sview,itcoveredthewholefieldofhislife。Forgetfulofthetimewhenshehadshownherselfincapableofanydeepresponse,hehadpersistedinconnectingallhisdreamsofartisticalsuccesswithAnnie\'simage;shewasthevisibleshapeinwhichthespiritualpowerthatheworshipped,andonwhosealtarhehopedtolayanotunworthyoffering,wasmademanifesttohim。Ofcoursehehaddeceivedhimself;therewerenosuchattributesinAnnieHovendenashisimaginationhadendowedherwith。She,intheaspectwhichsheworetohisinwardvision,wasasmuchacreatureofhisownasthemysteriouspieceofmechanismwouldbewereiteverrealized。Hadhebecomeconvincedofhismistakethroughthemediumofsuccessfullove,——hadhewonAnnietohisbosom,andtherebeheldherfadefromangelintoordinarywoman,——thedisappointmentmighthavedrivenhimback,withconcentratedenergy,uponhissoleremainingobject。Ontheotherhand,hadhefoundAnniewhathefancied,hislotwouldhavebeensorichinbeautythatoutofitsmereredundancyhemighthavewroughtthebeautifulintomanyaworthiertypethanhehadtoiledfor;buttheguiseinwhichhissorrowcametohim,thesensethattheangelofhislifehadbeensnatchedawayandgiventoarudemanofearthandiron,whocouldneitherneednorappreciateherministrations,——thiswastheveryperversityoffatethatmakeshumanexistenceappeartooabsurdandcontradictorytobethesceneofoneotherhopeoroneotherfear。TherewasnothingleftforOwenWarlandbuttositdownlikeamanthathadbeenstunned。 Hewentthroughafitofillness。Afterhisrecoveryhissmallandslenderframeassumedanobtusergarnitureoffleshthanithadeverbeforeworn。Histhincheeksbecameround;hisdelicatelittlehand,sospirituallyfashionedtoachievefairytask-work,grewplumperthanthehandofathrivinginfant。Hisaspecthadachildishnesssuchasmighthaveinducedastrangertopathimonthehead——pausing,however,intheact,towonderwhatmannerofchildwashere。Itwasasifthespirithadgoneoutofhim,leavingthebodytoflourishinasortofvegetableexistence。 NotthatOwenWarlandwasidiotic。Hecouldtalk,andnotirrationally。Somewhatofababbler,indeed,didpeoplebegintothinkhim;forhewasapttodiscourseatwearisomelengthofmarvelsofmechanismthathehadreadaboutinbooks,butwhichhehadlearnedtoconsiderasabsolutelyfabulous。AmongthemheenumeratedtheManofBrass,constructedbyAlbertusMagnus,andtheBrazenHeadofFriarBacon;and,comingdowntolatertimes,theautomataofalittlecoachandhorses,whichitwaspretendedhadbeenmanufacturedfortheDauphinofFrance;togetherwithaninsectthatbuzzedabouttheearlikealivingfly,andyetwasbutacontrivanceofminutesteelsprings。Therewasastory,too,ofaduckthatwaddled,andquacked,andate;though,hadanyhonestcitizenpurchaseditfordinner,hewouldhavefoundhimselfcheatedwiththemeremechanicalapparitionofaduck。 “Butalltheseaccounts,“saidOwenWarland,“Iamnowsatisfiedaremereimpositions。“ Then,inamysteriousway,hewouldconfessthatheoncethoughtdifferently。Inhisidleanddreamydayshehadconsidereditpossible,inacertainsense,tospiritualizemachinery,andtocombinewiththenewspeciesoflifeandmotionthusproducedabeautythatshouldattaintotheidealwhichNaturehasproposedtoherselfinallhercreatures,buthasnevertakenpainstorealize。Heseemed,however,toretainnoverydistinctperceptioneitheroftheprocessofachievingthisobjectorofthedesignitself。 “Ihavethrownitallasidenow,“hewouldsay。“Itwasadreamsuchasyoungmenarealwaysmystifyingthemselveswith。NowthatIhaveacquiredalittlecommonsense,itmakesmelaughtothinkofit。“ Poor,poorandfallenOwenWarland!Thesewerethesymptomsthathehadceasedtobeaninhabitantofthebetterspherethatliesunseenaroundus。Hehadlosthisfaithintheinvisible,andnowpridedhimself,assuchunfortunatesinvariablydo,inthewisdomwhichrejectedmuchthatevenhiseyecouldsee,andtrustedconfidentlyinnothingbutwhathishandcouldtouch。Thisisthecalamityofmenwhosespiritualpartdiesoutofthemandleavesthegrosserunderstandingtoassimilatethemmoreandmoretothethingsofwhichaloneitcantakecognizance;butinOwenWarlandthespiritwasnotdeadnorpassedaway;itonlyslept。 Howitawokeagainisnotrecorded。Perhapsthetorpidslumberwasbrokenbyaconvulsivepain。Perhaps,asinaformerinstance,thebutterflycameandhoveredabouthisheadandreinspiredhim,——asindeedthiscreatureofthesunshinehadalwaysamysteriousmissionfortheartist,——reinspiredhimwiththeformerpurposeofhislife。Whetheritwerepainorhappinessthatthrilledthroughhisveins,hisfirstimpulsewastothankHeavenforrenderinghimagainthebeingofthought,imagination,andkeenestsensibilitythathehadlongceasedtobe。 “Nowformytask,“saidhe。“NeverdidIfeelsuchstrengthforitasnow。“ Yet,strongashefelthimself,hewasincitedtotoilthemorediligentlybyananxietylestdeathshouldsurprisehiminthemidstofhislabors。Thisanxiety,perhaps,iscommontoallmenwhosettheirheartsuponanythingsohigh,intheirownviewofit,thatlifebecomesofimportanceonlyasconditionaltoitsaccomplishment。Solongaswelovelifeforitself,weseldomdreadthelosingit。Whenwedesirelifefortheattainmentofanobject,werecognizethefrailtyofitstexture。But,sidebysidewiththissenseofinsecurity,thereisavitalfaithinourinvulnerabilitytotheshaftofdeathwhileengagedinanytaskthatseemsassignedbyProvidenceasourproperthingtodo,andwhichtheworldwouldhavecausetomournforshouldweleaveitunaccomplished。Canthephilosopher,bigwiththeinspirationofanideathatistoreformmankind,believethatheistobebeckonedfromthissensibleexistenceattheveryinstantwhenheismusteringhisbreathtospeakthewordoflight?Shouldheperishso,thewearyagesmaypassaway——theworld\'s,whoselifesandmayfall,dropbydrop——beforeanotherintellectispreparedtodevelopthetruththatmighthavebeenutteredthen。Buthistoryaffordsmanyanexamplewherethemostpreciousspirit,atanyparticularepochmanifestedinhumanshape,hasgonehenceuntimely,withoutspaceallowedhim,sofarasmortaljudgmentcoulddiscern,toperformhismissionontheearth。Theprophetdies,andthemanoftorpidheartandsluggishbrainliveson。 Thepoetleaveshissonghalfsung,orfinishesit,beyondthescopeofmortalears,inacelestialchoir。Thepainter——asAllstondid——leaveshalfhisconceptiononthecanvastosaddenuswithitsimperfectbeauty,andgoestopictureforththewhole,ifitbenoirreverencetosayso,inthehuesofheaven。 Butrathersuchincompletedesignsofthislifewillbeperfectednowhere。Thissofrequentabortionofman\'sdearestprojectsmustbetakenasaproofthatthedeedsofearth,howeveretherealizedbypietyorgenius,arewithoutvalue,exceptasexercisesandmanifestationsofthespirit。Inheaven,allordinarythoughtishigherandmoremelodiousthanMilton\'ssong。Then,wouldheaddanotherversetoanystrainthathehadleftunfinishedhere? ButtoreturntoOwenWarland。Itwashisfortune,goodorill,toachievethepurposeofhislife。Passweoveralongspaceofintensethought,yearningeffort,minutetoil,andwastinganxiety,succeededbyaninstantofsolitarytriumph:letallthisbeimagined;andthenbeholdtheartist,onawinterevening,seekingadmittancetoRobertDanforth\'sfiresidecircle。 Therehefoundthemanofiron,withhismassivesubstancethoroughlywarmedandattemperedbydomesticinfluences。AndtherewasAnnie,too,nowtransformedintoamatron,withmuchofherhusband\'splainandsturdynature,butimbued,asOwenWarlandstillbelieved,withafinergrace,thatmightenablehertobetheinterpreterbetweenstrengthandbeauty。Ithappened,likewise,thatoldPeterHovendenwasaguestthiseveningathisdaughter\'sfireside,anditwashiswell-rememberedexpressionofkeen,coldcriticismthatfirstencounteredtheartist\'sglance。 “MyoldfriendOwen!“criedRobertDanforth,startingup,andcompressingtheartist\'sdelicatefingerswithinahandthatwasaccustomedtogripebarsofiron。“Thisiskindandneighborlytocometousatlast。Iwasafraidyourperpetualmotionhadbewitchedyououtoftheremembranceofoldtimes。“ “Wearegladtoseeyou,“saidAnnie,whileablushreddenedhermatronlycheek。“Itwasnotlikeafriendtostayfromussolong。“ “Well,Owen,“inquiredtheoldwatchmaker,ashisfirstgreeting,“howcomesonthebeautiful?Haveyoucreateditatlast?“ Theartistdidnotimmediatelyreply,beingstartledbytheapparitionofayoungchildofstrengththatwastumblingaboutonthecarpet,——alittlepersonagewhohadcomemysteriouslyoutoftheinfinite,butwithsomethingsosturdyandrealinhiscompositionthatheseemedmouldedoutofthedensestsubstancewhichearthcouldsupply。Thishopefulinfantcrawledtowardsthenew-comer,andsettinghimselfonend,asRobertDanforthexpressedtheposture,staredatOwenwithalookofsuchsagaciousobservationthatthemothercouldnothelpexchangingaproudglancewithherhusband。Buttheartistwasdisturbedbythechild\'slook,asimaginingaresemblancebetweenitandPeterHovenden\'shabitualexpression。Hecouldhavefanciedthattheoldwatchmakerwascompressedintothisbabyshape,andlookingoutofthosebabyeyes,andrepeating,ashenowdid,themaliciousquestion:“Thebeautiful,Owen!Howcomesonthebeautiful?Haveyousucceededincreatingthebeautiful?“ “Ihavesucceeded,“repliedtheartist,withamomentarylightoftriumphinhiseyesandasmileofsunshine,yetsteepedinsuchdepthofthoughtthatitwasalmostsadness。“Yes,myfriends,itisthetruth。Ihavesucceeded。“ “Indeed!“criedAnnie,alookofmaidenmirthfulnesspeepingoutofherfaceagain。“Andisitlawful,now,toinquirewhatthesecretis?“ “Surely;itistodiscloseitthatIhavecome,“answeredOwenWarland。“Youshallknow,andsee,andtouch,andpossessthesecret!For,Annie,——ifbythatnameImaystilladdressthefriendofmyboyishyears,——Annie,itisforyourbridalgiftthatIhavewroughtthisspiritualizedmechanism,thisharmonyofmotion,thismysteryofbeauty。Itcomeslate,indeed;butitisaswegoonwardinlife,whenobjectsbegintolosetheirfreshnessofhueandoursoulstheirdelicacyofperception,thatthespiritofbeautyismostneeded。If,——forgiveme,Annie,——ifyouknowhow——tovaluethisgift,itcannevercometoolate。“ Heproduced,ashespoke,whatseemedajewelbox。Itwascarvedrichlyoutofebonybyhisownhand,andinlaidwithafancifultraceryofpearl,representingaboyinpursuitofabutterfly,which,elsewhere,hadbecomeawingedspirit,andwasflyingheavenward;whiletheboy,oryouth,hadfoundsuchefficacyinhisstrongdesirethatheascendedfromearthtocloud,andfromcloudtocelestialatmosphere,towinthebeautiful。Thiscaseofebonytheartistopened,andbadeAnnieplaceherfingersonitsedge。Shedidso,butalmostscreamedasabutterflyflutteredforth,and,alightingonherfinger\'stip,satwavingtheamplemagnificenceofitspurpleandgold-speckledwings,asifinpreludetoaflight。Itisimpossibletoexpressbywordstheglory,thesplendor,thedelicategorgeousnesswhichweresoftenedintothebeautyofthisobject。Nature\'sidealbutterflywashererealizedinallitsperfection;notinthepatternofsuchfadedinsectsasflitamongearthlyflowers,butofthosewhichhoveracrossthemeadsofparadiseforchild-angelsandthespiritsofdepartedinfantstodisportthemselveswith。Therichdownwasvisibleuponitswings;thelustreofitseyesseemedinstinctwithspirit。Thefirelightglimmeredaroundthiswonder——thecandlesgleameduponit;butitglistenedapparentlybyitsownradiance,andilluminatedthefingerandoutstretchedhandonwhichitrestedwithawhitegleamlikethatofpreciousstones。Initsperfectbeauty,theconsiderationofsizewasentirelylost。Haditswingsoverreachedthefirmament,themindcouldnothavebeenmorefilledorsatisfied。 “Beautiful!beautiful!“exclaimedAnnie。“Isitalive?Isitalive?“ “Alive?Tobesureitis,“answeredherhusband。“Doyousupposeanymortalhasskillenoughtomakeabutterfly,orwouldputhimselftothetroubleofmakingone,whenanychildmaycatchascoreoftheminasummer\'safternoon?Alive?Certainly!ButthisprettyboxisundoubtedlyofourfriendOwen\'smanufacture;andreallyitdoeshimcredit。“ Atthismomentthebutterflywaveditswingsanew,withamotionsoabsolutelylifelikethatAnniewasstartled,andevenawestricken;for,inspiteofherhusband\'sopinion,shecouldnotsatisfyherselfwhetheritwasindeedalivingcreatureorapieceofwondrousmechanism。 “Isitalive?“sherepeated,moreearnestlythanbefore。 “Judgeforyourself,“saidOwenWarland,whostoodgazinginherfacewithfixedattention。 Thebutterflynowflungitselfupontheair,flutteredroundAnnie\'shead,andsoaredintoadistantregionoftheparlor,stillmakingitselfperceptibletosightbythestarrygleaminwhichthemotionofitswingsenvelopedit。Theinfantonthefloorfolloweditscoursewithhissagaciouslittleeyes。Afterflyingabouttheroom,itreturnedinaspiralcurveandsettledagainonAnnie\'sfinger。 “Butisitalive?“exclaimedsheagain;andthefingeronwhichthegorgeousmysteryhadalightedwassotremulousthatthebutterflywasforcedtobalancehimselfwithhiswings。“Tellmeifitbealive,orwhetheryoucreatedit。“ “Whereforeaskwhocreatedit,soitbebeautiful?“repliedOwenWarland。“Alive?Yes,Annie;itmaywellbesaidtopossesslife,forithasabsorbedmyownbeingintoitself;andinthesecretofthatbutterfly,andinitsbeauty,——whichisnotmerelyoutward,butdeepasitswholesystem,——isrepresentedtheintellect,theimagination,thesensibility,thesoulofanArtistoftheBeautiful!Yes;Icreatedit。But“——andherehiscountenancesomewhatchanged——“thisbutterflyisnotnowtomewhatitwaswhenIbehelditafaroffinthedaydreamsofmyyouth。“ “Beitwhatitmay,itisaprettyplaything,“saidtheblacksmith,grinningwithchildlikedelight。“Iwonderwhetheritwouldcondescendtoalightonsuchagreatclumsyfingerasmine? Holdithither,Annie。“ Bytheartist\'sdirection,Annietouchedherfinger\'stiptothatofherhusband;and,afteramomentarydelay,thebutterflyflutteredfromonetotheother。Itpreludedasecondflightbyasimilar,yetnotpreciselythesame,wavingofwingsasinthefirstexperiment;then,ascendingfromtheblacksmith\'sstalwartfinger,itroseinagraduallyenlargingcurvetotheceiling,madeonewidesweeparoundtheroom,andreturnedwithanundulatingmovementtothepointwhenceithadstarted。 “Well,thatdoesbeatallnature!“criedRobertDanforth,bestowingtheheartiestpraisethathecouldfindexpressionfor; and,indeed,hadhepausedthere,amanoffinerwordsandnicerperceptioncouldnoteasilyhavesaidmore。“Thatgoesbeyondme,Iconfess。Butwhatthen?Thereismorerealuseinonedownrightblowofmysledgehammerthaninthewholefiveyears\'laborthatourfriendOwenhaswastedonthisbutterfly。“ Herethechildclappedhishandsandmadeagreatbabbleofindistinctutterance,apparentlydemandingthatthebutterflyshouldbegivenhimforaplaything。 OwenWarland,meanwhile,glancedsidelongatAnnie,todiscoverwhethershesympathizedinherhusband\'sestimateofthecomparativevalueofthebeautifulandthepractical。Therewas,amidallherkindnesstowardshimself,amidallthewonderandadmirationwithwhichshecontemplatedthemarvellousworkofhishandsandincarnationofhisidea,asecretscorn——toosecret,perhaps,forherownconsciousness,andperceptibleonlytosuchintuitivediscernmentasthatoftheartist。ButOwen,inthelatterstagesofhispursuit,hadrisenoutoftheregioninwhichsuchadiscoverymighthavebeentorture。Heknewthattheworld,andAnnieastherepresentativeoftheworld,whateverpraisemightbebestowed,couldneversaythefittingwordnorfeelthefittingsentimentwhichshouldbetheperfectrecompenseofanartistwho,symbolizingaloftymoralbyamaterialtrifle,——convertingwhatwasearthlytospiritualgold,——hadwonthebeautifulintohishandiwork。Notatthislatestmomentwashetolearnthattherewardofallhighperformancemustbesoughtwithinitself,orsoughtinvain。Therewas,however,aviewofthematterwhichAnnieandherhusband,andevenPeterHovenden,mightfullyhaveunderstood,andwhichwouldhavesatisfiedthemthatthetoilofyearshadherebeenworthilybestowed。OwenWarlandmighthavetoldthemthatthisbutterfly,thisplaything,thisbridalgiftofapoorwatchmakertoablacksmith\'swife,was,intruth,agemofartthatamonarchwouldhavepurchasedwithhonorsandabundantwealth,andhavetreasureditamongthejewelsofhiskingdomasthemostuniqueandwondrousofthemall。Buttheartistsmiledandkeptthesecrettohimself。 “Father,“saidAnnie,thinkingthatawordofpraisefromtheoldwatchmakermightgratifyhisformerapprentice,“docomeandadmirethisprettybutterfly。“ “Letussee,“saidPeterHovenden,risingfromhischair,withasneeruponhisfacethatalwaysmadepeopledoubt,ashehimselfdid,ineverythingbutamaterialexistence。“Hereismyfingerforittoalightupon。IshallunderstanditbetterwhenonceI havetouchedit。“ But,totheincreasedastonishmentofAnnie,whenthetipofherfather\'sfingerwaspressedagainstthatofherhusband,onwhichthebutterflystillrested,theinsectdroopeditswingsandseemedonthepointoffallingtothefloor。Eventhebrightspotsofgolduponitswingsandbody,unlesshereyesdeceivedher,grewdim,andtheglowingpurpletookaduskyhue,andthestarrylustrethatgleamedaroundtheblacksmith\'shandbecamefaintandvanished。 “Itisdying!itisdying!“criedAnnie,inalarm。 “Ithasbeendelicatelywrought,“saidtheartist,calmly。“AsI toldyou,ithasimbibedaspiritualessence——callitmagnetism,orwhatyouwill。Inanatmosphereofdoubtandmockeryitsexquisitesusceptibilitysufferstorture,asdoesthesoulofhimwhoinstilledhisownlifeintoit。Ithasalreadylostitsbeauty;inafewmomentsmoreitsmechanismwouldbeirreparablyinjured。“ “Takeawayyourhand,father!“entreatedAnnie,turningpale。 “Hereismychild;letitrestonhisinnocenthand。There,perhaps,itslifewillreviveanditscolorsgrowbrighterthanever。“ Herfather,withanacridsmile,withdrewhisfinger。Thebutterflythenappearedtorecoverthepowerofvoluntarymotion,whileitshuesassumedmuchoftheiroriginallustre,andthegleamofstarlight,whichwasitsmostetherealattribute,againformedahaloroundaboutit。Atfirst,whentransferredfromRobertDanforth\'shandtothesmallfingerofthechild,thisradiancegrewsopowerfulthatitpositivelythrewthelittlefellow\'sshadowbackagainstthewall。He,meanwhile,extendedhisplumphandashehadseenhisfatherandmotherdo,andwatchedthewavingoftheinsect\'swingswithinfantinedelight。 Nevertheless,therewasacertainoddexpressionofsagacitythatmadeOwenWarlandfeelasifherewereoldPeteHovenden,partially,andbutpartially,redeemedfromhishardscepticismintochildishfaith。 “Howwisethelittlemonkeylooks!“whisperedRobertDanforthtohiswife。 “Ineversawsuchalookonachild\'sface,“answeredAnnie,admiringherowninfant,andwithgoodreason,farmorethantheartisticbutterfly。“Thedarlingknowsmoreofthemysterythanwedo。“ Asifthebutterfly,liketheartist,wereconsciousofsomethingnotentirelycongenialinthechild\'snature,italternatelysparkledandgrewdim。Atlengthitarosefromthesmallhandoftheinfantwithanairymotionthatseemedtobearitupwardwithoutaneffort,asiftheetherealinstinctswithwhichitsmaster\'sspirithadendoweditimpelledthisfairvisioninvoluntarilytoahighersphere。Hadtherebeennoobstruction,itmighthavesoaredintotheskyandgrownimmortal。Butitslustregleamedupontheceiling;theexquisitetextureofitswingsbrushedagainstthatearthlymedium;andasparkleortwo,asofstardust,floateddownwardandlayglimmeringonthecarpet。Thenthebutterflycameflutteringdown,and,insteadofreturningtotheinfant,wasapparentlyattractedtowardstheartist\'shand。 “Notso!notso!“murmuredOwenWarland,asifhishandiworkcouldhaveunderstoodhim。“Thouhasgoneforthoutofthymaster\'sheart。Thereisnoreturnforthee。“ Withawaveringmovement,andemittingatremulousradiance,thebutterflystruggled,asitwere,towardstheinfant,andwasabouttoalightuponhisfinger;butwhileitstillhoveredintheair,thelittlechildofstrength,withhisgrandsire\'ssharpandshrewdexpressioninhisface,madeasnatchatthemarvellousinsectandcompresseditinhishand。Anniescreamed。 OldPeterHovendenburstintoacoldandscornfullaugh。Theblacksmith,bymainforce,unclosedtheinfant\'shand,andfoundwithinthepalmasmallheapofglitteringfragments,whencethemysteryofbeautyhadfledforever。AndasforOwenWarland,helookedplacidlyatwhatseemedtheruinofhislife\'slabor,andwhichwasyetnoruin。Hehadcaughtafarotherbutterflythanthis。Whentheartistrosehighenoughtoachievethebeautiful,thesymbolbywhichhemadeitperceptibletomortalsensesbecameoflittlevalueinhiseyeswhilehisspiritpossesseditselfintheenjoymentofthereality。 End