第23章

类别:其他 作者:Fyodor Dostoyevsky字数:14005更新时间:18/12/19 17:00:42
Allthiswassuspiciousandunsatisfactory。Verylikelytheporterhadreceivednewinstructionsduringtheintervaloftheprince’sabsence;hismannerwassodifferentnow。Hehadbeenobliging——nowhewasasobstinateandsilentasamule。However,theprincedecidedtocallagaininacoupleofhours,andafterthattowatchthehouse,incaseofneed。HishopewasthathemightyetfindNastasiaattheaddresswhichhehadjustreceived。Tothataddresshenowsetoffatfullspeed。 Butalas!attheGermanlady’shousetheydidnotevenappeartounderstandwhathewanted。Afterawhile,bymeansofcertainhints,hewasabletogatherthatNastasiamusthavehadaquarrelwithherfriendtwoorthreeweeksago,sincewhichdatethelatterhadneitherheardnorseenanythingofher。HewasgiventounderstandthatthesubjectofNastasia’spresentwhereaboutswasnotoftheslightestinteresttoher;andthatNastasiamightmarryalltheprincesintheworldforallshecared!SoMuishkintookhisleavehurriedly。ItstruckhimnowthatshemighthavegoneawaytoMoscowjustasshehaddonethelasttime,andthatRogojinhadperhapsgoneafterher,orevenWITHher。Ifonlyhecouldfindsometrace! However,hemusttakehisroomatthehotel;andhestartedoffinthatdirection。Havingengagedhisroom,hewasaskedbythewaiterwhetherhewouldtakedinner;replyingmechanicallyintheaffirmative,hesatdownandwaited;butitwasnotlongbeforeitstruckhimthatdiningwoulddelayhim。Enragedatthisidea,hestartedup,crossedthedarkpassage(whichfilledhimwithhorribleimpressionsandgloomyforebodings),andsetoutoncemoreforRogojin’s。Rogojinhadnotreturned,andnoonecametothedoor。Herangattheoldlady’sdooropposite,andwasinformedthatParfenSemionovitchwouldnotreturnforthreedays。Thecuriositywithwhichtheoldservantstaredathimagainimpressedtheprincedisagreeably。Hecouldnotfindtheporterthistimeatall。 Asbefore,hecrossedthestreetandwatchedthewindowsfromtheotherside,walkingupanddowninanguishofsoulforhalfanhourorsointhestiflingheat。Nothingstirred;theblindsweremotionless;indeed,theprincebegantothinkthattheapparitionofRogojin’sfacecouldhavebeennothingbutfancy。Soothedbythisthought,hedroveoffoncemoretohisfriendsattheIsmailofskybarracks。Hewasexpectedthere。ThemotherhadalreadybeentothreeorfourplacestolookforNastasia,buthadnotfoundatraceofanykind。 Theprincesaidnothing,butenteredtheroom,satdownsilently,andstaredatthem,oneaftertheother,withtheairofamanwhocannotunderstandwhatisbeingsaidtohim。Itwasstrange—— onemomentheseemedtobesoobservant,thenextsoabsent;hisbehaviourstruckallthefamilyasmostremarkable。Atlengthherosefromhisseat,andbeggedtobeshownNastasia’srooms。Theladiesreportedafterwardshowhehadexaminedeverythingintheapartments。Heobservedanopenbookonthetable,MadamBovary,andrequestedtheleaveoftheladyofthehousetotakeitwithhim。Hehadturneddowntheleafattheopenpage,andpocketeditbeforetheycouldexplainthatitwasalibrarybook。Hehadthenseatedhimselfbytheopenwindow,andseeingacard-table,heaskedwhoplayedcards。 HewasinformedthatNastasiausedtoplaywithRogojineveryevening,eitherat\"preference\"or\"littlefool,\"or\"whist\"; thatthishadbeentheirpracticesinceherlastreturnfromPavlofsk;thatshehadtakentothisamusementbecauseshedidnotliketoseeRogojinsittingsilentanddullforwholeeveningsatatime;thatthedayafterNastasiahadmadearemarktothiseffect,Rogojinhadwhippedapackofcardsoutofhispocket。Nastasiahadlaughed,butsoontheybeganplaying。Theprinceaskedwherewerethecards,butwastoldthatRogojinusedtobringanewpackeveryday,andalwayscarrieditawayinhispocket。 ThegoodladiesrecommendedtheprincetotryknockingatRogojin’soncemore——notatonce,butintheeveningMeanwhile,themotherwouldgotoPavlofsktoinquireatDanaAlexeyevna’swhetheranythinghadbeenheardofNastasiathere。Theprincewastocomebackatteno’clockandmeether,tohearhernewsandarrangeplansforthemorrow。 Inspiteofthekindly-meantconsolationsofhisnewfriends,theprincewalkedtohishotelininexpressibleanguishofspirit,throughthehot,dustystreets,aimlesslystaringatthefacesofthosewhopassedhim。Arrivedathisdestination,hedeterminedtorestawhileinhisroombeforebestartedforRogojin’soncemore。Hesatdown,restedhiselbowsonthetableandhisheadonhishands,andfelltothinking。 Heavenknowshowlonganduponwhatsubjectshethought。Hethoughtofmanythings——ofVeraLebedeff,andofherfather;ofHippolyte;ofRogojinhimself,firstatthefuneral,thenashehadmethiminthepark,then,suddenly,astheyhadmetinthisverypassage,outside,whenRogojinhadwatchedinthedarknessandawaitedhimwithupliftedknife。Theprincerememberedhisenemy’seyesastheyhadglaredathiminthedarkness。Heshuddered,asasuddenideastruckhim。 Thisideawas,thatifRogojinwereinPetersburg,thoughhemighthideforatime,yethewasquitesuretocometohim——theprince——beforelong,witheithergoodorevilintentions,butprobablywiththesameintentionasonthatotheroccasion。Atallevents,ifRogojinweretocomeatallhewouldbesuretoseektheprincehere——hehadnoothertownaddress——perhapsinthissamecorridor;hemightwellseekhimhereifheneededhim。Andperhapshedidneedhim。Thisideaseemedquitenaturaltotheprince,thoughhecouldnothaveexplainedwhyheshouldsosuddenlyhavebecomenecessarytoRogojin。Rogojinwouldnotcomeifallwerewellwithhim,thatwaspartofthethought;hewouldcomeifallwerenotwell;andcertainly,undoubtedly,allwouldnotbewellwithhim。Theprincecouldnotbearthisnewidea;hetookhishatandrushedouttowardsthestreet。Itwasalmostdarkinthepassage。 \"WhatifheweretocomeoutofthatcornerasIgobyand——andstopme?\"thoughttheprince,asheapproachedthefamiliarspot。 Butnoonecameout。 Hepassedunderthegatewayandintothestreet。Thecrowdsofpeoplewalkingabout——asisalwaysthecaseatsunsetinPetersburg,duringthesummer——surprisedhim,buthewalkedoninthedirectionofRogojin’shouse。 Aboutfiftyyardsfromthehotel,atthefirstcross-road,ashepassedthroughthecrowdoffoot-passengerssaunteringalong,someonetouchedhisshoulder,andsaidinawhisperintohisear: \"LefNicolaievitch,myfriend,comealongwithme。\"ItwasRogojin。 Theprinceimmediatelybegantotellhim,eagerlyandjoyfully,howhehadbutthemomentbeforeexpectedtoseehiminthedarkpassageofthehotel。 \"Iwasthere,\"saidRogojin,unexpectedly。\"Comealong。\"Theprincewassurprisedatthisanswer;buthisastonishmentincreasedacoupleofminutesafterwards,whenhebegantoconsiderit。Havingthoughtitover,heglancedatRogojininalarm。Thelatterwasstridingalongayardorsoahead,lookingstraightinfrontofhim,andmechanicallymakingwayforanyonehemet。 \"Whydidyounotaskformeatmyroomifyouwereinthehotel?\" askedtheprince,suddenly。 Rogojinstoppedandlookedathim;thenreflected,andrepliedasthoughhehadnotheardthequestion: \"Lookhere,LefNicolaievitch,yougostraightontothehouse;I shallwalkontheotherside。Seethatwekeeptogether。\" Sosaying,Rogojincrossedtheroad。 Arrivedontheoppositepavement,helookedbacktoseewhethertheprinceweremoving,wavedhishandinthedirectionoftheGorohovaya,andstrodeon,lookingacrosseverymomenttoseewhetherMuishkinunderstoodhisinstructions。TheprincesupposedthatRogojindesiredtolookoutforsomeonewhomhewasafraidtomiss;butifso,whyhadhenottoldHIMwhomtolookoutfor? Sothetwoproceededforhalfamileorso。Suddenlytheprincebegantotremblefromsomeunknowncause。Hecouldnotbearit,andsignalledtoRogojinacrosstheroad。 Thelattercameatonce。 \"IsNastasiaPhilipovnaatyourhouse?\" \"Yes。\" \"Andwasityoulookedoutofthewindowundertheblindthismorning?\" \"Yes。\" \"Thenwhydid——\" Buttheprincecouldnotfinishhisquestion;hedidnotknowwhattosay。Besidesthis,hisheartwasbeatingsothathefounditdifficulttospeakatall。Rogojinwassilentalsoandlookedathimasbefore,withanexpressionofdeepthoughtfulness。 \"Well,I’mgoing,\"hesaid,atlast,preparingtorecrosstheroad。\"Yougoalonghereasbefore;wewillkeeptodifferentsidesoftheroad;it’sbetterso,you’llsee。\" WhentheyreachedtheGorohovaya,andcamenearthehouse,theprince’slegsweretremblingsothathecouldhardlywalk。Itwasaboutteno’clock。Theoldlady’swindowswereopen,asbefore; Rogojin’swereallshut,andinthedarknessthewhiteblindsshowedwhiterthanever。Rogojinandtheprinceeachapproachedthehouseonhisrespectivesideoftheroad;Rogojin,whowasonthenearside,beckonedtheprinceacross。Hewentovertothedoorway。 \"EventheporterdoesnotknowthatIhavecomehomenow。Itoldhim,andtoldthematmymother’stoo,thatIwasofftoPavlofsk,\"saidRogojin,withacunningandalmostsatisfiedsmile。\"We’llgoinquietlyandnobodywillhearus。\" Hehadthekeyinhishand。Mountingthestaircaseheturnedandsignalledtotheprincetogomoresoftly;heopenedthedoorveryquietly,lettheprincein,followedhim,lockedthedoorbehindhim,andputthekeyinhispocket。 \"Comealong,\"hewhispered。 Hehadspokeninawhisperalltheway。Inspiteofhisapparentoutwardcomposure,hewasevidentlyinastateofgreatmentalagitation。Arrivedinalargesalon,nexttothestudy,hewenttothewindowandcautiouslybeckonedtheprinceuptohim。 \"WhenyourangthebellthismorningIthoughtitmustbeyou。I wenttothedoorontip-toeandheardyoutalkingtotheservantopposite。Ihadtoldherbeforethatifanyonecameandrang—— especiallyyou,andIgaveheryourname——shewasnottotellaboutme。ThenIthought,whatifhegoesandstandsoppositeandlooksup,orwaitsabouttowatchthehouse?SoIcametothisverywindow,lookedout,andthereyouwerestaringstraightatme。That’showitcameabout。\" \"WhereisNastasiaPhilipovna?\"askedtheprince,breathlessly。 \"She’shere,\"repliedRogojin,slowly,afteraslightpause。 \"Where?\" Rogojinraisedhiseyesandgazedintentlyattheprince。 \"Come,\"hesaid。 Hecontinuedtospeakinawhisper,verydeliberatelyasbefore,andlookedstrangelythoughtfulanddreamy。Evenwhilehetoldthestoryofhowhehadpeepedthroughtheblind,hegavetheimpressionofwishingtosaysomethingelse。Theyenteredthestudy。Inthisroomsomechangeshadtakenplacesincetheprincelastsawit。Itwasnowdividedintotwoequalpartsbyaheavygreensilkcurtainstretchedacrossit,separatingthealcovebeyond,wherestoodRogojin’sbed,fromtherestoftheroom。 Theheavycurtainwasdrawnnow,anditwasverydark。ThebrightPetersburgsummernightswerealreadybeginningtoclosein,andbutforthefullmoon,itwouldhavebeendifficulttodistinguishanythinginRogojin’sdismalroom,withthedrawnblinds。Theycouldjustseeoneanothersfaces,however,thoughnotindetail。Rogojin’sfacewaswhite,asusual。Hisglitteringeyeswatchedtheprincewithanintentstare。 \"Hadyounotbetterlightacandle?\"saidMuishkin。 \"No,Ineedn’t,\"repliedRogojin,andtakingtheotherbythehandhedrewhimdowntoachair。Hehimselftookachairoppositeanddrewitupsoclosethathealmostpressedagainsttheprince’sknees。Attheirsidewasalittleroundtable。 Sitdown,\"saidRogojin;\"let’srestabit。\"Therewassilenceforamoment。 \"Iknewyouwouldbeatthathotel,\"hecontinued,justasmensometimescommenceaseriousconversationbydiscussinganyoutsidesubjectbeforeleadinguptothemainpoint。\"AsI enteredthepassageitstruckmethatperhapsyouweresittingandwaitingforme,justasIwaswaitingforyou。HaveyoubeentotheoldladyatIsmailofskybarracks?\" \"Yes,\"saidtheprince,squeezingthewordoutwithdifficultyowingtothedreadfulbeatingofhisheart。 \"Ithoughtyouwould。’They’lltalkaboutit,’Ithought;soI determinedtogoandfetchyoutospendthenighthere——’Wewillbetogether,’Ithought,’forthisonenight——’\" \"Rogojin,WHEREisNastasiaPhilipovna?\"saidtheprince,suddenlyrisingfromhisseat。Hewasquakinginallhislimbs,andhiswordscameinascarcelyaudiblewhisper。Rogojinrosealso。 \"There,\"hewhispered,noddinghisheadtowardsthecurtain。 \"Asleep?\"whisperedtheprince。 Rogojinlookedintentlyathimagain,asbefore。 \"Let’sgoin——butyoumustn’t——well——let’sgoin。\" Heliftedthecurtain,paused——andturnedtotheprince。\"Goin,\" hesaid,motioninghimtopassbehindthecurtain。Muishkinwentin。 It’ssodark,\"hesaid。 \"Youcanseequiteenough,\"mutteredRogojin。 \"Icanjustseethere’sabed——\" \"Gonearer,\"suggestedRogojin,softly。 Theprincetookastepforward——thenanother——andpaused。Hestoodandstaredforaminuteortwo。 Neitherofthemenspokeawordwhileatthebedside。Theprince’sheartbeatsoloudthatitsknockingseemedtobedistinctlyaudibleinthedeathlysilence。 Butnowhiseyeshadbecomesofaraccustomedtothedarknessthathecoulddistinguishthewholeofthebed。Someonewasasleepuponit——inanabsolutelymotionlesssleep。Nottheslightestmovementwasperceptible,notthefaintestbreathingcouldbeheard。Thesleeperwascoveredwithawhitesheet;theoutlineofthelimbswashardlydistinguishable。Hecouldonlyjustmakeoutthatahumanbeinglayoutstretchedthere。 Allaround,onthebed,onachairbesideit,onthefloor,werescatteredthedifferentportionsofamagnificentwhitesilkdress,bitsoflace,ribbonsandflowers。Onasmalltableatthebedsideglitteredamassofdiamonds,tornoffandthrowndownanyhow。Fromunderaheapoflaceattheendofthebedpeepedasmallwhitefoot,whichlookedasthoughithadbeenchiselledoutofmarble;itwasterriblystill。 Theprincegazedandgazed,andfeltthatthemorehegazedthemoredeath-likebecamethesilence。Suddenlyaflyawokesomewhere,buzzedacrosstheroom,andsettledonthepillow。Theprinceshuddered。 \"Let’sgo,\"saidRogojin,touchinghisshoulder。Theyleftthealcoveandsatdowninthetwochairstheyhadoccupiedbefore,oppositetooneanother。Theprincetrembledmoreandmoreviolently,andnevertookhisquestioningeyesoffRogojin’sface。 \"Iseeyouareshuddering,LefNicolaievitch,\"saidthelatter,atlength,\"almostasyoudidonceinMoscow,beforeyourfit; don’tyouremember?Idon’tknowwhatIshalldowithyou——\" Theprincebentforwardtolisten,puttingallthestrainhecouldmusteruponhisunderstandinginordertotakeinwhatRogojinsaid,andcontinuingtogazeatthelatter’sface。 \"Wasityou?\"hemuttered,atlast,motioningwithhisheadtowardsthecurtain。 \"Yes,itwasI,\"whisperedRogojin,lookingdown。 Neitherspokeforfiveminutes。 \"Because,youknow,\"Rogojinrecommenced,asthoughcontinuingaformersentence,\"ifyouwereillnow,orhadafit,orscreamed,oranything,theymighthearitintheyard,oreveninthestreet,andguessthatsomeonewaspassingthenightinthehouse。Theywouldallcomeandknockandwanttocomein,becausetheyknowIamnotathome。Ididn’tlightacandleforthesamereason。WhenIamnothere——fortwoorthreedaysatatime,nowandthen——noonecomesintotidythehouseoranything;thosearemyorders。SothatIwantthemtonotknowwearespendingthenighthere——\" \"Wait,\"interruptedtheprince。\"IaskedboththeporterandthewomanwhetherNastasiaPhilipovnahadspentlastnightinthehouse;sotheyknew——\" \"Iknowyouasked。Itoldthemthatshehadcalledinfortenminutes,andthengonestraightbacktoPavlofsk。Nooneknowssheslepthere。LastnightwecameinjustascarefullyasyouandIdidtoday。IthoughtasIcamealongwithherthatshewouldnotliketocreepinsosecretly,butIwasquitewrong。 Shewhispered,andwalkedontip-toe;shecarriedherskirtoverherarm,sothatitshouldn’trustle,andsheheldupherfingeratmeonthestairs,sothatIshouldn’tmakeanoise——itwasyoushewasafraidof。Shewasmadwithterrorinthetrain,andshebeggedmetobringhertothishouse。IthoughtoftakinghertoherroomsattheIsmailofskybarracksfirst;butshewouldn’thearofit。Shesaid,’No——notthere;he’llfindmeoutatoncethere。Takemetoyourownhouse,whereyoucanhideme,andtomorrowwe’llsetoffforMoscow。’ThenceshewouldgotoOrel,shesaid。Whenshewenttobed,shewasstilltalkingaboutgoingtoOrel。\" \"Wait!Whatdoyouintendtodonow,Parfen?\" \"Well,I’mafraidofyou。Youshudderandtrembleso。We’llpassthenightheretogether。Therearenootherbedsbesidesthatone;butI’vethoughthowwe’llmanage。I’lltakethecushionsoffallthesofas,andlaythemdownonthefloor,upagainstthecurtainhere——foryouandme——sothatweshallbetogether。Foriftheycomeinandlookaboutnow,youknow,they’llfindher,andcarryheraway,andthey’llbeaskingmequestions,andIshallsayIdidit,andthenthey’lltakemeaway,too,don’tyousee? Soletherlieclosetous——closetoyouandme。 \"Yes,yes,\"agreedtheprince,warmly。 \"Sowewillnotsayanythingaboutit,orletthemtakeheraway?\" \"Notforanything!\"criedtheother;\"no,no,no!\" \"SoIhaddecided,myfriend;nottogiveheruptoanyone,\" continuedRogojin。\"We’llbeveryquiet。Ihaveonlybeenoutofthehouseonehourallday,alltherestofthetimeIhavebeenwithher。Idaresaytheairisverybadhere。Itissohot。Doyoufinditbad?\" \"Idon’tknow——perhaps——bymorningitwillbe。\" \"I’vecoveredherwithoil-cloth——bestAmericanoilcloth,andputthesheetoverthat,andfourjarsofdisinfectant,onaccountofthesmell——astheydidatMoscow——youremember?Andshe’slyingsostill;youshallsee,inthemorning,whenit’slight。What! can’tyougetup?\"askedRogojin,seeingtheotherwastremblingsothathecouldnotrisefromhisseat。 \"Mylegswon’tmove,\"saidtheprince;\"it’sfear,Iknow。Whenmyfearisover,I’llgetup——\" \"Waitabit——I’llmakethebed,andyoucanliedown。I’llliedown,too,andwe’lllistenandwatch,forIdon’tknowyetwhatIshalldo……Itellyoubeforehand,sothatyoumaybereadyincaseI——\" Mutteringthesedisconnectedwords,Rogojinbegantomakeupthebeds。Itwasclearthathehaddevisedthesebedslongbefore; lastnighthesleptonthesofa。Buttherewasnoroomfortwoonthesofa,andheseemedanxiousthatheandtheprinceshouldbeclosetooneanother;therefore,henowdraggedcushionsofallsizesandshapesfromthesofas,andmadeasortofbedofthemclosebythecurtain。Hethenapproachedtheprince,andgentlyhelpedhimtorise,andledhimtowardsthebed。Buttheprincecouldnowwalkbyhimself,sothathisfearmusthavepassed;forallthat,however,hecontinuedtoshudder。 \"It’shotweather,yousee,\"continuedRogojin,ashelaydownonthecushionsbesideMuishkin,\"and,naturally,therewillbeasmell。Idaren’topenthewindow。Mymotherhassomebeautifulflowersinpots;theyhaveadeliciousscent;Ithoughtoffetchingthemin,butthatoldservantwillfindout,she’sveryinquisitive。 \"Yes,sheisinquisitive,\"assentedtheprince。 \"Ithoughtofbuyingflowers,andputtingthemallroundher;butIwasafraiditwouldmakeussadtoseeherwithflowersroundher。\" \"Lookhere,\"saidtheprince;hewasbewildered,andhisbrainwandered。Heseemedtobecontinuallygropingforthequestionshewishedtoask,andthenlosingthem。\"Listen——tellme——howdidyou——withaknife?——Thatsameone?\" \"Yes,thatsameone。\" \"Waitaminute,Iwanttoaskyousomethingelse,Parfen;allsortsofthings;buttellmefirst,didyouintendtokillherbeforemywedding,atthechurchdoor,withyourknife?\" \"Idon’tknowwhetherIdidornot,\"saidRogojin,drily,seemingtobealittleastonishedatthequestion,andnotquitetakingitin。 \"DidyounevertakeyourknifetoPavlofskwithyou?\"\"No。Astotheknife,\"headded,\"thisisallIcantellyouaboutit。\"Hewassilentforamoment,andthensaid,\"Itookitoutofthelockeddrawerthismorningaboutthree,foritwasintheearlymorningallthis——happened。Ithasbeeninsidethebookeversince——and——and——thisiswhatissuchamarveltome,theknifeonlywentinacoupleofinchesatmost,justunderherleftbreast,andtherewasn’tmorethanhalfatablespoonfulofbloodaltogether,notmore。\" \"Yes——yes——yes——\"Theprincejumpedupinextraordinaryagitation。\"Iknow,Iknow,I’vereadofthatsortofthing——it’sinternalhaemorrhage,youknow。Sometimesthereisn’tadrop——iftheblowgoesstraighttotheheart——\" \"Wait——listen!\"criedRogojin,suddenly,startingup。\"Somebody’swalkingabout,doyouhear?Inthehall。\"Bothsatuptolisten。 \"Ihear,\"saidtheprinceinawhisper,hiseyesfixedonRogojin。 \"Footsteps?\" \"Yes。\" \"Shallweshutthedoor,andlockit,ornot?\" \"Yes,lockit。\" Theylockedthedoor,andbothlaydownagain。Therewasalongsilence。 \"Yes,by-the-by,\"whisperedtheprince,hurriedlyandexcitedlyasbefore,asthoughhehadjustseizedholdofanideaandwasafraidoflosingitagain。\"I——Iwantedthosecards!Theysayyouplayedcardswithher?\" \"Yes,Iplayedwithher,\"saidRogojin,afterashortsilence。 \"Wherearethecards?\" \"Heretheyare,\"saidRogojin,afterastilllongerpause。 Hepulledoutapackofcards,wrappedinabitofpaper,fromhispocket,andhandedthemtotheprince。Thelattertookthem,withasortofperplexity。Anew,sad,helplessfeelingweighedonhisheart;hehadsuddenlyrealizedthatnotonlyatthismoment,butforalongwhile,hehadnotbeensayingwhathewantedtosay,hadnotbeenactingashewantedtoact;andthatthesecardswhichheheldinhishand,andwhichhehadbeensodelightedtohaveatfirst,werenowofnouse——nouse……Herose,andwrunghishands。Rogojinlaymotionless,andseemedneithertohearnorseehismovements;buthiseyesblazedinthedarkness,andwerefixedinawildstare。 Theprincesatdownonachair,andwatchedhiminalarm。Halfanhourwentby。 SuddenlyRogojinburstintoaloudabruptlaugh,asthoughhehadquiteforgottenthattheymustspeakinwhispers。 \"Thatofficer,eh!——thatyoungofficer——don’tyourememberthatfellowattheband?Eh?Ha,ha,ha!Didn’tshewhiphimsmartly,eh?\" Theprincejumpedupfromhisseatinrenewedterror。WhenRogojinquieteddown(whichhedidatonce)theprincebentoverhim,satdownbesidehim,andwithpainfullybeatingheartandstillmorepainfulbreath,watchedhisfaceintently。Rogojinneverturnedhishead,andseemedtohaveforgottenallabouthim。Theprincewatchedandwaited。Timewenton——itbegantogrowlight。 Rogojinbegantowander——mutteringdisconnectedly;thenhetooktoshoutingandlaughing。Theprincestretchedoutatremblinghandandgentlystrokedhishairandhischeeks——hecoulddonothingmore。Hislegstrembledagainandheseemedtohavelosttheuseofthem。Anewsensationcameoverhim,fillinghisheartandsoulwithinfiniteanguish。 Meanwhilethedaylightgrewfullandstrong;andatlasttheprincelaydown,asthoughovercomebydespair,andlaidhisfaceagainstthewhite,motionlessfaceofRogojin。HistearsflowedontoRogojin’scheek,thoughhewasperhapsnotawareofthemhimself。 Atalleventswhen,aftermanyhours,thedoorwasopenedandpeoplethrongedin,theyfoundthemurdererunconsciousandinaragingfever。Theprincewassittingbyhim,motionless,andeachtimethatthesickmangavealaugh,orashout,hehastenedtopasshisowntremblinghandoverhiscompanion’shairandcheeks,asthoughtryingtosootheandquiethim。ButalasIheunderstoodnothingofwhatwassaidtohim,andrecognizednoneofthosewhosurroundedhim。 IfSchneiderhimselfhadarrivedthenandseenhisformerpupilandpatient,rememberingtheprince’sconditionduringthefirstyearinSwitzerland,hewouldhaveflunguphishands,despairingly,andcried,ashedidthen: \"Anidiot!\" XII。 WHENthewidowhurriedawaytoPavlofsk,shewentstraighttoDariaAlexeyevna’shouse,andtellingallsheknew,threwherintoastateofgreatalarm。BothladiesdecidedtocommunicateatoncewithLebedeff,who,asthefriendandlandlordoftheprince,wasalsomuchagitated。VeraLebedefftoldallsheknew,andbyLebedeff’sadviceitwasdecidedthatallthreeshouldgotoPetersburgasquicklyaspossible,inordertoavert\"whatmightsoeasilyhappen。\" Thisishowitcameaboutthatateleveno’clocknextmorningRogojin’sflatwasopenedbythepoliceinthepresenceofLebedeff,thetwoladies,andRogojin’sownbrother,wholivedinthewing。 TheevidenceoftheporterwentfurtherthananythingelsetowardsthesuccessofLebedeffingainingtheassistanceofthepolice。HedeclaredthathehadseenRogojinreturntothehouselastnight,accompaniedbyafriend,andthatbothhadgoneupstairsverysecretlyandcautiously。Afterthistherewasnohesitationaboutbreakingopenthedoor,sinceitcouldnotbegotopeninanyotherway。 Rogojinsufferedfrombrainfeverfortwomonths。Whenherecoveredfromtheattackhewasatoncebroughtupontrialformurder。 Hegavefull,satisfactory,anddirectevidenceoneverypoint; andtheprince’snamewas,thankstothis,notbroughtintotheproceedings。Rogojinwasveryquietduringtheprogressofthetrial。Hedidnotcontradicthiscleverandeloquentcounsel,whoarguedthatthebrainfever,orinflammationofthebrain,wasthecauseofthecrime;clearlyprovingthatthismaladyhadexistedlongbeforethemurderwasperpetrated,andhadbeenbroughtonbythesufferingsoftheaccused。 ButRogojinaddednowordsofhisowninconfirmationofthisview,andasbefore,herecountedwithmarvellousexactnessthedetailsofhiscrime。Hewasconvicted,butwithextenuatingcircumstances,andcondemnedtohardlabourinSiberiaforfifteenyears。Heheardhissentencegrimly,silently,andthoughtfully。Hiscolossalfortune,withtheexceptionofthecomparativelysmallportionwastedinthefirstwantonperiodofhisinheritance,wenttohisbrother,tothegreatsatisfactionofthelatter。 Theoldlady,Rogojin’smother,isstillalive,andremembersherfavouritesonParfensometimes,butnotclearly。Godsparedhertheknowledgeofthisdreadfulcalamitywhichhadovertakenherhouse。 Lebedeff,Keller,Gania,Ptitsin,andmanyotherfriendsofourscontinuetoliveasbefore。Thereisscarcelyanychangeinthem,sothatthereisnoneedtotelloftheirsubsequentdoings。 Hippolytediedingreatagitation,andrathersoonerthanheexpected,aboutafortnightafterNastasiaPhiipovna’sdeath。 Coliawasmuchaffectedbytheseevents,anddrewnearertohismotherinheartandsympathy。NinaAlexandrovnaisanxious,becauseheis\"thoughtfulbeyondhisyears,\"buthewill,wethink,makeausefulandactiveman。 Theprince’sfurtherfatewasmoreorlessdecidedbyColia,whoselected,outofallthepersonshehadmetduringthelastsixorsevenmonths,EvgeniePavlovitch,asfriendandconfidant。Tohimhemadeoverallthatheknewastotheeventsaboverecorded,andastothepresentconditionoftheprince。Hewasnotfarwronginhischoice。EvgeniePavlovitchtookthedeepestinterestinthefateoftheunfortunate\"idiot,\"and,thankstohisinfluence,theprincefoundhimselfoncemorewithDr。 Schneider,inSwitzerland。 EvgeniePavlovitch,whowentabroadatthistime,intendingtolivealongwhileonthecontinent,being,asheoftensaid,quitesuperfluousinRussia,visitshissickfriendatSchneider’severyfewmonths。 ButDr。Schneiderfrownsevermoreandmoreandshakeshishead; hehintsthatthebrainisfatallyinjured;hedoesnotasyetdeclarethathispatientisincurable,butheallowshimselftoexpressthegravestfears。 Evgenietakesthismuchtoheart,andhehasaheart,asisprovedbythefactthathereceivesandevenanswerslettersfromColia。Butbesidesthis,anothertraitinhischaracterhasbecomeapparent,andasitisagoodtraitwewillmakehastetorevealit。AftereachvisittoSchneider’sestablishment,EvgeniePavlovitchwritesanotherletter,besidesthattoColia,givingthemostminuteparticularsconcerningtheinvalid’scondition。 Intheselettersistobedetected,andineachonemorethanthelast,agrowingfeelingoffriendshipandsympathy。 TheindividualwhocorrespondsthuswithEvgeniePavlovitch,andwhoengagessomuchofhisattentionandrespect,isVeraLebedeff。Wehaveneverbeenabletodiscoverclearlyhowsuchrelationssprangup。Ofcoursetherootofthemwasintheeventswhichwehavealreadyrecorded,andwhichsofilledVerawithgriefontheprince’saccountthatshefellseriouslyill。Butexactlyhowtheacquaintanceandfriendshipcameabout,wecannotsay。 WehavespokenoftheseletterschieflybecauseinthemisoftentobefoundsomenewsoftheEpanchinfamily,andofAglayainparticular。EvgeniePavlovitchwroteofherfromParis,thatafterashortandsuddenattachmenttoacertainPolishcount,anexile,shehadsuddenlymarriedhim,quiteagainstthewishesofherparents,thoughtheyhadeventuallygiventheirconsentthroughfearofaterriblescandal。Then,afterasixmonths’ silence,EvgeniePavlovitchinformedhiscorrespondent,inalongletter,fullofdetail,thatwhilepayinghislastvisittoDr。 Schneider’sestablishment,hehadtherecomeacrossthewholeEpanchinfamily(exceptingthegeneral,whohadremainedinSt。 Petersburg)andPrinceS。Themeetingwasastrangeone。TheyallreceivedEvgeniePavlovitchwitheffusivedelight;AdelaidaandAlexandraweredeeplygratefultohimforhis\"angelickindnesstotheunhappyprince。\" LizabethaProkofievna,whenshesawpoorMuishkin,inhisenfeebledandhumiliatedcondition,hadweptbitterly。Apparentlyallwasforgivenhim。 PrinceS。hadmadeafewjustandsensibleremarks。ItseemedtoEvgeniePavlovitchthattherewasnotyetperfectharmonybetweenAdelaidaandherfiance,buthethoughtthatintimetheimpulsiveyounggirlwouldletherselfbeguidedbyhisreasonandexperience。Besides,therecenteventsthathadbefallenherfamilyhadgivenAdelaidamuchtothinkabout,especiallythesadexperiencesofheryoungersister。Withinsixmonths,everythingthatthefamilyhaddreadedfromthemarriagewiththePolishcounthadcometopass。Heturnedouttobeneithercountnorexile——atleast,inthepoliticalsenseoftheword——buthadhadtoleavehisnativelandowingtosomeratherdubiousaffairofthepast。Itwashisnoblepatriotism,ofwhichhemadeagreatdisplay,thathadrenderedhimsointerestinginAglaya’seyes。 Shewassofascinatedthat,evenbeforemarryinghim,shejoinedacommitteethathadbeenorganizedabroadtoworkfortherestorationofPoland;andfurther,shevisitedtheconfessionalofacelebratedJesuitpriest,whomadeanabsolutefanaticofher。Thesupposedfortuneofthecounthaddwindledtoamerenothing,althoughhehadgivenalmostirrefutableevidenceofitsexistencetoLizabethaProkofievnaandPrinceS。 Besidesthis,beforetheyhadbeenmarriedhalfayear,thecountandhisfriendthepriestmanagedtobringaboutaquarrelbetweenAglayaandherfamily,sothatitwasnowseveralmonthssincetheyhadseenher。Inaword,therewasagreatdealtosay;butMrs。Epanchin,andherdaughters,andevenPrinceS。,werestillsomuchdistressedbyAglaya’slatestinfatuationsandadventures,thattheydidhotcaretotalkofthem,thoughtheymusthaveknownthatEvgenieknewmuchofthestoryalready。 PoorLizabethaProkofievnawasmostanxioustogethome,and,accordingtoEvgenie’saccount,shecriticizedeverythingforeignwithmuchhostility。 \"Theycan’tbakebreadanywhere,decently;andtheyallfreezeintheirhouses,duringwinter,likealotofmiceinacellar。Atallevents,I’vehadagoodRussiancryoverthispoorfellow,\" sheadded,pointingtotheprince,whohadnotrecognizedherintheslightestdegree。\"Soenoughofthisnonsense;it’stimewefacedthetruth。Allthiscontinentallife,allthisEuropeofyours,andallthetrashabout’goingabroad’issimplyfoolery,anditismerefooleryonourparttocome。RememberwhatIsay,myfriend;you’lllivetoagreewithmeyourself。\" Sospokethegoodlady,almostangrily,asshetookleaveofEvgeniePavlovitch。 End