第5章

类别:其他 作者:Rougemont, Louis de字数:36556更新时间:18/12/19 16:20:48
Mywoundwasnotatallserious,and,thankstoYamba”scare,itquicklyhealed,andIwasabletogetaboutoncemore。 ButIoughttotellyouthatwhenwereturnedIcouldnotbeartogointoourhut,whereeverylittlebunchofwitheredflowers,everygarmentofskin,andeveryimplement,proclaimedaloudthestunninglossIhadsustained。No,Iwentbackdirecttothecampofthenatives,andremainedamongthemuntilthemomentcameformydeparture。Ithinkitwasinthesoft,stillnightsthatIfeltitmost。IwepttillIwasasweakasababy。OhthetormentsofremorseIendured——thefierceresentmentagainstanall-wiseProvidence!“Alone!alone!alone!“Iwouldshriekinanagonyofwretchedness;“Gone!gone!gone!Oh,comebacktome,comebacktome,Icannotliveherenow。” AndIsoonrealisedthatitwasimpossibleformetoremainthereanylonger。Therewasmuchweepingandlamentationamongthenativewomen,butIguesseditwasnotsomuchonaccountofthepoorgirls,asoutofsympathyforthelossthegreatwhitechiefhadsustained。IthinkYambawentamongthem,andpointedoutthemagnitudeofthedisaster;otherwisetheywouldhavefailedtograspit。Whatwasthelossofawomanortwotothem?Ifelt,I say,thatIcouldnotsettledowninmyhutagain,andIwasconsumedwithanintenselongingtogoawayintothewildernessandtherehidemygrief。Inmakinganattempttoreachcivilisation,I thoughtthistimeofgoingduesouth,sothatperhapsImightultimatelyreachSydney,orMelbourne,orAdelaide。Iarguedthuscasuallytomyself,littledreamingofthevastdistances——mountainrangesandwaterlessdeserts——thatseparatedmefromthesegreatcities。ForallIknew,Imighthavecomeupontheminafewweeks!AllIwascertainofwasthattheylaysomewheretothesouth。Timewasnoobjecttome,andImightaswellbewalkinginthedirectionofcivilisationasremaininginidlemiseryinmybayhome,broodingoverthedisasterthathadcloudedmylifeandmadeitinfinitelymoreintolerablethanitwasbeforethegirlscame。 Yambainstantlyagreedtoaccompanyme,andafewweeksafterthelossofthegirlswestartedoutoncemoreonourwanderings,accompaniedbymyeverfaithfuldog。 Brunoalsomissedhisyoungmistresses。Hewouldmoanandcrypitifully,andrunaimlesslyupanddownthebeachlookingouttosea。Ah!hadIonlytakenBrunoonthatfatalday,hewouldnothaveletmydearonesdrown! AsIhavesaid,Iremainedonlyafewweeksinmybayhome,andthendeparted。Theblacks,too,leftthespot,fortheyneverstaywheretheshadowofdeathlies,fearingtheunpleasantattentionsofthespiritsofthedeceased。Thepartingbetweenmeandmypeoplewasamostaffectingone,thewomenfairlyhowlinginlamentations,whichcouldbeheardagreatdistanceaway。Theyhadshownsuchgenuinesympathywithmeinmymisfortunethatourfriendshiphadverymateriallyincreased;butinspiteofthisgoodfeeling,IknewIcouldneverbehappyamongthemagain。 Sowestartedoffintotheunknown,withnomoreprovisionorequipmentthanifweweregoingforastrollofamileorso。 Yambacarriedheryam-stickandbasket,andIhadmyusualweapons—— tomahawkandstilettoinmybelt,andbowandarrowsinmyhand。 Ineverdreamedwhenwestartedthattostrikeduesouthwouldtakeusintotheunexploredheartofthecontinent。Dayafterday,however,wewalkedsteadilyonourcourse,steeringinaverycuriousmanner。Wewereguidedbytheant-hills,whicharealwaysbuiltfacingtheeast,whilstthetopinclinestowardsthenorth; andweknewthatthescratchesmadeontreesbytheopossumswereinvariablyonthenorthside。 Weoftensteeredbythehabitsofinsects,wasps”nests,andothercuriousauguries,fixingourpositionatnightbythestarsandinthedaytimebyourownshadows。YambaalwayswentinfrontandI followed。Thebushteemedwithfruitsandroots。AfterleavingourowncampintheCambridgeGulfregionwestruckafineelevatedland,excellentlywellwatered;andlateronwefollowedtheVictoriaRiverinasouth-easterlydirectionthroughpartoftheNorthernTerritoriesofSouthAustralia。Weatlengthstruckapeculiarcountrycoveredwithcoarsegrasstenfeetortwelvefeethigh——notunlikethesugar-canewhichIafterwardssaw,butmuchmoredense。 Itwas,ofcourse,impossibleforustopursueourcourseduesouth,owingtotheforestsandrangeswhichweencountered;wehad,asamatteroffact,tofollownativeandkangarootrackswherevertheytookus——east,west,andevennorthoccasionally,generallytowater-holes。Theprogressofthenativesissimplyfromonewatersupplytoanother。Butasfaraspossiblewepursuedourwaysouth。YouwillunderstandthatthiskindoftravellingwasverydifferentfromthatwhichweexperiencedontheVictoriaRiver——which,bytheway,traversedaveryfinecountry。 Asweascendeditwepassedmanyisolatedhillsofperhapsafewhundredfeet,andnowheredidIseeanyscruborspinifex。 AfterleavingtheVictoriawecameuponamoreelevatedplateaucoveredwithratherfinebutshortgrass;thetreeswerescarcerhere,butfinerandbigger。Therewasplentyofwaterinthenativewellsandinthehollows,althoughwefrequentlyhadtoremoveafewstonestogetatit。Therewereplentyofkangaroosandemusabout,aswellasturkeys;theselatterprovideduswithanunwonteddish,tosaynothingoftheirdeliciouseggs。 Anotherreasonforourcomingroundoutofourcoursewhenwecametoforestswasbecausebutlittlefoodwasfoundinthem。 Kangaroosandotheranimalswereseldomorneverfoundthere:theyaboundedusuallyinthemorescrubbycountry。Ourprogresswasveryleisurely,and,aswemettribeaftertribe,weingratiatedourselveswiththemandcampedattheirwells。Occasionallywecameuponcuriousriversandlagoonsthatranintotheearthanddisappearedinthemostmysteriousway,onlytoreappearsomedistancefartheron。Ofcourse,Imaybemistakeninthis,butsuchatanyratewasmyimpression。 Onedayasweweremarchingsteadilyalong,Yambastartledmebycallingoutexcitedly,“Upatree,——quick!Upatree!“Andsosayingshescamperedupthenearesttreeherself。Now,bythistimeIhadbecomesoaccustomedtoactinguponheradviceunquestioningly,thatwithoutwaitingtohearanymoreImadeadashforthenearestlikelytreeandclimbedintoitasfastasI could。Hadshecalledouttome,“Leapintotheriver,“Ishouldhavedonesowithoutaskingaquestion。WhenIwassafelyinthebranches,however,Icalledouttoher(hertreewasonlyafewyardsaway),“Whatisthematter?“Shedidnotreply,butpointedtoavaststretchofundulatingcountryoverwhichwehadjustcome;itwasfairlywellwooded。Itlingersinmymindasaregioninwhichonewasabletoseeafairlylongwayineverydirection—— averyunusualfeatureinthelandof“NeverNever“! Ilooked,butatfirstcouldseenothing。Presently,however,itseemedtomethatthewholecountryinthefardistancewascoveredwithablackmantle,WHICHAPPEAREDTOBEMADEUPOFLIVING CREATURES。 Steadilyandrapidlythisgreatmysteriouswavesweptalongtowardsus;andseeingthatIwasbothpuzzledandalarmed,YambagavemetounderstandthatWESHOULDPRESENTLYBESURROUNDEDBYMYRIADSOF RATS,stretchingawayineverydirectionlikealivingsea。ThephenomenonwasevidentlyknowntoYamba,andshewentontoexplainthatthesecreaturesweremigratingfromthelowlandstothemountains,knowingbyinstinctthattheseasonofthegreatfloodswasathand。Thatweirdandextraordinarysightwillliveinmymemoryforever。Iquestionwhetheraspectaclesofantasticandawe-inspiringwaseverdealtwith,eveninthepagesofquasi- scientificfiction。Itwasimpossibleformetoobserveinwhatordertheratswereadvancing,onaccountofthegreatstretchofcountrywhichtheycovered。Soon,however,theirshrillsquealsweredistinctlyheard,andafewminuteslatertheedgeofthatstrangetidestruckourtreeandsweptpastuswithaforceimpossibletorealise。Nolivingthingwasspared。Snakes,lizards——ay,eventhebiggestkangaroos——succumbedafteranineffectualstruggle。Theratsactuallyatethoseoftheirfellowswhoseemedtohesitateorstumble。Thecuriousthingwasthatthegreatarmyneverseemedtostandstill。Itappearedtomethateachratsimplytookabiteatwhateverpreycamehisway,andthenpassedonwiththerest。 Iamunabletosayhowlongtheratswereinpassing——itmighthavebeenanhour。Yambatoldmethattherewouldhavebeennohelpforushadwebeenovertakenonfootbythesemigratoryrodents。ItismyopinionthatnocreatureinNature,fromtheelephantdownwards,couldhavelivedinthatseaofrats。Icouldnotseethegroundbetweenthem,socloselyweretheypacked。Theonlycreaturesthatescapedthemwerebirds。Theincessantsquealingandthepatteroftheirlittlefeetmadeanextraordinarysound,comparableonlytothesighingofthewindorthebeatofagreatrain-storm。Ioughttomention,though,thatIwasunableaccuratelytodeterminethesoundmadebytheadvancingratsowingtomypartialdeafness,whichyouwillrememberwascausedbythegreatwavewhichdashedmeontothedeckoftheVeielland,justbeforelandingonthesand-spitintheSeaofTimor。Ioftenfoundthisdeafnessaveryseriousdrawback,especiallywhenhunting。Iwassometimesatalosstohearthe“coo-ee“orcallofmynatives。Fortunatemen! THEYdidnotevenunderstandwhatdeafnessmeant。Lunacyalsowasunknownamongthem,andsuchathingassuicidenonativecanpossiblygrasporunderstand。InallmywanderingsIonlymetoneidiotordementedperson。Hehadbeenstruckbyafallingtree,andwasworshippedasademi-god! Whentheratshadpassedby,wewatchedthementeralargecreekandswimacross,afterwhichtheydisappearedinthedirectionofsomerangeswhichwerenotveryfaraway。Theyneverseemedtobreaktheirranks;evenwhenswimming,onebeheldthesamelevelbrownishmassonthesurfaceofthewater。Yambatoldmethatthismigrationofratswasnotatalluncommon,butthatthecreaturesrarelymovedaboutinsuchvastarmiesastheonethathadjustpassed。 Ialsolearnedthatisolatedpartiesofmigratingratswereresponsibleforthehorribledeathsofmanynativechildren,whohad,perhaps,beenleftbehindincampbytheirparents,whohadgoneinsearchofwater。 Uptothistimewehadalwaysfoundfoodplentiful。Onoursouthwardjourneyaparticularlypleasantandconvenientarticleofdietturnedup(orfelldown)intheformoftheMARU,asitiscalled,whichcollectsontheleavesoftreesduringthenight。 Bothinitsappearanceandmannerofcoming,thiscurioussubstancemaybelikenedtothemannathatfellinthewildernessforthebenefitoftheIsraelites。Thismaruisawhitishsubstance,notunlikerawcottoninappearance。Thenativesmakebreadofit;itisrathertasteless,butisverynutritious,andonlyobtainedatcertaintimes——forexample,itneverfallsatthetimeoffullmoon,andispeculiartocertaindistricts。 Duringthisgreatsouthwardjourneymanystrangethingshappened,andwesawahostofcurioussights。IonlywishIcouldtrustmymemorytoplacetheseintheirproperchronologicalorder。 Wehadseveralvisitationsoflocusts;andononeoccasion,somemonthsafterleavinghome,theysettleduponthecountryaroundussothicklyasactuallytomakealivingbridgeacrossalargecreek。OnseveraloccasionsIhavehadtodigthroughalivingcrustoftheseinsects,sixoreightinchesthick,inordertoreachwateratawater-hole。Theselocustsareofayellowish- browncolour(manyaregrey),andtheyrangeinlengthfromtwotofourinches。 Astheyriseintheairtheymakeastrangecracking,snappingsound;andtheywereoftenpresentinsuchmyriadsasactuallytohidethefaceofthesun。Ifoundthemexcellenteatingwhengrilledonred-hotstones。 Yamba,ofcourse,didallthecooking,makingafirewithherever- readyfire-stick,whichnonativewomaniseverwithout;andwhileshelookedafterthesupplyofrootsandopossummeat,Igenerallyprovidedthesnakes,emus,andkangaroos。OurshelteratnightconsistedmerelyofasmallGUNYAHmadeofboughs,andweleftthefireburninginfrontofthiswhenweturnedin。 Whenwehadbeenfullythreemonthsout,averyextraordinarythinghappened,whichtomanypeoplewouldbeincrediblewereitnotrecognisedasawell-knownAustralianphenomenon。Wehadreachedaverydryandopengrasscountry,wheretherewasnotatreetobeseenformilesandmiles。Suddenly,asYambaandIweresquattingonthegroundenjoyingameal,wesawastrangeblackcloudloomingonthehorizon,andhaileditsadventwiththeverygreatestdelight,inasmuchasitpresagedrain——whichisalwayssovitallyimportantavisitationinthe“NeverNever。”Wewaitedinanticipationuntilthecloudwasrightoverourheads。Thenthedelugecommenced,andtomyunboundedamazementIfoundthatwiththerainLIVEFISHASBIGASWHITEBAITWEREFALLINGFROMTHE CLOUDS!Whenthiswonderfulrain-stormhadpassed,largepoolsofwaterwereleftonthesurfaceoftheground,andmostofthesewerefairlyalivewithfish。Thissurface-water,however,evaporatedinthecourseofafewdays,andthen,astheblazingsunbeatdownuponthefish-coveredcountry,wefoundtheregiongrowingquiteintolerableonaccountoftheawfulstench。 Talkingofstorms,IhaveseenitstatedthattheAustraliannativesareinastateofhighgleewhenevertheyhearthunder。 Thisisperfectlytrue,butIhaveneverseenanyexplanationofthisjoy。Itissimpleenough。Thenativesknowthatthunderpresagesrain,whichisalwaysablessingofgreatpriceinthatthirstycountry。 IthinkthiswasthefirsttimeIhadactuallySEENitrainfish。 ButIhadoftenbeensurprised,tofindwater-holes,andeventhepoolsingrassyplains,literallyalivewithfishafewdaysafterastorm。Andtheygrewwithastoundingrapidity,providedthewaterdidnotevaporate。ThiswasinthevicinityofmyCambridgeGulfhome。 Weremainedintheneighbourhoodforsometime,livingonamostwelcomefishdiet。Veryfrequentlyinourwanderingswewereprovidedwithanotherdaintyintheshapeofaworm,which,whenbroiledovercharcoal,hadtheflavourofawalnut。 Thesewormswefoundinthegrasstrees,whichgrowtoaheightoftentotwentyfeet,andhavebaretrunkssurmountedbywhatlooksatadistancelikeabigbunchofdroopingbulrushes。Thewormswereofawhitishcolour,andwerealwaysfoundintheinteriorofawell-maturedordecayingstem;sothatallwehadtodowastopushthetreeoverwithourfeetandhelpourselves。 Inthecourseofourwanderingsweusuallywentfromtribetotribe,stayingalittletimewithsome,andwithothersmerelyexchanginggreetings。Withsometribeswewouldperhapstravelalittlewaysouth,andonlypartwiththemwhentheywereabouttostrikenorthwards;andastheircoursewassimplyfromwater-holetowater-hole,asIhavetoldyou,itwasalwaysprettyerratic。 CHAPTERXIII Myusualintroduction——Aseriousentertainment——Thepowerofthebow——Repulsiveblacks——Mysteriousspears——Waterlesswastes——A battlewithsnakes——Moreprestige——Rubiesthrownaway——Quarryingextraordinary。 Occasionallyoneofthetribeswoulddisplayhostilitytowardsusatfirstsight,butIgenerallymanagedtoingratiatemyselfintotheirgoodgracesbytheexerciseofalittlediplomacy——andacrobatics。Curiouslyenough,manyofthesetribesdidnotdisplaymuchsurpriseatseeingawhiteman,apparentlyreservingalltheiramazementforBruno”sbarkandthewhiteman”swonderfulperformances。 Imayhereremarkthat,intheeventofourcomingacrossahostiletribewhofoughtshyofmyfriendlyadvances,Iwould,withoutceremony,introducemyselfbydashingintotheirmidstandturningafewsomersaultsorCatherine-wheelssuchastheLondonGAMINS displayforthebenefitofeasily-pleasedexcursionists。Thisqueerentertainmentusuallycreatedroarsoflaughter,andseteveryoneathisease。 Irememberoncebeingsurprisedbythesuddenappearanceoverthecrestofahillockofabouttwentyblacks,allwellarmedandpresentingratheraformidableappearance。ThemomenttheycaughtsightofYambaandmyselftheyhalted,whereuponIadvancedandcalledouttothemthatIwasafriend,atthesametimeholdingoutmypassportstick。Bytheway,theefficacyofthistalismanvariedaccordingtothetribes。Yambacouldmakeneitherheadnortailofthesepeople;theyjabberedinalanguagequiteunintelligibletoeitherofus。Ithenrevertedtotheinevitablesignlanguage,givingthemtounderstandthatIwishedtosleepwiththemanightortwo;buttheystillcontinuedtobrandishtheirspearsominously。Yambapresentlywhisperedinmyearthatwehadbetternottroublethemanyfurther,astheywereevidentlyinclinedtobepugnacious。Thiswasaveryexceptionalrencontre,becauseIusuallyinducedthenativestositdownandparleywithme,andthenIwouldproducemymysteriousstick。Intheeventofthisprovingoflittleaccount,bothIandBrunowouldwithoutamoment”shesitationplungeintoourperformance。Italwaysbeganwithafewsomersaults。Brunoneedednolookingafter。Heknewhisbusiness,andwentthroughhisownrepertoirewithgreatenergyandexcitement。Theaccompanyingbarkswereprobablyinvoluntary,buttheywereagreathelpinastonishingandimpressingthenatives。 EveninthisinstanceIwasunwillingtoretiredefeated;sosuddenlypullingoutoneofmylittlereedwhistlescapableofproducingtwonotes,Icommencedaviolentjigtomyown“music。” Theeffectonthescowlingandferocious-lookingblackswasquitemagical。Theyimmediatelythrewdowntheirspearsandlaugheduproariouslyatmyvigorousantics。IdancedtillIwasquitetired,butmanagedtowinduptheentertainmentwithafewsomersaults,whichimpressedthemvastly。 Ihadconquered。WhenIhadfinishedtheyadvancedandgreetedmemostheartily,andfromthatmomentwewerefriends。Ihadcompletelydoneawaywiththeirenmitybymysimpleeffortstoamusethem。Forthemostpart,thiswasmyinvariableexperience。 Thenativesweretheeasiestpeopleintheworldtointerestandamuse,andwhenonceIhadsucceededinwinningtheminthisway,theywereourwarmestfriends。Thisbandofwarriorstookusbacktotheircamping-ground,somemilesaway,andactuallygaveagreatfeastinmyhonourthatevening,chantingthewonderfulthingstheyhadseenuntilfarintothenight。TheplacewhereImettheseblackswasabroken,stony,andhillycountry,which,however,aboundedinrootsandsnakes——especiallysnakes。Myhostshadevidentlyhadarecentbattue,orfirehunt,fortheyhadamostextraordinarystockoffood。SocompletelyhadIwonthemover,thatIactuallyhungupmybowandarrowsalongwiththeirspearsbeforeretiringtorest。Theexpression“hungup“mayseemcurious,soIhastentoexplainthatthenativestieduptheirspearsinbunchesandplacedthemonthescrubbushes。 NextmorningIbroughtdownafewhawksonthewingwithmybowandarrows,andthentheamazementofthenativeswasquitecomicaltowitness。Shootingarrowsinastraightlineastonishedthemsomewhat,butthemorebombasticamongthemwouldsay,“WhyIcandothat,“andtakinghiswoomerahhewouldhurlaspearalongdistance。Notoneofthem,however,wasableTOTHROWASPEAR UPWARDS,soIscoredovereventhemostredoubtablechiefs。Itmaybewelltoexplain,thatbirdsarealwaystobefoundhoveringaboutanativecamp;theyactasscavengers,andtheirpresenceintheskyisalwaysanindicationthatanencampmentissomewhereinthevicinity。Thesebirdsareespeciallyonthespotwhentheblackssetfiretothebushandorganiseabigbattue。Atsuchtimestheratsandlizardsrushoutintotheopen,andthehawksreapafineharvest。 Mynativesarereferredtoas“blacks,“or“black-fellows,“buttheyarenotreallyBLACK,theirhuebeingratherabrown,rangingfromaverydarkbrown,indeed,toalmostthelightnessofaMalay。 Ifoundthecoasttribeslightestinhue,whiletheinlandnativeswereverymuchdarker。HereImaymentionthatafterhavingbeenonmywaysouthforsomemonths,IbegantonoticeatotaldifferencebetweenthenativesImetandmyownpeopleintheCambridgeGulfdistrict。ThetribesIwasnowencounteringdailywereinferiorinphysique,andhadinferiorwarimplements;Idonotrememberthattheyhadanyshields。 TheblacksIhadwhistledandjiggedbeforewere,perhaps,theugliestofalltheaboriginesIhadmet,whichwassayingaverygreatdeal。Themenwereveryshort,averaginglittlemorethanfivefeet,withlowforeheadsandhideouslyrepulsivefeatures。I noticed,however,thattheanimalstheyhadforfoodseemedverymuchfatterthansimilarcreaturesfarthernorth。OnethingIwasgratefultothesepeopleforwashoney,whichIurgentlyrequiredformedicinalpurposes。Theywereverysorrywhenweleftthem,andasmallbandofwarriorsaccompaniedusonourfirstday”smarch。Wewerethenhandedonfromtribetotribe,smokesignalsbeingsentuptoinformthenext“nation“thatfriendlystrangerswerecoming。 Nevertheless,Igraduallybecameuneasy。Wewereevidentlygettingintoacountrywherethegreatestofourwonderscouldnotsaveusfromthehostilityofthenatives。Wepresentlyencounteredanothertribe,whonotonlyatfirstrefusedtoacceptourfriendlyovertures,buteventhreatenedtoattackusbeforeIhadtimetoconsideranotherplan。Itriedtheeffectofmywhistle,buteventhisfailedinitseffect;andtomyalarm,beforeIcouldgivethemanexhibitionofmyacrobaticpowerstheyhadhurledoneortwowarspears,whichwhizzedbyunpleasantlyclosetomyhead。 Withoutfurtherado,wellknowingthatvacillationmeantdeath,I senthalf-a-dozenarrowsinsuccessionamongstthem,takingcare,however,toaimverylow,soasnotundulytoinjuremyopponents。 Thehostileblackscametoasuddenhalt,astheyfoundthemysteriousspearsflyingroundthem,andthenwatchingmyopportunity,Idashedforwardrightamongthem,andturnedoverandoverinaseriesofrapidandbreathlesssomersaults。 Ihadconqueredagain。Donotblamethenatives,forwiththemeverystrangerisanenemyuntilhehasprovedhimselfafriend。 Henceitisthatwhenwhitemensuddenlyappearamongthesenativestheyrunimminentriskofbeingpromptlyspeared,unlesstheycanmakeitquiteclearthatnoharmisintended。 Brunoranthesamerisk。Incidentafterincidentofthiskindhappenedalmostdaily,andalthoughtheyinvolvedsomeperil,yettheycameasawelcomebreakwhenlifeonthemarchgrewtoomonotonous。DeliberatetreacherywasveryrareamongthenativesI cameacross,butitwasbynomeansaltogetherabsent;and,notwithstandingallmyknowledge,mywifeandIweresometimesinseriousdangerofourlives。 Onedaywecameuponatribeasusual,andafterthecustomarypreliminariesweregonethroughtheybecameapparentlyquitefriendly。Iwascarefulneverundulytoexhibitmysteeltomahawk,whichIalwayskeptinakindofsheathorcoveringofopossum- skin,sothatitmightnotarouseenvy;asecondmotiveforthiswastopreventitschafingmybody。Ineverusedeitherstilettoortomahawkunlessabsolutelynecessary,reservingbothforgreatemergencies。Iknewtheycouldneverbereplaced,soitbehovedmejealouslytoguardsuchpreciouspossessions。Ineverevenusedmystilettoatmeal-times,norevenincuttingupanimalsforfood,lestthebloodshouldrustthebladeandeatitaway。Manytimesalreadyhaditcomeinusefulatclosequarters——notablyinthecaseofthefightwiththealligatorandthekillingofthecannibalchiefwhoownedthewhitegirls。 ThechiefofthetribeIamdiscussingsawmeusingmytomahawkoneday,andeagerlyaskedmetomakeovertheimplementtohimasagift。IcourteouslytoldhimthatIcouldnotdoso。Heseemedsomewhatdisappointedatmyrefusal,butdidnotappeartobearmeanyill-feelinginconsequence。Theblacks,bytheway,seldomcutdowntreesexceptforspears,andthereasonforthisisverycurious。Theyimaginethetreetobeathingoflife,andwhentheyareforcedtocutonedown,quiteareligiousceremonyisheld,andprofuseapologiesmadetothetreefortakingitslife。 Theynevereventakeastripofbarkrightround,knowingthatthiswillkillthetree;theyalwaysleavealittlebitofconnectingbark。 Assomereasonfortherefusalofmytomahawkwasexpected,Itoldthechiefthatitwaspartofmylife——indeed,partofmyverybeing,whichwasperfectlytrue。Ialsoworkedonthechief”ssuperstitions,assuringhimearnestlythatifIpartedwiththeweaponitwouldsoangerthespiritsastobringaboutaterriblecurseinthecountry。ThetomahawkIdeclaredwasadirectgifttomefromtheSunitself,sohowcouldIpartwithit?Ihadthoughtofofferingit,cursesandall,buttheriskofpromptacceptancewastoogreat。 ThatnightYambawarnedmethattroublewasimpending。FormyselfIneverknew,andIsupposeshereadthesignsamongthemenandgotcertaindefiniteinformationfromthewomen。Wethereforesleptsomemilesawayfromtheencampmentinamakeshiftgunyahbuiltofboughs,infrontofwhichtheusualfirewasmade。Afterwehadretiredtorest,Yambawokemeandsaidthatshedetectedstrangenoises。Iimmediatelysprangtomyfeetandlookedallroundourlittleshelter。Itwasmuchtoodarkformetoseeanythingdistinctly,butIfanciedIheardretreatingfootsteps。 Utterlyatalosstoaccountforthisstrangeoccurrence,andfearingthatsomedangerthreatenedus,YambaandIcoveredinthefrontoftheshelter,andthenquietlyretiredintothebush,wherewelayhiddenwithoutafireuntilmorning。Whenwereturnedtoourshelteritwasbroaddaylight,and,aswehalfexpected,wefoundthreeformidablespearsburiedinthesidesofourlittlehut。Threeotherswerestuckinthegroundnearthefire,clearlyprovingthatanattempthadbeenmadeuponourlivesduringthenight。Onexaminingthespearswefoundtheymostcertainlybelongedtothetribewehadleftthepreviousday。Thespear- headswereofadifferentkindofflintfromanythingIhadpreviouslyseen,beingdarkgreenincolour;andtheywereextremelysharp。Theindividualityofthedifferenttribesisstronglyanddecidedlymarkedinthemakeoftheirspears。Ourtreacheroushostshadevidentlydeterminedtoobtainthecovetedtomahawkbyforce,andwhentheyreachedthespotwheretheysupposedwelay(theycouldnotseeintotheinteriorfromthefront),theyhurledtheirspearsinthehopeofkillingus,butdidnotinvestigatetheresult,theybeingsucharrantcowardsatnight。Remember,theyhadactuallyventuredatnightintothebushinspiteoftheirinveteratefearof“thespirits。” Theprecautionadoptedonthisoccasionwasalwaysfollowedbyuswhenwehadanyrealdoubtaboutthenatives;thatistosay,webuilta“dummy“gunyahofboughs,whichweweresupposedtosleepin;andwecoveredinthefrontsoasourpossibleassailantscouldnoteasilydetectourabsence。Wewouldthencreepawayintothebushorhidebehindatree,and,ofcourse,wouldlightnofire。 Manytimeswasthatsametomahawkcoveted。Yousee,thenativeswouldwatchmecuttingboughswithit,orprocuringhoneybycuttingdownbrancheswithaneasethatcausedthemtodespisetheirownrudestoneaxes。 ThecaseoftreacheryIhavejustdescribedwasnotanisolatedone,butIamboundtosaysuchoccurrenceswererareintheinterior——althoughmoreorlessfrequentaboutthewesternshoresoftheGulfofCarpentaria。Atanyrate,thiswasmyexperience。 DuringourjourneyfrommyhometotheshoresoftheGulf,I remembercomingacrossaflatcountryfromwhichthenativeshadapparentlydisappearedaltogether。Whenwedidcomeuponthem,however,inthehighgroundIwasprobablyguiltyofsomelittlebreachofetiquette,suchasLOOKINGatthewomen——(formanyreasonsIalwaysstudiedthevarioustypesinatribe)——andYambaandIwereofteninperilofourlivesonthisaccount。Asarule,however,safetylayinthefactthatthenativesareterriblyafraidofdarkness,andtheybelievethespiritsofthedeadroamabroadinthemidnighthours。 Monthaftermonthwecontinuedourprogressinasoutherlydirection,although,asIhavesaidbefore,weoftenturnednorth- eastandevenduewest,followingthevalleyswhenstoppedbytheranges——where,bytheway,weusuallyfoundturkeysingreatnumbers。Wehadwater-bagsmadeoutoftheskinsofkangaroosandwallabies,andwouldcampwhereverpossibleclosetoanativewell,whereweknewfoodwastobefoundinplenty。 AtthisperiodInoticedthatthemoreeasterlyIwent,themorerangesIencountered;whilstthesomewhatdrearyandmostlywaterlesslowlandlaytothewest。Wewouldsometimesfailtoobtainwaterforacoupleofdays;butthisremarkdoesnotapplytothemountainousregions。Oftenthewellswerequitedryandfoodpainfullyscarce;thiswouldbeinaregionofsandandspinifex。 WhenIbeheldanoasisofpalmsandti-treesIwouldmakeforit,knowingthatifnowaterexistedthere,itcouldeasilybegotbydigging。Thephysicalconditionsofthecountrywouldchangesuddenly,andmyindefatigablewifewasfrequentlyatfaultinherroot-huntingexpeditions。Fortunately,animallifewasveryseldomscarce。Onthewhole,wewereextremelyfortunateinthematterofwater,——althoughthenativesoftentoldmethatthelowwastesofsandandspinifexwerefrequentlysodry,thatitwasimpossibleevenforthemtocross。Whatastonishedmegreatlywasthatthelineofdemarcationbetweenanutterdesertand,say,afineforestwasalmostassharplymarkedasifithadbeendrawnwitharule。 Astretchofdelightfullywoodedcountrywouldfollowthedrearywastes,andthisinturnwouldgiveplacetofairlyhighmountainranges。 Once,duringatemporarystayamongoneofthetribes,thechiefshowedmesomeveryinterestingcavesamongthelowlimestonerangesthatwerecloseby。Itwasaltogetheraveryruggedcountry。Alwaysonthelook-outforsomethingtointerestandamuseme,andalwaysfilledwithastrange,vaguefeelingthatsomethingMIGHTturnupunexpectedlywhichwouldenablemetoreturntocivilisation,Iatoncedeterminedtoexplorethesecaves;andhereIhadaverystrangeandthrillingadventure。 WhilstroamingamongthecavesIcameacrossapitmeasuringperhapstwentyfeetindiameterandeightfeetorninefeetindepth。Ithadasandybottom;andasIsawacurious-lookingdepressioninonecorner,Ijumpeddowntoinvestigateit,leavingBrunobarkingattheedgeofthepit,becauseIknewIshouldhavesometroubleinhoistinghimupagainifIallowedhimtoaccompanyme。Icarriedalongstick,muchlongerthanawaddy;perhapsitwasayam-stick——Icannotremember。Atanyrate,justasIwasabouttoprobeamysterious-lookinghole,Ibeheldwithalarmandamazementtheuglyheadofalargeblacksnakesuddenlythrustoutatmefromadarkmass,whichIpresentlyfoundwasthedecayedstumpofatree。Ifellbackasfaraspossible,andthensawthatthereptilehadquiteuncoileditselffromthestem,andwascomingstraightatme。Ipromptlydealtitaviolentblowonthebody,justbelowthatpointwhereitraiseditsheadfromtheground。NosoonerhadIdonethisthananotherdarkandhissingheadcamecharginginmydirection。AgainIstruckatthereptile”sbodyandoverpoweredit。Nextcameathird,andafourth,andfifth,andthenIrealisedthatthewholeofthedeadstumpwassimplyonelivingmassofcoiledsnakes,whichwereprobablyhibernating。Oneafteranothertheycameatme;ofcourse,hadtheyallcomeatonce,nopoweronearthcouldhavesavedme。Iwonderedhowlongthisweirdcontestwouldbekeptup;andagainandagainbetweentheattacksItriedtoescape,buthadscarcelytakenanupwardstepwhenanotherhugereptilewasuponme。 IwasawarethatBrunowasrunningbackwardsandforwardsattheedgeofthepitallthistime,barkingfranticallyinamostexcitedstate。Heknewperfectlywellwhatsnakeswere,havingfrequentlybeenbitten。Iowemylifeonthisoccasionsolelytothefactthatthesnakeswereinatorpidstate,andcameatmeoneatatimeinsteadofaltogether。Itwasthecoldseason,aboutthemonthofJuneorJuly。Itisimpossibleatsuchmomentstotakeanyaccountoftime,soIcannotsayhowlongthebattlelasted。 Atlength,however,Iwasabletocounttheslain。IdidthispartlyoutofcuriosityandpartlybecauseIwantedtoimpressthenatives——toboast,ifyoupreferthatphrase。Modesty,wheremodestyisunknown,wouldhavebeenabsurd,ifnotfataltomyprestige。Well,inalltherewereSIXTY-EIGHTBLACKSNAKES,AVERAGINGABOUTFOURFEETSIXINCHESINLENGTH。 IdonotrememberthatIwasfatigued;Ithinkmyexcitementwastoogreatforanysuchfeelingtohavemadeitselffelt。WhenatlengthIwasabletogetaway,IandBrunorushedofftothenativecampafewmilesaway,andbroughtbacktheblackstoseewhatI haddone。Thespectaclethrewthemintoastateofgreatamazement,andfromthattimeonIwaslookeduponwiththegreatestadmiration。ThestoryofhowIhadkilledthesnakessoonspreadabroadamongthevarioustribesformilesround,andwaschantedbymanytribes,themeansofinter-communicationbeingtheuniversalsmoke-signals。OneimportantconsequenceofthisadventurewasthatIwaseverywherereceivedwiththeverygreatestrespect。 Itmaybementionedherethatnomatterhowunfriendlytribesmaybe,theyalwaysexchangenewsbymeansofsmoke-signals。Imayalsosaythatatcorroboreesandsuch-likefestivitiesavastamountofpoeticboastingandexaggerationisindulgedin,each“hero“beingrequiredtogivepracticaldemonstrationsofthethingshehasseen,thedoughtydeedshehasdone,&c。Hewarmsupashegoesalong,andmagnifiesitsimportanceinaridiculousway。 ItamusesmetothisdaytorecallmyownpreposteroussongsabouthowIkilledthetwowhalesWITHMYSTILETTO,andotherdrollpretensions。But,ah!Iwasseriousenoughthen! InthemountainousregionwhereIencounteredthesnakes,IalsometanativewhoactuallyspokeEnglish。HecalledhimselfeitherPeterorJackyJacky——Icannotrememberwhich;butinanycaseitwasanamegivenhimbypearlers。Hehadoncelivedwithsomepearlersnearthenorth-westcoastofWesternAustralia——probablyontheDeGreyRiver。Hisstorywasquiteunprecedentedamongtheblacks,andhegavememanyterribleinstancesoftheperfidyshownbywhiteadventurerstowardstheunfortunatenatives。ThepreciselocalitywhereImetthismanwasprobablynearMountFarewell,closetotheborder-lineofSouthAustraliaandWesternAustralia。 Well,then,JackyJacky——togivehimthenamewhichlingersmosttenaciouslyinmymind——waspersuadedtojoininapearlingexpedition,togetherwithanumberofhiscompanions。Theyallacceptedengagementsfromthewhites,onthedistinctunderstandingthattheyweretobeawayaboutthreemoons。Instead,theywerepracticallykidnappedbyforce,andtreated——orratherill-treated—— asslavesforseveralyears。 Firstofall,thepoorcreaturesweretakentoanislandinthevicinityofNorth-WestCape,offwhichthepearlingfleetlay。 Duringthevoyagetothepearlinggroundsthewatersupplyonboardranshort,andsogreatwasthesufferingamongtheblacks——theywerekeptontheshortestofshortcommons,asyoumaysuppose—— thattheyplottedtostealacaskofthepreciousfluidfortheirownuse。Thevesselwasquiteasmallone,andthewaterwaskeptinthehold。Butthetwoorthreewhiteswhoformedthecrewforciblypreventedtheblack-fellowsfromcarryingouttheirplan。 Thisgaverisetomuchdiscontent,andeventuallytheblacks,indesperation,openlyroseandmutinied。Armingthemselveswithheavypiecesoffirewoodtheyproceededtoattacktheirmasters,andsomeofthemsucceededingettingatthewater,inspiteofthewhites,bysimplyknockingthebungsoutofthecasks。Thecaptainthereuponwentdowntoparleywiththem,butwasmetbyashowerofblowsfromtheheavysticksIhavejustmentioned。Half-stunned,hedashedoutofthehold,gothismusket,andfireddownamongthemutineers,hittingoneblack-fellowinthethroat,andkillinghiminstantly。Farfrominfuriatingtherest,aswouldmostcertainlyhavebeenthecasewithanyotherrace,thiscourseofactionterrifiedtheblacks,andtheybarricadedthemselvesdownbelow。 Eventuallythewhitesagainsoughtthemandmadepeace,theblackspromisingtoconductthemselvesmoreobedientlyinthefuture。ItmayherebesaidthattheshiphadcalledspeciallyatJackyJacky”shomeonthecoasttokidnapthenatives。 Onarrivingatthepearlingsettlement,theblacksfoundthemselvesamonganumberofotherunfortunatecreatureslikethemselves,andallwerecompelledtogooutinpearlingvesselsjustastheexigenciesoftheindustryrequired。JackyJackyhimselfwaskeptatthisworkforupwardsofthreeyears;andhetoldmemanyterriblestoriesofthewhiteman”sindescribablecrueltyandvillainy。Heandhiscompanionswereinvariablychainedupduringthenightanddrivenaboutlikecattleinthedaytime。Manyofhismatesatthepearlingsettlementhadbeenkidnappedfromtheirhomesinacruelandcontemptiblemanner,andherdedofflikesheepbymenonhorsebackarmedwithformidableweapons。 Theirsufferingswereverygreatbecause,ofcourse,theyweretotallyunusedtoworkofanykind。TheenforcedexilefromhomeandthedrearycompulsorylabourmadethelifefarworsethandeathfortheseprimitivechildrenofNature。Then,again,theywereexiledfromtheirwives,whowould,ofcourse,beappropriatedintheirabsence——anothertormentingthought。Theywerefrequentlybeatenwithsticks,andwhentheyattemptedtorunawaytheywerespearedasenemiesbyothertribes;whilst,intheeventoftheirescapingaltogether,theywouldnothavebeenrecognisedevenwhentheyreturnedtotheirownhomes。OnedayJackyJacky”sshipcameintoalittlebayonthemainlandforwater,andthenmyenterprisingfriend,watchinghisopportunity,struckinlandforhomeandliberty,accompaniedbyseveralothercompanionsinmisery。Theselatterthecoastnativespromptlyspeared,butJackyJackyescaped,thanksprobablytohisknowledgeofthewhiteman”swiles。Hesoonreachedthemorefriendlymountaintribesintheinterior,wherehewasreceivedasamanandabrother。Yousee,hehadstolenarevolverfromhislatemasters,andthismysteriousweaponcreatedgreatterroramonghisnewfriends。Altogetherheposedasquiteagreatman,particularlywhenhisstorybecameknown。Heworkedhiswayfromtribetotribe,untilatlengthhegottotherangeswhereImethim——quiteavastdistancefromthecoast。 ManypartsoftheextensivecountryItraversedonmysouthwardjourney,afterthedeathofthegirls,wereexceedinglyrichinminerals,andparticularlyingold,bothalluvialandinquartz。 AsIwasmakingmywayonedaythroughagranitecountryalongthebanksofacreek,Ibeheldsomereddishstones,whichIatoncepounceduponandfoundtobebeautifulrubies。Havingnomeansofcarryingthem,however,andastheywereofnovaluewhatevertome,Isimplythrewthemawayagain,andnowmerelyrecordthefact。 Ialsocameacrosslargequantitiesofalluvialtin,butthis,again,wasnotoftheslightestuse,anymorethanithadbeenwhenIfounditinverylargequantitiesintheKingLeopoldRanges。 ThetestIappliedtoseewhetheritreallyWAStinwastoscratchitwithmyknife。Evenwhenlargequantitiesofnativegoldlayatmyfeet,Ihardlystoopedtopickitup,saveasamatterofcuriosity。WhyshouldI?Whatusewasittome?AsIhavestatedoverandoveragaininpublic,Iwouldhavegivenallthegoldforafewouncesofsalt,whichIneededsosorely。Afterwards,however,Imadeuseofthepreciousmetalinaverypracticalmanner,butofthismorehereafter。Atoneplace——probablyneartheWarburtonRangesinWesternAustralia——Ipickedupanimmensepieceofquartz,whichwassorichthatitappearedtobeonemassofvirgingold;andwhenonshowingittoYambaItoldherthatinmycountrymenwerepreparedtogotoanypartoftheworld,andundergomanyterriblehardshipstoobtainit,shethoughtatfirstIwasjoking。Indeed,thethingamusedhereverafter,asitdidtherestofmypeople。Imightalsomentionthatupinthethenlittle-knownKimberleydistrict,manyofthenativesweightedtheirspearswithpuregold。Imustnotomittomentionthatnativesneverpoisontheirspear-heads。Ionlyfoundthenuggets,bigandlittle,nearthecreeksduringandafterheavyrains;andImightmentionthathavingwithsomedifficultyinterestedYambainthesubject,shewasalwaysonthelook-outforthetell-talespecksandgleams。Insomeoftheranges,too,Ifoundtheopalinlargeandsmallquantities,butsoondiscoveredthatthematerialwastoolightandbrittleforspear-heads,towhichcurioususeIessayedtoputthisbeautifulstone。Talkingaboutspear-heads,intherangeswhereImetJackyJackytherewasaquarryofthatkindofstonewhichwasusedforthemakingofwarandotherimplements。 Itwasverymuchworked,andasyoumaysupposewasavaluablepossessiontothetribeinwhoseterritoryitwassituated。Thestonewasakindofflint,extremelyhardandcapableofbeingmadeverysharp,andretainingitsedge。Nativesfromfarandnearcametobarterforthestonewithshells,andornamentswhichtheseinlandtribesdidnotpossess。Themethodofgettingoutthestonewasbybuildingfiresoverit,andthenwhenithadbecomered-hotthrowinglargeandsmallquantitiesofwateruponitinanamazinglydexterousway。Thestonewouldimmediatelybesplitandrivenexactlyinthemannerrequired。 Myveryfirstdiscoveryofgoldwasmadeinsomecrevicesnearabigcreek,whichhadcutitswaythroughdeeplayersofconglomeratehundredsoffeetthick。Thiscountrywasanelevatedplateau,intersectedbydeeplycutcreeks,whichhadleftthevariousstrataquitebare,withcuriousconcaverecessesinwhichthenativestookshelterduringthewetseason。OneofthenuggetsIpickedupinthecreekIhavejustmentionedweighedseveralpounds,andwasthreeorfourincheslong;itwasrathermorethananinchinthickness。ThisnuggetIplacedonablockofwoodandbeatoutwithastone,untilIcouldtwistiteasilywithmyfingers,whenIfashioneditintoafilletasanornamentforYamba”shair。Thisshecontinuedtowearformanyyearsafterwards,buttherudegoldenbraceletsandankletsIalsomadeforhershegaveawaytothefirstchildrenwemet。 Inmanyoftherockydistrictsthereefswereevidentlyextremelyrich;butImustconfessIrarelytroubledtoexplorethem。Inotherregionsthegold-bearingquartzwasactuallyacurse,ourpathbeingcoveredwithsharppebblesofquartzandslate,whichmadeeverstepforwardapositiveagony。Wildrangesadjoinedthatconglomeratecountry,which,asyouhaveprobablygathered,isextremelydifficulttotraverse。Certainlyitwouldbeimpossibleforcamels。 CHAPTERXIV Aneventfulmeeting——Civilisationatlast——Rageanddespair——A whiteman”stracks——Yamba”sfind——GoodSamaritans——Bitterdisappointment——Brunoasguardian——Aheavyburden——Astrangeinvitation——Themysteriousmonster”Come,andbeourchief“——I discoverahalf-castegirl——ThefateofLeichhardt”Inthevalleyoftheshadow“——Asanewhiteman——Gibsonisdying——Vainefforts—— Unearthlyvoices。 Whenwehadbeenonthemarchsouthwardsaboutninemonthstherecameoneofthemostimportantincidentsinmylife,andonewhichcompletelychangedmyplans。Onedaywecameacrossapartyofabouteightnatives——allyoungfellows——whowereonapunitiveexpedition;andastheyweregoinginourdirection(theyovertookusgoingsouth),wewalkedalongwiththemforthesakeoftheircompany。Thecountrythroughwhichwewerepassingatthattimeisadreary,undulatingexpanseofspinifexdesert,withafewscatteredandweird-lookingpalms,alittlescrub,andscarcelyanysignsofanimallife。Thefurthereastwewent,thebettergrewthecountry;but,ontheotherhand,whenwewentwestwardwegotfartherandfartherintothedrearywastes。AtthespotIhaveinmymindrangesloomedtothesouth——asightwhichcheeredmeconsiderably,forsomehowIthoughtIshouldsoonstrikecivilisation。 Hadnottheblackswewerewithtakenustosomewellswewouldhavefaredverybadlyindeedinthisregion,asnowatercouldbefoundexceptbydigging。Inoticedthattheblackslookedforahollowdepressionmarkedbyacertainkindofpalm,andthendugaholeinthegravelandsandysoilwiththeirhandsandyam-sticks。 Theyusuallycameuponwaterafewfeetdown,butthedistanceoftenvariedveryconsiderably。 Wewerecrossingthesummitofalittlehill,wherewehadrestedforabreathingspace,when,withouttheleastwarningIsuddenlybeheld,afewhundredyardsaway,inthevalleybeneath,FOURWHILE MENONHORSEBACK!Ithinktheyhadafewsparehorseswiththem,but,ofcourse,allthatIsawwerethefourwhitemen。I afterwardslearnedthat,accordingtoourrespectiveroutes,wewouldhavecrossedtheirtrack,buttheywouldnothavecrossedours。Theyweregoingwest。TheyworetheregulationdressoftheAustralian——broadsombrerohats,flannelshirts,andratherdirtywhitetrousers,withlongriding-boots。Iremembertheyweremovingalongatawretchedpace,whichshowedthattheirhorseswerenearlyspent。Onceagain,notwithstandingallpreviousbitterlessons,myuncontrollableexcitementwasmyundoing。 “Civilisationatlast!“Iscreamedtomyself,andthen,throwingdiscretiontothewinds,Igavethewar-whoopoftheblacksandrushedmadlyforward,yellingmyselfhoarse,andsupremelyobliviousofthefantasticandsavageappearanceImusthavepresented——withmylonghairflowingwildlyoutbehind,andmyskinpracticallyindistinguishablefromthatofanordinaryblack- fellow。Mycompanions,Iafterwardsdiscovered,sweptaftermeasinafuriouscharge,FORTHEYTHOUGHTIWANTEDTOANNIHILATETHE WHITEMENATSIGHT。Naturally,thespectacleunnervedthepioneers,andtheyproceededtorepelthesupposedattackbyfiringavolleyintothemidstofus。Theirhorseswereterrified,andrearedandplungedinadangerousmanner,therebygreatlyaddingtotheexcitementofthatterriblemoment。Theroarofthevolleyandthewhizzoftheshotsbroughtmetomysenses,however,andalthoughIwasnothit,Ipromptlydroppedtothegroundamidstthelonggrass,asalsodidYambaandtheotherblacks。Likeaflashmyidioticblundercamehometome,andthenIwasreadytodashoutagainalonetoexplain;butYambaforciblypreventedmefromexposingmyselftowhatsheconsideredcertaindeath。 Themomentthehorsemensawusalldisappearinthelonggrasstheywheeledround,changingtheircoursealittlemoretothesouth—— theyhadbeengoingwest,sofarasIcanremember——andtheircaravancrawledoffinamannerthatsuggestedthatthehorseswereprettywelldonefor。Onourpart,weatoncemadefortherangesthatlayalittletothesouth。Herewepartedwithourfriendstheblacks,whomadeoffinaneast-south-easterlydirection。 ThedominantfeelingwithinmeasIsawthewhitemenrideoffwasoneofuncontrollablerageandmaddespair。Iwasapparentlyapariah,withthehandofeverywhiteman——whenImetone——againstme。“Well,“Ithought,“ifcivilisationisnotpreparedtoreceiveme,Iwillwaituntilitis。”Disappointmentafterdisappointment,coupledwiththeincessantpersuasionsofYambaandmypeoplegenerally,weregraduallyreconcilingmetosavagelife;andslowlybutrelentlesslythethoughtcreptintomymindthatIWASDOOMED NEVERTOREACHCIVILISATIONAGAIN,andsoperhapsitwouldbebetterformetoresignmyselftotheinevitable,andstaywhereI was。Iwouldturnback,Ithought,withintensebitternessandheart-break,andmakeahomeamongthetribesinthehills,wherewewouldbesafefromthewhitemanandhismurderousweapons。AndIactuallyDIDturnback,accompanied,ofcourse,byYamba。Wedidnotstrikeduenorthagain,asitwasourintentiontofindapermanenthomesomewhereamongtheranges,atanyratefortheensuingwinter。Itwasoutofthequestiontocampwherewewere,becauseitwasmuchtoocold;andbesidesYambahadmuchdifficultyinfindingroots。 Severaldayslater,aswewereploddingsteadilyalong,awayfromtherangesthatIhavespokenofaslyingtothesouth,Yamba,whoseeyeswereusuallyeverywhere,suddenlygaveacryandstoodstill,pointingtosomepeculiarandunmistakablefootprintsinthesandyground。These,sheconfidentlyassuredme,werethoseofawhitemanWHOHADLOSTHISREASON,andwaswanderingaimlesslyaboutthatfearfulcountry。Itwas,ofcourse,easyforhertoknowthewhiteman”strackswhenshesawthem,butIwascurioushowshecouldbecertainthatthewandererhadlosthisreason。 Shepointedouttomethat,inthefirstplace,thetrackshadbeenmadebysomeonewearingboots,andasthefootprintsstraggledaboutinamosterraticmanner,itwasclearlyevidentthatthewearercouldnotbesane。 Evenatthistime,beitremembered,Iwasburningwithrageagainstthewhites,andsoIdecidedtofollowthetracksandfindtheindividualwhowasresponsibleforthem。Butdonotbeunderanymisapprehension。Myintentionswerenotphilanthropic,butrevengeful。Ihadbecomeablack-fellowmyselfnow,andwasconsumedwithablack-fellow”smurderouspassion。AtonetimeI thoughtIwouldfollowthewholeparty,andkilltheminthedarknesswithmystilettowhenopportunityoffered。 Thenewtrackswehadcomeupontoldmeplainlythatthepartyhadseparated,andwerethereforenowinmypower。IsaythesethingsbecauseIdonotwantanyonetosupposeIfollowedupthetracksofthelostmanwiththeintentionofrenderinghimanyassistance。 FornearlytwodaysYambaandIfollowedthetracks,whichwentincuriouscirclesalwaystrendingtotheleft。Atlengthwebegantocomeuponvariousarticlesthathadapparentlybeenthrownawaybythestraggler。Firstofall,wefoundpartofaletterthatwasaddressedtosomeone(Ithink)inAdelaide;butofthisIwouldnotbeabsolutelycertain。WhatIdorememberwasthattheenvelopeborethepostmarkofTiTreeGully,S。A。 Thewriterofthatletterwasevidentlyawoman,who,sofarasI canremember,wrotecongratulatinghercorrespondentuponthefactthathewasjoininganexpeditionwhichwasabouttotraversetheentirecontinent。Ifancyshesaidshewasgladofthisforhisownsake,foritwouldnodoubtmeanmuchtohim。Shewishedhimallkindsofgloryandprosperity,andwoundupbyassuringhimthatnonewouldbebetterpleasedonhisreturnthanshe。 Thecountrythroughwhichthesetracksleduswasforthemostpartameredry,sandywaste,coveredwiththeformidablespinifexorporcupinegrass。Yambawalkedinfrontpeeringatthetracks。 Presentlyshegavealittlecry,andwhensheturnedtomeIsawthatshehadinherhandthesombrerohatofanAustralianpioneer。 Alittlefartheronwefoundashirt,andthenapairoftrousers。 Wenextcameuponabeltandapairofdilapidatedboots。 Atlength,onreachingthecrestofasandyhillock,wesuddenlybeheldtheformofanakedwhitemanlyingfacedownwardsinthesandbelowus。Asyoumaysuppose,wesimplyswoopeddownuponhim;butonreachinghimmyfirstimpressionwasthatHEWASDEAD! Hisfacewasslightlyturnedtotheright,hisarmsoutstretched,andhisfingersdugconvulsivelyinthesand。IamamusednowwhenIrememberhowgreatwasouremotiononapproachingthisunfortunate。Myfirstthoughtinturningthemanoverontohisback,andascertainingthatatlasthebreathed,wasoneofgreatjoyandthankfulness。 “ThankGod,“Isaidtomyself,“Ihaveatlastfoundawhitecompanion——onewhowillputmeintouchoncemorewiththegreatworldoutside。”Theburningragethatconsumedme(youknowmyobjectinfollowingthetracks)diedawayinpityasIthoughtoftheterribleprivationsandsufferingsthispoorfellowmusthaveundergonebeforebeingreducedtothisstate。Mydesireforrevengewasforgotten,andmyonlythoughtnowwastonursebacktohealththeunconsciousman。 FirstofallImoistenedhismouthwiththewaterwhichYambaalwayscarriedwithherinaskinbag,andthenIrubbedhimvigorously,hopingtorestoreanimation。Isoonexhaustedthecontentsofthebag,however,andimmediatelyYambavolunteeredtogooffandreplenishit。Shewasabsentanhourormore,Ithink,duringwhichtimeIpersistedinmymassagetreatment——althoughsofarIsawnosignsofreturningconsciousnessonthepartofmypatient。 WhenYambareturnedwiththewater,Itriedtomaketheprostratemanswallowsomeofit,andIevensmearedhimwiththebloodofanopossumwhichmythoughtfulhelpmatehadbroughtbackwithher。 Butforalongtimeallmyeffortswereinvain,andthen,dragginghimtothefootofagrass-tree,Iproppedhimupslightlyagainstit,wettedhisshirtwithwaterandwounditroundhisthroat。 MeanwhileYambathrewwateronhimandrubbedhimvigorously。 Atlastheutteredasound——halfgroan,halfsigh(itthrilledmethroughandthrough);andInoticedthathewasabletoswallowafewdropsofwater。Thegloomofnightwasnowdescendingonthatstrangewildernessofsandandspinifex,sowepreparedtostaytherewithourhelplesschargeuntilmorning。YambaandItookitinturnstowatchoverhimandkeephismouthmoistened。Bymorninghehadsofarrevivedthatheopenedhiseyesandlookedatme。HoweagerlyhadIanticipatedthatlook,andhowbitterwasmydisappointmentwhenIfoundthatitwasamerevacantstareinwhichwasnokindofrecognition!Everhopeful,however,I attributedthevacantlooktotheterriblenatureofhissufferings。Iwasburningtoplyhimwithallmannerofquestionsastowhohewas,wherehehadcomefrom,andwhatnewshehadoftheoutsideworld;butIrestrainedmyselfbyagreateffort,andmerelyperseveredinmyendeavourstorestorehimtocompleteanimation。Whenthemorningwasprettywelladvancedthemanwasabletositup;andinthecourseofafewdayshewasevenabletoaccompanyustoawater-hole,whereweencamped,andstayeduntilhehadpracticallyrecovered——or,atanyrate,wasabletogetabout。 But,youmaybeasking,allthistime,didthemanhimselfsaynothing?Indeed,hesaidmuch,andIhunguponeverysyllablethatfellfromhislips,but,tomyindescribablechagrin,itwasamerevolublejargonofstatements,whichsimplybaffledandpuzzledmeandcausedmepain。Ourchargewouldstareatusstolidly,andthenremark,inavulgarCockneyvoice,thathewasquiteSUREweweregoingthewrongway。Bythistime,Ishouldmention,wehadre-clothedhiminhistrousersandshirt,forhehadobviouslysufferedterriblyfromtheburningsun。 ManydayspassedawaybeforeIwouldadmittomyselfthatthisunhappycreaturewasahopelessimbecile。Iwasneverabsentfromhissidedayornight,hopingandwaitingforthefirstsaneremark。Soon,however,thebittertruthwasborneinuponusthat,insteadofhavingfoundsalvationandcomfortinthesocietyofawhiteman,weweremerelysaddledwithaghastlyencumbrance,andwerefarworseoffthanbefore。 Wenowsetoffinthedirectionofouroldtracks,butwerenotabletotravelveryfastonaccountofthestillfeebleconditionofthewhitestranger。Poorcreature!Ipitiedhimfromthebottomofmyheart。Itseemedsoterribleforamantolapseintoastateofimbecilityafterhavingsurvivedthedreadfulhardshipsandadventuresthathadbefallenhim。Itriedoverandoveragaintoelicitsensiblerepliestomyquestionsastowherehecamefrom;buthesimplygibberedandbabbledlikeahappybaby。I coaxed;Ithreatened;Ipersuaded;butitwasallinvain。Isoonfoundhewasaregularmillstoneroundmyneck——particularlywhenwewereonthe“walk-about。”Hewouldsuddenlytakeitintohisheadtositdownforhoursatastretch,andnothingwouldinducehimtomoveuntilhedidsoofhisownaccord。 Curiouslyenough,Brunobecameverygreatlyattachedtohim,andwashisconstantcompanion。OfthisIwasextremelyglad,becauseitrelievedmeofmuchanxiety。YouwillunderstandwhatImeanwhenItellyouthat,inspiteofallourendeavours,ourmysteriouscompanionwouldgooffbyhimselfawayfromourtrack; andatsuchtimeswereitnotforBruno——whomhewouldfollowanywhere——wewouldoftenhavehadmuchtroubleinbringinghimbackagain。Orhemighthavebeenspearedbeforeastrangetribecouldhavediscoveredhis“sacred“(idiotic)condition。 Atlengthwereachedalargelagoon,ontheshoresofwhichwestayedforabouttwoyears。Thislagoonformedpartofabigriveratflood-time,buttheconnectingstretchesofwaterhadlongsincedriedupformanymilesbothaboveandbelowit。Thequestionmaybeasked,WhydidIsettledownhere?Theansweris,thatourwhitecompanionhadbecomesimplyanintolerableburden。Hesufferedfromthemostexhaustingattacksofdysentery,andwasquitehelpless。Itwas,ofcourse,myintentiontohavecontinuedmymarchnorthwardtomyoldhomeintheCambridgeGulfdistrict,becausebythistimeIhadquitemadeupmymindthat,bylivingtherequietly,IstoodabetterchanceofescapetocivilisationbymeansofsomevesselthanIdidbyattemptingtotraversetheentirecontinent。Thislatterideawasnowrenderedimpossible,onaccountofthepoor,helplesscreatureIhadwithme。Indeed,sogreatananxietywashetomeandYamba,thatwedecidedwecouldgonowhere,eithernorthorsouth,untilhehadbecomemorerobustinhealth。Needlesstosay,Ineverintrustedhimwithaweapon。 Ihadfoundasheath-knifebelongingtohim,butIafterwardsgaveitawaytoafriendlychief,whowasimmenselyproudofit。 Inmakingfortheshoresofthebiglagoonwehadtotraversesomeextremelydifficultcountry。Inthefirstplace,weencounteredaseriesofverybrokenridges,whichinpartsprovedsohardtotraveloverthatIalmostgaveupindespair。Attimestherewasnothingforitbuttocarryonmybackthepoor,feeblecreaturewho,Ifelt,wasnowintrustedtomychargeandkeeping。I rememberthatnativechiefsfrequentlysuggestedthatIshouldleavehim,butIneverlistenedtothisadviceforamoment。 PerhapsIwasnotaltogetherdisinterested,becausealreadymydementedcompanionwaslookeduponasakindofminordeitybythenatives。ImayhereremarkthatIonlyknewtwoidiotsduringthewholeofmysojourn。Oneofthesehadfallenfromatreethroughabranchbreaking,andhewasactuallymaintainedattheexpenseofthetribe,reveredbyall,ifnotactuallyworshipped。 ButthejourneyIwasjustdescribingwasafearfultrial。 Sometimeswehadtotraverseawildernessofrockswhichstoodstraightupandprojectedatsharpangles,presentingatadistancetheappearanceofaseriesofstonyterraceswhichwereallbutimpassable。Foralongtimeourchargeworebothshirtandtrousers,buteventuallywehadtodiscardthelatter——orperhapsitwouldbemorecorrecttosay,thatthegarmentwasliterallytorntoshredsbythespinifex。AtonetimeIhaditinmymindtomakehimgonakedlikemyself,butonconsiderationIthoughtitadvisabletoallowhimtoretainhisshirt,atanyrateforatime,ashisskinwasnotsoinuredtotheburningsunasmyown。 Wehadtoprovidehimwithfood,whichheaccepted,ofcourse,withoutgratitude。ThenYambahadalwaystobuildhimashelterwhereverwecamped,sothatfarfrombeinganinvaluableassistanceandacompanionhewasaburden——sogreatthat,inmomentsofdepression,Iregrettednothavinglefthimtodie。Asitwas,hewouldoftenhavegonetohisdeathinthegreatdesertswereitnotfortheever-vigilantBruno。Still,IalwaysthoughtthatsomedayIwouldbeabletotakethemanbacktocivilisation,andtherefindoutwhohewasandwhencehehadcome。AndIhopedthatpeoplewouldthinkIhadbeenkindtohim。AtfirstIthoughttheunfortunatemanwassufferingfromsunstroke,andthatincourseoftimehewouldregainhisreason。IknewIcoulddoverylittletowardshisrecoveryexceptbyfeedinghimwell。FortunatelythenativesnevercalleduponhimtodemonstratebeforethemtheextraordinarypowerswhichIattributedtohim。Indeedhisstrangegestures,antics,andbabblingsweresufficientinthemselvestoconvincetheblacksthathewasacreaturetobereverenced。Theremarkablethingabouthimwasthatheneverseemedtotakenoticeofanyone,whetheritweremyself,Yamba,oranativechief。Asarule,hisglancewould“gopastme,“sotospeak,andhewasforeverwanderingaimlesslyabout,chatteringandgesticulating。 Weplacednorestrictionsuponhim,andsuppliedallhiswants,givinghimBrunoasaguideandprotector。ImustsaythatYambadidnotlikethestranger,butformysakeshewaswonderfullypatientwithhim。 ItwaswhilstlivingontheshoresofthislagoonthatIreceivedaveryextraordinarycommissionfromaneighbouringtribe。NotlongaftermyarrivalIheardacuriouslegend,totheeffectthatawayontheothersideofthelagoontherewasan“evilspirit“ infestingthewaters,whichterrifiedthewomenwhentheywentdowntofilltheirskins。Well,naturallyenough,thefameofthewhitemanandhisdoingssoongotabroadinthatcountry,andIwasonedayinvitedbythetribeinquestiontogoandridthemoftheevilspirit。Accordingly,accompaniedbyYamba,andleavingBrunotolookafterourhelplesscompanion,wesetoffinresponsetotheinvitation,andinafewdaysreachedthecampoftheblackswhohadsentforme。Thelagoonwasheresurroundedbyafinely-woodedcountry,slightlymountainous。PerhapsIoughttohavestatedthatIhadalreadygleanedfromthemail-men,orrunners,whohadbeensentwiththemessage,thatthewatersofthelagooninthevicinityofthecamphadlongbeendisturbedbysomehugefishormonster,whosevagarieswereaconstantsourceofterror。Thedreadedcreaturewouldcomequitecloseinshore,andthenendeavourto“spear“thewomenwithwhatwasdescribedasalongweaponcarriedinitsmouth。This,then,wastheevilspiritofthelagoon,andIconfessitpuzzledmegreatly。Ithoughtitprobablethatitwasmerelyalargefishwhichhaddescendedinarain-cloudamongcountlessmillionsofothersofsmallerspecies。Ilookeduponthecommission,however,asagoodopportunityfordisplayingmypowersandimpressingthenativesinthatcountry——Ialwayshadtheutmostconfidenceinmyself。BeforesettingoutIhadspentsomelittletimeincompletingmypreparationsforthecaptureofthestrangemonster。 TheveryafternoonIarrivedIwentdowntotheshoresofthelagoonwithallthenatives,andhadnotlongtowaitbeforeI beheldwhatwasapparentlyahugefishcareeringwildlyanderraticallyhitherandthitherinthewater。Onseeingitthenativesappearedtremendouslyexcited,andtheydancedandyelled,hopingtherebytodrivethecreatureaway。Myfirstmovewasinthenatureofanexperiment——merelywiththeobjectofgettingabetterviewofthemonster。Iendeavouredtoangleforitwithahookmadeoutofalargepieceofsharpenedbone。Ithenproducedlargenetsmadeoutofstripsofgreenhideandstringy-barkrope。 Placingtheseontheshoresofthelagoon,IdirectedYambatobuildalittlebarkcanoejustbigenoughtoholdherandme。 Atlengthweembarkedandpaddledoutafewhundredyards,whenwethrewthenetoverboard。Ithadpreviouslybeenweighted,andnowfloatedsothatitpromptlyexpandedtoitsutmostcapacity。Nosoonerhadwedonethisthantheinvisiblemonsterchargeddownuponus,makingatremendouscommotioninthewater。NeitherYambanorIwaitedforthecomingimpact,butthrewourselvesoverboardjustasthecreature”swhitesawlikeweaponshoweditselfclosetothesurfaceonlyafewyardsaway。Weheardacrash,andthen,lookingbackwardasweswam,sawthatthelongsnoutofthefishhadactuallypiercedbothsidesofthecanoe,whilsthisbodywasevidentlyentangledinthemeshesofthenet。Sodesperatehadbeenthechargethatourlittlecraftwasnowactuallyaseriousencumbrancetothemonster。Itstruggledmadlytofreeitself,leapingalmostclearofthewaterandlashingtheplacidlagoonintoaperfectmaelstrom。 Severaltimesthecanoewasliftedhighoutofthewater;andthenthefishwouldtrytodragitunderneath,butwaspreventedbyitsgreatbuoyancy。InthemeantimeYambaandIswamsafelyashore,andwatchedthestrugglesofthe“evilspirit“fromtheshore,amongacrowdoffranticnatives。 Wewaiteduntiltheeffortsofthefishgrewfeebler,andthenputoffinanotherbarkcanoe(theceleritywithwhichYambamadeonewassomethingamazing),whenIeasilydespatchedthenowweakenedcreaturewithmytomahawk。Imightherementionthatthiswasactuallythefirsttimethattheseinlandsavageshadseenacanoeorboatofanydescription,sothatnaturallythetwoIlaunchedoccasionedendlessamazement。 Afterwards,bytheway,Itriedtodescribetothemwhattheseawaslike,buthadtogiveitup,becauseitonlyconfusedthem,andwasquitebeyondtheircomprehension。Whenwedraggedthemonsterashore,withitselongatedsnoutstillembeddedinthelittlecanoe,Isawataglancethatthelong-dreadedevilspiritofthelagoonwasahugesawfish,fullyfourteenfeetlong,itsformidablesawalonemeasuringnearlyfivefeet。ThisinterestingweaponI claimedasatrophy,andwhenIgotbacktowhereBrunoandhishumanchargewere,Iexhibitedittocrowdsofadmiringblacks,whohadlongheardoftheevilspirit。ThegreatfishitselfwascookedandeatenatoneofthebiggestcorroboreesIhadeverseen。 Theblackshadnotheoryoftheirown(savethesuperstitiousone),astohowitgotintothelagoon;andtheonlysuppositionIcanofferis,thatitmusthavebeenbroughtthither,whenverysmallandyoung,eitherbyarain-cloudoratsomeunusuallybigfloodtime。 SodelightedweretheblacksattheserviceIhaddonethem,thattheypaidmethegreatestcomplimentintheirpowerbyofferingmeachieftainship,andinvitingmetostaywiththemforever。I refusedtheflatteringoffer,however,asIwasquitebentongettingbacktoCambridgeGulf。 OnreturningtomyfriendsontheothersideofthelagoonI learnedforthefirsttimethattherewasahalf-castegirllivingamongthem;andsubsequentinquirieswenttoprovethatherfatherwasawhitemanwhohadpenetratedintotheseregionsandlivedforsomelittletimeatleastamongtheblacks——muchasImyselfwasdoing。Myinterestinthematterwasfirstofallrousedbytheaccidentaldiscoveryofacairnfivefeetorsixfeethigh,madeoflooseflatstones。MyexperiencewassuchbythistimethatIsawataglancethiscairnwasnottheworkofanative。Drawingsandfigures,andavarietyofcuriouscharacters,werefaintlydiscernibleonsomeofthestones,butwerenotdistinctenoughtobelegible。 Onone,however,Idistinctlytracedtheinitials“L。L。,“whichhadwithstoodtheravagesoftimebecausethestonecontainingthemwasinaprotectedplace。 Naturallytheexistenceofthisstructuresetmeinquiringamongtheoldernativesastowhethertheyeverrememberedseeingawhitemanbefore;andthenIlearnedthatperhapstwentyyearspreviouslyamanlikemyselfHADmadehisappearanceinthoseregions,andhaddiedafewmonthsafterwards,beforethewifewho,accordingtocustom,wasallottedtohimhadgivenbirthtothehalf-castebabygirl,whowasnowawomanbeforeme。Theyneverknewthewhitestranger”sname,norwherehehadcomefrom。Thegirl,bytheway,wasbynomeansgood-looking,andherskinwasdecidedlymoreblackthanwhite;Icouldtellbyherhand,however,thatshewasahalf- caste。 Onthestrengthofoursupposedaffinity,shewasofferedtomeasawife,andIacceptedher,moreasahelpforYambathananythingelse;shewascalledLuigi。Yamba,bytheway,wasanxiousthatI shouldpossessatleasthalf-a-dozenwives,partlybecausethiscircumstancewouldbemoreinkeepingwithmyrank;butIdidnotfallinwiththeidea。Ihadquiteenoughtodoalreadytomaintainmyauthorityamongthetribeatlarge,anddidnotcaretohavetoruleinadditionhalf-a-dozenwomeninmyownestablishment。Thistribealwayslingersinmymemory,onaccountofthehalf-castegirl,whomInowbelievetohavebeenthedaughterofLudwigLeichhardt,thelostAustralianexplorer。Mr。 Gilessays:“LudwigLeichhardtwasasurgeonandbotanist,whosuccessfullyconductedanexpeditionfromMoretonBaytoPortEssington,onthenortherncoast。AmilitaryandpenalsettlementhadbeenestablishedatPortEssingtonbytheGovernmentofNewSouthWales,towhichcolonythewholeterritorythenbelonged。Atthissettlement——theonlypointofreliefaftereighteenmonths” travel——Leichhardtandhisexhaustedpartyarrived。 “OfLeichhardt”ssadfate,intheinteriorofAustralia,nocertaintidingshaveeverbeenheard。I,whohavewanderedintoandreturnedalivefromthecuriousregionsheattemptedanddiedtoexplore,haveunfortunatelynevercomeacrossasinglerecord,noranyremainsortracesoftheparty。” Leichhardtstartedonhislastsadventurewithapartyofeight,includingoneortwonativeblack-boys。Theyhadwiththemabouttwentyheadofbullocksbrokenintocarrypackloads。“Myfirstandsecondexpeditions,“saysGiles,“wereconductedentirelywithhorses,butinallsubsequentjourneysIwasaccompaniedbycamels。”Hisobject,likethatofLeichhardt,wastoforcehiswayacrossthethousandmilesofcountrythatlayuntroddenandunknownbetweentheAustraliantelegraphlineandthesettlementsupontheSwanRiver。AndGilesremarksthattheexplorationof1000milesinAustraliaisequaltoatleast10,000milesonanyotherpartoftheearth”ssurface——alwaysexceptingthePoles。 Icontinuedresidingontheshoresofthelagooninthehopethatmypatientwouldeventuallygetbetter,whenIproposedcontinuingmyjourneynorth。Iwasstillquiteunabletounderstandhisbabblings,althoughhewasforevermentioningthenamesofpersonsandplacesunknowntome;andheconstantlyspokeaboutsomeexploringparty。Heneveraskedmequestions,nordidhegetintoserioustroublewiththenatives,beingprivileged。Heneverdevelopedanydangerousvices,butwassimplychildlikeandimbecile。 GraduallyIhadnoticedthat,insteadofbecomingstronger,hewasfadingaway。Hewasconstantlytroubledwithamostdistressingcomplaint,andinadditiontothishewouldbeseizedwithfitsofdepression,whenhewouldremaininhishutfordaysatatimewithoutventuringout。Ialwaysknewwhatwasthematterwithhimwhenhewasnottobeseen。SometimesIwouldgointotryandcheerhimup,butusuallyitwasahopelesseffortonmypart。 Ofcoursehehadawifegivenhim,andthisyoungpersonseemedtoconsiderhimquiteanordinaryspecimenofthewhiteman。Indeed,shewasvastlyflattered,ratherthanotherwise,bytheattentionslavisheduponherhusbandbyherpeople。Onereasonforthistreatmentwasthatshewasconsideredaprivilegedpersontoberelatedinanywaytoonewhomthenativesregardedasalmostademi-god。Shelookedafterhimtoo,andkepthishutascleanaspossible。Onemorningsomethinghappened。Thegirlcamerunningformetogotoherhut,andtherelaythemysteriousstrangerapparentlystretchedoutfordead。Isoonrealisedthathewasinafitofsomekind。 Inowapproachthemomentoustimewhenthisunfortunatemanrecoveredhissenses。WhenheregainedconsciousnessafterthefitYambaandIwerewithhim,andsowashiswife。Ihadnotseenhimforsomedays,andwasmuchshockedatthechangethathadtakenplace。Hewasghastlypaleandverymuchemaciated。Iknewthatdeathwasathand。Justasheregainedconsciousness——Icanseethepicturenow;yes,wewereallaroundhisfragrantcouchofeucalyptusleaves,waitingforhimtoopenhiseyes——hegazedatmeinawaythatthrilledmestrangely,andIKNEWIWASLOOKINGATA SANEWHITEMAN。Hisfirstquestionswere“WhereamI?Whoareyou?“EagerandtremblingIkneltdownbesidehimandtoldhimthelongandstrangestoryofhowIhadfoundhim,andhowhehadnowbeenlivingwithmenearlytwoyears。IpointedouttohimourfaithfulBruno,whohadoftentakenhimforlongwalksandbroughthimbacksafely,andwhohadsofrequentlydrivenawayfromhimdeadlysnakes,andwarnedhimwhenitwastimetoturnback。I toldhimhewasinthecentreofAustralia;andthenItoldinbriefmyownextraordinarystory。IsentYambatoourshelterfortheletterIhadfoundinhistracks,andreaditaloudtohim。Henevertoldmewhothewriterofitwas。HelistenedtoallIhadtotellhimwithanexpressionofamazement,whichsoongaveplacetooneofweariness——thewearinessofutterweakness。Heaskedmetocarryhimoutsideintothesun,andIdidso,afterwardssquattingdownbesidehimandopeningupanotherconversation。HE THENTOLDMEHISNAMEWASGIBSON,ANDTHATHEHADBEENAMEMBEROF THEGILESEXPEDITIONOF1874。FromthatmomentIneverlefthimnightorday。HetoldmemuchaboutthatexpeditionwhichIcanneverreveal,forIdonotknowwhetherhewaslyingorraving。 Poor,vulgar,CockneyGibson!Heseemedtoknowfullwellthathewasdying,andthethoughtseemedtopleasehimratherthanotherwise。Heappearedtometobetootired,toowearytolive—— thatwasthepredominantsymptom。 IintroducedYambatohim,andwedideverythingwepossiblycouldtocheerhim,buthegraduallysanklowerandlower。Iwouldsay,“Cheerup,Gibson。Why,whenyouareabletowalkwewillmaketracksstraightwayforcivilisation。Iamsureyouknowtheway,fornowyouareasrightasIam。”Butnothinginterestedthedyingman。Shortlybeforetheendhiseyesassumedastrainedlook,andIcouldseehewasrapidlygoing。Thethoughtofhisapproachingendwastomearelief;itwouldbeuntrueifIweretosayotherwise。ForweekspastIhadseenthatthemancouldnotlive,andconsideringthateverydaybroughtitsbattleforlife,youwillreadilyunderstandthatthispoorhelplesscreaturewasaterribleburdentome。HehadsuchatenderskinthatatalltimesIwasobligedtokeephimclothed。Forsomelittletimehisoldshirtandtrousersdidduty,butatlengthIwascompelledtomakehimasuitofskins。Ofcourse,wehadnosoapwithwhichtowashhisgarments,butweusedtocleanthemafterafashionbydumpingthemdownintoakindofgreasymudandthentramplingonthem,afterwardsrinsingthemoutinwater。Moreover,hisfeetweresotenderthatIalwayshadtokeephimshodwithskinsandals。 Hisdeathbedwasadramaticscene——especiallyunderthecircumstances。PoorGibson!Tothinkthatheshouldhaveescapeddeathafterthosefearfulwaterlessdaysandnightsinthedesert,tolivefortwoyearswithawhiteprotector,andyetthendieofawastinganddistressingdisease! Hespentthewholedayintheopenair,forhewasverymuchbetterwheninthesun。AtnightIcarriedhimbackintohishut,andlaidhiminthehammockwhichIhadlongagoslungforhim。YambaknewhewasdyingevenbeforeIdid,butshecoulddonothing。 Wetriedtheeffectofthecuriousherbcalled“pitchori,“butitdidnotrevivehim。“Pitchori,“bytheway,isakindofleafwhichthenativeschewinmomentsofdepression;ithasanexhilaratingeffectuponthem。 OnthelastdayIoncemoremadeupabedofeucalyptusleavesandrugsonthefloorofGibson”shut。Surroundinghimatthelastwerehiswife——averygoodandfaithfulgirl——Yamba,myself,andBruno——who,bytheway,knewperfectlywellthathisfriendwasdying。HekeptlickingpoorGibson”shandandchest,andthenfindingnoresponsewouldnestleupclosetohimforhalf-an-houratatime。Thentheaffectionatecreaturewouldretireoutsideandsetupaseriesoflow,melancholyhowls,onlytoruninagainwithhoperenewed。 PoorGibson!Thewomen-folkwereparticularlyattachedtohimbecauseheneverwentoutwiththemen,orwithme,onmyvariousexcursions,butremainedbehindintheircharge。Sometimes,however,hewouldfollowatourheelsasfaithfullyandinstinctivelyasBrunohimself。ForthepasttwoyearsBrunoandGibsonhadbeeninseparable,sleepingtogetheratnight,andneverpartingforamomentthewholedaylong。Indeed,IamsureBrunobecamemoreattachedtoGibsonthanhewastome。AndsoGibsondidnot,asIatonetimefearedhewould,passawayintotheGreatBeyond,carryingwithhimthesecretofhisidentity。Lookingathimashelaybackamongtheeucalyptusleaves,paleandemaciated,Iknewtheendwasnowverynear。 Ikneltbesidehimholdinghishand,andatlength,withagreateffort,heturnedtowardsmeandsaidfeebly,“Canyouhearanything?“Ilistenedintently,andatlastwascompelledtoreplythatIdidnot。“Well,“hesaid,“Ihearsomeonetalking。I thinkthevoicesofmyfriendsarecallingme。”Ifanciedthatthepoorfellowwaswanderinginhismindagain,butstillhiseyesdidnotseemtohavethatvacantgazeIhadpreviouslynoticedinthem。 Hewaslookingsteadilyatme,andseemedtodivinemythoughts,forhesmiledsadlyandsaid,“No,IknowwhatIamsaying。Icanhearthemsinging,andtheyarecallingmeaway。Theyhavecomeformeatlast!“Histhinfacebrightenedupwithaslow,sadsmile,whichsoonfadedaway,andthen,givingmyhandaslightpressure,hewhisperedalmostinmyear,asIbentoverhim,“Good- bye,comrade,I”moff。Youwillcometoo,someday。”Aslightshiver,andGibsonpassedpeacefullyaway。 CHAPTERXV Lostinthedesert——Gibson”sdyingadvice——GilesmeetsGibson——A fountaininthedesert——Aterriblefix——Gilesregainshiscamp—— Gibson”seffects——Mysterioustracks——Atreasuredpossession——A perfectparadise——Grapevinesafailure——Atrainedcockatoo——Anextraordinaryfestival——Mytheoryofthe“ghosts。” Afterthefuneralhiswifefollowedouttheusualnativeconventions。Shecoveredherselfwithpipeclayforaboutonemonth。Shealsomournedandhowledfortheprescribedthreedays,andgashedherheadwithstoneknives,untilthebloodpoureddownherface。Gibson”sbodywasnotburiedintheearth,butembalmedwithclayandleaves,andlaidonarock-shelfinacave。 ThegeneralbeliefwasthatGibsonhadmerelygonebacktotheSpiritLandfromwhencehehadcome,andthat,ashewasagreatandgoodman,hewouldreturntoearthintheformofabird—— perhapsanibis,whichwasveryhighindeed。ImustsayIneverattachedverymuchimportancetowhathesaid,eveninhissanemoments,becausehewasobviouslyamanoflowintelligenceandnoculture。IfIrememberrightly,hetoldmethattheexpeditiontowhichhewasattachedleftAdelaidewiththeobjectofgoingoverlandtoFremantle。Itwasthoroughlywellequipped,andforalongtimeeverythingwentwellwiththeparty。Oneday,whilstsomeofthemwereoffexploringontheirownaccount,helosthimself。 Heratherthoughtthatthesunmusthaveaffectedhisbraineventhen,becausehedidn”ttrytofindhiscompanionsthatnight,butwenttosleepquitecontentedlyunderatree。Herealisedthehorrorofhispositionkeenlyenoughthenextmorning,however,androdemileaftermilewithouthaltingforfoodorwater,inthehopeofquicklyregaininghisfriendsatthechiefcamp。Butnightstoledownuponhimoncemore,andhewasstillalonelywanderer,halfdeliriouswiththirst;thesupplyhehadcarriedwithhimhadlongsincegivenout。 Nextmorning,whenherousedhimself,hefoundthathishorsehadwanderedawayandgotlost。Afterthishehadonlyavaguerecollectionofwhathappened。Promptedbysomestrange,unaccountableimpulse,hesetoutonahopelesssearchforwater,andwentwalkingonandonuntilallrecollectionfadedaway,andherememberednomore。HowlonghehadbeenlostwhenIfoundhimhecouldnotsay,becauseheknewabsolutelynothingwhateverabouthisrescue。SofarasIremember,hewasatypicalspecimenoftheAustralianpioneer——amanoffinephysique,withafullbeardandafrank,butunintelligent,countenance。Hewasperhapsfivefeetnineinchesinheight,andaboutthirtyyearsofage。WhenItoldhimthestoryofmyadventureshewasfullofearnestsympathyforme,andtoldmethatifeverIintendedleavingthoseregionsforcivilisationagain,mybestplanwouldbetosteermoresouth-east,asitwasinthatdirectionthatAdelaidelay。 Healsoinformedmethatthegreattrans-Continentaltelegraphwirewasbeingconstructedfromnorthtosouth。Thisheadvisedmetostrikeandfollowtocivilisation。 ImaybepermittedalittledigressionheretogiveafewextractsfromGiles”sbook,“AustraliaTwiceTraversed“(SampsonLow& Company),forthiscontainstheversionoftheleaderoftheexpeditionhimselfastothecircumstancesunderwhichGibsonwaslost。Inall,itseems,GilesmadefiveexploringexpeditionsintoandthroughCentralSouthAustraliaandWesternAustraliafrom1872 to1876。Speakingofhissecondexpedition,Mr。Gilessays:“I hadinformedmyfriend,BaronVonMueller,bywirefromtheCharlotteWatersTelegraphstation,ofthefailureandbreak-upofmyfirstexpedition,andhesettoworkandobtainednewfundsformetocontinuemylabours。IreachedAdelaidelateinJanuary1873,andgotmypartytogether。WeleftearlyinMarchof1873,andjourneyedleisurelyup-countrytoBeltana,thenpasttheFinnisSpringstotheGregory。WethenjourneyeduptothePeake,wherewewerewelcomedbyMessrs。BagotattheCattleStation,andMr。 BloodoftheTelegraphDepartment。Herewefixedupallourpacks,soldBagotthewaggon,andboughthorsesandotherthings。Wenowhadtwentypack-horsesandfourriding-horses。” WenextcometotheintroductionofGibson。“Hereashortyoungmanaccostedme,andaskedmeifIdidn”trememberhim。Hesaidhewas”Alf。”IthoughtIknewhisface,butIthoughtitwasatthePeakethatIhadseenhim;buthesaid,”Oh,no!Don”tyourememberAlf,withBagot”ssheepatthenorth-westbendoftheMurray?Myname”sAlfGibson,andIwanttogooutwithyou。”I said,”Well,canyoushoe?Canyouride?Canyoustarve?Canyougowithoutwater?Andhowwouldyouliketobespearedbytheblacks?”HesaidhecoulddoeverythingIhadmentioned,andhewasn”tafraidoftheblacks。HewasnotamanIwouldhavepickedoutofamob,butmenwerescarce,andheseemedsoanxioustocome,soIagreedtotakehim。 “Thus,theexpeditionconsistedoffourpersons——myself(ErnestGiles),Mr。WilliamHenryTietkins,AlfGibson,andJamesAndrews; withtwenty-fourhorsesandtwolittledogs。OnMonday,4thAugust,wefinallylefttheencampment。” NowhereisthepassageinwhichMr。GilesdescribeshisdramaticpartingwithGibson。Itwillbefoundinthechaptermarked“20thAprilto21stMay1874“:“GibsonandIdepartedfortheWest。I rodethe”FairMaidofPerth。”IgaveGibsonthebigamblinghorse,”Badger”andwepackedthebigcobwithapairofwater- bagsthatcontainedtwentygallons。Aswerodeaway,IwastellingGibsonaboutvariousexploringexpeditionsandtheirfate,andhesaid,”Howisitthat,inalltheseexploringexpeditions,alotofpeoplegoanddie?”Hesaid,”Ishouldn”tliketodieinthispartofthecountry,anyhow。” “Wepresentlyhadamealofsmokedhorse。Itwaslatewhenweencamped,andthehorsesweremuchinwantofwater,——especiallythebigcob,whokeptcominguptothecampallnightandtryingtogetatourwater-bags。Wehadonesmallwater-baghunginatree。 “Ididn”tthinkofthatuntilmymarecamestraightuptoitandtookitinherteeth,forcingoutthecork,andsendingthewaterup,whichwewerebothdyingtodrink,inabeautifuljet。Gibsonwasnowverysorryhehadexchanged”Badger”forthecob,ashefoundthelatterverydullandheavytogetalong。Therehadbeenahotwindfromthenorthallday,andthefollowingmorning(the23rdofApril),therewasamoststrangedampnessintheair,andI hadavaguefeeling,suchasmusthavebeenfeltbyaugursandseersofold,whotrembledastheytoldeventstocome;FORTHIS WASTHELASTDAYONWHICHIEVERSAWGIBSON。 “AsGibsoncamealongafterme,hecalledoutthathishorsewasgoingtodie。Thehillstothewestweretwenty-fivetothirtymilesaway,andIhadtogiveuptryingtoreachthem。HowI longedforacamel!Gibson”shorsewasnowsobadastoplacebothofusinagreatdilemma。Weturnedbackinourtracks,whenthecobrefusedtocarryhisrideranyfarther,andtriedtoliedown。 Wedrovehimanothermileonfoot,anddownhefelltodie。Mymare,the”FairMaidofPerth”wasonlytoowillingtoreturn,butshehadnowtocarryGibson”ssaddleandthings,andawaywewent,walkingandridinginturnsofonehalf-houreach。 “WhenwegotbacktoaboutthirtymilesfromaplacewhichIhadnamed”TheKegs”IshoutedtoGibson,whowasriding,tostopuntilIwalkeduptohim。Bythistimewehadhardlyapintofwaterleftbetweenus。