第4章

类别:其他 作者:Rougemont, Louis de字数:37281更新时间:18/12/19 16:20:48
ThecampdescribedbymyinformantIfoundtobeamerecollectionofgunyahs,orbreak-winds,madeofboughs,andIatoncepresentedmy“card“——theubiquitepassportstick;whichneverleftmeforamomentinallmywanderings。Thisstickwassenttothechief,whoimmediatelymanifestedtokensoffriendshiptowardsme。 Unfortunately,however,hespokeanentirelydifferentdialectfromYamba”s;butbymeansofthesignlanguageIexplainedtohimthatIwishedtostaywithhimforafew“sleeps“(handheldtothesideofthehead,withfingersfornumbers),andpartakeofhishospitality。Tothishereadilyconsented。 Now,Iknewenoughofthecustomsoftheblackstorealisethat,beingastrangeramongthem,theywouldonrequestprovidemewithadditionalwivesduringmystay,——entirelyasamatterofceremonialetiquette;anditsuddenlyoccurredtomethatImightmakeverygooduseofthiscustombyputtinginanimmediatedemandforthetwowhitewomen——iftheyexisted。Yousee,Iwantedaninterviewwiththem,inthefirstplace,toarrangethebestmeansofgettingthemaway。IconfessIwasconsumedwithanintensecuriositytolearntheirhistory——eventoseethem。Iwonderediftheycouldtellmeanythingofthegreatworldnowsoremoteinmymind。Asamatterofcourtesy,however,Ispentthegreaterpartofthedaywiththechief,foranymanwhomanifestsadesireforwomen”ssocietylosescasteimmediately;andintheevening,whenthefactofmypresenceamongthetribehadbecomemoreextensivelyknown,andtheircuriosityarousedbythestoriesthatYambahadtakencaretocirculate,Iattendedagreatcorroboree,whichlastednearlythewholeofthenight。AsIwassittingnearabigfire,joininginthechantingandfestivities,Yambanoiselesslystoletomyside,andwhisperedinmyearthatSHEHADFOUNDTHE TWOWHITEWOMEN。 IrememberItrembledwithexcitementattheprospectofmeetingthem。Theywereveryyoung,Yambaadded,andspoke“my“language—— Ineversaid“English,“becausethiswordwouldhaveconveyednothingtoher;andshealsotoldmethattheprisonerswereinadreadfulstateofmisery。Itwasnextexplainedtomethatthegirls,accordingtonativecustom,weretheabsolutepropertyofthechief。Hewasseatednotveryfarawayfromme,andwascertainlyoneofthemostferociousandrepulsive-lookingcreaturesIhaveevercomeacross,——evenamongtheblacks。Hewasoversixfeethigh,andofratheralightercomplexionthanhisfellows,—— almostlikeaMalay。Thetopofhisheadrecededinaverycuriousmanner,whilstthemouthandlowerpartofthefacegenerallyprotrudedlikeanalligator”s,andgavehimatrulydiabolicalappearance。Iconfessathrillofhorrorpassedthroughme,asI realisedthattwodoubtlesstenderlyrearedEnglishgirlswereintheclutchesofthismonster。OnceIthoughtImusthavebeendreaming,andthatthememoriesofsomeoldstory-bookIhadreadyearsagowerefillingmymindwithsomefantasticdelusion。ForamomentIpicturedtomyselfthefeelingsoftheirprosaicBritishrelatives,couldtheyonlyhaveknownwhathadbecomeofthelong- lostlovedones——afatemoreshockingandmorefearfulthananyeverconceivedbythewriteroffiction。Ofcourse,myreaderswillunderstandthatmuchdetailaboutthefateofthesepoorcreaturesmustbesuppressedforobviousreasons。Butshouldanyexistingrelativesturnup,IshallbeonlytoohappytoplaceattheirdisposalalltheinformationIpossess。 Presently,Igraspedthewholeterribleaffair,andrealiseditasabsolutefact!Myfirstimpulsewastoleapfromthecorroboreeandgoandreassuretheunhappyvictimsinperson,tellingthematthesametimethattheymightcountonmyassistancetothelast。 Itwasnotadvisable,however,towithdrawsuddenlyfromthefestivities,forfearmyabsencemightarousesuspicion。 Theonlyalternativethatpresenteditselfwastosendanoteormessageofsomekindtothem,andsoIaskedYambatobringmealargefleshyleafofawater-lily,andthen,withoneofherboneneedles,Ipricked,inprintedEnglishcharacters,“AFRIENDIS NEAR;FEARNOT。”HandingthisoriginallettertoYamba,I instructedhertogiveittothegirlsandtellthemtoholditupbeforethefireandreadtheperforations。Thisdone,Ireturnedtothecorroboree,stilldisplayingafeignedenthusiasmfortheproceedings,butdetermineduponaboldandresolutecourseofaction。Imustsaythough,thatatthatparticularmomentIwasnotverysanguineofgettingthegirlsawayoutofthepowerofthissavage,whohaddoubtlesswonthemfromsomeofhisfellowsbymoreorlessfairfighting。 Imademywayovertowherethechiefwassquatting,andgazedathimlongandsteadily。Irememberhisappearanceasthoughitwerebutyesterdaythatwemet。IthinkIhavealreadysaidhewasthemostrepulsive-lookingsavageIhaveevercomeacross,evenamongtheAustralianblacks。Thecuriousraisedscarswereuponthisparticularchiefbothlargeandnumerous。Thiscuriousformofdecoration,bytheway,isaverypainfulbusiness。Thegeneralpracticeistomaketransversecutswithasharpshell,orstoneknife,onthechest,thighs,andsometimesonthebackandshoulders。Ashesandeartharethenrubbedintoeachcut,andthewoundislefttoclose。Nextcomesanextremelypainfulgatheringandswelling,andalittlelatertheearththatisinsideisgraduallyremoved——sometimeswithafeather。Whenthewoundsfinallyhealup,eachcicatricestandsoutlikearaisedweal,andoftheseextraordinarymarkstheblacksareinordinatelyproud。 Buttoreturntothechiefwhoownedthegirls。Imustsaythat,apartfromhisawfulandobviouslystubbornface,hewasamagnificentlyformedsavage。 Icommencedtheconversationwithhimbysaying,Ipresumedtheusualcourtesyofprovidingawifewouldbeextendedtomeduringmystay。AsIanticipated,hereadilyacquiesced,andIinstantlyfolloweduptheconcessionbycalmlyremarkingthatIshouldliketohavethetwowhitewomenwhowereinthecampsentovertomy“littleplace。”Tothissuggestionhegaveapoint-blankrefusal。 Ipersisted,however,andtauntedhimwithdeliberatelybreakingtheinviolablerulesofcourtesy;andatlengthhegavemetounderstandhewouldthinkthematterover。 AllthistimeYambahadbeenasbusyasashowmanoutWest。Shehadfollowedwithunusualvigourhercustomaryroleof“advanceagent,“andhadspreadmostridiculouslyexaggeratedreportsofmysupernaturalprowessandmagicalattributes。IcontrolledthedenizensofSpiritland,andcouldcallthemupinthousandstotormenttheblacks。Icontrolledtheelements;andwasinshortall-powerful。 Imustadmitthatthisenergeticandsystematic“puffing“didagreatdealofgood,andwhereverwewentIwaslookeduponasasortofwizard,entitledtoverygreatrespect,andthebestofeverythingthatwasgoing。 Foralongtimethetribalchiefpersistedinhisoppositiontomyrequestforthegirls;butasmostofhiswarriorswereinmyfavour(Ihadgivenmanyappallingdemonstrationsinthebushatnight),Iknewhewouldsubmitsoonerorlater。Thebigcorroboreelastedallnight,andatlength,beforeweseparatedonthesecondday,thegreatmangaveway——withexceedinglybadgrace。Ofcourse,Ididnotdisturbthegirlsatthathour,butnextdayI toldYambatogoandseethemandarrangeforaninterview。Shecamebackprettysoon,andthenundertooktoguidemetotheir“abode。”Theprospectofmeetingwhitepeopleoncemore——eventhesetwopoorunfortunates——threwmeintoastrangeexcitement,inthemidstofwhichIquiteforgotmyownastonishingappearance,whichwasfarmorelikethatofagailydecoratedandgorgeouslypaintednativechiefthanacivilisedEuropean。ForitmustberememberedthatbythistimeIhadlongagodiscardedallclothing,exceptanapronofemufeathers,whilstmyskinwasextremelydarkandmyhairhungdownmybackfullythreefeet,andwasbuiltupinasurprisingwayintimesofwarandcorroboree。 IfollowedYambathroughthecamp,gettingmoreandmoreexcitedasweapproachedthegirls”domicile。Atlengthshestoppedatthebackofacrescent-shapedbreak-windofboughs,andamomentlater—— eager,trembling,andalmostspeechless——IstoodbeforethetwoEnglishgirls。Lookingbacknow,Iremembertheypresentedatrulypitiablespectacle。Theywerehuddledtogetheronthesandyground,naked,andlockedinoneanother”sarms。Beforethemburnedafire,whichwastendedbythewomen。Bothlookedfrightfullyemaciatedandterrified——somuchso,thatasIwritethesewordsmyheartbeatsfasterwithhorrorasIrecalltheterribleimpressiontheymadeuponme。Astheycaughtsightofme,theyscreamedaloudinterror。Iretiredalittlewaydiscomfited,rememberingsuddenlymyownfantasticappearance。Ofcourse,theythoughtIwasanotherblackfellowcomingtotorturethem。Allkindsofextraordinaryreflectionsflashedthroughmymindatthatmoment。WhatwouldpeopleinmybelovedFrance,Iwondered——oramongmySwissmountains,orinstatelyEngland——thinkofthefatethathadovertakenthesegirls——afatethatwouldinfalliblyreadmorelikeextravagantandevenoffensivefictionthanreal,heart- rendingfact? Iwentbackandstoodbeforethegirls,saying,reassuringly,“Ladies,Iamawhitemanandafriend;andifyouwillonlytrustinmeIthinkIcansaveyou。” Theiramazementatthislittlespeechknewnobounds,andoneofthegirlsbecamequitehysterical。IcalledYamba,andintroducedherasmywife,andtheythencameforwardandclaspedmebythehand,crying,shudderingly,“Oh,saveus!Takeusawayfromthatfearfulbrute。” IhastilyexplainedtothemthatitwassolelybecauseIhadresolvedtosavethemthatIhadventuredintothecamp;buttheywouldhavetowaitpatientlyuntilcircumstancesfavouredmyplansfortheirescape。Ididnotconcealfromthemthatmybeingabletotakethemawayatallwasextremelyproblematical;forIcouldseethattohaveraisedfalsehopeswouldhaveendedinrealdisaster。Graduallytheybecamequieterandmorereasonable——andmypositionobviouslymoreembarrassing。Iquicklytoldthemthat,atanyrate,solongasIremainedinthecamp,theyneednotfearanyfurthervisitsfromthegiantchieftheydreadedsomuch,andwiththisreassuranceIwalkedswiftlyaway,followedbyYamba。 Thelawsofnativehospitalityabsolutelyforbadeanyonetointerferewiththegirlsduringmystay,so,easyinmymind,I madestraightfortheextensiveswampswhichIknewlayafewmilesfromthecamp。InthiswildandpicturesqueplaceIbroughtdown,withYamba”sassistance,agreatnumberofcockatoos,turkeys,andotherwildfowl,whichbirdswerepromptlyskinned,mywifeandI havinginviewalittleamateurtailoringwhichshouldrendermyfutureinterviewswiththegirlsalittlelessembarrassing。Asamatteroffact,Ihandedoverthebird-skinstoYamba,andshe,withherboneneedlesandthreadsofkangaroosinews,soonmadeacoupleofextraordinarybutmostserviceablegarments,whichweimmediatelytookbacktothepoorgirls,whowereshiveringwithcoldandneglect。Iatoncesawthereasonofmostoftheirsuffering。 Theirownclothinghadapparentlybeenlostordestroyed,andthenativewomen,jealousoftheattentionwhichthechiefwasbestowinguponthenewcomers,gavethemlittleornofood。Nordidthejealouswivesinstructtheinterlopersintheanointingoftheirbodieswiththatpeculiarkindofclaywhichformssoeffectiveaprotectionalikeagainsttheburningheatofthesun,thetreacherouscoldofthenight-winds,andthepainfulattacksofinsects。AlltheinformationIcouldelicitfromthegirlsthateveningwasthefactthattheyhadbeenshipwrecked,andhadalreadybeencaptiveamongtheblacksforthreeandahalfmonths。 Theeldergirlfurthersaidthattheywerenotallowedtheirliberty,becausetheyhadonseveraloccasionstriedtoputanendtotheirindescribablesufferingsbycommittingsuicide。Anythingmoreextraordinarythanthecostumeswemadeforthegirlsyouneversaw。Theywerenotofelaboratedesign,beingoftheshapeofalongsack,withholesforthearmsandneck;andtheyafterwardsshrankinthemostabsurdway。 CHAPTERX MissRogersbeginsherstory——Aninterviewonthehighseas—— Driftingtodestruction——Theshipdisappears——Torturedbythirst——A fearfulsight——Cannibalsonthewatch——Theblacksquarreloverthegirls——Courtingstarvation——Yambagoesforhelp——Astartlingannouncement——Preparationsforthefight——Anxiousmoments——Aweirdsituation”Victory,victory“——Amelodramaticattitude——Thegirlsgetsorefeet。 Atournextinterview,thankstoYamba”sgoodoffices,bothgirlswerelookingverymuchbetterthanwhenIfirstsawthem;andthen,consumedwithnaturalcuriosityandagreatdesiretolearnsomethingoftheoutsideworld,Ibeggedthemtotellmetheirstory。 ThefirstthingIlearntwasthattheyweretwosisters,namedBlancheandGladysRogers,theirrespectiveagesbeingnineteenandseventeenyears。Bothgirlswereextremelypretty,theparticularattractionaboutGladysbeingherlovelyvioleteyes。ItwasBlanchewho,withmuchhystericalemotion,toldmethestoryoftheirpainfulexperience,Gladysoccasionallypromptinghersisterwithafewinterpolatedwords。 Here,then,isBlancheRogers”sstory,toldasnearlyaspossibleinherownwords。OfcourseitisabsurdtosupposethatIcanreproduceverbatimthefearfulstorytoldbytheunfortunategirl。 “MysisterandIarethedaughtersofCaptainRogers,whocommandeda700-tonbarqueownedbyouruncle。”[Iamnotabsolutelycertainwhetherthegirlswerethedaughtersofthecaptainortheowner—— L。deR。]“Wewerealwaysveryanxious,evenaschildren,toaccompanyourdearfatherononeofhislongtrips,andatlengthweinducedhimtotakeuswithhimwhenhesetsailfromSunderland[notcertain,this]intheyear1868[or1869],withamiscellaneouscargoboundforBatavia[orSingapore]。Thevoyageoutwasaverypleasantone,butpracticallywithoutincident—— although,ofcourse,fullofinteresttous。Theshipdeliveredherfreightinduecourse,butourfatherfailedtoobtainareturncargototakebackwithhimtoEngland。Now,asacargoofsomekindwasnecessarytocleartheexpensesofthevoyage,fatherdecidedtomakeforPortLouis,inMauritius,toseewhathecoulddoamongthesugar-exportersthere。 “OnthewaytoPortLouis,wesuddenlysightedashipflyingsignalsofdistress。Weatoncehovetoandaskedwhatassistancewecouldrender。Aboatpresentlyputofffromthedistressedvessel,andthecaptain,whocameaboard,explainedthathehadrunshortofprovisionsandwantedafreshsupply——nomatterhowsmall—— totidehimoverhisdifficulty。Hefurtherstatedthathisvesselwasladenwithguano,andwasalsoenrouteforPortLouis。 Thetwocaptainshadalongconversationtogether,inthecourseofwhichanarrangementwasarrivedatbetweenthem。 “Wesaidwewereinballast,searchingforfreight,whereuponourvisitorsaid:”Whydon”tyoumakefortheLacepedeIslands,offthenorth-westAustraliancoast,andloadguano,whichyoucangettherefornothing?”Wesaidwedidnotpossessthenecessaryrequisitesintheshapeofshovels,sacks,punts,wheel-barrows,andthelike。Thesewerepromptlysuppliedbytheothercaptaininpartpaymentfortheprovisionswelethimhave。Thusthingswereeventuallyarrangedtotheentiresatisfactionofbothparties,andthentheAlexandria(Ithinkthatwasthenameoftheship) proceededonherwaytoPortLouis,whilstwedirectedourcoursetotheLacepedeIslands。 “Induetimewereachedaguanoislet,andthecrewquicklygottowork,withtheresultthatinaveryshorttimewehadasubstantialcargoonboard。Adayortwobeforewewereduetoleave,wewenttofatherandtoldhimwewantedverymuchtospendaneveningontheislandtovisittheturtle-breedingground。Poorfather,indulgentalways,allowedustogoashoreinaboat,underthecareofeightmen,whoweretodoalittleclearing-upwhilsttheywerewaitingforus。Wefound,asyoumaysuppose,agreatdealtointerestusontheisland,andthetimepassedalltooquickly。Thebigturtlescameupwiththefulltide,andatoncemadenestsforthemselvesonthebeachbyscrapingoutwiththeirhind-flippersaholeaboutteninchesdeepandfiveinchesindiameter。Thecreaturesthensimplylayovertheseholesanddroppedtheireggsintothem。Welearnedthatthenumberofeggslaidatonesittingvariesfromtwelveuptoforty。Wehadgreatfunincollectingtheeggsandgenerallyplayingwiththeturtles。 Iamafraidwegotoutofsightofthemen,anddidnotnoticethattheweathershoweddecidedsignsofasuddenchange。Whenatlengththecrewfoundusitwaspastmidnight——thoughnotverydark;andthoughweoughttohavebeenmakingpreparationsforreturningtotheship,itwasblowinghard。Onaccountofthis,thecrewsaidtheydidnotconsideritadvisabletolaunchtheboat;andaswehadourbigcloakswithus,itwasdecidedtoremainontheislandallnighttoseeiftheweatherimprovedbythemorning。Ourshipwasanchoredfullythreemilesaway,outsidethereefs,anditwouldhavebeenimpossible,intheseathatwasrunning,topullouttoher。Therewasonlyonewhitemanamongourprotectors,andhewasaScotchman。Themenmadeafireinamoreorlessshelteredspot,androundthiswesquatted,themenoutsideus,soastoaffordusgreaterprotectionfromthestorm。 Inthiswaythewholenightpassed,principallyintellingstoriesofadventurebyseaandland。Weallhopedthatbymorningatanyratethewindwouldhaveabated;butatdaybreak,aswelookedanxiouslyoutoverthetempestuoussea,itwasblowingashardasever;andbyteno”clockthestormhadincreasedtoaterrificgale。Ourmenunanimouslydeclaredtheydarednotattempttoreachtheshipintheirsmallboat,althoughwecouldseethevesselplainlyridingatheroldanchorage。WhatfollowedGladysandI gatheredafterwards,justbeforethedreadfulthinghappened。Wewereallsafeenoughonland,but,itbecameevidenttothesailorswithusthattheshipcouldnotweatherthestormunlesssheweighedanchorandstoodouttosea。Thecrewwatchedwitheagereyestoseewhatmyfatherwoulddo。Manifestlyhewasintoomuchdistressofmindaboutustogorightaway,andIsupposehepreferredtotrusttothestrengthofhiscables: “Shortlyafterteno”clockinthemorning,however,theshipbegantodragheranchors,andinspiteofallthatcouldbedonebymyfatherandhisofficers,theshapelylittlevesselgraduallydriftedontothecoralreefs。AllthistimeGladysandI,quiteignorantofseamanshipandeverythingpertainingtoit,werewatchingthedoomedship,andfromtimetotimeaskedanxiouslywhatwasthemeaningofalltheexcitement。Themenreturnedusevasiveanswers,likethekind-heartedfellowstheywere,andcheeredusupineverypossibleway。Presentlyweheardsignalsofdistress(onlywedidn”tknowtheyweresignalsofdistressthen),andourcompanionssawthatthecaptainrealisedonlytoowellhisterriblydangerousposition。Itwas,however,utterlyimpossibleforthemtohaverenderedhimanyassistance。Therainwasnowdescendinginsheets,lashingthegiantwaveswithacurioushissingsound。Theskywasgloomyandovercast,andaltogethertheoutlookwasaboutasterribleasitcouldwellbe。Presentlywebecamedreadfullyanxiousaboutourfather;butwhenthesailorssawthattheshipwasapparentlygoingtopieces,theyinducedustoreturntothecampfireandsittheretilltheendwaspast。Bythistimethebarquewasbeinghelplesslybuffetedaboutamongstthereefs,alittlelessthanamileandahalffromshore。 “Suddenly,asweafterwardslearnt,shegavealurchandcompletelydisappearedbeneaththeturbulentwaters,withoutevenhermastheadsbeingleftstandingtoshowwhereshehadgonedown。Shehadevidentlytornahugeholeinhersideinoneofhercollisionswiththejaggedreefs,forshesankwithsuchrapiditythatnotoneoftheboatscouldbelaunched,andnotasinglememberofthecrewescaped——sofarasweknew——saveonlythosewhowerewithusontheisland。Thelossoftheshipwas,ofcourse,aterribleblowtoourvaliantprotectors,whowerenowleftabsolutelydependentontheirownresourcestoprovidefoodandmeansofescape。Thuspassedadreadfuldayandnight,themenalwayskeepingusignorantofwhathadhappened。TheyresolvedtomakeforPortDarwin,onthemainlandofAustralia,whichwasbelievedtobequitenear;forwehadnowater,therebeingnoneontheguanoisland。Theintervalwasspentincollectingturtles”eggsandsea-fowl,whichwereintendedasprovisionsforthejourney。Nextmorningthestormhadquiteabated,andgraduallythestupefyingnewswascommunicatedtousthatourfatherandhisshiphadgonedownwithallhandsinthenight。Indeed,thesekindandgentlementoldusthewholestoryoftheirhopesanddoubtsandfears,togetherwitheverydetailoftheterribletragedyoftheseathathadleftusinsuchafearfulsituation。Nooneneedstobetoldourfeelings。 “Shortlybeforenoonnextdaythesailwashoisted;wetookourplacesintheboat,andsoonwereripplingpleasantlythroughthenowplacidwaters,leavingtheguanoislandfarbehind。Thewindbeinginourfavour,verysatisfactoryprogresswasmadeformanyhours;butatlength,torturedbythirst,itwasdecidedtolandonthemainlandorthefirstislandwesighted,andlayinastockofwater——ifitwasobtainable。GladysandIwelcomedtheideaoflanding,becausebythistimewewereinquiteadisreputablecondition,nothavingwashedforseveraldays。Itwasourintention,whilethecrewsweregettingwaterandfood,toretiretotheothersideoftheisland,behindtherocks,andtherehaveanicebath。Theboatwassafelybeached,andtherebeingnosignsofnativesanywhereinthevicinity,themensoonlaidinastockofwaterwithouttroublingtogoveryfarinlandforit。MysisterandIatonceretiredseveralhundredyardsaway,andthereundressedandwentintothewater。 “Wehadscarcelywadedoutpastourwaistswhen,toourunspeakablehorror,acrowdofnakedblacks,hideouslypaintedandarmedwithspears,camerushingdownthecliffstowardsus,yellingandwhoopinginawayIamneverlikelytoforget。Theyseemedtoriseoutoftheveryrocksthemselves;andIreallythinkweimaginedweweregoingmad,andthatthewholeappallingvisionwasafearfuldream,inducedbythedreadfulstateofournerves。Myownheartseemedtostandstillwithterror,andtheonlydescriptionIcangiveofmysensationswasthatIfeltabsolutelyparalysed。Atlength,whentheyellingmonsterswerequiteclosetous,werealisedtheactualhorrorofitall,andscreamingfrantically,triedtodashoutofthewatertowardsthespotwherewehadleftourclothes。Butsomeoftheblacksinterceptedus,andwesawonemandeliberatelymakingoffwiththewholeofourwearingapparel。 “Ofcourse,whentheboat”screwheardtheuproartheyrushedtoourassistance,butwhentheywereabouttwentyyardsfromourassailants,theblackssentavolleyofspearsamongthemwithsuchamazingeffectthateveryoneofthesailorsfellprostratetotheearth。Theaimoftheblackswaswonderfullyaccurate。 “Someofourmen,however,managedtostruggletotheirfeetagain,inaheroicbutvainendeavourtoreachourside;butthesepoorfellowswereatoncebutcheredinthemostshockingmannerbythenatives,whowieldedtheirbigwaddiesorclubswiththemostsickeningeffect。Indeed,soheart-rendingandhorriblewasthetragedyenactedbeforeoureyes,thatforalongtimeafterwardswescarcelyknewwhatwashappeningtous,sodazedwithhorrorwerewe。Formyself,Ihaveafaintrecollectionofbeingdraggedacrosstheislandbythenatives,headedbythehideousandgiganticchiefwhoafterwardsclaimedusashis”wives。”Wewerenextputonboardalargecatamaran,ourhandsandfeethavingbeenpreviouslytiedwithhaircords;andwewerethenrowedovertothemainland,whichwasonlyafewmilesaway。Wekeptonaskingbysignsthatourclothingmightbereturnedtous,buttheblackstorethevariousgarmentsintolongstripsbeforeoureyes,andwrappedtheragsabouttheirheadsbywayofornament。Wereachedtheencampmentoftheblack-fellowslatethatsameevening,andwereatoncehandedovertothechargeofthewomen,whokeptuscloseprisonersand——sofaraswecouldjudge——abusedusinthemostviolentmanner。Ofcourse,Idon”tknowexactlywhattheirlanguagemeant,butIdoknowthattheytreatedusshamefully,andstruckusfromtimetotime。Igatheredthattheywerejealousoftheattentionshowntousbythebigchief。 “Weafterwardslearntthattheislandonwhichtheterribletragedytookplacewasnotreallyinhabited,buttheblacksonthecoasthad,itappeared,seenourboatfaroutatsea,andwatchedituntilwelandedforwater。Theywaitedalittlewhileinordertolullthecrewintoasenseoffanciedsecurity,andthen,withoutanothermoment”sdelay,crossedovertotheislandanddescendeduponus。 “Wepassedamostwretchednight。Never——nevercanIhopetodescribeourawfulfeelings。Wesufferedintenselyfromthecold,beingperfectlynaked。Wewerenot,however,molestedbyanyofourcaptors。Buthorrorwastobepiledonhorror”shead,forthenextdayapartyoftheblacksreturnedtotheislandandbroughtbackthedeadbodiesofallthemurderedsailors。Atfirstwewonderedwhytheywenttothistrouble;andwhen,atlength,itdawneduponusthatagreatcannibalfeastwasinpreparation,I thinkwefaintedaway。 “Wedidnotactuallyseethecookingoperations,buttheodourofburningfleshwaspositivelyintolerable;andwesawwomenpassourlittlegrassshelterscarryingsomehumanarmsandlegs,whichweredoubtlesstheirownfamilies”portions。Ithoughtweshouldbothhavegonemad,butnotwithstandingthis,wedidkeepourreason。 Ourposition,however,wassorevoltingandsoghastly,thatwetriedtoputanendtoourlivesbystranglingourselveswitharopemadeofplaitedgrass。Butwewerepreventedfromcarryingoutourpurposebythewomen-folk,whothereafterkeptastrictwatchoverus。Itseemedtome,soembarrassingweretheattentionsofthewomen,thatthesepitiablebutcruelcreatureswerewarnedbythechiefthat,ifanythingbefellus,theythemselveswouldgetintodiretrouble。Allthistime,Icouldnotseemtothinkorconcentratemymindontheeventsthathadhappened。Iactedmechanically,andIamabsolutelycertainthatneitherGladysnormyselfrealisedourappallingposition。 “Inthemeantime,itseems,amostsanguinaryfighthadtakenplaceamongfouroftheprincipalblackswhohadassistedintheattackuponoursailors,theobjectofthefightbeingtodecidewhoshouldtakepossessionofus。 “Onenightwemanagedtoslipoutofthecampwithoutattractingthenoticeofthewomen,andatoncerusheddowntothebeach,intendingtothrowourselvesintothewater,andsoendalifewhichwasfarworsethandeath。Wewere,unfortunately,missed,andjustasweweregettingbeyondourdepthapartyoffuriousblacksrusheddowntotheshore,wadedoutintothewaterandbroughtasout。 “Afterthisincidentourlibertywascurtailedaltogether,andweweremovedaway。Thewomenwereplainlytold——sowegathered——thatifanythinghappenedtous,death,andnothingless,wouldbetheirportion。Nowthatwecouldnolongerleavethelittlebreak-windthatshelteredus,wespentthewholeofourtimeinprayer——mainlyfordeathtoreleaseusfromouragonies。Iwassurprisedtoseethatthewomenthemselves,thoughnude,werenotmuchaffectedbytheintensecoldthatprevailedattimes,butweafterwardslearntthattheyanointedtheirnakedbodieswithakindofgreasyclay,whichformedacompletecoatingallovertheirbodies。Duringtheensuingthreemonthsthetribeconstantlymovedtheircamp,andwewerealwaystakenaboutbyourownerandtreatedwiththemostshockingbrutality。Thenativefood,whichconsistedofroots,kangarooflesh,snakes,caterpillars,andthelike,wasutterlyloathsometous,andforseveraldaysweabsolutelyrefusedtotouchit,inthehopethatwemightdieofstarvation。 “Finally,however,theblackscompelledustoswallowsomemysterious-lookingmeat,underthreatsoftorturefromthosedreadfulfire-sticks。Youwillnotbesurprisedtolearnthat,thoughlifebecameanintolerableburdentous,yet,forthemostpart,weobeyedourcaptorssubmissively。Atthesametime,I oughttotellyouthatnowandagainwedisobeyeddeliberately,anddidourbesttolashthesavagesintoafury,hopingthattheywouldspearusorkilluswiththeirclubs。Oursoleshelterwasabreak-windofboughswithafireinfront。Thedayspassedagonisinglyby;andwhenItellyouthateveryhour——nay,everymoment——wasacrushingtorture,youwillunderstandwhatthatphrasemeans。Wegrewweakerandweaker,and,Ibelieve,moreemaciated。Webecamedeliriousandhysterical,andmoreandmoreinsensibletothecoldandhunger。Nodoubtdeathwouldsoonhavecometoourreliefhadyounotarrivedintimetosaveus。” This,then,wasthefearfulstorywhichtheunfortunateMissesRogershadtotell。ThemoreIthoughtitover,themoreI realisedthatnoEnglishwomenhadeverlivedtotellsodreadfulanexperience。Icomparedtheirstorywithmine,andfelthowdifferentitwas。Iwasaman,andapowerinthelandfromtheveryfirst——treatedwiththegreatestconsiderationandrespectbyallthetribes。And,poorthings,theywereterriblydespondentwhenIexplainedtothemthatitwasimpossibleformetotakethemrightawayatonce。HadIattemptedtodososurreptitiously,I shouldhaveoutragedthesacredlawsofhospitality,andbroughtthewholetribeaboutmyearsandtheirs。Besides,Ihadfixeduponaplanofmyown;and,astheveryfactofmypresenceinthecampwassufficientprotectionforthegirls,Iimploredthemtowaitpatientlyandtrustinme。 ThatverynightIcalledYambatomeanddespatchedhertoafriendlytribewehadencounteredintheKingLeopoldRanges—— perhapsthreedays”journeyaway。IinstructedhertotelltheseblacksthatIwasingreatdanger,and,therefore,stoodinneedofabodyofwarriors,whooughttobesentoffimmediatelytomyassistance。TheyknewmemuchbetterthanIdidthem。Theyhadfeastedonthewhale。AsIconcludedmymessage,IlookedintoYamba”seyesandtoldherthecasewasdesperate。Herdeareyesglowedinthefirelight,andIsawthatshewasdeterminedtodoordie。Itrustedimplicitlyinherfertilityofresourceandherextraordinaryintelligence。 Inafewdaysshereturned,andtoldmethateverythinghadbeenarranged,andabodyofarmedwarriorswouldpresentlyarriveinthevicinityofthecamp,readytoplacethemselvesabsolutelyatmyservice。 Andsureenough,afewdayslatertwentystalwartwarriorsmadetheirappearanceatthespotindicatedbyYamba;butasIdidnotconsidertheforcequitelargeenoughformypurpose,Isentsomeofthembackwithanothermessageaskingforreinforcements,andsayingthatthegreatwhitechiefwasindanger。Finally,whenI feltprettyconfidentofmyposition,Imarchedboldlyforwardintothecampwithmywarriors,totheunboundedamazementofthewholetribewithwhosechiefIwassojourning。HetaxedmewithhavingdeceivedhimwhenIsaidIwasalone,andhealsoaccusedmeofoutragingthelawsofhospitalitybybringingapartyofwarriors,obviouslyhostile,intohispresence。 Iwilfullyignoredallthesepoints,andcalmlytoldhimIhadbeenthinkingoverthewayinwhichhehadacquiredthetwowhitegirls,andhadcometotheconclusionthathehadnorighttothematall。 Therefore,Icontinuedairily,itwasmyintentiontotakethemawayforthwith。Ipointedouttotherepulsivegiantthathehadnotobtainedthegirlsbyfairmeans,andifheobjectedtomytakingthemaway,itwasopentohim,accordingtocustom,tosustainhisclaimtoownershipbyfightingmeforthe“property。” Now,theseblacksareneitherdemonstrativenorintelligent,butI thinkIneversawanyhumanbeingsoastonishedinthewholeofmylife。Itdawneduponhimpresently,however,thatIwasnotjoking,andthenhisamazementgaveplacetothemostfuriousanger。Hepromptlyacceptedmychallenge,greatlytothedelightofallthewarriorsinhisowntribe,withwhomhewasbynomeanspopular。But,ofcourse,theanticipationofcomingsporthadsomethingtodowiththeirgleeattheacceptanceofthechallenge。 Thebigmanwasaspowerfulinbuildashewasugly,andthemomentheopenedhismouthIrealisedthatforonceYambahadgonetoofarinproclaimingmyprodigiousvalour。Hesaidhehadheardaboutmywonderful“flying-spears,“anddeclinedtofightmeifIusedsuchpreternaturalweapons。ItwasthereforearrangedTHATWESHOULD WRESTLE——theonewhooverthrewtheothertwiceoutofthreetimestobedeclaredthevictor。Imaysaythatthiswasentirelymysuggestion,asIhadalwayslovedtrickwrestlingwhenatschool,andevenhadaspecialtutorforthatpurpose——M。Viginet,anagilelittleParisian,livinginGeneva。HewasaCrimeanveteran。Therank-and-fileofthewarriors,however,didnotlookuponthissuggestionwithmuchfavour,astheythoughtitwasnotpayingproperrespecttomywonderfulpowers。IassuredthemIwasperfectlysatisfied,andbeggedthemtoletthecontestproceed。 Thenfollowedoneofthemostextraordinarycombatsonrecord。 Picturetoyourself,ifyoucan,theagonyofmindofpoorlittleBlancheandGladysRogersduringtheprogressofthefight;andalsoimaginethepainfulanxietywithwhichIwentintowin。 Apieceofgroundabouttwentyfeetsquarewaslightlymarkedoutbytheblackswiththeirwaddies,andtheideawasthat,toaccomplishathrow,thewrestlerhadtohurlhisopponentcleanoutsidetheboundary。Wepreparedforthecombatbycoveringourbodieswithgrease;andIhadmylonghairsecurelytiedupintoakindof“chignon“atthebackofmyhead。Myopponentwasafarbiggermanthanmyself,butIfeltprettyconfidentinmyabilityasatrickwrestler,anddidnotfearmeetinghim。WhatIdidfear,however,wasthathewoulddisputethefindingsoftheumpiresiftheywereinmyfavour,inwhichcasetheremightbetrouble。Ihadashrewdsuspicionthatthechiefwassomethingofacowardatheart。Heseemednervousandanxious,andIsawhimtalkingeagerlywithhisprincipalsupporter。Asformyself,I constantlydweltupontheghastlyplightofthetwopoorgirls。I resolvedthat,withGod”shelp,Iwouldvanquishmyhugeenemyandrescuethemfromtheirdreadfulposition。Iwasinsplendidcondition,withmuscleslikesteelfromincessantwalking。Atlengththewarriorssquatteddownuponthegroundintheformofacrescent,thechiefsintheforeground,andeverydetailofthestrugglethatfollowedwasobservedwiththekeenestinterest。 Iwasanxiousnottoloseasinglemoment。IfeltthatifI thoughtthematteroverImightloseheart,soIsuddenlyboundedintothearena。Myopponentwastherealready——looking,Imustsay,alittleundecided。 Inamomenthishugearmswereaboutmywaistandshoulders。Itdidnottakemeverylongtofindoutthatthebigchiefwasgoingtodependmoreuponhisweightthanuponanytechnicalskillinwrestling。Hepossessednone。Hefirstmadeagreatattempttoforcemeuponmykneesandthenbackwards;butIwriggledoutofhisgrasp,andafewminuteslateranopeningpresenteditselffortryingthe“cross-buttock“throw。Therewasnotamomenttobelost。SeizingthebigmanroundthethighIdrewhimforward,pulledhimoveronmyback,andinthetwinklingofaneye—— certainlybeforeImyselfhadtimetorealisewhathadhappened——hewashurledrightovermyheadoutsidetheenclosure。Thespectators——sportsmenall——franticallyslappedtheirthighs,andI knewthenthatIhadgainedtheirsympathies。Myopponent,whohadalightedonhisheadandnearlybrokenhisneck,rosetohisfeet,lookingdazedandfuriousthatheshouldhavebeensoeasilythrown。Whenhefacedmeforthesecondtimeinthesquarehewasmuchmorecautious,andwestruggledsilently,butforcefully,forsomeminuteswithouteithergaininganydecidedadvantage。Oddlyenough,atthetimeIwasnotstruckbythedramaticelementofthesituation;butnowthatIhavereturnedtocivilisationIDOseetheextraordinarynatureofthecombatasIlookbackuponthosedreadfuldays。 Justpicturethesceneforyourself。Theweird,unexploredlandstretchesawayoneveryside,thoughonecouldnotseemuchofitonaccountofthegrassyhillocks。I,awhiteman,wasaloneamongtheblacksintheterriblelandof“NeverNever,“——astheAustralianscalltheirterraincognita;andIwaswrestlingwithagiganticcannibalchiefforthepossessionoftwodelicately-rearedEnglishgirls,whowereinhispower。Scoresofothersavagessquattedbeforeus,theirrepulsivefacesaglowwithinterestandexcitement。VeryfortunatelyBrunowasnotonthespot。Iknewwhathewasofold,andhowhemademyquarrelshiswithastrenuousenergyandeagernessthatfrequentlygothimselfaswellashismasterintoserioustrouble。Knowingthis,IhadinstructedYambatokeephimcarefullyaway,andonnoaccountlethimrunloose。 Fullyawarethatdelaysweredangerous,Igrippedmyopponentoncemoreandtriedtothrowhimovermyback,butthistimehewastoowary,andbrokeawayfromme。Whenweclosedagainhecommencedhisoldtacticsoftryingtocrushmetothegroundbysheerweight,butinthishewasnotsuccessful。Frankly,Iknewhisstrengthwasmuchgreaterthanmine,andthatthelongerwewrestledthelesschanceIwouldhave。Therefore,forcinghimsuddenlysideways,sothathestoodononeleg,Itrippedhim,hurlinghimviolentlyfrommesideways;andhishugeformwentrollingoutsidethesquare,totheaccompanimentofdelightedyellsfromhisownpeople。 Icannotdescribemyownsensations,forIbelieveIwashalfmadwithtriumphandexcitement。ImustnotforgettomentionthatI,too,felltotheground,butfortunatelywellwithinthesquare。I wasgreatlyastonishedtobeholdthegleeofthespectators——but,then,thekeynoteoftheircharacterisanintenseloveofdeedsofprowess,especiallysuchdeedsasprovideexcitingentertainment。 ThevanquishedchiefsprangtohisfeetbeforeIdid,andereI couldrealisewhatwashappening,hedashedatmeasIwasrisinganddealtmeaterribleblowinthemouthwithhisclenchedfist。 Ashewasamagnificentlymuscularsavage,theblowbrokeseveralofmyteethandfilledmymouthwithblood。Mylips,too,wereverybadlycut,andaltogetherIfelthalfstunned。Theeffectupontheaudiencewasastounding。Thewarriorsleapedtotheirfeet,highlyincensedatthecowardlyact,andsomeofthemwouldactuallyhavespearedtheirchiefthenandtherehadInotforestalledthem。Iwasfuriouslyangry,anddexterouslydrawingmystilettofromitssheathsoasnottoattractattention,I struckatmyopponentwithallmyforce,buryingtheshort,keenbladeinhisheart。Hefelldeadatmyfeetwithalow,gurglinggroan。AsIwithdrewtheknife,Ihelditsothatthebladeextendedupmyforearmandwasquitehidden。This,combinedwiththefactthatthefatalwoundbledmainlyinternally,causedthenativestobelieveIhadstruckmyenemydeadbysomesupernaturalmeans。Theactwasinevitable。 YouwillobservethatbythistimeIwouldseizeeveryopportunityofimpressingtheblacksbyanalmostintuitiveinstinct;andasthehugesavagelaydeadontheground,Iplacedmyfootoverthewound,foldedmyarms,andlookedroundtriumphantlyupontheenthusiasticcrowd,likeagladiatorofold。 Accordingtolawandetiquette,however,thenearestrelativesofthedeadmanhadaperfectrighttochallengeme,buttheydidnotdoso,probablybecausetheyweredisgustedattheunfairactofmyopponent。Iputtheusualquestion,butnochampioncameforward; onthecontrary,Iwasoverwhelmedwithcongratulations,andevenoffersofthechieftainship。Iamcertain,sogreatwastheloveoffair-playamongthesenatives,thathadInotkilledthechiefwithmystiletto,hisownpeoplewouldpromptlyhavespearedhim。 Thewholeofthisstrangetragedypassedwithsurprisingswiftness; andImaymentionherethat,asIsawthechiefrushingatme,I thoughthesimplywantedtocommenceanotherround。Hisdeathwasactuallyanoccasionforrejoicinginthetribe。Thefestivitieswerequicklyended,however,whenItoldthewarriorsthatI intendedleavingthecampwiththetwogirlsinthecourseofanotherdayorso,toreturntomyfriendsintheKingLeopoldRanges。InrealityitwasmyintentiontomakeformyownhomeintheCambridgeGulfdistrict。Thebodyofthechiefwasnoteaten(mostlikelyonaccountofthecowardicehedisplayed),butitwasdisposedofaccordingtonativerites。Thecorpsewasfirstofallhalf-roastedinfrontofahugefire,andthen,whenproperlyshrivelled,itwaswrappedinbarkandlaidonakindofplatformbuiltintheforkofatree。 Thegirlswerekeptinignoranceofthefatalterminationofthewrestlingmatch,asIwasafraiditmightgivethemanunnecessaryshock。Aftertwelveorfourteendaysinthecamp,wequietlytookourdeparture。Ourpartyconsistedofthetwogirls,whowerenearlyfranticwithexcitementovertheirescape;Yamba,andmyself——togetherwiththefriendlywarriorswhohadsoopportunelycometomyassistance。 Wehadnotgonefar,however,beforethegirlscomplainedofsorefeet。Thiswasnotsurprising,consideringtheburninghotsandandtheroughcountryweweretraversing,whichwasquitetheworstIhadyetseen——atanyrate,forthefirstfewdays”marchafterwegotoutofthelevelcountryintheKing”sSoundregion。I,therefore,hadtorigupakindofhammockmadeofwovengrass,andthis,slungbetweentwopoles,servedtocarrythegirlsbyturns,thenativesactingasbearers。Butbeingtotallyunusedtocarryinganythingbuttheirownweapons,theyproveddeplorablyinefficientasporters,andafteratime,sointolerabletothemdidthelabourbecome,theworkofcarryingthegirlsdevolveduponYambaandmyself。Gladys,theyoungergirl,sufferedmost,butbothwereweakandfootsoreandgenerallyincapableofmuchexertion。Perhapsareactionhadsetinaftertheterribleexcitementofthepreviousdays。Soonourescortleftus,toreturntotheirownhomes;andthenYambaandIhadtoworkextremelyhardtogetthegirlsovertheterriblyroughcountry。 Fortunatelytherewasnoneedforhurry,andsoweproceededinthemostleisurelymannerpossible,campingfrequentlyanderectinggrasssheltersforourdelicatecharges。Foodwasabundant,andthenativesfriendly。 CHAPTERXI Easiertravel——Thegirlsimprove——Howtheblacksreceivedthem——A largehut——Adaintydish——Whatmighthavebeen——Thegirlsdecoratetheirhome——Brunoasaperformer”Ateacherofswimming“——Howwefoughtdepression——Castlesintheair——Astrangeconcert——Trappingwild-cats——Thegirls”terrorofsolitude——Ferventprayer——Agoose- skinfootball——HowImadedrums。 AtlengthwecametoastatelystreamthatflowedinaNNE。 directiontoCambridgeGulf。This,Ibelieve,istheOrdRiver。 Hereweconstructedacatamaran,andwereabletotraveleasilyandluxuriouslyuponit,alwaysspendingthenightashore。Thiscatamaranwasexceptionallylarge,andlongenoughtoadmitofourstandinguprightonitwithperfectsafety。AftercrossingtheKingLeopoldRangeswestruckalevelcountry,coveredwithrich,tallgrass,andwellthoughnotthicklywooded。Theroughgraniteranges,bytheway,wefoundrichinalluvialandreeftin。 Graduallythegirlsgrewstrongerandbrighter。Atthistimetheywere,asyouknow,cladintheirstrange“sack“garmentsofbird- skins;butevenbeforewereachedtheOrdRiverthesebegantoshrinktosuchanextentthatthewearerswereeventuallywrappedasinavice,andwerescarcelyabletowalk。Yambathenmadesomemake-shiftgarmentsoutofopossumskins。 Asthegirls”spiritsrosehigherandhigherIwasassailedbyothermisgivings。Idonotknowquitehowtheideaarose,butsomehowtheyimaginedthattheirprotector”shomewasamoreorlesscivilisedsettlement,withregularhouses,furnishedwithpianosandotherappurtenancesofcivilisedlife!SogreatwastheirexuberancethatIcouldnotfinditinmyhearttotellthemthattheyweremerelygoingamongmyownfriendlynatives,whoseadmirationandaffectionformyselfonlydifferentiatedthemfromtheothercannibalblacksofunknownAustralia。 WhenfirstIsawthesepoorgirls,intheglowofthefirelight,andintheirrudeshelterofboughs,theylookedlikeoldwomen,sohaggardandemaciatedwerethey;butnow,asthespaciouscatamaranglideddownthestatelyOrd,theygraduallyresumedtheiryouthfullooks,andwereverycomelyindeed。Theawfullookofintolerableanguishthathauntedtheirfaceshadgone,andtheylaughedandchattedwithperfectfreedom。Theywerelikebirdsjustsetatliberty。TheylovedBrunofromtheveryfirst;andhelovedthem。 Heshowedhislove,too,inaverypracticalmanner,bygoinghuntingonhisownaccountandbringinghomelittleduckstohisnewmistresses。Quiteofhisownaccord,also,hewouldgothroughhiswholerepertoireoftumblingtricks;andwheneverthegirlsreturnedtocampfromtheirlittlewanderings,withbarelegsbleedingfromtheprickles,Brunowouldlicktheirwoundsandmanifesteverytokenofsympathyandaffection。 Ofcourse,afterleavingthenativeencampment,itwasseveralweeksbeforewemadetheOrdRiver,andthenweglideddownthatfinestreamformanydays,spearingfishinthelittlecreeks,andgenerallyamusingourselves,timebeingnoobject。Ihave,bytheway,seenenormousshoalsoffishinthisriver——mainlymullet—— whichcanonlybecomparedtothevastswarmsofsalmonseenintheriversofBritishColumbia。 Wecameacrossmanyisolatedhillsonourwaytotheriver,andthesedelayedusveryconsiderably,becausewehadtogoroundthem。Here,again,therewasanabundanceoffood,butthegirlsdidnottakeverykindlytothevariousmeats,greatlypreferringtherootswhichYambacollected。Wecameuponfieldsofwildrice,which,apartfromanyotherconsideration,lentgreatbeautytothelandscape,coveringthecountrywithapinkish-whiteblossom。Weforcedourselvestogetusedtotherice,althoughitwasveryinsipidwithouteithersaltorsugar。 Sometimes,duringourdown-riverjourney,wewereobligedtocampfordaysandnightswithoutmakinganyprogress。This,however,wasonlyaftertheriverbecametidalandsweptupagainstus。 Whenatlengthwewouldputoffagaininahomewarddirection,I sangmanylittlechansonstomyfaircompanions。Theonethatpleasedthemmost,havingregardtoourposition,commenced- “Filez,filez,monbeaunavire,Carlabonheurm”attendlabas。” Wheneverthegirlsappearedtobebroodingovertheterriblemisfortunestheyhadundergone,Iwouldtellthemmyownstory,whichdeeplyaffectedthem。Theywouldoftenweepwithtendersympathyovertheseriesofcatastrophesthathadbefallenme。 Theysangtome,too——chieflyhymns,however——suchas“RockofAges,““Nearer,myGod,toThee,““ThereisaHappyLand,“andmanyothers。Wewereconstantlymeetingnewtribesofnatives,andforthemostpartwereverywellreceived。Bruno,however,alwaysevincedanunconquerableaversionfortheblacks。Hewaseverkindtothechildren,thoughmostlyindisgracewiththemen——untiltheyknewhim。 WhenatlengthwereachedmyownhomeinCambridgeGulf,thenativesgaveusawelcomesowarmthatinsomemeasureatleastitmitigatedthegirls”disappointmentattheabsenceofcivilisation。 Youseemypeopleweredelightedwhentheysawmebringinghome,astheythought,twowhitewives;“fornow,“theysaid,“thegreatwhitechiefwillcertainlyremainamongusforever。”Therewerenowarsgoingonjustthen,andsothewholetribegavethemselvesuptofestivities。 Theblackswerealsodelightedtoseethegirls,thoughofcoursetheydidnotcondescendtogreetthem,theybeingmerewomen,andthereforebeneathdirectnotice。 Ioughttomentionhere,thatlongbeforewereachedmyhomewewereconstantlyprovidedwithescortsofnativesfromthevarioustribeswemet。Thesepeoplewalkedalongthehighbanksordisportedthemselvesinthewaterlikeamphibians,greatlytothedelightofthegirls。WefoundthebanksoftheOrdverythicklypopulated,andfrequentlycampedatnightwithdifferentpartiesofnatives。AmongtheseweactuallycameacrosssomeIhadfoughtagainstmanymonthspreviously。 Aswenearedmyhome,someofourescortsentupsmoke-signalstoannounceourapproach——theoldandwonderful“Morsecode“oflongpuffs,shortpuffs,spiralpuffs,andtherest;thevariationsbeingproducedbydampingdownthefireorfireswithgreenboughs。 Yambaalsosentupsignals。Theresultwasthatcrowdsofmyownpeoplecameoutintheircatamaranstomeetus。Myreception,infact,waslikethataccordedasuccessfulRomanGeneral。Needlesstosay,therewasaseriesofhugecorroboreesheldinourhonour。 ThefirstthingIwastoldwasthatmyhuthadbeenburntdowninmyabsence(firesareofquitecommonoccurrence);andso,forthefirstfewdaysafterourarrival,thegirlswerehousedinatemporarygrassshelter,pendingtheconstructionofasubstantialhutbuiltoflogs。Now,aslogswereveryunusualbuildingmaterial,awordofexplanationisnecessary。 Thegirlsneverconqueredtheirfearoftheblacks——evenMYblacks; andtherefore,inorderthattheymightfeelsecurefromnightattack(apurelyfancifulidea,ofcourse),Iresolvedtobuildahutwhichshouldbethoroughlyspear-proof。Barkwasalsousedextensively,andtherewasathatchofgrass。Whenfinished,ournewresidenceconsistedofthreefair-sizedrooms——oneforthegirlstosleepin,oneforYambaandmyself,andathirdasageneral“livingroom,“——though,ofcourse,welivedmainlyenplainair。Ialsoarrangedakindofverandainfrontofthedoor,andherewefrequentlysatintheevening,singing,chattingaboutdistantfriends;thetimesthatwere,andthetimesthatweretobe。 Letthetruthbetold。Whenthesepooryoungladiescametomyhuttheirfacesexpressedtheirbitterdisappointment,andweallwepttogetherthegreaterpartofthenight。Afterwardstheysaidhowsorrytheywerethustohavegivenway;andtheybeggedmenottothinkthemungrateful。However,theysoonresignedthemselvestotheinevitable,buoyedupbytheinexhaustibleoptimismofyouth; andtheysettleddowntoliveascomfortablyaspossibleamongtheblacksuntilsomefortuitousoccurrenceshouldenableusalltoleavetheseweirdandremoteregions。Thegirlswereinconstantterrorofbeingleftalone——ofbeingstolen,infact。Theyhadbeentoldhowthenativesgotwivesbystealingthem;andtheywouldwakeupinthedeadofthenightscreaminginthemostheart- rendingmanner,withavague,namelessterror。Knowingthattheordinaryfoodmustberepulsivetomynewanddelightfulcompanions,Iwentbacktoacertainisland,where,duringmyjourneyfromthelittlesand-spittothemain,Ihadhiddenaquantityofcornbeneathacairn。 ThiscornInowbroughtbacktomyGulfhome,andplantedfortheuseofthegirls。Theyalwaysatethecorngreeninthecob,withakindofvegetable“milk“thatexudesfromoneofthepalm-trees。 Whentheybecamealittlemorereconciledtotheirnewsurroundings,theytookagreatinterestintheirhome,andwouldwatchmeforhoursasItriedtofashionrudetablesandchairsandotherarticlesoffurniture。Yambaactedascookandwaitress,butafteratimetheworkwasmorethanshecouldcopewithunaided。 Yousee,shehadtoFINDthefoodaswellascookit。Thegirls,whowere,ofcourse,lookeduponasmywivesbythetribe(thiswastheirgreatestprotection),knewnothingaboutroot-hunting,andthereforetheydidnotattempttoaccompanyYambaonherdailyexpeditions。Iwasinsomethingofadilemma。IfIengagedothernativewomentohelpYamba,theyalsowouldberecognisedasmywives。Finally,Idecidedtherewasnothingleftformebuttoacquirefivemorehelpmates,whowereofthegreatestassistancetoYamba。 Ofcourse,theconstanttopicofconversationwasourultimateescapeoverland;andtothisendwemadelittleexpeditionstotestthegirls”powersofendurance。Isuggested,duringoneofourconversations,thatweshouldeithermakeforPortEssington,orelsegooverlandinsearchofPortDarwin;butthegirlswereaversetothis,owingtotheirterrorofthenatives。 LittledidIdream,however,thatataplacecalledCossack,onthecoastoftheNorth-WestDivisionofWesternAustralia,therewasasettlementofpearl-fishers;sothat,hadIonlyknownit,civilisation——moreorless——wascomparativelynear。Cossack,itappears,wasthepearlingrendezvousonthewesternsideofthecontinent,muchasSomersetwasonthenorth-east,attheextremityoftheCapeYorkPeninsula。 Mytongueorpencannevertellwhatthoseyoungladiesweretomeinmyterribleexile。TheywouldrecitepassagesfromSirWalterScott”sworks——the“TalesofaGrandfather“Irememberinparticular;andsoexcellentwastheirmemorythattheywerealsoabletogivememanybeautifulpassagesfromByronandShakespeare。 IhadalwayshadagreatadmirationforShakespeare,andthegirlsandmyselfwouldfrequentlyactlittlescenesfrom“TheTempest,“ asbeingthemostappropriatetoourcircumstances。Thegirls” favouriteplay,however,wasPericles,“PrinceofTyre。”ItookthepartoftheKing,andwhenIcalledformyrobesYambawouldbringsomeindescribablegarmentsofemuskin,withagravitythatwascomicalintheextreme。I,onmypart,recitedpassagesfromtheFrenchclassics——particularlytheFablesofLaFontaine,inFrench;whichlanguagethegirlsknewfairlywell。 Andwehadotheramusements。ImadesomefiddlesoutofthatpeculiarAustralianwoodwhichsplitsintothinstrips。Thestringsofthebowwemadeoutofmyownhair;whilstthosefortheinstrumentitselfwereobtainedfromthedriedintestinesofthenativewild-cat。 Welinedthehutwiththebarkofthepaper-tree,whichhadtheappearanceofareddish-browndrapery。 Thenativewomenmadeusmatsoutofthewildflax;andthegirlsthemselvesdecoratedtheirroomdailywithbeautifulflowers,chieflylilies。Theyalsobusiedthemselvesinmakinggarmentsofvariouskindsfromopossumskins。Theyevenmadesomesortofcostumeforme,butIcouldnotwearitonaccountoftheirritationitcaused。 Thenativeswouldgomilestogetfruitforthegirls——wildfigs,andakindofnutaboutthesizeofawalnut,which,whenripe,wasfilledwithadelicioussubstancelookingandtastinglikeraspberryjam。Therewasalsoaqueerkindofapplewhichgrewuponcreepersinthesand,andofwhichweateonlytheouterpartraw,cookingthelargekernelwhichisfoundinside。Idonotknowthescientificnameofanyofthesethings。 Ioftenaskedthegirlswhethertheyhadaltogetherdespairedintheclutchesofthecannibalchief;andtheytoldmethatalthoughtheyoftenattemptedtotaketheirownlives,yettheyhadintervalsofbrighthope——sostrongistheoptimismofyouth。Myapparition,theytoldme,seemedlikeadreamtothem。 Thenatives,ofcourse,wereconstantlymovingtheircampfromplacetoplace,leavingusaloneforweeksatatime;butwekeptprettystationary,andwerevisitedbyotherfriendlytribes,whomweentertained(inaccordancewithmyconsistentpolicy)withsongs,plays,recitations,andacrobaticperformances。 IntheselatterBrunotookagreatpart,andnothingdelightedtheblacksmorethantoseehimputhisnoseonthegroundandgoheadoverheelstimeaftertimewithgreatgravityandpersistency。ButtheeffectofBruno”smanytricksfadedintotheveriestinsignificancebesidethatproducedbyhisbark。Youmustunderstandthatthenativedogsdonotbarkatall,butsimplygiveventtoamelancholyhowl,notunlikethatofthehyena,Ibelieve。 Bruno”sbark,beitsaid,haseventurnedthetideofbattle,forhewasalwaysinthewarsinthemostliteralsenseofthephrase。 Thesethings,combinedwithhisgreatabilitiesasahunter,oftenpromptedtheblackstoputinademandthatBrunoshouldbemadeovertothemaltogether。Now,thisrequestwasbothawkwardandinconvenienttoanswer;butIgotoutofitbytellingthem——sincetheybelievedinacuriouskindofmetempsychosis——thatBrunowasMYBROTHER,whosesoulandbeinghepossessed!Hisbark,I pretended,wasaperfectlyintelligiblelanguage,andthistheybelievedthemorereadilywhentheysawmespeaktothedogandaskhimtodovariousthings,suchasfetchingandcarrying;tumbling,walkingonhishind-legs,&c。&c。Buteventhisargumentdidnotsufficetoovercomethecovetousnessofsometribes,andIwasthenobligedtoassurethemconfidentiallythathewasarelativeoftheSun,andthereforeifIpartedwithhimhewouldbringallmannerofmostdreadfulcursesdownuponhisnewownerorowners。 WheneverwewentramblingIhadtokeepBrunoasnearmeaspossible,becausewesometimescameacrossnativeswhosefirstimpulse,notknowingthathewasadog,wastospearhim。Withoutdoubtthemanycross-breedsbetweenBrunoandthenativedogswillyetbefoundbyAustralianexplorers。 Ourhutwasaboutthree-quartersofamileawayfromthesea,andinthemorningtheveryfirstthingthegirlsandIdidwastogodowntothebeacharm-in-armandhaveadeliciousswim。 Theyverysoonbecameexpertswimmers,bytheway,undermytuition。FrequentlyIwouldgooutspearingandnettingfish,myprincipalcapturesbeingmullet。Wenearlyalwayshadfishofsomesortforbreakfast,includingshell-fish;andwewouldsendthewomenlongdistancesforwildhoney。Waterwastheonlyliquidwedrankatbreakfast,andwithitYambaservedaveryappetisingdishoflily-budsandroots。Weusedtosteamthewildrice——whichI foundgrowingalmosteverywhere,butnevermorethantwofeethigh—— inprimitiveovens,whichweremerelyadaptedants”nests。Thematerialthatformedthesenests,weutilisedasflooringforourhouse。Weoccasionallyreceivedquantitiesofwildfigsfromtheinlandnativesinexchangeforshellandotherornamentswhichtheydidnotpossess。Ialsodiscoveredacerealverylikebarley,whichIgroundupandmadeintocakes。Thegirlsneverattemptedtocookanything,therebeingnocivilisedappliancesofanykind。 Foodwasneverboiled。 Fromallthisyouwouldgatherthatwewereashappyascivilisedbeingscouldpossiblybeunderthecircumstances。Nevertheless—— andmyheartachesasIrecallthosetimes——wehadperiodicalfitsofdespondency,whichfilleduswithacuteandintolerableagony。 Theseperiodscamewithcuriousregularityalmostonceaweek。AtsuchtimesIatonceinstitutedsports,suchasswimmingmatches,racesonthebeach,swings,andacrobaticperformancesonthehorizontalbars。AlsoShakespearianplays,songs(thegirlstaughtmemostofMoore”smelodies),andrecitationsbothgraveandgay。 Thefitsofdespondencywereusuallymostseverewhenwehadbeenwatchingtheeverlastingseaforhours,andhadperhapsatlastcaughtsightofadistantsailwithoutbeingabletoattracttheattentionofthoseonboard。Thegirls,too,sufferedfromfitsofnervousapprehensionlestIshouldgoawayfromthemforanylengthoftime。Theyneverhadcompleteconfidenceeveninmyfriendlynatives。Naturallywewereinseparable,wethree。Wewentforlongramblestogether,anddailyinspectedourquaintlittlecorn- garden。AtfirstmycharmingcompanionsevincedthemostembarrassinggratitudeforwhatIhaddone,butIearnestlybeggedofthemnevereventomentionthewordtome。ThelittleIhaddone,Itoldthem,wasmybareandobviousduty,andwasnomorethananyothermanworthyofthename,wouldhavedone。 Inourmorehopefulmomentswewouldspeakofthefuture,andthesepoorgirlswoulddwelluponthethrillofexcitementthatwouldgoallthroughthecivilisedworld,whentheirstoryandmineshouldfirstbemadeknowntothepublic。 Fortheyfeltcertaintheiradventureswerequiteuniqueintheannalsofcivilisation,andtheylovedtothinktheywouldhaveanopportunityof“lionising“mewhenweshouldreturntoEurope。 TheywouldnothearmewhenIprotestedthatsuchacoursewould,frommypointofview,beextremelyunpleasantandundignified—— evenpainful。 Everydaywekeptagoodlook-outforpassingships;andfromtwentytofortycatamaranswerealwaysstationedonthebeachinreadinesstotakeusouttoseashouldtherebeanyhopeofarescue。AsmyknowledgeofEnglishwasatthistimenotveryperfect,thegirlstookituponthemselvestoimproveme,andI maderapidprogressundertheirvivacioustuition。TheywouldpromptlycorrectmeinthepronunciationofcertainvowelswhenI readaloudfromtheonlybookIpossessed——theAnglo-FrenchTestamentIhavealreadymentioned。Theywere,bytheway,exceedinglyinterestedintherecordsofmydailylife,sensations,&c。,whichIhadwritteninBLOODinthemarginsofmylittleBiblewhilstontheislandinTimorSea。AboutthistimeItriedtomakesomeink,havingquillpensinplentyfromthebodiesofthewildgeese;buttheexperimentwasafailure。 Bothgirls,asIhavealreadyhinted,hadwonderfulmemories,andcouldrecitenumberlesspassageswhichtheyhadlearntatschool。 Blanche,theeldergirl,wouldgivehersisterandmyselflessonsinelocution;andIshouldliketosayawordtoteachersandchildrenontheenormousutilityofCOMMITTINGSOMETHINGTOMEMORY—— whetherpoems,songs,orpassagesfromhistoricalorclassicalworks。Itis,ofcourse,veryunlikelythatanyonewhoreadstheselineswillbecastawayaswewere,butstilloneneverknowswhatthefuturehasinstore;andIhaveknownpioneersandprospectorswhohaveventuredintotheremoterwilds,andemergedtherefromyearsafter,togivestrikingtestimonyastotheusefulnessofbeingabletosingorreciteinaloudvoice。 Sometimeswewouldhaveanimprovisedconcert,eachofussingingwhateverbestsuitedthevoice;orwewouldalljointogetherinarollickingglee。Oneday,Iremember,Istartedoffwith- “Anotreheureuxsejour,“ butalmostimmediatelyIrealisedhowridiculouslyinappropriatethewordswere。Still,Istruggledonthroughthefirstverse,buttomyamazement,beforeIcouldstartthesecond,thegirlsjoinedinwith“GodSavetheQueen,“whichhasexactlythesameair。TheincidentisonethatshouldappealtoallBritishpeople,includingevenherMostGraciousMajestyherself。Asthegirls”voicesrose,halfsobbingly,intheoldfamiliarair,belovedofeveryEnglish- speakingperson,tearsfairlyrandowntheirfairbutsadyoungfaces,andIcouldnothelpbeingstruckwiththepathosofthescene。 Butallthingsconsidered,thesewerereallyhappydaysforallofus,atanyrateincomparisonwiththosewehadpreviouslyexperienced。Wehadbythistimequiteanorchestraofreedflutesandthefiddlesaforesaid,whosestringswereofgutprocuredfromthenativewild-cat——averylittlefellow,bytheway,aboutthesizeofafair-sizedrat;Ifoundhimeverywhere。Thesecatsweregreatthieves,andonlyroamedaboutatnight。Itrappedthemingreatnumbersbymeansofaningeniousnativearrangementofpointedsticksofwood,which,whileprovidinganeasyentrance,yetconfrontedtheoutgoingcatwithaformidablechevaux-de-frise。 ThebaitIusedwasmeatinanalmostputridcondition。 Icouldnothandletheprisonersinthemorning,becausetheyscratchedandbitquitesavagely;Ithereforeforkedthemoutwithaspear。Asregardstheirownprey,theywagedperpetualwarfareagainstthenativerats。Theskinofthesecatswasbeautifullysoft,andaltogethertheywerequiteleopardsinminiature。Bestofall,theymadeexcellenteating,themoresointhattheirfleshwasalmosttheonlymeatdishthathadnottheeternalflavouroftheeucalyptusleaf,whichallourother“joints“possessed。Thegirlsneverknewthattheywereeatingcats,tosaynothingaboutrats。Inordertosavetheirfeelings,Itoldthemthatboth“dishes“weresquirrels! Myhairatthistimewasevenlongerthanthegirls”own,soitisnowonderthatitprovidedbowsforthefiddles。Mycompanionstookgreatdelightindressingmyabsurdlylongtresses,usingcombswhichIhadmadeoutofporcupines”quills。 OurcontentmentwasagreatsourceofjoytoYamba,whowasnowfullyconvincedthatIwouldsettledownamongherpeopleforever。 Theblackswerestrangelyaffectedbyoursinging。Anykindofcivilisedmusicorsingingwastothemanathema。Whattheylikedbestwastheharshuproarmadebypiecesofwoodbeatentogether,ortheweirdjabberingandchantingthataccompaniedabigfeast。 Oursingingtheylikenedtothehowlingofthedingoes!Theyweresincere,hardlycomplimentary。 ElsewhereIhavealludedtothehorrorthegirlshadofbeingleftalone。WheneverIwentoffwiththemenonahuntingexpeditionI lefttheminchargeofmyotherwomen-folk,whowerethoroughlycapableoflookingafterthem。Ialsopersuadedthenativestokeepsomedistanceawayfromourdwelling,particularlywhentheywereabouttoholdacannibalfeast,sothatthegirlswerenevershockedbysuchafearfulsight。Certainlytheyhadknownofcannibalismintheiroldcamp,butItoldthemthatmyownpeoplewereasuperiorraceofnatives,whowerenotaddictedtothisloathsomepractice。 Althoughwehadlongsincelostcountofthedays,wealwayssetasideonedayineverysevenandrecogniseditasSunday,whenweheldakindofserviceinourspacioushut。Besidesthegirls,Yamba,andmyself,onlyourownwomen-folkwereadmitted,becauseI wascarefulnevertoattempttoproselytiseanyofthenatives,orweanthemfromtheirancientbeliefs。Thegirlswerereligiousintheverybestsenseoftheterm,andtheyknewtheOldandNewTestamentsalmostbyheart。TheyreadtheLessons,andIconfesstheytaughtmeagooddealaboutreligionwhichIhadnotknownpreviously。BlanchewouldreadaloudthemosttouchingandbeautifulpassagesfromtheBible;andevenasIwriteIcanrecallherpale,earnestface,withitspatheticexpressionandherlow,musicalvoice,asshedweltuponpassageslikelytoconsoleandstrengthenusinourterribleposition。Thequietlittlediscussionswehadtogetherontheologicalsubjectssettled,onceandforall,manyquestionsthathadpreviouslyvexedmeagreatdeal。 BothgirlsweredevotedadherentsoftheChurchofEngland,andcouldrepeatmostoftheChurchservicesentirelyfrommemory。 Theywantedtodoalittlemissionaryworkamongtheblacks,butI gentlytoldthemIthoughtthisinadvisable,asanyruptureinourfriendlyrelationswiththenativeswouldhavebeenquitefatal——ifnottoourlives,atleasttoourchancesofreachingcivilisation。 Moreover,mypeoplewerenotbyanymeanswithoutakindofreligionoftheirown。TheybelievedintheomnipotenceofaGreatSpiritinwhosehandstheirdestiniesrested;andhimtheyworshippedwithmuchthesameadorationwhichChristiansgivetoGod。ThefundamentaldifferencewasthatthesentimentanimatingthemwasnotLOVE,butFEAR:propitiationratherthanadoration。 WesangtheusualoldhymnsatourSundayservices,andIsoonlearnedtosingthemmyself。Onmypart,Itaughtthegirlssuchsimplehymnsastheonecommencing“Unenacelleensilence,“whichIhadlearntatSunday-schoolinSwitzerland。ItisinterestingtonotethatthiswasBruno”sfavouriteair。PoorBruno!hetookmoreorlesskindlytoallsongs——excepttheSwissjodellings,whichhesimplydetested。WhenIstartedoneoftheseplaintivedittiesBrunowouldfirstprotestbybarkinghisloudest,andifI persisted,hewouldsimplygoawayindisgusttosomeplacewherehecouldnothearthehatedsounds。OnSundayeveningwegenerallyheldaprayer-serviceinthehut,andatsuchtimesofferedupmostferventsupplicationsfordelivery。 OftenIhaveseenthesepoorgirlsliftinguptheirwholesoulsinprayer,quiteobliviousforthemomentoftheirsurroundings,untilrecalledtoasenseoftheirawfulpositionsbythecrashofanunusuallylargewaveontherocks。 ThegirlsknewnomoreofAustraliangeographythanIdid;andwhenImentionthatImerelyhadavagueideathatthegreatcitiesofthecontinent——Sydney,Adelaide,Perth,andMelbourne——alllayinasoutherlydirection,youmayimaginehowdensewasmyignoranceofthegreatisland。Iamnowthestrongestpossibleadvocateofasoundgeographicaltraininginschools。 Onordinarydaysweindulgedinavarietyofgames,theprincipalonebeingaformof“rounders。”Imadeaballoutofopossumskin,stuffedwiththelightsoftbarkofthepaper-tree,andstitchedwithgut。Weusedayam-sticktostrikeitwith。Mynativewomenattendantsoftenjoinedinthefun,andouranticsprovidedavastamountofamusementfortherestofthetribe。Thegirlstaughtmecricket,andinduetimeItriedtoinducetheblackstoplaytheBritishnationalgame,butwithlittlesuccess。Wemadethenecessarybatsandstumpsoutofhardacacia,whichIcutdownwithmytomahawk。Thenativesthemselves,however,madebatsmuchbetterthanmine,simplybywhittlingflattheirwaddies;andtheysoonbecameexpertbatsmen。Butunfortunatelytheyfailedtoseewhytheyshouldrunaftertheball,especiallywhentheyhadknockeditaverygreatdistanceaway。Runningaboutinthismanner,theysaid,wasonlyfitworkforwomen,andwasquitebeneaththeirdignity。YambaandIfielded,butsoonfoundourselvesunequaltothetask,owingtotheenormousdistanceswehadtotravelinsearchoftheball。Thereforewesoonabandonedthecricket,andtookupfootball,whichwasverymuchmoresuccessful。 Wehadanicelargefootballmadeofsoftgoose-skinstuffedwiththepaperbark;andinconsideringourgameyoumustalwaysbearinmindthatbootsorfootgearofanykindwerequiteunknown。Thegreatdrawbackoffootball,fromthenativepointofview,wasthatitentailedsomuchexertion,whichcouldbeotherwiseexpendedinafarmoreprofitableandpracticalmanner。Theyarguedthatiftheyputtheexertionrequisiteforagameoffootballintoahuntforfood,theywouldhaveenoughmeattolastthemformanydays。 Itwas,ofcourse,utterlyimpossibletobringthemroundtomyviewofsportsandgames。Withregardtotheabandonedcricket,theydelightedinhittingtheballandincatchingit——oh!theywerewonderfullyexpertatthis——butastorunningaftertheball,thiswasquiteimpossible。 AboutthistimethegirlsshowedmethestepsofanIrishjig,whichIquicklypickedupandsoonbecamequiteanadept,muchtothedelightofthenatives,whonevertiredofwatchingmygyrations。Ikepttheminaconstantstateofwonderment,sothatevenmyveryhair——nowaboutthreefeetlong——commandedtheirrespectandadmiration! SometimesIwouldwaltzwiththeyoungergirl,whilsthersisterwhistledanoldfamiliarair。WhenIdanced,theblackswouldsquatinahugecirclearoundme;thoseinthefrontrankkeepingtimebybeatingdrumsthatIhadmadeandpresentedtothem。ThebodiesofthedrumsweremadefromsectionsoftreeswhichIfoundalreadyhollowedoutbytheants。Thesewonderfullittleinsectswouldborethroughandthroughthecoreofthetrunk,leavingonlytheoutershell,whichsoonbecamelightanddry。Ithenscrapedoutwithmytomahawkanyoftheroughinnerpartthatremained,andstretchedovertheendsofeachsectionapairofthethinnestwallabyskinsIcouldfind;theseskinswereheldtautbysinewsfromthetailofakangaroo。Itriedemu-skinsforthedrum-heads,butfoundtheywerenogood,astheysoonbecameperforatedwhenI scrapedthem。 Neveradaypassedbutweeagerlyscannedtheglisteningseainthehopeofsightingapassingsail。Onevesselactuallycamerightintoourbayfromthenorth,butshesuddenlyturnedrightbackonthecourseshehadcome。Shewasacutter-riggedvessel,paintedagreyish-white,andofaboutfiftytonsburden。ShewasprobablyaGovernmentvessel——possiblytheClaudHamilton,aSouthAustralianrevenueboatstationedatPortDarwin——assheflewtheBritishensignatthemast-head;whereasapearlerwouldhaveflownitatthepeak。ThemomentwecaughtsightofthatshipIamafraidwelostourheads。Wescreamedaloudwithexcitement,andranlikemadpeopleupanddownthebeach,wavingbranchesandyellinglikemaniacs。Ievenwavedwildlymylong,luxurianthair。 Unfortunately,thewindwasagainstus,blowingfromtheWSW。Wewereassistedinourfranticdemonstrationbyquiteacrowdofnativeswithbranches;andIthinkitpossiblethat,evenifwehadbeenseen,thepeopleontheshipwouldhavemistakenoureffortsforamorehostiledemonstration。 Whenitwastoolate,andtheshipalmostoutofsight,IsuddenlyrealisedthatIhadmadeanotherfatalmistakeinhavingtheblackswithme。HadIandthetwogirlsbeenaloneonthebeachIfeelsuretheofficersoftheshipwouldhavedetectedourwhiteskinsthroughtheirglasses。But,indeed,wemaywellhaveescapednoticealtogether。 TherewasaterriblescenewhenthesupposedGovernmentvesselturnedbackonhercourseandpassedswiftlyoutofsight。Thegirlsthrewthemselvesfacedownwardsonthebeach,andweptwildlyandhystericallyintheverydepthsofviolentdespair。Icanneverhopetotellyouwhatabitterandagonisingexperienceitwas——theabruptchangefromdeliriousexcitementatseeingashipsteeringrightintoourbay,tothedespairingshockofbeholdingitturnawayfromusevenquickerthanitcame。 CHAPTERXII Thegirlsinsun-bonnets——Iadvisetheblacks——Fatalexcitement—— Lastmoments——Thecatastrophe——Icannotrealiseit——Afearfulcontrast”Onlyawitheredflower“——Bruno”sgrief——Steeringbytheant-hills——Avoidingtheforests——Myriadsofrats——Theflowingofthetide——Ratsandthenativechildren——Cloudsoflocusts——Fishfromtheclouds。 Theweeksgraduallygrewintomonths,andstillwewereapparentlynonearercivilisationthanever。AgainandagainwemadeexpeditionstoseewhetheritwerepossibleforthegirlstoreachPortDarwinoverland;but,unfortunately,IhadpaintedfortheminsuchvividcoloursthetorturesofthirstwhichIhadundergoneonmyjourneytowardsCapeYork,thattheywerealwaysafraidtoleavewhatwasnowtheirhometogoforthunprovidedintotheunknown。 Sometimesafitofdepressionsoacutewouldcomeoverthem,thattheywouldshutthemselvesupintheirroomandnotshowthemselvesforawholeday。 Wehadaveryplentifulsupplyoffood,butonethingthegirlsmissedverymuchwasmilk,——whichofcourse,wasanunheard-ofluxuryintheseregions。Wehadafairlygoodsubstitute,however,inacertaincreamyandbitter-tastingjuicewhichweobtainedfromapalm-tree。This“milk,“whenwegotusedtoit,wefoundexcellentwhenusedwiththegreencorn。Thecorn-patchwascarefullyfencedinfromkangaroos,andotherwisetakencareof; andImayhereremarkthatImadeforksandplatesofwoodformyfaircompanions,andalsobuiltthemaproperelevatedbed,withfragranteucalyptusleavesandgrassforbedding。Forthecoldnightstherewasacoveringofskinrugs,withanoverallquiltmadefromthewildflax。 Thegirlsmadethemselvessun-bonnetsoutofpalm-leaves;whiletheirmostfashionablecostumewascomposedoftheskinsofbirdsandmarsupials,cunninglystitchedtogetherbyYamba。DuringthecoldwintermonthsofJulyandAugustwecampedatamoreshelteredspot,alittletothenorth,wheretherewasarangeofmountains,whoseprincipalpeakwasshapedlikeasugar-loaf。 Ifrequentlyaccompaniedthewarriorsontheirfightingexpeditions,butdidnotusemystilts,mainlybecauseweneveragainmetsopowerfulanenemyaswehadbattledwithonthatmemorableoccasion。Mypeoplewereoftenvictorious,butonceortwicewegotbeatenbyreasonoftheothersidehavingdrawnfirstblood。Mynativestooktheirreverseswithaverygoodgrace,andwereneververydepressedorinclinedtoviewmewithlessfavourbecauseoftheirwantofsuccess。Wewerealwaysthebestoffriends,andIevenventuredgraduallytoweanthemfromcannibalism。 Iknewtheyatehumanflesh,notbecausetheyfelthungry,butbecausetheyhopedtoacquiretheadditionalvalourofthewarriortheywereeating。Ithereforediplomaticallypointedouttothemthat,inthefirstplace,allkindsofdreadfuldiseaseswhichthedeadmanmighthavehadwouldcertainlybecommunicatedtothem,andinthisIwasprovidentiallyborneoutbyastrangeepidemic。 ThesecondconsiderationImentionedwasthatbymakinganklets,bracelets,andotherornamentsoutofthedeadbraves”hair,theycouldacquireforthemselvesinamuchmoreefficaciousmannerthevalourandotherestimablequalitiesofthedepartedwarrior。 WhilstIwasonthissubjectIalsoadvisedthemstronglyandimpressivelyneverwantonlytoattackwhitemen,butrathertomakefriendlyadvancestowardsthem。Ioftenwondernowwhetherexplorerswhofollowinmytrackwillnoticetheabsenceofcannibalismandthefriendlyoverturesofthenatives。 Twohalfpainful,halfmerryyears,passedby。Wehadseenseveralshipspassingoutatsea,andonmorethanoneoccasionYambaandI,taughtbypreviouslessons,hadjumpedintoourcanoeandpulledformanymilesinthedirectionofthesail,leavingthegirlswatchinguseagerlyfromtheshore。Butitwasalwaysuseless,andwewerecompelledtoreturnwithouthavingaccomplishedourpurpose;wemerelyinflictedadditionalpainonourselves。 Inowcometowhatispossiblythemostpainfulepisodeofmycareer,andonewhichIfinditimpossibletodiscuss,orwriteabout,withoutveryrealpain。EvenatthisdistanceoftimeI cannotrecallthattragicdaywithoutbittertearscomingintomyeyes,andbeingafflictedwithagnawingremorsewhichcannevercompletelydieinmyheart。Donot,Ibegofyou,inconsideringmyactions,askmewhyIdidnotdothis,orthat,ortheother。 InterriblecrisesIbelievewebecomealmostmechanical,andarenotresponsibleforwhatwedo。Ihaveoftenthoughtthat,apartfromourownvolition,eachsetofnervesandfibresinourbeinghasawillofitsown。 Well,onegloriouslyfinedaywesightedashipgoingveryslowlyacrossthegulf,severalmilesaway。WouldtoGodwehadneverseenher!Wewerethrown,asusual,intoaperfectfrenzyofwildexcitement,andthegirlsdashedhereandtherelikepeoplepossessed。Ofcourse,Ideterminedtointerceptthevesselifpossible,andthegirlsatonceexpressedtheirintentionofcomingwithme。Iattemptedearnestlytodissuadethemfromthis,buttheyweptpitifullyandimploredmetoletthemcome。Theywerefilledwithanungovernablelongingtogetaway——thesamelonging,perhaps,thatanimatesacagedbirdwho,althoughwellfedandkindlytreated,soarsawaywithoutamoment”shesitationwhenanopportunityoccurs。Quiteagainstmybetterjudgment,Iletthemcome。Everysecondwaspreciousandeveryargumentfutile。WhileYambawasgettingreadythecanoeIrushedfromonegroupofnativestotheother,coaxing,promising,imploring。IpointedouttothemthattheycouldpropeltheircatamaransfasterthanIcouldpaddlemycanoe;andIpromisedthemthatifIreachedtheshipI wouldsendthempresentsfromthewhiteman”slandoftomahawksandknives;gailycolouredclothsandgorgeousjewellery。Buttheywereonlytooreadytohelpmewithoutanyoftheseinducements; andinanincrediblyshorttimeatleasttwentycatamarans,eachcontainingoneortwomen,putofffromtheshoreinmywakeandmadedirectlytowardstheship,whilstIstruckoffatatangentsoastoheadheroff。Inowseethatwithoutdoubtwemusthavepresentedaveryformidableappearancetothepeopleonthevesselaswepaddledoverthesunlitseas,racingoneanother,yelling,andgesticulatinglikemadmen。Ofcourse,thepeopleonboardquitenaturallythoughttheywerebeingattackedbyasavageflotilla。ButintheexcitementofthemomentInevergavethisathought。HadIonlyleftmyfaithfulnativesbehindallmighthavebeenwell。YambaandIkeptthecanoewellahead,andwereachedtheneighbourhoodoftheshipfirst。 Asweapproached,theexcitementofthegirlswaspainfultowitness。Theycouldscarcelycontainthemselvesforjoy;andasI forciblypreventedthemfromstandingupinthefrailcanoe,theycontentedthemselveswithfranticallywavingtheirhandsandscreamingthemselveshoarse。 NearingthevesselIwassurprisedtoseethetop-sailbeinghoisted,but,strangetosay,thecrewkeptwelloutofsight。 Thiswaseasytodo,consideringthespreadofcanvas。ShewasnotaMalayvessel,beingdecidedlyofEuropeanrig。Shewasonlyasmallcraft,ofperhapstenorfifteentons,withonemastcarryingamain-sailandstay-sail,inadditiontothetop-sailthathadbeenhoistedasweapproached。Tous,however,shewasa“ship。” Wewerenowaboutonehundredandfiftyyardsaway,andIsuddenlyleapttomyfeetandcoo-eedseveraltimes。Stillnooneshowedhimself,andnotasoulwasvisibleonboard。Myownjoyfulexcitementspeedilyturnedtoheart-sickness,alarm,andeventerror。Bythistimetheflotillaofcatamaranswasclosebehindme;andjustasIwasabouttositdownandtaketomypaddleagain,soastoadvancestillclosertothevessel,theloudreportofagunwasheard;andthen——well,whatfollowednextisexceedinglydifficultformetodescribeaccurately。WhetherIwaswoundedbytheshot,orwhetherthegirlssuddenlystoodup,causingmetolosemybalanceandfallonthesideofthecanoeandcutmythigh,Idonotknow。 Atanyrate,IcrashedheavilyoverboardinspiteofYamba”sdesperateattempttosaveme。ThenextmomentIhadforgottenallabouttheship,andwasonlyconsciousofYambaswimmingclosebymyside,andoccasionallygrippingmylonghairwhenshethoughtI wasgoingunder。Werightedthecanoeandclimbedinasquicklyaswecould。IthinkIwasdazedandincapableofanycoherentthought。AsIcollapsedinthebottomofthecanoe,IsuddenlyrealisedthatYambaandIwerealone;andsittingup,Igasped,“Thegirls,thegirls!Wherearethey?Oh,wherearethey?Wemustsavethem!“ Alas!theyhadsunkbeneaththesmilingwaves,andtheyneverroseagain。True,theywereexpertswimmers,butIsupposetheterribleexcitement,followedbythesuddenshock,wastoomuchforthem,andastheysankforthefirsttimetheyprobablyclungtoeachotherintheembraceofdeath。Godknowsbest。PerhapsitwasbetterthatHeshouldtakemylovedonesfrommethanthattheyshouldbedraggedthroughtheterribleyearsthatfollowed。 ButforalongtimeIutterlyrefusedtobelievethatmydarlingswerelost——theyweretrulyassisterstome;andYambaandIandthenativesdivedforthemtimeaftertime,searchingtheseaineverydirection。Butatlength,seeingthatIwasexhausted,Yambaforciblydetainedme,andtoldmethatImyselfwouldinevitablydrownifIwentintothewateragain。Thewoundinmythigh(Iamuncertaintothisdaywhetheritwastheresultofthegun-shotormerecollisionwiththeroughgunwaleofthecanoe)wasbleedingfreely;andasitwasalsopointedouttomethattherewasaverystrongandswiftcurrentatthisspot,Iallowedmyselftobetakenawaywithoutanyfurtheropposition。 IsimplyCOULDnotrealisemybereavement。Itseemedtooterribleandstunningtothink,thatwhenGodhadprovidedmewiththesetwocharmingcompanions,whowereallinalltomeeverymomentofmyexistence,asaconsolationforthehorrorsIhadgonethrough——itseemedimpossible,Isay,thattheyshouldbesnatchedfrommejustattheverymomentwhensalvationseemedwithinourreach。Everydetailoftheincidentpassedbeforemymentalvision,butIcouldnotgraspit——Icouldnotseemtothinkitreal。Icanneverexplainit。Thesepoorgirlsweremoretomethanlovingsisters。 Theyturnedtheblacknightofmydesolateexistenceintosunshine,andtheywereperpetuallydevisingsomesweetlittlesurprise——somelittlethingwhichwouldpleasemeandaddadditionalbrightnesstoourdailylives。Thisdreadfulthinghappenedmanyyearsago,buttothisday,andtothedayofmydeath,IfeelsureIshallsufferagoniesofgriefandremorse(Iblamemyselffornothavingforbiddenthemtogointhecanoe)forthisterriblecatastrophe。 Afterwereturnedtotheland,Ihauntedthesea-shoreforhours,hopingtoseethebodiesrisetothesurface;butIwatchedinvain。Whenatlengththefullmagnitudeofthedisasterdawneduponme,despair——theutterabandonmentofdespair——filledmysoulforthefirsttime。Neveragainwouldmysweetcompanionscheermysolitarymoments。NeveragainwouldIseetheirlovedforms,orheartheirlow,musicalvoices。Neveragainwouldweplaytogetherlikechildrenonthesand。Neveragainwouldwebuildaerialcastlesaboutthebrightandhappyfuturethatwasinstoreforus,lookingbackfromthebourneofcivilisationonourfantasticadventures。NeveragainshouldwecompareourlotwiththatofRobinsonCrusoeortheSwissFamilyRobinson。 Mybrightdreamhadpassedaway,andwithasuddenrevulsionoffeelingIrealisedthatthepeoplearoundmewererepulsivecannibals,amongwhomIwasapparentlydoomedtopasstheremainderofmyhideousdays——afateinfinitelymoreterriblethanthatofjoiningmydarlingsbeneaththerestlesswaves,thatbeatforeveronthatlonelyshore。IwasalongtimebeforeIcouldevenbringmyselftobethankfulforYamba”sescape,whichwasnodoubtdreadfullyungratefulofme。Icanonlyaskyourpityandsympathyinmyterribleaffliction。Whatmademysorrowandremorsethemorepoignant,wasthereflectionthatifIhadretainedoneatomofmyself-possessionIwouldneverhavedreamedofapproachingthelittleEuropeanvesselattheheadofawholeflotillaofcatamarans,filledwithyellingandgesticulatingsavages。Astothepeopleonboardthevessel,Iexoneratedthemthen,andI exoneratethemnow,fromallblame。HadyouorIbeenonboard,weshouldprobablyhavedoneexactlythesamethingunderthecircumstances。 Clearlytheonlyreasonableplanofactionwastohavegonealone; butthen,atcriticaltimes,eventhewisestamongusisapttolosehishead。GodknowsIpaiddearlyenoughformylackofjudgmentonthismelancholyoccasion。