第2章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Browning字数:13920更新时间:18/12/19 08:16:28
ThepassageinthatoldItalianbookWehuntedforsolongisfound,say,found—— AndifIletitslipagain……yousee,Thatshemustcome——andinstantly! GUENDOLEN。I’lldiePiecemeal,recordthat,iftherehavenotgloomedSomebloti’the’scutcheon! TRESHAM。Go!or,Guendolen,Beyouatcall,——WithAustin,ifyouchoose,—— Intheadjoininggallery!Therego! [GUENDOLENgoes。] Anotherlessontome!YoumightbidAchilddisguisehisheart’ssore,andconductSomeslyinvestigationpointbypointWithasmoothbrow,aswellasbidmecatchTheinquisitorialclevernesssomepraise。 Ifyouhadtoldmeyesterday,\"There’soneYouneedsmustcircumventandpractisewith,Entrapbypolicies,ifyouwouldwormThetruthout:andthatoneis——Mildred!\"There,There——reasoningisthrownawayonit! Proveshe’sunchaste……why,youmayafterproveThatshe’sapoisoner,traitress,whatyouwill! WhereIcancomprehendnought,nought’stosay,Ordo,orthink。ForceonmebutthefirstAbomination,——thenoutpourallplagues,AndIshallne’ermakecountofthem。 EnterMILDRED MILDRED。WhatbookIsitIwanted,Thorold?GuendolenThoughtyouwerepale;youarenotpale。Thatbook? That’sLatinsurely。 TRESHAM。Mildred,here’saline,(Don’tleanonme:I’llEnglishitforyou) \"Loveconquersallthings。\"Whatloveconquersthem? Whatloveshouldyouesteem——bestlove? MILDRED。Truelove。 TRESHAM。Imean,andshouldhavesaid,whoseloveisbestOfallthatloveorthatprofesstolove? MILDRED。 Thelist’ssolong:there’sfather’s,mother’s,husband’s…… TRESHAM。Mildred,Idobelieveabrother’sloveForasolesistermustexceedthemall。 Forseenow,onlysee!there’snoalloyOfearththatcreepsintotheperfect’stgoldOfotherloves——nogratitudetoclaim; Younevergaveherlife,notevenaughtThatkeepslife——nevertendedher,instructed,Enrichedher——so,yourlovecanclaimnorightO’erhersavepurelove’sclaim:that’swhatIcallFreedomfromearthliness。You’llneverhopeTobesuchfriends,forinstance,sheandyou,Aswhenyouhuntedcowslipsinthewoods,Orplayedtogetherinthemeadowhay。 Ohyes——withage,respectcomes,andyourworthIsfelt,there’sgrowingsympathyoftastes,There’sripenedfriendship,there’sconfirmedesteem: ——Muchheadthesemakeagainstthenewcomer! Thestartlingapparition,thestrangeyouth—— Whomonehalf—hour’sconversingwith,or,say,Meregazingat,shallchange(beyondallchangeThisOvideversangabout)yoursoul……Hersoul,thatis,——thesister’ssoul!Withher’Twaswinteryesterday;now,alliswarmth,Thegreenleaf’sspringingandtheturtle’svoice,\"Ariseandcomeaway!\"Comewhither?——farEnoughfromtheesteem,respect,andallThebrother’ssomewhatinsignificantArrayofrights!Allwhichheknowsbefore,Hascalculatedonsolongago! Ithinksuchlove,(apartfromyoursandmine,) Contentedwithitslittletermoflife,Intendingtoretirebetimes,awareHowsoonthebackgroundmustbeplacedforit,——Ithink,amsure,abrother’sloveexceedsAlltheworld’sloveinitsunworldliness。 MILDRED。Whatisthisfor? TRESHAM。This,Mildred,isitfor! Or,no,Icannotgotoitsosoon! That’soneofmanypointsmyhasteleftout—— Eachday,eachhourthrowsforthitssilk—slightfilmBetweenthebeingtiedtoyoubybirth,Andyou,untilthoseslenderthreadscomposeAwebthatshroudsherdailylifeofhopesAndfearsandfancies,allherlife,fromyours: Socloseyouliveandyetsofarapart! AndmustIrendthisweb,tearup,breakdownThesweetandpalpitatingmysteryThatmakeshersacred?You——foryouImean,ShallIspeak,shallInotspeak? MILDRED。Speak! TRESHAM。Iwill。 Isthereastorymencould——anymanCouldtellofyou,youwouldconcealfromme? I’llneverthinkthere’sfalsehoodonthatlip。 Say\"Thereisnosuchstorymencouldtell,\" AndI’llbelieveyou,thoughIdisbelieveTheworld——theworldofbettermenthanI,AndwomensuchasIsupposeyou。Speak! [Afterapause。] Notspeak?Explainthen!Clearitupthen!MoveSomeofthemiserableweightawayThatpresseslowerthanthegrave。Notspeak? Someofthedeadweight,Mildred!Ah,ifI CouldbringmyselftoplainlymaketheirchargeAgainstyou!MustI,Mildred?Silentstill? [Afterapause。] IsthereagallantthathasnightbynightAdmittancetoyourchamber? [Afterapause。] Then,hisname! Tillnow,Ionlyhadathoughtforyou: Butnow,——hisname! MILDRED。Thorold,doyoudeviseFitexpiationformyguilt,iffitTherebe!’TisnoughttosaythatI’llendureAndblessyou,——thatmyspirityearnstopurgeHerstainsoffinthefiercerenewingfire: Butdonotplungemeintootherguilt! Oh,guiltenough!Icannottellhisname。 TRESHAM。Thenjudgeyourself!HowshouldIact?Pronounce! MILDRED。Oh,Thorold,youmustnevertemptmethus! TodiehereinthischamberbythatswordWouldseemlikepunishment:soshouldIglide,Likeanarch—cheat,intoextremestbliss! ’Twereeasilyarrangedforme:butyou—— Whatwouldbecomeofyou? TRESHAM。AndwhatwillnowBecomeofme?I’llhideyourshameandmine>Fromeveryeye;thedeadmustheavetheirheartsUnderthemarbleofourchapel—floor; Theycannotriseandblastyou。YoumaywedYourparamouraboveourmother’stomb; Ourmothercannotmovefrom’neathyourfoot。 Wetoowillsomehowwearthisonedayout: Butwithto—morrowhastenshere——theEarl! Theyouthwithoutsuspicion。Facecancome>FromHeavenandheartfrom……whenceproceedsuchhearts? IhavedispatchedlastnightatyourcommandAmissivebiddinghimpresenthimselfTo—morrow——here——thusmuchissaid;therestIsunderstoodasif’twerewrittendown—— \"Hissuitfindsfavorinyoureyes。\"NowdictateThismorning’sletterthatshallcountermandLastnight’s——dodictatethat! MILDRED。But,Thorold——ifIwillreceivehimasIsaid? TRESHAM。TheEarl? MILDRED。Iwillreceivehim。 TRESHAM[startingup]。Hothere!Guendolen! GUENDOLENandAUSTINenterAnd,Austin,youarewelcome,too!Lookthere! Thewomanthere! AUSTINandGUENDOLEN。How?Mildred? TRESHAM。Mildredonce! Nowthereceivernightbynight,whensleepBlessestheinmatesofherfather’shouse,——Isay,thesoftslywantonthatreceivesHerguilt’saccomplice’neaththisroofwhichholdsYou,Guendolen,you,Austin,andhasheldAthousandTreshams——neveronelikeher! Nolighterofthesignal—lampherquickFoulbreathnearquenchesinhoteagernessTomixwithbreathasfoul!noloosenerO’thelattice,practisedinthestealthytread,Thelowvoiceandthenoiselesscome—and—go! Notonecomposerofthebacchant’smienInto——whatyouthoughtMildred’s,inaword! Knowher! GUENDOLEN。Oh,Mildred,looktome,atleast! Thorold——she’sdead,I’dsay,butthatshestandsRigidasstoneandwhiter! TRESHAM。Youhaveheard…… GUENDOLEN。Toomuch!Youmustproceednofurther。 MILDRED。Yes—— Proceed!All’struth。Gofromme! TRESHAM。Allistruth,Shetellsyou!Well,youknow,oroughttoknow,AllthisIwouldforgiveinher。I’dconEachprecepttheharshworldenjoins,I’dtakeOurancestors’sternverdictsonebyone,I’dbindmyselfbeforethentoexactTheprescribedvengeance——andonewordofhers,Thesightofher,thebareleastmemoryOfMildred,myonesister,myheart’sprideAboveallprides,myallinallsolong,Wouldscattereverytraceofmyresolve。 WhatwereitsilentlytowasteawayAndseeherwasteawayfromthisdayforth,Twoscathedthingswithleisuretorepent,Andgrowacquaintedwiththegrave,anddieTiredoutifnotatpeace,andbeforgotten? Itwerenotsoimpossibletobear。 Butthis——that,freshfromlastnight’spledgerenewedOflovewiththesuccessfulgallantthere,Shecalmlybidsmehelphertoentice,InveigleanunconscioustrustingyouthWhothinksherallthat’schasteandgoodandpure,——Invitesmetobetrayhim……whosofitAshonour’sselftocovershame’sarch—deed? ——Thatshe’llreceiveLordMertoun——(herownphrase)—— This,whocouldbear?Why,youhaveheardofthieves,Stabbers,theearth’sdisgrace,whoyethavelaughed,\"Talknottomeoftorture——I’llbetrayNocomradeI’vepledgedfaithto!\"——youhaveheardOfwretchedwomen——allbutMildreds——tiedBywildillicittiestoloselsvileYou’dtemptthemtoforsake;andthey’llreply\"Gold,friends,repute,Ileftforhim,IfindInhim,whyshouldIleavehimthen,forgold,Reputeorfriends?\"——andyouhavefeltyourheartRespondtosuchpooroutcastsoftheworldAstosomanyfriends;badasyouplease,You’vefelttheywereGod’smenandwomenstill,So,nottobedisownedbyyou。ButsheThatstandsthere,calmlygivesherloverupAsmeanstowedtheEarlthatshemayhideTheirintercoursethesurelier:and,forthis,Icursehertoherfacebeforeyouall。 Shamehuntherfromtheearth!ThenHeavendorightToboth!Ithearsmenow——shalljudgeherthen! [ASMILDREDfaintsandfalls,TRESHAMrushesout。] AUSTIN。Stay,Tresham,we’llaccompanyyou! GUENDOLEN。We? What,andleaveMildred?We?Why,where’smyplaceButbyherside,andwhereyoursbutbymine? Mildred——oneword!Onlylookatme,then! AUSTIN。No,Guendolen!IechoThorold’svoice。 Sheisunworthytobehold…… GUENDOLEN。Ustwo? Ifyouspokeonreflection,andifI Approvedyourspeech——ifyou(toputthethingAtlowest)youthesoldier,boundtomakeTheking’scauseyoursandfightforit,andthrowRegardtoothersofitsrightorwrong,——Ifwithadeath—whitewomanyoucanhelp,Letalonesister,letaloneaMildred,Youlefther——orifI,hercousin,friendThismorning,playfellowbutyesterday,Whosaid,orthoughtatleastathousandtimes,\"I’dserveyouifIcould,\"shouldnowfaceroundAndsay,\"Ah,that’stoonlysignifyI’dserveyouwhileyou’refittoserveyourself: SolongasfiftyeyesawaittheturnOfyourstoforestallitsyethalf—formedwish,I’llproffermyassistanceyou’llnotneed—— Wheneverytongueispraisingyou,I’lljoinThepraisers’chorus——whenyou’rehemmedaboutWithlivesbetweenyouanddetraction——livesTobelaiddownifarudevoice,rasheye,RoughhandshouldviolatethesacredringTheirworshipthrowsaboutyou,——thenindeed,Who’llstandupforyoustoutasI?\"IfsoWesaid,andsowedid,——notMildredthereWouldbeunworthytobeholdusboth,Butweshouldbeunworthy,bothofus。 Tobebeheldby——by——yourmeanestdog,Which,ifthatswordwerebrokeninyourfaceBeforeacrowd,thatbadgetornoffyourbreast,Andyoucastoutwithhootingandcontempt,——Wouldpushhiswaythro’allthehooters,gainYourside,gooffwithyouandallyourshameTothenextditchyouchoosetodiein!Austin,Doyouloveme?Here’sAustin,Mildred,——here’sYourbrothersayshedoesnotbelievehalf—— No,norhalfthat——ofallheheard!Hesays,Lookupandtakehishand! AUSTIN。LookupandtakeMyhand,dearMildred! MILDRED。I——Iwassoyoung! Beside,Ilovedhim,Thorold——andIhadNomother;Godforgotme:so,Ifell。 GUENDOLEN。Mildred! MILDRED。Requirenofurther!DidIdreamThatIcouldpalliatewhatisdone?All’strue。 Now,punishme!Awomantakesmyhand? Letgomyhand!Youdonotknow,Isee。 IthoughtthatThoroldtoldyou。 GUENDOLEN。Whatisthis? Wherestartyouto? MILDRED。Oh,Austin,loosenme! Youheardthewholeofit——youreyeswereworse,Intheirsurprise,thanThorold’s!Oh,unlessYoustaytoexecutehissentence,looseMyhand!HasThoroldgone,andareyouhere? GUENDOLEN。Here,Mildred,wetwofriendsofyourswillwaitYourbidding;beyousilent,sleepormuse! Only,whenyoushallwantyourbiddingdone,Howcanwedoitifwearenotby? Here’sAustinwaitingpatientlyyourwill! Onespirittocommand,andonetoloveAndtobelieveinitanddoitsbest,Poorasthatis,tohelpit——why,theworldHasbeenwonmanyatime,itslengthandbreadth,Byjustsuchabeginning! MILDRED。IbelieveIfonceIthrewmyarmsaboutyourneckAndsunkmyheaduponyourbreast,thatI Shouldweepagain。 GUENDOLEN。Letgoherhandnow,Austin! Waitforme。PacethegalleryandthinkOntheworld’sseemingsandrealities,UntilIcallyou。 [AUSTINgoes。] MILDRED。No——Icannotweep。 Nomoretearsfromthisbrain——nosleep——notears! OGuendolen,Iloveyou! GUENDOLEN。Yes:and\"love\" Isashortwordthatsayssoverymuch! Itsaysthatyouconfideinme。 MILDRED。Confide! GUENDOLEN。Yourlover’sname,then!I’vesomuchtolearn,EreIcanworkinyourbehalf! MILDRED。Myfriend,YouknowIcannottellhisname。 GUENDOLEN。AtleastHeisyourlover?andyoulovehimtoo? MILDRED。Ah,doyouaskmethat,——butIamfallenSolow! GUENDOLEN。Youlovehimstill,then? MILDRED。MysolepropAgainsttheguiltthatcrushesme!Isay,EachnightereIliedown,\"Iwassoyoung—— Ihadnomother,andIlovedhimso!\" AndthenGodseemsindulgent,andIdareTrusthimmysoulinsleep。 GUENDOLEN。HowcouldyouletusE’entalktoyouaboutLordMertounthen? MILDRED。Thereisacloudaroundme。 GUENDOLEN。ButyousaidYouwouldreceivehissuitinspiteofthis? MILDRED。Isaythereisacloud…… GUENDOLEN。Nocloudtome! LordMertounandyourloverarethesame! MILDRED。Whatmaddestfancy…… GUENDOLEN[callingaloud。]Austin!(spareyourpains—— WhenIhavegotatruth,thattruthIkeep)—— MILDRED。Byallyoulove,sweetGuendolen,forbear! HaveIconfidedinyou…… GUENDOLEN。Justforthis! Austin!——Oh,nottoguessitatthefirst! ButIdidguessit——thatis,Idivined,Feltbyaninstincthowitwas:whyelseShouldIpronounceyoufreefromallthatheapOfsinswhichhadbeenirredeemable? Ifelttheywerenotyours——whatotherwayThanthis,notyours?Thesecret’swhollymine! MILDRED。Ifyouwouldseemediebeforehisface…… GUENDOLEN。I’dholdmypeace!AndiftheEarlreturnsTo—night? MILDRED。AhHeaven,he’slost! GUENDOLEN。Ithoughtso。Austin! EnterAUSTIN Oh,wherehaveyoubeenhiding? AUSTIN。Thorold’sgone,Iknownothow,acrossthemeadow—land。 IwatchedhimtillIlosthimintheskirtsO’thebeech—wood。 GUENDOLEN。Gone?Allthwartsus。 MILDRED。Thoroldtoo? GUENDOLEN。Ihavethought。FirstleadthisMildredtoherroom。 Goontheotherside;andthenwe’llseekYourbrother:andI’lltellyou,bytheway,Thegreatestcomfortintheworld。YousaidTherewasacluetoall。Remember,Sweet,Hesaidtherewasaclue!Iholdit。Come! ACTIII SCENEI。——TheendoftheYew—treeAvenueunderMILDRED’SWindow。 AlightseenthroughacentralredpaneEnterTRESHAMthroughthetreesAgainhere!ButIcannotlosemyself。 Theheath——theorchard——IhavetraversedgladesAnddellsandboskypathswhichusedtoleadIntogreenwild—wooddepths,bewilderingMyboy’sadventurousstep。AndnowtheytendHitherorsoonorlate;theblackestshadeBreaksup,thethrongedtrunksofthetreesopewide,AndthedimturretIhavefledfrom,frontsAgainmystep;theveryriverputItsarmaboutmeandconductedmeTothisdetestedspot。Whythen,I’llshunTheirwillnolonger:doyourwillwithme! Oh,bitter!TohaverearedatoweringschemeOfhappiness,andtobeholditrazed,Werenothing:allmenhope,andseetheirhopesFrustrate,andgrieveawhile,andhopeanew。 ButI……tohopethatfromalinelikeoursNohorridprodigylikethiswouldspring,WerejustasthoughIhopedthatfromtheseoldConfederatesagainstthesovereignday,Childrenofolderandyetoldersires,Whoselivingcoralberriesdropped,asnowOnme,onmanyabaron’ssurcoatonce,Onmanyabeauty’swhimple——wouldproceedNopoison—tree,tothrust,fromhellitsroot,Hitherandthitheritsstrangesnakyarms。 WhycameIhere?WhatmustIdo? [Abellstrikes。] Abell? Midnight!and’tisatmidnight……Ah,Icatch——Woods,river,plains,Icatchyourmeaningnow,AndIobeyyou!Hist!Thistreewillserve。 [Heretiresbehindoneofthetrees。Afterapause,enterMERTOUNcloakedasbefore。] MERTOUN。Nottime!BeatoutthylastvoluptuousbeatOfhopeandfear,myheart!IthoughttheclockI’thechapelstruckasIwaspushingthroughTheferns。AndsoIshallnomoreseeriseMylove—star!Oh,nomatterforthepast! SomuchthemoredelicioustasktowatchMildredrevive:topluckout,thornbythorn,AlltracesoftheroughforbiddenpathMyrashloveluredherto!EachdaymustseeSomefearofherseffaced,somehoperenewed: Thentherewillbesurprises,unforeseenDelightsinstore。I’llnotregretthepast。 [Thelightisplacedaboveinthepurplepane。] Andsee,mysignalrises,Mildred’sstar! IneversawitlovelierthannowItrisesforthelasttime。Ifitsets,’Tisthatthere—assuringsunmaydawn。 [Ashepreparestoascendthelasttreeoftheavenue,TRESHAMarrestshisarm。] Unhandme——peasant,byyourgrasp!Here’sgold。 ’Twasamadfreakofmine。IsaidI’dpluckAbranchfromthewhite—blossomedshrubbeneathThecasementthere。Takethis,andholdyourpeace。 TRESHAM。Intothemoonlightyonder,comewithme! Outoftheshadow! MERTOUN。Iamarmed,fool! TRESHAM。Yes,Orno?You’llcomeintothelight,orno? Myhandisonyourthroat——refuse!—— MERTOUN。Thatvoice! WherehaveIheard……no——thatwasmildandslow。 I’llcomewithyou。 [Theyadvance。] TRESHAM。You’rearmed:that’swell。DeclareYourname:whoareyou? MERTOUN。(Tresham!——sheislost!) TRESHAM。Oh,silent?Doyouknow,youbearyourselfExactlyas,incuriousdreamsI’vehadHowfelons,thiswildearthisfullof,lookWhenthey’redetected,stillyourkindhaslooked! Thebravoholdsanassuredcountenance,Thethiefisvolubleandplausible,ButsilentlytheslaveoflusthascrouchedWhenIhavefancieditbeforeaman。 Yourname! MERTOUN。IdoconjureLordTresham——ay,Kissinghisfoot,ifsoImightprevail—— ThatheforhisownsakeforbeartoaskMyname!Asheaven’sabove,hisfuturewealOrwoedependsuponmysilence!Vain! Ireadyourwhiteinexorableface。 Knowme,LordTresham! [Hethrowsoffhisdisguises。] TRESHAM。Mertoun! [Afterapause。] Drawnow! MERTOUN。HearmeButspeakfirst! TRESHAM。Notoneleastwordonyourlife! BesurethatIwillstrangleinyourthroatTheleastwordthatinformsmehowyouliveAndyetseemwhatyouseem!Nodoubt’twasyouTaughtMildredstilltokeepthatfaceandsin。 WeshouldjoinhandsinfranticsympathyIfyouoncetaughtmetheunteachable,Explainedhowyoucanlivesoandsolie。 WithGod’shelpIretain,despitemysense,Theoldbelief——alifelikeyoursisstillImpossible。Nowdraw! MERTOUN。Notformysake,DoIentreatahearing——foryoursake,Andmost,forhersake! TRESHAM。Ha,ha,whatshouldI Knowofyourways?Amiscreantlikeyourself,Howmustonerousehisire?Ablow?——that’sprideNodoubt,tohim!Onespurnshim,doesonenot? Orsetsthefootuponhismouth,orspitsIntohisface!Come!Which,orallofthese? MERTOUN。’TwixthimandmeandMildred,Heavenbejudge! CanIavoidthis?Haveyourwill,mylord! [Hedrawsand,afterafewpasses,falls。] TRESHAM。Youarenothurt? MERTOUN。You’llhearmenow! TRESHAM。Butrise! MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,sayInot\"you’llhearmenow!\" AndwhatprocuresamantherighttospeakInhisdefencebeforehisfellowman,But——Isuppose——thethoughtthatpresentlyHemayhaveleavetospeakbeforehisGodHiswholedefence? TRESHAM。Nothurt?Itcannotbe! Youmadenoefforttoresistme。WhereDidmyswordreachyou?WhynothavereturnedMythrusts?Hurtwhere? MERTOUN。Mylord—— TRESHAM。Howyoungheis! MERTOUN。LordTresham,Iamveryyoung,andyetIhaveentangledotherliveswithmine。 Doletmespeak,anddobelievemyspeech! ThatwhenIdiebeforeyoupresently,—— TRESHAM。CanyoustayheretillIreturnwithhelp? MERTOUN。Oh,staybyme!WhenIwaslessthanboyIdidyougrievouswrongandknewitnot—— Uponmyhonour,knewitnot!Onceknown,IcouldnotfindwhatseemedabetterwayTorightyouthanItook:mylife——youfeelHowlessthannothingwerethegivingyouThelifeyou’vetaken!ButIthoughtmywayThebetter——onlyforyoursakeandhers: Andasyouhavedecidedotherwise,WouldIhadaninfinityoflivesToofferyou!Nowsay——instructme——think! Canyou,fromthebriefminutesIhaveleft,Ekeoutmyreparation?Ohthink——think! ForImustwringapartial——dareIsay,Forgivenessfromyou,ereIdie? TRESHAM。IdoForgiveyou。 MERTOUN。Waitandponderthatgreatword! Because,ifyouforgiveme,IshallhopeTospeaktoyouof——Mildred! TRESHAM。Mertoun,hasteAndangerhaveundoneus。’TisnotyouShouldtellmeforanoveltyyou’reyoung,Thoughtless,unabletorecallthepast。 Bebutyourpardonampleasmyown! MERTOUN。Ah,Tresham,thatasword—strokeandadropOfbloodortwo,shouldbringallthisaboutWhy,’twasmyveryfearofyou,myloveOfyou——(whatpassionlikeaboy’sforoneLikeyou?)——thatruinedme!Idreamedofyou—— You,allaccomplished,courtedeverywhere,Thescholarandthegentleman。IburnedToknitmyselftoyou:butIwasyoung,AndyoursurpassingreputationkeptmeSofaraloof!Oh,whereforeallthatlove? Withlessoflove,mygloriousyesterdayOfpraiseandgentlestwordsandkindestlooks,Hadtakenplaceperchancesixmonthsago。 Evennow,howhappywehadbeen!AndyetIknowthethoughtofthisescapedyou,Tresham! Letmelookupintoyourface;Ifeel’Tischangedaboveme:yetmyeyesareglazed。 Where?where? [Asheendeavourstoraisehimself,hiseyecatchesthelamp。] Ah,Mildred!WhatwillMildreddo? Tresham,herlifeisboundupinthelifeThat’sbleedingfastaway!I’lllive——mustlive,There,ifyou’llonlyturnmeIshallliveAndsaveher!Tresham——oh,hadyoubutheard! Hadyoubutheard!WhatrightwasyourstosetThethoughtlessfootuponherlifeandmine,Andthensay,asweperish,\"HadIthought,Allhadgoneotherwise\"?We’vesinnedanddie: Neveryousin,LordTresham!foryou’lldie,AndGodwilljudgeyou。 TRESHAM。Yes,besatisfied! Thatprocessisbegun。 MERTOUN。AndshesitsthereWaitingforme!Now,sayyouthistoher—— You,notanother——say,IsawhimdieAshebreathedthis,\"Iloveher\"——youdon’tknowWhatthosethreesmallwordsmean!Say,lovingherLowersmedownthebloodyslopetodeathWithmemories……Ispeaktoher,notyou,Whohadnopity,willhavenoremorse,Perchanceintendher……Diealongwithme,DearMildred!’tissoeasy,andyou’ll’scapeSomuchunkindness!CanIlieatrest,Withrudespeechspokentoyou,ruderdeedsDonetoyou?——heartlessmenshallhavemyheart,AndItieddownwithgrave—clothesandtheworm,Aware,perhaps,ofeveryblow——ohGod!—— Uponthoselips——yetofnopowertotearThefelonstripebystripe!Die,Mildred!LeaveTheirhonourableworldtothem!ForGodWe’regoodenough,thoughtheworldcastsusout。 [Awhistleisheard。] TRESHAM。Ho,Gerard! EnterGERARD,AUSTINandGUENDOLEN,withlightsNoonespeak!Youseewhat’sdone。 Icannotbearanothervoice。 MERTOUN。There’slight—— Lightallaboutme,andImovetoit。 Tresham,didInottellyou——didyounotJustpromisetodeliverwordsofmineToMildred? TRESHAM。Iwillbearthosewordstoher。 MERTOUN。Now? TRESHAM。Now。Liftyouthebody,andleavemeThehead。 [AstheyhavehalfraisedMERTOUN,heturnssuddenly。] MERTOUN。Iknewtheyturnedme:turnmenotfromher! There!stayyou!there! [Dies。] GUENDOLEN[afterapause]。Austin,remainyouhereWithThorolduntilGerardcomeswithhelp: Thenleadhimtohischamber。ImustgoToMildred。 TRESHAM。Guendolen,IheareachwordYouutter。DidyouhearhimbidmegiveHismessage?Didyouhearmypromise?I,AndonlyI,seeMildred。 GUENDOLEN。Shewilldie。 TRESHAM。Ohno,shewillnotdie!IdarenothopeShe’lldie。Whatgroundhaveyoutothinkshe’lldie? Why,Austin’swithyou! AUSTIN。HadwebutarrivedBeforeyoufought! TRESHAM。Therewasnofightatall。 Heletmeslaughterhim——theboy!I’lltrustThebodytheretoyouandGerard——thus! Nowbearhimonbeforeme。 AUSTIN。Whitherbearhim? TRESHAM。Oh,tomychamber!Whenwemeettherenext,Weshallbefriends。 [TheybearoutthebodyofMERTOUN。] Willshedie,Guendolen? GUENDOLEN。Whereareyoutakingme? TRESHAM。Hefelljusthere。 Nowanswerme。Shallyouinyourwholelife——YouwhohavenoughttodowithMertoun’sfate,Nowyouhaveseenhisbreastupontheturf,Shallyoue’erwalkthiswayifyoucanhelp? WhenyouandAustinwanderarm—in—armThroughourancestralgrounds,willnotashadeBeeveronthemeadowandthewaste—— AnotherkindofshadethanwhenthenightShutsthewoodsidewithallitswhispersup? ButwillyoueversoforgethisbreastAscarelesslytocrossthisbloodyturfUndertheblackyewavenue?That’swell! Youturnyourhead:andIthen?—— GUENDOLEN。WhatisdoneIsdone。Mycareisfortheliving。Thorold,Bearupagainstthisburden:moreremainsTosettheneckto! TRESHAM。DearandancienttreesMyfathersplanted,andIlovedsowell! WhathaveIdonethat,likesomefabledcrimeOfyore,letslooseaFuryleadingthusHermiserabledanceamidstyouall? Oh,nevermoreformeshallwindsintoneWithallyourtopsavastantiphony,DemandingandrespondinginGod’spraise! Hersyearenow,notmine!Farewell——farewell! SCENEII。——MILDRED’SChamberMILDREDaloneHecomesnot!IhaveheardofthosewhoseemedResourcelessinprosperity,——youthoughtSorrowmightslaythemwhenshelisted;yetDidtheysogatheruptheirdiffusedstrengthAtherfirstmenace,thattheybadeherstrike,Andstoodandlaughedhersubtlestskilltoscorn。 Oh,’tisnotsowithme!Thefirstwoefell,Andtherestfalluponit,notonme: ElseshouldIbearthatHenrycomesnot?——failsJustthisfirstnightoutofsomanynights? Lovingisdonewith。Werehesittingnow,Assofewhourssince,onthatseat,we’dloveNomore——contrivenothousandhappywaysTohidelovefromtheloveless,anymore。 IthinkImighthaveurgedsomelittlepointInmydefence,toThorold;hewasbreathlessFortheleasthintofadefence:butno,Thefirstshameover,allthatwouldmightfall。 NoHenry!YetImerelysitandthinkThemorn’sdeedo’erando’er。ImusthavecreptOutofmyself。AMildredthathaslostHerlover——oh,IdarenotlookuponSuchwoe!Icrouchawayfromit!’Tisshe,Mildred,willbreakherheart,notI!TheworldForsakesme:onlyHenry’sleftme——left? WhenIhavelosthim,forhedoesnotcome,AndIsitstupidly……OhHeaven,breakupThisworsethananguish,thismadapathy,Byanymeansoranymessenger! TRESHAM[without]。Mildred! MILDRED。Comein!Heavenhearsme! [EnterTRESHAM。] You?alone? Oh,nomorecursing! TRESHAM。Mildred,Imustsit。 There——yousit! MILDRED。Sayit,Thorold——donotlookThecurse!deliverallyoucometosay! Whatmustbecomeofme?Oh,speakthatthoughtWhichmakesyourbrowandcheekssopale! TRESHAM。Mythought? MILDRED。Allofit! TRESHAM。Howwewadedyears——ago—— Afterthosewater—lilies,tilltheplash,Iknownothow,surprisedus;andyoudaredNeitheradvancenorturnback:so,westoodLaughingandcryinguntilGerardcame—— Oncesafeupontheturf,theloudesttoo,Foroncemorereachingtherelinquishedprize! Howidlethoughtsare,somemen’s,dyingmen’s! Mildred,—— MILDRED。YoucallmekindlierbymynameThanevenyesterday:whatisinthat? TRESHAM。ItweighssomuchuponmymindthatI Thismorningtookanofficenotmyown! Imight……ofcourse,Imustbegladorgrieved,Contentornot,ateverylittlethingThattouchesyou。ImaywithawrungheartEvenreproveyou,Mildred;Ididmore: Willyouforgiveme? MILDRED。Thorold?doyoumock? Ohno……andyetyoubidme……saythatword! TRESHAM。Forgiveme,Mildred!——areyousilent,Sweet? MILDRED[startingup]。WhydoesnotHenryMertouncometo—night? Areyou,too,silent? [Dashinghismantleaside,andpointingtohisscabbard,whichisempty。] Ah,thisspeaksforyou! You’vemurderedHenryMertoun!Nowproceed! WhatisitImustpardon?Thisandall? Well,Idopardonyou——IthinkIdo。 Thorold,howverywretchedyoumustbe! TRESHAM。Hebademetellyou…… MILDRED。WhatIdoforbidYourutteranceof!SomuchthatyoumaytellAndwillnot——howyoumurderedhim……but,no! You’lltellmethathelovedme,nevermoreThanbleedingouthislifethere:mustIsay\"Indeed,\"tothat?Enough!Ipardonyou。 TRESHAM。Youcannot,Mildred!fortheharshwords,yes: OfthislastdeedAnother’sjudge:whosedoomIwaitindoubt,despondencyandfear。 MILDRED。Oh,true!There’snoughtformetopardon!True! Youloosemysoulofallitscaresatonce。 Deathmakesmesureofhimforever!YouTellmehislastwords?Heshalltellmethem,Andtakemyanswer——notinwords,butreadingHimselftheheartIhadtoreadhimlate,Whichdeath…… TRESHAM。Death?Youaredyingtoo?WellsaidOfGuendolen!Idarednothopeyou’ddie: Butshewassureofit。 MILDRED。TellGuendolenIlovedher,andtellAustin…… TRESHAM。Himyouloved: Andme? MILDRED。Ah,Thorold!Was’tnotrashlydoneToquenchthatblood,onfirewithyouthandhopeAndloveofme——whomyoulovedtoo,andyetSufferedtositherewaitinghisapproachWhileyouwereslayinghim?Oh,doubtlesslyYoulethimspeakhispoorconfusedboy’s—speech——DohispoorutmosttodisarmyourwrathAndrespiteme!——youlethimtrytogiveThestoryofourloveandignorance,Andthebriefmadnessandthelongdespair—— Youlethimpleadallthis,becauseyourcodeOfhonourbidsyouhearbeforeyoustrike: Butattheend,ashelookedupforlifeIntoyoureyes——youstruckhimdown! TRESHAM。No!No! HadIbutheardhim——hadIlethimspeakHalfthetruth——less——hadIlookedlongonhimIhaddesisted!Why,ashelaythere,Themoononhisflushedcheek,IgatheredallThestoryerehetoldit:IsawthroughThetroubledsurfaceofhiscrimeandyoursAdepthofpurityimmovable,HadIbutglanced,whereallseemedturbidestHadgleamedsomeinlettothecalmbeneath; Iwouldnotglance:mypunishment’sathand。 There,Mildred,isthetruth!andyou——sayon—— Youcurseme? MILDRED。AsIdareapproachthatHeavenWhichhasnotbadealivingthingdespair,Whichneedsnocodetokeepitsgracefromstain,ButbidsthevilestwormthatturnsonitDesistandbeforgiven,——I——forgivenot,Butblessyou,Thorold,frommysoulofsouls! [Fallsonhisneck。] There!Donotthinktoomuchuponthepast! Thecloudthat’sbrokewasallthesameacloudWhileitstoodupbetweenmyfriendandyou; Youhurthim’neathitsshadow:butisthatSopastretrieve?Ihavehisheart,youknow; Imaydisposeofit:Igiveityou! Itlovesyouasmineloves!Confirmme,Henry! [Dies。] TRESHAM。Iwishtheejoy,Beloved!IamgladInthyfullgladness! GUENDOLEN[without]。Mildred!Tresham! [EnteringwithAUSTIN。] Thorold,Icoulddesistnolonger。Ah,sheswoons! That’swell。 TRESHAM。Oh,betterfarthanthat! GUENDOLEN。She’sdead! Letmeunlockherarms! TRESHAM。ShethrewthemthusAboutmyneck,andblessedme,andthendied: You’llletthemstaynow,Guendolen! AUSTIN。LeaveherAndlooktohim!Whatailsyou,Thorold? GUENDOLEN。WhiteAsshe,andwhiter!Austin!quick——thisside! AUSTIN。Afrothisoozingthroughhisclenchedteeth; Bothlips,wherethey’renotbittenthrough,areblack: Speak,dearestThorold! TRESHAM。SomethingdoesweighdownMyneckbesideherweight:thanks:IshouldfallButforyou,Austin,Ibelieve!——there,there,’Twillpassawaysoon!——ah,——Ihadforgotten: Iamdying。 GUENDOLEN。Thorold——Thorold——whywasthis? TRESHAM。Isaid,justasIdrankthepoisonoff,Theearthwouldbenolongerearthtome,Thelifeoutofalllifewasgonefromme。 Thereareblindwaysprovided,thefore—doneHeart—wearyplayerinthispageant—worldDropsoutby,lettingthemainmasquedefileBytheconspicuousportal:Iamthrough—— Justthrough! GUENDOLEN。Don’tleavehim,Austin!Deathisclose。 TRESHAM。AlreadyMildred’sfaceispeacefuller,Iseeyou,Austin——feelyou;here’smyhand,Putyoursinit——you,Guendolen,yourstoo! You’relordandladynow——you’reTreshams;nameAndfameareyours:youholdour’scutcheonup。 Austin,noblotonit!YouseehowbloodMustwashoneblotaway:thefirstblotcameAndthefirstbloodcame。Tothevainworld’seyeAll’sgulesagain:nocaretothevainworld,>Fromwhencetheredwasdrawn! AUSTIN。Noblotshallcome! TRESHAM。Isaidthat:yetitdidcome。Shoulditcome,VengeanceisGod’s,notman’s。Rememberme! [Dies。] GUENDOLEN[lettingfallthepulselessarm]。 Ah,Thorold,wecanbut——rememberyou!