第20章

类别:其他 作者:John Galsworthy字数:15989更新时间:18/12/18 14:50:10
\"Ohdear!\"sighedPippin。\"Wemustchangeallthis,Scorrier;itwillneverdotogobackbeaten。Ishallnotgobackbeaten;youwillhavetocarrymeonmyshield;\"andslyly:\"Tooheavy,eh?Poorfellow!\"Thenforalongtimehewassilent,movinghislipsasifaddingupthecost。Suddenlyhesighed,andgraspingScorrier’sarm,said:\"Dull,aren’tI?Whatwillyoudo?Putmeinyourreport,’NewSuperintendent——sad,dulldog——notawordtothrowatacat!’\" Andasifthenewtaskweretoomuchforhim,hesankbackinthought。ThelastwordshesaidtoScorrierthatnightwere:\"Verysilenthere。It’shardtobelieveone’shereforlife。ButIfeelI am。Mustn’tbeacoward,though!\"andbrushinghisforehead,asthoughtoclearfromitacobweboffaintthoughts,hehurriedoff。 Scorrierstayedontheverandasmoking。Therainhadceased,afewstarswereburningdimly;evenabovethesqualorofthetownshipthescentoftheforests,theinterminableforests,brooded。Theresprangintohismindthememoryofapicturefromoneofhischildren’sfairybooks——thepictureofalittlebeardedmanontiptoe,withpoisedheadandagreatsword,slashingatthecastleofagiant。ItremindedhimofPippin。Andsuddenly,eventoScorrier— —whoseexistencewasonelongencounterwithstrangeplaces——theunseenpresenceofthosewoods,theirheavy,healthyscent,thelittlesounds,likesqueaksfromtinytoys,issuingoutofthegloomysilence,seemedintolerable,tobeshunned,fromthemereinstinctofself—preservation。Hethoughtoftheeveninghehadspentinthebosomof\"Down—by—the—starn\"Hemmings’family,receivinghislastinstructions——thesecurityofthatsuburbanvilla,itsdiscouraginggentility;thesuperioracidityoftheMissHemmings;thenoblenamesoflargecontractors,ofcompanypromoters,ofapeer,draggedwiththelightnessofgun—carriagesacrosstheconversation;theautocracyofHemmings,raspeduphereandthere,bysomedomesticcontradiction。Itwasallsoniceandsafe——asifthewholethinghadbeenfastenedtoananchorsunkbeneaththepinkcabbagesofthedrawing—roomcarpet!Hemmings,seeinghimoffthepremises,hadsaidwithsecrecy:\"LittlePippinwillhaveagoodthing。WeshallmakehissalaryL————。He’llbeagreatman—quiteaking。Ha—ha!\" Scorriershooktheashesfromhispipe。’Salary!’hethought,straininghisears;’Iwouldn’ttaketheplaceforfivethousandpoundsayear。Andyetit’safinecountry,’andwithironicviolenceherepeated,’adashedfinecountry!’ Tendayslater,havingfinishedhisreportonthenewmine,hestoodonthejettywaitingtogoabroadthesteamerforhome。 \"Godblessyou!\"saidPippin。\"Tellthemtheyneedn’tbeafraid;andsometimeswhenyou’reathomethinkofme,eh?\" Scorrier,scramblingonboard,hadaconfusedmemoryoftearsinhiseyes,andaconvulsivehandshake。 II ItwaseightyearsbeforethewheelsoflifecarriedScorrierbacktothatdisenchantedspot,andthistimenotonthebusinessoftheNewCollieryCompany。Hewentforanothercompanywithaminesomethirtymilesaway。Beforestarting,however,hevisitedHemmings。 Thesecretarywassurroundedbypigeon—holesandfinerthanever; Scorrierblinkedinthefullradianceofhiscourtesy。Alittlemanwitheyebrowsfullofquestions,andagrizzledbeard,wasseatedinanarm—chairbythefire。 \"YouknowMr。Booker,\"saidHemmings——\"oneofmydirectors。ThisisMr。Scorrier,sir——whowentoutforus。\" Thesesentencesweremurmuredinawaysuggestiveoftheiruncommonvalue。Thedirectoruncrossedhislegs,andbowed。Scorrieralsobowed,andHemmings,leaningback,slowlydevelopedthefullresourcesofhiswaistcoat。 \"Soyouaregoingoutagain,Scorrier,fortheotherside?ItellMr。Scorrier,sir,thatheisgoingoutfortheenemy。Don’tfindthemamineasgoodasyoufoundus,there’sagoodman。\" Thelittledirectoraskedexplosively:\"Seeourlastdividend? Twentypercent;eh,what?\" Hemmingsmovedafinger,asifreprovinghisdirector。\"Iwillnotdisguisefromyou,\"hemurmured,\"thatthereisfrictionbetweenusand——theenemy;youknowourpositiontoowell——justalittletoowell,eh?’Anod’sasgoodasawink。’\" HisdiplomaticeyesflatteredScorrier,whopassedahandoverhisbrow——andsaid:\"Ofcourse。\" \"Pippindoesn’thititoffwiththem。Betweenourselves,he’saleetletoobigforhisboots。Youknowwhatitiswhenamaninhispositiongetsasuddenrise!\" ScorriercaughthimselfsearchingonthefloorforasightofHemmings’boots;heraisedhiseyesguiltily。Thesecretarycontinued:\"Wedon’thearfromhimquiteasoftenasweshouldlike,infact。\" TohisownsurpriseScorriermurmured:\"It’sasilentplace!\" Thesecretarysmiled。\"Verygood!Mr。Scorriersays,sir,it’sasilentplace;ha—ha!Icallthatverygood!\"Butsuddenlyasecretirritationseemedtobubbleinhim;heburstforthalmostviolently: \"He’snobusinesstoletitaffecthim;now,hashe?Iputittoyou,Mr。Scorrier,Iputittoyou,sir!\" ButScorriermadenoreply,andsoonaftertookhisleave:hehadbeenaskedtoconveyafriendlyhinttoPippinthatmorefrequentletterswouldbewelcomed。StandingintheshadowoftheRoyalExchange,waitingtothreadhiswayacross,hethought:’Soyoumusthavenoise,mustyou——you’vegotsomehere,andtospare……’ OnhisarrivalinthenewworldhewiredtoPippinaskingifhemightstaywithhimonthewayupcountry,andreceivedtheanswer:\"Besureandcome。\" Aweeklaterhearrived(therewasnowarailway)andfoundPippinwaitingforhiminaphaeton。Scorrierwouldnothaveknowntheplaceagain;therewasaglitterovereverything,asifsomeonehadtoucheditwithawand。Thetrackshadgivenplacetoroads,runningfirm,straight,andblackbetweenthetreesunderbrilliantsunshine; thewoodenhouseswereallpainted;outinthegleamingharbouramongstthegreenofislandslaythreesteamers,eachwithafleetofbusyboats;andhereandthereatinyyachtfloated,likeasea—birdonthewater。Pippindrovehislong—tailedhorsesfuriously;hiseyesbrimmedwithsubtlekindness,asifaccordingScorrieracontinualwelcome。DuringthetwodaysofhisstayScorrierneverlostthatsenseofglamour。HehadeveryopportunityforobservingthegripPippinhadovereverything。Thewoodendoorsandwallsofhisbungalowkeptoutnosounds。Helistenedtointerviewsbetweenhishostandallkindsandconditionsofmen。Thevoicesofthevisitorswouldriseatfirst——angry,discontented,matter—of—fact,withnasaltwang,orgutturaldrawl;thenwouldcomethesoftpatterofthesuperintendent’sfeetcrossingandrecrossingtheroom。Thenapause,thesoundofhardbreathing,andquickquestions——thevisitor’svoiceagain,againthepatter,andPippin’singratiatingbutdecisivemurmurs。PresentlyoutwouldcomethevisitorwithanexpressiononhisfacewhichScorriersoonbegantoknowbyheart,akindofpleased,puzzled,helplesslook,whichseemedtosay,\"I’vebeendone,Iknow——I’llgiveittomyselfwhenI’mroundthecorner。\" Pippinwasfullofwistfulquestionsabout\"home。\"Hewantedtotalkofmusic,pictures,plays,ofhowLondonlooked,whatnewstreetstherewere,and,aboveall,whetherScorrierhadbeenlatelyintheWestCountry。Hetalkedofgettingleavenextwinter,askedwhetherScorrierthoughttheywould\"putupwithhimathome\";then,withtheagitationwhichhadalarmedScorrierbefore,headded:\"Ah!butI’mnotfitforhomenow。Onegetsspoiled;it’sbigandsilenthere。 WhatshouldIgobackto?Idon’tseemtorealise。\" ScorrierthoughtofHemmings。\"’Tisabitcrampedthere,certainly,\" hemuttered。 Pippinwentonasifdivininghisthoughts。\"IsupposeourfriendHemmingswouldcallmefoolish;he’sabovethelittleweaknessesofimagination,eh?Yes;it’ssilenthere。SometimesintheeveningI wouldgivemyheadforsomebodytotalkto——Hemmingswouldnevergivehisheadforanything,Ithink。Butallthesame,Icouldn’tfacethemathome。Spoiled!\"Andslylyhemurmured:\"WhatwouldtheBoardsayiftheycouldhearthat?\" Scorrierblurtedout:\"Totellyouthetruth,theycomplainalittleofnothearingfromyou。\" Pippinputoutahand,asiftopushsomethingaway。\"Letthemtrythelifehere!\"hebrokeout;\"it’slikesittingonalivevolcano—— whatwithourfriends,’theenemy,’overthere;themen;theAmericancompetition。Ikeepitgoing,Scorrier,butatwhatacost——atwhatacost!\" \"Butsurely——letters?\" Pippinonlyanswered:\"Itry——Itry!\" Scorrierfeltwithremorseandwonderthathehadspokenthetruth。 Thefollowingdayheleftforhisinspection,andwhileinthecampof\"theenemy\"muchwasthetalkheheardofPippin。 \"Why!\"saidhishost,thesuperintendent,alittlemanwithafacesomewhatlikeanowl’s,\"d’youknowthenamethey’vegivenhimdowninthecapital——’theKing’——good,eh?He’smadethem’situp’allalongthiscoast。Ilikehimwellenough——good——heartedman,shockingnervous;butmypeopledowntherecan’tstandhimatanyprice。Sir,herunsthiscolony。You’dthinkbutterwouldn’tmeltinthatmouthofhis;buthealwaysgetshisway;that’swhatriles’emso;thatandthesuccesshe’smakingofhismine。Itpuzzlesme; you’dthinkhe’donlybetoogladofaquietlife,amanwithhisnerves。Butno,he’sneverhappyunlesshe’sfighting,somethingwherehe’sgotachancetoscoreavictory。Iwon’tsayhelikesit,but,byJove,itseemshe’sgottodoit。Nowthat’sfunny!I’lltellyouonething,thoughshouldn’tbeabitsurprisedifhebrokedownsomeday;andI’lltellyouanother,\"headdeddarkly,\"he’ssailingverynearthewind,withthoselargecontractsthathemakes。 Iwouldn’tcaretotakehisrisks。Justletthemhaveastrike,orsomethingthatshutsthemdownforaspell——andmarkmywords,sir—— it’llbeallupwiththem。But,\"heconcludedconfidentially,\"I wishIhadhisholdonthemen;it’sagreatthinginthiscountry。 Notlikehome,whereyoucangoroundacornerandgetanothergang。 Youhavetomakethebestyoucanoutofthelotyouhave;youwon’t,getanothermanforloveormoneywithoutyoushiphimafewhundredmiles。\"Andwithafrownhewavedhisarmovertheforeststoindicatethebarrennessoftheland。 Scorrierfinishedhisinspectionandwentonashootingtripintotheforest。Hishostmethimonhisreturn。\"Justlookatthis!\"hesaid,holdingoutatelegram。\"Awful,isn’tit?\"Hisfaceexpressedaprofoundcommiseration,almostludicrouslymixedwiththeashamedcontentmentthatmenexperienceatthemisfortunesofanenemy。 Thetelegram,datedthedaybefore,ranthus\"FrightfulexplosionNewCollierythismorning,greatlossoflifefeared。\" Scorrierhadthebewilderedthought:’Pippinwillwantmenow。’ Hetookleaveofhishost,whocalledafterhim:\"You’dbetterwaitforasteamer!It’sabeastlydrive!\" Scorriershookhishead。Allnight,joltingalongaroughtrackcutthroughtheforest,hethoughtofPippin。Theothermiseriesofthiscalamityatpresentlefthimcold;hebarelythoughtofthesmotheredmen;butPippin’sstruggle,hislonelystrugglewiththishydra— headedmonster,touchedhimverynearly。HefellasleepanddreamedofwatchingPippinslowlystrangledbyasnake;theagonised,kindly,ironicfacepeepingoutbetweentwogleamingcoilswassohorriblyreal,thatheawoke。Itwasthemomentbeforedawn:pitch—blackbranchesbarredthesky;witheveryjoltofthewheelsthegleamsfromthelampsdanced,fantasticandintrusive,roundfernsandtree— stems,intothecoldheartoftheforest。ForanhourormoreScorriertriedtofeignsleep,andhidefromthestillness,andovermasteringgloomofthesegreatwoods。Thensoftlyawhisperofnoisesstoleforth,astiroflight,andthewholeslowradianceofthemorningglory。Butitbroughtnowarmth;andScorrierwrappedhimselfcloserinhiscloak,feelingasthougholdagehadtouchedhim。 Closeonnoonhereachedthetownship。Glamourseemedstilltohoveroverit。Hedroveontothemine。Thewinding—enginewasturning,thepulleyatthetopofthehead—gearwhizzinground;nothinglookedunusual。’Somemistake!’hethought。Hedrovetotheminebuildings,alighted,andclimbedtotheshafthead。Insteadoftheusualrumblingofthetrolleys,therattleofcoaldischargedoverthescreens,therewassilence。Closeby,Pippinhimselfwasstanding,smirchedwithdirt。Thecage,comingswiftandsilentfrombelow,shotopenitsdoorswithasharprattle。Scorrierbentforwardtolook。Therelayadeadman,withasmileonhisface。 \"Howmany?\"hewhispered。 Pippinanswered:\"Eighty—fourbroughtup——forty—sevenstillbelow,\" andenteredtheman’snameinapocket—book。 Anoldermanwastakenoutnext;hetoowassmiling——therehadbeenvouchsafedtohim,itseemed,atasteofmorethanearthlyjoy。ThesightofthosestrangesmilesaffectedScorriermorethanalltheanguishordespairhehadseenscoredonthefacesofotherdeadmen。 HeaskedanoldminerhowlongPippinhadbeenatwork。 \"Thirtyhours。Yesterdayhewer’below;wehadtonighcarrymunupatlast。He’sforgoin’downagain,butthechapswon’tlowermun;\" theoldmangaveasigh。\"I’mwaitingformyboytocomeup,Iam。\" Scorrierwaitedtoo——therewasfascinationaboutthosedead,smilingfaces。Therescuingofthesemenwhowouldneveragainbreathewentonandon。Scorriergrewsleepyinthesun。Theoldminerwokehim,saying:\"Rummystuffthisherechokedamp;see,theyalldiesdrunk!\" Theverynexttobebroughtupwasthechiefengineer。Scorrierhadknownhimquitewell,oneofthoseScotsmenwhoarebornattheageoffortyandremainsoalltheirlives。Hisface——theonlyonethatworenosmile——seemedgrievingthatdutyhaddepriveditofthatlastluxury。Withwideeyesanddrawnlipshehaddiedprotesting。 LateintheafternoontheoldminertouchedScorrier’sarm,andsaid: \"Thereheis——there’smyboy!\"Andhedepartedslowly,wheelingthebodyonatrolley。 Asthesunset,thegangbelowcameup。Nofurthersearchwaspossibletillthefumeshadcleared。Scorrierheardonemansay: \"There’ssomewe’llneverget;they’vehadsureburial\" Anotheransweredhim:\"’Tisagudeenoughbagforme!\"Theypassedhim,thewhitesoftheireyesgleamingoutoffacesblackasink。 Pippindrovehimhomeatafuriouspace,notutteringasingleword。 Astheyturnedintothemainstreet,ayoungwomanstartingoutbeforethehorsesobligedPippintopullup。TheglancehebentonScorrierwasludicrouslyprescientofsuffering。Thewomanaskedforherhusband。Severaltimestheywerestoppedthusbywomenaskingfortheirhusbandsorsons。\"ThisiswhatIhavetogothrough,\" Pippinwhispered。 Whentheyhadeaten,hesaidtoScorrier:\"Itwaskindofyoutocomeandstandbyme!Theytakemeforagod,poorcreaturethatIam。 ButshallIevergetthemendownagain?Theirnerve’sshaken。I wishIwereoneofthosepoorlads,todiewithasmilelikethat!\" Scorrierfeltthefutilityofhispresence。OnPippinalonemustbetheheatandburden。Wouldhestandunderit,orwouldthewholethingcomecrashingtotheground?Heurgedhimagainandagaintorest,butPippinonlygavehimoneofhisqueersmiles。\"Youdon’tknowhowstrongIam!\"hesaid。 IV Hehimselfsleptheavily;and,wakingatdawn,wentdown。Pippinwasstillathisdesk;hispenhaddropped;hewasasleep。Theinkwaswet;Scorrier’seyecaughttheopeningwords: \"GENTLEMEN,——SincethishappenedIhavenotslept……\" Hestoleawayagainwithasenseofindignationthatnoonecouldbedraggedintosharethatfight。TheLondonBoard—roomrosebeforehismind。HeimaginedtheportentousgravityofHemmings;hisfaceandvoiceandmannerconveyingtheimpressionthathealonecouldsavethesituation;thesixdirectors,allmenofcommonsenseandcertainlyhumane,seatedbehindlargeturret—shapedinkpots;theconcernandirritationintheirvoices,askinghowitcouldhavehappened;theircomments:\"Anawfulthing!\"\"IsupposePippinisdoingthebesthecan!\"\"Wirehimonnoaccounttoleavethemineidle!\"\"Poordevils!\"\"Afund?Ofcourse,whatoughtwetogive?\" Hehadastrongconvictionthatnothingofallthiswoulddisturbthecommonsensewithwhichtheywouldgohomeandeattheirmutton。A goodthingtoo;thelessitwastakentoheartthebetter!ButScorrierfeltangry。Thefightwassounfair!Afellowallnerves—— withnotasoultohelphim!Well,itwashisownlookout!Hehadchosentocentreitallinhimself,tomakehimselfitsverysoul。 Ifhegavewaynow,theshipmustgodown!Byathinthread,Scorrier’shero—worshipstillheld。’Managainstnature,’hethought,’Ibacktheman。’Thestruggleinwhichhewassopowerlesstogiveaid,becameintenselypersonaltohim,asifhehadengagedhisowngoodfaiththerein。 Thenextdaytheywentdownagaintothepit—head;andScorrierhimselfdescended。Thefumeshadalmostcleared,butthereweresomeplaceswhichwouldneverbereached。Attheendofthedayallbutfourbodieshadbeenrecovered。\"Inthedayo’judgment,\"aminersaid,\"theyfour’llcomeoutofhere。\"ThoseunclaimedbodieshauntedScorrier。Hecameonsentencesofwriting,wheremenwaitingtobesuffocatedhadwrittendowntheirfeelings。Inoneplace,thehour,theword\"Sleepy,\"andasignature。Inanother,\"A。F。——donefor。\"WhenhecameupatlastPippinwasstillwaiting,pocket—bookinhand;theyagaindepartedatafuriouspace。 TwodayslaterScorrier,visitingtheshaft,founditsneighbourhooddeserted——notalivingthingofanysortwasthereexceptoneChinamanpokinghisstickintotherubbish。Pippinwasawaydownthecoastengaginganengineer;andonhisreturn,Scorrierhadnotthehearttotellhimofthedesertion。Hewassparedtheeffort,forPippinsaid:\"Don’tbeafraid——you’vegotbadnews?Themenhavegoneonstrike。\" Scorriersighed。\"Lock,stock,andbarrel\" \"Ithoughtso——seewhatIhavehere!\"HeputbeforeScorrieratelegram: \"Atallcostskeepworking——fataltostop——managethissomehow。—— HEMMINGS。\" Breathingquickly,headded:\"AsifIdidn’tknow!’Managethissomehow’——alittlehard!\" \"What’stobedone?\"askedScorrier。 \"YouseeIamcommanded!\"Pippinansweredbitterly。\"Andthey’requiteright;wemustkeepworking——ourcontracts!NowI’mdown——notasoulwillspareme!\" Theminers’meetingwasheldthefollowingdayontheoutskirtsofthetown。Pippinhadclearedtheplacetomakeapublicrecreation— ground——asortoffeatherinthecompany’scap;itwasnowtobethespotwhereonshouldbedecidedthequestionofthecompany’slifeordeath。 Theskytothewestwascrossedbyasinglelineofcloudlikeabarofbeatengold;treeshadowscrepttowardsthegroupsofmen;theeveningsavour,thatstrongfragranceoftheforest,sweetenedtheair。Theminersstoodallroundamongsttheburnttree—stumps,cowedandsullen。Theylookedincapableofmovementorexpression。ItwasthisdumbparalysisthatfrightenedScorrier。HewatchedPippinspeakingfromhisphaeton,thebuttofallthosesullen,restlesseyes。Wouldhelastout?Wouldthewireshold?Itwaslikethefinishofarace。HecaughtabaffledlookonPippin’sface,asifhedespairedofpiercingthatterribleparalysis。Themen’seyeshadbeguntowander。’He’slosthishold,’thoughtScorrier;’it’sallup!’ Aminerclosebesidehimmuttered:\"Lookout!\" Pippinwasleaningforward,hisvoicehadrisen,thewordsfelllikeawhiplashonthefacesofthecrowd:\"Youshan’tthrowmeover;doyouthinkI’llgiveupallI’vedoneforyou?I’llmakeyouthefirstpowerinthecolony!Areyouturningtailatthefirstshot? You’reasetofcowards,mylads!\" EachmanroundScorrierwaslisteningwithadifferentmotionofthehands——onerubbedthem,oneclenchedthem,anothermovedhisclosedfist,asifstabbingsomeoneintheback。Agrisly—bearded,beetle— browed,twinkling—eyedoldCornishmanmuttered:\"A’hmnottroublin’ aboutthat。\"ItseemedalmostasifPippin’sobjectwastogetthementokillhim;theyhadgatheredcloser,crouchingforarush。 SuddenlyPippin’svoicedroppedtoawhisper:\"I’mdisgracedMen,areyougoingbackonme?\" TheoldminernextScorriercalledoutsuddenly:\"Annythat’sCornishmenheretostandbythesuperintendent?\"Agroupdrewtogether,andwithmurmursandgesticulationthemeetingbrokeup。 IntheeveningadeputationcametovisitPippin;andallnightlongtheirvoicesandthesuperintendent’sfootstepscouldbeheard。Inthemorning,Pippinwentearlytothemine。Beforesupperthedeputationcameagain;andagainScorrierhadtolistenhourafterhourtothesoundofvoicesandfootstepstillhefellasleep。Justbeforedawnhewasawakenedbyalight。Pippinstoodathisbedside。 \"Themengodownto—morrow,\"hesaid:\"WhatdidItellyou?Carrymehomeonmyshield,eh?\" Inaweektheminewasinfullwork。 V Twoyearslater,ScorrierheardoncemoreofPippin。AnotefromHemmingsreachedhimaskingifhecouldmakeitconvenienttoattendtheirBoardmeetingthefollowingThursday。Hearrivedratherbeforetheappointedtime。Thesecretaryreceivedhim,and,inanswertoinquiry,said:\"Thankyou,wearedoingwell——betweenourselves,wearedoingverywell。\" \"AndPippin?\" Thesecretaryfrowned。\"Ah,Pippin!Weaskedyoutocomeonhisaccount。Pippinisgivingusalotoftrouble。Wehavenothadasinglelinefromhimforjusttwoyears!\"HespokewithsuchasenseofpersonalgrievancethatScorrierfeltquitesorryforhim。\"Notasingleline,\"saidHemmings,\"sincethatexplosion——youwerethereatthetime,Iremember!Itmakesitveryawkward;Icallitpersonaltome。\" \"Buthow——\"Scorrierbegan。 \"Weget——telegrams。Hewritestonoone,noteventohisfamily。 Andwhy?Justtellmewhy?Wehearofhim;he’sagreatnoboutthere。Nothing’sdoneinthecolonywithouthisfingerbeinginthepie。HeturnedoutthelastGovernmentbecausetheywouldn’tgrantusanextensionforourrailway——showshecan’tbeafool。Besides,lookatourbalance—sheet!\" ItturnedoutthatthequestiononwhichScorrier’sopinionwasdesiredwas,whetherHemmingsshouldbesentouttoseewhatwasthematterwiththesuperintendent。Duringthediscussionwhich。 ensued,hewasanunwillinglistenertostricturesonPippin’ssilence。\"Theexplosion,\"hemutteredatlast,\"averytryingtime!\" Mr。Bookerpouncedonhim。\"Averytryingtime!Soitwas——toallofus。Butwhatexcuseisthat——now,Mr。Scorrier,whatexcuseisthat?\" Scorrierwasobligedtoadmitthatitwasnone。 \"Businessisbusiness——eh,what?\" Scorrier,gazingroundthatneatBoard—room,nodded。Adeafdirector,whohadnotspokenforsomemonths,saidwithsuddenfierceness:\"It’sdisgraceful!\"Hewasobviouslylettingoffthefumeoflong—unuttereddisapprovals。Oneperfectlyneat,benevolentoldfellow,however,whohadkepthishaton,andhadasinglevice—— thatofcomingtotheBoard—roomwithabrownpaperparceltiedupwithstring——murmured:\"Wemustmakeallallowances,\"andstartedananecdoteabouthisyouth。Hewasgentlycalledtoorderbyhissecretary。Scorrierwasaskedforhisopinion。HelookedatHemmings。\"Myimportanceisconcerned,\"waswrittenalloverthesecretary’sface。MovedbyanimpulseofloyaltytoPippin,Scorrieranswered,asifitwereallsettled:\"Well,letmeknowwhenyouarestarting,Hemmings——Ishouldlikethetripmyself。\" Ashewasgoingout,thechairman,oldJolyonForsyte,withagrave,twinklinglookatHemmings,tookhimaside。\"Gladtohearyousaythataboutgoingtoo,Mr。Scorrier;wemustbecareful——Pippin’ssuchagoodfellow,andsosensitive;andourfriendthere——abitheavyinthehand,um?\" ScorrierdidinfactgooutwithHemmings。Thesecretarywassea— sick,andhisprostration,dignifiedbutnoisy,remainedamemoryforever;itwassonorousandfine——theprostrationofsuperiority;andthewayinwhichhespokeofit,takingcasualacquaintancesintothecavesofhisexperience,wastrulyinteresting。 Pippincamedowntothecapitaltoescortthem,providedfortheircomfortsasiftheyhadbeenroyalty,andhadaspecialtraintotakethemtothemines。 Hewasalittlestouter,brighterofcolour,greyerofbeard,morenervousperhapsinvoiceandbreathing。HismannertoHemmingswasfullofflatteringcourtesy;buthissly,ironicalglancesplayedonthesecretary’sarmourlikeafountainonahippopotamus。ToScorrier,however,hecouldnotshowenoughaffection: Thefirstevening,whenHemmingshadgonetohisroom,hejumpeduplikeaboyoutofschool。\"SoI’mgoingtogetawigging,\"hesaid; \"IsupposeIdeserveit;butifyouknew——ifyouonlyknew……!Outherethey’venicknamedme’theKing’——theysayIrulethecolony。 It’smyselfthatIcan’trule\";andwithasuddenburstofpassionsuchasScorrierhadneverseeninhim:\"Whydidtheysendthismanhere?WhatcanheknowaboutthethingsthatI’vebeenthrough?\"Inamomenthecalmeddownagain。\"There!thisisverystupid;worryingyoulikethis!\"andwithalong,kindlookintoScorrier’sface,hehustledhimofftobed。 Pippindidnotbreakoutagain,thoughfireseemedtosmoulderbehindthebarsofhiscourteousirony。IntuitionofdangerhadevidentlysmittenHemmings,forhemadenoallusiontotheobjectofhisvisit。 ThereweremomentswhenScorrier’scommon—sensesidedwithHemmings—— theseweremomentswhenthesecretarywasnotpresent。 ’Afterall,’hetoldhimself,’it’salittlethingtoask——oneletteramonth。Ineverheardofsuchacase。’Itwaswonderfulindeedhowtheystoodit!ItshowedhowmuchtheyvaluedPippin!Whatwasthematterwithhim?Whatwasthenatureofhistrouble?OneglimpseScorrierhadwhenevenHemmings,ashephrasedit,received\"quiteaturn。\"Itwasduringadrivebackfromthemostoutlyingofthecompany’strialmines,eightmilesthroughtheforest。Thetrackledthroughabeltoftreesblackenedbyaforestfire。Pippinwasdriving。Thesecretaryseatedbesidehimworeanexpressionoffaintalarm,suchasPippin’sdrivingwaswarrantedtoevokefromalmostanyface。Theskyhaddarkenedstrangely,butpalestreaksoflight,comingfromoneknewnotwhere,filteredthroughthetrees。Nobreathwasstirring;thewheelsandhorses’hoofsmadenosoundonthedeepfernmould。Allaround,theburnttree—trunks,leaflessandjagged,roselikewitheredgiants,thepassagesbetweenthemwereblack,theskyblack,andblackthesilence。Noonespoke,andliterallytheonlysoundwasPippin’sbreathing。Whatwasitthatwassoterrifying?Scorrierhadafeelingofentombment;thatnobodycouldhelphim;thefeelingofbeingfacetofacewithNature;asensationasifallthecomfortandsecurityofwordsandruleshaddroppedawayfromhim。And—nothinghappened。Theyreachedhomeanddined。 Duringdinnerhehadagainthatoldremembranceofalittlemanchoppingatacastlewithhissword。ItcameatamomentwhenPippinhadraisedhishandwiththecarving—knifegraspedinittoanswersomeremarkofHemmings’aboutthefutureofthecompany。Theoptimisminhisupliftedchin,thestrenuousenergyinhiswhisperingvoice,gaveScorrieramorevividglimpseofPippin’snaturethanhehadperhapseverhadbefore。Thisnewcountry,wherenothingbuthimselfcouldhelpaman——thatwasthecastle!NowonderPippinwasimpatientofcontrol,nowonderhewasoutofhand,nowonderhewassilent——choppingawayatthat!Andsuddenlyhethought:’Yes,andallthetimeoneknows,Naturemustbeathimintheend!’ ThatveryeveningHemmingsdeliveredhimselfofhisreproof。Hehadsatunusuallysilent;Scorrier,indeed,hadthoughthimalittledrunk,soportentouswashisgravity;suddenly,howeverherose。Itwashardonaman,hesaid,inhisposition,withaBoard(hespokeasofafamilyofsmallchildren),tobekeptsoshortofinformation。Hewasactuallycompelledtousehisimaginationtoanswertheshareholders’questions。Thiswaspainfulandhumiliating;hehadneverheardofanysecretaryhavingtousehisimagination!Hewentfurther——itwasinsulting!Hehadgrowngreyintheserviceofthecompany。Mr。Scorrierwouldbearhimoutwhenhesaidhehadapositiontomaintain——hisnameintheCitywasahighone;and,byGeorge!hewasgoingtokeepitahighone;hewouldallownobodytodragitinthedust——thatoughtclearlytobeunderstood。Hisdirectorsfelttheywerebeingtreatedlikechildren;howeverthatmightbe,itwasabsurdtosupposethathe(Hemmings)couldbetreatedlikeachild……!Thesecretarypaused; hiseyesseemedtobullytheroom。 \"IftherewerenoLondonoffice,\"murmuredPippin,\"theshareholderswouldgetthesamedividends。\" Hemmingsgasped。\"Come!\"hesaid,\"thisismonstrous!\" \"WhathelpdidIgetfromLondonwhenIfirstcamehere?WhathelphaveIeverhad?\" Hemmingsswayed,recovered,andwithaforcedsmilerepliedthat,ifthisweretrue,hehadbeenstandingonhisheadforyears;hedidnotbelievetheattitudepossibleforsuchalengthoftime; personallyhewouldhavethoughtthathetoohadhadalittlesomethingtosaytothecompany’sposition,butnomatter……!Hisironywascrushing……ItwaspossiblethatMr。Pippinhopedtoreversetheexistinglawsoftheuniversewithregardtolimitedcompanies;hewouldmerelysaythathemustnotbeginwithacompanyofwhichhe(Hemmings)happenedtobesecretary。Mr。Scorrierhadhintedatexcuses;forhispart,withthebestintentionsintheworld,hehadgreatdifficultyinseeingthem。Hewouldgofurther—— hedidnotseethem!Theexplosion……!PippinshranksovisiblythatHemmingsseemedtroubledbyasuspicionthathehadgonetoofar。 \"Weknow,\"hesaid,\"thatitwastryingforyou……\" \"Trying!\"\"burstoutPippin。 \"Noonecansay,\"Hemmingsresumedsoothingly,\"thatwehavenotdealtliberally。\"Pippinmadeamotionofthehead。\"Wethinkwehaveagoodsuperintendent;Igofurther,anexcellentsuperintendent。WhatIsayis:Let’sbepleasant!Iamnotmakinganunreasonablerequest!\"Heendedonafittingnoteofjocularity; and,asifbyconsent,allthreewithdrew,eachtohisownroom,withoutanotherword。 InthecourseofthenextdayPippinsaidtoScorrier:\"ItseemsI havebeenverywicked。Imusttrytodobetter\";andwithatouchofbitterhumour,\"Theyarekindenoughtothinkmeagoodsuperintendent,yousee!AfterthatImusttryhard。\" Scorrierbrokein:\"Nomancouldhavedonesomuchforthem;\"and,carriedawaybyanimpulsetoputthingsabsolutelystraight,wenton\"But,afterall,aletternowandthen——whatdoesitamountto?\" Pippinbesiegedhimwithasubtleglance。\"Youtoo?\"hesaid—— \"Imustindeedhavebeenawickedman!\"andturnedaway。 Scorrierfeltasifhehadbeenguiltyofbrutality;sorryforPippin,angrywithhimself;angrywithPippin,sorryforhimself。HeearnestlydesiredtoseethebackofHemmings。Thesecretarygratifiedthewishafewdayslater,departingbysteamerwithponderousexpressionsofregardandtheassuranceofhisgoodwill。 Pippingaveventtonooutburstofrelief,maintainingacourteoussilence,makingonlyoneallusiontohislateguest,inanswertoaremarkofScorrier: \"Ah!don’ttemptme!mustn’tspeakbehindhisback。\" Amonthpassed,andScorrierstill——remainedPippin’sguest。Aseachmail—dayapproachedheexperiencedaqueersuppressedexcitement。OnoneoftheseoccasionsPippinhadwithdrawntohisroom;andwhenScorrierwenttofetchhimtodinnerhefoundhimwithhisheadleaningonhishands,amidaperfectfitteroftornpaper。HelookedupatScorrier。 \"Ican’tdoit,\"hesaid,\"Ifeelsuchahypocrite;Ican’tputmyselfintoleading—stringsagain。WhyshouldIaskthesepeople,whenI’vesettledeverythingalready?Ifitwereavitalmattertheywouldn’twanttohear——they’dsimplywire,’Managethissomehow!’\" Scorriersaidnothing,butthoughtprivately’Thisisamadbusiness!’Whatwasaletter?Whymakeafussaboutaletter?Theapproachofmail—dayseemedlikeanightmaretothesuperintendent; hebecamefeverishlynervouslikeamanunderaspell;and,whenthemailhadgone,behavedlikearespitedcriminal。Andthishadbeengoingontwoyears!Eversincethatexplosion。Why,itwasmonomania! Oneday,amonthafterHemmings’departure,Pippinroseearlyfromdinner;hisfacewasflushed,hehadbeendrinkingwine。\"Iwon’tbebeatenthistime,\"hesaid,ashepassedScorrier。Thelattercouldhearhimwritinginthenextroom,andlookedinpresentlytosaythathewasgoingforawalk。Pippingavehimakindlynod。 Itwasacool,stillevening:innumerablestarsswarmedinclustersovertheforests,formingbrighthieroglyphicsinthemiddleheavens,showeringoverthedarkharbourintothesea。Scorrierwalkedslowly。Aweightseemedliftedfromhismind,soentangledhadhebecomeinthatuncannysilence。AtlastPippinhadbrokenthroughthespell。Togetthat,lettersentwouldbethelayingofaphantom,therehabilitationofcommonsense。Nowthatthissilencewasinthethroesofbeingbroken,hefeltcuriouslytendertowardsPippin,withoutthehero—worshipofolddays,butwithaqueerprotectivefeeling。Afterall,hewasdifferentfromothermen。Inspiteofhisfeverish,tenaciousenergy,inspiteofhisironichumour,therewassomethingofthewomaninhim!Andasforthissilence,thishorrorofcontrol——allgeniuseshad\"beesintheirbonnets,\"andPippinwasageniusinhisway! Helookedbackatthetown。Brilliantlylightedithadathrivingair—difficulttobelieveoftheplaceherememberedtenyearsback; thesoundsofdrinking,gambling,laughter,anddancingfloatedtohisears。’Quiteacity!’hethought。 Withthisqueerelationonhimhewalkedslowlybackalongthestreet,forgettingthathewassimplyanoldishminingexpert,withalookofshabbiness,suchasclingstomenwhoarealwaystravelling,asiftheir\"nap\"wereforeverbeingrubbedoff。AndhethoughtofPippin,creatorofthisglory。 Hehadpassedtheboundariesofthetown,andhadenteredtheforest。 Afeelingofdiscouragementinstantlybesethim。Thescentsandsilence,afterthefestivecriesandodoursofthetown,wereundefinablyoppressive。Notwithstanding,hewalkedalongtime,sayingtohimselfthathewouldgivethelettereverychance。Atlast,whenhethoughtthatPippinmusthavefinished,hewentbacktothehouse。 Pippinhadfinished。Hisforeheadrestedonthetable,hisarmshungathissides;hewasstone—dead!Hisfaceworeasmile,andbyhissidelayanemptylaudanumbottle。 Theletter,closely,beautifullywritten,laybeforehim。Itwasafinedocument,clear,masterly,detailed,nothingslurred,nothingconcealed,nothingomitted;acompletereviewofthecompany’sposition;itendedwiththewords:\"Yourhumbleservant,RICHARD PIPPIN。\" Scorriertookpossessionofit。Hedimlyunderstoodthatwiththoselastwordsawirehadsnapped。Theborder—linehadbeenoverpassed; thepointreachedwherethatsenseofproportion,whichalonemakeslifepossible,islost。HewascertainthatatthemomentofhisdeathPippincouldhavediscussedbimetallism,oranyintellectualproblem,excepttheoneproblemofhisownheart;that,forsomemysteriousreason,hadbeentoomuchforhim。Hisdeathhadbeentheworkofamomentofsupremerevolt——asingleinstantofmadnessonasinglesubject!Hefoundontheblotting—paper,scrawledacrosstheimpressofthesignature,\"Can’tstandit!\"ThecompletionofthatletterhadbeentohimastruggleungraspablebyScorrier。Slavery? Defeat?AviolationofNature?Thedeathofjustice?Itwerebetternottothinkofit!Pippincouldhavetold——buthewouldneverspeakagain。Nature,atwhom,unaided,hehaddealtsomanyblows,hadtakenherrevenge……! InthenightScorrierstoledown,and,withanashamedface,cutoffalockofthefinegreyhair。’Hisdaughtermightlikeit!’hethought…… HewaitedtillPippinwasburied,then,withtheletterinhispocket,startedforEngland。 HearrivedatLiverpoolonaThursdaymorning,andtravellingtotown,drovestraighttotheofficeofthecompany。TheBoardweresitting。Pippin’ssuccessorwasalreadybeinginterviewed。HepassedoutasScorriercamein,amiddle—agedmanwithalarge,redbeard,andafoxy,compromisingface。HealsowasaCornishman。 Scorrierwishedhimluckwithaveryheavyheart。 Asanunsentimentalman,whohadaproperhorrorofemotion,whoselivingdependedonhisgoodsense,tolookbackonthatinterviewwiththeBoardwaspainful。Ithadexcitedinhimarageofwhichhewasnowheartilyashamed。OldJolyonForsyte,thechairman,wasnotthereforonce,guessingperhapsthattheBoard’sviewofthisdeathwouldbetoosmallforhim;andlittleMr。Bookersatinhisplace。 Everyonehadrisen,shakenhandswithScorrier,andexpressedthemselvesindebtedforhiscoming。ScorrierplacedPippin’sletteronthetable,andgravelythesecretaryreadouttohisBoardthelastwordsoftheirsuperintendent。Whenhehadfinished,adirectorsaid,\"That’snottheletterofamadman!\"Anotheranswered:\"Madasahatter;nobodybutamadmanwouldhavethrownupsuchapost。\" Scorriersuddenlywithdrew。HeheardHemmingscallingafterhim。 \"Aren’tyouwell,Mr。Scorrier?aren’tyouwell,sir?\" Heshoutedback:\"Quitesane,Ithankyou…… TheNaples\"express\"rolledroundtheoutskirtsofthetown。 Vesuviusshoneinthesun,uncrownedbysmoke。ButevenasScorrierlooked,awhitepuffwentsoaringup。Itwasthefootnotetohismemories。 February1901。